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[castielsupernatural]

I LOVE THE NEW URL!!!

thank you agata😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

when i tell you i was just shooting the shit trying new urls bc i was bored and this one was available i nearly lost my shit. like that's my boy!!!!

[gaytedlasso]

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AGATA 💛💐✨

Thank you dearie! I've had a weird day and this made it better. Also I already told you this but thanks for all the love in the tags of my art posts today. Brightened my day even more 💖

[wanderingcas]

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oh my god i do not deserve 😭 thank you<33

[sluttybibuck]

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YOU are wonderful 🥺!!!!!!!

[kamwashere]

i screamed (via @reputationjensen)

hold on a second. man, hold on a second

[seenthisepisode]

bisexuallyloki -> reputationjensen

because this is madness. yes i changed my url 2 times this weak please forgive me i have issues

edit; also since this is pinned - 

yes! you can tag me and @ me in whatever you want,  tag games, your creations, anything!!! i will gladly reblog it! <3 

fandoms you will find here: supernatural, marvel, schitt’s creek, the vampire diaries, riverdale, twin peaks, various movies; also taylor swift and 2007 emo bands.

dont let my url fool you: i am a bitter cas girl first and foremost and i suffer from a terminal krushnic derangement syndrome. hope this clarifies things!

[darcyesque]

jskalfjsdkld this is from yesterday BUT thank you guys lol this really made my day

right back at every single one of you, i love yall <3 <3

@reputationjensen @youre-only-gay-once @bluestarlingsandredcoats @rockys-and-lokis-girl

[a-walking-fandom-reference]

[ID: A screenshot of tags by @/reputationjensen. “#this!! cas stans were being robbed as early as season 4 and that is a fact!! he was DRAGGED back he fought not to be taken away. #i mean part of me just KNOWS this wasn’t the first time this happened and this wasn’t the first time he had to be reset because. # ‘castiel’s heart was ALWAYS castiel’s problem’ but we don’t learn it until season 8. what we do learn in season 6 though is: # ‘much of the time i’d rather be here’ and honestly i’m sure this wasn’t something new but this time it was just stronger because rescuing #dean from hell didn’t only leave a mark on dean it impacted castiel too. #and he paid the price he was dragged back he was brainwashed and then he came back and rebelled again. #i have no choice but to stan. #also i want all the fics because this is a fan fiction gap if i ever saw one. #cas #cas txt.” END ID]

we don't talk enough about how anna says in 4x20 that cas was dragged back like he fought heaven right then and there, and the complete wreakage that sam and dean came across where jimmy was, the remains of a battle, and i wished we'd seen the fight, how cas was already rebelling against the will of heaven even before the green room

[cockworkangels]

12 and 41? :)

12. If you could remove three moments from the show, what would they be?

hi <33

i would simply remove the last two episodes of the show because they suck and i hate them

the moment where dean says that jack is not family. it makes me so upset even when dean is technically controlled by chuck. and the fact that jack hears it too is just too much.

the fact that sam didn’t look for kevin after s7. for one i think it’s out of character and just a horrible thing to abandon someone like that when sam knows the danger kevin’s in.

(also bonus they should have just not aired the episode 8x15 man’s best friend with benefits that episode is horrible in so many different ways)

41. What season finale is your favourite?

i’m gonna be basic and say s5 swan song. i can’t watch it without crying and it breaks me apart into little pieces but in the way it’s supposed to.

also s9 finale gives me brain worms.

for this ask game

[alsaurus-loves-dean]

@reputationjensen HELL YEAH I’m on my way!!!

it's 5pm on Thursday you know what that means!!!!

it's FIMMF SOMEWHERE

[aturnoftheearth]

#best of both worlds is dean and jack working together to save cas. like jack opens the portal or something and they get it they get can but #to wake him up they need dean to idk. i don't want to go all sleeping beauty here but yeah true love's kiss can break any curse so it's #worth a try right? something something..... but yeah jack being the one to save him is just. it makes me weak in a way destiel never could #because that is his dad and he loves him and they had so little time together because there was always something going on... jack just want #to be kid and be loved and feel safe and him becoming god makes no difference because he still has his human part.... i am emo...... #edit: but this is of course if we actually believe that the 'cas helped' line in the finale is literal and he is back and he helped restore #heaven and not just like. 'he helped by helping jack become who he is now and by teaching him and raising him' because since we don't see #him... and since chuck won theory is still plausible..... then you know. did bobby see cas? or was it just a projection? is cas really back. #questions questions i am going mad again :) (via @reputationjensen​)  

I’ll never forgive them for not letting dean complete the parallel and be the one to save cas and to say he loves him too but there IS such beauty in jack being the one to save cas. yeah yeah they did it to resolve things off screen and get cas and jack out of the picture but it’s actually so sweet to think about. like when jack became god he seemed so distanced?? he left without even hugging sam or dean, just a quick wave goodbye?? but then he went back for cas!! it’s like yeah maybe he became an all knowing god but he’s also still a 3 year old who’s first thought was to go get his dad.

