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Kidnap The Heart High school. Ryan Ross lives alone, walks the school hallways alone, and does everything else alone. His parents abandoned him in a near deserted small town where the population is minimal. He has no friends, no enemies and barely has himself. But then a new family moves into town right next door, and Ryan finds himself being forced out of his shell.

Kiss And Tell Ryan teaches people how to kiss, including a certain Brendon Urie.

Kiss Like No One’s Watching (Love Like Everyone Is)

Ryan and Brendon have this thing.

Kiss My Ass I Bought A Boat I’m Going Out To Sea Brendon buys a boat.

Kitten “It’s okay, Kitten,” Brendon murmured. “You’ll still be famous. You’ll still be a star.”

Kuuluisa/Famous

You wake up, tied to a chair

Your face covered in a hood

You try to tear off

But the knots are too tight

The silence is broken

by footsteps closing in

You hear the whispered words

’This’ll be the last day of your life…’ And Sequel (yay!): Kauas/Far

Laid Bare For All To See, But Mostly Just For You “Fuck off, Brendon.” “You need to get laid, Ryan.”

Lane Eleven To get over Oli, Brendon’s ex-boyfriend, Spencer and Jon take Brendon bowling.

Last Star Falls End of the world apocalypse fic.

Layla 8 Part series of standalones based on Brendon and Ryan’s relationship and their daughter, Layla. Each part has its own summary.

Le Cheval Recontre L’ours Ryan’s life changes the day he walks into his favorite music store and is greeted by a set of brown eyes.

Le Velo Pour Deux Just sex. Shh.

Learning Curve The one where Ryan is a pretentious graduate student, and Brendon is a middle school teacher who teaches him a thing or two.

Leaving Without Moving Brendon is a vampire and Ryan is his pet. Sort of.

Lessons In Finding Unicorns Borrowers! Where the Panic! boys are tiny little men. Ryan has a deep-seated fear of discovery by the humans and he’s sure that Brendon’s irrepressible adventurous streak will get them all caught.

Let It Unfold (Just Like You’re Told)

Let Me Down, Charlie Brown (Or How Jon Walker Saved Christmas) Christmas time at the mall sucks, especially for those who work there. Brendon has given up on Christmas, Ryan is uptight, and Jon just wants to help.

Let Me Fix You Brendon gets sick and Ryan takes care of him.

Let Me Paint You A Picture Jon works the lights for The Astounding Pete. Brendon and Ryan are part of the stage show. The three of them have hardly ever talked—still, Jon thinks he probably knows their relationship even better than they themselves do.

Let Them Talk

Everything is blurry, his entire body is shaking with endorphins, his thoughts are jumbled together and he’s scared but Ryan Ross wants to fuck him so everything is right with the world.

Let’s Hear It Again For The Wake Up Call

Let’s Get These Teen Hearts Beating Ryan’s mother is a famous writter. Brendon’s father is a preacher. The two boys are thrown into each other’s lives by way of a school project, but they continue to see each other long after the project is done

Let’s Go, Don’t Wait It’s like a really cheesy horror movie, only no one is going to hack Brendon to pieces with a chainsaw. But being locked in an office building during a storm with his boss who happens to hate him might be just as bad. (Technically a sequel to a joncer fic, but you don’t need to read the first one.)

Let’s Start This Off With A Scene

Working late and not seeing each other enough has it’s advantages from time to time.

Let’s Trip the Light Fantastic Ryan goes on a British dancing show.

Let’s Try This Trick And Spin It Pete’s having way too much fun with Brendon’s power.

Library Sex Clues are in the name.

Life’s A Song In which Ryan is a stripper.

Light A Roman Candle With Me where Ryan has a hipster candle.

Like A Magic 8 Ball, But You Can Only Ask One Question Jon has a power, only not really his power kind of sucks. Majorly.

Like A Rainbow One of the things he didn’t foresee doing this morning, however, is standing outside his own bathroom door, forehead leaning against the surface, trying to persuade Brendon to unlock it and let him in.

Like in the Movies Ryan and Brendon get in a huge fight and Brendon’s afraid he’s going to die of a broken heart.

Like Light Ends, With a Z In Mexico, a chinchilla bites Brendon and causes him to get extremely horny.

Like Lightning Brendon has a thing for fireflies and Ryan has a thing for Brendon.

Like You Imagined

Yeah, Ryan’s thought about it.

Like You Mean It The best part of ‘beginning’ is the ‘beg’.

Lines In The Sand (Are Meant To Be Crossed) Ryan meets a Sultan at a Halloween party.

Listerine Brendon always wondered why Ryan wouldn’t let him try Listerine.

Little Blue Fish Ryan finds out about the love potion.

Little Hot Mess At almost every moment of the day he craved cock in any way possible.

Little Red Riding Hood He was told to stay away from the forest, since there were evil creatures hiding in the shadows, waiting for people they could corrupt.

Live In Chicago “Are you scared?” Jon asked, making his way over to join one half of his band. “Scared? That the guy of my dreams will turn me down in front of thousands of people, and won’t want to be with me forever? No. Not at all.”

Lollapalooza 2006 The One Where They Make Ryan Come In His Pants

Ryan’s never been so happy to play guitar in his life. Or that he owns black pants.

Looks Okay On You The first time Ryan tries alcohol, it’s out with his friends, the same ones he’s hung out with since high school. Spencer’s not there, and Brendon’s not there; Jon’s in Chicago, so he’s definitely not there. Later, Brendon will heavily imply that their absence made it practically like Ryan was drinking alone in a dark room listening to Everybody Hurts.

Lose Yourself In Lines Dissecting Love

Brendon pushes close enough that he has to brace himself against the back of Ryan’s chair. “It’s in me. Right. Now,” he whispers, lips brushing against Ryan’s skin, across the sensitive shell of his ear

Lost In The Sound Of ‘You and Me’ A Christmas Fic!

Love In A Letterbox He’s always found a sanctuary in books, a protection almost. A world of your own where no one else can change things that you don’t want to be changed.

Love In Bloom Ryan Ross is a normal boy who struggles with his past. Can one rose seller on the side of the road help Ryan to remember the past while still living in the present? Beautiful perfect and beautiful.

Love is a Battlefield It was 1944 and the war had been raging for a good three years, even more for the European countries. Millions of people had died. Thousands of people had already passed through the sterile white walls of his tent, passed through the blinding white sheets of the cots that stood in rows like mini-coffins, just a tour-stop on the way to death. Dr. Walker’s only hope is that he’ll never see a white gauze bandage ever again.

Love is Spelt like Impossible So, we’ve got a poor boy who’s hot headed, stubborn and proud, on the streets living off of anything he can manage to find, and a slutty though kind and charmin’ young lad who’s rich off his ass and is the heir to the biggest mafia in Nevada. The two meet. Reaction caused by a reaction caused by a reaction. A resulting chain of events. What will happen?

Love Reinvented

Love Triangle, Menage A Trois, And Other Words For Threesome Brendon offers Ryan a proposal. A sexy proposal, that is.

Love, Love, Love Bren really can’t be gay. She’s a cheerleader! So she doesn’t know what she’s doing at this silly camp for homosexuals.

Mad as a Hatter “The city is just a bunch of fucked up people doing fucked up things. I’d like to paint it black.”

Made Of Silver, Not Clay Brendon wakes up to a world devoid of people. At least, most people. Sequel is also worth a read though it’s a lot sadder than the first part Missed Your Skin When You Were East. There’s also a coda After All Is Said And Done. This ‘verse is so perfect it actually hurts, I love it so much.

Madness Alice in Wonderland AU

Mary Ingalls Would Disapprove If She Could See “So now that I admit that I’m gay, you think it’s totally cool if you seduce me?”

Masterpiece Part A/Part B If it were possible to BuildABoyfriend as easily as it is to BuildABear then Ryan is certain that he would have himself a feather-filled fine young gentleman with a heart of gold and a voice capable of melting ice caps.

Maybe Just A Little Lost Ryan Ross is content with the ins-and-outs of his day-to-day life. But one day, a strange boy shows up with a small, multi-coloured cube, and Ryan’s life quickly becomes turned upside-down as the boy unlocks a world of secrets before his very eyes.

Meant It When I Said “The Pleasure Is Mine” If he’s perfectly honest, Brendon knows he doesn’t do this because he’s all that into the act itself. He does it because Ryan is.

Measured Time Brendon climbs the ladder behind Ryan reluctantly, and Ryan would give all his father’s estate to bet that he was already making plans to save him. Or, well, both of them, but mainly Ryan.

Melt My Headaches (I Call You Home) and Sequel: Back to the Street Were We Began (I’m Losing the Feeling of Feeling Complete)

Mercury Everyone has super powers!

Merry Christmas, Darling (Or The One Where Ryan’s Obsessed With Brendon Wearing Christmas Sweaters)

Method Acting It’s not that Brendon ever gave a lot of thought to what his eighteenth birthday would be like, but he never pictured that he’d be spending it alone

Midnight Regulations It didn’t take long to fall in love with Brendon Urie, not long at all. Three weeks? Maybe less, give or take a few days.

Miguel Sanchez’s Grand Slam of Love Ryan Ross, the world’s number one tennis player, 8 time Grand Slam winner whose only true love is tennis, loses to an upcoming talent. What’s worse is that the kid just keeps smiling at him, trying to be Ryan’s new best friend, when all Ryan wants to do is punch him in his rather beautifully shaped face.

Milk Does this need a summary? Sequel is In My Mouth.

Mind Rape Is At Its Best When The Subject Of It Doesn’t Know They’re Being Mentally Fucked Ryan is a spoiled little bitch with a personality disorder. He can manipulate people as easily as he can tie his own shoelaces. Brendon is the only person capable of putting him back in his place.

Mirror, Mirror, On the Wall Brendon just wants to look in the mirror and see beauty.

Missing In Action I couldn’t recommend this fic more if I tried, it’s amazing and long and powerful and at times (lots of times) Brendon is a Prince, Ryan is a spy and maybe they fall in love.

Mistletoe Meme A Christmas show.

Mob in the Panic! Brendon, Spencer, and Jon go golfing and Spencer hits Brendon by accident.

Mojito The boys from Panic! go on vacation, and maybe have one drink too many….

Monsoons Brendon’s scared of monsoons.

Moody When Ryan gets in a bad mood, he takes it out on Brendon. And then Jon watches.

