#round two in half an hour?
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Yeah puppies are cool and everything until you wake up at 1:45 with intense pain and nausea and have to go to the bathroom, where the dog who screams is being kept and he STARTS screaming, which makes you burst into tears immediately and then your mom is texting you to get up and make him shut up and you're like "IM ACTIVELY TRYING NOT TO DIE" and the only thing that make him stop crying is to get him out and hold him while pooping, knowing that ws soon as you put him in cage and walk away he's gonna cry again and HIS cries are agitating his brothet so you have to take care of him too, but you're still feeling sick and have to leave the bathroom to make him shut up so you can get some peace and mom can sleep BUT YOU'RE STILL SICK the whole time while sobbing so hard your face hurts because damnit you just want to sleep too, and 45 minutes later the dogs are finally settled but you're. Still. Sick.
#puppy tag#i love them so much but I'm still crying#i cant do this rn#i have no idea why he screams#it's only been THIS bad in the last couple of nights but I need him to Not#im going to try to sleep but#stomach is still upset with me#round two in half an hour?#😭#duke tag#charlie tag#personal#rant
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Did I just made myself sobbing with my own writing? Well.. it's all Caspers fault
#i started to write this fic after his first round loss in Tokyo#and now it gets just worse and worse#i finished it now but can't edit today because well i am crying and have zoom with the GC in half an hour#just wanted to share these two parts just in case i don't post this story at all
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it's been nearly 6 months since the ted lasso finale and im still pretty much:
#ted lasso#messing with us tedbecca shippers and giving rebecca some rando...ruining a canon ship...trying to girl boss a character-#-who you didn't even let have her own work plot when it was time...#making two men who had a beautiful relationship growth fight last minute over said girlboss and making them grossly misogynistic#leaving one of your characters in an ab*s*ve relationship was an awful woman and all the mentioned ab*s*ve moments were-#-just for sh*ts and giggles#ohhh and also making it mandatory to forgive even the sh*tty people when it's ok not to#taking your lead away from a place he was most stable and maybe or maybe not having him get back with his ex who told him he was too much..#-got with their therapist (and you never dig deep into that mess) and maybe cheated...#yes to be with his son but there were options for him to stay in london and bring his kid and ex so they could both parent or show a-#representation of these kind of situations and maybe have henry living with each parent 6 months each and getting the best of both worlds#also your boss is more rich than she started and was providing for you your kid and ex#instead we get ted only deciding to leave after his mother told him his kid missed him (as if that isn't obvious) such a weak way to go-#-about it and tbh ted leaving his kid far away to go to london instead of like half an hour way is kind of stupid all round really#they wanted a mary poppins situation except mary poppins made some roots of her own and had connections so it didn'twork#yeah i am still...feeling a lot
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been scribblin with the dip pens to prepare for inking the next comic (yuuto⏫’s “origin story” kind of basically) and wow turns out I can do anything I want forever
yuuto’s new friends names of amy and linh >:]c
#UTAU#sawayama yuuto#bakuspecial#[comic tag pending]#I'll be drawing about just the beginning of this whole plot this time round. but boy oh boy if I were paid to serialize this!!#well even if I wont. I will hopefully get to chip away at it a bit at a time. over the next uhhhhh ten years#in another news. I think somethings up with the dip pens. about anything comes out looking good with them#its scary!! I kept looking at my sketches like no way these are gonna work out. but I'll do it for the practice hour#and then I do it and it always turns out pretty good. what the hells!!! thats weird!! thats kinda scary I like it!!!#and like I'm absolutely not even that good with a dip pen yet!! 1/Ive just had these for uhh. two days. and 2/my hands are NOT steady#its why u see me undo and redo a line 298473987 times twice a half hour. it was caught on stream multiple times#but!! the dip pen's making me commit to a line. and also I'm slowly internalizing that anything'd come out okay with them#as long as I have a sketch. boy oh boy is freehanding with these hard#its so. idk its so nice!! its so fun. somehow a lot less pressure than the usual stuff I do lol#I cant wait to really get into drawing this comic... I cant wait to force all of u to look at yuuto&co#you WILL see and hear my baby boy#dskjfhsjk Im so glad the senpai lets me do this. I mean even if he doesnt I will do it anyway. its just gonna suck#but Im so happy I get to do this with him actually#hehehe >:]c
