#rurusharing

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some people will try to invalidate my intelectual disability and struggling of understanding their simple statements/comments whatever because of "how i type my messages". if you ever do this, you're just ignorant. most of the time where i type to others or about topics im literally confused by what i wrote a setnece beforehand and often use words i may not even understand the meaning of but just heard and thought it fit, auto correct and other such. and more often than you realise i cant even speak about a topic because my vocabulary isnt advanced enough and i don't have the words to express what i feel about it and dont even know how to write a sentence on it, few words even.

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WHAT. not the "misogynist" for llyod what😭😭

been rewatching season 1 a bit lately

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i dont know how to say this, but sometimes when i will share an experience related to me being level 3/HSN Autistic, and low needs folk say "oh same!!" or theyre like "low needs people struggle with this too! :)" im just . no . its not the same we are not the same you will not get it, yes we are both autistic yes we will have some similarities but no its not the same, maybe you relate to a thing or two on a other level but it's not the same

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im on season 3, episode 2 of Lego Ninjago; Masters of Spinjitsu! im loving it all so far its very interesting and stimulating.

season 3, episode 2 is when the Ninjas find out that the overlord has not been destroyed and operates over technology in the modern Ninjago City. and at one point he decided to have way more advanced robot workers, Nitroits, created for going after the Ninjas and the golden? blades or something, and the Green/Golden Ninja.

at one point this smaller sized Nitroit was met with the Ninjas and Jay said "great! now they come in fun-sizes!" 😭😭 it was honestly so silly.

though im slightly curious and confused, is Nya still in love with Jay? she's showing strange behaviour and she blushed at Cole and held his hand close and looked at him weird at one point in Season 3, Episode 2. 🤔

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hi everyone, my current hyperfixation is Lego Ninjago and Cole and Zane are my favourite characters. im planning to likely change my profile theme into such! :D

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squish squish ! i love sensory items i need more squishy stuff !

squishynoodle on ig

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hi! i said this in a discord server i am in already, but i think i explained it well so i want to say it here too.

i know how some may react to the statement of "autism is a disorder" a.k.a in a negative way.

however, same way with disability, disorder is NOT a bad word or a word that inherently means "this needs a cure".

in some connotations, yes it may suggest that, however generally what implies something needs a cure is when people call it a disease or an illness, which is not what's being done when calling autism a disorder.

a definition of disorder is "a condition which affects the body's or the brains function, which may show outward traits or not" and with this, it makes sense that Autism is called "Autism Spectrum Disorder".

an illness, is typically classified as a broad term to mean someone is of poor health, has a disease or an abnormal condition affecting the persons health.

whilst disorder, is a term to classify anything which has an impact on the persons physical or mental functions diffrientatied from the typical.

i tagged all 3 levels of autism support needs because this applies to anyone on the spectrum. no matter your support needs, this information is true.

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OH OH remembered!!! i watched Dinner In America today, a movie about this punk man meeting a neurodevelopmentally disabled woman who's sheltered by her own family due to her being disabled, she experiences a lot of ableism and odd?? sexualisation throughout the movie. she also seems to have some sort of reasoning/disability/condition ect as to why she has to take about 5 medications,,, though we aren't really told of that.

she's quite visibly developmentally disabled in my opinion, and the punk man, simon, loves her just for how she is and stands up for her when she gets the r slur and other shit thrown at her verbally, the movie is actually very sweet in regards of their relationship that is created but i would say this is a mature movie on lines of a few rather concerning scenes, sexual themes and discrimination. the ending is rather bittersweet but not very bad bad.

i dont know if it's exactly said anywhere what she canonically is a part from her being distinctively neurodevelopmentally disabled, but most refer to her as autistic which i much agree with and i would like to headcanon her as intelectually disabled personally as well, i dont see much intelectual disability headcanons at all or if people call a character that it tends to be very stereotypical.

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hiii!! currently am drinkin a biggg cup of tea and watching Soy Luna which is a spanish show i watched when i was younger, around when it came out actually!! funniest thing is ive been trying to find it watch in English but,,, its never been produced with english sound😭 thankfully i understand polish enough especially with images to watch it because its available in polish and spanish majorly

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my answers to these!

🍄 — my system name is "autistic cryptids" so, well, i am autistic and nonhuman, cryptid sounds nice and neutral.

👾 — "why them worm flying"

🎉 — none

🌙 — yes, quite a few

☕ — switching fully doesn't happen often at all, its mostly co fronting. used to switch a bit more when i was 14-16 years old.

