#sat out enjoying some sun 🌞

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[astariontopofme]

Hi! I loved your Astarion fic very much!! You really captured him very well! :D I would love to request a fic where Tav/Reader invites Astarion to watch the sunset with them and just have a sweet time together without obligation of anything more. Thank you! ❤️

𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐈𝐬 🌞 (Astarion x GN!MC)

A/N: I took this prompt and ran too far with a bit of angst, I apologise. There’s still fluff I promise! Hope you enjoy!

Word count: 2.3k

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Alone and miserable was exactly how Astarion intended to spend his evening.

He was growing a little tired of these long days ending in disappointment. They had been on the receiving end of some particularly brutal attacks that afternoon, each one adding to the ever lengthening delay on their mission to find a cure for their tadpoles.

It seemed there wasn’t an end in sight, their days repeatedly starting and finishing the same way. The worst part about it for him was his confliction when it came to the matter at hand. One minute he was determined and dead set on finding someone or something that could remove the tadpole, and the next minute he was absorbed by the actuality that the tadpole had given him the happiest moments of his prolonged life.

One of those moments being the warmth of the sun on his cold skin.

He couldn’t imagine being stripped of such luxury again, locked in the shadows until the harshly cold moon replaced the flourishing gold beams that it blessed upon the world. The very thought left him in a slight state of panic if ever he dwelled on it long enough. Everyone else was yearning for the solution to their infections, which was fair. It hadn’t brought anyone but himself any joy, just a disruption to their lives.

Which was why these thoughts were always kept to himself. He didn’t want to hear about how ‘everything would be okay’ or the irritating default ‘cheer up’ phrases. It wasn’t as simple as just seeing the bright side of ridding himself of the tadpole. Sure, it would eliminate the chances of being turned into something he didn’t want to become, but removing it would turn him back into his old self, something else he didn’t want to be.

The very thought of avoiding the daylight made him feel ill. He hadn’t expected to be so attached to it when he first realised the warmth on his skin wasn’t cooking him alive. Two hundred years of darkness was what he had no choice but to be used to. He knows how to live out his life that way, but he didn’t want to.

He just wanted to be free.

So as he could hear the rest of the camp making their attempts at cheering each other up, Astarion sat in his lonely little tent, slowly waving his hand in the strip of honey-like light that had invited itself in through the gap of the tent’s entrance. He almost wanted it to start burning him, just to prepare him for his impending intolerance to the beauty cascading a rich bronze hue across his deathly pale skin.

Judging by the deep shade of the soothing beam, the sun was beginning its daily journey to another part of the world. The nights were always a little difficult when he got in his head like this. Every glance at the stars shimmering in contrast to the ebony sky made him wonder if that had been his last day in the warmth before someone excitedly presented him with a cure he only half wanted.

Just as he felt himself starting to spiral uncontrollably, his tent was suddenly deprived of its sliver of warm light. Before he could tell whoever had come to bother him to leave him alone, a familiarly soft yet strong hand clasped itself around his, tugging him out of his solitary as his knees crashed into the hard ground. He was ready to start shouting at whoever had the sheer audacity to pull him around like that, but as he looked up from his knees he was met with a contagiously joyous smile.

Whatever Tav was so happy about must not have reached the others, most of them sitting around the start of a fire and barely looking any happier than he felt. The misplaced display of glee was almost irritating him, but the irritation was fizzling out quickly, as it always seemed to do with his partner.

Gods he was getting soft.

Doing his best to be stern after being so unexpectedly manhandled, he put on his best frown. “What on earth was that for?!”

Still, the look of delight before him did not falter. If anything they looked even more pleased that he was in a bad mood.

The same hand that had kidnapped him from the confines of his tent reached out to help him up. Being the ever so petty man that he could proudly be, Astarion completely ignored it and dragged himself up to his feet, being sure to scoff as he brushed the dirt from his knees.

“Come on,” his over excited companion commanded.

Astarion raised an eyebrow at them. “Come on, what?”

Before his tongue had even hit the roof of his mouth to exaggerate the T at the end of what, he watched his partner turn around quickly, darting off into the woods surrounding the camp.

