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CARINA DELUCA AND BEN WARREN STATION 19: 7x10 'One More Time'
#station 19#station19edit#carina deluca#ben warren#mine#haven't seen many people comment about how they felt about carina telling ben first#i was glad to see her tell someone because she was so excited#and to see someone be so happy for her since she had been trying for so long#but part of me wishes she did tell maya first#or better yet they found out together but i thought the cliffhanger would make that not happening worth it so 🙃#i really loved what the dynamic of ben/bailey/maya/carina came to be in seasons 6 and 7 though
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"The Boy With The Thorn in His Side"(x) - The Smiths × 2023 Strollonso moments + pundits' reactions
#baby's first web weave please be kind#frankly i could make a giant masterpost on my opinions on which Smiths songs fit which drivers/ships#i like their music a very healthy amount and I don't spend countless hours daydreaming to it...no....#but this particular song has been haunting me bcs i think it fits them super well!!#with their relationship dynamics and then the way everyone doubts their relationship#though its been hilarious watching the f1tv commentators kind of resign themselves to 'ah well ig this is what AMR/Fernando is like now'#went from being confused and shocked at their on track comradery to just accepting it for what it is#now theyre like 'ah yes lance dutifully lets fernando pass' compared to the previous ouright disbelief and denial#yeah thats right...theyre in love...what are you gonna do about it...#i think one day itd be fun to make a vid comp of all the times the commentators were ?????? at strollonso's lovey doveyness it is fun TO ME#it was really funny to look through shitty articles for negative comments#but the funniest part is that istg all of the articles just quote this one singular man who is hellbent on being a hater#i am in your walls peter windsor.#i think its silly when they bring in 'f1 experts' for their opinions ona drivers motivations and mindset#they act like such armchair psychologists like bruh your degree is probably engineering or journalism calm down!!#hehehe anyways happy with this!! i wrote it out on paper like a whole ass essay draft to brainstorm what to put#and then i scrolled thru the draft while listening to the song and im just EEEEEEE IT FITSSSSSSS#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#lance stroll#fernando alonso#fa14#ls18#1418#1814#strollonso#alonstroll#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh
#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh#AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game#(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random#townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can#browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around#and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho#Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly#i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol#I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T#Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things#But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense#That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length#text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres#visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol#Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered#boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world#and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY#more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL#Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool#idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh#the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope#''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months#learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have#a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that#and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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oh god, i miss you (song/tl)
#kuwagami#cw nudity#lost judgment#kuwana jin#jin kuwana#yagami takayuki#takayuki yagami#judgment#jichanart#jichan'shandslipped#sorry for being so inconsistent tagging my suggestive content i'm still not really sure what the best way to do things would be#so here's the animated thing i mentioned working on#not my first time using csp animation tools but certainly my first time making something that looks so presentable#still very much a novice though#learnt a lot and still have a lot to learn#but very happy with this!#the moving parts aren't that complex. i tried to keep my plan strategic or it wouldn't get done#a lot of these frames i'm ehhhhh about but yknow sometimes you gotta settle and get the job done#and yeah! worth it! good job me!#anyway. i hear a breakup song. i call it kuwagami. nothing is new here
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im transferring things between laptops and came across the cover pages for that hss/hwu slideshow i did a while ago for my friends and that i never ended up posting on here so:
it was honestly soooo long lol. it was over 100 slides and each one had multiple topics. i spoke for more than an hour.. jesus
#hss prime#hollywood u#im not happy with the hollywood u part because i didnt have enough time to finish it#i had a really funny gag while presenting it though#i started as if i was talking about hollywood u and then i pretended to realise i shouldve started with hss first#and then id pass to the next slide and yayyy. high school story#also i dressed up as wes for the hss part and as. th*mas h*nt for hwu#<- worst thing ive ever written in my life#anyway.. my hunt cosplay is good guys. trust
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what makes minedai even sadder is that we never rlly see daigo try to build a bond with anyone else like he did with mine it rlly shows how badly it effected him like yeah he reached out to shinada in y5 but that’s rlly it and he probably would wanna leave him alone after that and not involve him in any yakuza stuff so i don’t think they would’ve hung out or anything like that afterwards. All he rlly had were saejima and majima but they were more like babysitters than anything, wish we saw more of their dynamic tho like we did with majima and daigo in dead souls since that was fun and we were lowkey robbed but in canon he’s just as lonely as he was before majimas promise to kiryu. And mine is the only person he really had a meaningful relationship with romantic or not they were still really close and we don’t see that again with daigo ever (from what i recall after y3) ok sorry for rambling LMFAO
