#rant over ig LOL
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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out
#zymart#zymtalk#rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st#the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL#i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board#bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route#and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week#then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly#in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized#after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly#SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it#oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi#i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie#[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now#idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim#but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it#anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying 🫶#you are not safe#edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j
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Every goddamned time I think I have the timeline down for this fucking game I am, once again, proven wrong.
#UGH#well fuck you too ig#I'm not fucking#retconning the goddamned ages again y'all can deal#I guess Micha is just fucking 12 then you fucking cunts#he and Ai will stay twins#bullshit bullshit bullshit#I hate timelines#they fuck me over every single time#not mad at anyone in particular btw#just myself#LOL#I'm not very number smart and it always#bites me in the ass#anywas#yeah#Micha is 12 like Ren#he lies about his age#because he was held back due to his time in rehab#for the car wreck#which will be a plot point#in my own little head#iwrite rambles#iwrite rants#olba#olnf#our life
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mannn I wish gyaru blogs were actual blogs and not just reposts of pictures found on pinterest …. ( 𖦹‸𖦹)
#gyaru blog#gyaru#gaijin gyaru#gyaru gal#rant#ig?#idk its just annoying seeing the same things over and over again lol
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i hate to be on the fence ab it bc honestly i was really fucking upset at first about hades 2 Odysseus and i defo still am
and like, you don’t have to play the game obviously. do what you want. and you’re allowed to be bothered (i still am) but everyone is very up in arms over like four lines of dialogue in a game that will have over a hundred hours of play time. and a lot of people are saying things about how "the writers hate Penelope" but i have not been able to find ANY CREDIBLE SOURCE THAT CONFIRMS THIS. yall will just believe anything
idk the amount of Jumping To Conclusions going on is. 😬. and we’re not even in early access yet. like can you maybe wait. to form your opinions. until we have the whole story.
#sorry for being bitter lol#if this gets too much heat i will be deleting it. but i do not retract my statement.#not tagging as hades 2 bc i don’t want to be eaten by the dogs#rant??? ig????#mj rambles#also i think people deciding not to play the game solely because of 1 (one) POTENTIALLY botched character interpretation is so shallow#my guy is not even the main character#yes i will be so so sad if we can't reunite odypen but the game is not ABOUT odypen.#its about melinoe. i think you guys are forgetting this is about melinoe.#anyways idc the tech test is over. im gonna find out for myself when i get my hands on early access
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Because I've seen a few Mind's weapon headcanons, I'll throw my own headcanon hat into the ring.
Mind doesn't have a weapon. He's the weakest of the three and has no physical defense. Instead, he uses his words as weapons, trying to manipulate anyone aggressive towards him into backing down. He destroys people with his epic Facts and Logic.
Unfortunately, those manipulation tactics just make Heart angrier most of the time. This is what lead to the Ruler Of Everything incident.
After reconciling with Heart, Mind tries to deescalate fights into simple discussions.
