#rotating him in the head all day every day rn

[timethehobo]

Mostly on side quests atm and dragging him everywhere cos he’s such a sweetheart.

[sevs-corner]

Cont Idea on: Tf 141: Mafia AU!

(Brain rotting rn so lets get it out of my system)

So I realized how this may be similar to like a gang au but I wanted it to be more fancy with the crew (Tf 141) literally treating you as their unofficial-official sugar baby.

Walk with me in my insanity real quick— I can just imagine the unconditional love and care they’d give you and you being unable to say ‘no’ because, at first, all the things they give are things that you need like:

- clothes (branded btw) for the winter, or for any cold occasion because they notice how you rotate through the same apparels and are worried how you might shiver to death. They swear that they could hear your teeth chattering from the cashier despite the warmth the bakery exudes from the kitchen. Price, on more than one occasion, had willingly gave you his scarf (he brings extras in his cars once he started noticing it and gradually became a habit) and he could just melt at seeing you all snuggled up in his clothes.

- pots for your plants (you grow your own vegetables from veggie scraps). Gaz, when he dropped you off at your apartment one time, noticed how you used recycled stuff around your very dingy- yet homey- apartment. Right at the kitchen, where the one other window was present in your apartment (the other one was by your bed), he saw by the sill how you used plastic bottles for your tiny plants and how you used your old veggie scraps, making him want to provide for you even more— but he settles for something simple for now, and then gradually build up to that when you grow more comfy and closer together. <33

- fairy lights to decorate your room with (because they know you study + work late in the night) and Ghost notices this sometimes from how your bags seem so deep. While simultaneously working a day job, you admittedly said that you were also working to get an online degree for the arts, so you could help out Nonna and Nonno’s (italian for grandma and grandpa respectively) business and make it more popular.

( Notice how they grew more downbad with that admission hehe)

- Ghost knows your stubborn and hard working, and don’t usually bend or compromise on important things like that- so instead of forcing you to rest or leaving you be, he decided to give you lights to create a better ambiance for your mini desk workspace. “Hurts the eyes less,” he says as he handed you two boxes of it after your shift. He knows your constantly works in fluorescent lights and knows how that tires the eyes more (from experience), so he thinks this would help you both in studying and for sleeping. (Secretly hoping you’d think of him whenever you gaze at it.)

- surprisingly, Soap would give you bluetooth earphones, knowing how you would work and study with them in every opportunity that you can. Working on slow days, he first noticed you would look around at the front and back before whipping out from your pocket a phone that was wrapped with the earphone’s cord, a bright smile on your face as he sees you bop your head to the beats as you worked to clean or count money or help around at the front of the house. Though, he also notice how mixed up and messy you get in it, seeing you cuss under your breath makes him chuckle but also think of how he could fix that in his own little way. Luckily he had a “spare for his mate but he didn’t wan’ it,” he says to you after an event held at the bakery. It wasn’t like he was waiting for the moment he could catch you alone to see your eyes sparkle just for him only 🫢

Overtime you got used to their gift giving that by the time they were doing all these grandiose stuff for you, it was hard to say- “no,” and deny them from how puppied-look they get. You knew that Simon or Gaz barely gave you things (they’re more of a spend-quality time of love) so you had no choice but to accept (but also to see their grins and how they would snuggle you and pepper your face with soft kisses) As for Price and Soap, you knew they would be huffy and pouty so you decided to avoid that entirely when Gaz accidentally confessed one time that — because you put him into an irritable mood, he kind of skipped the interrogation part with a prisoner (betrayed them lol) and went straight to… execution.

Yeah… it wasn’t a pretty sight. Alternatively, their genuine laughs and smiles were so of course you’d prefer that! (And they too as well~)

OK THATS IT FOR NOW ADDING MORE LATER🫶

[ssruis]

(In response to someone asking me where I thought the wxs story could be heading after this arc)

> I’d like to see tsukasa deal with doing everything he can for an audition, nailing it, and still not getting the part (bc sometimes you just fail, and dealing with that is something we all have to learn) but I don’t think that’s a writing choice clpl would make

> I think tsukasa & his willingness to do stupid/dangerous shit to succeed could be something that’s explored. He’s got rui “takes every safety measure possible for his directing and then some” kamishiro preventing him from injuring himself right now but if he’s gonna go at it alone in the future he needs to like… not do that. Lmao. But again idk that clpl would do that. Too shounen pilled. Also I think they think they addressed this in tsukasa5 (they did not. “Don’t do anything stupid tsukasa” “I’m gonna catch the thief MYSELF” etc)

> emu needs to have a business & management arc. She’s been learning this stuff since emu2 and I want to see her overcome some sort of problem thanks to this. Clpl stop having rui solve all the business problems. let emu take the reins. Maybe if emu6 is before rui5 it could be about emu finding a new company for wxs to perform with or a new avenue for them?

> I’ll be honest I can’t think of anything for nene as things are rn. She’s always been the one who’s been confronted by wxs’s inevitable separation first (mermaid admiration was, iirc, the first time any of them were told “yeah you won’t be able to stay together”. Someone on tumblr mentioned her being the canary in the coal mine which. So true.) but that alone is not enough for an event, let alone a story line.

> ahhh rui. The fog is coming for the purple bastard I can just sense it. His bloomfes card felt like giving a dog one really great last day before the Final Vet Visit. The arcland offer+Asahi loom like the sword of Damocles. He’s been too happy lately. If we get emu6 before rui5 that guy is fucked (doubtful, given how long he’s gone without a focus. imo it’s more likely rui5 will be the training era arc ender and the 6th wxs rotation will be something new. Please god end this arc).

> The director at the end of BLF was so sus and is definitely going to make a comeback, and I do not think it’ll be as a helpful hero. If Rin talking about the movie in BLF was foreshadowing that director is bad news. If CPDB was foreshadowing that could also be an avenue to explore (navigating an entertainment world that is increasingly hostile towards art)

> I think rui’s “I love my friends so so much and I don’t want to leave them but this is selfish/greedy of me” is something that could be addressed at some point, bc wxs feels the same way. this guy is just dense.

> my most likely prediction, imo, is that wxs will go back to arcland and the offer he got, didn’t tell his friends about, accepted, DIDNT TELL HIS FRIENDS ABOUT, and had the acceptance rejected by Asahi will be an issue. Not a major one, I think wxs will forgive him, but I can’t see a reality where arcland isn’t relevant in the future.

> overall major arcs? I have no fucking idea. Zero. Exciting! Wxs will def have to reckon with separation again, but we have 2 more years minimum with these characters, and I feel like it’s a bit early for that.

[thatonesmartkidfromschool]

Ok Mr "I know drayton better than anyone" give us ur headcanons then. Need to test them against mine /lh

Ummm most of my headcanons are just me projecting LMAO.. so maybe they're not all that accurate but idk lmao

So first off. Definitely a burnt out gifted kid. He just gives me that kinda vibe. Like someone who thrived in their youth and completely gave up once things started getting too overwhelming and taking up too much of his personal time. Like idk maybe he felt like he wasn't enjoying his life so he did a massive 180 from one unhealthy lifestyle to another 😭😭

His sleep schedule is absolute shit. Which causes him to be. Maybe a little eepy at times. And by that I mean all the time 24/7 he often struggles to stay awake when not being constantly fed stimuli. But honestly he probably naps a good lot when in the club room. Which doesn't make him any less sleepy but. It feels nice in the moment, at least. I wish I could nap more.

