#sam holland smut

[littlemelaninfics]

Airline Miles || Peter Parker Smut

AN: this is my first time writing for Peter Parker. This is purely fiction

Synopsis: You and Peter make the most of Tony’s private jet

I slam my hand against the airplane bathroom mirror, holding back whimpers and moans as Peter drives into me from behind. My eyes are rolling back as his fingers find their way into my mouth and down my throat. I gag at the intrusion and Peter’s head picks up from looking at himself pummeling inside of you at a pace that wasn’t fast enough to create loud sounds. “Be quiet,” he hisses lowly, using his other hand to wrap around my throat.

You let out a muffled apology, tears beginning to stream down your eyes as he finds a deeper angle. “What was that?” he whispers, leaning down to nibble at your ear lobe. He takes his hands away from your mouth and neck, letting them grab at your hips like before.

“I’m—fuck!” I yelp breathlessly as he sharply slams into me, slowing down his space.

“Use your words, princess,” he murmurs, his fingers digging into my skin that would for sure leave bruises. 

“I’m cumming,” I whimper quietly, looking back at him as he pulled my hair towards him.

“I know. I can fucking feel it. Fuck,” he mutters and presses his lips against mine, his pace quickening almost immediately. I can’t help but moan louder into his mouth. He lets go of my hair, grasping at my jaw harshly. “You need to keep it down,” he mutters, directing my attention back to the mirror. 

What a sight it is. His hand cupping my jaw almost possessively, his dick continuously ramming into my soaking pussy at a rough pace, hair tousled and ruined.

My stomach twisted with pleasure as he lets go of my face and grabs the back of my neck to bend me completely over. I have a death grip on the counter and bite my lip harshly as his hips still while he buries his cock snug into me. 

“Ohhh my god,” I moan as my eyes roll once more.

I scratch at the surface as a tingly sensation washes all over me and his tip hits my womb. I feel nothing but pure bliss as he fucks me through my orgasm. Watching as I cream on his dick, Peter pulls me back into his hips roughly while grinding them every which way. My back arches and my ass presses up against his hips, furthering his dick inside my cunt. There’s a dent in his forehead and the grunts he’s letting out almost send me into another orgasm. I look at him in the mirror and beg him to cum for me,

“Baby, please. I want to feel your cum inside me. I wanna grind down on the seat when I feel it start to leak out.”

“Fuck, baby. Keep going.”

“You’re fucking me like the slut I am. So fucking deep. Mmmm.” My bottom lip is tucked between my teeth as I enjoy the rough rocking. I clench around him and he grabs the back of my neck, my face hitting the counter once more.

He fucks me until he’s emptied everything he had into what’s his. He goes and stays balls deep until he starts to soften. When he pulls out, a little cum follows and he swipes it with his finger, pushing it back in. I keep myself on the counter until I have the energy to move and pull up my sweats. Once dressed, Peter places a passionate kiss to my lips before calling me “his good girl”. He peeks his head out to see what he can and gives me the signal when the coast is clear.

We get back to our seats just in time as Sam gets up to stretch his legs and comes to our row,

“We almost there?”

I tap my little tv screen and view the map,

“About 6 more hours.” He just rolls his eyes and heads to the bathroom. Peter and I get ourselves back situated when Sam quickly exits the lavatory,

“Yo. Use the other one. It smells like straight fucking in there,” he says as he passes us.

Peter and I look at each other before letting out childlike giggles. We pick a movie and enjoy the rest of the flight.

[babyparker13]

WHAT?!?!!!!???!!

[spideyssunshine]

new era starts now.

can we please leave the past in the past. i overshared years ago and overwhelmed myself in the process. i miss being a writer on here. i miss all of mutuals and the creation of my works. so please, let me have a fresh start on here.

IM BACK! spideyssunshine is now open for business. please send me requests so i can start writing again or come chat with me! i missed you all so much and love you all always.

love,

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[noellie-writes217]

Word Diary

Chapter one: Whelve

Summary: Tom comes back from a hectic year to find his ex from his teens in his parents’ house. She’s got big plans for herself and all of Tom’s brothers know, he’s a risk for her.

Series warnings: Smut, exes to lovers, pining, additional warnings per chapter

Tom came home for the holidays on December twentieth of 2020 but was not expecting to see what he saw in his childhood home on that day. His mother sits there indulging in conversation with a friend she’s had since Tom was born.

“Tom! Honey! Look who’s here!” She points to her friend who’s been playing with a puppy.

