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[ID: A messy digital drawing. Someone (presumably Frisk) is holding the Heart Locket in front of Flowey, such that it obscures his face. Sunlight strikes the scene. In the background, Chara stands and watches. End ID.]
Chara Week: Day two. Gold.
#alex wont shut up#undertale#chara dreemurr#flowey#chara week#alex's arty: fanart#really not satisfied w this but oh well
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31 DAYS OF HALLOWEEN 2024 ⤡ Day 22: Umma (2022)
#Umma#Umma 2022#Sandra Oh#filmtvdaily#userbbelcher#cinemapix#asiancentral#fyeahmovies#fyeahmotionpictures#horroredit#dailyflicks#userentertainments#userfilm#filmgifs#Rachel's edit tag#halloween24#31daysofhalloween#insects /#not satisfied w this edit but I had a really hard time choosing shots so. oh well.
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god im so glad i got smt iv and decided to go in blind
#that game is so good easily one of my favorites of all time#smt iv#salty talks#ive been thinking abt it and wanting to talk abt it bc. ough#that games setting is so fucking good and so well done. i really didnt expect where it would go and how it would use its setting#even tho i know the ost names and listened to them. and that game knocked me flat on my ass like three times my first time through#god i love the setting of smt iv i love how you get exactly as much information as the mc does i love how naturally you learn abt the world#entering the ueno undergeound district without yet understanding what tokyoâs deal was waa so cool#also the combat is p satisfying and a good challenge and i like the main characters and the plot is rlly good#i havent gotten all the endings yet either wo i still dont fully understand whats going on and im so eager to see what im missing#its just. god its such a good game. even when it drags with level grinding and just wandering around its fun#also old gamefaqs forum threads and w/e abt smt iv i would be lost in naraku w/o you god there are so many essential smt iv guides there#its just. god smt iv. i have literally not interest in checking out apocalypse lol. but oh my god smt iv
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i finally finished bg3
and it only took me [looks at steam]
SIX HUNDRED HOURS
#merlin.txt#w/ the new computer the rest of act 3 went by super quickly#honestly i dont think my computer and my sanity would have survived all those cutscenes#ANYWAYS initial thoughts:#cried like a baby. ending credits songs really really good. i can't WAIT to start a new playthru. HOWEVER:#oh my god the ending felt so fucking rushed. i was expecting like a typical rpg ending slideshow at LEAST but nothing???#like you only get One cutscene with your romanced partner (a short one too) but i don't get to see what everyone else is doing??? hello??#gale is literally like 'lets celebrate' and we don't get to see the celebration??? or at the very least a chance to talk to everyone again#like in act 1 and 2????#imo i think the most satisfying one was lae'zels. god i love her#also act 3 is hella buggy especially towards the end. a lot of broken dialogue. but ah well#OK NOW SPOILER THOUGHTS SAMMIE DONT LOOK:#the game Really wants you to turn illithid but i ended up just letting karlach do it ... i felt bad .. but like#i found the arc of my tav like. getting So close to going full power hungry and martyr and hero only to finally be humbled like -#'you dont have to always play hero' was really interesting. like doing that and then hearing the post credits 'the power' song. gshldgksmal#guy who is soo miserable abt the fact that all their cool illithid powers are now gone. has to go back to being normal#ALSO. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE ENDING AST SCENE. HELLO?#HIM RUNNING AWAY FROM THE SUN. IT BEING COMPLETELY PLAYED FOR LAUGHS. SO MEAN#any other time i may have laughed but the fact that you dont really get epilogues made that Really sting.#THE FACT THAT THE COMPANIONS ARE NOT EVEN NICE ABOUT IT??????
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I finally got around to watching ready or not, and honestly, it just really cemented that I much prefer more grounded horror. Like I enjoyed it, it was fun but. I think I would have just appreciated it so much more if there wasn't a deal with the devil angle to it. Like worship satan, perform these rituals to appease him, and when you fail. When the girl survives. Nothing happens. You did it all for nothing. You killed your loved ones for nothing. The horror was of your own creation, it was all you. No higher power making you do it. You. And now you have to face the consequences.
Instead they just like. Blew up or whatever
#ready or not#sstfu.txt#i feel like i have this issue with a lot of horror movie#like dont get me wrong i love supernatural horror too i just feel like the tone of this movie would have improved so much w/o it#i watched another hm recently too where i came out of it with the same feelings#it was called apostles maybe but it was also a cult movie (well ready or not isnt exactly a cult movie but it has that higher power worship#thing going on) but yeah i came out of it just thinking about how much better it would have been if it was just a normal fucked up cult#i dont rec that movie btw it had a bunch of other problems where as overall i felt that ready or not was actually really good#especially if ur into final girls it was satisfying in that sense#ok sorry for the rambling lmao#oh i guess#ready or not spoilers#but also that movie came out like five years ago so.
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Why can't I be satisfied with everything? It needs to be perfect to me and I can't accept anything otherwise :(
#mine#oh boy here we go. guy last post was about has been pretty cool and i got flustered around him a few times#but i feel bad bc. i need m o r e he isnt insane enough he isnt making me go absolutely crazy i want to be satisfied but im NOT im sorry#like its quite honestly the most attention acceptance etc ive gotten but its not ENOUGH he doesnt die whenever i send a selfie#im never satisfied WHY i have unrealistic expectations !!!! i hate my brain killing and violence and death etc#i get crushes on guys who want nothing to do with me but then when one actually wants me its not enough? what is wrong with me#thrill of the chase? i cant accept being loved? what is it brain. christ almighty. im not doing anything like deliberately yandere related#anymore im just being generally incomprehensibly mentally ill đ still trying to find a therapist but idk how on earth ill explain that#ill update this post tomorrow with more insanity but for now i am the sleepy tired#// ok its now 3 days later i dont feel like making another post. i think i was just having a mental illness moment as always#because he does make me insane. hashtag girl. im trying to be the smartest and calculated i have ever been with a relationship in my life#like im thinkin about it so hard bro. the future n shit. how would this relationship go. im so scared ill do something wrong its preventing#me from doing things RIGHT. im sad becaude i flipped out today over even imagining him being upset with me a little#so i was really embarrassed and it put me in a weird mood for the rest of the night but he reassured me he doesnt hate me or want me to die#every one aaalways says theyre different. i can only hope this one is telling the truth. i dont know what ill do if he isnt.#well i need to stop whining about fictional scenarios and focus on the good stuff in reality. i get along with him very well and he#is very niceys to me :3 he doesnt think im fucking insane or stupid for overreacting. i feel very comfortable gossiping and talking w him#every long time blog viewer of mine reading this like ah shit here we go again#but thats what im here for. i guess. just have to keep doing this shit until something good finally happens to me romantically hngh#i feel so strange because i have wanted and yearned for a relationship but now that i actually could have one im like WAIT#I DIDNT THINK ID GET THIS FAR đđđ bruh. and he doesnt even think im stupid hes respectful to me he checks in on me all the time#like perhaps the only person to ever actually almost match my energy in a romantic sense. there was [redacted] i guess but he didnt love me#he listens to me talk about my problems he doesnt think i complain or overreact too much. all the ridiculous cringe shit i do#he doesnt mind it. its nice to be able to be myself. and im really proud of myself for not rushing into a relationship right away
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I NEED. TO FINISH. WRITING THIS FIC!!!!!
#its making me cringe đđđđđđđ i dont think im gonna be satisfied w/the ending#or like.most of it kfdsljfdsl but. i am trying#idk that im really making the point i initially had when i started but#OH WELL!!!#it's just. to try and get me back in2 writing for them#ive had a rough time in the creativity department#OH WAIT I NEED TO DRAW TODAYS CAYCAY
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it feels like such an unfair criticism because i completely understand why its like this but t/cf really lulls once its revealed how to defeat the white start every battle is minimum 3 chapters (95% of the time way longer than that) and we only get like oke chapter of rest between fights. and this is coming from the guy who likes reading them....
like it makes 100% sense it really does. cale no longer is collecting ancient powers to survive* and all of the first act was establishing his role in the world and is connections and now that the white star has fully revealed himself and we know his plan and motivations it MAKES SENSE ! that its basically them moving from 1 fight to the other. it does. but man. man. im getting kind of tired cant he just scam people again? hes doing it in the manhwa rn its making me miss it. this entire War Arc against the white star started at like chapter 200 im at 400 now and i feel like we have AT LEAST another 100 before we're done. if book 1 doesnt end w them beating the white star. in which case its like 300 more. cant we go back to planning... man
#dont get me wrong i LIKE the battles i LIKE reading them theyre really well written#but i feel like it needs to be paced better because now every fight when things turn for the worst im just like Ok Whatever instead of#How Will They Overcome This Oh No!!!!#kim roksoo's backstory is being better established now and now choi han knows and all of that <-was resolved in 1 chapter. come on man#the conversation between cale and choi han made sense and was in character but was still so disappointing from a readers perspective#like i think cales actions in everything made 100% sense but i feel like choi han could have acted in a way that was still in character and#also left the readers satisfied#i have literally been yearning and daydreaming abiut choi han finding out since like.... i started read again#which was in like. idk. july? august?#we found the book w korean around chapter like. 300.... so it took 100 chapters to âresolveâ that. man#cale got his team leaders powers cant wait to find out what they are 100 chapters from now
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minors donât interact!!!!! 18+ only mature content under tab
synopsis : sol was obsessed with you the moment he laid eyes on you. you were his soulmate. heâd make sure no one else would touch you. he is the only one who can satisfy you. donât you know that?
warnings : yandere, masturbation, obsessive behavior, stalking, somnophilia, cnc, dubcon, predatory behavior, smut, long word count, drugging, grinding, penetration, very rough sex, whiny submissive Sol at one point, and dominant Sol at another point.
authorâs note : if you just want to read smut skip to sections with the đ icon
long word count (11.7k+ words) i mean this might as well be split into different chapters but i donât want to do that, also i decided to change him referring to you as pumpkin to something else sorry. gave him a tongue piercing because it sounded fun >:3 also i hate tumblr formatting so read on ao3 if you want . (gloomy_kitty)
also not 100% lore accurate
thanksss to my friend who proofread this for me!!
Sol was obsessed with you and had been since you first arrived at the school. The moment his scarlet eyes landed on you something strange was awakened within him. It felt like love at first sightâno it was love at first sight. Did you remember your first encounter? No, it was so long ago you probably hadnât. He did though, he remembered how he felt so vividly. His heart pounded in his chest, butterflies fluttered in his stomach, and his breath hitched making it difficult to breath the moment he had seen you. That cute library assistant that worked on campus. He remembered how he had walked up to you at the counter, asking for a book for class. How you went out of your way to help him find it, not complaining a single time.
âYou absolutely need this book for your class right?â You asked him, sighing in defeat after nearly an hour of searching the library.
âYes, but if you canât find it donât w-â Sol began, a bit irritated that this was required for his passing grade. But heâd just ordered it online and prayed it arrived on time before finals.
âNo. I know we have it. Donât worry Iâll find it. Just give me another day. Here write down your info and Iâll give you a call once I do.â You said determinedly, sliding a sticky note and pen towards him. âO..okay.â He mumbled and wrote down his information. He fully expected you to not ever find the book or just forget to call him to let him know of your findings. But the very next morning he received a call from an unknown number. âHello?â He answered.
âHi this ______ from the schoolâs library. I found the book you were looking for. Itâs reserved at the front desk. If Iâm not here just let whoever is at the counter know your name.â You said, he could tell that you were quite happy.
Solâs eyes widened in shock, you really found it. He responded back with a simple thanks and during a free period he went to the library. There he saw you shelving away books, a content expression on your face. Awkwardly he walked up to you clearing his throat, when he realized you had an earbud in. You jumped in surprise, dropping the book you were holding. Then, at the same time you and Sol reached down to grab the book. Your hand on top of his for a brief second before you pulled away. It felt like a bolt of electricity shot through him. âWhoops! Oh hey youâre the guy from yesterday!â You laughed quietly as he handed you back the book. With that you checked him out reminding him that late fees would occur if he didnât bring it back on time. You explained how you stayed over an hour after your shift to find what he was needing, then it turned out it was in the completely wrong genre! A historical book tucked away with comics, how egregious!
When Sol asked why you did that you shrugged, simply saying, âI don't want anyone to fail their first semester because I was too lazy to find a book for them. Itâs my job after all.â You flashed him a smile. As you handed it over your fingers brushed over him for another brief moment. That same electric feeling coursed through his body. It was that moment something had awakened inside Sol. He was obsessed now.
That memory played in his head for over a year, he had found out your first name. One day when sitting in the library âstudyingâ he overheard you telling a blonde girl about how excited you were for your art class in the fall then you explained what period it would be. Since there was only one introduction to art class that fall semester for the period before lunch, he was going to enroll in art class regardless so might as well make sure he was in yours. Everything had been planned out. Sol didnât leave any detail forgotten.
He got to class early, sitting in the back of the classroom. He placed his backpack on the chair next to him and anyone he tried to sit next to he glared at, causing them to scurry away. Now he just needed to wait for you to arrive, youâd have to take the only available seat open next to him in a full class.
Like he planned There were no more seats left in class, you had arrived a bit late, only barely beating the bell. He watched as your eyes darted around the classroom looking for somewhere to sit, then a relief look washed over your cute face when you spotted the open seat next to him. Quickly you made your way over pulling out the chair, âIs this taken?â You asked him, already beginning to slip off your backpack.
âN..no.â Sol replied avoiding your gaze, he was focused on his sketchbook, his pencil tapping against the book as he tried to control his breathing. âOh thank god.â You sighed in relief, finally taking your seat. Rummaging through your backpack you pulled out all the essentials youâd need for art class. It worked. His plan went perfectly!
Sol found it difficult to concentrate on the professorâs words as he discussed basic art fundamentals, he just kept glancing over at you. Your perfume smelled so intoxicating, it drove him wild. The way you studiously jotted down notes was so adorable. Then class ended much to the manâs horror, he hadnât written down a single thing but most importantly you gathered your things to leave without saying a word to him. He lingered in the classroom a bit, slowly shoving his sketchbook back into his backpack.
A couple days passed before he could see you again, and the whole time he found it difficult to think about anything else other than you. Sol was a bit angry at himself for not even speaking to you, that was his chance to reintroduce himself. He would talk to you next time, he promised himself.
The next class came and you were once again in the same predicament as last time. Arrived to class right before the bell went off and the only seat opened was next to the same guy as before. Not that you minded, he seemed nice enough. âHey.â You greeted him quietly as you sat down before taking a seat. âHi.â He returned your greeting quietly. He once again didnât speak to you and that cycle went on for some time, before finally he had an excuse for the two of you to speak. He wasnât sure why he kept shying away from you. Shit, he could barely even concentrate in class.
Then the next class came. âEveryone, please pair up with the person beside you, I want you and your partner to discuss todayâs chapter.â The professor mumbled as he took a seat back down at his desk, immediately kicking his feet onto the desk and tapping away on his phone.
Turning around with a sigh you looked at your partner with a smile, âHi. Thanks for always saving me a seat. Iâm ______.â You introduced yourself, then gave the dark haired man an encouraging nod to speak. I know what your name is. He thought. Sol rubbed the back of his neck, nervously avoiding your eyes, his gaze fixated to the side. âYeah itâs no problem. Iâm..Sol.â He introduced himself back, hoping that maybe you remembered him.
âNice to meet you, Sol.â You chimed in reply, holding your hand out. He looked at your hand, then back at you before he shook your hand back. âYeah, same.â He said, a small smile making its way to his pierced lips. The moment your hands touched, he felt his heart do a leap, and without meaning to he held onto your hand for a bit longer than usual. Though upon realizing that, he quickly pulled his hand away. Either you didnât mind or just didnât notice it, as you immediately turned your attention back to the textbook. So you didnât remember him, that was okay itâs not like he ever went out of his way to speak to you at the library.
âSo, this chapterâŚâ you began as you pushed the textbook to the center of the table so you both could share. Sol didnât speak too much, he was more interested in what you had to say, he nodded attentively and hummed in acknowledgment when he agreed with something you said. The professor didnât seem too interested in teaching class, so the reminder was spent just conversing. You giggled as Sol said something as you playfully slapped his arm, âWhat, no way? You did not!â You quietly exclaimed as Sol told you a story. He nodded, âYeah I really did. Itâs embarrassing but itâs the truth.â He laughed softly. Every single fucking thing was so adorable about you; your name, laugh, appearance, personality, every single thing was so adorable. Then just as Sol was about to open his mouth to speak again, the bell rang.
Jumping up in your seat, you pushed the chair back, quickly gathering your belongings. âI gotta go, Sol. But youâll save me a seat again right? I really enjoyed talking to you.â You asked, looking at him with the cutest expression. âYeah of course.â He reassured you. âThanks, youâre the best!â You said and with that, you rushed out of the classroom.
As Sol finished gathering his own belongings, he noticed something sitting on your chair. Your jacket was left behind. He grabbed it and quickly walked out of the classroom to see if he could catch up to you, but of course you were nowhere to be seen. âIâll hold onto it. Give it to her next class.â He thought to himself.
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âWoah, that's a cute jacket! You seeing a cute girl?â Hyugo asked his friend. The pair sat at their usual spot on the rooftop eating their lunches. Sol rolled his eyes, âNo. The girl who sits next to me in art left it, Iâm going to give it to her next class. I just didnât want it to get lost.â He explained as he continued to eat. He could bring it to you at the library where you worked part time but no, he just wanted to hold onto a bit longer. It was a cute jacket, he couldnât lie - it was black with striped sleeves and an adorable black cat patch was ironed onto the front. It suited you perfectly.
âArenât you so sweet?â Hyugo teased, causing his friendâs face to heat up. Sol grumbled under his breath as he just ignored the comment and continued to eat, only causing the other to laugh. As the bell rang, signaling that their final class of the day would begin and marking the end of their lunch break, the pair stood up. Sol gathered the bento boxes, placing them in his backpack.
âAre you doing anything after class?â Hyugo asked before they parted ways. Sol wasnât, but he needed to spend some time alone, there was an issue he needed to take care of. âYeah.â He simply responded. âAw okay, Iâll just go to the arcade by myself then.â He shrugged before walking off.
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It was dark already when Sol arrived back to his small studio apartment, the short winter days meant it would always be night when he got home. The dark haired man sat his bag on a chair, taking out the bentos to wash. He remembered your jacket was still in his hands, so carefully he placed it on the top of the couch. And so he did his usual evening routine; cleaning dishes, cooking dinner and lunch. The television was playing a show he really had no interest in watching, but it was good background noise.
But he just couldnât stop thinking about you, eyes flicking to the jacket on the sofa as he prepared his and Hyugoâs lunches. Sol felt the crotch of his pants tighten uncomfortably against him, he swallowed the lump that formed in his throat as his heart rate accelerated. But he remained focused just hurrying to finish dinner as soon as possible so he could shower and lay in bed. Tomorrow was early classes after all.
Finally after some time Sol had showered and flopped onto his bed, an exhausted sigh escaping his lips. He closed his eyes as he tried to focus on anything other than you. But his boxers were so incredibly tight, his erection wouldnât go away no matter what he tried to do. It felt wrong to touch himself to you, so resisting the urge Sol finally fell asleep. Tonight at least he was able to resist the urge.
â Ë・âŕ¨âĄŕ§â Ë・â đ
The next day of classes came and nothing extraordinary happened. Sol couldnât spot you anywhere, he supposed he would have to wait until tomorrow to see you and return the jacket. His evening routine was more or less the same, but as he laid in bed tonight, the urges were getting harder and harder to resist.
Sol tried to squeeze his eyes shut, trying to think of anything else other than the raging erection in his pants right now. His gaze kept flickering to your jacket, he was reminded of how amazing you smelled. He just wanted to smell the perfume again, there was no harm in thatâŚright? Quickly getting out of bed, he snatched your jacket from the couch, immediately pressing it to his nose. Oh god, you smelled so fucking good. He was intoxicated by the scent, his eyes rolling back as he took in your smell, and without even realizing what was happening, his hands trailed down his torso until they slipped under the waistband of his boxers. His long slender fingers immediately wrapped themselves around his erection.
Sol began to pump his cock, a whimper leaving him as his thumb grazed over his tip. Precum was already pooling at the slit, his face still buried in your cute jacket. He could only imagine what it would feel like to have his face buried in your hair, neckâŚyour pussy. He fantasized how amazing you would taste as his face was between your thighs, heâd make you feel so good. He had wanted you for so long now.
â_____âŚ._______âŚ.â Sol whimpered your name, scarlet eyes fluttering shut as his pace quickened. At this point he was panting heavily, a complete mess and if your mere scent was doing this to him, he couldnât imagine how heâd act during the actual act. His cock twitched in his hand and legs trembled; he collapsed onto his knees. He was now thrusting himself eagerly into the palm of his hands, precum lubricating his cock. Solâs moans echoed throughout the apartment and he felt the warm sensation building up in his core, then with one final thrust he came loudly. âOh fuck ______!â He cried out, his cum making an absolute mess of his boxers.
Riding out his orgasm he finally came to a stop and dropped the jacket onto the floor. His chest moving up and down as he tried to catch his breath, the whole of his body was a hue of red and warm to the touch. Dark hair sticking to his face from the beads of sweat that had formed. He made sure to toss your jacket onto the couch before he removed his hand from his boxers. A wave of embarrassment and guilt washed over him when he saw sticky cum coating his hand. I shouldnât have done that. It felt so good though. He thought with a sigh as he stood to his feet. I should go wash up.
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Class was the next day, and that meant Sol could finally see you, he could return your jacket. He waited until after class, when you both were in the hallway. A part of him debated on not giving it back, he wanted it forever, to always have you with him, but he decided against it and it was worth it. The look on your face when he had handed you your jacket back was worth it. âOh my gosh, Sol. I was so worried I had lost my favorite jacket forever. Thank you so much!â You exclaimed as you hugged him briefly, before you slipped it back on. âYeah..of course. I tried looking for you yesterday to return it but I couldnât find you anywhere.â He explained. A tinge of red evident on his pale features as he was reminded of what he did the night before with it. He violated your poor jacket, but of course he would never tell you that.
You shook your head, waving your hand dismissively, âSorry about that! I was in such a rush to leave. My other job needed me to cover a shift.â You explained. You had another job besides the library?
But he didnât mind; he was just glad he could keep your jacket safe from anyone else. Fumbling in the pocket of your pants you pulled out your cell phone, âWe should exchange numbers! Just in case one of us needs to get into contact with each other.â You suggested, swiping your finger across to unlock the device. He watched as you typed away on the screen before handing it to him.
Solâs heart was beating so quickly now, you were really asking for his number? He looked a bit uncomfortable, like he was rejecting your offer, because you began to pull away your phone looking at the floor embarrassedly. âS-sorry. I shouldnât ha-â you began but he cut you off, gently snatching the phone from your hand. And within seconds he typed in his number, he already noticed you made a contact name for him. Sol âď¸
But something else caught his attention as he felt the phone vibrate in his hand.
Crowe đŚâ⏠: Youâre still coming over tonight, right?
Something inside of the dark haired man awakened when he saw that text. He froze in place, his blush that tinted his features now went away. Who the hell is Crowe? He thought bitterly. Your boyfriend or a coworker? He only snapped out of his thoughts when you retrieved your phone back, your thumbs danced across the screen then he felt his pocket vibrate.
âDid you get it?â You asked curiously, tilting your head so cutely to the side. âL-let me check.â Sol quickly said and pulled out his phone. His boring black phone background was illuminated with your text.
Unknown: hii! itâs ______ :D
Without a moment of hesitation he saved your contact. ______ đ
His contact was saved with a sun by his name so it only made sense that you were the moon. With that, you two said your goodbyes and Sol watched as you walked down the hall, he stood in his spot with a small smile on his lips.
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It was the weekend which meant Sol would do his weekly cleaning of his apartment. Loud music echoed throughout the apartment as he cleaned, humming softly to himself. Something caught his eye as he was vacuuming under the couch, a small piece of rectangular plastic glittered as it caught the light from the ceiling fan. Crouching, he picked it up and his eyes widened instantly when he realized what it was. Your ID had fallen out from the pocket of your jacket, he assumed. And all of your information was on it.
