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I hate this fucking baka series
#said with affection. and sadness#in tears rn#the ending is so beautiful i love it#tomura and izuku make me cry tho#WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU HORI WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU#in another world all might would have married into the midoriya family and then adopted tomura#and then also got another corgi called mon chan 2#and the villains would be fine and and and *collapses*#bnha#bnha season 7#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#sorta? there's an implication in the tags sooo#shigaraki and midoriya#mettys posts#metty posts#tomura shigaraki#izuku midoriya
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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know#who depend on me for everything#barely recognize me as a friend or helper#and are so incredibly incredibly fragile#i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling#and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before#but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet#who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits#but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal#i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow#and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself#i just hadn't fully understood the extent#we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me#they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy#because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d#and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections#but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way#and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were#which is impossible#we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that#i don't know#it's just a lot to deal with#and i feel very lonely and sad about it#and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it#and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too#dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other
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sad!
#she ra#catra#double trouble#spop#spop catra#spop double trouble#sad also stands for seasonal affective disorder. i said as the weather reminded me of that one bestie breakup#my footprints#my she ra stuff#i have more in this tag
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some of you just gotta approach these shows more lightly lmao, like have some fun!!!!
#said with affection#and this is coming from someone who gets months long hyperfixations and get really serious about characters#so lmao finally watched iwtv ep3 and went in kinda nervous cause i saw some people freaking out (the bad way) and i LOVEDDDD ITTTT#'oh im so mad at armand for not telling the real story' lmao just laugh about it and go on with your life lestat will be fine i promise#i was literally cackling with the whole lesmand thing which i have some personal thoughts but it was overall very fun cause i love them both#louis and dreamstat is fucking crazy i literally wish nothing more than my babies being insane#BUT CLAUDIA!!!!!! darling oh no oh no oh no everything's turning so grim for her already its so sad#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#everyone was so hot this ep i cant#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#claudia iwtv#armand iwtv#daniel molloy
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JUAN BORGIA + teasing his brother for being a Cardinal "Well, this cleric does both." "Prove it"
#this is soooooo funny (and sad??) to me#because juan is aware of his own inferiority and he feels he'll always be beneath cesare#but since their father gave juan a position that made him feel important and superior...#juan is gonna milk the fuck out if it by teasing cesare with the brag knowing damn well cesare wants to be a soldier BADLY#even though juan pretty much doesn't give a fuck about his own position but...#this is the only thing he has over cesare...trying to hurt cesare for being what he can never be...close to their family and has their love#when david oakes said that cesare's love is "what [juan] always wanted...it's why he teases him he's trying to make ces notice him#oh well the tragedy of it all those poor children don't know how to express their affection to each other normally#juan borgia#cesare borgia#the borgias#david oakes#periodedits#perioddramaedit#perioddramacentral#theborgiasedit#cinemapix#tvarchive#juan and cesare#by jen
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wonderful tears,,
#my art#arcaea spoilers#compassion#insight#her hand is smol lol#Bros ………….#y yuri feelings#i just wanted to draw her crying again#and i need to stop drawing at night 😔 my sleep schedule even more fucked#my sleep debt so huge i will never recover atp 😔😔😔#i think its funny that skg takes a liking to Sad people lmao…#sorrow so beautiful omg look ✨ over there in arc is Exactly her type !!!#wait i can use their numbers here#i do think 8 has been trying to push 6 out of her mind#the ‘song of angels’ she asks 6 abt is the one she recited before and said she doesnt like thinking abt it much#probably some shaper feeling there but ah i think there’s a general association there that leads her to think abt 6#6 didnt really have the same level of love as 8…#so focus on ✨ instead#so i could also go with the idea that 8 loves Enough for the both of them#or any object/person of her affection#8 ur so funny…#‘i was terribly cute’ <- u right#waaaaaaaaaagh
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Sean Schemmel is so nice and was ecstatic to see I wanted an LMK print signed. He talked about how much fun he has playing SWK, answered my question about him getting the role, asked me if s5 dropped yet, and offered to take a photo with me!
He also agrees LEGO should really promote the show better in the US and says “You’re gonna love season 5, I promise.”