“Hello Holly. It’s good to see you.” But it’s still really awkward given the history… but then again, Holly doesn’t know the history.

“Tom honey, come see Rosalind’s new puppy! His name is Cerberus.” Tom’s brows raise a little more when he hears the name.

Instead of kneeling and playing with the puppy immediately, he stands there for a second wondering if this is real or not.

He hears laughing from the kitchen, and then his younger brother Sam walks out with Holly’s daughter, Rosalind and a few dishes for dinner.

Once he sees Rosalind, everything stops for him. She’s wearing that smile she used to wear around him when they were alone and no one knew. The one he hasn’t seen in years. The one he’s dreamt of. The one Harrison has made fun of him for fantasizing over. The one he’s had no luck finding in any other girl. The one he fell in love with right before he left for carpentry school. It still hasn’t changed.

She looks up for a moment at him and her smile fades so she quickly leaves with Sam as he tells another story.

Harry of course notices and texts the brothers group chat calling an emergency meeting.

BROTHERS GROUPCHAT

Harry:Meeting in Paddy’s room. ASAP

Sam:why?

Paddy:Yeah and why my room?

Harry:All will be explained. Just get there

Tom:I just got home. Can it wait?

NON FAMOUS HOLLANDS

Harry: Tom’s still in love with Roz. He’s either gonna be a dick or a loser if we don’t talk to him about it. That’s why we need a meeting.

Sam: Seriously? Still? He was such a dick last time they saw each other.

Paddy: Agreed

Sam: If he starts acting like that again she might not just leave for Paris for school, she could leave forever

Harry: Thus why something. Needs. To. Be. Done.

Paddy: Meeting in my room

All of the brothers get to Paddy’s room in a short few minutes. And Tom is told to sit on his bed while the twins get ready to interrogate him and paddy guards the door.

“I saw the way you looked at her Tom,” Harry starts.

Tom tries (and fails) to bullshit through this conversation, “what are you talking about?”

“We’re talking about you being awkward about Roz being here,” Sam chimes.

“Roz is like a sister to us, and we’ve seen you fuck it up with her to the point where she left the fucking country,” Harry says, “so whatever your thinking about her, stop. She’s too good for you and everyone knows it but you apparently.”

Tom gets angry at his younger brothers for trying to tell him what to do. He has since they were all little… well, little-er. “I don’t know what you’re talking about. Rosalind left so she go to ballet school in Paris. That had nothing to do with me.”

Now it’s Paddy’s turn to speak up, “Oh yeah? When was the last time you talked to her?”

5 years almost. Right before he went to carpentry school.

“Exactly.” “We lost a sister because you were a fucking asshole.” Sam crosses his arms. “And she probably wouldn’t have come back if it wasn’t for that other dick.” His twin copies his gesture.

‘Does Roz have an ex?’ He wonders. She does not. The dick that Tom’s brothers are referring to is Rosalind’s father, who just got his mistress pregnant. Rosalind moved back to England to support her mother during the divorce.

“Look, mates,” Tom starts, “do you even know what happened between me and Roz?” It’s silent for a moment. “Exactly. So don’t assume that just because I used to like her, I’ll automatically still be in love with her. I’m not. Nor have I ever been!”

What Tom didn’t know was that Rosalind heard everything that just happened.

Instead of busting in on them, she just goes back downstairs and decides to text Sam that his dish was ready.

“Shit, my foods done,” he states, “let’s call this a wrap for now and follow up later.”

The lot of them sit at the table eating the food Sam made.

Most if the conversation is made up by Tom’s parents and Rosalind’s mother. She compliments Sam on the food.

“Thank you so much, Holly. Roz made desert too, and it looks absolutely delicious. What’d you say it was?” Sam asks the girl.

“Lavender vanilla bean beignets.” She informs.

“My mouth is already watering with anticipation! That sounds lovely.” Tom’s father comments.

Roz has always been bashful when someone compliments her. Tom has always found it adorable… which is why he would compliment her any chance he had when they were teenagers.

“My friend’s mother taught me the recipe. She said it was a family recipe and I’m not allowed to tell anyone… so please don’t ask.” She jokes.

“Damn. That sucks. I was gonna ask for it.” Sam says.

Rosalind smiles lightly.

“So, Rosalind,” Nikki calls for the girl’s attention, “do you have any plans for tomorrow?”

“Moving into my new flat, meeting up with some old friends, and then I have a date.”

Holly’s mother peeps up, “be careful, darling. Unless you’re lucky enough to marry a Holland, men tend to disappoint.”

