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nailsinmywall Ā· 2 years ago
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the sons of feanor on a snowy day in formenos ā„ļø
@officialtolkiensecretsanta . my secret santa gift for @violecov !!!! happy holidays, i hope you like itšŸ„ŗ and merry christmas if you celebrate!
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kimdokjas Ā· 2 months ago
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Weren't you supposed to be taken by my beauty?
happy belated birthday, aki ā™” @taohs [insp.]
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dancinghannigram Ā· 20 days ago
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"he would not do tha-" BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yes he would logan told me personally actually
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beatlesmenrock Ā· 1 month ago
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itā€™s time for another beatles dump
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puddii-ng Ā· 3 months ago
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swan lake x valkyrie
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diamondsheep Ā· 10 months ago
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Them <3 !!
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karda Ā· 4 months ago
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meet the artist is done! yippee!
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craacked-splatters Ā· 3 months ago
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Surprise!šŸŽ‰ Here I am back at it again making fanart for fics instead of finishing my own projects lmao
This is for @obsidiancreates cute and awesome rottmnt and TMNT 2012 crossover fic 'Out of the Shadows and into the Neon'!! U can read it right here!
Go read it go go go!! It's got turtle tots and found family and silly moments and sad times and everything. Go read it!! Shoo shoo it's good I prommy
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skunkes Ā· 4 months ago
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longlegs fucking sucked šŸ˜­
#talkys#sorry for movie opinions post#i didnt know anything abt it going in other than serial killer and Mystery and i was soooooo so interested and enthralled#for a good chunk bc wow i like the framing the pacing the shots!#and then it gets to a point where its like oh...!#and then šŸ“‰šŸ“‰šŸ“‰šŸ“‰ā†˜ļøā†˜ļøā†˜ļøā¬‡ļøā¬‡ļøā¬‡ļøā¬‡ļøā¬‡ļø#like how did that movie feel like 3 hrs long#all that build up for the most eyerolly unsatisfying payoff#do u guys think its possible for horror movies to be Satisfying anymore?#saying dis as someone not as acquainted with the genre#we were talking about how like hereditary was Good but it wasn't...Scary....but its fine bc it was good#idek what im saying anymore but we regret seeing it we shouldve gone with our parents to bingo šŸ˜­šŸ’”#the main character rocked though...so awesome will graham#so extremely funny seeing ppl being like ''ummm sorry ur someone who thinks horror movies need to be jumpscares and dont like psychological#horror :/'' this was NOT psychological horror. it was a really interesting like Mystery for a good chunk and then at that Certain Point its#like oh. horror movie version of the ''and then he woke up'' cop-out to me. how boring. what a boring conclusion#not worth the whole previous hour of Good#i will say the shots of the hooded figure with the eyes unnerved me tho i had to look away šŸ˜­#MY SISTER LITERALLY FELL ASLEEP LMAO but at that point i was still very interested and hopeful#and then.
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seiwas Ā· 15 days ago
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SEL MY SEL ā€¦ā€¦.. crawling over here for the ask game ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ you already know . who iā€™m going to ask for phdkdjdkdb IN MY DEFENSE I WILL NEVER GET OVER YOUR VERSION OF HIM !!!!!!!
ā€¦.. sugu ā€¦.. with ā€™sunā€™ ā€¦ā€¦. maybe šŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ
(šŸµ <- a little matcha for your troubles ā€¦ good luck with the writing exercises my loveee <33 iā€™m cheering you on!!!)
