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the-red-butterfly ยท 1 year ago
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Ascension
Elvenking Thranduil (Tolkien universe)
The king is dead and Thranduil must take the place of his father.
Another entry for S&D @fall-for-tolkien an idea that I had originally planed for TRSB but was put in the back burner after a long period of pondering. (Funny then that this one was the first I finished and NOT the ones I should've for TRSB ๐Ÿ™ƒ Oopsie, hehe.)
I actually really loved how it turned out! I am... dare i say it? Proud of myself??? Yes I am ๐Ÿ˜Œ
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Open for Commissions
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mithrilhearts ยท 1 year ago
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Sweet, Literal Nothings
bagginshield | during the quest | 2.1k
I was so inspired by yet another piece for Scribbles & Drabbles this year, by @mulasawala!! There is nothing I love more than some soft and cozy Bagginshield, with a silly company! Thank you to the mods of @fall-for-tolkien for organizing this event, I hope you enjoy!
Ever since that hug upon the Carrock, Fili, Kili, and the rest of the company are always asking themselves: what is going on with Thorin and Bilbo? Across the campsite, sitting nice and cozy next to one another, the two individuals in question have another way of looking at it: how can we mess with the Company?
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i-did-not-mean-to ยท 1 year ago
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S&D Drabbles
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Let's start with the actual drabbles.
(Yes, there will be 4 posts...I am endlessly sorry...)
For @sortumavaara
๐Ÿ™ Fire Touch - Smith - G
๐Ÿ™ Beloved companion - Seasponge - T
๐Ÿ™ Tag, you're it - Anairรซ & Nerdanel - T
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @maglor-my-beloved
๐Ÿ™ Hush now, don't say a word... - Fรซanor/Nerdanel/Rรบmil - T
๐Ÿ™ Her feet never touch the ground... - Celegorm/Lรบthien - T
๐Ÿ™ A good time - Gil-Galad - M
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For Lferion
๐Ÿ™ Stubborn light, immortal hope - Nerdanel & sons - G
๐Ÿ™ A new star on the horizon - Finarfin & Indis - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @goschatewabn
๐Ÿ™The best boy - Celegorm & Huan - G
๐Ÿ™ A stable relationship - Rochallor & Asfaloth - G
๐Ÿ™ Spill the tea... - Fรซanor & Indis - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @kayleearafinwiel
๐Ÿ™Uin's Delivery Service - Uin - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @scyllas-revenge
๐Ÿ™ Fly you fools - ร‰omer & winged horses - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @welcomingdisaster
๐Ÿ™ Motherhood - Indis/Mรญriel -G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @thedaughterofshadows
๐Ÿ™ B-Art - Aulรซ & Mahtan - G
๐Ÿ™ I know you... - Irmo & Nรกmo - G
๐Ÿ™ Would you be proud? - Maeglin & Rog - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @mulasawala
๐Ÿ™ Very small heroes - Bagginshield - G
๐Ÿ™ Shared Warmth - Bagginshield - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @maglorslostsilmaril
๐Ÿ™ The things we do for love... - Erestor & Children of Elrond - G
๐Ÿ™ Sanctuary - Tar-Ancalimรช - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @mirkwood-hr-department
๐Ÿ™ A brief glimpse - Fox - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For Anne Wolfe
๐Ÿ™ Sunset - Gildor - G
๐Ÿ™ I've got your nose - Amrod & Amras - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @searchingforserendipity25
๐Ÿ™ Regrets - Daeron/Lรบthien - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @elanna-elrondiel
