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Pretty Boy
sub!Joel Miller x fem!reader
!!! 18+ content. If you’re a minor go away !!!
A/n: Hi everyone! Quick post for tonight that I’m kinda iffy about- I may delete later depending on how I feel! This story was based on a convo I had with @dionysusinparis (this is for u baby 💗) This specific story was made with game!joel in mind but you can picture show!joel if you’d like! As always constructive criticism is welcome! Enjoy! Likes, comments, and reblogs are appreciated! 🫶🫶💗💗
Warnings: handjob I guess- and mommy kink. If I missed anything pls let me know!
W/c: 765
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Joel had come home from a long patrol. His body was aching, he wasn’t as spry as he used to be. He wanted nothing more than to just come home to his doting lover, take a quick shower, and crash for the night.
He walked up the creaky stairs making sure to avoid the squeaky steps so as to not disturb you if you were asleep. He went into your shared bedroom to find it empty. He turned to the bathroom door that was connected to the main room which was slightly ajar, light slipping through the cracks and the sound of running water coming from behind it.
Joel called out your name and the bath faucet squeaked shut. Joel walked over and opened the door to find you sitting on the closed toilet, hunched over the bathtub. You hear him come in and greet him with a smile.
“Hi honey!” You beamed as you stood up and placed a kiss on his cheek. “What’s this?” He asked as he wrapped an arm around your waist and looked down at the bubble and pinkish/purplish tint of the water, probably some bath salts you got from a trade you made with someone in town. “I ran you a bath! I figured I could take care of you tonight..” you smiled sheepishly, worried he wouldn’t like it.
“Oh.” Was all he said as he began to take off his clothes. You watched as he peeled off the dirty and sweaty clothing items from his tired body, your cheeks getting hot at the indecent sight of your lover’s nude body as if you’ve never seen him like this before.
Once he’s rid of his clothes he sits down in the warm bath, grunting as the warm, sweet flower smelling water soak into his exhausted bones. You kneel down next to the bath as you grab his shower rag and lather some soap on it. You turn to look at him with a smirk.
“You gonna let me wash you baby boy?” You ask teasingly as you squeeze the rag, making water slosh down into the tub and run down your wrist. Joel looks at you, his own cheeks becoming red at the proposition. “Sure..” was all he could mutter as he got closer.
As gently as possible you began to scrub his body, making sure to massage it as well with every swipe of the rag. You gradually got lower and lower till you got to the place you wanted to most.
“Oh.. someone is extra dirty down here hm? Want me to wash them good baby?” You cooed as Joel tensed, your hand traveling down to cup his balls. Joel let out a sigh that seemingly sounded like a whimper.
You watched as his eyebrows knit together as you massaged his balls. “Such a good boy..” you whisper and move your hand to wrap around his hardening length. “What’s this?” You gasp. “Someone sure is eager for mommy to take care of them hm?” You began to pump his cock slowly as Joel actually lets out a low whimper.
“Tell me baby, do you want mommy to take care of her pretty boy?” You asked as you kept a slow and steady pace, Joel’s eyes were closed as he rested his head on the tile behind him.
“Fuck.. mhh. Mommy- please take care ‘f me..” Joel pleaded as he gripped the side of the tub with his palm, his hand white knuckle tight with the immense grip.
“I can’t hear you…” you teased again as you completely stopped pumping his cock. Joel began to whimper out once more. “No! Please! Don’ stop! Need mommy to help me- need ‘er to take care ‘f me!” Joel sounded so needy and desperate. You couldn’t resist, you simply had to help your deprived baby!
You grabbed his throbbing dick and began to pump quickly, Joel’s moans filled the air along with the wet sound his cock was making as you moved your hand up and down.
“Ungh! Mommy! Gonna- cum-“ Joel barely managed to say as his pearly white cum spurt out and covered your hand. You changed your speed and slowed down to help him work through his orgasm all while whispering some encouragement in his ear.
“Such a good boy! Mommy is so pleased with you, my pretty boy!” You smiled as you kissed his forehead, Joel was still panting trying to recover from the orgasm. He slowly smiled back as he sank down in the tub. Maybe he does like when mommy takes care of him.
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2. What.
!Disclaimer!
This post has gore, nudity (not talked mush into) neglected health, bad thoughts, if this is something that you don’t like I do say you should scroll. If not have fun reading!
She couldn’t even sleep this night, thinking back to the man, to the floorboards but now it was getting harder and harder to even walk without feeling like something was going to grab her, pull her down, take her skin with them. Just like the two boys from under her house.
She hasn’t bathed, she smelled grossed and hasn’t ate or drink anything for the week she felt sick, she stink, she was gross and she still refused to move from her bed. Finally she decided enough was enough getting up walking slowly towards her clothes which she just grabbed a pair of pjs, then ran to her bathroom shutting the door behind her before putting her clothes down.
Finally she started to stripe down her clothes, turning the water on warm so it wouldn’t burn her and getting in but didn’t move for a good while just standing there letting the water soak her entire body over her hair now being wet and the smell not fading as she haven’t even bothered to pick up the soap yet it was nice to embrace the warmth that the shower gave her she finally grabbed her rag and scrubbed it violently before starting to scrub herself down her head all the down to her feet a small heave had came out of her mouth. Now starting to do her hair she would just do a quick shampoo and conditioner and that would be it, and she did.
She pushed the curtain to the shower back, getting out slowly the cold air washing over her slowly once warm now cold droplets of water cascading down her body and onto the floor as she grabbed her towel a colorful on, the most she could do for herself for how much she neglected doing this.
Slowly she started to get dress her moments unsteady and weirdly moving she could barely balance herself without feeling like she was going to hurl, “food and maybe a drink before I brush my teeth” was all her thoughts were talking about she was hungry and thirsty her throat hurt badly and made it sore over the week.
But she sighed getting up to head to the kitchen, opening the door to fling herself back because of the water that had dripped down from her body she slipped and had hit her head on the side of the bath making her let out a groan before she tried backing up more.
A human, a skinned one, the skin being tied up from a rope as it hung there so still, lifeless, like everything had been sucked out of it.
She couldn’t scream, cry, even let out small groan for the pin that her head is having all she did was stare at it, mostly just its hollowed out eyes as it looked down to the floor.
Maybe about thirty minutes of just sitting there and watching it she finally got up trying to find a way to go past him and she did, but some of her skin touched hers it felt like a cool seeping breeze was creeping up on her, like death trying to grab a hold of her to take her, to kill her.
She could only run now, her phone was in the kitchen and she grabbed it quickly dialing 9-1-1 and picking up
“Hello ma’am, where are you and what is your case?”
“I think someone broke into my house, I don’t know! Am scared, there’s human skin hanging BY A ROPE! IN FROMT OF MY BATHROOM! I-“
“Ma’am? Hello ma’am?”
She fell silently the skin was turning the head at most, was turning to look at her before it was making small soft noises… “help me…” “w-what?” “Help me. Help me. Help me. HELP ME. HELP ME. HELP ME. HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME”
It now shrieked at her its flat arms moving violently around and its body moving like it shouldn’t, before it stopped. Silence. The woman was now yelling.
“MA’AM, Are you there?”
“Y-yes, I am, the skin, it was moving, MOVING! All by itself” her voice came out in shaky and muffled tone holding the phone tight turning around the skin and back at the phone all she did now was talk, talk what she did today, her sentences were short and airy, the woman had listen only hoping the police would be there soon.
Sorry this was not that good am still getting better but I definitely improved! I would love your opinion on what I could do and not do! But anyways have a nice night or day! :D
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Day 184,
I think the illness itself has passed, although I’m still recovering after nearly two weeks of little food, rest, or physical activity. I feel weak, hollowed out both physically and emotionally. Yet, I cannot deny a strange sort of catharsis. As if this ragged state is proof of overcoming a great trial, on the other side of which I’ve come out purified, purged of something although I know not what.
I can walk on my own once more, even if I needs must pause to lean on a wall after a short distance. Once again I can know the joy of eating solid food, even if a shrunken appetite limits my portions. Soon, I hope to properly bathe myself once more, even if the water will like as not grow cold ere I finish my ablutions.
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Is there anything so glorious as a vigorous scrubbing after too long without? Probably, but that does not detract from this feeling of refreshment.
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Shortly after that last entry I realized my bed was bare. Apparently, Lin took my bedsheets to wash while I bathed. It seems she was waiting for a moment I wouldn’t be around to object to the aid and left Maiko with instructions to not let me head out to help with the task. Prescient moves on her part to be sure.
I feel I owe the two of them so much, although as Lin was quick to point out when she returned, this is literally her job, and even if it wasn’t it’s what friends do for one another. But she added that if payment for professional services rendered will make me feel better, then I can make it up to her and Maiko by bringing them along on my next “camping trip.”
That exchange aside, the rest of the afternoon and evening passed in a comfortable placidity, alternating between casual banter and companionable silence. Truthfully, I contributed little to the conversation, content to listen to the sound of friendly voices and making the occasional commentary to let them know I hadn’t passed out. Even Maiko spoke more than I did. Come to think of it, she was more talkative than I’d grown used to her being. Good for her.
Now though, before I retire for the night, there’s a less happy point I feel I must put to paper. Whether to call it bad, I’m still conflicted about, for it distresses me less than it perhaps ought to.
The night before last, I awoke to hands running through my hair and stroking my cheek. Nearby I could faintly make out a sort of rumbling sound, like a heavy wooden sphere rolling around the inside of a hollow container. For some reason it brought to mind the purring of a cat, although it really sounded nothing like a purr. Perhaps some old world associative memory. There was certainly a sense of deep nostalgia attached to it. Whatever the case, combined with the repetitive gentle touch, it induced an immeasurably comforting sense of peace and safety.
Which makes the source of these sensations all the more unsettling in retrospect.
My eyes slowly opening, and even more slowly adjusting to the moonlit room I came to realize the nature sprite was crouched by my bed, cradling my head in its hands as it slowly and minutely rocked back and forth. For a wonder, I did not start or cry out, neither out of surprise nor in an effort to rouse Maiko, whose slumbering form I espied on a chair in the far corner. Perhaps I was too weak to do so. But, really, I think it was because in that moment I had no fear of the creature. Never would I have guessed that its touch could be that gentle, its vocalizations so soothing.
I should have been afraid of that thing. I should hate it. But…
But then and there, I felt like nothing so much as the six month old infant that I in so many ways am, suffering, on the verge of tears, and being held by a parent singing a lullaby. The memory of that moment is a pleasant one, happy even. And that in and of itself frightens me to dwell on. Did it do something to me to make me accept it, or is that just a normal human reaction to apparent acts of tender kindness? My sleepwalking, did the sprite lead me out of the library that night? And if it did, was it to lure me into the woods once more or to guide me back here where I had a more spacious room with better circulated air and windows letting in sunlight?
Once more I find myself unable to reconcile the actions of the inhuman as I ask myself what am I to it? And the perhaps more troubling question, what is it to me?
I’ve not mentioned any of this to Lin or Maiko, but perhaps I ought to. They both already know about the time the laund my encou what happe the other incident.
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"Maybe there is a god.." And for once he's keeping his shit out of his dinner. Blissfully he hums as they make their way to their room, foisted onto the wall for support while the halfling disrobes into what Trevor can only assume he considers his skivvies. It is still full dress, simply without his jacket in which it is a rare sight to see. Oh and how it accentuates the womanly dip of those hips. He can see how the patron still below could have mistaken him for one. Would've been hilarious to let him try his hand at wooing the sullen creature. There's always the next tavern.
As he meanders his way in to the darkened room he feels the knob of another door, brightening at the thought of what might be behind it. Did he like his own stink? Past a two day desolation of a shower, no. The thought of a hot bath sounds delightful and he fumbles inside for the lamp and matches. The room brightens and there she sits. An old little basin falling apart year after year, but no less stunning to grime covered travelers.
"Keep your eyes to yourself vampire. I'm going to have a wash before bed." But first, the water. After a quick jaunt down to the nearby lake he returns with a full two buckets of water set inside the pan by the fire and once ready he pours it in and lets it cool long enough he can stick his hand in without scalding. He spends an inordinate amount of time scrubbing himself down with the old rag and soap found in the bathroom and moves on to his clothes which he hangs to dry after. The only article he remains to wear is his under wear. Soaking as it is, he finds a place by the fire to dry out, stretched out like a cat on the dusty old rug.
And that's when he notices it.
"What are you playing at? One bed? One? I'm not so easy a tramp I'll let you stick your sword anywhere near me y'know." Harsh words coming from a voice lilting on sleep, soft as a kitten's purr. He hasn't the strength nor the mental fortitude to continue his tirade in any earnest, the drink's done him in.
"So then, where will you be sleeping?"
Alucard is counting the coin out for the barmaid and when he's about to pay her the dhampir notices her uncomfortable look towards Trevor. He doesn't even need to glance to the other male as he knows full well where his companion was staring. Alucard adds three gold coins to the stack as a tip for her and hands it over. "I apologize for my friend, he has no self control." He apologizes to the woman sweetly and wishes her goodnight as the pair depart.
When his shoulder is grabbed Alucard's arm reaches behind the hunter's back to grab his waist. "Are you that drunk that you've already forgotten that we already have a room for the night?" Alucard asked as he guided his companion to the stairs that led to the second floor. When they had first come here Alucard had acquired a room for them Trevor must've been too eager to get his first drink to notice.
Regardless, they did have a place to stay that wasn't outside. Though unfortunately the rooms only had one bed and Alucard didn't see the point on wasting the coin for two rooms when he didn't need much sleep. After entering their small room where Alucard had already put their travel packs in earlier he brought Trevor over to the bed to set his friend down.
"If you need to puke your guts up do try and aim for the bucket here. I don't want that nice lady having to clean up your mess." He told Trevor and stepped away from him to shrug off his long jacket. The dhampir would make himself comfortable on the chair for the night, his gaze focused out the window.
