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#I’m really sick of seizures I’ve decided#like so sick of them#I’m so weak after and literally flopping against the floor to move to where I need to and it’s just#I’m sick of it#it’s exhausting and scary and I scream and wail during it which makes me feel even more awful after#I can’t work and I need to make more art to get progress with comms but I worry my art isn’t good enough and the tremor these things leave#me with doesn’t help#like will I ever be able to do decent enough art?#it’s mainly my diabetes but I know I have GI and neuro shit happening#alongside mental health in the garbage and the disabilities there#oh and my sight that’s bad and actively getting worse which makes reading painful#esp at night I get these horrid headaches#and I’m left wondering what I’m even meant to do#hell my mother is sick and I’m supposed to be watching her but she’s the one who wrestled me last night to get some sugar on my gums as I#screamed and thrashed#now I’m achy but she’s achier#we don’t even get along which makes it worse to me#how am I gonna grow if my health keeps getting in the way#I need to save up money to move after I’m done caring for her and I plan to move to Canada bc diabetic supplies here are insane#but can I even manage that if I can’t function for shit#I’m sick of being sick
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i can't stop thinking about all the parallels and similarities between the three district 12 victors (four with peeta ofc i love that guy don't get me wrong BAHAHA). suzanne collins this is miserable
- lucy gray, haymitch, and katniss were all sixteen at the time of their reaping
- haymitch and katniss both tried to save district 11 girls and failed. both had some kind of mention of willows after death (rue's song, haymitch physically carrying lou lou's body into a patch of willows). you could argue movies-lucy gray had a tie to dill by accidentally killing her (which you could argue happened to haymitch and katniss too)
- all three of them having (mostly) illegal jobs. lucy gray and singing (restricted to the hob), haymitch with his bootlegging, katniss with her hunting. all instinctively rebellious just by nature
- haymitch and katniss both offered some kind of support to their career enemies. haymitch dropped down chocolate to silka after hearing her cry, katniss shot and killed cato to spare him from being (further) tormented by the mutts
- haymitch and katniss have the same family structure; dead father, living mother + sibling (haymitch's brother sid, prim for katniss)
- all of their reapings were never meant to happen. lucy gray's name was intentionally drawn, haymitch's was straight up illegal, katniss volunteered. none of them had their name drawn (save for lucy gray, but that wasn't fair)
- all close with their district partner / partners. admittedly not that surprising, but it's also fully possible to Not be close with them. all three of them risked their lives continuously for their partner(s)
- all related to the covey in some kind of way; lucy gray is just flat-out covey, haymitch is in love with a covey member, katniss has Vague tie-backs to the covey, since burdock had a handful of covey cousins. if anything, katniss is likely to be very distantly related to lucy gray through either maude ivory or barb azure
- all of them were INCREDIBLY popular tributes. lucy gray won most of the capitol over immediately, haymitch's stunt with louella's body + his score of ONE + his interview made him popular incredibly fast, and katniss had the entire world hooked from the moment she volunteered + cinna's outfits + peeta's confession
- all targeted to be more important than their district partner. lucy gray was heavily favoured, jessup went mostly ignored. haymitch was the district 12 victor most people were rooting for, AND beetee asked him specifically to destroy the arena. katniss was immediately favoured, and while peeta was important, katniss had always been "the mockingjay" and was needed more than him
- mockingjays! lucy gray's connection to them is obvious; they loved her and she loved them. haymitch's is more obscure, and is both through lenore dove (who loved them, understandably since she's covey) and maysilee (the original owner of the mockingjay pin). katniss...is the mockingjay BAHAHA but she also has that connection through her father (the birds loved him), and the pin, which is technically relating her back to lucy gray, because tam amber made it for maysilee. the pin dates back all the way to og covey times, albeit it was made after lucy gray's disappearance - also they're all just blatantly mockingjays. in snow's eyes, all of them are birds, which stems from lucy gray and just continues until katniss is outright named the mockingjay (i'm sure haymitch took "all birds i've met are vicious" and ran with it after meeting katniss)
- all three were purposefully hounded and targeted by snow in Terrible ways. lucy gray was the first to deal with his straight up fucking Wrath. snow IMMEDIATELY hated haymitch and told him that he was going to kill him. katniss never had a chance when it came to snow, because he recognised both lucy gray And haymitch in her, and needed to make her life a special kind of hell (and did!)