Although their actions hadn’t exerted any will within him to now go and spend time with them, he wasn’t prepared to let them scurry off into the woods alone before it got dark. He quickly grabbed a small dagger from a stool outside his tent and hastily set forth to catch up to them. Sure, he was a little pissed, but he was too protective of them to retreat back into his tent and stew in his misery.

It didn’t take him long to catch up, despite how quickly his partner was speed walking through the trees. Wherever they were going, they were clearly in some kind of hurry.

“Will you slow down,” Astarion hissed. “Where in the hells are you going?!”

Tav simply continued without a word, stopping very suddenly at the edge of the forest. There was quite a drop only a few feet in front of them, and Astarion found himself automatically reaching out to grab the back of his partner's top, despite the fact that they had already come to a halt.

“I knew this would be the perfect place,” Tav exclaimed with an accomplished grin.

Astarion couldn’t help but hope that this wasn’t what he thought it was. He wasn’t entirely in the mood to try and be interested in sex right at this very moment in time, nor was it the most comfortable looking place for it.

“Look, I enjoy your body a great deal, but I’m not really-���

Tav’s gaze shot straight up to him, the smile dropping from their face. “I…I didn’t bring you here for sex, Astarion,” they explained innocently. “You know that’s not all I want from you…don’t you?”

Astarion didn’t know how to answer this. He had spent so much of his life being used to lure people to their doom with sex that he still couldn’t decipher between being appreciated and being used. It was a difficult area in their new relationship that they both knew would take time and plenty of reassurance. He trusted his partner a great deal, more than he had ever been able to trust a person before in his life.

After a few awkwardly silent minutes went by, Tav cut the tension by pointing out towards a body of water in the distance. “I wanted you to watch with me,” they murmured quietly, crossing one leg over the other to sit on the hard ground.

Astarion watched as the deeply orange sun was slowly approaching the water, reflecting itself on the surface like fire dancing over ice. It was a rather breathtaking sight, one that forced his legs to follow the same crossing motion to sit beside his partner and bask in such a beautiful sight.

Despite the earlier downward spiral into his fear of sun deprivation, he had never felt so soothed and relaxed by such simplicity. He hadn’t yet watched a sunset, which was usually down to missing it whilst journeying back to camp. The brightest star in the sky was sinking away, emanating a golden sheet across everything that surrounded them. It was almost hypnotic just how fascinating the sight truly was.

Any resentment he had for being dragged out of his tent against his will had dissolved almost instantly. This relationship thing was still all very new to him, and his biggest obstacle was understanding, which was difficult as there were so many things he just didn’t understand. The main one being Tav’s interest in him.

Even he couldn’t deny that he could be a bit of a negative bastard at the best of times, and yet this ridiculously patient person he found himself to be enamoured with wanted to share such a beautiful and intimate moment with him without the obligation of intercourse. They really did care about him.

But for how long?

If they were to eventually find a cure, Astarion was almost certain that he’d lose something far more valuable to him than the sun. Why would such a bright soul want to spend the rest of their life with him in the shadows?

He tore his gaze away from the descending sun to glance at his partner, only to find them already looking at him.

“Isn’t it lovely,” they whispered quietly, as if raising their voice would scare the beauty away.

Astarion swallowed a hard lump in his throat, not knowing how to answer that question. It was lovely, but he wasn’t just thinking that of the sunset.

Before he could catch his tongue, he blurted out a question he wasn’t sure he wanted the answer to. “Are you going to leave?”

Once again, Tav’s content smile faded into a small and confused frown. “Leave? Leave what?”

He could hear his conscience shouting at him to just shut up and quit being so pathetic, but his mouth seemed to overrule it. He needed some sense of security.

���Me.”

The hurt look on the face that had recently become his favourite caused his cold heart to squeeze in his chest. He didn’t want to come across so accusingly, but he wasn’t exactly accustomed to loyalty. Nobody had cared for him the way they did, yet as much as he was afraid that they would eventually grow tired of him, he wouldn’t ever be surprised if they did as he just didn’t expect much from people.

Judging by the sudden sadness in those fascinating eyes, Tav hadn’t actually thought about it in the way he had. “You think I’m going to leave you when you can no longer walk in the sun,” they questioned, though it came out as more of a statement.