Oh and he just randomly decided to look awful actually. It was all on purpose. One day he thought. What is the worst possible outfit and look I could come up with. And that's how we got toothpaste haired, sweatpants under a skirt boy. Don't trust him when he says it's not a skirt. It's definitely a skirt. He's just messing with you. Like seriously he looks so ridiculous how is this not on purpose.

OH and the toothpaste cut was definitely just an excuse to dress up as a tube of toothpaste every Halloween. He haunts BB academy's freshmen with that shit.

And this one sort of relates to the outfit once but he just. Hates. Having to be serious. It makes him feel awful. It's so much easier to cope with things when you're just joking around acting goofy.

OH and he absolutely adores all the kids in the league club to bits. Just the club as a whole. Means so much to him. Of course, this is kind of obvious given the context of the game but STILL. I guess battling is one of the things that brings him the most joy and he loves sharing that with the club members. And like yeah he hates responsibility so he never actually wants to be president but he wouldn't see helping out the club members one on one as a responsibility.. maybe he just likes to see people enjoying themselves to the fullest like. Yeah. (And also because he just likes showing off his abilities lmao)

Like broooo HE'S ACTUALLY JUST LIKE ME FR??? CHAT????? Anyways there might be more I could add but I can't think of it rn... all of these ideas have been rotating in my head for weeks now thanks for sending this ask.. also gimme your Drayster hcs so we can cross reference them

[sugatrapp]

「 T a p e s 」

•─────────────•°•❀•°•─────────────•

Pairings: Carmen Berzatto x Unnamed Female Reader Summary: It's lonely during nights when Carmy isn't beside you. He unknowingly comes up with a solution beforehand. Warnings: Dominant Carmy ~ Masturbation ~ Voyeurism ~ Vulgar language ~ Basically p*rn

A/N: I'm still working on Obsidian pt. 2, but I had to get this one off my chest.

AO3 Masterlist Ko-Fi

•─────────────•°•❀•°•─────────────•

“Fuck…just like that.”

“That’s it, take it all.”

“Look at me, baby—fuck—that’s right.”

His voice fills your ears through the headphones atop your head. He’s everywhere at once: his scent, his presence, his attention. You imagine his hooded eyes, pupils blown wide while watching you trace the curves of your body with delicate fingers. He was biting his lip while standing over your splayed figure, chest heaving and shifting in place, not knowing whether to let you have your way or take control himself. His cock strained against the already tight material of his uniform slacks, aching for release.

It’s already past 9 p.m. The right side of the bed is cold from regular nights of neglect, making it the perfect place to rest your head as the video unfolds. You know it forwards and backwards, have every word, groan, and orgasm ingrained in your memory. He took it near the beginning of your relationship.

When he first asked for permission to record “just for us,” it intrigued and flattered you. No one ever liked you enough to want to preserve your intimate moments. But the instant the flash trained on you, it seared into your skin like a hundred eyes during a performance. Did you look ridiculous? Desperate? Gross? Would he show it to his friends or, god forbid, post it online?

Your thoughts were a whirlwind a few days after. Your search history was that of a sex crazed degenerate. Your detective hat tingled when he would come over to your apartment and occupy himself with something away from his phone. You didn’t think he was that type of guy, but reading enough horror stories online told you that you couldn’t really know anyone.

Luckily, you never found yourself gracing twitter’s homepage, nor in texts or emails between his friends. Even when spats arose, he didn’t threaten you with eternal embarrassment.

He treated you like royalty.

Now, your gallery is filled with tens of videos to choose from for nights like this. Missing him is a little less heavy on your chest. Instead, it’s warm and sensitive as you pinch your nipples through your thin cropped shirt. You run your fingertips over them in his same teasing manner, biting the corner of your lip. He caressed your cheek with his thumb before tangling them in your hair, guiding your head just the way he liked. You squeeze your thighs together.

“Good girl. You’re doin’ so well for me.”

You make quick work of your shorts, tossing them in the corner of your bedroom. You reach for the silicone toy you placed next to you earlier, almost as thick and veiny as the real thing. It would have to do.

You keep your ass in the air as you return to your position on your stomach. It makes it easier to reach underneath your body and slide the toy between your legs.

You jolt as the tip brushes against your clit then moan when sliding it between your folds, gliding with ease due to the wetness already accumulated.

Your eyes lock on your phone, watching yourself take his cock impossibly deeper, stroking what couldn’t fit in small rotations. His groans and curses send shivers down your spine. You wish he was here so you could taste him again, musk and soap and salt coating your tongue as he grew closer to his release.

Having waited long enough, you position the head at your entrance and lower your hips. Your whine is drawn out as the toy disappears further into your depths. Shuffling in your ears signals the best part. He pulled you on top of him, giving you the camera to record. His face was beet red, brown curls sticking to his forehead. His breaths came in quick pants. Sexy, handsome, utterly debauched.

You ride the toy at the same pace as your past self, slowly, teasing the tip with shallow thrusts before plunging down without warning. You cry out at the same time he did. His hands gripped your hips like a vice, veins protruding along his arms in an effort to hold himself back. God, you wish he hadn’t. You wish he would’ve tossed you like a rag doll, pounded into you with reckless abandon, and told you to suck it up when it was too much.

One after the other, your moans cut through the audio, loud, lewd, and needy. A familiar inkling of shame sets in as you wonder how you must look, rocking your hips back and forth out of rhythm, your essence dribbling down your thighs as the heat in your belly increases.

“C-Carmy,” you whimper.

Almost as if it were happening in real time, his voice filled your ears once more.

“T-That’s it, baby. Ride my cock. Take it. Feels so fuckin’ good. Faster.”

Who are you to deny him anything? You rock your hips faster. Your thighs burn from the exertion, but you can’t bring yourself to stop. You’re so close, the heat reaching and reaching, getting louder and louder with every thrust. You grip the bedsheets with your free hand, tugging them between your teeth.

Within seconds, you’re tumbling over the edge. Your hips shudder to a stop and your legs slam closed, a scream ripping through your throat. For a long time, you’re gasping for breath, resting your head against your arm. You can’t stop shaking.

Eventually, you come down from your high and are left with pleasant tingling. Looking at the time, you know it won’t be long until Carmy comes home. It’s plenty of time to shower and change the sheets. You take off your headphones, turn, and nearly have a heart attack when you see him leaning against the dresser adjacent to the bed. He’s still in uniform, though his pants are pushed down his thighs. His hard length in hand and covered with his release, it’s no question as to what happened.

“I didn’t know you were home,” you speak softly, crossing your legs and hiding the toy behind your back.

“Been here a while, not that you would’ve noticed.”

Your face warms at his smug grin.

“I…” you scramble for something to say. You settle on, “I have to change the sheets.”

Before you can climb off the bed, he crosses the room and pushes you onto your back.

“Nu-uh, baby. We have unfinished business.”

“We do?”

He hums, nudging your legs open with his knee.

“Have you been doing this behind my back the whole time?”

You glance away, biting your bottom lip.

“I know my rights.”

His fingers caress your hip. “Yeah? I guess I’ll just have to fuck it out of you then.”

