#rant. embarassing

[britishgayporn]

How it feels to recommend Car Seat Headrest to people I know in real life

[how-toteleport]

OKAY LISTEN

I have a lot of thoughts about this. I love the jsr games music to death but its so very 2000s, as in that kinda music isnt really being made anymore and if it is its in a deliberate atempt to capture the nostalgia of it rather then just making stuff in the style... one of my biggest worries for jsr3 is how the soundtrack is gonna pan out, brc did a great job of keeping the vibes while doing something new, but The First JSR game in 20 Years has a certain standard its gonna be held to.

I think ultimately whats the most striking about the games music is the sense of community and simultaneous individuality that comes from being a young artist surrounded by other young artists who love music. The first games soundtrack is made up of people the sound team knew! I honestly feel the hyperpop (as much as ppl dislike the term) scene would be a pretty good match for the games cuz it kinda feels like the only space where youd see someone like folie grouped with underscores and william crooks. Talking about this is hard cuz nobody can agree were the boundaries even lie, if the "genre" includes alt country and dubstep and glossy bubblegum pop and modern classical collage it kinda just stops being a genre n thats perfect for an eclectic radio station adores by a bunch of weird defiant kids with pronouns. Idk, i also just think itd be cool if some of my friends were in a sega game. Whatever.

Anyways i think yoyo would love WFLYTD by six impala. I think hed buy it on cd and play it really loud in the garage and everyone starts yelling at him when That One Track starts playong

what do you think is yoyos favourite song/artist. my personal headcanon is pirates on a boat by yuno miles. i think he listens to yuno miles but whether its ironically or not he doesnt disclose.

ok so the thing is. i gotta face the facts here: i am NOT qualified to assign characters music tastes, ESPECIALLY not jsr characters who we have to assume a baseline music taste by virtue of they listen to jet set radio. i know fuckall about music. i listen to what i listen to and do not branch out as much as i ought to, so i am shit ass at thinking of things that arent just What I Like Right Now. His ass is NOT listening to My Little Pony fan musicians and emo ass amateur punk bands no matter if it ends up on his character playlist. i like to think he'd have a soft spot for like loud messy electronic/breakcore shit but even that may just purely be projecting.

that said i do think with all my haert that 100 gecs would probably be up his alley. and yoyo having like actually a pretty varied music taste but only telling people the joke stuff is EXTREMELY real. only lets on that he listens to other stuff if he thinks in the moment it'd be funnier.

i never heard of the song in the ask so i looked it up and just stared in awe. Pirates on a boat. Pirates on a boat. Pirates on a boat. Pirates on a fucking boat.... yeagh yoyo listen to that. probably going to be stuck in my head also. Thanks?!

Is making yoyo claim he listens to prit stik a bridge too far do you think. like i think he could respect what its attempting to do (be hot garbage) but also does it cross too far into "yeah i cant listen to this even for the bit" territory. hm. The prit stik website i think he would get a kick out of.

Yoyo probably doesn't listen to harsh noise. But he will if I have anything to say about it.

your statement about beat is really really scary.

[venice-1987]

As much as I would enjoy a kiss at their reunion, I do think the dragon prince crew would do something softer when (not if <-clown emoji) Sorvus is made canon. I'm picturing Corvus and Ezran and Callum arriving at the castle like in the promo image, them checking up with Opeli and she reveals everything is fine.

But Corvus asks about Soren. "Where is he?" he asks, his mind already wandering to the possibility that Soren...hadn't made it out. He will himself to remain strong for his king, but his body fills with dread. Thankfully, Opeli points him to the river.

There, Soren sits on the banks. Corvus sits beside him, noticing the same pained look in his eyes that he had seen on the ramparts the day Soren asked him to become a crownguard. Now, that same pain encompassed how he sat, how he stared mournfully into the waters.

Corvus asks is he is alright, and Soren can't even answer, holding back what emotion he can to maintain his cheerful attitude. He is failing miserably. Something more terrible than the Storm Spire must have happened. Something worse than Katolis burning down.

Corvus lays his hand over Soren's on the rock. Soren looks from it to Corvus, then shifts so that he can hold Corvus's hand back.

Like Janai and Amaya, its a confirmation.

and, of course, at the end of arc 2 or start of arc 3 (affirm affrim, manifest manifest, like to charge reblog to cast) then we get a kiss, teehee

[maul-of-shame]

Why do you and valar-did-me-wrong never post the heinous, hateful haladriel anons you claim to have received? Whenever someone gets hate they usually post the anons as proof, but neither of you did that. Interesting.

