#remainderOfMe

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Remainder of me Au Prologue.

This is a lone survivor Donatello Au, Leo was lost to the prison dimension While Mikey and Raph were burned away and consumed by the mystic energy Mikey summoned to try and get Leo back.

There will be themes of grief and loss (obviously) mental/psychological decline, depression, survivor's guilt, unhealthy coping mechanisms, self isolation, anger/aggression and an unwillingness to get/accept help and or support.

Prologue (you are here)

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Extra extra! Little written piece for this Au!

Programming problems~

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Remainder of me AU- we just need a favor...

(Deconstructed version here!)

Oleander: "hush now, don't fight to stay awake, it'll be easier for everyone this way..."

Donatello: "reach for your gun and it'll be the last thing you ever do..."

Oleander: "Please... We're not here to hurt anyone, but it's not like you'll just let us walk out of here now..."

Never met a “poison Yōkai” before? … yeah, that’s not surprising… there’s only about 47 left… and most aren’t approved to leave the temple…

Olly is one of the few approved by the high council to do so, she’s “harmless” for the most part, well, until you throw the first punch at least, then you’ll most likely be hit with a paralytic… she’s careful about overdosage though, after all, killing someone could get her approval revoked… not that she’s as mindful about it anymore after losing her friends…

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I deconstructed this Remainder of me Au piece (OG post here) since some of the line art detail got lost in the process so an important little addition was lost to the colored version 😔

May I draw your attention to the injection in Donald's left hand 👆🏻💉👇🏻

What is it for? Well that's the fun part, I'm not telling <3

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Remainder of me AU-

Chapter 1 part 1

"When everything was over... I just wanted to go home... But now that I'm home... I just want to be anywhere else..."

-Olly is totally not wearing one of Raph's hoodies, not at all.

(side note, just found out how much I love drawing Casey Jr and April :3)

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Remainder of me- after Kraang…

*Donatello was in his lab working on his computer, barely spending any time outside of his lab. The door was locked and the purple turtle was hunched up in front of his screen the bags under his eyes hidden by his mask but the capillaries in his exhausted eyes showed the bloodshot and unwell nature…*

*Splinter was still recovering from the Kraang fight in the other room, he was sleeping right now, his heart monitor and call button information was up on the screen to Donnie’s right, he hadn’t even minimized the tabs once since Donnie got the system set up…*

*Then abruptly there was a voice*

M- *slight worry* “Donnie? How’s Dad?”

*Donnie glanced over at the screen that was constantly updated with Splinters Vitals and health*

D- “he’s fine. Micheal.”

L- *skeptical and unconvinced* “you sure? Cause to me he don’t look so good.”

D- *insistent* “yes, Leo. He’s fine.”

R- *Trying to pacify his two younger brothers* “hey hey, look I know we’re all worried and a bit on edge but let’s all just take a breath and remember we’re all on the same team okay? Besides, I’m sure Donnie’s got it all under control, Right Donnie?”

D- “…”

L- “you’re right Raph I’m sorry Donnie”

*Donnie feels a chill run up his spine*

D- *Defensive and adamant* “No. no! Leo wouldn’t say that. He would have said something snarky like, like… “i dunno Raph it looks like Donnie has it as under control as his fear of beachballs” or-or something stupid and insulting like that!”

*Donnie corrects*

…

…

…

*Donnie takes a breath*

D- *Dejected and forlorn* “Re-restart the system… and update Ai L…”

Robotic system voice- “restarting system with new preferences to Ai: Leo.”

*Donnie flinches at hearing it… everytime… it… it just made the reality of everything sink in again… that… that all of his…*

…

*that he no longer has any dumb dumb brothers to pick on him… to mess with his stuff… to need his help… to… to need him…*

*Tears stream down Donatello’s cheeks and cling to his jawline briefly before falling into a tiny saline explosion splattering with a faint splat on his desk staggered… a mixture of grief and frustration evident in his eyes*

*knock knock*

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“D… Donnie…?”

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Took a break from the comic to recharge the tablet, the prologue should be out very soon as in like later today soon! Lots of love chickadees <3

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Remainders Of Me AU cover page thingy?

Find the prologue here- Prologue

Some quick information about the AU and it’s premise-

Remainder of me is a single survivor (of the turtle brothers themselves) AU. The main story is based shortly after the Kraang incident, the Kraang were stopped, but at a cost.

Trigger warnings of the Au- Major character death, Survivors guilt, intense anger and personality changes due to loss, Major depressive disorder, unhealthy coping mechanisms, self isolation, trauma, self neglect, familial neglect, neglect of Friendships, denial of help, escape from reality through fantasies.

Short overview:

Donatello is the only surviving brother after the invasion was stopped. April, Casey Jr, Splinter and a AU original character “Oleander” all survived. The Au focuses on the aftermath of it all and the grief and loss the family has to face.