ARI šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹ hehe ofc i shall write sugu for u! writing him is always so fun šŸ„¹ thank you for the prompt, and for the matcha!! i will be sipping it as i write this šŸ„¹ it is not a trouble at alllll!! esp if it's for youuuuu šŸ«¶
contains: beautiful, gorgeous, sexy neighbor suguru, mood can be a bit unsettling... honestly a little stockholm syndrome-y (does this count as dark? idk šŸ˜­), skewed concept of reality and time
suguru + sun
you move into a new neighborhood on your 24th birthday.
it's a quaint house, fully furnished with wooden panels lining its contemporary build. you consider yourself lucky for finding a place this well-kept at the price point you offered. you're honestly surprised that suguru, your now landlord, accepted your application.
the area sits a few kilometers on the outskirts of the city, but it feels neither too quiet nor too busy; a perfect balance with an impressive view of the rising sun this early in the morning. that, and the people seem friendly, greeting you as they pass by. they even offer to help you haul things out of your car and into the house.
to the right of your house is one that holds the same design elements at yours, although a bit darker in its tones. it's sleek and modern, befitting of a bachelor.
"you must be the new tenant," a voice speaks from behind you, syrupy and smooth. you didn't even hear his footsteps.
when you turn around, you're met with a tall man who greets you with his arms held behind his back as he tilts his head low. there's a calmness that radiates off him, a sort of gentleness that signals heā€™s someone you can trust.
you nod, introducing yourself with your hand outstretched towards him.
"suguru," he replies as his fingers grab yours delicately. your eyes widen in surprise, recognizing the name, and he merely chuckles in return, a soft laugh that brings out kindness in his eyes.
"i should greet you properly," he lets go of your hand, placing it back behind him. "hello, new neighbor."
.
over shared breakfasts by your porch and impromptu dinners over at his, you grow a liking to suguru. he's polite and thoughtful, often knocking at your door in the mornings to offer you a cup of tea to watch the sunrise.
"you'll only find sunrises like this here," he leans back on the wooden chair you set out as outdoor furniture. his head tilts towards you slightly, impossibly close as you notice the corner of his lips curl up into a small grin.
hues of pinks, purples, and orange blend to illuminate his face perfectly. the sun is beautiful in front you, peeking between clouds as it inches away from the horizon, but something about him is infinitely more magnetic. your stare is immediately drawn to his lips, smooth and supple, before it meets his gaze.
you don't know what's worseā€•wanting to lean in or be pulled by the look in his eyes.
he fixes things that break in your home, always somehow knowing just when to show up. at first, it was your windows, the one by the attic, too high and dangerous for you to climb; then, it was your kitchen sink, its pipes regurgitating the water going down the drain. he's begun to bring you your groceries too, often asking for a list of what you need when he makes trips out of town.
your days blur easily when you're with suguru, and time passes almost fleetingly as you find your hours filled with soft laughs and touches so delicate you sometimes wonder whether they're real.
it should be noted, you think, how much time has passed since you first met himā€•an anniversary of some sort.
.
you learn that he owns both housesā€•his and the one you're currently renting. it once belonged to a friend who had to move for bigger, greater responsibilities elsewhere, he'd said.
"why did you decide on renting?" you ask him one night, over wine and candlelight.
your fingers fiddle with his as he sits you on his lap, this thing between you growing more intimate lately. he rubs his thumb along your thigh, resting his chin by your shoulder.
"you could have sold it or something."
he presses his lips gently on your collarbone.
"i could've," his fingers trail up to your waist, crossing your chest before landing on your chin, cupping it lightly to face him. your heart is hammering in your chest, senses on fire as his nose kisses yours. you think you can count every mole that dots his face beautiful. then, he inches closer, lips grazing yours as he whispers, "but i was waiting for you."
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you mark each day at sunrise.
your digital clocks and calendars stopped working after some time, but you don't mind. suguru always tells you what date it is when you ask.
this morning, you wake up in his bed, and the sun is still as breathtaking as you remember it, the same pink, purple, and orange hues streaming through his window. when you look closely, the cloudsā€•
"good morning," he brings you tea in bed, his hair topped off with a bun, a half-up-half-down.
your stomach fills itself with something warm and fuzzy as you smile at him, "morning."
"slept well?" his hand reaches for your waist under the duvet, and you giggle, ticklish.
"very," you crane your neck to land a soft kiss on his lips. "what date is it today?"
