#realised how much i love this fic
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Darlings. is it gay when the phantom you created as a manifestation of your dreadfull loneliness takes the form of one of your closest friends.
Fanart of this pretty good horror rarijack fanfic, "The haunting of carroussel boutique" personaly i am surprised the writer didnt take the chance to point out how fucking funny this is. Me n kim started laughing about it during stream and i just had to draw this
#i REALLY didn't mean to make this look like theyre fucking#it just happened i apologize#either way the fanfic is pretty good!#but i couldn't help but realise the writer stook to the horror genre like glue#and didn't think to point out how objectively funny that like.#Rarity is sleeping with a copy of applejack#incredibly akward#incredibly funny#also shoutout to when ghosts are born from a wish#fuckin LOVE that. much better than “some guy died here”#Rarity haunted herself because of her awfull loneliness#lucky for her the real thing has come to the rescue#applejack#rarity#rarijack#mlp#my little pony#suggestive#I GUESS!!!#fanfiction#pony posting#The Haunting of Carousel Boutique#friendship is magic#personaly i coulda done with more romance and smidge bit more of comedy#but the fic is still very VERY well put together#one genre fics are unrelatable to me but i respect the hell outta it
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thank fuck we have fanfiction. like truly where would we even be
#*mine#mona rambles#been sorting my tbr tonight (i have a system hush) and like. YES so much to read so little time but also just#an absolute banquet in front of me at all times. i love you ao3 i love you writers i love you fandom. mwah#also between this and catching up on my bookmarks/read fic system (HUSH)#did make me realise just how fucking deep i'm in the curufinrod brainrot and like. man. it's#bad#absolute disaster elves my beloveds but also good fucking lord
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more phoenix wright situations
#ace attorney tag#maybe i should tag this narumitsu or something. but i dont really care.#gearing up to rereading/illustrating bits of my fic i suppose...i think nick really is too dense to realise he's in love with edgeworth#without some scheming fop trying to intrude. i love villains like kristoph..villains can be fun..witnessing their pathetic folly..#or more like edgeworth would never have mentioned his feelings ever in his life if he wasn't sure phoenix reciprocates.#i want to see it this way because Falling in love during childhood with the person you're going to end up with. is not relatable#there have to be Situations that make you Realise.#as with orufrey i adore the idea of people not working out their romance with that person until their 30s+#but... i mean. even with orufrey i often think how alaira could be qifrey's ex. and oru having been pursued by noble fops through his work#there is that delicate sliver of time before orufrey start living together that such believable situations could have happened.#Then the relief of politely and amicably extricating themselves from those untenable situations#the idea of falling in love age 7 and saving your first kiss for age 35 or something is all very well but more relatable is#people realising how they really feel whilst trying something that ends up feeling wrong.#The comfort and joy of living with your dearest one as if it's platonic - much preferable to trying anything more with anyone else.#But i doubt i will ever portray that or mention it further. it is indeed very delicate to me.#and i really am an OTP FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kind of person who can barely bear to consider this anyway...NOT a polyshipper i'm afraid !#so i wouldn't mind either if they do have their first kiss in their lives age 35 with each other either. I would not mind that at all.#i love bi/gay couples apparently... bi father figures & their grumpy gay men waiting for them to work it all out...#not used to using colour in comic-style drawings..or at all..so this is messy and awkward looking..but colour is refreshing#i imagine i will go back to witch hat art soon btw. my destiny in life.#i still remember writing my nrmt fic expecting to write their first kiss & then partway through twas like Umm No. They have kissed prior.#does that really line up with this comic though... i think i had their early dinner dates/first kiss BEFORE disbarment.#so i guess this comic doesn't line up with my ficverse.... No..... U___U Oh well. sorry kris! <3
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being a fic writer is so funny. i just gave my phd thesis into print and literally my first thought looking at the final word count, the culmination of 3+ years of agony and research and blood and tears etc., was "well that's substantially shorter than the exr college au i wrote as a 19 year old in a depressed haze over six months"
#''did my yaoi stickers arrive!!!! ...... it was my bachelor's degree :/'' type vibe#like this thesis falls thirty. thousand. words. short#in writing evergreen in 2k15 i have created my own white whale. nothing i write will ever be this much or this fast. ever again#also @ everyone who's ever commented that they read that fic in the space of a day and night: what 😭#i didn't realise how long it was! it took me weeks to proofread my thesis! and that was apparently just three quarters of evergreen!#longfic readers are so strong and interesting and also i hope they're ok. love you kings
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hi! I recently came across your tgcf fics, and I wanted to say you’re a phenomenal creator. the recovery series fic and the gloves fic and just all of them. thank you for your content and great attention to detail.