[mutantmayhems]

hii! i just saw you mentioned that mm was your introduction to the fandom, so im wondering which is your favourite out of the iterations you've watched so far? idk if you've answered this already but i'm interested in which u prefer as a whole vs which version of raph is your fave :)

ooohhh man!! i still haven’t finished the 2003 show yet 💀 so it might be too premature to answer? but i’m gonna answer anyway lol. i think my favorite iteration is a tie between 2012 and mutant mayhem. i love 2012 bc it has a lot of time to explore relationships with characters, the fight choreo goes crazy, and (for the most part lol) the story arcs are just so good!! but i also love mutant mayhem because it’s got so much style, it’s so funny, and the portrayal of sibling relationships is especially chef’s kiss. plus i watch the no diggity montage almost every day lmao.

i love all the raphs,, they’re all my special guy.. but i think rn 2012 is my fave. he’s just got so much depth to him that i really love.. i wish i could explain more about why i love him so much but i just rotate him in my head like a microwave yknow. he loves his brothers but he usually has a hard time showing it and,, yeah. oh also i just remembered that he’s terrified of bugs and so am i. he’s so real for that

[sighonaraa]

hi!!!

so sorry for sending another ask lol. i went through every post under the football kiddo au and omg omg omg!! getting such a huge brain rot rn. i recently fell in love with ted lasso and i didn’t realize there was a fandom (most live action shows don’t rlly have one) im just so excited to go more into this wonderful fandom and read these fics along with the post and yk. everything ab being a fangirl lol (wish i got into this show and fandom earlier but better late than never) anyway, i have my own thoughts ab this au that i would love to share.

who can forget everyone’s fav kitman, will! can you imagine will but not a baby will. instead he’s around fifteen or sixteen and had his own emotional trauma and baggage (bcuz every character deserves a good old angsty backstory). and he just helps the kids by giving them water and helping injuries (my highschool has an athletic trainer program. idk if uk schools do but it would be fun). like he’s just a teenager who lives in richmond with everyone else and just starts showing up to help their makeshift football club. and like practically gets adopted my trent and ted. and he sees roy as this older brother (my personal headcanon is will’s an older sibling who ends up being the parent in his house due to his parents being neglectful) and for once he gets to be treated not as a parent. and jamie and sam and the other boys remind him of his younger siblings. also, once he graduates highschool. everyone, the kiddos, ted, roy, beard, trent, rebecca, higgins, etc all show up to his grad. and are screaming from the audience along with his siblings (and his parents aren’t there ofc but his found family is)

also, rebecca is such a cool aunt. like she grows a soft spot for the kids and treats them like she treats nora

sorry about my rambles, i just love this fic so much and i can’t wait for more. also brb gonna read your other works. just i think we both can agree how much we love this little found family.

so much love <33

hi hello hi!! it's so lovely to have you join the fandom, it's a very fun and sweet little corner of the internet and i'm so glad you're here with us now :-) and weeps? WEEPS! i'm overjoyed to hear that you're enjoying the football kiddos au -- i am slowly but steadily working thru chapter 4 and getting comments like this shrimply makes my day.

first of all: I LOVE YOUR WILL THOUGHTS. PLEASE KEEP TALKING. i am ashamed to say that i forgot will existed sjdkfj but i do adore him and his funky ways and i am very [eyes emoji] about a teenage will herding his wee siblings of various ages around town while the adults follow behind and keep anyone from running off into the street. the entire team coming to his graduation........... oh weeps :') this is everything i adore. he'd be so gentle and caring with all of the kiddos but particularly the younger ones, and able to tease the older ones in such a specific Older Brother way. this is so!!! ough. i'm rotating a new plotline for will in my head as we speak.

second of all: you are SO correct about rebecca that is in fact EXACTLY how she's going to be once she finally meets the kiddos. and nora!!! nora my beloved. she and rebecca will be having a large role to play in this fic Mark My Words.

and third of all: please do not apologize, i adore hearing people's rambles about my fics and i cherish each and every comment with all my heart. and yes, we CAN agree on that. this little found family is very incredibly special to meeeeeeee. so much love to you right back!! <3

[hazard-and-friends]

Hazard 2024 Goals

Behavior Mod:

Separation anxiety: Three hours by end of March would be perfect, because uppydog has a class late March that's about an hour away. Otherwise, my goal is 4 hours solid (with/without uppies, either of us leaving or both, any time of day, any reason) by the end of the year.

Car work: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Gosh golly it'd be NICE to be able to have them in the SAME CLASS and rotate dogs. It's be GREAT to take him to trials and be able to leave him in the car and go set up our station/watch other dogs/talk with other competitors. No idea when I'll get up the motivation to work on this though.

Nails: Regular, routine nail maintenance on the front end (aka: I can take off one nail every session, and we are doing a session every day) and the ability to clip anything at all on the back end.

Stranger danger: Two goals.

1, we have the framework to do the Beginner Novice sit for exam (dog sits, I move 6 feet away, dog remains sitting while judge touches head with one hand), which u may note is very similar to the CGC requirements (dog lets stranger touch the top of his head).

2, a much more vague but much more important goal, a meaningful shift in how he views/approaches strangers. 3.5 years on, and while the scale of his feelings is much better, he still doesn't like even passing people on the sidewalk. he's able to keep quiet and ignore them, but that's a choice from him, and it's not true neutrality or liking. we have exactly one way to add people to his circle and it doesn't always work. I want a real shift in this.

Titles:

NW3-ELITE. Go big or go home. (This means passing NW3 three times.)

Elements trials are much less common than NW3, but if we can play in 2 or 3 of those that'd be grand. We may or may not need them to reach NW3-ELITE but they're good practice.

SWN (AKC Scentwork Novice)--all 4 elements ideally. I know we haven't done much work on novice.

RN and RI, making inroads on RA--rally advanced is off leash and he very nearly left the ring in our RN leg, so god only knows, but let's finish the leashed titles.

I DREAM OF THE DAY WE GET OUR CGC

Some of the gimmick Fenzi titles just to keep things fresh--probably the Obedience and Cooperative Care ones, maybe also Rally. I don't see much point to the Nosework one when I know we're doing just fine on that front.

[cryptic-vale]

Hey hey ^^ TUMBLR just showed me your scp character. And I like the design. Can you drop some facts about this character? Anything you like, I'm always interested in other peoples stuff :3

Oh dear. Anon, I'm sorry in advance. SCP is a special interest and I'm about to dump so much info on ya.

Buckle up, cuz I'm feral. I love this dude. Omg

Me rn

Anyways, this lil dude, SCP-7167. Poor guy eats memories. Kinda. Technically he takes memories from people and stores them in his own head. (Yes this includes the emotions along with the memory) He can also create false memories for the person he steals from, and the longer they hang around him the more "true" those memories feel. He wears a little owl necklace that is dubbed SCP-7167-2 because it almost completely nullifies his anomalous abilities.

Poor guy is stuck chilling in his pretty bare containment chamber, with just a bed and dresser at first, but they did eventually give him a sketchbook to doodle in. (Feel free to ask for doodles from him)

For the most part he's cooperative with any tests done on him, since luckily they don't cause physical harm.