"october 28," he supplies.
your eyebrows shoot up as you realize, "i have to bring my car to the mechanic."
it's been 6 months now since your last check, right before you moved, and though you barely use your car anyway, it's best to be safe.
you quickly move to get up but suguru's hand keeps you in place, firmly pressed on your waist.
"i'll do it," he says with a smile on his face, "you rest here."
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you barely see your other neighbors except for the girl who smokes a pack of cigarettes a day and the twins down the street.
when you ask suguru about it, he dismisses the question quickly, saying, "must have moved," as he urges you to take another sip of your tea.
you dream of them that night, on bare streets; it wakes you in a cold sweat, the image of your neighborhood reduced to just your house and suguru's.
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this is the 200th sunrise since you started counting, which means this is the 200th day since you and suguru officially got together. kind of.
your gift for him is a painting of the sunrise, because it reminds you of him; and because it's become your favorite thing to look forward to, too.
the pinks and purples blend together beautifully as it contrasts with the orange hues, and the sun continues to peak above the horizon as it settles between clouds.
suguru kisses you when you give it to him, the taste of tea right on his tongue.
he frames it on his bedside, and when you wake in his room the next morning, it greets you along with the back of his head, fast asleep.
your eyes flit to the view outside his window, the same pinks, purples, and orange hues. you tilt your head curiously, brows furrowing. the sun stays at the same spot above the horizon, and when you look at the painting again, the clouds hold the same position and shape.
a chill washes over you, your hearbeat pounding.
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"what date is it today?" you ask suguru as you wash the potatoes in the sink.
another bag of groceries from suguru. now that you think about it, you don't think you've ever gone to the grocery store since moving.
"is it important?" he responds, slightly snappy. you've begun to notice that he hates it when you ask lately.
you eye him from the side.
"i was thinking of preparing a menu of what we'll eat during the holidays, if it's near."
the furrow on his brows smooths out as you give your answer, and so he says, "december 5."
and you know something is wrong, because that can't be it. it doesn't make sense with the sunrises you've counted.
.
you dream again, more and more as the days go byā€•dirt roads and your house and suguru's, run-down and empty. more things start breaking in your apartment, and suguru always knows when they need to be fixed.
there's a deep, twisting feeling in your stomach that intensifies, festering under your skin; it worsens in the mornings, when you sit with suguru at your porch and you think you see a crack in the sunrise.
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sunrise valley the place where the sun never sets! ā”€ā”€ā”€ beautiful, bright, and destined for people who live just like you! find your new home here.
[DISCONTINUED] ā€” FOR DEMOLITION ON DECEMBER 7. under investigation for suspicious spiritual activity and missing persons.
#suguru x reader#jjk x reader#shotorus.workbook#waaah i hope u like this ari!! its a little bit (really) different from the genre i typically write#but i was talking to niku abt it and she urged me to push for this kinda strange kinda spooky one#its not fwb sugu like how i normally write him but i hope it's still /him/ yk ? sAWB#some stuff about the blurb: he's not human ! he's a spirit ! not necessarily evil but i think definitely a little bit possessive#he lures people in and builds that 'neighbourhood' around them; kind of like a simulation ? the tea he serves is meant to keep#the people hallucinating !#and also in real life before all of this went down reader was looking for a home and saw the listing#reader sent an application without visiting bc desperate ! (idt u should ever do that irl tho haha) but yeah#so when reader drove up the first time to the location it was actually just a dirt road#but theres some magic juju at a border that makes reader pass out ! and he feeds them the tea and thats how reader thinks that#they drove all the way to the house and everything . basically believes in whatever suguru makes them see#there are lots of details i included that kind of mean smth more later on but i wont list them here anymore ! i hope u catch them eheh#the lore of the neighborhood is that satoru and suguru were gonna build it together but they had a falling out (haha)#bc of difference in opinion hahah and so the plan never really went thru and suguru got hella stressed by it and so on and on and on#which is why his spirit is here !#i had to cut it short ! bc it would have been hella long šŸ˜­ but i would have added more stuff in between if ever#if u have any questions abt this lmk ! whbshfbash i hope u like it wahhh its really different from what im used to writing!#ari.šŸ¦”#ask#rep#twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat
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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat Ā· 4 months ago
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Hi!! This is hopefully a fun question to ask! šŸ’š What are some of your favourite versions of suguru &/or satoru by your moots/non-moots that youā€™ve read in their fics ? For example your winter satosugu drabble has my favourite satoru šŸ’…šŸ’…šŸ’…
šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ ANONNNN first of all iā€™m so happy you like that satoruā€¦ā€¦ iā€™m really fond of him too!!! heā€™s very Husband + the implied mommy issues are tasty imoā€¦
but wahhhā€¦ this is absolutely a fun question!!!! i doooo wanna preface this by saying that i legitimately love . all my mootsā€™ versions of stsg. theyā€™re all a little different so i go to different moots/other writers depending on what iā€™m looking for :3 i love love love the fact that fanfic births so many different takes and ausā€¦. itā€™s one of my favorite parts of reading it!!!
