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The way Dominicans (both men and women) till this day âjokeâ about SA a woman or a woman being SAâŠ
#ps#âte van a violarââ#âte violoâ#like what#this shit will never in forever sit right with me#never made fucking sense#like how#grown ass people#and they be deadass too#it be your own family too#weird ass behavior#ready to go off on a motherfucker#the ignorance#it be your own ppl#makes me fucking sick#protect women at all fucking cost
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What's this? My skin, cleared? My crops, watered!? My heart, soaring!!??
Callowmoore softness, comfort and sleeping beside each other my FUCKING BELOVED!
#at the same time Zathuda motherfucker you BACK THE FUCK OFF#kill that bastard! kill him dead! or let me kill him: I'm ready I'll fucking do it!#is Fearne on 2 or 1 points of Exhaustion now? Kiki got rid of 2 but was it a long enough rest?#if 2 maybe sneak in some Ashton carrying Fearne next ep since she'll have half speed - also returning the favour from her carrying them#regardless both still need a rest to get rid of the last one before Aeor - another chance for cuddles#Essek glad you're back but you need to be very calm about the dunamancy in Ashton's head a lot is going on rn#maybe gently inform him that the hells have like 7 potions of possibility too...#damn I wish my skin was clear in real life XD but I got all the comfort I wanted from the two and more#Zathuda interruption and shadow fight with evil Fearnes though was not ordered#this is still the same night as FCG exploding let them rest Matthew!#I am not normal about them and I don't want to be normal about them I'm just AAAAAAAAAAAAA#callowmoore#fearne calloway#ashton greymoore#fearne x ashton#ashton x fearne#rockwild#ashley johnson#taliesin jaffe#critical role#cr3 spoilers#cr3e94#bell's hells#bells hells#cr3#cr campaign 3#thank you tal and ashley#tag reader bonus hc: the hells all get FCG's grass logo tattooed on them
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a phone doodle of the situation i am currently trapped in because now i cant find that stupid fucking fly but i know its in here.
#doodle#im shirtless in this because my t needed to dry and i didn't think about needing to fight for my life this evening#its been AN HOUR anf the motherfucker still isnt dead#first i thought i was able to vaccum it up#then i relaxed.#and it reapeared on the wall behind me#and then when i tried to kill it it dissapeared#and so i waited#and then got ready to go to bed by turning off lights and opening door#guess who was at the motherfucking doorway#and then FLEW AT ME ON MY BED WHEN I PICKED UP MY WEAPON#I scrambled out of bed and fully lost it again#so now i regale this tale to you#because im waiting for it to show up again. and when it does.#ohhhhh its dead#im so pissed
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Oh yeah, I went and got a new piercing (a vertical labret one) yesterday lmao
#believe it or not#hurt like a motherfucker to get initially#then it was just sore and now I don't feel any pain#also entertainingly when I was younger I swore up and down I'd#NEVER get this kind of piercing#and just look at me now lmao#and yeah I know I got a bit of a neckbeard thing going but listen#I'm tired and I'll shave tomorrow#also man wow I buzzed all my hair off in june and now its long enough#that I've gotta start getting it ready for when its ponytail length again#I need to re-dye it tho it looks wack right now#ANYWAYS I'm rambling
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Day 3 of I Am So Fucking Stressed.
#MOTHERFUCKER I STAYED BACK AN HOUR YESTERDAY SO WE COULD FINISH SOMETHING OFF#they said we need to have it ready to launch November 1st. so thats what i did.#i made sure everything on our end was ready to go for the morning of Nov 1st#AND THEN THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS SAY thanks. we'll launch it on Monday Nov 6th FOR FUCKS SAKE#and then for some completely unrelated reason i got a call from an Executive General Manager of our parent company.#because some team needed to borrow some physical material from us#they were insisting we leave it with the carpark security team for them to pick up and take to car#and were not telling me who was picking it up or when#based on past experience with this team it sounded like they were just being lazy or something#so i was insisting no I'll hand it over to you in the lobby. who is picking it up. let me know.#TURNED OUT THEY WANTED IT NEAR THE CARS SO THIS VERY BUSY EGM COULD PICK UP ON THE WAY OUT#WELL THAT'S A DIFFERENT STORY ARE YOU KIDDING ME#so he called me about it. he was very polite but like???????#also turns out the person i was dealing with was his daughter (nepotism!)#ma'am why the fuck didn't you throw the EXECUTIVE GENERAL MANAGER title around. i would have taken it to the carpark security straight away#i still have so much work to do. i was hoping to leave early today too.#BOOOOOOOOOO#ramblings of a bystander
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Just screamed so loud in my car that both my ears rang and a spider fell from the ceiling. My throat hurts.
#my pharmacy won't fill my meds AGAIN because some motherfucker decided to make a new policy that requires more instructions or something#i keep not getting my meds when I need them because every time i get a new script sent out (like one I haven't been on before) i hear...#...nothing back from the pharmacy; generally for days; and then when i call them (every 10 or 15 or 30 minutes for several hours) no...#...one picks up the goddamn phone and i have to make time to go in in person and ask the pharmacist when my meds will be ready.#and then they tell me 'oh yeah we HAVE the script from your doctor. we just need MORE INFORMATION and sent them an ELECTRONIC NOTE...#...(reminder that i live in fucking rural idaho so most people use a fucking phone and not 'an electronic note') and haven't heard back...#...from them yet so we're just waiting on that :)' and then i have to smile and thank them bc it isn't their fucking fault the policy is...#...some fucking bullshit and then i have to call my doctor on the phone (and can never reach them directly so i have to get a...#...receptionist to leave them a note that i HOPE they'll see in the next couple of days but sometimes they don't) and since i never have...#...an emergency it's often 2 or more weeks before anyone gets back to me. i usually have to call the pharmacy again. and then they don't...#...always answer and i usually have to go in and ask AGAIN why my meds aren't ready and they go 'oh we're still waiting on your doctor'...#...:) or 'they sent us a message back but it wasn't ENOUGH information and we sent them another ELECTRONIC NOTE that they won't see for...#...days or weeks so we recommend YOU call your doctor even though we're the ones flinging you around like a rag doll and you have 0...#...control over it. and by the way we're going to continue doing this for like a fucking year every time you get a new script. and when...#...your doctor asks you if the new meds are working you're going to have to say 'i have no fucking clue because it took 6 weeks to get...#...my goddamn prescription filled and it takes 3 months for the medication to show signs of working so my pharmacy wasted HALF of that...#...time sending electronic notes instead of filling my motherfucking prescription and i was supposed to be off these meds by summer...#...since they cause intense sunburn and shit and i have an OUTDOOR JOB NOW but my acne is still bad and hasn't gone away enough to stop...#...using the super intense stuff and my face hurts and swells and oozes and i have to wear a wide-brimmed hat and sunscreen EVERY time...#...i go outside because i can get a sunburn in 20 minutes now and i've been having heat rashes from the sun for the first time in my...#...LIFE and i have to fucking monitor myself every time i go outside and it's the warm season and i need a new pair of lighter work...#...pants but they don't sell above a size 18 for women even though men go up to like a size 45 which is like a size 24 or 26 in women's...#...and men's pants don't fit me bc i was blessed with the largest ass in the history of mankind' and i am so. fucking. tired.#of all the bullshit.#i feel miserable. my mom is buying me otc imodium bc i have NO IDEA when my prescription will come available. i just want the cramping...#...to stop. i've been having diarrhea all day every day since sunday. the cramps HURT and they keep me up at night. i haven't been...#...eating much bc there's so much shit moving around and hurting in my gut that i can't feel when i'm hungry and food doesn't soumd great.#so i'm weak and slow and tired and can't go to work and i'm using up all the sick days i was hoping to save up to visit my friend in...#...cyprus this winter. so that probably can't happen. but anyways. my mom came by while i was typing this out and i feel betterish.#personal
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Things birds would make memes about:
when you're all fucked up and ready to GO but the male got too into doing his mating display and won't fuck before he's done dancing
when your hatchlings this year should be all grown up and you've taught them everything you know but they still follow you around beeping for food like GET A FUCKING JOB
lmao the stupidest fucking mf in the flock got stuck in a trash can
when your species mates for life and you just realised that your spouse that you imprinted on is a fucking idiot
stealing fluff for my nest straight off a sleeping dog because I fear no death and answer to no god
I think my huge idiot son is a cuckoo
THE SUN IS UP AND SO AM I, TIME TO SCREAM MOTHERFUCKERS
Birds of prey hanging around bird feeders waiting for rats, squirrels, smaller birds, and other bird food to show up.
I fucking hate seagulls, all my homies hate seagulls
suck my dick, I'm a seagull, fuck you
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My mother's lowkey forcing me to come back to FFXIV all because I briefly mentioned that I MIGHT want to sometime in the FUTURE
#she always did this every motherfucking time she was the one to pay for the sub too#normally I just grit my teeth and force myself to be grateful because she spends her money but not when I'm at a point of not caring#she has that paranoid frugal mindset she lays on thick of ''we have to do this NOW or else I may not have the money for it EVER''#that's her go-to reasoning EVERY time even when I try to tell her ''hey I wanna take longer off to take a break''#which was literally almost every single time she paid for the thing#it was when I wasn't ready and it just made me burnt out all over again#I just give up and accept it at this point after the first attempt to dissuade her because she ends up getting frustrated if not#like I get you wanna do stuff for me but don't FORCE ME if I end up missing the budget window I can WAIT
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#the fact that brienne literally never thinks about it at all lmao i love her @halfagod
jaime and brienne canonically being the two bozos sitting on the fact that there is a nuke under KL. omg they should call the westerosi explosive disposal unit instead of yearning for 40 pages
#i yell every time i remember these motherfuckers know about the nukes and the only reason king's landing hasn't blown up is that. idk.#they just don't even think about it enough to mention it to anyone#they're like 'that sure seems dangerous. anyway.'#jaime killed a king to stop him from using the nukes#killed like 12 other people to stop them from even talking about the nukes#but he never brings it up#brienne never brings it up#they're both the kind to go Out of Mind Out of Sight#worsties the nukes are still there ready to go off like the biggest chekov gun you've seen#but they're too busy wondering what the other is doing
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Prada Shoes and I Love Yous
PAIRING: heeseung x fem!readerÂ
GENRE: smut, angst, crack, (some?) fluff, college!au, exes to lovers!au, enemies to lovers!au, socialite/richkid!au
SUMMARY:Â Life as a socialite wasnât all champagnes and designer labels, especially not with the turn your reputation took due to a simple misunderstanding. Now, you were being painted by everyone as a big fat cheater who shattered her sweet boyfriendâs heartâa narrative that couldnât be further from the truth. In reality, it was him who had betrayed your trust. Frustrated and feeling deeply wronged, you returned to society and the new school year after a summer of cutting off contact with everyone and the drama. But just when you thought you were ready to face the world again, you were blindsided by something unexpected: the lingering effect Heeseung had on you. And who could blame you? Heeseung was way too hot for you to get over in just three short months and now, seeing him with the girl he once told you not to worry about all over him? Oh, it was on.Â
You refused to be replaced, labeled as a crazy ex, or forgotten. No, you were going to make Lee Heeseung realize that you were the best motherfucking thing to had ever happened to him.Â
WC: 21.4k
WARNINGS: some extent of emotionally cheating? (not actual cheating i swear itâs kinda unintentional), jake is a bestie and fwb hybrid (kinda flirty but itâs very much platonic i swear), so much miscommunication, profanity, drinking, drugs, physical altercation, mentions of puke, slut shaming, mentions of pregnancy (no one is actually pregnant), toxic relationship, roughdom!heeseung and sub!y/n, unprotected sex, oral (m recieving), rough sex, unprepped? sex (consensual), creampie, mirror sex, deepthroating, cowgirl, dick too big?, creampie, and i am so sorry but karina is a BITCH like itâs almost campy how villainess she comes off
AUTHOR'S NOTE: hope everyone has fun with this one!! had a lot of fun writing it like and i'd love to hear you guys' feedback! love you lots <3 âșïž
Fuck Lee Heeseung. Fuck Lee Heeseung. Fuck Lee Heeseung.
This was all you found yourself repeating in your mind like it was some mantra while you reapplied your lip gloss, making sure to take one last good look at yourself in the mirror before shutting it close once you felt the planeâs wheels coming to a stop. From the outside, you looked absolutely perfect as not a single hair could be found out of place; no one wouldâve guessed that you had been on a plane for over 10 hours. But inside, you were a wreck as you felt your anxiety shooting up as your heart raced a million beats per minute.
âYou need to loosen up, you look like you have a stick up your ass.â Jake was lazily scrolling on his phone while nursing a champagne in his hand, barely sparing a glance at you. He seemed to be in a much more relaxed state than you were.
You scoffed before sending him a glare. âYou know, if anything, you should be the one panicking right now. Everyoneâs going to be talking about how we came back together.â
âGood thing I donât give a shit about what people say, right? Shouldâve thought that through before inviting me,â Jake shrugged, finally lowering his phone to look at you. His nonchalant attitude was pissing you off. âPlus, this all just looks worse because Ryujin decided she wanted to spend one last week with whatever his name was.â
He wasnât wrong. It hadnât just been the two of you in Monaco for three months; Ryujin had also been very much present. However, she found herself a summer fling named Louis, and unlike you and Jake, she couldnât find herself boarding your private jet without spending one last fiery week with her lover before saying goodbye for good and starting school again.
âMaybe we should have just stayed an extra week with her. It probably would have saved us from the shit show that I know weâre gonna be bombarded with the second we step off the plane.â You released a deep sigh before you started to gather your belongings around you.
Jake followed suit, grabbing his stuff and getting up from his seat. âWell, if we stayed back an extra week, then that would mean weâd have to deal with your momâs wrath for missing her annual end-of-summer garden party that we promised we wouldnât miss. You know how important it is for her, and to be honest, Iâd rather face Heeseungâs wrath than your momâs.â
He was right. This garden party of hers had been going on every year since even before you were born, and youâd be out of your mind to miss it. It was single-handedly the most important event every year for your family, and you couldnât even begin to fathom how your mom would react to your absence.
You reached over and snatched the champagne glass out of his hand before you downed whatever was left in it in one gulp as you braced yourself, hoping the alcohol would give you the courage you needed to step off the plane.Â
âWell, then I hope youâre prepared to take on Heeseung. Maybe heâll be nice enough to spare your pretty face. God knows itâs the only thing you have going for you.â
Heeseung was going to fucking kill Jake Sim.Â
When he woke up this morning, you were the last thing on his mind, something he seemed to have finally freed himself from. However, all the hard work he put into casting you away from his mind seemed to have been in vain, as now all he could think about was you and how you had returned after three months of radio silence with the guy you cheated on him with.
Livid didnât even cover what he was feeling, and it was evident in the way he swung his club. Each hit seemed to be driven by a surge of pent-up frustration.
âWhat the hell, man? Thatâs the third time today youâve been way off course. Whatâs going on?â Jay shot him an incredulous look as he tried to locate where the golf ball had landed.
Heeseung let out a frustrated groan as he ripped off his glove and shoved his driver back into his bag. âY/Nâs fucking back.â
That was all Jay needed to hear to understand what was going on with his friend. "Shit, I saw. Iâm sorry dude, itâs fucked up."
Heeseung was in no mindset to be playing golf right now. All he wanted was to go back home and wallow miserably in his bed. Unfortunately, they were only on hole ten of eighteen, and judging by his performance today, Heeseung knew it was going to take awhile.
"Did you know?" Heeseung couldn't help but blurt out, his frustration evident in his voice as he watched Jay effortlessly swing a shot miles better than his own.
Confusion flickered across Jay's face as he turned to face his friend. "What do you mean?"
âDid you know that she was coming back with Jake?â Heeseung felt his jaw tense as he mentioned his ex-friend.
âI didnât even know he was with her until today. Honestly, I thought heâd just fucked off somewhere and didnât bother telling any of us, considering how things went down. You know me, I wouldâve told you straight up if I had found out earlier.â Heeseung trusted Jay implicitly. He was as loyal as they came, but unfortunately, the same couldnât be said for everyone in their friend group.
"Do you think Sunghoon knew?" Heeseung's question elicited an audible groan from Jay.
If anyone in their friend group knew how Jake spent his summer, it would undoubtedly be Sunghoon. However, Sunghoon was notoriously tight-lipped, especially when it came to sensitive matters. Since the breakup, the entire friend group had undergone an incredibly awkward shift. It seemed that everyone had more or less chosen a side, and allegiances were clear.
"You know he wouldn't tell us anything if he did. It's getting ridiculous. The other day, I saw Gaeul and him having brunch or something at the clubhouse, and the moment she spotted me, she practically sprinted over to explain herself. She claimed she's still 'Switzerland' in the whole situation and hasn't chosen a side," Jay recounted, frustration evident in his voice.Â
Heeseung almost snorted at the absurdity of it all. Their friend group had never been one to keep secrets or tiptoe around each other, but the last few months had been nothing but that. The betrayal by you and Jake had not only affected Heeseung's relationship with you but had also tainted the dynamic of their entire friend group.
âLiterally, what is there to be âSwitzerlandâ about? I mean, this whole thing isnât even complicated. Everyone saw them go into the bathroom together and come out literally holding hands. Trust me, I know what she looks like after giving head, and that's literally what she looked like in that video Beomgyu sent. Plus, Karina literally heard them.â Heeseung angrily got into the golf cart as Jay fished the keys out to start driving.
âOkay, well, no offense, but in all honesty, Karinaâs probably not the most reliable source, cause sheâs in an extremely biased position, but I guess thatâs beside the point.â Jayâs words seemed to instantly bring a frown upon Heeseungâs face.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Heeseungâs tone sharply switched up in an almost defensive manner.
Jay, feeling this shift, nervously cleared his throat as he stammered, trying his best not to offend his already sensitive friend regarding an even more fragile situation. âI mean, uh, well. You knowâŠâ
âWhat?â The grip he had on the seat of the golf cart seemed to get tighter as he waited for his friend to elaborate.
âDude, you can't be serious? You know Karinaâs been trying to ride your dick for the past, what, give or take ten years? I mean, we all know that sheâs never had a good relationship with Y/N, and Iâm pretty sure most of that resentment stemmed from the fact that youâve always been head over heels for Y/N.â Jay slowly parked the cart and turned off the engine as he explained.
Still not understanding Jayâs point, Heeseung furrowed his brows, shooting his friend another annoyed look before getting out of the golf cart. âWhat are you trying to get at?â
âJesus fucking Christ, youâre dense. I mean, the last couple of months before Y/N cheated on you was the closest you seemed to have gotten with Karina because of that final project that you guys had or whatever. I mean, you were with her more times than you were with your own girlfriend, and knowing Karina, she seems like she could be delusional enough to have maybe taken that as a sign that you were interested in her? I mean, this is all speculation, but Iâm just letting you know what we all saw.â
Jay cautiously treaded this topic. Heeseung was his best friend since they were babies, and he would always be on his side, but Karina was never anyoneâs favorite with her extremely polarizing personality. He had no allegiance towards her, not to mention that she wasnât actually even in their friend group and always only ever found lingering around wherever Heeseung was, so it was much easier for Jay to actually see through her. In fact, it seemed that all of their friends could pretty much catch on to Karinaâs end goal except Heeseung.
âSo you think itâs my fault that Y/N cheated on me?â The air got tense as Heeseung snapped at Jay while snatching his 7-iron out of the bag. âJust because I spent some time doing a stupid fucking school project with Karina doesnât mean it gives her reason to go and suck off one of my best friends.â
Jay shook his head even before Heeseung was done with his sentence. Heeseung seemed to not be getting the point. âFuck no, dude, thatâs not what Iâm saying. Karina has an incentive: you. If she gets rid of Y/N, then it means youâre up for grabs. Of course, Karina didnât force Y/N to get on her knees for Sim, but she was the first one to come running, telling us what happened even before Beomgyu sent that video.â Heeseung was trying hard to focus on trying to get his ball on the green as he geared up to swing while listening to Jay.