do you have any thoughts/hcs on FXMQ and Xie Lian you’d be willing to share? within the original story or the universes of your fics!
Thank you so much, I'm glad you're enjoying them! (ノ*^▽^*)ノ.。:*☆
hmm, random thoughts about the FXMQ... a silly headcanon: Feng Xin has very much been hoisted by his own petard by heckling Mu Qing! That is to say, he'll harass Mu Qing relentlessly about something stupid only to be confronted with a similar situation and realise that there's absolutely NO way he can act in anyway similar to Mu Qing or he'll never hear the end of it.
(For example, he has tolerated some truly atrocious divine statues in the past because he's heckled Mu Qing so much about how picky he is with his divine statues that there's no WAY he can say ANYTHING without seeing that smug bastard's face in his head so he just has to bite his tongue and tolerate some unspeakably ugly statues.)
Mu Qing doesn't generally suffer from similar overthinking (he'll just prepare to kick FX's ass if he dares to say anything about it) except for things more directly related to himself. I think he genuinely finds sewing/embroidery/etc rather relaxing work but he'd rather die than have anyone ever see him do it because he's made such a big deal about not doing that sort of "servant" work anymore.
(He actually really enjoyed stitching Ruoye back together because it gave him the perfect excuse -- he's returning a favour!! and Xie Lian is hopeless!! of course he had to!! -- and he secretly considered using white thread to embroider some invisible little designs just because he doesn't quite want to stop... only he knew he'd get caught if he messed with Xie Lian's spiritual device like that and gave up the idea)
#tgcf#bene speaks#so anon will you send me a FXMQ hc back?? 👀 i know others have given that pair more thought than i have#though it does all make me wonder how mu qing (and feng xin) would feel about ruoye after learning about its origins#more fond or more resentful?#or guiltily realise that its been too long and they don't feel anything at all about it but wonder#if they should - if they would if they were better people#this is an irreverent goofy little idea off the top of my head but i dunno... i haven't written much with these guys yet#but i have thoughts#their entire dynamic with xie lian#the way they are so wholly in need of each other but also so intensely distanced from each other is... *chefs kiss*#none of them are REALLY friends by the end of the main series#not really#were they ever friends? proper friends? hard to say since we only have xl's pov and his pov is really biased especially in regard#to his past behaviour - he judges himself quite harshly#were they friends? did was the hierarchy between them mean that they never really COULD cross that divide?#i like to think they were and they did but still. 800 years is a long time#feng xin and mu qing have SUCH a horrifically and deliciously complicated relationship#there's so many old resentments between them + inherent ties that can't quite break + jun wu's fucking meddling#(and my GOD jun wu's meddling in that trio... would love to pick at that more... that would be a great fic#one that parallels fx/mq(/xl) and yy/qyz... give me a hurt/comfort fic that builds on that god#i am fascinated by what a renewed friendship could look like between them after 800 years now that they're all on somewhat equal footing#we got a great taste of mu qing wanting to move past old grudges and really pursue that which healed me after the wwx&jc ending in mdzs#but they all have so much baggage to shed and things to talk about... man it'd be intense#so yeah. this is a long tag ramble to say i definitely HAVE SOME FUCKING THOUGHTS about the mess that is the xianle trio (quartet)#anyway thanks for asking anon that was fun to ramble about
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thumbs (tl) finally has an outline! i'm so ready to hate James Tartt Sr. on main, y'all
#i have a lot to say about that man#none of it is good#i didn't realise how little i was engaging with James Tartt Sr in cfoth until i started drafting this tbh#give Jamie Tartt a healthy support system 2k24#(people who don't think he should forgive his dad)#this fic is very much about roy trying to express his emotions and support his loved ones though don't be deceived#thumbs tl#jamie tartt#roy kent#royjamie#ted lasso#fanfiction#ao3fic
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'“But the game today was awful. I didn’t have a clue how to—”
“Stop it. Don’t use this as an excuse to be lazy or give up, Nara.” She took a few firm but slow steps forward and outstretched her hand. “You have a brain between those huge ears,” she teased, eyebrows raised. “Use it.”
