#robot yoonmin

[cynthiamacchiato]

Robots y Fanfis de BTS

En un futuro donde los robots están a nuestra disposición, nos acompañan a diario y parecen imitar emociones humanas, ¿podemos llegar a enamorarnos de ellos?

"JUNTO A LA SOLEDAD" (YoonMin)...

[yoonmin-moodboards]

》 'i am not a robot' yoonmin version

i hope this is okay, i really struggled with this one because im only two or three episodes into the drama. nonetheless, i still enjoyed it and think that the show has a really cool concept♡

[minyoongi-smile]

Yoonmin - Robot (pt.1)

(gif not mine - cred to owner)

Yoongi is a famous solo rapper under a bad label. He hates what he got himself into and he hates his life. He throws parties and drinks until he’s almost dead. He’s only got one friend looking out for him, but that happens to be a guy who’s about as violent as a butterfly, meaning that when the other rappers pick on Jimin, he can’t do anything to stop it. Yoongi is a great musician, which is why the other guys can’t touch him. The label would freak out if anything happened to him. But all he wants is to protect Jimin and to keep making music. He can’t make the music he wants under the label, but he can’t break the contract. In order to get through the rest of the time under the contract, he’s going to need some way to cope. Will he choose the right distraction from the life he’s losing his grip on, or will a wrong decision destroy his only means of surviving such a cruel deal?

*Yoonmin*, Namjin, Taekook, single jhope, drugs, depression, angst, solo-rapper yoongi au (i don’t know how to tag things so plz forgive me im new to this)

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 Final 

Yoongi’s POV

I’m not a robot. Why do people keep calling me a robot? I’m not a robot.

I take another drag of the joint between my fingers. I can feel the high settling in even more, taking away the pain of everything around me.

“How high are you getting tonight? Isn’t that your third…?” I don’t remember this guy’s name. He maybe featured on one of my older tracks, but I have no clue.

“I dunno. Lost count a while ago.” I pick up the half empty vodka bottle next to me and take a long swig. Holy shit it’s strong.

“Do you have a death wish?” He tries taking the bottle away.

“Pft, of course I do. I’m famous. Don’t all famous people have a death wish? Why else would my whole life be put out there for everyone else to see? It’s all entertainment and even in the best movies, characters die.”

“Damn, you are higher than a kite right now. Why don’t you end the party already? It’s past 2 in the morning.”

“Because the party is just starting my dear friend. Come on!” I climb my way into a standing position and latch on to the guy’s arm, dragging him from the bathroom we were locked in. I don’t why I was in a bathroom or why another guy was in there with me. But I don’t really care either.

The booming music pounds to the same beat as my headache.

“Hey Suga, where’s that expensive shit you bought yesterday?”

“I’m not bringing that out at a party like this.” These people aren’t good enough to share that with. That’s reserved for when my only guests are the voices in my head.

“You’re a dick, you know?”

“That’s what everybody tells me. Try to be more original next time.” Their words mean nothing to me. I don’t care what they say anymore.

It goes on for hours. People yelling, dancing, singing, making out with people they don’t know.

I don’t have any interest in hooking up with random strangers though, so I just drink and smoke and dance and drink some more and try not to pass out from the amount of alcohol I have consumed.

I feel dizzy and I don’t know when the music stopped or when people started leaving, but I’m glad they’re gone and I’m glad I’m alone.

By the time everyone is out of my house, I can barely remember my name. I mean, I know I’m Suga, the famous rapper who throws wild parties and writes the songs that play on repeat for hours on the radio, but I don’t know the real me. I don’t know my name, I don’t recognize myself in the mirror anymore.

I lay down on my bed, not bothering to change out of my clothes. It takes a minute or two of digging through my pockets to find my lighter.

I realize, while flicking the lighter on and off, that it would be too easy to just drop it and let the flames take away the misery. But, no, I can’t give up that easy. I have some shred of hope, even though every day it shrinks smaller and smaller.

I flick it off and toss it away from me. I find the bottle stashed under my bed and down a good amount. I don’t know what tomorrow will hold, but I sure as hell don’t want to

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“You look like shit, Yoongs.”

“Thanks Chim, means a lot.” Jimin is always here for me. I wish I could do something in return, but there’s nothing I could do that could ever repay him for all he’s done for me.

“How late were you up last night?”

“I fell asleep at 9am and then you called at 11 to get me down here.”

“And you’re still doing the show?”

“I have to, you know that.”

“I just wish they’d give you a break once in awhile. You need to rest and take care of yourself. One of these days you’ll get sick of everything and I don’t want to be the one to find you when that happens. Remind me why you can’t quit…” He hates that I even signed the contract to begin with. The other rappers don’t treat me the same since I’m not from the same type of background.

“We’ve been over this. I signed a contract and if I break it, I lose everything. I don’t have that long left, anyway.”

“How much is ‘that long’? You always say you’re almost done and now it’s been almost 5 years.”

“Jimin, please, you know I have to do this. Music is my dream, and if this is what I have to go through to be able to do what I love, then I don’t care.”

As long as I can write at least some of the music, I don’t care what else they make me perform. I just want to keep living my dream of playing music.

“Well well well, look who’s here. Wouldn’t think he’d live after last night.” Great, just what I need.

“Just leave him alone Namjoon.”

“Who gave you permission to be so informal with me?”

“Fuck off.”

“Ooo, little underground Daegu rapper boy finally standing up for himself. Hoseok, what do you think of his little friend? Could you take him, cause I think he needs to be taught a lesson for speaking bad to me.”

“You touch him and you won’t live to get on that stage tonight.”

“Alright Joonie, that’s enough. It’s not worth it.”

“But Jin, he-”

“I don’t want to hear it. If you get in a fight, you’ll only get that pretty little face of yours hurt, and we can’t have that, now can we?”

Jin is Namjoon’s boyfriend and Namjoon will do anything to make Jin happy since he’s so out of his league. Jin and Namjoon are very different people, from what I’ve come to know. They were both born into very good families, but Jin’s parents are both doctors, while Namjoon’s father started a music company. They were both born rich, but it’s a different type of rich.

The reason Jin stopped the fight from occurring isn’t because he doesn’t want Namjoon to get hurt. He doesn’t want Jimin to get hurt. Jin has a little brother, Jungkook. Jungkook’s best friend is Jimin. If Jimin got hurt and Jungkook found out how, it wouldn’t go well for Namjoon and Jin.

“Namjoon, Hoseok, let’s go get something to eat.” As much as I hate Namjoon, I’m glad he and Jin are together and happy, because if it weren’t for Jin having to protect Jimin, we’d both be screwed.

After they’re gone, Jimin helps me cover the dark circles under my eyes. I would never hear the end of it if I went out there like this.

“You’ll do great Yoongs. I’ll watch from the side of the stage and cheer you on.”

“Thanks.” I stop and think for a minute. Something feels like it’s missing. Oh yeah. “Jimin, would you hate me if I got high before going on stage?”

“You know I don’t like that you smoke, but no, I wouldn’t hate you. It would take a lot for me to hate you, Yoongs. ” With his slight blessing, I pull out a joint and my lighter.

“Can I see your lighter? I always notice the design but I’ve never fully seen it.” I toss it to him after lighting up.