i doooo have some versions of stsg that iā€™m partial to though!!!! gonna throw them under the cut, i decided to only go with my moots because iā€™mā€¦ā€¦ really scatterbrained. there are SO many other sugus and torus that i adore my brain just canā€™t pull them out at command </3 but i hope thisā€™ll suffice!!
first of allā€¦. my favorite gojos :333
nikuā€™s gojo in general is one of my favorites ever ever ever but iā€™m specifically adding a link to bten because . bten lives in my brain <3 and i adore both bten!reader & bten!gojo more than anythingā€¦.. ANYWAY . nikuā€™s gojo is my favorite for many reasons but above all else he justā€¦. feels so real to me . sometimes i have to remind myself that iā€™m reading a fic and not canon content bc her gojo just FEELS like gojo . itā€™s a little scary. i read bten and heard kaiji tangā€™s voice in my ear šŸ˜­ i think itā€™s sooo difficult to capture the balance that canon!gojo has, but niku does it so effortlessly!!! heā€™s so charming and guarded and annoying and kind beneath it all and iā€™m justā€¦.. in love with him . thatā€™s all. i do want to strangle him just a tiny bit but mostly i want to kiss him.
selā€™s col!gojoā€¦. my baby my husband the loml. i adoreeeee selā€™s take on gojo and the way he views/approaches love ā€¦.. and just like niku her gojo feels so real and so grounded!!!! sel has a way of rounding out her characters and making them feel so human, which i. adore. and it works so well with gojo. col!gojo is canon to me idc. heā€™s so relatable to me and following his story with col!reader was just so touching šŸ„¹šŸ„¹ i . cried . every time he blushed or got flustered i fell to my knees . flustered gojo is really hard to get right i think??? bc itā€™s justā€¦.. such a rare mood from him. but it feels so perfect in her fics. col!gojo reminds me of a plant in the softest, most loving way and i just want him to grow and embrace the sun !!!!!!!! i want him to be happyā€¦.
another general pick; alexisā€™s gojo!!!!!! (link goes straight to my personal fav which is a very bold statement to make but i think abt this fic constantly)ā€¦. this is another gojo that just feels. so canon to me somehow???? every time i read her gojo fics iā€™m just like yeahā€¦. thatā€™s gojo satoru. thatā€™s the gojo satoru that i love and adore. it always reminds me of WHY i love him sm and itā€™s justā€¦.. such a wonderful feeling yk??? alexis rlly captures what i perceive as the core of his character!!!!! i canā€™t tell you what it is exactly but i feel that so strongly!!!!! heā€™s my baby and i love him so so bad. he makes me so happy and he feels so human:((((( i just love himā€¦. him and his self-destructive little habitsā€¦.. also special shoutout to idol!gojo bc heā€™s just soo. yeah.
