#school is swamping me
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playing with darker lit scenarios
I also got a card so we may have commissions coming soon
#eto yoshimura#kaneki ken#tokyo ghoul#etoken#? maybe#very excited to get commissions up I’ve wanted to do them for ages#please let me know if you are interested in that btw I’m thinking I’d charge like $30+ (aud)#for an a5 piece depending on the complexity#like for this Eto drawing I’d put that as $35-$40#idk people can probably offer an amount they think works and I can go from there#and I’d prob ship the drawing if anyone is willing to pay for shipping and wants to hold their picture#not sure if I’d have much time to work on them for the next week or 2 though#school is swamping me#these 2 pages took me 2 weeks#IM SICK OF SCHOOL 👎 I CANT WORK WHILE IM THERE BUT I CANT WORK AT HOME EITHER BC I WANNA DO ANYTHING BESIDES SCHOOL AFTER SCHOOL#I still do my assignments at home But I’m sick of doing that!!! I need a break#break is drawing btw bc drawing is fun and I can justify doing it if I’m paid so bwease commission me when those come out ❤️
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#artswin#tsp narrator#tsp stanley#stanarrator#ig skjdhf#tsp#tspud#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#stanley parable#tspud narrator#tspud stanley#god im so swamped with work. but webfishings saving me rn#my fall break is coming up. i might see if the week im off from school that i can do a week of streams idk
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too many things happening in my life rn and ive been crashing out for like a week but sometimes i just remember that if im having a bad day, odysseus is probably having a worse one
#also today i found out a bunch of irls just started listening to epic which is a Big Slay#bruh also im going to america for an exchange program for 3 months and tell me why a student visa is so 1) EXPENSIVE. and 2) so troublesome#another thing: i have so many ideas to draw but im so swamped with school work rn </3#rip to me#shut up flynn
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25/11
#sorry i’ve dropped the ball a bit!! been really swamped with school so this blog has been the last thing on my mind#i might open it up and get someone who can help me keep it active#(if ur interested in that send me an ask on my main blog benwillbonds)#ben willbond#horrible histories
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i cant lie, im also beating myself up about not being able to get excited for the new game, or anything anymore it seems, while it can be fun to criticise things, some things you just dont like so badly that the frustration knowing it could be so much better but isnt and you not able to change it outweighs any fun- i dont like being a 'hater', i hate totk, but not bc i hate zelda but bc i LOVE it and want it to be better (though im starting to doubt my ability to do anything good with it too..)
and with the new game trailer (like, i still hope its better than im fearing rn) i feel similarly as when the next totk trailers dropped after the first one (which DID excite me), all of them gave me a sense of dread bc it seemed to go into a direction i wouldnt like, i tried to tone that voice down to enjoy the game, but then .. i was right
i dont want to be an annoying complainer about everything new, but maybe i am and i dont like that thought, i dont want to spoil anyones fun, i want to partake in it :(
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#either way#i know im in a bit of a swamp of bad feelings rn so i dont trust myself and what i say fully#but i have been thinking about trying to only work on destiny in terms of fanart#and look at my original stuff and perhaps gamedev a bit more seriously#dont get me wrong im not 'leaving' the fandom#but the things i like are so few and tiny parts of old games that are pretty much irrelevant to the modern fandom#like trying to keep driving on tires even when they lost all their rubber#after botw and the first botw2 trailer i was so deep into the theories of it all- and now i dont even want to look at the thumbnails#(even if those were largely boring or kinda weird- i felt like i was taking part in a fun group about stuff i like? in a way?)#what scares me about doing more original stuff though is ...#even my fanart was niche and largely not “popular” so doing oc stuff might be even worse and idk if my frail self worth can handle that dro#and to the last point of the post itself................. maybe a fear of losing community too#like how in school you where at first a part of the class#and as you got older your classmates started to notice how different and weird you were#and then you were alone
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marjorie; Taylor Swift // the Song of Achilles; Madeline Miller // the Last of Us Part 2 // evermore; Taylor Swift // Fleabag // Self Control; Frank Ocean // Shannon Berry // “After My Brother’s Death, I reflect on the Illiad”; Eliza Gonzalez