Watching Jimin look over it so carefully is adorable. He’s taking in every detail, twisting it around in his fingers. There’s the faintest hint of a smile on his face.

“This is beautiful.” He hands it back and his words compel me to look over the patterns as well. There’s the neck of a guitar and piano keys and music notes.

“It suits you.” Jimin adds. “Now hurry up, you have to be on stage soon.”

“They’ll come and get me when I need to go.” I like spending time with Jimin. We don’t hang out as much as I’d like to. He hates parties and it seems like anytime I’m not at my studio working, someone decides to throw a party at my house, which usually keeps Jimin away. I don’t want to keep him away though.

“Suga, how many times do I have to tell you not to smoke in the dressing rooms? Come on, you have to be on soon. J-Hope is wrapping up now.” J-Hope is Hoseok’s stage name, just how mine is Suga and Namjoon’s is Rap Monster. We didn’t get to choose them, which is why they’re… interesting. The only one that fits is J-Hope because when he’s not following around Namjoon and being an ass, he’s just very happy and fun and crazy. He once showed up at one of my parties with a bag full of water guns and helped destroy the furniture in my living room.

“Fine, fine. Jimin, you coming?” I don’t give him time to reply before I grab onto his wrist and pull him out of the room behind me.

Thank you for reading my first fic! I hope you enjoyed it. There will be more parts to this because I have a lot of ideas, so stay tuned. If you want, feel free to message me or send asks because I’d really like it. Anyway, thank you and I’ll see you soon!

[bts-fic-collection]

any bittersweet fics?

Sure! :)

Soul Synced by SaltandJinJin

Rating: Not rated

Pairings: Namjoon/Seokjin, Hoseok/Yoongi, Jungkook/Jimin

Status: Incomplete

Word count: 20,648

Summary: In the very distant future, almost a different world, humans have found a way to transfer a human soul into the body of an android. These robots, made to mimic the human body of their inhabitants, are called Noumenons, referring to the spirit dwelling within them. The process of soul transplantation is highly risky and is only usually only undergone when the subject is either dying or beyond any other medical help.

Eventually, humans grew to fear these robots. As the technology advanced, they began to gain more and more capabilities beyond that of a normal person. However, people merely lived in this fear, never acting on it. That is, until a Noumenon killed a human. On that day, the entire world went into a panic. People began to dismember and, by all means, murder those they knew were robots. Noumenons that survived went into hiding and the world fell into an apocalyptic state, everyone living in neverending fear that their lives would not last into the next day.

no. 1 party anthem by sugarcane

Rating: M

Pairings: Jungkook/Yoongi

Status: Complete

Word count: 8,036

Summary: the music stops, and that's when yoongi sees him, across the room—tall, lithe, heavenly. raven hair, flawless posture, looking like every sort of trouble. so utterly beautiful.

inside the hollows of a gleaming mask, there are big doe eyes, overflowing with faux innocence—yoongi knows there's something else in them, something dark and dirty and dull.

doe eyes, hiding the danger of a loaded gun in the glow of the stars they carry.

doe eyes, staring back at yoongi like a daring prey.

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or—someone pretty wearing a golden mask catches yoongi's eye.

Happier by IFeelLikeTaeGucci

Rating: E

Pairings: Yoongi/Jimin, Taehyung/Jungkook

Status: Complete

Word count: 7,555

Summary: If you love someone, set them free. Jimin decides that it's time to set Yoongi free.

Special Day by JungkookiesHoodies

Rating: Not rated

Pairings: Jungkook/Taehyung

Status: Complete

Word count: 990

Summary: It's Jungkook's Special Day.

Taehyung writes a letter to tell him how he spent it.

[inbtswethrrust]

Heroes, we come in all shapes and sizes

Pairing: Yoongi/Jimin Rated: M Author: Fiathe Length: 50k

“Hello. I am Jimin. Your personal healthcare companion.”

This may be San Seoul-Sokyo, hub of all things technological, but Yoongi has definitely not met a robot of this kind before, and he's not sure he really wants to.

READ ON AO3

Reccer’s Note: although ghostly is my favorite fiathe fic, this one is not far behind. ITs so well written, the plot, the characterization everything about the fic is perfect. its one of the best fics i have ever read and im just so in love with it. Fiathe as an author, has some of the best bts fics out there. and if you’re an avid fan of bts, or just a fan of reading in general then you should definitely try reading this fic. even if you dont like bts, this fic as a story and amazingly well written and very good. - N

[yoonminficrec]

Spaces

author: peachys

length: oneshot

word count: 7859

rating: PG-17

author’s summary:

“Sometimes I wish you’d just let me die." - Jimin saves Yoongi's life in more ways than one

read it on ao3

don’t forget to leave kudos & comments on the work!

[stormblessed95]

Memories 2014

So I asked awhile ago when I said I was going back to watch every memories DVD they have released so far, if you would be interested in commentary from me as I did so. There were a lot of people who said yes, so here we are! I have officially watched BTS Memories of 2014. Here are my thoughts as I went. There were only 3 DVDs in this one and it was overall, much shorter (makes sense, it was 2014). Reminder that these aren't going to be smoothly written out thoughts. You get these like I'm live reacting, texting my bestie or live tweeting. Lol it'll be in like bullet point format sort of, just... a commentary post as I go. Lol Hope you enjoy anyway! Let's go! This is sooo long. Sorry in advance...

Disc 1:

BTS 1st Muster FanMeeting:

The first video starts off with a recording of their first ever Muster held in March 29, 2014! They really were hardcore with that bulletproof theme back then. Lol All the green laser lights, the opening stage looks like a spy movie, with a green grid car breakdown and a countdown to when BTS is on the stage, a robot lady voice announcing them and all their rookie group awards they got 🥺 they were soooo young too. So young!! The VCRs in between sets were amazing to watch.

Track list:

NO

No More Dream

We Are Bulletproof pt. 2

Just One Day

If I Ruled the World

Jump

Paldogangsan

Attack on Bangtan

Boy in Luv

Like

They are SUCH performers. So good. They truly know how to command a stage. Even only a year into their career. They are amazing. I wish honestly that there was a little bit less on the intense red lighting for the first 2 songs because it's sometimes hard to Clearly see their faces, but it does look super cool.

Everyone in long sleeves, Jimin in no sleeves. Because of course. Lol and boy did that camera man zoom in during that No More Dream shirt lift 🤣🤣 he wanted to make sure we didn't miss it I guess. The 3J dance break at the end of WAB2 live will always be one of my favorite things to see ever. Hobi can rock fingerless gloves like literally no one else I have ever seen.

I'll also mention that JK maybe didn't have his mic close enough or something happened where we couldn't really hear his line of "Okay mom, I'll go to the library now" in No More Dream and Jimin missed an "ooh" in WAB... and I'll just say that it's sooo obvious that their mics are ON and they are otherwise flawless. No backing track covering what their mics didn't pick up. They are so cool, have been from the start!