then we have ioā€™s flower shop!satoru <333 the fic isnā€™t out as of rn, but i added a link to a snippet that iā€™m still swooning overā€¦.. i ADORE this concept and itā€™s so perfect for ioā€™s gorgeous and flowery writing!!!! he was made for her frā€¦ā€¦ i just really love the idea of a soft, gentle, smitten satoru šŸ„ŗ and him being a flower boy rlly scratches an itch in my brain because of his canon ties to flowers!!! the fact that he kind of views other people as flowers. or at least compared them to flowers in ch. 236ā€¦.. i just feel like this concept is . genius. nature loves satoru and he loves it back . heā€™s a nurturing soul at his core imo and thatā€™s not something i see people explore super often, but this au captures it perfectly <33
NOW. SUGU TIME.
mossā€™s knight!suguruā€¦. my beloved. not a day goes by where i donā€™t think about him. there isnā€™t a single language on this earth that could properly convey the physical reaction i had when i read this drabble . this is . The most attractive suguru in the world. to me. heā€™s so sexy iā€™m sorry i need him so bad. we all know how i feel about knights and suguru individually so when you mash em togetherā€¦.. šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« yeah. my life was changed. the armour the blood the contrast between his polite exterior and gritty fighting ā€¦ iā€™ll be so honest just the idea of knight!suguru fighting using his fists instead of his sword is enough to have me falling to the floor in agony like i NEED him. you donā€™t understand. you will never understand. it physically pains me to know that he will never beat ts out of me. BUT YEAH HEā€™S JUST SOOO???? heā€™s so hot and cool and Doomed and i desire him carnally
then we have mickeyā€™s suguru :3 heā€™s justā€¦.. soooo fucking charming? itā€™s sickening . i canā€™t stand him. heā€™s perfect and i need him. mickey always writes him in a very wolfy way while also making him feel so soft and sweet and i justā€¦. adore it. heā€™s a loverboy first and foremost and he makes me sooooooo happy itā€™s insaneā€¦ā€¦ iā€™m linking my personal fav sugu fic of his but i truly adore them all!!!!!!!!! his suguru is just . theee most charming man alive and thatā€™s all i can really say to properly convey my feelings. this particular fic genuinely wrecked me i got soooooo flustered just reading it šŸ’”šŸ’”šŸ’” save me sweaty!suguā€¦ā€¦.. save meā€¦ā€¦ā€¦.. heā€™s a wolf heā€™s a romantic heā€™s a cooer and most importantly heā€™s my Wife :33
kairoā€™s suguru is soooo lovely and so hot but iā€™m especially in love with black is the colour!suguruā€¦.. heā€™s just. so hot iā€™m sorry. not really though. tattoo artist sugu šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« with his piercings ā€¦. his honeyed voiceā€¦ā€¦ his boundless devotionā€¦ā€¦ heavy breathing . heā€™s so mommy in this. but also so Father. thatā€™s the best way i can explain it aaaaaaand iā€™m terribly weak to itā€¦ā€¦. heā€™s just so perfect there are SO many scenes in this fic that made my knees buckle šŸ˜”šŸ˜” heā€™s so sweet and doting and complex and just hhhhhhhhhhhHHH kairo if you see this youā€™ve ruined me for lifeā€¦ā€¦ specifically thinking about the scene where he worries he acts more like a dad than a boyfriend sometimes + where he calls reader his doveā€¦ā€¦ i need him in my life i need him to fix me
lilyā€™s poseidon!suguru stole my heart very recently and i have ā€¦.. not stopped thinking of him since. i love any take on suguru as a god and lilyā€™s version is just so genius . suguru being a god of the sea????? itā€™s perfectā€¦.. and the fact that heā€™s so gentle and coaxing and sweet šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« just the way he speaks in this drabble had me captivated he is truly the god of all timeā€¦.. and his DESIGN . the concept in itself. i know for a fact that heā€™s the most stunning man youā€™ll ever see. heā€™s so almighty and powerful and he speaks so softly and gently but you hear every word crystal clear because he just has this Presenceā€¦ā€¦ i rlly canā€™t stop thinking about him.