- likely all knew everdeens, honestly. lucy gray's relation to the everdeens is unknown, but it's clear that the everdeens at least somewhat had covey origins. haymitch was good friends with burdock (katniss's dad), and obviously katniss is an everdeen herself. the everdeens might have originally been bairds prior to marriage
- all had a relation to the mayor / mayor's children. mayfair fucking HAAATED lucy gray, haymitch and maysilee had a found family relationship, katniss was gifted the mockingjay pin by madge - all knew about the forest / meadow. i mean to be fair it isn't like it was exactly Hidden, but all of them have a strong connection to it, which is ALSO covey-related - not even related to lucy gray or haymitch, but katniss saving peeta's life, just like burdock saved otho's life. :( - additionally, lucy gray, haymitch, and peeta were all intent on staying themselves in the arena, not letting the capitol use them or their tears
I'M SICK
#sunrise on the reaping#sotr#sotr spoilers#thg sotr#the hunger games#thg#hunger games#haymitch abernathy#katniss everdeen#lucy gray baird#SUZANNE COLLINS#AUUAUAUAUGH#all of them being mockingjays is SICKENING#“all birds i've met are vicious” have fun getting shot by one snow#ugly bastard fr#reading through sotr and thrashing around#each time there was a new parallel i wanted to scream
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If I let you go, can you go back to your room and sleep? [...] Phu. I think... I can help you. Phukan. I've already warned you. You've done it for me before. I just... want to do it for you too. Can I?
#screaming crying throwing up#thrashing the room#smashing the windows#I'M NOT OKAAAAAAAAAAY#IM NOT OKAY IM NOT OKAY IM NOT OKAY#as the kids would say:#boss moaning is my roman empire#THAT MAN CAN MOAN#WOOOOWIEEEEE#I'm?#not?#okay?#I don't-#there's SO MANY things I want to say about this scene#so many#SO MANY#BUT I LACK THE COHERENCY TO DO SO#please whatever deity is out there give me the strength to survive bossnoeul#and if not#let my soul rest in a field of their kisses please#i beg#the boy next world the series#the boy next world#boy next world#boss chaikamon#noeul nuttarat#bossnoeul#cirrusphukan#cirphu#cirrus x phukan
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The Walking Dead: The Ones Who Live S01E02 - Gone
#towledit#twdedit#richonneedit#richonne#michonne grimes#rick grimes#the walking dead#the ones who live#tvedit#television#gif#screaming + crying + thrashing!!!!!#1k
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18+ | shidou likes your new piercing :3 | cw. gn!reader (no pronouns used), so much spit, fingers in mouth, wet & messy

when you shyly approach shidou to show him something, he’s immediately on alert. excited. his eyes light up and if he was a puppy, his tail would be wagging.
his excitement turns into something else entirely when you take a deep breath and open your mouth, your tongue lolling out to reveal a shiny new piercing, snug in the midst of the slick muscle.
shidou doesn’t blink, giving you a clear view of his pupils dilating, like a drop of ink in a vibrant pink sea.
you close your mouth to say something when the silence has gone on too long, but before your lips can touch, he’s on you.
long fingers force their way into your mouth, grabbing a hold of your tongue and pulling until you’re in the same position you were a moment ago. on display.
you think you see genuine drool pool at the corner of shidou’s lips as he singlemindledly toys with the pretty silver jewelry, petting your tongue around it, collecting your saliva on his fingers until it’s dripping down his hand and wrist.
he doesn’t care. he only cares when you try to pull away, when you try to speak or to at least swallow the spit welling up, instead yanking you closer with his free hand at your waist, a too familiar feral glint in his eye.
“don’t move, baby. not until i get my fill.”
you make a questioning little noise, but that sound is all but swallowed up by shidou leaning down and dragging his tongue against yours where he holds it in place.
it’s dirty, messy, but you don’t think you’ve ever been so turned on in your life.
he licks and licks and licks into your mouth, paying special attention to the piercing before pulling away with a barely concealed shudder and a pornographic moan of your name.
“feels so good. maybe i’ll get one too. we’ll match.”

#[ sprytewrites <3 ]#shidou ryuusei x reader#shidou ryusei#bllk shidou#blue lock shidou#shidou x reader#shidou smut#bllk smut#[ shidou <3 ]#HES A FREAK I WANT HIM#screaming thrashing crying#let’s touch tongues shidou :3
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this is insane to me. tiny unaired pilot captain i’m putting u in my pocket or my mouth or a heart locket idc
#the first one im screaming biting thrashing#my dead gay husband he’s back#back & sexier & more pixelated than ever#video creds to tedhiggins73 on twt 🙏🙏#ben willbond#cap#bbc ghosts#it’s tv it’s comfort#ian uses his words
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i can’t wait two more days actually. sleeping until the episodes drop
#RAHHHHHHHHHH I STAY WINNING!! I STAY WINNING!!!!#THANK YOU TO THE PERSON ON TWITTER WHO ASKED FOR PERCAHLIA SCREENSHOTS#I OWE YOU MY ENTIRE SOUL#vex’ahlia#percival de rolo#perc’ahlia#tlovm#critical role#vox machina#SCREAMING CRYING YELLING THRASHING
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I think the last time I made an animatic was like,,, maybe two years ago? So Im proud of this one. I wouldn't call it finished but idk if I have the energy to do the whole thing and having it sit in my computer was driving me insane, SOOOO here we are.
