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Masriel + injured (for 3 sentence fic) could be either one of them being hurt with the the other one being overly concerned
three-sentence fics: reqs are welcome!
be honest did you expect a post-canon fix-it happy-ending au when you submitted this? ME NEITHER
Mercy; in some language, this must be what the name means, the name of a bene elim who was brave enough to plunge into oblivion before finally closing the abyss, and reach two souls, forever falling there in darkness, and touch them with a blessing hand, bestowing death upon them as a precious, long-awaited gift;
it must have been the same bene elim who carried them on his merciful wings and told them stories along the way, stories of a prophecy and a child, of death defeated and love victorious, and even the harpies fell silent, listening to those stories.
Blindness—they forgot the light; they almost forgot the faces; they have been falling for so long, the only thing they didn't forget was: they were falling together – and now they recognize:
'You're injured,' she whispers, and though her heart is there no more, it still breaks over dried blood on the man's forehead, 'Oh, Asriel, you're hurt, and bleeding-'
'Only I'm not, Marisa – not anymore.'
Silence falls, but moments later - simple like that - a laugh escapes her, an unsure one at first, then a quiet, happy one: there is no injury in death, no pain, no suffering, no death itself; he laughs as well, and looks at her face like it's the light he is, only just now, remembering – a gush of wind, some of their atoms float away swirling, and where their spirits meet, whispers follow without voices:
I'll find you I lov- I know, I know, no need now, we know that Will we forget? I carried you in me through oblivion, I will carry you some more;
they cannot truly touch, cannot kiss, only look at each other slowly losing their atoms;
still, what's left of Asriel holds what's left of Marisa: a weightless embrace remains as long as the wind blows, and when it stops to perfect stillness, not trying to pull them apart anymore, they let go – of their forms, but never of each other.
#i should have been asleep but it be like that sometimes#sat up straight in my bed for that#gonna k word myself tomorrow at work <3#hdm#hdm fic#his dark materials#three sentence fic#masriel#marisa coulter#asriel belacqua#marisa x asriel#asriel x marisa
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something deep in my psyche is telling me to revisit this sketch with updated perspective do i answer its siren call two years too late
#i was literally possessed i was lying back into my bed and then sat straight up with the foresight of great brainrot yet to be#dottore#i want to finish it because i am a sick freak but also background#wip#it's my gap year i'll draw if i want to
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#𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔸ℝ𝕋 𝕆𝔽 𝔻𝕐𝕀ℕ𝔾 / aesthetics.#i can't lie i was laying in bed & then i sat up straight + put on my glasses just to make this shit
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wait did they forget about tory’s little brother
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Honestly I wake up extremely strange like every morning when my alarm turns on I literally just gasp and basically fly off the bed so if I was a little omega sleeping or maybe taking a nap with one of the boys I think they'd get a heart attack from seeing the reader literally jumping off the bed (sorry about the weird way I described it but I think you get the picture lol)
When it happens the first time? Yeah. They're flying out of bed too asking what's happening, where's the fire, is it a bug, a nightmare?
Cue that panic that something’s wrong, perhaps even some yelling (Johnny) which wakes everyone else up. Definitely scares them, until they realize it's just how the reader wakes up.
After that it's a game to try and keep the reader from doing that in the morning. Sleeping in a cocoon of blankets and limbs, always being held onto tightly. It becomes an unconscious reflex to just lock the reader in place when an alarm goes off or she starts to flail. Still happens though, and now they just laugh about it.
#i do that sometimes with sleep hallucinations#i think there's something crawling on me or towards me so i throw my pillow at it or jump out of bed and squish it#there's nothing there and i realize that after a few seconds when my brain finally catches up that it's awake#i've legit just sat up straight and turned my light on because i thought something was on my ceiling#good times#answered#crcb lore
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DELESON 😭😭😭🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
#i just woke up and sat up straight in bed#MY EVERYTHINGS#deleson#dele#sonny#son heungmin#spurs#brothers :(
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sits upright in bed in a cold sweat. peter asking 'would you still love me if i was a worm' and rumi answering 'i would love you even more than i do now.' ONE. sets up the later parallel of rumi asking if peter would still love them even if they werent rumi. TWO. originally i thought rumis answer was just them being silly. but now knowing more about them... that was 100% earnest. and it was them hoping against hope that someone might think the same of them.