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One of my favorite taru art periods was winter of 2023. The art that came out of the winter vibes was so scrumptious bro I might rb them again soon
#the refs to you are in love by ts tho 😭😭#i stand by them tho they lyrics are very fitting#'you two are dancing in a snow globe round and round'#'he keeps a picture of you in his office downtown'#i made two drawings based on those lyrics and it might be a coincidence that they come right after the other#but fr those drawings were so cute. they were simple but im proud of the#them** bro stop#ACTUALLY WHY DID I MAKE SO MANY REFS TO THAT SONG OSNFEKF EVEN THE GLOMAS FIC I WROTE INCORPORATED THAT SONG#it's not even one of my fave songs 😭😭#the lyrics are cute tho i cant deny#wow i forgot i was writing this post and it's been. an hour and a half since i wrote the last tag#AODKKWMD#☆ taruchi rambles 💬
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surprise panic attack???
#that hasn't happened in at least like five years#idly realized i'm double booked for pretty much my entire weekend#and i didn't get done half the shit i was supposed to get done today#and i'm having surgery on monday (which i'm thrilled about) but everything MUST be done before then T.T#had the passing thought that i forgot to warn my partner about a last minute schedule change with work for the weekend#and i think i just bunny trailed a lightning round of thinking about e v e r y t h i n g that needs to get done and i got super overwhelmed#hence panic attack#been so long i forgot what it feels like and it took me a heck of a while to realize what was happening#think im going to end up calling out of all but my two pre-req tests i'm running this weekend#they're only an hour each#uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh time is passing too slow (i want it to be surgery day T.T) and too fast (there's too much to do between then and now)
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Song of the Day: December 9
"Allies or Enemies" by the Crane Wives
#song of the day#today class we will be discussing a tale of human suffering#so I mentioned yesterday how 'Slow Ride' by Foghat was the song of the day because of how the first ninety seconds were continuous-looping#alright yeah so now imagine me sitting shotgun as we drive half an hour to the movie theater#(to see Godzilla Minus One. it was bitchin I do very very recommend)#and the boys are discussing the latest construction along our highway#which has been a topic of great consideration for me actually#--I had a thought about erosion patterns and groundworks the other day and I went on a whole research spiral#downloaded some guy's doctoral research and all. we know how the research spirals go--#anyway this is a topic I would have loved to weigh in on!#but instead every mental width of band I had was dedicated to my subconscious' dogged insistence#that the assonance and emphasis and rhythm of 'are we allies or enemies' and 'slow ride / take it easy' were similar enough#that I should be able to find a way to match them up to one another's backings#so the boys were like 'Alexis what do you think of those pylons' and I was trying so so so hard to answer#(I think they're moving the I-95 interchange ramps entirely and adding a new lane over--y'all can't see me point. it's over there though)#I was trying so hard to answer but it was like a little cartoon man trying to climb up a rockslide#except the man is my answer about the bridges for the interstate ramps#and all the comically round rocks ponking off his forehead were different ways a person might be able to scrunch and/or stretch syllables#to fit the choruses of these two songs over one another. 'are we slow ride guitar sounds death of mee'#anyway yeah! I've got all these little focusing tricks painstakingly cultivated over three decades of ADD and living with little siblings#and now we know they can all every single one be absolutely obliterated by the lightest application of a single classic Foghat song
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I haven’t written in 2 days :(
#sneaky niki#lamb loose liveblogging#silky niki#but I did post ch 5#I feel so guilty :(#I’m trying to make up for it now#as I suffer from belly aches in bed due to extreme food coma#ch 14 is a migraine and a half to plan. ngl#the funny thing is that both HDS and SDY are generally too exhausted after a fight or after all their mind games ->#-> that at some point they both go ‘time out time out I need a two hour nap and then we can brawl back to where we left’#which is extremely relatable lemme tell u#also I ADORE the new characters#all of them. even the nasty ones#especially Tak. you are all going to love Tak.#ik I do#(look at how round how good how beautiful these silky anteaters are btw)
