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woke up today and it still feels unreal. we're really going to have 50 fascists in parliament, what a nightmare...
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princess tutu: die jahreszeiten 🌸
kind of a companion piece to my 2022 ptutu drawing | it's on inprnt
this print was at anime north; next con is otakuthon!
oops so my hand slipped and i made another princess tutu drawing. i admittedly don't watch that much anime so my catalogue of work is gonna be the same 5 animes LMAO. what can i say, i love "dark" fairy tales, and i've been really enjoying the more fine art approach to a lot of my drawings as of late (and the watercolour brush i've been using has been so perfect for that...!)
as my first princess tutu drawing is now 2 years old, there are some areas i've grown to have ... qualms with... although both drawings as a whole are pretty much exactly what i envisioned, and that's always satisfying!
both of these were drawn in roughly a week's time (yes really...) for con crunch period (and i went back to this drawing after the con to touch up some areas that were a bit rough!). i wanted a different approach to this new pt drawing, with the focus on the line work, rather than on colours and lighting in the 2022 drawing.
this drawing had 2 goals: to continue the style i adopted in my witch hat atelier "lantern bearers" drawing (which i promise i'll post in full soon as soon as all of the zine artists get their go-ahead to post their pieces!), and to emulate the art nouveau movement's heavy emphasis on line work, albeit not a 1:1 style replication of course.
the seasons also aren't a 1:1 representation, as i didn't necessarily pick flowers or colours that are most strongly associated with the season (e.g. summer being a dark tone is a bold choice?). but it's kinda whatever, as i said before i drew this in a week, there may be more appropriate flowers with better meanings. i couldn't spend too too much time drafting and researching.
FLOWER SYMBOLISM:
- spring: apple blossoms, tulips - the apple blossom is a quintessential spring flower, and thus symbolize the arrival of spring. spring is a season of change, which ahiru/princess tutu is a force of, instigating change in her friends and unravelling the story around her. the flowers below her are tulips, and there are many meanings to tulips depending on the colour, due to their ubiquitous nature. i narrowed on one, and intended for them to symbolize happiness. princess tutu's pose is one in which that is open, inviting, and warm - reflecting her nurturing nature in the series, and her willingness to help others achieve happiness.
- summer: deadly nightshade flower, yellow rose - i chose for rue/princess kraehe to symbolize a fiery summer's night instead of the typical dazzling heat of a summer's day, a rather bold and unusual choice. the warmth of sunshine didn't quite fit, as the character is quite dramatic and passionate, with her intentions often hidden in shadow. next, the deadly nightshade - atropa belladonna - has a lot of mythological associations, a lot to do with poisoning, as the flower is toxic. the flowers bloom at night (another reason why i picked a nighttime backdrop for "summer") and also outwardly match rue's dark design scheme, as the cherry on top. yellow roses, at the bottom of her frame, are the archetypal flower depicting jealousy (as with many yellow flowers are), and at one point in the story, rue only wished for her own happiness at the misfortune of others.
- autumn: douglas fir needles, orange calla lily - autumn is another season of change - although much more tumultuous, as this season is traditionally taken to prepare for a long winter ahead - fitting for fakir as the role of the storyteller. the douglas fir is not a flower of course, but is a tree - with many different parts of this tree offering many benefits in advance of the winter season. i wanted the versatile nature of the douglas fir to reflect on fakir's dependable personality. next up, the calla lily is a flower with a dual meaning - on one hand you have life, on the other you have death. a storyteller quite literally can grant both at the tip of their fingers.
- winter: birch tree, snowdrop - winter is a rather still and unchanging season, a lull in the passage of time. this symbolizes mytho's passive nature at the start of the series, especially with his doleful pose here, as if almost in hibernation. to contrast, mytho is perched on the branches of a birch tree, which means new beginnings and renewal - as mytho is one of the characters that undergo the most change throughout the series (i'd argue the most?), regaining pieces of his heart. under mytho's frame is the snowdrop flower - and if you've read my witch hat atelier: seasons piece symbolisms, one of the snowdrop's meanings is rebirth, with connotations to the bible, bringing hope, when all had forsaken eve. the snowdrop is one of the first flowers to bloom even when the snow has not yet fully melted, further echoing mytho as an analogy for rebirth.
