#rinse and repeat i guess

[bearsgrove]

think i am taking an extended break from here. i will however try to start regularly posting on @noonfrost because (as i am without an income :))))) i do want to have this art thing going.

mutuals can also catch me on instagram @/somberfirs or discord @/river.kaz, but please let me know what your username is so i know who is who, i do not want any randoms there

[ruporas]

invisible scars (referenced previous talk here)

[ID: A colourless, digital Trigun comic of Vash and Wolfwood talking about Wolfwood's scars. They're both laying in bed and topless. Vash lays on top of Wolfwood, playing with the rosary around his neck. Then, Vash kisses a spot on Wolfwood's chest. Wolfwood asks, "What are you doing?" Vash smiles sadly, "You got shot here. In the last town we visited. You didn't even bother moving."

Vash props himself up over Wolfwood, who frowns slightly. Wolfwood is quiet for a moment before he says, "You remember that, huh?" Vash grabs Wolfwood's left wrist and brings it to his face. "And here." He kisses another spot there. "When you helped free the hostages from that robber..." Wolfwood dismissively says, looking away, "Was a lucky shot." Vash huffs, “Don’t brag. Jeez.”

Half of Wolfwood's expression is shown, eyes returning to Vash who is now sitting up, continuing to say, "And..." Vash goes on and kiss Wolfwood's right palm. "You got cut here, even though that girl was aiming at me." A moment from the past flashes, of Wolfwood grabbing a knife aimed at Vash, his hand bleeding.

At present, Vash moves down and puts another kiss on Wolfwood's right shoulder. "And here, from watching my back." Another memory flashes of Wolfwood and Vash back to back. Vash looks back as Wolfwood grins while holding Punisher, bleeding from multiple gunshots in his shoulder.

"And," Vash combs up Wolfwood's hair to reveal his forehead, "Here." A final memory shows Wolfwood with a regeneration vial in his mouth while getting shot on his temple. The next panel is framed in blood with Vash at the center, eyes wide and stunned in horror. The next panel is a closed up shot of Wolfwood's eye, locked on Vash's face.

Back to present, Vash’s head is bowed down as Wolfwood raises a hand to his nape and says, “Spikey.”

Wolfwood looks serious and frowns as he says, "We talked about this. Those were my decisions. They're not there anymore. Forget about them." Vash looks very sad before he smiles ruefully and says, "I still see them. All the time." He leans down so they touch foreheads. Wolfwood’s sorrowful expression can be seen as Vash says, "You protect so much. I could never forget what you've done to me. And many others..."

In the last image, they're drawn more cartoonishly. Wolfwood sweats and asks, "You don't actually remember every wound, right?" Vash points at a spot on his chest. "Kuroneko left a scratch here 7 times." Wolfwood, startled, says, "Why the hell are you keeping count—" End ID]

Credits for ID here and here

[hostilemuppet]

If you've ever wondered what a chronically online clout poisoned mega celebrity who constantly flipflops between delusions of grandeur and soul crushing insecurity would pick to torment his fake-real-it's complicated husband while hopefully not COMPLETELY ruining the mood, look no further

[muuurder]

Listen, I don’t know who needs to hear this but like L Lawliet absolutely fucks.

He’s incredibly autistic coded and I’m not saying he’s a sex god but like he’s 23-25, with tons of money. He gets needs met I’m sure.

Like obviously you can be autistic and a virgin (we exist lol) but I’m so tired of seeing the narrative of like he’s a virgin because he’s a weird dude.

Like please, he’s not a sex god but he is a fucking human, with insane amounts of money. You can’t tell me he hasn’t used that to his advantage.

[aarafox]

I don’t just “watch” a helluva boss ep. I start it, rewind about once every minute, text my friends and family about it, pause twenty times to get my emotions out, and finish. Then I start all over again and screenshot every bit that made me yell. Then I rewatch my fave scenes thirty times in a row

[phonification]

every time i think a bit more about cobs and 3gs i can feel myself losing it a little bit more

[tana-draws]

Save me oliretta and benslie save me

[spookythesillyfella]

time iz a flat circle and history will forever repeat itzelf ; it doezn't matter how many timez you think it will be different . how close you are . your history – all detailz are irrelevant . for time sparez none of us

[wewontbesleeping]

washed my hair two times and i'm already basically blonde again. the green is still really vivid, though, it's just the auburn that's really faded.

[psqqa]

if they wanted me to edit these research guides in a timely manner they should have written them better

[montammil]

Would Lawrence date a sex worker? Stripper, Pole dancer, Porn star, Escort, probably etc... that I am not remembering

This is assuming he's obsessed with them.

He totally would, BUT he would heavily encourage them to quit, not because he has anything against them since he actually respects them a lot, but.... he's also a very jealous and possessive guy T_T

If they refused, he'll just find a way to get them fired and be like "aww you got fired? im so sorry, honey, c'mere" and as they hug him, he'll be smirking in triumph.

[cappurrccino]

every day off i tell myself "i should hem those pants i've owned for months and never worn because they're way too long" and every time i... just... don't. do that.

[fabaceous]

so like does it feel awful forever or does it get better

[ancient-day]

Sometimes I just want to share absolutely useless little thoughts and headcanons about characters and situations, and despite this literally being a blog I'm allowed to just post on, I still get hung up on those anxieties of burdening folks with shit no one cares about. Or perhaps communicating something poorly to the point where I look like an absolute fool. And while I shouldn't get into the habit of speaking personally on matters here since it's mostly just a place to share other folks' art and headcanons and all that, I suppose this week has worn me down enough to allow a small degree of vulnerability to admit that part of me feels as though I don't contribute much of value.

And don't get me wrong, I greatly appreciate those who have shared my works or posts or interacted with them in some way. Thank you for that, truly.

[flippedorbit]

hope my mom realizes she’s 90% of the reasons i want to die on a daily basis

[dragonji]

not to say anything is seriously wrong with me but actually perhaps a bit yes that exactly because why has the past week of trying to sleep become an endeavor of attempting (futilely. valiantly sure but ultimately futilely) to trick my body into doing the precise opposite of what it ever wants to do 🚬😮‍💨