â______ ______..â Sol whispered your full name. He didn't know what it was before. Your address was there too, and it looked recent, judging from the picture and expiration date. The card shook ever so slightly in his fingers as he was practically salivating that he would now be able to find so many more things about you.
Halting his cleaning for the day, he shut off the music and instantly opened up his laptop to begin searching your name online. Hours had passed, day turned into night. Solâs scarlet red irises were glazed over, his lips dry and mouth a bit parched. He hadnât left his laptop screen in hours, too engrossed with finding out every single detail about you. Your social media wasnât private, how foolish of you. And he scrolled through the dozens of pictures you had posted, finding out everyone you associated it with. The page refreshed and a new picture was posted. You are with a group of people at what looked like a bar, with the caption: Love my friends!! Tonight was so fun, letâs do it again!! :D
Sol remembered the text from this âCroweâ earlier and he began to examine the picture, trying to find out who this Crowe was. His eyes narrowed when he saw the man next to you in the picture. A long haired brunette with tan skin, he swore he had seen that face before. This Crowe was behind your frame, hands resting on either of your shoulders. To anyone else they would have assumed that you and the man were friends, nothing in the pose indicated anything romantic, but to Sol it was too much. He didnât want to see another man behind you touching you like that. Standing up he slammed his laptop shut and decided he needed to go to bed before he got too consumed by his jealousy and anger.
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As days turned into weeks, then eventually into months, Sol and you grew closer. You were regularly texting and hanging out. He had found out that your lunches consisted of junk food, and that was even if you brought lunch to campus. So he decided to start prepping your lunches, and even dinners as soon as he found out you ate cup noodles nearly every night. God, you were cute albeit a bit useless, he didnât mind cooking for you, it only made him feel wanted - and the look on your face every time you ate his meals just made him filled with so much joy.
You were so kind and introduced him to your friend group, Crowe was kind enough and he kept his hands off of you in Solâs presence. But he knew that man looked familiar, and Crowe looked at him with suspicious eyes and a fake smile. Sol only remained cordial with your friends though, if they made you happy heâd pretend to be friendly with them. But the man never returned your ID, it was his now. You complained about having to buy a new one, but he made sure to slip some extra cash into your backpack one day when you werenât looking. The text he received that night was so adorable. âOmg Sol I found some cash at the bottom of my backpack. Iâm eating good tonight! >:3â
It was so worth it. But Sol had a dirty secret that he couldnât tell a living soul. He was slipping sleeping medication into the dinners he made you, he made a copy of your apartment key, and he was letting himself into your home every night. It was all in an attempt to make sure you were safe!
âMy neighborhood is so unsafe. I really need to find somewhere else to live. Thereâs been so many recent break ins and assaults, and I live at ground level.â He remembered you complaining.
âYou can stay at my place, _______. Itâs a decent neighborhood. Lots of old people, so itâs quiet.â He offered.
âSol! No, I can't do that. You already do enough for me. I got new locks on everything and alarms.â You retorted with a pout. He knew you wouldnât change your mind, you werenât that type of girl. You were independent, but that was okay. Sol would still keep an eye on you. Knowing you kept a spare key hidden away, he found it and while you were at work he had a copy made, then placed the key back without you being none the wiser.
Tonight wasnât any different, Sol waited until you were asleep and he slipped into your quiet, dark apartment. He could navigate your home in the dark. That's how familiar he was with the layout, but the dim street lights also did aid him. Your bedroom door was slightly ajar and he quickly made his way in.
The streetlights illuminated your room, he saw your sleeping form on the bed, one hand hanging off the side of the bed and your blankets messily thrown on top of your body. In fact, the blankets barely covered any of your body. You wore an oversized t-shirt and the cutest panties - the shirt was raised and exposed your bare torso. âWere you waiting for me dear?â He whispered as he knelt down at your bedside. Folding his hands on the edge of the bed, he rested his chin on top, his gaze was so loving - but there was something so dark about the way he looked at you. Raising a hand up, Solâs slender fingers brushed aside the hair on your face. âSo cuteâŚâ he breathed out.
You shifted, your eyes squeezing shut as a quiet groan left your lips. When you moved through, your shirt lifted just a bit more, revealing your breast partially. Sol felt his face grow warm and he tried to avert his gaze, but it was like you were practically begging for him, looking so cute and innocent. He choked back a moan as he felt his dick get hard, his fingers wrapped around the wrist of your limp hand and he placed his cheek into your warm palm. His eyes fluttered shut as he let out a content sigh, âYou're asking me to do something, huh dear?â He mumbled. That had to be it or why else were you wearing such an outfit is that why you left your bedroom door opened? You were inviting him in, right?
Sol leaned down to press a kiss to your exposed neck, he nibbled softly at the skin. A quiet whimper escaping you as your brows furrowed. So cute. He thought, still nipping at the skin, leaving a faint red mark. His hand trailed down your neck until his fingers reached your breast, he gently massaged it for a brief moment. Another quiet whimper came from you. He let your hand that was cupping his cheek fall onto the bed for a moment, as his fingers fumbled with the belt of his pants and with a swift motion his dick was out. Already hard from anticipation, he positioned himself in your hands, he laced both your and his fingers together. He let out a moan feeling your fingers wrapped around his dick.
His whole body shuddered in pleasure at the feeling, and he buried his face between your breasts to quiet his moans as he began to rock his hips back and forth. His sensitive tip fucked your palm as he moaned out your name from between your breasts. Tears pooling at the corner of his closed eyes as pathetic needy whimpers left him.
âYouâre mine. Mine..youâre mine ______. I love you so much.â He cried as he felt himself about to cum. Then, with another thrust he came hard into your and his laced hands. As he calmed his breathing down he slowly lifted his head up, you were still asleep, oblivious to the lewd act he just made you do. âYouâre so beautiful, dear. You feel so perfect.â He whispered, pressing a gentle kiss to your lips.
Standing up he pulled his pants back on, then walked to the bathroom to wash his sticky hands. Grabbing a rag he wet, he walked back to clean up the mess he left on your hands. âCrowe..the paper...â you mumbled in your sleep. Solâs scarlet eyes widened in shock at the name, why were you talking about him when he was right here. His fists clenched and eyes narrowed, a dark cloud casting over his face. âYou really ought to stop talking about him, dear. Crowe doesnât deserve you. He doesnât understand you like I do.â He hissed through gritted teeth. You were just confused - thatâs okay, Sol was patient. He leaned down to press a kiss against your lips once again before wishing you a good night. With that, he quietly slipped out of your apartment.
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The final day of class before winter break came the next day. You and Sol sat in art class together, sketching your final assignment. The classroom was quiet as everyone worked. You kept glancing at the dark haired man next you, a faint blush on your face as you remembered the brief dream you had of him last night. You dreamt that he was having sex with you, you heard his moans as he fucked you. Then, just before the dream actually got good, your mind decided that all of a sudden you were going to dream about you and Crowe finishing up your finals paper for English class that you had done earlier yesterday. God! Why did his stupid pretty face have to ruin the best dream you ever had!
Class couldnât end any sooner and the Professor motioned for everyone to turn in their assignments. He reminded the students to check their emails during the winter break to see their grades. You quickly stood out of your seat, the chair nearly falling back as you fumbled with putting your things away. Sol noticed that something was off about you, you wouldnât look at him at all. Surely you didnât know what he did with you last night, right? He slung his backpack over his shoulder as he watched you as you zipped up your backpack. âWant to go to the arcade?â He asked you suddenly, âHyugo and I are going since classes ended early today. Like right now.â He added.
Snapping your head up, you actually looked at him for the first time today. Your eyes meeting his, âO-ohâŚumm. Iâd love to but I donât have anyâŚmoney.â You mumbled, voice trailing off at the end. âCampus library let go of all the part timers a few weeks ago, remember? And my other job cut my hours. So itâs tight right now.â You sighed sadly. âI wasnât asking you to pay. I just asked if you wanted to come with us?â He said.
Sol noticed a strand of hair hanging in front of your face so reached a gentle hand up to brush it aside, tucking the strand behind your ear. âIâll pay. You know Iâll always take care of you, ______.â He reminded you with a kind smile that made your heart flutter. It was something he always told you, you werenât sure why he was so kind to you when you had nothing to offer him in return. You were a broke college student who couldnât even cook your own meals. A faint blush dusted your cheeks as you shyly looked away, âO..okay. Then yes, I want to go.â You shyly said as you tugged at the sleeves of your favorite jacket.
âAlright, good. Here Iâll carry your bag. Hyugo should be waiting at the entrance.â Sol said, taking your bag from you with a swift motion. You tried to protest but he was already walking ahead so you were more focused on catching up to him.
The walk to the arcade didnât take long, but you were shivering from the cold winter breeze. Sol noticed you shivering and he wrapped an arm around your shoulder, bringing you close to him. You looked up at him before looking away shyly. Once inside the arcade, the three of you played games for some time. You pointed at a claw machine, wanting to win the cute cat plushie, you tapped at the glass before looking back up at Sol with big pleading eyes. âAw, it's so cute. Do we have enough coins to win it?â You asked excitedly. Sol patted his pockets and sighed, shaking his head. âNo, but I can go get some more if youâd like?â He asked, he just wanted to see you happy.
Hyugo nodded, âYeah letâs play some more games! Oh, letâs get some food too. Iâm starving!â He exclaimed, nudging Solâs side. Sol looked at you, waiting for your answer. âThat sounds good to me. While you two do that, Iâm going to head to the bathroom. Iâll meet you back here.â You said. The pair nodded and with that you went your separate ways.
You found the restroom. It was located in the back of the arcade and once done, you hummed quietly as you made your way back to the claw machine with the plushie you wanted. But you unbeknownst drew unwanted attention to yourself; you hadnât even stepped a few feet back out of the bathroom when you were immediately cornered by a much taller and bigger man than yourself. He backed you in between two large pinball machines, leaving you trapped. âHey sexy. You got a boyfriend?â He slurred, it was obvious he was drunk. He had both of his arms on either side of your head so you could barely move. âNot interested.â You spat as you tried pushing him away, but to no avail. That seemed to only anger him more as he lowered his face to be at eye level with you. âCome on, donât be like that. Iâll treat you nicely.â He said, though this time his voice was much darker. The stench of alcohol lingered with every breath he took. You turned your face to the side, but that seemed to only anger him and this time he grabbed your jaw roughly in his hands, forcing you to look at him.
âDonât turn away, sweetheart. Just come on let me shââ he began, but suddenly his hand was ripped away from your face and you closed your eyes, fully expecting to get hit. You heard shouting and skin hitting skin, you still kept your eyes shut, flinching with every sound. The noise of the arcade was too loud and you slid down the wall, covering your face with your hands as you buried your face against your knees.
âDonât you fucking touch her! Iâll kill you!â You heard a familiar voice shout, it was then you uncovered your face and your eyes widened in shock as you saw Sol fighting with the man, both with bloody noses. Hyugo pulled Sol away while a random person held back the other man. The two men were still shouting curses at one another, though you were so overwhelmed you could barely understand what they were saying. You noticed Hyugo was having trouble holding back Sol, so you quickly scrambled to your feet and stepped in front of the dark haired man, pressing your hands against his chest. âSol! *Enough!*â you pleaded, tears forming in your eyes. The drunk man had lost his balance at some point and fell to the floor, but he was still threatening you and Sol. The man called you every name in the book, and he was mocking you - but you didnât care. You just wanted to get out of here. There was a terrifying look in Solâs scarlet eyes and it turned your blood cold. âSol *please,* letâs just go.â You pleaded with him once again.
As soon as Sol heard your voice waver, he stopped and his eyes widened in a mixture of horror and guilt as he realized that you were crying. He cupped your face in his hands, shaking his head, âNo, no, no. Please donât cry. Iâm done. We can go.â He said in a panic, âHe didnât hurt you, right? He didnât touch you?â He asked. You shook your head, âNo. Iâm okay.â You reassured him, just wanting to leave. Your lip quivered as you looked up at him and you simply nodded, taking his hand in yours as you dragged him out of the arcade. Though when Sol was certain you werenât looking, he turned back to the man and spat at him before he followed you out.
Once outside you wiped your tears away with your jacket sleeve, smearing your makeup a bit in the process, but you didnât care. You didnât dare let go of Solâs hand, afraid that if you did he would turn back and actually kill the man. Hyugo sighed, rubbing his temples, âWe should leave before the cops get called.â He mumbled. Sol clicked his tongue in annoyance, âWe didnât do anything wrong. That low life touched ______. I just defended her.â He spat back. You tugged Solâs hand, âI want to go home.â You sniffled. âIâll walk her home. You go ahead, Hyugo.â He said. The blue haired man raised a brow, by the way he looked at his friend you sensed that maybe he didnât want to leave him alone. âYouâll call right? As soon as you dropped ______ off at home?â He asked, his brows furrowing.
Sol had already wrapped his arm around your waist, your and his backpack slung over his shoulders. âYeah, I will. See you later.â He said pulling you along to walk off in the other direction. Hyugo just nodded watching as you two walked off.
Sol didnât let go of your waist for the whole walk home, he held you protectively, glaring at anyone who looked in your general direction. Once you arrived back at your apartment you fished around in your jacket pocket for your keys, eventually finding them and unlocking the door. âDo..do you want to come in?â You asked Sol shyly. You were really inviting him inside! He felt his heart skip a beat and he swallowed nervously, âSure.â He smiled and stepped inside after you, setting down the bags onto a stool by the door.
You untied your sneakers and left them at the door before you looked up at the tall man. âDo you want tea? Coffee?â You asked him.
âWhat do you want? I can start the water.â He asked you back.
âTea sounds good. Something relaxing.â You replied, motioning him to follow you into the kitchen. You poured water into the electric kettle on the countertop as you reached into the cabinets to grab two cups. âMake yourself comfortable. Iâm going to change real quick.â You smiled before walking off towards your bedroom to change. Sol already knew where everything was located, so he grabbed two tea bags, setting them into the ceramic mugs as he waited for the water to boil. Then a thought ran through his mind as his hand absentmindedly rested on his front pocket. You didnât get to eat the dinner he made you for tonight which meant you wouldnât sleep well.
So before the water was done boiling he pulled out a small bag in his pocket, and broke apart the sleeping pill, letting it dissolve in the hot water. He just wanted to make sure that youâd be able to sleep tonight was all.
When you walked back out of your room, your tea was already made and Sol was sipping on his as he leaned against the wall. He looked at your outfit, did you wear something like that on purpose to tease him? You wore tight shorts, a tank top, your favorite jacket unzipped, and the cutest bunny shaped slippers. âThank you so much, Sol.â You smiled at him as you held the mug in your hands and slowly sipped on it. He nodded, âOf course. Anything for you.â He said returning your smile. You chatted with him for a while it was obvious that you were just stalling, you didnât want him to leave. You were still shaken up from earlier, from both how Sol reacted and to what may have happened if he wasnât there to save you from that man.
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You sat on the couch, legs crossed as some random show played quietly in the background. Sol sat across from you, you both had long finished your tea. He could tell you were getting a bit more sluggish, âIâm sleepy, Sol.â You yawned. âYou should go..itâs getting late. Hyugo is probably worried about you.â You mumbled, rubbing your eyes with your sleeve. Sol frowned, âItâs okay. I donât mind. I want to make sure that youâre okay.â He replied back, he didnât want to leave you alone.
âIâm okay. I just donât want to be alone..â you sniffled. âI think someone has been breaking into my house.â You then said, flicking your gaze up to look at him with a worried expression. Sol froze, his breath hitched in his throat. âW..what? Why do you think that?â He asked, trying to remain calm. Folding your hands together in your lap, your eyes darted around before landing back on him, âSometimes things are out of place.â Is all you said, âSo please donât leave me alone.â You then pleaded, suddenly leaning over towards him on all fours.
Solâs eyes flickered to your face and to the gap between your shirt, he could see you werenât wearing a bra and he shifted awkwardly in his spot on the couch as he tried to remaining eye contact with you. Placing a hand over his crotch, he let out a cough, a dark red blush making its way to his pale features. âOkay. I wonât. Iâll stay as long as you want me to.â He responded, a look of desperation in his eyes. You smiled, feeling butterflies in your stomach when he said those words. Then your mind wandered back to the dream you had last night, you sat back legs now folded underneath you.
âCan you come lay down with me in bed?â You asked him, looking away shyly. âI donât think Iâll be able to stay up much longer. Plus itâs more comfortable than staying out here.â You added. Sol found it hard to even speak now, he nodded and bit his lip. You stood up and began to walk towards your bedroom, turning off the lights along the way. Before you rounded the corner you noticed that he was still sitting on the couch, âAre you coming? You donât haveââ you began only to be cut off by him springing up, âI am.â He mumbled shyly as he followed you into your familiar bedroom.
Your bedsheets were messily strewn about on your bed, like always. Clothes tossed haphazardly throughout the room, he watched as you shrugged off your jacket, tossing it on the vanity chair and you kicked off your slippers. You crawled into bed, pulling the sheets over your cold body. âWhat do you usually wear to sleep, Sol?â You asked him curiously, waiting for him to come lay down as yet another yawn left you.
âMy..boxers.â Sol replied shyly, rubbing the back of his neck as he avoided your cute gaze. âYou can sleep like that here. I donât mind.â You mumbled motioning with your hand for him to come lay down. âA-are you sure?â He stammered, already unbuckling his belt, his hands shaking a bit in anticipation. âMhm.â You hummed reassuringly, squeezing your legs together tightly. Sol wasted no time in taking off his clothes, it was a shame the room was so dimly lit so you couldnât see him. He sat at the edge of the bed, still unsure of what he needed to do.
You tugged at his wrist, âLay down with me. Under the blankets.â You encouraged him in a sleepy voice. He let you pull him down onto the bed, his heart was racing so fast he found it hard to breathe. As you both now laid under the covers he could feel your body heat, you were so close to him. Your bed wasnât big by any means, so your bodies were practically touching. âI really like you, Sol.â You suddenly said, you werenât sure why you blurted that out, maybe it was your drowsy drugged state that made you say something you didnât mean to.
Solâs eyes widened in shock as he turned his head to face you. He could make out your soft features from the dim city streetlights that peaked through the curtains. Your hand now was on his chest, you could feel how fast his heart was beating. âYou take care of me. Youâre so kind. Iâve never had anybody care for me like you do.â You mumbled, leaning over until your noses touched.
Sol raised a shaking hand to cup your face, his thumb caressing your cheek. âIâll always take care of you, ______. Iâll be here. No matter what.â He whispered back. His words were so kind and gentle, yet there was darkness in which he spoke. You blushed and looked away, your eyes closing shut as you finally closed the distance between your lips. You were a bit unsure on how to kiss him, not wanting to mess with his lip rings too much, but as soon as your lips met something clicked inside the raven haired man.
He returned your kiss desperately, not wanting to stop. Were you really doing this? Was this seriously happening?! He thought. It was a shame you were half asleep, but it still didnât stop you from your next move. You rolled onto of him, your legs straddling his waist as you cupped his face in your hands, kissing him with inexperience. It wasnât like Sol minded though, he was also just as inexperienced. His hands were on your waist, fingernails digging into your soft skin as he let out a needy whimper when he felt you grinding against his dick.
âDo you like me, Sol?â You asked him, breaking away from the kiss for a few moments as you continued to grind against him. When he took too long to answer you paused and lifted yourself up about to get up. Feeling utterly rejected by him, humiliated. But his hands slammed you back down on top of him. A crazed look on his face, âY-yes I do. I like you. Youâre my soulmate, ______.â He desperately spoke, his eyes flickering trying to read your expression. All you heard was âyesâ, as you began to fade in and out of consciousness, despite desperately trying to stay awake.
âG..good.â You mumbled against his lips, beginning to grind against him again as you cupped his face. Sol returned your kisses as he let out whiny moans of your name, begging you for more. He wanted to feel your pussy, god knows how long he had waited to fuck you. His hands let go of your hips and now tugged at the waistband of his boxers. He managed to slip them off and when he felt how wet your panties were a pathetic whimper left his lips. He pushed your panties aside and now he could really feel how wet your pussy was. His dick pushed between your folds, you shivered as you felt his tip slide over your clit. âS-sol.â You whimpered his name.
Oh god, just you saying his name so lewdly was almost enough to push him over the edge. âA-ah.â He cried out as he felt your pace quicken. He loved the way you were using him, like he was nothing more than a toy for you to hump to reach your orgasm. The head of his dick was so sensitive and he felt your clit rubbing against it. âI..Iâm gonna cum.â He warned you. Solâs fingers digging into the plush skin of your thighs as he bucked his hips upward. âI-I wanna fuck youâŚplease. Feel your pussyâŚplease.â He begged, biting your lip. But you ignored him continuing to grind against his hard dick as your moans became a bit louder, your thighs shaking. You could feel yourself about to cum, but Sol suddenly let out a yell. âA-ah ahh ______.â He cried as his hot cum shot out. He threw his head back, eyes squeezing shut as tears pooled in the corner of them, his back arched, and fingernails scratching your thighs enough to leave a mark and draw some blood. His body shook under yours.
You felt the warm sensation rising from your core, your clit becoming more sensitive by the seconds. Solâs thick cum now providing more lubrication. His whimpering of your name and pleading was enough to push you over the edge and moments later you joined him in his orgasm. You cried out his name as you buried your face in the crook of his neck, holding onto him tightly as you rode out your orgasm. Honestly you werenât sure if you were or not, your mind was so hazy. Then you suddenly came to a stop, your body shaking a bit as your eyes closed shut.
Sol caught his breath, his hands rubbed up and down your back and he realized you had fallen asleep. The medicine had taken its full effect. He wrapped his arms tightly around you pressing a kiss on top of your head a content smile on his lips. âYouâre mine. MineâŚyouâll never have to be alone again.â He mumbled against your hair. His scarlet eyes gazing at the ceiling as you were fast asleep against his chest. At some point he fell asleep still holding onto you, with his dick between your thighs.
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You had awoken the next morning a bit groggy, you realized you were in bed with someone and you stared down in horror as you realized that you had slept with Sol. You only remembered bits and pieces of the nights before, and your sticky panties confirmed that you two had been intimate in some way. You wiggled out of his strong arms as quietly as you could and rushed to the bathroom, grabbing your phone careful to not wake him up.
After you cleaned yourself up and changed, you sat on the ledge of the bathtub typing away rapidly on your phone.
Crowe I NEED YOU NOW!!!!
Whatâs up? You okay?
NOOO. I think I just messed up. I think I ruined a friendship.
Woah calm down, ______. Is this about him?
YES. Can we meet up at the cafe? Please. Right now.
Yes. Iâll be there in a few.
Thanks.
With that you clicked your phone shut and quickly got dressed into your clothes from yesterday, not wanting to disturb Solâs sleep. You peeked into your room and still saw him resting. You left the house getting your wallet and keys and tossing them into your jacket.
Sol woke up not long after you had left the house and when he didnât feel your presence he immediately shot up in bed, panic beginning to set in. Where were you?! He grabbed his phone getting ready to dial your number when he saw a text appear on the screen.
Iâll be back soon. :3
He calmed down a bit, laying the phone in his lap as he ran a hand through his messy hair. Why didnât you tell him you had somewhere to go? Why would you leave alone in the morning after everything that had happened last night? It was then he felt a bit angry, wondering why you were sneaking around. Snatching his phone back up he called you but you kept ignoring his calls, finally though you answered.
âHello.â Your voice came through on the other end, there was also another voice on the other end too. It was one he recognized. It was Crowe. He felt himself grow even more angry as jealousy filled him. Why the hell are you with him?!
âWho are you with?â Sol asked, his voice as sickly sweet.
âShhhh be quiet. Yeah, hi Sol, Iâm with a friend. Donât worry, Iâll be back home soon.â He heard you shushing Crowe. His grip tightened on the phone, if he squeezed any harder he may have shattered the screen. âWhen will you be back? Where are you?â He asked, this time his tone wasnât as sweet.
âSolâŚplease donât worry about it. I promise Iâll be back home soon. I gotta go.â You reassured him before hanging up.
Sol was furious, he slammed the phone face down onto the night stand, the glass screen shattering. Why is he interfering? Why does she keep hanging out with him? Doesnât he know ______âs mine?! So many jealous thoughts flowed through his head as he quickly got dressed. He freshened himself up before he left your apartment, storming on the busy streets. What you hadnât known was that Sol had installed a tracker on your phone many nights ago. He was really trying to give you the chance to tell him where you were without having to resort to using the tracker, but you wouldnât tell him. He had no other choice but to use it, and make sure you were okay. He had to make sure that filthy Crowe wasnât touching you. And he needed to show the brunet who you belonged to.