I'm still working on the transition form between human and monster, but uh, he gets real big. Like. REALLY big. (I'm debating on his memory effect being easier/stronger in this form)

I uh, may also be drafting an article for him to put in the wiki, so have at thee the description

Item #: SCP-7167

Object Class: Euclid

Special Containment Procedures: The containment chamber for SCP-7167 is a 10x10 room outfitted with a bed, and a small dresser with clothes. The entrance to the chamber is a heavy metal door outfitted with a heavy lock. One guard is to be stationed outside the door at all times. SCP-7167 is to be given 2 meals a day, as it has shown disinterest in eating in the mornings.

Description: SCP-7167 is a caucasian human male in appearance, standing at 168 centimeters tall. It has shoulder length wavy dark hair that is partially pulled back, pale eyes, and what appears to be a tattoo running down the length of its spine.

SCP-7167 has shown the ability to increase its height up to ██ feet tall. It has been recorded that as its height increases, other physical attributes change. The most noticeable changes are at the extremities. It's hands and feet gain a dark grey color, as well as claws protruding from all digits. Spine-like growths appear on its spine, in line with the tattoo markings. The coloring in SCP-7167's eyes fully disappears, leaving the eyes an empty white.

The entity has shown the ability to act as an amnestic of sort, being able to remove select memories from its victim. The means of how this is achieved is unknown, however it has been observed that SCP-7167 will hold its victims face and stare into their eyes. Memories that have been requested for removal will be gone after this interaction.

After extensive tests, it was discovered that SCP-7167 is able to alter and replace memories with false ones. Testing has shown that prolonged exposure to SCP-7167 causes these false memories to be more convincing. After a 12 hour period of exposure, these memories are believed to be fully true by the victim of SCP-7167 Due to this, the security personnel assigned to it's containment chamber must be rotated every 5 hours. This rotation, combined with SCP-7167-2 (described below) allow for secure containment of SCP-7167.

It is required to wear a necklace, labelled scp-7167-2, which lessens the effects of SCP-7167 to almost nothing. SCP-7167-2 is a necklace consisting of a fabric cord with a small owl carved out of malachite hanging on it. It has also been observed that this necklace prevents its physical changes as well.

Anyways, thanks for coming to my Ted talk

[babydewdrop]

Hiii @strangewomanlover tagged me to do 5 things I'm currently obsessed w/

1. My first n obvious one rn is regenerative agriculture (zzz I know) but nothing has reignited my love for earth and its ppl quite like this rn, knowing we still hold the power to affect our surroundings both big and small, singularly and collectively if we all put our heads together and refuse to give up, work WITH nature and not against, this also means to work with OUR nature too, anyway blah blah blah

2. The numbers 888+88 - I'm not one to usually put weight into phenomena that can be explained by neurological processes such as training oneself to look for a specific pattern but I see these numbers everywhere, everyday and I've been using them to reaffirm I'm on the right path and I am exactly where I need to be rn 😁

3. GREEN + BROWN - SELF EXPLANATORY, GODLY EARTHLY COLOURS, feels like home, grounding, luxurious, always complimentary

4. Cooking for my man - I'm leaning into a certain role rn as we move in together, he's an ex chef now onto a different role in life and I have loved picking up that responsibility (we actually rotate so he still cooks!) for the two of us, I've actually spent at least 2 hours every day scouring for recipes we can eat and its one of the more enjoyable things rn

5. Hummmm ummm actually I'm obsessed with organising rn, I've become one of those tiktok storage drawer sociopaths bc I've stopped smoking ouid and now mess makes me stressed :c

That was so long and for what.. I'm shy.. I don't have anybody to tag except for 1 person but I'll dm him, or open tag @ all mutuals 🙌😊

[sp00kies]

We all have shitty days every now and then, it will pass eventually! Love ya spooks.

Now let's think of an ask for you,

How about Headcanons or info dumps on any of your current interests if you've got any?

shaking you with love rn, love ya too louise

As for interests, I’ve got a shit ton rn but I’ll start with the ones rotating my head rn

Despicable Me/Minions

• Gru occasionally vents to Lucy about his past and what happened to him in his youth. She definitely helps him out and provides good advice ❤️

• Bob still has his teddy bear Tim to this day, and has Kevin stitch him back up whenever he rips

Disney Villains

• Turbo actually is really good with kids surprisingly! There’s just something about the Sugar Rush racers that he did not like

• McLeach is a pretty good dancer for his age, however said age provides baaad knee pain whenever he dances for too long

Inspector Gadget

• Penny called Gadget “dad” one time and he cried himself to sleep with joy that night

• Whenever he’s not on duty, Gadget likes to take walks around the park or woods and admire the scenery. He’ll take Brain or Penny with him occasionally

[azalea-bee]

grabs you OC TIME!!! ✨🧠🍀✏️ for all your guys!!!

OC TIME YAYY TY hehehe

✨- How did you come up with the OC’s name?

for all of my ocs, the name is usually one of the last things i pick out when i’m creating them :P i like to get a good sense of their appearance, sense of style, gender/pronouns, personality, and the setting (ie, modern, fantasy, historical etc) they’re gonna be in first! and then i just browse baby name sites or whatever until i find something that i think goes well with all of that :D and i try to find names that i like the meaning of too even if it’s not like. directly relevant to them hehe

🍀 - What originally inspired the OC?

dove, cassia, micah, emrys and winnie are all a group and got created at the same time so they have pretty much the same inspo! i don’t remember exactly what my thought process was but my favorite kind of stories are about found family and close friendships/relationships that don’t really fall into the traditional family roles of parents, kids, siblings etc but still love each other a lot! so they’re my own self-indulgent version of that trope placed into a modern fantasy world setting with complicated magic vaguely inspired by a few various minecraft smps :]

🧠 - What do you like most about the OC?

micah— they have 100% dormant/hidden catshifter traits!! they do confusing cat behaviors all the time and nobody knows why bc they look entirely human and that’s very funny to me skdhdj. misunderstood kitty <3

winnie— she’s a regressor!! it’s not a big focus of her character in the main story i have in my head but small winnie is so so important to me..they’re just tiny sometimes.. :’]

cassia— i accidentally ended up projecting a bunch of my disability woes onto him (sorry cassia </3) so that part of his character is rly important to me!! also she/him pronouns for the win :D

dove— i love love love the way she dresses! a million accessories at all times and funky colorful patterns and a new complicated hairstyle and makeup combo every day and a hint of gothic witchy vibes to top it all off. if i was capable of choosing just one aesthetic to dress myself for the rest of my life i’d pick hers hehehe

emrys— lion!!! shifter!! he’s the only one of this group who’s able to actually fully turn into an animal and i love the way i made his shifting work in this world he’s placed in. always complicated to explain so i won’t try rn but trust me in my head it makes me very happy <3

✏️ - How often do you draw/write about the OC?

agh. i have perpetual art/writing block and my disabilities make it so so hard to create anything so i basically just have crumbs. i have sketches of almost all of them and little pieces of disconnected story tidbits here and there but mostly they all live in extensive pinterest boards and a million headcanons that if i’m lucky i remember to write down on my phone skdhj. but they are rotating in my brain almost constantly trust me hehehe

tysm for asking and giving me an excuse to ramble abt them!! <33

[piggybonez]

never had the chance to answer all of these so im just gonna do it for fun!

🧚‍♂️ im absolutely very whimsical and i do believe in fairies and forest magic and fate etc etc

🐝 i loved piggys soo much! i loved how cute and chubby and pink they were and i loved their curly tails and the way they oink!! i hope i get to own a baby piggy one day 🥺 i love the spotted ones too!