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Born Cursed
•FOUR•
"Never...leave your sight...again?" Your face showed obvious confusion, he had never treated you with such care before. There were times when subtle actions of his gave you pause for thought, such as when one of his troops had smacked your ass as you walked by, with a flick of a finger Sukuna shredded them to pieces in front of you. Or when you had gotten sick and had made Uruame go to a distant village to get you a medicine that was uncommon while he stayed next to your bed, but never has the King of Curses acted this way towards anyone, you were no different. You had been born Cursed, your father cursing you as your mother died in childbirth, causing you to radiate cursed energy. Sukuna found you absolutely decimating a group of sorcerers, staying back as he watched you shred every one of them to nearly dust, finding you covered in blood absolutely ethereal, vowing to take you under his wing, soon becoming his one and only human guard.
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The feeling of his hands slipping under your bottom brought you back to the present, giving a low gasp when he lifted you above his head, your stomach coming to his face. Briefly looking up at you, he came to lay his face next to your cut. The feeling of his hair brushing your bare breasts sent goosebumps across your skin. You couldn't help yourself when your hands lifted to him, brushing the sides of his neck before running through his undercut to his hair finding the soft locks surprising for a beast of a man like him. As you did so, a low hum rolled through his chest, almosy like a purr, the vibrations tickling your middle, sending a warmth through you. One of his extra hands slid around your back until it rested next to his face, once again speaking a few words with another soft white light enveloping the area. The pain slowly became a soft pang, much more bearable than before. His voice was low when he spoke.
"I did not know I could have such a feeling for a mortal." Hearing him sigh as your fingers played with the soft tufts of pink hair. You stopped, thinking you had displeased him, his eyes quickly snapped up to your own making you jump and your heart race. Before you could apologize, he was already moving to sit back down, using his last free hand to grab a washrag. Letting your stomach go he poured the light soap on the cloth, dipping it into the water before rubbing it to cause suds. As he pushed the rag against your shoulder, you were quick to stop him. "You've done plenty, at least allow me to wash myself." A look of annoyance flashed his features before a stoic one replaced it, smirking slightly when you glared at him and snatched the rag from his hand.
"So picky." His tongue clicked at you. Rubbing yourself down, you couldn't help the deep blush that stayed as he watched you scrub yourself nearly raw, one arm now stretched out against the edge of the bath, the other in a fist where he layed his cheek. Placing your hands on his biceps you lifted your legs while slightly pushing off, his lower hands letting you go, making you float to the middle of the bath. Your knees and toes barely sticking out as you balanced yourself in the water, keeping eye contact as you watched his smirk grow looking at you with amusement. The feeling of your body stretching and muscles being used caused a loud groan to leave your lips, your eyes closing. Setting your feet back down, eyes still closed you sank a little lower in the water until it reached your chin so you could scrub your private parts in peace without him watching your arms move with the action. After a few minutes of thoroughly cleaning yourself, you opened your eyes, locking them with Sukuna. You froze when you noticed his expression. Instead of smirking like he had been, now his eyes were narrowed at you, almost frowning. Really? You thought. Now he was just acting unreasonable, you should at least be allowed to wash your bottom and cunt without him.
He lifted his hand from the water, a finger curling towards you.
"Come."
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A/N: 😮😮😘
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!SFW! Bo Sinclair x Depressed GN Reader Headcannons
Contains: Mentions of suicide, Mentions of death, Depression, Softish Bo
He won’t catch on to what’s happening at first. Too busy taking care of Ambrose and any victims to immediately notice your shift in mood.
Bo will most likely come home confused as all the lights inside are off like he left them and dinner isn’t ready like it normally is. He’ll be mad grabbing a beer and kicking it on the couch drinking drink after drink waiting for you to come down those stairs desperate for his attention.
However, Bo ends up passing out drunk, and when he wakes up to see the only thing around the home that has changed being the sudden mysterious uptick in beer cans lying around him he’ll be livid. Mostly from confusion, Bo does not like things he can’t understand easily.
His anger will quickly diminish however when he opens your shared bedroom door to see you with tear-stained cheeks, greasy hair, and in the same clothes, he left you with yesterday.
It’ll take him a minute but he’ll recognize what you going through. Bo will wake you up if it’s a decent time and force you to get up. If you won't go take a shower on your own. He will do it for you. Simple as that.
Once Bo makes sure your cleaned and fed don't expect to be heading off to bed. Nope, you’re coming with him. He will drag you everywhere.
A part of him is scared to leave you alone. The last thing he needs is you offing yourself like his dad did or wasting away like his mom.
He will give you lots of kisses everywhere. He’ll kiss your cheeks, head, and lips every chance he gets making sure he burns the words “I love you.” into your brain. He will make you help him out around town praising you more than usual.
You may even get to see this man clean something around the home. I know, shocking.
Bo frowned. His sleeves were rolled up to his elbows as he sat beside the tub you were sitting in. Knees pulled to your chest as tears silently rolled from your eyes. He was quick to reach up whipping them away with his thumb, his palm resting on your cheek.
You whimpered pushing your face into his hand. Bo’s lips curled upward for a second. Bo leaned up placing a kiss just under your eyes where the tear once sat before letting himself rest by the tub again. He grabbed a cloth hanging on the edge of the tub before beginning to scrub you down gently.
You let him. Feeling bad the whole time just wishing you could have stood earlier when he demanded it and bathed yourself. No matter how hard you had tried though you couldn’t find it in you to take care of yourself. Couldn’t find the motivation to sit up and push onward through the day like normal.
“Stop that,” Bo scolded setting the rag aside now that you were completely covered in suds “don’t beat yourself up. Ya hear me now.” He scolded grabbing an old cup reserved for baths before scooping up some of the warm water surrounding you and pouring it over you washing away the suds clinging to your skin “We all have hard days and takin’ care of ya ain’t all that bad.” he said somehow reading your mind as he always did.
Smiling at Bo you nodded. Your smile seemed to light up his whole face forcing his own soft love-filled smile onto his lips.
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Never Worn White (Part Three)
Cloud City, Bespin. Boba Fett is on the hunt for a casual fuck before he cashes in on Han Solo’s bounty. You’re a naïve virgin, saving yourself for an adolescent fantasy… and it just so happens that he’s in town. Upon encountering the object of your infatuation though, you didn’t expect he’d be so willing to help you out.
Pairing: Boba Fett x Reader Words: 11.7k Rating: Explicit Warnings: Unprotected sex and loss of virginity
Can be found on Archive of Our Own here.
Mando’a terminology
vaar’ika - little runt
nehutyc’ika - feisty one
sarad’ika - little flower
mesh’la - beautiful
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You’d never had so many sets of eyes on you at one time until you had left the Paradise Atrium in the company of Boba Fett. The crowd had swept apart for you as if by the powers of a Jedi Knight of old, with Fett’s hand in yours, leading you out of the lounge and into the cool night air. You had been alarmed about leaving so abruptly at first - a part of you had expected to sit and chat for a while longer, get to know each other, but you supposed that prolonged discussion wasn’t really Boba Fett’s style. Once it was agreed upon that you were to spend the night together, he had simply enveloped your hand in his gloved one, and begun pulling you along towards the doors, much like a parent guiding an unruly child rather than a suitor escorting his barroom hookup.
You had balked as you approached the exit; you hadn’t settled your tab. Fett had turned and regarded you with a mute stare for a brief moment, then had wordlessly tugged you towards the bar, the Bothan bartender gazing towards you with a look of mingled pity and amusement. You didn’t think he’d really expected your irrational scheme to work out. You’d begun digging through the small bag swinging from your arm with a shaking hand, desperately searching for the credit chip that had disappeared into the recesses of it, all too aware of Boba Fett’s presence at your shoulder, breathing down your neck. He watched you struggle for a moment longer before he jostled you to the side and reached into one of the many pockets lining the flak suit underneath his armor, pulling out a haphazard pile of gold and silver Imperial credits, easily several hundred worth, the largest amount you’d ever seen in one setting. By the way Fett slammed the chips down on the counter, he knew he was vastly overpaying your dues, but you knew he wasn’t just covering your tab - he was also buying the bartender’s silence pertaining to this tryst. The Bothan wordlessly swept the money off the bar and into a cupped paw, being careful to not make too much eye contact. It was more than obvious that this kind of transaction had played out here many times before; it was better to just take the money and continue on with business as usual, no questions asked. You’d attempted to thank Fett as he’d silently led you through the shipyards towards his cruiser, but he didn’t even turn to acknowledge your words, so you dropped it. He hadn’t done it out of a display of romantic chivalry, after all - he’d only been covering his own ass, trying to make a quick getaway with you in tow. You were his prize for the night, his bounty .
So you found yourself within the confines of the Slave I , a ship the sight or sound of which would send most creatures fleeing in terror for their lives. You sat frozen on a narrow bunk in the pilot’s quarters, unsure whether you were trembling from nerves or from the cold. You hadn’t been on very many space vessels in your lifetime, let alone ones owned by galactic mercenaries, but the sterile spotlessness of the Slave had shocked you upon first entry. Based on the chipped and battle-worn exterior of the transport, you’d expected it to be dingy, the walls bearing the mark of blaster smoke residue, maybe even some old bloodstains, but instead your surroundings gave off the impression of having been scrubbed down meticulously, carefully - and fairly recently. You could tell this wasn’t the work of maintenance droids - this kind of immaculate cleanliness could only be the mark of human hands. You tried to imagine Boba Fett sitting back on his haunches on the hard durasteel floor, a sponge and bucket beside him, diligently scouring the insides of the cages that held the captives he was entrusted with transporting to their dooms. You envisioned the armor of his breastplate glistening in the artificial light, rivulets of soapy water dripping down the front of it, soaking through the thick material of the leather gloves he never took off. You’d been so kriffing wet ever since you’d arrived aboard the Slave I, anticipating what was to come. Boba Fett’s hand had felt so warm in yours as he’d led you up here to his personal quarters, and you shivered at the memory of his large palm on your ass, steadying you as he’d instructed you to climb the ladder behind the cockpit. You’d never been touched in that way before, and you’d momentarily frozen, before a rough push from below had boosted you up through the hatch in the floor.
And now here you were, sitting on Boba Fett’s bed, listening to the rhythmic release of the hot water in the adjacent shower. You hadn’t expected a bounty hunter to have such an extravagant luxury as a chemical-based bathing system onboard his craft - although you supposed that he could afford any type of vehicular modifications he wished, with the kind of exorbitant payouts he received for his work. Fett had told you - practically ordered you, in hindsight - to stay put and wait for him to get out of the ‘fresher. Despite the arousal coating your thighs beneath your dress, you couldn’t stop your knees from knocking together. You hadn’t known it was possible to be horny and petrified at the same time, but you were. You truly hadn’t expected to get this far in your fantasy - it had seemed like such a pipedream, a childish adventure you’d anticipated to end in rejection and embarrassment and heartbreak. You hadn’t expected such a man to be a willing participant in your flight of fancy. But instead you were now aboard Fett’s personal transport, waiting for him to finish washing up. Unless something were to go unspeakably wrong in a very short amount of time, you were going to lose your virginity to Boba Fett tonight. The shiver that curled up your spine as you said it to yourself in your head was both one of expectancy and timorousness.
“You’re still dressed.”
The voice was gruff, the unexpectedness of it causing you to gasp and leap to your feet. You whirled towards the source, and felt as if the breath had been forcefully knocked from your lungs as if by a sharp blow.
In all the time you’d spent researching Fett, siphoning up every piece of information on him that you could find, not many creatures had ever thought to describe what his voice sounded like. You supposed that Fett didn’t talk much, being such a singular man - in all the holovids you had seen of him, never once had he spoken, even when speech had been directed towards him. Just that stony silence answered, maybe a tilt of that mysterious worn-out visor or a quick gesture with a gloved hand, but that was it. The modulated voice that came through the Mandalorian helmet’s vocoder back in the cantina had been harsh, unforgiving, devoid of most emotion save annoyance and the venom that you expected from the galaxy’s most ruthless bounty hunter. There had still been that odd kindness to his tone when he’d seen you were upset, however, a shift that had seemed so out of character based on what you’d seen and read about the man that it had stunned your senses into complete sobriety, stilling your tears. This voice that confronted you now was very much human, but gravelly, made harsh by years of hard living and long periods of solitude. There was an inquisitiveness to it, though, and a youthfulness you hadn’t expected. You couldn’t place the accent, although you’d heard rumors that Fett’s family was from the Mandalore sector of the Outer Rim, some backwater moon called Concord Dawn, but none of the bounty hunter aficionados you’d spoken with seemed to be sure. He did wear Mandalorian armor, after all, but most assumed it had been plundered, not inherited or earned. Of course, nobody had ever asked Boba Fett himself - and lived to tell anyone, anyway.
The man standing before you was bare-chested, a thin towel wrapped around his waist. He stood in the doorway of the refresher, residual steam still collecting behind him, water beading on the muscular expanse of his pectorals. His shoulders and upper arms and abdomen were covered in tattoos, unfamiliar spiraling patterns as well as glyphs in a language you’d never seen before, and every inch of his body that you could see was riddled with scars - some obvious blaster wounds, others looking like the marks of vibroblades or crude spears, some overlapping others and completely unrecognizable as being from any particular weapon. His skin was like a canvas, a story detailing decades of fierce battles, of wins and losses. You longed to run your hands over each and every scar, hear those stories yourself. Even more so, you yearned to tangle your fingers through the thick black curls atop his head - for some reason you had always expected him to have a shaved scalp, like so many other humanoid mercenaries, and the surprising full head of hair gave Fett a strangely boyish appearance. You pegged his age at anywhere from late twenties to mid-thirties, although it was hard to tell; the scars peppering his body also extended across his facial features, a prominent one in particular slashing a ragged arc through his furrowed brow, making him look older and harder than his years. His hooded eyes were a deep brown, more black in the light, almost the color of the darkness between the stars, and his nose was broad and slightly flattened, then upturned at its tip, which would have given him a haughty air, if it weren’t for the deep scar directly across the bridge. You wondered how he came across these distinctive wounds if he really never did take off his helmet. But it was his mouth you couldn’t tear your eyes away from - the sharp line of his strong jaw left him perpetually unsmiling, but the soft pout of his lips was intoxicating to look upon. You were dying to have those lips on yours, feel them leave a trail of kisses down your neck, across the stretch of your belly towards the wet heat between your legs. Soon .
This was the infamous Boba Fett, unmasked. A mortal man, after all.