Yoonmin aggressively shouting with the crowd during their mentions and Jungkook going "I think this is the most anticipated and exciting moment since my debut" just melt my heart please!!! They were all sooo freaking happy to be there and to have so many fans show up to see them. Hobi explained muster means to muster up courage or to draft soldiers so it has a special meaning because they can draft ARMY up and get together anytime now 🥺

They showed a tough guy prank camera on the screen. Lmfao thr producers called them in for a fake personality test just to do a jump scare on them through the screen, like in horror movies. Everyone was just confused and totally unfazed... except for Jihope, lmfao who both screamed and almost fell out of their chairs 🤣

Palgodangsan and Attack on Bangtan are some of my favorites and are so fun. The background dancers joined them and were just partying on stage with them. I loved it.

The ending mentions are KILLING ME. They are all so emotional. I lost it at Hobi speaking third, so did everyone else too. They are all crying and please. This is their dream. "I'll always want to be a a singer like a flower for you guys" Hobi please 😭😭 they all shared such extremely touching words.

Muster Making Film:

HopeKook pinching at each other and standing in the middle of the concert hall chairs and randomly dancing on stage. Tae running up and down the aisles of chairs, so freaking excited to do a wave with the crowd. Suga saying he has been to concert here and now gets to preform here. They were all so nervous.

Aww Yoongi and JK crashing into each other during rehearsals. Lol trying to get used to the new stage. And even after rehearsals were officially over, they all stayed and continued running through it on their own.

They were soooooo nervous and did soooo good! 🥺🥺

Jimin immediately started in on teasing Suga about crying on stage. The editors "everyone cried but already teasing the older members." RM telling us how much he sacrificed to get here and how grateful he is to ARMY. JK bowing to ARMY through the camera and saying how much he loves us. TaeJin getting emotional while giving their ending comments about loving ARMY and both of them kept looking over to Jimin while they spoke. He really does bring such comfort to his members. Jimin "I held my tears in well." Editors "no. We saw you wiping them away" lmfao let him breathe 😂 Hobi also looking over to Jimin while talking and both of them getting emotional all over again before Hobi wraps him up in an aggressive hug and half drags Jimin away. Lol Goodness, I love them all.

Disc 2:

BTS Live Trilogy Ep. 2: The Red Bullet Concert:

The fact that Memories 2014 includes 2 whole ass concerts is AMAZING. Man, I want to own these all one day. For the DVDs of concerts alone would be enough lol. This was a concert from October 19, 2014. The third concert in their Red Bullet Tour, the 3rd day of their first tour stop in Korea.

Track list:

Opening

NO

We Are Bulletproof

We On

Hip Hop Phile

Let Me Know

Rain

Embarrassed (aka: Blanket Kick)

Look Here

Outro: Propose

No More Dream

Tomorrow

Miss Right

Like

Cypher Pt 3: Killer

Triptych + War Of Hormone

Danger

Boy in Luv

Roadpath

Jump

Attack on Bangtan

Paldogangsan

Man, they really went to town on the bad boy, school boys gone rogue themes for this concert. Opening up with a teacher informing the crowd of the concert rules, and then the VCR showing them not following class rules, getting scolded and then picking up their BTS bulletproof vests and following Suga out of the classroom. Lol love it.

Jimin introducing himself with the "Ayo, who am i?" And the crowd screaming "Park Jimin" lmfaooo I see this and all I can think about is the rest of the guys reacting to that moment later and Jimin just DYING of embarrassment on the floor and the way they clown him about that constantly, always.

Look, no one, absolutely no one can wreck me as hard as rap line bias wrecks me when they go off on stage! We On and Hip Hop Phile are songs I listen to all the time. ALL THE TIME. And then they followed those up with Let Me Know and Rain which are legendary songs for Jimin vocally and just ARGH. I loved every second of that, thank you.

BTS stopping in the middle of the song during Look Here to play rock paper scissors to see who would do Aeygo is 100% a very BTS thing to do. And omg Outro: Propose was the vocal line just taking turns trying to make ARMY swoon and serenading/proposing to each other. TaeJin fighting over who proposes to JK, Jimin proposing to V who pretending to swoon for real. And just a bunch of smiles.

ARMY asking JK to speak informally and then Jihope melting into giggles and affection when he did, "listen girls." Also Jimin demonstrated a special move for Miss Right, and did a flip. And I swear, Hobi grabbed him the biggest hug. Hobi is Jimin's biggest hype man. Lol

Going from Like to the Cyphers is such a whiplash. My god. I love their intensity so much though and the way they hype the crowd and throw water. I LOVE rap line. My god. Tae growling and shouting through all his parts in War Of Hormone and Danger. Sir, calm down! I cannot!

Jin starting off their ending speeches and already making me emotional. "I love ARMY as much as I love my parents" "I want to cry, but I won't because I'm the eldest" Jin, please 😭 Suga talking about writing lyrics to Roadpath and his struggles and how grateful he is to ARMY. Tae, "I went through so much and almost didn't make it in the group, but I'm here now because of the members" Jimin, "yes, I went through so much trouble. Sigh" lmfao PLEASE! 😂 For real though, they all were so sweet and so emotional and wonderful. These ending speeches get me every time. And RM is the King of Speeches as usual, he even sang for everyone there too.

Encore stages were legit popping. Omg. I loved watching this so much. I know I probably left way too many comments over it and yet at the same time, it wasn't enough!

The Red Bullet Concert Preparation:

Sope acting out a Horror movie waiting for their shooting time and then Hobi feeling himself in the bad boy fit and performing for the camera in a one man show and then hyping Suga up as Agust D. Hobi basically was doing skits with Maknae line and they were all very flirty the whole time he wasn't shooting. Also the difference in when they are on camera acting tough and off camera all giggles is so cute. Everyone else focused on set all sitting at their desks, and then vmin off in the own little world, heads together, giggling whenever they aren't filming. 😂

Taekook playing on the playground together outside during break and I swear JK was going to kill Tae on the spinning roundabout ride. Lmfao Tae is begging to stop and holding on for dear life, JK please! Lol then they both take a night vision camera to go exploring pitch black factory looking rooms together and trying to scare each other. Tae was scared and ready to leave like the whole time. They have so much fun together, it's cute!

NamKook tricking Jhope first and then Jimin into the dark room to look for a "missing" JK just to continually jump scare them is so mean 😂 lmfao they know who scares the most easy on this group.

"Jungkook likes to torture his senses, he is a very dangerous guy. For anyone dating Jungkook in the future, make sure to keep this in mind." Lmfao Namjoon, and JK just inhaling and enjoying the disinfectant smells, high on life at scaring his hyungs and the camera cuts to him trying to shine a flashlight through his mouth and eyes. Lol

Jimin: "ARMY today let me introduce you to this kid I really adore. He is mentally unstable. He does things I don't really like." JK: *shines flashlight directly into Jimins eye* why Is this whole video just chaos? Lol

During practice. Hobi is giving a little intro and JK is just in the back somewhere shouting "Jiminie-hyung!" They all work so hard. I love seeing these dance practices and how much they work to make things perfect. It's incredible. Also "J-hope's dance is overjoyed even in practice" is such a J-hope sub for the editors to put in.