Headcanon #154
#chonny jash#submission#cj mind#you explain it so well#i have nothin much to add as that's p much how i see it lol#bro will talk shit until he gets hit#and even then he don't shut his mouth#id say like storm & a spring/TME to Light/We're Gonna Win are good transitions between how he goes from arguments to discussions#going from what he thinks the problems are & what problems he had and using it to insult or blame Heart#to talking about it & why its a problem. but just from a viewpoint and not a biased perspective ig?#idk I feel like im in the cjfs discussion channel now lol#im ranting now but i do love the idea that he doesn't have an actual weapon#although i don't have main ideas or headcanons with stuff like this. i just enjoy most interpretations#i do prefer this one. cos i think its fun :}#i still like the idea of him having a weapon tho of course#like the clock hand daggers#tho there was one idea [while it mainly being a joke] i loved. that he just has a fuckin chainsaw#i love that#anyways rant over. moss out :}
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series i’m gatekeeping from my family vs series i’m ✨ok✨ with my family knowing i’m into:
#‘why do you gatekeep hw from your irls?’ well. the thing is. i just ✨don’t want to✨#and. like. i’ve already led my family to believe that i bought bl manga when i was buying idol sengen at animate#so i think im already past the point of no return in that regard. so. um. yeah.#thank you village vanguard for the unexpected μ’s content in 2k24 you truly are yappa saikyou#i s w e a r falling back into my ll phase almost 10 whole years after i first got into it is unexpected tbh#compounded with the fact that i can now actually afford whatever im looking for. so. like. my wallet is in crisis lol#i had just reached my savings goal last month but now i’ve overspent bc i saw great deals on resold honoka-chan hoodies and i couldn’t help—#so now i have 2 identical hoodies lol. but i’ll keep one of them safe in its packaging bc im unwell like that ig#my merch whaling is out of control i s w e a r but my oshis are just too cute aaaaaaaaa#i probably should open another savings account instead… maybe that’d keep my spending under control…#b u t for now honoka-chan jersey im looking for you#tfw ur oshi is decently unpopular amongst the fans so hardly anyone resells her merch lmao#so ig the relatively fewer fellow fans she has are more dedicated to her than fans of other more popular characters lol#but at least her stuff (when resold) isn’t as overpriced as the actually popular members (birb and tomato)#so my wallet isn’t crying as hard as it could’ve been? ig? hunting for almost 10 year old merch is a pain fr though#either way. the grip idol series have on my wallet is truly insane#i wonder how many bags of chips i could’ve bought with the amount i’ve spent on hw and ll merch to date…#at least a thousand… i think. maybe even 2 thousand if my past gacha game whaling is taken into consideration…#…this is probably why it’s important to have a decent paying job ig.#oh well. at least i may be making b a n k this month with how much ot i’ve had to do this week so far…#i hope i won’t have to work till 5am again over the next 2 days… that had been a horrible experience.#help what am i even talking about anymore why am i having a life crisis right here and now u m.#anyways. dni if you dislike honoka-chan. thanks for coming to my crisis rant. see you when the last stage mv drops ig ok byeeeee
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okay ill jump on the hyperspecific poll bandwagon
here's the wikipedia page for heritage language; it's most commonly defined as 'a minority language (either immigrant or indigenous) learned by its speakers at home as children, and difficult to be fully developed because of insufficient input from the social environment. the speakers grow up with a different dominant language in which they become more competent'.
it doesn't have to be a first language, just one you grew up with, but as an example: i learned mandarin first from my mom, but i was born in and grew up in the us, so i started learning english at age 2 and never got very good at my first language. its a weirdly important part of my identity and i just had to put it here cause im so confused when polls conflate 'first' and 'native' languages lol
#polls#hyperspecific poll#sorry for the rant abt heritage languages . not really#i am aware that these are all over the place#i have 0 clue if any of these are way more or less common than the other ones but ig ill find out#ideally aiming for like 50-75% 'none' answers but i probably went too general w some of them and too specific w others#fun fact one of the poison oak times was today peace and love#ive currently got bones degreasing rn#and the wildflower one was a few days ago lol ily wood sorrel.... why r u mean 2 me suddenly
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I'm currently forcing myself to seriously stop making content and take a break so I've been revisited old fandoms... Hermitcraft(mainly Grian content), Bnha(continuing fanfics i left off), I even binged watched the whole minecraft storymode and man I'm kinda disappointed there's no season 3 to binge watch.