More Than Anything It’s Ryan Ross’ birthday, and he only wants one thing.

Mother, I Have Lost My Way Brendon meets a young hustler he can’t seem to ignore

Mouth To Mouth

When Brendon wakes up he can’t say anything… they only thing he can say is ‘Ryan’.

Movie Night, Starring Brendon Urie Mastermind They have this thing called movie night. Brendon doesn’t know how it started, all he knows is that when they’re recording, it’s a nice break from the bickering. Brendon kind of loves movie night.

Moving to New York When it first happens Ryan manages to pull the string from his lips. It’s a bloody mess and everyone thinks everything is going to be okay but then the string jumps up and wiggles its way back into the open wounds, pulls a little tighter until Ryan can’t breathe properly, until someone is always monitoring him to make sure that they can force air into his lungs through his nose.

Mr. Lifeguard Man Ryan needs swimming lessons, and his instructor is really hot.

Multitude Of Casualties Stubborn journalist Ryan Ross is trying to figure out what the hell Brendon Urie is hiding. Because Ryan isn’t fooled by the innocent smile and snarky comments. Brendon has a dirty little secret, and Ryan needs to find out what it is. Problem is, that secret might end up killing him.

Mumbling Over Headphones The next time Ryan sits down, he sprawls over the couch, back leaning against one of its arms and feet pushing gently against Brendon’s thigh. Just as it seems Ryan’s about to get up for his phone again, Brendon sees his opportunity and lunges forward, pinning Ryan down and glaring at him. “Get off me,” is the first thing Ryan says, and it feels almost like a reflex, and his breath is much too warm against Brendon’s neck, and then Ryan blinks twice and his eyes drop to Brendon’s mouth.

Mushaboom Z and Ryan are pregnant at the same time.

My Beta Made Me Change the Name of This Fic So It Wouldn’t Suck Ryan Ross is a secret agent who has been sent to retrieve Dr. Patrick Stump and his mysterious invention from the clutches of Pete Wentz, head of the terrorist group, Fall Out Boy.

My Body Doesn’t Turn That Way (Right Hand Yellow) So they’re flat broke, eating microwavable pasta, and bored out of their minds…that is until Brendon suggests playing Twister and things get interesting.

My Cock Slut Boyfriend Ryan want’s to suck Brendon off, and Brendon makes him wait until after the show. Sequel: Cross Dressing Is My Kink “Come on, Ry. it’s not that bad.”

My Shiny Teeth and Me Ryan is Brendon’s new dentist.

NaNoRyRo: jzbell

NaNoRyRo: meiloslyther

Nerds In Love “Sorry, man. Maybe you should call Geek Squad.”

Never Gave A Damn About The Weather

Night Be Dark for All of Me Brendon likes wearing dresses. That’s okay, right?

No Big Deal Oh no. Pete’s pregnant.

No Cause For Alarm Spencer turns into a horse.

No Place Like Home Brendon and Ryan move into a new place.

No Sex in the Champagne Room In which Ryan gets dumped by his girlfriend, Jon is most definitely not dating Tom, Spencer is an evil genius and Brendon is not a stripper. For the most part.

No Use Turnin’ On Your Light The neighboring farm got sold to a Mr. Wentz from New York, but Brendon didn’t think twice about it, not even when his fiancée excitedly told him that Ryan Ross, the folk singer, was to stay there. The summer of 1963 was expected to be rainy and hot. They were right.

Nontoxic and Washable Brendon babysits.

Not Like Jason (Despite the Medea) For his Classics course, Ryan Ross is given the assignment to relate the ancient myth Medea to every day life by interviewing one of his fellow classmates who was dumped by her boyfriend for reasons unknown. But what happens when said boyfriend and the boy Ryan’s crushing on turn out to be the same person?

Not the Sin (or, Brendon’s 12 Days of Kinks) Brendon’s exploration of his kinks over the years through various partners, even though there’s only one he really wants.

Nothing to do with you Ryan’s got his own reasons.

Number One Reason Ryan has an eating disorder and wants to be beautiful. Brendon already thinks he’s beautiful.

Odd. Welcome to the world of Odd, where fates and names are chosen at birth and magic and illusion dwell in every nook and cranny. Not everyone, however, is thrilled with the path that has been chosen for them. Some say Odd doesn’t exist, other’s believe it does, while many aren’t even aware of what it is. Between me and you, dear reader, Odd is very real. You’d like to know how to get there? Open your heart, mind, and eyes, and look beyond the mirror’s guise. Amazing!

Of Edges, Torches, and Toothbrushes Ryan had known that Brendon Urie had carried a torch for him on and off since Vegas, since before their first tour when they’d both been kicked our and sharing a shitty mattress in an even shittier hole in the wall off the strip. Sometimes it just takes Ryan a bit longer to figure out what he wants.

Oh Doctor Doctor It was just that on his first day in the oncology department of the hospital six years ago, he’d been introduced to Dr. Ryan Ross, Head Surgeon, and fallen stupidly and irrevocably in love with him, and that, apparently, was that.

Om Nom Nom Sex in the kitchen.

On Directing Ryan is being the typical brooding teenager, and he’s starting to doubt certain decisions in his life. But a visit from Brendon changes his mood, and ultimately, his perspective.

On Display

Ryan is in the middle of the room, on his knees, for everyone to see. It shouldn’t make him moan, but it does.

On Those Lonely Nights (We Can Be Twice As Lonely Together) It felt marginally better now that Brendon had a name to put with him, like it wasn’t as immoral as it felt. Granted, it was still immoral and Brendon was pretty positive that he was going to go straight to Hell, but he liked that Ryan had a name.

On Top of Your Freaking Piano, Urie On a piano.

One Day Robots Will Cry Ryan gets a Valentine’s day present.

One Night Stand Forever It wasn’t Ryan fault he got pregnant. Really, in his defense he was just a innocent virgin infatuated by Brendon.

One Shot of Bourbon Where the quest for one shot of bourbon took him, Ryan couldn’t have imagined.

One Summer Last Fall Fall Out Boy never existed, so life is pretty tough for Ryan Ross and it definitely doesn’t help that his lead singer, Brendon, is a little bit too touchy-feely. In fact, it’s starting to creep Ryan out.

Only Mistletoe Brendon refuses to kiss Ryan until he gets mistletoe.

Operation Chicago Kitty, AKA Chicago Cockblock When Jon joined the band, he was supposed to Join.The.Band. But he apparently didn’t get the memo.

Orange Juice Ryan thinks he’s orange juice. Sequel to Orange Juice. Drugs In My Brain Ryan and Brendon take acid again.

Ordinary Boys Ryan may suddenly have girl parts but he’s still a BOY.

Out of Place Doesn’t Even Begin To Describe It The funny thing, Brendon Urie thought, about the entire completely not humorous situation, was that the day Ryan Ross went missing, no one even knew. And of course, that really wasn’t funny at all.

Over Sleeping Waves When he was fourteen, Ryan was sold to the Athena as a sailor, and for three years he’s worked the dangerous topsails. In a year, he will be a free man, and he lives for that day, until he meets a boy at a port, that is, and everything changes.

Over the Ice, Now Brendon’s little sister Alexa does figure skating. One day Brendon has to go pick her up from practice, and he notices her skating coach, a slim guy in black skates. Too bad the skating coach happens to be straight. But hey, Brendon has to try.

Overreaction Leads To Play Brendon overreacts, and things go a little better than expected.

Painted Skies And Midsummer Sunsets Brendon is quiet, Ryan is quieter than usual but they stumble their way through their first time as the sun sets, and maybe possibly figure out exactly how they feel about each other.

Paper Cut They’re touring and Ryan’s different, making the atmosphere in the band pretty tense. Brendon just tries to fix things.

Paper Jam The one where Ryan’s an accountant and Brendon’s a copy boy.

Papercut They’re touring and Ryan’s different, making the atmosphere in the band pretty tense. Brendon just tries to fix things.

Paranormal Activity Detectives Each year, Paranormal Activity Detectives, a group of young investigators led by Ryan Ross, receives hundreds of calls reporting supernatural occurrences, only responding to the most severe. This is one of those cases.

Paranormal State He was skeptical and didn’t believe in anything he couldn’t see with his own eyes. He was stubborn, but curious about the world around him, and that’s exactly what got him into the mess he’s in.

Part 2 of Valentine’s Day Series Brendon and Ryan celebrate Valentine’s Day. With, uh, toys.

Peengate ‘07

Somehow, pictures of Ryan’s peen got leaked on the internet, and he’s bound and determined to find out who the hell did it.

Perfectly After All Spencer plays a gypsy, Jon plays a pirate and Brendon is Ryan’s arch nemesis, a Spanish ambassador, complete with a bad accent and a stupid outfit.

Perilous He leaves in the middle of the night, two bags stuffed with everything he could think to bring and nothing that’s of real importance. Then Ryan meets a boy on a bus, and wonders when “me” running away became “we.”

Pete Wentz The Drum Major From Hell Brendon comes into English class every day sweaty and gross from band practice.

Phantom Inspired by the song ‘From 24C’ by The Matches.

Pianists Don’t Use Words, They Speak in Black and White When Ryan met Brendon, he trusted him instantly.

Pick Up The Pieces He’d never admit it, but one of Brendon’s most treasured possessions was his coffee mug.

Picking Fights Brendon is Ryan’s problem.

Pink Glitter When Ryan’s dad can’t make it to Ryan’s little sister’s school to do a talk, Ryan fills in. He finds him self liking her teacher a little bit too much. Sequel is Purple Nail Polish.

Pink Sparkly Pants, Ninjas, and Brendon Ryan sparkles and sneezes glitter.

Pit Stop at IHOP

“Do you want me to stop flirting with you?“

Plastic Skies ‘why are you here?’ Ryan writes one day, waiting until Brendon finishes his piece - something very old that makes Ryan’s chest tighten with the feeling of hope - to push it across the top of piano toward him.

Poetry Is A War Ryan’s desperation comes out in screams and fits. Brendon’s desperation comes from Ryan’s.

Poets Come To Life Like Pinocchio with a more reliable nose, Ryan wants nothing more than to be human. The only way he can do that is if he proves that he deserves a heart, by loving.

Pointy Fucking Shoes Ryan likes to be pushed. He knows this. He forces it. And Brendon sees it.

Polar Bears & Pickup Lines Brendon has a content job at the zoo, but he enjoys it and gets to meet new people every day. He may have a bunch of cheesy pick up lines and a uniform, but that will get him farther than he knows.