He was easy to pull up, scrawny and light, but he’d shot up since the last time she’d stood this close to him. He still had his braces, but his teeth were almost straight, his pimples were vanishing, and his eyes were almost in line with hers — maybe just shy if she were kind to herself. Instinctively, she straightened her posture and raised her nose to look down at him as best she could, but Shikamaru didn’t react. He held her hand as he wiped his eyes and nose with the other sleeve and let out a strangled sob. “Sorry,” she heard him mumble into the sleeve.
“Why are you sorry?”
He let go of her hand. “I’m still crying.”
Grandmaster on ao3 by @notquitejiraiya
#SORRY ME AGAIN IM SORRY#Temari starting to realise that Shika migjt be growing up 🤭#she can take him though 🧐💪#90s lowrise jeans#poor shika 🥹#In Flames band jumper 🤘😎 though hes never actually listened to them he was just given it at some point#braces 🤓#im quite happy with how Temari has come out in this one 🥹 very proud looking 💪#grandmaster#shikatema#nara shikamaru#temari#i love gm shikatema so much#loosing my mind week 7#READ THIS FIC HONESTLY so good 😍#hands can go fuck themselves though
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Hobie's place is where they all crash into cuddle piles, especially after a rough day. There's a spot where if things suck, one of them will just curl up, and then everyone just knows it's cuddle pile time. Hobie, Miles, Pavitr, and Gwen will sometimes just nap like that, appreciating physical affection with each other, tangled up, holding each other's hands, or just all smushed together in a tight hug.
#my atsv hc#honestly i have so many that just rattle around in my head and i want to write this as a fic but i just do not currently have the energy#i like hobie showing them that physical affection is an okay thing to have with friends without it needing to be anything else#like i don't think i am the only person who noticed how much hobie likes to just have physical contact with the people he cares about#hobie is a very touchy person it's one of his love languages#and i think gwen needs it but doesn't want to admit it#miles isn't used to it from people outside of family so when he realises that they are his family too he is SUPER physically affectionate#and pavitr already was like i just see him as reciprocating constantly with hobie already so it wasn't as new for him#i am so focused on atsv right now so the hcs are gonna be coming while i think of them#hobie brown#miles morales#gwen stacy#pavitr prabhakar#do they have a group name yet?#spiderband?#spiderkids?#idk
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I'm curious about how Charles Xavier would react to one of his students calling him out for his blatant disrespect of other peoples privacy.
Also if this blog is still active.
Honestly I love Charles’s telepathy almost as much as Erik, and I do think the students that decided to take on the Xavier’s School for Gifted Youngesters are mostly all okay with his telepathy.
We don’t really see a lot of students lashing out or getting surprised when Charles reads their thoughts, and that makes sense to me because I think that’s just something that you would expect, because he doesn’t hide it.
That being said, there could still be students that think he’s more low-key about it, or just didn’t do anything early on to indicate Charles’s blatant use and suddenly saw it and was like “Wait wtf”—so I think Charles would react sort of the same way he did to Raven. Respect the boundaries even if it baffled him at first.
