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SIMS 4 - PRE-STRUNG TREE OF LIGHTS - HOLIDAY CELEBRATION PACK
With this set of recolours of the Pre-Strung Tree of Lights from the FREE Holiday Celebration Pack, you now get 6 tree/branch colours, with the 5 originals made more distinguishable, and an added black version.
You also now get 19 lighting combinations for each tree/branch colour! The packages are separated by tree/branch colour.
The trees are found in a few different locations, and can be used indoors or outdoors, and resized using [ and ] on your keyboard.
COST: 25
LOCATIONS: BUY Decor>Miscellaneous, Lighting>Floor and >Outdoors, BUILD Landscaping>Trees
STYLES: Basics, Boho, Contemporary, Cute, Events, Farmhouse, French Country, Garden, Holidays, Industrial, Island, Luxe, Mid Century, Mission, Modern, Patio, Shabby, Shotgun, Storybook, Suburban Contemporary
ENVIRONMENT SCORE POSITIVE 2
Talk to objects (Insane)
Can be struck by lightning
You may also see them at the occasional new retail or wedding venue.
TREE COLOURS:
Black Brown Light Brown Grey Blue Pink
LIGHTING COLOURS:
Blue Blue/White Green Green/White Pink Pink/White Pink/Light Blue Light Blue Light Blue/White Purple Purple/White Red Red/White Orange Orange/White Yellow Yellow/White Multicolour Red, Green, Yellow, Blue White
DOWNLOAD FREE HERE https://legacy.curseforge.com/sims4/build-buy/pre-strung-tree-of-lights
I couldn't find a download link for EA or TheSims4.com, but here are some alternate links for downloading the FREE Holiday Celebration Pack:
STEAM https://store.steampowered.com/app/1235764/The_Sims_4_Holiday_Celebration_Pack/
EPIC GAMES https://store.epicgames.com/en-US/p/the-sims-4--holiday-celebration-pack
#ts4 tree of lights#sims 4 tree of lights#s4 tree of lights#ts4 tree#sims 4 tree#s4 tree#ts4 decor#sims 4 decor#s4 decor#ts4 lighting#sims 4 lighting#s4 lighting#curseforge#simblr
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Move out of the way he's my responsibility
#911edit#buddieedit#buddie#911 abc#s4#s6#414#610#multi#buck#eddie#tw: flashing lights#tw: blood#tw: shooting#ours#justine#gif
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STOP, SLOW, GO!!
#my art#MATCHING TRAFFIC LIGHT ICONS FOR ALL YOUR TRAFFIC LIGHT NEEDS#not too happy w these bc i think red’s face is too big BUT WE BALL#click 4 better quality 🙏#lmk#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk fanart#lmk red son#lmk mk#lmk mei#red son fanart#mk fanart#mei fanart#how do i tag these again#qi xiaotian#qi xiaotian fanart#long xiaojiao#long xiaojiao fanart#its their s4 outfits but red has like three minutes of screentime in s4 so he looks a little out of place sorry <\3#traffic light trio#chimerashipping#chimerashipping fanart#trafficlight trio fanart
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Lighting Overlay 2.0
Lighting Overlay 2.0 is an overlay to create fake shadow on your sims to sort of simulate a more realistic lighting in The Sims 4! I made this overlay CC to improve your screenshots aesthetics, not for gameplay, CAS genetics, etc!
This version is basically a standalone updated version of the first Lighting Overlay. Compared to the first version, it's softer, darker, and blends better. This version also only affects face, neck, a little bit of chest area, and won't affects outfits!. So, it'll be compatible maxis match and alpha outfits!
Two versions available: True Black Version and Color Version
left pic: Lighting Overlay, right pic: Lighting Overlay 2.0
For all frames
Basegame compatible
14 different lighting setups, each with 5 different opacity!
For all ages
Custom thumbnail
TRUE BLACK VERSION
This version can be found in Skin Details, Makeup, Tattoos, and Brow Ring (left) categories! This version, however, is not makeup sliders compatible.
Preview of all the swatches! The last two swatches are meant to be leaves on trees shadow. If you guys like shadows like that, I might consider making another lighting overlay just for that!