๐Ÿ™ In vino veritas? - Huan & Celegorm & Aredhel - G
๐Ÿ™ Let me go - Aredhel/Eรถl - T
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @ridiculoussquid
๐Ÿ™ Leap of faith - Ori - G
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @cclumsyart
๐Ÿ™ Forget me not - Melkor & Nienna - T
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @ruiniel
๐Ÿ™ Forget... - Glaurung & Niennor - M
๐Ÿ™ Freedames - Mรญriel/Indis - T
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @solmarillion
๐Ÿ™ If I could hold you one more time - Daeron/Maglor - T
๐Ÿ™ Wet - Silvergifting - M
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @niasfanspace
๐Ÿ™ The world wide web - Ungoliant - T
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @the-red-butterfly
๐Ÿ™ My last breath is for you - Oropher & Thranduil - T
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For @the-girl-with-the-algebra-book
๐Ÿ™The Fallen Maia - Balrog - M
๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†๏ฝฅหณ . โ‹† .หณโบโŽหš โ‹†
For Ibissal
๐Ÿ™ Harvest Moon - Celebrimbor/Narvi- M
Please keep in mind that I might have tagged the rating completely incorrectly. Heed the tags on every fic
@fall-for-tolkien
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z-h-i-e ยท 1 year ago
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Walk a Mile in My Shoes
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A painting for Scribbles & Drabbles (In Memoriam for Keiliss gallery)
Details: A returned Glorfindel enters Imladris at the beginning of the Third Age and is a little gruffer than anyone who knew him the first time around recalls โ€“ he tends to get grouchy when listening to the problems of others which he deems to be inconsequential and dramatic.ย  A favorite phrase he has is โ€˜walk a mile in my shoesโ€™ to shush those who bring up their issues โ€“ until one day, he encounters a rather cheerful immigrant from Lothlorien who comes to live in Imladris when it is obvious that his injuries from the war will not allow him to walk again, making life in flets difficult at best, but the wide hallways of the main floor of the Last Homely House are easily navigated by Erestor when he uses his wheelchair.ย  Glorfindel says at least one regrettable thing at some point.ย  Erestor is very forgiving.ย  Awkward courtship ensues.
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the-red-butterfly ยท 1 year ago
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I'M LOSING MY HEEEEEEEEAD!!!! AAAAAAAH!!!!!!
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Happy Tuesday, Fellowship!ย ๐Ÿ’š
Donโ€™t you just love to tease your audience with some snippets of whatโ€™s to come? Tuesday Teaser is all about hyping up a piece youโ€™re currently working on. So, go on, tease a few sentences from your latest project!
Share as many or as few sentences as you like, and be a part of the buzz of excitement for your hard work!
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butdaddyilovehimmm ยท 11 months ago
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t's marvey fic rec list!
These are mostly smut (bdsm / d/s), fluff is in pt. 2 in the reblogs
Long Fics (50k +)
Forget The Rest by eadunne2 (66k)
Chance Meeting Series by SmoothieM (286k) (one of my fav series ever)
Barely Legal by KittyHowell (142k) (cw teacher/hs student but mike's legal)
The Marvey Chronicles by flamyshine (129k)
The Complicated Way by SmoothieM (100k)
Honey Trap by SuzyQSmilesForYou (191k)
Pretty Boy by SmoothieM (120k)
Deal of a Lifetime by SmoothieM (96k) (another fav)
Quarantine Diaries by SmoothieM
Specks of Silver by vanderloo (82k)
Biological d/s AU
Once Upon A Brat by Fessst (62k)
Subspace by poppypickford (69k) (part 1 of a 3 part series, 3rd fic is unfinished and 2nd is v angsty lol)
