#rn tho i need to nap
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okay plan: nap -> laundry + while laundry is on go through my budget + pay phone bill + organise next week -> put away laundry + put all the rubbish in my room into big bags at the very least -> finish organising next week + just generally make lists of things to do -> message & email everyone i need to message & email -> go through some maths stuff -> make dinner -> finish reading to be taught if fortunate / watch a yet to be decided film in either order xoxo
#i have lots and lots of time ahead of me in the next like 2 weeks…… so i need 2 sort some stuff out !#i also have things @ weird times tho so that makes it slightly harder#but im looking forward to it it should all be good <3#i am kind of depending on my work putting me in for shifts all of the week after next but if that doesnt happen it’s not the end of the worl#rn tho i need to nap#oh maybe i’ll chuck a walk in this plan 4 today somewhere as well.
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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lol i think it is kinda funny how often we take our favorite overworked little guy (gender neutral ) and just go oh yeah he (gender neutral) hasn't slept in a month and his blood is now coffee and redbull but said guy (gender neutral) is just functioning mostly normally but with no filter
#rambles#no hate tho#i love doing this#but also at the same time I do think it'd be pretty cool to see some like actual repercussions for said sleep deprivation....#this is about fox by the way#and also tim drake#cuz let's be real we *need* sleep to function and three years of a horrible sleep schedule will definitely fuck you up#...not speak from experience for legal reasons#even genetically modified super soldiers need their nap time#oooh wait... this could work so good in a post war au kinda thing#if you have fic recs pls send I need to project so bad rn
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oh yeah red envelope WIP btw
#bakuspeech#dragon unchibification. dragon debabyfication#love the idea of finishing this not even labeling a year or anything. giving this out as is#finding a red-green color key that doesnt look christmasy is. not easy. but its such a good combination I had to try#this kicked my ass for a While. this is like the 10th or 11th try#was drafting it inbetween comms n such. it kept coming out extremely fuckign dopey n awkward#this is workin tho. I am def keeping this#man. it turns out to be really fun to make this for fun and just because. the new year occasion#mmm. there are things to sketch today. but I do need a nap rn#have a good day lads! thats it no special reminder today. just hope ur doin well. enjoy time
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i didn’t log in tonight but i’m too sleepy to do any writing so i’m just laying in my bed thinking about fic which is kind of like writing. right
#i really am so sleepy i’ve been v bad about sleeping this week lol#i ate dinner and then took a nap. like a baby#also i was looking for some. spicier prompts bc im in the mood to practice that rn but don’t know what to do#but prompt list these days…#i need a text post tag#i do need to get to my computer tho but i’m cozy 😔
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Doc diagnosed me with
✨Probably Depression✨
and prescribed
🌙More Sleep🌙
Me: Doc, ok, do u have a magic pill that can make me feel less like dying so I can work more
Doc: U need to sleep and exercise and eat healthy
Me: :(
#YukiPri rambles#tw: depression#(probably)#And the very helpful diagnosis above cost me $80+!#i love my doc but man i know i need more sleep i want it constantly it's like all i want nowadays#problem is tho i can't get it ain't it#Anyway i'm eating McD rn so that rules out healthy eating#I thought about taking a walk but i got like 3 hours of sleep so i desperately want to nap#if i can only exercise or sleep which do i choose huh#both never seems to be an option...
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can i request a stereotypical white boy? 😭 name and looks are up to you but make sure to give them traits like active, bro etc 🤭
HAHA omg anon 😭😭
here's a little sneak peek ;)
#does he look like the stereotypical white boy?? 😭😭#i went on pinterest and typed tiktok boys#but they were giving 2020 eboy#i couldn't go through it the cringe was unbearable lmao#i got this ask a few days ago i think??#my sense of time is fucked rn#i've been working on my assignment for two days straight#BUT I FINALLY SUBMITTED IT YESTERDAY AND HAD THE BIGGEST FATTEST NAP EVER#i am now free <33#gonna work on a few requests#i have one sim request and one build request#NEED TO FIGURE OUT THE FLOORPLAN FOR THE BUILD REQ THO#i'll do it at the airport tomorrow#i'm going homeeeee for the hols!!!!#sim reqs#gem rambles
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someone took my night owlness from me
#☆— yapping#so sleepy and it's only 1 am#i've been sleepy all day today#more so than usual unfortunately#kept taking naps at like 9 am 10 am 11 am 2 pm#probably some other times too but yeah#i could not stay awake for the life of me#took a 20 minute nap that i just woke up from#and now idk what to do#raging headache all day today tho#worse than normalll#it truly feels like my head being pounded into the wall#i need to think of an answer for zevie too#very interesting question has me thinking hard#but my brain cant work rn#oh well that's what the weekends for anyways#gonna sleep for half the day yippeee#hopefully hopefully#maybe gn idk might pass out rn
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Despite all odds, I have arrived home safely👍
Turns out that the earlier goop was the better goop. The adderall goop. The adderall has worn off now though. So I am. Very incredibly out of it.
But I am home. And I will take my quick shower. And then I will climb into bed.
I do need to eat. But... later...