He might even throw in a “Alright, I’ll stay away unless you project, or you’re in danger.” And if it goes further that just that student, I don’t think he’d react negatively or hide it away from everyone, because I think that would be a disclaimer for his students regardless, and he might just explain that.
Again, I love when he doesn’t hide his telepathy because that’s his mutation, his schools for mutants, they all use their mutations openly and are taught to practice it and etc.
ILYSM for reviving me (I think about Cherik daily but I got busy and stopped posting a lot and now I regret it 😔)
#ask ann ahour#I love asks sm you guys don’t understand#but fr tysmmm for asking#it’s been such a long time since I’ve had to psychoanalyse characters like this#so I might have blabbered a little#I was gonna make this longer and I realised how much I wrote already (I should project this energy into fics guys)#charles xavier#professor x#xaviers school for gifted youngsters#x-men#cherik#xmen#xmcu#marvel#thischerik
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Points at you. 10 and/or 11 for starstruck?
Two starstruck asks,,,,,,joy of joys,,
Part of an ask game linked here.
#10. What's an au you have for them?
Since them meeting at all is technically an AU i have 3 different ways that they do meet up. There's the one where Juniper ends up with the agency/adjacent to and ends up working with Reggie (have written a fic with this). The next one is Juniper surviving but basically going stealth and living as normal of a life as he can and ending up meeting Reggie through chance (most recent fic I've written). And then there's my personal favourite where Reginald "You're lucky my tracking skills are still up to snuff" Crane keeping himself busy after Phoenix was MIA and finding Juniper still alive (fic I want to write but haven't started mainly because it may end up multi chapter).
In terms of more AU canon bending taking them and putting them in a completely unrelated situation...I have a guilty pleasure Warrior Cats AU for IEYTD in general. Both JJ and Reggie have perfect warrior cats suffixes in their names already (Juniper and Crane) so they're called Junipersong (charcoal bengal) and Craneflight (tabby Norwegian forest cat). It's very silly but the amount of scenes I have in my mind for it...good lord...
#11. How was their first kiss like?
Augh my friend Imp wrote an absolutely excellent fic about it (tragically in the realm of unfinished Google docs) and I'm shaking their hand about it so hard. Basically Juniper kissing Reggie but he like wasn't ready/fully expecting it and Juniper absolutely panicking because he thinks he's misread every interaction between them both since they got closer. The second one is much sweeter though,,
#realised i phrased all the fics ive written like those ghosts that haunted scrooge#ah yes the fic of starstuck past#the fic of starstruck present and the fic of starstruck yet to come. it's so dumb#and uhh for the warrior cats thing um. of course they aren't purebreds minus Juniper who used to be a kittypet (housecat) but -#- it was moreso for easy description#reggie is fluffy but he's not quite maine coonf fluffy...norwegan forest cat was a nice middle ground...still gets big guy points too#also um side note roxanix in that au um. they adopted a kit as a stand in for robutler in that au......#also solaris is a VERY grumpy warrior turned medicine cat annnnd thats about all I have fully hashed out in my mind for it so far#im so torn abt also having triple threat.....extra large polycule where phoenix is just intimidated by the others prism is dating lmao#ANYWAYS ENOUGH ABOUT THE WARRIOR CATS AU#can you tell I have a special interest in cats/warrior cats. oh how I miss drawing cats. but I must learn people. for the brainworms...ouuu#i don't have much else to say on that second question other than....AUUUUUUGH they're so. there's so much pent up stuff.#like for JJ it's the first time he's let himself actually love another man the way he wants to while for Reggie it's a lot of -#- realising JJ is trying to be a better person while still ackowleging the fact that he did bad??? basically second chance yada yada#man. i love these two#ik im a broken ass reccord but I've never proactively posted abt them outside the last couple months and it's been so theraputic#ty for the ask it was fun :3c#ieytd#starstruck#junicrane#ask game#not tagging them specifically I don't wanna clog up tags too much#god WHY do i have such an issue eith that. mental issue. anyways
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fic writing typos that made me laugh uncontrollably (pt 1):
(the intended sentence was ‘it’s the kind of feeling he associates with having a fully formed song in his head, but not the words to free it from the confines of himself’)
#sometimes i’ll be caught up in the flow and typing too fast and gems like this will happen#and to be fair sometimes i think it’s my subconscious speaking#after all#this was for four walls#and we all know that alex would probably benefit from a more fully formed head#or brain anyway#then perhaps he’d realise HOW MADLY IN LOVE HE IS#anyway#i just had to share this because of how much it made me laugh#it’s amazing how one wrongly placed word can change the entire vibe of a sentence#fic writing#fanfic#four walls#lulu posts
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into the deep end - 29k T orufrey fic.