#my post#aplb#<- not at all but its my catchall. smiles#anyways no i litersally went to bed and then thought of this and sat straight up#oh jrwi apotheosis. what the fuck man#im gonna have to rewatch this one bcus i feel like its one of those shows thats completely different on a second viewing#anyways spent like all day today smiling and beaming bcus of peter n rumi n thanatos i would kill and die for them
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oh my god. oh my god. i have to make a charm bracelet and the charms are like the eraserhead baby and pt sink baby and other babies of dubious nature. oh my god. my pandora bracelet of sons. i have to go to michaels right now
#literally sat straight up in bed my heart is beating so fast#WHAT OTHER BABIES ARE THERE…… WHO ELSE
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a few years ago I had some severe mental health shit going on and one of the things I noticed was I’d stopped dreaming. cut to now where I’m feeling good most days thanks to meds but having lots of weird-ass, vivid dreams.
#I was dreaming last night that we had like twenty stray cats show up out front of our house#and then I was kissing one of my daughter's teachers whom like myself I'm fairly certain is straight#LOL#it was a weird night inside my head#then I dreamed something like a boulder was dropped on me because I sat up in bed scaring my dog and my husband said he thought I fell out#of bed#so idk man
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i could really use some mood stability right now
#i sat here trying to cook a stupid jeopardy shitpost to accurately Sum Up My Mental State#but i couldn't come up with anything fast enough and that alone was enough to push me into near-meltdown territory#please i REALLY would like to feel even just a little less volatile#if i get another bad decision impulse i'm gonna lay in bed for a week straight i swear#menthol eel's nest things#shut up crow
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okay I know I say this a lot but dungeon meshi truly did something to my brain. I held my poor boyfriend hostage talking about how much I love episodic character driven comics. My beloved you cannot sleep now. We must discuss the relationship between plot structure and characterization.
#I feel like I just sat up straight in bed and inhaled my first lungful of air in years#it’s been so long since I’ve felt a lust for storytelling like this…. I’ve missed myself#hal post
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most epicest battle ever (real)
colouring sheet + sketch
#superthings#superzings#art#fanart#digital art#been struggling with drawing things I like recently#and I realised it was because usually I kind of dissociate while drawing#and I haven't been doing that for a little while and it was making me think to much about what I was doing#so I just sat down in my bed#slapped on angel with a shotgun by the cab (not nightcore)#and drew for about four straight hours.#this was what I ended up with#and I actually really like it.#I think another thing that helped me through it was thinking of it as composition practice#if I don't think of it as a serious piece#I can draw way easier :)#kid fury was fine btw
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My aniexty if so bad lately I have nightmares constantly my stomach is almost always in knots and I feel myself getting breathless and my chest getting tight frequently
#im awake at 4am right now bc i could've sworn i heard someone talking to me and trying to wake me up#i sat straight up in bed and no one was there. literally terrifying#& i put a blanket over my window the other night bc i could've sworn i saw a shadow of someone standing there#this is why i can't live by myself dawg the hallucinations go crazy imagine if i was by myself 🥴
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Guess who fucked up her knee again??? And AT WORK no less
#oh god i hate this. everything about this. like i am crying and screaming and throwing up#GOD girl. honestly i think the worst part was it was almost the end of my shift. it was ~4:05 and i was sipping my water as i do#and i was about to go back to the counter and get back at it and serve the customers that were there. but i must have.. slipped? or twisted#something wrong??? i don’t know. all i know is my knee popped straight out of its socket and i SCREAMED and fell to the fucking ground#my coworker (we’ll call the sheriff) tried to grab me and failed. i just sat there with my head in my hands thinking PLEASE tell me this#didn’t fucking happen. it did though. VERY publicly#i don’t know who summoned them but the retail manager and my ultimate