Below is a preview on various skin tones. Unlike the first version, the version 2.0 still look good on the darkest skin tone!
COLOR VERSION
This version can only be found in Makeup category! It's makeup sliders compatible!
By default, the color of the shadow in the color version is blue/purple-ish. You can use the hue slider to change it into any color!
I highly recommend using the makeup sliders to reduce the white edges by maxing the saturation slider and lowering the brightness slider
PREVIEW IN CAS
PREVIEW IN LIVE MODE
Read my Terms of Use before downloading!
Download here
Public release: 17 Dec 2023
#the sims 4#the sims#sims 4#ts4#s4#thesims4#s4cc#jo_se_oh#joshseoh#maxis cc#maxis match cc#maxis match hair#sims 4 overlay#sims 4 makeup#sims 4 tattoos#sims 4 lighting#ts4 custom content#the sims 4 custom content#sims 4 lighting overlay
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You know how people say Hawkins is cursed? They're not… way off.
Stranger Things season four (2022)
#im done!!! giffed every season!!#i like this one i love how i colored the running scene#yeah i only giffed the hawkins plot but its the best plot!!! sue me!!#my gifs#stranger things#st#strangerthingsedit#strangerthingsdaily#tvfilmsource#tvandfilm#tvedit#scifiedit#tvstrangerthings#horroredit#userallisyn#userlindsay#dailystrangerthings#userbuckleys#dailyflicks#i tend to favor specific shots per season or episode that end up in all my gifsets#for s4 its definitely that shot of nancy with the sparkles its so pretty ive giffed it like four times and its my header#for s1 its joyce with the lights
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A stitch in the heart
pairing: Diego hargreeves x reader
Summary: After Five’s betrayal you and Diego find unexpected comfort in each other.
Warning(s): making out, insults, humour
Your fingers trace the edge of the old, worn-out armchair, a painful reminder of all the moments you thought you once shared with him. A hollow feeling settles in your chest, and you can’t decide what hurts more—the betrayal or the fact that you actually hadn’t seen it coming.
The doorbell rings sharply, startling you from your thoughts. You hesitate before opening it, your heart sinking as you see Diego standing there. He had come straight from the Umbrella Academy’s chaotic mess, having heard about the situation from Klaus, who had filled him in on the details. Diego’s dark eyes are filled with frustration and concern as he steps into the apartment.
“I didn’t know he was that stupid,” Diego says, his voice rough with a mix of irritation and empathy. His short brown hair is slightly tousled, and his mustache gives him a rugged, determined look.
You scoff, biting back the tears that threaten to spill. “Neither did I. But hey, at least I’m not the one who’ll be dodging flying knives for a while.”
Diego’s jaw clenches, the muscles working under his skin as he processes your pain. He had always been the protector, the one to throw himself into danger without a second thought, but this was different. He couldn’t punch Five without making things worse—without hurting you even more.
“He’s an idiot,” Diego mutters, stepping closer. His presence is like a comforting weight, a reminder that not everyone in this messed-up world would abandon you. “And if he wasn’t, I’d be happy to throw him off a building for you.”
You look up at him, trying to find solace in his words, but the wound was too fresh, too deep. “You’re way too good at the ‘throwing people off buildings’ thing, Diego. I’d hate to see what you could do if you really put your mind to it.”
Diego’s jaw twitches into a reluctant smile. “Trust me, I’ve got a lot of practice. But this isn’t about me or Five or Lila. This is about you.”
“You mean it’s not about making sure Five ends up face-first in the dirt?” you ask, a hint of sarcasm in your voice.
He shakes his head, his expression serious again. “Look, I know you’re hurting. And I’m not saying Five isn’t a jerk—he is. But you don’t deserve to be dragged down by his mistakes.”
A heavy silence sits between you, filled with unspoken words and the shared history that ties you both to the people who had hurt you. Diego has his own scars, the ones Lila had left on his heart. He knew betrayal, maybe as well as you did.
“Lila…” you began, but Diego cuts you off.
“She’s not worth it,” he says sharply, his tone brooking no argument. “And neither is he.”
His words are a balm, a gentle reminder that you aren’t alone in your pain. You take a deep breath, feeling the weight of the day begin to lift, if only slightly.