Holly doesn’t know about Roz and Tom. That they used to see each other after the sun went down, sneaking out of each other’s windows to mess around.

Holly was a nurse who usually worked nights and Rosalind’s father was just an idiot who didn’t notice Tom taking the condoms.

“Trust me Mum. I know.” Rosalind’s eyes shift up to Tom for less than a second but it’s enough for the other boys to notice. Harry kicks his shin.

“Actually, I should probably get going now. There’s a lot of stuff I need to unpack. And Cerberus is getting sleepy. But I do hope you all enjoy desert.” She politely gets up from the table.

Nikki clicks her tongue, “Oh, darling! I was so hoping you could stay so we could discuss our plans for Christmas! And Tom just got back from filming. It’d be so lovely if you’d stay.”

“Love, if it’s just unpacking I’m sure one of the boys could help you tomorrow.” Dom says.

It’s true. All four boys would be more than willing. But it would be far too soon for Roz to be ok with it.

“No no. It’s ok. I also have to figure out some choreo for some clients.”

“Well let me help you with your stuff.” Sam offers.

“So what exactly is your new job?” He asks once they’re alone.

Rosalind clips Cerberus’s collar and leash, “I’m a new ballerina for the royal ballet company. And when there’s time, I choreograph for musicians.”

He nods and grabs an umbrella. “You might want this.”

She smiles at the nostalgia, “I can’t believe you’ve had this in your umbrella bin all this time! Thank you Sammy.”

“You know you’re still the only person who gets to call me that.” He laughs

“What? Not even your girlfriend?”

“That’s still pretty new.” He explains, “you would have met her tonight, but she had her own family thing.”

“Well I’d love to meet her.” Rosalind pulls the strap of her bag onto her shoulder before opening the door. “And thanks for setting me up on that date.” She calls out before patting her thigh for Cerberus to follow her. She waved one last time to the boy before leaving on her way.

Little did either of them know that Tom heard the entire conversation between them.

“What the hell, Sam!” He claps his brother on the back once Rosalind is out of eyesight and earshot.

Sam shrugs, “You know, for a guy who said he was never in love with her, you seem to care an awful lot. Maybe I should set you up with someone too.” With that, Sam walks back inside.

[marvelgirlstories]

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[ihad-athought]

HELLO PEOPLES. Im Ihad_athought and this is my first post

Sooo i do sam and cloby, timothee chalamet, tom holland and more fics

I do EVERYTHING even nsfw

Love you all smmmm❤️

[babyparker13]

Mr Holland and his slutty little waist 😍

Tom Holland

[starboye]

movies

(fics ive made)