Portraits of the Past and Future Ryan had a brief photography obsession, and that’s all Brendon really wants to remember.

Posing In A Ballroom They have it all money, fame and a strong foothold in the New York scene of the young and the beautiful. But past the exterior, they are struggling to survive and keep their secrets to themselves as lines between lovers, friends and enemies begin to blur together.

Post-Its and Neon Rope Brendon sends Ryan to WalMart with a list of the most unusual things.

Postsecret #1 Ryan knows Brendon stole his shirt. The pink one. The one that looks great on him, but Brendon hates for some reason. Ryan knows Brendon stole it and now that Brendon’s out picking up the pizza, Ryan’s going to find his shirt. Postsecret #2 You’re right. I lied. I didn’t throw those pictures away.

Pound The Love Outta Me (Beat The Love Outta Me)

Ryan’s been a bad boy, so Brendon has to punish him.

Present Progressive Ryan stops writing in his online journals because he got a real one.

Prince Charmless Ryan always kind of thought people like Brendon were repulsive, yet he finds himself forming a crush on the boy.

Process Ryan can’t write.

Prom Night High School AU. Brendon is popular and Ryan isn’t.

Proportional Response So, yes, okay, he had a public sex kink. He was an attention whore, and besides, everyone had something, right? Still, it was totally unfair of Brendon to use it against him like this.

Purple Is Not A Christmas Color Brendon has a problem with the fact that Santa put Ryan on the Naughty List.

Pushing Into That Empty Space Jon finally understood where it was that Brendon could be himself, where he took comfort in yielding; gained confidence from being told what to do.

Put My Enemies To Sleep “I will get us through this,” he said fiercely. “As I always have. And as always, I will drag you along, kicking and screaming, and in the end, you will thank me.” Retracing the Panic timeline from Summerlin to the Summer Tour.

Quarters Minted Before 1964 Ryan wakes up in a place very different from where he goes to sleep. A little strange and surreal but definitely perfect.

Questionable Moral Authority Spencer and Ryan looked at each other for a moment, and Ryan nodded. (It’s always Ryan’s call; everything about the project has to go through Ryan first because at this point, Ryan basically is the project. His entire life has been leading up to this, he thinks. This is his life.)

Raw In most cases, a smile from Ryan Ross is the kiss of death to any respectable reputation.

Rayston Academy For Boys Ryan is a squeamish gay boy, Brendon is the bored new kid at the private school, Brent is in love with his teacher and Spencer annoys the hell out of everyone. Secrets, love and friendships break.

Re-Enactment Brendon shouldn’t believe everything he reads on the internet, especially when Pete Wentz sends him links to sexy fanfiction starring him and Ryan, Brendon finds that he kind of wants to try it out.

Reacharound “How are Pete and Ryan fucking if Pete won’t touch Ryan’s dick?” Brendon asked.

Red Bull Doesn’t Rhyme with InsertWordHere Crack!fic. The day Brendon woke up as Ryan Ross was a very glorious day indeed.

Regular Decorated Emergency What are we now by voices/who promised each other another life/ neither of us can deliver

Reinvent Love Brendon seduces Ryan with Barry White.

Relief Next To Me Brendon says in an interview that Dallon is better than Ryan. Well, not really, but Ryan read it that way. And man, he’s pissed off. But when he goes to confront his former band mate about it, Ryan finds himself facing a deeply asleep Brendon. Hmm. What to do… what to do…

Remember in the Morning Brendon gets drunk, and Ryan has to take him back to the hotel.

Remember the C Shot Brendon occasionally participates in porn movies for the money. In his biggest production yet, Brendon’s co-actor is Ryan Ross. Ladies and gentlemen, that is the entire plot.

Remember When The Boys Were All Electric

Ryan and Brendon have to sleep with Pete to get on the label.

Retail Jobs and Cracks in the Ceiling Ryan isn’t Brendon’s roommate, really. Not officially anyway. He’s more of a lingering presence in the apartment that never really leaves.

Revival “I can’t help but ruin the best things that happen to me.”

Rock-a-Bye Baby It’s just a normal day in the House of UrieRossSmithWalker, more commonly known as The Bus.

Roll Off Your Tongue

Ryan fucks like it’s an art form, like the steady beat of chords and drums and bassline, and Brendon will never, ever snicker at the first verse of “Lying” again.

Roll Off Your Tongue Brendon Urie is a big damn rock star and plays eight different instruments and cannot for the life of him get this fucking hotel room door open.

Romance in Horror Ryan Ross moves into an allegedly haunted house with his dad, his dad’s girlfriend and her son, after the death of his mother. While dealing with his personal drama, he also tries to solve the murder of an unnaturally alluring ghost named Brendon.

Romantic Rights

Ryan Ross is thirteen years old, and he writes songs about skipping school, being famous and snorting cocaine. He writes about girls that he’s never met, and parties that he’s never been to, and about a popularity that he’s never really had. He writes about bullshit until he’s sixteen, and has a fuckload of new experiences, new bullshit, real bullshit to write about.

Rose is a Four-Lettered Word Ryan’s allergic to roses. Well, maybe “allergic” is the wrong word for it.

Round and Round the Garden Spencer Smith is in for a very enlightening, but boring summer when he switches places with his favorite childhood toy. For the little brown teddy bear called George, however, this summer is going to be an unforgettable adventure.

Rubber Ducky You Are The One Brendon likes adventures, and he likes dragging Ryan along on them with him.

Ruby Red Non-con. Yay!

Rude Awakenings And Sleepless Nights When Ryan finds out, he doesn’t cry. He won’t do that, it’s not worth that.

Rules Are Made To Be Broken

Rules, Rules, Motherfucking Rules

Run Home Slow And then Brendon mentally smacks himself in the forehead. He’s only ten minutes from home. He doesn’t need to get out of the car and jerk off in a Del Taco bathroom. Which is to say, Brendon really enjoys getting tattooed.

Ryan Hearts Vibrator I have syphilis.

Ryan Ross > Ryan Seacrest American Idol. Brendon’s finally gotten his big break, and all he wants is to make it through the next round of the competition, but one particular faux hawked eyeliner-abusing asshole is making it difficult to focus…

Ryan Ross and the Great Bagel Dilemma Ryan has sex with a bagel.

Ryan Ross The Sad Robot Ryan may be a robot, but Spencer is still his best friend.

Ryan Ross Wedding Planner (What We Do is Love) Ryan plans weddings! Just not gay weddings. Ok, maybe just this once.

Ryan the Pampered Chef Hi, I’m Ryan Ross—I live right up the street. We’re having a Pampered Chef party and you’re invited!

Ryan the Robber’s Son The night when Ryan the Robber’s Son is born, a lightning bolt splits the age-old Way fort in two.

Ryan Time Brendon interrupts Ryan “relaxing” on the bus.

Ryan Turns 21 “It’s my birthday and you’re gonna be my fucking present.”

Ryanatee Ryan, an avid manatee lover, moves to a new school. His father abuses him and everything knows he’s gay. He meets Spencer, a fat kid who is always eating and is in a group called Overeaters Anonymous with a guy named Patrick. Then he meets an overly flamboyant gay by the name of William. One day, a little Mormon boy comes to the door to talk Ryan into becoming Mormon. Then shit starts to happen.

S/he Ryan has an imaginary friend. Or imaginary enemy rather. She (or he) wraps his (or her) arms around him and whispers slimy words in his ear, making him do things he doesn’t really want to.

Salvation and Love Brendon is bullied in school but meets an adorable elf named Ryan. So Testosterone Boys or download it here Ryan is popular, funny, hot, and straight, completely straight. Brendon is new and totally smart. No one really knows him, so Ryan finds it’s his job to find out who he is. What will come of their new friendship?

Samskeyti

Save A Drum, Bang A Drum Major Brendon is a dork at bandcamp, basically.

Save A Drum, Bang A Drum Major Spencer’s best friend is falling for the guy they used to refer to as “the annoying kid from AllState”

Scene "And can’t you ever relax and let me blow you in public?”

Scenes From An Italian Love Story Ryan and Brendon fall in love in Italy, it’s really as simple as that.

Scratch My Phosphorus Skin They all did it, once upon a time (last time; no fairy tales ever), side by side, warm skin brushing as they passed the joints back and forth.

Scribbles And Butterflies What lies behind scribbles and layers of ink? Just four letters. For letters that, when written together, represented all that made Brendon happy in the world.

Seasickness Ryan and Spencer are working aboard a cruise ship when they are set to tend to two of the most famous people in America. Spencer gets Jon and Ryan gets Brendon.

Second Sight Radio! After work each day, Brendon goes into Ryan’s office and they listen to Spencer’s show together. Ryan kind of figures that Brendon is a little bit in love with Spencer. Most people who listen to his show on a regular basis are.

Second Skin Brendon and Ryan were inseparable growing up, but one day were forced to say goodbye. As fate would have it, years later they bump into each other in a coffee shop. Without knowing it, they had become each other’s second skin.

Secret Lines (and bound so tight) Ryan is wealthy, bored and prone to landing himself in the gossip pages; his former friend Brendon is an inventor who’s facing a scandal of his own. When their families lose patience, they arrange for Ryan and Brendon to be married.

Secrets And Guys Ryan and Brendon are hiding their relationship from everyone, but maybe they shouldn’t be.

Sense of Touch Brendon and Ryan turn into otters, but that’s just the beginning of the problem.

Serenade In Blue High school. Brendon makes Ryan stupid.

Seven Minutes Ryan suffers from what one could call mild panic attacks, but he insists it’s just too much stress. His midlife crisis, come twenty years early.

Seven times seven equals…? Seven minutes in heaven taken to the next level.

Sex Is The Most Awful, Filthy Thing In The World [Save It For Someone You Love] Brendon’s almost always been the Good Religious Kid from Vegas, but when he’s suddenly pulled into the grimy Chicago underworld of illegal raves and illicit drug taking by the beautiful William Beckett, his life takes an unexpected turn around. Splitting his time between weekends partying with Chicago’s finest fuck ups and weekdays struggling through school and trying to convince his parents that he is merely best friends with Ryan Ross, it’s only a matter of time before all of Brendon’s lies catch up with him…

Sex Scenes Your New Boyfriend’s Too Vanilla To Read About Ryan never knows when he’s going to hear it, whether Spencer is going to give someone the word right away or wait almost the full week before handing it out. He doesn’t know how many people will get it, or who they’ll be, or where they’ll use it. All Ryan knows is that when someone says the word, he drops to his knees and obeys.