#princess tutu#ptutu#ahiru#fakir#mytho#rue (princess tutu)#fakir (princess tutu)#mytho (princess tutu)#ahiru (princess tutu)#my art#im not much of a painter but painting the curtains was kinda fun... got lost in the sauce every single time i tackled that area#so i think i understand why people paint now#im free from con deadlines for a little while so i might try my hand at oc stuff...#and i want to get better at my sketch/doodle style too bc admittedly it takes way too long to draw anything and i want to change that#which is why ive been doing the lineless style for sticker sheets and keeping them pretty basic and rough!! im happy with em#i only know how to 'complete' drawings really so . lot of sketching ahead this summer hopefully..#artists on tumblr#illustration
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Please tell me Ghost gets to pat a cat. He looks like he really wants to pat one, even if it's not Raven. 🥺
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anon don't worry he'll get those pat, just...careful for what you wish for though
#also for those seeing my cat!Price for the first time#he's a tabby- an absolute unit (big and heavy) - very long whiskers and very bossy - he is also very fluffy so heavy shed ahead#would not give a fuck and demands attention at the worst timing ever#finally got to work on this ask mb anon it's been a rough week#ask response#thanks for the ask <3#gummmyart#doodle#simon ghost riley#captain john price#[oc] Raven#kitty!Raven#kitty!Price
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fishy love 🐟🩵🦈based off of BbK224's fic A Union of Sea and Sky
#signalis#signalis falke#signalis adler#adlr#fklr#its very cute go give it a read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i downloaded new brushes for these hehe#i dont draw water scenes often so this was fun ^_^ albiet a bit difficult since i didnt exactly know what i wanted to do#either way i had fun :) this is the first thing ive really drawn (as in made into like an ultra mega finished piece) in a long time so im r#ally happy about it hehe <3#ive been drawing lots and lots of falkler kisses as drawing stretches for the past week or so so this drawing feels sorta like all of it ha#come to ahead#the falkler kiss doodle final boss if you will#<- i will post all of my kiss doodles soon ive just decided to give them their own post because most of them are so rough#so they will be up sometime in the future 👍💥#myth.art
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sometimes you just gotta cover your guy in blood, you know how it is
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#sketchbook#character art#illustration#watercolor#gnome#rogue#I went ahead and messaged these DIRECTLY to limerick's player who I knew would appreciate them the most#'limerick is dead. dying. Let me....um....ahem....Felix. I'm gonna...heal you' mmhm thought so 😏#UM ALSO this kinda process of sketching VERY roughly in red pencil-- inking directly on top of that-- and then painting without erasing#I only just did a few times last night and then this today but wow I love it haha#takes tremendous courage tbqh lmao but it feels good and I like the rough loose feel of the finished results#honestly the trick is to not over-detail and over-perfect on the pencil stage because then I end up something too nice to risk messing up#it's more fun to ink and paint! gotta figure out more ways to let myself do it#my OCs#felix#dungeons and doodles#emberstead
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2024 Singapore GP | x
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#2024 singapore gp#more Daniel and Yuki and a small Max moment in the last post in the source!#ahhhhhhhhh feel free to ignore me rambling in the tags here ................#it's been a rough and sad day irl#but I'll keep powering thru and doing my best!!!#work and family stuff adding to the weight of it all 😭 a small cry and some deep breaths!! I'll be strong!!!!#better times ahead#☀️✨❤️#okay I'm peeking in between work thymes back to it here!!!!
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my mum died last night
#i was with her. i spoke comforting words to her as her breathing slowed#she didn't suffer - she wasn't in any pain. she heard me and became slower and slower then i... saw her die#i never predicted i'd be there at the moment of death#it was her time. her body had been slowly shutting down the last three days and she'd been officially dying for 5 months#she was so strong. she was hanging on for me. needing to know i'd be able to survive with her gone#once it was clear that things were gonna be fine (besides the emotional toll) she started to truly let go#i've been with her whenever i could be the last three days. and night nurses watched her as i slept#last nights nurse woke me to be with her in her final moments#besides hearing me talk the last few days - i was also running star trek for her to listen to#she couldn't communicate or move but we all knew she was aware of things around her#i gave her words of reassurance and comfort and the last words she heard me say were ''i love you''#and three days ago before she lost the ability to speak the last words she managed were ''i love you''#so things went as well as they could be considering the situation#she died a little over 12 hours ago. it was 7 hours before they could take the body away. that was. haunting#it's been a rough day. worst day of my life. but mum is at peace now. and i have a lot of kind people to support me#everything will be okay eventually and i have my whole life ahead of me and mum wants that life to be good#so i musn't give up. now matter how depressed i feel
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#me#I’ve been having a rough one and my health has taken priority for the time being#I hope everyone is doing splendidly#I missed huge chunks dying my hair but there’s always room to improve#hope for gentler and more kind times ahead
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I haven't been on in a fucking while, life's been crazy yo.
If it makes up for it at all I'm almost done writing a moderately (read: extremely) angsty & smutty ShigaDabi oneshot featuring trans Dabi that may or may not fall into the Light at the End of the Night universe (I haven't decided yet, we'll see what happens lmao) as well as most of the next chapter for the main fic.
I really appreciate everyone who has been so patient with my sporadic updates and I'm gonna go through my asks and answer some of them today, too.