âSo you donât think she shouldâve warned me of what she heard?â He swung precisely, but it seemed that this whole course, to be precise, wasnât going easy on him. Heâd be lucky to get even a double bogey on the par-4.
Jay slightly grimaced at Heeseungâs shot. âNo, itâs not that,â he let out a sigh as he walked over to Heeseung. âLook, youâve been my best friend for as long as I can remember, and I know the past few months have been fucking hard because of what Y/N put you through, and I just want you to be careful. Karinaâs always been kind of a conniving, spoiled bitch who finds a way to get what she wants. Just because sheâs been warming your bed every night since Y/N fell off the fucking Earth doesnât mean she should be someone you start trusting.â
There was nothing he could say back to his friendâs words and it seemed that what Jay had said clung on deep to Heeseung's thoughts throughout the day, casting a lingering shadow and leaving a bitter aftertaste in his mind.
A small bead of sweat trickled down your back as the sun's relentless heat beat down on you. You took a small sip from your now lukewarm glass of champagne, its warmth doing little to refresh you. Today felt even hotter than previous years, and once again, you found yourself questioning why your mother insisted on hosting her most important event during the hottest month of the year.
Your cheeks were hurting from all the forced smiles youâd already given to family friends and important figures in your motherâs business circle. This garden party was always about promoting her upcoming collection and ensuring the continued support, financial and otherwise (not that she needed any more money), of both new and old acquaintances and partners. So, as always, it was no surprise that you were dressed head to toe in unveiled pieces from your motherâs upcoming collection. While no one could deny her incredible eye for fashion and the breathtaking quality of her creations, the white-tiered tulle dress with its plunging neckline felt entirely too inappropriate for a garden party and was getting on your last nerve. You stood out like a peacockâa testament to your motherâs outstanding handiworkâbut you weren't a fan of the attention it drew.
âI need to get out of this fucking dress,â you muttered through gritted teeth, your annoyance palpable.Â
Jake chuckled softly beside you. âI can think of a few ways to get you out of that.âÂ
You shot him a sharp look, clearly unimpressed by his insinuation. âDonât say shit like that, especially around everyone. Itâs not funny.â
âWhat? No one's around to hear, and even if they did, it wouldnât matter. Everyone already thinks weâre fucking, and to be fair, theyâre not that off.â He shrugged, a smirk playing on his lips.Â
Without hesitation, you elbowed him hard in the ribs, your face growing even more pissed off. âThatâs not funny, Jake. Seriously, shut up. It happened only a couple of times and thatâs it. If anyone hears that, theyâre actually going to think I cheated on Heeseung with you.âÂ
Your pretty face sported a cold, serious expression, leaving no doubt about how much this mattered to you.
âHoney, I told you, they already think you cheated on Heeseung with me, so this isnât going to change anything. Besides, you know damn well it wasnât just a couple of times,â Jake rolled his eyes at your dramatics.
âYeah, well, the difference is that every time I slept with you was when I wasnât dating him, so I didnât actually cheat. Youâre just making everything worse by making it seem like youâre confirming what they already assume.â Your irritation was through the roof, and the heat was doing nothing to quell your annoyance.
Before Jake could say anything else, your motherâs saccharine voice filled the space. For once, you were grateful for her impeccable timing. âOh, darling, Iâve been looking everywhere for you!â
The eventâs dress code was always an all-white affair, but even then, your mother seemed to shine brighter than any of the guests. You were almost taken aback when you fully turned to face her. âHey, Mom.â
You flashed her a tight smile, but she barely spared you a glance, her attention focused entirely on the figure next to you. Jake seemed to stiffen under your motherâs gaze. âHello, Jake. You seem to be enjoying yourself,â she said, giving his attire a quick once-over and humming in approval. âYou look quite nice. Brioni, Iâm assuming?â
âYes, as usual, the event is beautiful Mrs. L/N. Youâve definitely outdone yourself,â he nervously chuckled. Despite his attempts at flattery, your motherâs cold gaze remained fixed on him. âAnd youâre right, it is a custom piece from Brioni.â
âUnsurprising, seeing that your father is rarely seen in anything else. Perhaps you could enlighten him to broaden his wardrobe, and maybe we can see about getting you a custom piece of mine. I have no doubt the materials I use are incomparable to much of whatâs in your wardrobe already. Though, Iâm sure you already know that, since it seems much of your time these days is spent taking my beautiful pieces off my daughter.â
âMom!â You gasped loudly, your eyes widening in disbelief at her bold statement. Your mother was never one to hold back her words, but this was beyond her usual antics. Next to you, Jake stiffened even more, nervously trying to regain his composure.
"Uh, Mrs. Y/LN, I can assure you that whatever you think is happening between me and your daughter is not actually true," Jake stammered, his voice strained with tension.
Your mother clicked her tongue in annoyance, obviously not buying his claims. "Well, the conversation I overheard the two of you having before I came seemed to say something different."
âMom, can we not do this here?â You darted your eyes around, making sure that no one else was catching on to what was happening.
âWell, darling, I would usually never impose myself like this in your personal relationships, but it seems like the two of you have brought not only our families into this but now also my business as collateral just for the sake of some mindless fucking.â
You had never heard your mother speak with such scandalous vocabulary before. Seeing her like this was beyond unsettling and left you utterly speechless. Â
âMaâam, I assure you that the rumors about our infidelity are not true at all. Itâs been a huge misunderstanding thatâ"
"Jake, I've always held you in high regard, ever since you were a baby raised alongside my daughter. You've grown into a very smart and handsome young man, one your parents should be proud of. Out of respect for your mother, who you know is one of my closest and longest friends, I've tried to overlook what's been happening over the past few months. However, overhearing the two of you brazenly talking about your sexcapades in public, especially during one of the most important events of my year, is something I simply cannot ignore. This has not only strained my relationship with one of my closest business partners, but it has also jeopardized our families' standing. If anyone else had overheard, I canât even begin to think how much worse the already damaging rumors would become."
âMom seriously can you stop this,â you were furious that she would decide to do this here of all places. âThis is fucking ridiculous and you know damn well that none of those stupid rumors are true. We can talk about this later, please.â
"I believe I'm entitled to speak as I please, especially considering this is my event," she retorted sharply. "Your father and I were generous enough to allow you to spend your entire summer break away without expecting you to address this mess you've created for us. I had hoped for better judgment from you. Instead, you and Jake decided to further exacerbate this situation by turning this trip into some sort of romantic getaway. I sure hope you were at least being smart and careful. The only thing that would make this situation worse is if you were to become pregnant. Who knows, you might even be pregnant right now. It wouldnât even surprise me seeing as though that seems to be the only thing the two of you were doing in Monaco.âÂ
Jake was a stuttering mess, his face flushed with embarrassment at the accusation. "Mrs. Y/LN, I swear that's not true," he managed to stammer out.
Before he could say anything else, your mother cut him off again. "I'm not so sure I can trust you on that. How can you be so sure that you didn't knock up my daughter?"
You were seething with anger at your mother's behavior, ready to intervene when suddenly a figure caught your eye.Â
Heeseung's fist connected with Jake's jaw before you even had a chance to react. The punch caught Jake off guard, and as he tried to recover, Heeseung landed another swift blow to his face.Â
"You got her pregnant?" Heeseung's voice was filled with anger as he launched himself at Jake, who was still reeling from the first two punches.
âWhat the fuck!â Jake groaned, struggling to fend off Heeseung's relentless assault.
Beside you, your mother was in a panic, shouting for security as everyone's attention turned to the commotion that erupted in front of you.
Before you could step in, Jay appeared out of nowhere, desperately trying to pull his friend away from their former friend.
"Heeseung, stop!" you screamed, rushing to Jay's aid.
But Heeseung was relentless, disregarding his surroundings entirely. All sense of decorum was abandoned as he straddled Jake, who was attempting to dodge Heeseung's blows while pushing him away.
From the other side, Sunghoon came running over to help pull Heeseung off of Jake. "Jesus Christ, Heeseung, get off him!"
After a couple of seconds of struggle, the three of you were finally able to pull Heeseung off of Jake, though he continued to struggle in attempts to break free. Security, called by your mother, arrived and joined in to help restrain the enraged boy.
Jake laid on the grass, his previously pristine custom white suit dirtied with splatters of blood and dirt from rolling around. Heeseung didn't look much better, his own suit now stained with blood, evidence of the fight. Despite being at a disadvantage, Jake had managed to land a few good punches, evidenced by the blood dripping from Heeseungâs nose. It was a chaotic scene, with whispers and murmurs from the other guests confirming their attention on the altercation. You could sense your mother's fury, even without seeing her directly.
"What the hell is this?" A gruff voice angrily interrogated.
Heeseungâs father had never been an easy person to be around, so you couldnât even imagine how angry he currently was at his sonâs behavior.
However, Heeseung seemed not to hear his father, his eyes staying trained on Jake, who was getting up with Sunghoon's help.
âOh my, Liz, I am so sorry. Iâm appalled; I genuinely am. I'm so embarrassed. I donât know what came over him.â Heeseungâs mom quickly ran over to where your mother stood with fury and attempted to sincerely apologize.
âWe are leaving.â Heeseungâs dad yanked his son from the securityâs grip and started to drag him away, but not before also turning towards your mom with a stern look. âYes, we apologize for our sonâs behavior. We hope it didnât ruin this beautiful event, and we will be excusing ourselves. Thank you for having us.â
You were still in shock with everything, and it seemed that everyone else was too, as no one moved and stood in silence, taking in everything that had happened. There was no way this just happened.
To say the last couple of days had been hell for you would be an understatement. Honestly, it felt even worse than the days following your breakup with Heeseung, when you could at least pack your bags and leave the country. But this time, with school starting in a week, that luxury would unfortunately not be granted to you a second time. Your parents were adamant that you face the mess head-on and frankly you found yourself wishing that you never returned from Monaco.
To make matters worse, Ryujin still wasnât back. While she called every day, you still felt alone, especially since you hadnât talked to Jake since your momâs party. Rumors about your supposed pregnancy were rampant, further emphasizing your alleged infidelity, and you figured it was best to get some space from Jake until the rumors died down.
With nothing to do, you found yourself doing things youâd never normally doâlike wandering down the chip aisle, looking for something to make you feel better about your situation.
âNo, Ryujin, you donât get it,â you huffed into the phone, frustration evident in your voice as you searched desperately for anything that sounded good. âIâve gotten DMs from random people Iâve barely spoken to, asking if Iâm actually pregnant and how far along I am. Iâm so fucking sick of this.â
âOh babe, Iâm so sorry. This sucks so bad. Itâs literally so fucking absurd and Heeseung was so stupid for this like I still canât believe he did that. Donât worry though, Iâll be there soon so just hold on,â Ryujin sounded sincere as the sound of waves echoed in the background. You envied your friend, who was probably at the beach right now, getting a nice tan with her hot beau, and not miserably suffering in this stupid predicament like you were.
âUgh, I canât wait until youâre here. Iâm like seriously going through it and I just hope itâll die down once school starts, but I doubt it becauseââ
âY/N?âÂ
You were abruptly cut off by a shrill voice. Even before you turned your head to face them, you knew exactly who it was and found yourself unable to hold back an exasperated groan. âFuck, Iâll call you later, Ryujin.â
Karina had always been one of the most beautiful girls you knew, even from a young age and you couldnât deny that she looked stunning now, even under the horrendously yellow dim lights of the grocery store. But, like always, she had a knack for bringing out a grimace on your face, which you sported as you turned to face her.
âOh my God, no way! I thought it was you earlier but I was like, no way is The Y/N out shopping for groceries. But honestly, who else could it be? I mean, youâre unmistakable.â Karina held a shopping basket in one hand that barely had anything in it. She was dressed like she was about to attend a charity gala, a stark contrast to your Lululemon shorts and an old shirt from Heeseungâs closet.
âHey, Karina,â was all you could let out before she animatedly started speaking again, not giving you a second to talk.Â
"It's been so long! I mean, how long has it been since we last saw each other? You didnât even say goodbye to any of us and just left but you look great, especially consideringâoh, and congrats! Honestly, I was actually worried it would be awkward between us, but once I heard the news, all my worries disappeared. You and Jake seem so happy together, and you have no idea how thrilled I was when I heard that you guys are about to start a family. Itâs so cute and I now know that there's no reason for me to worry about you getting mad about me and Heeseung. Although I was a little surprised your boyfriend attacked mine like that, but Iâm sure it was just a misunderstanding.âÂ
Karina spoke without pausing, giving you no time to digest her words and she didnât seem to notice your growing annoyance as she continued to babble with that smug look on her face.
âWait hold on, you and Heeseung are dating?â There was no way you heard her right.
But it seemed that you did as she nodded with a bright smile on her face. âYeah itâs still kind of new only a couple of months but itâs been amazing. I mean Iâm sure you know just as well that heâs like literally the best.â Her voice slowly drowned out as you took everything in. A couple of months ago was literally when you left for Monaco so it meant that Heeseung didnât waste any time to make Karina his girlfriend.Â
âWhat the fuck, Karina?â You didnât hold back, making sure she knew you were beyond enraged at this new revelation.
Her face held a surprised expression as you cut her off abruptly. âIâm sorry, but what do you mean?â
You rolled your eyes. You knew she understood exactly what you were talking about, and it infuriated you that she was pretending otherwise. You knew Karina too well; she was reveling in the fact that she currently had something you didnât for the first time in her life.
âDrop the act, Karina. I donât have time for this shit. We both know exactly what youâre trying to do, and itâs pathetic. You and your friends can call me a slut for supposedly cheating on Heeseung, but itâs rich coming from you when you and Heeseung literally did the same thing. Not to mention the fact that you two didnât even wait a decent amount of time before getting together after he and I broke up. So honestly, I hope youâre both happy and sincerely, fuck you both.âÂ
You didn't bother to stick around to hear whatever else she had to say. As you turned and walked away, you felt your eyes welling up with tears. You thought you were over Heeseung, but clearly, that wasnât the case. The revelation of his new relationship pulled at your heartstrings, making you wonder if you ever really mattered to him the way he did to you. Nothing hurt more than realizing that the two year-long relationship you cherished above all else might have been a joke to him.
âRyujin, I really donât think Iâm up for going out,â you sighed, looking at yourself in the mirror. Ryujin, on the other side of the room, was finishing her makeup at the vanity.
âNo way, I told you, youâre not staying holed up moping around because of Heeseung again. You already did that in Monaco, and Iâm not letting you waste any more time on that asshole. Youâre coming out with us, and you are going to have an amazing night.â
Ryujin had finally come back the day before, and while having her by your side made you feel better, you couldnât stop thinking about your ex.
âI seriously doubt one night of drinking and partying will make Heeseung disappear from my thoughts,â you muttered, rolling your eyes. You knew Ryujin would end up dragging you out, but that didnât mean you couldnât complain the whole time.
âI think youâre underestimating the power of a good night out. Who knows, maybe youâll find some hottie to get your mind off everything,â Ryujin shrugged while spritzing perfume. âMaybe you should go looking for Jake.â
You shook your head at her. âJakeâs not going to help.â
âWell actually, from what I remember I think Jake helped a good bit with speeding up the process of you getting over moping about Heeseung a couple of months ago so whoâs to say that it wonât work this time?âÂ
âI am not sleeping with Jake again. That would literally make everything like so much worse. Everyone already thinks Iâm pregnant with his kid. I donât need more things to fuel that rumor.â
Ryujin wasnât wrong about your summer situationship with Jake helping to distract you, but continuing it back here would only add fuel to the fire. Not to mention, your relationship with Jake was purely platonic with some sexual attraction. That was all it ever was even back in high school, and you had both talked at length about how neither of you saw a relationship beyond friendship. So even if you went to him looking for something more, Jake ultimately wouldnât be able to give you what you wanted.
âWell then thereâs other people! What about-â You cut her off abruptly.
You cut her off abruptly. âRyujin, I know youâre just trying to help, and I really do appreciate it, but I just think sleeping with other people isnât going to solve anything. I just want to lay low this semester and focus on school. I donât want to be wrapped up in more drama.â Done with the conversation, you grabbed your purse, suddenly more eager to get to the party if it meant changing the subject.
âReady to go?â you asked, and just like that, her eyes lit up and a wide, giddy smile spread across her face as she eagerly followed you out.
The Uber ride was short, and before you knew it, you had arrived. Hyunjin was known for throwing the best parties, and tonight was no exception. The massive manor, which you were all too familiar with, was already buzzing with more people than you imagined his parents would ever find acceptable.
âHey, there you guys are!â Ryujinâs close friend Yujin, who you were also friendly with, excitedly ran over to greet you both. She had been studying abroad for 6 months and you hadnât seen her since so you were even more elated to see her.Â
âHey, Yujin! Itâs been a while! You and Sunoo looked like you were having the time of your lives in Italy.â You greeted her warmly, following her inside as she led you to where all the drinks were.
âOh yeah, it was beyond amazing, but Iâm sure nothing compares to Monaco. God, I havenât been there in ages.â She poured out shots and passed them to you and Ryujin. Without hesitation, the three of you knocked them back, grimacing slightly at the aftertaste.
âFuck, I already miss it. It took like an hour to say goodbye to Louis, and I was so upset for the first 30 minutes of the plane ride. But the good thing about summer flings is that after the goodbyes, there's nothing left to hold onto, so itâs easy to get over.â Ryujin poured another shot for both of you while Yujin reached for a can of Ranch Water.
âI literally thought they were going to try something serious since she was with him all summer. Half the time, I couldnât even find her because she and Louis were off somewhere, but I guess he really was just a summer fling.â You nudged your friend as Yujin let out an amused giggle.
âI bet! Those pics on your most recent Insta post, man, they were hot. What about you, Y/N? Any European hotties catch your eye?â Yujin wiggled her brows, and you rolled your eyes while reaching behind her for a can of Ranch Water.
âMore like an Australian hottie,â Ryujin teased, and you instantly elbowed her.
âJesus Christ, Ryujin, seriously shut up.â You shot her an annoyed look.
Yujin, however, seemed to find amusement in Ryujinâs remark as she gave you a wide-eyed look while giggling. âNo way, so itâs true then?â
âFuck no. I mean yeah, we hooked up, but I swear to God Iâm not pregnant.â You shook your head vehemently.
You saw Yujin open her mouth, but Ryujin beat her to it, grabbing your arm. âDonât turn around.â
Your brows furrowed at her panicked actions, and you started to turn your head, but she quickly stopped you. âWhat? What happened?â
âFuck, Heeseungâs here,â Yujin answered, her eyes darting around past your head. âHeâs over there near the pool table. Donât turn around.â
You stood still, heart racing, as you listened to your friends' directions. You saw Ryujin's expression shift from panic to a scowl.
âAnd he brought Karina. Sheâs stuck on him like a fucking leech,â Ryujin sneered. Even before the summer, Ryujin had always been Karinaâs number one hater, so her reaction was no surprise.
Quickly, you decided it would be best to leave the area, and the girls seemed to think the same as the three of you started to move. But before you could take a step out of the kitchen, a booming voice caught your attention.
âY/N!â Sunghoonâs voice echoed through the music, loud enough for everyone in the vicinity to hear. You stiffened as you realized your presence was now exposed to everyone.
âFuck, itâs been a long time!â He approached with a massive smile and, before you could even respond, engulfed you in a tight hug. Behind him, you spotted Jake trailing close by, rolling his eyes at his friend.
"Hey, Sunghoon," you greeted him back, debating whether to reciprocate the hug he wasn't letting go of.