Sex Toys

Sexy Little Things Brendon’s managed to keep his little kink private.

Shadow Children There was a law against Brendon. Not specifically him, people like him. Children born after their parents already had two babies. Shadow Children is what the population police called them. Brendon wasn’t sure if there were others like him out there.

Shameless

Ryan groans, seriously, they haven’t left the bed in over two days they’ve been having so much sex…

Sifting Through Fond Memories I only waste my time dreaming about you now. It’s all I can do. Everything leads back to you. Now that I’m here I can painlessly think about you without wondering if I can live through this.

Sight “I wish you could see what I’m seeing.”

Silent Storms

The nights that the power went out were like adventures.

Silly Rabbit Brendon receives a pair of rabbit ears and refuses to take them off. It’s starting to piss Ryan off, so he’s going to do something about it.

Silver Roses Cinderella without the magic. Ryan is an outcast in his own home, demoted to being the gardener and general slave for his evil stepbrothers, Brent and Spencer. Newcomer in town Brendon Urie is throwing a party for all the local boys, but there’s no way Ryan can get there without getting himself into trouble… Or is there?

Sing Like You Think No One’s Listening Brendon is infatuated with the new kid, but neither of them will talk.

Sing Me Something That I Can Understand

It’s Ryan’s choice to leave, really, it is. He just had no idea how bad he’d be at it.

Sing Terribly Afar

Part Three

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bewitchedbewilderedbisexual · 3 days

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CONFIRMED RYAN CALLS HIM OLI🥹

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jae-n0 · 3 years

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𝐧𝐬𝐛 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ➔ 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺

type ; headcanons

『 regie 』

very much self aware

stares at you blankly

he’ll bring his hand up to his neck acting all ‘shy’ and be like

“ damn took you a while to realise ”

most definitely will compliment you back in his own way

“ that ass fat tho “

[ calling you beautiful internally ]

will thank you nonetheless

oliver

butterflies !!

“ really?! i think you’re prettier ”

will think about it through out the day

big smiles and that laugh of his omg

he’ll change the subject immediately due to nervousness

if he isn’t wearing his hat, most definitely will run his hand through his hair

will probably kiss you after

『 ryan 』

his heart going a hundred beats per minute

toothy smile

he’d be all clingy and affectionate after that

“i’m your pretty boy?”

he likes LOVES it when you call him that

will act cocky after grasping your words

any chance he gets, he’d stare at you

blushing and smiling away when he gets caught

『 kane 』

his eyes would go wide open and would give you the biggest smile ever

“really?”

he deserves all the compliments he receives

“ you’re literally the prettiest girl i’ve ever seen “

will go up to you and hug you

would ask if you’d wanna watch anime after

“ i can’t stop smiling “

『 justin 』

is quiet for a hot minute, you’re beginning to become a little worried

“did you say i’m pretty?” “i’m sorry i think my brain stopped working”

he would turn around towards you, cheeks flushed, pointing to himself - as if he thinks your playing around

“thank you, i think youre pretty too. very pretty”

『 darren 』

straight up “are you serious”

is malfunctioning and blinking rapidly

“you tryna get in my pants?”

will put his hand on your face and drag your face close to his

“ thank you, you’re absolutely fucking gorgeous”

kisses you

cheeks would tint up a little

“should we get boba?” all giddy like

pretty sure he’ll start skipping sometime soon

『 sebastian 』

would tease you, “sorry what’d you say? i didn’t hear”

his 🤨 face

he’d act like it doesn’t affect him that much, but fails once he sees your eyes soften and filled with love

cheesin’ real biggg

hugs and kisses

50/50 chance will say i love you along with a compliment

100% will float to oli after

will definitely ask you to say it again in a couple of hours

#nsb #tiktok #northstarboys #north star boys #oliver moy #regie macalino #darren liang #justin phan #ryan nguyen #sebastian moy #kaneratan #nsb head canon #reaction #nsb x reader #nsb imagine

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For the last two years I have been writing a story about Hermitcraft. It all started when I read that wonderful Hermitcraft story, "And The Universe Shifts" and the amazing, "Red Sun Never Sets". These stories where so incredible I wanted to see more of that universe so I was inspired to write a fic of my own, a very challenging thing considering I have Dyslexia and struggle deeply with reading/writing. But it's been an incredible journey writing this story, I have pushed myself to the limits as a writer and have gotten some amazing feedback, advice, and corrections from y'all. And just recently I started drawing fart (fan+art) for each chapter, which has been a truely intimidating because I'm not confident in my art skills. But I've really grown as the chapters went on and I'm thankful to have pushed myself. Now I'm working on an animation, something I NEVER thought I could do. This has been very fun, thank you Hermitcraft community for just being awesome and inspiring us to creatively push yourself in building, redstoning, drawing, gaming, animating, storytelling, and more.

Oh, and if you're interested in checking it out, here's the links-

And the Universe Shifts ~

and the universe shifts (ATUS) (37691 words) by aayaptre

Chapters: 18/18

Fandom: Hermitcraft, Minecraft (Video Game)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Characters: Grian, Mumbo Jumbo, Iskall, Scar - Character, Joe Hills, Cubfan, Stress - Character, False - Character, Cleo, Xisuma, Basically Every Hermit, Doc

Additional Tags: Evo AU, Angst, Minor Violence, Grian has a bad time The Fanfic, Hurt/Comfort

Series: Part 1 of ATUS Works

Summary:

"They were playing a game, they called it a game, it was one he couldn’t win. He played anyway."

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Grian's been running for a long time, and knowing him, he's going to be caught eventually.

The Red Sun Never Sets ~

The Red Sun Never Sets (27242 words) by ThaneZain

Chapters: 25/25

Fandom: Hermitcraft SMP

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Major Character Death

Characters: Mumbo Jumbo, Grian, Iskall, Pablo Punchwood - Character

Additional Tags: Rated For Violence, Cussing, Redstoner AU, major character death but not permanent, Psychological Trauma, Recovery, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, idk i need to add better tags now that its two years old, but i still dont know how to ao3, have fun I guess

Summary:

Mumbo wakes, finding himself stranded in a strange, flat world with a glaring red sun always directly above him. He compulsively builds redstone circuits, barely realizing the deadly traps he's creating. When his friends arrive to bring him home, the acts he commits prove how far gone he is and how long it will take for him to return, fully, from the hollow world of the red sun

And my story: Forbidden or Forgotten/ On your preferred reading platform.

Archive of Our Own ~

Forgotten or Forbidden (268172 words) by JeanBasener

Chapters: 43/?

Fandom: Hermitcraft, MindCrack RPF, Video Blogging RPF, third life - Fandom, Empires SMP, Dream SMP, Minecraft - Fandom, 3rd life - Fandom, SciCraft

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Oli & His Panda Hat

Characters: MumboJumbo, Evil Xisuma, Keralis, Docm77, BdoubleO100, Hypnotized - Character, HelsKnight, Biffa (Video Blogging RPF), GeminiTay (Video Blogging RPF), Pearl | PearlescentMoon, Herobrine (Minecraft), Skizzleman (Video Blogging RPF), Pungence, Zedaph (Video Blogging RPF), Charles | Grian, Viktor | Iskall85, EthosLab (Video Blogging RPF), Xisumavoid (Video Blogging RPF), FalseSymmetry (Video Blogging RPF), Daniel M. | VintageBeef, Astrozoan (Video Blogging RPF), ZombieCleo, Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar, Rendog (Video Blogging RPF), Joe Hills, xBCrafted (Video Blogging RPF), TinFoilChef (Video Blogging RPF), Jevin | iJevin, Bryce | fWhip, Cubfan135 (Video Blogging RPF), Tango Tek (Video Blogging RPF), Welsknight Gaming, impulseSV (Video Blogging RPF), Jimmy | Solidarity, Taurtis (Video Blogging RPF), Lizzie | LDShadowLady (Video Blogging RPF), Scott | Smajor1995 | Dangthatsalongname, Ranboo (Video Blogging RPF), TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF), GeorgeNotFound (Video Blogging RPF), Alex Edgar | PauseUnpause, Br0dyman (Video Blogging RPF), Joel | SmallishBeans, 3rd Life SMP Ensemble, Natalie Arnold | StressMonster101, Martyn Littlewood | InTheLittleWood

Additional Tags: Friendship, Adventure, Mystery, NoShip, AllHermitsMajorlyFeatured, Fight Scenes, Special Guest Appearances - Freeform, Watchers, Heist, Wilderness Survival, Courtroom Drama, Post-Apocalypse, Alternate Universe - Magic, Prophecy, Pirates, foundFamily, Survival Horror, Ratings: PG, Hurt/Comfort

Summary:

Grian whispers to MumboJumbo: Tomorrow morning, bring rope!

Xisumavoid whispers to EthosLab: We need to talk.

Tango whispers to ImpulseVS: You ok?

Welsknight whispers to Hypnotized: Bring med stuff

ZombieCloe whispers to JoeHills: Why aren't you answering?!

Bdoubleo100 whispers to GoodTimesWithScar: WHERE ARE YOU GRACIOUS MAYOR?!

StressMonster101 whispers to Iskall85: Haven't seen you, want to get together? :)

Keralis whispers to Xisumavoid: DOC'S GOAT! NOW!

iJevin whispers to Zedaph: Somewhere no one will see us

XBcrafted whispers to TinFoilChef: Need your help!

Grian whispers to MumboJumbo: Thanks for everything, spoon.

Secrets revealed, backs knifed, friends scream. Stretched fine as canvas will Hermitcraft frame the portrait of tragedy? The Hermits must use silly tactics, preserve through hopelessness, and sacrifice everything to protect their beautiful home!

{W/GeminiAndPearl}

Or Wattpad~

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One of the reasons I'm still 95% confident in Buddie Canon is Ryan's acting choices. And I don't think they are just gonna be surprised one day like by the way here's next week's script you guys become a couple. I think since at least S3 they were given a heads up at least a bit. Also as someone who knows of shows where actors intentionally tried to get another LI by switching up the chemistry with other characters--- if Ryan didn't want to go that way he definitely could have sold Anna better. Not sure if that makes sense??

