#reflect. holy shit.
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ppl will really just call trans men things like "transandrophobia truther" and "tmra" with full intent to parallel pejoratives such as (forgive this one being the first that jumps to my mind) "9/11 truther" and "mra", the latter more than the former serves my point best for these parallels being drawn to implicitly conflate trans men with the image of the famously misogynistic, angry, conspiracy theorist cis white man. and so often it's done without any reflection or thought at all towards what's drawing even that hypothetical angry white man towards thinking the way he does (i'll give u a hint, 9/10 times it's issues within the patriarchy! i never said this angry white man was able-bodied, or making stable income, or even het!)
like u rly will just eat bioessentialism from the box as long as the labels are changed huh?
#yeah this is abt txttl- mainly bc i even agree with her original point that she was attacked for#agree with pedojacketing a trans woman being wrong bc. yeah duh i'm a human with fucking empathy enough to know that#but the outpour of vitriol for trans men out of seemingly nowhere just! hm! very alienating!#like do you not wanna think a little harder abt where this sudden hatred is stemming from? could it be personal?#reflect. holy shit.#alex is alive#block this tag if you have to#transandrophobia
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he's 'boutta make a name for himself
#based on gambit's design in Uncanny X-Men (2024) because the art in that. holy shit#remy lebeau#gambit#gambit xmen#gambit fanart#remy lebeau fanart#xmen fanart#xmen#my art#spectrecowboy art#digital art#more of just a doodle than something super polished#i sat down and said “it's gambit drawing hours” and then I did.#please do not use my art without permission!#<- as usual#deadpool and wolverine fanart#dp3 gambit#dp3 fanart#also ps i edited this slightly idk if that reflects in reblogs#i just fixed the eye placement ever so sligjtly#only ill notice probably
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#alolan raichu#holy shit these alolan forms are kicking the fuck outta my ass#the things i do for you all. my production value on this blog has increased over the years and i don't think i can get away with the same#weird shit i used to be able to when i couldn't find a good model so now i'm having to learn how to use blender and shit??#downloading weird scripts off the internet just because i can't find the right models. and now alolan raichu has kantonian eyes#they have kantonian eyes. i know. i'm sorry. i don't know how to fix it and this is the best you're going to get because i had to work for#like an hour and a half just to get to this point. and i know the lighting is dark. it's. it's bad. it'll probably be like this for all#the alolan forms at least. and holy shit when we get to gen 9 it's going to be even worse#this is a wreck!! this is a wreck. i had to use the sv model for this one and it's like#i dunno the eyes in sv aren't textures?? they're procedural. they're fucking. shaders. in sv. which is why espeon's pupils#are no longer pupils and are instead reflections (lie‚ falsehood)#and i'm. dissolving. y'all're gonna have to bear with me moving forward bc i've gotten Very used to the “it just works” nature of#the older models that i was using but this is getting way harder on me as we move into newer generations
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if you're terrified for your country's elections next year because a lot of people seem to think the solution to the government handling an international conflict in an abysmal and deplorable way is to let a group of total monsters who would handle it MUCH worse AND also potentially doom huge swaths of oppressed people at home as well as our entire literal planet get into power, by ignoring the way our deeply flawed but also deeply entrenched system realistically works
clap your hands...?
(I cannot understand trying to stop heinous and unnecessary killing- which disgusts and saddens me, too! how could it not?! -by handing the election to people who want to do even more of that exact thing. the math isn't mathing, as they say)
#us politics#current events#we all have to make our own choices and there are no good ones and that's horrible. but. there are choices I feel are willfully ignorant#and reflect a certain degree of security and privilege that not all of us have#if you do not vote dem. the republicans are going to win. it's awful and I don't like it either but#that is realistically what's going on here#(I've been trying not to talk about the Israel/Hamas war much because holy shit do I not have the full story as History Geek BloggerTM)#(but my basic stance is that both governments involved are horrible and see civilians as pieces on a game board)#(and the US should send no aid to either of them that isn't humanitarian in nature)
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my biggest gripe with the manhwa rn is that they made javier more of an asshole than he is in the novel and then took away most of the scenes where we see him being kind and soft with others.
javier can be an ass, he is a brat and he's especially annoying when he's with lloyd, but above anything else he is kind and loyal and selfless and good. i cannot emphasize enough how good javier is. he's the kind of person who cannot see someone in trouble or danger and do nothing about it. he's the kind of person who would sacrifice his life for total strangers and no hope of any reward. he's the kind of person who can't even enjoy a lavish party without feeling guilty because he'd much rather help people in need with that money.
he's so fucking good, lloyd is a little annoyed by it because he keeps getting dragged into life-threatening situations because javier just won't stop helping people they don't even know. mind you, lloyd is also endeared by this and would not want him to change but god can it be frustrating in his endeavor to keep them both alive.
there's this particular scene that i just. i'm so sad it was cut. where javier is helping around the refugee camp, going without sleeping and eating so he can focus on helping as many people as possible and then he spots a little kid that got lost on his way back. so he decides to help him.
and he's so gentle with this kid.