"Okay, buddy, that's enough," Jake intervened, yanking his friend back.
"Oh, princess, you got even prettier while you were away! If that's even possible, but damn, you look amazing," Sunghoon's red, dopey eyes hinted at his intoxicated state.
"He's crossed," Jake confirmed, as if reading your mind.
"Oh God, why did you let him do that again?" Ryujin scolded Jake, delivering a disapproving look along with a smack on his arm.
"What the fuck! I'm not his babysitter," Jake retorted, shooting Ryujin a pointed look.
"Well, he is your best friend," you shrugged.
"I'm totally fine, you guys worry too much," Sunghoon shot everyone a smile before reaching for the drink in your hand, which you quickly pulled away.
"Yeah, Sunghoon, maybe lay off the drinking and smoking for now. I think I still have the video from the last time you got crossed," Yujin remarked, raising a skeptical brow at his current state. The mention of the video drew snorts of amusement from everyone except Sunghoon.
Instead, Sunghoon's eyes widened at her words, shaking his head vigorously. "I swear that wonât happen tonight."
"Well, it might if you keep this up," Ryujin added, recalling the infamous incident the last time Sunghoon was in this state. It involved projectile vomiting on a girl followed by passing out on her, effectively ruining any chance he might have had with her.
"Whatever," Sunghoon rolled his eyes, turning away, but before he could even take a step, he turned right back around (unsteadily with Jake stepping in to steady him), and blurted out, "Heeseung's here."
You could hear Jake cursing under his breath at Sunghoonâs words, while Ryujin nodded.
"Yeah, we were trying to sneak out of the kitchen before they noticed us, and then you had to go and yell Y/Nâs name," Ryujin added.
"Oh," Sunghoon sheepishly nodded. "My bad."
"Does he have to fucking bring her everywhere?" Jake muttered, casting another glance towards where Heeseung and Karina were.
"You know, I even heard Jayâs getting sick of her tagging along everywhere."
"Whereâd you hear that?" You shot Sunghoon a suspicious look.
âGaeul.â
"She still hangs out with them?" Ryujin scoffed, clearly annoyed.
"She claims to be the neutral party between us."
âSo sheâs still being a fucking dumbass?â Ryujin shot back, clearly unimpressed with their friendâs stance.
"Well, she still reports everything back to us, so it's not all bad," Jake tried to reason, but Ryujin wasn't buying it.
From next to you, Yujin chuckled. "Your friend group is so fucking messy, thank God I'm not involved. I'm going to find Hyunjin for some weed. Good luck sorting out your drama." She shot you a wink before briskly walking away before anyone could respond.
"Are we really that messy?" Sunghoon asked innocently, but before anyone could answer, he vomited everywhere.
You were cursing under your breath as you tried to wash the puke out of your shorts, fuming at Park Sunghoon. Thankfully, they were black, so staining wasn't an issue, but standing in your underwear in a house party bathroom, scrubbing your pants instead of enjoying the night, was infuriating. Even if you managed to clean them, you'd be stuck wearing damp pants for the rest of the night.
As you wrung out the fabric, desperate to dry them as much as possible, the bathroom door suddenly swung open.
âOh! Sorryâ Y/N?â Heeseungâs eyes widened in surprise when he realized not only that someone was already in the bathroom but that it was you.
In your haste to escape Sunghoon's vomit, you must have forgotten to lock the door. Naturally, Heeseung had to be the one to barge in.
The two of you stood there awkwardly, each taking in the other's appearance. It was technically your first real encounter since your return, discounting the brief moment at your mother's garden party before Heeseung was promptly escorted away by his parents.
He looked way too good, enough to stir butterflies in your stomach. It was unsettling how Heeseung could still have this effect on you after everything that had happened.
"Hey, Y/N," he greeted cautiously, breaking the silence. The tension in the room was palpable.
"Hey, Heeseung," you replied, unsure of how to navigate the awkwardness.
"Sunghoon was right," he blurted out abruptly, his words coming out in a rush before he could stop himself.
Your eyebrows knit together in confusion. "What?"
"I-I mean, he said... that you look even prettier now," Heeseung stumbled over his words, his cheeks flushing with embarrassment. "I mean, not that you weren't pretty before, but, um... yeah."Â
Your cheeks warmed at his unexpected compliment. This wasn't how you had imagined your first conversation with him after coming back would go.Â
"Uh, thanks."
A few more uncomfortable seconds ticked by before Heeseung finally seemed to notice your state. "Uh, what are you doing?"
You had completely forgotten about your current attireâjust in your underwear, a lacy black thong that had driven Heeseung wild a few months ago.
"Oh, Sunghoon threw up on me after getting crossed," you explained, shaking your head in annoyance as you returned to wringing out your shorts.
"Again? Fuck, he really needs to learn not to do that. If he had a nickel for every time he puked on a pretty girl while he was crossed, he'd have two," Heeseung remarked, a hint of amusement in his voice. You couldn't help but let out a small laugh. There was no way you were actually laughing at your cheating exâs jokes.Â
Heeseung seemed to relax a bit upon hearing your giggles, joining in with a laugh of his own.
"Here, let me help. There's probably a dryer around here somewhere," he offered, finally deciding to step into the bathroom as he closed the door behind him. He bent down, rifling through a couple of cabinets until he found what he was looking for.
"Fuck, I don't know why I didn't think of that earlier," you muttered, taking the dryer from him and plugging it in before switching it on.
He reached over to hold your shorts for you while you dried them. After a few minutes, you turned off the dryer, confident your shorts were dry enough by now. "Thanks," you said, taking them from him.
As you looked up at him, you suddenly became aware of the closeness between the two of you. Your breath caught in your throat as your eyes locked with his.
Fuck he was hot.
You could feel the all-too-familiar warmth spreading throughout your body as the two of you held each other's gaze, neither daring to look away. Slowly, almost as if guided by muscle memory, you inched your faces closer until you could feel his breath on your lips, poised to kiss him. But a small voice in your head stopped you before you could fully lean in.
âWait.âÂ
Heeseung instantly pulled back. "Fuck, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that."
"No, no it's not that. I canât do that to Karina," you hurriedly explained, shaking your head. Tears threatened to spill over as the pain of Heeseung's past betrayal resurfaced. Despite any animosity toward Karina, you couldn't bring yourself to inflict that same hurt on anyone else.
"What?" Heeseung furrowed his brows, confusion etched across his face as he looked at you.
"Heeseung, you can't just fucking cheat on her after you cheated on me with her!" You shot him an incredulous look, unable to believe how close he had come to infidelity once again.
His head shook vehemently, confusion clouding his eyes. "What do you mean? If anything, you're the one who's cheating!"
"Jesus Christ, for the last fucking time, I'm not dating Jake!" You yelled in frustration.
âAnd Iâm not dating Karina!â
The two of you stared at each other, mutual confusion now evident, leaving you both speechless.
âWhat?âÂ
"Yeah, I'm not dating her! And what do you mean you're not dating Jake?" Heeseung shot back, equally bewildered.
"I literally saw her a couple of days ago, and she told me the two of you had been dating for a couple of months," you said, watching Heeseung shake his head in disbelief.
"What the fuck! She's fucking lying, we are not dating, let alone have been dating. That fucking bitch, literally what the fuck," Heeseung was beyond pissed.
You scoffed, equally heated. "Karina was literally rubbing it in my face about how happy you two were. And for your information, I have never dated Jake."
"What the fuck, Y/N? I fucking punched him!" Heeseung felt like he was going insane. Everything he had believed for the past few months was suddenly a lie.
You rolled your eyes at his outburst. "Yeah, I fucking know. I was there, if you remember! He still has a fucking split lip because of you, and my mom's still beyond mad about it."
You had to be lying, Heeseung couldnât believe your words. âThereâs no fucking way.â
âYeah you fucking dumbass, you beat him up for nothing.âÂ
âWait, wait, wait no itâs still fucking justified! He was one of my best friends who went on and fucking slept with my girlfriend!â There was no way the two of you were actually having this conversation at a raging party after not seeing each other for three months.
"No, he didn't! Or at least not while we were dating, and I'm also not fucking pregnant!" Your voice echoed in the cramped bathroom. You were still intoxicated and could feel a headache coming on.Â
"Fuck you! Literally, everyone saw you two that night," Heeseung retorted sharply, but before he could continue, it seemed he fully absorbed your words, his eyes narrowing in disbelief. "So you have been fucking Jake!"
"Yeah, but only after we broke up, not before! And you can't be acting all innocent when you've literally been with Karina!" You were annoyed by his accusatory tone. He was such a fucking hypocrite.
"Okay, but I didn't blatantly sleep with her at a party while we were still together like you didâ"
You cut him off by smashing your lips against his, needing to silence him in any way possible. You couldn't stand another moment of arguing about this.
You could feel Heeseung freeze for a second, taken aback by your action, but he quickly recovered as you could feel his lips move against yours.Â
There was nothing romantic about the kiss as the two of you hungrily pushed back against each other, fighting for dominance. Teeth clashed against each other as your tongues battled back and forth and you could barely breathe, but it seemed that neither of you considered stopping anytime soon.Â
His hands quickly found themselves ripping your top off you as yours went straight down to undo his pants and push them down. You finally pulled away from the kiss to spit on your hand before going straight back into his lips. Not a second was spared to think about your actions as you didnât hesitate to stick your hand down his underwear. He was already half-hard and you quickly wrapped your hand around his length, inciting a groan out of him.Â
While one hand worked on pushing down his underwear the other worked on pumping him. Heeseung was in almost the same state as one of his hands was found groping at your boobs, playing with your nipple, while the other also attempted to pull your underwear down.
As soon as your thong reached mid-thigh, Heeseung quickly broke the kiss to turn you around and roughly push you down against the bathroom counter. You jolted at the cold counter pressing against your already sensitive nipples but Heeseung pushed down hard on your back so you couldnât lift yourself up. You looked helpless in the mirror and without warning you felt his dick plunging deep inside of you.
You gasped at the intrusion. Sharp pain erupted within you as tears welled in your eyes and you could do nothing except tightly squeeze them shut while your hands desperately attempted to grab at anything to hold on to. Heeseung had started to fuck you without even giving you a second to adjust and your cries filled the bathroom.Â
You hadnât been fucked like this in so long and sure Jake was a freak in bed with a big dick but he had never considered fucking you before making sure you were prepped. No, this was Heeseungâs specialty. He fucking loved it and you couldnât help but also find yourself loving the pain that came with his pleasure.Â
âFucking slut, look at yourself,â Heeseung growled in your ear before roughly grabbing your hair and pulling it back, forcing you to face yourself in the mirror.Â
âPlease, Heeseung,â you could barely moan out.Â
His hand gripped your hip so tightly that he knew bruises from his fingers were sure to be left afterward and his eyes were crazed as he battered himself even harder against your cervix, giving you no respite.
âWhat? What else could you want, Iâm already fucking you. Greedy whore.â You felt yourself clench tighter around him as you heard his words. You were almost there as you could feel the tight coil just about ready to snap.
âOh fuck, Heeseung harder,â you screamed.Â
Heeseung did just as you asked and as if it was possible, you felt him force himself even deeper inside you at a faster pace. You knew he was battering deep at your cervix, but you were too focused on chasing your orgasm that you couldnât even care for the dull aching pain. His hand in your hair pushed your head against the mirror and you found yourself unable to stop yourself from drooling and fogging up the mirror. His animalistic grunts filled your ear and the grip in your hair got tighter.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck!â You screamed out as the coil snapped and you felt yourself reaching your ultimate high. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you slumped against the mirror, having no strength to hold yourself up.
Heeseung was also close as you felt his cock twitch inside you and before you knew it, warm spurts of cum painted inside of you as you felt him thrust a couple of more times while he panted. He came so much that you could even feel some drip down the inside of your thighs.
âFuck,â he breathed out as he slowly pulled out, watching his cum drip out of you and land on the bathroom floor.Â
You were still slumped against the mirror, attempting to catch your breath and process what had just happened.
As your eyes connected with Heeseungâs through the mirror, a rush of emotions overwhelmed you. The weight of what the two of you had just done bore down on you, and shame began to smother you, making you feel like you were suffocating. You couldn't stay there with him a moment longer. Quickly, you dressed yourself, doing your best to ignore the aching pain between your legs. Heeseung looked confused by your sudden change, but before he could say anything, you were out the door, leaving him to dwell on the implications of your actions.
You honestly hadnât been listening to anything Ryujin had been saying for the past couple of minutes as she rambled on. Instead, you stared at the piece of salmon on your plate, analyzing each line that ran through the fish. If you didnât focus on this, your mind would start drifting back to what happened yesterday, and you'd rather shoot yourself in the foot than think about that.
âHey, Y/N, are you even listening?â Ryujin raised her voice, trying to get your attention.
Snapping out of it, you finally took your eyes away from your dinner and looked up at her. âOh, sorry, I got distracted.â
âYeah, no shit. Iâve been talking to you, and you went catatonic or something. What is up with you?â She furrowed her brows at your unusual behavior.
âNothing, Iâm fine,â you quickly responded, but you knew the second she put her utensils down that she wasnât buying it.
âDonât fucking try to lie to me. I can see through your bullshit. Whatâs wrong?â Her gaze was intense, analyzing you as if there would be an external sign explaining your strange behavior.
You sighed, debating whether to tell her exactly what had happened. Deciding against it, you realized that if you opened that can of worms, things would get even messier. âUhm, I donât know, I guess Iâm just still hungover.â
âYou didnât even drink that much yesterday, though,â she said, brows still furrowed. She had noticed you hadnât come out of your room all day and had to literally drag you out just to get dinner with her.
âAre you sick? You donât really look sick though.â
You shook your head, searching for anything to blame your odd behavior on. âUhm, I just think I bruised my cervix, and it just hurts.â
Her eyes instantly widened, and you could see her holding back a grin. âOh my fucking God, you slut. You had me thinking something actually bad had happened! When did you and Sim even run off to fuck?â
You sighed in relief, glad that she was distracted by the news you had just dropped on her. She didnât notice the lingering look in your eyes that indicated there was actually something deeper driving you mad.
âUh, quickie in the bathroom. I donât know, you were probably too drunk to notice.â
She hummed while nodding. âYeah, Iâm not going to lie, I donât really remember much after Sunghoon puked everywhere. But fuck, a bruised cervix from a quickie is insane. Oh, Yujin is going to love this.â
âYeah, itâs a fucking bitch. I feel like Iâm sitting on a knife or something,â you said. You werenât lying about this partâyou were sure Heeseung had actually bruised your cervix with how hard he fucked you last nightâbut you were fine letting her think you had slept with Jake instead.
âOh, my poor baby. No wonder youâve been in bed all day. Letâs just get this boxed up and head back to the apartment. Geez, Iâm gonna have to have a talk with Jake later.â You flashed her a smile, nodding at her suggestion, glad that this not only got her off your back but also got you out of having to stay another thirty minutes at this restaurant.
Y/N (evil bitch) đč:Â
if anyone asks we fucked last night kk?
JAKEY đ€ąđŠź:
wtf
Y/N (evil bitch) đč:
no questions plsÂ
JAKEY đ€ąđŠź:Â
fuck that whatâd u do đ€š
Y/N (evil bitch) đč:
none of your business go back to playing        roblox with riki or something đ
JAKEY đ€ąđŠź:Â
THAT WAS ONE TIME
JAKEY đ€ąđŠź:Â
fuck you
JAKEY đ€ąđŠź:
tell me!!!!! you made it my business when you dragged my dick into whatever it is so i deserve to know đ€
Y/N (evil bitch) đč:
i bruised my cervix
JAKEY đ€ąđŠź:
HUH
JAKEY đ€ąđŠź:
NO IâM NOT TAKING THE BLAME FOR THAT??
Y/N (evil bitch) đč:
everyoneâs gonna think you have a big dick
JAKEY đ€ąđŠź:
bet đââïžÂ
The rest of the weekend passed without Ryujin or anyone else probing into your life, and you couldnât have been happier. There were so many moments where you debated whether or not you should reach out to Heeseung, but you quickly dismissed the idea. Besides, you had blocked him on everything, and you were sure he had done the same, so there would be no point in trying.
Distracted by thoughts of Heeseung, it had completely slipped from your mind that school was starting back on Monday. Last night (thanks to Ryujin of course), you hurriedly packed your school bag and made sure you had everything for the first day.
And while you usually enjoyed school, just from today, you already felt overwhelmed. It seemed that all your professors had decided to assign work and readings for the next class. You were already swamped with assignments, feeling the weight of the semester ahead.
âOkay, but donât you think I at least deserve to know who you slept with?â Jake's voice cut through your thoughts as you walked through the library shelves, searching for a book your professor had assigned out of nowhere that wasnât even mentioned in the syllabus. You had been barely listening to his yapping as most of your focus was on finding the book.Â
âRyujin wonât stop talking my ear off about how I broke you and how you couldnât move all weekend. She thinks Iâm an ass and wonât stop scolding me like Iâm the one who did it! Iâm a gentlemanâIâd never bruise anyoneâs cervix without permission,â Jake said with an exasperated tone, trailing behind you.
âIâm pretty sure gentlemen, at least the ones i know donât beg on their knees for anal-â
He cut you off, his eyes widening. âAlright, alright! That was one time and I was drunk. Jesus, woman! And donât act like you didnât let me do itâyou were perfectly fine with it. Either way, I still feel like I should know who the fella is.â
âPlease donât say fella, itâs such a turn-off.â You scrunched your face at his choice of vocabulary, shaking your head before turning back to search for your book.
âOkay, fine, whatever. I just want to know who Iâm protecting from Ryujinâs annoying ass, and honestly, I think Sunghoon overheard her, so now we can assume the whole school knows.â It was well-known that once any news hit Sunghoon, it spread through the school like wildfire. He had a bit of a loose lip and an affinity for gossip, making him the schoolâs personal Deuxmoi, but with none of the anonymity (maybe Perez Hilton was a better comparison).
âIâm serious, Jake, you donât want to know. Just leave it. You owe me anyway.â By now, you were growing increasingly irritated with Jakeâs relentless probing and the fact that you still couldnât find the damn book.
He shot you an incredulous look. âOwe you for what? Now youâre just making up debts that donât even exist!â
âAnal,â you replied without missing a beat, already smiling, knowing his reaction.
âOh my God, Y/N, fuck you literally! Geez, if someone had told me this was the price I had to pay for putting it in the ass once, I wouldnât have even touched it with a ten-foot pole,â Jake exclaimed, and you couldnât help but giggle. You loved to mess with Jake, especially because he was always so overly dramatic and had the best reactions.
âSeriously, Jake, you donât want to know. You did your job, so thanks, but please stop bothering me about this.â You flashed him an exaggerated smile and patted him on the head.
Jakeâs eyes widened, and he stopped in his tracks. âNo fucking way.â
âWhat?â You didnât like how he was staring at you.
âPlease donât tell me you slept with Heeseung.â The smile on your face instantly vanished as you froze at his words. How the fuck did he know?
âNo fucking way. You just slept with the enemy? Are you kidding me? Do you see this?â He gestured dramatically at his face. âThis is the aftermath of my survival from his wrath and proof that I fought valiantly for you. And you go ahead and sleep with him? Oh my God, and you made everyone think I fucked up your vagina when it was actually him? Holy shit, wait until Ryujin hears about this.â You quickly reached over and clamped your hand over his mouth, realizing how absurdly loud he was being in the library.
âShut the fuck up, youâre practically screaming! And what the fuck are you even talking about? Of course, I would never sleep with Heeseung.â You did your best to mask your surprise, hoping he wouldnât catch on.
Jake shook his head, scoffing in disbelief. âYouâre such a shit liar. The only other time I remember your cervix getting bruised was when Heeseung fucked you on that yacht last Christmas. Remember how you had a hard time sitting straight at Christmas dinner?â
Fuck, he got you there.