then we have remā€™s suguru!!!! who is the acts of service king of All Time. and iā€™m obsessed with him. i love chatting with rem because i love her but also because we always agree on suguru and her thoughts always make me feel insaneā€¦.. he NEEDS you to need him. he needs to take care of you. or heā€™ll literally explode. heā€™s such a caretaker and i canā€™t get enough of himā€¦.. thatā€™s really the Core of suguruā€™s character imo!!!! his desperation to take care of others. he wants to take care of you more than he ever takes care of himself because doing that makes Him happy. and rem just captures that so, so perfectly, yknow?????? oughhhh her sugu is just so Mommy i need him to coddle me :(((((
aaaaand finally!!!!! last but not least!!!!!!!! rheyaā€™s vamp!sashisu :33 i know you asked for stsg specifically but iā€™m throwing in shoko as a bonus bc theyā€™re All characterized so well in this. they live rent free in my silly little brain . thereā€™s not a single person on this planet that i trust to write poly sashisu more than rheya bc she just Gets them!!!!! andā€¦.. vamp!sashisu..,ā€¦ lord save meā€¦ā€¦.. they could drain me like a capri sun idec. I LOVE THEM!!!!!! their preferred biting spots just feel soooo in character and the fact that theyā€™re all so gentle makes me emotional šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ generally speaking iā€™m not super into vamps but rheya entered my life and i was changed forever . i need them so bad
i wasnā€™t gonna tag anyone originally, but i want you guys to know how much i love you and think abt your silly little guys actually... thank u for letting me read abt them šŸ„¹
@stellamancer @seiwas @kissxcore @neptuneblue
@mossmotif @dollsuguru @teddybeartoji
@storiesoflilies @hayakawalove @satoruxx
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candycatstuffs Ā· 7 months ago
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uhm. erhm.
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capricores Ā· 1 year ago
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pisces/virgo placements... it's about time you took care of yourself, too, ok?
you burn yourselves out allowing yourself to be pulled by so many people in all different directions. you exhaust all your resources and empty your cup - no, your entire well - to help those around you, even people you don't know. it's such a beautiful thing, and i know you genuinely love helping others, supporting people, seeing them thrive. it's such a beautiful trait! but you constantly end up neglecting yourself, right? you don't realize that you have permission to set aside time to care for you, to cater to your needs for once. you often feel like no one puts a drop in your cup, the favor is never returned - it's exhausting; you might think if you just keep giving your all it will come back; i understand. you will find the people that give the same energy back to you one day, but regardless of whether you've found those people yet, you need to learn to step aside and fill your own cup!
setting boundaries and saying no is the most important thing you will learn to do in this lifetime. it will not be easy for you, sometimes it will feel painful. but you cannot help the world if you're constantly drained and tired! you deserve to take care of yourself in the same way you do for others. be gentle to your kind soul, nourish yourself; do the things you love to do. learn to worry about others less, as hard as it is, and focus on yourself more.
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yuwuta Ā· 3 months ago
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i politely demand you talk about your nge/pacrim au!