Bite by paraselenewoman (15k) (unfinished)
Long BDSM Fics
Fall Into Me by malawi (81k)
The Last Thirty Percent by TooSel (110k)
Possession Verse by Xanthe (73k) (one of my personal favs)
Needs Must by thatotherperv (98k) (a classic)
The Day We Met & Submit by BeautifulBestseller (one of my favs too)
Just Ask Series by veritas_st (57k)
No Needles Series by sal_si_puedes (68k)
Fate Gets a Bad Case of the Shanks by Joni_Beloni (84k) (read the tags)
Everything You Want Series by ThatwasJustaHarvey (81k) (pretty heavy but good)
Upside Down and Inside Out by mskatej (37k) (i LOVE this)
The art of coming clean by in_need_of_some_sanity (341k) (unfinished but i honestly really enjoyed it for what it is)
Contra by butdaddyilovehim (sorry for self promo LOL! i post lots of d/s if ur interested, though ;))
One Shots / Short Fics /PWP
Charlie's Fetish and Bondage Emporium by Joni_Beloni (10k)
And our dreams will break the boundaries of our fear by rospeaks (23k)
Tales of the Forgotten Associates by AnnaNSmith (2k)
Happy Birthday by cyphernaut (1k)
Almost Like You're Asking For It by FoxInSoxes (13k)
Obedience (1k)
That Damned Skinny Tie by mightierthanthecanon (3k)
Good Boy by MajaLi (3k)
Sweet Thang by MajaLi (13k)
Happy Stoniversary by Loyalty2WayStreet (6k)
Hush by Sway (4k)
you fire me all the way by Sway (2k)
Calamity of Casual Touches by bewarethesmirk (10k)
Like the Way You Apologize by EclecticRegard (3k)
Strictly Ballroom by sal_si_puedes (3k)
Going Public by LearnedFoot (4k)
Best in the World by mskatej (6k)
That Sweet Spot by mskatej (8k)
Come Again by mskatej (9k)
Five Hotels Series by mskatej (24k) (can u tell i love their writing)
Tied Together With An Easy Thread by androdaixa (15k)
Madison Avenue by Closer (5k)
Office Hours by greenlifejacket (2k)
intrigue and accidents by Bontaque (5k)
Obviously Oblivious by leista (7k)
Blackout 'Verse by CC99trialanderrorgirl (7k)
Again by Faulty_Funeral (4k)
The Drop by flitterflutterfly (6k)
Five Times Mikeโ€™s Phone Sort of Gets Him Into Trouble and One Time It Really, Really Doesnโ€™t by Akiseo (4k)
Baby Blues by surrenderdammit (5k)
a day too early (still a couple dollars short) by thatotherperv (11k)
Three Simple Rules by LearnedFoot (13k)
Doll, you make them feel so small (and they love it) by trinipedia (16k)
Punish by veritas_st (3k)
words to live by by Sway (1k)
Markers by Xazz (4k)
What I Want by silentdescant (2k)
We'll Stagger Home After Midnight by team_freewill (2k)
Streak by LawfulSlab (3k)
You Got Off Easy by theaeblackthorn (5k)
2 Tickets, 2 Lawyers by jazzwriter (3k)
Mr. Specter by L122YTorch (4k)
libidinous, adj. by eadunne2 (19k)
Desk Job Series by JaneDavitt (8k)
Like Stars by babykid528 (1k)
A Night to Rememberย byย tinygiantsam (8k)
9pm in the Records Roomย byย revvvv (2k)
Exclusively Yours Verse by tattooedsiren
Special Hell by ChristyCorr (7k)
Answer in the Form of a Question by blackstar777 (20k)
Harvey Specter, Fashion Icon by TooSel (7k)
Soulmates AU
Imprimatur by Closer (22k)
many times, many ways by spqr (15k)
A/B/O
Appetite by Skara_Brae (18k)
The Ultimate Challenge by sal_si_puedes (18k)
truth is only hearsay by Miyai (13k)
Imperfect Perfection by Skara_Brae (15k)
Machinations by astralfox (4k)
The Art of Running into You by SmoothieM (37k)
(i'm not really into abo but i liked these)
Vacay Fics (aka bed sharing teritory!)
Just the Right Amount of Wrong by blackstar777 (6k)
It's an Inconvenience by killym (16k)
The Trip by mskatej (9k)
Reservations by khasael (13k)
One Night In Paradise by Vearth (8k)
libidinous, adj. by eadunne2 (19k)
the long way around by TooSel (15k) (no smut but so incredibly cute omg)
Vacation in Vermont by Joni_Beloni (21k) (cw for cheating but technically not really?)
