#school wasnt online

[lalizah]

[kiwi]

everybodys gotta get back into the practice of using pseudonyms online... i remember the time of screen names where u never ever told anyone ur real name and that was just understood as basic internet safety. plus having a screen name is fun because sometimes it sticks so well that it becomes part of ur identity that u can use in whatever facet of ur life you choose. it rocks to pick your own name

[ch1zzie]

The original in the bottom

Plus the picture I mainly drew but decided to draw the rest for funny

[lovelyrotter]

ill probably delete this in a minute but ive just been fuckin boggled by what ive seen across tumblr in the last few days in particular. its why i havent really been around. like holy fucking shit, its really like some of yall just dont want a chunk of the trans community to exist. like some of yall are thisclose to saying it verbatum. way too many already have. 'shut up sit down be quiet and smile for us' type shit, gee where have i heard that before. oh yeah my entire life cause i was forcefully gendered as someones daughter. shock horror i know. you might be surprised to remember and/or learn that very few trans folks know theyre trans before we're 5, or even 10, and that that gendered experience stays with all of us in both/either small or large ways. either bc we literally dont have a solid identity yet (bc we're very small children), dont have the words, we're repressing it out of fear from how others will treat us, we're actually enjoying or enjoyed being another gender in our childhood, or we just genuinely didnt fuckin know until shit lined up later in life. weird isnt it that transmascs dont pop out as 6'1 brick shithouse cis men when we're born so yall know for certain that we're confused lost girls/women oops i mean big dangerous scary men. its almost like we're transgender too. none of yall actually know what intersectionality is or means

[puppppppppy]

if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

[bedforddanes75]

im gonna describe him

he has like lightish brown hair sort of like noacf george that colour and it looks like its been cut just like a normal Boy cut (shaved at the back and longer at the top etcetc) and left to grow but its like so neat and pretty and it falls down just about in front of his eyes a bit but not much and his nose is sort of rounded off and a little droopy but not much at all and his lips are really pretty like his bottom lip And im gonna be a freak Is literally like. juicy. like the way mattys lips look especially in this pic

thats like his bottom lip but rounder at the bottom not like a soft w shape more like a ) but obviously the other way and hes sort of pale and looks Soooo nerdy i remember seeing him for the first time and thinking "i NEED anatomy by jesus christ (lottiecrabie) recreated w him and me" thats how nerdy he looks im talking shy as FUCK and tshirts over plain longsleeves and a really quiet speaker and sort of twitchy and Sorry perversions again he literally. like. he moves and obviously when you mive you make noise but he makes the smallest little noises and theyre soooo hhhheggghhfjnfnfgfdh ANYWAY his hair is like neat but he puts his hands in it and like runs his fingers through it and it goes all messy and its so pretty and his eyes are a really pretty greeny colour but not really bright and his eyebrows are so thick and GORGEOUS and his hands are sososo pretty theyre kind of skinny and his knuckles stick out a bit and hes just so pretty Oh my god. he puts lip balm on like a normal person (not the way men usually do it with the weird fucking lips) and its so cute and hes so like hes autistic right and he Moves like it if that makes sense like his movements are sort of jerky and not steady and its sooooo pretty and i love like seeing him and hes so shy oh my god im gonna start crying hes actually gorgeous and hes so ! and rararara and i dont even know i just wanna kiss him hes so pretty and his jaw is really soft too like its defined but its just so gentle looking and he definitely looks girlish but in a boyish way ? hes just sooo ahsghdjshsh and i love him

[fantastic-mr-corvid]

i think im finally realizing just how miserable i was these past few years... just how much i hurt myself by trying to conform to get by. if i didn't have my irl friends and all the cool people in my computer...

[bmpmp3]

i do wish i was better at communicating with people online and through technology. i wander into conversations and make new ones all the time irl with random people and its fun but im like hyping myself to type out a single response to a Post. and to say nothing of how difficult it is to get me to say something in a discord server

[ajxrn-archive]

I need to be put in a waffle iron or something

[rubber-glovs]

Oooohhh the urge to yap about my ocs and the world they live in......

[luckyshouse]

almost all of my fear about plagerism and the creators hating what i've done to their characters comes from my internalized fear of people taking my characters and warping them into something i explicitely didnt want them to be (common occurrence in rp spaces i was in as a kid) and even deeper than that it comes from my dads fucking insane ramblings about people taking his beloved comic book characters and twisting them into "mary sues" or "self inserts" or GOD FORBID...! MAKING THEM GAY!!!! and his constant rants about it that would typically end in me getting punished. morally, i see nothing wrong with taking characters from popular fiction or media whether or not it's SUPER mainstream or not. the only issue is if small artists are getting properly comped for their already existing work. it's the same exact logic i apply to shoplifting, but arguably even more lenient. can you even steal an idea? a character? if everythings already done can it be stealing at all? a character will mean a different thing to every single person in the audience and one artist could never produce another artists same thoughts and ideas in the same symbolic and metaphorical ways. all of this is accumulates to a frustrating internal dialogue about worrying about making fanart and what the creators might think about it vs believing that fanart itself doesn't even really exist. needless to say, i think i've gotten over my whole dilemma about drawing fanart and what it means about me morally, and what it means about the creator. it doesn't matter. i'm not getting paid for the things i do, and all fanart i make is reimaginative and interpretive, i make fanart to be about myself instead of about the creator. and if the creator doesn't like it, well, it's certainly not the worst thing anyones ever done with their work. and if i became famous, i have accepted that people will warp my writing and characters either way. i have the autonomy to ignore it. i have the choice to disengage. and i think that has given me a lot of calm when it comes to my gripes about fanart. if the artist doesn't like it that's fine. they have the autonomy and choice to ignore it.

[musubiki]

another beta idea since everyone ends up going in their own direction after mochi leaves is coco being the only one to go on to get a college degree hehe

[lovsome]

>:(

[aiming-for-phantoms]

Hot take but I just read a long post about someone being so upset and angry about the way the other people on empires treat Jimmy Solidarity (pranks, making fun of him, ect) and people in the replies were agreeing and talking about how distraught it makes them and all I can say is you should really stop watching his/others' Empires videos if its making you that upset because I can guarantee that its all in good fun and the man is having a perfectly okay time. He's having fun with his friends, they just like to rag on him. My friends like to rag on me too and it's totally fine, I enjoy it. You're projecting and you're, like, WAY too invested if it's upsetting you like that. You're turning him having fun with his friends into something it's not.

Stop using his videos to make yourself miserable :| Go watch something else instead of being self destructive and then whining about it online when there's not even anything wrong or mean really happening :| I'm so serious when I say that this is chronically online behavior and you need to go talk to a professional because that is Not Normal.

[dysaniadisorder]

me at 14 years old; sporadically posting about wolf 359 at school me at 18 years old; sporadically posting about wolf 359 at work