It was a rainy day and he didnât care if he got wet, he was determined to find out where you were. The tracker led him to a busy coffee shop where he saw you and Crowe sitting near the window. His scarlet eyes met bright blue ones, belonging to the last person he wanted to see. Solâs eyes narrowed, and all the brunet did was return a sly smirk before mouthing something to you. You whipped your head around just as Sol stormed into the coffee shop, immediately making his way to the table you two sat at. He tried to maintain his composure, his chest rising with every deep breath he took as he glared at the man sitting across from you.
âSol? H-How did you know I was here?â You asked him in shock. He ignored your question continuing to glare daggers at Crowe, who sipped on his coffee nonchalantly. âHey there. Care to join us?â He asked with a polite smile, motioning with his hand to the available seat.
âNo. ______, weâre going home. Now.â Sol demanded, now turning to look at you. He grabbed your wrist and you tried to jerk away, âOw, Sol!â You cried out, which caused him to immediately drop your hand. âAre you okay?â He asked, his angry expression now etched into worry. You frowned, rubbing your wrist, âY..yeah. I told you Iâd be gone later. Please stop this.â You pleaded, looking at him with big eyes.
âYou should be gentle with her, Sol.â Crowe scolded half heartedly. â______, you should go. Donât keep him waiting. We can talk soon, I have to get to work anyways.â He smiled warmly at you.
âBut Iââ you stammered, but the brunet cut you off with a wave. âSeriously, itâs fine. Just remember what we talked about, okay?â He winked, it was purposeful, he was trying to get under Solâs skin and it was working.
Sol grabbed your wrist a bit more gently this time as you stood up, âWeâre leaving. Bye.â He spat, glaring at the man as he dragged you out of the coffee shop. All the while Crowe watched with furrowed brows and a forced smile. He didnât like Sol, he didnât like him at all. But whatever made you happy, heâd tolerate.
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Sol was dragging you down the street as you squirmed under his tight grasp on your wrist. The whole time you demanded to know what had gotten into him! This wasnât the Sol you knew. Ever since the arcade, you noticed a sudden shift in his personality, it was instantaneous. As you two arrived back at your apartment, he shoved you inside with a forceful hand, slamming and locking the door shut. âWhat the hell is wrong with you, Sol?!â You screamed at him as you tossed your phone, keys, and wallet onto the kitchen counter.
Solâs eyes were narrowed still as he walked towards you, instinctively you stumbled backwards until you found yourself with your back pinned against the wall with nowhere to go. His tall frame towering above you. âWhatâs wrong with me? Youâre the one sneaking around with that bastard.â He hissed as he slammed his palms on either side of your head, pinning you between his arms. âIâve tolerated him long enough. Doesnât he know you belong to me?! Iâm the one thatâs caring for you and protecting you. While he does nothing.â He snapped angrily.
You cowered beneath him, beginning to grow a bit scared, âY-youâre scaring me, Sol.â You whimpered. He clicked his tongue in annoyance; he didnât like you pretending to be innocent in all of this. Perhaps you and that bastard needed reminding of who you belonged to. Sol crashed his lips against yours roughly, you felt his tongue trace the bottom of your lip. But when you were tightening your lips together to deny him, he bit your lip causing your lips to part open in surprise and with that his pierced tongue forced its way into your mouth. One hand on your jaw forcing your head to tilt up. You tasted like coffee and sugar, he didnât mind at all though. It suited you.
You cried against him. He was being so forceful it was terrifying. He pulled away panting heavily, a string of saliva connecting your and his lips. His hand was still firmly holding your chin. âI donât think you realize, dear. That youâre mine. No one else can have you. Ever. I wonât allow it.â He muttered. He noticed that your eyes were watery and a sympathetic smile made its way to his pierced lips. âAww..please donât cry, baby. I donât want to make you cry. I promise Iâll make you feel good. You just need to be reminded that youâre mine.â He said in a gentle voice as his thumb wiped away your tears.
âIâm scared.â You whimpered.
Sol leaned down to press a much more gentle kiss to your lips, âYou wonât be for long. Youâll be feeling so good in a minute.â He purred and with that he picked you up holding you so gently in his arms bridal style as he continued to kiss your lips. Once inside the bedroom he tossed you onto the bed and hovered over you beginning to tug at the waistband of your pants. âN-no Sol.â You whined but your arousal said otherwise. The truth was you were so turned on by him. You had wanted him in this way for so long.
Sol ignored your pleas and within a couple minutes he had you stripped of your clothes. You laid on your back on the bed as you looked at his nearly naked body, he stood only in his boxers. And now with the sun peeking through the blinds basking the room in a bright light you saw just how big Sol was. His body was well toned, just perfect. You saw the erection in his pants and you swallowed nervously at just how big he was. You werenât sure if he was even fully hard yet.
You didnât get to stare at him for too long though as he got to his knees, kneeling in front of your legs. âIâm going to make you feel so good dear. You wonât ever think of anyone else but me.â He said it almost came out as a warning. His slender hands pushed your legs apart and the look of pure lust was on his face. You tried to cover yourself up with your hands but he wouldnât let you. âSo pretty.â He whispered. God, he dreamt for so long to be buried between your thighs eating you out.
You jumped when you felt Solâs tongue licking your pussy, the muscle dragging slowly between the slit. You felt the cold metal piercing drag along sending a shiver up your spine. He let out a moan as he tasted you. God, you tasted better than he could have ever imagined. He pushed your legs further apart and spread open your pussy, you squirmed a bit at being so exposed. Your hands balled up the fabric of the bed sheet beneath you as you felt the ball of his piercing roll over your clit, causing you to let out a loud moan. You knew you messed up when you gave him that reaction, because he immediately began to suck at your sensitive clit, rolling his piercing over it every single time causing you to moan louder. His tongue moving from teasing your clit to probing your wet hole. He wanted to taste every bit of you, this was pure bliss for the raven haired man.
âSo good.â Sol praised. It was hard to focus as he sucked the sensitive bud, your head spinning as your legs quivered. He wouldnât let you close your legs, no matter how much you tried. His tongue worked so expertly, he knew exactly how to get you whimpering under him. âSol!â You yelped when you felt his tongue enter you, causing your hips to buck and your back to arch. It was such a strange feeling but god it felt so good. He was trying to fuck you with his tongue. Your hands tangled in his dark loose hair as you tilted his head back up to focus on your clit. âI-Iâm gonna..â you gasped, squeezing your eyes shut as the warm sensation began to build more and more. Your breathing became more frantic and with another roll of his pierced tongue against your clit, your legs closed, Solâs face still between your thighs as you held him there cumming all over his face. You were practically screaming his name as he continued to suck on your overstimulated clit. You begged him to stop, so he did and instead decided to clean you up.
Solâs tongue lapped up every last bit of your juices, you tasted so amazing. He was drunk off of your scentâtaste. Everything about you drove him crazy. He could spend the rest of his life buried between your thighs, licking your pussy and letting you cum all over his face. He was yours to use. âN-no more. Please.â You begged, your body falling limp.
Sol gave you one last taste, his tongue swiping up the full length of your pussy before he sat up. He licked his wet lips, âSee..Iâm the only one who can make you feel this good, dear.â He said matter of factly. He stood up pulling down his boxers revealing his hard dick. When you looked at him you nearly choked on your own spit. How the hell were you supposed to take him? He hadnât stretched you out with his fingers to prepare you. âI-I canât take you withoutââ you began. But Sol leaned forward kissing you, shutting you up. âItâs okay. Iâll be slow.â He mumbled against your lips.
His tall frame towered above you, it was so intimidating, the way he looked at you with half lidded eyes and a small smile on his face. His arms were on either side of you pinning you between him. You felt the tip of his dick poke at your entrance. Sol continued to gently kiss you as he pushed himself inside you, he let out quiet whimpers as slowly filled you up. His body shuddered at the sensation, your tight pussy was everything he had ever dreamed off. âFuckâŚoh god you feel so good, ______.â He moaned as he sat up now. Placing his hands on your inner thighs, he spread your legs apart as far as he could without hurting you. He wanted to see how well you took him.
Inch by inch Sol sank into you, it was agonizing how slow he went but by the look on his face he was savoring every moment. He was panting quietly trying to control himself, he did want to hear his soulmate after all. You squirmed under his strong grasp as he filled you up beyond belief. You werenât ready to take him, he was so big it hurt. âS-Sol.â You cried, tears pooling in the corner of your eyes as you felt the tip hit deep inside, causing you to flinch in pain.
âItâs okay. Youâre doing so well, dear.â He praised you. And without warning Sol snapped his hips back and slammed back into you, causing you to yelp. He couldnât resist himself as he began to roughly fuck you. His fingernails digging into the soft skin of your thighs and quiet moans left him. He stayed quiet because he wanted to hear your sweet sounds.
He watched the face you made as every single time he hit that sweet spot of your pussy. The way your lips parted as you moaned his name and the how your back arched as he fucked you. The way your breasts bounced up and down with each thrust. He noticed the creamy white ring forming on the base of his cock. You felt so perfect, it was as if..âWe were made for each other, ______.â He whispered. Sol let go your thighs, confident that youâd keep your legs spread out. He now cupped your breasts, fingertips lightly teasing your perked nipples as he watched you shudder under his touch.
Sol frowned, âSomethingâs missing.â He said in between pants as he continued to relentlessly fuck you. His pace was not slowing down at all, you were exhausted already, your pussy ached from how hard he was slamming into you. You werenât sure youâd even be able to walk in the morning. âW-what?â You asked confused by what he meant but he didnât answer you, instead leaned down to bite your neck. You cried out in surprise. He actually bit you. He nipped and sucked at the sensitive skin on your neck, not caring if he hurt you. After all, everyone needed to know you were his.
Your hands tangled in his hair as you squeezed your eyes shut, tears now running down your face. Your legs wrapped around his waist as he slipped one hand between your thighs. You body twitched when you felt the pad of thumb rub your clit, all the while he never stopped fucking and marking you. He let out a low laugh when he felt your body twitch underneath him.
Sol could tell you were close to coming, by how your breathing became more erratic, how you held him closer. âAre you going to cum for me, dear?â He asked. You didnât say anything, which annoyed the dark haired man. He sat up, ripping himself from your grasp and stopped rubbing circles against your sensitive clit. âYou need to answer me.â He growled and just to emphasize the point, he pulled nearly all the way out before he snapped his hips forward. You cried loudly, biting your lip and nodding eagerly, âY-yes. I wanna cum for you, Sol.â You whimpered, looking up at him with the cutest expression.
Sol smiled lovingly at you, satisfied with your answer, âYouâre so cute when you beg, dear.â He spoke gently and with that he returned to stimulating your clit. Your mind was hazy as you felt your orgasm building up, you were only focused on one thing and that was coming. Your hands reached up to dig their fingernails in the skin of his bicep. âYouâre so close. I can tell. Just cum for me. Please. I want to feel it so bad.â Sol begged in a whiny, desperate tone as he quickened his pace. And just like that you practically screamed his name, your body shaking as you came around his cock.
You orgasming and screaming his name was the most beautiful thing Sol had ever witnessed. He had dreamt of this moment for so long, it was better than he could ever imagine. He felt your pussy tighten around him and soon after he was coming too. Sol threw his head back as his dick twitched, coating your insides with thick cum. He was buried deep inside you, holding your thighs firmly so he could adequately fill you up. âYouâre so beautiful. So pretty, full of my cum.â He mumbled, gazing down at you now.
Sol gently pushed your legs apart as he pulled out of you and watched in awe as his cum leaked out of your tight pussy. It was a heavenly sight. He sighed in satisfaction, flopping down onto the bed as he wrapped his arms around your tired body, pulling you onto his chest. You buried your face into the crook of his neck as you clung into him tightly. âNo one will ever make you feel this good, dear. You were made for me. Weâre soulmates.â Sol said barely above a whisper as he gazed at the white ceiling. âYouâre mine. I wonât ever let anyone come between us. Ever. I love you so much, ______.â He said, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. His embrace tightening around you when he said that.
There was something threatening about the way Sol spoke. You were a bit scared, but you had no reason to be, right? He just loved you and you loved him. âI love you, Sol.â You sniffled. Sol just smiled at your words. He finally had you all to himself.
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đđËâ â MY LITTLE PRINCESS !
includes. dilf! logan x 23! shy? reader, very lightly implied daddy issues, sexual content! (car pussy eating lol)
Youâve seen Logan here before, countless times, always in that same corner, nursing his drink in solitude. His age should turn you off, it really should but somehow that just got you more intrested, you had been stern on doing something about said-intrest but your fear of talking and interacting with men, held you back.
Tonight, tonight you were going to do it. You were sure of it. With your heart pounding in your chest, you slide off the barstool, your legs feeling a little shaky as you make your way across the room. Each step feels like it takes you all your power, and by the time you reach his table, youâre sure he can hear your heart beating out of your chest.
You pause for a moment, hesitating, before you finally force yourself to speak, "is the seat taken?" your voice was quiet, shaky even, you silently cursed yourself â you had wanted yourself to sound confident, god damn it.
He turns around with a gaze that was so intense, you were sure he was about to fuck you off to go somewhere else, yet he quietly gestured to the seat next to him. You slide into the seat opposite him, your knees brushing logans under the table.
"You're a bit young to be in a place like this," he murmurs, his voice deep and gravelly, carrying the weight of all the years heâs lived. Thereâs a teasing edge to his tone, but also a hint of concern, like heâs trying to figure out what a girl like you is doing in a place like this, with a man like him.
You feel a blush creeping up your neck, but you force yourself to hold his gaze. "Maybe I like being around⌠older men." Well not the older men around you, him though, very much so. "I'm not that young." you add on, it was true - since when were people in their mid twenties considered, young?
A scoff slips past his lips at your response, though it did pique his intrest. His thumb circled around the glass of his whiskey, you were sure that was at least the fourth one he had, "Not that young, huh? Then how old are you, princess?"
You practically feel yourself grow hotter at the nickname, on it's own 'princess' sounds so endearing, so loving â but with his rough tone, it got this different edge to it. "23," you mumble, obediently at his question.
Logan repeats your age, let's it slip from his tongue losely, makes it hang around the dimly light bar and between you.
"I wonder what your parents would think, princess. If only they knew where their little girl was right now, and who she was with."
You'd actually think he was somewhat concearned if it wasn't for the almost mocking tone in his voice, not like he was making fun of you moreover like he just found this situation and how you were behaving amusing.
The blush intensifies at his comment, you hated how you reacted to him, how your body did too; you didn't want to come of as to shy or inexperienced. that was not the case, well somewhat. Your absent father, certaintly wouldn't care - your mother, maybe but who'd tell her? "I'm not a little girl," you're grown god damn it.
His smirk only grew as you got increasingly red. It was cute.
"Oh, really? You look like a little girl to me, princess. All shy and flustered just from sitting at the same table as me. Can't even look me in my eyes."
Logan leaned a little closer to you, his tone almost advising, "You look like you need someone to take care of you, princess. Someone older. More experienced. Do your little boytoys not take care of you right, hm?"
It takes all your will power to not run off into the sunset, burry yourself a hole and think about what he said for the rest of your life. You manage to answer quietly, "you sound like you want to be that 'someone'"
"smart girl," he snickered, satisfied with your reply.
"I'll admit, I've been watching you for a while. You come here all the time and drink all by yourself. All alone. Always sitting at the same spot, watching others."
You can feel yourself get wetter at just his words, he had been observing you? The you, who looked at him countless times, sure he was not looking back or cared at that either.
Sooner then your mother would be proud of, you were in his car. Well- you and him were in his backseat. The car smelled old, looked old too but you didn't have time to make details out as he kept your legs spread for him, rough big hands patting the skin every now and then, to quietly tell you how good you were.
His tongue was way to busy to talk, licking and sucking with a precision that was applaudible. You couldnât believe this was happening. Just hours ago, you were too shy to even speak to him, and now here you were, half-naked in the backseat of his car, your body squirming around.
He wasnât gentle â Logan was thorough, relentless, like he had something to prove. And maybe he did, maybe he wanted to show you exactly what youâd been missing, what it was like to be with a man who knew exactly what he was doing. His stubble scratched against your sensitive skin, adding to the rawness of the experience, making it feel more real.
He was so broad, taking up most of the space in that damn backseat and he was hungry. starved, or at least he ate you out like he was.
Logan would make sure that, for the next few days, youâd feel him in every corner of your body. You would ache, throb in all the right places â all because of him.
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hate fuckin w aot plzđđż like uh what position would they fuck you in when they mad?
Fuck me like you mad at me baby.
(Eren Y. Connie S. Armin A.)
A/N: BEAT THAT COOCHIE UP LIKE YOU MAD AT A BITCH! Sorry it took so long to get your request. But letâs just all agree Eren, Connie, Armin are the big three. Iâm not arguing with anyone. Itâs true. NOT PROOF READ! 17+
Synopsis: Aot men fucking you after an argument!
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âââââON DA WALL.
Connie isnât going to show you heâs mad, but baby you gonna feel it.
And oh boy you done did it today. After he seen you flirt with a guyâŚjeez. You really got him walking around in circles trying to not scream at the top of his lungs.
You not going to know heâs mad for a while, after an argument and you THINK everything cooled down it hasnât. Heâs still pissed.
Props to him for controlling his anger (Eren could never.) But when you start sweet talking him again thatâs when it comes out.
When you get to rubbing on his chest and start saying âIâm so sorry baby, lemme make it up to you. Please.â with that little whine in your voiceâŚoh best believe he gonna make you sorry for real.
He gives you a small grin and says âOh for real? You wanna make it up to me?â You should have never even offered because now look at you. Against the kitchen wall crying out how sorry you are.
âYou sorry ma? How sorry?â The harshness of his voice craving down on you. You couldnât even spit out a comprehendible sentence just âYes mmm so sorry!â
He was satisfied with your sorry, after the second round. I mean after all you did offerâŚďżź
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âââââFROM DA FRONT.
Now, Eren heâs rough rough when heâs mad. Like oh lord..pray he donât get his hands on you.
Please run while you can, because after he got you alone you canât run.
This was especially the case after he found out you followed a guy from your work place, the same guy who continuously flirted with you.
Donât ask him how he knows, he just does.
âI ainât dumb mama. So go ahead and do as I asked.â The request was so simple, just unfollow him. But the principle pissed you off, you never told him who to follow and who too not. So you refused. Wrong answerâŚ
Because that refusal sent him through the roof. He just laughed while shaking his head. He tossed you on the bed with no regards.
You never been fucked so hard in your lifeâŚThe headboard slammed against the wall with each thrust he gave you it was ridiculous. âLook at me while I fuck you.â Eren spat out.
Your poor neighbors, the surely heard the madness that was occurring in your bedroom. But Eren did not give a single fuck.
He had your hair twisted in his fingers while he watched you block ole boy on everything single app you had. âNuh uh. you ainât done yet. Block him on spotify.â You were going to learn not to go seeking attention from anyone that wasnât him.
âNobodyâs better than me mama. You should know better than that.â
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âââââ BENT OVA.
You would never expect Armin to act the way he acts when heâs MAD.
Of course he got upset with you before but never something that made you change your view on him.
He always tried to be understanding, always listening to what you had to say and what was wrong. But, today was a little different.
He got so mad that you commented on how his friend looked good. He took it as you wanted his friend, but that wasnât your intention at all.
âAh, I see. Well just how good did he look y/n?! Why donât you just tell him how much you want him to fuck you!â His insecurities were really starting to show. But damn, he just look so fucking hot with his button up shirt slightly undone, and his hair sticking to face. His eyes widened, it was a sexy sight. Armin could tell how turned on you were getting from him slightly raising his voice.
âFuckây/n. Stop looking at me like that.â The threw his keys on the table while shaking his head. Armin couldnât look at you while your hand traveled up his shirt rubbing his abdomen. You were making it so difficult for him to be mad at you right now. Especially since you started begging for him to calm down and let you make him feel better.
The small tugs at his shirt just really got him going. He immediately bent you over on the couch, throwing your clothes everywhere. âCanât even look at you. So fucking filthy.â
You tried to move away from him pounding your insides, hoping to get a break but no. âWhat the fuck did I tell you about that shit? Just fuckin take it.â Sluts didnât deserve a break. They didnât get that courtesy.
Eventually his hatred turned into love and he started spilling out how much he loved you while he was close to cumming. âI love you so much.â & âYou mean the world to me.â & âWanna make you a mommy.â
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Ah! tysm for 400!
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đĄđ¨đŚđ đŤđŽđ§ - baseball player bfb!kim seungmin x fem reader
wc: 14.2k
cw: enemies to lovers, very mean dom seungmin, mc makes out w chan in a friend way, mc is dramatic and a brat, seungmin is done w her shit but is very possessive, SMUT MDNI
synopsis: you love your best friend, you hate her baseball playing brother. heâs not been home for a few years during your summers back home, so you canât wait for another amazing summer - until he returns home.
a/n: thank u all for being so excited abt this <3 sorry for the length. smut warnings under the cut!
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sw: very mean dom seungmin (again), face slapping, borderline exhibitionism, unprotected sex, creampies, multiple orgasms, heavy dirty talk, reader is a brat, breeding kink, reader is a painslut, begging
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When you were a mere three years old, you met your platonic soulmate in the form of Kim Sieun. She had the exact same humour as you, loved climbing on the monkey bars and she had a dog. It was your three best friend criterias fulfilled. When she first invited you to her house for a playdate, you were thrilled, and youâve been inseparable ever since.
Youâve been through everything together. Your first break-ups, your first hangovers, first parties, you name it - youâve both been present for each otherâs momentous events. You were pretty sure youâd both started your periods on the exact same day. She really was the other part of you, the second silver heart piece to your cheap friendship chain youâve worn for years around your neck.Â
The biggest heartbreak was when you moved away to attend university, and Sieun stayed to begin a full-time job immediately after graduation. Youâd been separated after being by each other's side for so long, when everything had been so perfect for you two up until then, only miniscule, small-term problems.Â
Well, perfect apart from one thing.Â
Her brother. Kim Seungmin was the bane of your existence. Ever since he met you, two years older than both you and Sieun, he found it funny to ruffle your hair and make fun of how shy and timid you were. Itâs something youâd brush off now, being the person you grew into - confident, loud, straight up stubborn as some might say. When you were younger, though, this cut deep. Youâd had your first ever crush on him, and confided in Sieun about the matter, to which sheâd giggled and fake-gagged as if she wouldnât be overjoyed to have you in the family. Youâd had your first ever crush on him, and heâd made fun of you for years after as if he knew. You cannot stand him now. Even being in the same room as the guy boiled your blood.Â
It was one of the reasons why you got rid of that personality. That wasnât you. You were shy and timid because you were only a kid, God damn it! Youâd love to say it hadnât affected you, but it had, and you and Seungmin had bickered ever since you gained enough confidence to fight back. It was actually something Sieun found very amusing, insisting that the two of you were fated soulmates.Â
Still, as you stood in the airport waiting for Sieunâs arrival to pick you up, you felt blessed. Coming home for the summer was always exciting. You got to see old friends, who would almost always have parties, and another exciting part was that youâd be staying with Sieun for a solid three weeks of it. It was going to be the best summer ever. Your parents had decided to go away on holiday two days before your arrival back home, and you couldnât have felt more satisfied with the development.
Oh, and - Kim Seungmin would not be there. No, while you were a student busting your ass to make ends meet, Seungmin had obtained a full baseball scholarship to university and went straight into pro baseball once heâd finished. Of course he did. You tried not to let it bother you anymore, that he was so fucking successful while being so smarmy. It wound you up beyond belief, so you just avoided thinking about the guy altogether.Â
Clutching onto your suitcase handle, you almost vibrated with excitement when Sieunâs half-dead car pulled up. Honestly, sheâd had the same car since you were seventeen, and it hadnât been fully working then. It was even worse after a few years. She kept saying sheâd get her dad to look at it, but she was always out and about doing god knows what in said half broken car. It was a death trap.
