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binding vow
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#done....collapses#up until 3am last night n sitting fr another 8 hours today to finish....#g o d#the things i do fr him.....#let it no longer b said that i only do elaborate paintings rife with symbolism tht feature gojo. megu my one true muse#as is Correct and Just#real talk tho i was just sketching th things i wanted to include without giving much thought to the Themes#w the exception being the spider lilies lmao I Know What Those Mean#but i ended up with a REALLY good life/death/marriage/loyalty thing going on????#w the lotus/spider lily being purity+rebirth/death#((not 2 mention 'far from the one he loves' like HELLO?????))#also w the temari balls being associated w femininity but having him dressed in groom's attire#like???? 90% unplanned but i ended up both cooking And eating#also happy 2 report that betta fish were kinder 2 me than the koi were :) no trouble from these lil guys#in fact everything abt this piece kind of came easily beyond the initial colour swatch??#thank u fr being an easy subject megu ilysm im sorry abt all the death imagery i dont mean it pls focus instead on th Life imagery :((((#i put a ring on it so u gotta wake up.....cant leave yuuji @ th altar ....#SPEAKING OF THE RING IK ITS ON THE RIGHT HAND we've been over this and its Okay#if i read a single comment .........#sorry 2 that one person who was like 'the next binding vow better be at itfs' wedding' ik this probably wasnt what u meant#but it did inspire me smile :)#anyway i need 2 stop looking at this its been over 24 hours
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Hope everyone had a good Christmas I got... Shingles.
#im fine im not even in real pain#but its very annoying that i cannot see a doctor to start antivirals today#and very funny that it shows up ON CHRISTMAS#like fr most places should be closed on major and a lot of 'minor' holidays#but i feel like the urgent care is one place that really needs to be open#and the staff should be properly compensated for working xmas#oh well guess i start them tomorrow.
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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me topping but i’m not really good at it so she makes fun of me the entire time and slapping my tits and face…calling me being dumb that i’m a girl but somehow still can’t please other women…getting bullied into fucking her exactly how she wants. even when she’s feeling good she still calls me a dumb bitch in between moans…….
#is this anything fr because i need it#lately i’ve really been wanting to top…..#we strap posting today
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everything happens and it doesn’t stop happening huh
#over today FR i need 9 hours of sleep a cathartic cry and a really long hug#anyway back to thinking about koalia to survive#the life and times
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I'm not looking forward to 8 hours in car and then non child proof house with special needs kid who's been having a rough couple of weeks.
With in laws where I flip a coin whether they're going to be assholes or not.
And I'm still sick with a not so fun new... I don't know what to call it. Not necessarily side effect. Or complication. But. It's freaking embarrassing.
(ha! Tumblr goes... You've reached 30 tags. So write in your post. Not in tags. It's not the p.s.s.s.s. that you used to write to your best friend 😂)
#Tumblr diary#sorry im really complainy lately#but i hear tumblr can sometimes just be screaming into the void#and i need it at least in the universe#not bouncing around in my head unsaid#or invalidated#but that's a different story#anyways#I'll survive#I'm buying a lot of chocolate#bc that's the only coping mechanism that is even somewhat healthy#don't know what that says#i wish i could go to my family instead#but then 2/3 kids wouldn't go up#and they're more worried about image if we don't show up#bc they don't really give a fuck if me and k are there otherwise#anyways.#I'm buying chocolate and downloading all the things on my Kindle#my tags are getting stupidly long#ooh i should treat myself to lunch today#how do i find irl friends?#like fr#bc who i knew best here are fucking church ppl#and they've loved me. except it's conditional#and the majority of them voted for fucking Trump#and they are ignorant to the harm it's going to cause my kids#so again. do they really love me#i want to talk to someone so bad#i want a hug#fucking copious usage of the fucking word fuck in these fucking tags
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they hate me for my swagger