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yknow I play a lot of hard games but usually not "took 73 days to beat" hard
#aka gUESS WHO JUST BEAT RAIN WORLD. AFTER TWO AND A HALF MONTHS#rain world#peridots-nonsense#i got into subterranean like a week ago but have been mostly hanging around by the worm grass shelter for 20 cycles#i went to every region (even if i only spent a couple minutes total in drainage lol). met every echo besides the farm arrays one.#got every passage achievement (every one besides dragon slayer/wanderer in outskirts and industrial within my first few weeks of playing)#and never used a passage anyway. three months!!! rounding up a little! for a game that can be beat in less than 20 cycles.#dh was twelve days (though i'd played through part of it years earlier). stray was seven hours. insc was only a couple days.#i've done two separate ultkill playthroughs so not sure which to count but both were less than a week#hk was actually just over a month. may 24 to june 26th. which is still so much less than this. bftes about a month too#i remember how even just a week into rw i felt like i'd been playing it forever...even just a week in i knew it would be one of Those Games#where i wish i could play it over for the first time again. boy was i right. it almost felt like a second life at times#i loved just running around in certain areas building up stores of food and spears and vulture masks#(what comes to mind are / HI_S02 / CC_S05 / SI_S04 / SB_S07. the first two felt like home!)#(* up in the sixth tag i missed the friend. i was relishing in hubristic bloodlust especially in CC so i didn't have much time for taming)#if the tags here seem particularly incoherent i only falsely apologize. i'm just. reminiscing. i don't think i can do anything else#my heart was pounding as soon as i reached the depths. after 325 cycles. 116 hours. two and a half months. it's over.#maybe a little dramatic but hey it took up an invariable portion of my life for a fifth of a year so. it's just interesting#anyway. a standard ''i took too long on this and now the sun's rising'' goodbye to you tag-wanderer
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Once the current polls end I'll probably alternate right and left sides of the bracket to post until we get closer to the center
#not a poll#it took like a half hour to post just the 8 from yesterday.#so yeah. but it'll only be one or two rounds that get separated like that
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for whatever reason my high school did our yearbook on a flash drive one of the years i was there. junior i think? and while i was looking for my lil crossbody (to confirm that i still have it and do not need to order another one) i found my high school yearbook in the pocket of it and of course had to sink into the Nostalgia.
#i went to a 'gifted and talented' boarding school for two years and it was just. like when i think about it im like thats what edu should be#the specific thing that made me reminisce was pictures from a. like. 'athenian senate' thing we did in world hist#where we were all encouraged to dress up in chitons made out of bedsheets and argue fjklafjldf it was cool!#the vibe there was like. listen we're all fucking nerds here so just own it. have fun. commit yourselves to the bit.#also we had a class licherally just called colloquium that was. like usually there was a topic per semester#and we'd all read articles and then have to go talk about them round-table for an hour and a half once a week.#the one i can remember was specifically about technology and our relationship w it.#it was kind of awful at the time bc you had to really read and think about the articles. you had to go in w highlighters!#but it served me soooooo well later in college.#carly.txt
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I got full points but apparently I have less of a vocabulary than people who got full points in the past I guess. I've been robbed of nearly 200 words
I got the Top 4.47% on this English Vocabulary test
#and by the past I mean half an hour ago i guess#losing vocabulary in real time#200 words in 30 minutes that's 6.66 words a minute#I'm at 30238 now#30238/6.66 is 4535.7#4535.7/60 is 75.595#I have 75 and a half hours before I'm completely out of words#that's pi days (to two decimal places (if you truncate instead of rounding))
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Really torn up over whether I even want to go to this Thailand neutering clinic at all. On one hand, adventure! Learning! New countries and new places! On the other hand, do I want to spend £1000 to go and work for 10 days, be completely stressed out of my mind for all that time, and only have two days off in which I need to both recover and explore the surrounding area to make the most of my £1000 expense?