Diego’s hand finally finds its way to your shoulder, a tentative touch that sends a shiver down your spine. His fingers, rough but warm, rest gently on your skin. “You don’t have to go through this alone, you know.”
You look up at him, really look at him. The scars, the bruises, the lines of worry etched into his features—Diego had always been there, in the background, watching out for you even when you didn’t realize it.
“I’m sorry about Lila,” you whisper, not really sure why you’re apologizing. Maybe because it feels like you should, because your pain is linked to his in a way you hadn’t expected.
Diego shakes his head, his expression softening. “Don’t be. That chapter’s over. Has been for a long time.”
There’s something in his eyes, something that made your heart skip a beat. He’s not lying, he had moved on. But from the way he’s looking at you, you wonder if he had been waiting for you to realize you needed to move on too.
And maybe… maybe with him.
“Diego,” you breathe, the air between you crackling with a sudden tension, a shift that makes your heart race for an entirely different reason.
His fingers tighten on your shoulder, his gaze dropping to your lips for the briefest moment before returning to your eyes. “If you ever want to forget about him,” he says, voice low and intense, “I’m right here.”
The world seemed to narrow down to the space between you, the inches that felt like miles. Your breath hitched, your heart pounding in your chest. This was the Diego you knew so well—hotheaded, stubborn, fiercely loyal Diego. The man who had been by your side through thick and thin, who was willing to pick up the pieces of your heart when they fell apart.
You take a step closer, your hand coming up to rest on his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart under your palm. His eyes darken, and he leans in, his breath warm against your skin. The tension between you is palpable, like the air before a storm.
Then, as if on cue, he closes the gap between you two.
The kiss is urgent, his lips surprisingly soft as snow.It all feels like a desperate attempt to make something beautiful out of the wreckage of the day.
The kiss deepens, growing more fervent as you both lose yourselves in the heat of the moment. Diego’s hands roam to your back, pulling you impossibly closer, his embrace enveloping you completely. His lips move with a new, careful intensity, exploring your mouth with a touch of tenderness and need.
After a few moments, Diego pulls back slightly, his forehead resting against yours. His eyes sparkle with a playful glint, and he gives a light-hearted chuckle. “You know,” he smirks “Before Lila came along and turned everything upside down, I actually had a crush on you.”
You look at him, surprised and amused. “Seriously? You had a crush on me?”
Diego nods, grinning. “Yep, and I guess I was so busy trying to play the tough guy that I didn’t realize honesty might’ve worked out better. But hey, Five and Lila didn’t exactly set the bar high, did they?”
You laugh, shaking your head. “True, true. It’s not like they made the most convincing case for keeping things simple.”
Diego chuckles, pulling you closer again. “Exactly. And honestly, if I’m better at anything, it’s being upfront about my feelings.”
You smile, feeling the warmth of his words and the comfort of his embrace. “I guess that’s something I can definitely appreciate.”
Diego leans in for another kiss, his lips brushing against yours with renewed fervor and for the first time in a while, the future feels like something worth fighting for.
#fluff#diego hargreeves#gender neutral reader#the umbrella academy#the umbrella academy x reader#tua s4#tua season 4#tua#x reader#x gn reader#humour#fix it fic#light angst#DIEGO DESERVES THIS#fanfic#confession#tua4#tua x reader#fem reader#male reader#enby reader#x you#x y/n#diego hargreeves x reader#Diego hargreeves x you#diego hargreeves x y/n#tua imagines#apologies for all the shitting on five and Lila#hurt/comfort#feedback is appreciated
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That word is forbidden. We don't use the Q word. 911 — 4.06 Jinx
#evan buckley#hen wilson#chimney han#evanbuckleyedit#911edit#buck#gif#ours#justine#s4#406#chimney#hen#tw: flashing lights#eddie
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[talentedtrait] Heather - A GShade Preset
Hello!!! This is a gshade for autumn! It's inspired by the changing leaves and the warm cozy vibes of the fall. I originally had the idea to release this for simblreen but I wanted you guys to be able to use it beforehand <3
Download GShade
Watch this Tutorial
There is double mxao to achieve sharp edges, feel free to turn one off!!