Astarion didn’t verbally respond, but the way his body tensed up at the thought was enough of an answer for his partner. Tav shuffled over a little, sitting closer to him and placing a comforting hand on his leg. Their piercing stare bored into him, but he couldn’t bring himself to meet their eyes with his.

Still, Tav spoke so softly that it almost made Astarion uncomfortable. “If I had plans to leave you after these tadpoles are gone, then I wouldn’t have bothered with you in the first place. I know what you are, Astarion. I know what comes with being a vampire. That’s not going to change how I feel about you.”

He couldn’t suppress the frustrated sigh that escaped him. “That’s easy for you to say now,” he said, surprisingly calm. “But when you’re confined to the darkness-”

“I’ll still love you.”

It was the first use of the word between the couple. A word Astarion didn’t have a lot of experience with, which was why he couldn’t decipher between whether the feeling in his chest when he heard the intimidating word was a reciprocating feeling of love or whether he was dying on the spot. His eyes snapped back to his partner, but they were now staring off towards the water again, watching as the sun disappeared into the horizon and took its warmth with it.

Yet he still felt warmth. It was growing almost painfully in his chest as his heart thumped at an alarming rate. Any time he had heard someone explain what love felt like, the word warmth had almost always come up.

“The sun’s gone,” Tav whispered quietly, taking his hand. “And I don’t feel any differently. I mean it, Astarion. I love you.”

Astarion’s whole mouth felt like cotton. He did love them, he could physically feel it within him. But he was afraid that the words could not form yet. Sure, he’d falsely told people he loved them for manipulation purposes, but real love was a huge step for him, and he felt he needed to truly understand its meaning before he could declare such a thing back.

“You don’t need to say anything,” his partner reassured him softly, picking up on his dilemma.

He swallowed hard. “It’s not that I don’t-”

“I know.”

Their eyes finally met, something different presenting itself between them. It felt as though their relationship had taken on a new meaning, one that slightly soothed that voice in his head telling him he was going to end up alone when their mission was over. He just couldn’t believe he had found such a remarkable soul in such a strange and life threatening situation.

Though he couldn’t use the word love just yet, he couldn’t let this moment end with his silence. He knew that he could feel it, and he needed them to know that.

“I’ve always heard the phrase that home is where the heart is…and I never really understood it before now,” he began to conclude. “Nothing ever felt like home to me. Not Baldur’s Gate, and certainly not Cazador’s palace.”

He reached his free hand up to cup Tav’s cheek, his thumb absentmindedly brushing across their slightly blushed skin as they melted into his touch.

“But you…I have a home in you.”

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A/N: I hope you enjoyed this fic! This is my first time writing with a gender neutral character so please be kind if I’ve made any mistakes!

[littlepadika]

Hi! First of all, I love your writing so so so much, it just gives me so much comfort when I need it the most, so thank you for that 🥺💗 I’m not sure if your requests are open, so if not, just ignore this, but I was thinking about Daddy Maxie coming home to his little sunbathing naked by the pool just in her heart shaped sunglasses. I was just wondering what would he do. 😌 If you don’t feel like writing this, it’s completely okay. I hope you’re having a great day and thank you again for blessing us with your writing 💗💗

Omg u r so sweet 😚! I'm so glad my writing has given you some comfort. I love this idea (I actually have pink heart sunglasses lol) I hope you enjoy! 🌞

Warnings: DDLG, age regression, age play (all involved are consenting adults)

"Well what do we have here?" Max stared down at your bare form. This was a pleasant surprise. Maxie looked so good today; white shirt with the sleeves rolled up, slightly rumpled from a day at work, and thighs in tight navy blue slacks.

"Hi daddy!" You sat up. You had been almost asleep in the warm sun you didn't hear him come home.

"Can you even see me through those things?" He gestured at the heart shaped glasses on your head.

"Yeah" You giggled at his silliness. "I can see you, daddy."

"And where are your clothes, silly kitty?" Max placed his hands on his hips.

"I... fogot them." You bit your lip.

"Mmm you know what I think?" Max raised his eyebrows. "I think you're trying to tell Daddy something."

