#reminiscing past lives

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine]

[rowrowronnie]

outing myself as a speeding bullet enjoyer

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep - The Land of Departure

[killedbythegroove]

can anyone hear me

[yui-kimura]

found a picture on pinterest and like c'mon. them??

[icewindandboringhorror]

There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.

[fiestylilmetalbendingqueen]

I just thought about a convo me and my friend @nellietrelawney had about WoT s2 and I was like "son like mother pushing away friends cause they think its safer and better if they did it alone."

And she went "well at least Rand being nice about it."

It just tickles me because baby his friends think he's dead 😂😂😭.

[evildeerboy]

Man i miss being home from college in the summer and just watching anime for 6 hours straight in the living room with my brother with the windows open, the breeze carrying a slight hint of the ocean from the shore of the sound a few miles away

[things-methinks]

Dog days are over was written for Nadia Vulvokov actually

[aria0fgold]

Remembering the days when I was such a fast reader I can read at least several stories in a single month cuz I loved reading so much and wouldn't put the story down once I started reading but then the Fire Nation™️ (The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller) attacked and I've never been the same since... I'm such a slow reader now cuz of it.

[braceletinmyleft]

[blueish-bird]

sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive

[b0kksu]

thinking of the gojo heir au where he becomes such an engima in his older age. only summoned for missions that are completely out of everyone's hands, though, some are led to believe satoru is nothing more than a myth. the complexity of being a legend && mortal while everything passed him by but he remained stuck in the same place.

[crownconstellation]

oh yeah i know this is like. my blog so i get to choose the posts and all but i think i need to issue a formal apology over this so.

sorry to everyone watching me slip back into ensemble stars it’s been an unfortunate road here and tragically having been into it when i was a teenager predisposed me to getting a little reinvested years down the line 😭

[kelpiemomma]

"never meet your heroes"

Kenzington had a few ideas about what he'd be like when he got older. Maybe he'd work with a Nurse Joy, or he'd be a bouncer somewhere. Maybe even a pokemon ranger! Nothing too grand- he knew he wasn't good at schooling, had dropped out to take care of his family, and that maybe his options were limited but...

He never imagined he'd grow up to be a callous, apathetic, murderous monster.

[torgawl]

do you think part of the reason diluc still struggles with his resentment towards kaeya is because kaeya is more like what crepus wished diluc to be? crepus was so proud of diluc for his accomplishments as a knight and lived his dream through him as well and we know how much crepus' approval meant for diluc, more than any title or doing. i sometimes wonder if diluc feels hurt knowing that kaeya gets to live the equivalent to his past life as a knight as if nothing happened when he had to make sacrifices for his own peace of mind and sense of justice. i wonder if that's what pains him the most, not the fact kaeya ommited the truth about his past for so many years but having felt like he was the only one who cared to do something regarding his father's death and who showed any sense of uprightness when confronted with the knights' request to cover their mistake and negligence. i always think about how diluc might have felt like everything was a lie and his sense of betrayal. but maybe that didn't matter as much as having the support of his brother and someone he could share his pain with would have mattered. maybe the worst thing wasn't what kaeya did but what he didn't do; maybe it was never about his actions but the lack thereof.