even with shinada, he reached out to him more so out of 'duty' and trying to make up for the misfortune that befell him because of yakuza than wanting to rekindle any kind of friendship they might have had in high school (though it sounds more like they were just acquaintances if shinada needing a second to remember who daigo was is anything), so yah i doubt they really had any kind of bond afterwards
dead souls really was the only time after Y3 where we got to see daigo be more sociable with someone, but its as you say majima and saejima are more like retainers than close friends
#snap chats#you can tell i was into fire emblem when the first term that comes to my mind to call majima and saejima was 'retainers' omfg#but yeah ..... depressing ....#does make me wonder who daigo was on the phone with during the rggo story though. like clearly daigo has friends#apparently. we just never see or hear of them. tho ig it is implied those were his friends from the y2 era. as mine said flarkjla#REGARDLESS yeah after y3 daigo just feels depressing to watch#i think its just because he really has to do everything on his own now#but not even have a friend to just chill with at the end of the day- like the technical work is whatever. for the most part#THATS stressful obvi so to not have anyone to really be personable with thats probably the dire part. imo.#cause yk the world could suck but as long as you have that One Person to just relax with then its ok but with mine gone. 🧍♂️#probably doesnt help that like. during the 'flashback' segment of y3 where we get to see daigo sitting with kiryu and nakahara#we see him all cheery and bein a lil jokester and just. A Happy Dude#granted this is barely a year or two into being chairman so The Horrors Havent Set In relatively but still ... i miss his smile ..#every time i think of daigo post-mine i think of those like. tragedies or accounts of people where its like#'after X's friend/lover died they never found another again' like thats the vibe i always get#he really packed it up and never got close with anyone else again and it makes me want to throw up#y4 widow arc still good tho it makes me chortle
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#danganronpa#danganronpa thh#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#dr#drthh#byakuya togami#leon kuwata#art#incorrect quotes#back to the paper era ig#leon has way too big forehead but you guys will let that slide because it was my first time drawing him#this is not the au yet#i mean it can be interpreted as a part of it#but you guys still don't know what the au is#though it's simple really#I'll make a proper introduction to the au when i finish sdr2#that'll take some convincing towards my mom though
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I’m not gonna lie, The Wisdom Saga is one of my least favourite EPIC sagas, there were multiple choices that I really didn’t like. however ! Little Wolf is insanely cool and I love the characterization of Antinous so far. and Love in Paradise was better than I expected
#i’m mostly disappointed because i love the thunder saga so much so i had higher expectations#and also because even if there are many things i dislike about the musical so far i was always really happy with the gods’ characterization#this is the first time i’m disappointed by a god’s song(s) and i wasn’t expecting that#<- it’s Athena. we’ll be fine is probably my least favourite song in EPIC now#and i don’t know what to think of god games even though some parts of it were really interesting#but i like Telemachus ! and i love the video games’ vibes especially with the little wolf animations#epic the musical#epic the wisdom saga#the wisdom saga
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Desi LGBT Fest 2023 by @desi-lgbt-fest
Day 10 : They bring me flowers
the first love of my life would bring me flowers like joba (hibiscus) & jui (jasmine) & genda (marygold) from her mother's potted plants. i was never really too careful with them and would either lose them or dispose the soggy flowers before the last school bell. while returning back home, i remember my hands often reaching the end of the pocket of my skirt that once had the flowers in them. id be able to smell them on my fingers. i think liked that i smelled of them the potted plant of jui in my balcony still reminds me of my time with her (sometimes)
tried my hands at pressing some flowers with a sheet of glass. multiple photos that i clicked of the pressed flowers and some shadow pic were overlaid in different angles. cut out some bengali newspaper fonts for the title and a little collage of all local flowers i click photos of mainly on my way to swimming <3
#desilgbtfest23#desi queer#desi wlw#desi queer art#queer art#desi lgbt fest 2023#they bring me flowers#its my first time posting#I haven't arted in about 4 years#i mean i have it was literally part of my job#but this is special#i had no reason#no compulsion#feelings really shy though#fun fact it's been 10 years since then#we were literally babies in love haha#i love reimagining my younger self with more queerness#it makes me so happy#that i had a queer past#and a queer childhood#added both the edits because couldn't decide which to pick#i think i like the collage better#but i think the plain one is aesthetically more pleasing?#idk couldn't choose#art
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hello this is the werewolf comic i’ve been working on for 3 weeks and it’s finally done
#well. the first part anyways.#whether i will actually be able to work on the other parts is uh. well we’ll see.#i do have some stuff thought up though so feel free to shoot me an ask if you’re curious#papa louie#flipline fanart#artofdalune#flipline ember#flipline johnny#do i call this an au or do i decide it as canon because there is no canon? uhh#i don’t have a working title for this story but i want to give it SOME kind of tag so it’s easy to filter thru my blog.#this is temporary but if anyone has any ideas send me suggestions#this is the first comic i’ve finished in a long time. i’m really happy with it honestly#papa louie werewolf comic#When Dogs Bite Fancomic
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🌱, ☘️, and 🌟? for the oc questions :)
Thanks! Given dealer’s choice, it seemed to make the most sense to answer for Carmen, one of my few OCs with a defined relationship with an animal. Besides, Wrath for Wrath- it seems appropriate.