🐶 as a kid my comfort item was my pillow pet pig but unfortunately it’s gone now :( it went missing after i moved when i was 10 and i miss it more than anything. i don’t have a comfort item im that strongly attached to now but id say it’s my current pig squishmallow that i hold to sleep every night or my baby sea slug plush that is like the size of my palm i love him so much lol

🐷 i like a lot of things. crackers n cheese r really good! and grapes!

🐥 drawing, coloring, watching @babiedani on YouTube, going on walks, dancing, stimming with toys and slime, going on tumblr to look at stimboards, cuddling my stuffies, and watching cartoons!!

🦋 invader zim, adventure time, powerpuff girls!

🐛 and still to this day the miraculous journey of edward tulane! i was a big book worm when i was younger and i also loved goosebumps, among other things.

🥫the little princess, matilda, tinker bell, the little mermaid, megamind, despicable me lol, ponyo, the brave little toaster. most disney movies, i know im forgetting a lot but those are some off the top of my head!

🍓 chocolate milk! 🥛

🧃 pens as of late! especially colored ones!

🍬 sweet sweet sweet i hate sour :(

🧁 pastry kid all the way, not a candy fan

🍭 im such a pastel kid!!!!!

☎️ decora kei, punk, goth although those last two have been horribly watered down and ruined by todays trends

🚀 ive always been hugely connected to the ocean so id live there with all the amazing sea creaturesss :3 🐠🦑🐡🐙🦀

🚗 according to my spotify it’s the principal by melanie martinez but im also really digging test me rn too. i just rotate my favorite songs by her and listen to her 24/7 basically

🧸 brussel sprouts are disgusting.. i hate peas. and olives are so offensive tasting. italian dressing is gross. anything sour or citrus like oranges is bad too. i dislike some things.

🍿 absolutely a library kid i used to play games on the computer and listen to music on YouTube with those big clunky headphones. id go to their teen time events and learn how to crochet or write haikus and whatnot. id play truth or dare with my friends on the staircase. i would read books. it was my safe space and i miss it.

🍰 i like dessert scents, like cinnamon or vanilla or pumpkin and stuff. fruity smells piss me off.

🍼 i never get called pet names but i would love to be called sweet boy, sweet prince, baby angel, little one, handsome, and anything else sweet tbh!!!! 🥺🥺

🍋 right now the walls are entirely covered in my own art and photography, band posters ive collected from shows, art from my friends and that ive collected along the way, i have a trash wall that i hang up trinkets icome across, i have a black and white wall full of ink illustrations from an old german gamebook i found outside. my room is so cool. ive also got spray painted cardboard up, a clown collection on my shelf, lots of plushies and trinkets, oddities like bones and sheep eyes, art projects scattered everywhere. my room is insane just like me <3

🥞 i love breakfast so much. it’s the bestest meal that you can eat anytime. especially a french toast breakfast with sausage and syrup. sausage is delicious im sorry to aminals. bagels are another safe food i eat constantly, everything seasoned with philadelphia cream cheese or avocado with salt and pepper. an egg if im feeling spicy. also shout out to breakfast burritos bc those are delicious and i don’t eat enough.

im gonna make some more asks games like this soon! thanks if u played along or read this ^.^ weeeee 🌟🐁✨🐇💫🦭🌙🐮

agere ask game

cause they’re fun & i want to interact with more ppl on here! feel free to rb!!!

🧚🏼 do you believe in fairies and other whimsical things?

🐝 favorite childhood animal growing up?

🐶 comfort item?

🐷 favorite snack!

🐥 favorite agere activities

🦋 favorite cartoons?

🐛 favorite childhood book?

🥫 favorite childhood movies?

🍓 chocolate milk, regular milk, or strawberry milk?

🧃 pens or pencils?

🍬 sweet or sour?

🧁 candy kid or pastry kid?

🍭 pastel kid or neon kid?

☎️ favorite fashion style?

🚀 would you rather live in space or live in the sea?

🚗 favorite song?

🧸 least favorite food?

🍿 were you a library kid growing up and if so what was your favorite thing to do there?

🍰 favorite scent?

🍼 favorite names you like to be called?

🍋 what does your room look like?

🥞 breakfast, lunch, or dinner? what’s your favorite meal?

check out my blog if you’re playing! have fun!

nsfw dni

[marciego]

Can you tell me your top 3 m/f, f/f and m/m ships for Violetta?? And Soy Luna too?

for sure, i sure as hell don't ship 9 different pairings in sl but i tried my best to fill everything with what i have and i'm pretty satisfied with it <3 and i'll also let you know that this ask kinda broke me because it made me realize i do not, in fact, have three mlm violetta ships and i definitely thought i did so thank you for the realization i guess

violetta

m/f ships

leonetta, for obvious reasons, i'm not gonna spend forever saying what everyone already knows but i love me some love on purpose ships. leonetta have me by the throat, the way they care for each other through it all, the way nothing with them is accidental, how their love for each other gets through everything because every day they make the choice to love the other on purpose, because they WANT to be together and to love each other, it gets me it gets me every single time, you can't give me podemos and expect me not to want to give my life for them

fedemila, once again for obvious reasons, i've fallen for them the moment i saw ludmila being head over heels with her ridiculous ass crush on him in s2, like honestly, s2 ludmila has always been my favorite, i do love her in s3 i adore her i would give my life for her, her arc is really really good and i'm so happy she's finally getting the help she needs, but man.....her diva energy, the supernova metaphor, all the layers you could see, her over the top attitude at all times, her ridiculous ass plans, like when i think of ludmila i think of s2, and s2 fedemila is genuinely one of my favorite things in the whole show, her feelings for him being so over the top but so so genuine at the same time, federico's arrogance and diva attitude matching perfectly with her, the way he sees her and loves her and doesn't try to change her but wants her to become a version of herself she'll be happy with, they mean so much to me, and i adore their relationship in s3 too but rn i'm really in my s2 fedemila feels, i love my binary stars so much

this one is actually super hard like i want to say both naxi and marcesca?? i think if i had to choose by how giddy i get by watching their scenes it'd be naxi because they're just the cutest and s1 naxi >>> actually, every time i remember s1 naty i want to cry because of how much she was going through and i'll never not be thankful for maxi for being there for her always, but if i was ranking these ships by how much i'm rotating them in my brain definitely marcesca, like i have much more thoughts on marcesca than i do on naxi but i'm not sure that means shipping them more you know? this one is really really hard, but yeah marcesca are always in my brain, i have a whole ass essay on them half written in my drafts, the ana/diego parallels with marcesca and their break up are some of my favorite things to think about in this show and i adore them, and outside of their break up (because it IS what i mostly think about with them 😭) i'm just so glad for fran that she could have marco after the tomas disaster, she deserved it so much, and also marco's introduction remains the only character introduction ever, so yeah depending on how you see it it could be either naxi or marcesca i guess

wlw ships

jadangie, OBVIOUSLY, i love everything about them, their potential is one of my favorite things in the whole world, i'll never say this enough but these two went through so much and they deserve their happy ending more than anyone else, they were never given a chance to just be around each other and i'm absolutely convinced that given just that they could be extremely compatible, not a day passes where i don't think about what would have happened had jade not rejected angie's attempt at friendship in s3. but like genuinely, these two growing closer is the only thing i want in my life and i find it so so so beautiful how a relationship that started like theirs could bloom into love, like it's just so beautiful to me to take these two women that were never given the chance to get along and to give them the opportunity to find comfort in each other and to become in the end so much more than what they thought they could ever be