Grain adds a really nice nostalgic effect :)
I tested this indoors and during most weather outside and it held up well!
Remember to disable Edge Smoothing in the game settings!
Have any issues? Try the tutorial first! I may or may not be able to help you :(
Download (sfs)
#gshade preset#ts4 gshade preset#ts4 reshade#reshade preset#ts4 gshade#ts4#the sims 4#simblreen 2024#ts4cc#ts4 lighting#reshade for ts4#sims 4#s4#the sims#sims#other cc#reshade#simblreen#ts4 cc#s4cc#s4 cc#ts4 cas reshade#talentedtrait#heather preset
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Steve Martin and Martin Short as Charles Haden-Savage and Oliver Putnam ONLY MURDERS IN THE BUILDING (2021) S1.E10: "Open and Shut" | S4.E9: "Escape from Planet Klongo"
#only murders in the building#only murders hulu#only murders season 4#only murders spoilers#omitb#omitb spoilers#omitb s4#oliver putnam#charles haden savage#olicharles#charles x oliver#omitbedit#dailyflicks#cinemapix#filmtvdaily#my gifs#“FAKE Charles Hater: calls him boring on a daily basis but lights up like a christmas tree whenever he's asked to hang out with him”#- matthew broderick probably
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Relationship between sister and brother in law.
#netflix#tdp ezran#tdp#tdp s1#tdp s4#tdp s5#give us the saga#green light arc 3#rayla tdp#the dragon prince rayla#rayla#tdp rayla#the dragon prince ezran#ezran tdp#king ezran#ezran#the dragon prince s1#the dragon prince s4#the dragon prince s5#the dragon prince#gif
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CLEO ANDERSON IN OUTER BANKS SEASON FOUR
#cleo anderson#cleo obx#outer banks#obx#outer banks season 4#obx s4#outerbanksedit#obxedit#gifs#gif#*mine#tw bright lights#tw knife#babygirl....u have been so wronged by the narrative i fear
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now that Untold Origins is out, I would like to take a moment to mourn all of Fukuzawa's inner yelling that didn't make it into the anime
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd fanart#bsd s4#bsd season 4#bsd untold origins#bsd fukuzawa#bsd ranpo#bsd fukuzawa yukichi#bsd edogawa ranpo#nawy's doodles#i had a request for fukuzawa wanting to shove ranpo down a manhole#but honestly this is the scene of fukuzawa loosing it i most wanted to see#bsd light novel
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he fell asleep under the tardis console again 🙄
#blue does art#doctor who#tenth doctor#10th doctor#donna noble#dw donna#doctor who season 4#tendonna#just started s4 & tendonna has become my everything#well. tensimm is also my everything but he’s dead so.#trying to work on a tensimm s4 fanfic as I watch s4 but it will probably never see the light of day unfortunately#but I love psychoanalyzing the master. he’s such an interesting little critter#probably will draw him soon
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Lighting Overlay CC
I made this lighting overlay to create fake shadow on your sims to simulate more realistic lighting in The Sims 4! It's good to make your screenshots look more realistic and dramatic!
What and how does this CC works?
This overlay can be found in multiple categories like Skin Details, Makeup, and Tattoos! It adds fake but still realistic shadow to your sims. This overlay will not conflict with any other CC/mods since it's just cosmetics, not a real lighting mods or something like that! I highly recommend using this only when taking pictures of your sims!
This overlay affects the whole body and outfits! (except the last 2 setups that only affects head and neck area)
For all frames
Basegame compatible
15 different lighting setups, each with 5 different opacity!
For infant to elder
Custom thumbnail
Found in Skin Details, Makeup, Tattoos, and Brow Ring (left)!
Compatible with hue, saturation, lightness sliders! (Makeup category only)
Live Mode Preview ✨
Read my Terms of Use before downloading!