the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.
for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.
the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.
but they were never whole to begin with, were they?
qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.
olly says nothing.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#ok first this drawing isnt right im too tired..i couldnt draw for a week bc i was WRITINGGG and now i dont even know how..#im changed....... why would you write a 29k fic? WHY??? and i wanted it to be 30k because qifrey (spoilers) turns thirty in it.#and that's important to me...and yet it's 29.4k. there's a point where it's just like. i cannot any more. it is what it is. goodbye#it's about memory trauma..disability..birthdays..mental illness..living in a grave since you were born since you died since it happened#and crawling and crawling and crawling back to the place where you left him#uh yeah feel free to give it a read! i literally dont know if a single person will read it and enjoy it and tell me LOL#i've realised long fics do not get read as much lol. but! it's separated into 4 parts ok! you could read one part and then take a break.#just saying. also i hate editing. if there are any more typos ill flip my lid. no-one tell me.#god i love witch hat and qifrey and orufrey and oru#there's girls and background ermicia and garuato but i was so vague about so much cause i had to be peace out#btw being ace is critical to me and informs everything i write.
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Hey hey hey hey hey hypothetically speaking.....
At the beginning option - would start after Flower/PV met Petunia and Lummis or shortly after the accolade
In the middle option - would start ~1.5 after the accolade, shortly after the infection was taken care of, Ghost and Radiance would be present in the story, Flower would still have tense relationship with a lot of people but starts to slowly open up
Towards the end of the main plot - shortly before or after Flower decides to resume contact with their parents, would focus on more slice of life experience with Flower and their parents trying to build some sort of relationship, lots of tension, possibly would involve something with The Shade Lord and/or Norel (I think it'd work the best for the ask blog format + would love to write more about that period of their relationship)
Or you could propose something else (More of the future stuff? Maybe some other point in time? A different branch? Maybe a different AU? Obviously more aimed towards people who know more in-depth timeline/lore of the AU)
#thylacines can talk#I've been thinking about how to present this AU and its plot in a way that i could feasibly do and i think an ask blog format mixed with#fics art and comics of specific events would be fun :]#personally i like the last option best bevause i would love to write more in-depth things about that period of their relationship which im#realising i dont talk about too much on here. and if its before they reconnect i think itd be fun if theres a little 'event' when Flower is#captured where the POV switches to Norel and Whisper >:3#all formats would involve flashbacks and timeskips. the earlier in the story the more timeskips. the further in the story the more#flashbacks where the previous plots are presented more like recollections and having to put everything together instead of witnessing it#directly in a chronological order#i will say. if its the first two options im not entirely sure i will be able to cover the entire plot till the end. id try but i migjt get#burnt out or move on from this interest like my previous ask blogs. but id try my best#but thats why i prefer the last option because i think id be able to cover the most of the plot that way
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fic list!
jal (in timeline order - fics are all standalone however!)