And now idk how to feel? now that I've properly taken a break without my brain always running through sheer adrenaline of wanting to finish this comic, to finish this art piece or have a video ready to upload for next week. I feel... Tired? Like now since I'm just laying down and digesting content I really enjoyed consuming, the tiredness just finally sunk in and my body and mind are just screaming at me to just rest, after creating content after content at a fast pace while simultaneously juggling with my school work. And at some point i was even helping my sis make content for her own thing which didn't help my health at all and with how poorly i was at managing my time lmao
Idk for y'all but I don't do projects that'll take a long long time to accomplish. And the fast pace is actually what i really enjoy in my art, because it feels motivating for me to finish a piece and move onto the next and improve from there, and it seriously helped me improve drastically and continue to improve, because i see the improvements and I don't just get stuck on seeing the mistakes but seeing the things that need improving for me to deem a project is finished. And i think because of all that positive drive i had, i think it took really sudden and heavy hits on my mental and physical health and certain aspects of my life when I'm just feeling nothing but fatigue running through sheer adrenaline.
(I'm probably just saying this to myself)
The thing is, having the motivation and positive drive to aim for certain milestones is a good thing, but not taking sufficient breaks to cool off will just end up exploding on you in the worst ways possible. So learn how to manage your time and set your priorities.
Anywho taking a break made me also realized i hate feeling tired... But i still refuse to drink coffee!
...Maybe only in dire situations. (Aka schoolworks)
#is this venting?#or just a post to#manage my own thoughts#or mayb I'm just#scolding myself#thinking#ig mentions of#hermitcraft#bnha#minecraft story mode#i really enjoyed being able to get back to these#also no i haven't watched dragon's rising#but spoilers seem attarcted to me#and i think i kinda have a good understanding#on what's happening there lmao#i should probably shut up#oki rant over#lol
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i feel like i’ve been WAITING for the other shoe to drop wrt people’s opinions about watcher for this very reason. not that i think the reaction is completely not understandable but the greater the parasocial relationship, the greater the fallout as soon as public opinion shifts. you don’t have a relationship with these people they’re just content creators, chill
#ready to see all the people coming out of the woodwork to say how they’ve never liked watcher/unsolved/etc#and act like it’s ‘cringe’ now that their fanbase feels ‘betrayed’#it’s great to have a fanbase but parasocial relationships will bite you in the ass every single time#it’s interesting too though because i’ve seen watcher have a LOT of support as they’ve tried to build something separate from buzzfeed#so this is the first time they’re getting real pushback about a decision they’ve made wrt shifting their platform/expanding their brand#so ig we’ll have to see how they react moving forward#but it’s soooo interesting to see how enthusiastically people dump on buzzfeed#AND how many people dump on youtube and how over the years so much of its functionality has been stripped away#how many ads you have to sit through. how much sponsored content there is now. etc#but when they try to do the same thing with youtube that they did with buzzfeed it’s like how dare you not lick their boots#because if you lick their boots and we lick their boots we can watch stuff for free#anyway.#even if you don’t any to say it’s a bad business decision. it’s not like there’s not precedent for it#1) the move away from buzzfeed was successful and 2) what about the dnd shows or whatever#don’t you guys watch those dnd shows that are ‘behind a paywall’#don’t you guys have netflix hulu disney hbo amazon etc ad nauseum that are actually owned by billion dollar corporations#don’t you guys get on your high horses about supporting independent artists all the time#it’s interesting that people will profess to be such big fans!!! and feel like they’re friends!!!!#but how dare they think their work might be worth paying for#idk. idk. it’s entitlement though#sorry for the rant i’m ALSO not trying to blindly defend a bunch of people i don’t know#but you guys are being soooo fucking annoying about it lol#anyway i’m still waiting to see what their response is going to be from here before jumping to conclusions#also to be fair i am biased to be lenient about decisions made by independent filmmakers vs big studios etc#like everybody freaking out about the ai art used in late night with the devil. who cares honestly#‘they should’ve paid a real artist!!’ idk maybe their budget didn’t cover that#i don’t want it to become the industry norm but at the end of the day i would rather see indie shit getting made then only seeing#the big studios (who don’t have equitable practices anyway!!) making shit#but that’s another conversation. just to be transparent about my viewpoint on this kind of thing#maybe controversial but also can’t we have nuance. for once.