You sighed and reluctantly nodded, closing your eyes in frustration. âOkay, fine. But please donât tell Ryujin, Sunghoon, or anyone else. I already feel like shit about it, and my self-worth is in the gutter right now. Iâve been sick all weekend just thinking about it.â
âHe didnât force you or anything, right?â Jake's face shifted to one of genuine concern, his brows knitting together.
You shook your head. âNo, of course not. Itâs just that I regret it so much. I felt so gross afterward. It was just a really, really bad drunken mistake, and I donât want to talk about it. Seriously, thanks for covering for me. Youâre literally the best because I really donât want anyone to find out. I just want to forget about it.â
Jake studied you for a moment, clearly understanding how much this was affecting you. He nodded, reaching out to give you a comforting hug, which you gratefully returned while you let out a sigh. âYeah, donât worry. I wonât say anything. Just let me know if he tries anything else or if you need anything.â
The hug was comforting, a small balm for the turmoil of the weekend. You were relieved he didnât press further or make you feel worse about what happened. However, as you started to pull away, a familiar voice sliced through the air, bringing with it an overwhelming sense of dĂ©jĂ vu. Jakeâs groan confirmed the arrival of the last person you wanted to see.
âIn the library is kinky, but what can I expect from the two of you? Always so classy,â Karinaâs smug tone cut through the air. You and Jake quickly broke from the hug, and you rolled your eyes as you faced her, already irritated by her presence.
âAre you stupid or like blind? Cause obviously if you werenât then youâd be able to clearly see we were just hugging you fucking dumbass,â Jake snapped back, his tone sharp. Normally, youâd find his sass amusing, but Karinaâs presence seemed to have sucked out any potential humor in the air.
âJesus, Jake, youâre such an ass,â Karina snapped back at him before turning her attention to you. âGet your dog on a leash, would you? Maybe you should have been more careful about who you chose to have a kid with. The anger issues are seriously concerning with this one, not to mention the aggression. Heard about what happened over the weekend.â
âKarina literally shut the fuck up. You know damn well Iâm not pregnant. Itâs not even funny anymore; youâre just dragging it out. Just fucking mind your own business,â you snapped, your anger bubbling over. You could see Jakeâs jaw clenched tight, his irritation matching your own.
âWell actually it kind of is my business 'cause Heeseung has been MIA all weekend, and I canât help but wonderâsince youâre such a slutâif you had something to do with it. The past few months since you two left were perfect, but the second you come back, everything seems to be fucked up. So tell me, what the hell happened at the party?â Karinaâs sneer was almost unbearable, and you fought the urge to slap her.
âMaybe he finally realized what a fucking bitch you are.âJakeâs voice was laced with disdain. If Ryujin was Karinaâs biggest hater, Jake wouldnât be far behind her. Even as kids he hated even having to sit at the same table as her so his hostility towards her was all too familiar for you.
Karina ignored him as her glare remained fixed on you. Her pretty face now twisted into a deep frown and you knew she was pissed. It was a stark contrast to the fake friendliness sheâd shown you just a week ago at the grocery store.
âI didnât fucking do anything, and I donât want anything to do with him, so fuck off. Seriously. Maybe Jakeâs rightâhe finally realized how much of a clingy piece of shit you are,â you shot back, frustration evident in your voice. You should have known that Karina would notice Heeseung missing from her side for a good portion of Friday night.
Karinaâs expression hardened as she took a step closer, unyielding. âYouâre such a shit liar. What did you do?â
âThis is bullshit. Letâs fucking go,â Jake said, grabbing your arm and pulling you away. Neither of you wanted to spend another second there.
âYou know he said I did it better than you, right?â Karinaâs taunt was intended to provoke, and it did just that. You froze, feeling her words hit hard despite knowing she was just trying to get under your skin.
âCâmon, letâs go. Donât fucking listen to her,â Jake urged, tugging you along again. As much as you tried to ignore her, her words had a lingering effect, and you hated that they got under your skin.
You didnât care that this was your last year in college; you were convinced that you needed to transfer anywhere far away from here. There was no way you could endure a whole year of torment from Heeseung and Karina. As if to cement this decision, today seemed determined to be the worst day of your life. The moment you arrived at your apartment, rage surged through you when you saw who was waiting for you in front of your door.
âIâm going to fucking call security,â you instantly snapped, pulling your phone out of your back pocket.
Heeseungâs eyes went wide as his hands reached out in front of him. âWait, wait, wait! Please, Y/N.â
You stared up at him, his eyes pleading with you to hear him out. Those bambi eyes always got to you, and this time was no different. With a roll of your eyes, you slowly put your phone down. âOkay, but I swear to God, if you try anythingââ
âI swear I wonât! I promise, I just really need to talk to you. Iâve tried texting you, but I think you blocked me,â Heeseung said, sheepishly scratching the back of his head.
âFine,â you muttered before walking past him, opening your apartment door, and stepping inside. You left the door open, signaling that he could come in, but he seemed hesitant, staring at the open door.
âAre you coming in or not?â
He blinked a couple of times, surprised that you were allowing him into your apartment, but he quickly followed you in and closed the door behind him. He hadnât been inside in so long that it felt almost surreal. Everything looked exactly the same, and he found himself realizing that he had kind of missed being here.
âWow, nothingâs changed,â Heeseung remarked, his tone revealing his surprise, especially as he noticed the photo of the two of you still on top of the kitchen counter.
You followed his gaze and felt heat rise to your face. You didnât really know why you hadnât taken it down. âUh, yeah, I mean, I also havenât been here for like three months, so I didnât really have time to change anything.â
Heeseung nodded, but as his eyes trailed back to you, he found himself staring, forgetting his words. You were as gorgeous as ever, but it seemed that the time away had only made him realize how even more beautiful you were.Â
âSo, what did you want to talk about?â The air between the two of you was awkward, just like at the party however, seeing him sober during the day gave you a much clearer look at him, and you wanted to fucking die. You hated that effect he had on you.Â
âOh, yeah, sorry, uh, I just wanted to check up on you. Friday was kind of intense, and you ran off before I could say anything, so I was worried. Iâm sorry for being so rough with you. I shouldnât have done that.â Heeseung had been beating himself up over how he had treated you, so much so that he hadnât talked to anyone all weekend despite his phone blowing up with messages from his friends.
âItâs fine. It was something we both wanted, and if anything, itâs on me. I kissed you first, so Iâm sorry for that.â
Heeseung shook his head. âNo, donât be sorry, seriously itâs okay, but uhm, I also just wanted to make sure you knew that I wasnât lying when I said I wasnât dating Karina. I swear Iâm not.â
Your brows furrowed as you recalled the incident in the library a couple of hours ago. âWell, does Karina know that?â
âWhat?âÂ
"She confronted me and Jake at the library, demanding to know what I did for you to ghost her all weekend." Heeseung frowned slightly at Jakeâs name, and his frown deepened as he listened to what Karina had done. "From what it looks like, she seems to believe that your relationship is much more than whatever youâre saying it is."
âWhat the fuck? I swear weâre not together. Iââ He stopped himself and sighed, realizing that to make you understand he was telling the truth, he had to tell you everything. âFuck, Iâ Uh, shit, weâve just been kind of hooking up, but I swear thatâs all.â
He looked almost embarrassed admitting the nature of his and Karinaâs relationship, and you could feel a part of your heart waver at what you heard. For him to admit out loud to you and confirm what you had thought was happening hurt despite you knowing that you didnât have a right as you two werenât together anymore.
âOh, uh, okay.â You nodded as you quickly turned around and opened the fridge. You pretended to look around as if you meant to open the fridge before reaching to get the Brita out for water. You knew that if you faced him, the tear welling up in your eyes would pour down your face.
Heeseung went into a near-panic as he saw your reaction. Having dated you for over two years and known you for your entire life, he could tell you were upset. He noticed your shoulders tensing as you kept your back to him, looking into the fridge.
âWait, wait, but I swear itâs nothing more than that, and I promise whatever happened between Karina and me is over. I donât have any feelings for herâI never did. She was just there after you left, and it just happened,â he rushed to explain. But his words only seemed to make you feel worse as he continued to ramble.
âWhy are you telling me this? You think this is going to make me want to get back with you?â You shook your head in annoyance, grabbing a glass from a cabinet and filling it with water from the Brita.
âNo! Iâm not trying to convince you of anything,â he said, now genuinely panicked. This was not how he intended the conversation to go.
âYou know what she said?âÂ
âHuh?â
âKarina, you know what she said?â He slowly shook his head, clearly confused by where you were going with this.
âShe said that you told her she did it better than I ever did,â you snapped, your anger evident as you stared him down.
His eyes widened in shock, and he scoffed in disbelief. âWhat the fuck! Iâve never said anything like that to her or to anyone, and itâs not fucking true.â
âWhat? So sheâs just lying to get under my skin?â You were fuming, frustration etched across your face. âKarinaâs a fucking bitch, but even she wouldnât just make something like that up. You mustâve hinted at something for her to believe it.â
âNo, no, no, I swear I havenât said or done anything remotely like what sheâs claiming. Sheâs a fucking liar,â Heeseung's anger flared as he defended himself, clearly outraged at Karinaâs audacity.
âWell, it still doesnât change the fact that you ran straight to her bed the second I was out of the countryâliterally one fucking day after we broke up!â You huffed, clearly pissed.
âOk well donât fucking act like you didnât do the exact same with Jake. What the hell, Y/N? It isnât my fault we broke up! You literally slept with one of my best friends!â Heeseung's frustration boiled over, clearly bewildered that you were still trying to act like you had no role in ending the relationship.
âIâve told you a million times that I didnât cheat on you with Jake! What more do I have to say for you to believe me?â You were fed up with defending yourself on this issue.
Heeseung rolled his eyes, âHonestly, arenât you tired of keeping all this up? Beomgyuâs video and Karina along with everyone else hearing about you two should be enough proof.â
âOh my fucking God! Jake went into the bathroom with me to help because I was puking my guts out. I drank way too much that night because I was so upset after seeing my fucking boyfriend cuddling with some other bitch all night! Youâre genuinely a complete moron if you think Beomgyu and Karina are reliable sources. Beomgyuâs been a fucking asshole to me since freshman year because heâs still bitter that I refused to sleep with him, and Karina has wanted to get with you for as long as I can remember. Seriously, I thought you had at least some common sense in you!â You were yelling so loudly that your throat was already starting to feel raw.
Heeseung shook his head in disbelief. He had no idea Beomgyu had even tried to make a move on you, and now that he thought about it, he realized there had always been tension between the two of you. While he knew about Karinaâs crush on him, he hadnât thought sheâd actually go as far as to lie about this. âOkay, well people still heard you two together.â
âFucking hell, Heeseung, it was a house party with a hundred people. You really think anyone could hear anything over the music? You know what, whateverâbelieve what you want. Thereâs no point in trying to convince you otherwise. Iâve been honest with you the whole time, and itâs been you whoâs been unwilling to listen. You dumped me without even considering my side, even though you were the one neglecting me during that last month before we broke up, spending all your time with Karina. Honestly, even if youâre telling the truth about not sleeping with her before we broke up, it doesnât change the fact that you emotionally cheated. The number of dates you forgot or canceled to be with her, and how many times I saw you two together on campus when you said you were just hanging out with the guys. Whatever. It doesnât matter anymore. Weâre not together. Just get out.â
Tears streamed down your face, and you didnât bother wiping them away. You wanted Heeseung to see the pain he had caused you.
Heeseung was at a loss for words as he saw the pain etched across your face. It broke his heart and he couldnât help but start to realize that maybe there was a chance you were telling the truth and that he might be to blame for everything. He felt his heart crumble. âY/NâŠâ
You sniffed and shook your head. âGet out, Heeseung. I never want to see you again.â
It had been a week since Heeseung had gone over to your apartment, and every day since, he had been determined to find a way to make it up to you. He knew what your last words to him were, but there was no way he was going to let you go that easily, especially now that he realized he was most likely the one in the wrong and that Karina was a fucking bitch. He had come to that solid conclusion five days prior when he finally decided it was time to confront her.
âOh my God, what the fuck? Seriously, where have you been? What happened? You literally just disappeared,â Karina ran over to him once she saw him at the cafĂ© he told her to meet him at.
Even looking at her face made Heeseung want to vomit. âI heard what you did.â
Karina frowned, not understanding what he was saying as she took a seat across from him. âWhat do you mean?â
âY/N told me about what you did at the library.â Heeseung tried his best to keep his tone even, attempting to mask the rage he was feeling toward her.
Karina nervously laughed, trying to brush it off. So, he was with you while he ghosted her. âOh yeah, I ran into her and Jake trying to get it on at the back of the library. Isnât that fucking insane, like in public like that?â
Heeseung wasnât in any mood to entertain her. He was already at a boiling point. âCut the fucking bullshit. She also told me what you said to her at the grocery store. I donât know what I did to make you think that weâre dating, but weâre not. I donât even remotely like you.â
âWhat?â Karina was taken aback by his words. Sure, Heeseung was never as affectionate and loving towards her as he was with you, but she thought she had made good progress in getting him to fall for her.
âYeah, so I swear to God if I hear you telling anyone else that weâre dating, I will get a fucking restraining order. You have been nothing more than an easy lay for me to get my mind off Y/N this whole time. I let you hang around me because I felt bad, but thatâs over now, especially since I realized youâve been lying to everyone, including me, about everything.â
Karinaâs face paled as she took in his words. She opened her mouth to say something, but he didnât give her a chance. âAlso, youâre delusional if you think youâre even comparable to Y/N, much less better than her. Go learn how to actually suck a dick before going around telling anyone that. Seriously, fuck off, and donât ever talk to me or my friends again.â
Heeseung took off right after that, leaving Karina sitting alone at the table. It felt like a weight had been lifted off his chest as he stormed out of the cafe. Since then, heâd been planning a way to get you to hear him out. The only thing he could come up with was outsourcing, and in this case, that meant trying to reach you through the people you hung around.
It was a no-brainer that trying to talk to Ryujin and actually getting her to hear him out would be harder than getting you to talk to him again, so that was out of the question, which left him with only one other choice.Â
Just standing in front of the apartment was making him pissed, but he knew this was probably his best bet. He let out a big sigh before knocking loudly. He waited a couple of seconds, and after a bit, he wondered if he should knock again, but before he could, the door opened.
âWhat the fuck?âÂ
Heeseung was the last person Jake would have expected to be on the other side of the door, and it caught him severely off guard.
Heeseung hadnât seen Jake since he beat him at your motherâs garden party, and while it seemed that any previous marks left on his face from the fight were gone, Heeseung still felt bad. Okay, well, actually he didnât feel that bad because he was still beyond pissed at Jake. Heeseung had by now come to the conclusion that you were most likely telling the truth about not cheating on him, but it still didnât change the fact that Jake had fucked you who knows how many times after the two of you broke up.
Jake had always been a very close friend of his since childhood, and if Heeseung was being honest, in high school there were a good number of times when he couldnât help but find himself envying his friend. It was kind of always known in your friend group that Heeseung had always had a tiny bit of a crush on you. So, when it became known that Jake had been the one to take your virginity, Heeseung was beyond crushed. In fact, he had avoided Jake for a good week, too envious of the fact that it wasnât him who had been your first. But he was quickly able to get (mostly) over it as he couldnât deny that he wasnât surprised; you and Jake had always been the closest. But now, knowing that Jake had broken bro code made that resentment resurface, and he wasnât sure if it was going away anytime soon (if ever).
âI need to talk to you,â Heeseung reluctantly said.Â
âFuck no,â Jake responded with a condescending laugh, shaking his head in disbelief.
Heeseungâs jaw tightened as he pleaded, âJake, please.â
Jake stared him down, scrutinizing every aspect of him, clearly enjoying Heeseung's desperation. âWhy? Y/N told me what happened on Monday. Youâre a fucking asshole.â
âYou donât think I donât know that? Thatâs why Iâm here. Just let me in,â Heeseung said, his patience wearing thin.
âWhatâs in it for me?â Jake crossed his arms, raising an eyebrow. Heeseung could tell he was relishing the sight of him getting so desperate.
âYou already got to fuck my girlfriend as many times as you wanted. Donât you think thatâs enough?â Heeseung gritted his teeth, his voice tight with anger.
Jake rolled his eyes but opened the door, letting Heeseung in. âYou know sheâs not your girlfriend anymore, right?â
If Heeseung wasnât so determined to win you back, he would have had no issue punching Jake in the face again. But he needed Jakeâs help, so he held back and tried his best it ignore him.
âI need your help,â Heeseung said, crossing his arms and facing Jake.
Jake barely glanced at him as he headed to the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of what Heeseung assumed was a protein shake. He started to shake it, more focused on his drink, acting almost as if Heeseung wasnât even there. âYouâre funny if you think Iâm going to help you with anything.â
Heeseung sighed once again, watching Jakeâs dismissive attitude. God, Jake was such a dick. âI know I fucked up.â
âYeah? Took you long enough to realize.âÂ
âI need help getting her back.â Jake let out a derisive snort that he didnât even bother to hide.
âHoly shit, youâre delusional. What makes you think Iâd help you?â Jakeâs laughter was infuriating, and Heeseung started to regret coming here.
âJake, I know what I did. I know thereâs nothing that can fully make up for it, but I need Y/N back. Iâm begging you, man, I need your help.â Heeseungâs pride was at rock bottom, but he didnât care. If this was what he had to let go of to win back the love of his life, so be it.
âYou literally cheated on her. Why the fuck would I help someone who cheated on her try to win her back? You donât deserve her.â Heeseung couldnât deny it anymore; he had emotionally cheated on you, whether he intended to or not and it sickened him to realize that he was responsible for your pain.
âI know I donât deserve her, and I also realize what I did and how Iâm responsible for everything. I know now that the last month before we broke up was terrible for her, and I was a complete asshole. I didnât mean to hurt her; everything just spiraled so quickly that I didnât have time to process it. I swear Iâm not trying to make excusesâthere arenât any. But the last three months have been hell for me. You donât understand how empty Iâve felt, how much itâs all hurt. Hearing that you two came back together from wherever you guys were fucked me up so badly that I ended up taking it out on you, and Iâm sorry for thatâit was fucked up. But what Iâm trying to say is that this whole summer has made me realize just how much I need her. Seeing her again has only made that clearer. I should have listened to her that night, but I was so blinded by anger about you two that I lost control, and you have no idea how much I fucking regret it. Talking to her last week made me see just how badly I fucked up, and I guess I was too caught up in Karinaâs lies to accept the truth. I know I donât deserve her, but please, I just need one last chance to make things right.â Heeseungâs sincerity was evident in every word, and Jake could tell that this was something Heeseung had been tormenting himself over for a while.
âI donât know what you want me to do,â Jake said honestly. âI donât even know how I can help. This is between you two.â
He hadnât expected Heeseung to lay everything out so openly, and he was a bit taken aback. But Jake still struggled to fully support Heeseung. He knew how miserable and broken you had been after the breakup, and he wasnât sure he could let you go through something like that again.
âI just need her to know that Iâm sorry and to hear me out just once more. I know I donât deserve it, but please. This was all I thought about this entire week, and I donât know what else to do. I mean I came all the way over here to you of all people because of how desperate I am. I know you donât owe me anything, especially after everything, but please, Iâm begging you. Help me out, man.â Heeseungâs eyes were filled with desperation, and Jake let out a sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose in frustration.