*updated regularly

smut = ★

angst = 🏹

fluff = 🍥

Rafe Cameron-

First Timer★

Dealer!Rafe Cameron★

The Cameron Boys★

A Night to Remember★

Please be Mine★

Satisfaction★

Sleepy Convos★

Risky Call★

Morning Rafey★

Jj Maybank-

Yard Worker!Jj Maybank★

Double Team★

Nate Jacobs-

jealousy, jealousy★🏹

brat★

A Feeling Unknown🍥

My Cum Toy★

Nick Nelson-

Cheater★🏹

Cheater pt2★🏹

Cheater pt3★🏹

Cheater pt4🏹

Charlie Bushnell-

Fair Date★🍥

Vinnie Hacker-

Streamer Head★

Drunk Fun★

Sly Boy★

Birthday Present★

Bryce McKenzie-

Addicted★

Kj Apa-

Model★

Breed Me★

Free Use★

Baby By Me★

Matt Sturniolo-

Beach Day🍥

Morning Horny★

Quickie★

Movie Night Teaser★

My Nerdy Boy★

First Time★

Harry Collett-

Video game Lover★

Charles Leclerc-

Need Love★

Chris Sturniolo-

Gamer🍥

Movie Night Gone Right★

You're Mine★

Overstimulation★

Stream Tease★

David Corenswet-

Daddy's Boy★

Manu Rios-

Work For It★

Harry Styles-

Make Up or Make Out★🍥

Ross Lynch-

Double Trouble★

Dylan Minnette-

Double Trouble★

Shower Time★

Steve Rogers-

First Date★🍥

The Boys-

Table Talk★

Drew Starkey-

Hot Jealousy★

An Award of my Own★

Your Brothers Best Friend★

Nico Greetham-

Sweaty Love★

Noah Beck-

Rough Love★

Chris Hemsworth-

My Boy★

John B-

Double Team★

Prince Henry-

My Good Side🍥

Ryan Reynolds-

Tease★

Brady Hepner-

Wild Side★

My Use★

Sam Golbach-

Newly Weds★🍥

Colby Brock-

Newly Weds★🍥

Tanner Buchanan-

Edged★

Chris Evans-

Lesson Learned★

Ryan Garcia-

Breakfast in Bed★

Ethan Landry-

Ghost 🏹

Eijiro Kirishima-

Gamer Fuel★

Katsuki Bakugo-

Gamer Fuel★

Jacob Elordi-

Free Use★

Jack Harlow-

A Want★

Scott Summers-

Time Fucked★

Stiles Stilinski-

A Dream Cum True★

Richard Madden-

Work Pet★

Steve Harrington-

Gay For You★

Hughie Campbell-

Shy Boy★

Bellamy Blake-

Supply Collectors★

Jensen Ackles-

Hard Worker★

Prince Ben-

New Kid★🍥

Harry Hook-

New Kid★🍥

Rudy Pankow-

My First Time★🍥

Simon "Ghost" Riley-

Bf Headcanons★🍥

Phone Sex★

A Gift★

Captain Price-

Bratty★

Chace Crawford-

Co-Star Fun★

Bill Skarsgard-

Affair★

Dick Grayson-

Wounds★🏹

Robby Keene-

Winner Winner★

Noah Centineo-

Bed Breaker★

Jake Gyllenhaal-

Spiderman Far From Done★

Tom Holland-

Spider Man Far From Done★

Wolverine-

Fucked Senseless★

Hole Used★

Deadpool-

Hole Used★

Joe Goldberg-

My Husband🏹

Lip Gallagher-

New Feeling🍥

Rome Flynn-

My Bitch★

Joe Burrow-

Letting Off Some Steam★

Charles Melton-

Gym Bros★

[zepskies]

Against the Wind || Series Masterlist

Pairing: Alpha!Dean Winchester x Female Omega!Reader 

Summary: You wake up in a strange alpha’s cabin in the middle of a snowstorm, all with a busted ankle. He holds shadows in his eyes, even though his hands are gentle. There are iron shutters around his heart, even though he saved you. You might just save him in return.

AN: Another short series for @jacklesversebingo! This is a canon ending-divergent AU, but still an Omegaverse story within the canon SPN world.

Song Inspo: “Against the Wind” by Bob Seger

Jacklesverse Bingo24 Prompt: True Mates

Series Tags/Warnings: 18+ only! A/B/O dynamics, scenting, injuries, angst, smut, fluff and feels. Background Sam Winchester x Eileen (Saileen).

Chapters:

Part 1: In His Hands

Part 2: Seems Like Yesterday

Part 3: Nothing Left to Burn - Read on Patreon now

Part 4: Running to Live

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[xoluvx]

fics based on songs

🍒 smut

billie eilish

casual ; chappell roan part two 🍒

i can fix her (no really i can) ; taylor swift 🍒

guilty as sin ; taylor swift 🍒

billie bossa nova ; billie eilish 🍒

this is what makes us girls ; lana del rey 🍒

zendaya

cinnamon girl ; lana del rey

marvin's room ; drake

coffee ; miguel

watermelon sugar ; harry styles

fire & desire ; drake🍒

wish you were gay ; claud

tom holland

break up with your girlfriend ; ariana grande🍒

london boy ; taylor swift

the party & the after party ; the weeknd🍒

call out my name ; the weeknd

dancing with a stranger ; sam smith

cherry ; harry styles

come and see me ; partynextdoor🍒

peter parker

sign of the times ; harry styles

miss americana & the heartbreak prince ; taylor swift

[babyparker13]

Harry and Z waiting for Tom after r&j 🫶

[ajortga]

MEL'S MASTERLIST:

hi hi! this is my masterlist! this is the place where i get to share all my ideas and written stories to you whether it's to smile, cry, kick your feet, or make your day ☆

"when there is utter emotions, there is endless raw pieces of poetry."

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currently revolving around the jenna ortega universe

what i write: fluff, angst, sensitive topics (smuts undecided.)

who i write: jenna ortega, her characters, melissa barrera, sam carpenter

i don't write male readers! but there will be times i don't specify pronouns<3.

request and communicate with me in my inbox! i'll see what i can make!

requests are OPEN, send anything you want according to my guidelines listed above!

