#say you love me : chapter three

[boinky-spoinky]

🍥 Took me a while but it was worth it 🍥

[dilxcc]

chapter three

summary. in which two friends who desperately clings to each other until the other slips away . . .

contains. fem!reader, friends to lovers, angst, fluff, slowburn, cussing, grammatical errors . . .

note. i am so very sorry for updating late 😭 i forgot to write this. i hope that this chapter is good enough :))

previous chapter

shoko puffed out the smoke before turning to face you. "how was it?" she suddenly asked. you tilted your head slightly. "how was what?" you asked her back. "well, talking to satoru," shoko muttered, staring up at the setting sun. you scoffed slightly, taking another swig of the alcohol. "like normal. what are you expecting?" you chuckled, causing her to laugh a little. "he's always been a good liar. but you? not really. i know you," she smiled slightly, now looking back at you again.

"i guess... it felt weird," you shrugged. "how weird?" shoko asked, putting out her cigarette. "we haven't talked in a year shoko," you let out a bitter chuckle. "i... have to stop dreaming,"

.

"good evening, everyone. i'm your new teacher. you can call me miss y/n or miss l/n. whichever you prefer," you introduced yourself with a bow. "while i will not be teaching you guys anything cool― i'll leave that to nanami and gojo; i will be teaching you guys every basic survival skills," you explained.

"though, i'm sure that most of you have experiences already," you added; to which itadori shook his head. "what? not even one mission?" you asked. "is that bad?" he asked, scratching his head in confusion. you sighed and shook your head. "not at all. everyone got to start somewhere,"

"you're really good at this teacher thing,"

you stumbled forward slightly. "wha- gojo satoru!" you grumbled. "will you stop doing that?!" you scolded him, your hands automatically throwing punches at him ― which he easily avoided. "are they dating?" nobara whispered in itadori's ear. "they're not, apparently," the boy shrugged.

you huffed out in frustration, gaining your composure before returning your attention to the students again. "well, i'll be observing you guys on every mission. unlike someone who would leave their students," you rolled your eyes.

"alright, kids! class is over. i'll be borrowing miss y/n for a bit," the white-haired winked at his students before grabbing you and warping to... somewhere. you immediately get out of his grip and scowled. "seriously? what now?" you crossed your arms together. "just wanted to hang out with you. like the old time," he shrugged. "are you seriously going to act like nothing happened?"

you were baffled by how he tried to act like nothing ever happened. like the two of you never had any problems. "what... happened?" he tilted his head. "you asshole!" you tried to push him back which he quickly caught your hands. "you're asking me what happened?" you whispered, your eyes getting watery as you stared at the grass. "i'm the one who's supposed to ask what happened!" you raised your voice, tears gradually falling down your cheeks the moment your eyes met his blindfolded ones.

"you're a coward... you won't even talk to me... you won't even look at me straight in the eyes..." you sniffled, your gaze fell to the ground. he pulled the blindfold and shoved it in his pocket. his right hand caressed your cheek before making you face him again. this time, straight in the eyes. "i'm sorry. you were right. i'm a coward. i didn't tell you what was wrong. i left you when you probably needed me too," he said softly, wiping away the tears from your cheek. he pulled you into a hug, caressing your hair to try and calm you down. "i wanted to pretend that everything was okay... i'm sorry," he muttered.

"i'm sorry..."

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gojo stared at the plastic bags in his hand for a while before sitting down beside you on the hill. after you had calmed down, he told you that he was going to buy the steamed buns that the two of you used to eat together during weekends. "they didn't have your favorite," he muttered, handing you one of the plastic bags.

now that you were finally calmed, you could feel your heart picking up it's pace. you were here alone with satoru. that thought had just hit you. the wind that blew at your face didn't do you justice to calm your racing heart. you felt like an idiot for a bit. for feeling like your heart might fall out of your chest soon. "satoru-" "y/n-"

you stopped and stared at each other before bursting out laughing. it got to the point where both of you are laying on the grass. you let out a few chuckle before your laughter finally died down. "y/n," he calls you softly, his eyes staring at you with unreadable emotions. "i... i missed this," he smiled. you could feel your heart skipped a bit. how could you still be feeling this way for him? he's your friend...

the white haired male could also feel the same way you were feeling. though, he would say that his feelings are probably stronger. without needing words to say, the two of you kept quiet and stared at the sky. or so you thought. gojo satoru is a greedy man. he couldn't help himself. why would he need to rip his eyes away from this precious sight just to stare at the stars and moon? he could just see it from the reflections of your eyes.

