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Well SORRY for not soley focusing my time and energy on the current state of the world and on things that make me happy instead, as if that's MY fault
#this is about people who push for others to focus on current politics and events btw#the world is stressful enough and its okay if you cant contribute much#rest is resistance too#joy is resistance#happiness is resistance#us politics
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i lied actually i'm not in the mood to finish this anymore orz
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#i was already sick of this piece and moving on top of tht frustration was the final nail in the coffin#im tired of this guy and thinking abt rendering the rest of th molt makes me want to kms /srs#every now and then i get cocky and think i know my way around how to draw necks and jaws from a low angle#and then smth comes along to humble me lest i forget myself#the snake and strangulation probablllyyyyy didnt help in tht regard lol#honestly th snake is the only tolerable part of this bc i managed to convince myself tht gojo doesnt even look like himself bc of the angle#ths probably my own warped perception after hours spent on this tho but megumi voice whatever!#i feel bad i know i said id finish this but i am just not happy working on it anymore#brain wants to draw free and only free im sorry i tried to fight it but the siren call of the pool beckons too sweetly to resist
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[This has been sitting in my draft for a while lol]
When it comes to Curly's failings, I always see people bring up his obvious failure to protect Anya and him prioritising Jimmy, who was the rapist in that situation. Which is completely valid btw and we should rake him through the coals for that alone even more. But I also see too many people saying that Curly "didn't enable Jimmy" or playing softball for his actions. And I could maybe see where that comes from if that incident was the only thing we had to point to-- but that wasn't all he did, is it? Curly being indifferent or not taking Jimmy's mistreatment and belittlement of Anya seriously was hinted at so much earlier than that.
Namely, the very first time we play from Curly's point of view. Let's just skip the fact that Curly was putting everyone in danger by not taking his psych evals seriously and simply giving the same answers to pass them even tho he was shown literal minutes after this scene being clearly not-sane, and go straight to the point I actually wanna get into. Which is this:
These scenes in isolation wouldn't be that bad. From his pov, it's played off as comical and it is. Jimmy being a brony (not really lmao) and getting playfully dragged over it is funny. But unfortunately this is the first example out of many for Curly's complacency. Anya is complaining about Jimmy not taking his psych evals or her seriously, which is easy to believe considering how much he rags on her for "not being a good nurse" (she kept Curly alive on hopes and dreams how dare you). So he keeps making her do silly and inappropriate reports she clearly doesn't wanna do, which is kinda shitty (also borders on harassment). But rather than actually saying something about Jimmy's behaviour or even acknowledging how it sucks he says this:
Mate, that's not a good thing 💀 He's clearly aware that the problem is Jimmy's lack of respect for Anya specifically. He knows that if he, his friend and a man in power, were the one doing the evals Jimmy wouldn't try that disrespect. But it's Anya, a meek woman who ranks lower than him so he thinks he can get away with it (which he DOES), and Curly's shown as comfortable in knowing that. He doesn't chew Jimmy out for making Anya uncomfortable nor does he reassure her that he will do something about it. All he does is take it off her hands this once and helps Jimmy power through it to get a good diagnosis (even tho we know he's DEFINITELY not sane either). He doesn't even mention Anya's discomfort or confront him on his inappropriate behaviour, just teases Jimmy in good fun instead because he doesn't think of it as anything serious. It's subtle and pretty minor in comparison to everything else, but I think it's worth pointing out. Especially because this convo takes place after Jimmy had assaulted her, which makes this so much worse.
If you need any more evidence of Curly being an enabler you need not look further than Anya herself. And I'm not just talking about the way he failed her here-- I'm talking about Anya's own view of Curly and the way said view influences her actions.
