#ray i love you

[delusionalblfan]

Let's talk Ray and mental health.

Ray thinks he is not a priority. That he is easily left behind and not worthy of care. That people have to be patient with him and most won't want to be. Clearly, he has anxiety that leads to abandonment issues, and his mothers lack of care plays a big role in this. Don't have much information about his father, but I believe care is not much used between them. I believe he loves his son but neglects some aspects of his life.

And then the addiction, that is a chronic disease but treatable and a piece of crap. He has the family history, the mental illness, the lack of family involvement, the early use, and so on. If we analize the 4 C's, Ray has them all. He has the compulsion to fuel his addiction, craves it like a physical need, lacks the inner-means to control it or his behavior and has clear consequences to his life in terms on relationships with friends, lovers and family, and with work and also has legal issues. Though, he will go to rehab because the person he loves the most and makes him happy begged him to. Not because he thinks he is ill. So he also lacks insight.

I could also talk about a potential personality disorder and the fact that he tried to unlive himself and the depression. But I'm going to force myself not to do it, or my mental health nurse side won't shut up. And I think we get some relation between those and the aforementioned.

So Ray is someone experiencing mental illness that desperately needs help. He has been bottling up so many shit inside of him, so many unspoken words of 'help' and 'love me' that it's hurtful to watch. And as hard as he tries to bottle it up, his love for Sand grows. So his need to Sand to be the one to understand and stand by him is getting more and more real.

So with the therapist, he just lost it. He once again did something that could potentially make Sand get away from him, and I believe he cannot go on with life without Sand being a part of it. And that's how you love someone but get a clear indication that your mental health needs more love than you need the person. So thank you for considering rehab. But please, take care of yourself and love yourself more than you love anyone else.

Now I'll cry alone

[autisticbokutoenthusiast]

thinking about how often we see ray feel such immense amount of emotion/pain it ends up spilling out and hurting those around him (episode 6, episode 8, sandray fight this episode), but in the scene at the end its just him finally being honest. like sand isn't even there, its just ray apologizing and voicing his feelings about his relationships to sand and himself and its framed as the the first step on his recovery path and.... im not even ready to say more about this just... yeah.....

[batman-gif]

I had a vision. They're sister albums to me

[s1ushyz]

Alright pick your posion.

For those who wanna make their own ;P

[socialcarcrash]

SHES BEAUTIFUL HAPPY BIRTHDAY BULLETS MY FAV MCR ALBUM I LOVE YOU

[x-raz0r-2-the-r0sary-x]

my wife is kinda weird and offputting but i love her

[partypoisonirl]

bullets autumn ༄˖°.🍂.ೃ࿔*:･☕️

[crown-eats-rocks]

reblog if you think gerard way ray toro mikey way and frank iero should do a collab

[pocketgalaxies]

It feels good to be able to help. (for @overnighttosunflowers)

[mychemicalraymance]

a sweaty subway ride

[anothersuperstition]

my chemical romance albums but make them (a24(ish)) film posters

[gigamuffinsofie]

the ghostbusters

[batman-gif]

Remeber when they wrote the line I am not afraid to keep on living . Or whatever

[rareish-mcr-pics]

BABY MCR oh how i love them

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[kaminokilljoy]

you brought me your bullets but you eated them???? that doesn't seem very healthy, are you okay????? should someone get you to the doctor? should someone get you to the church?

[x-raz0r-2-the-r0sary-x]

its now september so bullets season it is