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djarinslover · 7 months ago
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I’m TIRED of looking for a job 😫 I’m not meant to work, I’m meant to live by the beach and eat fruit and make a cute little garden with my wife
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inadequate--feelings · 2 years ago
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Girls don’t want flowers 💐 ,
girls want someone to teach 👨‍🏫
them statistics 📊
&how to write a research report 📑
(it’s me I’m girls, hmu if u have a damn clue abt this shit)
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scarlettsinclair2598 · 1 year ago
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I'm tired...I'm so fucking tired...I'm tired of working at a toxic company that only cares about revenue.
I'm tired of making the bare minimum for my position when I do so much. I'm tired of living paycheck to paycheck and still not paying everything...I'm so fucking tired....
I'm tired of being depressed but not having the means to help myself. I'm tired of the constant anxiety that's plagued my life for as long as I can remember. I'm tired of being alone but not wanting anyone near me...I'm tired...
I'm tired of not living and just existing...I'm tired of wanting to change my life but not being able to do anything about it.. Money has always been a problem but why...why do I struggle so fucking hard in a world I don't want to be in...why do I keep working and living and doing things in a world I don't want to be apart of...why...
I'm laying here at 3am with all these thoughts in my head..I have to go to work in 3 hours but I can't sleep...it's so hard to sleep now....I can't sleep some days and I can't wake up others..im hoping for the day I finally don't wake up...my mind is a constant battle of do I want to live today...I'm so fucking tired....
I can put on a mask and be so happy people say I'm never not smiling...while I die inside every second of every fucking day....
I read and watch and daydream to escape reality but it only works for so long before it all comes rushing back...I try to keep these thoughts to myself try not to let anyone see how bad it's gotten...I don't know how much longer I can do this...I'm running out of reasons I have to stay alive...I'm so fucking tired...
it's 3am I have work in 3 hours....I don't know if I'll sleep tonight...I'll be exhausted all day but I'll smile and say I'm fine when all I want to do is give up....
my eyes water as I write this because I know the people I want to say this to will never read it...I don't have the strength to tell them I'm struggling..not anymore not when I've been screaming it my entire life with no one willing to listen...
these thoughts are in my head and they will always be here they'll never leave...the people I love don't want to hear these things they want to believe that nothing is wrong that "I'm fine" as I've always said...they look at me and see nothing wrong but they've never felt as I have they've never had the Void slowly crushing them even as they grin and bear it..they've never had the sadness the hopelessness the anger the absolute emptiness that's consumed me...no one realizes that's anything is wrong until it's too late...
I feel slightly better now that all my thoughts are here but I know it won't last long..I'm so fucking tired.....there's too much to do too much to pay too much to say too much and not enough of me....there's just too much...my mind is chaotic it never stops...too many mental illnesses and not enough time to sort it all out...too many thoughts too much too much.. I don't know what to do now...I'll try to sleep but there's no garuntee...
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panicismydefaultstate · 1 year ago
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I scream out for help, that I’m drowning, and my hand waves frantically as a signal and my limbs flail to keep me afloat while waves crash over me. I can hear their voices, sometimes I can see them on the shore standing and looking at me- why are they looking at me! What aren’t they helping me? I scream louder and they tell me I’m fine, to stop being dramatic, all while water fills my lungs and my will to keep fighting begins to die.
You’re gonna be fine, they say. But I’m convinced they only say it so they can convince themselves that they didn’t need to take my cries seriously.
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ajillsandwich935 · 2 years ago
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I still genuinely don’t matter. Will likely stop trying. If no one values you then what’s the point
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bunny-ears-and-bearpaws · 8 months ago
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I'm starving, I have a roof over my head but not a penny for food. We get paid in a few days and can get food but until then we have nothing, haven't for days. I'm not asking for anything just stating it. Idk anymore I'm just hungry and tired and need to scream into the void before the world kills me.