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keep in mind there are some requests i skip because i don't have any ideas for or a good plot:), please don't be upset! i want to make sure that i can fulfill requests and make my anons happy.

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please reach out if you come upon a story that is similar or the same as mine, the only stories that are the same are on my wattpad which is the link i added below!

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angst- ✮

special emojis are mainly just corelated to holiday prompts (halloween, christmas)

jenna ortega:

series:

lead: it's not easy being a theater kid, so when you audition for the lead role and get in, you think you need to know your love interest more. the kisses in the script bring you more butterfly than nerves.

chapter 1

chapter 2 (chapter 3 is most likely discontinued.)

sweet ♡: jenna was planning on relaxing after acting on set, not crush on the pretty sweet girl who served her coffee, you. she hasn't fallen in love in a long time, she needs to get to know you more.

part 1

part 2

part 3

one shots:

slipping through my fingers ✮

she's different

always for you

fate ties two

i forgive you. ✮

competition

home ♡ (drabble!)

opposites attract

my girl

(over) protective ✮ ♡

cute and absolute

affection deprived

sequence of events

love you silently

the comforter (🎃)

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vada cavell:

she's a shooting star

her healer ‪✮

i'm not coming home. ✮ (sensitive topics)

the alcohol effect

for i can't help falling in love with you ♡

i love you

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tara carpenter:

hot cocoa?

the forgotten letter ‪✮

why try?

hush

belly the holland lop ♡

in what way? ✮

bear hugs (drabble)

just too late ✮

love at first glance

sweater

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cairo sweet:

the warmth of your hand ‪♡

i bet on losing dogs ✮

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wednesday addams:

can you keep a secret?

inspiration

timeless ✮

asleep

blurred lines

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lorraine day:

the 1900s

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mabel:

in the magic of making.

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samantha carpenter:

comfort person

clothes (drabble!)

[ashlinxsloves]

I'll be writing Christmas fics as soon as Christmas break comes which is on the 20th. I'll be writing them until somewhat January 20th, so a whole month of Christmas related fics + drabbles :3

So, I promise there'll be stuff. I'm not dead.

Characters I'll be writing for during the Christmas time:

- X-men: Logan Howlett, Peter Maximoff, Kurt Wagner, Charles Xavier

- Supernatural: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel

- Resident Evil: Leon Kennedy (mostly RE2r and maybe DI Leon)

- Spiderman: Andrew Garfield's spidey mostly and Tom Holland's spidey

- Criminal Minds: Spencer Reid, Aaron Hotchner, Emily Prentiss

- DC: TBA but maybe Jason Todd and Dick Grayson

- Creepypasta: Jeff the killer, Ticci Toby, Eyeless Jack

- special addition because im obsessed with him rn: Rodrick Heffley.

That's mostly all and it'll vary from fluff and smut. I wanna have fun with writing and feel free to send asks with requests and ideas :3

[spideyssunshine]

please send me requests!!

i write for:

tom holland

mcu peter parker

harrison osterfield

harry holland

sam holland

lots of love, chris 💝

[noellie-writes217]

Sillage- word diary

Summary: instead of dealing with his feelings properly, Tom decides to go clubbing.

Warnings: Alcohol consumption, distraction, regret, insinuation, a little body shaming, strong body language

A/N: this took forever but it’s finally done. DM me if you want to be on my taglist

The next day, Tom is chilling with Haz and Tuwaine.

“She was there yesterday.” Tom says. All three were mid-video game.

“Who?” Tuwaine asks.

“Rosalind.”

Almost immediately, Tuwaine pauses the game— much too soon for Harrison’s liking. “Fucking hell!” He throws the controller, nearly hitting Tom.

“Rosalind’s back from Paris?”

“Actually she was in New York.”

“Is she just back for the holidays?” Harrison asks. Tom shook his head, “I don’t think so. My mum said something about her being in a ballet company.”

“Well good for her.”

It gets quiet for a moment unto Tom speaks up once more. “I think I’m still in love with her.”

Harrison nods but says nothing, already knowing that Tom never stopped loving her.

“What are you doing about it?” Tuwaine asks.

Tom shrugs, “I can’t do anything. My brothers have basically banned me from it.”

“Well what happened at dinner? Did you even talk to her?”

“I couldn’t,” he runs his hands through his hair. “There was never time for a moment alone, and even if there was like two minutes, one of the twins took it from me.”

Harrison knows far too much about the situation to pay full attention, and instead suggests going out as a distraction. To which, Tom reluctantly agrees. Although Tuwain would rather Tom try to talk through his issue instead.