thank you for enabling my behavior and for all your art omg <33333 i will attempt to coherently and briefly outline my thoughts
the short version is: yuuta/rika saves you post-battle and both are irrationally upset when it turns out that you already have a boyfriend.Ā 
yuuta would like to take some of the credit for digging you out the rubble, but the truth is, it was like his mech was on auto-pilot, overriding all of his controls to dig you out of a lifeless environment and stash your cold, limp body in the center chamber until yuuta and rika were transported back to the base.Ā 
yuuta doesnā€™t understand why he lost control of rika like that, nor does he understand why he feels so upset when he goes to visit you in the infirmary and thereā€™s already some other man by your bedside holding your hand. he vaguely recognizes kokichi as a junior engineer whoā€™s done a few surface level repairs on rika, and heā€™s surprised and green with envy to find out that kokichi is also your boyfriend.Ā 
yuuta doesnā€™t understand the anger he feels, or the headache he gets, or the panic attack thatā€™s threatening to rise in him, or why his feet automatically drag him back to his mech, or why he feels like he could hear rikaā€™s faint sobs and screams in his head and he lay in his pilot chamber. none of it makes sense and he can barely sleep because of it, but it happens every time he thinks about you and kokichi for too long; and strangely enough, if the thinks about how rika seemed to come to life to save you for too long. thereā€™s some kind of missing link he canā€™t piece together.Ā 
when youā€™re conscious, you canā€™t seem to recall any part your childhood, and only have your memories from college onwards, save for bits and pieces of the attack you were a victim of. yuuta learns that you were studying to be an engineer, that you were moving to work at the hangar and be closer to your boyfriend, that kokichi was slated to pick you up from the airport that ended up being the site of attack. a small part of yuuta wishes kokichi had been there, thinks that rika wouldnā€™t have found him in the rubble.Ā 
youā€™re the miracle save, and somewhat become the baby of the hangar. world-renowned pilots youā€™d only ever studied in class stopped by to give you their condolences, offer their help. you try to remain calm when satoru gojo and kento nanami make an appearance as a duo in your tiny recovery room, calling you brave and bowing to you with a home cooked meal in hand. senior engineers do their best to recover your work from college, assuring you that your injuries and recovery period would be a non-factor in the hiring processā€”that you were free to start as soon as you felt comfortable. you get the most attention from yuuta, who makes himself a friend, and a critical part of your recovery, essentially firing your physical therapist in favor of fixing you himself.Ā 
everyone makes you feel welcome, but yuuta makes you feel safe. he holds your waist while you re-learn to walk, he sneaks you into the pilotā€™s lounge while the jaegers have their repairs doneā€”and nods in faux-sympathy as you mourn the presence of your boyfriend, who seems busier than ever these days with nuisance repairs, jokes about how yuuji and megumi seem to be particularly reckless with their jaeger latelyā€”he squeezes your hand when you have headaches and fractured flashbacks of your past that you canā€™t piece together, he holds you when you cry out of pure frustration of not being able to remember who you are
yuutaā€™s a real smooth talker, too. always knows exactly how to comfort you while your boyfriend is busy, always talks to the press about you so preciously, always makes you feel like you have a purpose even if you canā€™t remember your past selfā€”maybe you werenā€™t meant to remember anything before him and rika, maybe it was meant to be this way. itā€™s a twisted comfort, but itā€™s something to cling to, itā€™s better than crying over memories you no longer have.
everyone notices yuutaā€™s weird reverse stockholm syndrome lolā€¦ the way he hovers over you like heā€™s your sole protector and savior, the way he demands to be privy to all decisions about your health care, the way he remains close to you with no fear of your boyfriend. nobody says anything, thoughā€”yuutaā€™s a pilot, a good one, and one the few solo pilots in the entire world. heā€™s precious and vital to humanity, worth a thousand men, worth ten thousand engineers. besides, his friends see something special between you two, especially the co-pilot pairs; satoru and kento, megumi and yuuji, choso and yukiā€”they know compatibility when they see it, and boyfriend or not, you have something special with yuuta. they all share a common thought: kokichi is fighting a losing battle. and even if he could beat yuuta, heā€™d never win against rika.