But we constantly for 3 seasons have gotten his subtle nods and sometimes I think we just don't appreciate it as much as we should. Ryan's portrayal of Eddie has definitely morphed into how petty he can be in the funnest way possible. With Buck its in the cute way he teases him, it reminds me of a boy pulling a girl's pony tale. With Taylor it's that subtle cattiness he adds to it and I love it.

I just really don't think Ryan would lean into it much if he wasn't given direction and wasn't aware where it was going.

Hi Nonnie! Thank you for the ask!

Oh, for sure there’s no other satisfying outcome for either Buck, Eddie OR Chris. That kid also deserves to have these morons working it out and getting together. Without a doubt, the possibility of canon Buddie has been talked about. I think Ryan mentioned back in s2 that he and Oliver talked about this and showed each other Buddie edits, Tim also mentioned discussing this in the writers room, JLH also came out strongly for Buddie during s3, so if it happens, it will hardly be a surprise to anyone.

TBH, I wouldn’t be surprised if it turned out Ryan and Oli have always been making acting choices with Buddie in mind. They indicated early on that they’d be on board with it, which is the most any actors can say in those cases where the execs hadn’t come out and stated anything concrete. I get what you’re saying about switching up the chemistry and it def happens on some shows. IDK about Ana, because if Ryan was explicitly told to sell awkwardness with her, I don’t think he would have gone against orders, but I do believe that between those early statements and also that one interview in s3 ahead of the finale where Ryan was basically, “Abby who? Abby’s been replaced with Eddie!” that this is exactly what Ryan would prefer as long as it’s up to him.

I think Ryan and Oliver both give performances where it’s evident that their characters couldn’t be more in love with each other. Every facial expression, every glance, every show of fondness and joy and contentment just to be together, even the way they’re physically so in sync on calls, but only with each other, we haven’t seen them portraying their characters being that in tune, that comfortable, that teasing, that happy around anyone else on or off the job...

IDK if that means they were given directions on this, though I do think in s2 the show def deliberately wanted to set things up for canon Buddie being an option at some point, and I am as sure as I can be without any confirmation that if it were up to Ryan and Oliver, Buddie would be canon. Did I mention they freaking named our ship?

Thank you again, lovely! I hope you have a great day! xoxox

(I got an influx of asks, I WILL answer all of them, but it might take a sec. If anyone wants to check whether I've already answered theirs or to read my replies, here's my ask tag. Thank you! xoxox)

#buddie #911meta #buddie meta #911 meta #9-1-1 #evan buckley #eddie diaz #edmundo diaz #evan buck buckley #ryan guzman #oliver stark #ask #anon ask #911onabc #911 on abc #911abc #911 abc

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Buddie 4x14 review - if you haven’t watched it yet don’t read.

The episode starts where we left it, once Buck was on the ground, it seems like he was thrust back into reality. I noticed two things here (connected with 4x13) Eddie didn’t close his eyes until Buck was safe behind the truck on the ground. And the second thing is that Buck was spurred into action the moment Eddie’s eyes closed.

And I mean this was some BAMF Buckley right there, that was SEALS trained Evan Buckley! 😱🤩 It’s like training and instinct kicked in and all that mattered was to get to Eddie and get him help as soon as possible, sniper’s bullets be damned. I gotta say it was executed to perfection❣

Big kudos to both Oliver and Ryan for delivering this whole sequence in a heart-wrenching, beautiful manner.

The shooting doesn’t stop and they get Eddie out of there under fire, I really like the 133 captain and crew, they worked so well with the members of the 118, it seemed effortless. (I’m not touching that subject, but let’s picture Buck lifting Eddie bodily up into his arms and in to the truck for just a second here. - I mean we wanted it but not under these circumstances)

Buck taking the role of medic when finally getting Eddie into the truck, is so amazing, he’s usually the one either in need for treatment or the one who stands back and let’s Hen, Chim and Eddie do the medic stuff, it is their jobs after all, but he doesn’t sit back and let the medics of the 133 to take over, he does it himself.

He tore Eddie’s uniform’s buttons open (again, that’s not how any of us wished for this to happen), tore the pressure bandage wrap open and pressed it down on the wound, he did not step back from Eddie, until he absolutely has to, at the hospital. 😭

Eddie, my poor baby, was lying on the ground of the truck, bleeding and half conscious and the one thing he focused on was the blood on Buck’s shirt and he asked him if he’s hurt. I mean I could totally cry, because that’s Eddie. Best friend, combat medic, protective and caring, that never goes away even as he’s lying there bleeding. 🥺🥺

Eddie was legit ready to forget his injuries and try to get up and take care of Buck if he was hurt too. He loses consciousness only when Buck assures him that he’s not hurt.

Buck’s frantic litany of “Just hang on, we’re almost there.” and “I need you to hang on” (“I need you”, not we, not Christopher, “I need you”) was really hard to watch, because even though we all read and wrote it in fanfics thousands of times, watching it actually play out was heartbreaking, I totally teared up with Buck there.🥺🥺

For firefighters the job ends at the hospital doors, so Buck naturally, out of instinct stops from following. But that’s Eddie taken away from him and he looks frozen, at that moment he must have thousands of thoughts running around his head.

“You ok Buckley?”

Buck’s broken “No.” was maybe expected, but it was also earth shattering of sorts. This is Buck standing there, knowing (especially after the well incident) that when Eddie is not okay, he’s not either. 😭❤

I want to point out that I loved the fact that the 133 didn’t just drive away or waited outside for the cops, they went in after Eddie. And after trying to check in on Buck, the Captain of the 133 went in too.

I’m going to point out a parallel here between S3 Finale and S4 finale, in 3x18 Eddie asks Buck if he’s ok as his ex-girlfriend was taken in the ambulance with her new fiancé, Buck’s response was “What’s next?” and going back to work. He was okay, because Eddie was with him, and there was still work to be done.

Here in 4x14, Eddie is taken from him to the hospital, and Buck doesn’t know if he’ll live, so Buck’s obvious answer here is ‘No’.

Later we see Buck exiting the hospital, in his firefighter uniform. I’m a little disappointed we don’t see him cleaning up, I know that could have made for a hell of a scene, Oliver would have killed it, and us in my opinion.

Taylor is coming to the hospital, not as a reporter but as a friend. She was worried. I like that side of her, when she knows to put away the reporter and to make sure her friend is in one piece. Her character development is shown beautifully in this scene.

Buck, in no condition to pretend and speak to the press, turns away from her, he doesn’t trust her at that moment and he doesn’t trust himself not to break down there. He’s teary, still in shock and his hands are shaking like crazy. (in complete contrast to the usual Buck, where he can be in danger or wrap up a crazy rescue and he is normally completely steady.)

Taylor, offered to take Buck to Eddie’s house to see Christopher, telling him he can’t go see Chris looking like he does now. “You can’t got see his son like that.” - At first hear and several others it sounded like “Your son.” - of course it’s not but either way it would have been true too, because in a way Buck has been co-parenting Christopher for a very long time now. And indeed later when Buck gets to Eddie’s house he is washed and dressed in civilian clothes.

The scene with Oli and Gavin killed me! I thought for sure the breaking down will be done in private, but Buck couldn’t hold it together in front of Christopher once he found out Eddie is going to be ok, and Christopher comforting Buck was so so sweet.

Christopher’s “like the ones who fixed you?” Kind of gives us a certain idea as to the conversation Eddie had to have with Christopher when Buck was hurt. His sweet “Then he’s going to be ok,” he says it with such conviction, only adding “right?” only as an afterthought.

And as if he manifested it himself Buck then gets a text from Bobby that tells him that Eddie pulled through surgery and it looks good.

Buck actually dropped the phone from the relief and he started to cry, and sweet, adorable, national treasure Christopher puts an arm around him and tells him that Eddie is going to be okay. I definitely cried with Buck here. It was such a powerful scene and it was portrayed so well by Oliver and Gavin.

The “it’s going to be okay Buck” was kind of a call back to 3x01 - when Christopher reassures Buck and tells him “You’re going to be okay kid.” - I love these two together so much! ❤❤

When Bobby gives them the talk in the firehouse about how they proceed from there, Buck is standing with his arms crossed, looking completely dejected. And when Hen asks about the safety of their families, Bobby says there's no reason to believe they are in danger, Buck pipes in with “We didn’t have a reason to believe Eddie will get shot helping a kid either.” Buck is traumatized, and worried, he sleeps at Eddie’s house looking after Christopher.

I loved Christopher waking Buck up, and them having cereal breakfast together, a call back to Eddie and Christopher having breakfast together in 2x04. Buck doesn’t sit next to Chris, but across from him - to me it says that the seat between them is usually reserved to Eddie when they’re together at the house.

I love how Christopher’s teasing Buck about him snoring. And Buck is later confused because he’s unsure of whether or not Chris really understands what’s happening, but Carla assures him that he already lost his mother, unfortunately he understands better than he or she thinks. Which again should give people a new appreciation for Christopher’s sunshine child attitude.🥺❤

Carla showing up to take Christopher to school, is showing relief that Buck could finally sleep, which means that he didn’t for at least a couple of nights. She’s also asking him how it feels to go to work, Buck doesn’t even think about the sniper, for him all that matters is that Eddie is not out there with him and it feels off. (call back to 2x18 when Eddie seemed pensive about being back at work but Buck was not with them.)

Carla, bless her, retorts that that is not what she was asking - obviously she meant, she was worried about the sniper, but that is not Buck’s main worry, his head and his heart are somewhere else.

The crane scene was insane! I laughed when Chimney looked to Bobby and asked him “Can you blame him cap?” and Bobby flat out responded “Yeah!” 😂

The rescue was really impressive. However if Eddie ever found out about this he would probably hit Buck over the head with something heavy. It just goes to show that Eddie is Buck’s impulse control and vice-versa.

Bobby and Buck’s interaction wasn’t one of anger, Bobby was terrified and Buck was guilty but unapologetic, because he couldn’t protect Eddie but he could protect the rest of his family, so he did just that. Bobby didn’t have anything to say other than give him the same response Eddie did in Monsters - “Don’t do it again.” - Because for one, in my opinion, Bobby knows where Buck is coming from and also Bobby knows, he knows Eddie is Buck’s impulse control, knows he’s his anchor, he knows that Buck will only be his relatively normal self when Eddie comes back.

I’m not even going to touch the Taylor scene, yes she was worried, and yes she scolded him in a friendly way, but that kiss felt so out of left field for me, especially since Buck was just packing a bag to go stay with Christopher and Eddie was still unconscious at the hospital.

