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cathartes-aurae · 1 year

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#on paper life is going well #birthday next week #school's over after this weekend for me #going to the zoo next week #have a lot of fun trips planned this summer and also i plan to work a ton on my art and make more stickers #but i just have a haunting anxiety that my life is actually falling apart in some vague way #i last felt this feeling super strongly in 2019 when my life circumstances were not nearly as good as they are now but i'm still having #a hard time shaking the feeling #also i've had less therapy sessions this month bc memorial day and my therapist has been out of town #my brain just wants to be sad! i'm sick of being sad all the time! >:(#personal

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thevaudevillescene · 23 days

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I was dropping the check off at a table and the little girl, who had not spoken a word to me the entire time her family was there, said, “um, did you know that, um, that cats have 32 muscles in their ears?” I said, “oh yeah, so they can rotate their ears 180 degrees and move each ear separately so they can figure out exactly where a sound is coming from!” She was like :o and her mom said, “oh, you just became her new favorite person.” The little girl was practically bouncing in her seat and her mom said, “Go ahead, tell her another cat fact.” She said, “Do you…know how cats sweat?” I said, “that’s easy! They sweat from their paw pads!” She was like :O!!! This went on for a few minutes, we kept telling each other cat facts, then she made her mom show me pictures of their cats, Cheddar and Havarti, and i was like, “i LOVE cats named after food. Hang on,” and i pulled out my phone to show her a picture of Sushi and said, “This is Sushi, she’s my best friend.” The little girl was like, “WOW, she looks sooo fluffy and soft!” Then she looked at her mom and whispered, “mom, can i show her my drawings?” Her mom was like, “oh, I’m not sure, she might be busy…” i said, “no, I’m not busy, it’s okay, i wanna see!” This girl whipped a sketchbook out of nowhere and showed me so many really great drawings and i was like, “whoa, you’re super talented! These are seriously awesome.” The whole experience felt very much like I’d met myself as a child, because I was absolutely that little girl.

#the kids were SO funny this weekend #a little boy at another table gave me a detailed list of all the times he’s eaten seafood and which types of seafood he likes #while his sister sat there going ‘i don’t like that :)’ after every one. then he said he doesn’t like salmon and his sister #SLAMMED her hands on the table and went ‘i. LOVE. salmon. oh my GOSH.’#i told them to have a good year at school and the brother heaved the deepest sigh and was like ‘yeah…back to reality…’#then these three kids at another table were explaining the timeline of their parents’ relationship to me #talking over each other and yelling dates and names at me. ‘okay so then dad broke up with jenny-’#i was like ‘wait wait who’s jenny i’m lost’ ‘he met jenny after mom broke up with him the first time in college’#ah yes i see

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kitsuna21 · 8 months

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Soooo guess who’s been playing stardew valley for the first time <3

My friend and me made a world and made characters name Dill and Pickle <3

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lux-astrorum · 12 days

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lying on my bed at 6pm bc it's finally the weekend and the last two weeks have been some bullshit

#the first week of September not only did i have a cold but i was also in a mad frenzy to mail my grad school application to korea #within the VERY short window in which they accept them #and i had to run all over while I was sick (I wore a mask everywhere believe me I did not WANT to go out) for a day to get it done #and it was sooooooo expensive to mail quickly hoooolllyyyy shit #i had a friend over last weekend which was fun but exhausting #then sunday night after a relaxing day i check the tracking link for my application papers and it said they couldn't deliver it #but there were 2 updates one said the address was wrong one said they couldn't get access to the building to deliver #SO ANYWAY I freaked out and didn't know what to do and by time I put my phone away and went to bed it was sooooo late #and I spent Monday/Tuesday being worried 24/7 and going back and forth between the university and UPS on email/phone to get it sorted #thank god I got a delivery notification super late on Tuesday before I went to bed and the school updated my application by Weds am #so I can sleep in peace for now #but ......god #why does the plot always have to be thick like pleaseeee #so anyway Im taking this weekend to rest and recharge #my friend sent me a gift box from lush to make me feel better and I WILL be using it🥹#I plan to relax and plan my korea trip and sleep a lot this weekend tbh #also i get paid today yayyy #haven't posted a long personal vent in awhile figured it was time✨#//#personal

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talksosweet · 3 months

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omg girl i saw ur tag ab eics tour causing a friendship breakup i hope ur ok :( i know those hurt so bad 😣

nooo it's fine dw what happened was just when the dates were announced i texted my childhood best friend if she wanted to go w me if she was free and she was like yea i'm in school rn i'll text u abt it later and then like ghosted me and basically killed our friendship of 7 years and to this day idk what happened i've reached out a couple times since then but i just get left on delivered so 😋😋😋 anyways idk i just associate eics tour w that which is annoying bc i love sabrina and that album sm