âIs Karina still in the picture?âÂ
âFuck no, and I made sure she understood. Sheâs literally the worst mistake I ever made, and I shouldâve known better. I just didnât think sheâd take it this far, but I swear, there was nothing between us to begin with. She just caught me at a vulnerable time and took advantage of it. I fully acknowledge the mess I made in the month leading up to Y/N and me breaking up, and I know itâs probably too late now, but please, Jake. Y/N is the best thing thatâs ever happened to me. You of all people should know that, so I canât just let this go without trying one more time.âÂ
Heeseung couldnât even lift his head to face Jake anymore, his eyes focused on his trembling fingers. The shame of his actions weighed heavily on him, and admitting it all out loud took a lot out of him.
A few seconds of silence passed, and Heeseung assumed Jake was deliberating. With each passing second, his anxiety spiked, and he desperately wished Jake would say something, anything.
âFuck, I canât believe Iâm saying this, but okay,â Jake said, his tone heavy with disbelief. Heeseungâs head snapped up, his eyes wide with shock. âThereâs no guarantee this will even work, but Iâll try something. Just know that Iâm not taking this lightly. If you mess it up again, Iâll fucking kill you. Iâm not kidding. The moment I see Karina anywhere near you, youâre dead. Iâm only doing this because I know how much you meant to her and how miserable sheâs been without you.â
Heeseungâs smile stretched so wide it made his cheeks hurt, but he didnât care. âThank you so much. Seriously, thank you, man. I really owe you.â
âYeah, whatever,â Jake said, rolling his eyes at how excited Heeseung was. âBut if Y/N isnât having it, thereâs literally nothing else I can do. So donât get your hopes up.â
âNo, I get it. Seriously, thank you so much. And Iâm genuinely sorry for everything. It was fucked up for me to fight you like that.â Heeseung wasnât sure if things with their friend group would ever return to normal, but heâd be lying if he denied that he missed having his friends around. A small bit of him kind of hoped this might be a step in the right direction of maybe getting everything back to normal.
âYeah, whatever. I guess I kind of deserved it for sleeping with your girl,â Jake said with a hint of sarcasm.
Okay, maybe Heeseung wasnât entirely fine with Jake being around like before as he felt one of his eyes twitch in irritation at the reminder of Jake being in your bed all summer, but he pushed the thought aside. âJust donât make it a habit.â
âWeâll see. Donât fuck it up.â
Heeseung felt another twitch in his eye. Maybe he wasnât entirely over the idea of killing Jake Sim.
You had been sort of in a weird state of limbo where it seemed that a part of you was still wallowing in the sadness that came after the whole fight with Heeseung in your apartment but also there was also a part of you that was just kind of irritated with everything and you werenât sure how to get yourself free from this state.
And it seemed the latter was taking over your current state as you let out a grunt of frustration as you attempted to hit the ball over the net, only for it to get caught and cause you to lose. Shouts of amusement came from across the court as you sneered in annoyance.
âHa! Dinnerâs on you! Oh, princess you fucking suck at this.â Jake was a little too happy about your loss as he giggled around the court.Â
Sweat drenched the both of you as the setting sunâs heat blazed relentlessly down the two of you. âYou know that Iâm usually good! Youâre just better today I guess.âÂ
You sheepishly shrugged before chugging your water from your water bottle on the side, the cold liquid instantly quenching your thirst. You were so ready to leave and get food.
âYou just got unlucky that Sunghoon wasnât here. Thereâs no doubt heâd be buying dinner. Iâve never seen someone worse at pickleball than he is.â You both let out a small laugh thinking about your mutual friend and his lack of athleticism.Â
"Yeah, honestly, I know he said he was sick or something, but I bet he just said that to dodge paying for dinner," you muttered, tossing your keys at Jake after packing up your paddle and balls. "You're driving, though."
He caught the keys without protest, shrugging as he followed you to the car. After unlocking it, he slid into the driverâs seat, immediately grimacing. âJesus, what the fuck is this seat positioning?â
âLeave me alone, itâs my car,â you rolled your eyes, watching as he adjusted the seat to his liking.
âToo nice of a car for such a shitty driver like you,â he snorted, making you gasp in offense.
But before you could fire anything back, he quickly switched the subject. "So, who's Ryujin going on a date with tonight?"
"Some new European exchange student, I think his nameâs Armand? Not sure, but Iâm pretty sure heâs French."
"Where the hell is she finding all these European guys?" Jake shook his head.Â
Pickleball was usually a doubles match with you, Jake, Sunghoon, and Ryujin, but Sunghoon had bailed, claiming he was sick (though you werenât convinced), and Ryujin was off on her date.
"I think he's in her finance classâor at least thatâs what Yujin said. But yeah, she clearly has a type," you snorted, sending Ryujin a quick text to see how the date was going.
"Thatâs an understatement. Iâm surprised she got over Louis that fast. And how the hell does Yujin still know everything about everyone despite being abroad for a whole semester?"
The circle you and your family had always been surrounded by was small, a natural outcome of the exclusive lifestyle the upper echelon of society ledâone not easily accessible to just anyone. This circle was even tighter at your school, where everyone with status seemed to gravitate. As soon as someone new entered the fold, it took only a few days for word to spread, and soon enough, everyone knew everything about them, especially if they came from a similarly privileged background. So it was no surprise that even after studying abroad in Italy for 6 months, Yujin still managed to stay in the loop.
âYou know you donât actually have to be on campus to keep up with everything,â you sighed, rolling your eyes.Â
It was frustrating, sometimes even invasive, to know that every move you made was watched and analyzed, but it seemed to be the price you and your friends paid for the lives you led.
Jake hummed in agreement, and for a few moments, the car was uncharacteristically quiet. It was unusualâJake was never one to keep his mouth shut, so his silence could only mean one thing.
"Ugh, what?" you groaned, turning your phone off and shifting your focus to his profile.
Jake shot you a brief look of confusion before turning his attention back to the road. "What?"
"Just spit it out." You knew all too well that when Jake went quiet, it meant he was holding back something importantâand more often than not, it wasnât good news.
He gave you another glance, this one doing nothing to ease the knot forming in your stomach, before letting out a long sigh. "So, the other day, someone came to see me."
You raised an eyebrow, sensing that he was trying to drag this out. It couldnât be good. "Oh my God, just tell me already. Who was it?"
Jake took a few more seconds before finally answering. âHeeseung.â
Your exâs name was the last thing you expected to hear. âWhat?â
âYeah, someone knocked, and when I opened the door, there he was, just standing there.â Jakeâs slow pace was driving you insaneâyou just wanted him to get to the point.
âJust tell me what he wanted. Did he try to fight you again? Because I swear to Godââ
âNo! No, it wasnât anything like that. He didnât come to start anything; he just asked for a favor.â Jake nervously bit his lip, his fingers drumming against the steering wheel. He clearly didnât want to tell you what Heeseung was really after.
âJake, just get to the fucking point. What did he ask for?âÂ
âOkay fine, he wanted me to talk to you about maybe hearing him out again.â Jake grimaced as he revealed Heeseung's request, sensing that the silence on your end was not a good sign. âUgh, please Y/N, say something.â
You didnât know if you should be fuming or surprised. Maybe both. âWhat did you say?â
Your calm tone caught Jake off guard as he turned into the Thai restaurant youâd chosen for dinner, parking before facing you. âOkay, you canât be mad, but I agreed.â
Your mouth opened in protest, anger filling your eyes, but he rushed on before you could interrupt. âJust listen. You know meâI wouldnât agree to something like this, especially with him, unless I really thought he deserved it. After I listened to him, I could see how genuine he was. I know he was a dick on Monday, but he came to me desperate and genuinely sorry. He wouldnât have approached me of all people if he wasnât serious.I know how much he hurt you, but I also see how unhappy you are without him. This might not be the worst thing for you two. Plus, Karinaâs definitely out of the pictureâHeeseung looked furious talking about her and promised he wouldnât associate with her again.â
You processed everything slowly, staring at Jake. âHe hurt me so bad,â was all you could manage as you shook your head, struggling to accept what your best friend was telling you.
Jakeâs eyes softened at your reaction. âI know, Y/N. Heâs still a total asshole, but deep down, you know that not having him around hurts even more. I didnât promise him anything, and I wonât ever force you to talk to him. Honestly, if I had my way, Iâd keep him far away from you. But I know you, and I see how badly all this unresolved feeling is fucking with you. I donât want that for you. So just know this is an option. It doesnât have to be now, or next week, or even this month. But if you ever feel ready to talk to him againâespecially now that it seems like you both understand what happenedâheâs willing to apologize. Iâll even be there with you if you want.â
Jake was right, and you hated that. Deep down, you knew this unresolved pain would eat you alive. Heeseung had always been part of your life, and having him ripped away, even for just a couple of months, was agonizing. You didnât know if you could just cut him out completely, so you slowly nodded. âOkay.â
Heeseung honestly had little faith that Jake would keep his promises, but he still held onto a sliver of hope. Yet, as the weeks passed with no word from you, that hope began to dwindle. After a month had gone by without any communication, he was on the verge of accepting that he had ruined the most important thing in his life. Just as he was about to let it go, fortune finally smiled on him: he spotted you outside, nervously biting your lip as you waited for his class to end. A grin spread across his face the moment your eyes met, and he walked toward you.
âHey,â he greeted softly.
His smile made your heart race, and it was annoying to realize that he still had that effect on you after everything that had happened. âHey, I was wondering if you were busy. I think Iâm ready to talk.â
Heeseung mentally noted to give Jake the biggest thank you ever. Despite his doubts about Jake's ability to follow through, he couldn't be more grateful to be proven wrong.
âYeah, of course. This is my last class of the day,â he said, eagerly nodding as you both walked out of the building.
âOh great, I wasnât sure about your schedule, so I was just hoping I got lucky and you were free.â The awkward tension between you was palpable. âDo you want to grab lunch? I can drive if you didnât.â
âYeah, that sounds perfect. Jay drove us today, but Iâll just text him that he doesnât have to worry about me.â Heeseung couldnât help the smile spreading across his face. It was amazing how much your presence lifted his spirits. You were like a ray of sunshine, and just being able to look at you felt pretty fucking incredible.
You shot him a small smile before nodding, leading him to your car. âOkay, perfect.â
The ride to the restaurant was quiet, with barely any words exchanged until you both placed your orders.
Knowing that silence would make everything feel pointless, you mustered the courage to clear your throat and initiate the conversation. âJake told me you really wanted to talk to me again.â
Heeseung nodded without hesitation. âYeah, Iâm not going to lie, I really didnât think heâd actually help, but Iâm so glad he did. I hope you didnât feel forced or anythingâthatâs the last thing I want. If you ever feel that way during this conversation, I would completely understand if you just walked away.â
You nodded, recognizing the sincerity in his words. It gave you reassurance about his intentions. âI wasnât forced or anything, but it did take some time. Honestly, I didnât want to hear you out again, especially since last time ended badly. But Iâve had time to think, and Iâve come to the conclusion that I need to do this, at least for myself, to move forward from everything.â
âIâm really glad you gave me a chance to talk to you again. Y/N, I know this might not mean much to you, but I truly want to say Iâm sorry.â Heeseung sighed before continuing, âIâve had time to reflect on everything, and Iâve realized that what I did was unfair to you and hurt you in ways I never intended. None of this was your fault, and Iâm so sorry for putting you through that.â
Hearing those words felt like a wave of relief washed over your aching heart. It was as if you had been yearning to hear him acknowledge your pain, and his sincere apology felt like a crucial step toward healing. Yet, one lingering question held you back.
âWhy did you do it?â you asked softly, almost afraid to voice it. You noticed Heeseungâs eyes soften at your words.
He sat in silence, contemplating your question. Why had he abandoned you during the last month of your relationship?
âIâm not sure,â he blinked, his brow furrowing in distress. âI know thatâs not a good enough answer, but honestly, I donât even think I understand it myself. I really donât want this to sound like an excuse, but I didnât realize what was happening until it was too late. That project consumed so much of my time, and unfortunately, that meant spending all those hours with Karina. It became a routine, and I thought it would help me finish the class with a good grade. I never stopped to consider if Karina had ulterior motives, and Iâm so sorryâI never thought about how this would affect you.â
You were unsure how to process his words, but you appreciated his honesty and let him continue. âI didnât mean to blow you off or prioritize the project, which ended up meaning prioritizing Karina over you. That was never my intention. I hope you understand that I never saw her as a replacement or thought she was better than you in any way, especially not romantically. I swear nothing happened between us until after you left for your trip. Even then, I was just so angry, and she happened to be there. She was only an outlet for my frustration, and I know thatâs probably not what you want to hear, but I canât deny that something happened. I just need you to know that aside from the physical, there was nothing else with her.â
Heeseung grimaced as he admitted all this. The weight of his actions felt unbearable, and when he saw your faceâso sad, struggling to hold it togetherâit made him feel even worse. He hated that he was the cause of your pain.
You nodded slowly, your chest tightening as you absorbed his words and another sigh left your mouth. âThat last month was so unbearable for me. It was literally hell. You have no idea how many nights I spent blaming myself, thinking I drove you to another girl. But what hurt even more was the aftermath. Iâve known you for so long, and I never realized how much you meant to my life until you were just⊠gone. I felt so lost without you.â
âIt was the same for me. Y/N, youâve been the love of my life since we were kids. Youâve always been my dream and literally everyone around us knows how much youâve always meant to me. Iâve dated around and hooked up with other people but at the end of the day, I just kept coming back to you. Youâre everything Iâve ever wanted. Youâre my home. Thatâs why I had to take this chanceâto see you again, to beg you to hear me out one last time.â His voice trembled, and a tear slipped down your cheek as you felt the weight of his desperation. Your heart ached, torn between the pain of the past and the flicker of hope in his eyes.
He reached over to take your hand in his, the warmth of his familiar touch sending a jolt through you. A small, hopeful smile broke through his anxiety. âI love you, Y/N. I truly believe youâre it for me. But if you need me to let you go, Iâll do it. Iâd do anything to see you happy.â
âHeeseungâŠâ The words barely escaped your lips before tears started streaming down your cheeks. You couldnât hold back your emotions, even in this crowded place. His confession pierced through the defenses you had built, reaching deep into the empty spaces you didnât even know existed. You remembered all the pain he had caused, the scars still fresh, and yet, despite everything, he was still your Heeseung. Your heart ached with the undeniable truth that he was your destined other half, and you couldnât bring yourself to let him go completely.
In that moment, amidst the whirlwind of your emotions, the right path became unmistakably clear. You took a deep breath, feeling the weight of your feelings shift into something resolute. With trembling hands, you squeezed his. This wasnât just about forgiveness; it was about embracing the possibility of healing together. âI canât let you go, not now,â you whispered, your voice thick with emotion. âLetâs find our way back.â
No one had ever warned you how difficult it truly was to rebuild something broken, even with someone youâd known your entire life. But now, standing on the other side of that struggle, as you watched the pieces of your relationship with Heeseung slowly fall back into place, you realized that every effort had been worth it. The awkward silences, the tentative steps, and the raw vulnerabilityâit had all led to this unexpected peace. Months ago, you wouldâve laughed if someone told you not only that youâd be back together, but that youâd be more in love with Heeseung than ever before. Yet, against all odds, here you wereâmore sure of him, more connected, and somehow, more in love than you ever thought possible.
It had been two weeks since that lunch, two weeks since you both decided to give things another shot. Although hesitation still hung between you, trust was slowly rebuilding, and you could feel the progress with every passing day. The real breakthrough came when you got solid proof that Karina was no longer a looming threat. It seemed that Heeseungâs rejection hit her harder than anyone expected, leading her to pack up and flee to her familyâs summer home in Lake Como. Word spread quickly that she was taking a semester off to âhealâ from all the so-called negative toxicity, but honestly, you couldnât care less. And it seemed that it wasnât just youâeveryone in your circle seemed to be rejoicing the second her plane left the tarmac, collectively exhaling as though theyâd been holding their breath for months. Her departure felt like the final nail in the coffin of a drama that had dragged on far too long, and for the first time in a while, you felt truly free from the chaos.
You and Heeseung had agreed to take things slow, both afraid to fuck up the fragile foundation of your newly rekindled relationship. While you often found yourself holding back more than you were used to, the fresh start was also exciting, like falling in love all over again. The honeymoon phase was in full swing, and honestly, you were soaking it up. So much so that it seemed your entire friend groupâfinally restored, thank God (you were sure youâd even seen Jay shed a tear when he was reunited with Sunghoon)âwas playfully revolting at how inseparable you and Heeseung had become. But despite the jokes, everyone was genuinely thrilled to see you two back together. Even the soft launch on Instagram stirred enough commotion that your mom called, confused. But you didnât care about anyoneâs reactions, because for the first time in a long time, you were truly happy.
âIâm surprised your little purse dog isnât with you,â Yujinâs voice snapped you out of your thoughts as she appeared out of nowhere, making you jump.
âWhat?â You shot her a confused look.
âHeeseung! Heâs like your own little purse dog these days. I donât think Iâve seen you two apart since you got back together,â she teased, giving you a smug grin before snatching your drink from your hand and taking a big swig.
You snatched it right back, rolling your eyes. âThat is not true!â
But the grin on your face betrayed youâyou knew exactly what she meant.
Your half-hearted attempts to deny her claims were cut short when yet another voice chimed in, startling you once again. "Nah, Yujin's right. You two are capital C clingy."
"Stop sneaking up on me!" you groaned, shaking your head at both Ryujin and Yujin. They, of course, found your irritation hilarious. Before you could protest further, Ryujin also reached over and grabbed your drink, taking a long sip without hesitation.
"Oh my God, just take it!" you exclaimed, shaking your head in disbelief. You turned to grab a fresh cup, already resigned to making yourself another drink.
"But seriously, where is Heeseung?" Ryujin asked, glancing around the packed house, her eyes scanning the crowd for your boyfriend.
Jake had thrown a party to celebrate Karinaâs dramatic exit, and it seemed like everyone you knew had shown up. His place was absolutely massive so it was insane to see the entire place bursting with people, not a single corner empty.
You shrugged as you added ice to your drink. "Not sure, I saw Jay dragging him out to the pool. I think theyâre playing beer pong. You guys do realize we havenât been together every second, right?â
Yujin scoffed. "You sure about that?t At least from what Iâve been seeing Iâm having a hard time believing that."
âYeah, babe, I donât think thereâs been a single day this week you havenât been with him,â Ryujin added. But when she noticed a slight frown tugging at your lips, she quickly backpedaled. âBut thatâs not a bad thing! You guys are back together, and honestly, you seem so much happier and more in love. Weâre happy for you.â
Yujin nodded in agreement. âYeah, itâs cute. Almost sickeningly so. But seriously, weâre all just glad you two are happy again.â
Right on cue, you felt a familiar arm wrap around your waist from behind. You knew instantly who it was. âAww, thatâs so sweet, Yujin. Glad we have your support,â Heeseung teased, reaching out to fist-bump her.
"Were you out playing beer pong?" you asked, glancing up at Heeseung.
He nodded with a grin. "Yeah, Sunghoon and I absolutely annihilated Jay and Jake. Those two suck every single time, but they keep teaming up like theyâve got something to prove. Not that Iâm complainingâit just means we keep winning. The loser had to admit the otherâs dog was better, and Sunghoon had Jake practically in tears, saying Gaeul was superior to Layla. It was almost cruel. Laylaâs literally upstairs, and he ran right up to apologize to her."
Ryujin snorted. "You guys are such kids. What kind of punishment even is that?"
"Hey, Iâll have you know that when it comes to Gaeul, Iâd put my fucking life on the line for her!" Sunghoon appeared out of nowhere, clearly having overheard the mention of his beloved dog.
"Yeah, donât mess with his dog. Itâs, like, actually serious for him," Heeseung added, backing up his friend with a smirk.