Directors come to interview JK. JK just takes the camera himself and goes to interview Jin. Lol Jin saying he is most looking forward to Outro: Propose during the concert because he wrote the second verse himself and its the first song with his own lyrics. 🥺 please, Jin it's amazing! "My team singing the song I wrote is really exciting for me" I'm so soft for him. He interviewed Tae next, who said he was most looking forward to seeing Rapline do Cypher. And Jimin is just standing behind him watching and playing with JKs hair the whole time. Vmin hyping up their b side tracks and how they only have good songs. Facts. And TaeKook being the biggest Cypher enthusiasts during that rehearsal is a MOOD.

The Red Bullet Concert Making Film:

I'm 10 minutes in and every other clip is Jihope being cute together. They have so much fun, I swear. It's so sweet. Tae getting to fill in for supreme Boi for the Cypher stage rehearsals. Lol he was so happy.

They were all sooo sooo nervous before performing. And they all handled those nerves in such different ways, but they killed it. And getting off stage and immediately collapsing but having giant smiles on their faces. They work SO HARD.

"I asked Jimin to give me a massage last night and this morning because my shoulders were so sore, so I'm okay now" Jhope telling us about how he overworked himself during day 1 of their concert so now he is very sore. And the way he was amazed and so grateful they sold out the tickets for all 3 days of their concert. So many cute Jihope clips here. Lol

Love that we are getting behind footage of them getting ready for the concert all 3 days in a row for their shows in Korea. It's nice seeing them relax just a smidge, knowing they got this as each day progresses on. 2seok singing "My Last Concert" song together in the waiting room.

Tae giggling his butt off while interviewing and messing with Namjoon while they are getting ready. Omg they are so cute.

The ending mentions.... Namjoon was making me tear up. He was so happy, this was everything he wanted to do and he was doing it. Sharing his music and his passion with the world. Having his love given back to him while performing. And they are all soo hard on themselves too.

Global Fan Meeting Making Film:

(Germany, Sweden and Brazil)

Jimin saying he is a little stiff now that he is a little older as he practically bends himself in half stretching. Sir, please. I'm a little stiff now. Our definitions of stiff are obviously very different.

Some of these fan questions... lmao oof. Jin asked to act cute, Tae asked to do a sexy dance. Jungkook asked if he likes older women (his answer was yes lol) RM asked to do Jimin's highnotes (he did, and Jimin was dying laughing).

2 Sweden fans making into the memories film for fainting during the BTS show and being pulled from the crowd by security and having them be helped outside. Those poor fans!

Jimin on stage before everyone else to check their props to keep everyone safe and he found a chair that was wobbly and had it replaced so that the members wouldn't get hurt during the Just One Day performance 🥺🥺

Jungkook ending his video log of all the members by going "Jimin is having a meeting, Hey look at his butt" and zooming in while making some kind of mmmmm growling sound?! Lol okay JK.

Hobi "ohhh look at Suga. They say women find a man attractive when he is taking off his shirt." Lmao OKAY Hobi.

BTS learning the Samba for their Brazilian fans. I love this so much.

These questions, again! Tae again asked for a sexy dance. Suga does the Samba. Jin asked to show how much he loves the maknae, so he picked him up bridal style lol. RM reenacting his emotions of landing in Brazil. Jimin expressing his happiness with his body. And they asked Jhope what he eats to be so handsome. Lol

BTS in Russia Self Cam:

Not even a minute in and hello there Jikook:

SopeMin sitting together on the plane! So cute. Not them all teasing RM for forgetting his passport. Was this the first instance of this happening? Lol

Jihope sharing a room at the hotel, TaeJoon joining them and they were all talking about taking pictures of Russia and the white night to send to their moms. They crashed Yoongi's room where he was working on editing photos of the members (maybe for his personal fansite he used to run of the members?) And talking about how he doesn't have jetlag because he wouldn't go to sleep until 6am in Korea anyway. JinKook sharing a room and TaeJoon finding them working out and teasing them for it. Lol

Yoongi scolding Namjoon for burning their food at the Korean restaurant the first time. "Don't do anything, just eat." Lol he took charge of their little grill and cooking the meat for the rest of their dinner. Jimin encouraging more scolding for Namjoon from both Yoongi and Jin and calling them the parents of the group.

Jungkook taking photos of his food and Namjoon being so confused. "Does taking pictures of it make it taste different? Why do people do that?" 😂😂 Only to the make JK take a photo of his food too.

They were so happy watching the fans do performances and giving them awards and then also getting to go around Russia as tourists.

So this was long as heck, so sorry! If you read all this yay! I throughly enjoyed seeing all this content from 2014. I'm already excited for Memories of 2015. They were such babies and were so nervous and excited about everything. They were doing a lot of "firsts" and working so so hard. It was so exciting to see them get so excited! Thanks for letting me share 💜

[theangryjikooker]

ah the anon you just posted asking about the bts timeline, I hope you don't mind me jumping in a little. Going to preface really fast that I do, 95% (I agree with you that nothing is certain) think that jikook are like... a Thing. A long-term significant thing, even. But that's not the reason for my ask. I'm someone who loves ALL the ships, and OT7 dynamics and I really really enjoy reading shipping blogs for other non-jikook ships that go into theories and details and timelines because I think it really helps me to not only get a handle on out of control shipper narratives, but also get a fun vibe for OT7 dynamics and it means my TL and dash are always full of cute moments. I may think jikook are real, but I have no emotional attachment to them being real, so someone on their own platform talking about jinkook real or vmin real or whatever doesn't bother me at all, we love a diversity of opinions in this house. But back to the reason I'm in your anons, an interesting thing ppl will notice if they're in a lot of various bts shipping spaces is that almost. Every. Single. Ship. Claims that their ship got "serious" or "more real" in 2015/2016. This is fascinating to me. Jikookers do it. Vminies do it. Yoonminers do it. Namjinists do it. I could continue. What I actually thing happened is that OT7 as a whole had a pretty big shift during those 2 years. The success, the growth, all of them finally getting into early adulthood instead of late teens. I would say all of their dynamics changed (and continue to change, because they're people and not stagnant robots) and it's always interesting to me how those things are viewed through the lens of shipping.

Oh, I love this ask.

I don't know if someone else can corroborate this because I don't really read other ship narratives enough (even though I like them) to know that 2015/2016 is "the" year. I can say that I've seen those years floated around in the Jkkr community but with a lot of emphasis on 2017, but I get what you mean.

If this is actually the case for all ships, I would agree with your reasoning about why those years are the perceived turning points; it's very sensible.

At any rate, this is why I value looking at things from a wider perspective. While little things like this may seem irrelevant to Jikook (or your preferred ship), it does say something about shippers fandom-wide and this whole concept of perception that I keep pushing on here.

I may think jikook are real, but I have no emotional attachment to them being real, so someone on their own platform talking about jinkook real or vmin real or whatever doesn't bother me at all, we love a diversity of opinions in this house.

Highlighting this because yes.