natila, s3 was THEIR season and genuinely from a strictly canon pov, them and dieleon are 100% the gayest ships in violetta like they have no competition, they are DATING and they'll make it everyone's problem if needed, i love love love them and i should definitely talk more about them because my girls are underrated as hell, they genuinely perfect i love their relationship so much, like they're just. i watch any natila scene and i believe in love again, i just think they deserve the happiness they're bringing each other so so much, i love how they're so so sweet while staying a ship involving both cami AND naty so like it has to be chaotic somehow, i love how they constantly show each other all sides of themselves, like they're just....they're goals honestly like i want that relationship, it's so easy and fun and playful and nice they're everything

ludcesca, now this is the first time i'm mentioning them outside of discussions with friends, but i actually love them so so much they've lowkey been constantly on my mind for the past three months or so? i genuinely see so much potential in them and i'm not gonna elaborate for too long here but basically when marciego is your favorite ship considering ludmila and fran's dynamic is kinda something that just happens you know, and it's a dynamic that i actually find SO fun and that progressively became less "look at marciego's besties being done with them" and more "ok but what if they kissed", i have created a whole timeline for them in my head and incorporated so many tropes i love, but what i love the most about them i think is that like, i think that it falls in very nicely with the show's views on love? like what i love about violetta and romance is how the show doesn't take itself too seriously and lets relationships evolve organically without trying to sell you this One True Love thing, diecesca doesn't matter more than marcesca and even dieletta and leonara were genuinely respected for what they were, the endgame ships (outside of leonetta) don't try to make you believe they'll stay together forever, maybe they will, but what matters is that in this moment they're together and happy, and the friend group is so tight that there's no doubt in anyone's mind that if any of the couples breaks up, it'll all work out, because they're friends before anything else and nothing can change that. ludcesca falls exactly into that for me, a love that doesn't take itself too seriously, that brings happiness to the girls and will last for however how long it lasts, and in the end it'll all turn out alright because they're friends before being gfs and it'll come back to that eventually, i really really enjoy this type of love. anyway i'm gonna shut up about them, in the end i didn't really about about their dynamic but know that i'm definitely planning to write about them and that diego is THE ludcesca supporter out there and that he'll also never stop making fun of them for it

mlm ships

marciego, unbelievable right? i just love them so much man, like i know i said natila were relationship goals, and they are, but marciego are just my perfect definition of love honestly, or i guess one of them, they're just. marco's unconditional love for diego, diego's endless support, but both of them being so chill about it. like, loving each other is so natural to them, they're THE best friends to lovers like no one does it like them, they met each other and started gravitating towards each other, and genuinely the way marco is the ONLY person diego has NEVER wronged in any shape or form, the way he's always tried his goddamn best to leave him out of his mess, and the way marco willingly stayed with him through it all even tho he knew he was fucked but he had accepted he loved him anyway, flaws and all, it gets me like it gets me so much you have no idea, they're everything to me

dieleon, and obviously you cannot do it without dieleon, they're genuinely one of the funniest dynamics in the whole show i love them so much they're ridiculous, like sometimes shipping characters isn't so much about ~love~ as it is about how fucking hilarious the homoerotism between the mean bitch and the bastard visibly turned on by the mean bitch being brutal with him is. but genuinely dieleon have such an interesting and fun dynamic and i love love love exploring it, they're very important

broduey/marco, or as i like to call them barco. i could give an explanation for them, because i do have one, but honestly? i find it immensely more funny to leave it at that

soy luna

m/f ships

lumon my beloved, i'm not a clown i'm the entire circus but at least i can appreciate a good ship when i see one. genuinely lumon completely took me by surprise when i started the show, i really didn't think i'd fall for them but! things happen! anyway i love best friends to lovers, i love how they know they'll always love each other no matter what it'll look like, i love that their romantic feelings were never made more important than their friendship and were acknowledged as just another form of love between them, i love how comfortable and fun they are, i love how genuine everything is with them, i love how domestic they are, i ADORE how they see each other, i just love them so so much this is insane. they should be endgame and actually it's just the tiniest bit ridiculous how the man who wrote valiente isn't luna's main love interest like it'll always be the tiniest bit insane to me when i think about it

pelfi, they're just genuinely so so sweet i care them a lot, the way pedro's immediate response to learning delfi faked being felicity to get gaston to like her was to go "but gaston was dating you, not felicity" means so much to me like he sees her for who she is, completely and fully and it's just what she deserves and i'm so happy she gets to get it, and they're just genuinely so so cute and wholesome and i loved their friendship and i love their romance and i'm rooting for them to keep being cute and lovely

delfi/gaston, ok so you can read a more detailed opinion on them here but basically i don't ship them but i think if this show had good writing they'd be endgame and they could genuinely be a very interesting and fun couple and i also think delfi was the perfect character to have gaston actually evolve as a person and she could fix him, literally, which i would very much like her to do because gaston has potential to be good but he's really fucking annoying and misogynistic in canon. anyway this doesn't count as a real ship i think but i have positive feelings about them and i see their potential which is not something i can say about any non lumon/pelfi m/f ship in soy luna😭

wlw ships

lumbar <3 i care these girls a lot and seeing luna yell at ambar in the s1 finale made me ship them SOO much more it's actually insane, like i've always liked them because you bet the moment i'm getting a sapphic mc i am NOT giving up on my main girl/mean girl ship no matter what, but outside of isolated scenes and a bit of tension here and there i was just really waiting for it to get to me, but this scene when luna finally snapped at her and called ambar out on her shit and genuinely had SUCH an impact on ambar? girl i loved this SO MUCH i watched the final performance so so many times just for them they're so GOOD, like i do have a lot of issues with the way the narrative handled ambar's change of heart but just. the impact luna had on her, the way even for a moment she came like a tornado in her life and shifted everything, i'm so so so SO looking forward to more of their scenes because genuinely this season finale changed me i think i love them so much, i'm gonna rewatch that performance actually because they <3

ana/mora honestly i put them second by virtue of me really being into main girl/mean girl ship and because of the s1 finale but they could very much be first, they're wives they're lesbians they're everything and i genuinely love so much how in your face they are? like everything about them screams marriage they're so GOOD like domesticity is one of my favorite things ever when it comes to shipping and it's like, their entire relationship, i love it so much they're so important and i know they get even gayer in s2 i'm SO excited for it

i don't really have a real answer here so i'm cheating a bit by saying ambilia simply because i just cannot wait to meet them and from what i know about them they seem right up my alley

mlm ships

gastiro, this is partly what i mean when i say i can fix gaston because with a bit of growth and by distancing himself from the annoying and misogynistic elements in his life he could be very good and become worthy of the gay king he once went on a terrible date with, so terrible that it led ramiro to dating a lesbian. but in all seriousness it's the only mlm ship i actually genuinely like in this show and it's based entirely on the potential i see in them because once i started thinking about it i realized they could actually be really compatible, so yeah in my soy luna once gaston becomes a better person and once ramiro lets go of his comphet they're dating and i'm rooting for them

outside of these two men in this show either suck or have a gf

not a ship but i gotta fill three spots and as much as i hate it i feel legally obligated to acknowledge that gastteo are extremely obviously making out off screen