You couldnât help but smile. It felt so good to have everyone back together, the easy banter flowing like it always had. The boys, especially, had clearly missed each other. Things were a bit tense between Heeseung and Jake at first, but once Sunghoon and Jay rejoined the group, it felt like no time had passed at all. Of course, Heeseung wasted no time making it clear that you were off-limits now, even threatening that heâd shave Jakeâs hair off if he so much as thought about crossing that lineâand judging by Jakeâs face, it was a threat he took seriously.
As Sunghoon passionately defended his dog, you felt Heeseung's arm tighten around your waist. He leaned in, his breath hot against your ear, sending a shiver down your spine. âI donât know about you, but I can think of something way better than listening to Sunghoon go on about his dogâs honor,â he whispered, his voice laced with mischief. âHow about we check out one of the way-too-many bedrooms upstairs?â
The suggestion came with that familiar cheeky tone, and you didnât need any convincing. Without a word, the two of you quietly slipped away from the group, who were still caught up in their conversation about pets. Heeseung was rightâthere were far too many rooms in this house, but luckily you knew exactly where to find a quiet, empty one.
Your body hadnât even fully crossed the threshold before Heeseung captured your lips with a fervor you hadnât felt since Hyunjinâs party. When you said that you and Heeseung were committed to taking your relationship slowly, you truly meant it. Sure, the two of you had made it to third base, but you had intentionally held back from rushing into sex, wanting to protect the delicate balance of your relationship. Yet, in that moment, it was clear that neither of you was opposed to going all the way. You both had been holding back for far too long.
Shutting the door behind you, he slammed you flat against the it as his tongue explored inside your mouth. You were panting against his lips as you reached for his clothes. It was obvious neither of you were particularly interested in taking it slow.Â
âGod youâre so fucking hot,â Heeseung didn't hold back his groan as his hand pulled your top over your breasts and cupped one in his hand, groping it as he deepened the kiss. You scratched a hand against the nape of his neck eliciting another low groan from him while his lips trailed down from your lips down to your neck. His touches had never felt better and you were yearning to feel him closer and deeper.Â
While his lips worked their way down, you didnât waste any time pulling your leather pants down, revealing the same pair of black thongs that you had been wearing the last time the two of you had sex and Heeseung groaned against your skin once he realized.Â
âFuck, youâre going to be the death of me.â You giggled at his response and quickly tugged him towards the bed, leaving behind a trail of clothes as the two of you continued to get rid of your clothes until you were left bare.Â
Your hands firmly gripped his shoulders once he had finally stripped and you pushed him down on the bed as you also went down on your knees. His mouth was slightly agape as his eyes twinkled at the realization of what was happening.
âIâve missed your cock so bad,â you purred before letting a wad of spit fall from your mouth and straight on his rock-hard dick.Â
His eyes instantly rolled back when your hands wrapped themselves around his length and worked their way up and down, adopting a steady tempo. Your eyes never left his face as you held a determined look in your eyes, eager to please him.
âFuck, just like that,â Heeseung barely managed to pant out as his eyes connected with yours.
You couldnât hold back a smile. Knowing that your touches had him falling apart like this in pleasure had you growing overcome with lust. There was not a better sight than the one in front of you and you couldnât break away from witnessing his every reaction even as you slowly started to lick his tip.Â
He was panting hard as he watched you lick up and down his shaft before swirling your tongue around his sensitive tip that was dripping with precum. And when you sunk down, allowing his dick to find its place in your warm tight throat, his hands went straight to the back of your head, pushing you further down and inciting you to choke on his length.
Itâd been a while since youâd deep-throated anything and you felt the tears instantly prick at your eyes as you gagged around his thick cock. You concentrated hard, closing your eyes to ease your throat as you slowly started to bob your head.
Saliva escaped down the corners of your mouth as the tears were now fully escaping your eyes. The filthy sounds of you gagging filled the room along with Heeseungâs deep grunts. His hands were fully pushing your head down as he thrust up, yearning for you to take him deeper. You tried your best to swallow around his as you searched for air, but he was relentless and pushed you until you couldnât take anymore and had to slap the sides of his thighs for respite.Â
 âJesus Christ, Heeseung!â You gasped for air before coughing when he finally let you go, realizing how brutal he had been treating your throat.
âShit, sorry,â his eyes were wide as he reached for your face, pushing your sweat-drenched hair away from your face. âItâs been so long and you felt so good, Iâm so sorry-â
âShut up,â you shook your head as you pushed him back on the bed. You ignored his apologies and quickly got on top of him, ignoring the fact that you had just been brutally choking on your boyfriendâs dick.
You were already dripping wet and Heeseungâs eyes couldnât take his eyes away from your glistening pussy hovering over his dick. His hands guided themselves to your hips and you slowly teased him as you rubbed the tip of his dick at your entrance.Â
âPlease,â he pleaded desperately and that was all you needed to hear before you slowly sunk yourself down his length.
The two of you let out groans and you couldnât help but heavily pant as you went lower, feeling him deeper in you. You felt so full that it felt like you could feel him all the way up your throat. Heeseung was massive and despite having loads of experience riding him, every time it felt like almost too much for you as your body felt like it was being stretched beyond its limit.
âFuck, youâre too big,â you whimpered as you felt your body slumping over his, trying your best to get adjusted to his side.Â
His mouth found yours as he passionately kissed you while his hands found your breasts, rolling your nipples between his fingers. âYouâre taking me so well princess.â
As he praised you, you found yourself slowly attempting to move your hips and before you knew it, you were moaning against his lips as you moved up and down his length. The pleasure was overwhelming and you couldnât stop. The stretch still stung, but the pleasure that came with it was more than anything you couldâve asked for.
âHeeseung,â you moaned out loudly as his hips thrust up to meet yours, forcing you to feel him deeper.
The room was filled with your wanton moans that didnât stop chanting his name and the sounds of his balls slapping roughly against your pussy. His grunts were getting animalistic and before you knew it, he had flipped the two of you over changing the position and taking over.Â
âOh my God!â You screeched as he moved your legs to hang over his shoulders, causing the new position to allow him to reach you deeper if that was even possible.
He relentlessly pounded against your sweet spot, âYou feel so fucking good. Perfect pussy made just for me.â
His dirty talk had you whimpering and you found yourself reaching down for your clit quickly rubbing it, helping you reach your orgasm faster.Â
âIâm almost there donât stop,â you instructed, and with a couple more hard thrusts, you found yourself loudly crying out as you found yourself reaching your peak.Â
You clung to him tightly as you rode out your orgasm and could feel him twitch inside you before also cumming closely after. He filled you to the brim with his cum as you limply laid there taking everything he gave you. Once he was finished, he slowly pulled out inciting a small whimper from you and you could feel all his cum slowly pouring out of you and down your leg.Â
Heeseung, seemingly just as worn out as you were, plopped right next to you before pulling you close to him, cuddling you. A huge smile formed on your face as you turned your head to face him and kiss him, someone pounded on the door.
âYou two are so fucked for that! You do realize Laylaâs room is right next door!âÂ
Bonus:
It was unbelievable how fast time had flown, especially now, standing with all your closest friends in matching caps and gowns. You couldnât help but marvel at the fact that youâd all made it through college in one piece, still tight-knit as ever. It was almost enough to bring you to tearsâif you werenât so distracted by how uncomfortable your dress had become under your gown. You kept fidgeting, trying to adjust it for a bit of relief.
âStop wrinkling your dress!â your mother scolded, while busy straightening Jakeâs tie.
âBut no oneâs even going to see the tie under the gown,â Jake whined, only for your mom to shoot him a stern look that silenced him immediately as she returned to perfecting his outfit.
True to her word, your mom had finally gotten Jake head to toe in one of her custom pieces (minus the cap and gown). âI donât care if anyone sees it or not. You are not wearing one of my designs without it being flawless,â she insisted, focused on making sure everything was perfect.
You could hear the quiet snickers behind you, and without even turning around, you knew Sunghoon and Ryujin were loving every second of this. They had already survived your motherâs meticulous once-over and were now relishing in watching the rest of you squirm under her scrutiny.
"Yeah, come on Jake, stop being so fussy. You should be grateful she's even doing this for you," Heeseung chimed in, grinning. His playful jab at Jake was laced with just enough sweetness to win over your momâor at least, that was the plan.
Your mom still hadnât entirely forgiven Heeseung for the disaster he caused at her garden party, and her approval of your rekindled relationship was, at best, tentative. But it was clear she was slowly warming up, especially with the way Heeseung never missed a chance to flatter her.
âAlright, now you look presentable. Donât you dare mess with it during the ceremony,â your mom finally declared, stepping back to give Jake a final once-over. She then turned her sharp gaze on the rest of you, making sure everyone else met her high standards.
You exchanged a glance with Sunghoon and Ryujin, who were both barely holding in their laughter. They clearly found your momâs unofficial role as wardrobe enforcer far more amusing from the sidelines.
âOh, you all look so beautiful,â your mother said, her smile softening in a way you werenât used to. The warmth in her gaze caught you off guard, and suddenly, the stuffiness of your dress was the last thing on your mind. As your eyes met hers, the reality of the moment hit youâgraduation day, surrounded by your closest friends, all of you about to step into the next chapter of your lives. You could feel the emotions welling up, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes as you took in the sight of everyone in their caps and gowns.
Heeseung, as if sensing your shift in mood, gently tugged your hand into his, threading your fingers together. He squeezed your hand and gave you a reassuring smile, grounding you just when you needed it most.
âCome on, letâs take a picture before we leave,â you suggested, grabbing Heeseung's hand and motioning to your friends.
Your group huddled close, arms draped over each other, laughter bubbling up as your mom snapped away on her phone. Heeseungâs arm stayed firmly around your waist, keeping you close while you smiled for the camera. The joy of the moment, the closeness of your friends, felt like the perfect snapshot of how far you had all come.
As soon as the last picture was taken, everyone started to drift toward the stadium for the commencement ceremony. You watched as the crowd began to gather under the soft glow of the setting sun. After a quick hug and goodbye to your mom, you turned to follow your friends toward the entrance gates.
Just before you could step through the gates, Heeseung gently pulled you aside, his fingers brushing your arm. He leaned in close, his breath warm against your ear as he whispered, âI couldnât have done any of this without you. Iâm proud of us.â
His words made your heart swell, emotions bubbling up in a way that almost took your breath away. You looked up at him, your smile soft and full of everything youâd been through together. âI am too,â you whispered back, a mixture of relief and joy filling your chest. âWe made it.â
The air was cool, a gentle breeze lifting the corners of your graduation gown as you looked at Heeseung, remembering how uncertain things had once seemed. But now? Everything felt like it was finally falling into place. The obstacles and heartbreak had only made you both stronger.
As the sun began to set, Heeseung took your hand again, just like in the room earlier. This time, though, he brought it to his lips, brushing a light kiss across your knuckles before pulling you closer.
âI love you,â he said quietly, and it wasnât a grand declarationâjust a simple truth that felt completely genuine.
âI love you too,â you answered, your heart full.
Standing there, wrapped in each otherâs arms, the future didnât seem so intimidating anymore. It was uncertain, sure, but with Heeseung beside you, you felt ready for whatever was next.
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Cocoa Butter
bodyguard! logan howlett x bossâ daughter reader
summary: Heâs the best there is at what he does but what he does isnât always very nice.
content warning: mutual pining, scenting, scent kink, age gap, size difference smut, p in v, slight innocence kink towards the end??, violent behavior (logan beats a guy up for you and it kinda turns you on), MINORS DNI
a/n: This was definitely inspired by that one gif of him from DOFP
Logan swore he wouldn't fall to his knees for a pretty little young thing like you. With your big doe eyes, soft curves and that cute little ass oâ yours that you always had wrapped up in those tiny little short shorts. He couldnât, you were the bossâ daughter after all, but when you swayed your hips and batted your lashes at him like that⊠god was it tempting. You were just so inviting and deliciously sweet.
Like heaven wrapped in gold foil and lip gloss. Your dadâs guys used to joke to him about you, that is until he beat the shit outta one of them.
Now most of them donât even make eye contact with you.
Good, he preferred it that way anyways.
His heart beat rapidly in his chest, the possessive streak he felt for you flaring up as he watched you converse with the guy at the bar that had been buying you drinks all night. The guy no doubt had no idea who you were, or who he was for that matter.
Five drinks in and he was practically itching for a fight, hoping that the motherfucker you were laughing with like he was the funniest bastard in the world would slip up and do something so he could take him out back and show him what happens when you mess with whatâs his.
His.
You werenât anyoneâs you liked to remind him.
He knew you could handle yourself, you were more than capable of holding your own and youâve told him plenty of times that he hovers too much, so why was he getting all antsy over this guy?
Logan swore he wasnât a jealous person, never had a reason to be, until he met you, but watching everyone watching you for the past few hours while you smiled and laughed and danced like you didnât give a shit about anything, had him ready to kill the next guy who breathed at you wrong.
Maybe it was the few drinks he had but he could have sworn he saw you look over at him a couple of times too.
Like you were doing this on purpose.
What he didnât know was that he was the reason you were so confident and carefree. His presence alone was your peace. He was your scary dog privilege. It was nice to know that someone had you.
One of your dadâs men annoying you? Heâll handle it.
Some guy at the bar canât take the hint? Don't worry your pretty little head about it, Loganâs got it.
He was your dadâs most trusted guy and he was the best there is at what he did and what he did? Well it wasnât always very nice.
Ignoring the growing urge to go over there and drag you away, Logan throws back the rest of his drink, whiskey on the rocks, and flags the waitress in the black cocktail dress down for another.
Taking a drag from his cigar, the ones heâs pretty sure heâs not supposed to have in the club but who the fuck was brave enough to tell him he couldnât have it, he tears his eyes away from scanning the room when he hears you.
Your voice is soft as you politely reject the guy, so soft you almost couldnât hear it over the shitty music and the buzz of people in the crowd around him, if it wasnât for his mutation.
Apparently this greasy ass clown canât take the hint as his hand clamps down harshly around your wrist pulling you closer to him as you try to pull away.
Heâs on his feet before he can register what heâs doing.
He tries to tell himself youâre totally capable of holding your own, you can snatch your arm away and tell the guy off yourself but when he sees the shit stain lean in to kiss you and raise a hand as if to strike you when you turn away, Logan is seeing red.
In the blink of an eye heâs already across the room dragging the guy off his stool and out the back. His fist meets his mouth first, teeth cutting the skin of his knuckles but he doesnât care. Bone crunches on bone as Logan continues to beat the guy into an unrecognizable barely conscious mess.
He doesnât stop until he feels your delicate hand brush up against his back, and he turns to look at you.
You stand behind him as he turns until youâre damn near chest to chest, pupils blown wide as your eyes bore up into him from below his chin. Even in your highest heels you still donât quite reach him. The guy groans in pain from the ground beneath your feet but neither of you care, far too wrapped up in each other to even notice heâs still there bleeding out.
"Can't make my job easy, can ya kid?" He smirks down at you wiping at his nose with a bloody hand.
He goes to say something else but it catches in his throat when he catches a whiff of something in the air.
God he could smell you.
âYou doin ok darlinâ?â He asks, voice sultry as he leaned closer to you inhaling.
This is dangerous territory, he knows it and so do you but neither of you can bring yourselves to care in the moment. Itâs one youâve both been skating around for months now.
âY-yeah I just-â you start biting your lip as you lose yourself in thought for a second.
âYou ready to take me home big guy?â You ask, still biting that god damn lip between your teeth as you look up at him through your lashes like you always did when you wanted something from him.
âAlways.â
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When you get to your apartment heâs already on you, not even giving you a chance to get through the door fully. His mouth carving a path from your neck to your mouth as he walks you backwards towards your room, pushing you down to the bed beneath you as he wraps himself around you.
He clings to you, hands grabbing your hips as he grinds himself into you, nuzzling his nose into your neck, taking in deep greedy draws of your scent. Shea and cocoa butter mixed with the tantalizing aroma of you. Always that goddamn cocoa butter. He could cover himself in your scent if he could and it still wouldnât be enough for him.
You're a whiny squirming mess as he kisses up and down your neck, one of his hands squeezes at your tits. Heâs barely touched you and could already smell how wet you were, just for him.
Pulling away Logan looks down at you, eyes half lidded as he strokes a calloused thumb over your soft swollen bottom lip.
You had dick sucking lips, one of the guys had told him his first week here. He shattered his bones with just his fists, now the guy walks with a limp.
He didnât want the think about that now, not when your hands weâre tangling themselves in his shirt. With a latch he pulls his shirt over his head as he watches you fumble with his belt biting your lip. He leans down to take it in his mouth once more before heâs shedding himself of his pants and underwear pulling yours off with them.
He wraps a heavy arm around your back bringing you to his chest as he puts you on his lap, the hem of your pretty little dress hiked up over your ass, as he nestles his big cock deep inside you. He sinks his teeth into your neck and the flesh of the slopes of your chest as the straps slip further down your shoulder with every thrust of his hips.
âLogan...â Your voice came out as a whimper as he trails his hand down to grip your ass.
âYou doing alright sweetheart?â Logan asks between thrusts. He knew it was too much for you, but it was what you asked for, and who was he to deny you anything you asked for.
Reaching behind you he unzips your dress before heâs yanking it over your head, your bra soon joining in the growing pile of both your clothes on the floor. Never missing a beat as he kept plunging into you.
Heâs so fucking big, and he knows it too as smirks into your mouth. Heâs moving like a younger man. Not that you really even wanted anyone your age. Guys your age didnât know what to do with a gal like you.
âEasy princess, eyes on me.â He said as your eyes start to close as you lose focus, he knew you were close by the way your gimpy walls kept fluttering around him. Grabbing your face with one hand he forces you to look him dead in his hazel eyes as he keeps up his pace. He pulls you into a searing kiss as he releases your face with a dark chuckle before grabbing both your hands in one of his.
âKeep âem here for me.â He says placing your hands over his shoulders as he lays you back on the bed as he locks in, the bedâs frame creaking beneath you at the strength of his thrusts, the headboard hitting the wall behind you with equal force.
Your neighbors were definitely gonna have something to complain about in the morning.
A chill runs down your spine when you feel him exhale a strangled breath into your neck, as he reaches down to rub fierce circles into your clit. He was getting close too.
Glancing down, a smile settles on his lips at the sight of your dripping cunt gripping him in its tight wet hold before he pulls away and settles back in again. He could watch himself disappear in and out of you all night if he could. He teases you as he continues his assault, calling you all types of sweet nothings as he watches your face contorts in pleasure as you clumsily try to keep up with him.
Your moans become muffled as you press yourself against him. That tight coil in your stomach tightening ever so slightly threatening to explode. Goosebumps prickling your skin as you shook violently against him as you finally let go dragging him along with you with a harsh grunt, nails digging into him desperately, most likely drawing blood.
âI know, baby. I gotcha.â He coos rubbing at your sides as you cry out, eyes glazed over with fresh tears. He pauses his movements for a moment to give you a minute but literally only for a minute before heâs back on you kissing and sucking down your neck before he pulls away.
âHey look at me, kid.â He huffs as he leans down to kiss you. âWeâre not done yet.â
âB-but you already-!â You start but are cut off by a moan thatâs bubbled up into your throat as you feel him, still hard, as he starts back up again.
âWeâre done when I say weâre done.â
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Loganâs ripped from his sleep by the sound of your front door opening and closing. Before he even has a chance to attempt to get up, your bedroom door opens suddenly, hitting the wall behind it with a soft thud.
âWhat the fuck!â Said one of your dadâs men as he stared at the two of you in shock. Another one came flying into the room behind him, gun drawn, until he catches sight of you, he looks back and forth between the two of you before he casts his eyes to the ground, going to pull the other guy out of the room with a visible limp.
âYou wanna keep your mouth shut?â Logan hisses voice still laced with sleep as he pulls the sheets further up to cover your back. Thank fuck you were a hard sleeper when you were really tired.