[lokisasylum]

+Minjoon: Android AU+

Look at me failing LIKE A BOSS at 80s Anime Style. So I was browsing around Tumblr (as always) late at night and came across these gifs from a REALLY OLD anime movie I watched when i was like 11 or so called "Robot Carnival" (originally came out in 1987), but I didn't know that the one I watched ("Presence") was actually part of an anthology of 9 short films. But I remember watching Presence and how beautiful yet tragic this film had been. And I LOVED that girl-android that appears in the movie, her outfit was so cute with stars hanging here and there. But yeah the whole plot is very depressing, I didn't even understood it the first time I watched it and now re-watching it as an adult I found it even more disturbing... the anime style was really beautiful, reminds me of Tokyo Babylon, X/1999, ect. So I wanted to try it out by re-creating one of the scenes from the movie but with Namjoon/Jimin. (originally it was going to be either jikook or yoonmin, but Minjoon deserves more love m’kay?)

Of course I changed the original dialogue to fit more with Bangtan's Universe.

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[gg-astrology]

🌊 bts fic recs pt. II 🌊

hello if ure here for astro pls bare with me i rarely do this promise ;; 💕❤️ since its been a while, I kinda wanted to do another fic rec and show u all these cool fics ive been reading that impacted me in some ways 💕❤️

If you’re new, hello! 💕❤️ I usually rec fics that gives me a lot of cool atmospheric feels, interesting take on the trope/genres. So to start, here are two fics that are Amazing and Kinda Scary But Is So Good (and Kinda Changed My Life/Stayed With Me Still) 

Ps. The top part of this list is pretty heavy -- as in, heavy topics/subjects, read the tags and warnings on the fic as well so you don’t go in unassuming ;;. If you’re not into the first 5 i recommend on here --feel free to scroll down and just see what you like! 💕❤️ I promise I also have like, lighter stuff in here too! 💕❤️ Also: most of it’s very taegi and yoonkook heavy i know skjnsk i didn’t realize how much of them i actually read/accumulated over the years but here we go! 💕❤️

It Happened Quiet by hobimo - not sure if i rec’ed this before. But this is by far one of the most soul-impacting, life-changing fic I’ve ever read. I don’t think I’ve ever read something so true to the horror genre? But at the same time, there’s such a beautiful plot and time-travel and mystery/lore behind it. The characters are so interesting, I know it says taegi, vhope, and taegihope but it’s a lot less about the romantic side of things and I’d definitely recommend this for the *wriggle hands* entire fic. It’s amazing. Please give it a read (maybe when it’s not dark) 💕❤️

Bodies of Water by themarmalade - yoonmin, siren/horror theme and this one kept me on my toes as well 💕❤️ it’s such an interesting story and take on the fantasy/horror genre, I definitely recommend this one just as much as I do to the one above. Also, themarmalade writes alot of amazing fics-- there’s a masseur/cuddle-therapist minjoon one and also Scowl at the Moon is an amazing angsty namkook one 💕❤️AND a taejoon t’hat one weird city where the dj/narrator talks about carlos who’s so handsome’ au.. something ville??forgot the name rn... I recommend their entire body of work tbh ;; 💕❤️

Singularity by PrettyBoysTaegi (GetOutOFMyTreeNovice) - taegi, supernatural, coming back to life. DEFINITELY do not take the major character death lightly - BUT before you look away, it’s SUCH a good fic. I can’t recommend this enough, it kinda kick started by overall love and fascination for horror-themed fic and aus. There’s something to appreciate in feeling something so fully and so much, like that feeling when you’re overwhelmed with love and you can’t hold it in. It’s in your eyes, nose, pores, mouth. You’re overflowing with it and it’s just rolling out of you. Anyways I love this so much  💕❤️

in all dishonesty by fruitily - taegi, i foam and go full feral thinking about this fic sometimes. It’s so fun, so entertaining. So fucking great, I don’t. I can’t even explain. It’s light, fun, something to break you from all my heavy fic recs so far. 💕❤️

Satie by paperhearts - taegi, this one is an old one but it’s definitely an Experience. war fic? kinda? reincarnation? it’s amazing n I can’t even spoil it. Please check it out 💕❤️

Murmuration by fringecity (indiachick) - I know I rec’ed this before, but the author just said they finished the last chapter and it’s been SUCH a long ride I want to rec it again for those who wants a good, long, read. One of the best fic on ao3 honestly? So well researched, so detailed. Plot driven and I just appreciate how the different element/tropes all fits together on here. It’s a mystery/thriller fic-- and it’s amazing. Yoonmintae but this aint about them this is about what’s happening. They’re in this together, and the characters themselves are so good. If you’re looking for a fic that develops and keeps you on your toes-- this is the one 💕❤️ Action, mystery, thriller, gang, magic? science? amazing.  

The Things Worth Going to War For by softlyblue - sope, I know I recommended this before but this is BY FAR the most fleshed out, understandable and digestible fantasty/adventure fic. It’s so RICH with lore and culture and PEOPLE. Even the ocs feels authentic and aren’t intrusive at all. It’s on lock so you’ll need an account, but I recommend getting an account JUST to read this fic to be honest. It’s THAT good. Also: mind the warnings! 💕❤️ OH and the fighting scenes and anticipation for war is SO good. One of the BEST fic honestly. 

And I Fall by spudcity - not sure if I rec’ed this before, taegi, constantine au, I don’t actually know what constantine au is. But the setting, the environment, the social setting AND also just the plot development and story is so captivating. It’s something else to think about like-- you coming in with nothing in mind and being able to understand the world and all of it’s expansive element just because of this fic. It says a lot about how good the author is, I hope you like this fic alot too💕❤️ 

golden haze by CaptainButts - vmin, alien au. Amazing, one of the best vmin I’ve ever read? 💕❤️  Captainbutt is amazingly good at characterization as well, so you’ll definitely see more fic recs of their stories from me for sure. Plus -- this fic definitely spiralled me into fulfilling my full aquarius mercury nature and getting into that good alien contemplation. Amazing. 

like real people do by notyoongs - yoonkook, space au and also robotic/AI au 💕❤️ This is such a nice, slow-burn, fleshed out fic. Especially in terms of characters, and also inclusion of the rest of bangtan/their subtle involvement in making the main pairing go through their development. Anyways, one of the best AI au I’ve ever read 💕❤️ It’s not angsty as well, so!! 💕❤️

everyone brave is forgiven by notyoongs - yoonkook, spiderman slash avengers au. words can’t describe how much i love this fic. Frustration at the character, dread at what’s about to happen, heart-breaking sadness at the resolution. BUT the entire ride is such a beautiful journey full of sunset-washed colours. This is definitely not of the fic you’ll have to read and it reminds you that the present is the most important, to enjoy the ride. To enjoy every emotions that you’ve faced and is given, it really makes you feel so full and grateful. I love this fic 💕❤️

Inside a sinking feeling by CaptainButts - jinkook, amazing art heist vs police au 💕❤️ Not only is the plot so good, the twists and turns, the dialogue is amazing -- plus, it has alot of actions and good old romance. Even if you don’t normally read this pairing, it’s an amazing fic I definitely recommend. They also wrote another jinkook au that’s equally amazing-- its a lifeguard/childhood crush au, but this one -- the art heist one-- is amazing. 💕❤️

From Apogee to Perigee by Namib - taegi, holiday town au. As in, there’s christmas town and there’s halloween towns. Inclusion of all members, and we trek tae’s journey in getting gifts for yoongi. It IS light and fluffy, but this story is so interesting because there’s a lot of interactions that adds onto the story. Lots of flashbacks, interactions with each member of bts adds a layer to the story in a different way. We see more and more of the relationship through tae’s interaction with others, It’s so beautiful seeing variety of emotions and depth and you have to pick up on different things here. Because taehyung as a character and narrator is oblivious or still nervous about yoongi’s affection for him. So. This is such a cool fic and interesting trope and it’s amazing I recommend it lots 