#he said EVERYONE has a good time recording on the show#and they’ve gotten close during that time too#got a bit sad when he talked about losing Billy Kametz and how they were affected
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Now that they can, would they want to spend a lot of time together? (Patreon)
#Doodles#Adventure Time#Fionna and Cake#Simon Petrikov#Marceline#Hhhh I feel so bad for both of them 💔#Obviously Simon misses her since she's like the one tether he still has to ''his'' time - they were both born before all the Everything#And I'm sure Marceline misses Simon too but like - even this Simon isn't ''her'' Simon. They met when he was already affected by the Crown#They clearly love each other when they see each other when Simon is as much himself as he can be!#But I can't help but wonder if it would be painful to spend time with this sad lonely magicless man - and how guilty that would make Simon#He wants to still be a part of her life! But how much of himself does he even have to offer now?#And the guilt would go round and round - she sees it in him and he sees that in her and they just both feel bad!#I really can't blame him for being a little emotionally closed and her being distant - they're not who they were#With all that said I still really love their dynamic <3 They're /not/ who they used to be but they've still got such an interesting relation#I think in the moments that they do have together where they're both trying to be good for each other Marcy would really push her humour ♪#She's got 1000 years of silliness to get out of her system to her bestie! I'm sure she's got the material hehe#Even if he still sees her as a little girl - I mean that just adds to the joke if she says something a bit blue lol#I don't think he'd actually keep the sharp teeth - it's more of a visual metaphor of how Marceline sees him in these kinds of moments#It's hard to leave it behind!
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#ok im making one more dot post and then i am (hopefully) getting off tumblr and going to bed#liam payne#death#i do suggest not reading tbh because its just gonna be waffle. anyways#ive distanced myself from the boys for years for a multitude of reasons. mainly that they did things that disappointed me and i realised the#way i was attatched to them was unhealthy. so for the most part i listened and enjoyed the music and didnt pay Much attention to anything#else. and like liam. i always liked him in the band days because to me he was the underdog. the underappreciated and probs less stanned one#out of all of them. and when youre a fan i do feel like a lot of us just wanted them all to be appreciated. idk. but anyways yeah i did feel#for him. due to him backgroud growing up. his talent. etc etc. even though he wasnt my fav. and even when he did something wrong my teenage#self still defended him like my life depended on it. (embarassing) anyways. his solo music while it was not my fav i still occasionally#enjoyed. its just over produced pop like it was fine and i found it fun. in terms of him as an actual person by this point in his career i#didnt pay attention to him or the others that much anymore#and like. yeah as of recently as more stuff came out about him being kinda weird and rude and abusive 🙃🙃🙃 that was kind of the final#straw for me! like in terms of me giving a fuck about him. if he eventually came around cool but i wasnt gonna wait around for it.#god this whole thing feels so dramatic but i need to get it oit or i Know i will not be at peace lmao anyways#so yeah come to hearing about his death which. i hear about because of trin lovell on twitter like. shsvshs. anyways my reaction was#disbelief and just... nothing? like i said in my brain i had just disregarded him honestly. and even now i still just feel speechless.#to summarise my feelings. fuck him for how he treated his ex and probably other women as well. but also. he was my boy. he'll always be a#part of me. and it feels weird that hes just. gone. he suffered a lot with addiction and pressures etc and its just. sad that hes gone now.#that he never got to get better. and he wont get the chance to. im sad for his family. and anyone else thats gonna be affected by this#im always gonna remember him.#and thats all i have to say. honestly part of me feels SO dramatic for even typing all this out but here we are.#if anyone has read this far and wants someone to talk to im more than happy. and also just wanna make clear that i am fine#le text post
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SVT coming to Europe for the first time ever in 9 years (not counting Gastonbury, cause that was sold out a year before they were announced, so carats didn't get a chance to go) and it's not even going to be ot13 should be a crime.. AND IT'S BECAUSE OF A SCHEDULE?!
#maja talks#i'm so upset for real#like i'm happy for jun and all but really?#you announced lollapalooza long ago and now suddenly he's got something else?#i'm not even going but got fuck you hybe i hate you so so so much#i will never not be angry about hybe ruining my chances to see svt live#like fuck you so much#(but maja covid was the reason for the 2020 cancelations yeah but hybe is the reason they never got rescheduled!!!)#i saw one of my mutuals from like 2015 make a post a couple of years ago about how she got to see svt as 13 four times in one year#and here i am as a european being shit on for 9 years straight#i hate it here so much and i'm so upset and i probably shouldn't be this upset but i am#fuck hybe and fuck bang shihyuk and fuck everyone that made that fuckass company so powerful#i hate it so much#i knew they were never going to take coming to europe seriously after joining that fuckass company#and yet i can't help but be so damn disappointed#it's been 9 years...#i remember where i was when the 2020 europe dates were announced#i was sitting in a train and i was so happy i was shaking so hard#i got a ticket with a great seat for the Berlin concert and i was so happy#i've never been so excited and happy#and then covid happened and everything got cancelled and they never even addressed it#they only ever said “we were sad the tour ended earlier than expected” in their yt documentary and that was the only mention of it#then the japan dome tour had to be pushed forward (not even really cancelled if i remember correctly) and they made wholeass apology videos#saying how sad they were and blah blah blah still no mention of europe at all#then like the day after europe got cancelled they uploaded a video of hoshi dancing with fans at one of the us stops#and it really just felt like they stepped on my heart and threw it in a trashcan lol#then they joined hybe and hybe got obsessed with dynamic pricing and ruined everything#ruined all chance of us seeing them as ot13#(maybe they'll finally acknowledge us for real when they get back from enlistment in maybe 6 years but who knows)#i for real shouldn't be this affected
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Adorned by stars | Changing States
When he hits the I-70, Jeremiah slots George Michael’s Faith into his ’98 Accord and drives with the windows down. His mother would chide him for two reasons: a) he’s wasting fuel and b) it’s begun to storm. But he likes the way the wind shears through his hair like a nail breaking drywall and he likes the way spats of rain settle on his skin like constellations because on the road, he isn’t just a hand for someone else to hold, a body to handle, a man who looks at another man and fears how much of himself he’s lost in his reflection. No. On the road he is the sky, adorned by stars of his own making, relentless in his abundance, blinking in the absence of any other light.