Where do I even begin with this absolute masterpiece of a reach? Because truly, the acrobatics in your logic could put even the most seasoned Cirque du Soleil performer to shame.

First off— You, just like them, came as anon. Obviously. You think people who throw hate have the guts to stand by what they say? Please. They sit behind their little grey-faced anonymity, spitting bile, because deep down, they know their accusations wouldn’t hold up to even the lightest scrutiny. They fear feedback, backlash, and accountability, which is why they only ever send these messages from the safety of a faceless profile. The only thing “interesting” here is your apparent belief that cowardly hate only counts if it’s publicly aired for your personal entertainment.

And let’s talk about this absolute gem of a claim: that I never posted proof.

Bestie, the fact that you even typed that out tells me one thing—you haven’t read shit.

I have posted proof. I have responded to hateful asks. I have directly addressed this before, which means you either (a) didn’t bother looking, (b) did and ignored it because it didn’t fit your little narrative, or (c) are just here to stir the pot regardless of reality.

The fact that you’re automatically assuming that anyone speaking out about harassment must be lying because you haven’t personally seen enough spectacle for your liking. That says far more about you than it does about me. You really just jumped straight to “They must be making it up!” without even considering that maybe, just maybe, people don’t owe you a trauma display just to prove they were harassed. That’s not a gotcha moment—that’s just a really nasty take.

Like, do you ask people to livestream their trauma too? Should we submit a notarized affidavit of every slur, threat, and unhinged screed we get in our inbox? Or would you still move the goalposts and pretend it’s “not that bad” because facing the truth makes you uncomfortable? Because abusers love the fact that people like you exist. They thrive on this exact kind of dismissal, knowing people like you will swoop in and do their dirty work by demanding “proof” while ignoring the actual problem.

And let’s not pretend for a single second that you give a shit about fairness, because if you did, you’d be holding your own side accountable instead of crawling into my inbox with your weird little conspiracy theories but oh well-

Oh, and don’t think I didn’t clock what you were trying to do as well. Dragging Valar into this? Really?

@valar-did-me-wrong, is one of the kindest, most unproblematic people in this fandom. They have my love and support and for you to drag them into this, this is absolutely vile.

The fact you tried to drag them into this tells me everything I need to know about your intentions. This isn’t about “truth.” It’s not about “proof.” It’s about trying to discredit and dismiss people speaking up about harassment because it’s easier than acknowledging that maybe—just maybe—people in your own circles are the ones sending vile shit. And that? That’s pathetic.

You really thought you did something here, huh? Sat down, typed this whole thing out, and thought, "Wow, this is gonna expose them!" Bestie, all you did was expose yourself. The way you immediately assumed that because you haven’t personally seen the proof, it must not exist? The way you think people owe you a public parade of every nasty message they get just so you can decide if their harassment is real enough? That says way more about you than it does about me.

And let’s be real for a second—if I had flooded my blog with every single piece of hate I’ve received, you and people like you would be the first to turn around and say, “Oh, look at them playing the victim, making a spectacle of it, stirring drama!” You want to move the goalposts because your problem isn’t actually with whether or not this harassment happened. Your problem is with people you dislike daring to call it out.

And the funniest part? You came into my inbox as an anon to accuse me of lying about anon hate.

The sheer lack of self-awareness is honestly impressive. The irony is writing itself at this point. The call is literally coming from inside the house, babe.

At the end of the day, your little conspiracy theory is as embarrassing as it is transparent. If you need to contort reality this hard just to make yourself feel better about defending the people sending hate, that’s on you. But don’t expect me—or anyone else—to take you seriously.

Oh, and before you waddle off back to whatever echo chamber convinced you this was a good idea—next time, try coming up with a take that doesn’t make you look like a sentient Lembas crumb with trust issues. Your logic is as fragile as Denethor’s grip on reality, and frankly, I’ve had more stimulating debates with my toaster. Now go touch some grass, hydrate, and maybe, just maybe, develop a personality that isn’t built entirely on being insufferable. Stop embarassing yourself in my inbox, Gollum.