#When we thought the grant would also help towards travel expenses it was worth it#But there’s not a penny going towards that. It’s all out of pocket#Now it’s not ‘Erin’s going on an adventure with work!’ But ‘Erin’s going to pay to travel half way round the world for two weeks and SUFFER#It’s way too much stress. I know I’ll have a melt down#And I’m going to pay £1000 to do it too!#Now I DO get paid while I’m out there. Issue is that I’m working longer hours in a higher stress environment#In a new place. In a new COUNTRY. With strangers#I just don’t know if I can do it
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i just miss living in driving distance from a bookstore more than anything else in the universe
#daisy.txt#WELL technically i guess i could its just like. A two hour round trip.#i miss b&n and half price books
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i will not panic abt my exams
#it will be fine actually#I’m stressed bc they’re in. a month now like a month from today and I’ll be done#but that just means I have a whole month to be making notes I can do a lot in a month#I’m going home on Friday which is stressing me out but it’s just one week I’ll go Friday and leave Saturday/Sunday#and if I can do a handful of lectures while I’m at home that’ll be a useful step no matter what#i can probably focus on like molecular ones which are easier to structure bc I just need to pull out the mechanisms#tomorrow I just gotta read up on two topics really and then I can write the dumb mock exam which I won’t be able to do at home bc its 4 hour#I hate that we have to do that especially bc it’s got shit evil questions but whatever#and I can’t feel bad abt being slow to get back into this bc im an animal with a body and it takes a while to get back into Anything#and I’m worried abt the exam yes bc of how it went last year when I was unprepared but 1) I won’t be THAT degree of unprepared this year#2) it is unlikely that i get as insanely unlucky as I did last year#fucking hell I just. don’t think I’m made for this kinda system I can’t make myself work in it#every single term of my degree so far I’ve been fighting to keep up with everything and had no time to properly prepare for the exams#and then scraped it by working off a baseline level of being good at putting ideas together quickly and strategically working last minute#on whatever will give me the best shot at getting what I need but that’s not possible in these two exams bc I have over 100 lectures to know#I can’t do 100 lectures in a month. it’s just not possible but what I can probably do is summarise some important bits for like half of them#I think I’m bad at the whole sustained effort on a big task over a long period of time#bc this is so huge that there’s no way for me to see progress or move on to anything new bc it’s just. a stack of 100 lectures to deal with#I HOPE I’m better at dealing with project next year bc i think it’ll be more task based#and like I can watch the lectures the first time round bc there’s a set thing to do and an end point#I have genuinely no idea how to approach this in a way that will be useful achievable AND get enough done within the time I have#anyway I can’t stress abt it now bc I have to go to the shop and then home to cook. so#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#luke.txt
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Alright that’s it.
Here is why you should vote for Owen Owengejuice, in my ‘humble’ opinion:
ROUND 2:
WILBURSOOT (14) nominated from DSMP, 100 Player Challenges, Ghostbur, Editor ARG, Tommyinnit Mod Videos, smpronpa, OSMP, MCC
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OWENGEJUICETV (51) nominated from Rats SMP, Empires (specifically as a llama), Outsiders SMP
#Bonus eighth reason: for me please I beg. the other two people I was rooting for got knocked out round 1#and I spent two and a half hours on this slideshow please let me have this this /hj#owengejuicetv#outsiders smp#rats smp#this is all /lh if it wasn’t obvious#mcytblr sexyman#JUICESWEEP
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