#s.t.a.y.

[jeandejard3n]

INTERSTELLAR: We Had Acress Of Corn

[distort1xn]

this is my morse code, christopher nolan’s interstellar inspired tattoo. it means ‘S.T.A.Y.’, like the books in murph’s room – my version of the semi-colon.

i almost didn’t see the end of 2017. untreated neurodivergence and zero emotional support sends your mind crazy places. for some reason, though, interstellar, that i’d seen only once in cinema in 2014, kept haunting the fringes of my thoughts. so, when i was discharged from the ICU, i downloaded it again. i’ve rewatched it about a billion times since.

the movie reminded me that, although my family may not know exactly how to love me or always be interested in learning, i can choose a family for myself who would go to the ends of the universe to see me happy and thriving.

to commemorate surviving the 3-year anniversary of the darkest day of my mental health, i got my little ink on leap day of 2020. so, although it’s technically been 4 years since, today would be its first actual birthday.

may my little reminiscence be a reminder to everyone who reads this that if it keeps you alive, it’s never a waste. there are people who care – who will love and support you in all the ways you need and even some ways you didn’t know you did – and if you haven’t met them yet, maybe it’s worth sticking around another day, just in case.

you have just as much of a right to take up space as anyone else. you have new music and shows and movies and books to look forward to. you have experiences to experience and passions to discover. the world is SO BIG and we have so much capacity for love and goodness and even pettiness and spite. don’t die to teach someone else a lesson – live to learn it yourself and show them they have no hold over you. people are just people and nothing is ever as dire as it seems.

i was 21 when i decided life wasn’t worth it. i’m 28 now and happier than ever. i didn’t take up meditation or turn to religion. i helped myself out of the hole. i saw doctors, got medicated and let myself laugh at what used to make me cry. i did that. me. if i can, you can. we’re all people made of the same stuff. if it’s the world getting you down and resources are unavailable, DM me. we’ll make a plan. we’ll be friends.

we’ll stay, together. ♥︎

[cloud3francois]

Interstellar Analysis

[robbinarts]

...-.--.--🫴🏽

Robbin Arts -ロビン

Dessin et collage

Logiciel : Clip Studio

Tablet : XP Pen Magic drawing pad

[kutsalcekirgee]

Loving Vincent🕊️

(Don't let me leave Murph. Don't let me leave Murph. No, no, no. No...)

[hakunahistata]

S.T.A.Y.

Written by hakunahistata with incendiary art by the talented @cassieoh. Written for High Pollen Count, a Good Omens Sex Pollen Event!

Explicit, 14.6K, 2/2 chapters

When Lieutenant Crowley is caught in a dust storm on an unmarked planet during an exploratory mission, nothing seems amiss. It isn’t until he returns onboard the spacecraft, Astra Sequi, that it becomes clear that something is very, very wrong.

Or, Sex Pollen in SPACE 🌌🚀

Have a taste...

Gasps of pleasure fill the small room where Aziraphale sits, the mic picking up every rustle of fabric, the slick slide of skin. A precious whine ripples around him, bringing into focus a reality that Aziraphale has only dreamt of. He shatters under the weight of knowing what pleasure sounds like in Crowley’s mouth.

READ MORE ON AO3

I cannot thank @gaiaseyes451 and @the-literal-kj enough for being the best beta's and friends 🖤

Enormous shout out to @voluptatiscausa, @malachitegrey, and @adverbian for organizing the High Pollen Count event and creating such a fun, silly, ho®ny corner of the internet!

Tagging my forever family too @goodomensafterdark

[pangeen]

“ The Molokai “ // © nahoku808

Music:  Hans Zimmer - S.T.A.Y.

[holyfuckinshitleto]

INTERSTELLAR 2013 | dir. Christopher Nolan  

S.T.A.Y

[outrageousring5655]

Agggh!! My latest podfic, the insanely hot story written by @hakunahistata 🔥🔥🔥

I love this fic, I hope you will to. If listening isn’t your thing, please go read the original!

Continued gratitude for the opportunity, love and support from all the feral goblins over @goodomensafterdark 💚💚💚. It’s my favorite place.

[lumixifer]

I learned that the closer you are to peace and truth, the quieter you get. It's more about how you move without words and how you can become present in the moment. Being faithful to the image you have of yourself, of your path, of your own truth.

To be "carefree" is to allow things to speak for themselves. There is nothing to prove because you are detached from everyone's expectations. The art of letting go is a skill that arises with patience and knowing that you already have what you need inside you. Your vibration speaks for you. 🧘🏽👂🏼✨

[semponant]

Do you ever just wake up and casually spend 5 hours of your day studying human evolution, the human mind, prehistoric life, and pre-life on planet Earth, which made you cry in the corner out of joy at how there is no point in life whatsoever and it all happened by accident yet it sounds so beautiful to you, and then you nap for 2 hours and forget about all that? No? Aw man.

[animallistic]

they didn’t play S.T.A.Y. but unfortunately they played Black Coffee so I cried my little eyes out but at least I looked cute right???

[silentkw]

S.T.A.Y 💫✏️

Graphite pencil in my sketchbook

[hakunahistata]

2024 Fic Roundup / AO3 Ask Game

Thank you for the mention @gaiaseyes451, my beloved!