You stared dumbly at him, your heart hammering in your chest, your limbs trembling where you stood. Your face was impossibly warm, and you could feel the sweat beading on your forehead. This was too much. You were starting to think that maybe you did understand why Fett was never seen without his helmet - creatures the galaxy over would fall before his feet at every turn, more so than they already did. Whole dynasties would crumble for him.
He was easily the most gorgeous man you’d ever seen in your lifetime.
And he was to be yours tonight.
“What’s the matter with you, girl? Loth-cat got your tongue?” Fett asked as you continued to ogle him like something out of a menagerie, one eyebrow arched questionably, a hint of amusement in his voice as he stalked towards you. You backed up as he did so, your calves hitting the edge of the cot and causing you to fall onto the thin blankets. Your face burned from the display of clumsiness, but Fett acted like he hadn’t noticed. He just continued to stare with those deep dark eyes, the thoughts behind them all but unreadable.
“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to stare, it’s just… you’re beautiful. ” You stumbled over the words, and felt slightly ashamed. To describe such a hard man with that word seemed almost wrong, sacrilege. You’d heard of the Diathim, mysterious beings that supposedly dwelled on Iego’s moons; known for their uncanny beauty, creatures called them angels. You didn’t care how odd it might sound to others - you felt that if angels truly were real, one was standing before you right now.
Your declaration was met with a derisive snort and a roll of the eyes on Fett’s end.
“I’ve been called many things over the course of the years. Most of them aren’t worth repeating in the company of others. But ‘beautiful’ isn’t one I hear very often, nehutyc’ika .” His voice was even and highly controlled, for someone who was nearly naked in the presence of a stranger, although you knew from your talks with Rystáll Sant among others that this was nowhere near Fett’s first casual fling.
“What does that word mean? Nehut…? You’ve called me that twice now.” You cocked your head in confusion, trying and failing to think of anything to talk about that would distract your feverish mind from the sight in front of you. Fett’s unwavering eye contact and the way he seemed to be drinking you up was starting to make you nervous. Everything was happening so fast .
“ Nehutyc’ika. It’s Mando’a, the language of my father’s people. It means you’re a feisty one.” He answered matter-of-factly, taking several steps towards you. You sat frozen, looking up at him mutely. You were vaguely aware of how badly your hands were shaking and quickly placed them underneath your thighs to hide them from Fett’s watchful gaze, although you feared it was too late. You were dumbfounded. You still couldn’t believe you were actually here , that the man of your dreams was standing shirtless in front of you - clad in nothing but a towel - and had brought up his family , and was now calling you ‘feisty.’ Was Boba Fett actually flirting with you?
He took another step forward and dropped the towel.
Oh.
You supposed he was doing more than just flirting now.
Blinding heat instantly pooled in your cunt, and you gasped from deep in your chest. You couldn’t help it. You hadn’t been expecting this level of boldness - ‘more like sluttiness,’ the whimsical voice in the back of your head chided before you shoved it back down into the recesses of your mind - from Boba Fett. Trembling, you unconsciously scooted away from him on the bunk, your eyes glued to his waist.
He was huge .
Not that you had any personal experience to work with, but you’d watched enough holoporn on the ‘Net to know that Boba Fett was packing . He was eight inches at least, thick and veiny, already half-hard. Kark , even his balls were perfect - tight and plump, sitting there nestled in a patch of dark, wiry hair. He gauged your clearly shocked reaction smugly, looking you up and down with a barely perceptible smirk ghosting his features. He was amused by your wide eyes, the hang of your jaw, your tensed limbs.
“ Hmm . You really are a virgin, aren’t you?” There was laughter in his voice, and - oh, stars - blatant arousal. His cock had twitched as he’d said ‘virgin,’ and your pussy throbbed in reply. Part of you wanted to grab him by the wrists and pull him down on top of you, beg him to satisfy the growing ache between your legs as soon as possible, but instead you could only let out a torrent of stutters.
“W-...w-why would I lie to you about that? That’s the reason I’m here, i-isn’t it? I w-wanted you to be my first…” You answered faintly. Your tongue felt heavy, your throat tight. It felt as if every molecule of heat in your body was collecting in your cunt, and you hoped the growing damp patch in your panties wouldn’t soak through your dress, let alone into the cot.
“It wouldn't be the first time a beautiful woman has tried to lie her way into my bed.” His lascivious grin grew broader, and it struck you then just how white and straight his teeth were. You felt dizzy, and your eyelids fluttered. Taking a shuddering breath, you closed your eyes in an attempt to ground yourself. ‘This is what you wanted. You’ve come so far. Don’t let your nerves turn you back now.’
“Not going to get shy on me now, are you, girly?” You opened your eyes when you felt a warm, calloused hand come down on your shoulder, and you had to stifle a surprised yelp. Boba Fett was standing directly over you, looking down on you as if he were a god watching his flock from above. His stiffening cock was level with your nose, and your mouth watered. It was so close that you felt as if you would go cross-eyed if you continued to look at it. You wondered if he expected you to take him in your hand, stroke him, pleasure him with your tongue, but Fett shoved you back by your shoulders, and you landed unceremoniously back on the pillow, shifting your eyes downwards to the foot of the bed. Fett now balanced there, one knee resting on the edge of the cot, exposing himself unabashedly to you. He observed you broodily, his lips slightly pursed, and you wondered if he was expecting you to try and make a run for it, and what he would do if you did. You had the mental image of a completely nude Boba Fett chasing you down the boarding ramp of the Slave I, blaster in hand, penis flopping as he ran, and a hysterical giggle rose to your lips, which Fett silenced with a stern shush.
“Go on, girl, lay down. Let me help you feel good...” The bounty hunter purred, climbing on the bed to fully kneel before you, reaching out and placing his large hands on either side of your hips, rucking the shimmersilk dress up to rest above your belly button. You breathed heavily through your nose, in and out, hyper-aware of the feeling of Fett’s rough palms on your skin, the warmth radiating through him coming across more like fire licking up your pelvis to your ribcage. You wondered if he could tell just how badly you were shaking under his hands, if he could feel how hot you were for him already; if he did notice, he kept it to himself - he seemed solely focused on that spot between your legs, the junction of your sex that felt almost numb with how turned on you were. It didn’t even register to you at first that you were almost naked in front of a man for the very first time, that maybe you should be embarrassed - stars, he didn’t even know your name, hadn’t even expressed a passing interest in learning it - until you heard the low, animal growl emanating from Fett’s throat, and saw just how greedily he was admiring your soaked panties.
“Already wet, are you? Good. That’ll make it easier on you.”
You groaned at his words and covered your face with sweating, trembling hands, your core tensing as you felt your underwear being pulled down around your knees, then your ankles, and finally being harshly yanked off entirely. An arm nudged your knees even further apart, and you gasped, the ship’s cool air bathing your spread pussy lips, the wetness gathered there making it feel even colder. There was a brief pause, and a hand encircled your wrist, pulling your hands away from your eyes. You blinked to see Fett looming over you, the ghost of a smile upon his lips, and he settled to lie between your legs as he made sure you were making direct eye contact with him. You could feel his hot breath on your core, and your head swam. You had Boba Fett between your legs, about to pleasure you with his mouth. It was like something out of your most secret fantasies, but this was real .
“Keep your hands away from your face, vaar’ika . I want you to watch me taste you. I don’t get to eat unspoiled fruit very often, you know.”
He buried his face between your legs without another word.
Oh, stars above.
You’d never felt anything like this before, and struggled to keep from fainting back against the pillow. His tongue was hot against your cunt, licking warm stripes up and down, lapping up the juices that had collected between your folds as if it were the most delicious nectar he’d ever tasted. Fett hummed against you and the vibrations traveled up your spine like a shock, and you twisted your fists in the blankets, biting your lip to keep from crying out already. His lips latched onto your swollen clit at last and he suckled on the engorged bud hungrily, and you finally allowed yourself to moan. Fett gave a deep rumble in return that you didn’t immediately recognize as laughter due to the fact that his face was nestled against your sex. He was laughing at your reactions to his ministrations, and your face and chest only flushed hotter. Fett’s arms came up for a moment to loop around your thighs, dragging you downwards and causing you to emit a strangled whine, before he settled your legs over his broad shoulders. The change of position - you were practically sitting on his face now - prompted another rush of arousal to flood your needy cunt. Boba Fett groaned appreciatively as his tongue probed inside of you, its tip curled, licking at the opening of your sex. You gasped deeply and arched your back, and Fett grumbled, holding you down as you began to squirm underneath him, digging your heels into his shoulder blades. He turned his mouth back to your clitoris, flickering his tongue methodically back and forth, up and down, swirling circles around the sensitive bud until you began to pant and whimper in earnest. You were so wet that you could hear him eating you out, obscene slurping sounds interspaced with pleased grunts, his nose pressed into your vulva, his hips grinding into the corner of the cot beneath him in an effort to bring himself some pleasure.
All it took to send you over the edge was an unexpected nip of his teeth to the hood of your clit, and your vision went white. You let out a choked sob, your hips bucking off the cot and your fingers threading through Fett’s tight curls, holding him in place as you rode out your orgasm on his face.
You weren’t sure how long it lasted, but the waves of your climax finally began to ebb, and you released your hold on Fett’s hair, quivering helplessly in the aftershocks of your first-ever assisted orgasm. Fett released his iron grip on your thighs and raised his head to look at you, and you couldn’t help but let out an overwhelmed squeak at what you saw.
His chin and mouth were glistening with your arousal, shiny in the light, and your breath stuttered as you watched him slowly lick his lips, his tongue circling to gather every last bit of your cum that had coated his features. It was one of the hottest things you had ever seen in your life - the Boba Fett now sitting cross-legged on the bed in front of you, wiping the rest of your cum from his mouth with the back of one hand and absent-mindedly stroking his cock with the other, observing you with an almost bored expression. His cheeks were ruddy with arousal, the rosy head of his length weeping pre-cum, his dark pupils blown. But despite everything he had just put you through with his mouth alone, he wasn’t even breathing heavily, hadn’t broken a sweat. He looked zen, if anything.
“...Can I kiss you? Please?” You asked breathlessly, your chest still heaving, leaning back on your elbows on the cot in front of him. The question took him by surprise at first, his eyebrows raising, the scars sprinkled across his features distorting with the movement. And then he laughed , a genuine laugh, oddly musical and light coming from such an imposing figure, so much so that you could help but grin in response, your cheeks hurting from just how hard you were smiling at this show of vulnerability on his part. Fett leaned forward and grabbed you by your biceps and hoisted you into his arms, bringing you to sit straddling one muscular thigh, his skin hot and firm under your pussy, and you felt yourself becoming aroused all over again at the press of his bare flesh against your center. Fett tapped your shoulder and gestured with a curt jerk of his head for you to lift your arms, and he yanked your dress above your head in one smooth movement, tossing it out of sight. You didn’t care if it got ruined, that it had cost you nearly a third of your weekly pay - all you cared about anymore was Boba Fett.
“I just made you cum and you’re asking if you can kiss me? You’re a strange one, girl. Don’t tell me you’ve never kissed a man before either.” Fett teased, cupping your chin in one hand, his face so close to yours that your foreheads were nearly touching.
He didn’t give you a chance to answer before he captured your mouth with his.
You could taste yourself on him, a musky, earthy tone, and you moaned as he slipped his tongue into your mouth, playfully darting at your own and biting at your lower lip. You had never understood when your friends had claimed to have seen fireworks when being kissed, but you could wholeheartedly say that you did now. It felt like the celebrations on Empire Day in the pit of your belly, full of bright sparks and incredible explosions of color.
Fett hefted one breast in his hand, absently flicking the nipple back and forth with his thumb and kneading the tender flesh as he lazily kissed you, mostly letting you take the reins in your experimentation. You kissed him deeply, your nose digging into his cheek as you turned your head for a different angle against his mouth. You could have kissed Boba Fett forever, your arms around his neck, your chest flush with his, your nude body pliant in his lap, his cock pressed against your thigh. You eventually came up for air, breathing hard, dropping your hands to rest your palms on his brawny chest, searching his face for any sign of what the bounty hunter might be thinking. He simply stared back at you, any and all contemplations he may have had hidden behind a deathly still visage. You thought Fett must be an incredibly adept sabacc player, with that kind of self-control over his expressions.
“So, this is where you fuck me now, right?” You breathed, and Fett narrowed his eyes, scoffing as if you’d just asked him if Ewoks could speak Basic. He placed his hands on your hips, gripping the flesh there so roughly that you involuntarily let out a hiss of discomfort.
“Oh no… you’re not nearly ready to take me, not yet. You’re still too tight. Do you want to enjoy this or not?” You’d thought you were getting somewhere; you’d thought that maybe you were actually beginning to see a softer side of Boba Fett, but the annoyance in his voice was palpable. Your face burned with shame. You knew he thought you were an idiot, blinded by lust, eager to use him as your personal fucktoy so you could tell your friends that you had lost your virginity to Boba Fett, and now he was angry with you. You were brought out of your thoughts by a slap to the meat of your ass, just sharp enough to make you yelp and refocus on Fett with widened eyes.
“ Answer me .”
You gulped and nodded your head rapidly in response, stammering despite your attempt to remain calm. “Y-yes… I want to enjoy this…”
Fett reached further around and patted your ass as if praising a beloved pet. “ Very good. Don’t question me again, and don’t go thinking you’re the one in control here. You’re only here because I took pity on you. I could just as quickly throw you off my ship, naked as the day you were born. Don’t think I haven’t done it before. Would you like that, princess , or do you want to continue with our little game?”
Fett reached between your bodies and pinched at your clit with his thumb and index finger, and you let out a little shriek of surprise, gripping his muscular shoulders. Despite his threats, the broody edge to his voice, his almost violent touches, you didn’t think you’d ever been so turned on in your life. The dangers that seemed to be around every corner concerning this encounter were exciting rather than frightening - even the image of having to make your way home in the nude, a walk of shame after having been cast out from Boba Fett’s company, felt like more of a thrill than anything else. You didn’t even care that he called you ‘princess’ in a clearly derogatory way; as he’d said himself, this was a game, and judging from the pre-cum dribbled down the side of his cock, he was just as willing to play as you were.
