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October 6, 2024
I’m still adjusting to this grad school and unemployment life. It’s been a month and a half now I should have adjusted by now. You’d think that right? Still haven’t adjusted. Feeling very lost and confused right now but I’m learning and growing and hopefully things start to lighten up soon.
#studyblr#student life#college student#studying#littlebitarue#reading life#reading addict#back to school#new phase of life#adjusting to new things#redirection#finding myself#finding my purpose#finding my passion#grad school#grad school life#kindle reading#reading for knowledge#reading all the time#remote learning life#never ending learning#remote learning#always learning#marketing homework#statistics class#statistics#adulting#twenty something
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#I call it a clicker#recently learned that’s not ubiquitous#had to reevaluate my life#briefly#same thing for when i was overwhelming accused of saying the word bagel ‘incorrectly’#tumblr polls#polls#poll#remote control#clicker#meme
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Have you seen that short where Marcille goes to an "ex-dungeon lord support group"?? It's so funny that it EXISTS at all but it ends with her being awkward because everyone there lost something great and she's sitting there like "uh... I lost the will to do my hair." But it's so sweet because her hair is styled in that short by someone who cares for her 🥺
I did!! If I recall correctly, I think Pattadol actually set it up because she wants to help former dungeon lords heal?? It's very sweet and also SO funny.
And kind of tragic. Marcille thinks she got off easy because she doesn't remember how much she used to love taking care of her hair. It was such a huge part of who she was as a person and now she doesn't even remember it well enough to grieve it. She says "oh well, I guess I'll cut it short" like she didn't spend years growing it and taking care of it. Like it wasn't a point of pride for her, like it wasn't something she really loved about herself.
Sure. It's not as bad as what happened to Mithrun and Thistle, who had their entire selves taken away. But the demon still took a fundamental part of her in an active attempt to make her more vulnerable, and she doesn't even think it was a big deal...
#asks#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#sorry this got depressing LMAO#i just. have a lot of feelings about marcille's hair#partially because im growing mine out for the first time in my life and jesus CHRIST#it is so much work. it is sososo much work to keep it looking even remotely nice instead of just Daily Scraggly Ponytail Again.#i know a big headcanon is that falin learns how to style hair just for marcille#and it's a sweet idea#but girlie couldn't. not even the dragon could give her the patience attention span and manual dexterity needed for that shit#i actually think it's probably one of the three girls who were fawning over marcille in the golden kingdom chapter#they'd probably be stoked to do it#marcilleposting
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YOOOO! Requests!?!? Dont mind if I do!!!
I love your drawning style so just imagine a hypothetical scenario;
Deep forest, wolfs howling to the full solar eclipse. Just imagine!!!
Hahah, but absolutelly no pressure, I just think it would be quite neat!!! Adore your art and hope to see more in the close future!! :DDD
Ok, so this was really out of my comfort zone. Usually when it comes to art requests I just do sketches, but I went all out for this one. It is by no means perfect, but I had fun! I might post this one as an individual work, but either way here ya go:
#Thanks for requesting!#I never drew a wolf in my life. I'm not good with animals tbh#I also don't like the way I did the light on their fur#but living and learning I guess no other way looked remotely good unfortunately#either way I love art requests I would have never drawn this normally like ever#so yay#art#my art#art requests#wmp requests#digital art#artists on tumblr#ask
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prev post literally since i was a child ive wanted to go to a super isolated spot where absolutely nobody else on the planet would hear me and just scream AS loud as i possibly could. partially for stress relief and partially bc i just want to know how loud i could scream if i wasnt worried abt freaking ppl