Toodles!!😊

[soul-eclectic]

Have you already shared your alonzostrap headcanons? Also do you have any fic recs with them?

i have not !!! lemme run through em rq ehehe

there will be a LOOTTT under the cut....so for everyones sake, here is this small doodle of them:D feel free to scroll past if you dont wanna read my rambling

i think that alonzo is a very heavy sleeper, and munkustrap is NOT. i feel like alonzo would toss and turn and snore real loud, and munkustrap is just curled into a ball snoozing quietly... when he wakes up, which is earlier than it should be, the only thing keeping him from getting up is alonzos dead weight. alonzo would totally sleep for 12 hours at a time, and munk would only get a solid 6 lolll ((it was also SUCH a learning curve for him to tune out alonzos snoring))

alonzo, whos usually always showing off or restraining his emotions to seem Cool, really allows himself to let all of that go with munk! he is very comfortable putting his bravado away for a time. he knows that munk doesnt see him as someone who needs protection, which makes him feel more sincerely confident:) one of alonzos words is "uncertain" so i play into that a loott for them

meanwhile, munkustrap feels very protected with lonz...i wouldnt say he sees him just as a shoulder to lean on, but where alonzo was a street cat who Knows His Stuff, munk kind of lets the reigns go. he does NOT usually like being taken care of by any means but he is comfortable letting alonzo do so! he still struggles to communicate his needs though, i think. the only reason alonzo can usually tell is just because being near eachother is second nature

though i think when they met, alonzo disliked munkustrap just as much as he disliked every other stranger cat he met on the streets. he could tolerate him being around, but he didnt really have friends so he was under the assumption that munk would tire of alonzos one word responses eventually, and leave. also, alonzo was and still is very much the "i dont need help" type lol

meanwhile munkustrap was absolutely ecstatic to find another cat his age that he didnt already know!! he reeeaally wanted to get to know alonzo, and maybe show him the junkyard one day for fun. sooo imagine munks suprise when alonzo shows up to the junkyard one day after a bad run in with macavity

he offers alonzo his own sort of guest den, but is even MORE shocked when alonzo asks to stay with him in his den.!!!!

long story short....they were roommates....unfortunately nothing happened for a very long time because alonzo didnt think munk liked him like that, and vise versa. it happened veeerry slowly, with more touchiness and words of affection...i think they had a "what are we" phase

uuuhhh heres a thing. first 2 panels are earlier in the timeline if it wasnt obvious by munks collarlessness !!! also gus. hiii gus

my fic recs...hmmm...im gonna have to go with

- Did It Hurt when You Fell From Heaven? by OnTheFritz

- Moments of Happiness by OnTheFritz (again)

- Sick Days by OnTheFritz (sorryy, they made a lottt of the alonzostrap stuff on the tag)

- A Pattern of Timeless Moments by Immasari

i cannot find my most favorite one for some reason...this is so sad idk where it went

[vampmilf]

i mean tbh i dont know why i keep being so surprised by it but every time someone talks about me to someone else and uses he/him its like. omg wow. thank you??!? you didnt have to do that but you did and thats so kind of you how do i even express my gratitude?? like i know its the bare minimum actually and it would never occur to me to call anyone anything else but the pronouns they give me but then when people do it to me im like whhhoaaaa whatttttt holy shit man thanks!! anyways uhhhh this really isnt going anywhere i just get a little headrush when someone he/hims me which im sure is very normal and means nothing anyways if you ever he/him me thank you i love you bye mwah ♡

[janesurlife]

I spent half my life following different sports, still never understand the hate fans have towards players be it their own fav or opponents. We are seeing the kind of hate lando is getting from Max fans but I am also witnessing an almost vengeful outrage against one of their own cricketers by ICT fans. Like I understand, they lost at home, got clean and sweeped quite shamefully. I am glad that it was by kiwis and not Aussies otherwise I would have to kill myself (jk) but seriously it's not the end of the world. There's no need to abuse Virat especially when today is his birthday like come on guys, let's be mature for a second.

The way I think is that your favourite team or player losing isn't the worst thing that can happen to you, let's be honest it's not BUT losing a game IS one the worst thing that can happen to your favourite team or player so be fucking mindful of it. That's all I'm asking. Criticism is good, hell half my job is criticizing players, it helps them but you threatening their life or their loved ones life isn't gonna do anything to help them. At the end they'll start resenting their own people, their own country and fucking leave. One has already done it, how many more players have to leave the country before you guys understand.

[evanpeterswifeyyy]

I don't understand why you have to defend her so much since we know nothing about her.