You’re My Home by heyyyjude - taegi, this is a sequel but this one hits so hard. A lot of people -- me included -- likes to think of ourselves as very giving and very demonstrative of that. That we definitely love something more, as we should, socially. But when confronted with how we actually treat/act long term and what our subconscious actions say. Sometimes we have to re-evaluate ourselves. This fic really digs deep and makes itself a home in my life because of this idea of -- re-evaluating yourself and how you love someone, the idea of prioritizing and learning how to take care of others-- knowing you’re allowed to have passions and hobbies you live and breath for outside of that. Relationships really are like that sometimes, where you do need to step back and think about things like this and how you act sometimes. Definitely recommend this lots. 💕❤️

Sweet Music Playing in the Dark by GinForInk - chaptered, namkook, a really cool take on abo dynamics and relationships plus its not as angsty as it sounds it’s actually really nice! thought provoking if you put yourself in namjoon’s shoes and think about privileges n postering. Something to think about, but overall just a really nice fic 💕❤️

Chasing the Sun by almostsophie1  - oneshot, taegi, long-fic 💕❤️there’s a lot of soulmate connection tropes out there but this one actually teleports you physically to where your soulmate is which is really interesting bc you actually. do know your soulmate + have that security a lil (in knowing its not a dream) and it’s a sweet, overall, very nice fic that doesn’t really play with my emotions 💕❤️

together we’ll count our stars by czar (cmajorchords) - namgi, radio station au. Lots of good, good feels. This one has a lot of feelings. It came at a time where I was going through something that really resonated with it, but even without my personal experience -- there’s something so sleepless and timeless about it. I recommend this for the soothing quality it has, the feeling of going through something hard and coming out on the otherside alright again 💕❤️

Kiss me hard before you go  by 77735  - sope, roommates, misunderstanding but so so so shock full of love 💕❤️ so soft, reading this was such a pleasure, a very good plot AND very good characters, lots of pining 💕❤️ Miscommunication, all the good stuff 💕❤️ But so so much love in between the lines, love it 💕❤️

You love a stone by roebling  - taegi, medusa but spin it on it’s head as in there’s a happy ending 💕❤️ love this take on it so much, actually roebling writes alot of really cool recreates of fairytales/myths like dragons and stuff -- makes me think of the holy grail but like, nicer. Definitely digestible, such a cool fic i can’t rec enough 💕❤️💕❤️ light and good 💕❤️

In each place (oh you remain) by misspamela - minjoon, hades/persephone, consent has always been a thing with hades/persephone adaptations. So this is another interesting fic on that 💕❤️ Short n sweet, but amazing 💕❤️ 

And my heart is set on you (You better shape up) by Bandit4Life - taegi, theatre au, enemies to lovers, lots of pick up lines 💕❤️ Grease au? But make it gay. The fic I didn’t know I needed until I read it and then realized its a part of my life now. So good 💕❤️

mind if i slytherin? by notyoongs - yoonkook, hogwart teachers au. Love the involvement of student and just-- the social dynamic here. Also love a happy ending. This is definitely an ‘open for surprise’ kinda deal but like-- a nice surprise. A present. C:  💕❤️

Open the Floodgates by soft_bro_fun - namjin, so good, explicit but it’s such a cool take on self-esteem thing and just. perspective, y know? how you can see yourself a certain way but through third person or in another’s eyes there’s a different narrative going on. Anyways this is good fic 💕❤️

let love get the best of us by czar (cmajorchords) - taegi, so good. 💕❤️ not as angsty as it seems, very reassuring and like--it’s just so nice. Especially when you think about -- like, the fear of being in love, it’s very valid to feel this way. I think a lot of people often choose to say no as a self-preservation. It’s something to explore 💕❤️

sucker by notyoongs - yoonkook, werewolf/supernatural au. Roommates? just very nice development and trope and just overall how it plays out. 💕❤️ A lil bit of miscommunication but not much. It’s overall a really really enjoyable fic 💕❤️

How much to give and how much to take by Aguacates - I love a lot of fic by this author so you’ll see more recs about them ;; ksjnjnsk namkook, arranged marriage au 💕❤️ please give it a read, it’s SUCH a good fic. Amazing writing and characters, I love how they have like-- a trope/plot we see around alot but they really just dig into it and made it WORK so well 💕❤️

Moonshine lovers by bedroomdemos -  taegi, taehyung as vampire, truth serum 💕❤️ honestly such a great and interesting fic! first of all i love the premise, second i love how it all played out and just -- I want more, this is a fic that makes me love it so much I keep going back to read it bc it hits different 💕❤️

Pull me Under by Oh_Hey_Tae - namseok, with yoonjinkook and vmin, cruise/life-guard au and a lot of rich frat boys 💕❤️ Along the same lines as fruitily’s taegi -- this is also a very summer-y, flirty, light hearted but v v nice fic 💕❤️ Love how the audience can see joon being flustered even tho we’re in hoseok’s narrative, but like-- it’s so nice to just, see things from hobi’s side bc we’re usually on joon’s side when he’s interacting with hobi (in namseok fics) 💕❤️ So yeah!! 💕❤️ A great read!! 💕❤️

Slytherin Your Heart by softyoongles - taegi, hogwarts au. One of the thing that really hits me is the inclusion of other characters.How in the middle of that. It elevates the main pairing without isolating them from the rest of the cast/crew. This one hits 💕❤️

the planets bend between us by sharpa - taegi, space explorers, kinda established relationship BUT i’d like to point you towards the AMAZING narrative style and how when we do time-skip/replay into the past it actually makes so much sense AND adds onto the dynamic between these two characters 💕❤️ I love it so much, it’s a fic that leaves my stomach feeling full like I’ve just had a very good meal. 💕❤️

a hold on me by CaptainButts - junghope, single-father au, amazing to see namjoon as hoseok’s kid and also junghope’s past relationship together. Embarrassing dads, also side vmin and yoonjin. Love it 

Paint by Minverse - vmin, amazing fic that explores gender/sexuality, relationships and the lgbtqa+ spaces/subjects so well? Literally one of the most well-done fic I’ve ever read that incorporates these areas PLUS all of it’s complexity. It doesn’t lose an INCH of complexity. And like, it’s NOT SAD it’s actually pretty light (?) bc we’re seeing it from -- tae’s side most of the time which is great. 💕❤️ Anyways I can’t rec this enough 💕❤️💕❤️ It’s so good!! 💕❤️ 

yellow red AND blue purple by baekyun (baruna) - namkook+namminkook royalty au AND taegi royalty au. Basically taehyung’s a bodyguard to yoonji. Kook gets married off to namjoon but he’s like-- namjoon’s fan and supporter. Jimin’s jungkook bodyguard and “some” -- it’s a complicated thing. But it’s an interesting take on world building, history and politics as well. Particularly with the taegi one, and then further in the namkook one. Anyways it’s refreshing to read, it’s on lock so you’ll have to register for ao3 to have an acc ;; 💕❤️ Having an acc is so good tho bc u can also bookmark stuff and its all in one place 💕❤️