[peakyblindersxx]

whiskey buisness - john shelby x reader (part 2 of ?)

read part one here!

a/n: hey loves! i'm finishing up school rn, but i had to get this out and i'm about to start working on a tommy request immediately after i upload this. anyways, i'm so excited to post this series, it's incredible and i can't thank my bestie @stxdyblr-2k enough. she is a fucking genius :)

prompt: you can't get john out of your head. lo and behold, here he is.

warnings: fluff, mentions of smut, angsty af, soft john (ugh my heart)

Despite your best efforts, you'd been unable to stop yourself yearning for John Shelby. Your pokey flat now often lay empty; you were far too busy to mope at home due to your career as a personal assistant to a local solicitor who was allied with the Shelby's, attending rallies and lectures with Ada and the drunken nights you'd spend at various mansions, galleries and club openings with the "razor chasers" you'd become friendly with due to their refusal to leave Ada alone. Yet still, in those odd seconds of calm you seized over a cigarette, the first seconds after a bump of Tokyo, when you carefully applied your makeup, styled your hair or bathed, you'd think of him. The way the pads of his fingertips felt on your skin, how he’d muttered in your ear how pretty you looked.

But this was different to when you were dreaming about John at 15; he was no longer the allusive older brother of Ada who had a string of beautiful girls on rotation. He wasn’t a fantasy anymore. He was true flesh and blood, and for a moment he had wanted you.

It would be delicious if the whole situation hadn't left a bitter taste in your mouth. Of course you came back to Brum to only immediately fuck it up. The first night, and already you were so close to ruining everything? Looking back, now that you were so close with Ada once more, now that you knew who John had grown to be, that night was cringe inducing. Luckily, no one had seemed to catch on. Luckily, you thrived in the Small Heath rumour mill once again. All the gossip about you was mainly about your substance use, the lads you were seen curling up with outside nightclubs, your intelligence, your helpful nature, sometimes your questionable politics but that was all. John's was far darker, stories of blood, death and gasoline. Recently, the tales of his conquests had quietened, but only due to the lurid delight taken by the factory workers in talking about the recent blinding of some poor fucker who'd crossed the wrong person. Obviously, a lot of the detail had to be exaggerated for shock value and to boost the Shelby status, solidifying them as notorious throughout Birmingham city and its rural surroundings. There were murmurs everywhere about the violent John Shelby: ruthless, cocky, vengeful. It seemed impossible that the same man who cracked shit jokes just to see you smile, kissed you with so much desperation, and prioritised getting you off first could cause such harm without an ounce of guilt or shame to slow his swagger.

Whispers of war were far more constant, but then again, people would say anything for a reaction. You didn't bring it up with Ada. You refused to (openly) partake in mindless gossip on principle, yet you were hungry for information about him.

***********

You'd long forgotten whose wedding you were at. Some loyal blinder, a close friend of the Shelby's, the occasion calling for a large white marquee to be built onto one of Tommy's gardens, fully staffed with the best chef and service team money could buy (from a London restaurant at short notice; when Finn told you the extortionate figure Tommy had paid, your jaw had dropped). The cake, dress and decorations were stunning; you weren't sure exactly what the groom had done for the Shelby's but you could only assume the worst for what they'd splashed out on him.

However, thinking like that only spoilt your night: you'd realised at your fifth club takeover, now you repeated it like a mantra constantly. You'd quickly learnt every excess the Shelby's granted to those outside their circle were due to some perceived sacrifice for being associated with them. Well, that's what you chose to believe after John had sent a junior blinder to your office with a bouquet, the Monday morning after he turned you down. So, it was best to smile and take the shit, get paid, and get out as soon as possible. You were to keep your head down until then.

Yet, keeping your head down was difficult tonight. Ada had treated you to a shopping trip to London for the occasion this morning, Arthur forcing the junior blinders to tag along next to you on the train and trailing less than two metres behind you for hours. You missed the days when it was just you and Ada. It was far more simple without the stares whenever the two of you stepped out. Ada had gotten used to it, she'd devised her own methods of being completely alone; complex plans involving leaving a window open, knotting sheets into a rope and twisting her ankles. Not that she minded, she reckoned the suffocation of being a Shelby was much worse than a few bruised ankles.

You were wearing a clingy emerald green dress from some fancy French boutique you couldn't even pronounce, the diamond necklace sitting along your collarbone and the jewels dangling through your ears were on loan from Ada. You felt eyes unpicking you the moment you entered the after-party. Your arm was linked through Ada's as per usual, she looked equally stylish in a peacock blue number that set off her eyes, her delicate features perfected with makeup.

You'd quickly found your gaggle and began drinking and dancing the night away. Whispers about snow arose from your table, people disappearing to the toilets to rail a line on the bathroom counter, then to the dance floor or to the lap of the poor fucker who'd hold back their hair while they vomited in just a few hours. At least the Blinders were polite about it. Isaiah would kill them if they weren’t. You'd let your arm be tugged on various bathroom trips, treated among your group like secret missions although you weren't entirely subtle about it.

What you weren't aware of was across the marquee, you were being watched by the three men in your life who you'd never want to see you in this state: the Shelby's.

"Looks like Finn's taken your spot, John." Arthur yelled in John's ear over the loud music, gesturing to the youngest Shelby sat at the table next to you who was staring up at you in complete adoration as you chatted across him to Michael, seemingly arguing with him. By the looks of it, you were winning.

John pulled a face at Arthur. “Fuck off, old man. That'll never happen. Finn’s too young for her." He immediately regretted the words that had fallen out of his mouth, revealing far too much for his comfort.

"It's not impossible."

"He's just not right for her, yeah?"

"And you are?"

John didn't bother to bless him with a verbal response, instead flipping him off and downing the rest of his whiskey. "It's not like that."

"What's it like then? Because from where I'm sitting, it's pretty fucking clear, John." Arthur slurred, glass of whiskey sloshing onto his sleeve.

"You're too gone to even know you're chatting shit." John sneered, standing up, "I'm off for a smoke and some fresh air. Try not to fuck anything in my absence, both of you."

His brothers cursed him out as he left. John took a second to figure out his route, purposefully having to cross your path, gesturing for you to follow him subtly. He was surprised you came trailing after him, telling Michael that you weren’t done yelling at him and you’d be back. When you were both only metres from the marquee, he knew you were fucked. You were instantly bored, begging him for a cigarette, which he lit for you, shaking his head at your state.

"You're a fucking mess, love." He said, mouth sloping attractively to one side.

"Takes one to know one, John-boy. Where are we off to, then?"

"Somewhere fucking quiet, can barely hear myself think. Plus, you need to sober the fuck up, lass." He said, softly, as he walked across the dew soaked grass. You followed, heels in hand, holding your dress up as not to ruin it. He sighed, taking the shoes from your hands and wrapping his blazer around your shoulders, linking your arm through his for stability. He kept the distance respectful, but there wasn’t any denying the thick tension in the summer air between the two of you. Ahead, there was a small stone bench sat at the foot of one of Thomas' manicured gardens, and John offered his hand to help you sit. You made small talk and caught up on each other's lives, and you noted John only seemed to glow when you asked about his kids. He talked at length, the drink seemingly unhinging his jaw. There he was again, the John you knew and had admired for so many years. You could sit here forever, watching his blue eyes sparkle in the sunlight. Yet, it just wasn’t meant to be. You wished you could stop time just for a bit, give you enough moments to memorize the freckles on his skin.