#hiiii i’m back to original posts!!! i’m sorry it’s been so long school swamped me#this one came to me through a multiple month long tlou brainrot and inching closer to fall meaning evermore on constant play!#hope you all like it yayyyyy heart#quotes#books#film#web weaving#ww#the last of us#tlou#tlou part 2#evermore#taylor swift#music#the song of achilles#tsoa#madeline miller#frank ocean#grief#grief/mourning#fleabag#phoebe waller bridge#mine#lyrics#ellie williams#ellie and joel#joel miller#art#writing#my ww
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(throws this meme at you and scurries away)
#i would love to doodle more shenanigans for yall#or at least maybe fix up some old stuff?#would yall want crusty sketches???#mainly i want to get back into the swing of things with fnaf and my fics. im so swamped with school but i still wanna#maybe i'll draw stuff for my finished fics while i work on the others#maybe some lil sneaky peeks from the in progress ones..#anyway enough rambling from me. very tired so bedtime soon#fnaf sb#queue cheese please#eyndr does art#fnaf dca#fnaf sun#sundrop#oc griseus#self insert character#oh yeah my little self insert persona demon guy has a name finally djghfdgj its griseus#so now i can at last stop saying 'self insert persona demon guy'
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Peep Mr Lerma with his gay husband Mr Freeman they should let me pass their classes bc I’m cool🤑😋
#lol#lana del rey#san antonio#boi what#school suuuucks#poopy butt#elvis the king#210#2014#scooby-doo#epic swap au#swamp#biology#classes#im bored#yolo#lolz#baddie with a phatty#dope shit#awesome#gay men#gay love#gay#me tag
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Art v artist…if you guys recognize me from school you have to tell me
#not a lot of drawing this year but I hope to change that :] I am less swamped next semester#and next year I’m taking it easy fall coz of gross anatomy :] so we stay chilling#realized yesterday that people at school actually like. see my blog. and might know me from blog before real life.#which is cool but also SORRY
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tumblr is really nice to use because sometimes some guy that fell out of love with elsword 50 years ago will stumble across my stuff and just start liking it and commenting things in the tags and it makes me happy. i both wish it was more mainstream And im happy its become a little more niche bc at least its nice and comfy here but i miss all the korean artists on twitter that keep deleting their work every full moon (please stop doing that)
#if you are the aforementioned please keep dojng it it really gives me motivation to keep drawing#anyways more licel coming soon probably ive been swamped with school
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Thinking about opening commissions again
#knox rambles#its been a hot second....#the first run seemed to go okay i have noted on things to do better and a few things to change then we gucci main#swamped with school but i did enjoy doing comissions#my favourite thing was drawing other peoples ocs/sonas it brought me joy
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scorched earth (9/11)
Note: This story is set in the world of my very long Maleficent/Aurora fanfiction The Prisoner (which you can read here if you want), but focuses almost entirely on original characters. There is no need to read The Prisoner to understand what is going on--this story stands on its own and will give you all the background info you need. Please also note the general content warning; I will not give specific warnings by chapter.
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Sometime in the early hours of the morning, Kinsale finds Senna asleep on the beach. Senna doesn’t know when or how she could have possibly fallen asleep. She and Joy talked for a long time. After Joy left, Senna’s mind was overwrought. The last thing she remembers is staring up into the boundless sky, wondering how she would ever begin to wrap her mind around all she had learned. Then suddenly it was morning.
Kinsale leads Senna back to the road. She explains, apparently unfazed by Senna’s utter inability to comprehend, that the sand makes it hard to get her footing, which apparently has some bearing upon her ability to rip a hole in the fabric of the universe.
Once again they are nowhere, and then they are somewhere again. Senna’s stomach turns and her head spins, but at this point she can’t decide whether it’s from the magic or…well, everything else.
“Oh, stars above, you must be very tired!” Kinsale exclaims at last. Senna guesses this must be true, even though she doesn’t exactly feel tired. She picks herself up off the ground and greets Ruthie, and then she allows Kinsale to usher her inside and up the stairs to bed.
Just like it was on the beach, Senna lies in bed for what seems like a very long time, feeling as though she couldn’t possibly go to sleep. Then suddenly the light through the windows has changed, and Senna realizes it must be late in the afternoon.