Javier walked over to the kid and called him. The flustered boy looked up. Javier strove to put on a warm smile on his face. "Are you lost?" “...” The boy nodded, his eyes all wet. Javier carefully stroked the boy's head. "I think I can help you with that. Why don't you let me help find your tent?" suggested Javier. “...” The boy nodded again. "But why didn't you eat the food? It's going to get cold. Are you not hungry?" "I am… hungry," the boy finally said. But what he said next caught Javier by surprise. "But I won't eat it," said the boy. "Why not?" "My mother is hungrier." "Is that so?" "Yes." “...” Javier wondered why this kid came out to take the food when he had a mother. There must be a reason, he thought to himself. He held out his hand. "I will hold the tray for you." "..." "I won't spill it. I promise." "Okay..." Javier took the tray and wrapped the boy’s hand with his own.
like. god. javier is not a naturally warm person. he's very reserved and stoic and sometimes outright cold, but he still tries so hard with this kid. because he knows what it's like to be him. he knows what it's like to be a child and be scared and hungry and without a home. and he remembers how much it meant for a kind adult to reach out a hand to him and help. and he wants to be that to others too.
everything he does, he does because he genuinely believes it's the right thing to do and therefore his obligation. and even when it doesn't come naturally to him, like being warm and gentle to a child, he still tries his best to do so.
and like that wasn't enough, when they finally find the kid's mom, javier finds out she's blind. recently blinded actually. that she used all her strength to get her child to safety and now she has to depend on him to take care of them because she can't do it anymore. her blouse is smudged with porridge.
so javier kneels down and explains who he is, why he's there and that he wants to help. he lifts up a spoonful of food and slowly and carefully starts to feed her himself. she's a complete stranger and javier doesn't hesitate one second to do this for her.
this is who javier is!! this is who he is at his core!! he's kind and he's selfless and he's above all else good!!
if your audience can't imagine javier comforting a child, then you failed your audience. you missed the point of his character.
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#ch 127#javier asrahan#sorry i have a lot of feelings about javier and how fucking good he is despite being constantly shoved into his role as badass protagonist#the world wants him to be the knight of blood and iron so bad but he's a kid whose world fell apart when he was a child#and then received kindness for kindness sake and he has never forgotten this.#he will always try to be the helping hand that he received from someone else first#HE'S A BRAT BUT ONLY WHEN HE'S WITH LLOYD. THAT'S BEST FRIEND PRIVILEGE BITCH.#and even with lloyd it's meant to be proof of his trust and closeness to him!! it's meant to reflect how javier doesn't feel the need#to be perfect and always in control with lloyd!! how he trusts him with the annoying and whiny and mean parts of him!!#there's a point to their banter and their bitchiness to each other!! he's not an asshole just because!!#also i've decided i dislike that they made him so expressive. he Would Not Say That. nor would he make that face.#when lloyd can tell what javier is feeling it's supposed to be special because no one else can.#no one else gets to know javier like lloyd does. THIS IS A BIG POINT OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP HOLY SHIT HOW CAN YOU MISS IT.#i'm fine. i'm good. i'm normal about this.
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Bakugo doesn't say "I love you"
instead he says "What the hell did I do to you? I guess I thought we'd be competing and I'd be on your heels... for the rest of our lives..."
#updated to reflect the Viz translation holy shit#mha 424#mha manga spoilers#mha spoilers#bnha 424#bnha spoilers#bkdk
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K TANAKA FOR-FUCKING-EVER
#misfits and magic#are you kidding me erika ishii??????#fully weeping holy shit#the BELONGING of it all#the way the red reflected on their face when they were looking in the mirror#the face journey#their vision their power their tenacity#they are adorable i love them so much
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I'm still thinking about how ashamed I was (and am) with being open about my pain because I am so young. It's so hard to feel worthy of having your pain taken seriously when the people around you insist that young bodies are always in pristine, untouched condition and that you must earn your pain through aging. Never is it considered that young people aren't lying or being a hypochondriac for expressing their pain.
