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Can you believe it? It's done!!! 🙌🙌
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ENGLISH SUBTITLES!!!
Yeah, video's in italian. Sorry 🤪
I already lost half of my brain cells over this... I did not intend to be held responsible for their completely extinction by recording and do all graphics in a foreign language XD
BUT, you can turn on ENGLISH SUBTITLES. You will miss some little taglines but the video's perfectly enjoyable anyway ^^
HAVE FUN!
#rip my brain cells#honor their sacrifice by enjoying the video!#chiss#chiss ascendancy#thrawn#mitth'raw'nuruodo#unknown regions#star wars#star wars universe#characters guide#informative video#video making#Youtube
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Shout out to the “Christian song” I heard on my mom’s religious radio station, scamilton 2 electric boogaloo
#dear evan hansen#a religious band did a cover of you will be found and I had to sit through the whole thing because I was not in control of the radio#rip my brain cells
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okay that's as much official discord as I can take
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To update or not to update
#To post or not to post#Lol let’s be real I haven’t written anywhere near enough for a new chapter#I write like three good paragraphs and I’m like hm. wow. Author. Writing. Book. Perfect.#ignoring the other you know like. Twelve paragraphs required for a chapter.#“I’m so close to finishing this chapter!” She was not in fact “so close” to finishing this chapter#Rip my brain cells#Burned them all on eight sentences of mea Culpa
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neil going absolutely rabid teeth-baring feral murder raccoon on riko after he threatens to sabotage andrew’s recovery in easthaven is something that can actually be so personal
#he also very much wants so rip his head off for orchestrating the drake thing but like. that threat is literally the breaking point for neil#can you tell who is rereading aftg and actively losing brain cells over it?#wrong answers only#aftg#andreil#neil josten#he is my son i love him with every cell of my being.#mish reads aftg#or rereads more like
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Zoro, on deck, loudly: hey shit cook, I’ll see you in 30. First I need to douche and then you’re on
Sanji, beet red: for the LAST TIME it’s PRENDRE UNE DOUCHE you heathen! You cannot keep doing this!
Sanji Quietly: but yeah I’ll see you in 30
#one piece#roronoa zoro#black leg sanji#zosan#inappropriate use of my french language skills#prendre une douche#not the same thing as douching#isn’t language fun?#rip my last brain cell
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You played the golden deer route!! (I think?) What's been your thoughts so far just like in general but also in comparison to blue lions? Claude and the golden deer are just so fun!!
I have not finished yet! Yes I am like 5/6ths done with the Golden Deer fic. I did something that I really shouldn't do, which is like consume 1/4th of the media and go "okay I could make a fanfic out of this" and then write a long-ass fic just based off initial impressions (this is how Theater of the Absurd happened - if you're wondering why everybody was so drastically out of character, that's why). I'm still only mostly done with the Academy phase, so no spoilers!
Thoughts so far? Claude is so funny. I am genuinely so, so fascinated by him. He's one of those characters who clearly has an entire existence and situation and insanity and you're just barely privy to the surface of it. Our C support is me walking into his room (why did I do that?) as he concocts poisons. He's a mad scientist. He wants to dissect his friends like they're insects. He's incredibly self-absorbed. He's convinced he's the smartest person in the room. He's on his gap year and he's taking a vacation with the white people and the country he leads is not his biggest priority. He wakes up in the morning, looks at himself in the mirror, and says "I'm a SCHEMER I'm a TRICKSTER I'm IMPENETRABLE I'm NOT LONELY". He has a biracial narrative and it's left him with a superiority complex because the alternative is to always be inferior. He'd be a better leader if he cared more.
I love Hilda also. She's so cunning but so kind, and her competence is underlined by her severe self-esteem issues. I haven't really connected with most of the Golden Deer - their ensemble narrative is not NEARLY as strong as the Blue Lions or Ashen Wolves. They aren't all part of the same story, I feel like. I'm still working on their supports (which are mostly C and some B right now...I kinda substituted most of them on the battlefield for the AW...sorry I have faves). Most of them are either a little annoying or uninteresting...Lysithea baby girl...Lorenz is actually deeply Felix coded in that he's kinda the sanest. He cares about all of the actually important things that nobody else cares about when they really should, and a lot of unimportant things,
I didn't expect this to happen, but Claude as your BFF actually deeply underscores how 1) Dimitri is insanely in love with you, and 2) Dimitri's bugfuck. Claude's so normal about everything. Makes me go "Wow Dimitri was normal about fucking nothing".