âI-Iâm sorry man it just-â the first man starts to stammer as he asks unceremoniously âDid you really have sex with her?!â Smacking a hand over his own mouth just as shocked, but definitely not as pissed as Logan, was that he had said that, he stumbled to follow his companion out the room.
Itâs here at your little table in the middle of your kitchen, that Logan finds the two goons. They both jump to their feet at the sight of him, one albeit faster than the other.
âWhat the fuck are you two clowns even doing here?â Logan said gently, closing the door behind him. His pants resting haphazardly on his hips.
âShe never checked in last night after leaving the club like she usually does,â the other guy says, turning away as Logan went to zip up his pants. Of course, how could he forget how much of a good girl you were. âBoss was worried, gave us a key and everything.â
âYeah sorry man! If we woulda known-â the other chimed in, his voice was starting to grate on his nerves.
âDid you really sleep with her, Logan?â The other guy cuts him off. Heâs staring Logan dead in his eyes to answer him so he could run off and tell the boss, like he actually had anything on him. He was challenging him and heâd be damned if he let him get away with it.
âI did yeah, the fuck are you gonna do about it?â
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Iâm soooooo obsessed with your poolverine! Especially where Logan is fucking reader while Wade watches!
But what if Wade gets so desperate that he cums untouched just humping his rosey leaking cock into the air as he watches Logan fill you round after round
teehee thank you!! and this is so delish oh my goood <33 // cw: SMUT; afab!reader; poly with set power dynamics (dom logan, sub reader n sub wade); voyeurism; praise kink // divider by @/plutism
itâsâ
itâs heinous, really, how wolve-fuckinâ-rine could just go for hours fucking you, breeding you, while leaving wade leaking like a motherfucker. tearing up too, sure, but heâs still got his mask on so they can all pretend that he isnât truly crying.
(heâs actually weeping but, well, semantics.)
it started the way it always does.
âstay there, bub,â logan sniped, his grin just a bite too mean, but wade didnât even fight back because the three of you are used to this back-and-forth; of logan taking you like even after all these years, he still had to stake his claim, while wade was made to wait.
after all, this game is one of a hunt; it starts with wade waiting, raptly watching the way logan devours you, before being allowed the scrapsâlicking loganâs cum off your cunt, wadeâs tongue pushing you to another shaking orgasm.
a hyena that is allowed to feast after the lion had its fill.
but it was different todayâlogan was more mean. he was more impatient to wade.
logan kept going; fucking his thick fingers in your cunt, crooning how he was doing this for your own good.
âshh, yer not ready for pups yet, darl,â he hummed, a heavy hand pressing down on your stomach to stop your thrashing; holding you down to force his thick fingers in, and scooping out his cum amidst the squelches of your cunt.
you keened, fisting the sheets as tears leaked out of your eyes, wetting your already-damp cheeks.
âsâtoo much!â you cried, unable to stop your hiccupping. âlâgan, please!â
but logan just nuzzled his maw on the inside of your thighs, puffing out breathy chuckles.
wade was straining then, his grip breaking the wooden arm rests. he ignored the splinters digging into his flesh, unable to do anything that wasnât watching.
waiting.
he was slowly realizing that he would not have his turn today.
logan has you in a mating press now.
youâve yelled so many times, warning loganâwarning themâthat youâre cumming but there was no gushing squirt nor trickling cum, and the two of them realize with hitched breaths that loganâs finally fucked you into dry orgasming.
it was a delicious sight, one that pushed wade to finally free his cock from inside his suit.
logan had shot him a gleeful look, his ravenous eyes tracking down the mess that wade has becomeâheaving chest, leaking cock, mask finally damp with his tears.
(youâve glanced at your lover too, devouring how he looks, ever so patiently waiting even when heâs been denied for hours now.
wade always chirps. heâs always filled the silence with his chatter, but heâs been so, so quiet today. like heâs at a loss for words, unable to sound any more that isnât ragged wheezes. like by staying quiet, heâs able to force himself to not jump you or to not touch his own cock.
fuck, what a good boy wade is.)
âalmost, bub,â logan murmurs to wade, humping his cock in you like heâs affirming his own words. the action forces another choked moan out of you, and wadeâs cock jumps, pre- dripping down his length.
logan tracks it throughout.
âyeah?â wade finally rasps out, his voice sounding so utterly broken. âyâfuckinâ swear?â
logan rolls his eyes at his words before huffing a fond laugh.
âswear on it,â logan replies, licking at his salty lips.
he pauses, turning his attention back to you. he ruts his cock in, nudging at the pudgy walls of your pussy with a pleasured hiss.
(youâre an unbelievable marvel, peanut. all soft and sweet.
all so delicious.)
amidst your high-pitched squeals, logan shoots wade another glance. he looks even more hungry now, and wade doesnât get to ask his stuttered âwhat?â when logan croons, ââfore that, wonât yâcum for me, pool?â
wadeâs body jumps to obey the order, onlyâ
âbut no touchinâ yerself.â
the whine wade lets out is so pathetic and broken, but it only makes logan smile wider, like he knows wade would be a good mutt and follow his commandâ
jesus. thinking about logan praising him just made him ultra-horny.
wade shuffles on his spot without a word, legs parting even wider to make it easier for himself. heâs so busy squirming at the feeling of the cool air wrapping around his cock that heâs missed you and logan changing positions on the bedâyouâre riding logan now, your back to his chest, with loganâs chin hooked on your shoulder as the two of you watch wade.
wade curses underneath his breath when he finally looks up, and it tickles a giggle from you. it quickly peters into a high keen when logan fucks you up the length of his cock before dropping you down, using gravity to sit you snug and stuffed full.
fuck.
wadeâs bitten moans spill into the hot space between the three of you, and he wonders: between you and wade, who is loganâs prize?
whose keening desperation is logan watching?
wade humps at nothing, unable to stop himself anymore. he times it with loganâs manhandling of your bodyâthrusting up when logan grasps at the back of your thighs to lift you up from his cock; then pressing back down on the couch when logan drops you back to engulf the entirety of his length.
wadeâs not even embarrassed to admit that it doesnât even take a while before his whole body is locking, pleasure and desperation mixing like a vice to grip at his body.
his orgasm buildsâ
âcum fâme, wade,â logan sings, sounding so utterly soft like heâs not in control of both you and wadeâs pleasures, but wade has always been loganâs good boy. always been desperate for logan. alwaysâ
his orgasm rips him apartâthat is the only way wade can explain it.
it wracks his body with unimaginable tremors, like wadeâs body is undergoing its own earthquake. he nearly blacks out at the pleasure, and it should be embarrassingâit will be, later when loganâs cock is in his throat and your strap is fucking wadeâs hold, and the two of you are murmuring how wade is your precious and desperate little cum slutâbut right now, he basks in the pleasure and the pride shining in loganâs eyes.
jesus fuck. that was good.
biting a rock bcuz this one rlly had me sweating like mmmmy god
im so sorry if this is bad đŁ wrote this while walkinâ around the mall so it might be choppy n clipped in some parts GAH
wade gets a turn (somewhat)
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"PREY" - Alastor x reader fic
Pairing: Alastor x Fem!Reader
Tags: One-Shot, 18+, Smut, NSFW, edging, begging, overstimulation, Alastor does what he wants, there's plot if you squint really hard, alastor in heat, breeding kink, degradation kink, praise kink,
Fandom: Hazbin Hotel
Word Count: i lost count. it's big.
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A/N: Helloooooo!!! I write a lot but i never publish it! My lovely friend and also biggest inspiration for this fic @smallershorteranduncut ordered me to post this and i'm nothing but her loyal servent! I hope you guys enjoy the fruits of me writing 10 google docs pages today while i was enraged. Also english isn't my first language, no beta we die like men here yadayayfayada! enjoy <;3 (UPDATE!) Part 2 is now up!
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Everything about the Radio Demon seemed to be designed to make you desire him, want him. Many times in ways you werenât even ready to admit to yourself. You havenât been in Hell long, thatâs true. But ever since you manifested here you felt like someone had picked your brain open to make Alastor the perfect bait to lure you into even more sinful, sinister paths.Â
He had an inexplicable magnetism around him, a piercing presence that made your eyes stuck on him when he worked a room. He had you bewitched and you hadnât share more than polite pleasantries with each other since you became a guest at the hotel.
Today, again, you were transfixed in his gaze. Sitting in the corner of the hotel lobby, trying to make your embarrassing attraction to him go unnoticed while Alastor waltzed across the room explaining more of his wicked plans to Charlie. God, how you wish he had his wicked way with you.Â
He seemed more⊠on edge today. His red eyes glowed a little brighter, his nostrils flared a bit more, static filling the room more often, he was smiling with almost barred teeth, and everyone seemed to be avoiding him. Even Charlie was trying to politely dismiss him, the general feeling of uneasiness inside the hotel just growing larger when Angel stationed himself near your little corner of the room.Â
âDonât go near that creepy motherfucker today, heâs about to lose it.â Angel alerted, almost whispering, a pair of his hands making the âcrazy signâ near his headÂ
âIsnât he always creepy and about to lose it?â Husk added, staring at the exchange between the radio demon and Charlie.
âIâm telling you toots, I know that guy definitely isn't normal, but today he is borderline a mass extinction event. I swear, heâs just waiting for someone to give him the excuseâ Angel replied, confirming your suspicions. Something was off.
âUh. Well, about that, I think itâs time we rescue CharlieâÂ
As if on cue Charlie turned to the corner of the room, gesticulating really hard to be taken away from the small commotion her conversation with Alastor was becoming.Â
âHey Charlie, do you remember that thing with the hotelâs⊠personalized stationery you asked me to help you today? Letâs do it!â Said angel gently guiding Charlie away from the Radio Demon.
âGuess thatâs my cue Alastor! Greaaaaat chat! As always! Have a nice day!! Byeee!â Charlieâs overly chirpy tone giving away her uneasiness.Â
Suddenly it felt like all the air was taken out of the room. Alastorâs neck turned into an ungodly angle, his eyes narrowing in suspicion. Static grew around the group, almost suffocating. As your vision went blurry from the sheer power that was being evoked, you contemplated if there was another afterlife. Preferably one where you didnât inherit a death wish from your previous ones.
And as quick as it started, it was over.Â
Alastor just said a creepy âhmâ turned on his hell, and walked away.Â
It almost felt like it was all in your head, but your friends standing perfectly still and dead silent next to you gave the reality of the situation away: everyone just had a near death-death experience. Maybe it would be a good topic for Charlieâs bonding exercises, who knows with this place.Â
âI told yaâll. Mass. Extinction. Event. Stay out the psychoâs wayâ
Angelâs voice became background noise in your head, your eyes focusing on the spot where Alastor just threatened everybodyâs life without saying a word. As the voices dissipated around you and normalcy slowly returned to the hotel, your mind sank deeper and deeper into the mystery that was the Radio Demon.Â
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They were so oblivious, so naive. Thinking he wasnât listening what they said about him behind his back. Thinking he was unaware of him being the topic of the discussion when he wasnât looking. He could bathe in the smell of their fear, and he was relishing it.Â
Alastor stared at the new pretty little thing that arrived at the hotel. Oh how pathetically sweet and innocent she was, thinking she was being subtle about her infatuation with him. Thinking she could hide her interest in him, when she was nothing but a doe caught in the headlights of his eyes. Oh, she was just the perfect prey for him, wrapped in this lovely red bow she wore on her hair.Â
Angel was right, he was just waiting for an excuse, and she just offered him one on a silver platter. And alastor was everything but a coward.Â
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You cursed a little bit louder than you intended when you saw the blood dripping from your finger. âStop. making. a. spectacle. of. yourselfâ you mentally screamed. You still could not figure Charlieâs âspecial stationary staplerâ out, so stapling your finger was bound to happen.Â
Even though it was not much, the silly little cut was stinging like a bitch, and your best efforts to stop the bleeding were futile, considering the mess on the hem of your skirt. Still high on the adrenaline from earlier, your shaking hands searched for something, anything to put on your finger so you could continue your work without anyone noticing. Everyone already had enough for one day, it was fine.Â
âMy dear, did you just hurt yourself?â Alastorâs voice invaded your ears. Oh, fuck. Thatâs it, he was going to murder you for being so incompetent with the damned stapler.
Turning to face him, you meet his piercing gaze, not sure if you should run and scream for help. âOh no worries alastor, itâs just a small cut, i can manage!â you give him your most confident smile.Â
Alastorâs head tilts, eyes burning red as he watches the small droplets of your blood make their way down your index finger. Â
âNonsense, I can't have my staff running around with injuries and bloodied clothes. We are in hell, but we are not savages, dearâ He seems transfixed by the blood, and you are too scared to move, too scared to anything other than hold the weight of his gaze and hope for the best. Your lizard brain is screaming for you to run, ask for help. Maybe Charlie isnât too far away, could you make a run for it? Somehow your survival instincts override your brain, maybe all those hours watching true crime back on earth werenât in vain, and you decide against running. Let him initiate first.Â
He catches your wrist, trapping it inside his deadly claws. His face, towering over you, comes all the way down to inspect the offending finger. You can feel his breathing on your skin.Â
Your breathing stops. You swallow an imaginary lump. Heâs gonna bite off your fing-
âWould you be a doll and let me take care of it? Blood being unnecessary wasted truly abhors meâÂ
You must have said yes at some point, you donât really remember, now you are holding the red handkerchief he handed you, answering his request to âplease follow himâ. Trailing behind the Radio Demon, both of you walk through the large corridors.Â
This might be the time to scream for help. the voices inside your head warn. With every step of his feet you hear his microphone going tsk tsk tsk where it touches the ground. You are walking the death row, the paintings on the wall chanting âdead woman walking, dead woman walkingâ.Â
âKeep pressuring the wound darling, we are almost thereâ he gently commands you, too gently⊠it feels almost⊠soft, pleading. The way Alastor goes from 0 to 100 is giving you whiplash.Â
He slows down, reaching for the door knob of an unknown room. Ever the gentleman, he gestures for you to enter first.
the door locks behind you.
 if iâm being murdered, at least iâm being murdered with class.Â
âDonât be silly, Iâm not going to murder youâ Alastor says, almost singing the last part of the sentence.Â
âOh fuck, i said that out loud, didnât I?â you blurted outÂ
âYes you did. And yes, I also noticed your lovely doe eyes on me every time iâm in the roomâÂ
Your brain short circuits. That 's it. You are dead. Heâs not going to murder you (apparently), but you are going to die of embarrassment. It will feel like murder. He knows, fuck, he knows. He knows about your crush (?) and heâs going to drag you for it. You are going to be so dragged the angels will pity you and bring you to heaven. A creative way to be redeemed, Charlie should know about this. Your thoughts are going downhill as a big snowball, there are too many of them and you canât follow a single coherent train of thought. You donât even want to know how you look in the middle of this. You must look pathetic, truly like a doe caught in headlights. And then you hear your name once.
Twice now, in a sing-song voice.
Your eyes fly open towards the sound, breaking from the anxiety induced spell as you realize the Radio Demon had just called you, by name. He knows your name???
âAh hahah! Youâre back.â Alastor says, as he starts to circle you like a predator. Your eyes, as always, follow his across the room.
 âI donât like to repeat myself, little doe. You heard what I asked?âÂ
Again, you donât really remember answering, your brain is going AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA as you watch him pace around you, eyes burning red, demanding your attention. Teeth slightly barred, voice on the edge of something. Was that âXâ on his forehead always there?
âI asked if you know what you are doing to meâ static fills the room as he finishes speaking. Alastorâs clawed hand trapped your bloodied finger dangerously close to his grinning lips. Your brain is doing flips as he stares deep into your soul, and when your thoughts land you make the connection. Alastor is horny. Alastor is horny for y-
âYou see, little doe, I know what your eyes hide when you desperately lower them everytime I come near you. I know how you feel you can hide in plain sight if you stay quiet enough. But I can taste it. Your fear. Your lust. In the air. In your blood.â He has a white knuckled grip on your wrist now, same with his microphone. You lower your guard, eyes going from startled to lustful. âGood thing right now thereâs nothing more i want in this godforsaken pit than your lust, petâ
You want this. Thereâs no point in lying to yourself. You want Alastor to fuck you. Youâve fantasized about the Radio Demon taking you more times than you can count. More times than you would like to admit to yourself. This feels deeply wrong, but you crave it.Â
Fuck it, you are in hell, thereâs nothing to lose. Alastor is still watching you, impatiently. For the first time today you realize you actually forgot to say something. Heâs waiting. Alastor is waiting for your permission.Â
âTake my breath away, AlastorâÂ
Your permission might have been really loud, it felt like you were screaming the words. But you canât be sure, it might have been a whisper. Either way he didnât miss it, what happens next is fast, angry and delicious.Â
Alastor pounces and licks the blood on your finger, something clicks inside him as he tastes the red liquid, because he lets go of his microphone instantly and his arms grab your waist aggressively, so forceful you wouldnât be surprised if it breaks skin. You shouldnât be so turned on by this, by the sight of a psychopathic demon drinking your blood. But you are, and thereâs no going back.Â
âStripâ he orders. You want to say to him that you canât take your clothes off your person with him holding you like this. He must have realized the conundrum: if he wants you naked, he has to let go of you. To Alastor, letting go of you right now is simply unthinkable. So he doesnât: you feel his claws cut the bodice of your dress open, sending the most delicious shivers down your spine. Another claw rips your skirt apart, and you are almost fully naked in the Radio Demonâs arms, pressing your body hard on his still impeccable dressed body.
Itâs humiliating, itâs dangerous, itâs hot, it is delicious, to be at his complete mercy, just how you always wanted.
Somehow both of you made your way close to the enormous bed in the middle of the room. Alastor cornered you, so the only way you could escape was walking backwards towards the bed. The brilliant bastard.Â
You feel your calves hitting the edge of the bed, and Alastor breaks away.
 Pity, your mind complains. Get him back to touching you again. right. now,.
âNow now, we should establish some rules for this, petâ Alastorâs hands might have stopped touching you, but his piercing eyes never did. He knocks you on top of the bed, you lay there sprawled open just for him. His hands move up to do a quick work of his bowtie
âRule one: you will take what I give you. Nothing more, nothing less. What I give you is enough. You might feel like you canât take anymore, but you can. You will take it, I will make you take itâ He takes his tailcoat off, his frame towering over you, even with your body completely flat on the mattress and his in front of it.Â
â Rule two: every ounce of your pleasure is mine and mine only. Mine to give, mine to take. And you will give me everything. I want to hear every sound, to feel every touch, to know every nasty thought that runs inside that pretty little head of yours. You will not suppress anything, I wanna hear your moans when you make a mess of yourself as I take everything I desire from your delicious body. I will relish on your desperate screams of pleasure.Nothing outside these walls matterâ He is climbing on the bed now. You hold the weight of his gaze, underneath your demonic loverâs eyes your skin burns.
âRule three: donât you dare cum without my permission, good girls earn their orgasms and you will be a good girl. Or elseâŠâ static starts to pick up around the room, you are seeing the blackest black that ever was, his shadows enveloping you both. Nothing outside these walls matter. âUnderstood?â Alastor says as he pins your hands on top of your head, against the fancy headboard. His hand cups one of your boobs and he is worrying your nipple between his sharp claws. finally finally, your mind sings. You feel a surge of magic binding your wrists in green chains, attached to the headboard. Itâs overbearing, itâs ridiculous. His magic feels like him, another part of him for you to take.
He pinches your nipple particularly hard and you moan softly, pleasure and pain consuming any other sensation. You forgot to answer him, you realize. Youâve barely started and you are already being bad. âyes alastor, yes.. but please donât stopâ the soft whimper leaves your lips.