Immediately, you saw the car door swing open - and almost fall off completely - when her engine completely stopped. Sieun bustled out of the car to the loading area of the airport, her puppy eyes wide and her legs shaking. She was going to scream, or jump, or die. Maybe all three. You werenât doing much better - your eyes brimmed with tears when you embraced Sieun in a death grip of a hug.Â
âI- missed- you- God, canât breathe-â Sieun grunted, trying to push you off. You pulled away, still with teary eyes as you gazed up at her. She was taller than you, almost matching her brotherâs height. The whole family was relatively tall. As soon as you both looked at eachother, Sieun was gripping you in a firm hug again, and it was your turn to get suffocated.Â
Once youâd eventually stopped hugging each other and crying - it had been approximately five months since you saw each other last - Sieun loaded your suitcase into the car and all but pushed you into the passenger seat. You groaned as you kicked through multiple McDonaldâs cups to try and get your feet flat on the floor. Sieun simply giggled, settling into the driverâs seat.Â
She plugged in her seatbelt, starting to drive back to her family home. âSo, howâs college been? Any cute guys?â
âSieun, I called you every week, you know whatâs happened,â you laughed, playing around with the settings on her car to try and get the radio on. Did it even have a radio?
âThe radioâs broken.â Of course it is. Well, it couldnât get any worse - youâd already failed the Bechdel test.Â
You leaned back against the seat, fingers playing with the friendship necklace chain. You hummed, trying to think of something Sieun may not know. âWell, there was this one guy. Super my type. Stoic, a little bit bitchy, you know? Dark hair, and all that. But when we ended up sleeping together, there was no chemistry.â
Sieun groaned in sympathy. âYou know, I hate that! You really like a guy, and then he doesnât even know where the clit is. It really pisses me off. Howâs classes though?â
Sieun normally didnât ask this many questions straight off the bat, especially not ones she knew the answers to. She was distracting you, sweetening you up by acting like she was just so interested in you. Something was fishy, and it wasnât the strange smell of her car. When you turned to look at her, her plump lips were pouted as usual, covered in lip gloss - but there was an unmistakable twitch to them. Her eyes were narrowed, staring at the road ahead of her. She was hiding something.
You blinked. She started humming along to a song on the radio. There was no song on. Said radio was broken. âSieun. What gives?â
Sieun sighed, slamming her hands down on the steering wheel. âOkay! I didnât know how to tell you. I know this was meant to be our super amazing summer, face masks and beaches and just general slaying, so I didnât want to ruin it.â
You realised you were arriving onto her street, the big house always taking you by surprise. You wanted to focus on Sieunâs words, but you were instead distracted by the driveway. Sieunâs parents shared a car, and Sieun had her own car.Â
There were two cars in the driveway. Sieunâs parentsâ car, a silver tank of a thing that looked like it could get through a boulder. Then, a sleeker car, perhaps closer to a sports car - much cleaner, much more expensive⌠with a personalised licence plate. No. No.
âMy brotherâs home.â
You wanted to die. Gone were your slay summer plans - now youâd be perpetually arguing with your best friendâs annoying older brother. He did absolutely everything deliberately to piss you off. Taking way too long in the bathroom brushing his teeth while you needed to pee, disconnecting the games controller when you were finally about to finish a boss fight⌠just petty activities like that.Â
Why now? Why had he chosen this summer to come home, when heâd been away for every other summer playing baseball or whatever he does? No. He didnât deserve to be back right now. You shook your head at Sieun. âIâm not going to let him ruin our awesome summer.âÂ
Sieun spluttered out a laugh. âOkay, Seungminâs not the devil. You two bicker like an old married couple, yâknow. Maybe thereâs-â
âShut. It.â
You didnât have the time or the patience to hear yet another ten minute long spiel about how Sieun and her parents strongly believed that you and Seungmin were fated soulmates. The little patience you had completely disappeared when a figure bounded up to the car window. You turned to stare through the glass.Â
Kim Seungmin. Stood there, beaming at you with that dumb smile that he always had when he was ready to wind you the fuck up. You had thanked every single god that your window was still rolled up, maybe you could just hide until he got bored and left - until Sieun rolled the window down with an evil chuckle.Â
Then, you looked at him - like, really looked at him. The chubby cheeks heâd once possessed had disappeared with age, now sporting some nice looking cheekbones and a sharp jawline. The braces were gone, pearly white teeth showing with his smile, and his hair. God, his hair. Heâd dyed the front of his hair blonde, and it was just slightly parted in the middle to show his forehead. He cocked his head at you, eyes glinting with menacing delight at your appearance. Oh no.
âWelcome back, brat.â
The bane of your existence had gotten fucking hot.
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It had just gotten worse. Once heâd pretended to have an ounce of chivalry by helping you take your suitcase inside, Seungmin had immediately reverted to the person he was the last time you saw him. Which was a while ago, by that point, since heâd always been too busy playing baseball games to make an appearance in your life for the past few years. You hadnât really seen him since you went to university. It honestly made you feel relieved, but now youâd seen him - well, he was definitely better looking than he had been. That fact was only reinforced to you as you walked through their long hallway, taking in all the family pictures that had been up for so many years. You were even in a few of them, chubby cheeks and acne galore as you stood with your arm around Sieun.Â
Youâd stared at him all the way through dinner, in all honesty. After your second, adopted parents had greeted you and Sieunâs mother had cried upon seeing how much youâd grown - you hadnât grown since you were thirteen, being on the shorter side of things - youâd all sat down to eat the hearty meal that she'd prepared. Seungmin sat in front of you in his assigned place, something you previously wouldâve hated, but you could at least analyse him.
Yeah, something had changed. He was aesthetically pleasing, but you hadnât forgotten his fucking behaviour. He was a menace. You shoved another forkful of the homemade lasagne in your mouth, furrowing your eyebrows at the boy sitting in front of you.Â
His eyes flickered to look at you, but you didnât even think about looking away. His eyes were so dark. Stoic, almost, and he was like⌠okay, yeah, he looked like your ex-fling from college. Thatâs weird. It didnât even stop you maybe bordering on finding Seungmin attractive, as much as it put you off of your lasagne to even think of the concept.
âCan you stop fucking staring at me?â Seungmin hissed, his fork clattering down to the plate with an eye watering noise. You huffed, reaching forward to stab him with your knife before Sieun yanked your hand back.Â
âWho said I was staring at you? Iâm eating my fucking food, you heathen, and everytime I look up your ugly face is right in front of me-â
âOh, I missed this!â Sieunâs mother smiled, her eyes fond. âLet me just get a camera, and I can take a picture of you three.â
Later on, in Sieunâs room, you both sat with your legs laid up against the headboard and sheet masks on your face. The anger was still burning in your stomach, but you were trying not to let everything revolve around him, like it always did.Â
âSo, weâre going to watch Seungminâs baseball game tomorrow. Mum and dad are super excited about it,â Sieun said, painting your nails where your hand laid on her stomach. You groaned, feet kicking against the wall with small thuds. Sieunâs hand paused with the tiny paint brush, turning to look at you through narrowed eyes. âYou donât think he⌠looks different? Everyoneâs been saying that since he came home.â
âLooks different?â You snickered. âStill looks pretty fucking weird to me. Seriously, how are the two of you even related? Youâre pretty, nice, funny, and heâs so fucking- ugh! I canât even explain it, and he-â
Sieun snorted. âYou think heâs hot.â
You gasped, pulling your hand away. The nail polish smeared all over your finger, which was decidedly the one you used to point menacingly towards your lifelong best friend. âI do not! Heâs gotten taller, yeah. The hairâs⌠different, but thatâs the only thing thatâs changed. Heâs still fucking annoying, even after getting his braces off, and-â
âAnd youâve noticed all these things about him,â Sieun sighed, leaning up and readjusting her whole body to sit cross legged, facing you. She put the paintbrush back in the nail polish bottle. The sheet mask made her look a lot less friendly than she was trying to be. The Sheet Mask Murderer could be a good horror film, you pondered, as she stared at you. âBestie, Iâm not going to be upset if you have a crush on my brother, you know? I know heâs grown up in the past year, and so have you. Things could be different now, and⌠you could be part of the family, officially, I guess.â
You screwed up your face, shock painting your expression. The sheet mask got caught in the lines of your forehead. âYouâre deranged, Sieun. You know that, right? Like, youâve actually lost the plot this time.â
Sieun sighed, fingers reaching to peel the sheet mask off of her face. âI have always been deranged.â
âWell, yeah, there is that.â
She flopped back down next to you, dark hair splaying around her head like a halo. âWe will still have the best summer. I promise you.â
âOkay, my conditions are that we have to go to a lot of cool parties, get amazingly drunk and maybe fuck one or two people. Deal?â
âUm, duh? Deal.â
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Youâd dreaded the baseball game all day. For starters, you were going to see baseball, something you had absolutely no clue about. Secondly, it was your literal enemyâs baseball game. It was also one of his pro games, and was taking place at a massive stadium where just about everyone seemed to know who Seungmin was and who his family was. Youâd already had to witness Sieun posing with a peace sign for multiple selfies with fans once youâd all found your seats, and Sieunâs mother had already put an arm around you to show you exactly where Seungmin would be once the game started.
âHeâll be over there,â She pointed to a part of the field. You didnât really care. You had no clue what baseball was or any of its rules - just that there were bats and they hit balls and ran. You decided that was all you needed to know. You werenât going to do any research for it, not if it was him playing.Â
You and Sieun had dressed up, too, because Sieun had thankfully found a beach party for you all to go to later. âAllâ sadly included Seungmin and his gaggle of just as annoying friends. The only one you really got on with was Chan, who was mature and seemed to be ageing ten times quicker due to the stress the rest of the group caused him. You both kissed when you were drunk and had agreed you were just friends who liked to kiss, which was optimal for you, really. You had decided that you would dress up nicely in a borderline slutty white dress and sandals for the party, and you had makeup on. It was most definitely for the party, and not for any other reason.
When the game started, you thought you were going to have a heart attack and die. While Sieun and her family were cheering out Seungminâs name, all you saw was that ass in tight, pinstripe trousers. He was grinning, waving over to your section - definitely not at you, he hated you and you were literally looking at him with the most shocked expression in that moment. He looked good. You decided it was okay to admit that mentally, because no one was ever going to hear you say it. His ass looked peachy and you wanted to bite into it like it was one, and maybe see what the front of his body looked like - all of it.
It all looked good, at least when he was wearing clothes. Broad shoulders pulled that jersey tight around them, and his hat was pulled low to almost obscure his dark eyes. When he rolled his neck, clicking it out with one broad hand before grabbing the ball, you knew your panties were wet. Soaking, actually, because he looked so broad and so tall and so fucking powerful on that pitch. Youâd always had a thing for men who looked like they could fuck you like you were beneath them. The fleeting thought that Seungmin would definitely do just that caused your cheeks to blaze.
Obviously, his team won. Obviously he did, because then you had to stand there afterwards when his whole family hugged him and you just stood there kicking pebbles before wincing that it hurt your bare toes. Fuck sandals. Fuck Seungmin.Â
Once heâd hugged Sieun, he turned to you, cheeks slightly pink from the exertion of the sport. You briefly thought about how baseball wasnât even that tiring. One stripe of black paint on his cheek caught your eye when you looked at him. When Sieun elbowed your side, you looked up, arms folded across your chest. Seungmin blinked at you, hands in his pockets with a cocky smirk. You knew what he was waiting for.Â
Mumbling, you spoke - âCongrats.â
âSay it properly, brat.â
âFuck you, I donât say what you want me to say!â You kicked a pebble at him successfully, smiling in accomplishment when it bounced off of his knee. He simply scowled, repeating what you said in a meh bleh, bleh bleh type of way. When you let your arms drop from your chest to strangle him to the floor Bart and Homer style, Sieun gripped you by the back of your bodycon dress and dragged you back to stand next to her.Â
âGo get changed for the party, Seungie,â She said, keeping you in her hand like you were a rabid dog on a leash. âAnd you. You canât just try to strangle my brother-â
âHow did you even know I was going to strangle him?â
âBecause, itâs not the first time!â Sieun shouted, stomping her feet like a child. She finally stopped holding onto you, huffing as she turned to look at you fully. Seungminâs parents had left to get to the car, insisting on giving you all a lift to the beach where the party was held. Your parents would never. Youâd lost count of how many times you had blisters from walking back from somewhere five miles away because your mother was engrossed in another show on television. Seungmin raised an eyebrow at the both of you.Â
âIâm gonna go get changed.â He finally spoke, waving towards the direction of the locker room. You grimaced.
âOkay, and? I donât care,â When you watched Seungmin walk away, eyes unable to tear away from that tight ass in those trousers, you could practically feel Sieunâs own eyes boring into your face. Finally turning to look at her, you saw a slight smile on her lips. âDonât.â
âI didnât say anything, bestie.â
You stormed off to the car, in a foul mood now that youâd been caught by Sieun ogling her own brother. Just to make matters worse, you had been designated to shimmy into the middle seat of the back because you were the smallest, so youâd be sat in between the two siblings. Brilliant. Just ideal, really. Thankfully, Sieunâs parents had already put the air con on. The heat of the summer had been killing you in that packed baseball stadium.Â
âSo, what did you think of Seungmin?â Sieunâs dad asked you. He looked a lot like Seungmin actually, just an aged version with salt and pepper hair. You smiled politely, about to respond before Sieun cut you off.
âDad, donât. Sheâs already wound up.â You wanted to kiss Sieun. You could not discuss what had just happened, including the game. Youâd spent the whole time drooling over the bane of your existence. When Seungmin finally got to the car, you side eyed him in order to see what he was wearing, and were more than pleased to see he was in a light grey t-shirt and baggy blue jeans. Good. Nothing tight.Â
The beach party was packed when you arrived there. A lot of sweaty young adults smoking weed, drinking and perched around a campfire or dancing near the portable speaker playing music quietly. All you could think about was how much you deserve a drink after the dayâs events, and you were quick to drag Sieun over to Chan when you spotted him. Dark curly hair hidden under a hat and a sleeveless black tank top. Unmistakably Chan, and also unmistakably someone who would donate alcohol to a good cause.Â
He immediately looked up at you, his smile wide with dimples adorning his cheeks. You saw Seungmin flop down next to some other friends he had from the corner of your eye. Chan caught your attention though, handing you and Sieun a beer each. âHello, you. Welcome back to the town.âÂ
âChannie!â You squealed, taking the beer from him and wrapping your arms around his neck. He subsequently pulled you onto his lap and Sieun giggled, sitting in the sand next to him. Youâd always been close with Chan, and you wouldnât be lying if you said you found him attractive. Those arms showing in the sleeveless top were definitely doing something for you that night, but you werenât sure if it was the pent up aggression from earlier. You immediately pressed the beer to your lips at the thought, swigging down a lot of the liquid.Â
Then, it just felt like the drinks kept coming. Over and over you were drinking beers that were handed to you by either Chan or Changbin, one of the others you were friendly with, and you found yourself becoming tipsy and slouching on Chanâs lap. The fire burned your eyes a bit when you stared into it, but you were still giggling, leaning your head back on Chanâs shoulder.
Seungmin glowered, turning to Sieun and speaking almost inaudibly. âStop her drinking. Sheâs making a fool of herself, all over Chan like that.â
âTheyâre friends, you idiot. Sheâs not even drunk, theyâre just always like that!â You didnât have time to thank Sieun for defending you immediately against her own brother because Hyunjin was coming over to you with two small plastic shot glasses. One sniff of the liquid proved it was vodka, a fact you werenât surprised about - Hyunjin loved to get utterly white-girl-wasted at any party. His smile was wide and eyes half-lidded already when he looked at you.Â
âThis is for you,â Hyunjin whispered. His fringe almost obscured his face as he handed a shot glass to you, and offered the other to Chan. Chan held out his hand, pushing it softly back to Hyunjin. Hyunjin literally just shrugged his shoulders, toasting your own shot before knocking his own back. He didnât even make a face when taking shots, which was probably the fact about Hyunjin you were most jealous of - along with his ethereal beauty, obviously. You grimaced when the liquid hit your own taste buds, glugging it back thankfully. You couldnât gag on Chan right now.Â
The music filled your ears as the sun began to set. Someone had turned the speaker up just a bit louder, and Jisung had started to dance and embarrass himself. It was the usual behaviour. You saw Changbin chatting to some girls you and Sieun had gone to school with, and Sieun got up to go and join, leaving Seungmin chatting with the other boys on the other side of the bonfire. You sat quite happily on Chanâs lap, listening to him telling a story from work.
âI mean, it was insane. Hannie quite literally wrote this entire song in like, five minutes. We were all super drunk. I have no idea how he did it,â Chan said, hands flying everywhere in his story. You blinked at him for a moment, processing who Hannie was. Ah. Han Jisung. Hannie. The round-cheeked boy was still twerking across from you. âAre you okay?â
âYeah, âm just a bit tipsy now,â You giggled, nuzzling into his cheek. Chan laughed at your level of clinginess, hand placed on your hip comfortingly. âSorry, Channie.â
âThatâs okay. Hey, remember a few years ago? You always wanted kisses from me and Changbin when you were drunk, heh,â Chan looked at you, eyes fond. When you finally looked into his eyes, it was like your brain caught up with what he was saying. Kisses? God, thatâd be so good.
âKisses. Oh my God,â You whispered, eyes wide. Chan threw his head back, hand over his face while he laughed this time. âChannie.â
Chan sighed, finally looking at you. âYes? What is it?â He knew what it was. You surged forward, pressing a familiar friendly kiss to his plump lips. He raised his eyebrows in shock, pulling you back by his grip on your hips.
âI cannot kiss you right now. Seungmin is there, and he is looking at us.â
âWho cares about that guy? Heâs an ass,â You mumbled, pressing your lips to Chan again. Chan sighed into the kiss, finally giving up and letting his lips brush against yours. You loved kissing Chan. It was always so fun, so familiar, just two friends making out when drunk. It was one of your favourite pastimes, to be honest. You were just getting into the kiss when you felt hands on your waist, scooping you up and throwing you over one broad shoulder. You heard Chan laugh while you were disoriented, trying to work out whose shoulder you were even on and why are you walking away from the beach party?! You were having so much fun!Â
âWhat is goinâ on?!â You shrieked, legs flailing around. You were slurring at this point, and you even heard Sieun giggling over the music. Finally, you heard a sigh as the feet of the body you had been stolen by started to wade through the sand and onto the street.
âWe are going home. Thatâs whatâs fucking going on,â Seungmin. You grimaced, wriggling to try and get off of his shoulder, but the grip he had on your body was unbelievable. âWhy the hell were you doing that?â
âDoing what? Kissing Chan? I always kiss Chan.â
âI donât want you to do that anymore, okay?â You huffed at his words, resorting to slamming your fists on his back as he walked quickly down the street. He didnât even flinch. âAre you listening to me, brat? I donât want you doing that.â
âYou are not my fucking dad, Kim Seungmin. You donât decide who I kiss!â You sounded like a petulant child, whining and squirming around to be put down on your feet. Finally, Seungmin grabbed your hips with both hands, placing you down on the floor. Cars were speeding past you as you both stood on the pavement. You crossed your arms over your chest, vision slightly blurry from the intoxication and body covered in sand. Seungmin didnât look to be doing any better, beige specks of sand in his dark hair and his grey t-shirt completely covered. He shoved his hands in his pockets, tilting his head when looking at you.
âI may not decide who you kiss, but Iâm gonna be mad if you do that again. Got it?â Seungmin was stoic, sharp as he spoke in a monotone voice towards you. You furrowed your eyebrows. What? Why did it matter? âHeâs my friend.â
âOkay, and? I donât care.â You repeated your words from earlier. Seungmin huffed, blowing a strand of blonde hair from his forehead. You looked at him. He looked at you. Then, he was turning around, walking down the road in the direction towards his house. You gasped, appalled that heâd leave you there on the side of the road like some kind of bag of trash.Â
After a few long strides, you heard him groan faintly in the distance. He stopped dead still, turning around to you with a grimace. âAre you coming, or?â
You stood your ground. âNope.â
âFine, stay there and be killed by a raccoon or something, fucking brat. Or worse, an actual murderer. Wouldnât that be scary? A murderer just killing you while youâre standing there in your sandals. Canât even protect yourself, canât throw your shoe at him like you do with me because what harm will sandals do-â Seungmin stopped talking when you ran at him, eyes wide as you wrapped your arm around his own. He huffed, trying to shake your arm off of his, but you held on tightly. Your bottom lip quivered. You were such a baby when it came to scary things like raccoons and murderers.Â
ââM scared now, Seungmin.â You whispered, leaning your head on his arm. You could practically sense Seungmin rolling his eyes as he wrapped his arm around you, holding you close to his warm body.Â
âOnly five minutes now. Five minutes and weâll be home, okay?â You nodded, trying to keep up with the strides of his long legs.Â
In bed that night, laying in Sieunâs bed sans Sieun, you couldnât help but wonder just what the fuck that was. Seungmin was almost nice for a moment. Sure, heâd had that weird freak out about you kissing Chan - that was strange - but then heâd not left you on the side of the road. A few years ago, he would have left you on the pavement and then proceeded to go get a car to run you over on said pavement. He had changed.
Kim Seungmin was hot. Youâll admit that, unfortunately. But now Kim Seungmin was hot and he had morals, too.Â
That one would be hard to process.
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The next morning, you were woken up by Sieunâs arm across your forehead and her soft snores in your ear. You briefly felt extremely guilty for making sure she hadnât gotten home safe, but judging by her still sleeping, sheâd left after youâd fallen asleep. You wanted to wake her, to ask her what the fuck her brotherâs deal was, but you settled on heading downstairs to get some breakfast and calm your stomach. It felt like a bomb had gone off in there.Â
You started to make your way downstairs to get breakfast, but you walked straight into Seungminâs chest as soon as you left Sieunâs bedroom. He stood with a mug of coffee in his hands, blinking down at you like you were, in fact, a bomb that had just gone off in front of him.Â
You stared up at him, eyes wide. He furrowed his eyebrows. âMove, brat.â
Oh. So he was just going to forget him being borderline nice ever happened? What a fucking- ugh! You scoffed, looking down at the coffee.Â
âYou know this isnât your room right, dumbass? Take your coffee into your own room.â Seungmin rolled his eyes, barging past you to stand by the door.
âItâs for my sister, dumbass.â You wanted to ask whereâs mine, then, but Seungmin would only laugh at you and move on with his life. It annoyed you beyond belief that Seungmin had actually been nice to you the night before and then continued to act like absolutely nothing happened. You wanted to positively kick him across the face like the Mortal Kombat games he used to unplug your controller on.
Still, you had hope for the summer. Two straight days of hell would not change your mind. You just had to get through today, a chill, relaxing day with Sieun where you both nursed slight hangovers and probably cried over making mistakes the night before. Then there was hope for some fun tomorrow.Â
Tomorrow was the annual camping trip with your friend group. It only went on for one night, in the woods close to your actual home a few streets away, but it was something everyone looked forward to. Unfortunately, given that your friend group was also Seungminâs friend group, and that he was back now, it meant he would be there. This was unlike the annual camping trips before, and you were dreading his presence. You just had to avoid him, and he wouldnât stop you kissing your friends. He wouldnât stop you having fun if you just acted like he wasnât there. The thought made your blood boil.Â
You hid in the bathroom until you heard Seungminâs footsteps recede back into his bedroom, and then you emerged. Fuck breakfast. You needed a good heart-to-heart with your best friend. Stomping back into the bedroom, you were met with Sieunâs eyes still only half open, just about emerging from above the mug.