Some classics I’d like to rec!!! 💕❤️ These ones below are fics that are probably multi-chaptered, or I just really really enjoyed. 💕❤️

If i wanted to (i do) by kaythebest - vmin, marriage au. The goodest slow burn, the best story about developing relationships and just. Ugh. I can’t recommend this one enough, it’s just so fucking good. Kept me on my toes for ages, definitely one of the best vmin i’ve read ;u; 💕❤️

Fake Sugar by minverse - jinkook, sugar daddy au but NOT what you expected. The background of these characters are so good. This is actually one of the more light-hearted one from the author, but it’s still so amazing and so good. Especially since the dynamic between jinkook has a lot of domestic stuff instead of sexual things we were expecting, and a lot of corporate/shady fun in the social atmosphere they’re in. 💕❤️

tea house special by baekhyun (baruna) - yoonkook, avatar the last air bender au. Sugar daddy as well? Kinda? Fraternizing with the enemies? Kinda? But this one’s a classic. Amazing, I love it so much. One of the best bts avatar crossover. There’s also a sequel that focuses on Jimin as an earth fighter too. Definitely check it out! 💕❤️

an inhabited world by misspamela - namseok, this one’s so good. Jump started my love for namseok fic. There’s explicit stuff as well, but I just. I love this fic 💕❤️

unfinished by fruitily - yoonkook, ghost au. Love this, love the supernatural. One of the best yoonkook ghost fic. I recommend this one like, please press the link and see for yourself!! 💕❤️

Just Skins by syubology - taegi, i dont even know what it is but it’s amazing.  Fwb au? The author said they want to do re-writes of Just Skins so!! skjsnkjsn let’s be patient. In the meantime, there’s war-fics from the author that they’re updating/currently working on? 💕❤️ 

you are my bravest everything by 777335 - vmin, long-distance. I love this one so much, it’s SUCH a good read if you haven’t read it yet. 💕❤️  Relationships are hard enough already, but when you teeter the lines between wanting to be a supportive friend but also are you interested in Them? -- it’s something that’s so *clench fist* gets me in the feels wow. 💕❤️ 

Will you B Minor? by ohdizzy - taegi prequel to Blow me like your French Horn jikook fic (its a series)  both are incredibly good. amazing. funny! i recommend reading both. You get a hefty amount of taegi in bmlyfh too.The Jikook fic is so nice💕❤️

Black&Gold by marchdahlia - yoonkook, camboy au. But guess what? The dynamic and power structure is different from their cam persona vs irl. This is such an interesting take. I love this so much tbh 💕❤️ 

Baby girl, I can’t breath by hoars - MY FAVOURITE LESBIANS!! 💕❤️taegi, but also other pairs.  This is a CLASSIC and no matter if you prefer mlm or wlw or just, idk. Anything. The plot and characters surpasses expectations and boundaries. It’s so enjoyable to read. Note that it’s very old, so some of the issues are things in the earlier days of bangtan fandom.

too cute to hurt by mimiforce - taegi, fem. This is the sweetest, softest fic ever you don’t even have to like f/f it’s just. really nice. Short and light read. Sneaky kisses.

love does(n’t) hurt by artaemin - yoonkook, one of the most beautiful fic i’ve ever read? I recommend other fics by artaemin as well. But this one -- wow. For those who wants to experience emotions for the first time, and also it’s actually like. A happy ending!!! 💕❤️

large, extra cheese, extra sauce (extra you) by vminism - taegi, pizza deliver au. This pre-dates bon voyage 2, so basically the start of the taegi resurgence and rise of taegi. Amazing fic, I love it so much. Alot of cute, soft, cheesy stuff 💕❤️

disappearing act done poorly by kyungchul - taegi, movie theater au. Past vhope, but this is very very nice and so amazing to read bc of the plot, the moments, the trope. I recommend you read something that remind you of bridget jones diary era once in your life. It’s amazing

describe your ideal type here by fruitilys - yoonkook, this is once again, a classic and an amazing yoonkook fic. Matchmaker tae. Incredibly entertaining writing. I have nothing else I would wish for 💕❤️

True or False, Taehyung? by clumsy_taegi - taegi, this one is explicit but it stuck with me because of the characterization of Taehyung. I love this characterization of him so much because? it’s not like, predictable at all. As in, if you put other characters in this situation -- you might have someone bursting into tears, but he didn’t. And it’s? that’s something amazing. And makes me think about just-- like, how emotional every other fic I’ve read has been which is like!! great too. But it made me pause and think.  

p.s. i love you by notyoongs - yoonkook, the ‘pretend relationship’ trope but-- this is so fucking heartaching and romantic. I can’t recommend this enough, it’s so good 💕❤️

of monsters and me by notyoongs - yoonkook and later, a brief rapline x kook monsterfucker fic. This is a series, it’s all explicit. Basically, there’s a lot of sex. BUT the idea of monster under your bed and relationships between kook and yoongi is so cool? Because realistically, there’s a lot to consider and also just-- the dynamic in the relationship. The power play. Like,, this is a demon we’re talking about. Anyways it’s so cool.

here comes the sun by fruitilys - yoonkook, i don’t even know how to describe it. But its amazing, this is one of my favourite fic of theirs -- and in the bts ao3 site tbh. It’s so good. I love it. 💕❤️

[sugainmycoffee]

Yoonmin Bookclub - Feb 05 2019

Complete:

(I just want you to) come back home by moonmoonymoon (NOTE: THIS HAS AN OPEN ENDING that can be interpreted as bad or good)

On-going:

Sandpaper Kisses, Papercut Bliss by yoonminology (THE SEQUEL TO FOOL ME TWICE!! it’s been 5 years and yoonmin continue to be bad at feelings smh)

honey and oats by autumn_serenity (soulmate robot au which is too cute to pass up)

The Last Scene for Our Dream Night by SOFTAGUSTD (another soulmate au...perhaps i have a weakness...)

[stanproduce]

Capa; Robotic - YoonMin

Link:

[minyoongi-smile]

Yoonmin - Robot (pt.2)

(gif not mine - cred to owner)

*Yoonmin*, Namjin, Vkook, single jhope, drugs, depression, angst, solo-rapper yoongi au (i don’t know how to tag things so plz forgive me im new to this)

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10

All decked out in my ripped black skinny jeans, black tshirt, black shoes, white hat, and giant red coat, I’m ready for the stage. My makeup is done just how the company likes it. Despite smoking being completely against the rules, being high really helps with performing some of the lame ass songs the company makes me do. The ones that I wrote are a lot for fun to do on stage, and they’re just better.

When I’m on stage, everything changes. I’m a different person. I rap and I get lost in the music. I jump around the stage and I don’t miss a beat. People sing along and chant my name and it’s as if Yoongi doesn’t exist, it’s just Suga. It’s as if Yoongi just disappears and I don’t have to worry about his life, his problems, his everything. I just  have to worry about putting on a good enough show, which is perfectly easy to do after all these years. I used to worry if I was having enough fun on stage or if I was engaging enough to the audience, but it’s not a concern anymore.