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🌱- Does this oc have any pets? Do they have any pets they want?
Carmen has never had “pets.” She grew up in a farming village; from a young age she was surrounded by working animals, and even having affection for these animals comes with the understanding that they aren’t idle beasts or companions of sport. Her lifestyle and living conditions also don’t lend themselves well to looking after an animal that can’t look after itself and requires attention and care separate from your own day to day activities. I don’t think she dislikes pets as a concept, but she definitely thinks it’s better to keep animals as companions who Do Things than to just them just for the sake of keeping them (especially when it comes to the foolish indulgences of the idle and the rich).
And as a cavalier, Carmen is of course accompanied constantly by a working animal of her own- her warhorse, June. June is a chestnut brown mare with a white blaze on her forehead and a black mane. She’s more slight than might be expected for a creature brought into combat, and has a very skittish nature that makes her difficult for anyone except her master to handle. What she lacks in power and persistence of spirit she more than makes up for in agility and reflex, however. June and Carmen are an unrelenting, unstoppable force on the battlefield, and the mobility and height June grants her rider compensate significantly for the disparities between human and demonic abilities and physiques.
Carmen has a deep affection for her horse and insists on seeing to June’s care herself, even in Drezen with the army’s grooms readily available. There is some self-indulgence to putting so much time into that horse, but it wouldn’t be a mistake to call June Carmen’s closest companion. She trusts June in a way that she trusts few others, see June as reliable like she sees few others, and is soft with June like she is with few others. I’m not sure you could come up with a person she treats with more care. On some level, it does pain her to always be putting her beloved mount in harm’s way- although she knows June will likely meet an end as violent as her own, she wants to imagine that one day her horse will retire to a peaceful pasture instead.
🍀- Around when does this oc get up in the morning?
Carmen gets up early- before the sun is fully up in most seasons. It’s a force of long habit to be up with the day: even before her fighting days, it was the way she was raised on the farm. She doesn’t feel productive if she’s not up early, and she hates the sense of being idle. Especially when it feels like there’s always so, so much to do dragging the great beast of the crusade towards its goal. She has to work harder than anyone else. She has to see it prepared, disciplined. Underneath that habit there’s a restlessness, I think. A sense that she personally has to be ready to respond to something at all times, that it’s not sufficient to trust in others. The instincts of an aeon only deepen this egoistic compulsion.
🌟- Is this oc good at expressing themself through words or do they have to use other means?
Carmen is fucking abysmal at expressing herself through words unless what you want expressed is “imminent threat of violence,” and even that is carried mostly by body language and demonstrated willingness to back it up with action. She hates talking. She doesn’t like explaining herself. She doesn’t care for in depth discussion or debate. And she’s really not good at any of it. She doesn’t mind barking orders, but you’d be hard pressed to get her to do any more leaderly speaking. She’s quite content to let the more charismatic leaders of the crusade take the lead when it comes to communication and inspiration. She was dismayed to be named Knight Commander by Galfrey- she would have preferred to serve the queen, who she considers a far more fitting leader despite their disagreements. It was a relief to be relieved of command in the Midnight Fane, and she went into the Abyss trusting that the crusade was in better hands (especially after the purges she had conducted without the queen present to protest the housekeeping).
Despite all that, Carmen is oddly eloquent in writing. She has been a prolific letter writer throughout her life and is also a very effective field report writer. Her range of skills is wide enough to adapt to specific tasks- her journals and reports are detailed but succinct and organized, her personal correspondences are charming and thoughtful, and the official announcements she drafts herself are written with a touching compassion for the common soldiers and civilians they address that forms more than just the bones of good speech material. A woman of unexpected talents, Miss Regis.