Also she freaking friendzoned him last episode, how fickle do male writers think women are? She gets a little scared and kisses the guy? Lucky they didn’t write in a sex scene! That was an insult to women everywhere in my opinion. It could have been set in so many better opportunities, why now? And if she’s scared now what’s to say that won’t make her leave like Ali did? I have a whole tirade about it but I will let it go for now.

Now I know ya’ll are like - Eddie woke up because his spidey senses told him someone was kissing his Buck (and I do not negate that point lol), but he just woke up and he asked for Buck. I find it so deliriously endearing that I need a moment even as I’m writing this.🤗🤗

I have to point out that there is no scene of Buck, Eddie and she who will not be name together other than the second when Buck walks in (read ran through the hospital corridors) and Eddie has only eyes for his partner. 👀❤

Afterwards it just the two of them, with a brief facetime to Christopher. I love that Eddie thanks Buck for staying with Chris, and Buck pretty much breaks down the logic behind the decision, like a true parent. - Christopher’s comfort came first in Buck’s eyes, and really that just demanded a hug right there.

“Is he doing ok?”

Buck’s response here, was very honest, a lot more honest than I expected, “better than me.” He said. Buck openly admits to Eddie, “I kinda lost it when I told him you got shot. I’m sorry I should have held it together.” To be honest, I’m very curious as to the ins and outs of Buck and Eddie’s friendship, especially during quarantine, they seem so much closer, a lot more open. More honest than you'd expect two male, straight, lead characters to be with their friends.

Buck would have played it down and shared only the essentials when it’s anybody else. With Eddie he openly saying here, in his own way, ‘I was terrified, and heartbroken, and ‘couldn’t imagine my world without you.’ - ‘I couldn’t function with a clear head.’ - ‘all my masks were shattered.’

“You were there for him when I couldn’t be, that’s what matters.” Eddie knows, buck, he understands him better than anyone, he’s telling him here in his own way that it’s okay, and he loves him just the way he is - it was his way to reassure Buck that he was doing just fine.

But Buck’s “Still I think it might have been better for him if I was the one who got shot.” - Eddie looked like he was ready to get up and smack some sense into Buck.

I want to point out that Buck’s response to Eddie being hurt or in danger is nowhere near the same as his response to anyone else in danger. Case in point in 4x14 is Bobby, he is inside, probably injured, in a fire with a gunman - if it was Eddie, Buck would have waited 0.1 seconds before he disappeared back into the flames to help Eddie.

With Bobby, he was calm, cool, calculated, he knew what Athena would do because that’s exactly what he would have done if it had been Eddie and he is ready with helpful details and a plan. He wants to go with her, but doesn’t argue when she says no.

Eddie is Buck’s Bobby, and it reflects all throughout this episode, and I think I had some parallels pointed out in 4x13 too. So I don’t know what scripts Tim reads or if we’re all watching the same show but buddie exists and thriving as far as I’m concerned.

Buck is also the one to pick Eddie up at the hospital - he tells him that the nurse is getting his meds and discharge papers ready, which means that Buck did all that process, he was busy getting Eddie discharged. (Take a moment to soak it in.)😌

Eddie sits Buck down to talk, to be honest this talk went pretty much the way I expected it.

Eddie explains why he had his will updated, and that Buck is Christopher’s legal guardian if anything happens to Eddie. - I love that after all this time, sweet Buck is still surprised.

He asks if Eddie didn’t need his consent for this and Eddie’s reply is: “My attorney said you could refuse.”

I also love, that even shell-shocked, Buck knows that Eddie knows him “You know I wouldn’t.”

And Eddie assures him that he does in fact know Buck, and he knows that Buck loves Christopher as much as Eddie does “I know you wouldn’t.”

(”I had to do it.” - “Yeah, I know you did.” this was a call back to 4x05 where Eddie understood why Buck did what he did. And knowing what we know now, I can assume that even though Eddie understood and forgave Buck, he didn’t have to like it.)

“No one will ever fight for my son as hard as you.” - call back to 3x03 anyone?

“There’s no one I trust with my son more than you.” - and Eddie proves it time and again.

And here he is basically giving Buck permission to give hell to his parents or anyone who tries to take Christopher away from His Buck. - And I love it!! 🤗❤

Buck, smart, handsome guy that he is, asks the right question again - “Why are you just telling me now?”

“Because Evan.” That first name that even took Buck by surprise, because Eddie only ever called him Buck, to our knowledge anyway. - Eddie was talking to Evan Buckley, not Buck, and yes they are two separate entities living inside one hunky firefighter. - This is Eddie saying, I know you’re frayed around the edges, I know I’m asking for a lot right now but I need you to hear me.

“You came in here the other day and you said it would have been better if you who were the one who was shot,” and I think for Eddie, who was lying on that firetruck floor bleeding out, and his only concern was that Buck may have been hurt, that was the worst thing Buck could have said.

“you act like you’re expandable but you’re wrong.”

Eddie has been where Buck is at that moment, losing his wife, watching his best friend nearly die time and again. - Really at this point Eddie just wants him safe, and if telling him about Christopher is what will do the trick, then he is not above playing dirty.

Eddie is telling Buck, you are my partner, you are Christopher's second parent, I love you, Christopher loves you, I don’t know what I’d do without you. - Because Eddie has been without Buck before and he was completely lost. - And that’s before they became even more intertwined as they are now.

I love the second before Buck and Eddie enter, Eddie’s house, before Buck opens the door, Eddie looks like he’s steeling himself to get in and Buck has a knowing grin on his face, somewhere between ‘ready?’ and ‘they’re happy you’re back be nice.’ 👀😂

I hated the jump forward, but everyone standing on the roof looking good and Eddie with those sunglasses? wow!! 🥵🤩

This was an all out buddie episode, and I was totally there for it!! I really hope for many more, because these two give me life!!

#evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #LIs who?#christopher diaz #buck is christopher’s second dad #it's pretty much canon now #buddie and bathena parallels #call back #9-1-1 4x14 #9 1 1 on fox #9-1-1 on fox #9 1 1 spoilers #❤❤❤

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[NSB HEADCANONS] - when they do a prank on youtube and call you clingy and actually hurt you

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pov: (this headcanon is long!!) filming a youtube prank for their channel and calling you clingy, the boys didnt know you were going to be angry and upset after these words. the truth is, you had a rough day and all you wanted to do is spend time with them..

warnings: keeping emotions, a bit of angst at the beginning, being called clingy/needy, being laughed at, being tired from school, i think that's all? let me know if there's more!

type: a bit angsty at the beginning when the guy say you're being clingy/needy and all, but otherwise it's pretty much comfort with an happy ending at the end!!

member: all of them!

!! note: i don't think the boys would ever do this, they're all really sweet and caring. so please, do not take this too seriously! :) !!

this one was requested! thank you!! i'm so sorry it took so long!! i've been super busy with my finals exams and i was super stressed- also, i changed social media / situation for each members (some do not have social media's prompt) depending the one they were using the most/ fitted them the most!

likes and reblogs are greatly appreciated :)

oliver:

he woud be gaming with the boys

probably playing smash or something like that

and you just finished a bunch of rough days :/ you were super busy with college stuff and all the studies you had

and of course, you didn't want to tell oli

he was already a bit stressed and working super hard over his music and the videos for the nsb channel

you didn't want to make him more tired and stressed then he already was :(

(the rest of oli's hc and the members' under the cut!!)

to say the truth, all you wanted to do was hearing your boyfriend's voice

so you called him in hope to hear his soft voice

when he heard your call, he sighed

he continued playing like he didn't hear the ringtone.. to which the members were pretty surprised about it..

usually, he's picking up the phone super quick when it comes to you..

so why wasn't he taking his phone?

"your girl is calling you, bro" ryan said while continuing to play

"i know" oliver replied while gaming with his best friends

"did you guys had a fight or smth?" sebastian asked while looking at him "usually, you pick up your phone super quick when it comes to her.."

the oldest moy brother in the group sighed

"yeah, but.. i want to finish beating up regie! i'm this close to have this win!"

a new ringtone could be hear in the room

oliver moy sighed again and gave his joypad to one of the members

he quickly walked of the room while taking his phone

"i'll be right back"

oli walked out of the room and sighed while accepting the call

"hey y/n" oliver said

"hey oli! how are you?" you said

"i'm good, how are you my love?" he said smiling, happy to hear your voice

"i'm tired" you said while sighting

oliver laughed "but you don't seem to be tired of me, huh?"

you laughed a little bit

"what do you mean by that?"

oliver played with his hair anxiously

"i mean.. you always call me and text me.."

you sighed enough for him to hear it

"oh yeah..?"

"yeah"

you sighed again

"y/n, baby, i love you, but please don't say you didn't notice the numbers of call and texts you gave me for the last past weeks.."

"i mean.. can't i call you and texts you?" you asked while yawning from your exhausting day

he sighed

"yes.. i'm not saying you can't, it's just.. you're being clingy a bit.. you're not usually like that.. that's all"

you sighed and felt a pain in your throat

"what do you mean i'm clingy? i'm just asking if we can see each other soon. i just miss you, that's all.."

oliver moy sighed

"you're always asking that, y/n! it's just.. i love you, i really do love you, but.. no need to call me everyday or texts me if i'm being okay and if we can hang out.."

you started to feel tears in your eyes

"fine, i'm sorry then" you said with your voice breaking, making oliver understand he hurt you

"baby, wait, i didn't want to-"

and you hang up

you were just tired of always studying, revising, going to college and still not be able to relax at home. you had work to do nonstop and everytime you thought you were done, your teachers gave you more and more homeworks and studies to do

you just wanted to hang out with your boyfriend to feel more relax, pass time with him and receive his hugs that always made you feel better

and still, you couldn't even have that

you started tearing up until you heard a knock on your door

you knew it was him.

you texted oliver and sighed

"what do you want?"

"i just want to talk, okay? please, i hate when i see or hear you crying. as soon as we're done talking, i'll leave you alone if you wan to, i promise. i just want to talk. i'm really sorry, y/n."