#౨ৎ hannah chats #this is also the same girl who bonded w me over pjo in primary school and we dressed up as annabeth and piper for world book day #and we would send each other those pjo 2010s headcanons from pinterest to eachother on skype on our ipods after school and on the weekends #sigh #anyways thank u for asking if i'm okay tho cyn ur the sweetest ever 💓💞💓💞💓💞 this turned into a bit of a vent sorry but i feel like i'd been #bottling up my emotions abt this and not being honest w myself on how much it hurt me #but anyways idk ik her family situation wasn't great and she was struggling mentally so maybe that had something to do w it #moral of the story moving away sucks

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alluralater · 1 year

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i have like ten billion asks so i'll be answering them all tomorrow <3 feel free to drop any others as i'll be quite busy this weekend. going the pumpkin patch which i'm really looking forward to and i have a new couch coming tomorrow afternoon!! can't wait to fuck all over it. breaking in a piece of furniture is very vital, of course

#also my brother's celebration of life is on sunday. but i'll have my nephew over the weekend AND i get to see my godmother!!!! i love her so #so much. she's one of the people who pushed me toward writing when i wasn't even 4 yet and made me write her stories all the time like #critiquing me and helping me find my strengths and weaknesses. ugh i love her i love her!!!#can you believe she and my dad met after school when she was in his friend's closet? they were all like 14 lmfao it's a really funny story

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im2tired4usernames · 4 months

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Ugh I was excited for today until I found out I'd have to spend it with people that actively make me hate being alive hate the future and drain me off all energy physically mentally spiritually like a vampire I can't stand to be around her she is the definition of stupidity and even then that's generous as fuck this bitch has filled her brain with so much garbage I watch her brain cells die at alarming rates every single time she uses her vocal cords her giggles make me want to jam a sewing needle into my ear repeatedly so I can never have to hear it again its a friendly reminder that my parents decisions this time my dad's constantly makes me want to die

#i cant even shes just so dangerously stupid #she thinks energy drinks with natural caffeine are safe to give people who have been told by doctor doing take caffeine with thia meds #ahe thinks of a child is CHOCKING to lie them face down n rub their back #she has the evangelical woman voice worse then women I've met n that cult ahe giggles constantly and behaves like the stereotype lil german #boy just got a lollipop over.... everyone and everything whe acts likw an 11 year old I just got the first boyfriend and all they could talk #is how perfect their boyfriend is and they're so pretty good for that I pulled a boyfriend is and it's like a God thing that they met how #SOOOOOOOOOO in love while constantly nonstop touching ahe has to be touching him her hand on his thigh her atm linked with his her heaf on #his chest she has to be in her lap they make out all over the place IT'S DISGUSTING AND EMBARRASSING STOP SWAPPING SPIT #she started a i. hwr words 'love diary of their love journey' they hadn't been dateing 2 months her kids are spoiled fake Instagram bitches #with such shitty views on politics SHE'S A TRUMP FAN GIRL SHENLOVES TRUMP MY DAD BROUGHT IN A TRUMPIE #there's so much i cant even say because even admitting it on tumblr is too embarrassing i wanted.to.likw her i liked her the first day but #THE MORE I GET TO KNOW GET THE MORE N MORE N MISS RED FKAGS #she threw away all my siblings clothes school books toys uniforms for sports their in toys i bought them that week make up jewelry #in the disguise of helping clean house #while i was at the hospital the kids call me in tears i call her beg her to wait and nope.ahe didn't i found the bags by the curb i brought #my dad sided with hwr because 'she didn't mean any harm she didn't know sje was throwing them away'#my mom hasn't bsen dead a year he started dating right after ahe died #hes talking about marrying this woman this woman who has never had an honest educated thought once in her life #WHO ASLO SPEMDA MONEY LIKE A DRUNKEN SAILOR AHE CAME FROM A WITCH FAMILY HER LAST TWO HUSBANDA WERE TOUCH SHE HAS NO KNOWLEDGE OF THE COMMON #SHE SPENDS LIKE SHE STILL HAS MONEY WHEN SHE DOSE NOT AND IT'S LIKE YOU DID NOT JUST SPEND OVER 180 DOLLARS N PASTRIES GOD #SHES SO FUCKIN STUPID AND EVERY HOLIDAY SINCE MY MOM DIED WVERY FAMILY GWT TOGETHER BECAUSE WE DON'T TALK OR.DO ANYTHING WITH MOM'S SIDE #OF THE FAMILY ANYMORE SHE'S THERE EVERY WINGLE MOTHER FUCKIN WEEKEND SHES HERE I'M EXHAUSTED SHES PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY DRAINING TO BE ARO #OUND SHES LIKE IF SOMEONE TOOK A GOLDEN RETRIEVER ON A DIET OF JUST FUCKIN COCAINE LITTLE GERMAN BOY WITH LOLLY AND CRUELLA DEVILLE AND FUSE #THEN TOOK A STRAW AND DRANK ALL THE SMARTS OUT OF THAT BEING #UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGH MY DADS GOIN TO NARRY RHIA BITCH SHES GOIN TO TRY TO BE A MOTHER TO ME AND MY SIBLINGS AND THEY'RE GOIN TO #be so fucked up because her kids are not ok SHE FUCKED THEM OVER BAD SHE HAS FOUR KIDS ALL ADULTS THEY'RE JUST WOW #I HATE MY LIFE I HATE WHAY FUTURE MY FAMILY IS GOIN TO BE THE GOOD THINGS IS I WON'T HAVE TO STAY I CAN GO N MAKE A NEW ONE WITH MY WIFE #FOR ME BUT MY SIBLINGS ARE FUCKED AND ANYTIME I WANT TO VISIT MY FAMILY YANDERE GOLDEN RETRIEVER BITCH WILL BE THERE WORMING HWR WAY IN #SHES CONSTANTLY CALLING N TEXTING MY DAD NONSTOP OF SHE'S NOT NEXT TO HIM AND IF HE CAN'T RESPOND INSTANT SHE FREAKS OUT N BUGS ME