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sydneyofalltrades · 1 year ago
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im so fucking done with everything and everyone goddamn/neg
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manicdreampixie · 1 year ago
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Please let this house tomorrow be it. I just want to tear out walls and paint.
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brokenbutterflysoul · 1 year ago
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I made this hoping it would help me be able to allow me to write without worry or fears, but for some reason just even the words coming out are terrifying. People say just even venting helps, but it doesn't because someone is always judging you, or they just plain don't even care to listen, even if I'm not asking for feed back. I feel so alone and I've burned all my bridges to even ask for help. Even if I did try to ask for help I'm not even sure what I would need help with. No one but myself can help me. And yet, I can't even help myself. Everytime I try to something positive or to change for the better, here comes my self-destructive behavior messing it all up and now even further away from where I want to me. I don't like talking to strangers about my problems, councilors and therapy don't help, I never stay on my medication long enough to let it help and if it stops helping I hold back from telling my doctor I need different ones ... My life is one endless cycle of self-destruction and pointless attempts to get better.
HOW DO YOU GET OUT OF YOUR OWN HEAD WHEN YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE PROBLEM?!
😭😭💔💔
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captain-flint · 1 year ago
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 days ago
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Cite your sources.
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fakesmiles4dayz · 2 years ago
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Not priority
I’m here to vent my pain and heartache but if my boyfriend finds this….He’ll assume I’m hooking up but maybe him seeing this he can understand how I feel deep inside….He’ll probably won’t care and still say I’m being a fat whore or something like that
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themisterhip · 1 year ago
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The best antidepressant✨
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egophiliac · 12 days ago
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heeey guess what, I'm obsessed with this idiot flamingo now
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just-null · 1 month ago
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Do you ever do requests? If so, do you ever plan on drawing some Yandere with the Hantengu clones? :D hope you have a good day/night!!!
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yes!! I love yanderes.. and these guys.. these guys are such good material...... nods nods..
I'm not sure about requests..I assume you mean drawing requests? I suppose if it REALLY catches my interest enough, I'd do it, but it'd probably just be line art/sketches.
#null rot#yandere kny#yandere demon slayer#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#midori306#YOU ALREADY KNOW THE ANSWER TO THE YANDERE QUESTION MY BELOVED CULT MEMBER#uwaa and i recently checked back on their designs.. THEY HAVE LONG SLANTED EARS DUDE WHAT THE FUCKKK THATS LIKE THE CUTEST EVER#i tend to shitpost and focus on the dere than the yan but thats my mistake!! im sorry cult members.. I'll need scarousal#when calling sekdio. he pretends to ignore you but you can tell he heard you when his ear twitches#He's flabbergasted that you met someone else to begin with. who let you go out without one of them?!#hes too shocked and angry to even properly get upset!!#Karaku loves everything you have to say. less so if its positive abt someone else. still listens tho. listening carefully for details..#he doesnt mind others eyeing you. youre perfect in his eyes. who wouldnt? still.. thats not gonna fly well.#Urogi loves when you seek him out but mentioning someone else... is bc you want to feed him right? ofc! you want to benefit him!#its cause hes your favorite! yeah! youre so sweet!!! ofc he'll get rid of someone for you both!!#Aizetsu's bashful. he feels put on the spot when calling him but hes always hoping you give him affection of some kind. always ready for yo#mentioning someone else was NOT what he wanted and now hes sad.. youre making him sad.. whats so important you had to bring that up?#The thought of anyone else makes him feel so exhausted already.. wont you comfort him instead? he needs you now.. atone for your mistakes#uwaa expressions.. uwaaa aizetsu releasing some of the tension in his brows when hes feeling upset towards you uWAA#i CANT RAMBLE ENOUGH IN THE TAGS SO WAIT FOR THE POST I HAVE IN THE BACK BURNER FROM SOMEONE ELSE WHO ASKED FOR SOMETHING SIMILAR!!!!!!!
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choscar-op81 · 2 months ago
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