Just look at her choice of wording. "What would you have done". This is in response to him saying that she could've come to him if she were feeling stressed, which she-- in his eyes-- didn't. The question itself implies that she had no faith in Curly to actually help despite his insistence that he would've, which I think is significant because it shows that she's very much aware of Curly's shortcomings when it comes to her situation AND it's one of the first (or the first time) she actually verbalised her lack of trust towards him or anyone directly. Prior to this scene she had told him about her rape and the rapist, presumably because she trusted him to handle it. And he dismissed her because the rapist was his best friend, and that evidently deeply scarred her. Enough so that she secretly took the gun and hid it someplace else and didn't even tell Curly were that was, because she knows that if Curly has access to it there's a so much greater chance Jimmy will have too, insinuated by the line "the least I can do is make sure he never gets it either". Speaking about the gun:
It sucks so bad that this perception of him isn't even inaccurate nor unjustified. That despite everything Jimmy had done to her and everything he could still do to her, he'd very likely still not allow her access to the gun for protection. Because that's exactly what he didn't do anyway. He didn't attempt to keep her safe from Jimmy, instead he just pretended that nothing was wrong and still let Jimmy's belittlement of her pass. He didn't give her the gun after the incident, because she wouldn't have hid the case if he had. Despite his desperate reassurance that he'd do anything, he did nothing but make it worse for her and she KNOWS that. It's so frustrating knowing he entrusted the axe to Swansea when he needed it but not the gun to Anya when she needed it too. Also this:
The fact that his knee-jerk reaction to her admitting that she's pregnant was "Who would you--" is so fucked, especially considering she's already told him what happened. "Who would you" what? Who would you fuck? Who would you have sex with? That choice of wording drives me up a wall-- SHE wouldn't and didn't do anything or anyone. That was JIMMY. The potential sentence implies that she had any choice or agency in her pregnancy. She didn't. And the fact that Curly had to ask "who" insinuates that he's been putting Jimmy's action out of sight and out of mind the whole time, choosing to not think about them or what happened to Anya at all. And considering he still made her do Jimmy's evaluations despite being able to do them himself and literally didn't even think of making sure she gets psych evals done too--especially AFTER getting sexually assaulted--that might actually be the case (I haven't seen anyone make a stink about that piece of info so I'm going to because what kinda colossal fuck up IS that??).
I vaguely had a post like this in mind but seeing so many people be like "well Anya did some wrong stuff too like leaving Curly alone with Jimmy but you don't get mad at HER for that so why is Curly not doing anything about Jimmy being alone with Anya so different??" actually makes me want to blow some people up. Jimmy's an abuser, sure, but Anya has no real reason to believe that he'd actually harm Curly. From her perspective, they were close, close enough that Curly would not only let Jimmy continuously disrespect her but also get away with assaulting her too. That, and she knows that Jimmy was closer to Curly than anyone and more likely to be civil around him than he ever was to her. She has barely any reasons to suspect Jimmy would harm Curly when they're alone. Curly, on the other hand, has every fucking reason on the planet to think Jimmy would harm her when they're alone. He knows he raped her (likely in her room at night too). He knows that he sexually harasses her. He knows that he doesn't respect her at all. And that was BEFORE the crash. Anya tried insisting on giving Curly his medicine, only for Jimmy to keep aggressively insisting that he'll take care of it despite her protests. Curly didn't try to keep them separate at all even though he was the Captain and had the power to do so. And this should go without saying, but leaving your rapist alone with his best friend that he was close to and enabled/protected him and leaving your friend alone with the woman he raped (and might have repeatedly assaulted given his free access to her) is NOT THE SAME and I'm going to start chucking some people down a waterfall because what the fuck is that argument 💀 Actually leave it to the fandom of the game where the rape of a woman is the catalyst for the events that unfold to use her trauma to defend the guy that enabled it in the first place. Bloody hell.
The reason why this whole Curly discourse pisses me off is because it-- from what I can see-- ONLY brings up his failures 1-0 days before the crash and the Dead Pixel scene (or all the discussion around other points are drowned out by those two). Those scenes, while important to talk about, are not the only things he's done, and focussing on those as the only things is a mistake that comes short of understanding the issue. When it comes to Curly the main defences I see for him are "he was trying not to escalate the situation" and "he was trying to keep things under control the best he can" and "he was waiting for the right time to help Anya", but those don't work when you look at the bigger picture of everything he's done.
