#sailorportia

[bittertomato]

Dual wielding mobile and desktop like I'm Miyamoto Musashi

How are y'all booping so fast, I can't keep up dskhjfsdkhjfkj

[0w0tsuki]

Hey Ive seen Baeddel used in a lot of your posts but like,, other than a definition of the word I cant really find much on what it means like discourse-wise.

I know its something relating to transfems but other than that im lost x.x sorry for the bother

Basically it started out as an old timey slur for trans women. The word "bad" is rooted from it. In the early 2010s a group of trans women adopted the term and had a community for a very short time before it collapsed and not much information is left over.

Some say that had abusive dynamics. Some say they were just talking about transfeminism like they do now. My sibling swears up and down from their personal experiences with the initial group that they were a group of grifters using queer politics to fundraise for tumblers first big scam, The ARK(C?) Project.

A bunch of anti-transfeminists in their efforts to create the magical word that will allow them to terf-jacket trans women without having it called out as such happened upon the term and used the lack of concrete history/the fact that most of the subjective history isn't too charitable to this original group to fabricate a conspiracy theory that these original Beaddels were an evil cabal of bigoted trans women who never really went away and now operate and sow intracommunity discourse from the shadows for the explicit purpose of weakening the holy divinity of TransUnity.

And while some of them moved on to other terms like "TIRF" and "Neo Radfem" a good portion of TransUnity/Transandro anti-transfeminists have latched onto the term and have doubled down on their intent to use it to create a category of trans women that it's ok to exclude. Out of all of the anti-transfeminists that have come out of this new wave, the ones who build their politics around "Anti-Beaddelism" are some of the most mask-off exclusionists of the bunch. Like look at how they talk about Beadels

They will list how these groups have a bunch of ties to nearly every anti-queer group they could think of. And then they warn White™(Because everytime they attack trans women they have to pretend like it's a race thing to distract from the transmisogyny) that they mean to need to maintain a sense of hypervigilance around their transfem sisters and read into every laugh, every joke, and every word for the possibility of finding Beaddel rhetoric. This is a manipulative abusive tactic to keep the transfems within their sphere of influence to reach other to other transfems and rely on TME people to tell them what's right and provide community.

I remember on sailorportia's "Anti-Egg discoursers sound just like my conversation therapist" post I saw one of these people referring to the notes section as "full of beaddel dogwhistles" and inviting people to "take a look and educate themselves". Not specifying what the dogwhistles are or how they are dogwhistles. Just vaguely gesturing at the notes section and inviting you to regard anything a vocal trans woman as a crypto-beaddel and anything they say as "beaddel dogwhistles"

These communities cultivate a sense of paranoia. They encourage constant scrutiny regarding anything a trans woman says. Their leaders sell themselves as protectors of the community whose exclusion is a necessary evil to keep online trans communities safe. They are incentivized to keep the term Beaddel definition murky but representative of all the evils they attribute to trans women.

The term in the modern day is largely prescriptive and moreso defined by the reactionary "Anti-Beadelism" movement than it is defined by its history. Only a few trans women have reclaimed the term. When anti-transfeminists talk about Beaddelism they aren't talking about an organized group or community, they are referring to a bunch of individual trans women they have branded with the beaddel slur.

Currently I don't think reclaiming the word is a good move. Not that I disagree with it or think trans women shouldn't reclaim it. It's just that it will do more harm than good for as long as exclusionists control the narrative on its definition. I've seen mutuals have their posts on general transfeminism get completely discarded out of hand because they had Beaddel in their profile name or bio.

Because like it or not the current definition of Beaddels that gets passed around was written by current ex-terfs/transandro nothorses bro and cites TERF resources in their definition. This is the same dude who's responsible for the foundation or the current TransUnity echo chamber and used the influence from creating that community to try and redefine TERF to include trans women for the purpose of TERF-jacketing.

It's why me and some other trans women have been picking up the words trasfeminism to refer to discussions of transfem issues and anti-transfeminist to refer to these new wave of transfem exclusionist. It denies the exclusionists the ability to define our politics for us to outsiders. Also note: If the term trasfeminism picks up in use your going to see a lot of these people switch from "Beaddel" to "Radical Transfeminist" as their go-to anti-transfeminist TERF-jacketing slur

[keviniiryuu]

What are some of you fav lwa fanarts or fanfics you have seen?

Pls links to both!!

okay so. with fanarts, i just reblog majority of it so you can just scroll!! it's easy since the recent content i share is only diakko with just a .1% sprinkle of others LOL

for fanfics- deep breath

(Note. This is all Diakko)

By the Nines, probably my most favorite fic (even if it's incomplete sobs) is: Appointments by kayross. Literally in love with it.