Young people can be in life-altering pain. Young people can have debilitating pain. It doesn't matter what age it happens because pain doesn't discriminate. Complaining about pain and doing things to prevent needless pain aren't something you have to "earn" through aging.
If you want young people to be in less or lesser pain, then encourage them to do whatever they can to minimize it. Don't downplay what they're experiencing. Not everything is a lie, not every experience that is different than yours is exaggeration or deceit.
#disability#ableism#ableism tw#this is one of the big reasons i was ashamed of admitting when i am in pain#and it's one of the reasons i was ashamed to address the pain i have#and i'm angry about that actually! nobody should fear being labeled as essentially having munchausen syndrome because...#...'young people NEVER have pain or disabilities and you're a liar!'#i really do want to start addressing my pain because i know it's not normal but holy shit batman it can suck sometimes#i honestly like talking to my dad about this because he also has a lot of pain (moreso than i do now) but he actually TRIES to listen...#putting this in the disability tag but i still don't feel right about labeling my own pain as such...#...but i know so many people with disabling pain who would relate...#...maybe it's internalized ableism on my part or maybe i just want to be respectful of people with worse pain#this is me really just reflecting on m the fact that i haven't ever had an amazing body in a lot of ways (though i am lucky still)#i'm still thinking about having an emergency cane to help me get up when my pain is bad but idk if it's worth the investment#so if anybody reading this has suggestions (esp. for those with back pain)... please hook me up i will platonically love you forever
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aymeric's a simple man: he sees wife, he loses his shit /pos UwU
a simple set done before dawntrail (i think i'm nearly done sharing all the pre-dt screenies??)!! also granson somehow getting his ass transported to the source works because yes 🤠 super short, but as always transcript is below!
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Panel 2: Granson: Who is that hot lady?
Panel 3: Aymeric: THAT'S MY FUCKING WIFE!!!!
#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv screenshots#gpose#gposers#ff14#ff14 gpose#lalafell#aymeric de borel#ffxiv memes#ffxiv shitposting#elezen#warrior of light#ffxiv wol#wolmeric#wolship#pre-dawntrail#stephanivien de haillenarte#artoirel de fortemps#granson ketchthane#holy fuck i didn't realize granson had a last name LMAO#i feel like the last image perfectly encapsulates art and steph's relationship with each other#i should do some gposes just of them sometime methinks#BUT NOT RIGHT NOW#i spent the last few days moving my shit from my apartment to my fc room#and gathering and crafting new shit for my apartment to make it reflect gravy and aymeric's bedroom UwU (it's sfw no gooning here)#specifically for this snippet a friend of mine wrote of those two that i IMMEDIATELY FELT COMPELLED TO GPOSE#finally finished the crib last night#probably won't be able to get on tonight due to family reasons#BUT TOMORROW
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all i'll say about Noah's video is that i think it's weird people are calling it a "bad apology", because it's not even an apology video. the only thing he says is that his opinions have been misconstrued and that he doesn't want people to die, which, yeah, he already said before. there's no sorry, from the video alone you wouldn't even know if he's aware of what he did that made people turn on him so fast in the first place
i know the norm nowadays is to call any response to an issue/a situation an "apology" but sometimes it's just a statement, which is what this is. if he was genuinely "apologizing" he'd have to address the actual things he did, like keep misinformation up, even after it's been disproven and worst of all the "zionism is sexy" thing. what he's doing is just cautious backpeddling by saying everyone got him wrong. just a pretty obvious pr nothing-statement sadly
#seen some people say to watch his 'apology' and just... why are you calling it that#he only doubles down on not wanting anyone to die which is something he's already said before#i didn't expect him to actually reflect and do a 180 in a few months so i'm not surprised#if he ever does change his mind i'd expect it to take a few years at least#but well... just seems like a damage control press statement he's making because of ST production starting up again#my opinion on it in case you're curious#but also obligatory holy shit it's tiring to see people immediately jump to wishing death and disgusting things on him and his family#unproductive as hell#posting online about how much you want a celebrity with a shit moral complex to get hit by a car or something is Still not activism#shockingly#so nothing's changed essentially#that 1 minute video really did nothing who would have thought
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sometimes i do worry that i create so much art to make up for my lack of personality... but then i remember that the act of creation is literally pouring your soul into something and hoping others see a glimpse of you in there so actually maybe i'm alright lol
#personal#uploading so much old stuff to my bsky is making me Reflect on myself as a creative person#and like..... i'm actually proud of myself?? which doesnt happen often#cos i'm generally so full of shame and fear and other shit but damn... damn#maybe i'm good enough maybe i can finally admit that to myself lol holy shit#also it's bullshit for me to think that cos do you think a person without personality could create THIS#*gestures to my blog*#look the personality might be 'deranged with a terrible sense of humour' but it IS there lol#idk these are ramblings ignore me lol#i think i am nearly NEARLY finished uploading stuff to bsky finally#it has taken half my fucking life to do#but it's rly helped make me feel a bit better about myself as an artist and all that crap lol#idkkkkk
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kurt hummel in every performance
4x04 - The Break Up
Don’t Speak - Finn Hudson, Rachel Berry, Kurt Hummel, and Blaine Anderson
“You don't think that I've been lonely? You don't think that I've had temptations? But I didn't act on it because I knew what it meant.”