💫 — not sure, dont switch enough to have in-real physical hobbies, only from source or inner world type? im the host and have hobbies though

💾 — i think 300+ but havent logged all members into PK

👻 — different in-text speech patterns yes

🎨 — yes, there's some folk who like art

🥀 — splitting happens quite easily and due to different reasons

🦖 — pretty fictive heavy

🎵 — there's a few but i dont know right now

❓ — dont experience much amnesia and it isnt severe

🎮 — just kind of exist in headspace

🪐 — many different locations i can visualise, i need to map it out into one of the really cool apps i know!

🍐 — yes a lot

🪫 — dont know what this means

🌧️ — i personally just watch a spinterest media or meditate, during very high stress co fronting happens too

🔦 — i dont exactly know how to explain

🌟 — not really, i have many learning disabilities and intelectual disability and impaired cognitive functioning which affects us all

🌊 — im the host and generally all time fronter, but recently frequent co fronter has been danny

🎁 — no

☘️ — hyperfixations and special interests

system ask meme

🍄 - how did you get your system name?

👾 - funniest out of context system quote?

🎉 - favorite system holiday?

🌙 - do you have subsystems?

☕ - what is switching like for you?

💫 - are there any hobbies you all have?

💾 - what's your headcount?

👻 - do your alters/headmates have different voices or speech patterns?

🎨 - does anyone in your system like art?

🥀 - how easily does the system split?

🦖 - is your system fictive-heavy? factive-heavy? neutral?

🎵 - what songs remind you of your alters/headmates?

❓ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🎮 - what do your alters/headmates do in their free time?

🪐 - what is headspace like for you?

🍐 - are there any non-human alters/headmates?

🪫 - what do you all do to recharge?

🌧️ - how does the system cope with stress?

🔦 - how did you discover your system?

🌟 - do any alters help out with school/work?

🌊 - who are your frequent fronters?

🎁 - have you ever bought your alters/headmates things?

☘️ - what are your introjects/fictives usually sourced from?

💬 - free space!! tell me about something!

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OMG! i havent posted properly in such a while forgot all wanted to share!! i finished Agatha All Along and all that happened was honestly so interesting and surprising!! the plot is well made in my opinion and the story is so cool to me its quite a complex plot structure and it was difficult to get but i understood it eventually in the way it was put together.

this is quite a new series so i think mention of what happenes in the later episodes could be spoiler-y? so i will share further below!

im just so curious and kind of confused in how come the witches road has been created by billy all along? i do understand how he took on a different body and such after the anomaly has been destroyed, and that decades back the witches road wasnt actual and a way for agatha to gain power, but how has it came about that the witches road came to existence by billy? 🤔

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it's hard to describe to lower needs/low support needs folk that my autism and intelectual disability has made me housebound for most of my life. they often ask "are you in a wheelchair?" not currently, but i should be. but no, i don't need to be in a wheelchair to not be able to go outside, i cant function outside no matter the accommodations i have, i go out sometimes but not for long and that's horrible and exhausting. i dont know how to describe it all either its hard.

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uuuh was meant to post but a lot has not been well recently and been to doctors today and im referred to a mental health service now because things have been getting very bad

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yes this is true, there is nothing actually wrong with the term low support needs. its the perspective that's been put on the word/phrasing itself and how neurotypical and able-bodied people misinterpret it and do use it to not grant support to these people, but it's not the term that's directly causing that it's the lack of education and understanding, because if an educated person heard someone has low support needs they wouldn't ignore their *support needs* because they are still there, just on a scaling against other disabled people their needs are lower, which is not bad to say.

I think what low support needs people get wrong when they feel invalidated by the terms low support needs vs high support needs is that they think "low support needs" implies "insignificant support needs/no support needs". But that's not what it means. Every disabled person has support needs. Just because they are on the low end compared to certain other disabled people's, that does not imply that they aren't real and valid. Someone else needing more support than you doesn't imply that your disability isn't a real disability

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sometimes i want a certain sensory item/aid/tool but i worry i wont be able to enjoy it because of my joints in my fingers (chronic joint pain + hEDs.) like i find this roller into your hand thingy cool and seems like tactile wise it would be nice but what if it wouldn't go well with my joints OnO

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hi everyone! hope people are doing okay or at an at least manageable level. this isn't going to be one of my usual posts, however, a system friend of mine needs support so ive been allowed to post about this! as they'll be moving out with their partner, they will be needing money for different things to support this including money for their service dog, Dunkin.

this is their gofundme below! if you cant donate please spread this round 🤍

https://gofund.me/cee37afc