#speculation nation#im the special kind of tired where im more tired than hungry#which is to say my every cell is yelling at me to get some fucking sleep.#and i dont think id be much more successful at eating rn than i was this morning.#i ate. half a can of chef boyardee. which was half bc i was so focused on typing and half bc i could barely stomach it.#so i at least ate Something. but not as much as normal.#i did have an ensure in the middle of the day. so theres some nutrients too at least.#i'll eat after i get a few hours of sleep. when the edge is no longer so desperate.#and hopefully i'll be able to stomach things better then.#honestly have all nighters always been this hard or am i just getting older? i havent actually pulled an all nighter since uhhh#well there was kind of one on dead dad day. but that day sucked just in general.#last time i think was april '23 when i read t.rimax volume 9-14 within a 24 hour period while also finishing a final presentation.#even then tho i got like 2 hours of sleep. it was still pretty rough though.#like ok i guess those times were pretty awful and also i did get at least some sleep. which is more than today.#so it makes sense for me to be in worse shape rn. i also didnt get as much sleep the night before last as i wanted to#i got... ...maybe 4 hours sleep??? ummm. which isnt a good thing actuslly. no wonder im so fucking exhausted.#i can barely type right now i will be honest. it was so hard to bike home. it took all my focus to not drive off a bridge#or get pushed into traffic by wind. oh boy the wind sure did try.#then i almost tripped down the stairs at my apartment after grabbing the mail bc i Briefly was focused on my mail 🙄#barely present. total mess. but at least im home. and i already did all the thinking i need to do today.#i was brave. i perservered. i was tempted to give up around 6 am ish but i was like No. this is getting done TODAY.#so i did it. i turned it in. and i so bravely did my in class work for my 2nd class. even though i was so mentally not present the whole way#i did my thinking... i am home... rest soon.#actually its kind of funny im lying on my couch rn and i think if most other ppl were in my current state theyd fall asleep right here.#but the power of my insomnia is so. powerful. i am not at risk of falling asleep without meaning to.#only time thats ever actually happened are like. a handful of times i was like. the most tired ive ever been in my life. etc etc.#in fact idk how well i'll be able to fall asleep for my nap. i certainly couldnt last night despite how hard i tried.#hopefully this time... i am truly tired enough....pls i need to rest i am so tired 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Insomnia hasn't had me do a full night of absolutely no sleep in a bit
kinda wouldn't have minded if last night hadn't been one tho
#text post#i have not slept since my last power nap around 4 something yesterday afternoon#got dishes done and Housemates morning coffee done tho#sliced up some leftover pizza place bread and had that for an early lunch with one of the cupcakes i made#got my first med of the day taken so that's done#also spiked the shit out of the cupcake with some tincture so hopefully that will encourage my body to pass out#it'll suck wasting that time to get other things done but my sleep schedule has been so rough#that i think maybe i just need to take the sleep whenever it happens#... maybe not whenever whenever like crossing the street or something#(i say as if i leave the house often enough to do that lmao)#I'm not even tired rn what is Wrong with me
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blood pressure so low i wake up from a nap i didnt know i was taking unable to tell if the lights are off or if i just cant see
#text#g talks#woke up earlier today like ah. not great.#the lights were on btw my body just gave up for the day lol#i ate some chicken just now tho n that blood pressure is raising to a normal level so fast rn i feel kinda sick#almost like i need ot lay down n take a nap...
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Sobbing I wish Leona was real 😿😿
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#ughhhh I need to do chores stillll#I didn't do them earlier bc Tuxiedo came up on my bed layed by my pillow and let me rest my head by him sooo#I took like an hour long nap#trying to stall bc I just do NOT feel like dealing with anyone rn and my sister and her friend are wandering and hghhhhh#I'm a bit weird after naps ngl. easily irritated and stuff.. maybe easily overstimulated too but idk abt that#noise pisses me off tho I'll say that much
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sigh im on vacation why am i worrying abt writing my fics….
#i think i need to either take a nap or get away from my family briefly#the one thing i hate abt vacations it’s too much together and i NEED to be alone#problematic for today in particular#already been up close to 36hrs and i’ll probablt push myself to stay up more#bc i Need To Be Alone#anyway i think i can pause on dwas im writing the end rn anyway#horrendously behind for itfs week tho
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#rant cw#🌙.txt#i'm genuinely so scared rn 😃 i'm trying to distract myself and have fun but it's so hard#like. i know i'm privileged bc at least i have a safe place to stay and i could make it here before everything got worse#and i know there are people going through much worse than me#but i'm TERRIFIED bc there's a high chance we might actually lose everything this time bc this flood is SO much worse than the last one#and if we lose everything then what the fuck are we gonna do...#how many times are we gonna have to deal with this kind of situation#i couldn't sleep bc i was too anxious and now i'm tired#and i just saw a video of a bunch of cows being DRAGGED by the fcking water and they looked so scared :(#i keep crying i feel so powerless#bc literally the only thing i can do is wait and pray that the damage won't be bad to the point where we can't recover from it#i'm sorry i keep posting about this and again i know i'm more privileged than a LOT of people#but i just need to vent bc i honestly have never felt this scared in my life#i'll try to at least take a nap now tho. i need some rest
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being a grown up and doing grown up things
#me returning calls and emails and having to tell people they won't get a perfect wonderful resolution and trying to adopt a dog which means#returning more calls and emails. and sending emails of my own. scream.#i'm so tired rn. need a nap. have a meeting tho so I can't do that.
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if i microdose my edibles do u think i can finally eat without immediately feeling like i have to throw up
#ignorance cloud on#weighing my pros and cons rn bc at this point i think im dying#pros: usually when im high all status effects are removed aka i do not feel pain even from a fully tummy#cons: this means i sometimes go overboard on food but Luckily i have no food in the house rn#another pro: i sleep better when kind of high which is important bc i am not sleeping#another con: i sleep really bad when VERY high which is hard to gauge bc im not taking gummies its ice cream meaning i don’t have grammage#another pro: i like feeling silly :-) maybe this will help me want to live again at least for the night#another con: i also am extremely emotionally volatile which means i could be setting up a bad trip in my headspace rn#erm. idk. i need to do something tho bc if i wanna take anything i have to do it before my nap
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