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[asummersday]

hey! i'm not dead!! :D

So, here’s the thing. Leo never really realized how many things were casually phrased as orders until he got cursed. Turns out, it’s a lot more than he originally thought.

[novadorks]

finally finished orv after two years . . . what do i do with my life now

[shorlinesorrows]

just got the time to start the sunshine court and I'm Vibrating out of my skin

[oh-meow-swirls]

was looking through old posts and i'm surprised to see that i seemingly didn't have any commentary on anything in 3 in chapter 7, 8 or 9, the posts related to 3's story go from "my first reaction when i saw yopple-bot was 'i love you. but also you are definitely the boss for this chapter-'" to "i have been in hell all day. hell being bada-bing tower." funny to me cuz those chapters are like, the best ones sdfkljsdfjfsdkjlfsdjkl-

[fruitybashir]

Nace in ASTP chapter two like:

[shiryawashere]

sometimes you listen to a soundtrack and accidentally cook up the outline for an entire sequel to a slowburn that's already over 50k words long

[sskk-manifesto]

Ep 9 ! :)

[sorikkung]

people interacting w wgoin in my notes... this would be a rly bad time to say all my writing will probably be on hiatus for the indefinite future huh

[b4kuch1n]

one thing I thought was missing from canon sk8 was the mine being haunted apparently. so we are bringing that into burnished house for absolutely no fucking reason

[sophiethewitch1]

i think very visually so we now have the fun issue called: how the fuck am I supposed to turn what is basically an animatic into writing

[allylikethecat]

And for a little status update nobody wants or cares about: I was working on the 2014 Fictional!Matty / Fictional!Taylor Fake Dating AU fic (also known as You Know Where the City Is) this morning and realized that per the adjustments I just made to the outline Fictional!Taylor and Fictional!George are going to meet (and start their fic long pissing match) in Chapter 13 and that just feels way to perfect.

[borathae]

Sibiii ok i just finished rereading SA and finally dove into MV (not the oneshots yet) and i have a few questions!!! First, how did turning joon into a human make him lose his bitch demon personality? Correct me if i'm wrong, but he only turned demon wannabe after taking an arrow to his brain right? He was a conscientious vampy before that? Two, did MV!boongie ever consider being human again now that oc can live forevs as a witch? Three, when MV!tae and oc "ended" things, rly didn't, right? It was a metaphor for their old relationship? If any of these were answered in the oneshots, pls dont spoil hihi u can point out the oneshot instead so i can read it myself

we don't know if he is good again. all we know that he feels the desire to create art again and that he called yoongi "hyung" for all we know it could have been an initial reaction to the spell. But I do want to believe that he became "good" again because the knife removed the curses from him, which also included the curse the arrowed left in his brain. Which is why he is "good" again.

this will be discussed in Caerula Luna, so look forward to that

yes indeed that's what they meant by that

Also I just read your review about the duology and I would love to hear more about when you said "I could have woven details better to make the story smoother". Which parts you were thinking of when you said that 🤔

[luuxxart]

Are you still continuing the Earthbound fic? I loved the first chapter

oh gosh. Not to be obi wan kenobi on main but. That is not a name I have heard in a long time 🥺🥺🥺

Ok so like, I was, I really was going to continue it. And that fic is my baby. That’s like. My first born child. I was SO proud of it. So it wasn’t that I fell out of love w the series or I lost my passion for it bc . Gahhhh it was the best thing I’d come up w/ in a while. This is the fic

What happened was, the app I was writing on (My W Days bc, idk it was convenient at the time and I wasn’t really into google docs) decided that in the middle of the second chapter (I had literally written out the whole library scene where Ness gets the map and part of the Sharks stuff) it would just. Destroy half the file????? so I was like. Ok.

And I just. Never wanted to go back it made me so pissed. Left a bad taste in my mouth idk.

But idkkkkk I can’t say I won’t ever go back to it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i still have the whole fic scripted out I’m my notes and I go back and reread it sometimes lol it would’ve been 22 chapters fr

Seriously though thank you so much for having read and enjoyed the first chapter. I really wish I could’ve shared more with you 💕💕

[leezardweezard]

tfw you go to look up a manga for an anime series you like and its nigh on 20 years old. girl this is high school baseball what are we doing here.