#bc like. I could drive* somewhere super isolated but What if there is a hiker. and then thats WAY scarier than hearing someone scream in a#spot w other ppl like if yr all alone and then hear an earpiercing scream While in the woods id find that scarier than being in town and#hearing a scream bc like yes Uhoh somebody screamed but at least yr aware there r other ppl around so its not as offguard#+like kids scream allllll the time for no reason at all. just bc its fun for them you know. i was so jealous when i was a kid bc all the#other kids could scream and scream and scream as loud as they could but i couldnt bc i was scared of getting in trouble. and now ive#squandered yhe time of my life where its socially acceptable to scream as loud as i could. Ughh#one of my recurring nightmares as a kid was that i was in a life or death situation like A killer or something and id try to scream and jus#nothing would come out like i could feel the air passing through my voicebox but no sound came out#not just screaming like. So many dreams where i just couldnt talk and everybody was mad at me bc i couldnt talk#scary stuff.#but ya. i think my only recourse is to learn how to man a boat solo and go out to the middle of the ocean and check radar to make sure#Nobody is close enough and then i can scream. but what if i piss off a whale or something#maybe a little room deep deep deep underground with like super super super thick walls and the door is sealed shut and its in the middle of#a remote forest on an impassable mountain. and then i can scream#just realized i forgot to finish that asterisk earlier you guys mustve felt rly abandoned im sorry. were you scared. its okay. connors here#* i cant drive
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just got everything i ever wanted. now what
#hurgh#how do i hold this…in both of my hands….#what do i aim for now…#basically i scored a much higher paying role with the title i wanted at a FAANG and i just learned that it’s gonna be fully remote too#i can go anywhere and i can afford it too#and I’ve just been sitting here dumbstruck these past few days like. I’ve wanted this all of my twenties and now it’s here and I don’t even#know where to go next#physically and mentally#like oh…im free…#now what#🥹#my whole life family's controlled where i went and who i saw and what i did and now the cage is open and i'm like...#wait...where do i go...what do i do...#woof
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If saving nature via a conservation park makes refugees/IDPs out of indigenous people, it isn't real conservation: it some sort of unrealistic fantasy ideal of nature free of human touch. Humans are an important keystone species regardless of how much we like to demonize ourselves as some sort of plague killing the planet.
#why are so many wildlife conservationists enviormental conservationists animal rights activities and climate activists#so fucking anti indigenous#without evene fucking realizing it sometimes#and straight up not caring at others#like the adult who FB bullied an alaskan native teen for helping hunt a whale for his (remote) community#fuck spelling in tags#ive been made aboug this ever since i learned about it#humans are not inherently bad for earth#wild life#conservation#nature#indigenous#refugees#land ownership#wildlife#ecosystem
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#i am at my fucking limit lol#i need to leave this fucking town and this fucking state the very second i can nail down both a car and a remote job#the fucking ''''affordable'''' housing company i rent from has once again opted to start harassing us#and we're once again gonna have to be in a fucking fight with landlords who think that we're making too much money to live in a $1200 apt#and want us to pay $2000 a month for this rathole we live in despite taxes and deductions literally absorbing a quarter of our earnings#so they want to absorb half of what we have left when ive yet to be able to even afford a car that isn't a fucking beater destined for scrap#at least not without using p much all of my current life savings in the process#so we have to instead get around by buses that refuse to actually show up take us on huge detours for no reason have lead feet that-#-exacerbate my chronic pain and - oh! how could i forget? is also horrifically mismanaged to the point where they're now canceling entire-#-bus routes including the one i take to work and ALSO GOES TO THE AIRPORT lol#and nothing will fucking change about the highway robbery rent hikes bc the entire state legislature is filled with and bought by-#-landlords NIMBYs and property management firms.#that's not even getting into the fact that ive got too many traumatic memories too many enemies and not enough good things to show for it#the only thing I've got in this fucking town is my partner bc not even our home can be considered safe anymore.#i want to take them and the home we dream of and get the fuck out bc i can't keep doing this shit#and i can't even fucking talk to them about this bc they need me to be the strong one for once#im so tired. i feel like im in danger even though i know we'd be able to tank the hit to our finances. but i would like to escape.#i know of a city in ny where our $1200 rent is considered the norm. there's also so much more to do within reach that isn't just. drinking.#i wanna go there. i may have had a desire to live there since our vacation there this past March.#but for now im stuck here dreaming of the future and fighting off desperation and despair in the present#this breakdown brought to you by: the bus purposely avoiding my stop this morning after learning my landlord wants to ruin us again#vent
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Had the perfect chance to talk to him, he mumbled something under his breath and I said “what?” And then he said it again louder but I still couldn’t hear him so I was like…..must not be talking to me anyways….idk….