what’s there to be faithful to? (i am faithful to you, darling): jay and mal give each other tattoos
you feel your heart taking root in your body (like you’ve discovered something you didn’t even have a name for): it’s a cold night on the isle, and jay doesn’t want to go home
a flash in the sky: jay and mal get caught in the rain
even when i look away i am still looking: jay is hurt and mal tends to his wounds
your body told me in a dream it's never been afraid of anything: mal has a nightmare, and jay is there to comfort her
the black sky and all those lights: jay and mal spar (valentine’s day fic)
eventually the birds must land: jay, mal, and vulnerability
the place where we weren't stitched up quite right: jay is ill, and mal gets him to eat
core four
take the light inside you like a blessing (like a knee in the chest): there is a storm on the isle
you were burned, about to burn, or still on fire: jay finds it hard to stop stealing in auradon
misc
you’d break your heart to make it bigger: uma cares too much
you find yourself down the hall again (the lights gone dim): coach invites jay round for dinner, and jay begins to learn what family is
#me compiling this like oh god i need to write about someone other than jay#one day i’ll make coach & jay its own category but for now i only have the one fic :(#i also need to write more c4 stuff!!!!! why haven’t i!!!!!!#making this has made me realise how much i loved writing you feel your heart taking root#like. i think that’s when i began to Understand jal & convey it in my writing#but anyway!#obviously this will be updated as i write more fic but for now#i figured i should have it all in one place#my fic list#descendants#jay son of jafar#jal#coach jenkins
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I 🩷 FIGURING THINGS OUT
#YAY#finished the chapter AND kind of realised how the rest of the fic will play out as well lessfuckinGO#<- guy who is surely going to have some sort of epic self-doubt episode within the next 48 hrs#was kind of overthinking it (who is surprised..) like oh but more stuff should probably happen first it probably needs bigger build up etc#but then its like. as always. i can do whatever i want forever actually! yay<3#and most of its pretty much written already too god i love you val-from-may you did all the heavy lifting jfdvnc
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I don’t know if I’m just imagining things but I feel like Olli and Aleksi are actually so close 🥺 for example I feel like they post so many pics together and I know they post with others too and it’s not a big deal but e.g. Olli has posted 5 pics with someone else this year and 3 of them are with Aleksi.. so it must mean something right?? 🥺 and I feel like they spend a lot of time together yk even ”outside the band” when they’re having a day off and they still do music (the remix) etc. together 😭
Yeah I mean I for one am so deep in the Olli/Allu delulu land that it's VERY easy for me to agree and confirm all of this 😭 they're boyfriends secret lovers special friends and it shows 🥺
Here are all the pictures of the two of them I could find on Olli's IG, for reference 💞
+ the group picture Olli posted when Aleksi first joined the band, with the caption 'so now there's six of us' 🥺
#i left out the one where he's pushing aleksi's and niko's heads in the water 😳#and one from balboa bts with tommi in the background#ngl the anon ask i got yesterday has given me MASSIVE headworms of 2 young guys having thought they had their life all figured out already#and then one day they realise they've fallen for their friend and bandmate 😭#friends to lovers but with troubles in between my most beloved trope in the world 💞💖💗💓💕💖💞#with truckloads of (mutual) pining and just general confusion about what they should do about their stupid (mutual) feelings#(i'd love to read/write something of this sort but i'm too anxious about everyone being all#'boohoo they'd never cheat also you're disrespecting their gfs'#like............first of all it's fiction second of all IT'S FUCKING FICTION third of all i ain't gonna tell 'em lol#obviously i wouldn’t include their actual gfs and OBVIOUSLY i wouldn’t show the fic to anyone who's in it??#i just don't understand how someone could be offended about something they don't know about lol#and OBBVVVIOUSSSLLYYYY i wouldn’t write either of the guys as somehow happy or confident about cheating like come on#there'd be SO MUCH guilt and shame and angst and they’d still love their gfs so much#but then there's also this guy who's their friend and whose stinky socks made them barf once on the tourbus#and who means the world to them. they didn’t mean for it to happen. it just did 😭#anyway sorry for rambling i swear i don't mean to make everything about my silly fic ideas#i just can't help myself and i need a way to let it all out somehow without bothering anyone in particular 😭😭😭)#ollixallu#anon asks#answered asks
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