âlovely.â he replies, and with that his mouth is on your nipple, sucking it while he administers his wicked ministrations to your other one. His sharp teeth prickling on the edge of breaking skin, and you already feel like you wonât be able to take all of him.Â
His hand trails down to aggressively grip your thighs, his tongue sucking the neglected nipple his fingers left. Your moans become frequent and messy, if heâs already making you go insane with the beginnings of foreplay... You might pass out and die when he starts fucking you, but you donât care. Let him show you the true meaning of la petite mort.
âMy my, what do we have hereâ his hand leaves your thigh to trace the wetness of your panties. A clawed finger rips it apart, the last barrier between you and total consumption by the Radio Demon. He takes the finger between your glistening lips, not entering, just teasingÂ
âI donât think i will get enough of this pretty little body of ours anytime soon, petâ he says as his finger finally enters your sex, He moves his digit with an expertise you didnât really know he had in him, making you whimper his name, ooohs and aaaahs, your hips start threshing from the pleasure. If you continue at this pace, you will be begging for permission to cum too soon. Pathetic. you think to yourself. Because you know how hard this building orgasm will be,you donât know if he will grant you more than one orgasm. And will you murder you yourself if you donât feel his cock inside you tonight. You take a deep breath in between your moans and will your hips to stay in place, your nerves to calm down.Â
Alastor adds another finger, and it takes all of your willpower not to become a puddle of wetness right there. You bite your lip so hard you taste blood.Â
âyou do make a mess of yourself, donât you? you just canât help itâ he says as he curls his digits inside you. Your hips start thrashing hard again, and you sink them deeper into the bed. The chains on your wrists shake with the effort to hold back. As if alastor wasnât going to notice. âno no no what did I say?â he snaps angrily, heâs eyes flash red at you and he takes his fingers out with a wet âpopâ, you feel like crying at the emptiness. âplease please alastor, donât stopâ you plead. His hands leave you entirely, you are left with just his piercing gaze, the one that makes your skin burn. âdid I say you could hold back? donât pretend like you arenât a common whore for me, that you love how pathetic it feels that you are creaming yourself and we havenât even really startedâÂ
his condescending tone just makes everything even more sublime. Itâs so wrong how good being told you are nothing more than a common whore by the Radio Demon feels. But you never felt anything close to this. âplease Alastorâ you beg again, nothing but a small whisper
âI would love to taste this pussy, so red already for me, but since you broke one of the rules⊠iâm afraid I will make you understand that are nothing but my pretty cockslut the hard wayâÂ
Punishment? His punishment sounds ever better than his praise right now. You moan at his voice. He laughs.Â
His knees cage you, as he lifts his upper body from you and starts undoing his zipper. He is taking his cock out. Oh fuck, heâs gonna fuck you without anymore foreplay. And heâs not going to be gentle about it either. You shiver.Â
Alastor pumps himself a few times, his cock is big, thick, and an angry red shade, flush red like that, because of you, just for you. Heâs gonna make you pay: pay for holding back from him, pay for making him feel like an animal and almost losing his hard constructed control.Â
The look on his face says it all, heâs gonna take it out on you and you canât do nothing about it.
You donât have much time to think about the repercussions, in one swift motion his tip is already inside you, stretching you deliciously. Your brain short circuits again, the feeling of his cock inside you is everything you imagine and more. Depraved, heavenly, delicious. You struggle in your binds again, you want desperately to touch him. To feel his skin beneath your finger, to scratch him, mark him. But oh well, heâs the Radio Demon, heâs the one in charge and you are his prey.
Alastor starts to slowly enter you, heâs trying his best to hold back. He knows if he does this too fast it will hurt in a way he doesnât want you to feel. And by the look on his face going slow is as torturous for him as it is for you. tantalizing inch after tantalizing inch he spreads the walls of your cunt apart. You understand now why this is punishment, it hurts in a perfect way, it hurts even more that he is doing it slowly, and not just thrusting like you imagined he would, if he had more time to work on you.Â
You become a mess of moans and incoherent words. His cock is halfway inside you now âHoLY FUCK ALASTORâ you scream. Itâs already too much.Â
âThereâs nothing holy about this my dear. Iâm going to breed you. Iâm going to break youâ and with that he buries himself to the hilt inside you. Now you truly scream in pleasure and pain âyou wonât be able to walk straight for days, you will feel me in every step, and you will thank me for itâ. His thrusts pick up at breakneck speed, the bed shakes from the sheer force that Alastor is using to fuck you. Every snap of his hips you moan more and more.Â
The sound you make when he takes everything out and enters you at once is so obscene that it would make Angel Dust blush. Heâs growling now, his antlers growing bigger as he fucks you like his life dependend on it. As he fucks you like he hates you.Â
Alastor pushes your hips higher, and suddenly heâs even deeper. His other hand holding your waist in a bruising grip. The strain on your pinned hands will bruise too. His lips graze the skin of your collarbone, he looks so feral you are scared he will maul, the thrill of not knowing adding to your fucked up sense of pleasure.Â
He seems to pick up on your fear, and bites down on your collarbone, hauling as he tastes your blood and buries himself inside you again and again. Moans turned into screams, and the only thing coming out of your lips is his name, spoken like a profane prayer. You would give everything you have to Alastor, and he doesnât even have to ask.
Your orgasm has been building for a while now, the coil on your belly becoming tighter and tighter, like a supernova about to be born. âAlastor, please please let me comeâ you beg. His unfocused eyes stare down at you, as he takes a moment from feasting on your sweet blood to address your desperate, sweet pleas.
âDonât. You. Dareâ he says, punctuating every word with a sharp thrust. As much as you want, you are not sure you will be able to hold any longer. âI beg you alastor, please let me cum, i will let you do anything you want. but i need it so badly, please pleaseâ
You sounded so desperate when you begged, so beautiful.
âDonât strike deals you donât know you can fulfill, petâ his voice is low, a warning. You ignore it. âI promise Alastor, anythingâ. Alastor laughs.
 his finger touches your clit as he finally allows your sweet relief âyou may come now, sweet doeâ and thatâs it, you are off, you are dead. You see stars, you see the entire universe as you scream out and climax. Walls tightening around Alastorâs monster cock, eyes rowling, his name a scream on your lips. You ride out your wave slowly, but Alastor is not slowing down.
Instead he is picking up his pace, maneuvering your hips even higher, your chains are stretched to the limit. You can feel them start piercing your skin. Thrust after thrust the sensation becomes too much, you are too overstimulated to go through all of this again.
âi canât take it, i canât take it!â
Alastor doesnât care. âI told you not to make deals if you canât hold them, didnât I?â You donât answer, you canât. you canât to anything but let him fuck you as hard and as much as he want. âbut you are such a little cockslut for me that you canât help it. What a shameâÂ
He is gripping your hips so hard it breaks skin, tiny trails of blood on his claws. âyou will take it. You better take it, or I will make you take itâ static picks up as he threatens the last words. You know you are spent, you know how bad it hurts, you know how bad his words sound, but the lines between pleasure and pain are so blurred that you canât think coherently. Even this pain of being broken feels good.Â
Still, tears fill your eyes and you start crying, from pleasure, from pain, you donât know anymore. What Alastor is doing to you has no precedent. No one can do this like he does. He knows torture too well, and he is tortouring you in the most decadent, delicious ways possible. âalastor i want to, i want to so bad but i just canâtâ the tears sting your eyes and stain your face.Â
Alastor sees it. He slows down just a bit, his voice softening âoh my dear doe, but you can. Just this once more, just for me. One moreâ his voice is so maddening soft it acts like fuel to your tears. Your skin tingles and you feel giddy, somehow your throbbing hot, wet cunt seems to find the right amount of relief, and you can feel only pleasure again.
Alastor continues to fuck you, your moans returning to normal, you are being so loud now, making a mess of yourself, just like he said, and a big hand comes to cover your mouth.Â
âOh we canât have you being this loud can we?â his voice goes to that delicious mocking tone. His thrusts are slower now, but as deep as they can go. âwhat would you friends say if they found out that you moan like a common whore for their feared radio demon.. hum,.?â
You start to feel the pit of your belly tightening again, and alastor doesnât stop humiliating you. The degradation feels just the right amount of perfection. You are exactly what he says you are. A common whore when it comes to him. âwerenât you ashamed just a few moments ago? trying to hold back the sinful sounds you make when I touch you? I already gave you one orgasm. Iâve been way too generous for my liking. I should stop right now since you feel so conscious about thisâ Alatorâs breathing is becoming erratic, his thrusts sharp, hard, and out of the breakneck rhythm he was torturing you before.You start moaning even louder through his hand. âungrateful little pet. You are just so greedy for one more orgasm, you donât even care that everyone downstairs can hear you hm??â
You canât think straight. you feel on the edge of glory, this orgasm threatening to be harder than your previous one, as if it is possible. âalastor iâm so sorry, i know i donât deserve itâ you muffle behind his hand, he hears you speaking and takes if off âbut can you please let me cum? just this once? just for you. Please Alâ his thrusts are truly erratic now. Heâs close too, even though you are too wrapped up on your own sensations to noticeÂ
âpleaseâ you beg, nothing more than a whisper. Already making peace with the fact that you are going to come without his permission and he will probably never fuck you again
âGood girl, you can come nowâ
instantly as you are granted his permissions your world explodes, blinding hot pleasure takes over your body, the waves of pleasure making your heart beat so fast you feel like itâs going to stop. The petit mort is coming, and her sweet embrace envelops you, specially now that you feel Alastorâs cock twitching and spilling his seed inside you. You scream his name. Maybe you hear him screaming yours too. You donât know anymore, your nerves are singing from pleasure unheard of back when you were alive. Pleasure so great it could only be found in hell. The most heavily, depraved way of torture.Â
You come down from your high, still dizzy, your body going limp. You are not dead, but you are positively spent. You give in into the warm and fuzziness of sleep.Â
The last thing you remember is the softness of a blanket, a gentle kiss on your cheek.
âOh my dear, I knew you had one more on you,spending yourself this way just for me! What a truly precious thing, doeâ
You might be dreaming now.
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You werenât dreaming. Alastor praises you, knowing his words will be the last thing you hear before a night of peaceful, deep dreamless slumber. He makes sure to put the softest velvet blanket he owns on your body, not to make the damage you gladly allowed your body to take for him an inconvenience. Tomorrow you will wake up to fancy letters of praise and sweet chocolate covered strawberries. And no one will know how Alastor found the perfect doe to breed as he pleases during the height of his mating season.
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nsfw knb part 1: (Akashi, Midorima, Murasakibara, Aomine)
Thank you for the request, the other half kuroko, kagami, kise (the kkk?!?) will be up in a few days. knb was my first sports anime that I fell in love with. Takao supremacy.
Akashi:Â
He is very dominant in bed and gets off on a sense of control. It does matter to him if you are feeling good though, and Akashi checks in regularly to make sure youâre still on board.Â
Both personalities like bondage. Seeing you all helpless and needy is a major turn on for him. Akashi usually keeps a tight lid on his alter ego, but it does slip out in the bedroom sometimes.Â
Heterochromic Akashi greedily claims you as his prize, methodically stripping you of your dignity.Â
Akashi secretly likes exhibition, but will never let anyone actually see either of you vulnerable. Â
He insisted on binding you for a generation of miracles reunion. The rope harness under your clothes dug into you, as you tried to look as normal as possible. Suddenly you were aware of everyoneâs gazes and praying they wouldnât hear the soft vibration coming from under your clothes. âBe a good girl.â he whispers, turning the vibrations a degree higher. Itâs likely no one suspects a thing, but it still feels like everyone can see right through you. Akashi carries on as usual, but the hungry looks he gives you feel like heâs lighting a beacon for everyone to see.
Midorima:
Midorima is repressed as all hell and tries to control himself and be proper, but as soon as he slides in you he canât stop himself from pounding into you relentlessly. Â
Is not one to curse in his day to day life, but has a dirty mouth and spews profanity in the bedroom.
He holds a strong conviction that you are meant to be his, and will never let you go.
Eye contact is a thing for him, he likes to stare at you and the expressions you make.
While daydreaming, the idea of pictures popped in his head, but he was too embarrassed to bring it up and he hasn't worked up the courage yet.
âYouâre tight,â he hisses, as he slides all the way in. His fingers are leaving indents in your thighs as he pulls you up instinctively, forgetting everything except the urge to go deeper, to be inside of you.Â
âFuck! S-stop clenching like thatâŠÂ feels too goodâÂ
Aomine:Â
motherfucker can't keep his hands to himself. I think that as he grows older and matures his love of big boobs dies down to just a love of all boobs. He still likes them big of course, but he learns to appreciate all sizes of boobs.Â
Will lay his head on your chest to nap, making you unable to do much besides scroll on your phone. Withholding sex is a great way to motivate him, but when he finally has you after being pent up heâs 10x more aggressive. Â
Oddly though Aomine is more on the vanilla side of things. He likes rough sex but has no notable kinks. It would be more accurate to say that the only real sexual need he has is a soft and squeezable body.
"Baby... please lemme fuck you I can't take it anymore my cock is about to bust out of my pants!" He's already got one hand down his pants, the other undoing his belt.
"For the last time, no! We both need to finish our work! We can have sex afterwards." Unfinished emails and documents sit in front of you, as you literally push your horny boyfriend off of you.
Murasakibara:
lazy mf doesnt want to do shit but heâs fucking enormous. His favorite pastime is eating you out over and over until youâre properly ready to take his cock. It's not a problem for him because he loves to eat you out if heâs in the mood.Â
The oral fixation is real.
He is easy to rile up and prone to childish jealousy, feeling the need to stake his claim on you at the slightest hint of competition. Of course nobody in their right mind would pick a fight with him, but he still perceives anyone you talk to as a threat. He doesn't want to share your attention with anyone.
If you want sex, you gotta get him in the mood. If he wants sex he's picking you up and hauling you to the nearest room with a lock on the door. You've been unceremoniously kidnapped several times already.
It's always a little scary when your boyfriend is in a foul mood. The inkling of fear turns both of you on though.
"I told you, he wasnât flirting with me! He wasnât even talking to me!"
"He was looking at you. I could tell he wanted to fuck you." His voice is lower than usual, eyes narrowing to a glare. He inches closer, tying up his hair as he goes.
"Atsushi, I can take care of myself." A nervous wobble creeps into your voice though, and he backs you into a wall. His frame fills your line of sight, as he looms over you.
"No. My job is to take care of you."
#x reader#knb#kuroko no basket#kuroko's basketball#knb x reader#knb smut#knb headcanons#akashi seijuro#akashi x reader#akashi seijirou#midorima shintarou#knb midorima#knb akashi#midorima x reader#knb aomine#aomine x reader#aomine daikki#murasakibara atsushi#knb murasakibara#murasakibara x reader
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short mma!toji and his pretty pop star girlfriend being cutesies!
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âlet me see baby!â you rush in pure excitement with your skin tight leather pink dress and white gogo boots, wanting to see your man in makeup for your newest music video release,
it took a while for him to finally agree, because could you imagine having the number one world class fighter to be in his girlfriendâs girly music video? my god, the sports entertainment would probably laugh at him.
but seeing the look in your doe eyes was enough to make him fold. plus, his manager shiu and the PR team thought it would be a great idea anyway.
âhe doesnât want you to see him like this, y/nâ the makeup stylist laughs as she opens the door slightly to poke her head out,
you pout at that, tip toeing to see whether or not you can catch a glimpse of him. âwell that wouldnât make sense! because we are starting in an hour! toji, can i come in?â
âi look so ridiculous, maâ he calls out with a grunt, head shaking as he eyes himself in the mirror. the fake bruises and cut lips makes him scoff. âthese are so unrealistic, real battered face look way worse than thisâ
rolling your eyes, you thank the makeup stylist before going in. the moment you see his reflection in the mirror, a gasp flies off your mouth. seeing your boyfriend perched on the small chair, his large muscled body adorned in a black tank and dark jeans. handsome face touched with bits of makeup that makes it look like he had just gotten off a street fight.
oh dear, he look fine as hell.
he notices your stare, causing him to smirk and chuckle. âcome eâre baby girlâ his hand pats his meaty thigh, waiting for you to come near,
âbabyyyâ you giggle, practically skipping towards him before wrapping your arms around his neck from behind. âyou look so so handsomeâ a squeal spills from your lips, before attaching them against his cheek. leaving a sheer stain of lipgloss,
his arm circles around the back, resting a hand just below her rear. âdo i? i feel ridiculous. iâve never had a makeup on beforeâ
you nod, perching yourself on his thigh before he secures both arms around your waist. âyou donât ji-ji! you look just like a movie star already!â
he laughs at your compliment, kissing your neck. âthank you, maâ
âare you ready? the director wants us out nowâ you tilt your head to the side, thumb going up to remove the stain off his cheek,
he nods, running his hand through his hair. âready as i am dollâ
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toji was in fact, not ready.
because how the hell was he supposed to act right with the cameras rolling when his girlfriend look that fucking good enough to eat?
the cups of her dress pushes her tits upwards to make them look fuller, and her plush thighs were wrapped tightly with white garters that all toji wanted to do was to pull them off with his teeth. his eyes keep falling at the sight of her pretty lips too.
was he supposed to just let it slide and still follow the script?
âtoji, for the last timeâ the director grumbles, feeling irritated at the repeated delay because of the fighterâs mistake. âyour hands should be on her faceânot her assâ
he emphasizes on the last word while glaring at the man. you could only giggle seeing your boyfriend getting scolded, though you reminded him prior to be on his best behavior,
however toji is known to be a man who hates to follow simple rules,
âcan you blame me?â tojiâs hands squeeze your ass harder while looking at the director. âmy girlfriend is hot as fuck, and youâre telling me youâre not tempted by that?â
âi wouldnât know motherfucker, iâm gayâ
toji could only snort, pulling you closer to his chest. âmy bad, man iâm sorryâ you reach up to kiss his jaw, and it only makes toji to yearn more of your touch,
ânowâwhat should i do again?â he asks for the hundredth time that day,
the director rolls his eyes, but decides to answer anyway. âlook into her eyes, hands on her face. sheâs going to sing the lines toâtoji fucking fushiguro, hands off her tits! thatâs not how itâs supposed to go!â
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@spideyyeet inspired me to make this oneđ©đ©·
#toji fushiguro x reader#toji fushiguro blurbs#mma!toji#toji fushiguro#toji zenin#toji fushiguro fluff
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jaehaerys administration dashboard simulator
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listen i know all kingsguard are bastards but jonquil darke put a cigarette out on me. i think i huave shivers
âïžredwhine
ok bootlicker. you know what she did
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boots not the only thing id lick
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this could literally be me and my brother if it weren't for my bitch mom trying to send me to the other side of the fucking continent
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đ€bowlofbrown
doctrine of exceptionalism meatriders when someone asks them why 75% of dragonstone is blonde and me and half of flea bottom have gleaming amethyst eyes and/or beautiful delicate cheekbones
đ„maegorwife Follow
that's different...targaryens are literally divinely ordained by the seven to rule because they're stronger and better than us...that's why they have the dragons it is in their sanctified valyrian blood
đ©žknifeinthedark
SO TRUE...THEY WANT TO ABOLISH THE RIGHT TO FIRST NIGHT BECAUSE OF WOKE. AND YET THEY STILL DO IT. BUT NO ONE CAN SAY ANYTHING ANYMORE OR THOSE GENDER-NEUTRAL DRAGONS WILL BURN YOUR KEEP DOWN
đ€bowlofbrown
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đmaidensgrace
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the king chopped it off and sent him to the wall i fucking hate this place can't have SHIT in king's landing
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hey has anyone seen princess gael. it's been literal months and she seems to have up and disappeared with no official announcement from the palace? would be the third female relative to go missing in the king's custody after aerea and saera....
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day 18262 of not fighting the brackens. this is boring as fuckkkkk what am i supposed to do. pretend to care about the triarchy?
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