I begin one of my favorites, called Never Mind. It’s a crowd favorite too, which makes me happy since it’s one of the few songs I’ve written and produced that the company approved of. There are dozens of songs I’ve written, but it’s up to the company which ones get released. They usually hate to songs I create, but that just means that when I get out of this contract, I have plenty I can use to build my career the way I want it.

During the song, I steal a few glances towards where Jimin is, or at least where I thought he said he’s be. Him not being there throws me off and I stop rapping for a few lines. It’s when the crowd quiets down that I notice and pick back up like nothing happened. I look at the ground until the end of the song, too embarrassed to look at all of the faces of the people in the audience. I messed up. I never mess up. I can already guess that I’ll get scolded for messing up. Anytime something isn’t perfect, I get blamed. It’s always my fault.

As the show is coming to a close, I have one last song that is another one I wrote. It’s called First Love. It’s one of the newest songs I wrote that they allowed me to produce. It’ll be released as a single in the next few days.

I try to find Jimin again, but this time it’s while I’m taking a drink of water so I don’t accidentally zone out of a song again. I finally spot him. He’s where he said he’d be. I wonder why he wasn’t there earlier. He said he’d be there the whole time.

I run off stage after saying goodbye to the crowd and I immediately am cut off by my manager.

“Follow me. Alone.” He glares at Jimin, warning him to stay put.

“I’ll meet you in the van, Jimin.” I know he doesn’t like it when my manager drags me away to talk one-on-one. It’s never a good thing. I just think it’s best if Jimin isn’t close enough to hear what’s about to happen.

As soon as Jimin leaves, I turn and follow my manager to the room I was in before the show.

“What the hell was that on stage? You just stopped!” He turns and starts yelling as soon as the door is closed.

“I don’t know.”

“What do you mean you don’t know? Why did you stop? The fans don’t come just to watch you stare off into space, Suga, they want you to rap. It’s all you’re good for and you can’t even do it right anymore.”

“I told you, I don’t fucking know what happened! I didn’t do it on purpose.”

“Don’t you swear at me. I could ruin your career in five minutes.”

“Except you’d never do it because we all know my concerts make more money than anyone else’s. Why else would I be kept on this label? I’ve broken every rule the company has set, but look where I am now? You can’t afford to get rid of me.”

“Knock it off!” His hand connects with my face. “I told you not to speak to me that way. Now go home, and actually get some sleep so you aren’t zoning out on stage again.”

I slam the door behind me as I walk out of the room. I head for the car, hoping my face isn’t red where he hit me. If Jimin finds out, I have a feeling I won’t hear the end of it. He’ll for sure want me to find some way out of the contract, even though we both know I can’t do shit about it.

“Yoongi, why is your face red?”

“Cause I was on stage, so I’m really hot right now.”

“But it’s only part of your face.”

“I don’t know.” I won’t look at him. If I look at him, he’ll know for sure.

I turn to the driver of the van. “Can you take us to the subway station?”

“Yoongi… look at me.” I refuse.

Jimin takes action, grabbing my face in his hands and turning it towards him. “He…. he hit you again, didn’t he?”

“It was my fault…”

“No it wasn’t. You didn’t do anything wrong. You were tired so it wasn’t your fault that you stopped in the middle of the song.”

“No, I kept talking back to him, that’s why he did it. It was my fault, Jimin.” It’s always my fault.

The car ride is silence. When we get to the station, I put on my ‘disguise’ so I can go on the train without anyone recognizing me. I get out my hat and sweatshirt and my face mask before following Jimin down to the station.

Once we are sitting down, I can’t help but lean against Jimin’s shoulder. I’m so tired.

A few teenage girls are seated a few rows away. I can hear them talking about the concert.

“I still can’t believe Suga stopped during Never Mind. Why do you think he did that?”

“He probably doesn’t get very much sleep. He is famous.”

“Do you think his manager yelled at him?”

“Why would he? It was a mistake?”

“I don’t know, I hear that company can be pretty harsh on people. Plus, it’s not like Suga to mess up, why do you think his nickname is ‘robot’?”

“You’re right. He always does things exactly how they’re supposed to be done, like if he does something different, he get’s yelled at.”

Those girls have no idea.

I can tell Jimin hears them, too. He puts a reassuring hand on my leg, probably thinking I’m asleep. He  never does things like this when I’m awake. It’s always when I’m sleeping, or when he thinks I’m sleeping. I really like it.

He leans down and whispers to me, “Don’t worry Yoongs. I won’t let that company hurt you.”

Thank you for reading part 2 of Robot! Stay tuned for more updates because there’s a lot more coming soon. Feel free to message me or send in asks, I’m always happy to talk. 

[rudemarshmallow]

Not so Weekly yoonmin moodboard fic rec 12/?: I am not a robot by ScarlettSiren

Fifteen years ago, following the death of his parents, Min Yoongi became deathly allergic to people, a single touch enough to send him into anaphylactic shock. He resolved to simply live out the remainder of his life alone, locked away from the world. That is, until a brilliant engineer contacts him one day with promises of an advanced robotic companion. After a single meeting, he is certain the AI is the answer to his chronic loneliness.

However, when the robot malfunctions on the day before it is to be taken to its new owner for testing, its creator is forced to rely on the robot’s original model as a stand-in until it can be repaired. The original model, Park Jimin, who is, in fact, quite human.

[Heavily inspired by the K-Drama I’m Not a Robot]

So, I love this fic. I even decided to watch the kdrama after reading this but I so much more prefer this fic over that. It's just so well written and thought out and I'm so soft for yoongi in this (even tho somethings I wanted to punch him for being mean) my heart aches for his background story as well as Jimin's. I just love this and I hope you go and read it now because you'll be missing out if you don't.

~moodboards requests are still open btw~

[kpop-roleplay-world]

List of roleplays

So, I decided to make a list of my roleplays to be more organized~

 Here, also I will announce all of you if your roleplay is in danger of being deleted due to inactivity. 

🌹  -  apocalypse!jimin

🍃  -  billionaire!jinyoung

🔮  -  detective!jungkook

❄️  -  fixing!youngbam

🍓  -  flirty!jungkok

💩  -  lawyer!taeyong

🐈  -  student!jungkook

♠  -  therapist!yoongi

babygirl - ceo!taehyung

cosmicjk  -  robot-au!yoongi

ice cream anon  -  master!namjoon

kihyunsbreazy17  -  onlinefriend!kihyun

kpopluvwriter  -  wizard!mark

sakurasangcl  -  arrangedmariage!yuta

seagoddesslove  -  mafia!bambam

this-whore-belongs-to-min-yoongi  -  camgirl!yoonmin

[disappointaemint]

The bright flash and the sound of something click makes them both jump and pull apart. When it dawns on them that Jimin’s parents had been watching the whole time, and now Mrs. Park has even taken a picture with Jimin’s camera, they both blush furiously.

Jimin quickly slides off Yoongi’s lap and stands up straight. “Hello, birth-givers. It slipped my mind that you were here.” He says sounding more like a robot. Even with all the embarrassment, Yoongi cracks a laugh.

“Oh yes, we still are.” Mr. Park snickers.

You know. I know. [Yoonmin]