#realizing I never quite addressed the second part of the first question. whoops! I think she'd be happy to have a hound or two :)#it doesn't really fit with her lifestyle unfortunately. she always loved dogs as a girl though!#ask me emithing#ask game#carmen regis#kaleido-scope-lady
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I rewatched the second sonic film with my sister tonight and man. I forget how much I genuinely love this movie
#like? is it a perfect film? no. is it kinda cringy sometimes? a little. but is it super cute and fun??? YES#I actually love Wade and Rachel in this film they're so funny. and eggman is great.#Sonic is SO BABY IN THE FIRST FILM IT'S REDICULOUS#it's also really interesting to compare Sonic here to how he is in the 2nd film cause like in the first one he is a socially starved CHILD#but in the second even though he's still got a lot to learn he is just so OBVIOUSLY more mature and better socially adjusted#and I am just so happy for him#Tom actually matures a lot too between the first and second films#like in the first he's a guy who's feeling unsettled and tying to find his way in life#but in the second he's a parent. And even though Sonic hasn't admitted that to himself Tom has still felt that responsibility#and he's really grown and matured into that role and become even more likable in the 2nd film as a result and I'm just so happy for him too#cannot wait to see how they've both developed even further in the 3rd and then how Sonic probably regresses for part of it mwahahaha#ya know#sonic movie#sonic movie 2#sonic movie 3#sonic movie 3 theories
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ive got a better review of 137 coming but before i pass out, im incredibly happy to see a theory of mine confirmed! in the end where ruby tells kana she doesnt want to be an idol like ai (i have my own thoughts about how aka wrapped that thread up but i digress) i had said previously that while aqua did tell her she didnt need to follow in ai's footsteps (c. 123) she actually believed it in c. 134 in that brilliant moment of empathy with ai, when she saw the suffering her mother went through and decided she wouldn't go through that as well
#honestly the entire arc of ruby following in ai's shadow/mimicking ai is kind of inconsistent with her earlier characterisation#which is why im iffy about it#and some other things too#hoshino ruby#honestly small thing to be happy about but i am regardless#hoshino ai#oshi no ko#oshi no ko manga spoilers#ai really does keep inspiring ruby. first to help her dance#then an idol then fueling part of her revenge and then finally to just be herself (even though the reasons why are painful)
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if you're going to feed your friends a fake story, it's important to be on the same page (the exciting follow up to turtleneck yagami)
#kuwagami#lost judgment#judgment#jin kuwana#kuwana jin#yagami takayuki#takayuki yagami#jichanart#jichan'shandslipped#just a quick one because i thought the contrast would be funny#though let's be honest kuwana would NOT cooperate with yagami if he told him regardless#part of me wants to say that kuwana would overshare (and get tmi) about the whole thing#but the other part of me wants to say that kuwana responds to all questions exclusively with “why don't you ask yagami?”#don't get me wrong. he's happy to answer. but annoying yagami is a better use of that information#he's a yagami annoyer first and a show off second#i sat on this artwork a little too long and now i'm not really a big fan of it but whatever#i will not whine about my art in public i will not whine about my art in public
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Have you ever played/watched a playthrough of the game 12 Minutes? I think you'd like one of the reveals in it.
I did watch a full playthrough a while back. Unfortunately for this recommendation, I thought it was <3 stupid <3 No offense to anyone who likes it, I just thought the design of the loop in the first place was a bit clunky, the characters were sort of eh, and then the reveals themselves were, as I remember and as they played out on whatever stream I was watching, just kind of bad? A poorly put together story surrounded by poorly put together gameplay, but. like. willem dafoe was there 👍
#truly no greater evidence of the fact that you can’t just put sudden incest in your game for your shocking twist and expect me to find it at#all interesting or thought-provoking or even like. god. i don’t know what emotion they wanted the reveal to prompt honestly.#certainly didn’t do anything for me or for whoever i saw streaming it.#like they were just fucking frustrated at how obtuse the game had gotten at that point. which generally in point and clicks is sort of#expected except that the nature of the time loop being so set in stone meant that the feeling of making no progress was made even more#irritating than it would usually be in such a game. anyway my point is they were fucking annoyed and the reveal just made them go :/ uhm.#okay? like not even really disgust or horror or anything at that point just like. yeah alright i guess this is new information i’m being#given. idk what to do with it though.#like i think the ‘incest all along’ sort of twist needs to really hook you with the characters first so that you’re invested in the#relationship before the curtain is pulled back. and invested in a way that depending on the story either makes you sort of have an internal#struggle with your own instinctive disgust against your investment because part of you wants these characters you like to be happy together#anyway while another part of you knows that there’s something disturbing happening here. or like the entire thing should have been written#in such a way that already had you on edge and this final puzzle piece confirms why and you sit back and soak in the horror.#i *think* 12 minutes wanted to be the second one? i saw ‘think’ because it failed at being either and in the end the twist went over like#a lead balloon. just sort of shit. like im the incest guy and even i thought it was shit. anyway.#ask#tw incest
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