You raised your eyes to his, drawing your gaze away from his hand, where it was resting on your pubic mound, his thumb just barely grazing your clit. There was an almost mischievous glitter in Fett’s eyes as he waited for your reply, and the slightest pressure he was applying was killing you. In lieu of words, you simply grasped his wrist with a shaky hand and pressed his palm harder into your pussy. Fett let out a deep chuckle in response, and began rubbing your clit tortuously. Humming contentedly, you bucked your hips sloppily, attempting to work up a rhythm in time with Fett’s hand. Your pussy dragged back and forth along the hard expanse of his thigh, your arousal smearing over his skin, making for slicker traction with every push of your waist. Fett looped one strong arm around your middle, holding you steady as you rocked yourself on his leg. He continued to jerk your clit at a frantic pace, his entire hand settled over your dripping cunt, occasionally running his thumb up and down your slit to gather the juices there and spread them along your swollen bud before resuming his direct assault.
“You love riding my thigh like this, don’t you? Is this what you think about when you’re alone in bed at night, girly, with your pillow between your legs? Rutting your hot little cunt against me like a felinx in heat?” Fett goaded, and you let out a quiet moan in response, tipping your head back and squeezing your eyes closed, focusing on the sensations building in your quim. He knew. You didn’t know how, but it was like he was aware of every single dirty fantasy you’d ever had about him. All you had told him is that you wanted to give yourself to him - nothing more, nothing less. Had he been contemplating what sparked your nocturnal emissions while he was showering earlier in the night? It was true, you thought of bringing yourself to climax this way often - daydreaming scenarios in which you were some faraway planet’s heroine, kidnapped for ransom by a ruthless Mandalorian bounty hunter, forced to grind against him like an animal for his pleasure, a blaster to your temple - but no reverie could ever compare to this.
The sweet, cresting wave of another orgasm had been building within you for quite some time, both at the urging of Fett’s deft fingers as well as the movements of your own undulating hips against his thigh, when he suddenly took his hand away and stilled your movements with a painful squeeze of your hip, and you cried out pathetically. You’d been so close . Fett clucked his tongue at your begging, and his hand slowly went back to its place between your legs, his fingers crawling further down than before, and you automatically tensed.
“I’m going to fuck you with my fingers now, vaar’ika . If you really want to take my cock, I need to open you up more.” Fett warned, circling his thumb over your clit and poking at your entrance with his index and middle fingers. Your breath hitched at the probing, the muscles of your groin bracing for yet another sensation you had never experienced, but you nodded desperately. You were ready for this.
Fett dragged the digits up and down your slit, back and forth, collecting your wetness, and then dipped them into you slowly, gently. You emitted a whooping gasp at the intrusion, bucking your hips against his fingers as they slipped deeper into your cunt. Fett’s fingers were blunt and thick, and you already felt stretched out deep inside - you wouldn’t call the feeling painful, but your inner muscles fluttered wildly, pushing back against this unknown invasion, and you had to concentrate on keeping your breathing even in an effort to get yourself to relax. Fett stilled his movements as he sensed your muscles contracting uncomfortably around him, and waited for your breathless nod of consent for him to resume. He began gingerly pumping in and out of you, listening for little moans and whimpers on your part to know it was alright to move faster. As his pace increased, he continued rubbing your clit with his thumb, and the unfamiliar pressure of his fingers inside you quickly gave over to a pleasurable massaging sensation that had you groaning aloud. You began to experimentally wriggle your hips against his motions, seeing what felt good, and dug your nails into Fett’s arms as the shifting of your weight back and forth helped guide his probing fingers to a spot deep inside you, one you’d never been able to reach by your own hands. Fett sensed the change in your movements against him, the stutter of your hips against his digits, the sudden gush of wetness dripping onto his palm, and knew he’d found what he was looking for. He curled his fingers up towards himself inside you, pushing in hard against the soft, spongy patch and pulled your cunt back and forth rapidly, reveling in the way you cried out and clutched at him. The sweet pressure within your groin was building rapidly, becoming more intense than anything you’d felt in the past.
“I… I think I’m going to…” You stammered weakly, your words punctuated with little whines and squeals of pleasure. You attempted to continue your warning with the words ‘to cum ,’ but you could only let out a loud moan instead, letting the bounty hunter jerk your pussy whichever way he wished. Your face burned, your ears zoning in on the loud squelching noises coming from your cunt as his fingers worked faster and faster, his arm pumping rapidly with the exertion.
Fett answered you with a teasing snarl, completely unbothered by your pleading. “ Oh? What’s that? You’re going to cum on my fingers, hmm? If this is enough to make you fall to pieces, just wait until I’ve got my cock in you, girl…”
That did it. His words, and the insistent, constant press of his fingers against that unbearably sensitive spot deep inside of you, sent you crashing over the edge. You let out a strangled scream, burying your face in the crook of Fett’s neck, scrabbling at his back with your nails as your orgasm devastatingly washed over you. Fett swore loudly as you let yourself go on his fingers, although he showed no signs of slowing, and your face burned with the realization of what was happening. You could feel the buildup of pressure gradually releasing from your cunt, could feel yourself gushing onto his hand and thigh and onto the cot beneath, but in that moment you were beyond caring - every nerve-ending in your body was in ecstasy.
It felt like hours had gone by before you finally felt him remove his fingers from within you with a soft wet noise, followed by another dribble of fluid from your core, and let out a choked sob at the sudden emptiness. Boba shifted to rise from the cot and you clumsily slipped off his lap and back onto the blankets, cringing uncomfortably at the wetness beneath you. It was once you were seated and had regained control of your breathing and heart rate that you were aware of just how drenched everything was. The cot was soaked, your ass settled in the center of a large damp patch, the inside of your thighs coated with your own juices. You turned to look at Fett, and your jaw dropped when you saw just how much of your slick was glazing his stomach, his thighs, the arm he had coaxed your orgasm from you with. And he was grinning .
“You squirted all over me, girl.” To your disbelief, Fett sounded impressed, and the self-congratulatory smirk on his face reflected it. He was curiously inspecting his dripping fingers, rubbing them together, then stuck them in his mouth like a child with a sucker, his eyes boring into you darkly. He pulled the digits free with a noisy pop after a long moment and looked down at his hand, a whispered “ So sweet …” emanating from his lips. You didn’t know whether he’d intended for you to hear him, but the object of your affection speaking in that way, about you - about your arousal - had you feeling weak. You’d never squirted before in your life, and Boba Fett had drawn it out of you within mere minutes. You wanted to repay him for the pleasure he’d given you - twice over, now.
“I… I want you in my mouth, Boba.”
He gave a start at your use of his name - it was the first time during this encounter that you had said it aloud, and you didn’t think he’d been expecting you to at all. His cock twitched openly and a bead of pre-cum leaked from the slit at his head, dribbling onto the blanket to join your own mess, and when he spoke, his voice was even rougher, lower, full of flagrant excitement. You expected him to forcefully grab you by your hair and shove your mouth onto him, fuck your skull with wanton abandon, but instead Fett regarded you silently, stroking himself with languid pumps, swirling his thumb across the tip of his cock to spread his arousal down his shaft.
“I’ll have to teach you. How to suck a man’s cock. Do you want that? Do you really want to suck my cock ?” He rose from the edge of the cot, standing before you as you crawled on your hands and knees towards him. You nodded fervently, not in the least ashamed that you were literally begging for this man’s cock; you no longer cared, you just wanted your lips around him. You’d never given a blowjob before, but you wanted to taste him like he had tasted you. Fett watched you and held himself out straight, one fist gripping the base of his thick member, as you sat yourself before him.
“Open,” Fett ordered brusquely, and you obediently followed his command, even sticking your tongue out for good measure. This seemed to amuse the bounty hunter, and he smirked, a low rumble of laughter emanating from deep within his broad chest. He jerked himself a few more times as he stood over you, then took another step and laid his heavy cock directly on your tongue. You were surprised at the taste of him - you weren’t sure what exactly you had been expecting, but he tasted of soap, and clean skin, and some sort of minty cologne you’d assumed he’d applied in the ‘fresher, with a hint of salt that intrigued you. It was a distinctly Boba taste, although you didn’t think you’d ever be able to explain what you meant to another living being. As you experimentally wrapped your lips around his girth, careful not to scrape the sensitive skin with your teeth, Fett let out a soft groan, and you felt him reach out to pat your hair. “Yes, that it’s… good girl. ”
You paused like that for a long moment, focusing on the heat of him in your mouth to distract from the fact that your jaw was already tiring a bit, then dipped your head to take more of him into your mouth, hesitantly suckling on his glans and attempting take him further down your throat before reflexively retching and pulling back. Your face burned with embarrassment as you wiped spittle from the corner of your mouth, and you looked back up at Fett hesitantly, expecting to be reprimanded for this novice’s folly. Instead, he was smirking, and you got the strong sense that he was impressed that he’d made you gag so soon.
“Go slow, girl. No need to choke yourself. ...Or is my cock too much for that pretty mouth of yours to handle? Here, I’ll show you...” Fett cooed smugly, and he reached out to take your wrist in his large hand, helping you wrap your fingers around his cock. He was throbbing under your touch, and you felt your cunt heating up all over again at the sensation, fresh wetness gathering between your thighs. Fett tapped the underside of your chin once your hand was secured around him, and you opened your mouth, taking him on your tongue of your own accord. He was so heavy, you couldn’t help but let out a groan at the weight of him, and Fett let out a hiss at the feeling your vibrations made against his length. He put one hand on the back of your head, pushing you forward at an excruciatingly slow pace, allowing you to gradually become accustomed to his presence in your mouth without further triggering your gag reflex.
“No teeth , girly… careful, careful… now suck . Gentle . Use your tongue to massage my cock… there you go, that’s it…” Fett coached as you gingerly swirled your tongue around his head, making sure to pay extra attention to the prominent vein running along the underside of him - maybe you’d never actually done this before, but you liked to think you had an idea of what to do based on all the dirty holovids you watched. You just couldn’t believe you were actually trying all of this out on Boba Fett himself. He was too girthy for you to swallow him to the hilt, so you shyly brought one hand up to rest shakily on his thick thigh, the skin still damp from your juices, and knead the flesh there, and a jolt went through your pussy as Fett emitted a purr at your ministrations. You reached your other hand out to cup his balls, heavy and hard in your hand, and the bounty hunter’s cock twitched violently in your mouth as you massaged them, almost making you gag again. He groaned under his breath every time you squeezed and rolled his sac, and you relished the feeling of his length spasming against your tongue, the salty sweet taste of his pre-cum filling your mouth. Stars, he was delicious. You wished you could see yourself, on your knees, sucking Boba Fett’s cock, and reprimanded yourself for not having the foresight to bring your holocam, strategically place it somewhere in the room to record tonight’s tryst so you could watch it over and over again.
You were just building up a rhythm - digging your nails into Fett’s thigh, occasionally tugging at his balls, and slurping greedily on his cock, when he ended it. With a growled moan, Fett grabbed you by your hair and pulled you off of him, his short nails scratching at your scalp in a way that sent shivers up your spine. He left with your mouth with an audible pop , a string of drool leading from your lips to his glistening glans, which only broke when you placed a chaste kiss to it, grinning up at him. You felt drunk on his cock, if it were possible to be so - he hadn’t even been inside you yet, but you already found yourself yearning for his presence in your life, for this to be more than just a one night stand, a fantasy come to life. You didn’t think you’d ever not be able to envision the gorgeous creature standing in front of you the next time you saw the faceless entity who prowled after bounties featured on the nighttime HoloNews.
“But I wanted to make you cum …” You pouted as Fett wordlessly pushed you onto your back on the bed, walking forward on his knees until he was nestled between your spread legs. He pressed his arms into the cot on either side of your head, holding himself up above you, his face hovering above yours. You could feel his hot breath on your skin and wanted to place your hand on the back of his neck, draw his mouth to yours, but you found yourself frozen in place, staring up at him wide-eyed, your hands clasped to your breasts.
“No, vaar’ika. Not yet. I want to cum with that tight little virgin pussy of yours squeezing me.” Fett crooned sweetly, and you whined loudly at his words, bucking your hips up, trying in vain for your sopping core to make contact with his dangling cock, but he pulled away, rising to sit back between your knees, his member rosy and standing at attention, a clear drop of pre-cum beading at its tip. You laid beneath him, spread out and open, and Fett pushed your thighs apart even further, positioning himself at your entrance. He began rubbing your clit with the pad of his thumb, pressing in slow circles, and you mewled appreciatively.
“I’m not going to lie to you. This will hurt.” Fett warned, leaning forward slightly and skimming the head of his cock up and down your slit. With every swipe, his heavy glans would catch on your swollen clit, and you had to stop yourself from grabbing him in your hand, keeping him positioned there so you could get off from the friction alone. You were so wet that you could hear the slick sound of his hardness passing through your folds, and that alone eradicated any doubt in your mind that this was what you wanted. You needed him inside of you more than anything else. It was time. There was no turning back. You didn’t care if it would be painful. Not anymore.
“Boba, please . I’m ready for this. I’ve always been ready. I want this… I want you .” You urged him, and he nodded curtly in acknowledgement. It was then that the realization hit you - in your rush to leave your flat earlier in the night, you’d forgotten perhaps one of the most important things. Your roommate always stored contraception in your shared ‘fresher, which you’d completely bypassed in your mad rush to get to the Paradise Atrium and find Boba Fett. Now you were here, about to do the deed with the man himself, without any sort of protection, and you’d only remembered at the last possible moment.
“ Wait . I’m… I’m not on anything. Do you… ?” You began, and cringed to yourself, fully expecting Fett to rise and demand you to get out of his sight for your stupidity, cast you out into the night like he threatened to do earlier. Instead, you were met with a huff and a shake of his curly head, and he patted your inner thigh. Again, he looked smug, almost proud of himself.
“I have an implant, girl. If I didn’t, I’d have bastards the galaxy over. You came all this way with nothing of your own? Hmm. Interesting . Now just relax… ” Boba replied, and you nodded, feeling faint. Of course he had an implant, why hadn’t you considered that? You supposed you ought to look into getting one too, but your thought was interrupted by something hard and hot and blunt poking at your folds, and you cast your eyes downward to watch as Fett spread your lips with the fingers of one hand, using his other to line up his cock with your hole.