The club is loud but not too crowded due to COVID

restrictions. In fact, the music was entirely too loud for the number of people in the building.

It’s nice at first. The alcohol and bouncing bodies distract him from his thoughts of his childhood crush.

The woman he dances with now almost looks like her, but without Rosalind’s freckles, green eyes, or grace.

Her hair is also a different color. Rosalind’s hair is a brunette color, and this woman’s hair is dyed burgundy. Her nose concave, but Rosalind has a Grecian nose— something she is, or was, insecure about, but Tom wouldn’t change it for the world.

This girl’s dancing was desperate and clumsy, a stark contrast to Rosalind’s disciplined coordination.

She puts her back to Tom’s chest and pulls his hands to her chest, then glides them down to her hips and thighs— one hand much lower and centered than the other. Tom could practically feel her clitoris under his fingertips.

She is certainly not the woman Tom wants to be touching like this, but they never are. Tom tries to find some pleasure in touching her, the way she wants him so desperately, how her ass finds into his crotch.

His eyes close as he tries so hard to see this girl the same way he sees Rosalind, but to no avail. The stranger doesn’t even notice when Tom slips away, his body being replaced with one just as eager as her’s.

He looks back for just a moment, and understands what a line meant in a movie he shot meant on a new level: “it’s just a little weird when you’re at the party with the girl on the table, fucking a ghost.”

He heads to the bar and asks for another brew. As he waits, he studies the bar tender as she mixes drinks, one way of trying to prepare for a role he’s meant to play in the coming year.

In a matter of minutes, he’s zoned out, thinking of the last time he saw Rosalind before leaving for carpentry school and not hearing from her for almost five years.

At the age of 17 years old, Tom had completed his role in The Heart of the Sea, a movie he thought would be his big break simply because of some big names like Chris Hemsworth— instead, it just grew his ego the even bigger than the grinch’s heart by the end of the movie. He hadn’t known much about what Rosalind did during that time. He did know that the only two places she would go were school and ballet, she did anything she could to get into Paris Opera House Ballet School.

It had seemed like the only times Tom would test her was to ask for photos, not the instagram worthy photos, the photos that make you sweat when you sit at a church sermon for too long. He wanted to send her some back of him, but he’d lost an unhealthy amount of weight and Rosalind hated seeing him like that… it scared her. She was always worried that one day he might just pass out, out of nowhere. She sent him the photos when he asked, usually he’d reply with an ‘I love you’ or a ‘you’re so fucking hot, I miss you so much’ or even the occasional ‘I wish I was with you instead of here,’ but when he didn’t reply, she got insecure, just like any other girl her age. And it didn’t help that her classmates made comments about how often she ate, saying things like ‘Roz how is it that you are never full?’ One group of girls even said that she grazed like a cow. Rosalind knows that they didn’t understand she had a fast metabolism, and whatever excess calories she might have had would be burned off during her dance practices, and even Rosalind didn’t understand that her body needed her to eat as much as it could.

Tom had no clue about what was happening at school, and Rosalind didn’t want to tell him. If she’s being completely honest at that time, she didn’t even know if her would care.

He just seemed so excited about filming a movie with Chris Hemsworth, everything else just seemed so unimportant. And Rosalind was proud of him. He was fulfilling dreams, but part of her was also jealous.

Jealous that her boyfriend was off living the dream while she was busy being called fat and getting hit on and harassed by boys she barely knew.

Of course Tom would’ve dropped everything to make Rosalind feel better, which is one more reason not to tell him. She didn’t want a boyfriend that would make a husband and later, a father. She wanted someone she could be a teenager with.

Tom doesn’t remember much from the night they broke up, given the amount of alcohol he had consumed and the distraction of her body on his, which is why he had so much trouble coming to terms with it. What he remembers most, however, is her mental distance from her boyfriend.

“I’m so glad that I’m back here, love,” he said as he laid down next to her, “I wish I didn’t have to leave for carpentry school next week. At least we have now… ” he leans in for another kiss but she dodges.

“Im glad you’re back too…” she starts, “but we need to talk.”

Tom sits back up straight with his brows furrowed.

“Look,” she tries to sound calm as she breaks the news, “while you were filming, I had a recital—“ “I know, you got the lead for Giselle.” She takes a deep breath, “There were talent scouts there and I was offered a scholarship.”

Tom gets excited, “Darling! That’s incredible! I’m so proud of you!”