Yipee!! My first anon hate!!

I wanna clarify (and I’ve even said this exact thing you said in another post) I am not defending her.

Yeah, we know nothing about her, which is why I’m not gonna make claims that she isn’t good for him or is abusing him because nobody claiming that knows her. It’s unfair to drag someone who as far as anyone knows has done nothing wrong.

These claims affect Evan too. People are claiming that their relationship is some sort of stunt and that tarnishes his name and also, as we’ve seen, it can add pressure to a relationship. Just LEAVE THEM ALONE. That is my entire point.

Until there is a blatant statement from someone who knows Evan or Natalie, or one from Evan or Natalie themselves or there is visual proof of any sort of unhappiness/ abuse (not small bruises or him just having a frown) I’m going to always stand up for Natalie AND Evan, because it’s the right thing to do and no one else is doing it. They are in a relationship, so everything you say does affect both of them.

I genuinely don’t see how just saying “stop making rumors abt ppl u don’t know” ESPECIALLY if it’s obvious they’re just jealous, is a problem. Like bffr.

Hating on Natalie is hating on Evan atp because not only can u not control him from dating, but it makes it seem like he’s incapable of dating and making good choices when he’s a grown adult and can date who he wants. He’s not an incompetent baby. And in the same vain, yes he can make bad choices, which is why when you claim that Natalie was a bad choice that reflects onto him. True or not atp.

Hope that clears it up for you anon 🫶🫶

[skateisawesome]

at what point is an intro post necessary?

OH WELL HERE IT IS!

my name is skate, im a minor, im a girl, i use she/her pronouns and i have no idea what im doing!!

im in my last year of highschool so im a very busy girl and i will complain about school

some fun facts about me are: i play 5 instruments and sing, i like reading, my favourite season is winter, i speak a fair amount of french and italian and i can crochet.

my music taste includes: taylor swift, harry styles, hozier, lana del rey, one direction, that band honey, mitski, muse, deftones, ed sheeran, jack hartman and many others (also i love to talk about music btw)

im also mentally ill so just prepare yourself for that!

most of my posts are about my life i guess but i love the whole osemanverse (mostly solitaire) and will post about it. i am in a phase of watching random movies at the moment so expect some of that too.

my asks are open and i love answering literally anything and if you ask a question ill probably fall in love with you or smth

my tags are 'skate has words' for my writing 'skate answers' for answering asks and 'skate rants!' for rants obviouslyyyy

also my messages are open and, yes, i am extremely awkward, i would LOVE to be friends !! i need to add that i am very unwell sometimes for long periods of time and will sometimes just not respond to messages. i am sorry but ill get there eventually.

if youre gonna be mean to pretty much anyone i dont really want you here. just dont be an asshole guys.

anyway have a good day !! :)

[suvarnarekha]

i wrote an entire draft while i was terribly SICK in a team which has my seniors as well. they expected me to write the entire thing because let's be real, they didn't wanna write. they treated work as a chore but for me, it was passion. so ofcourse i wrote the entire thing on my own despite them knowing i'm sick. after i did, they were "editing" and "suggesting" and "pointing out mistakes."

MISTAKES? the AUDACITY? i don't care if i'm sounding super shallow or whatever but i saved everyone's asses and i don't even get a simple acknowledgement in return?

folks, this is your lesson. don't do excessive unpaid labour for academic or personal validation because it is never good for your dignity. people take advantage of your energy and zeal and exploit it. it happens EVERYWHERE, especially in brain rotting spaces like colleges.

[fenkizard]

me everytime I realize I made the same mistake on here 💀💀💀💀💀

[garwicbreb]

I'm so fucking sick of ai.

I don't want ai to write my stories for me. I don't want a robot telling me how to make a scene more emotional with stolen words it cannot feel and robbing it of its complexities with forced grammar and nonsensical musings. I don't want it to correct or rewrite anything for me.

I don't want ai to tell me information when I look something up and for it to be the first thing that's shoved in my face spouting false information. I don't want an 'overview' taking over the other pages of information written from heart and interest whether it be a small Wikipedia contribution or a whole blog from 2009 with comic sans and poorly formatted images.

I don't want it there and the very fact that it's pretty much impossible to disable, not even giving me the option of removing it is frankly quite harrowing. The very fact its there slurping up a power grid to steal website headings and make words that have no substance does nothing for my anxieties about the future of the world and don't get me started on ai 'art'. Its not surprising that these big corporate companies are so keen on it, but it doesn't make me any less angry.