A little Changing States aesthetic & excerpt!
i'm so normal about him i'm so normal i'm so normal i'm so-
#i can't wait to explain more about this project when I actually get into it#like there's no plot rn but the vibes are impeccable#BUT I DO HAVE A LOGLINE: after a whirlwind romance devastatingly ends#jeremiah moves back to his hometown in maryland for support#only to receive word there’s been a death in the family the day he's set to arrive.#“WHIRLWIND ROMANCE DEVASTATINGLY ENDS��� YEAHHH BYEEE#harrison fucked this man up i'm MADDDDDD#you know that scene in BB where harrison's pissed off at the congregation and turns and goes DO ANY OF YOU WANT PITCHFORKS???#the answer rn should be yes BECAUSE WE'RE HUNTING HIM FOR SPORT (quoting That Post) anyway let me be serious#CW: death/grief talk#like i said this is a little autofiction-y in the sense that last yr my family had a maryland trip planned and right before we left#there was a death in the family (I didn't know the person well but it affected my parents/grandparents/uncles a lot)#so what was a trip to just see family was a trip to go to a funeral#anyway I was thinking about those circumstances and what that's like (like packing funeral clothes when they weren't originally in the plan#and what that funeral was like/how interesting it is that times of grief are also times where family reuintes#as I saw people who wouldn't have ever met me or last met me when I was very little#it was also joyous in ways etc while also being incredibly sad to witness the grief anyway so I was drawn to write about that#because I think about that trip a LOT (I was getting back into SV at the time)#and that was the first time I'd been in MD in a long time (just like this is the first time Jeremiah's been in MD in a long time)#for me it was 4 years so maybe I'll make it a similar timeline for him!#anyway Jeremiah means so much to me ughhhh I’m so grateful I created him#changing states
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the chokehold Somebody has on me
#yk a song that u love sm that it makes u cry???#am i just crazy or#like i let music affect me way too much even if it's kinda upbeat and not sad LMAO LIKE same with snty???#my brother wants a tattoo for each family member n said i get affected by music so ridiculously much that#for his tattoo ill be symbolised as a book that's surrounded by musical notes :')#okay tmi no one cares rid move on#anyway Somebody!!!!! 🤧
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Vibe check but it's wholesome
#theodore/simon/jeanette as trios gives me such bittersweet feelings#its so sweet seeing them loving and hyping him so much but at the same time seeing simon not knowing how to answer to said affection...#idk it makes me a little sad think too much about it ahaha#aatc#alvin and the chipmunks
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let's have a toast to the good life; suicide before you see this tear roll down my eyes.
#twedit#scericaedit#scerica#twrarepair#scott x erica#now THIS. team. this was a challenge#shuffle said sorry by beyonce! and it was very hard to figure that out#in a way that didnt frame scott as like. annoying. and id never do that to my best friend scott obviously. so instead its sad!#anyway something something tenderness#something about how their interactions are an echo of their first one#now that shes in a position to return the tactileness she isn't someone he wants it from anymore!!#but its still erica seeking affection in that first gif. erica seeking validation in that second gif. erica picking a fight she couldnt win#she left a note in the hallway! but it's like spelling out HELP with sticks on a deserted island. no one knows you're there#she won't be vulnerable anymore! how is anyone supposed to know that she's there!! until she's gone!#omg and my tags. do i still have tags. lets see#shuffle meme#erica reyes#scott mccall#tw
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camilla hect that cuddles you and goes with you on walks and shines 10 different sun lamps at you and does gentle yoga with you and just holds you when the depression is bad
#depression#sad#seasonal affective disorder#seasonal depression#tlt#cam#camilla hect#this post is brought to you by I visited my parents house and I thought I could go two days without my depression meds#and boy that was a mistake#take your meds#ps tanning beds are great for it though#they said bitch youre pale you can only do 2 minutes you have to work your way up to 12 that was 2 minutes I was cradled by God#God is camilla
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