He half-assed through his psych eval despite clearly not being sane (and KNOWING he's barely sane, he literally admits it to Jimmy's face). He still continued to task her with Jimmy's psych evals. He brushed over Jimmy's sexual harassment of her as a joke. He didn't think about making sure she got psych evals done herself after being raped. He gave Swansea the axe but didn't give Anya the gun despite it being for "unrest amongst the crew" (whatever the hell THAT means). He let her assault slip his mind that she had to remind him. He's literally a blond man. He took no action to hold Jimmy responsible for anything, and prioritised how his violation of Anya would affect him rather than her. He ignored her demands for him to get rid of Jimmy. He still allowed Jimmy free reign of the ship as co-pilot even after he was openly fantasising about killing everyone and had a major motive and the means to do just that. He was potentially thinking of making her miscarry to cover up what happened. He was so accustomed to her sucking up being disrespected and disturbed that he didn't even notice a difference in her behaviour until she hid the fucking gun. There's so much other shit he's done and hasn't done, and not talking about them or glossing over them makes it so easy for people to argue that he isn't actually an enabler or just minimise the severity of his neglect.
And while I'm already dragging Curly through the mud, I might as well just drag Swansea too. I've seen too many people being like "Anya should've told Swansea instead" and "Swansea was the one that actually took responsibility". Like, y'all realise he's not that much better than Curly, right? He already knew about what happened to Anya-- he admits it to Jimmy's face-- but he didn't do shit. He knew, but he still got completely shitfaced for months despite her earlier protestation to that (for very understandable reasons). He knew, but he still let Jimmy have the axe AND be alone with Anya while having it. He knew, but when Anya locked herself in the Medical and Daisuke and Jimmy asked for his help he didn't budge nor really showed any care. He knew, but the reason he finally decided to do something about Jimmy wasn't Anya, it was Daisuke. Her suffering and her eventual death weren't enough for him to take action either.
This game, on top of everything else, is a great depiction of rape culture. It doesn't just include the rapists, but the people (mostly men) that stay silent, do nothing, make excuses for and protect the perpetrator for whatever reason, and Swansea and Curly (Curly way more so than Swansea) are both active contributors to the environment that allowed for evil to flourish and continue unhindered until it destroyed them all. And while that arguably doesn't make them evil themselves or as bad as Jimmy, they are so much more a part of the bigger problem than the fandom likes to admit.
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#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#do not come for me curly fans i'm one of y'all i promise. kinda#if i had a nickle for every time i made a post dragging a blond man i'd have three#which isn't a lot now but that number will likely increase in the future lmao#seriously tho i'm so sick of seeing people be all “there's no evidence that he's an enabler” and “he did all he could” like screw you guys#the point of the whole story is that his inaction is what allowed for everything to happen#that his willingness to do nothing put him in a state where he can only watch the horrors without being able to do anything if he wanted to#it's about TWO captains who kept going on about taking responsibility and did anything BUT that#he's not as horrible as jimmy obviously but he doesn't need to be to do damage and be awful#you know what i very well may just be a lot meaner and uncharitable to him than i should be here#but i guess tumblr can be the judge of that. i still rest my case. now time to continue avoiding curly discourse like usual XD#normally i wouldn't care enough to make a post about the way the fandom treats him because it's nothing unique or anything#but something about this game and him being blond specifically made me unable to resist. i just can't be nice to him for that alone#pardon the typos i whipped this up in a hurry and am too lazy to go over everything right now#momento rambles
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scalding hot take here but maybe bombing and massacring more civilians isn't going to get rid of the resistant fighters radicalised by watching civilians and loved ones be bombed and massacred
#they wont get rid of hamas#and they know that cos they don't want to get rid of hamas#hamas is their excuse to commit genocide why would they want to get rid of hamas#even if they kill a million people and push the rest into senai desert they're not going to get rid of hamas#until palestine is free there will always be violent resistance movements#and if u have a problem with hamas but no problem with the aparthied settler colony currently commiting genocide. idk what to say. kys?#palestine#free palestine#gaza#israel#hamas#remember they called nelson mandela a terrorist too#mine
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alright this one's a little different
its a thumbnail comic of a scene from a silly fic i have YET to write (but i have half of it plotted out/partially written). was a fun choreo exercise. additional context at bottom.