She sucks in a breath, “you didn’t let me finish… the scholarship is to Paris Opera House.”

Tom’s face drops a bit, “I thought wanted to go to Royal Ballet School? Here. In London?”

“Royal ballet was plan b. You know that I’ve always wanted to go to Paris.” She takes his hands in her own, but he pulls away and gets off the bed.

“What’s wrong with London?”

“Are you kidding? Tom, that’s like comparing London to LA for actors. It’s nice, but you learn a hell of a lot more in LA than London as an actor. I can’t believe you’re being such a dick! I thought you would be happy for me!”

“What about me? Am I supposed to wait until you turn 18 and then I just move to France for you?”

She waited for him to finish filming every single movie he’s been in. “I’ve been doing the same for you since you were in The Impossible. It’s not that big of a deal!”

“You’re asking me to give you my life!”

“The same way you asked me to do the same for you!”

“Yeah but in my career I’m not gonna have to retire by the time I’m thirty!” Tom knows he made a mistake as soon as those words left his lips.

Although it’s true that while women are the stars and symbol of the ballet industry, men are the ones who succeed in the industry. Women retire from the ballet industry by thirty-five on average, having made significantly less than their male counterparts. And male choreographers make more than females as well.

Rosalind’s jaw dropped and her eyes began to well. Tom takes a step toward her side of the bed. He extends a hand to her, but she pulls away and crosses her arms across her chest.

“Roz, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean—“

“No! Get the fuck out!”

“Roz—“

“I said get out you div! What the fuck is wrong with you! Get out of my house!”

Tom throws his head back to look at the ceiling before grabbing his bag.

“And don’t worry, Tom. You won’t have to worry about going to Paris, because we’re done.” She cries.

“And at least my career won’t turn me into some egocentric wanker who thinks they don’t have to try after they worked with one fucking name! No one gives a flying fuck that you worked with Chris Hemsworth! He sure as hell doesn’t!” She’s now screaming in her fit of anger.

“For future reference, you’re not big just because you worked with a big name, you’re big when big names know yours. Now fuck off, you wanker!”

Tom wants to say something— anything to keep her. But he loves her too much to keep her in a relationship with someone who hurt her.

After that fateful night, they never saw each other again. Tom wrote her notes, bought her flowers, but she never spoke to him again. So Tom threw himself into his work, which worked out for the best. If the two never broke up, Tom would have stayed in his hot headed era, letting his ego get the best of him. He might not have refined his talent to get his big break as Spider-Man. He has Rosalind to thank for his career, and she has him to thank for her trust issues.

Tom has spent too many hours in his lifetime regretting what happened that night. And he’s doing it right now too. He barely even notices the guy next to him making advances at some poor girl until he gets the smell of her perfume, the same kind that she’s warn since she was a teenager, the same scent that’s been in Tom’s head since the two broke up.

“C’mon love, let’s get out of here and go back to my place.” The man nudged the woman. She stays calm and collected, “I already told you, I have plans in the morning, so I can’t. Maybe some other time.”

It’s Rosalind. Tom’s heart begins to race.

“Rozy, it’ll be fine. I’ll drive you to wherever you need tomorrow.”

“I’m sorry, Danny, but I can’t! I’m seeing an old family friend tomorrow. And besides, I’m just not sure you’re my type.” She laughs nervously.

“Oh ouch.” He laughs, “well then what is your type? Am I too tall for you?”

A dig at her last few relationships. Tom rolls his eyes.

“Danny just let it go. I’m not going home with you, you’re not going home with me. I have shit to do in the morning, and a dog to take care of when I get home.” She’s at another level of annoyed. Tom’s only ever seen Rosalind at this state twice before— when Harry cut the line and became the reason she had to wait an extra thirty minutes for a rollercoaster while he got to go ahead, and when someone got the dance solo she wanted and went all pick-me to Roz.

Danny continues to push and Rosalind continues to try to not sound like a bitch. The back and forth continues for another few minutes until Tom decides he’s had enough.

“Mate, she said she’s not going home with you. Give it a rest,” both Rosalind and Danny look over to see that it was who spoke up, Rosalind hadn’t even known he was at the club.

Tom sits there drinking a bottle of beer, not even looking at the couple.

Danny pops his neck, “I’m sorry, but this is none of your business, now is it bruv?”

Tom shrugs it off, “maybe not, but you made it this entire place’s problem when you decided to not let her fucking leave alone.”

Rosalind almost smiles— almost.