Next, but in no specific order:

Serpentine Affection by JuliaCorvia (this is just so so adorable. Diana's familiar is a cute snake!) Atlas by Shmehua1 (no one can change my mind. I love this) Oasis by PigeonStation (i just. i love the concept of game developing) Butch Diana by SailorPortia (butch diana my beloved) Thank God for Bad Movies by SailorPortia (hilarious and i love actors au) The Girl from Ipanema by kayross (if i could squeal, then I would've while reading this) A Twist of Fate, or Two by SailorPortia (childhood friends au!!!)

Of course, special shout out to the big bois (Little Pokemon Academia, Little Equestrian Academia, and Little Pilot Academia).

For the unhinged favorites: I might just keep THOSE to myself HAHAHA

[bittertomato]

OK I SNORTED WHERE IS THE LIE THO

“No one reads your dissertation” they said. “You won’t have to worry about extensive edits” they also said.

Am I just that bad at writing or are my committee members caring a lot more than usual.

[sailorportia]

I follow your Twitter and after randomly finding your Tumblr I've now just realized you're the sailorportia from the lwa fandom. You're a legend to me, I'm so happy you're still active!!

Omg you're so sweet!!

[bittertomato]

You know what? Psyche is a mood.

Thanks @sailorportia

Original from Chapter 112 of Your Throne

[vicsep7250]

@raptorofwar @pancat-n-sausage @p4ntry-d3m0n @maeson-stars @friendly-neighboorhoodtrashcan @yang-belladonna @russellcreste @lostryu @nightly-valkyrie @r5h @digimon-are-cool @kaban-bang @tanuki-pyon @sailorportia @bittertomato @the server and mutuals

[ryuucaro]

Top 5 tops

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[doodlediana]

Do you have a crush on Atsuko "Akko" Kagari? Inquiring want to know

I’m not sure from where you would get that assumption, Akko is just a... dear friend...

[poeticastrophile]

For the pretty asks: rose, diamond, joy, parchment, 1975

rose - favourite flower?

Wouldn’t say I have a favourite, but almond tree blossoms and blue orchids are really pretty!

diamond - favorite color?

Either soft blue or green.

joy - best feeling you’ve ever experienced?

Probably that feeling of happiness that makes you cry. Or when sometimes I’m feeling hopeful about the near future and know that there are so many things I’d like to invest my time in which results in happiness and excitement still, if that makes sense.

parchment; favorite book?

Either Kevin-Crosley Holand’s King Arthur Trilogy or some books I read when I was younger but still reread every now and then (“Τρύπωνας ο φαφαγάλος” - Άννα Κωστάλλα/ “Τα φαντασματάκια της γυάλινης αυλής” - Ελένη Δικαίου)

1975 - if you could time travel to any time period, what would it be and why?

Sometime in the future, just to see how things will be on the planet then and what will have changed (though going back to the Ancient Greece or something to see what was actually happening doesn’t sound too bad either).

[angrymurderchild]

@sailorportia @meh-66 @raptorofwar

the worst part ab having online friends is that to maintain the friendship you actually sort of have to have conversations with them. if we were all irl friends i would invite you into my home, give u my xbox controller & let u play a game on my bed while i lie next to u and coexist in ur space and backseat game you

[sonesneverstop]

Fanfic Recommendation: Two On One by SailorPortia

Fandom: Bloom Into You   

 Pairing: Yuu x Touko + Sayaka

Summary:  Set after the events of Chapter 14 of the manga (aka Yuu and Sayaka's conversation at Not-McDonald's). Sayaka takes the opportunity to get revenge on Touko by making her jealous. Yuu goes along with it to get back at her pushy senpai. What's Touko to do?

note: This is Super fun!!!! I was fucking cackling! This is probably one of my fave Bloom Into You fic. Sayaka and Yuu vs Poor Touko is FANTASTIC dynamicsTM!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/16947855

[incorrect-yagakimi-quotes]

Student: Do you have a thing for Touko?

Sayaka: Of course not. She’s my rival.

Student: Really? It seems like you’ve been getting closer to her.

Sayaka: Of course I’ve been getting closer to her. She’s my rival. I’m going to get closer and closer and then before she even knows what’s happening, I’ll be the one on top!

Student: …Do you even hear yourself?

[arjyles]

just reread butch diana by @sailorportia so social media au of that au ??? haha 😳😳

[vicsep7250]

@bittertomato @sailorportia @raptorofwar @yang-belladonna @friendly-neighboorhoodtrashcan @russellcreste @lostryu @nightly-valkyrie @kaban-bang @tanuki-pyon @pancat-n-sausage @p4ntry-d3m0n

[ryuucaro]

One thing I want to know about you? When are you gonna stop being a little pussy and cuddle the shit out of me?

it is not possible, I am big baby