âOh, hey,â Sieun mumbled. She blew the hot liquid in the cup and then took a sip, humming with satisfaction. You stood there, arms crossed across your chest and foot tapping with annoyance. Sieun looked at you. You looked at her, a frown on your lips. She sighed. âWhatâs he done now?â
âWell, what the fuck was last night, Sieun?!â You exclaimed, throwing your body down on the bed. Sieun snorted, sounding like she was holding back a laugh. âSieun, he picked me up and took me from a party. What was that? And, and! On the way home, he was kind of being⌠nice?! Then, just now, this morning, he was being absolutely horrible again!â
âAnd this annoys you becauseâŚ? Youâre always horrible to each other, sweetie.â
âYes, Iâm aware,â You huffed, turning over to scream into a pink heart pillow on Sieunâs bed. âHeâs coming tomorrow, too. Like, as if it could get any worse!â
Sieun hummed. You heard the mug clink onto the bedside table, probably to live next to another ten mugs for about three weeks. âIâll make sure heâs on his best behaviour.â
You grumbled into the fabric. Then, as if youâd completely forgotten about it, a blurred memory came into your head. I donât want you doing that anymore. Heâd said that in confidence, stood there in front of you, all long legs and pouty lips forming the words. âHe⌠he said he didnât want me kissing Chan anymore.â
Sieun spluttered. âHe- he what?! Why would he say that?â
You shrugged. âDâno. Weird though. It⌠it made me feel weird. Like, almost shy. I donât know.â
âThatâs because you have a big old crush on my brother. Weâll address that later, though, because it seems my brother may have a big old crush on you,â You lifted your head, blinking at her. The drink had gone to her head last night. She was now clinically insane, beyond deranged by the sounds of it. Her eyes were peering out of the window opposite her bed in deep contemplation. âI mean, it makes sense. You two do bicker like an old married couple, but maybe thatâs your shtick.âÂ
âI do not have a big old crush on your brother. He does not have a big old crush on me. We are mortal enemies.â
âMmhm, okay, honey. Weâll see what happens tomorrow, yeah?â
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You didnât sleep a wink the night before the camping trip. Of course you didnât. Your thoughts were riddled with stupid remarks and baseball uniforms and long legs looking amazing in said baseball uniforms. Eventually, youâd actually cried a bit, just wanting him to leave your mind. Then, you felt pathetic crying over a man. That disgusted you beyond belief.
It had you thinking that Sieun may have been onto something. Maybe you did have a stupid crush on her brother. Maybe it had never left, ever since youâd caught sight of his chubby cheeks and mop of dark hair when you were both little. Youâd have to just overcome it. Arguing with him would probably help, and you did that everyday, so itâd be fine. Manageable, at least, so long as he kept his goddamn nose out of your business. Youâd had stupid crushes on people before, and you knew this one could leave very easily and very quickly.
Unfortunately, due to the lack of sleep, you had been forced to smother your eye bags in concealer that was maybe a shade too light. Seungmin had commented on this when you and his sister loaded your stuff into his pristine car, grimacing at the sight of you.
âYou look like a ghost, brat.â You had immediately tried to rub the concealer off with your fingers, and now it was just a smeared mess on your otherwise decent skin. Fuck that guy. Fuck Kim Seungmin. Fuck yourself, too, because why were you trying to adhere to what he said?
It had still been plaguing your mind when you laid next to the lake in the woods while everyone drank around you. You had taken your premixed cocktail in a can to the lake not too far from the lake, and were perched in your blue bikini trying to get somewhat of a tan. Your skin was only blazing with anger, not sun. All of a sudden, you heard some branches snapping, and opening your eyes served you with the face of your best friend.
âTruth or dare. Câmon, everyoneâs playing.â
You were lugged back to the campsite, groaning with your can still in your hand. Chan perked up immediately at the sight of you, patting his lap in invitation.Â
You went to walk over, smiling at his dimpled cheeks, but quickly turned to Seungmin. âSorry, Channie, I should probably check if Iâm allowed first.â
Everyone erupted in roars, even Chan, who dragged you by your waist onto his lap while still giggling. Seungmin practically glowered, eyes staring you down with the anger within him.Â
âLet's start with you then, brat,â Seungmin said, motioning towards you with the hand wrapped around the neck of his beer. âTruth or dare?â
You pretended to think. You always chose the same thing. âTruth.â
âBoring!â Sieun screamed, her pink bikini strap slipping down her shoulder. Changbin used two fingers to push it back up into place. Always a gentleman. âOkay, what is the biggest lie youâve ever told?â
Seungmin turned to Sieun, displeasure written all over his features. âItâs literally meant to be me asking the question.â
âI donât care.â Sieun shrugged. She also knew what the biggest lie youâve ever told is, judging by the smirk on her face when she turned back towards you.
You smacked your lips together. Okay. If he had a crush on you, it would be instantly severed in that moment, because you were about to wholeheartedly tell the truth. âSeungmin, I was the one who broke your PS4. I spilled coffee over it.â
âWhat?! You fucking brat!â Everyone screamed again, Chan howling with laughter at Seungminâs exasperation. âTell me that you arenât serious. You told me that-â
âI told you that the dog peed on it?â You giggled. Seungmin nodded, eyebrows furrowed. âYeah, no. It stank of coffee, so youâre kinda dumb for believing me in the first place.â
Seungmin huffed. His cheeks were red, breathing heavy. Oh, he was so mad. Good. You lived your life specifically to piss Kim Seungmin off.
âOkay, Seungmin. Truth or dare?â Changbin spoke up. He didnât need to speak up, because his voice was like a foghorn already. Seungmin sighed again, turning to the shorter male.Â
âDare.â
âI dare you to kiss Dahyun.â You turned to the girl in question. She was quite quiet, only speaking when spoken to, but you and Sieun had been friendly enough with her back in high school. Sheâd been close with Chan, though, and had kind of stuck with the group since. You thought she didnât even like Seungmin either, but the way she perked up at the statement said otherwise.Â
Seungmin, however, was still looking very pissed off. He put his beer bottle on the floor, sighing as he made his way over to Dahyun. You heard Jisung giggling, making lewd comments and noises in Minhoâs ear, who just pushed him off with a sigh of fondness. All of a sudden, Seungminâs lips were pressed to hers. You could see everything. Tongue and spit swapped between the two, and you found yourself turning to look at your drink instead. Awkward.
It made you feel awkward. More than that, though, it kind of made you feel weird. You werenât sure of the emotion exactly, but you knew you wanted to leave instantly and never see Seungmin or Dahyun ever again. You also wanted to scream. Especially when you finally let yourself look up, when the cheers receded to murmurs and Seungmin had pulled away from Dahyun, looking straight at you.Â
You locked eyes with him, blinking. Then, you saw fucking red.
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you?â You blurted, seeing Seungminâs eyes widen at your outburst. Dahyunâs eyebrows raised, looking at you with fear. You turned to her with a timid smile. âNot you. Him. The bastard you kissed seems to think he can tell me what I can do, who I can kiss, yet he seems to be doing whatever he wants? Is this a joke, Kim Seungmin?â
Sieun laughed awkwardly from her position next to Changbin, rising up onto her feet. âOkay, perhaps this doesnât need to happen right now-â
âNo, let the brat speak to me how she wants. Itâs not going to fucking end well, and she knows it,â Seungmin spoke, throwing his beer bottle down on the floor exasperatedly. He stood up, light blue baggy jeans looking slightly brown with the mud and an oversized jersey falling off of broad shoulders. You took in his appearance with nothing but an angered expression, cheeks burning with rage when you realised he still looked really fucking good with his hair dyed like that. Something about him shouting at you was turning you on, too, but you decided to address that at a later date. âI told you not to kiss Chan for a good reason.â
You scoffed. You could practically hear Chanâs hair turning to grey from stress behind you. âOh, yeah? What reason is that? Heâs my friend.â
âYou should- you should only kiss people you like. People youâre interested in,â Seungmin was shouting now, finger pointing at you determinedly. You rolled your eyes, making him stomp his foot in the mud.Â
âI guess that means that you like Dahyun then, huh?â You said, remembering to give Dahyun another smile. This really wasnât against her. She was sweet, and she hadnât done anything wrong. Kim Seungmin just grinds your fucking gears.Â
You realised way too late that maybe you didnât want to know the answer to the question that youâd so loudly shouted.Â
Seungmin ran his hand through his hair, licking his lips. You tried to avoid staring at his mouth when he eventually retorted. âMaybe I do, brat. Whatâs it to you?âÂ
You blanched. It was nothing. It was nothing to you, really, but you definitely couldnât back down now, even if you could sense the rest of your friendship group feeling slightly awkward in the wake of tension. You folded your arms over your chest, staring Seungmin down while you searched your brain earnestly for something that would hurt.Â
âItâs nothing to me. I donât give a fuck about you, Seungmin.â
Seungmin looked like heâd stopped breathing, staring at you with intensity in his eyes. You couldnât quite work out what emotion they held, but you had a feeling that you may have gone a bit further than your normal bickering. It was only a matter of time, really, with you having a very short temper and all.Â
As if it had never even happened, Seungmin rolled his neck and shrugged. He sat back down on the floor with a flurry of movement and with another shift, his arm was around Dahyun and he was pulling her close. She looked like she wanted to run very far away, but then Seungmin was handing her another beer and it was apparently fine.Â
Changbin cleared his throat. âOkay, shall we continue?â
The rest of the night went with seemingly no hitches. Everyone drank, sang, danced, and the tents were slowly filling up with people retiring from the night, their skin still dewy with the water from the lake close by. You even managed to avoid getting riled up by the bastard sitting opposite you, so that was an achievement in itself. Eventually, you retired to the tent you, Sieun and Chan had been designated, limbs stiff from sitting down for so long.
Wiggling into your sleeping bag, you zipped up the fabric with your whole body inside like a cocoon. You could hear mumbling and giggles from the next tent over, but choosing to ignore it, you shifted over to face Chan. He was still awake, scrolling through his phone. You werenât sure the guy ever fucking slept, in all honesty. Sieun snored behind you steadily, the sound of cicadas breaking up the noise of her heavy slumber.Â
Chan blinked up at you, locking his phone when he saw you were still awake. The moonlight just about seeped through the walls of your temporary home for the night and you could see his features, sharp as always. He grinned at you, pulling you closer by your sleeping bag. âSo.âÂ
âSo,â you agreed, nuzzling into his bare shoulder. The summer heat was still present in the night, although mild, and heâd clearly chosen to not overheat with his chest bare. âThis whole night was really weird, Channie. My life is really weird right now.â
âTell me about it,â Chan hummed, fingers scratching on your scalp soothingly. âHow long?â
You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. Chan simply looked at you earnestly, his lips in a tight smile. âHow long⌠what?â
âHow long since youâve liked him?â Chan whispered, clearly registering the noise from the next tent over. You blanched, before realising that well - you could lie to Kim Sieun, Kim Seungmin and yourself, but you couldnât lie to Bang Chan. He was too kind, too dear to you in a different sense to what Sieun was.Â
âI dunno what it is, but Iâm ignoring it,â you responded, even quieter than his whisper. âItâs weird. Makes me feel weird.â
Chan let out a silent laugh, chest shaking next to you. âCrushes tend to do that, babe. They make you feel all weird and fuzzy.â
âKim Seungmin does not make me feel weird and fuzzy, Channie. I canât stand him.â
âYou canât stand him because he makes you feel weird and fuzzy, and maybe itâs about time you realised that.â
You huffed, turning over to press your back against his chest, despite being separated by sleeping bags and extra fabric. Chan shuffled closer, pulling you in for a cuddle nonetheless. He pressed a kiss to the back of your head, murmuring, âyou canât avoid him. I know you want to, but you canât. Heâs your best friendâs brother.â
Unfortunately, this was something you had already recognised. Staring at Sieunâs sleeping figure reminded you that yeah, he was your best friendâs brother, and while a relationship between you and him would never fuck anything up⌠well, an unrequited crush might. It would be too awkward. Thatâs why you swore you were going to ignore him.Â
You had to go back to hating Kim Seungmin.
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Fortunately, it was a lot easier than youâd anticipated. Youâd managed to avoid him in his own home. You didnât even see him in the hallways, sticking to showers late at night while he was always showering in the early morning, and you and Sieun had been eating out nearly every day to avoid family dinners. It almost felt rude, but with Seungmin, being rude was not possible. He was the epitome of rude.
Rude, brazen, and with zero morals. Youâd almost forgotten that in the haze of him being nice once and looking pretty all the time. Sure, he was aesthetically pleasing, and maybe he was exactly your type. But you were never going to forget the history between you ever again, not if you put your mind to it.Â
However, the concept of your own morals slipping to actually possibly like Seungmin had ruined your days since. You just couldnât believe yourself! Thatâs Seungmin you were very nearly lusting over. Your mortal enemy, the bane of your existence. Who cared if heâd gotten hot?
Apparently, you did. As you stood in a party with Sieun dancing around carelessly, you were clutching your drink tight and thinking of your enemy. The drink limited your inhibitions, making you able to think more freely. Why did he look at you like that after kissing Dahyun? Why did he stop you kissing Chan? Why did-Â
âWhy are you still overthinking? Weâre at a party!â Sieun hollered, the drink in her cup threatening to slosh over the edges with her dancing. You shook your head, putting on your best fake smile.
âI am having the bestest time,â You insisted, smiling and starting to do a little jig to the music. The house party, held at Changbinâs literal mansion, was slowly filling up. You and Sieun had retired to the kitchen to down a few drinks so that you felt less awkward and could start going feral with the rest of the party, but the more drinks you had, the more you got inside of your own head. This wasnât like you. You were the party girl, the girl who everyone had awaited return to the town - you wanted to scream and stomp your feet like a child.Â
âYouâre totally not, honey,â Sieun mumbled, seeing the look in your eyes. You sighed, downing back the concoction in your cup. Youâd worn another slutty dress to the party, done your makeup and hair and now it was all going to waste. âAre you sure you donât wanna head back?â
You shrugged. âI mean, if you want to, we can.â
Sieunâs eyes widened. âWell, I was just- I was gonna call you an Uber, and get you home. Iâm gonna stay, yâknow, itâs Changbinâs house, and⌠yeah.â
And she wanted to make out with Changbin. She was so valid for that. You sighed again, looking around at the kitchen. The party was a bit too much for you right now in your utterly discombobulated headspace. Maybe you should go back, just chill for the night, sleep. It was probably for the best, or youâd ruin Sieunâs night too by being so awkward.Â
âAh. Yeah, okay, maybe itâs best if I go home,â You looked at Sieun, who was beginning to eye up Changbin. He was in a pretty intense game of beer pong with Jisung, and both parties were screaming their heads off. You didnât want to stand between Sieun and her destiny, her fate. Sieun turned back to you, a glint in her eye. âAlright, would you call me an Uber? But um, maybe I should go to my house. Yâknow, since-â
âHeâs at practice,â She said, shaking her head. âNot home. Donât worry, he wonât be home for a little while.â
You frowned, checking the time. It was 9pm. Did practice go on this late? You let yourself accept her statement anyway. You still had no clue what happened in baseball, or what happened in baseball practice nonetheless. It could go on until 3am for all you knew. Sieun pressed a few buttons on her cracked phone before she was grinning, sending you a thumbs up.
âAll done. He- the driver, heâll be here in five. Good?â You nodded, giving her a quick hug. âYou need me to wait outside with you?â
âNo, no,â You shook your head. You couldnât ruin her night even more through your petty questioning of why, why, why. After giving Sieun a quick kiss on the cheek, you made sure she went straight over to Changbin and was safe before you left the house. It took you a solid five minutes to even try to wade through the bodies and you were thankful you were leaving -Â you really didnât have the headspace for that.
Standing outside, you rubbed your hands over your arms to try and gain some warmth. Youâd never been great with cold, and although the summer nights werenât as biting on your skin, it was still unpleasant when you didnât have the body of a friend next to you. It was also your fault for wearing a strapless minidress that was about two seconds from falling down or riding up, or both.Â
The car really only took five minutes. You were thankful for this, as Ubers were inherently unreliable and it was getting colder, and way too loud in the house behind you. Scurrying down the front steps, you didnât look at the car until you were about a foot in front of it, looking up at the vehicle.Â
The car was very familiar. You werenât sure if the few drinks youâd consumed had made your eyesight go funny, but⌠no, that definitely was Sieunâs car. You could see inside the car, a lot cleaner than when she picked you up from the airport but still looking half broken. And⌠Oh God. Sheâd really done you dirty this time.
Seungmin was sitting in the driverâs seat, and he rolled the window down upon your arrival. âAre you getting in?âÂ
âNo.â You blurted, arms crossed over your chest. âWhy are you driving Sieunâs car?â
âMineâs in for a service,â He responded, eyes racking over your figure. âYou look freezing, brat. Get in.â
âNo.â
âIâm not going to have to get out and grab you, am I?â He said, eyes narrowing at you. You blanched. He was kinda scary tonight. With a sigh, you made haste to the other side of the car, and heard him mumble âthought notâ.
You buckled up your seatbelt when in the passenger seat, and tried to reach over to fiddle with the aircon. The car was cold, too, and you found yourself even more on edge now that you were sitting with Seungmin in a confined area.Â
Fiddling with the aircon, you felt Seungmin bat your hand away. âItâs broken.â You turned to look at him, completely silent, and then you saw it. He was in his baseball uniform. Tight pinstripe trousers on those long legs and a loose jersey on his upper body, hair almost flattened from his hat. It still looked good, blonde streaks breaking up the dark mop of hair on his unfairly pretty face.Â
âHello?â He waved a hand over your face. âAre you deaf now, brat? Itâs broken.â
âYeah, sorry,â You mumbled, turning to face out the window. You sensed Seungmin tensing, before he sighed and started the engine to the car. The car started to speed away from Changbinâs house before you even recognised it, too holed up in your head.Â
Seungmin sighed again when you were still silent, no noise circulating the small space of the car. âWhatâs wrong with you lately?â
You turned to him, blinking. âHuh?â
âIâm asking whatâs wrong with you lately. Iâve barely seen you. You havenât been bickering at me, havenât tried to physically fight me lately. Whatâs going on?â
You screwed your face up in confusion. âYou donât even care, Seungmin, so why are you asking?â
âOf course I care,â Seungminâs eyebrows furrowed. He was staring at the road, not looking at you even as your eyes raked over his body unashamedly. âI donât completely hate you, brat. You just piss me off a lot of the time. So, whatâs wrong?â
Gazing at the bulge in his trousers, you realised you needed to stop being so thirsty and reply. âI donât want to talk about it.â Why did you say that? Why was that the thing that came out of your mouth?
âFunny, because you seem to always want to talk,â Seungmin snickered, one hand tight on the steering wheel. His other arm rested on the armrest, looking the epitome of comfort and relaxation while you felt like you were dying. His remark made you burn with anger. How dare he? You donât even talk that much, really. âI mean, canât really get you to stop talking, so-â
âShut up!â You shrieked. âYou wanna know whatâs wrong? You. Youâve been pissing me off so much lately, Seungmin. First, itâs the baseball uniform. Like, do the trousers have to be that tight?! Then, you stop me kissing Chan, and make me like, reconsider our whole dynamic for a hot second. Oh, and then, you kiss Dahyun, and that just- that just made me feel all weird. I didnât like it, I felt weird.â
It was silent for a beat. Another beat passed, and Seungmin was brushing his tongue over his teeth in silent thought. Then, he was pulling into a layby on the side of the quiet road you were driving down, and he unbuckled his seatbelt. The engine switched off and Seungmin turned to you, eyes gazing directly into yours.
âFeel weird how?â He questioned. You scoffed.
âWhat do you mean?â
âHow did it feel weird, brat? You felt confused, maybe a bit sick, awkward even? Upset?â All the emotions Seungmin was quick firing at you had you nodding. You had felt all of those things. Then, all of a sudden, Seungmin was lunging towards you and pressing his plump lips against yours. You gasped, hands going to his broad shoulders. When you felt the material of his baseball jersey, you realised you kind of didnât want to pull away, and you brushed your lips against his in a response to his movement.
When a second passed, Seungminâs tongue was pressing into your mouth with fervour, one large hand going to the back of your head to keep you in place. You whimpered into the kiss, your tongue dancing against his and your fingernails digging into his shoulders. When Seungmin eventually pulled away, you chased his lips subconsciously, pouting when he just stared at you.Â
âHow did that feel?â
âSeungmin-â
âHow did that feel, brat? Fucking answer me,â His thumb swiped across your bottom lip, slick with spit from his filthy kiss. You moved to encase his thumb in your mouth, keeping eye contact as your tongue swirled around it.Â
Letting his tongue drop out of your mouth, you undid your seatbelt, moving closer to the figure next to you. âFelt good.â
Seungmin hummed, hands moving to grab your hips. He effortlessly lifted you onto his lap, your core settled right on top of the bulge in his fucking baseball trousers. You squirmed, hands moving to brush his hair out of his face. It was a strangely intimate moment, your fingers in his hair. âIt feels good because we like each other.â
âMm, no. Not possible,â You insist. Seungminâs lips turned up into a smile, his eyebrow raised. âWe bicker all the time, and-â
âAnd you got just so pissed at me kissing Dahyun, just like I lost it over you kissing Chan. I saw you staring at my ass in my game, and in all honesty, Iâm staring at your thighs in that dress right now.âÂ
You look down at your thighs. They were spread immodestly, plush flesh slung over Seungminâs thinner legs. Your dress had ridden up with your movement, and your core was barely covered by a strip of black lace that you referred to as underwear. It could barely be considered as underwear. Turning your attention back to Seungmin, you saw him still staring at your thighs, a hungry look in his eyes.Â
âBut- we argue all the time. You boil my blood, to be honest,â You admit, feeling a bit sheepish sitting on top of him like that. Seungmin let out a small laugh, hands moving to brush up and down your thighs. The feeling of his warm hands on your bare skin made you sigh, inching closer for more touch.Â
âYou piss me off too. You piss me off so much, I want to fuck you until youâre screaming my name and crying. Is that fucked up?â Seungmin spoke, licking his lips. His attention went up to your own lips, to which you were nervously biting your bottom one. âI liked you when you were shy and quiet and you barely spoke. When you became stubborn, and outspoken, I liked you even more. It made me want to fuck you into submission, brat.â
You could literally feel yourself getting wet. Fuck you into submission? Now that sounded fucking amazing. You werenât surprised he had the exact same sexual interests as you. You were a brat through and through. Itâs where the nickname came from, after all.Â
âFuck me then,â You kissed his lips chastely, feeling him groan deeply into your mouth. He entertained you for a few seconds, a filthy swap of spit and tongue before he was pulling away. Your chest heaved, fingers digging into his shoulders once again. âFuck me. Please, Iâll beg! I donât care, just-â
âShut the fuck up, brat,â Seungmin admonished. Your mouth instantly clenched shut in reaction, toes curling in your shoes. He threw his head back, eyes shut as if he was trying to control himself. He was just as affected as you. After a moment passed, he looked back at you, eyes still just as dark. âIâm not fucking you in Sieunâs car. Iâll take you home and fuck you nice and full in my bed. Does that sound good?â
You found yourself nodding, and Seungmin let you reposition yourself back in the passenger seat. You had never felt more excited in your life. Except, when he tried to start the ignition with the key, the car spluttered a few times and then stopped altogether. You blinked at the car. Seungmin took in a sharp inhale of air. He tried to turn the key again, and the car rocked as if in protest, but didnât start. It was dead.
âOkay, fuck me in the car then?â You questioned, turning to face Seungmin again. You saw him almost laugh, lips curling, before he was shaking his head at you.Â
âI like you too much to treat you like that.â
âSeungmin, you treat me badly everyday. Itâs our whole thing.â
âWell, yeah, but youâre my girl now. Itâs different. Weâre still going to bicker like mad, but Iâm not having our first time be in a fucking car. Especially not one owned by my sister,â Seungmin sighed, long fingers reaching into his pocket. He clicked a few buttons before he landed on Chanâs contact. It didnât even ring once before Chan picked up. âHey, old man. So, weâre stuck in Sieunâs car, itâs finally died. No, Iâm not with Sieun. Yes, Iâm with her. Chan, can you stop asking questions and just come and save us?â
Your chest was still heaving when you heard rushed murmurs. His girl? Heâd called you his girl, and surprisingly⌠you werenât all that mad about it. He was sexy, and he was rude. But wasnât that your type anyway? Taller than you, stoic, bitchy and could actually fuck you good. The last statement was something you had no doubt about, the way heâd effortlessly moved you onto his lap like that⌠you were squirming in your seat just thinking about it, clenching your thighs together. You didnât even hear the click of the phone when Seungmin hung up, still focused on trying to get some friction on your core.
âStop being a brat,â Seungmin demanded. You pouted, turning to him, to which he met your gaze with a steely glare. âIâm sure you can wait until we get home. Chanâs on his way.â How fucked up is it that even though heâs still being mean, heâs just making you like him more?