What Happens in Vegas by LearnedFoot (7k)
but i don't wanna dance (if i'm not dancing with you) by butdaddyilovehim (24k) - last bit of self promo i promise but psst, i have a vacay fic too
Secret Identity
Nerd Love Series (11k)
5U175 by Closer (26k) (a classic and one of my absolute favs it's so good)
Chocolate by writingtoreachyou (33k)
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audiorkive ยท 1 year ago
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i-did-not-mean-to ยท 1 year ago
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lferion's fic made me laugh so much. It's so cute โค๏ธ
want to pet fรซanor like a cat...... whos the handsomest boy in the world yes it's you!!!!! who wants a tummy rub do you w
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slapthebass ยท 3 months ago
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DIR EN GREY - LIVE Blu-ray & DVDใ€ŽTOUR22-23 PHALARISใ€Trailer
โ†ณ Die
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scolop98 ยท 1 year ago
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They even share the "frontier town blonde who desperately needs to escape the Moral Impositions of Society" x "feral redheaded shapeshifter who doesn't give a fuck about Society" dynamic
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aoitakumi8148 ยท 2 months ago
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๐“›๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ด ๐“ค๐“น ๐“๐“ฝ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ข๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ผ, ๐“ข๐“ธ๐“ท... ๐“๐“ธ๐”€ ๐“–๐“ธ ๐“ฆ๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ฑ ๐“ค๐“น๐“ธ๐“ท ๐“ž๐“ท๐“ฎ, ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ท...
๐’ž๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐“‡๐‘œ๐“€๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ท๐“‡๐‘œ๐“€๐‘’๐“ƒ, ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“ƒ-๐‘’๐“๐’พ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐’ท๐‘’ โ€น๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐“Š๐“…โ€บ ๐’ถ๐‘”๐’ถ๐’พ๐“ƒ? ๐ผ๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’ ๐’ถ ๐“๐’พ๐“‚๐’พ๐“‰ ๐‘œ๐’ป โ€น๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐‘’๐‘”๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒโ€บ ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”, ๐’ถ ๐“๐’พ๐“‚๐’พ๐“‰ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐’น๐‘’๐‘’๐“… ๐’น๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ƒ ๐“๐‘œ๐“‹๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“Ž ๐‘”๐‘œ?
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to dull the edge of it is what I have been doing since v.1. As if something has indeed been fragmented & this is the pain of my conscious life. And every time I travel the melodious/glamorous path of frenzy, every time I complete it, I am going to experience the same precious pain intensity, purity of pain/ecstasy. I am going to be eventually bound to this inmost/overwhelming awe, this vehement impulse to feel/fondle/kiss what is loved, to kneel down before it, to cuddle up to its heart, to recompense bliss with bliss... More and more. Neither the good boy nor I are free. I do not want to be free... free from... These bare feelings are โ€นclawingโ€บ at the reconstructed interpretation of the organ inside me. The great minds will not know what they have done, neither will Anthony... It speaks louder-truer than anything, but the sounds are not obvious... Words. All I possess, this rich but poor instrument for... And you always do end up in the point where...
The aesthetic masterwork, perfused with the golden brilliance of authentic ideality x pierced with the darkest blade of bitter-salty inaccessibility, inevitability, impossibility.
Excruciation, pleasure, euphoria, art. Blended together. Find yourself... or lose yourself on this journey. Emotionally. Totally. An unparalleled effect... and the lulling sparkle the vessel has never actually had. Something in this body x mind has died, and I do not know if there is a way to accept it, to recover it. I have described the lesson of unprecedentedness I have learned, not the expected story of โ€นinsult-betrayal-contemptโ€บ. No one will ever f-g hear it. Not from me, not in this lifetime. / Loving extraordinary is merciless a priori, แƒ“/แƒ“ become telepathic... & the severest trial ~ the unhealable wound ~ is to be a ๐“Ÿ son without the cause to be... *If I have to detest many donkeys for a chance to protect one venerated Father figure, I will go for it.
๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐’พ๐“‰๐“ˆ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐’ธ๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“€๐‘’๐’น ๐’ฝ๐“Š๐“‚๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’พ๐“‰๐“Ž ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“๐“ ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡ ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“€๐‘’๐“…๐“‰... ๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“…๐‘’๐’น ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‰ ๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐“…๐“๐‘’๐“‰๐‘’๐“๐“Ž. ๐ต๐‘’๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“Š๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐“๐‘œ๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐’ฎ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‡๐’ธ๐‘’, '๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“Š๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“ˆ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐“๐“๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ˆ ๐“‚๐‘’, ๐“‰๐‘œ๐‘œ. ๐ต๐‘’๐‘” ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š... ๐’ฎ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐‘œ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐“Š๐“‡๐“ƒ๐‘’๐’น ๐’ป๐‘’๐‘’๐“‰ ๐“Œ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐ผ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐’น๐‘’๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐“‹๐‘’๐’น ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š. ๐ฟ๐‘’๐“‰ ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ๐“Š๐’ธ๐’ฝ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐“๐’พ๐“…๐“ˆ... ๐’ฎ๐‘œ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘œ๐’น. ๐’ฎ๐‘œ ๐“‰๐‘œ๐“‡๐“‰๐“Š๐“‡๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ˆ...
While I am willing to imbibe all the anguish of the human I love, to ease his suffering, the loss of us is taking its toll on me irretrievably. I see him. I see what is inside him... & I am incapable of safeguarding it, saving it truly.
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to put up with this gift is what I have been doing since v.1. The chest is โ€นcut openโ€บ too deep, the fragility of the organ is exposed... Would you allow me to grow more flowers? I wanna do it... Because it is you, It has always been you. The one who has given us everything, endued me to the brimย with the intimate fatherly affection that this organ never remembered. My eternal wish & exuberant price for humanity, the misunderstood nature. *What an odious irony. / I do not know if there is a way to recover what is gone.
I would sacrifice the lot to be with the human that needs me, needs to be healed, heals me. I would rip my core out but I cannot, the limitation of freedom. *Tell me that the โ€นstrings of abuse/child neglect/liesโ€บ are finally cut. Tell me to โ€นcelebrateโ€บ. Tell me that both ๐“Ÿinocchio/I are wrong x naive, โ€นfixโ€บ me. You have no f-g clue about it. / When it is written that your starving heart must be left half-empty & helpless... No freedom is scarier than this.
Affording harmony to the sapphire star that is going to fall away... The sentiment it deserves. All I have ever hankered for. & I am terrified of that my grandest instinct x fear will not grant any lasting peace to me.
Death will do our Sun-hugged family apart ~ but I will still be yours, for ever. The core has never felt as good x feverish as it does when with you... as astray x anxious as it does when deprived of you. I am not lying to you, I hold no resentment... Let me โ€นfeed onโ€บ the emotions of your heart... Even if it means your pain x my love turn the vessel inside-out & your love x my pain do the same. Not blurred, always remember. Always. If a masterpiece could be made into a masterpiece, I would prefer to share this fate. My bona fide mission, however, is not allow anything to be in vain... Even if it hurts. ~ The atrophied ability to express love verbally has been โ€นrousedโ€บ again, in a fervidly devoted but preciously righteous way... The โ€นlashโ€บ of despair, compulsion, dream, reality.
๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐’ท๐‘’๐“‰๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“Œ๐‘œ๐“‡๐“ˆ๐‘’, ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“‚๐’ท๐’พ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’ธ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐’ฆ๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“ƒ๐’ถ ๐“๐‘’๐“‰ ๐‘”๐‘œ. ๐ผ๐“‰ ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“ƒ... ๐’œ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐ผ ๐’น๐‘œ๐“Š๐’ท๐“‰ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’ ๐’พ๐“ˆ. ๐ฟ๐’ช๐’ซ ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐“…๐‘’๐“‡๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐’ถ๐“ ๐’ป๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐Ÿ™/๐“‚๐“Š๐“๐“‰๐’พ๐“‰๐“Š๐’น๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ˆ ๐“…๐’ถ๐“๐“…๐’ถ๐’ท๐“๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ, ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐“‹๐“Š๐“๐“ƒ๐‘’๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ท๐’พ๐“๐’พ๐“‰๐“Ž ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‡.