[fishdanshi]

how it feels to be cursed with the bad at communicating but talk too much when i talk autism

[quadrantadvisor]

What if I scripted Stephanie Meyer's "The Host" into a TV show, and I kept all the rad as fuck sci-fi concepts and the messaging about human love and resilience, but I removed all the nasty bioessentialism and openly advocating for teen girls to date adult men. What then?

Probably would keep the focus on Wanda and Melanie's relationship, rather than the love square/jealousy plot. I never liked how after Melanie started "fading" in the book she basically became a nothing character. Also the way she completely lost all sense of self and/or rationality whenever her dude was around was uh. Dumb.

Also the cast of the human survivors are so potentially interesting, but we never spend any time with them. They could have sub-plots! We could get to know them! The funeral scene of that one guy would be way more emotionally effective if he like. Actually had a character before dying.

We're keeping all the alien species as they were described, like the telepathic underwater plants, or the polar bears with hand blades, or the bats who communicate entirely by singing. Also benevolent parasitic communism. That's good as is.

But yeah every scene with Jared or Ian needs to be at least slightly reworked, so we can get them to the level of "flawed yet compelling" instead of "irredeemable assholes". And we're aging Melanie up a few years, that's going to solve a lot of our problems from the get go.

Uncle Jeb and Jamie are mostly good, they can stay. And the basic plotline of the human characters being rightfully terrified of Wanderer because of what her species has done to the human race, but as a result mistreating her, since there's no way for her to adequately communicate she's not a threat to them, and then slowly learning to accept and to trust. Honestly that slaps. I love when characters get the shit beat out of them because of Circumstances. I love when people who think that they have to be enemies, because they have every reason to be, because not only are they on opposing sides but they have actively harmed one another already, decide to become family instead. Favorite storyline, has the same vibes as that one ATLA fanfic where Zuko's taken captive on a water tribe ship, y'all know what I'm talking about [you likely do not know what I am talking about].

Basically The Host would be one of my favorite books ever if it didn't suck so bad. Also no one ever cared about the movie adaptation. A TV show could be so kickass. Thank you for attending my ted talk.

[cnl0400]

Don't you think obey me has enough characters?

Under Read More because it's a bit incoherent and lol. Sorry anon

It's not that I need more characters and more that RAD itself feels empty, I don't really think there's a point in the SF If you know the brothers are going to win anyways, it feels rigged, the brothers are the student council, the "top" but there's nothing to compare them to, because all students are either SC members or exchange students (who have certain "privileges" as mentioned in OGS2, like having easier clases and the like). Only exception to this rule Is Mephistopheles. Idk, you can't really feel how powerful the SC Is If you don't have a point of reference in how the 'lesser demons' act.

There's has been games with fewer characters that make more livid schools, but to do that you have to distribute their roles so It doesn't becomes numbing. Having more than one (in this case, two) perspectives makes things interesing.

Something I have talked before Is how in certain point in S4, Diavolo makes a survey about what the student body thinks about the exchange students. The result are... Really negative. Like, most of the students either don't care or hate the EEs. But why do they hate them? Or why should *we* care about what this faceless crowd thinks of us? What have we done to them to even warrant this response????

Another example, in the lesson from today, Asmodeus being sabotaged in the SF feels so out of nowhere, why did this demon do that in the first place? Just to win? I don't care that this random demon was punished because it feels the equivalent of moving a rock out the way. Obey Me in general would benefit from having some kind of antagonistic force for cases like these.

A good compromise would be like they did today with Blackjack/Red Devil/Nancy and just have them be a textbox (If you are cheap and don't want to invest in background characters) Michael has been like this since the beggining, Queen Rose was a niche character that had certain following when the dame events happened, and every scene with the Butcher in S3 was comedy gold. No mention of characters like Helene, Griselda, etc. So I think you can nail characters like these If you make the effort.

Hell, Mephistopheles before having a sprite had cult following just from chats and mentions in the main story. OG at least used to namedrop demons that existed in-universe, now it's "a demon" everytime something happens.

RAD just feels small, empty, barren, etc. and I have skipped most RAD related events since before Nightbringer was announced, lol

[m1dnight-blu3]

someone please free me from the shackles of my ableist job so I can read my books, draw and write my silly little fics in PEACE