had to omit some plot details for simplicity's sake, but the basic premise is as follows:
"sort of crack taken seriously in that a freak weather event occurs in radiator springs. the green and white cars are just random tourists who lightning is helping evacuate. he's borrowed one of mater's towing cables… but alas he is not a tow truck. also i throw rocks at him! {he doesn't break his powertrain [axel] just a link arm + a few other suspension bits. it's to nerf him for later to let another character do a good deed in his place} {also he has the tow cable because he was closest to rescue the tourists but everyone got separated}"
the tourists also were NOT supposed to be out exploring carburetor country, there were weather warnings posted, but they lied and went anyways and lightning had to find and rescue them </3 (and then they get detoured and This happens</3)
#i simply love making little comics with the cars#and i cant resist being mean to lightning he is very punchable#my art#lightning mcqueen#my fic#this is what happens when you try to tow things and you arent built for it. your legs break#he sort of just wobbles forth after this lmao#cant put too much weight there he cant stand fully#the rest of the fic is comprised of me tormenting various other characters#i just gotta think of an ending lol#no one dies its just a fun bit of drama :3#i speedran the comic bc if i went more detailed it woulda taken me days and i. wanted to see what i could do with it#took me longer bc i wound up coloring it haha#its just thumbnails/a storyboard!! yayyy#also lightning went to find them because he is The Fastest yesyes#reached them just in time...#anyways come get your badass lmq juice yeaaaa#fic is subject to change bc i have to like. write the rest of it.
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I’ve absolutely not been a patriot at any point in my life since I was aware enough of the world to be able to consciously profess that sentiment. But. Oh my god what has happened to my country?
#maybe we can trace this back to 9/11 but like. I might be crashing out idk.#it feels like any emotional connection I felt with this country has been torn for good. 9/11 inverted. let it collapse#people my age of my gen are too young to remember that day or its consequences. its either a sad chapter of history or a punchline#that’s squarely in the fucking past to us we have no emotional memory of it. we don’t care I’m sorry.#what do we care about? the rule of law. basic fundamental ideas of government outlined by the constitution#a executive office that’s supposed to give a flying fuck about it ? any of it?#a judiciary that will rule in accordance with the law as written and the common good (fat fuckin chance)#hahahahaha this really is the beginning of the end sorry#and there won’t be a goddamn resistance until someone grows a fucking spine#AND the rest of the left lets them ffs#I truly don’t gaf about the State or this country itself as a unity but it does upset me to see my country barreling twrd pivotal crisis#esp when the impetus is not in our fucking favor haaaaaaa it’s going dark so fast
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We've got a prequel comic for Rian's parents (mostly just Ordon), and we also have one for Brea's parents. We need one for Deet's fathers!
#I will not rest until we have prequel comic equality for all the main aor characters#Lath'n and Mitjan are so nice too#the dark crystal#the dark crystal age of resistance#rigor rants
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new in the shop today :)c
#washi tape#pride#lgbt#lgbtqia#queer#lgbtq#deltarune#lancer#stickers#sticker sheet#bujo#journaling#the stickers ship free! they are also water resistant. i put the little lawn chair lancer on my water bottle and handwashed it#and he's still there like a lil champ#i would not say they are weather resistant and dishwasher safe like my stickerapp stickers are#but they are definitely decent quality stickers that don't mind if they do get wet#i will post all the lancers digitally later too#i think two of those lancers are old but the rest are new#i wanted to make lancer stickers so bad but every company i looked into sticker sheets with was REALLY expensive....#but my washi manu was having a little promotion so i got to try them :)c and i am pleased with them
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Can’t, too busy flirting ♥ (Patreon)
#My art#SCII#Damned#DAX#ZEX#FRICK I forgot ZEX's bruises lol#I drew them in the sketch even! It's why his left eye is closed rather than his right fjdsaklfdfds#Well DAX will probably have that ankle brace on him still by the time ZEX's face and neck are all healed up anyway *handwaves handwaves*#Anyway lol#I've been wanting to try my hand at the ''heartbeat'' style for a while now! Pretty sure this is my first ever attempt! :0#I guess that one blushy react I made a couple years ago for VLH could count? But that was with vectors so#Was mostly curious as to how long it would take and how tedious it would be with my tablet#Using my crayon brush for the lineart and colours made it more fun :) Very unconcerned with how ''clean'' it would look by the end#Which I think is how this style is meant to be approached - if it was too smooth or too aligned then it wouldn't move!#I think I like it well enough :)#I had another one I was thinking about doing first - even sketched up a while ago now - but this image hit me most recently#New shiny - you know how it is :P#And they're so cute how can I resist <3#Max being shorter than Dexter is So good and then ZEX nad DAX are in there and it's just jdkslafd#Extremely yes very much so agree#They're cute! I love them!#Someday I'll get really good at DAX's parade rest pose because I keep attempting to draw it correctly and haven't yet#But I haven't given up!! I'll get it someday!!!#ZEX is effortlessly adorable so that's easy lol#Even if I didn't get the bruises his blush was still real fun to texture :)