DOWNLOAD HERE (FREE)
#the sims 4#the sims#sims 4#ts4#s4#thesims4#s4cc#jo_se_oh#joshseoh#maxis cc#maxis match cc#maxis match hair#sims 4 overlay#sims 4 makeup#sims 4 tattoos#sims 4 lighting#ts4 custom content#the sims 4 custom content
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try not to say pookie challenge (failed)
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#s4#my sims#show us your sims#finally found a cas lighting/gshade/background combo i like yippeeeee#he's got a severe case of baby face
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bring him home
rating: t ♥️ cw: Eddie in the Upside Down,; Steve on what he thinks is a retrieval mission for his body (it's not); Eddie Munson Lives; Kas!Eddie (ish) ♥️ tags: established relationship, secret pre-S4 relationship, post-S4, presumed dead (Eddie), mourning and heartbreak (Steve), happy ending (because Eddie is alive, ofc), soul-deep love
for @steddielovemonth day twenty-four: Love is the only thing we can take with us (@thefreakandthehair)
oh hey look, another day I didn't intend to write at all ♥️ but then @pearynice was intrigued by a stray half-baked idea and I struggle to not at least try to provide content in such instances ♥️
He’s only thought it since, since, but he’s actually kind of grateful no one knew. That no one could even have guessed. They’re on eggshells around him enough as it is, thinking it’s the loss, finally, that he couldn’t walk them back from, couldn’t recover them allfrom safe if not wholly sound. They think he’s dealing with survivor’s guilt or just the general blow of a failure so immense, maybe long overdue: and that’s probably part of it.
But only because it’s part of the bigger thing. The real loss.
They would have been together nearly ten fucking months, y’know; the better part of a whole goddamn year since that day at the mall, eyes catching and something just…clicking. Like the barest whisper breathing this could be something into the universe for them to catch if they wanted, and for all that’s still good in the world they both wanted, beyond any kind of logic they both fucking reached.
And Steve knows he’s worrying everyone, knows Joyce cooks for him because she’s sacred for him, knows Claudia bakes for the very same reason; he knows Robin’s gone back to biting her nails over him, and he hates that, he hates it but, like: Steve feels like he left his soul in that hellscape with the man he’d wrapped up in it; knows he left his heart there, because he gave it to that same man ages ago and never ever considered taking it back—and he’s kind of just a, a shell, now, and it’s good that they all think Steve’s just fucked up over the lost, over-inflated savior complex, Rob had muttered more than once and sure, fine—let them think that’s all it is.
It means he can plan without interference.
It means he can drive to the last oozing rift in the world with axes he found in the garage, a crowbar he grabbed at The War Zone—which he knows because he found a receipt, not because he can remember going, driving, paying; he fucking can’t—a fucking tire lift that he things is better suited to trucks than his Beemer but that’s why he needs it: he need to rip open the earth beneath his feet because maybe his heart died down there with the boy he loves in ways he didn’t know he could, not until he found those reserves of feeling inside him well up for the fact of him and maybe it’s too later for his heart, and maybe his soul’s locked in as a funeral shroud but godadmn it all—
Steve needs to bring Eddie’s body home.
Dropping through he fissure in the ground is second nature, like something calling him through the break and that feel right, because the Upside Down for what it is alone is somewhere Steve never wants to be, never wants to touch: but what it holds now what it stole from him and claimed and kept: Steve wants that back beside him, it doesn’t matter how. Cold, torn, broken, gone—Steve’s already those things himself. Now he’s just a raw nerve, but if that nerve could go numb, could freeze for so much pain, so much abuse and hurt. He feels more for the knowledge of how much things should destroy him; he thinks his body is more of an echo chamber, a void that moves but isn’t…there anymore.
Is here, because he left the best of him, the whole of him here, and he—it creaks in his knees when he hits the ground on the other side, shoots up his spine from the bones of him on contact; it should hurt, it should hurt but he can’t feel so much, and he needs to get his bearings, needs to orient, needs to figure where he is and the quickest way to Forest Hills, to where Eddie—
He can’t feel shit when he’s got a purpose, here: the first he’s had in weeks.
He moves to stand, gets to his feet at—
It’s unexpected, how much he feels the impact that knocks him back down, the weight that pushes him to the ground again and covers him, snarls at him, breathes hot and violent against his jaw, against his neck, and Steve—
Steve’ll die here, that’s clear from the hiss above him, the way he’s pinned like prey, like a meal, and the only thought he really has, in all honesty, is he’ll die here.