...Take the whole meaning of this, its flavorful, pathetic, shameless, lonesome taste. Take it all, for it is all that is absolute. Teach me how to โ€นmergeโ€บ with it, the mortal desire of a puppet child, a human Mastro x a faceless observer like myself ~ & when the desire full of unexploited majesty is cutting off the oxygen to the lungs... True geniuses of any kind are among the silent. These eyeballs will not dry up, never fully. I have tried so many times to resist it, but why live if you repel what puts your โ€นdehydratedโ€บ pieces together? I would spare no effort to keep them hot and uncurb what is being restrained... Nothing affects self-perception and โ€นunmasksโ€บ the unconscious like sensation, nothing genuinely matters without it. / Shivering with cold, this body is burning. My atrophied reality in exchange for a moment of irrepressible happiness, agony, guiltless x not bottled up impulses ~ just a moment. It keeps consuming me without reserve. I do not need God. โœ’
#Aoi Takumi#blog#my gifs#special gifset#my audio#NEOWIZ#ROUND8 STUDIO#Lies Of P 2023#Lies Of P#2023#game#NG+#Winter Holiday Edition [Premium Edition]#license version#v.1-v.5 [6]#PC#Pinocchio#/#๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐“Ž๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‡ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐“ƒ๐’พ๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡๐“ˆ๐’ถ๐“‡๐“Ž#~#โ–‘6โ–‘ โ–‘gโ–‘aโ–‘mโ–‘eโ–‘sโ–‘ โ–‘[โ–‘1โ–‘ โ–‘&โ–‘ โ–‘Nโ–‘Gโ–‘+โ–‘ โ–‘5โ–‘]โ–‘#โ–‘3โ–‘7โ–‘5โ–‘ โ–‘hโ–‘.โ–‘#โ–‘4โ–‘2โ–‘/โ–‘4โ–‘2โ–‘#โ–‘5โ–‘6โ–‘1โ–‘ โ–‘lโ–‘vโ–‘lโ–‘.โ–‘#โ–‘1โ–‘0โ–‘0โ–‘%โ–‘ โ–‘uโ–‘pโ–‘gโ–‘rโ–‘aโ–‘dโ–‘eโ–‘#โ–‘2โ–‘ โ–‘tโ–‘aโ–‘tโ–‘tโ–‘oโ–‘oโ–‘ โ–‘uโ–‘pโ–‘dโ–‘aโ–‘tโ–‘eโ–‘sโ–‘ โ–‘~โ–‘ โ–‘1โ–‘ โ–‘mโ–‘oโ–‘rโ–‘eโ–‘ โ–‘iโ–‘sโ–‘ โ–‘oโ–‘nโ–‘ โ–‘iโ–‘tโ–‘sโ–‘ โ–‘wโ–‘aโ–‘yโ–‘#โ–‘eโ–‘xโ–‘tโ–‘rโ–‘aโ–‘ โ–‘iโ–‘nโ–‘fโ–‘oโ–‘ โ–‘iโ–‘sโ–‘ โ–‘iโ–‘nโ–‘ โ–‘tโ–‘hโ–‘eโ–‘ โ–‘tโ–‘aโ–‘gโ–‘sโ–‘#โ–‘iโ–‘nโ–‘-โ–‘gโ–‘aโ–‘mโ–‘eโ–‘ โ–‘mโ–‘aโ–‘tโ–‘eโ–‘rโ–‘iโ–‘aโ–‘lโ–‘ โ–‘oโ–‘nโ–‘lโ–‘yโ–‘ โ–‘~โ–‘ โ–‘nโ–‘oโ–‘ โ–‘tโ–‘hโ–‘iโ–‘rโ–‘dโ–‘-โ–‘pโ–‘aโ–‘rโ–‘tโ–‘yโ–‘ โ–‘rโ–‘eโ–‘sโ–‘oโ–‘uโ–‘rโ–‘cโ–‘eโ–‘sโ–‘#โ–‘5โ–‘1โ–‘ โ–‘[โ–‘5โ–‘3โ–‘]โ–‘ โ–‘pโ–‘oโ–‘sโ–‘tโ–‘[โ–‘sโ–‘]โ–‘ โ–‘pโ–‘uโ–‘bโ–‘lโ–‘iโ–‘sโ–‘hโ–‘eโ–‘dโ–‘#โ–‘aโ–‘tโ–‘ โ–‘lโ–‘eโ–‘aโ–‘sโ–‘tโ–‘ โ–‘2โ–‘ โ–‘aโ–‘uโ–‘dโ–‘iโ–‘oโ–‘ โ–‘pโ–‘oโ–‘sโ–‘tโ–‘ โ–‘iโ–‘dโ–‘eโ–‘aโ–‘sโ–‘ โ–‘nโ–‘oโ–‘nโ–‘-โ–‘iโ–‘mโ–‘pโ–‘lโ–‘eโ–‘mโ–‘eโ–‘nโ–‘tโ–‘eโ–‘dโ–‘/
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i-did-not-mean-to ยท 1 year ago
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I could give you a thousand reasons. I love this. I am deeply invested in the sharks. I might go back and add even more sharks to the story...
This gives me liiiiife. It's beautiful. It's perfect ๐Ÿ˜
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Melkor against the Sharknado!!
Manwe and Ulmo have finally decided to destroy Angband!!
Manwe has the ability to create tornadoes and Ulmo has sharks, so as the result of that pretty much dubious combination, Melkor and all middle earth will have to face the grand Sharknado!!