It wasnât long before Chanâs sleek black car pulled up in front of Sieunâs. Luckily, youâd parked on a housing street where not many cars passed, so itâd be alright for Sieunâs car to stay there until the morning. Seungmin was instantly unbuckled and out of the car, baseball uniform tight on his legs as he walked over to your side. When you got out of the car, you expected him to walk away from the car straight away, but he had his arm around your waist tightly as if he was escorting you to the other vehicle. You even saw Chanâs confused expression in the driverâs seat.Â
Chan only looked more confused when Seungmin followed you into the backseat and sat next to you, leaving no space. âUhm, so. Back to yours then, Seungmin? We can sort the car tomorrow.â
âYeah,â Seungmin agreed, quiet as his warm hand went to rest on your thigh. Subconsciously, your legs spread to allow him access, and you heard him sigh next to you. Chan started the engine, speeding off down the road. He seemed on edge, turning the radio up loud.Â
You stared at the rearview mirror, seeing Chan focusing on the expanse of road in front of him. With one of your boldest ever moves, you grabbed Seungminâs hand, placing it on the front of your panties where you were soaking through the lace. Seungmin leaned in close, lips brushing against your ear.Â
âYou want me to finger you while he drives us home? Thatâs dirty, pup,â Seungmin murmurs. You let out a shaky breath, head rolling onto his shoulder. âMaybe I shouldnât. Youâre too desperate, I donât think youâve worked for it yet. Letâs make out a little, howâs that?â
You nod eagerly, fingers moving to grasp on his biceps. âYeah- I need something, Seungmin. I think Iâm going to die, youâre so hot in that fucking uniform, I-â
âYouâre filth,â Seungmin groaned. âFucking- câmere.â His hand went to the back of your head, yanking your hair back before his lips were pressed against yours.
His tongue pressed his spit into your mouth in the most sexual kiss youâd ever had, and you let out a soft sigh at the feeling. His lips were so soft, so plump against yours and it weirdly just felt right - you liked him a little more when he was kissing you until you were breathless over when he would make fun of you.Â
âOkay!â Youâd forgotten Chan was even there until his hands clapped together. You both turned to look at him, your lips kiss-bitten and swollen. You were outside Seungminâs house. When did you even get there? You blinked, staring at Chan. He gave you a wide smile. âIâm so glad you guys have worked things out, but I really donât want my car soiled. Please go home.â
âThanks for the lift, old man.â Seungmin was dragging you out of the car by your wrist, all the way up the driveway and into the house. Before you knew it, he was taking you up the stairs, too, and you were standing in front of his door.
Seungminâs bedroom door. You couldnât remember the last time youâd even been inside. It used to be littered with figurines and music paraphernalia, and you had no idea what it would look like now. When Seungmin pushed open the door, it looked a lot cleaner and less immature, pristine grey sheets tucked into the corners like a hotel room and only a few baseball items littered around.Â
He turned to you, pressing a peck to your lips. âAre you sure you want to fuck me? I have to warn you beforehand, I can get a littleâŚâ
âMean?â You giggle. Seungmin nods, a smile on his lips. âI like mean. I thought I made that obvious.âÂ
âAnd I like bratty girls who need to be hurt until they cry. Are you a little painslut, brat?â You nod at his words. You couldnât think of anything better, molten hot need rushing through you at the mere idea. âGood. Get naked for me and lay on my bed.â
Scurrying over to his bed, you just couldnât believe you were actually about to do this. You were about to fuck the guy who you absolutely hated a month ago. You wouldâve never dreamed of this - but now, it had you thinking. All of the bickering, all of the pissing each other off - had you just been trying to wind each other up for a specific response? Had you been doing it to get his attention? The thought hurt your brain, but you knew one thing. You wanted to fuck Kim Seungmin so fucking bad, and fuck whatever happened afterwards.
The fabric of your dress dropped to the floor once youâd unzipped it, the fabric pooling at your feet. You kicked it away, leaving yourself braless with just underwear on. Seungminâs eyes trailed down your body, humming when you settled back against his sheets.Â
Thatâs all he did for a while. He just looked at you, taking your full appearance in with wandering, claiming eyes. You found yourself meeting his gaze when he looked at your face. His trousers were even tighter than before, a long, hard erection pressing against the fabric. Letting your palms wander up your tummy, a delicate, grazing touch that made you squirm, you landed on your chest and tugged on your nipples.
âAre you gonna fuck me now, Seungie?â The nickname dropped from your mouth before you could even process it. Seungmin scoffed, before he was pulling his jersey off with haste. It left him bare, exposing soft, milky planes of skin to your eyes. His body was lean yet toned, looking like the muscles would ripple under your fingers but feel so velvety at the same time. It was the perfect representation of his personality.Â
He was on the bed quicker than youâd expected, lunging towards you like a primal animal stalking its prey. You gazed up at him when his movement landed him above you, your legs spread around his hips. All that was heard throughout the room were deep breaths when his bulge situated against you through your underwear, the puffs of air spanning across your skin where he leaned above you.Â
âShould I fuck you?â He mumbled. You nodded slowly, letting your hips roll up against his. Seungmin licked his lips in response, hands going to pin your hips down. âTell me what you like.â
You whimpered when his lips went to your neck, sucking on a spot underneath your jaw that felt so, so sensitive. âI like... Rough. Pain. I like it rough, I like being treated like Iâm beneath you, but then- God, Seungie- you need to- I need to cum, when we fuck. Please?â
âMen donât make you cum often, brat?â You shook your head, whining again when he sucked a hickey into your collarbone sharply. âThatâs a pity. I bet you look so fucking beautiful when you cum, so desperate. I think Iâll let you cum.â
âThank you,â You moaned lowly when he trailed his lips further down your body. His lips encaptured one of your nipples, a hard peak so sensitive to his loving tongue. The moonlight shone through his curtains, highlighting the new hairstyle he had and his button nose when he sucked on your breast. As if heâd been building up to it, Seungmin let his teeth bite into your nipple sharply, and you positively squeaked at the sensation.Â
Letting your nipple pop out of his mouth, Seungmin grinned up at you. âGood?â
âMore, more. Please, hurt me, please-â
âHurt you?â He shifted again, looming over you in that dangerous, almost territorial way. âWhat if I slapped you? On your face. Would you like me to make that pretty face red?â
You gasped, eyes rolling back at the mere idea. He ground his bulge into you, waiting for your answer. âI- I love that, please, Seungmin, slap me. Oh my God, please, I think Iâm gonna die-âÂ
You were cut off with a harsh smack to your cheek. Your head rolled, gasping in the aftermath of the pain. It shouldâve put you off, it shouldâve hurt too much, it shouldâve made you question if he really liked you - but all you could think was again, please. Thatâs all you could say, too, begging him to slap you again.Â
âFucking filthy brat,â He grumbled, hand swinging again to slap you across the face. When your head tried to roll to the side again, he gripped your cheeks with his thumb and finger. You whined incoherently when he looked down at you, squishing your cheeks, until he was letting spit dribble into your mouth. âMine.â
âYours,â You nod, agreeing, and Seungmin groans at the sound of you saying it. You heard the rustling of fabrics, the moving of bedsheets and then his cockhead was positioned at your sopping wet hole, panties pulled to the side. You tried to buck your hips into it, trying to catch his cockhead and lure him inside, but his grip pushed you back down.Â
âTell me again. Youâre mine, yeah? No more kissing Chan,â Seungmin rubbed the leaking tip against your hole, making you attempt not to squirm again. âNo more arguing with anyone that isnât me, brat. Iâm your punching bag, yeah? You take all your anger out on me and Iâll fuck you nice and hard afterwards, hurt you the way you like. Thatâs what youâve always done it for, right?â
Your brain was fuzzy. Yes, thatâs what youâd always done it for. You had always done it to get a rise out of him, and now that you were being put in your place, it made you feel like you were running a hundred miles an hour through a sandstorm.Â
âYes, âm yours, Seungie, please, can I have it? Need it,â You whine, head thrown back against his soft pillows. Seungmin coos at you condescendingly.Â
âDo you? But what about prep, brat? Itâll hurt otherwise, wonât it?â Despite his words, heâs pressing the head of his cock inside of you. The stretch was blinding, making your toes curl and hands dig into the pillows.Â
âI- I want it to hurt.â
âOf course you do,â Seungmin sneers, before heâs pushing his whole cock inside you at once. Itâs long, pressing against your cervix as he bottoms out and your eyebrows furrow, jaw dropping in a silent moan. âThat pussyâs so wet, fuck. I turn you on that much?â
âIt turns me on to argue with you, turns me on when youâre mean- fucking, Seungmin, please, move,â You were admitting something you hadnât quite admitted to yourself just yet, but when Seungmin started to snap his hips against yours, your brain went clear of all thoughts. âAh, oh my fuck- fuck, fuck, fuck- hnng-â
ââS good? Youâre taking me so well, pretty little brat, you want a reward?â You nodded at his words, but you werenât braced for his hand smacking your cheek once again. You reeled, eyes feeling blurry as his hips picked up the pace. He was breathing heavily on your cheek, warm breath fanning over even warmer skin. âWas that good? You want more?â
âPlease, Seungie, please, more, slap me again, harder,â He slapped your opposite cheek this time, a welcome relief from your reddened cheek. The problem was that when his hand collided with your skin, you felt yourself seize up and - oh. You were cumming. âAh-â
âFuck, are you cumming that quick? Youâre so fucking filthy, pup,â Seungmin groaned, his cock still bullying into your hole. With his pace not slowing, you couldnât ride out the orgasm properly, and it was just one constant blissful experience. Your eyes rolled back into your head, toes curling with pleasure. âCumming from me slapping your pretty little face. Dirty fucking bitch.â
âSeungie- I canât, I canât take it, please slow down!â You were squealing at that point, fingers digging into the pillows.Â
âI donât think you want me to, do you?â
He was so right. You shook your head, whining out again when he pulled out. Your hole fluttered around nothing, clit still swollen with arousal. Your slick had dripped all the way down to his pristine sheets, tarnishing his once neat room. Seungmin was quick to spin you around, putting you on your tummy with your ass just slightly raised for him.Â
Within a brief moment, he was pushing inside of you again. His cock was still wet with your arousal, and your back arched when he bottomed out inside of you for the second time. Seungmin gripped your hair, making your back permanently arched for him. His lips attached to your neck, blonde highlighted hair draping onto your skin.Â
ââS good, so good,â You babbled, trying to push your ass back onto him. Seungmin allowed it this time, his hand moving from your hair to your neck. He squeezed the sides expertly and you whimpered, hands moving to grab his wrist.Â
âYou like that, donât you? Iâm meant to be your enemy, you dirty bitch, and look at you,â He was chuckling mirthlessly, grinning when you kept babbling. âI guess you like my cock too much. Dumb fucking slut, all I have to do is fill you up and youâre nice and sweet for me.â
âB-Bet you wish youâd done it sooner,â You quip, which wouldâve been much more impressive if you hadnât stuttered it out. âWouldâve shut up for you and been a good girl a long time ago.â
Seungmin hummed. âI think I like you bitchy, brat.â
âI jusâ like you,â You slurred, feeling Seungminâs pace slow. Heâd resorted to a slow, deep grind that had you feeling every inch and every vein on his cock. You could hear him snickering in your ear, and he pressed a cute little kiss to your neck. His free hand went down to your clit, rubbing precise, firm circles against the swollen button.
âThink you can ride me, or are you too cock drunk?â Seungmin hummed. You shook your head rapidly.
âI- too much, canât-â
âAlright, brat, let me fuck you some more then. I need to cum in this pussy, yeah?â Seungmin was laughing again, and all of a sudden, heâd let go of your neck. You were immediately face planted into the pillows and Seungmin gripped onto your ass, thrusting into you quicker this time. You whined, trying to push back onto him, but he smacked your asscheek in admonishment. Letting your hips shift slightly to allow your hand to meet your clit, you picked up where Seungmin left off with the tight circles. It made the pool of arousal in your tummy clench, and you vaguely realised you were going to cum again.Â
âSeungie, please- I want cum, want cum, with me, please-â
âWant me to cum inside you, brat? While you cum around my cock? Thatâs dirty, pup,â His voice faltered when his hands gripped onto your asscheeks harder, spreading them to see where his cock was entering you over and over. You knew you were soaking, you could feel it - and the wet glide of his length inside of you felt fucking delectable. You recognised no one had fucked you like this before, letting you cum over and over on their cock like this while they held back their own orgasm, and it made your head dizzy. Youâd have to come back to Seungmin for more, you thought, and you didnât hate the thought at all.Â
The bed rocking suddenly caught your attention, and you whimpered, trying to alert Seungmin of the noise. The last thing you needed was his parents hearing you get your back blown out by their son, who you claimed to hate. You reached back, trying to grab his arm, but he was groaning loudly, cockhead hitting your g-spot with every thrust.
âSeungie, âs too loud, the bed,â You managed to get out, drooling on his pillows. Seungmin let out a loud groan before he was pulling you back onto him, forcing you to fuck back onto his cock.
âAnd? I donât care. Pussyâs so fucking good, gonna make me blow, shit,â Seungmin mumbled. âYou ready for my cum, brat?â
âYeah, want it, please, please Seungie, fill me up, breed me!â
âBreed you? You want me to breed this pussy, dirty pup?â He bit your neck sharply, making you keen. You nodded erratically at his words. You couldnât think of anything better than him filling you up with his cum. âCum with me. Flood my cock.â
His hand came down on your ass again, and as you felt his hips stall, an unfamiliar warmth filling up your pussy, you let go around him. Your pussy fluttered with delight - probably also confusion, because oh my God, you were cumming twice? With someone else?
It felt messy, juices gliding everywhere as he just rocked his hips a little to ride out your orgasms, and then you were left to fall flat on the bed. He pulled his softening cock out, sighing when your pussy oozed out his cum onto his sheets. He didnât seem to care about his bed, much more entranced with the sight of your hole gaping after him.Â
Heâd fucked you so good your pussy was going to remember the shape of his cock forever. That was for sure.
You let yourself drift, brain going blurry until you felt a cloth wiping between your legs. It was cold, slightly wet as it rubbed over your swollen folds, and you whimpered, trying to shift away from the touch.
âStay still, brat. âM just cleaning you up.â You nodded, face still buried in the sheets. It was then that Seungmin finally pulled your panties down, chucking them to the floor and pulling a pair of basketball shorts up your trembling legs. Were they⌠his? Heâd put you in his clothes? Bizarre. You didnât even react when he spun you over, pulling a baggy t-shirt over your upper body. Heâd gotten fully dressed in a plaid pyjama set, baffling you. When had he done that?
You were moved again, positioned on a very firm chest and a bottle of water pressed to your raw lips. You glugged it down thankfully, blinking up at Seungmin. His hair was mussed, but pushed back with a cute Pochacco headband. Wow. He was actually cute.Â
There was a beat of silence, then Seungmin spoke. His hand was tracing your scalp, running his fingernails over it. âI meant what I said. Youâre my girl. I think you always have been.â
You scoffed. âYours?! Iâm not a possession, Seungmin-â
Seungmin kissed you softly, giggling when you still tried to yell. Had he always reacted this amused when you bitched at him? You realised that⌠yeah, he had. It really did entertain him. âYouâre so cute when you have a go at me like that, you know? Such a brat.â
You twiddled your thumbs together when he pulled away from the kiss, staring at the bottoms of his plaid pyjamas shyly. âSo⌠you wanna be like, together? Since youâre hot, and all.â
Seungmin chuckled again, pulling you closer to his chest. âAs long as you never ever stop bitching at me.â
âI donât think I could stop even if I wanted to.â
âI like you that way, brat.â
END.Â
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EPILOGUE
Sieun stared at you upon your arrival to breakfast. Her parents were preoccupied in the living room, and her eyes settled directly on your neck. You knew that your neck was littered with bite marks, hickies galore, but youâd tried your best to hide it.
âListen, Iâm so happy for you,â She began, hand clasped tightly around her mug. âI know I always ask you for details of sexual escapades, but I kind of donât need to know about how good my brother is in bed.â
âOh, yeah, for sure,â You nod, agreeing. âBut he does know where the-â
âStop!â
A mug of coffee is placed in your hands, made just the way you like it. The steaming liquid is a welcome warmth, as is the kiss that Seungmin presses to your cheek. You blush, staring up at him when he wraps his arms around your waist.
âGood morning, brat.â
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masturbation mention; handjobs; college!art; fem!reader; no spoilers MDNI 18+ w/ ART DOANLDSON
when art donaldson gets a boner, it's nearly impossible for it to go down. he's tried everything in the book. well, everything in patrick's bookâtaking a cold shower, thinking about his grandmother in her underwear, changing his position. but nothing has ever worked, leaving him to excuse himself at inconvenient times so he could fist his cock until he was satisfied.
but being here with you, art can't do that. he's already flaked on your study sessions one too many times and he really, really doesn't want to have to flake again. for a reason as trivial and embarrassing as a boner at that.
he really didn't mean for it to happen. but he just happens to be in your space, surrounded by your trinkets, watching you move around in a pair of shorts that reminded him of the pair tashi wore that night. which got him thinking about the situation he was in just a year ago. which made him imagine you and him in a situation similar, perhaps even with tashi and patrick there.
you're speaking to him. your hands are moving in patterns that art should recognize, and you're lips are moving, too. but he's distant. distracted.
he blinks twice, shaking the overgrown blond curls out of his face as he fixes his gaze on you again.
"'m ... i'm sorry. what were you saying?"
you drop your hands and place them in your lap. you look disappointed.
"dude. i'm really trying to pass this midterm."
art drops his head. he initially does it in an act of shame, but then he notices your hands resting along your glistening skin and he's suddenly made aware of his boner once more. he groans, resting his elbows into the decorative pillow covering his lap as he covers his face with his hands.
"i know, i know. i'm really, really sorry." he sniffs, straightens up, and focuses all of his attention on studying with you. but now it's you who's distracted.
you tilt your head and eye him up and down. art, worrying that you might have fucking x-ray vision or something, adjusts the way heâs sitting. he thinks he's being casual, but then he clears his throat and looks off to the side and he can hear your small 'oh'.
âhavenât tried thinking about your grandmother?â
art, embarrassed at having been caught, says nothing.
âwant me to help you out?â you offer. you say it like a joke, so art laughs. but then you donât laugh, too.
youâre staring at him, a small smile on your lips as you push your weight into your hands behind you. the twin XL bed can only allow so much room, so even as youâre leaning away from him art feels like youâre right there.
âyouâre joking, right?â
you take a second, and then you shake your head.
and thatâs how art ends up digging his hands into your sheets as he watches your hand glide over his cock through heavy eyes.
youâre sitting with your feet tucked under your butt, one hand scratching through artâs hair and the other working on his cock.
artâs free hand is pressing into the line of skin between your top and shorts.
youâre doing so well, making him feel so good, but you still ask for confirmation through a low voice.
âdoes this feel good?â
and your face is so much closer to him than he thought. your voice is right next to his ear. it travels down through him, making even more blood rush to his cock if even possible.
art nods, tearing his eyes away from your hand wrapped around his cock to look at you. but youâre already looking at him, your hand pulling on a loose curl of his while you smile. art smiles back, just before you pull him closer and press your lips to his.
kissing distracts you, so art takes over. he shifts his cock up into your hand, doing the work for you. he circles his hand around your back and pulls you closer until he can feel your breasts pushing against his arm through your shirt. whatever bra youâre wearing must be thin, because art can feel your nipples poking him.
he means to warn you. he wants to let you know before it happens. but you regain some of your focus and your thumb presses into his tip, and heâs thinking about how you told him he had a pretty dick, and he can feel your tits and suddenly his hips are lifting and cock is twitching and heâs cumming all over your hand and his thighs.
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Keep Talking to me
Pairing: bf! (Mark and Jeno) x gf! reader
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Smut
Warning: friend ditching you, insecurity of weight, comforting talking, use of sex toys, dom and sub dynamic, manhandling, oral(f. and m. rec.), face sitting, fingering, spanking, hair pulling, chocking, edging, orgasm denial, nipple and breast play, hickeys, marking, gentle and rough, double penetration, sex w/o protection(don't do it sillies), lots of kissing, pregnancy talk, aftercare. Full of loveđ
W.C: 7.1k Network: @k-vanity
[ THIS FIC IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE. It's only here because this @renjunnnaaa (my best friend) made my brain go crazy with this imagination after TDS3 pics clips n videos, and I am going insane over this. And well, these two are my biases. I would love if you all don't look at my husbands.]
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This is not how your night was supposed to be. Come on, your friend can't ditch you for her new friends, Right? But she did. She really faked an excuse to make you feel dumb in front of everyone and went to have her fun with the new shitheads.
"I should have stayed back home." You mumbled to yourself before getting inside the cab. You were furious and broken at the same time. No No, you can't just let her make you feel this way. She is no one to break you down. You were reminding yourself with this thought and staring blankly at the passing street and street lights which seems a bit dazed like your brain. Oh, no you are crying. Bringing your leather jacket sleeves to your cheeks, it harshly wiped off the stream of tears on your soft skin. The leather surely did make your skin turn red and you didn't care about the eyeliner to get smudged in the corner.
You cared less about everything else because you just wanted to go back home and stay in your room.
Your boyfriends might be having a boys night together at Haechan's house and it would be so rude to call them and let them know about this. Surely, they would come running back home to comfort you. No, you should let them have their own share of fun. Closing your eyes and resting your head back against the seat, you waited for your place to arrive.
Thanking the driver and entering the gate, you noticed the lights turned on and someone's laugh coming from inside the house. Wait, that's Mark. With quick steps, you ran towards the door and pressed the bell. Surprisingly, Mark was quick enough to open the door and he pulled you towards him, wrapping one arm around you and kissed the side of your head, "Hi, baby."
He didn't look at your face for long enough to notice your distress but you kept a smiling face to get his warmth and he was still laughing at something. Weren't they supposed to leave for their night out? Following him towards the living room, you found Jeno standing there, his back towards you and he was fixing something, maybe his shirt or else. Looking at your side, you then noticed Mark and him, both were wearing shining leather jackets. Are they supposed to leave now?
"Dude, our baby is here. Turn around." Mark kept a hand around you, pulling you close enough and when he finally noticed your face, Jeno also noticed your fake smile at the same time.
But you were not looking at either of them because your gaze was fixed on Jeno. his bare body underneath the thick jacket and the way his skin was peeking from under it, with every long step he took towards you. He smirked when he followed your gaze. You noticed a tight black material under the jacket, only hiding his chest but his abs making you drool over it even when you were supposed to be sad because of the earlier incident.
Even if he was enjoying your gaze on him, feeling satisfied with the way you were not even trying to hide your attraction towards him yet he had a concern etching his face. Why are you looking so down? Your eyeliner smudged in the corner of your face and how you were biting your lips, he was not sure if it was because of your usual nervousness or you were losing control over him. Even if he had some plans in his mind, first he had to know about your concerns. Everything else can come later, first it's all about you.
Mark beside you, still holding you close to himself, was confused with your look. It was not the same when you went out. You were so excited and smiling brightly and to be honest, he was so jealous of what made you smile so much other than him. Oh well, at least you are happy. That's all he wants for you.
Jeno patted your head before his palms resting on your cheek, "you are back early, love." you nodded and looked to your other side to avoid their eyes. They surely can read you easily. "Why?" his gaze was boring on your side profile, Mark tugged your hair back behind your ears.
"Well, she had other plans after our meeting." he nodded, but not fully convinced by your explanation. Your usual demeanor after returning home usually seems something else and the way your voice sounds like betraying you was not setting in place. "Aren't you supposed to go to Haechan's place?" you asked him and glanced at Mark. Both of them nodded.
Mark placed a kiss on your cheek, "suddenly his girlfriend surprised him today and now he has some other plan for the night. Boy will have his own fun." he laughed afterwards.Â
Jeno slid his hand down from your cheek to your jaw and gently grabbed it, bringing his face closer to yours and placing a soft kiss on your lips, staying there a bit for too long to feel your breath changing the rhythm. Mark's hand rubbing your side and other hand playing with your fingers. You closed your eyes when you felt Jeno whispering on your lips, "tell me what happened, sweetheart."
That's exactly the only push you need to confess to them. Their touch, their voice, their warmth and their eyes on you. Yes. you would do anything, say anything and comply with them on anything.
"I waited at the park for one hour." he hummed against your lips, hearing your soothing voice was relaxing to him. He asked again, "and?" a tear slipped from your eyes, Mark wiped it off. "She never did. And then I saw an IG live from one of her friends. They are partying somewhere else."