"fine"

you opened the door and immediatly felt two pairs or arms around you and his head on yours

"i'm really sorry, y/n. i really am. i didn't know it was going to make you cry. if i would have known, i wouldn't have do this. i hate seeing you sad, even more when i'm the cause of your tear on your face.."

he hugged you tighter, your arms were wrapped around him

"i'm sorry if i was obsessive with the numbers of calls and texts. i just had a rough week, but today was the worst. i have a ton of exams and studies to do and it seems like it never ends. i should have just tell you how i felt. i just didn't want to make you worry since you already have a lot of stress and things to work out right now.." you said

without moving, oliver said softly:

"no, don't apologize. it's not your fault. it's mine. i shouldn't have called you like that, i'm sorry. i should have accepted your love and appreciation. i don't care if you call me. i love you and if you want to call me, then do it."

he kissed the top of your head and looked at you with teary eyes

"i hate seeing you like this, y/n. i know college isn't easy and i should have known that you were tired too. you're working so hard, my angel. i'm sorry, y/n."

you hugged him and sighed

"if you want to call me, do it. you don't need a reason to call me. i love you and as a boyfriend, i should be here with you. next time, please tell me how you feel, okay?" he wipe your tear of your face and smiled a little bit

"i want to take care of you, y/n.."

seb:

he was in his parents' kitchen, facetiming you and making his breakfast

he was pretty happy to finally be able to talk to you

he was smiling so hard

"did you eat your breakfast today, baby?" he asked you while looking at the screen

you smiled

"i did."

he smiled even more

"glad to hear that."

he smiled and cracked an egg in the stove

"do you want to crash at my place, tonight?" you asked seb

seb smiled and looked at you in the screen while laughing

"why? we saw each other yesterday.. are you that obsess with me?"

he wanted to tease you

you laughed and rolled your eyes

"you wish"

he laughed and continued to cook his breakfast

"so.. can you? i miss you and i would love to have some of your hugs tonight!"

he smiled

"what's up with the cuddly thing? are you missing me that much so we have to see each other everyday?"

you frowned, losing your smile

"what do you mean?"

"i mean, we facetime pretty much everyday and.. i think that's enough? we don't need to see each other every night, do we?"

"i've just missed you that's all.. i've been pretty stressed for the latest days"

he laughed

"you are so clingy i swear to god... but okay! I'll come to 6, is that okay?"

you quickly hang up

you didn't know why you were that affected by that

it was only the word "clingy"

but still..

you missed his hugs and his presence, his spicy cologne he was wearing only for you, his sweet and warm kisses he was giving you..

when seb noticed the call was done, he didn't though much about it

but when he tried to text you and saw that you were lefting him on read, he started to understand a little bit

maybe he did hurt you with his word..

"seb, guess what y/n did?!" matteo said while smiling and showing him a picture of your recent work that you spent at least 30 hours on it for the latest weeks and months

"what's that?" seb asked smiling

"y/n's project! she texted me yesterday that she finally was done with it.. it must have been stressful for her.. look at all the details!! soooo cool!"

then it hit seb

you were stressed

and anxious

all you wanted his hugs and his kisses after working for so long

and still

you couldn't.

he felt so bad 😭

so he immediatly tried to call you and text you like "i'm so sorry, i didn't know, i'm so stupid"

since you were going to college today, he couldn't just go there like that

so he bought you your favorite candy, your favorite snacks and drinks

and since he knew when you finished school or when you had breaks, he was trying to text you once in a while, hoping you'll answer

"i'm so sorry, y/n. i should have know. i'm really sorry to have calling you like that when all you wanted to do was relaxing and passing times with me"

he would greet you with hugs and promise himself to never make the same mistake again

he hate seeing you sad and if he can avoid it, he'll 100% do it

ryan:

damn

that boy

he was playing videogames and was playing with the boys online

when he saw you entering his bedroom, he quickly smiled

"hey babe." he softly said

"hey" you said while (trying) giving him a side hug

"someone's in the mood for hug, huh?" he laughed

"i love your hugs, what can i say?"

he kissed the top of your head and smiled

"alright shorty. imma continue to play, stay here if you want"

after like 30 minutes of playing, you gave him a kiss and played with his hair

"someone's touchy today... you're usually not like that.."

"boy, stop lying, i know you like my hugs"

he laughed

"hahaha you wish"

you looked at him, still kissing his head and admiring his beauty, while he was continuing to play with the boys

"you are so needy sometimes, y/n, it's funny"

you stopped kissing him and looked at him

"you think it's.. funny?" you asked in confusion

"i mean, yeah.. you're like super introverted and hate physical touch.. so it's kinda funny to see you like this"

you quickly walked away from him and sighed before going on his bed

"sorry, just tired"

he looked at you and laughed before talking into his mic

"guys, i think we found the missing piece!!! go, go, go!!"

you sighed again

"ryan, could we cuddle, please.."

he looked at you and frowned

"maybe later, baby? i'm playing a game, right now. but you can continue to hug me if you want to.. i won't just be able to hug you back"

you sighed

"please, ryan.. for like 10 minutes at least?"

he sighed

"babe, i promise i'll cuddle you right after the game. we have one left"

you frowned

"can't the guys do it without you or like something like that? i mean.. we're rarely had the time to see each other this week and i thought you would want to pass some quality time with me.. we're both pretty busy an it's rare to have both day off.."

he sighed, while smiling

"you're so clingy for me.."

he looked at you and saw the expression on your face and frowned

"you okay, hun..?"

"whatever, i'll go take my shower"

he knew something was wrong

he looked back at his computer's and saw the little calendar standing there, on his left, saying"Y/N'S FINALS!!!!" encercled in red ink

hahaha.

he understood really quick.

"fuck"

"humm guys, i need to go, i'll be right back maybe later. bye" he said not letting them reply

he quickly went to his bathroom and knocked on the door

"baby?"

ofc you didn't respond

you just wanted comfort.. and your boyfriend couldn't even give you that to you

"i'm so sorry. i forgot that your finals were today. how did it went?"

you sighed

"leave me alone, ryan. i want to take my shower. go back to your game"

he sighed and knocked back on the door

"please, y/n. i'll let you alone right after this, but we both know we need to have this lil' talk right now. i hate when we're mad at each other"

you opened the door and instantly received a hug

"i shouldn't have called you clingy. i'm really sorry, i didn't meant to hurt you."

you hugged him back and sighed

"i accept your sorry. i was just super stressed and tired and i'm sorry if i was sounding like i was depending on you or some stuff like that"

he frowned

"never. i should be the one saying that. i shouldn't have said that and.. even though i love gaming, i should have understood your feelings."

he kissed your forehead

"let's just forget this and cuddle, okay? we can talk about those finals if you want to."

you quickly nodded

"right after my shower."

jp:

i feel like it would be in texts

"i miss you :(" you texted

"hope ur taking care of u and not negligating ur health"

"bc u often do that lol"

"EAT"

"AND"

"DRINK WATER PLS THJANK YJOU"

"damn i can't write correctly"

"fuck english grammars, i rather fuck you instead ;)"

"how do i delete this message"

"wait i think i found it"

"idk if it will only be deleted for me orrrr"

"i did it, can you see the message?????"

"anyways"

"i saw a tiktok and it made me thought about you lol"

"anyways, today a random girl went to me"

"smh she just asked me for ur number -_-"

"i thought we were pretty evidate"

"like kissing and holding hands"

"sometimes making out.."

"I MEAN I HOPE PEOPLE DIDNT SEE US MAKING OUT BC OTHERWISE IT'LL BE WEIRD AF"

when justin saw his phone notifications, he didn't thought he'll have that many messages of you

you and him usually don't send a lot of message during the day

and when he saw the notifications, he quickly thought something was wrong

"is everything okay? and no i cannot see the message, what were u saying"

"NOTHING- and yeah i'm ok, y?"

"idk, you texted me like 20 times. that's like a lot"

"ah"

"i thought u were in danger"

"i am not, i just missing you"

"no shit you're missing me, did you see the numbers of messages you sent me 🤣"

"sorry i guess"

justin sighed

"im working on a song, i cannot talk rn, but what did you want to tell me?"

"nothing. like i said, i was just missing u"

justin sighed again

see, justin is like an independant guy

he wouldn't send too much messages at the same time just to say "hey i miss you"

he would rather send you messages like "hey cutie, i miss you"

or like "hey" "baby" "my loveee" "i miss you!! <33"

but nothing like you did

"i miss you too, but i have to work so i'll ttyl, ok my love?"

"r u mad or smth"

"ain't"

justin continued to work on his song with oli

his concentration stopped at the vibration of his phone in his pocket meaning he had received another message from you

"what do you want, y/n, i have to work, i cannot text you rn"

"sorry i was just sending you the tiktok"

"it's giving clingy vibes lmao"

"the tiktok?"

"no, you. it's giving clingy vibes when you spam me like this 🤐"

"is it a bad thing that ur gf want to text you"

"no but it's clingy"

"ah"

you didn't really know what to say

it was making you hurt a bit

"im sorry ig"

"clingy y/n 🙄 am i right? <3" he texted you while joking, thinking you'll get the joke and the sarcasm

in reality he didn't mind having spam of you

he thought you knew he was only kidding

so when you stopped texting him

and lefting him on read..!

he knew something was wrong :(

"baby, are u mad? 😟"

"i'm sorry i called you like that"

"i didn't mean it. i was only kidding, i didn't know why i said that and thought that it'll be funny."

"i'm sorry. pls resply to my texts. i hate when we fight"

you continued to left him on read

you didn't know why it was making you so mad

and so disapointed

you just wanted to text your bf and have quality time with him

you knew he was working but you loved texting him

"y/n, please"

"don't u have a song to work on???"

"i do, but i want us to talk. i wont b able to concentrate after that"

you sighed

"i'm sorry if i was sounding like a clingy person, i had a rough week and i only wanted to text you and to have some of ur attention. i know you're working and can't leave to see me, but i thought we'll be able to text for a bit today"

"i'm sorry, i should have told you i had a rough day, but i didn't think you would mind it or that we'll have a small fight about it"

justin sighed.

he felt so bad

"don't say sorry. i'm the idiot for calling you like that. i know it can hurt and i should have been more careful with my words. i'm sorry, so sorry and pls next time, let me know. again, im so sorry y/n"

"i'll stop working and go to ur dorm. i don't mind if i dont work on the song 4 now, ty won't fire me or smth, plus seb's not here either so.. we cannot even do videos or tiktoks to promote our songs"

"fine, but only if you bring ur hoodies and ur switch"

"4sure. as again im sorry and will think more before acting or speaking."

kane:

so it happenned in the anime store..