I'm looking forward to the War Phase and seeing how things change. These kids are fucking disasters in their lives and to each other, which mirrors their disaster country. Right now Claude's the most fascinating aspect to me. I'm not plugged into the fandom, but from what I can see his complexity and depth is kind of slept on - he has a comic relief role in dynamics, but I can already tell it's pretty constructed. Writing him as a jokester is like writing Dimitri as a preppy, perfect, adorably awkward nerd. Yes, that is a major part of how they present themselves to the public. I can't entirely call it a lie. But if you think that those performances are genuine, then you're buying what they're selling. Claude, Dimitri, and Edelgard are liars, and if you stay surface level in your depiction you're scrubbing out what makes them good characters. Also, especially in Dima's case, The Point
#my asks#writing dimitri as who he is in the academy phase and like. stopping there. is wild to me#3/4ths of the way through hes threatening to rip people's throats out with his teeth#taking away 17yo dima's real bloodthirstiness and ugly hatred feels like a disinterest in the character himself#and like. just. it's boring.#comic relief-ing khalid and making him the sole brain cell is boring and a disservice to the interesting character#(and uh ppl do that to POC a lot like they do it to women)#the only sin to me is to be boring :/#writing dimitri in this new fic and im seeing how he just hinges on. him being two people at once.#him hating violence and him needing it. knowing death was wrong and wishing death upon people#it's contradictory and here's a character with those contradictions#as the writer you have to figure out how he is both of these people at once#it is the FUN part
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tried to post a future APWH WIP scene here but tumblr is being STUPID and won't let me??? Anyways look for something tomorrow on the off chance this hellsite decides to work
#just apwh things#content-blocked by this webbed site rip in pieces#it involves jon being jealous#sansa on a motorcycle (it's not hers- this isn't neon rain)#Sam being sleep deprived and oblivious#gilly being the only one with brain cells#and jon getting barfed on by a baby#this sneak peek has EVERYTHING#or at least it will IF TUMBLR LETS ME POST IT#contains one of my favorite funny lines i've ever written as well
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i’m tweaking i’m tweaking i’m tweakinggggGGGGGGGGG
#RIPS MY OWN LIVER OUT#head in hands rocking violently on the floor of my padded asylum cell#i need to take my own advice and stop caring about things#IM SO CHALANT RN I FEAR 😕#shaking in my boots#ignore this will probably delete later 😍 i love feelings 😍#brain thoughts
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need this crazy ass couple to vacate from my mind so I can write omegaverse fic....
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Just finished Good Omens 2 and I planned this so badly because it's 1am and I have to go to work in the morning and it's taking all my will power not to stay up till morning consuming all the fan content I can find!!!!! jESuS ChRist idk how I'm going to focus either!
But wow, they really did that. I am shell-shocked
#posting this is like putting a stopper in the bottle#in the bottle ive stuffed the all-consuming desire to think about the go2 ending till 6am#work was already sapping my will to live so odl how i will persuade my brain cells to focus and look busy in front of my boss#rip me#astralwormtalks#rant#tangents#go2e6#go2#good omens#good omens 2#good omens 2 season#good omens 2 finale#go2 finale#aziraphale#crowley#crawley#aziracrow#azicrow#azirowley#aziraphel#crowly x aziraphale#azirafell#aziraley#aziraphale x crowley#aziraphel x crowley#crowley x aziraphale#crowley x arizaphale#ineffable husbands
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not the emperor asking if the son he neglected all these years blames him for doing so 😭😭
i feel like i've seen this question being asked in another drama (i don't remember which one) but it's a similar situation where the "sick" son helps the emperor out with some court affair and the emperor is impressed and asks that question
it's so funny bc what is the son gonna say?? yes i think you're the worst dad ever but i've gotten used to it now so just gimme the throne bitch????
ofc not,, he's gonna say, "no dad i don't blame you bc ik you've been busy with court affairs" like a good, obedient, throne-wanting son
and then the emperor is gonna sigh out of relief bc thank fuck he doesn't have to take responsibility for being a shitty father
#but plot twist: the son does blame the emperor for neglecting him all these years?????#BUT another plot twist: the emperor knew the son blamed him for neglecting him all these years and already took precautions against him???#at least in this drama i'm assuming he did? idk we'll see#rav's watching: love you seven times#if this doesn't make any sense it's i've used up all my brain cells trying to make dinner today rip
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Here's a collection of random head canons that I've been meaning to post. I really need to keep better tabs, because I had more than I'm remembering, but I'm sure they'll come to me....eventually.