#its nice to look in the mirror and feel good =w=bb#somehow so good that you try pixelart fr for the first time and arent completely embarrassed by it#SHITT why do i never do eyebrows T-T i ALWAYS forget them mannn#its just not a part of the face i recognize as important.... despite them being very much so imo#too late now i dont wanna change itt#sillyposting#my work#waughh this is making me think i really need to get onto eyebrow piercingss#big part of feel-goods today was my jewlery and.... i need moree......#do you think if i ask for them for xmas my parents will let me??#actually wait who am i kidding “will they let me”. they dont have much choice. im wondering if theyll PAY for itt =3=#besides the basic earlobe my whole 4 other piercings were done with little of their knowledge#god i can not imagine how tf 17 y/o me had the BALLS to get facial piercings knowing my parents didnt approve#actually i can. that was not the worst thing i had to plague my mind during that time =3=p#ououoouuu i used pixelart.com again and im kinda glad i couldnt figure out how to create my own colours....#its good for my progress to be forced to stick with an (admittedly pretty large) colour pallet.......#even if it means my hair and my face kinda blend together.....#actually thats fine ive been thinking my head is wayy too red next to my hair irl soo =3=bb#yayy#floating head bc i couldnt be bothered.#actually i really need to start doing SOMETHING in the background i cant keep getting away with boring nothingness T-T#ughhh you mean i have to try??? do something new???? ewww
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smooches and hugs my dear!! 🍰🫂
GENNYYYYYY THANK YOOOUUU (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)♡
#to: rara#to: rara from: genny#genny this is so cute fr like BRO WHAT 🥹🫶 AAAACKKK BAJI 😭😭😭#WHY AM I SEEING THIS JS NOW 😭#BUT ANYWAY I REALLY NEEDED TO SEE THIS TODAY#god knows this should be the exact moment i see this even tho my bday was yesterday#🥲#rly thank u genny it means a lot it rly boosted my dreary mood ദ്ദി ꒦ິ꒳꒦ິ )✧
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His sprite is so CUTE. Getian loml
#Had today off from work so I binged the whole story today#Sort of live-blogged it on Discord too#me and one of my friends (who doesn’t play but likes Getian too) were on the Getian defense squad the whole time#HE DID NOTHING WRONG. AND LIKE ACTUALLY#he was just trying to help but got met with violence poor boy. I will fight them for you#and they were so mean to him too. ‘Oh you’re so sweet and kind. Unlike GETIAN whos so RUDE’#And then Getian’s there like. Being nothing but sweet. He’s just bad at talking stop being so mean#he’s just like me fr in that regard lmaooo#anyway. Fun event#felt good when Getian was proven right#Especially since I didn’t really like Jiu Niangzi ngl. She’s kinda annoying#ANYWAY#his banner can’t come soon enough I need himmmm#I’ve been saving for this#well and MedPoc too#but like AHHHHHHHH#oh also speaking of MedPoc#new standard rateup should be announced in a couple days#please please please please please please be MedPoc#anyway that’s all. Just have a lot of Getian feelings tonight#I love him so much it’s unreal. I’ll never recover from the emotional damage of loving him#Maddiepost
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so I wanted to say that since I'm really enjoying this event, I will likely continue to post about it, including analysis. I want to talk about the game mechanics and strategies but it's been so hard to do without people thinking you're talking about the discourse. I think as a community we all need to be a little less jumpy about this event, because I've seen posts of people being afraid to talk about the team their watching because they don't want to be dragged into discourse. I think a lot of genuinely lighthearted posts about a fun event are being misconstrued as something malicious
all of my posts are made with the spirit of friendly competition. a lot of other people are posting like this too! people should be able to do this without getting accused of hating ccs or being unfair
i've been posting a lot about red team, specifically because that's who i've been watching the most. i watch pretty much every english speaking qsmp member, it just so happens that right now i have a sub to foolish so i've been watching him so i don't have to deal with ads. because of this, i will probably continue to talk about red team the most. i'll talk about blue and green teams when i watch them! if i had the time to watch vods from every team and do a complete strategy analysis, i would. but I don't have that time. i genuinely don't care which team wins, but that doesn't mean I won't be rooting for certain teams on certain days. like on day 2, red team going from barely visible on the score bar to winning the day was an amazing underdog story! of course i'm going to root for them! and for day 3 I was rooting for green team because i want to see fitmc tryhard!