But he already died here, so it just feels kinda anticlimactic.
The panting against him keeps up, but it…it doesn’t go anywhere, it doesn’t become other, or more—there’s no teeth, no clawing or biting or ripping him apart, draining him dry. He doesn’t think he was afraid for any of it, exactly; his heart’s pounding but it feels distant, other and something far from him, disconnected: not a part of his shell-self, so he thinks that’s just ingrained, just an automatic response to a demo-something, probably, sizing up its meal but like, it’s not doing anything and Steve, Steve doesn’t…he’s not invested, exactly, he doesn’t even think he cares, but—
He squints his eyes open the barest crack where he’d instinctively squeezed them shut and he looks, expects the toothy petals, or even a veiny body; he looks and—
“Eddie?”
Oh, good. Heart, soul: may as well add losing his fucking mind to this place, too, third time’s a goddamn charm.
Because it’s not Eddie, it can’t be…it can’t be Eddie, and—
Not-Eddie leans into him, presses onto him full-bodied, hips to chest, thighs spread to hold him down like he’s going anywhere because, because…
Steve feels that. He feels the pressure, he feels pain where this body drags against scrapes in Steve’s skin, he feels his heart pounding, Jesus fucking Christ, that fucking hurts, but he looks at the face that’s looming over him, tipped to the side like it’s asking a question, like it’s considering Steve below, and it: the bones are sharper, the skin more pale, more drawn up tight and pulled—the eyes are red, bright like when the lighting cuts the sky, here, but everything else…
“Eddie, oh god,” Steve doesn’t want to question it, Steve doesn’t want to keep his mind if the alternative is moments with some version of Eddie whose breath he can feel again, it’s, he’s;
“Eds,” he chokes, and Eddie’s got him wholly pinned down, he can’t reach for Eddie’s face to cup it, to cradle it, so he lets his breath catch, his lungs hitch, lets the tears burn on their way from his eyes in streams as he twitches his fingers, stretches the tips to brush Eddie’s palm where he holds Steve down and—
Eddie stills, and his eyes narrow, and…
And if Steve has to die here, again: let it be at Eddie’s hands. Let it be maybe for Eddie’s…benefit, he’s wellbeing, however he survives here. Let it be for Eddie.
Always for Eddie.
But then Eddie: Eddie doesn’t let him up, still lean into Steve from the middle, but—he buries his head at Steve’s neck, and breathes in so deep, Steve gets to close his eyes and soak in the feeling of his chest rising into Steve’s own: strong.
Real.
“Known,” Eddie murmurs, shakes his head like he’s trying to shoo a fly, but then a shiver trembles through the whole of him, Steve can trace its trajectory where Eddie’s held against him, and then Eddie growls—it’s not a wholly new sound but it’s deeper, more animal in it than Steve’s ever heard and then he bites out through bared teeth: “Known.”
Then he draws back from Steve’s neck, studies him shrewdly, a little hesitant, like he’s unsure of whatever’s happening to him, in him: then he nods, chews at his lower lip in a painfully familiar move before his hands leave Steve’s wrists and he’s—
“Known.”
He’s tracing Steve’s cheekbones, the line of his jaw; he’s running his nose against the slope of Steve’s, he’s…it’s like he’s tracing him, and he does it so gentle, he almost like he anticipates it, he’s—
“Known,” and Eddie’s fucking…it’s not a growl this time but somehow whatever it is, is deeper, stronger, and he mouths at Steve’s neck again but instead of breathing him in, he’s sucking at the lines of his arteries down the sides, up and down, and then he follows the blood to the sounds, groans at a pitch Steve’s never heard before but it’s still, it’s sill Eddie, and—
“Hurt?” Eddie mouths at his chest through the layers of his clothes, sounds mournful, stills as he considers something, intent with it before his head pops up, those red eyes so wide and aching as his hands tap against Steve’s arms, frantic and—
Oh.