He entered you slowly, with a gentle nudge, just the tip breaching your entrance, and you involuntarily cried out despite yourself. He was so big already. The stretch was unlike anything you’d felt, it was as if your opening was going to tear, and you silently reprimanded yourself for thinking his karking fingers alone had been too thick for you. Your hips canted upwards to try and escape the discomfort, and Fett laid a massive, warm hand flat against your belly, ceasing his movements as well as your own squirming, shushing you.
“Easy, little one, easy . I’ve only just started to enter you. This is nothing . Are you absolutely sure you can handle the rest of me? You’re allowed to change your mind if you don’t want this after all. I can still turn you loose…” Fett offered, rubbing his thumb back and forth over the skin of your tummy in a way that was shockingly comforting, coming from such a harsh character. The weight of his hand on your stomach was oddly grounding, and you closed your eyes, taking several deep breaths through your nose, and nodded for him to continue.
He slid into you further and it was like a rod of flame had been inserted up your cunt. You yelped, biting back a proper scream as you involuntarily hunched away from the invading presence. Fett held your hips down, preventing you from squirming away further, and immediately stopped his movements once more. He wasn’t even fully sheathed within you yet, but the pain was unbelievable. You didn’t imagine that it could hurt this much, especially with how wet you were. He was just so huge , you couldn’t fathom how the rest of him would fit inside of you. There were already tears of frustration filling your eyes at having to stop him again so soon, and you gazed upwards at the bounty hunter, who was looking down at you with a completely unreadable expression. Your hands were gripping his forearms and you could feel just how taut the muscles there were, how much self-control it was taking him to keep from pounding into you like a wild beast despite your discomfort, and you admired him for that. You wanted him deep inside you, you wanted him to finish the job, fully claim you at last - you wished he would just push forward with one savage thrust and break you open already.
“If you keep crying out like this and trying to move away from me, vaar’ika , we’ll be stuck here all night.” Fett said simply, looking down between your bodies at where you were partially joined. You followed his gaze as well, your eyes growing wider as you took notice of his hard length sitting between your legs, halfway vanished into your quivering pussy. You felt sweat gathering on your brow, underneath your breasts, and the sight brought a fresh wave of arousal flooding through your cunt. Fett obviously felt it, as he let out a soft groan and you felt the tip of his member twitch within you, and a delicious shiver of pleasure went up your spine. That sensation alone made you want to wiggle forward yourself, despite the pain, and impale yourself on him fully. You squeezed Fett’s arms and he raised his head to look into your eyes, his gaze boring into yours. The arousal in his eyes was intoxicating.
“Boba, I… I want you to move. Just do it, even if I scream or cry or try to get away. I give you my full permission. If… if I need you to stop, really stop, I’ll tap your shoulder three times. Is… is that okay?” You asked nervously, already feeling yourself begin to shake from the anticipation of what was coming. You wanted this more than anything , and now it was actually happening. You couldn’t have imagined you would actually be here even a few mere hours ago, underneath Boba Fett in the pilot’s quarters of the Slave I , about to lose your virginity to him. You expected to wake up in your own bed any moment, the night’s events having been just an incredibly vivid dream. Boba Fett didn’t answer your request with words. His eyes shifted to the side, almost imperceptibly, as he considered your proposition, and then, silently, he brought one hand up to rest on your flushed cheek. You took a shaky inhale as he gently craned his neck to place a kiss on your sweaty forehead, then dipped lower to capture your mouth in his.
In one smooth, hard motion, Boba Fett snapped his hips upward, forward, and claimed you for his own.
Your eyes flew open and you let out a muffled scream against his mouth, your feet kicking out briefly, your hips jerking, your fingers digging into his shoulder blades. It felt as if you’d been torn open from the inside, like a blade had been thrust up into you, and the stretch was immense. You couldn’t fathom how the whole of him had fit. Your vaginal canal burned terribly, and you couldn’t help but let out several loud sobs at the overwhelming sensation of being filled so deeply. Fett broke his kiss and stared down at you, still buried to the hilt inside of you, unmoving.
“ Easy there, little one . Look at me. I’m inside of you, see? You’re no longer a virgin, at last. How do you feel? Do you want me to stop?” Fett hummed softly, brushing away the tears that streamed down your face with the pad of his thumb, his hips flush with yours. You could feel the dark patch of pubic hair at his groin against your vulva, and the sensation was somehow soothing. Your cunt involuntarily clenched around his member, gradually becoming used to the feeling of him as time dragged on, and you were surprised that you could feel his hardness, the ridges of his glans pressed into your inner walls, the veins on his cock against you. The pain was receding, little by little, as Fett remained motionless and let you get used to his presence. It occurred to you that he was waiting for you to give him permission to move, and your walls fluttered.
“No, no, please don’t pull out. Oh, kriff … it hurts , but it’s getting better. You’re so big . I feel so full. But… I just can’t believe…” You gasped, struggling for words. You swore you could feel Boba Fett in your guts, were shocked that you couldn’t see a bulge in your lower belly where his cock was nestled inside of you, that’s how big he felt. Fett let out an amused chuckle, cutting off your words by pressing a blunt finger to your lips.
“Well, you’d better start believing it… you’ve got a bounty hunter inside of you. Tell me when I can move, mesh’la . I’m getting restless.” Fett replied, and it was then that you noticed the sweat beading his forehead as well, the way his speech was coming in harsh pants, how his arms were shaking with need above you. He needed to move . You could feel your swollen cunt becoming hotter and hotter, your natural lubrication helping to ease the pinching burn that had settled deep within you, and you found you wanted him to move too. Your tears had dried for the most part, although you had a feeling he’d have you weeping again soon enough. You shakily moved your hands up to cup Fett’s sharp cheekbones, his eyes locking onto yours with the movement. The words that next left your lips, barely above a whisper, were ones that you never imagined you would find yourself saying to this man, but they resulted in an amorous growl that sent a thrill through your bloodstream and straight to your pussy.
“Fuck me, Boba.”
His first few thrusts shook your entire body, and you let out a grunting squeal for each one, your breasts jiggling from the force of them, although Fett still moved slowly. It wasn’t until you wrapped your legs around his calves, pulling him in closer, and settled your palms on the tense cheeks of his ass, urging him to pump into you harder, faster, that he began to really fuck you. With every thrust, your pain turned more and more into pleasure, a white-hot ball tightening within your belly until it felt as if liquid fire was seeping through every inch of your body. If this was what being fucked was like, you never wanted it to end.
“ Stars , princess… you’re so kriffing tight . The tightest little pussy I’ve ever fucked… you’re going to make me cum soon…” Fett groaned, and you let out a keening wail in response, focused only on the feeling of his cock massaging your walls, his glans bumping that same spongy spot inside you that his fingers had seemed to find immediately, the obscene slap of his thighs colliding with yours again and again and again. You could hear your own juices sloshing against his cock’s pounding, a squelching that only became louder and wetter as your movements continued.
Neither one of you lasted very long. Combined with Boba’s slow, deep strokes into your pussy, and his fingers dancing over your clit, helping you along towards yet another climax, you found yourself hoarsely shouting his name over and over again, your nails raking red slashes down his back in pure ecstasy. Fett lifted up your hips into his hands, arching your bottom off the cot, his angle becoming impossibly deeper, and you shrieked aloud. You wondered if the durasteel walls of the Slave I were soundproof, but found that you didn’t care. You didn’t care whether the entirety of Cloud City heard Boba Fett fucking you - you wanted them to. This was happening , you had manifested this for yourself through nothing but determination, and if the whole colony heard you being claimed by the galaxy’s most feared bounty hunter, so be it.
“Cum for me, girl. That’s it, let go… cum all over my cock, like you’ve always wanted to…” Fett urged you, his own voice shaking as he frantically worked your clit with his fingers, his thrusts becoming manic and sloppy. You could tell he was getting close - you could feel his cock twitching violently inside of you, preparing to shoot his load up into you. Your own orgasm hit you unexpectedly, just one expertly angled stroke from Fett’s length, a circular grind of his hips, and your vision instantly blacked out. You felt as if a thermal detonator had gone off in your pussy, and all sound seemed to go out of the room. Your mouth was gaping open, you knew you were screaming at the top of your lungs, but all you could hear was a high-pitched static noise, you were so far gone. You didn’t even hear Fett’s answering groan as he spilled his seed inside of you moments later, the clamping of your walls around his cock proving to be too much for him to withstand. The feeling of him emptying his balls within you was unlike anything you had ever felt before, and only served to bring your peak to a new height. You could feel him pulsating, your cunt milking him for all that it was worth, his hot spunk filling you up, marking you where no one else ever had before.
The next thing you remembered was lying in Boba Fett’s arms, weeping openly into the crook of his neck. You weren’t sure if you had momentarily passed out from the pleasure, but you had no memory of him flipping you over so that you were lying atop him, draped across his broad chest, his cock still sheathed within you, a strong but pleasant ache settled deep between your thighs - a lingering effect of your lost virginity. Fett, despite all of his cultivated roughness, let you cry it out, one arm thrown lazily across your waist, his free hand cupping the back of your head. His fingers scratched at your scalp, and you could have sworn you heard him murmuring softly in a guttural tongue, possibly that Mando’a he occasionally spoke in - the idea that he may’ve been trying to comfort you in his own awkward way only made you cry harder. Your sobs finally ebbed away into sniffles and quiet hiccups after a short while, and Fett slowly rolled you off of him, his cock leaving you with a wet squelch that gave your oversensitive clit a jolt and left you feeling sore and empty. You laid on the bed and watched Boba Fett’s cum ooze out from between your legs and onto the blankets, stained pink from your breaking in, and you flushed as he rose and stood at the foot of the cot, cleaning both your arousals from his softening cock with a cloth he’d retrieved from a compartment hidden in the wall. You wished you could have kept his cum inside of you forever, in a way, although you supposed the bruises his mouth and fingers had left on your skin would serve as reminders as well. You still couldn’t believe the night events had really happened, after so long.
“Are you alright, girl? You came quite hard. I thought you were going to break my cock right off, the way you were clenching me. How do you feel, now that you’ve been properly fucked?” His tone was one of gentle teasing, and he glanced back over his shoulder at you, a smirk upon his pouty lips.
“That… that was incredible. I’m sorry, it’s just… I can’t believe I just got fucked by Boba Fett .” You replied, and hid your face in your hands, embarrassed as soon as the words had tumbled from your mouth. Fett, good-natured and relaxed after a satisfying fuck, snorted and shook his head. He sauntered past the cot on his way to the ‘fresher and patted your thigh as if to assure you that ‘ Yes, you sweet little fool, all of your wildest dreams have come true.’ He didn’t think he’d ever understand these beings who sought him out as part of their bizarre fantasies, but he didn’t care - it got him laid, and sometimes the temporary company was even enjoyable. This hopeless romantic of a virgin - well, former virgin - had been one of the better ones. As he took one last glance at you before the door slid shut, as you nodded off in his bed, Fett found himself feeling glad he hadn’t rejected your advances, as he’d originally been planning to do. It was a shame he couldn’t keep you around a while longer - you were easy to please, and so eager to learn - but there was business to be done tomorrow, and it was nothing that an innocent girl like you should be caught up in.
Not this time, anyway.
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The first light of dawn was just beginning to emerge over the swirling mists of tibanna gas that enclosed Cloud City, and you were in a panic. You’d been awakened from your blissed out slumber by the incessant bleating of your comlink, buried within the confines of your purse, which lay in a heap along with your clothing on the durasteel floor of Boba Fett’s transport, the Slave I . Jumping up from the cot and wincing at the sharp sting radiating from between your legs, you’d rifled through your belongings until you’d uncovered the damn contraption. Pressing the button on the side, a scrawl of Aurebesh sprang into being, and your heart sank into the pit of your stomach. Dank farrik. Your roommate.
‘Where are you?’ The urgency of the message was clear, having been sent thrice over the past half hour. You’d be surprised if they hadn’t already raised the alarm, that the Wing Guard wasn’t already out combing the city for you. They’d begged you to be home by dawn, and by the sound of the traffic outside, it was more around the time of the typical morning commute, a full hour or so later.
You had to leave. Now .
There was no sign of Boba Fett.
You didn’t remember falling asleep after your tryst the previous night, but you had a vague memory of Fett waking you in the night and ordering you into the ‘fresher to urinate, and you’d been alone in the pilot’s quarters when the comm had begun chirping later on, fully waking you up. It didn’t look like anyone else had joined you on the cot overnight, and as you’d scrambled to scoop up your bag and don last night’s outfit - you were pretty sure your dress was inside out, but you found yourself beyond caring - and descend the ladder leading back into the cockpit area, you’d discovered where Fett had gone. He sat motionless in the pilot’s chair, fully armored and helmeted, studying a holo of what appeared to be the inner passageways of the Administrator’s Palace that was being projected from the ship’s dash, emanating a flickering, ghostly blue light in the early morning rays visible through the viewport. You stopped short across from the chair, and although Fett’s head didn’t turn even a hair, you knew he was watching you, wondering what you were doing.
“I have to go. I was supposed to be home by now and my roommate’s going to kill me.” You explained briefly, then dashed towards the ramp leading to the docking bay outside. You felt as if you had become part of a child's bedtime story, a maiden whose jewel-encrusted gown would disintegrate to rags, whose enchanted ship would transform back into a jogan fruit if she didn’t return home by the stroke of midnight. This was all over too soon. As you rushed down the platform, you wondered whether Fett would say anything or if that would be it, if he would just watch you run off into the sunrise and consider his work done. You’d made it just beyond the confines of the ship’s overhang when you heard the telltale sound of spurs from behind you, slow and methodical steps. You stumbled to a halt and turned back to face the Slave I. Boba Fett stood there motionlessly, observing you.