Note: Donatello has no love interests planned.

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Best Raph AI cover ever!!! - Treat you better

I have gotten nothing done lately because I was babysitting for a week straight and then yesterday I was so so sick to my stomach omg but hey! Low energy propaganda for Remainder Of Me AU!

Olly and Raph are my comfort ship, small squishy Affection starved and shunned Poison Yokai Oleander X Big supportive and protective cuddle bug Raph

But yeah, no, sh*t gets traumatic fast in the au... But here's a cutie pie cuddle moment before everything goes to sh*t!😅🫣

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Incoming!!! Remainder of Me AU! Stuffs!

Had to charge the drawing tablet but yesterday I had this epic animation idea regarding the Remainder of me Au but because I’m lazy 😓and I can’t ever finish an animation that I start or if I do it’s never to the quality I want.

so I hath decided coloured drawing!

- heads up “Remainder of me AU” has an OC you will be learning about soon, I will try to not focus on her however since it’s a sad boy Donatello au. This OC is not meant to be a love interest for our indigo geek but they will be forced to duo up due to… reasons. And she is a f*cking over cooked noodle in physical fights so yeah, might be some damsel moments (bleh🤢) but she has her moments in less… hand to hand combat situations, so she’s not absolute dead weight but Y’know how it is, glass cannon bs :3

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More content soon chickadees! <3

(Edit my dumb dumb self forgot to put in the teaser!)

-piece inspirations! (All CG5 songs lol)

Sleep well (Main inspo and shockingly easy to apply to my oc due to… similarities 🥰😅😂)

Ruined Lullaby

Pied Piper

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Update on this!

My furnace has been broken for the past week now and since I live in a place where it still freezes at night I have not had much time to work on this But-! I assure you the new series will be coming soon!

and as a little teaser~

Remainder Of Me Au- (Coming soon~!)

Stay tuned for Donnie traumaaaaa~!

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Master post :D

I will try to keep this up to date but I may miss some things...

To see Only drawings i've posted search #RyaDraws on my profile <3

BadEndRemix Au-

Chapter 1 - Start, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Bonus.

Chapter 2 - Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

BadEndRemix AU- Random art! -Draxum Era- Tiny-dine cuddle time Iodine's first interaction with a human... (Lou Jitsu) Don't ever talk to me or my daughter again: -sketch -Colored -Turtle Era- Iodine and Mikey Graffiti time! -Apocalypse Era-

Iodine x Donatello (Early-Mid apocalypse) She's gone (Draxum)

Remainder of Me (R.O.M.) AU- Comic <3

Prologue

Chapter 1 - Part 1

R.O.M. AU- Non Sequential Art!

We just need a favour…

R.O.M. AU- Writing snippets~

Program problems ROTTMNT Head cannons!

Overview/collection page

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Just silly things~

Music that manke brain go brrrrrrrrr~ So many ROTTMNT animations in my head i can't get into the real word reeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Leo (Prison dimension happy ending) Remainder Of Me AU- Oleander X Raphael (happy ending)

Remainder Of Me AU- Oleander X Rapheal - Olly starts hanging out with a young tiger yokai from an affluent family and Raph has been too chicken shit to actually tell Olly how he feels until he thinks he's gonna lose her XD

just... Covert AU- like brain go brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

BadEndRemix AU- F! Donatello X F!Iodine (After revival) its really cute in my mind, just Donnie's mix of fear of losing everyone he loves mixed with the bliss of finally being reunited with his family in this alternate timeline~ bittersweet heartache vibes <3

Leo. Remainder of me- split brothers (Donnie on earth, Leo in prison dimension)

Remainder of me- Casey Jr and Olly taking over Times Square and it's people to stop Agent Bishop from taking Yokai for experimentation after the Kraang attack (This was supposed to be an animation but it never worked out)

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Still trying to figure out Olly’s design… I really don’t want her and Iodine to have same face syndrome here D:

The Gecko like tail and little nubby antler looking horns have been something that I’ve been wanting to give Olly for some time but it’s just not been possible in the story to do so not that there’s much story set yet… it’s kinda all a general vibe and idea but I do know Olly is supposed to figure out her heritage and gain her tail at some point… just not sure…. How or where…

Anyway fun stuff, Olly as a poison Yōkai looks human, that’s a big part of the whole kerfuffle as a Yōkai that passes flawlessly as physically human… well that’s… not exactly common… but at some point blah blah blah awaken hidden potential trope because yeah of course I’m cheesy like that, boom! Big ol chonky tail!

Y’know what, let’s make this fun, if you can guess what two Yokai species make up my little hybrid Yokai Oleander here I’ll try and draw your yokai or mutant Rottmnt Oc for free. (Note at least in my aus the Rottmnt world yōkai species can be mythical creatures like demons, ogres, kitsune etc.)