Oh; they’re tapping out Steve’s heartbeats to every racing clench-give echoing through his ribs and Eddie moans, almost wails, then—
“Hurt,” and he looks frantic, his eyes wild, and his mouth dropped open, bereft and seeking and oh, oh: Eddie thinks his heart’s pounding because he’s hurt, because he’s in pain and kinda, a little bit but not like that and—
“No,” Steve’s quick to try and soothe, even if his voice is barely a rasp; “no, no,” and his wrists are free to he reaches, covers Eddie’s hands and links their fingers together, feels something in him reanimate, come straight back into being just for that touch, and that it’s warm:
“Happy,” Steve gasps, and squeezes Eddie’s hands with force, with feeling; “happy, to see you,” and he closes his eyes in something like relief when Eddie’s mouth stills against his chest again; sighs when Eddie nuzzles there, like he always did, like he belongs because he always belongs.
“So fucking happy,” Steve breathes, and he feels weightless; wonders if he died. If he hit the ground and snapped his neck. If the impact was a monster and not the love of his life, somehow saved from ruin just to save Steve back in kind.
“Mine,” Eddie whispers, a little bit of a hiss for the feeling in it, the intensity sewn in as he mouths around the beat of Steve’s blood: that’s what he means. That’s his, that and everything it powers, everything it lends life.
His.
He pulls back, and Steve bites back a whimper for the loss before Eddie’s eyes find his and he looks…he looks lost, then, grasping, in need as he almost begs, like the answer is the end of all things:
“Mine?”
He lifts one of their joined hands—he doesn’t disentangle them, and fuck if Steve’s ever letting go—but he lifts them to Steve’s chest and holds there, presses down and looks pointedly at the way his palm covers Steve’s heart, looks up in askance, up and down, there and back over and again, more desperate every time and Steve tightens his fingers around Eddie’s and nods, just nods because his voice is gone, his throat’s too tight, he’s—
But Eddie sees it. Eddie understands because Eddie…
Eddie always understands what Steve can’t say.
“Mine,” he exhales like it’s the answer to the universe, like it’s proof of god and the devil, like it’s more than air to breathe and Steve’s…
Steve doesn’t even know what he is. Except: he’s alive.
He died before he left here last time, and now somehow he’s alive. “Known, s’known,” Eddie mutters, shakes his head slow and pins his gaze on different parts go Steve’s body, touches and looks up to Steve like it serves as confirmation just to meet his gaze, to watch him blink; “know, know,” and Eddie bends again, mouths at his chest and inhales sharp as he rips out, almost feral: “mine,” and then something in him gives, and he falls to Steve’s chest and Steve’s heart skips, the terror in him tangible, but he throws out his hands, lets Eddie’s grasp go to hold Eddie up and Eddie panting, gasping, something has to be wrong—
“St,” Eddie’s voice is sandpaper rough, but…but full somehow and Steve can’t name what it is, save that it makes him feel warm, from the inside, in a way he’d thought was gone forever. It prickles at his eyes and he doesn’t fight the tears:
“Ste,” Eddie coughs a little, and then he looks up, brow furrowed and muscles tight as he locks his eyes on Steve’s and grits out:
“Steve?”
And those eyes: those eyes meet Steve’s now—color in them, that depthless nightshade, drenched in that deep warm chocolate shade: Steve’s breath catches. His heartbeat skips again, but wholly different, and it looks, it feels like a weight’s been lifted; a spell’s been broken. And somehow, somehow even before anything shifted, somehow Eddie, his Eddie, he—
Whatever’s happened, whatever’s been done to him: somehow, deeper than any of it, he kept the love.
“Steve.”
Eddie’s voice shakes and he drops his weight again but this time when he presses against Steve it’s to wrap him close, to hold him a little clumsy, a whole lot desperate, and it…it feels like maybe Steve’s soul where it’s wrapped around Eddie? Like maybe he gets a little bit of it back; like maybe he can inhale and it could mean something again.
Eddie only draws back to tuck his head under Steve’s chin, to dip lower and put his lips to the center of Steve’s chest, to breathe there, like life into the heart of him again and fuck, but he feels it.
He kinda doesn’t need to know anything more, doesn’t need to have any more answers to know whatever this is, whatever Eddie needs: they’ll figure it out. Eddie’s lips are on his chest. His heart’s a mallet against Eddie’s mouth, beats up into the warm rush of his breath: there. Real.
Steve feels it.
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