"Maaaybe." You spread your legs slightly. His mouth parts slightly at the sight of your already wet pussy. Maxie took a seat on the lounge chair next to you.

"Why don't you come over here and show me what you want." He tapped his thigh. You hopped up and stood in front of him, looking shyly down at him. "Go on... take daddy's cock out."

You obeyed, skillfully undoing those expensive slacks and fishing his dick out into the warm sun.

"Get your milkies, kitten. Get all daddy's milk." Max leaned back, sighing. What a great day!

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Minjee 🦠🧌☢️☣️

Sunwoo 🌞

Soooooo…..

He called her “baby girl”!!!😏

I’m both surprised and not surprised by this. Why do I get the feeling he’s been referring to her as that, this whole time in his head. Just this time he had a brain fart and it subconsciously slipped out lol

Why did the tickling/almost kiss scene give me flash backs to the little mermaid boat scene?!!!

Noooooooooooooo!!!!!! WHY MUST SHE ALWAYS SPOIL THE FUN!!!!!!

🦠 natures Cockblocker 🙄🤦🏽‍♀️

Her disrespect knows no bounds. How does she have the nerve to come into someone’s home and not acknowledge them, not even in her usual passive aggressive way?!!!!!

I’m so glad 🌞 sat next to y/n. My petty ass would rest my hand comfortably on his thigh. I’d have so much fun watching her pretty lil head explored, wondering what the f**k was going on.

The way he put 🧌 in her place was so hot lol

I would also toss the controller at her, my subconscious would have taken over and aimed it at her head. I swear I’m not violent, but your antagonists have some sort of unlock code to drive me insane 😂

I don’t feel sorry for 🦠 at all. All I see is pure manipulation. I’m sure she is some what hurt and feels rejected by Sunwoo’s reaction. But she should have been a better behaved uninvited “guest”. Then she could have stayed to watch Y/n getting the 🌞boyfriend experience that she so desperately wants.

☣️ is a pretty and intelligent woman. If only she would use some of that intelligence to realise, 🌞 is not the one and isn’t interested in progressing their “relationship” past the bedroom… and he’s not even interested in that aspect anymore. She should take the hint, bitch about him, call him all the names under the sun, Use a pic of him on a punching bag/dart board to get all the hurt and frustration out. Then heal from the rejection and go find someone who is equally as interested in starting a relationship with her.

But, I get the feeling ☢️ is used to getting whatever she wants and hasn’t been rejected or been told no!! before. I guess… there’s a first time for everything 🤷🏽‍♀️🤣🤣🤣

I knew he had been paying attention to her for far longer than expected.

I’m glad we finally got some answers as to why 🌞 is the way he is. He’s looking for answers in the wrong places. Even if he were to sit down with his ex and ask why. He’d never find what he was looking for. I doubt she knows why or has a good enough answer to satiate his need for closure. Why is the question that can never be answered. Hurt people, hurt people. Or sometimes people are just selfish and just want to have their cake and eat it. I tried to use as many cliched relevant words of wisdom as I could come up with lol.

As usual awesome update, take your time with the next one. I still need time to recover lol

Enjoy 😉

Finishing it off with some Junho, huh?? 😏😏

I would simply die if Sunwoo ever uttered the words "baby girl" in my vicinity 😭😭. DIE. I wouldn't be able to focus either lol, and the way he put Minjee in her place!! 👏👏 ugh, sell my soul istg.

Minjee being the eels during their almost kiss 😂😂 its perfect tbh, especially the eels from The Little Mermaid!! She's a manipulator and just mean person. They don't deserve good things in life 😤😤. Hopefully soon she realizes that Sunwoo is just not that into her, and she finally moves on from being messy. Though, it's Minjee, so... I doubt it, which means good luck to yall 🥴🥴

Sunwoo thinks he has a good reason for doing what he's doing. HURT PEOPLE, HURT PEOPLE 🗣🗣👏👏, but you're right. He'll never get the answer he's looking for. Hell, there might not even BE an answer for him. His ex could've just been a POS for all we know.

The giggle that came out of me when you said my antagonists have some lock code to drive you insane 😂😂😈😈 I love it. Also, 😬😬 I'm already working on the next part haha.