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Acorn Anne visits some Mulberry trees that are in need of healing. please send a small offering of dry, warm air through your closest fairy ring and Acorn Anne will direct it to the leaves of both trees. thank you for your cooperation 🫡
#ok i learned the fungus on my trees is not life threatening and is worse in wet summers#apparently stronger and healthier trees are more resistant to it too#which if the rest of the neighborhood is anything to go by i think my trees are a bit healthier#that is good to see#they need a good trim though#anyway send dry air it might rain this week which i do love bc we always need rain in texas#but if you send the dry air in the fairy ring acorn anne can reserve it for next summer and maybe they can be healthier then#since its almost autumn rn anyway#actually send me some spoons through the ring too bc i need to trim their branches and rake the fungus leaves up#i dont plan on raking the normal autumn leaves but apparently keeping the fungus leaves off the ground can help#thank you in advance for any contributions you make ok love you byeeee#my clown#acorn anne syrup#clownblr#clownin around#clown shenanigans#clown doll#porcelain clown doll#PS if you send dry air through the portals i will also have Acorn Anne send you back any mulberries we happen to get if any#i have NO clue if these trees will produce fruit lmao i have no experience with mulberry trees at all#even though apparently these are native to my area#seems like in the 60s they still planted native trees instead of *clenches fist* bradford pears#unreality
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Time for more eternal gales isat au, this time featuring Sier as Isabeau, creating a sprite I can never use next to Aris’ because despite my best efforts it would make them look tall
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc#oc art#isat#in stars and time#this one didn’t take nearly as long as the aris one but I think I suffered for it more from the clothes alone#siffrin made me forget I suck at drawing clothes rip#this was also harder because of how much trickier it was to try and adapt siers design to feel fitting enough for my standards#they have a very stylized design compared to most of the others#I kind of took the lazy route out by keeping most of their original shapes in tact but it’s fine#sier in this au would serve the needed role of emotionally intelligent bestie who is also too scared to cross boundaries to do much#but despite this I do think they’d actually get the suspicion quest in this au#mostly because mase is a furry artist not a nerd and sier would be more likely to look at aris and go bro. are you in a fucking timeloop.#it also differs in that aris doesn’t yell at sier abt it instead looping before they can finish because she can’t handle hearing them be#right on the money about this thing that she thought she was handling perfectly#she doesn’t want to fail them she doesn’t want them to realize she’s failed them she doesn’t want to be a burden she doesn’t want them to#‘realize’ they’re better off without her#aris is Incredibly resistant to accepting help on most serious issues because shes convinced that it’s her responsibility to deal with it#by herself and that if she can’t then she’s a failure and worse than useless#I mean in canon eternal gales she literally loses her eye and arm because of that#in this au she just lost them how sif lost his eye but she still has. complexes abt all that.#but yeah sier also differs wildly from isa in many Many other ways as does the rest of the cast from their assigned characters#for sier they rly aren’t the jock of the group at all instead being more of the guy who keeps the mood lighthearted at all times lest they#die of stress because the others haven’t said anything in a whole 30 seconds#aka they’re the self assigned peacekeeper who doesn’t actually need to constantly keep the peace because no one’s fighting but they still#feel like they need to so they dance and dance and dance for their friends until they collapse from exhaustion#metaphorically ofc#this is why they’re both terrified to confront aris when she starts acting a bit fucked up but also why they still do sometimes anyways#they talk abt this a lil bit in their friend quest as they talk abt how they want to change but are scared to
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people always ask why sonic didnt react to being tortured in sonic forces but personally i can see sonic pushing through it and not acknowledging it because he thinks saving the world is more important than his own problems and doesnt want anyone to worry about him. plus i highly doubt he went through super brutal physical torture anyway considering this is a kids game. what bothers me more is that sonic comes back from space jail during the time tails was separated from the rest of the group and doesnt question his absence at all even though almost all his other friends are there and a war is going on
#iaccidentally deleted the post i just made about this so im making anotehr onesorry#like tails can take care of himself and sonic probably knows that too#but surely he'd be at least a little concerned about his 8 year old best friend slash baby brothers safety#when hes out by himself in the middle of a war ?!?!?!?!? and the others might not even know where he is ?!?!?!?!#i say might not because i cant remember if the rest of the resistance had contact with tails or not they just said he lost it and ran off#but still
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withdrawn, stoic character having a moment of softness in a fanwork: !!!