“Do you think that badgering her continually is gonna raise your chances of getting laid? Because I promise it won’t.”

Danny finally recognizes Tom, “Aren’t you Spider-Man?”

“Not right now.”

“Well come on, let’s go!” Danny puts his hands up. Tom just sighs, “You’re drunk, and you seem like you fight sloppy when you’re sober. I’m not gonna fight you.”

Rosalind finally speaks up, “Danny I’m leaving. Don’t call me.” She smiles sarcastically and walks away.

This time Tom follows close behind, “Roz, wait!”

She’s waiting for her coat.

“Don’t call me that! You lost that privilege.”

Tom puts his hands up in surrender, “I’m sorry—“

“And what the hell are you doing here, Tom? Did Sam tell you I would be here?”

“No, no. Sam didn’t tell me anything. I came with Haz.”

“Miss, here’s your coat.”

Rosalind takes her coat, “Look, Tom, I need to go.”

“Can I walk you home? I just feel like we have a lot to catch up on.”

She shrugs, “Sure.”

Tom asks the coatcheck for his. And the two walk out together.

[bked0n-lorazepam]

My Requests are open!

Hi guys, I know it's been a while, but I'm back, and with new people who I'll be happy to write for you; here's my list!

The Walking Dead:

Rick Grimes, Carl Grimes, Daryl Dixon, Negan Smith, Glenn Rhee, Maggie Rhee, Enid Rhee, Michonne, Rosita, Simon, Abraham, Carol, Jesus "Paul", Shane, Sasha, Dwight, Beth

House MD:

Gregory House, Lisa Cuddy, James Wilson, Allison Cameron, Robert Chase, Eric Foreman, "Thirteen"

CreepyPasta:

Jeff The Killer, Toby Rogers, BEN Drowned, Eyeless Jack, Laughing Jack, Jane The Killer, Nina The Killer, Hoodie, Masky, Liu, Sally

Slashers/Creepos:

Billy Loomis, Stu Macher, Chucky/Charles Lee Ray, Brahms Heelshire, Michael Myers, Jason Vorhees, BeetleJuice

Criminal Minds:

Aaron Hotchner, Emily Prentiss, Spencer Reid, Derek Morgan, Elle Greenaway, Jennifer "JJ" Jareau, Penelope Garcia, Tara Lewis, Cat Adams, George Foyet

White Collar:

Peter Burke, Elizabeth Burke, Neal Caffrey, Alex Hunter, Diana Berrigan, Lauren Cruz, Clinton Jones

Hannibal NBC:

Will Graham, Hannibal Lecter, Alana Bloom, Beverly Katz, Freddie Lounds

Marvel Universe:

Loki Laufeyson, Mobius Mobius, Thor Odinson, Tony Stark, Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Natasha Romanov, Peter Parker (Tobey Maguire, Andrew Garfied, and Tom Holland), MJ Watson, Sam Wilson, Bruce Banner, Stephen Strange, Wanda Maximoff, Clint Barton, Prince T'Challa, Princess Shuri, Okoye, Carol Danvers, Gamora, Peter Quill, Nebula

IT (2017 and 2019):

Patrick Hockstetter, Henry Bowers, Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak, Bill Denbrough, Ben Hanscom, Mike Hanlon, Beverly Marsh, Stanley Uris, Pennywise

Stranger Things:

Eleven, Mike Wheeler, Steve Harrington, Joyce Byers, Jonathon Byers, Jim Hopper, Max Mayfield, Nancy Wheeler, Robin Buckley, Karen Wheeler, Dr. Brenner, Argyle, Billy Hargrove

Once Upon a Time:

Rumplestiltskin, Emma Swan, Prince Charming, Snow White, Regina Mills, Henry Mills, Killian Jones, Baelfire, Robin Hood, Peter Pan, Belle, August/Pinocchio, Ruby/Red, Zelena

Good Omens:

Crowley, Aziraphale, Gabriel, Anathema Device, Newton "Newt" Pulsifer, Beelzebub, Muriel

Avatar:

Jake Sully, Neytiri, Kiri (No smut), Lo'ak (No smut), Neteyam (No smut)

The Boys:

Homelander, Billy Butcher, Becca Butcher, Frenchie, Hughie Campbell, Mothers Milk, Queen Maeve, Starlight, A-Train, Deep, Black Noir, Firecracker, Kimiko "The Female", Ashley Barret, Ryan Butcher (No smut), Victoria Neuman, Soldier Boy

And that's it so far! I'll add more as I go, I swear <3