boss wheeled me out 🫠 and the marketing guy drove me to the hospital 🫠#which didn’t have an x-ray because shitty small town hospital 🫠🫠🫠 but we managed to rendezous with my stepdad there#at which point i was handed over to him. at which point i decided ‘fuck the hospital’ because literally they did NOTHING the first time i#dislocated my knee. they didn’t even x-ray it or prescribe me anything!!!! they just hurt me more; told me i’d overextended a ligament#and sent me home to convalesce. so i was like.. i mean i don’t feel like doing that again#i can tell my kneecap is back in the socket because girl i made it upstairs. like. yes it hurts like hell but i don’t think anything#is broken. i DO need to find out why this shit keeps happening to me and what i can do to stop it; but that’s not an a&e situation#that’s a gp or a physio or a fucking knee expert or something#so basically i’m going to stay in my bed with my brace and an ice pack and some entertainment and see what happens to me#i already know this is bad. like. as bad as the first time probably#the second and third times i was able to walk unassisted afterwards. i can’t walk unassisted. so.#basically tomorrow i’m going to call my boss and be like ‘i don’t think i can come in for the rest of the week on account of my knee#is approximately the size of texas and i have officially sprained it badly. but i’ll update you’#i hope i’m wrong. i hope i wake up tomorrow to just like a mild ache and feel STUPID#girl i can’t believe i’m saying this but i want to go to work. i want to work bank holiday sunday PLEEEEEAAAAAASE#i don’t want to limp around my house and cry. recuperating from an injury is the fucking worst WHY must i do it again#so. if you need me i’m going to be eating whatever the hell my mom has prepared (worst part of this is i can’t even cook for myself)#and reading… something. or i might play stardew honestly. or write!! i’ve been wanting to write for so long my god#so that’s my life currently 🙃🙃🙃#personal
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NSR NSR NSR I MISS NSR AAAAUGHHH I'M SOBBING
mayday & zuke + mayday and zuke and a HINT of ellie
good lord some of these have been marinating for like 3+ months
the first artwork is probably the longest i've spent on something yet (like a week of on-and-off attention? and then another few days of tweaking and polishing things) mostly because i am so not used to doing painting & perspective like that and i have learned two valuable lessons:
1. gmod and blender are GODSENDS when it comes to D.I.Y-ing my own reference material
2. it is O.K to not be totally satisfied with the result . (however i do still think it's really good for something so far out of my comfort zone🔥🔥)
also ... zukebob image is an inside joke between me And my bestie ...
#others art#no straight roads#nsr#nsr mayday#bunk bed junction#nsr zuke#mayzuke#I was about to head to bed when i thought “NSR MAYDAY AND ZUKE AUGH THE CUTIE PATOOTIES”#but then i got distracted by the thought of if i should eat cereal or cucumbers with tajin and lemon and hot cheetos#then i sat there like “....wait i had an important thought- i know i did cause i screamed it in my head”#i was struggling to remember my thought just sitting here like “....hmmm...green and...green and orange...indie game...rhythm beat em up”#“....MAYDAY AND ZUKE MAYDAY AND ZUKE”#then i scrambled over here and fount this THESE MASTERPIECES AUGH#I MISSED NSR#THESE ARE LITERALLY MAKING ME GO WATCH GAMEPLAY AND CUTSCENES#I LOVE THEMMM AAAAAAAAAA
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i think people should have more imperfections actually. physical primarily.
#scars and discolorations come to mind#give me a scruffy guy with a patchy beard#the goal shouldn't be smooth perfection and i hate that it is for so many. does that make sense#i mean i know it makes sense i'm just looking for assurance that i am allowed to say it#i'm a little drunk i think but that's neither here nor there#wonky asymmetry and hair patterns and#oh mein gott the graying hairs#the cute guy who's starting to take steps towards baldness at 23 i wanna kiss his head#you know him. the straight guy who sat on my lap and said guys are on average hotter than girls#anyway what was i saying#shit that isn't sterilized impersonal societal beauty standards crap#i hate that i am feeling so much pressure to cover up everything about myself#when these are things i love about other people#i see his patchy beard and i want to give my life to him for a chance to kiss him#i see my own and i want to burn my skin off#the pressure. causes harm.#okay i'm drunky but i'm going to bed. love you
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