"You know the night I first came home?" The alcohol and snow had loosened your lips. You were teetering on the edge of your boundaries, but you couldn't care enough to hold back.

"The night where absolutely nothing happened?" He joked, raising an eyebrow at you, cautious that you'd randomly brought it up in your state. "Sweetheart, this can wait."

He was warning you. For a second you managed to bite your tongue, but curiosity tipped you over the edge.

"But something nearly happened, right?"

"Y/N. Don't." He warned, his tone icy, suddenly distancing from you, hiding between an emotional boundary which he didn't wish to explore.

"John, it's just us. Can't we even talk about it?"

"There's nothing to talk about, though. You were off your face then, and now. That's fine. We know where we stand. It can't happen."

"I wanted to. I do want to."

"You don't. Trust me. You need a nice lad who'll marry you and look after you. Just need to keep your nose clean long enough yeah?" He teased, trying to lighten the mood, blue eyes begging you to move on.

Your head turned to face him, your face contorting in a mixture of confusion and irritation. "You don't get to tell me what I want or need. The last thing I want is to marry any lad, nice or not."

"I didn't mean it like that, right? Look, I just meant you deserve better than Shelby scum. You're going places you know? Don't settle for Small Heath." John responded with a pained sigh. He didn’t want to get into it with you; not here, not like this. He'd thought about it, naturally. You were constantly on his mind, yet only problems ever seemed to appear, never solutions. It was best for him to avoid you. Why the fuck did he drag you out here? Horrible idea.

"Your family isn't scum. Where the fuck did you get that from?" Your face was screwed up in genuine rage. "I-"

"Y/N, fuckin’ leave it."

His face had hardened completely now. He'd snapped at you. His voice hadn't raised, it was just the power he spat his order out with. You held up your hands in mock surrender, pointedly taking a cigarette from his front pocket and light it silently, not saying a word.

"Why are you so bothered, anyways?" He asked, breaking the silence like you knew he would. John always had to ask questions.

"Fuck off with that, John. I'm not in the mood."

"What do you mean?" He looked completely lost.

"We nearly had sex. Just sex, nothing else right?"

John remained silent.

"Would it be the worst thing in the world?" You asked, your voice wavering. It was hard enough to get the words out, let alone imagine the response.

"You're far too wasted to chat about this, love."

"John, I’m not-"

"I'm serious. You're fucking mashed like my brothers aren't you? Like all those other fuckers in there." He sounded genuinely angry. In the glow of the sunset he looked so much younger, so hurt and lonely. Why hadn't you noticed before?

He turned to you, eyes widened and shocked at his own outburst. "You're not the only one gone yeah? Ignore me, I'm fucked, sorry."

You reached out your hand and linked your fingers through his in silence, the warm evening wind ruffling your hair and dress, blocked from your skin by John's suit jacket which was wrapped around your shoulders. Not that anyone would notice or care. As long as Ada wasn't with you, you could disappear for hours without any alarm. There you sat in the tranquil last few moments of the day, your hand linked with John's, both beyond tipsy. You weren’t thinking properly but it felt right. You felt safe. You didn't want to have to return to the chaos of the party, to have to catch up on who your friends were currently trying to screw. None of that seemed to matter anymore.

Was it too much to ask for something to be simple? Maybe you didn't have to fuck him. Maybe just these small moments were enough. You laughed at the thought when it crossed your mind; neither you nor John were known for consistency or stability in relationships, you being admittedly rather inexperienced, only having been with a few men, and he had his fair share of escapades. But he was just so different. You wouldn't admit that he'd gotten your attention in any way than purely sexually (which surprised you to admit) and for fun, but you genuinely enjoyed his presence.

He was right though. It wasn't a good idea at all to hook up. There was far too much baggage for both of you to make it worth it.

Just once?

You glanced over at John. He rolled his eyes at you, but the edges of his lips were slightly upturned, his dimples faintly peeking through his defined cheeks.

Just once couldn't hurt.

***

The sky was streaked with shades of gold, amber and blood. John could feel the friction from your knee barely knocking against his, the pressure putting him on edge. In fairness, he had drunk heavily, and that's what happens when you let your guard down around beautiful women. He couldn't believe you had told him you wanted to have sex with him still. He'd chalked the whole situation down to a drunken mistake that would have progressed into a far more significant drunken mistake. Ada would never forgive him if he went for another of her mates. Especially Y/N. No matter if he said that Y/N could be different, that you wasn't just another conquest. But who'd believe him?

Far better to keep his mouth shut.

Far better to play safe.

As you were called back to the party by the gaggle of girls John vaguely recognised from hanging off the arms of other blinders, he realised (despite his state) that you were right. Having sex with you wouldn't be the worst thing in the world. In fact, it might be one of the best.

Just once?

He watched your figure disappear back into the marquee, waiting for you to turn back and look for him. You do. He would have done the same if it was him.

Maybe just once wouldn't hurt.

***

to be continued!

[yourthirdparent]

jason for character bingo ofc

jj !!!! putting my thoughts under a readmore cuz i had a lot

i have not had a single thought that was not jason related in months. my ideas doc has 27 things on it and it mentions jason by name 61 times. i think about him every day.

i know him he's my son and he tells me as much as he can bare. i know him like no other. i'm reciting i know about the affair andrew to rick riordan rn. rick might be jason's father but he'll never be jason's dad. jason is my precious boy and he's mine. nobody gets him like i do. he tells me his secrets and we carry his burdens together. it's me and jason against the world.

p much not even a person in canon. like he is and he has depth but you've gotta dig to realise. he looks 2d but you rotate him a little and you'll see how much there is. shake him. the real jason girlies spin him around to get a good look at his dimensions and that's never done in the books so i'm gonna have to vibe with the fans on this

i want to kill everyone who's hurt him

rick. should have done something. he was so good and he had so much going on and so much potential but he died before anything could be done with it. could've at least dropped more hints in tbm. hints for him Being a Guy. sigh.

holding him. he is resting his head in my lap and crying it out while i pet him softly. i love him. my son.

free space :)

ngl this is the most coherently i've put my thoughts on him in a while. usually ASDGJDJSJJSZDVNMSWJGKSCHRJKDGRDHWJHRKWUREKWRHOSDGKFWOHJSSFHJ does it justice but yk. but usually those are my exact thoughts so yk i had to do it to em yk

AUTISM AUTISM HE HAS AUTISM THAT IS AN AUTISTIC MAN AUTISTIC I TELL YOU. GRRRRR. HE IS !!!!! AUTISTIC!!!!!!!!!! AND HE STANDS WEIRD AND HE STIMS AND HE GETS SUPER ENTHUSIASTIC OVER HIS SPECIAL INTERESTS AND HE! IS! AUTISTIC!!!!! also he's semiverbal :)

he literally needs affection and care. he needs to be taken care of for a moment. or a lifetime.

jason? jason grace? mr "the minor gods deserve just as much respect as the major olympians and i'll make sure they get it" grace??? yeah. also his fans are all big brained and cool and hot and pro gamers fr

again. he needs love. if it has to be me then it fuckin will. i will literally smooch the top of his head and cradle him to my chest because i'm 100% tall enough to do that (i promise)

ty for sending him !!

send dudes i'm in a battle i need more men