“Tell me, sarad’ika. Was it everything you've dreamed of?” The helmeted figure asked slyly, standing on the boarding ramp of his imposing, mottled ship, one hand resting casually on the overstuffed utility belt at his waist, the other dangling free at his side. You felt yourself flush at his question, knowing he was most likely grinning lecherously underneath his Mandalorian armor, but you still nodded, shifting your weight anxiously from one foot to the other. His gaze still penetrated your very soul from behind that black, T-shaped visor, made you feel so vulnerable.
“Yes. And more. I… I don’t know what to say, other than… thank you.” You softly replied. You wondered, foolishly, if he was expecting payment for his services. Did he consider his conquest of you to be a job of sorts? Your answer came with a sharp gesture of his hand, cutting a quick line across the morning air between the two of you.
“Then don’t say anything.” With a barely perceptible nod, Fett turned on his heel and began to make his way back into the confines of his ship. Something about watching him walk away from you made your heart hurt, although you doubted you would ever be able to explain why. You wondered whether you could make something more of this, something long-term and lasting, perhaps beyond your better judgement. You wanted to feel his mouth on yours again, and still felt his presence inside of you, the throb left behind by his considerable length filling you, and you already knew that you’d never want anyone else. You were addicted. You stepped forward, back towards the Slave I and its retreating owner, hopeful. If Rystáll Sant could do it, why couldn’t you?
“Boba, wait. ”
Fett’s form stilled, halfway up the ramp, and he turned to face you once more, the dented helmet cocked to one side, obviously intrigued as to what you had to say. You had a feeling he knew what was coming and your stomach somersaulted at the thought, but you heard the words leave your mouth anyway, heard the pining in your voice despite your best efforts to sound neutral, unattached.
“When can I see you again?”
‘ Fierfek, you stupid girl. Now he’ll think you’ve gone and fallen in love with him, just because he was your first fuck …’ Your mind swam, and you wished you could rewind time, seal your mouth shut, take back the words as soon as you had spoken them, until you saw that Fett was sauntering down the ramp towards you. You froze, every muscle in your body turning to ice, as he strode towards you, coming to a stop directly in front of you. He was close enough that you could have reached out and placed your hands on his chest, thrown your arms around his neck, but you found you didn’t have the courage.
“You can’t.” Fett answered you brusquely, emotionlessly, and you felt like he had slapped you across the face. You weren’t sure what exactly you’d been expecting when he’d approached you. The bounty hunter deftly reached out and cupped your chin between his index finger and thumb, pinching the skin in his grip and holding your gaze level with his. That visor was so dark, but you were so close you still could've sworn that you could see his face through the darkened T-shape, and that he was smiling . He released his grip and tapped the underside of your chin with his fingers, in an oddly playful manner. “Run along, little one. Go home. You don’t want to get into any more trouble now, do you?”
With that, he whirled back around, cape flapping on his shoulder, marching solemnly back into the blackness concealing the innards of the Slave I. The ramp closed behind him with an anticlimactic hiss , and Boba Fett was gone from your life, just as quickly as he had entered it.
Your ‘walk of shame’ back to your apartment felt more like a victory march, and when you walked into your living quarters, your roommate rushed towards you and demanded to know what had happened, where you had been, if you were okay. You only gave them a knowing smile. Maybe someday you’d share the story of your night with Boba Fett, but for now, you thought you’d let them try to put the pieces together on their own.
Later that evening, when Baron Calrissian announced the Imperial takeover of Cloud City and the evacuation orders were given, as you packed a bag full of necessities and boarded a transport out of the city and listened to the whispered rumors that Han Solo had been frozen in carbonite and abducted from the Administrator’s Palace by a mercenary wearing Mandalorian armor, you couldn’t help but smile.
‘Well, kriff. He’s actually done it.’ You thought smugly, grinning to yourself amidst a sea of panic. You hoped Boba Fett had been able to escape off-world with his bounty before the Wing Guard had sealed the docking bays, but you didn’t think you truly had anything to worry about. There was a reason why he was considered the best in the business.
Boba Fett had done it.
Right after he’d done you.
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Chapter 4
Word count: 3594 Warnings: suicidal tendencies A\N: welp yeah coming back to this
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Mick was actually good at playing the guitar, and the slow and tedious work of scrubbing bowls turned out to be not as unbearable as it could have been. Jolly tunes on the background somewhat lifted Vince’s spirits and distracted him from thinking about what happened, even though everything around him and inside him insisted in reminding him of it. Vince’s fingers went wrinkly, like after a long hot bath, or a day at the beach when he was little, but the memories brought little comfort - the galley was the last place he could even remotely associate with these things. It was stuffy and smelly and narrow, the water constantly splashed onto Vince’s shirt when the ship rocked on the waves, and he couldn’t even turn around without hitting a counter with his elbows. He was sick of it after only a day there. And how many more of them were there to come?
It also turned out he never really grasped how much dishes it takes to cook and serve food for a moderately big crew – he counted about thirty pirates on the ship, give or take. His crew was twice as big before most military men were slaughtered, but approximately twenty of his people were still alive, chained somewhere in his former ship’s hold. And they weren’t getting any food. Not a bit.
They’ll drop them off in a day and a half at Port Royal, Mick told Vince, they won’t starve until then. More than that, he grinned, they would absolutely benefit from a little fast. And if Vince kept asking, Mick would make sure he joined his friends in that little challenge. Perhaps even in chains like them if he wanted to share their fate so badly.
The traces of rope still burned Vince’s skin, so he swallowed the next question. Mick himself wasn’t a big talker, so the rest of the evening went in almost complete silence, save for the splashing of the waves and the quiet weep of the guitar strings. Mick didn’t trust him with a knife or near a boiling pot – a wise decision that probably averted quite a few fatalities - but Vince still managed to drop and shatter a bowl full of hot soup, most of which, unfortunately, ended up on his clothes. Vince could never imagine he, who had undergone such rigorous training, who was always agile and quick with a rapier and handy with a gun, would be so clumsy in the kitchen. Of course, regular kitchens didn’t usually sway back and forth on restless waves; Mick, though, did everything so effortlessly he could as well not feel the rocking at all. He probably had been doing this for a long time.
Vince wondered if he would live long enough to acquire the same skill.
He was left without dinner for dropping the bowl (Mick suggested he lick his shirt instead), and now, as he lay on a heap of rags in the corner of the galley that were now his bed, his stomach growled and spasmed with hunger. The beer he drank couldn’t fill the emptiness - only exacerbated it, submerging him into slumber on the border of asleep and awake. Vince thought he had got used to the rocking while sailing on his ship, but tonight the waves were much fiercer – or the pirate ship was much lighter than his.
Oh, wait, they were both pirate ships now. During dinner Tommy blew out Vince’s faint flame of hope that the ship would be recognized at the port or that its absence would alarm someone: in a couple of weeks, he said, it would wash up on the coast, wrecked and abandoned, and the crew would be presumed feeding fish at the bottom of the sea. No one will look for you and your crew, Tommy grinned, definitely not on Jamaican plantations, and absolutely not on a raggedy pirate ship. The pirates around him laughed. The next second the tray that Vince was holding crashed with the first mate’s head, and he stopped laughing. The others didn’t.
Maybe that was another reason he was left without dinner, he mused now, pressing his hands to his aching stomach. Tommy punched him in it in revenge for the tray, pushing all the air out of his lungs and forcing him to bend over with a groan. He would have punched him again if not for Mick’s disgruntled reminder that “he ain’t gonna be useful coughing his guts out, Lee”.
It took him a couple minutes to straighten up and even out his breath. He looked around, preparing for the new round of mocking, but now the snickers and smirks were few and far between, and contempt so pronounced it burned Vince’s skin disappeared from the eyes of many of the pirates. A mug of beer was eventually pushed his way with a half-hearted offering to “drink his misery away”. The beer was bad, the advice – good. He got drunk quickly on an empty stomach, and the ship seemed to sway twice as violently on his way back to the galley.
He now was to sleep right in the kitchen, on some rags thrown together with a poor excuse of a blanket on top of them, and his back didn’t enjoy that at all. The bed was so thin he could count all the nails and splinters in the floor with his back. But that was not the main reason he kept tossing and turning around long after Mick began snoring softly on his bed – a normal one, by the way, with a pillow and almost clean sheets. The man slept with his guitar like one would with a woman, hugging it tenderly in his sleep. It was strange, of course, but Vince didn’t complain: as long as he didn’t ogle Vince like everyone else Vince was fine with whatever peculiarities he possessed. After the evening of anxious observing he decided Mick had no interest in “sharing” him with Nikki and Tommy, and that brought relief, the only positive feeling he experienced over the entire day.
He held onto it like a drowning man at a straw, but the tide just rose higher and higher, and the straw seemed thinner and thinner with every passing minute. He could put up with his whole body aching from kicks, slaps and cuts, but what kept chipping at his self-restraint was the hurt between his legs, the hurt caused by such a violation of his dignity that he still didn’t fully comprehend it, pushing all of the hurt and the shame to the back of his mind instead. It was easy during the day, when he constantly had work to do; but now, at night, when he was finally left alone, he could no longer push back the stream of emotion engulfing him. He let that happen, let them just take him like that, like a cheap wharf hooker; and sure, his hands were tied, but he had his legs still, he could have kicked and wriggled and struggled until they got tired of him, or restrained him completely, or knocked him unconscious, but there would have been a struggle – an effort to protect the last thing he still possessed. Instead, he got scared of a knife; he should have realized they wouldn’t have slit his throat open in any case. Killing him wasn’t their intention - they couldn’t enjoy him dead - but he was scared for his life, scared shitless, and he just let that happen. He just lied there and let Nikki violate him and Tommy jerk off at it, and sobbed in the process, like the same hooker realizing there were twice as many sailors as promised.
And now he was lying there under too short a blanket feeling sorry for himself. Pathetic, honestly.
It wouldn’t get better, he realized so clearly a shiver ran down his spine. He was never meant to become one of them – they said it only to mess with him, to give him an illusion of a choice, and, eventually, to push the blame off their shoulders onto his. Whatever he had said, they would have done it their way, found another excuse. He was never meant to be a part of the team – a whore only, and a kitchen help on the side to keep him busy when Nikki and Tommy didn’t need his “services”. Eventually they would get tired of him and dump him at some slave auction with a reduced price. And then everything would repeat, again and again, master after master, until one day he slits his wrists or hangs himself in the cellar. The question was not if, only how soon.
Maybe that was the beer talking. Maybe that were shock and pain nudging him. Maybe that were guilt and shame that curdled into a lump in his throat, making it hard to talk.
Vince got up and on unbending legs hobbled towards the door, holding onto walls and counters on his way.
The deck was deserted, only with several torches smoldering, creating little puddles of light around them. Everything else was dark. Vince sneaked past the torches, flinching at every sound – there were supposed to be men on guard at the deck, and he absolutely didn’t want them to notice him. A couple of times he had to stand in the shadows and quieten his breathing, but they passed him, not even turning their heads in his direction. Either he was extremely good at sneaking, or the men didn’t bother much.
Finally he reached the forecastle, only dimly lit by a few torches nearby. The voices became quieter, and he relaxed somewhat, climbing the ladder to reach the side of the ship right above the bowsprit. The waves parted gently and quietly in front of her as she sailed swiftly through the dark. For a while Vince just watched, mesmerized. He never liked the sea much, but his father always said, it comes with experience. Vince believed him, of course - he knew what he was saying, having travelled around the world many times dealing with his company’s business. This was the first time he had to stay behind - health problems – and it was probably to the better, because Vince knew he would have sunk his own ship rather than let a dirty pirate set foot on her deck.
Maybe what Tommy told him was also to the better – his father would think him dead by a force of nature, something that humans couldn’t control still, something random, relentless and completely indifferent, rather than a disgraceful defeat to a bunch of cut-throats and thugs. That would be easier for him to comprehend. It was a shipwreck sounded better than They lost a fight.
His mother and sister would be devastated in any case, but as long as his father would hold on, his family would hold on as well. His sister would marry and produce an heir, and their lineage would continue, their fortunes would be passed further. Not to Vince nor to his descendants, but now he didn’t deserve it anyway – he was weak, and weakness should not run in their family, never did and never would.
Yes, it made it easier to accept – he was just weeding out the weakness. The Whartons would go on, just without him, without a rotten apple in the basket.
Damn, that water must be cold.
Just as he flung his leg over the board, a hand grabbed his forearm and dragged him back.
“What the-“ he began, grasping at the board, but another hand landed on his mouth, silencing him. The smell of smoked meat and bittersweet spices filled his nostrils.
“Sh-h,” Mick hissed, pulling him towards the ladder down onto the main deck and into the shadow. Vince’s knees buckled on the ladder, and he had to clutch onto Mick to remain on his feet, too taken aback by this interference to even hum in protest. Mick led him to the hatch and pushed him into it, then dragged him back to the galley, his nails digging painfully into Vince’s skin, and, once they both were inside, slammed the door shut and turned to him, rage splashing in those cold blue oceans of his eyes.
“What do you think you’re doing?” he narrowed his eyes, speaking in hissing whisper.
“Isn’t it obvious?” Vince shot back, feeling a lump of shame in his throat grow. Damn, he couldn’t even kill himself properly. That was a whole new level of loser.
“Going for a quick swim, huh?” Mick stepped forward, backing Vince down into a corner. “Enjoying the fresh night air? I can easily relocate you up there, if you like it so. Shall I tell Nikki about your special appetence for the outdoors?”
“No!” Vince blurted out before he could stop himself. Nikki would certainly get angry, and Vince would rather not witness that.
“Why not?” Mick raised his eyebrow. “Is that a secret? Are you sleepwalking? Or, maybe, summoning sirens? What’s so bad in it that you don’t want the captain to know?”
Vince bit his lip. They both knew perfectly well what he was doing there, but Mick for some reason avoided saying it straight.
“Hm?” Mick pressed on after several seconds of silence. “Was that something bad you were doing there? Something prohibited, maybe?”
“Since when offing myself is prohibited on this godforsaken Earth?” Vince finally said, bitter. “Am I now tied to this damn ship not only in life, but also in death?”
“Oh, tone done the drama,” Mick rolled his eyes, every word like a slash across the bare, bleeding flesh of Vince’s soul. “You ain’t selling your soul to the devil, nothing like that. There’s always a way out. Just not like this.”