at the end of the day this is a fun event. it's fun for the ccs so it should be fun for the fandom. and if you're scrolling thru tags and getting upset/annoyed/angry at people posting about a friendly competition, you might need to reevaluate yourself
#really just posting this as a precaution bc I feel like people get mad at me for posting about strategies and it makes me sad#because i'm trying to have fun#and i would love to watch and support everyone but i cant there isnt enough time and i dont speak french#anyway let people support red team without getting jumped#they're just talking about their streamer like chill#like genuinely the way people are talking on here makes me feel bad for supporting red team#until i remember that i did nothing wrong they're just being mean#i get youre defensive but like YOU are the one creating discourse my guy#we're just over here talking#thought about switching it up for today and watching blue team but then i rememberd#i dont have to appease you i can do what i want#if i want to watch red team and talk about red team then i can do so#if you have a problem with that it's your own fault#sorry these tags are really sassy but like fr people need to chill#talking about the discourse all the time only makes it worse#and i want to keep talking strategy without having to defend myself constantly#because i hate when people intentionally misinterpet my words#ok rant over#qsmp
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age old problem of older friend is going through it and you want to be there for them but also are aware they don’t want to talk to a teenager about their problems which makes sense but also I AM SO POWERLESS FUCK
#fr multiple of my friends are just having a tough one today and i wanna reach out to all of them but i am not in a position to do that#idk. i hope yall know i really do care and AM here if you need me but also i get it if you dont want to talk to me eheh
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#yk when i said i'm back to being active on tumblr well yeah 😅#i had to write a seminar paper for uni and it hasn't been going well because i got sick and didn't get much done#well i got an extension luckily but it still was a struggle the topic was just rly difficult to write about#i'm almost done now at least some 300 words i still have to write and then proofread and work on better formulating but yay#i should get it done today but yeah i'll manage so i'll be back when i'm done the latest tmrw#but seminar papers are for real my least favorite part of uni 😅 it's so time consuming and can be a real struggle ugh#i rather write an exam lmao#but anyway i needed to rant ://#my money got stolen 🙃😫#sometimes life just throws some shit at you ugh#like having to write this paper and not having a social life anymore isn't enougj#i don't know how it happened? i mean i don't know for sure but i can't explain it another way#like the money was in my wallet the day before yesterday and yesterday the whole day i didn't use my wallet qnd then it was gone??#maybe while i was at uni football but that's crazy it was not some public place but in a school gym lockerroom??#or maybe someone stole it from my backpack on the street idk?? but i didn't notice#but that was money i got for my birthday from my dad and aunts 😪#and i wanted to buy something nice with it and ig i will anyway but it sucks :((#it was not a little no i had 150€ in my wallet 😭 at least my credit cards are still there ig#but i realize now how stupid that probably was to carry so much money with but i thought it was safe fr#like i have lived in austria all my life and this never happened to me 😫 and it was not like i was walking around with my wallet openly#i mean i will be fine it would be a lot worse if that happened to someone who is just barely getting by but i'm still upset#and my mom told me that apparently it happened to a friend of her as well when she was in my city but like i never heard that before...#from any of my friends ... or maybe it really is that more dangerous with thieves in my uni city but like i wasn't aware#bc i mean in general austria is like a very safe country comparatively and feels like it never was on my mind#maybe it's horrible bad luck but in the future I will be careful to carry any cash with me 🙃
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lol
#i'm literally like.#sooooo done with life#i've been on the verge of tears on and off today fr#work itself has been ugh#my kids are being so crazy and i love them but very draining#and my work friends are basically pulling away from me and it makes me wanna die#they essentially replaced me with someone else and i'm literally sitting here like oh ok lol#and my ex and i are in this weird fucking space and i can't fucking deal with it#siri play 'boyfriend' by ariana grande and social house#like... she's not mine and like... technically she can date other people lol#but lol you're really taking her out on a date that would be perfect for ME?????#you know what ur doing lol#but i mean ig#'you ain't my boyfriend!!!! and i ain't ur girlfriend!!!!!'#screaming and crying and throwing up#i hate my life y'all#i'm legit at my limit#i don't want to make my every-three-years trip to the ICU and psych ward but!!!!!!#sorry y'all i needed to put this somewhere lol#i'll prob delete later#belle speaks#v
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i want to print out your AFTG art and then eat it in hopes of absorbing your talent and the beauty of it
kisses ur forehead gently i love you
#i actually really needed this today lol#had a shitty day with my art#im so flattered#blushing fr fr#asks
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ok one day holiday was plenty. i would like to go home now. ive had enough thank you.
#sorry ysnp i am so nawt taking you in today im going to bed at 4pm im so fucking tired 😭#have to be on planes for six hours and then drive another two i might seriously kms#it was fine yesterday but i think this apartment thing + probably needing my folks to send me money to close out this trip (humiliating)#is getting to me a little ahbdwkdns. oh well. itll be really good from tomorrow!!#i cant believe i am doing this fr...after YEARS omg yay!