"Is my baby hurt?" Mark softly asked you and you nodded, looking at him innocently. Jeno stood back straight and shared a knowing glance with the other boy. "So what will you do now?"
"I don't know. Maybe sleep." Mark took off his hand from around you and brushed back his hair. You took a full look of his outfit. Same tight jeans as Jeno, hugging their legs deliciously perfectly but he had a black t-shirt hiding his skin unlike Jeno. "What about you two?" you love it when they almost dress up like twins.
You stared at them and Jeno suddenly smirked, resting his hands on his hip, "we have a plan tonight."
"oh...good." You looked at Mark who smirked as well, you knitted your brows together and a confused look visible on your face, earning chuckles, "what happened? Why are you both laughing? With whom do you have plans?"
"So many questions we have. Right?" Jeno darkly chuckled and brushed his fingers over your cheeks, tracing the outline of your face, "we have plans with you."
"with me?" you don't remember anything about it.
He nodded and you felt Mark hugging you from back, resting his chin on your shoulder and his nose brushing your neck and ear, his breath rising goosebumps on your skin. Jeno pulled your face up by your chin and your soft gaze met his dark ones. His eyes scanned your face for any hesitation but there was none, so he leaned forward, "lift your leg up."
"what?" you were confused not until Mark whispered into your ears, "do it right, baby." he took off your jacket in the way.
You complied, bending your knees and lifting your leg, Jeno quickly held it and wrapped it around him, "Jump." You did. Mark pressing himself behind you and your legs now wrapped around Jeno's waist. Mark's mouth not leaving a single inch of your skin, licking your earlobe down to your neck, inhaling the perfume, "you smell so sweet, baby." Kissing and nibbling on your skin. your body shook in their hold when Jeno squeezed your chest above your top.
"Tell me how you are feeling." Jeno was not asking you nor telling you to say it, he was ordering you. His tone was quite demanding that he was not playing with any emotions rather totally concentrating on every thought going across your mind. Your breathing heaved with their every little touch and the skin was burning under their touch. The way soft sounds escaping your throat, vibrating against Mark's mouth, he hummed in response.
You couldn't think of anything at the moment, only focusing on their touch and finding a comfortable position to grind against one of them. "if you don't start speaking. We are going to stop here." Jeno said and attached his lips with your throat, sucking a deep red mark, earning a moan out from you. Both groaned when you grind your hip in the weird position, but to release the tension building up in you was to be eased.
Mark grabbed your hip and warned, "stay still. Keep talking and let us do everything."
You still didn't say anything when Jeno grabbed your chin rather harshly and brought your face near to his, "don't let me lose my patience, love. Use all your words to start speaking."
You nodded, "I..mhm..am just upset." Jeno's hand brushed your thighs before his hands disappeared under your skirt. He folded a bit of your high rise socks and again his hands sliding up and down your back of the thigh, "why?"
"s-she didn't even tell me about it." Your head fell back on Mark's shoulder and you clutched Jeno's jacket when he again sucked a hickey near your collarbone. He had undone only three buttons from your shirt, rest keeping as it is. "And, do you want to feel good?"
"yes." Honestly, you want to forget about everything from the evening and just want to spend time with them. And, of course they would always be too happy to fulfill your requests as why not. If they could, they would have kept you between them forever. Oh, you are a treasured one for them.
Jeno tapped Mark's shoulder whose mouth quickly left your skin and he nodded when the younger boy motioned towards the shared bedroom. Mark led the way while Jeno placed your head on his shoulder and rubbed your back, " you just have to tell us everything, okay? You trust us, right?"
"hm..." your arms and legs wrapped around him and his strong cologne hitting your nose, pulling you towards him more. You were quite surprised with his strength. He was holding you up for quite a while now and still, he didn't get tired. It's not like you are those skinny girls who can have those barbie moments from fictions but at least he should put you down now, his hands might get strain.
He followed behind Mark, kissing your earlobe and kissing the exposed shoulder, your shirt sliding down your shoulder. He placed you on the edge of the bed, kissing your lips before standing straight to look behind you. You turned your neck, noticing Mark pulling off his jacket, revealing his black undershirt and you gulped, knowing what's coming.
A hand caressing your head made you look up at Jeno, "you just have to trust us. Okay?"
You nodded as he grabbed your hairs and yanked your head back, you groaned at the pull, "words, love. What we said earlier? You will keep talking and we will do everything."
"Yes, Jeno." You blurted and he smiled, even if the smile was so cute but he pushed you back and left you balancing yourself on your elbows.
Mark's voice echoed inside the room, "come here." And you know better, you shouldn't waste your time and wait for them to lose their patience, you crawled towards him, Jeno's eyes fixed at your wiggling ass and Mark was looking at your chest peeking from the end of the shirt. They both groaned at the sight.
Mark patted his thigh and you quickly placed yourself, your legs on either side of his and your covered core in contact with the harsh material of the jeans. He took a hold of your hands and brought to his lips, kissing them softly and smiling at you. "Always pretty. So, how should we start?"
"Please fuck me, Mark." He chuckled hearing your response and Jeno shook his head before going towards a particular drawer. When you tried to look that way, Mark held your chin and faced him, "I'm here talking with you. Your pussy is almost touching me and still you are looking somewhere else."
You shook your head, "No no I am your girl. I'm yours, please fuck me."
"Aren't we already going to the end?" He curled the locks between his fingers and smirked, "we have so much for the night."
With that he grabbed the back of your neck and pulled you in for a kiss, pressing his lips onto you a bit too long and then moving it in a different rhythm to yours. His other hand unbuttoning your shirt and your hands placed on his chest curled up. You love the way he takes his whole time to kiss you, to make you feel every passing second when his lips are on you.
Soon, his lips moved with your flow, hands massaging your chest and your hands snaked around him to pull him more close when you felt him pulling apart. Teeth clashing with each other and tongues exploring each other inside but soon he felt your hips grinding against his thigh, he held your hips tightly to restrict your movements but not fully, still letting you to move a bit.
"Please..." you whimpered, trying to get more friction and chuckled, pulling his mouth away from yours, pressing a little kiss on your nose. Guiding your hips to move to his liking but it was not enough for you.
"You look so pretty when you beg like this. So desperate for me. My baby." He pecked your lips, and lifted you up when he felt your body was shaking. He chuckled, "You are trying your best to get yourself off with that little movement? So pathetic you are, baby."
"She is and that's why her friend took her advantage." Jeno spoke from the end of the bed but you quickly protested, still annoyed that Mark didn't let you come before on his thigh. "I will talk to her about this tomorrow."
Mark grabbed your cheek and simply stated with a stern voice, "NO. You are not speaking to her anymore."
" but-"
"I don't want to hear it. Now turn around for me." You did and he placed you between his legs, pulling you closer and your back against his chest. He patted your thigh and gently pushed them to either side, pulling them under his legs to cage you there.
Jeno climbed up the bed and rested between your legs, placing his hand over your thighs, "who loves you the most?" He stared at your eyes.
"You. Both of you."
He hummed again, "who cares for you?"
"You both."
He cupped your face, placing a soft kiss on your lips. He was doing it on purpose to make you crave for kisses more. The drools from the shared kiss with Mak earlier were still around your lips but he could care less about it. "And did we ever make you cry like her?"
You shook your head, "no."
"So we win this. Now it's clear that you should only listen to us. She is clearly jealous of you, love. You are perfect and nobody should dare to make you cry." He kissed your temple before retreating himself.
Your eyes were still looking at the black leather material with belt design inside his jacket and your curiosity did get noticed by him when he chuckled, "if you want to see it. Come, remove my jacket."
From somewhere you got the enthusiasm, you quickly pulled yourself up from Mark's chest and leaned forward to tug his jacket and he helped you to get it off from his body. "This is so cool. I like it so much."
He threw the jacket to the side of the bed and nodded, "I like this kinda vest too but earlier when you came, Mark was laughing at this."
Mark protested from behind, "woah dude. The way you were fixing it, I was just telling you that it looked like you were fixing your bra."
Jeno glared at him but both of them heard your giggle and it's the first time you smiled today's night, "I see you are enjoying this, y/n...that means we are your best boyfriends."
You nodded and Mark kissed your neck, shoulder blade and left deep red marks over your shoulder, pulling down the shirt more to expose you. "Yes but I'm feeling offended as you both might laugh at me when I fix my bra. Right?"
"No, love. It's about your comfort and also, I don't understand why you have to wear that around us as we could then see your tits and them bouncing perfectly." Jeno stated and laughed when you slapped his biceps. His muscles were more prominent and tight than the last two months, probably hitting the gym more.
When you were about to slap him again, Mark held your hands back. You were already spread in front of the man kneeling before you. "Now stay like this for Jeno, baby." He whispered with his deep voice.
Jeno took something from beside him and when he turned it on and turned towards your side, your body shivered with excitement. It was his favorite rose vibrator and you knew better than what was in for the night.
Mark pulled your skirt and rubbed his hand above your clothed core, groaning in your ear when he felt the wet patch, "ah baby. So wet for us. Just with our touch you might come. So filthy."
When you didn't reply and closed your eyes, leaning your head back to enjoy the sensation, he whispered seductively, "keep talking, baby. Or you are not getting anything."
"Yes yes. I'm so wet for you. So filthy just for you both. Only for both of you." Hearing you, he pressed his palms over your core and stayed there with the pressure. Both of their hungry eyes watching your every twist of expression and your legs shaking. "Please, do something."
After rubbing a few circles over your core, Mark pulled your panties aside and the cold air of the conditioner hit the bare core, making your body shiver. Jeno spreaded your arousal across your folds and groaned with the sight. You suddenly gasped when he brought the vibrator to your core, the setting was low and his satisfaction was high. Mark squeezed your chest, "do you like it?"
"Yes." a moan followed your reply. Even when the setting turned to a set high, you were not getting what you wanted. Your legs shaking under his tight hold, when you managed to free a hand and tried to bring the vibrator close, Jeno grabbed it quickly and glared, "take what I'm giving you and use your words, not your hands." He squeezed your hand above Mark's thigh.
The toy felt like him teasing your core with kitten licks. A frustrated groan and whine leaving your mouth when he pulled away the vibrator, denying your orgasm. That was not for once, he was repeating the action every time he felt you clenching around the toy. Both of them were reading your expressions like a straight A student as if they could just draw your every expression a second later. "Yes, baby. You are doing so good for us." Mark whispered and again, Jeno pulled away the vibrator.
"Please.." tears falling down your eyes, "Please...more...I can't." your pleadings only earned chuckles from Jeno and a laugh from Mark into your ears. Mark wrapped a hand around your throat to put pressure on the sides.
He mocked your expression, "you can't? But baby..." Jeno completely pulled it away and turned it off and when you tried to lift your hip, Mark slapped your pussy making you cry out, "don't be a bad girl now."
Jeno laid down beside you two and you looked at him confused. Mark relieved you from his hold and you turned to your side to take a better look at them. They noticed your tear stained face, flushed cheeks and beautiful red marks on your exposed skin. Your pussy was barely hiding under the skirt because of your disheveled condition. The way Jeno was laying down and his bare upper body with those tight belt material across his chest, resting perfectly against his chest was pulling you towards him. You would jump on him anytime but you knew that you didn't have any choice to do anything today without their permission. Anyways, they would really love to see your wild side though.
"Come here." The laying man called out for you but you rested yourself on your palm and confusedly stared at him. He rolled his eyes and extended his hand towards you and you grabbed it, still unsure of exactly what he wanted. "Sit on my face." he said and your eyes went wide.
"W-what? No. I can't."
Mark brushed your hair before taking a fist at it and yanked back, "did he ask you?" he pecked your lips, "go for it, baby."
When Jeno pulled you towards him, stumbling just beside his chest, tapping your thigh to sit on his chest, you shook your head again, "no. Jeno, please."
"Y/n, what are you requesting?" His tone was harsh and the way he was staring at you darkly was a dangerous look but still he waited to listen to your hesitation. If you were uncomfortable then he would appreciate you and wouldn't force you to do it. This was a new thing he wanted to try and when he, both of them noticed the fear in your eyes, they shared a look.
"I can't." he squeezed your hand and Mark stroked your back, "why you can't?"
You looked down at your lap, "I am heavy..." you whispered and only if you did notice the disbelief look on the face of the man laying down. He scoffed, "and do you think I care?"
"Do you think your weight matters to us?" he kissed the back of your palm, "you are perfect, y/n. No one compares to you."
"Yes, baby. You are our perfect girl." pressing a kiss to the side of your head. "go, listen to him."
Jeno guided you slowly to sit on his chest and the moment you did, your fingers started admiring the material on his chest, the silver parts brushing against your hot skin. His hands moving up and down your thighs, rolling down your high rise socks. "Do you like it that much?"
You nodded, "this is looking so good on you." you met his eyes and smiled, "looking like mine."
"Is my y/n flirting with me?" he raised a brow and you giggled. Mark patted your thigh, "let's take this off, sweety." he indicated under your skirt. You nodded and Jeno guided you on your knees and Mark helped you to take your panties off, still keeping your skirt on and your shirt almost falling off your body. As soon as your bare heat came in contact with his belted chest, you let out a moan and clutched his shoulder, your body leaning forwards.
"Come on, I'm starving." he pulled you towards his face but he felt you grinding on his chest and chuckled, "y/n, stay still." he spanked your bare ass and you yelped in sudden hit. Jolting forwards, he easily guided you to sit on his face and you sank down. His nose on your clit and his lips mounding over your core.
"Oh my god." you clutched the headboard tightly and on the other hand grabbing Mark's hand. "Ah..this feels so good." your breath labored and even if you wanted to grind your hip, Jeno gripped it tightly, surely leaving red marks over your skin. He sucked on your clit and you threw your head back with a loud moan. His groans vibrated against your heat, making your coils tighten inside your stomach, he lifted you up a bit and you whined for the loss of contact, "you taste so sweet." he kissed and bit your inner thighs, your body shaking under their hold.
Mark was smirking at the view in front of him. How your body was shaking and squirming and your tears falling down, he moved towards your face and kissed your cheeks. Your innocent eyes met his dark gaze and he crushed his lips with yours, directly moving his tongue inside when you cried out again as Jeno's tongue started torturing your clit. Sucking and lapping onto your heat like a starved animal. "Stay still." his muffled order with a groan from beneath you made your head shake against Mark, "listen to him, baby."
"I can't please. Make me cum. Please."
"You will, baby." he kissed your shoulder and slid down your shirt completely from your body, leaving you in your bra and skirt. He bit his lips at the sight and left your hand to get off the bed. You pleaded towards the other boy, "please Jeno."
As he felt you clutching and your arousal dripping on his tongue. He stopped eating you out and made you stay still. You whimpered and sobbed, "why why?"
"What? You thought I would let you come so easily? Not yet, love." he smirked. He spanked your ass again when he felt your attempt to move your hips against him. You both heard shuffling sound from your side and noticed Mark taking off his shirt and your eyes instantly trailed over his body and he amusedly watched you checking him out. "I know what you want, baby"
Jeno spanked you again and you quickly turned towards him, "did I say to watch him?" you shook your head and quickly added a faint, "no." he smiled and guided you to sit on his face again, latching his mouth to your heat, devouring and groaning and your moan echoing inside the room. Standing beside you both, Mark grabbed a fistful of your hair and turned your face towards him, "won't you help me, baby?"
"yes...angh...I will."
"Good girl." he held your shoulder to hold you straight and your hands busily and messily tugged at his button to open it and pulled his pants down. Your hands and legs started shaking and Jeno's big nose bumping on your clit made you go insane when he suddenly stopped and you whined. Mark pulled his pants and boxer down to free his member and took it in his hand and rubbed it with his own arousal, groaning while his head fell backwards.
"why? " You whined and pouted while looking down at Jeno. you didn't know for how many more times he was going to deny your orgasm but before you could complain anymore, Mark grabbed your neck and guided you towards his length, "Now stop complaining. Be a good girl and suck on it like the way Jeno is making you feel good."
Shoving his length inside your warm mouth, he let out a guttural groan and tears brimmed in your eyes. He pulled out a bit when you licked the tip and swallowed the length, hollowing your cheek and resting it on your tongue, teeth grazing over his red girth. He put a pressure on your neck, pushing himself more into your mouth and soon you felt Jeno's mouth abusing your leaking clit, squeezing your shut and you felt your body shaking. Your one hand supporting your body and the other one taking a hold of Mark's member while he was abusing your mouth.
You choked on his length when he shoved himself more inside of you and started thrusting his hip with a tight grip on your neck. Tears streaming down and body jolted when he yanks your head back, letting you breathe. You gasped for air and panting, "please...please...I'm near."
He scanned your face, biting his lip and groaning at your messed up face, "what you say, Jeno?"
Jeno muttered while his tongue fucking into you fast, "what?"
"Should we let her cum?"
You pleaded, "please."
Jeno groaned and sucked hard, making your stomach do turn and twist, "I don't know. Should we?"
"Yes...please." you mentally prayed because earlier you have already been denied so many orgasms and you don't know how to hold it anymore. Jeno again said, "First make him cum in your mouth and then only you can cum. Okay?"
Your teary eyes begged again, "please, mark. Please, cum for me."
Mark clicked his tongue, "be a good girl for me."
He again shoved himself into your mouth and started fucking you relentlessly like Jeno fucking your cunt. Your moans getting lost on his length and the way he gripped tighter on your neck, you were sure he was near and so was you but you knew you couldn't come until he did. Soon, he moaned out your name and hot liquid shooting down your throat and some spilling down your chin. He held your head back, "swallow it." you did and even licked your lips to taste the bitter taste on the lips.
He bent forward, his breath hitting your earlobes and he whispered, "now come for us, baby."
Your whole body shook, letting out a loud moan calling out their names and he kissed your shoulder, "good girl."
Jeno gripped your hips gently to ride out your high and planted you to his side. You were panting and resting on your palms and knees. "Don't think we are done with you."
Jeno's voice made you look at them and he got off the bed to stand straight, "come here." you crawled to the end of the bed and stayed on your knees. His lips shining with your juices and some falling down over his vest and he licked his lips and wiped his chin.
"You like my vest so much. then, Take it off on your own." you nodded and searched for the way to open it. Both of them admired your movements. Your flushed face, red eyes, marked skin and messy hair was not letting their eyes off from you. As soon as you got rid of the material, your fingers tugged at his jeans button.
He held your hand glared, "did I say anything else?" you stared at him and he pulled you up in a kiss. His kisses are always different from Mark in every aspect and this is why you realize every little kiss from them. Who is the one kissing you even when you're asleep. He sucked your lips, biting it down and sucking your tongue. He tries to be gentle but as soon as he gets a taste of you, he will lose control.
Gripping your jaw to suck hickeys on your throat and shoulder, he messily makes out with you. His grips were way more strong than Mark's because the older one becomes gentle now and often, but the younger one's grip doesn't falter ever. His other hand guided yours to his abs, finger tracing each bump and the muscle lining down to his jeans button. He tapped your hand to signal you to open it and you did it quickly, surprising the one standing beside you.
"So eager for him. Aren't you?"
Jeno pulled your head back by your jaw, "answer him."
"Yes. yes. I want you, Jeno."
He chuckled, pecking your lips and pulling down his jeans along with the boxer, "have patience. You will be getting me." his fingers entangled with your hairs, massaging your scalp. Your eyes closed and leaned to his touch, when he suddenly made you hiss with the sudden pull, "suck me. Come on, you can't be greedy now."
You nodded and attempted to lean forward, his grip became tighter to meet your face, "behave, y/n."
"Yes. I am not greedy."
"Good girl." Before you could have adjusted him inside your mouth, he thrusted forward, choking you in the process, he was slightly bigger than Mark and you had to use your palm to match both the rhythms, hollowing your cheek and teeth grazing while his tip hitting the back of your throat. Tears spilling from your eyes and your drools by the corner of your mouth, trailing down to the chin.
You felt a presence behind you, his hands exploring your body, roaming around, giving you feather touch with some occasional squeeze here and there. Your whole body jolted when he pinched a nipple above your bra. His chuckle was faint due to the loud groan and moans of the man in front of you. With a quick snap, your bra was undone and he was quick to fondle your chest and kiss all your bare back. His hands were playing with your stomach, tracing patterns when he took both of the nipples between his fingers. Pinching them and pulling them before releasing them when you were squirming. Repeating the same action all over again.
Jeno pulled you away and you gasped for air, drools sticking to your chin and trailing down the throat. Mark left one nipple to insert a finger into your hole and you moaned. You were adjusting to the new feelings of a finger inside you, when he shoved inside another one and started pumping in a full speed. You gripped the bedsheet tightly and Jeno slapped your cheek with his member, "don't think of coming before you make me cum."
And again, he shoved himself inside your warm mouth, feeling the satisfaction and pleasure again. He guided your head to his own liking, grabbing your hair and moving it in a rhythm and Mark was showing no mercy to your abused cunt and maintained his own pace, your body squirming and eyes shut close. "Look at me." Jeno's harsh tone made your eyes flutter open and you quickly looked up, meeting his eyes. "Keep looking at me." Mark pinched your nipple and the other hand was busy making you nearing your climax.
Jeno moaned loudly, not caring the neighbors would think someone growling inside your house and pulled himself out. "Swallow it." you tried to swallow the hot thick sticky liquid but some still spilled from your corner of the lips and trailing down your chin to your chest. "Do you want to come?" He noticed your struggle to keep eye contact and as soon as you nodded, he pinched your left out nipple, making you cry out. "Mark, stop there." he ordered and kissed your nose with a smile.
Mark was quick to stop and retreated his hand from your cunt. You whined and sobbed because of another denied orgasm. Jeno shoved off his pants aside before climbing on the bed and then when you noticed Mark had no clothing on himself. Jeno pulled your back flushed to his front. His member poking your lower back and Mark resting between your legs when he kissed your inner thighs and his member hanging limp in front of you. You gulped at it and met his gaze. You loved this. They knew about it. You loved edging and getting denied orgasms and they were well aware of your limits and if it was too much, you better knew how to use the certain word.
"Do you trust us?"
"Yes, Mark. I do. Please."He kissed your temple before smoothly sliding himself inside you from front and wrapped his arms around your shoulder, kissing down your collarbone and biting some sensitive areas. Groaning in your ear and licking it afterwards when you felt a cold sensation in your ass. Jeno was spreading the lube to prep you with a finger and then two when he suddenly inserted himself. Groaning in your other ear, both of them using you like a fuck toy and it was a whimpering and groaning mess inside the room. Jeno's lips and teeths were not leaving a single area to suck and his fingers kept rolling and pinching your nipples, sometimes turning your head around to kiss you.
Mark brought your face to kiss you again and other hand circling over the clit.
"So full, Mark. so full, Jeno." you were mumbling so many things. Jeno hummed in your ear, "I know. Take it like a good girl." you grabbed Mark's wrist which was busy down there, "please, Mark. Too much." he kissed your closed eyes, "shh...you are doing so well. Taking us so well."
The double stretch was burning you out and you were sobbing between them but their hot touch was building your coils inside you again. Their rhythm soon matched with each other and Jeno kissed the sensitive spot in the back of your ear, whispering, "come for us, baby."
Your head fell back on his shoulder and soon after both of them bottomed out inside of you, filling your two holes with their hot spilled seeds painting your walls. Jeno bit down on your shoulder and Mark bit your throat slightly when they hit the climax. Three of you were panting in the position. Neither of them pulled out from you, Jeno kissed your shoulder softly and Mark kissed your cheek, "look at me, y/n."
Your hooded eyes looked at him and he smiled sweetly, "let's clean you up. Come on."
You shook your head, not having a bit of energy to talk. Now it's Jeno who spoke up and held you still when you whined as Mark slipped himself out, "y/n, just stay awake for a while. Then we will sleep together. Promise." he kissed your head and he slipped himself out, you were nodding your head and tried to fall to your side but he swept you off the bed and stood up with you in his arms.
Mark entered the bathroom first to prepare for the bath and soon after Jeno followed him with you. Jeno took the shower by himself and Mark cleaned you up with him. In the meantime, you cleared your fogged mind and stared at both of them while dressing up into fresh and comfy clothes.