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hiiii haha. hello. exceptionally awkward introduction bc idrk how to start something like this so let's just jump right in. im taking a break from this account for a bit. i know i said i wanted taob out before halloween and currently im fine sticking with that deadline, but if i decide i need longer away then i will take longer away. every time ive reassured people that id never abandon a fic and updates will always come eventually i never once considered that my writing and ability to feel safe and comfortable on this site would be actively taken from me, so im not even going to apologise. i dont want this either and more importantly i dont fucking deserve it. i dont know what it is in the past year, if ive hit a certain amount of followers or 'popularity' that's made it so the natural ratio of positive to negative interactions must in turn go up, but there's been a serious uptick in weird asks for me. the annoying part is that a very small amount of them are actually objectively mean and hateful, the rest are just weird and invasive from people who seemingly dont realise that's what they're being. ive reached a point where i dont care if the intentions are good. it's not my job as a 20 year old tumblr user of all things to defend the morality of someone who couldnt even bother to come off anon. unfortunately, after blocking only one or two anons, the weird asks have decreased substantially, which says all you need to know about the fascinating and exhilarating lives led by these people, but ive also gone on to turn anon asks off entirely. this is something i actively fought against doing and had to be pushed into by my mutuals (who have been the coolest people on planet earth during this entire thing). turning off anon was a big deal to me even if it sounds silly. i felt betrayed and like id been backed into a corner because it was so vehmently something i DIDNT WANT that to feel like i had to do it anyway for my own mental health??? that sucks. so even though ive 'fixed' the problem, im still kind of reeling and uncomfortable every time i come on tumblr. i hope it's just something i need time to ease because i'll truly be devastated if this becomes 'ruined' for me. tumblr exists as the only place in the world where i am honestly every facet of myself without shame or hesitation; losing that would be insanely harmful to me. and to the people who cant appeal to the actual human behind the post, let me put that in words you can understand: we wouldn't get any more writing šŸ˜¦šŸ˜¦šŸ˜¦ riots and fires and sirens, i know. so yeah. to anyone who has sent me an anon ask and you're now wondering if you were part of the problem, im firmly of the belief that you'll know if you are. when i say 'weird asks' i dont mean 'you sent me a para about your personal life just to vent or ask for advice' or 'you sent me a really deep emotional compliment about the impact me and/or my writing has had on you' - i love asks like that, so much that i put off taking a break and turning off anon solely for the joy they bring me. im sorry that it might feel like you're being punished too bc of the actions of what in reality is a HANDFUL of weird people, but this is what i feel like i have to do to feel safe and not go insane every time i log in. love you guys, hopefully ill see you soon x
#seriously another shout out to my mutuals#id particularly like to say thank you to boom who's always right there for me no matter what's happening or how insane im being#and also everyone in our little discord that wound up having to make a whole new channel for venting#bc i was there so often like 'today's weird ask isssss.... telling me about my cupsize!! rip them to shreds!!!'#hannah and theo especially being there and pushing me to finally turn off anon. war is truly over#and of course rori bc the shamelessness u show when hating on my anon asks has been genuinely really cathartic#sometimes u really do just need a rottweiler mutual to tell random people online to kill themselves šŸ˜­#okay weird oscar acceptance speechcore gratitude over. i do just rlly love my mutuals#like i went three years not telling anyone about the worse side of internet popularity for fear of looking spoiled and ungrateful#so for the first time to open up about it and be met with outrage on my behalf and people saying in fact it's MORE fucked up#than i initially realised bc ive grown desensitised to it is. yeah cathartic i guess#they are singlehandedly reassuring me of the good this cursed app still holds#so everyone thank them and send them flowers NOW#okay im done i think. see you guys soon. i truly do want to come back asap bc like i said i NEVER EVEN WANTED TO FUCKING LEAVE#SOME ASSHOLES JUST HAD TO PUT GRENADES ON WHAT I ASSUMED WERE VERY UNIVERSAL AND OBVIOUS BOUNDARIES#if you're reading this like 'ohhh fuck i defo sent something invasive lately. i thought it was a joke/we were friends'#then 1) we arent friends if you're on anon. it immediately creates a power imbalance where you know me and any necessary context#but i have no idea who you are or how much you know about me. that's already a fucked dynamic#and 2) I HOPE YOU FEEL BAD. LIKE GENUINELY I HOPE YOU FEEL AWFUL AND HAVE A GOOD LONG LOOK AT YOURSELF#okay i think that's all. ta-ra lads??? how tf do u end something like this#ive queued this to reblog a couple more times throughout the day
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endofbeginings Ā· 10 months ago
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"To kill the bull like he deserves, he must be killed not just with the sword, but with the heart."
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