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Hi again! Listen, if we indeed get the MK vs SWK fight you've been predicting, I want it to be CATHARTIC. I want both parties fighting to show the RAWEST, UGLIEST, MOST FUCKED UP parts of themselves to each other without holding back, and embrace those parts in one another wholeheartedly just as much at the end. And I don't want this fight to be at the end of the show, no, I want it to be inn the midle of the show run, not even just a few episodes spare afterwards but several seasons, to see them work on the ruined previous framework and build on it as a sturdier, more stable foundation, and I want to see it unfold and develop in the show. I want to see them fight together with that new bond against the big boss or whatever passes as it. I think what I'm trying to say is Eldritch!MK better not be the last boss, and that even in a fight with out-of-control MK, SWK still unconsciously holds back even if he doesn’t want to. Also for Wukong to show his OG power in its full glory at the end against the final boss who is hopefully not Eldritch MK. You may disagree with some of my points but we can agree to disagree. Eat fruits!
DUDE. YES.
In my mind I've never thought of Eldritch!MK as the final big bad, legitimately. Which now I realize that's kinda silly, because the show could go that direction, but in my mind MK would be pushed further down a path of chaos by being manipulated by our new antagonist. This isn't something he would want ("This isn't what I wanted!" for the sweet sweet Azure parallel), but something he'd be pushed into—whether through manipulation, or past memories, or some reveal or WHATEVER it is that pushes him to the brink.
Ultimately however, MK has to eventually defy his fate and use his powers to leave the world "better than he found it"—he has to come to terms with the fact that he'll hurt people, and people will hurt him, and that's how life works. He ultimately has to accept himself. Being the "final boss" of the show would leave very little time for MK to truly learn to love himself and learn who he truly is, which is why I think it probably won't happen. Maybe he'd be the final boss of a season—but certainly not the show as a whole.
But a cathartic and messy Wukong and MK fight? That's something I am hoping we get, and think we definitely have the potential to get! Here's a short list of people who have chewed Wukong out thus far:
Mei (3x10)
Macaque (4x11)
Curse MK (4x07)
Azure (4x13)
Pigsy (2x10)
Ne Zha (3x01, 3x10)
Now, with how often it's brought up the ways in which Wukong has failed MK...don't you think MK should have a turn here? MK gets close in 2x07, but there he's yelling at Macaque disguised as Wukong, so obviously that doesn't count. We are long overdue for MK himself laying out all of the hurt and anger he's been holding onto for 4 seasons—that itself needs to happen, whether it's through a physical fight or not.
And after finally, EVERYTHING is out in the open, they can build their relationship stronger than it was before. I, like you, really do hope Wukong and MK (or even MK and Mei tbh) fight together against our last big bad. Honestly watching them fight together in 4x13 was so fulfilling, seeing them bounce off one another and work together just like MK always wanted.
However, I am also ready for them to tear each other apart (MK for SWK literally, but SWK for MK probably metaphorically lol) and then build each other back up, both of them fully accepting each other, flaws and all. Just because you love each other doesn't mean you won't hurt one another, you know? Just because you love someone doesn't mean they're not flawed. And in some ways, I think both Sun Wukong and MK need to accept that fact about each other. Like, this confrontation needs to be MESSY and RAW, and I think a climatic anime battle is a great way to do that (4x13 MK V Azure fight proving my point perfectly, or honestly even something like Samadhi Fire Mei in 3x10).
But those are just my thoughts!
#I am eating plenty of fruit thank you#I had really good cherries today#''You may disagree with some of my points'' naw man you described the ideal scenario for me fr fr#I need TEARS. I need SCREAMING. I need HEARTBREAK#TRAGEDY#I don't think anyone will be weird on this post but it'd be funny if someone was like ''But Wukong didn't do anything wrong!''#And then I'd explode them with my mind and cry into the heavens. I don't want to keep explaining why Wukong is flawed lol.#''MK and Wukong can't fight! They love each other!!!''#As if MK and Wukong's relationship as a whole isn't already lowkey unhealthy lol. Just a little bit. But that's how you add flavor.#Like their love is what fuels it. Their blind faith. Choosing each other over the world. Destroying themselves for each other.#They'll get better one day. BUT RN-#JUST LEAVE ME WITH MY MESSY CHARACTERS THANKS.#asks#lmk#lmk analysis#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk speculation#SWK V MK
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