#what do I even say to this dude!#I need to learn his name so I can be like#hi dude!#I will#I will learn it#I think this one dude who chugs protein during his shift and exposes his…skinny muscles would be easier#he’s just more outgoing but like…maybe I’m having gay brain syndrome where any dude I’m remotely attracted to can’t possibly be straight#but he was wearing Junji ito#he sounds kinda gay#he’s stylish#and his hair is on point everytime#not that that makes anyone gay!#see how boring my life is I gotta do this
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Hello, it has been a while!
The year 2023 has been strange for me in many good and bad ways. It was mostly good, but my brain likes to make things spicy sometimes. I miss writing here and discussing how I was progressing with Japanese, but I also felt that because I took a long break and pursued other things both career and education-wise, people would be less interested in what I was up to.
I would be lying if I said I didn't feel lost in the past year, but I'd also be lying if I said that I wasn't blessed a hundredfold. When I stopped and thought about it, I was blessed more than I ever thought was possible, imagined, or even dreamed about. Started my new remote career which I enjoy due to the amount of things I learn from my kind coworkers, and acquired a full scholarship for my Master of Business Administration. Yet some days, I still felt incredibly lonely, and often still do, even though I should have been very grateful instead.
In all the chaos in my heart and mind, I forgot that I started this blog for myself; I enjoyed putting my thoughts into words and rambling about the things I liked no matter how small. It was my online affirmation notebook of the simple successes I celebrated every week or so. It wasn't much, but I'd like to start writing again, hopefully, more consistently and with less pressure on myself to do so.
There are lots of things I wish to work on in the new year. I know that it could have been on any other day of the year, but it just feels like a fresh start, a new page, and I’d like to start by being kinder to myself.
Here's to better days ahead! ʕ•̀ω•́ʔ✧
P.S. I may not have done a lot of language learning in the past year, but I certainly did not skip a day of Anki! ♡
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me having a conversation with my mom about her childhood: wow just like succession...
#mine#this isnt remotely a joke i see everything through the lens of succession now#in fact i think ive learned to value familial relationships for the first time in my life#bc of it#like instead of actively forgetting about every interaction with any of them immediately after#and not factoring it into my concept of myself at all#now i come away from sibling and mom interactions- even bad ones-#ESPECIALLY bad ones#feeling good on some level bc i feel more like a real person#and more like in tune with the characters i like lol
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kind of always disliked that the mouthpiece audience stand-in used to indicate the pure breadth of the world-shattering betrayal the halonic faith has inflicted on ishgard, the pain and grief of having your entire paradigm of how you see with and interact with the world and how you view the war that you've been forced to fight in, lost friends and family to and suffered abuses at the hands of the church that were 'justified' in the name of halone and the grind of the DSW, that everything you fought for and suffered through was not only a lie but a war crime bc in actuality you were fighting and killing children and the extreme sense of world-rending disgust with yourself and pure raw rage at the vault which has willingly, without your consent or knowledge, made you into a murderer of the worst kind, all riding on the back of a literally world-altering disaster that forced you out of your home and made you run for your very life and the pure cultural grief considering that the holy see lost literally all of fucking coerthas in the calamity only five years ago is not the guy in this conversation who is actually ishgardian and has lived through all of the above but rather a sharlayan national with no connection to this conflict who's been living in ishgard for like two weeks
#saint.txt#ishgardposting#spoilers#major spoilers#ysayleposting#estinienposting#yeah I'm talking abt his HW writing again what abt it.#anyways I really do like alphi.naud I swear but like. he is not ishgardian. the complicated facets of culture cannot be condensed#into a book and just learned. he could not possibly begin to personally understand the level of harm the halonic faith has inflicted#on ish.gard and her people. he has not suffered the indignities and raw tragedies of the DSW. He has not been forced to fight in it.#he was not forced into slums to starve and freeze to death after running for his life to the only place remotely protected from the Horde#he was not raised with the idea and cultural values that throwing your life away in the war is something to be aspired to#being arrested under false pretenses and nearly executed for a crime you did not commit IS terrible and IS a crime ish.gard committed#but I'm sorry it doesn't compare to actually growing up and suffering under the ishgardian regime and the horrors of its society#he is ultimately an outsider to a conflict he is not involved in and has no relation to which sucks bc Esti.nien Is Literally Right There#So Is Ysa.yle If We Were Brave Enough To Engage With The Fact That There Are Real And Actual Abusive#Social Standards and Accepted Facets of Ishgardian Culture That Drove Her To Do What She Did#Instead Of Punishing Her For. Checks Notes. Being A Woman Who Is Slightly Wrong:tm:
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Fandoms: Alias, Revenge Characters: Sydney Bristow, Daniel Grayson Song: Smother by Daughter Summary: Exploring some of the parallels between the Bristows and the Graysons, mainly between Sydney and Daniel. Content warnings: Character death, suicide attempt, self-harm, alcohol/drug addiction, violence, flashing lights
#aliasedit#alias#sydney bristow#daniel grayson#fanvid#userthing#revengeedit#revenge#reven8e#alias x revenge#myedit#NOT the alias/revenge video i've been working on for the past ten months and yet i ended up liking this one so much more.#(not that the other one is even remotely done)#so it goes like this.#when both of your parents are figures larger than life and to them you're just a puppet to pull in two different directions.#to them you're only a pawn in their never-ending chess game against each other.#and there's nothing you can do to make them look at you differently. and there's nothing you can achieve to make them respect you.#and every time you think you've broken free. every time you think you've found a new better way to escape them.#every time you think you've uncovered the last family secret and you know everything that there's to know.#every time you think that they can't surprise you anymore.#they prove you wrong and show you just how little control over your own life you still have and how little you still know.#sydney; daniel and their dark family legacy. how they deal with it and how they run from it.#alias might not have been interested in talking about how jack's legacy (project christmas) is just as dark as irina's legacy but i am.#i'm always interested in talking about how something that jack created was used to hurt generations of children.#and how sydney might just be the most well-adjusted of them all.#how it's bigger than sydney - bigger than jack experimenting on sydney - because other children's lives were affected as well.#how the reason why everything about that arc feels unfinished#is because a story like that should eventually get to a point where we talk about other victims.#where we talk about what sydney can learn from other victims. where we talk about whether or not she can help them.#where we talk about if she wants to help them and if they can be helped at all.
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"Working remotely is something we tolerated."
I want to slap a man.
#personal#at least i'm off at the end of the month#“tolerated” fucking hell#hope this company flatlines#maybe these idiots will then learn what tolerating shit at work actually means#oh. context: i was told that right after telling him that my commute takes almost three hours of my every day life#and they “tolerated” remote work when covid was at its peak and they were forced by the government to have us work remotely#fucking. go bankrupt
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#so tired. so so so tired#i just want one (1) day when i dont have to learn 40 pages of international relations history by heart#all these dates treaties memorandums communiques meetings summits wars declarations military coups#i will never ever go into anything even remotely connected with politics#if this wasnt a state exam i would have given up by now#but i wont get to cheat like i did on all my other exams#(do not judge me. i have my reasons)#and i stay up until 6 am studying then wake up at 3 and get down to study at 4#hellish life#please forgive my whining. needed to get this out#arnold’s laments
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The New Normal: How Student Life Has Changed Drastically Recently
The outbreak of the COVID-19 pandemic has caused a significant shift in the way we live, work, and learn. With social distancing measures in place, students have been forced to adapt to a new normal of online learning and remote classes. This sudden shift has brought about many changes to student life, which has affected them in various ways.One of the most significant changes is the transition from traditional classroom learning to online learning. With schools and universities closed to prevent the spread of the virus, educators have been forced to take their lessons online. This has created a new digital education system that students must learn to navigate. Many students have found it challenging to adjust to this new format of learning, which requires a high level of self-discipline, time management, and motivation.The pandemic has also highlighted the digital divide that exists in many parts of the world, where students may not have access to the technology and resources required for online learning. This has further widened the gap between privileged and disadvantaged students, making it harder for the latter to keep up with their studies.Moreover, the pandemic has also impacted students' mental health, as they struggle with the uncertainty and anxiety caused by the pandemic. With social distancing measures in place, students have had to deal with isolation and limited social interaction, which has affected their emotional well-being.In conclusion, the COVID-19 pandemic has brought about a significant shift in student life, with many changes that have affected them in various ways. While online learning and remote classes may be the new normal, it has created challenges that students must overcome. By adapting to this new digital education system and seeking support when needed, students can continue to thrive in their studies despite the challenges posed by the pandemic.Overall, this unprecedented situation has caused drastic changes in the lives of students, and it is crucial for them to be resilient and adaptable to cope with the challenges that come their way.
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