What fandoms do you write in?

Good Omens

How many words have you published in 2024?

62,344 of my own words according to my writing tracker! I had the pleasure of participating in so many collaborative works this year so my AO3 word count is a bit misleading 😂

What is your greatest achievement this year?

Honestly, just doing. Writing, sharing, collaborating, stepping out of the proverbial fandom shadows and interacting. Before November of last year, I had never been more than a lurker. Stepping into the GO fandom space has brought so many kind, talented, supportive, and funny people into my life.

What are your favourite top three fics you've written this year?

S.T.A.Y. - Sex Pollen in Space! I adored everything about this writing experience: the prompt, the server, the world-building. I'm really proud of this one!

Paradigm Shift - If you'd told me when I signed up for GOSP that I'd be paired with one of THE writers of all time @voluptatiscausa, nerves probably would have pushed me to pull out (heh) of the event. The challenge this fic brought me was welcome and the best part? Vol's friendship! Vol, you're a gift of a human being. The enormity of your heart is staggering and I'm honored to know you.

A Quiet Life - Yeah yeah, it's not finished yet but it will be soon! Collaborating with @lenaellsi has been so fun and I'm so grateful they decided to extend their talent (and patience) to this fic! Writing this story has unearthed something profound in my mind and while it may not all make it onto AO3, it's been one of the most rewarding experiences of my life and has been the seed for so many meaningful conversations with my therapist

What was your biggest pit of despair moment?

August/September was when I hit the "oh no, I don't have any more ideas, I'll never write again" period. While my writing is slow-going at the moment, at least I know I can still do it lol

What have you learned?

So much. Writing is not about chasing perfection. Feedback is crucial and is not a personal attack on you as a human being. Make a schedule. One of the most important lessons, however, is perspective. Remember, this is supposed to be fun. It's a hobby. Be honest about where you're at. Gonna miss a deadline? That's okay, it's not the end of the world. Drink water, have fun, and stay silly!

What fic did you want to do but never made it off the ground?

Oh boy, a bunch! I have a lot more to add to Love Not Given Lightly (ten parts mapped out rip me) and a chef!Crowley human AU I'd like to dig back into.

Did you beta any fics? Any favs you want to shout out?

I had the distinct pleasure of betaing so many incredible fics this year!

A Little Life by @gaiaseyes451 - The tears and catharsis experienced while reading this were like nothing else. Gaia, this fic is so stunning and I'm so proud of you for writing it.

Show the Way by @the-literal-kj - Gah! KJ, you know Gaia and I had SO much fun betaing this. I laughed, I cried, I hated Connecticut. A+, no notes.

That Certain Night by @adverbian - Adverb, your writing prowess will never cease to amaze me. This fic is poetry, through and through.

Collapse by @ineffable-rohese - Rowan, I think of this fic daily. The care and devotion expressed in this part of your beautiful series is love incarnate.

(New Time!) SftAoAJCJBP (Hybrid) (Join on Teams) by @malachitegrey - Y'all, please read this. It's rare that a fic makes me laugh out loud and I cackled while reading this. Mal, I live for your corporate tales. Your ability to blend humor with gut-punches is next level. ILY!

Your Art of Love and Your Love of Art by @voluptatiscausa - You know that swooping feeling in your gut when you experience something that matters? I had that feeling aplenty while reading this. Vol, you're a poet.

What three fics have you read this year that you love?

The Saint of Lost Things by @gaiaseyes451 - Gaia, your command of language is immersive. When I read this, I was there. This fic is a visceral experience paired with a truly killer soundtrack. 100000/10

Honey, There Is No Right Way by @voluptatiscausa - hhhhhhhHHHHH! I want to eat this fic, I love it so much. It's so tender, sweet, and the smut, y'all the smut! Vol, I love you forever and will never forget getting this notification while watching Nye with you just a few feet away :')

shine upon your pillow by @naromoreau - I know this was written last year but I don't think I read it properly until this year and I STILL think of it. Sweet and spicy >:)

We Can't Keep Meeting Like This by @gingiekittycat - Another fic that I know was written last year but it has such a special place in my soul. Gingie, this fic is so sweeping and if I could have any fic be made into a series/film, it'd be this one. You're a marvel!

Mistletoe by @snae-b - Punks! Holidays! Sweat and spunk! This fic has e v e r y t h i n g

What ideas are percolating for next year?

A composer AU with @gaiaseyes451 is at the top of my list 👀

Who do you want to thank?

@the-literal-kj and @gaiaseyes451, your friendship and support have been transformative. I love you both so much and I'm thankful to have you in my life and slidin' into those DMs! High Pollen Server, there are so many of y'all in there that I'm worried I'll miss someone so if you're in there, I tag YOU! @adverbian, @malachitegrey, @voluptatiscausa thank you so much for fostering such a supportive, empathetic, kind, and funny corner of the internet. It's not often you find an online space that's restorative but that's what the High Pollen server is for all of us. Big living room vibes!

I'd like to tag viewers like you!

[pangeen]

“ Blue hour in the Highlands “ // Hörður Kristleifsson

Music:  Hans Zimmer - S.T.A.Y.