withdrawn, stoic character being their usual emotionally unavailable and awkward self in a fanwork: !!!! :)!
#does this make any sense. it's like#neither one is bad. I do still enjoy examples of the first when you want to see some cute indulgent material#but I also really love when a creator pulls back and resists the urge. keeping them IC and frustratingly repressed#this sometimes happens in canon works too#I'm sorry. people who've been following me for a while probably thought they were free of me criticising the mv19 adaptation#but I have something to say again about them having made snufkin too nice from s2 onward#yes his interactions with toffle and the woodies earlier in the series were sweet#yes I like the idea of snufkin being a secretly very nurturing guy despite the rest of his personality#no I didn't actually want to see that from the show. because it was out of character for him to be that overtly sentimental and patient#also I am picky#there are some things you prefer to see only in brief concepts and hypothetical scenarios but not actually in execution/canon. you know?
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unexpected day off + home alone. spent the morning watching youtube and playing stardew valley. just worked out and now shower + tea + reading on the porch. what are you guys up to?
#personal#i’ve been feeling like i wanna do more with my workouts the past few times#but i know with Insulin resistance you have to be careful to build up super super slowly and not do too much#but since i was home alone i ended my workout by walking up and down the stairs for a while#i’m really nervous for therapy tomorrow so i think it helped work some of that energy out#but I’m still feeling jittery and restless so we’re gonna try to be slow and gentle the rest of the day
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tagged by the beautiful @amadryas and @estramor to share 9 books that i want to read in 2025 🥰💕
im looking forward to READING!!! 📚📚📚
I'm tagging @smartlions if u feel like it x
#i started the melancholy of resistance last year tbh but it counts here. bc i took a break and now it is 2025#i bought my darling girl and the twisted ones on a whim when i was christmas shopping so. theyre on the docket too#the rest are things ive been recommended or are by authors i like or i just think look inchresting
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both of the flashback episodes felt weak to me and i can’t figure out why
#eva.txt#eva watches star wars#acolyte spoilers#first of all i think they could have easily been combined into one episode. i don’t know if we needed separate eps for that#but other than that i can’t put my finger on it#it’s not the coven at all either it’s smth about the way the jedi were acting#also didn’t sol ever learn like. diplomacy. one of the order’s core jobs.#thinking about it more i think it’s because these episodes don’t COMMIT in a way that meshes with the rest of the show#the other episodes treat it as if the jedi did something wrong on brendok ON PURPOSE#but in the flashbacks it’s more of a tragic misunderstanding#if it was just mae and qimir i could see it as them being biased but sol and torbin act that way too#and to be fair it WAS their fault. but something about it just does not fit#honestly i think that’s been my issue with all of the sw stuff i’ve disliked#the ot pt tcw rebels resistance kenobi and andor are committed to what they are#the anthology movies and the high republic books too#even bad batch although i have many other gripes with bad batch#the st mando and acolyte… not so much
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