Drawing for scribbles and drabbles 2023// @fall-for-tolkien that for some reason I don't understand has been claimed by @i-did-not-mean-to . There u go, Is for u XDD.
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i-did-not-mean-to ยท 1 year ago
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S&D In Memoriam Gallery
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๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ I'll change my name and my face - 100 - Maglor (for @ruiniel)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ There's a fire, starting in my heart - 400 - Erestor & Elrond & Glorfindel (for @sortumavaara)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ Flower gleam and glow - 200 - Glorestor (for @z-h-i-e)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ What about the realm? What about my son? - 100 - Maglor & Gil-Galad (for @z-h-i-e)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ Do you miss him? - 100 - Glorfindel & Maglor (for lferion)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ When the night is dark... - 100 - Elrond/Erestor (for @maglor-my-beloved)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ And to be more than what you were... - 200 - Glorestor (for @sortumavaara)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ You would be so much more the man... - 605 - Glorestor (for @sortumavaara)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ Like sand in an hourglass - 100 - Erestor (for @thedaughterofshadows)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ Birds of a feather... - 100 - Caranthir & Flamingo (for @z-h-i-e)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ Chief advisor in three moods - 300 - Erestor & Elrond, Erestor & Lindir, Erestor/Glorfindel (for @z-h-i-e)
๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ To High King, Ereinion Gil-Galad (|#*) - 100 - Gil-Galad (for @sortumavaara)
@fall-for-tolkien
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Feanorian Burn Book
What if...Feanorian Mean Girls
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And they write shit about the other Elves in it.
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I mean, they could have had sparkle markers in Beleriand, right?
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andreandkarl ยท 2 years ago
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5.10.23
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Cรญlil's story is sooooo good...
Here is @cilil's Thuringwethil Origin story HC post! I've only just dug it out again myself, but I suggest we all read it together and discuss!!!
How about that? <3
For the character ask, now that I know you a bit better lol, Thuringwethil for the ethereal/vampire vibe and Morwen or Haleth for general badassness.
ksdjskdj you're too kind... I do love both Haleth and Morwen, and Thuri a normal amount
(in the business of redraws)
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