Ily Pomni <3333
Link to original video =>> ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNm5V2CQ1Jw&pp=ygUYVGhlIHNob3cgdGhhdCBuZXZlciBlbmRz )
#The amazing digital circus#SCREAMS AND THRASHES AROUND#/lh#This almost feels like a cartoon show opening ngl#I had fun with this and#I literally have the rest mapped out in my head#Im just chronically exhausted#Hope yall like it#Pomni#Jax#Gangle#Zooble#Kinger#Caine#Bubble#Ragatha
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im so so sick of the infantalizing takes of "this children's media is soooo dark its not for kids!!!" and it's just a millennial recounting scene for scene what happens like this
#FAIRYTALES ARE STORIES MEANT TO TEACH CHILDREN HOW TO DEFEAT THE BOOGEYMAN#NOT PRETENDING THE BOOGEYMAN DOESNT EXIST AT ALL#screaming crying thrashing#im so so sick of it like its the most brainrot take#thinking that children cant understand or be exposed to “darker adult themes” when those themes are just Life#theres an entire genre of youtubers who do nothing but recap scene for scene and go woah?? like thats so dark?? woahhh broooooo#im begging and pleading to bring back 80s dark fantasy
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I feel like I got shot twice
#irdgaf about how many projects are allegedly in development#i'm going to scream and cry and thrash until i get a trailer and release date for the next one#matthew mcconaughey#super bowl lix#true detective#mind you me and my friend jess are rewatching right now 😭#rust cohle
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Czech Republic | 2008 | Jason Peterson
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Here’s a brief, sort of detailed, sort of half assed, sort of explanation of the history of the death metal band Death by an autistic women who has yet to differentiate if she is in a niche band shirt covert peace alliance or niche band shirt contest with her coworkers
*DISCLAIMER : (I am on tumblr in 2025 so I severely doubt more than 3 people might like this shit, but because I’ve been brutalised by music nerds before I’m just gonna clarify loll)Some info may not be insanely accurate as I found conflicting info here and there, but this is my best attempt to make sense of the bands lineup history and is simply a way for me to enjoy my music/music archival obsession in my free time between classes and work. Peace and love.*
Originating in Orlando Florida, the band Death is known for its contributions to the death metal subgenre. The band is considered to have pioneered the sound of the genre alongside other well known bands from the era such as Obituary, Morbid Angel, and Autopsy.
The band formed in 1983 originally under the alias, Mantas, until the band dissolved resulting in their rebrand as Death in 1984. Prior to their name change the band recorded multiple demos and smart sessions and continued this after its rebrand until they signed a deal following the recording of their demo, Mutilation, in 1986 with combat records leading to the release of their debut studio album, Scream Bloody Gore, on May 25th, 1987. Following this release the band embarked on a short lived tour timid in comparison to the tour following the release of their US touring album, Leprosy, on August 12th 1988, marking their first headliners. Then came their third album, Spiritual Healing on February 16th, 1990. Next their fourth album, Human, on October 22nd, 1991. Then their fifth album, Individual Thought Patterns, on June 22nd, 1993. Their sixth album, Symbolic, on March 21st, 1995. Lastly, They released their seventh and final album, The Sound of Perseverance, on August 31st, 1998.
Since the band's end in 2001 multiple re-releases have been established, but unfortunately the band no longer creates given the nature of its disbanding.
• When it comes to trying to pinpoint who made up the band throughout its reign, you’ll notice that the band seemed to be lacking object permanence regarding its members. So I say this with great emphasis as accumulating this information felt like trying to take a full load of laundry from the dryer to the couch in one run, but hold my hand as we go or else you WILL get lost, and God knows I’m not coordinated or emotionally regulated enough to save you via my ability to form coherent sentences.
Throughout the band's history members came and went ranging from members who only partook for a few months, to members who remained stationary for multiple years, and members who worked with the band off and on while pursuing individual projects as well as holding positions in other bands of the times. The band’s founding members consisted of guitarist, primary songwriter, and eventual lead vocalist, Chuck Schuldiner, Drummer and vocalist until his departure cited as a result of, “personal issues”, with the band in 1985, Kam Lee, and guitarist who departed in 1985 as well due to Schruldiner’s frustration regarding his creative progression, Rick Rozz.