Read More (AO3)
#fic:scorched earth#fic:prisoner#exciting tag for writing things#HEYOOOOOOOOOOOO i am once again crawling out of the swamp with writes since school has released its accursed grip upon me!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i feel like i might look at this later and decide it's insane but for now i am releasing it into the abyss#do i know how to write anymore nobody is sure#also wish to complain abt the tumblr post editor WHY when i place my cursor to add a little divider does it insist on jumping around#adding new paragraphs to the END of the post like no i CLICKED where i wanted to go THANK YOU#anyway i hope you enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!#only two more chapters woooooooooo!!!!!!!!
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pssst, sorry to bother you, I just wanted to ask if you have reference images for Cyan/Yellow anywhere, just read through your pinned post and I’m considering making fanart of the designs because your artstyle is extremely appealing. I can’t find good images anywhere though, so I was wondering if you have any of them conveniently nearby. Btw I do not use tumblr that often so if I’m breaking some kind of social rule I am so sorry I do not know what I am doing
(side note: thank you for reminding me to drink water. I should go do that now)
WAUGH HI HELLO :DD SOBS THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭
As a matter of fact, I DO have ref sheets of them both (although they’re a bit on the older side)




Plus some more recent doodles of them



And you’re good!! No rule broken- in fact, I absolutely love it when people ask me things :]
That actually reminds ME to go get water lmao-
#I SWEAR I HAVENT ABANDONED OR FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE ASKBLOG I’VE JUST BEEN SWAMPED WITH SCHOOL 😭#ieytd#i expect you to die#lava’s asks#lavalampstealer#ref sheet#this is actually reminding me to go update my pinned post ty
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I know I haven’t read much of Clear and Muddy Loss of Love
But Qiyan Agula was like the OG horse girl, right?
#I will 100% get backbto reading Clear and Muddy Loss when I settle in like classwork wise#and just reading in general#but i am just swamped with assignments and trying to figure everything out#school won’t get the best of me#no it wont#heartbreaking stories will though#so can’t wait#until next time folks#qiyan agula#her other name is Qi Yan right?#i guess ill tag ot to be sure#qi yan#clear and muddy loss of love#jwqs
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@the3gracesshownattheirbath (don't think it's letting me tag you properly, soz!) basically what i use now is just a simple moleskine notebook in which i write down the title, author and date i finished the book, then a short summary in my own words (sometimes i forego this esp if it's a re-read) and jot down my thoughts on it, any quotes i liked from the book, whatever the lead-up to my reading it may have been etc. i also use it sometimes when i'm reading a play or smth for school, not always but on occasion just to make notes as i'm going through the text. i also compile little poems i like in there but i haven't done much of that this year!
it's taken on different forms since i've been doing this though, in my first official reading journal i also noted down DNF's or book acquisitions and sometimes made notes on audiobooks i was listening to, but i've found none of that really interests me so i ended up just simplifying it down to this which works lovely for me :)
#frankly its bc i disagree with goodreads on principle but i still want to be able to write about the books i read#i also prefer it though because nobody can see inside it unless i show people so i can like#fully write down exactly what it all means to me (perfectly shown here by my entries for sotl on the left and reddragon on the right)#at least the end bit for red dragon#i love my reading journal this yellow one im using now is compiled with i think the first 2 months of 2022 after which i stopped using it#i think i got too swamped w school or smth but it KILLS me that i didnt keep up with it#i read so many good books that year (and so many interesting ones) and the fact that i dont even know what my first impressions were... HEL
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chat would we be interested in hearing about my VERY loose ideas for pjsk fan events (mostly just titles, synopsis, cards, etc., nothing story-wise really)
(fan unit will be spawning eventually im. still working on them. darn 11 person unit!)
#zero thoughts#zero songs#project sekai#proseka#pjsk#prsk#i would write them#but im being swamped with schoolwork+narumitsu week+late puzzlejune#mostly the schoolwork#calculus and coding......#i have 3 events ready to go and 1 that is still eluding me#mango trio you will always be famous but PLEASE#3 completed events based off of either me vbs filling (lutf) during vbs (vacation bible school) or leader cards while playing coop#i MAY have a bias but whatever (only plays with toya on lead except for main fill)#as for summer shodan#well. lets just say.#when you have 8 guys unit designs are HARD
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