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so one of my good friends (a year younger than me) just told me she used to be in love with me when she was a hs freshman because i was quote "the prettiest fucking idiot" she'd ever met. is life even real. huh. people actually like me without me realizing it? like wow im gonna go die now thats adorable
#hilarious context to all of our prior interactions because i fr felt like such a cool dude adopting the local freshmen and inviting them#to my club just to find out she only joined bc she wanted to hang out with me#which is cool ig that was ages ago so whatever#but like how did i not realize. damn.#her boyfriend found all of this hilarious bc we were all in the same call. im never living this down.#told them im telling tumblr and she went “lol are you sure you want to do that”#i need to let the gang know all of my fumbles. for my reputation.#boyfriend and i are childhood friends so if he tries to hold this over me im gonna remind him how he was like trying to ask her out#disaster of a man right there we share half a braincell that we lost over the years i swear#also telling him that hes been reduced to just her boyfriend in this post bc i like bullying him. keeps the world turning.#malt rants
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you ever see a callout post or w/e where it's like. yeah okay when i see these (hopefully not faked) screenshots i can see why you'd interpret it the way you did. BUT this is also like the worst possible way you could read it if you don't give op any benefit of a doubt because you already decided they're awful. like sometimes someone isn't evil they're just not good at phrasing themselves and if you dedicated even 30 more seconds to reread what they said without attaching your own expectations you will likely be way less angry about it
#there is A Big Blog that shall not be named who posts a lot of these#but i know they posted lies before. or rather they took things so out of context and slapped a label on the person who posted them -#- to immediately turn you against said person. and if you read it w/o that label in mind this is a perfectly neutral text#and i KNOW they slap these labels needlessly bc i know some people they called out and they straight up lied about them#(as in. said they have x political opinion when they're very openly and vocally y. this sort of thing)#and this is all in the purpose of starting a smear campaign on way smaller blogs to ig drive them off the site#bc. idk. they disagreed with them on one thing? or liked a meme they happened to find disrespectful?#or maybe being a big blog like that just makes them believe their own hype and so every assumption they make is always right. who knows#moral of the story is if you get pissed at someone give it one more minute before you attack them#not bc it might bite you in the ass later (tho hopefully it will them) but bc we're all human and this shit is actively making life worse#like we are not making it as a society if we can't be civil in such a basic way even on such a small scale 😭#yeah ok sorry rant over. closing anons bc i don't want anyone to interpret MY words in the worst possible way lol
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Helloo, I still exist did anyone even notice I was mostly gone lol
Anyone interested in ehhh...slightly unhinged work-related talk?
No?
Well. Too bad
Anyone that knows me irl please ignore the tags – I'm embarrassed ✨🥰
#I said ignore the tags#please ignore them#I'm serious#alright soooo...i started this new job about 1 1/2 months ago... It's not great or anything neither is the payment but it's alright#also I can walk there from home bc it's so close by which is nice I guess#anywayyy it's a grocery store owned and run by a family (my boss and his wife + their 2 (3??) adult children)#now my boss is kinda hard to figure out I always think he's annoyed which makes me insecure but I think that's just how he is idk lol#but he isn't rude or anything (at least I never noticed??)#his wife seems nice and so does (one of) their daughter(s(?))#his son – who is idk probably in his early 30s?? could also be late 20s but I can't guess people's age – is the manager#he's nice as well I think and he even jokes around with (some of) the employees from time to time#either way...this is all rather irrelevant. Point is some part of me has decided to be uhhh weird about him in the past week ig#and I don't think that feeling was there before?? Idk I don't consider him attractive or anything (at least I don't think I do??) + he's#married (?? He's definitely taken) and has two children I think judging from his profile picture in our work-app at least and like I said#he could also be quite a bit older (I mean...yk)#anywayyy i am being weird about him and something within me turned into teenager mode or whatever and iiiiiiii don't know what to do lol#not that it's really a big deal I suppose it's just that he's my boss' son and my supervisor/manager/superior/?? which makes thoughts#outside of work weird (:#no i will not elaborate#alright tag rant over I'm not sure I really wanna post this this feels awkward to post publicly hah :')#will probably delete later#someone send help#((:
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man. every time I open a wip and read what I’ve written I can’t help but realize just how… ooc it is
like don’t get me wrong it’s VERY on track with what exists in my head (with minor consistency errors) but also. is it even still fanfic at this point. I think at this point it would take less editing to make it an original work than it would to make it align more with any sort of “canon”
smth smth “characters change when you put them in different situations” well yeah but also he wouldn’t frickin say that. like he’d definitely say that in my head. but he would Never Frickin Say That, y’know?