By late 1985 following the departure of Rozz, the band was made up of founding member’s Schuldiner and Lee as well as new guitarist Matt Olivo, and new bassist Scott Carlson who were both members in the collectives secondary band, Genocide, later to be renamed, Repulsion . However, the band would experience a full dismemberment only a few months after their union when both Olivo and Carlson parted shortly after the ejection of Kam Lee. Following this separation Schruldiner partnered with Erik Meade and Eric Brecht, though yet again the band would endure another splicing when Meade and Schrudiner engaged in a verbal altercation. Meade stated many years later in an interview posted by user GLOOM666 on truepunkmetal.blogspot.com, “We were only in the band for about six months and a few shows. Then we had an argument with Chuck and he left. He just stormed out of the rehearsal room and that was that. I think he went back to Florida for a few months and then came back to SF, but I’m not 100% sure.” This marked the departure of Meade and Brecht. Schrudiner moved to Canada and joined the band Slaughter for a few months before moving back to San Francisco and re-entertaining the Band Death in 1986 with new drummer Chris Reiffert, short term guitarist John Hand, and oscillating member guitarist Steve Digiorgio who played with the band Sadus as well. These members would work towards the goal of scheduling live performances, but their plans would eventually fall through before Schruldiner then chose to move back home to Florida. The band continued its pattern of instability with occasional few year members like bassist Terry Butler who played in the band between 1987-1990, up until its final end in 2001 when Schruldiner passed on December 13th attributed to complications regarding illness from a brain tumor. Between 1986-2001 the band consisted of multiple interchanging members such as drummer Richard Christy, guitarist Shannon Hamm, and bassist Scott Clendinen.
Schuldiner is known as the only continuous member of the band throughout its history likely due to his creative nature, or for what I’d say is for lack of a better word, but honestly it's just the truth, his perfectionism. Schuldiner’s history aligns with that of a rock star with a fiery attitude, but when it comes down to it, though he engaged and instigated multiple arguments that would lead to issues such as member loss or instability, he was known for his humility and dedication to his work rather than being summed up exclusively as a harsh survival of the fittest cut throat asshole. Individual perceptions of his persona as well as him personally may vary, but the consistent theme revolves tightly around his cordial behaviors and ascertainment for the limits of his creative abilities. Arguably he may have lacked emotional regulatory skills, but his contributions to the development of metal has been nonetheless major, making him himself, separate from his bands, a pillar to be observed when becoming enthralled within the various metal subcultures the world has to offer.
So that's neat.
God bless. Amen. May the lord be with you or something like that. I’m not sure, I didn’t get to first communion.
#death metal#death band#heavy metal#80s thrash#thrash metal#metal#black metal#metal music#80s metal#90s metal#leprosy#individual thought patterns#music#spiritual healing#the sound of perseverance#scream bloody gore#screamo#scramz#hardcore music#hardcore punk#metallic hardcore#music history#music recs#music theory#music things#guitar#drums#emoviolence#80s#80s music
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why have I not seen anyone talk about this

spooked older brother (by a few months at most) jumps into arms of owl younger sibling
#them both just SCREAMING bc hashtag spooked them#mine#transformers#tf#maccadam#earthspark#earthspark spoilers#thrash malto#nightshade malto
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god forbid wemmbu not be influenced by smiley yellow guy
#airy's silly thoughts ~~°☆#unstable universe#wemmbu#zam and rejoice btw#i hate ml lowkye!#Crying and sobbing#Why did rejoice have to dieeeee bruuuhhhhh#“Oh i sure do hope rejoice doesn't DIE! /sar!” I say as rejoice is getting beat to hell and back#AND THEN HE DOES???? AND WEMMBU GOES BACK FOR HIS STUFF????#AND ALSO TAKES UP HIS FIGHTING STYLE AND PROTECRS EGG AND LOPEZZ????#AND IS BECOMING LIKE ZAM AS WELL BY TAUNTING JADEN IN THE WEB AND DESTROYING HIS STUFF IN FRONT OF HIM????#can we ban yellow smiley men from wemmbu.#i will see a regular smiley face and i will scream and cry and sob and thrash and DIE#Wembu uu posting on the day that the pope died.... chat how do we feel about that?
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Wake up, y’all; new trailer that includes the servants and features snippets from the OP and ED just dropped!!!
#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji 2025#o!ciel#sebastian michaelis#mey rin#finnian#finny#bardroy#bard#tanaka#snake#sieglinde sullivan#wolfram gelzer#SCREAMING CRYING THRASHING
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#tmbg#they might be giants#john flansburgh#source: jkpolkrause#2020#i want to scream and thrash and explode
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