Angel Dust can sew. Touching on my other hc, he can make spider silk with his spit if he's honestly doing it with intention, and that shit do be strong. But even without that, he would know how to sew. I imagine that him and Velvette got along (as much as those two can) because of her fashion, and he makes some of his own clothing as well.
Anthony's family never celebrated the holidays when they were alive. Mostly because the mafia took priority, and there was no way they were going to sit down around the table with a turkey and act like an average family. The boys were gone more than not, leaving Molly and their mom home alone, even around the holidays.
I head canon that Angel and Valentino knew each other before Valentino and Vox did. If I'm writing with a Val or a Vox, I will never force you to comply with this, but. If Angel lived in the tower, I imagine that Val and Angel came into the tower as a packaged deal. Not sure that Vox would fly with him just moving in randomly, plus he's the only 'whore' that has a room there. Also I can't speak for other Angels (and this ofc is subject to change once we get more back story), but my Angel signed the contract out of love for Valentino. For them as a couple. If Vox and Val had already been clearly established, Angel wouldn't have signed that damn thing. He had to believe he mattered most, that he was Val's number one, etc., in order to sign that thing. I can't see that being the case if he knew about Vox and Val's whatever-the-fuck they have going on. Either way, Angel being with Val is not a fresher thing - it's been going on since, in my mind, not too long after Valentino's death. I always say at least forty years, which means they met around the 80s? Ten-ish years of Valentino being in Hell. Again, that's just my personal take.
Angel's songs (Addict, Poison, etc.) are all actual songs (I say this as Poison clearly looked like a music video to me). So my boy has definitely made the Top 10 before. He isn't known for being a singer, since porn is his biggest thing, but his songs play on the radio and stuff. (The epilogues or whatever you want to call them would be after he performs, and how he's actually feeling about it. I don't really like the whole 'Husk listening to Poison and then hearing Anthony' because I don't think Angel/Anthony would record that part, just like how in Addict it's after he gets back to the hotel and we hear his true inner feelings that reflect how the song makes him feel). In the playbill Angel is listed as a singer, so we need to give him more credit there damnit.
Angel Dust intentionally hides all his features that make him realize he's a spider. His feet have always been a conflict (made worse by arguably Val, but definitely Travis since we now know that Travis wrote The Pure Boy). But he always keeps his lower eyes shut unless he literally loses control and can't think about controlling them (as we see them all open for the half a second flash of anger towards Husk), and he always has his third set of arms hidden unless they're necessary. Because the eight eyes and eight limbs relate to him being a spider too much.
#head canons: sex ain't the only thing i'm good at;;#i'm sure i'll remember more and just post them sporadically#i am shifting through my brain cells but cant find anything there right now rip
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stop using chhinkni every day challenge
#ughhhhhh#i got some for the first time & now i just wanna snort it for bfast lunch & dinner like a little sneezy gremlin#rip to my brain cells & my blood pressure#snz fet#snz kink#snzblr#snzfucker
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Fourth Wing is the definition of mid, even within the romantasy genre
#like I do not want to give acotar the W#but yeah it is better (3.5/5 compared to 2.5/5)#it is a perfectly serviceable book but man it just… doesn’t do anything?#this 600 page book has maybe 200 pages of plot if I’m generous#it doesn’t take its world building seriously so why should I take anything seriously#I’m not gonna read the rest of the series but if one of the twists is that her mom actually saved her life by pulling her from the scribe#quarter is believe it#because violet is one of the dumbest protagonists I’ve read#there are so many chances for her to be smart and she just isn’t!#so many times where I was like ‘oh damn is my scribe trained girlie gonna finally rub two brain cells together and start investigating?’#nope#rip to Liam you were the best and smartest character#Tairn was great too but he basically stops being a thing at the mid point until the end#YOU MADE DRAGONS FEEL UNIMPORTANT ONCE WE GOT THEM WHAT THE HELL#AGHHH#this book is going to live rent free in my head for the rest of my life#once again it’s serviceable but god is it just mediocre
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"He made you lunch" cool, I was hungry
"He kissed you" Yeah, it's his way of saying goodnight
"He constantly 'jokes' about dating" like homies do, right?
#My family ripping their metaphorical hair out when they talk to me because I'm dense#“Leo‚ I think you're ACTUALLY making me lose brain cells”#➼ Blue turtle inner workings
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