As the three of you reached near the bed, you climbed on it quickly and fell down on your back, staring at the ceiling in comfortable silence. Both of them followed you on either side and chuckled at your cute reactions. You hugged Mark and snuggled your face into his chest when he stroked your hairs and rubbed your back. Jeno turned you around and pecked your lips, "are you okay? Were we rough with you?"
You shook your head, "no. you both were perfect. If you were hurting me then you would have listened to me and stopped there."
He nodded and patted his bare chest. Neither of them were wearing any shirts, only in boxers but you were in a camisole and a satin shorts. You happily rested your head on his chest and closed your eyes against his heart beat, "can I ask you both something?"
Mark hummed and urged you to speak, placing a kiss on your shoulder and pressing himself to your back. You felt both of their body heat against your skin and it was the best feeling ever you could get in your life. Both of them together with you and no other tension surrounding you.
"Both of you cummed inside me. What if I get pregnant?" you rubbed patterns on Jeno's stomach. He stroked your hair and massaged your scalp. "So?"
"Are you both okay with it?"
Mark turned you around and smiled, "we will be more than okay. It will be so nice with your swollen belly and after a few months, a crying baby in the household."
"And then there will be two babies for us to handle, Mark." you hit Jeno's arm when he teased you. Both of their laughs match the pitch and you made annoyed faces at them. "Don't worry, y/n. We are okay with everything which you love. If you are fine with having a baby, we are happy too." Jeno smiled down at you.
Mark added, " we won't pressure you for anything. If you don't want one, then also it's fine. Just take it easy. No rush. I know you got this."
"I love you. I really love both of you."
Mark smiled, "I love you too."
"I love you too, y/n." Jeno caressed your cheek.
Yes, the love between you three is incomparable. You don't think if anyone else in this universe can ever make you feel loved like them. You just want to stay between them like this forever. If only you could sleep in their arms and forget all other worries from life, just you and them and your sweet dreams.
"Keep talking, y/n. I will have a nice sleep." Mark laughed at Jeno's statement and you glared at them before pressing your face further into Mark's chest when he pulled you towards him, blocking your attempt to hit Jeno who was smiling at your cute act. He finally hugged you from behind, with you three drifting off to sleep.
Atleast, the night was not as bad as you thought it would be.
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sevika x hyperfemme reader raegahhahhehaaaaaaa
ummmmmm Yes ..... teehee
apologies if this isn't nsfw... i'm still trying my best to get more comfortable with it :3 i hope u enjoy it nonetheless, anon :)
men and -16 dni please
you were a new hire at the drop, and weren't you just the cutest little thing? you had lost count of the amount sleazy guys who showed up to the bar (already drunk) and asked you the same clichĂŠ of, "what's a pretty thing like you doin' in a place like this?" and it had only been a couple weeks.
to be fair, you looked very different from the average person living in the undercity. you were put-together, dressed well, and oh so feminine. your hair was always perfectly styled and your makeup was applied with absolute precision. no one could find a single flaw when it concerned your appearance, and you wanted to keep it that way.
the only complaint youâd have, though, was the uniform the drop had you wearing. not only was it ugly, but it was so not your colour. deep greenish-grey? please, you looked your best in reds, whites, and pinks. and if it couldnât get any worse, they had you wearing pants. not jeans, not tights, not even shorts â ugly straight-leg slacks. that simply wouldnât do.
the night you swindled your way into wearing a miniskirt during your shift, sevika was in her corner playing people into the ground at poker. you always loved serving her; she gave you the sweetest compliments and actually seemed in the right mind to give them without objectifying you.
with a serving plate flat on your palm, you started strutting your way over to her table to deliver her drinks. you wouldâve made it there unscathed if some cross-eyed oaf hadnât bumped into you and knocked you to the ground. the drinks shattered and you scuffed your knee and your elbow on the raw cement floor. looking around you at the spilled mess of alcohol and broken glass on the ground, you whipped your head up and glared at him.
âwatch where yer goinâ, girly,â he spat his words at you, scoffing as he stomped his way to sevikaâs poker table. she saw what happened first-hand and wouldnât have it.
âyou,â she barked at the man, quickly standing up from her seat and slamming her hand of cards on the table. she didnât care about the game or if her hand was visible. she grabbed the guy by the crotch with her mechanical arm which was almost always covered by the red cape she wore over her body. the man pitifully squealed at the pain and his eyes went wide.
âdidâya really tell this girl to watch where she was goinâ?â she sneered at the man, and when he didnât answer right away, her grip on his nethers tightened.
ây-yes! that bimbo p-probably doesnât know h-her lefts from her r-rightsâŚ! ow!!!â
sevika wasnât satisfied with the language being used to describe you. you had gotten yourself back up on your feet and you stood to the side a little timidly, holding the elbow that took the blow when you fell.
âif you donât want a free facial reconstruction from yours truly,â she growled in his face, her eyes almost glowing magenta. âyouâll apologize to 'er.â
âw-whaâ no!â his eyes went wide, obviously she was hurting his pride. âshe ran into mââ
the poor guy couldnât even finish his sentence before he was knocked out with a single punch and sent flying to the ground in a much more violent way than you had. after a small chuckle, sevika took a few steps toward you and gave you a sentimental look.
âyâalright, sweet thing?â she asked, looking you up and down and spotting your scraped knee and the bleeding elbow that you werenât doing a very good job at hiding. âiâll have someone take careâa the mess for you. would it be alright if i took careâa you tonight, though? what he did was no way anyone should treat a lady, especially not one as beautiful as you.â
her compliments and her request to possibly take you home caught you off guard. you stammered and adjusted your tiny skirt from the nerves before giving a shaky laugh.
âi, um⌠my shift doesn't end âtil midnight, i don't wanna make you wait that long, âŚ?â
âsevika.â she finished your sentence, her name stupidly having slipped your mind. the gloss that shone on your lips, even in the dim yet colourful lighting of the bar, distracted her. âanâ i have no problem stayinâ late if it means beating some morons into submission at poker and spending some time with a gorgeous girl like yourself.â
her deep, smooth voice was insanely easy on the ears. so easy, that you barely processed any of what she said to you. she brought you back to earth when a finger on her human hand twirled itself around a ringlet curl that had fallen into your face from the tumble. you chuckled and looked down, still not believing you were being hit on after getting pushed to the ground and eating shit like that in front of her.
âyeah, sure,â your cheeks burned red with your acceptance of her offer, but it was difficult to see from the powder blush you already had on your cheeks. god, with the way you present yourself, sevika could go dumb just thinking about the kinds of girly moans and whines she could work out of you.
âiâll be waitinâ for you, baby doll.â
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â Not as Tough as You Look !
genre: smut, crack
paring: emo vinyl store worker ! beomgyu x vinyl collector ! reader
Warnings: sub! beomgyu, dom! reader, choking !!!! grinding, riding, creampie, handjob, hair pulling, nipple play, degrading, fucking in a record store but thereâs no one there, beomgyu has his nipples pierced and a thigh tattoo hehe and also his eyebrow pierced bc why not heâd look so fine
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With your crippling vinyl collection addiction, you ticked off yet another record store on your list with a sigh, making your way to the next using trusty google maps and a determined gaze.
So far, you hadnât been able to find your favourite band, Red Jellyfishâs vinyl in any of the stores youâd been in and youâd made it your sole mission to check out every single record store in your city in hopes of finding it to add to your ever growing collection.
It wasnât the most financially stable hobby, yes, what with some records being so unreasonably pricey these days. And yes, technically you could listen to the albums for free online anytime instead. But that defeated the purpose! They just wouldnât get the satisfying feeling of owning a shelf of your own physical music and whenever you added more to it. Also, music just sounded so much better spinning around on a record player in your bedroom and adding to the nostalgic ambience and aesthetic. It simply made you content.
Obtaining Red Jellyfish currently, however, was serving as a difficult task. It was always the case with more obscure bands but it just made it more riveting trying to find vinyl for them.
You arrived at the next, walking in and the arrays of endless records welcoming you, the place had a funky 70s vibe to it and was decorated as so with a cool layout. You noticed a listening booth, unusual to have in most record shops nowadays and this one was also unusually large, serving more as a separate small room with a record player and sofas so customers could have a listen. You loved listening booths and this definitely was a very cool record store. Youâd be coming in again for sure.
Your thoughts are quickly dissipated, however, at the sight of the very cute worker stood behind the counter. You stop in your tracks and find yourself unable to look away, the purpose of why you actually came in the first place long forgotten.
He was unbelievably attractive with a long, shaggy wolfcut and bangs that half covered his eyes, adorned with an eyebrow piercing that added to his emo-esque look, sporting an oversized band shirt and baggy jeans and he had the most prettily sculpted features ever. The bottom of his soft brown eyes underlined ever so slightly with black eyeliner making his gaze rather intimidating.
âHey, do you need any help?â
That snaps you back from your reverie and you jolt, unsure how long you were just weirdly observing him.
âHuh? OhâŚno. Just lookingâŚ.â Wow, even his voice was really nice.
He raises his pierced eyebrow at that and a knowing smile breaks onto his face. âYeah? At what exactly? Vinyls or someone?â He bursts into laughter then and you feel your cheeks heat up, cocky and confident waves radiating off of him. Oh, he knew he was hot.
âW-what? No!â You scoff and clear your throat, embarrassed.
He chuckles still and beams at you, brushing his bangs away from his face with his hands, rings scattered on some of his fingers. God, even his hands were attractive. âUh huh. But seriously, Would you like any assistance? It is my job after all.â
âWell actually,â You clear your throat and straighten your posture, attempting to play it cool and forget, you were still on a mission, you must not get side tracked by pretty boys. âyou wouldnât happen to have the band Red Jellyfish would you?â
His eyes light up almost immediately, âNo way! I love Red Jellyfish. Iâve never come across another fan before! And we certainly do.â He grins and disappears into the back, soon arriving with the vinyl in hand and excitedly handing it to you, âTheyâre finally coming out with a second album after years. Iâm so excited!â
âSame. I didnât think theyâd ever end up making music again after how long their hiatus was.â You enthusiastically agree, happy to find someone who also shared a liking for the band.
âWouldnât really take you to listen to emo music to be honest...â The cute emo boy looks you up and down, referring to your not so dark and edgy outfit and heâs grinning again.
âYeah well, I guess you could say I have a pretty eclectic music taste.â You shrug, rolling your eyes jokingly at him. âAlthough I'm not really well versed on emo music besides that.â
You notice his big brown eyes beam even more with excitement, beginning to talk animatedly. âYou should definitely listen to more. Itâs great and it has a lot of range and sub genres and thereâs some really good bands and! And-â He rubs the back of his head sheepishly and stops himself, seemingly embarrassed. âSorry, you just want to pay for your album and go.â He smiles apologetically at you and presses buttons on the cash register instead to calculate the price for you.
You shake your head and laugh, finding it more so endearing. "No. In fact, youâve convinced me. Iâll definitely get into it more and listen to some bands. I wouldnât know where to start though.â Youâd let him talk your ear off all day to be honest. He was super cute.
His eyes turn into little crescent moons at that as he smiles broadly and you canât help swooning internally once again. âOoh I definitely have to give you some recs and make you a playlist! Whatâs your number?â
Thatâs how you find yourself squealing after leaving the store and not only managing to obtain the album youâd been extensively searching for, but also the very, very hot emo boy workerâs number. Youâll be telling your friend Soobin for sure all about it.
The emo boy indeed had a name, you'd discovered after exchanging numbers, Beomgyu, heâd told you. And you hadnât been able to get the name out of your head ever since.
Him making a playlist for you didnât really mean anything, he was just giving recommendations and being nice and friendly. But still, youâll allow yourself to be a bit delusional about it. It was still a cute boy making a playlist for you! Even if it was pretty impersonal.
Later on into the night you receive a text that makes you giddy all over.
Hey, itâs Beomgyu ! We met earlier at the record shop. I made the playlist of emo recs already hehe :) let me know what u think ;)
Along with the text was a Spotify link to the playlist, spending your whole night just listening to it.
As you got to know the genre better. You appreciated it a lot more and found you actually liked a lot of the songs, particularly the more screamo ones. The screaming and whining itched your brain and you were fascinated how much vocal control they had to be able to scream yet sing at the same time. You make a mental note of all your favourites and decide to tell him in person, since itâd give an excuse to see him again.
You walk to the store the next day and you're glad to see him behind the counter and not someone else. âI listened to all the songs. They were really good.â
âAlready?â He raises his brow in surprise to see you again, lopsided grin on his face and head tilted.
âWellâŚyeah?â You scratch your head. You donât why you feel slightly embarrassed about that.
Beomgyu leans over the counter excitedly, âWhich ones did you like?â Suddenly, a vinyl album comes full swinging at Beomgyu and smacks the back of his head hard. You stand, astonished. âOww! What the fuck?â Beomgyu rubs his poor head in attempt to soothe it and turns around to the suspect.
"You better be working and not talking your ass off, Choi Beomgyu!!" His manger, yeonjun, you observe from his tag comes into view and stands with narrowed eyes at him.
âIâm taking a break!â Beomgyu waves with his hand, trying to shoo him away so he could continue his conversation with you.
âYou just started your shift?!!â
âSo! 9-5s are hardâŚâ Beomgyu pouts and looks at you as if to back him up.
Yeonjun shakes his head, hand to his nose bridge, "You know I'd fire you right?"
"You wouldn't because you love me. And Iâm your best friend." Beomgyu proudly smirks to him.
"Debatable..." Yeonjun sighs defeatedly and walks off to restock a shelf instead, beomgyu completely ignoring him and returning back to the conversation with you.
After that, you become close friends with the boy, frequenting the vinyl shop for records, but mostly an excuse just so you could converse with him. You seem to develop a music recommending relationship, sharing playlists and recommending each other songs and then giving your own opinions and reviews to each other.
To be honest, getting to hangout with beomgyu like that was the highlight of your days and youâd grown to like him a lot. He was fairly easy going and nice to talk to, even if the conversation fell short on your side given you werenât that socially competent, he always managed to keep it going and you loved hearing his funny ramblings and stories heâd passionately go on about. You found a lot of what he did just so endearing.
He was also a massive flirt. And it seemed you werenât the only person who noticed just how hot the boy behind the counter was as a lot of the times you were there, girls and boys were batting their eyelashes up at him and coming into the store just to flirt with him too. You didnât blame them at all. He'd flirt with you from time to time as well but you tried not to dwell too much on it, figuring it was simply just his personality.
Even if you were just probably friends, you were happy to have gained a friendship either way. He brought colour into your usual mundane day to day living and you hadnât made a new genuine friend in so long, something that was seemingly rarer the more you got into adulthood. And so, you just appreciated the friendship. Even if you had developed the teeniest crush on him. Well, probably more than that.
Soobin had been nagging you for days on end about wanting to see this beomgyu guy for himself you'd talk about and doubting that he was so fine like you say, that you end up giving in and deciding to drag him along to the record store with you as well one day.
Upon seeing you walk in, Beomgyu's eyes light up happily, resembling that of a puppy seeing their owner finally arriving back home and he smiles widely...then he sees the tall guy following in behind you and his demeanour suddenly changes, head tilted and frowning, lips more in a pout.
Once you walk up to the counter with a vinyl Soobin wanted, beomgyu stares coldly and cautiously for a rather strange time at the tall blonde innocently sipping on his boba tea besides you and eventually speaks up. "Is he like, your...boyfriend?"
Soobin splutters and chokes on his drink and both of you wave your hands in a frenzy, "No!"
"Oh!" And he's back to his usual cheery self, smiling contently, a bit unsettling to both you and soobin as you exchange a wary look. "Yeah. Itâs good he isnâtâŚâ Beomgyu stares back at soobin with a look of such distaste and disgust.
You leave the store after paying not without trying to reassure a grumbly Soobin who looked like he was about to throw hands any second. âWhat did he mean it's good he isn't?!â He mocks beomgyuâs voice and scoffs. âI feel offended! Is he saying Iâd make a bad boyfriend?! He doesnât like me? Well I donât like him. Bitch.â
You sigh, patting your frowning friend on the back, not sure what else to say at the strange interaction.
Finally, the day Red Jellyfishâs new album drops arrives and although it took absolutely everything in you not to listen to it instantly, both you and beomgyu had promised each other youâd listen together in the listening booth after his shift. So the day seems to drag on and on as you anticipate and impatiently waited for the evening when beomgyu would at last finish.
You zoom to the store when itâs finally time, seeing him tidying and closing up. You sit down onto the vintage orange funky sofa in the listening booth as beomgyu placed the album into the record player before taking a seat next to you, both holding in your breath as the first track plays, and then swapping an excited glance with widened eyes to each other as soon as the guitar melody starts playing and the bass also comes in, both remaining silent as you enjoy the song and listen attentively to what was going on. It was already so sick.
Once it ends you both excitedly gush over the new song before the second tracks rolls on. Itâs a lot slower and more dreamy and ambient. The guitar distorted and playing a pretty rolling arpeggio and giving off the genre of a more shoegaze piece.
You stare at beomgyuâs concentrated face and he stares back. He really is so gorgeous, the pretty song seemingly reflecting this as you canât help but admire him. You canât help it either when your eyes flicker to his seriously pretty rounded lips for a second, wondering what itâd feel like to have them pressed with yoursâŚ
It seems it doesnât go unnoticed by beomgyu either as he shuffles even closer to you, his scent intoxicating you as he grins smugly, looking down at your own lips that has you malfunctioning. He tucks in a strand of your hair behind your ear, still gazing and corners of his mouth pulling up, smiling at you.
Thereâs this underlying tension and the album youâd been heavily anticipating for months, the last thing on your mind, dissolving into background noise as the only thing you can think of is beomgyu and how close he is to you. Itâs hard to hold back anymore.
He inches closer and closer and he kisses you. Finally kisses you, and you melt into the kiss with him, making out fervently.
He pulls you into his lap, gripping your waist and tracing kisses on your neck instead that makes you gasp. âCouldnât help it anymoreâŚso pretty. Always make my day whenever you walk in.â Beomgyu whispers lowly, brushing his lips lightly against your ear which makes you shiver and the corners of his mouth curl into that stupid grin youâve seen many times.
But then you decide to roll your hips against his and grind against his cock in his jeans and he falters instantly, mouth parting âoâ shaped and he whimpers high pitched, so unlike him. His ears and cheeks flush red and your movements stop. âS-shit sorry. Did I ruin it? That was really weird, fuck. Sorry.â Beomgyu averts your gaze, apologising profusely and embarrassed, bottom lip quivering slightly you notice. His whole demeanour changes. Youâve only ever seen beomgyu embarrassed a short handful of times, usually so sure of himself, but it only makes you go more crazy for him.
âWanna act all tough but a little grinding is all it takes and itâs all crumbling down, huh?â You grin trying not to laugh, finding the boy and the way heâs shying underneath you suddenly so amusing. He still doesnât make eye contact, cheeks even more impossibly red, âLook at me, baby.â You lift his chin up, seeing the way he reacts to the pet name, his eyes slightly widening.
âNo. Donât want to. Too embarrassed.â Beomgyu pouts cutely, you chuckle and coo at him, stroking his cheek which he leans into. You begin to grind against him again and take the lead in kissing him, his hands shaking and gripping your waist even tighter as he attempts to stifle his whimpers, eyes tightly shut. You kiss and suck down his neck as well, determined to leave hickeys in their wake. Youâre surprised by how easily he submits to you. You like it a lot.
You pull the oversized band shirt he wears over his head and unzip his ripped jeans. The sight your met with however making you audibly gasp, his pink nipples prettily pierced through and the top of his plush thigh tattooed in a pattern of a heart and lines branching out like thorns. It makes you even more feral.
Gripping the pretty flesh of his tatted thigh, you begin to jerk off his cock which was flushed and leaking precum anyway as he waited for you to do something. He whines and moans into your ear as you pump your hand up and down on his length, head buried deep in your neck.
You can feel his heavy breaths and the drool on you and his whole body twitches and squirms when you place your free hand on one of his nipples instead, rolling the bud in your fingers and twisting which elicits a strangled moan out of him, clinging to you even tighter when you ruthlessly pump his cock, thumb toying with the slit on the head of dick and also still toying with his now puffy nipples. You can feel the drool dribble down your neck now. And you know heâll cum any second, added ministrations on his pretty tits not helping him from restraining at all, so sensitive especially ever since he got them pierced.
âF-fuckk..hah..Please. Can I cum?â He removes his head from your neck to look up at you with wet doe eyes. Heâs so unexpectedly pliant in your hands, youâd give him anything if he looked up at you like that. And so you do, allowing him to cum, he whines loudly and squirts making a pretty mess, cum coating his tattoo on his thigh.
Youâre not anywhere near done with him yet though and you hover over his dick, bringing the head to slide over your entrance and folds a few times before you sink completely down on his wet and sticky cock. Beomgyu throws his head back and groans, biting his lip hard at the feeling of his cock inside your warm pussy and you begin to slowly ride him, sucking in air loudly.
âMmh fuck pull my hair too. Itâs okay I like it rough-ah s-shit. Can take anything you give meâ Beomgyu stutters and throws an arm over his head, eyebrows deeply furrowed.
So you tug and pull at the strands of his long hair and tangle and run your hands in his scalp, it makes him moan even louder, looking absolutely in bliss, you could tell just how much he liked his hair being pulled and pull with even more force, his eyes glazing up and mind all mushy and hazy now as you continued to fuck him and tug on his scalp. He looked so slutty and you canât help telling him.
âSuch a slut.â He just whines loudly in response. âYou like being called a slut, huh? Wanna be my toy, my pet, my slut?
âY-yeah-ah so good-holyy s-shitâ He just nods vigorously, so dumbed out at this point, jaw hanging dumbly open. âW-wait squeeze my neck please.âŚâ
You didnât think beomgyu would be such a freak either.
âAre you sure, beomgyu?â
He strenuously nods and begs you. âYeahh..need it please. I can take anything.â He gently takes your hand on his own and brings it to press down on his neck. He still stares at you with his big round brown eyes. It was honestly a confusing juxtaposition, the way he looked at you innocently whilst asking you to do something so obscene as choking him.
You squeeze his pretty neck either way and watch as he hisses and his face scrunches up gorgeously, veins in his neck popping out and grunting, you fuck him ruthlessly bouncing on his cock and the squelching so loud and clear and evident despite the music still playing on the record player.
You canât help feeling possessive over him, finally having him beneath you, all yours to use, remembering all the girls that come in everyday to flirt with him and you get to have him all to yourself . Imagine the look on their faces if they could see beomgyu right now, your hands still lightly squeezing his neck and riding him. You kinda wish you could mark him all over.
âH-harderâŚchoke me harderâ Beomgyu gulps.
It makes your pace on his cock even faster and so rough and you press down on his neck ever harder. His jaw clenches, neck and face red and eyebrows furrowed. He gasps for air, letting out the prettiest loud and whiny breathy noises.
His breath hitches with every unrelenting bounce on his cock and he struggles to breathe, eyes heavy lidded and so fucked out, a distant look on his face, you press down just a little bit more on his neck and his eyes roll to back of his head, a long strangled high pitched moan coming out of him as he bucks his hips up and convulses, spurting heaps of his cum inside you and it brings you over the edge too. He canât stop cumming it seems, shaking and endlessly panting and still squirting inside you as you basically milk him. You can see the red imprint of your hand on his pretty neck along with the numerous hickeys you left, it was definitely a sight to see.
It takes a while for beomgyu to recover from his high after how good you fucked him but he eventually speaks up, clinging to you. âSooo, I got two tickets to see red jellyfishâŚWould you possibly want to go with me?â He grins and pants, biting his lip, still out of breath and bangs damp from sweat, pierced eyebrow raised and head tilted as he waited your answer.
You chuckle wrapping your arms around him tightly, kissing him again. âIâd love to.â
Please actually reblog !!!!!! and leave comments !!!! guys đ if you like the fic. Itâs really appreciated and so nice tysm !<3đđđˇđˇ! Itâs incredibly discouraging and irriating when fics have such little reblogs âšď¸. At least send an anon in the inbox if you donât want to rb, donât just like. Feedback is always appreciated it make writers want to actually write :)
A/n: this is probably really messy bc I havenât proof read. Writerâs block is actually so hard đđ *just a little note-if anything seems familiar it is probably bc my mind has never been sane ever since hey emo boy! by koqabear. It is the emo beomgyu blueprint and literally birthed emo beomgyu <33
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