#anyways. if anyone has a solution for this lmk#I don’t wanna change anything but I also wanna change All Of It#fanfic is easier than original work (and also. a lot more popular idk) but waaahhhh#maybe it’s just the part of the writing process where you ‘hate your art style’ so to speak. but man#ok rant over I’m gonna go eat pizza#pho.posts#pho.writes#<- ig lol
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there’s something so sacred about sharing what you love with others: whether it be a song or food or clothes, a show or a movie or pictures. it's just... such a deep and personal thing, you know? having someone carve out a little part of their heart and gift it to you with an abundance of joy and excitement and passion... yeah.
#i lowkey had an awful day today lol#and it was my first day taking over as teacher so that's a great way to start it#there are people in seventh period who literally despise me and maybe that's an exaggeration but i looked over their creative writing for#the day and one of those kids literally wrote about how he was having a good day but then it turned into a bad day when i started the#creative writing with them so that was great and other stuff happened idk and one of my tics was really... uh... present today and i was so#aware of it and i feel like everyone was laughing at me because of it even tho ik that was just me being self-conscious but God i wanted to#cry and i shared a piece of my heart with them today for the creative writing exercise and so many of them just. told me how awful it was#like someone straight up started with 'this song is terrible' and then proceeded to write a paragraph about how bad it was#idk. it made me feel like a young kid again - sitting by myself on the playground and reading books. like i was in middle school and#everyone was telling me that the things that i loved were stupid. like i was a kid getting teased just lowkey enough that the teachers#couldn't tell because it wasn't necessarily outright bullying but they were making fun of what i loved which Hurts and then i was in high#school having to defend what i love and then in college hearing 'you ruined this for me because you liked it too much' and it just. idk.#it hurts. i find sharing passions and what i love with others so sacred and important and it Hurts when they just tear it and you down and#ik they're juniors and ik there will always be people like that but it was constant and idk. i'm just sad lol#so anyways even if someone shares something with you that you don't like there is literally No reason to be rude about it. you're allowed#to say you dislike it but it's not okay to just tell them straight up it's stupid or awful or you'd rather get hit by a car than hear the#song again. hm. ig i have some unresolved trauma lol#sorry for the rant y'all i just. needed to rant ig idk
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like actually what happened between childhood and now bc i used to cry once in a blue moon and in the past couple of years the crying has just amped up more and more and now i cry over literally everything. like i can identify some factors but like overall what is going on
#i think i cry over everything rn just bc i’m constantly at least a little bit stressed lol#so any upset brings me over the edge yk#but just in general the past couple years i cry more now & idrk why#maybe being able to be more emotionally vulnerable?? but i feel like i still struggle w that#bruh idk blame it on hormones ig#ghost rants
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Not my job acting like I can’t have Saturdays off so I can be at my sons soccer games. I will quit and I will take my clients with me. My girlies are loyal as hell. Play with me babes. Do it. Plz.
#the way I have bent over backwards for this company for them to tell me no#my babies come first not your greedy fucking ass#work rant#I think it’s time I take the leap and go on my own#also for context I do lashes lol#feel free to support me on ig and Tik Tok 😘
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