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stochastiz · 21 days

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tfw it seems like your job genuinely couldn't care less about your wellbeing :)

#the first time i got covid was at my last job and after that i developed the immune suppression and chronic ear infections that have been #ruining me for the past 2 years #then yesterday we found out that the kid i sent home sick friday (who i spent most of the day 1-on-1 with bc they were miserable) tested #positive friday night. but they didn't have an official diagnosis so work refused to tell families there had been a close contact. then this #morning we hear that another of my kids and their parent both tested positive. but those were 'only' home tests so we weren't allowed to #tell families there had been yet another close contact. all of my kids today were boogery and coughing but they don't require test-to-stay #or any isolation for close contacts with 'mild' symptoms. so i have gotten to spend 3 days now with at least 2 positive infants. i'm still #not even fully over the mild cold and subsequent infection i got 2 weeks ago. i tested negative again last night but there's just no way i #actually won't get it even if my home tests say i'm negative.#this is the first week back to school for older siblings. and they didn't warn anyone about a close contact over the long weekend when #i'm sure a bunch of families had gatherings. i'm just so fucking pissed. why tf do you think we're still seeing this shit????#our policies at work are treating covid 'like any other mild illness' so not only are all of my classroom INFANTS all being exposed but also #me and my co-teacher!!! and they don't care at all!!!!!!! there is a solid chance that when i get it it'll be v e r y bad for me #but who gives a shit? i'm just another disabled pos who shouldn't be working if i can't risk getting sick. bc that's how life works right?#i don't have words to explain the level of rage i feel over all of this. i'm so fucking tired of it.#pretty sure i use a different tag every time but #covid #chronically ill #stochastic ramblings

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theclosetedskeleton · 10 months

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me after getting more anxious and slowly staring to vemt to more people i wouldnt have before what is this

#I ACCIDENTALLY TOLD SOMEONE IN MY SCHOOL I LOST MY DOOR AFTER SOMEONE ASKED ME HOW MY WEEKEND WAS #ITS SO OVER I BARELY KNOE THEM #omg me when i ramble again about things on here people are tired of hearing about ezra shut the fuck up challenge #closet rambles again on tumblr

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kakusu-shipping · 1 year

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Doing what I always do in times of stress, Drawing Koro-Sensei Fluff.

#Emile's Arts #Koro-Sensei #This isn't the school trip to Kyoto btw my S/I wasn't there for that #Instead it's the Teacher's only Trip to Kyoto Koro-Sensei begged Karasuma for after my S/I lamented missing the school trip #Sense ya know he wasn't hired yet #It happens over a weekend sometime before Leader Time (s2ep6) haven't decided exactly when yet #But it IS the incident that finally gets Koro and I together officially #That's to Irina wing maning us god I love her #Bestie Irina my very best friend doing her best #It's hot and I'm thinking about all the summer Yukata episodes of anime and feeling soft #I wanna kiss Koro-Sensei sooooo badly that would fix me

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catastrxblues · 9 months

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great i think i’ve finally caught a hint of a cold. my question is, where the fuck were you a month ago, when i could actually afford to take a day off?????