An outsider wouldn’t notice this, but Vince had been listening to Mick order him around all day and quickly learned just by the tone of Mick’s voice to discern on which tasks he could slack off a little and on which he would get whipped with a wet towel for lingering. But this time it was nothing like he’d heard this day. It was so unusual he thought it off-putting, and Vince squinted at Mick with suspicion, trying to find the trick behind this… what was it? sympathy? – in his voice. But it came and left as quickly as a dream, and now Mick just looked at him, head slightly tilted to the right, face devoid of any emotion. Maybe that sympathy was a trick of Vince’s raving mind?
“We’re in the middle of an ocean,” Vince said faintly when the pause grew unbearably long. “There’s only water around. Where else am I to go?”
“This way of thinking is going to drive you into the grave,” Mick said, shaking his head. “They won’t let you leave this ship alive, now that you know who we are and what we do. You’re either staying here or below the ground – or water, in our situation.” He pulled out a pack of cigarettes and a tinderbox. “A cigarette?”
Vince shook his head.
“You’re missing out. It helps clear the mind.” Mick skillfully lit up a cigarette from the tinder. “Don’t tell anyone, or I’ll run out of cigs in seconds.”
“Never intended to,” Vince shrugged weakly. A whirlpool of seamless consciousness was still raging inside his head, but no comprehensible thoughts were coming out of it, only brain fog. And it was getting thicker and thicker with every second, trapping him, cutting off his airway and dragging him down somewhere in a direction in which he still feared to look. The only reason he still managed to hold back the nervous breakdown was the presence of Mick. He didn’t want to look like a pathetic crybaby to him.
“Hey,” Mick clicked his fingers in front of Vince’s face, attracting his wavering attention. “You still on this sinful Earth? Great. Now, I ain’t gonna wipe your tears and pat your head, you ain’t a kid anymore. I’m just gonna tell you something. I’ve been on this ship for a long damn time. Longer than you’ve been alive, possibly. I’ve had captains and teammates come and go, some of them lasted longer, most didn’t. Nikki’s been at it for several years now, and I never thought he would have gone that far. I didn’t say it, of course.” He raised an eyebrow. Vince nodded hastily. “But he keeps proving me wrong – every day, he keeps proving me wrong. And that’s what makes him last longer than others. You should remember - I’m an old man, I’ve seen a lot in my life, and my expectations are high.” He let out a whiff of smoke. “You know what drives him?”
“Sin,” Vince said grimly. Not that he was that religious – one couldn’t really claim to be a devout follower of God while shagging every maid one laid his eyes upon – but what was a little messin’ around compared to all the murders and robberies?
Mick burst into such a fit of laughter he almost dropped his cigarette. Vince looked at him tiredly from under half-closed eyelids, hugging his torso with his arms in an effort to ground himself. He didn’t quite get why he was laughing, but they all laughed at him, so he wasn’t really surprised nor offended at this point. At least Mick’s laughter wasn’t malicious.
“Boy, that’s a very broad definition,” Mick finally uttered once he was capable of speaking again. “Greed is one of the seven sins, you may say, and you will be right. But who isn’t driven by greed? Who doesn’t want a better life for themselves, which, coincidentally, requires money? But the same thing could be used against you – weren’t you gonna sell those goods, for the same reason as we took them?”
“I bought them first-” Vince began through gritted teeth, but Mick stopped him with a wave of a hand.
“Relax, man, I ain’t trying to call you out – just pointing at the faults in your reasoning. I wasn’t actually talking about that, but you led me off track. What I was talking about is – do you know what led Nikki to become who he is, and how he managed to hold the position for so long?”
“If that’s not greed, then it’s bloodlust,” Vince said. “I could see it in his face- when he was massacring my men- when we fought- he enjoyed it.” Vince once again recalled Nikki’s relentless slashing and piercing, how his sword glinted in the sun as he was chopping his way through Vince’s people, and how they dropped like flies around him, Nikki’s shirt soaked with their blood.
“You should have seen yours,” Mick turned to him, his tone suddenly serious. “You looked a madman to us – hurling yourself into a battle you couldn’t win - you knew you wouldn’t win. You’re just as nuts as Nikki, just on the flipside of the coin. He doesn’t care how much blood he spills, and neither do you – others’ or your own, doesn’t matter at this point.”
“How dare you compare me to him?” Vince flared up, his hands clenching into fists. “I was desperate! I had nothing to lose! He, on the other hand-“
“I am not trying to offend you,” Mick interrupted him, rolling his eyes, unaffected by the rage in Vince’s voice. “I am complimenting you, in fact. You’ve got what it takes to go far – what brought Nikki so far along the line all that time – what made him want you on the ship. Yes, sure, he claims that’s just your pretty ass, but believe me, if that was the only thing, you wouldn’t be here talking to me now. You wouldn’t be able to talk at all.”
His words didn’t feel like a compliment – an insult, rather, being equated to that bloodthirsty and avaricious monster. So even if he got on Nikki’s good side – if that was actually his good side, then how much worse was the bad one? – so what? He was supposed to thank him for his “mercy” now?
“I’m not asking you to like or respect him,” Mick told him, exasperated, as if he’d just read Vince’s mind. “I’m just trying to show you that plunging headfirst into the sea is not the only way you’ve got. Take whatever you wish from that. I’m not your mother to beg you, nor am I a priest to preach to you.” He put the cigarette out on the table and threw the butt into the stove. When he looked back at Vince, his eyes were once again stone-cold. “Now, you’ve worn me down with your sobs and sufferings. Go to bed and think of all I’ve told you in the morning, on a clearer head. And if you try to leave the galley again, even just to piss – I will hear that, and I’ll make sure Nikki learns about that, and you’re not gonna like it.” His voice turned harsher, and Vince instinctively shrank his head into his shoulders.
He did as he was told, curling under the blanket and staring at the wall of the galley, listening to Mick’s steady, calm breathing, like the man hadn’t just flipped his world on its head and turned it inside out.
He didn’t want to become the second Nikki, no, no way in hell.
But the thought of reversing their roles in the situation and making him suffer the way he forced Vince to was just too sweet to let go.
#motley crue#motley crue fanfiction#tw: suicidal tendencies#(as usual in my fics lmao)#nikki sixx#vince neil#tommy lee#mick mars#pirate!au#lmao it took me like a week to edit this little chapter#but suprisingly i didn't have to edit much. it was decently written#and i dont remember when i wrote it but it must have been october\november so pretty long ago#am i not growing in my craft at all?#fanfiction#my writing
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Stitches
A/N: Yep, I’ve ventured off the Marvel path and penned a few tales for The Witcher!
Pairing: Geralt of Rivia x Reader
Warnings: NSFW, 18+, Smut
The scent of rich beef roast and fresh baked bread filled the small room. Two local merchants sat at a corner table near the stone oven, arguing over the merits of silk from the south. Rulla, the inn's owner, busied herself shucking peas. The sun had not yet fallen and the town was quiet.
You sat alone, adorning the collar of woman's dress with fine silk embroidery. Falling into the rhythmic and well practiced movements, time passed without your notice. Until the door slammed open.
A wall of a man ate all the space in the doorway. His long white hair hung over his face. One arm wrapped around his middle, pressing a palm into his ribs. A leather bag hung from his other hand. "A room." His deep baritone voice carried across the room without needing much volume. "Preferably with a bath."
Rulla stood, wiping her hands on her apron. "If you have coin, I have a room with a bath."
He just grunted.
You took note of the dark stain beneath his hand. The older woman must have noticed at the same time you did. Her voice softened, and she rushed forward. "My boy, get into the first room on the right. I'll start the hot water." She turned to you. "You're needle may be of use, child."
He scowled at you. Still, you pulled the kit from your bag and walked toward him. "Come on." You sighed. "Let's take a look."
He only followed you as far as the door. You turned back. "That looks to be bleeding freely. I can stitch it up so even exertion will not open it back up. Or do Witchers heal even more miraculously than the tales say? You are a Witcher, correct?"
His chin dipped in a nod. "Geralt."
"Do you want my help or not?"
He sighed through his nose before dropping the bag inside the door. You lit the lamp beside the bed. You could smell horse and sweat wafting off him. He loomed over you as he came near. When you turned away from your sewing kit, he was pulling the soiled shirt over his head.
The grime and blood tangled in hair covering his chest could not hide the definition of the muscle beneath. Nor could it hide the map of old scars upon his flesh. A gash the length of your middle finger opened so wide you could see muscle and bone. It was not a clean cut, as if from a blade. It was torn, ugly, more like a bite or rip.
Rulla came in through the open door carrying two large buckets of steaming water. She dumped them in the tub. You pulled a few cloths from the cupboard and dipped one in the hot water. “I’ll be right back with the rest of the water,” Rulla commented. She glanced at the broad back of the man. “Be quick about it.”
You moved back to the Witcher’s side. Blood oozed between his fingers and trailed down his torso to gather at his belt. “Would you prefer to lie down?”
“Here is good. The light is better for you.” He stood near the table in the lamplight.
You sat on the edge of the bed and prepared your needle before wiping away the blood and cleaning the wound. “Do you worry about fever?”
“No.”
He didn’t flinch as you pinched the wound together pierced his flesh with the curved needle. Geralt held perfectly still, breath slow and even, as you worked. Your stitches were fine and strong. If he healed as fast as legend said, this scar would be far less noticeable than his others.
Rulla finished filling the bath and closed the door as she left.
His one arm hung loose as his side, but he held the other out away from the wound. It created tension.
“Rest your hand on my shoulder.” You spoke, but didn’t look up. “I’ll have enough room to work and your muscles will relax.”
His hand was large, warm. You could feel his intense golden eyes on you. It took effort to focus on cleanly stitching his wound. Part of you wondered if he could tell your heart raced. It should be from fear. In truth, something about his presence made you want to rub against him like a cat.
The pad of his thumb began to ghost over your skin near your collar bone. It may have been an absent-minded action. It may have been a deliberate petting. Regardless, you desperately want to feel that touch more.
You knew it was insane, not knowing him at all. Still, nearly two years had gone by since your husband’s death and the want for the touch of man grew worse every day. And here stood this large, handsome, man stroking your neck. The temptation was so great. This man would not want more than you were willing to give. Nor would this man leave you with a child.
Focus.
After a time you sat back and examined your work, fingers brushing over his warm skin. He looked down at himself. “You do good work.”
“Thank you.” Your hands paused on his abdomen, looking up at him from your seated position. “I should, um, should leave you to your bath.”
“I could use your steady hands.” His deep voice remained serious, but a playful glint filled his golden eyes.
“Oh?” You smiled. “You have other parts in need of my attention?”
“More than you know.” A small smile pulled at the corner of his mouth.
Your heartbeat quickened. As terrifying as he appeared when he entered the inn, he now exuded a raw masculine sexuality that had your mouth dry and core wet. “Then you best use that water before it cools.”
“Hmm.” Geralt agreed. He pulled at the laces of his breeches.
“Would you like help with your boots?” You smiled. “I wouldn’t want you to strain anything.”
Just the corner of his mouth twitched up before he sat on the edge of the bed and held out his right foot. He observed your every move as you removed his boots and striped him to bare feet. You knew his view would be down the front of your bodice.
He stood as you finished, taking your hand and pulling you up with him. “What is your name?”
“Y/N.”
Geralt’s fingertip drifted along your jaw to under your chin. “This is not something you normally do, is it?”
“I use my needle for wounds all the time.” You smiled, knowing that was not his meaning.
“Little dove,” He growled in a warning tone. His voice flowed over you like warm honey. “Answer me.”
“No.” You chewed your lower lip, but rested your hands on the bare skin of his waist above his belt. “But it does not make the offer insincere.”
“You’re not afraid of me?” He frowned.
“Should I be?”
“This is not the way for you to explore the ways of men and women.” He sighed, dropping his hand and standing straight.
You laughed. “Oh, that’s so sweet of you.” He glared, but you continued. “I’m not as young as I look. It’s been some time since a raider killed my husband. He and I... we had a very, ah, amorous and energetic relationship. It’s been too long, and I miss it.” You stared up into his eyes. “I would image you are an amorous and energetic sort.”
His head tilted and eyebrows rose. “True enough.”
You pulled at the loose laces of his breeches, grinning. “Bath, then.”
He stepped out of the remainder of his clothing. You could not help the delighted smile on your face at his amazing physique and already half hard cock. Tall, broad, and just huge, he showed no reserve or shame as he walked naked across the room and sunk into the warm water.
“Are you going to join me?”
“I’m clean,” You grinned. “If I get in there with you, I’ll get all mucked up.” His mouth opened to protest, but you continued. “Wash up. I’ll grab another bucket of hot water and help you rinse off.”
“Hmm.” He reached for the folded rag on the table and the soap bar. You told him to use the white bottle instead. He uncorked it an sniffed. Rosemary and mint. Pouring some onto the cloth, he began to scrub.
You returned carrying two heavy buckets of hot water. Geralt sat in the tub, skin scrubbed clean and hair wet. A light film from your favorite wash clung to him and the room smelled infinitely better. Setting the buckets down beside the tub, you told him to drain the water.
Taking up a large tankard, you poured clean water over his hair, his shoulders, trailing the water with your hands. His eyes drifted closed. A low hum of satisfaction rumbled from his chest. You smiled.
You rinsed his hair, broad shoulders, strong arms and chest. The action gave you the opportunity run your hands over him with thorough attention.
“Stand up, please.”
Geralt stood. You poured hot water over his lower back, watching it run along his strong ass and down the back of his thighs. You poured more, flowing the water with your hand. The muscles under your palm twitch and you fingertip dug in with a bit more pressure.
Dipping the tankard into the bucket once again, you looked up into his captivating golden eyes as your hand hovered over the thick trail of hair below his belly button. The corner of his mouth quirked up. You poured the water, watching it rinse clean the skin, and hair, and his magnificent cock. You hand traced along the length of him, far too gentle for his liking.
“You tease me, woman.” His hand cupped the back of your neck, pulling you forward to take possession of your mouth in a hungry kiss. Stepping out of the tub, he pulled you against his naked body, lifting practically off your toes. His teeth nipped your bottom lip. “You are wearing too much.”