#forreal tho shit has been rough#go ahead and skip out on the tags if you dont wanna hear me bitch about my life lmao#it feels safer talking about it in the tags idk#anyway#pregnancy tw and miscarriage tw for the rest of the tags#you've been warned#the husband and i have been trying for baby no 3#which wasn't even a thing we planned until i got pregnant on accident#and we decided we were like hella happy about adding to the family#and then i miscarried#and then i miscarried again#and again#total of 4 fucking times with no idea why despite many dr appts#finally managed to hold onto a fetus for longer than 16wks tho and the chance of a miscarriage is very small now so yay
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Poll results are crazy close how am i supposed to work on rough sketches when its practically a 4 way tie gfhjkf
#i kind of wanted one to run away with it#i guess i am forced to do roughs for all 4 options until one pulls ahead#should have set the time as shorter also h#hina.txt
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I need a minute. to process the update
#I'm sososososoos sleepy it is overwhelming SORRY#I know I'm going to be killed every time I stay up to read the update and I knew I had a rough shift at work ahead of me but alas#I feel like I run out of things to say about the updates when they're not so directly about the 4 dia boys anymore </3#twst spoilers#I love rook though. he was so real for.... all of that#the reminder that Vil's overblot hurt Rook more than anyone else#that he trusted Vil more than anyone else and wanted to believe he wouldn't be willing to stoop so low#he was willing to die if it meant everyone else got along.... rook ily#and dear god they actually showed Neige's dead body... Not knocked out or in a coma#straight lined vitals and cold body#the dwarves begging him to stop being lazy and wake up...#(foreshadowing pleas e please please pleas pla plsplspslpslspl be foreshadowing for silver please I'll cry)#and the cut to Vil celebrating is ''victory'' at VDC after killing Neige.. it all felt so dark#even after what they pulled with Ortho in the last book I'm still surprised when they directly address characters dying and being dead#anyway very good update I had a good time#Idia's dumb fucking video was so cute and silly
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i really think that the hells have taken trust to mean something that it really isnt, and are all conveniently forgetting each others histories in order to push their preferred brand of "trust" without really trying to explain themselves
#cr spoilers#dont get me wrong i love it#i love inter party conflict and the little rough edges grating on each other#this all really goes to show how the hells are somewhat less aware of each other in a way#so much terrible shit has happened to them in such a short amount of time#they havent had the chance to really settle and talk abt most of it#its always been a rush to get to the next thing. constantly playing catch up to ludinus who always seems one step ahead no matter what#the little nana morri trust retreat was a good idea in theory (and somewhat in practice!)#but it feels like theyre lacking the tools to actually discuss the Big issues#the small stuff? sure they can handle that#they all trust each other with their lives in combat#when they can unite against a common enemy#but as weve seen. its when the threat isnt imminent that the really rough patches start to show through#i adore it so much#delilah briarwood thank you so much for your service you fucked up bitch
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#ignore me needleslly bellyaching into the void but this has been a very rough start to the new year#got a panel proposal to a conference rejected which sucks#next semester is looming and i have so many things to do ahead of time to meet different program requirements#i’ve been sick for like two weeks now#estranged relationship w one of my bio parents is getting difficult again#also feeling kind of strange about the new chapter of gz#it was difficult to write and i sort of wore myself out getting it done and sending it out into the world feels strange#anyway if you read it and want to lmk what you think i’d be super grateful bc it was def a work of excruciating love#(consider this me begging for comments but in a totally cool and really detached way with no hint of desperation whatsoever 🥲)#etc etc etc nothing new under the sun and i’m okay in the grand scheme of things#🤡
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well immediately this is not as fun :(
#need to go back and collect all the instances of eddie calling the symbiote dear and darling and my love in the 2016 run#gonna need it in the times ahead. rough times out there...#whole cancer thing happening soon i'm pretty sure 😭 and klyntar god and all that. hella shit happening in the 2018 run#they had to get 'serious' or whatever. i think they could have spent more time in church#killing priests and talking about being married and in love. that's just me though i guess#venom#venomposting#venom 2018
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Oh my god Phoenix Wright. Fuck, I’ve missed screaming your name.
(In aggravation. Because when I press statements hoping you ask an obvious question that’ll bridge to a piece of evidence, you ask some irrelevant bullshit instead. I want to strangle you.)
#ace attorney#to everyone’s surprise. especially my own. we are playing DD#and I mean maybe AJ was fresh enough in my mind that I skipped some of the unimportant statement presses#but Apollo felt way less frustrating this way and now I’m like right back to raging (affectionate)#the worst he ever seemed to do was confirm stuff that was already said and that was fine#Phoenix though. feenie if you will.#ANYWAY AJ was interesting my mom had a hard time retaining stuff#I also accidentally spoiled a couple things ahead that I think she then forgot#my feelings about it are somewhat tempered from watching the playthrough the first time but I still quite like it#I probably avoided a lot of the frustration points by knowing what I was looking for so#only on the first trial of DD but I do like the vibes it’s got. and the ALL RISE sting gives me chills every time#mood matrix though is gonna be rough I can already tell
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we take a break from rune posting to bring you this post
i made out with the tip of my boyfriends cock nd then jerked him off while sucking on hia fingers. was very hot
n e ways its late im gonna wind down
#personal#i have a potentially very rough time ahead of me so prepare for this blog to become a rf4 blog WJSNNDNNDJF
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