#sophies ramblings

[readingloveswounds]

did you know that if you actually start writing the paper uhhhh it gets written and you stop thinking of it as an impossible and insurmountable task

[squipedmew]

I went to go see the fnaf movie and someone had set up a picture of markiplier in the chair next to me for the entire movie

[readingloveswounds]

i love substituting - i dance into someone else's class, look odd, teach them for 75 minutes, and then depart, never to be seen again

[readingloveswounds]

the constant question of whether i am identifying a gap in literature or if i'm just a big dummy who can't search a catalogue

[readingloveswounds]

not beating the extremely sleepy allegations

[readingloveswounds]

something about using a doodle poll to schedule a thesis defense

[readingloveswounds]

i could've gone to the library this morning but i didnt and now i have to face going to campus for literally One Singular Hour

[readingloveswounds]

yeah so i don't think the yankees are gonna get out of this bind

[readingloveswounds]

maybe tomorrow i will be brainful

[readingloveswounds]

i am attending a friend's defense (via zoom). and now i am. very scare. holy shit.

[readingloveswounds]

3 hours left. still no email from her. at this point im going to assume no submission. ah well. there are other postdocs.

[readingloveswounds]

i did NOT sleep much or well so we are gonna have a fun time with teaching and paying attention to this conference. definitely doing the afternoon online so i can fall asleep if need be.

[readingloveswounds]

TWO HOURS BEFORE I CLOSE MY GRADEBOOK!!!! BRO!!!!

[readingloveswounds]

and let me tell you folks, it is not too soon to start realizing you're going to need a new notebook because january things are piling up

[readingloveswounds]

i was like wow this email is so late in the day but then realized it's only 3 and not everyone starts their day pre 9 am

[readingloveswounds]

first postdoc application submitted :)