*sigh*

so you were choosing anime figurine and felt kane's hand on yours who were on the figurine

"nice figurine!"

"yeah, i think i'm going to buy it for my room!"

"you should! It'll look super great!" he said

you smiled and took his hand

"hey, check the shirts! we could match, what do you think?"

"yeah, maybe.. we could.."

he checked other figurine and smiled

"god this store is one of my favorite! check this figurine!! so amazing, isn't it?"

you smiled and kissed his cheek

"you're too cute when you're smiling and having fun. i love you"

he smiled

"thank you"

he continued shopping like nothing happened

"i love you, kane"

"me too babe-HEY IS THAT AN AOT HOODIE THAT I SEE?? OMG!!!!"

he walked away from you and your hand while you checked the clothes based on one of his fav anime

"i love you, pls say it back. for real this time."

"i love you? you happy?"

you sighed and played with his fingers while he looked at you

"god, you want attention this afternoon.." he said while laughing

"i thought it was going to be a fun afternoon with you.."

he frowned

"wdym? i'm with you! we're having fun, aren't we?"

he frowned

"everytime i'm want to hold your hand or something, you just do the opposite. is everything okay?"

he sighed while having a smile on his mouth

"baby, y/n, i'm fine, don't worry!"

after a few seconds, he finally said

"god, i didn't know that you, not holding my hand would make you clingy.."

at first, he didn't know how hurtful the word "clingy" was

it's only when you frowned and stopped talking when he knew something was up

"is everything okay? why are you mad?"

"i'm not mad."

"you are, i know you! what's up, y/n? did i say something bad?"

you looked at him in the eyes

"i just had a rough week of studying, i had my final this morning and all i wanted was being with you and you call me clingy..?"

it hit him

he felt so bad

like so bad :/

"y/n, i'm so sorry. i didn't know it would make you hurt. if i would have known, i would never have told you that. i'm sorry. i didn't think before speaking"

"i don't know why i thought it was going to be funny. i'm sorry. i really don't mind if you want to hold my hand or give me hugs or even kisses.. i don't mind at all. i like it. no.. I love it!"

"as again, i'm super sorry, y/n. Please, never feel like you're my second priority.. because you're actually my first."

dar':

no because this man give me cooking vibes???

like- omg

so i HAD to write one with like cooking and all

anyways-

i'm already losing tracks, let's gaur >v<

anyways, so like i was saying, i think darren's one would be about cooking!!

cooking together and all, something like that? i don't think it'll be on social media because i don't think darren would say it over the phone or smth like that

like he's more a direct person

so let's set the background :)

he was cooking rice and ramen

and the boys were next to him

and let's say, you had a rough week, a lot of exams and stress

you missed him

like a lot

not only because it's been like two, almost three, weeks you guys haven't see each other except on facetime and on call

but also because you were so stressed and you knew how comforting he was when you had days like these

his hugs and kisses always made you feel better when you had rough days

it's been a while since you guys had see each other so.. of course, he was happy to see you when you walked in the kitchen where the others boys were

"hey y/n!! baby! i missed you!" he said

you gently hugged him and felt his hand coming up and down your back

"someone wanted a hug, huh..." he said laughing

you rolled your eyes, ignoring what he had just said and waved your hand to the others members to say hi

"what're you cooking, dar?"

"rice with ramen"

"oooh" you said smiling "smell good!"

"yeah, i'm also making your favorite with some rice on the side. i thought it could be good. and i wanted to make you something nice"

you smiled while tooking his hand

"i missed youuu"

"i missed you too, y/n"

some minutes later, you hugged him and smiled even more

"ah it smells so good, you're a real chef!"

"thank you babyy"

darren isn't really a pda guy.. i mean he doesn't really mind, he's just a bit more comfortable and lovey dovey when he's alone with you

and just a reminder that you were in front of the others boys

they were trying their best to not make fun of darren and how he couldn't handle your love and all

they thought you both looked so good together

"i missed you" you said with your head on his back while back-hugging him

"i know, you said it earlier"

you smiled and started to kiss his neck (don't worry, it won't turn into a smut) and went to the sink to wash your hands

"can i help you?"

"nah, i'm good. just sit at the table and stay here, i'm almost done, anyways"

"c'mon, you forgot the main ingredient! let me help you with that, at least."

he sighed

"y/n, i'm okay, don't worry! i can handle it alone, trust me! just go sit somewhere and i'll bring you a plate of it, okay? i don't want you to do anything for the moment, just go relax, okay baby?"

"you didn't even started to cook the main ingredient. at least, let me help you with that so we can eat sooner"

he sighed again

you guys knows what's coming...

"why do you want to help me so bad?? i'm good, i told you!"

"aw jeez, i just wanted to help you, that's all. i just missed you, i'm sorry"

he sighed again for the 4758585 time already (yes he sigh a lot in this hc)

"why're you acting like that??"

"like what? i'm not doing anything!"

"no, you're all clingy and all needy!"

then it hits you

damn bro

you don't know what was the most painful: your irrevalant stress you had for like two weeks straights because of your exam or the fact that your boyfriend called you clingy just because you missed him

you knew it was only a word, but still.. it still hurt you know?

"wdym i'm clingy? i'm just hanging out with you, that's all. i missed you"

"i know, but you're acting like that.. anyways, if you really want to help, then could you pass me a fork? i think the rice's boiling or smth, idk"

you just walked away

the rest of the members were like 🤨

"you good, bro?" they said

"yeah...? why?"

"idk, you just called your girl clingy.." justin replied

"and..? what is the problem? she was just a bit.. overwhelming.."

"boy, you're stupid af" regie said while rolling his eyes "you know that clingy and needy aren't just words, right? just.. ah fuck off man, what the fuck is going on in your head, bruh.."

"darren doesn't know how to treat a girl or what?" sebastian laughed while walking in the room

"stfu sebastian, you're not even in the problem, you didn't even know what happened!"

with that, he walked away and went to his room

where you were

"y/n? can i come in?"

after a few seconds of not you answering, he decide to open the door and saw you all sad on his bed :(

it broke his heart

he didn't know the words clingy or needy could hurt you

and if he would have knew, he would have never said that

"y/n.. i'm so sorry.."

we know how darren isn't really good with expressing his feelings because he's more a show guy than a talkative guy if i can say it like that, like he won't say it how he feel but he'll show it to you

so i guess he'll do smth like that haha

"i'm so sorry, y/n. i truly mean it. i didn't know it would make you sad."

"i love the attention you gave me, i don't know why i said that"

he sighed again

"i know you're stressed and i feel super bad to not have noticed your feelings and your stress building up to you"

darren would try his best to show you how he cares about you :(

he won't say sorry a lot

but when he do, know he mean it.

he won't ever say "sorry" just because he need to or have to say it

he'll say sorry because he mean it.

"i promise i'll be more careful with my actions and my words for now on, at least, i'll try my best to do it so"

reg:

this man is nonchalant

we know him..

he just wanted to watch some tiktoks by himself..

listen, everyone have rough days

and it was one for regie :(

he was a bit stressed with the work and the job the boys and him had to do

filming tiktoks, filming youtube videos.. work on music video and on different music.. write music, edit their videos and do some meetings..

that was only a lil' part of regie's everyday life

he knew you had finals and exams too and that you were also a bit stressed

but let's say the stress make us forget things..?

when you came to his room and quickly went to his arms, he smiled

"hey pretty girl"

"hey" you said tiring

he kissed the top of your head and smiled

"you missed my arms, huh?"

"yeah"

you could feel and hear his smile literally???? like i know when you smile it doesn't have a sound, but to me, i think regie have some type of smile that we can know if he's smiling or not

when you took his hand and kissed it (no because i feel regie's type of relationship is simply super pure and cute like?? idk he just give me a vibe of like sweet dom boyfie or smth), his heart >>

he smiled even more

"something's up, babe?"

"nah, just tired"

"cuddle into me, if you want.. i don't mind"

he continued to watch tiktoks

until he felt your lips on his neck

were you in the mood or what????

nah bc neck kisses for regie is NOT something to ignore

like bye, we're talking about regie macalino here

if you know the meaning, you know the meaning 😏

he sighed at the affection you were giving him

"yeah, just tired, i told you"

"you okay, bubs?"

"whatcha have today, jeez? do you need some hugs or attention?"

he nodded and when you started to hug him and hold his hand.. damn this boy was a bit annoyed 😭

he really love them at little parts and not too much

so when it's becoming too much, he'll tell you

regie didn't mean it in a mean or a bad way

he was just.. curious? he normally don't get that much attention usually

"i mean.. we usually don't have that much kind of attention to each other... is everything okay?"

you just nodded and sighed

"i'm just tired of all my studies, that's all."

he nodded without really listening since he was watching a tiktok that caught his attention

you played with his fingers and kissed them slowly when regie looked at you and started laughing

"you're such a clingy girl, omg"

he said it in a teasing tone of voice and with his smile

he though you knew that he was only teasing you and trying to make you smile or laugh

but indeed, he made you sad :(

your smile quickly fade

ofc he didn't notice

after a few minutes of you not talking and not really moving because of your thoughts, he quickly saw how it affected you

you were lost in your thoughts

were you really that clingy?

was he angry because of all the affection you gave him?

what if he really thought you were super clingy?

he quickly took your hands and put yours in his' and sighed

"i'm sorry."

you looked into his eyes and shruged

"i'm sorry, y/n. i really am."

he sighed again

"i was only trying to make you smile, but indeed, i didn't. i don't know why i thought it could be funny"

you looked at him without saying a word, feeling tears in your eyes

"i know we're both stressed right now, but it still doesn't give me a reason to joke with the meaning of these words.. i'm sorry again, y/n."

he'll try to comfort you as much as he can

"i know i'm an idiot sometimes, but i truly care about you and i love every affection you give me.. i know i don't say it enough, but i do loves you and cares about you. i truly do."

he's so so sweet :(

our regie nonchalant boy haha

anyways, that's the end of the headcanon since i'm running out of ideas, i'm sorry 😭

that's it!!! i really hope you guys liked it, i think it took me like 5 hours to write this thing 😭😂 i couldn't think of differents ways with the apologies and all, so sorry if it's a bit repetitive, but i did try my best to do some differencies with the context, the situation and the different ways to tell them :) i also did some researches (like i usually do when i'm not 100% sure about the subject) so i hope those were rights and not stuff that isn't relatable or something like that!

thank you for the request again, and i'm sorry it took me so long :(

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