#glee#kurt hummel#blaine anderson#klaine#my stuff#song: don’t speak#episode: the break up#kurt hummel in every performance#i love this song holy shit#these four had such good melodies together#idc if it was a tragic breakup or whatever if they sounded THAT good it was worth it#also i love that frame of him and his reflection in the mirror#now THATS cinematography
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i am attending a friend's defense (via zoom). and now i am. very scare. holy shit.
#sophies ramblings#i know there's often a 'heel' in defenses but holy shit#not fixing that typo. it reflects my mental state
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accidentally made vent art again ooooops 🫠🫠🫠 smh smh
no idea what this is supposed to represent. idea just came to me man
#titled “mirror”#-F#holy shit this is actually bearifual#you got the fuckin reflection and everything#and the hands- god the hands!!!! u can draw hands!!!!!#-jay#🎨 art
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every time i think a bit more about cobs and 3gs i can feel myself losing it a little bit more
#RAMBLE TIME. DEVIL EMOJI. ITS ALMOST IN THE FIVE IN THE MORNING.#ive been thinking so much about how cobs n 3gs' relationship might've been#i think that all the mephone models had a slightly different dynamic with cobs . he kept different methods of teaching if you will#imagined cobs took a more authoritarian approach with 3gs . 3gs saw him as a leader whom to take commands from#obviously this reflected onto him and I guess at some point cobs deemed him fit enough to go on missions in space#3gs would be so proud to lead a team of his own . especially an investigation that was so clearly important to cobs#and then theres the total failure. he came home with nothing and (presumably) everyone dead#(ok im under the very stupid and unplausible belief that 3gs DID get the other egg. and thats where cobs got the technology to make melife#teleportation and portal creation to work on his creations BUT I DONT WANNA GET INTO IT THATS A WHOLE OTHER CAN OF WORMS)#3gs ends up abandoned in a storage closet . whatever defects and errors that 3gs developed after the shimmer incident must've left him +#useless to cobs . whom didn't even bother properly powering him down at least. ok man.#after 4 i assume the cycle rinses and repeats itself with every single model coming after#im sso sleepy#holy SHIT that was a lot. sorry#i love making shit up about minor characters man#sorry#bonks thinkpan#inanimate insanity#I guess
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#UAUHGG im havung oc thoughts. plaguing myBRAIN. i can feel my heartrate spiking holy shit#ok so. i rly wanna touch up presto and shuffles story without scaring myself out of it by overthinking it. esp the implications of#them having animal features and what they would eat. as well as worldbuilding character dynamics setting background characters ugghh.#constantly have to tell myself its just for fun. basically theyre rival magicians who keep their identities secret and fuck it up in#the funniest way possible LMAO. they rent the same apartment and the landlady accidentally gives it to both of them without them knowing#so they end up walking in on each other out of costume and have this weird tension around not revealing each others identities despite thei#borderline malicious rivalry. blackmail may or may not be involved i havent decided yet#they DO consider backing out of tenancy but they decide not to so they can make sure they dont reveal each others identities#thats the idea but its really abstract bc i dont have a direction or writing in mind. they just rattle in my head like spare change#other stuff i have rn is. they both consider each other a copycat and they have the same skill level of magic#but they have different styles and techniques theyre just too focused on outperforming each other to notice#presto likes to make people laugh so they probably include gags and impossible feats. shuffle is more elegant and focuses on#smooth movements and dangerous stunts. i want to make that reflect in their costumes but its hard bc stage magician costumes tend to stick#to suits and capes.. so idk. then maybe side characters like the landlady and other tenants but i havent given em much thought orz#i really should practice with concepts because i have a bad habit of making everything similar to the first try so its frustrating#and i suck at writing characters. but im doing this for fun so im trying not to get hung up on whether its generic or not#yapping#stares at the floor. maybe i should make a carrd for my ocs#oc talk#presto#shuffle
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