[casismymrdarcy]

Exactly @reputationjensen

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place your bets where destiel will go full canon sooner: lucifer, good omens season 2, legends of tomorrow, riverdale or sherlock season 5

[tootiredmotel]

Feel like I should mention that this was inspired by this meta post by the wonderful @reputationjensen and @isthismyotpwhyyesitis !!! It's bitter dadstiel girl (gn) hours today

Jack is... a kid now.

Dean is looking right at him and he still can't wrap his head around it. He's a kid, he's fucking three, and he's extending his arms towards Cas who collects him in his arms with barely any effort. Like he was always meant to do that, like he was ready for it.

Yes, when Jack was first born he expected him to be... well, a newborn, but upon finding him and everything that followed, the concept was long buried in the back of his mind. He never thought it would happen.

Correction: Jack has always been a kid.

But now Jack is human (his own wish to Amara, who he bestowed his power to), and, therefore, looks his age. Three.

He's cuddling up to his father, Dean's angel-no-more, whom they just rescued from the Empty a few hours ago. With whom he still has so much to talk about. Jack's tiny arms are wrapped around his neck and his head is pressed tightly against it, and Cas is smiling like he could fly all over again.

That's his kid. That is a kid.

And it suddenly all comes rushing back to Dean. How unfairly he treated him. How much pressure he put on him. How little he appreciated all that he did.

But now he got Cas back, again, and he's a little three year old kid, and Dean can feel the tears prickling behind his eyes.

He's such a piece of shit. He was no better than John.

The tears spill over as Cas starts humming a tune and bouncing Jack softly, pressing him tighter against him and caressing his little blond head. Cas turns when Dean fails to suppress a shaky exhale and a sniff, and Cas must recognize the all-consuming guilt in his eyes. He steps toward him with a sad smile, never interrupting the bouncing or the song that Dean now recognizes as Believe It Or Not. It's incredibly endearing and just makes him cry more.

Cas swivels so Dean can see Jack's face now. Up close, it's incredibly clear that it's him, an uncanny resemblance to his dad and big blue eyes that find his.

And then Jack is smiling and reaching for him, begging to exchange arms.

Dean takes him and, instead of settling against him like he did Cas, Jack starts wiping at his cheeks with his tiny, chubby hands, and Dean can't believe he ever thought this being could be anything close to evil, much less treat him like he was.

It's at that moment that Dean decides he's gonna spend the rest of his life making it up to him.

[tootiredmotel]

Tag list: <3

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There was a spot not too far from the bunker, a ten minute walk, that Dean would venture to sometimes. It was something Cas suggested once (that Sam seconded), finding a place to go to when he needed to clear his head. To Cas it was that meadow where he came to after the Empty kicked him out the first time, and to Sam it was wherever Eileen was. Dean didn't put much thought into it, just started walking until he felt like stopping. To someone unfamiliar with the area it would seem like any other spot in the vast woods, but he liked the clearing in the foliage above him, and the small blue flowers at the root of the tree he'd lean on.

He'd go when he was worried about his little brother. He'd go to ponder the whole Jack debacle. But mostly, he'd go because of Cas.

When Cas would spend days and days in the bunker, and every glance and touch that never seemed to be enough became too much, he'd go. When Cas was away and they wouldn't hear from him for weeks, and every passing hour turned more agonizing with worry, he'd go.

After a handful of times he decided he couldn't stay too long. The first few minutes were fine, taking deep breaths and all that. But then his head would start getting the best of him.

Dean hated how much he needed him. He was a fucking wreck without him. He needed him there when he wasn't, and needed him closer when he was. But he couldn't have it. Any of it. He'd tried before, tried to tell him. And for a minute, with Cas breaking free of Naomi's control, he thought it might just lead to something. And then Cas just... left.

He couldn't blame him, of course. Cas did what he had to do. And Dean wasn't worthy of this need being fulfilled anyways.

It was usually around this point during his train of thought, the self deprecating downward spiral, when something would gloriously intervene to snap him out of it. That damn woodpecker would start pecking away, or he'd get a call or text, maybe from one of the girls or another hunter. And then he'd leave.

This time, there was no opportune interruption. Anyone who could possible call him was gone. The woodpecker was gone. And worst and most soul crushing of all, the minute he discovered that his need could've been met all along, that Cas needed, loved him, just as much... Cas was gone too.

So the next chance he got to ask for something, standing before the barely-a-man who had the power to give everything, but had used it to leave him with nothing, he asked for them back.

The people. The birds.

Cas.

[seenthisepisode]

okay this is temporary i swear

reputationjensen -> shirtlesscastiel

in loving memory of we could've had it all

how much will you hate me if i change my url for the 47th time this month

[orionsangel86]

@reputationjensen is attacking me with these tags so I think the answer to your question OP is no

will we as a collective ever stop crying over the angel being a dad