His nimble fingers made short work of your laces, and eagerly pushed your gown over your shoulders where it gathered loosely at your hips. A feral growl rumbled from his chest as his hand cupped your breast. Geralt’s other hand pushed your dress passed your hips and took a hard grip on your ass. A violent shutter ran through your body as his teeth grazed your neck.
“Oh, but you are a responsive little dove.” He smiled before kissing you hard once again.
You gave a small squeak when he picked you up and tossed you onto the bed. Geralt looked you over, hungry, before coming closer. He captured your left foot and stripped it of shoe and stocking. Doing the same with the right, he placed a knee on the bed and painted a wet trail up your leg, nipping with his teeth along the way.
Your other leg fell open for him. His fingers slipped along your sex, finding you soaking wet and slick. Deftly rubbing his thumb over your clit before two fingers slipped in deep to strum against the perfect spot, you gripped the sheets and bit back a cry. It felt like heaven.
Geralt chuckled, his teeth nipping at the sensitive skin of your lower belly. “So responsive.” His tongue circled your clit and you whined. “And so sweet.” His voice rumbled against your sensitive flesh before him mouth attacked your cunt with vigor.
“Oh, fuck.” You shook, already feeling the tension building, feeling the heat gather. “Gods, yes!” Your thighs began to quiver and your hips bucked hard against Geralt’s face. He forced you down with his spare hand, his strength remarkable. The restriction pushed you further towards the edge. You gripped him by the hair. He growled, increasing the sensation. You panted. “Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.”
His fingers fucked you hard, his mouth unrelenting. Your body exploded, heat bursting forth, shaking, coming hard. He didn’t stop, growling fiercely against your clit. The rumble shaking you to the core. You writhed, uncontrollably rolling through another orgasm.
Geralt poised on all fours above you when your senses returned. A satisfied smirk turn up the corner of his sex soaked mouth. “That was fun.”
You giggled.
He stared at you a moment, studying your face. You reached up and pulled him down, kissing him long and deep. Still, he held himself above you. You needed his weight, need to be pressed into the mattress. Your fingers dug into his back, into his ass, pulling him closer. While your tongue battled his, your strong fingers wrapped around his cock.
Geralt bucked his cock into your hand, “Fuck.” His mouth left wet kissed across your neck. His weight shifted and his large hand massaged your breast, pulling at your nipple. His teeth grazed the taut bud and sucked hard. Your back arched off the bed.
“Oh gods, fuck me.” You plead, fingers digging into the broad muscles of his shoulders, pulling him close. “Want to feel the weight of you.” Your teeth nipped his ear. “Need you to fuck me hard.” Your leg lifted over his hip. “I want to feel you days after you’ve gone.”
Geralt growled. His fingers dug into the meat of your ass, his cock rubbing along your slick sex. His forehead pressed against yours, nose to nose, he breathed deep. “Don’t let me hurt you.” He practically whispered. “Say the word and I’ll stop.”
You closed your eyes and nodded, tipping your hips. “Please.”
He pressed in. The delicious stretch, the intoxicating pressure, pushed a moan from your chest. Your hips rocked against his, each stroke taking him deeper. You clung to his arms and shoulders. You tasted the skin of neck, nipping at his jaw. “Yes, more.”
Geralt rested his weight on his elbow and curled your leg up toward your chest. His cock pounded into you, rough and at a pace to steal your breath. You lost yourself to the feel, to taste and smell, of him. The rumble of his moans went straight to your core.
Heat gathered low. Everything lit up. Your legs quivered. His weight pressed you into the mattress. Your teeth bite into his shoulder. So close.
“Fuck.” He wrapped his arm under your back to hold your shoulder. Hot breath bathed your neck. His hips snapped hard and fast.
You held on, clawing at his flesh. Breath coming in pants and whines. Fire spread. Everything exploded. You came apart. “Yes!”
Geralt held you down, grinding into you, fucking you through your orgasm. His breath growled out, fingers dug into you, his hips snapped. You bit at his neck, pulled at his hair. He came with low roar.
He shifted off of you, but pulled you along to drape over the top of him. Sighing, with a deep ‘hmmm’, his fingers traced lazy circles on your back. After a time, your breath returned to normal.
You felt so good. He was warm and solid. You rubbed your face in thick hair covering his chest, first one side and then the other, breathing deep.
“What are doing?” The corner of his lip tipped up.
“You have a great chest. I love the feel.”
“No questions about the scars, but you rub in my chest hair like a cat.” He chuckled.
“Yes.” You sighed lazily. “You’re a Witcher, and I will happily listen to your tales if you wish to tell them. But that can be done in front of the hearth over a beer and a meal. This,” you wriggled even lower so his re-awakening cock became nestled between your breast and you rubbed your nose in the hair below his navel, “I am taking full advantage of right now.”
Geralt’s head dropped back, his hips rocked slowly against you. “You do that.” Your began to trail wet kisses down his belly, content, tired, but not about to miss a moment with this man in your bed. His large hand caressed your shoulder. “But don’t worry, little dove, there’s no need for me to move on for a few days. We can take our time should you wish.”
You eyes rose to meet his golden gaze. “I most definitely wish.”
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The Breeding Kings pt. 2, (Ahkmenrah x Reader)
Description: Creeping closer.
Notes: can you tell how much im geeking out on the pyramid section of this. can you. now i want you to guess how long i researched it for a scene that was only supposed to be a few paragraphs and some dialogue. WC: 8.9k (sorry)
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The way back to your house was a slow crawl, but a necessary evil. After the incident in which your clothes were ruined, Ahkmen offered to clean your clothes for you, a task you knew little about and usually didn't have to do in the first place. You accepted, though there was an issue––you didn't own any other clothes.
Rushlights in your tiny bedroom dimly reflected off the hanging silks and shawls, bathing the room and your skin in deep purples and reds darkened by both the evening and the smoke of incense.
Cloth rustled in the other room, making your shoulders seize up. The funny little Egyptian man who had taken up most of your evening with laughter was not someone you could fully trust, but few were, and you could still enjoy his companionship for the remaining minutes of the evening. He would leave soon––with your clothes––and you would not be able to leave your home until he returned with them. Nudity was fine in Egypt, but you weren't Egyptian. It was an uncommon practice to you.
You could physically feel your face flush with embarrassment, your chest tightening when he said your name in a soft voice. Unable to respond, you continued to strip yourself of the muddy garments, setting them carefully in a pile on a part of the floor that didn't have any carpet.
"Yogi?" He asked again. You whipped around to the curtain separating you from him, but found it vacant as always.
"Give me time," you said, your voice trembling slightly as you attempted to pull your pants off your hopping feet. "Taking off mud is hard."
"Oh, I know," he said, suddenly much closer to you, but still not breaching the curtain. "I'm a little less drunk right now so I wanted to try and pronounce your name, so... what was it again? Sorry."
"It is okay," you chuckled. "My name is Yogasundari.”
"Ah, right. Yogatsundera?"
"Yoga-soon-dahry."
"Yogasundari?"
"There you go," you said with a smile, happy to hear your full name from someone else after a long while of dealing with a horrid nickname.
With that, you pulled off the last of your clothes, removing the jewelry that had belonged to your family. Those you placed on your desk, but the clothes you folded best you could before timidly approaching the curtain leading to the funny Egyptian man. You couldn't quite remember his name, making your next actions all the more embarrassing, reaching forward to pull away the fabric.
"I finish this," you said, poking your head out, your extended hand beneath you.
Ahk moved to grab the pile, but stopped when he noticed your silhouette, now clear against the rushlight behind you. His breathing halted, caught in his chest. When he met your eye, he remembered himself, keeping his gaze above your shoulders as he took the clothes.
"You do return quick, yes?" You asked pointedly.
"I'll be back here tomorrow."
"Good. I have a work in the morning."
He held the clothes away from his body, but a giddiness ran through him that brought him to a quiet carelessness. His feet worked faster, an intrinsic smile on his face, and his home, the palace, fast approaching.
The whole of the evening accompanied him as he walked. In less than 12 hours he'd gotten the necklace back, 'beat' Panya in a drinking contest, flirted (albeit drunkenly) with an incredibly pretty brewer, and possibly even made friends with someone with entirely different life experiences from himself. The only drawback was that you were clearly not a fan of the royal family despite your liking of Egypt.
What had been his cover name?
Ak'anpu, if he recalled correctly through his drunken haze of a night. His name, and then Anubis', as Piye had called him.
Oh, Piye's gonna fucking love this, he thought as a grin spread across his face, his speed hastening as he approached the palace steps.
By morning the servants had finished washing your clothes, leaving them to hang in the laundry room till they were picked up. Ahkmen didn't notice it, as he was awakened by his servant Naguib, and his first waking thoughts were of unpleasantries against the bright morning sun.
Naguib pulled open the drapes shielding Ahk's room from the outside, leaving the long, intricate arches to cast the sun's glow directly onto Ahkmen's bed. He groaned, flipping over onto his stomach as he twisted in his sheets.
"Good morning, my Prince. You have school at Osiris' temple today, but nothing else. The Pharaoh instructed me to tell you that he is having dinner with the emissaries from Ebla when they arrive within the week. He wants you to attend," Naguib said as he opened Ahkmen's closet, pulling out the Prince's usual daily clothes.
"Is it optional?"
"Ask your father."
Once Ahkmen was safe and back in his clothes, he ran down to the laundry rooms, fetching your clothes and stopping by the kitchens for a tiger roll. He barely stopped to talk to any of the servants, moving on his way at a fast pace that sent him skipping down the stone pathways of Memphis. Ahkmen wasn't small by any means, but he had a way of moving about crowds, slinking through groups and keeping quick on his feet.
Piye managed to find him a couple turns before the temple, grabbing the crook of his arm and interrupting the Prince's stride.
"Ahk," they said as they turned him round.
"Piye!"
"How did it go last night?" They asked, picking back up into a walk.
"Wonderful. I think I remember most of it, too! I got my mother's necklace back, so I'll be gifting her that this evening, and I got to acquaint myself with that friend of yours, Yogi," he said with an animated expression, bright eyes and all smiles. "They're quite interesting."
"I see you have their clothes, too," Piye said, their eyes falling to the folded cloth in Ahkmen's hands. "What the hell did you two do last night?"
"Oh. Oh, no, I – they slipped in the mud and they don't really have access to good cleaning materials, and since it was technically my fault, I offered to have them cleaned," he explained.
"Awful nice of you."
"It's only right."
With help from his friend, Ahkmen made it over the boxes marking the entrance to your home without dirtying your clothes. Piye followed soon after, and the both of them entered your little tent, searching for a hard surface to knock on.
"Yogasundari?" Ahkmen called, feeling his face flush as he prayed he pronounced it right. "I've got your clothes."
"You have my cloths??" You said from behind one of the walls that Ahkmen remembered seeing you through.
"Right here," he said, reaching through the curtain to hand you the stack.
Weight was lifted off his hand and he withdrew, waiting a moment as you eagerly dressed yourself.
"Thank you many times!" You said, appearing with a wide smile that crinkled the flushed skin of your cheeks.
"Of course. We have to go now. I'll stop by soon!" He said as he turned to leave.
"Thank you," you said with a bow.
This time, he and Piye entered the temple through the correct door, walking through the long courtyard and observing the workers. They had been working on the garden for a while now, planting rows of seeds every day that would be fertilized with water, the Nile's silt, and of course, feces at times. At least the flowers everywhere blocked out the scent.
In the trees that towered above even the temple, birds cawed and sung at one another, pecking at the dates that fell on unfortunate people's heads. Piye managed to miss most of them, but Ahkmen was assaulted by one landing on his shoulder.
"Come now, can't be late two days in a row," Piye said, rushing Ahkmen along as the bell began to toll.
"And in the beginning of the year," Ahkmen added shakily as he began to run, coerced by Piye's long strides.
The two burst through the vacant doorframe before the eighth note, rushing to sit on the floor with the other two students. The priest entered moments later, eyeing both of them suspiciously, but remaining silent on the subject. Ahkmen let out a breath he didn't know he was hiding, reaching for the limestone tablets the class would be practicing on today.
Several minutes in he was already staring out the open door, watching the birds that pecked on the dried fruits littering the garden, fallen from the tops of trees and the undergrowth of bushes. However, it wasn't until several hours in that he caught sight of something that actually earned his attention.
You were near unrecognizable without your striking clothes, without the dim lighting he had already gotten so used to seeing you in. Reds, golds, and purples were replaced with the common warm white of servant skirts, allowing him to see the whole of your stomach and chest, as well as your legs that no longer hid within pants. Ahkmen hardly understood your insistence on wearing such warm clothes in Egyptian weather, and his ideas on the matter were only enforced when he felt blood rushing to his cheeks in a fiery blush.
For a long while you didn't notice him, and since consequences weren't part of the equation, Ahkmen stared free of guilt. You were positioned on your knees, rags and sponges in hand as you scrubbed the perfect marble floor of the outer temple halls. His jaw began to fall open, his eyes enraptured in the sunlight that shone off your dark skin, and was only dragged away by Piye manually shutting his mouth.
"Stop drooling. They won't come over just to clean your spit off the floor," Piye whispered in his ear as the priest's backs were turned.
"What?" Ahk whispered back, but went silent as his teachers turned back to the class.
"Now, what are the ways our Pharaoh's names written and how does the type of name change with the way it's written?"
"The Horus name is written in the box with the falcon on the edge?" One of the younger boys asked, his hand raised hesitantly in the air.
"No," said the priest with a tut.
An hour or so later he and his classmates were released for the midday break, rushing out of the enclosed classroom and into the long, stretching gardens of the temple's courtyard. Though the days were growing steadily cooler, flowers still bloomed with abandon in their ponds and bushes.
Piye began to part from Ahk as they approached the kitchens, causing Ahkmen to halt and grab their arm.
"Where are you going?"
"My father wants me to study runes in bones and teeth, so... I won't be back for the rest of the day. Tonight, though, I might have something planned for us," they said, shaking off his grip with a teasing wink.
Ahkmen watched as they jogged out of the temple, disappearing down the more common streets of Memphis. He frowned. Most of the other students his age were either too scared of him or didn't like him based purely off his status and his father's rule. It was things like that that had Ahk swearing up and down he would not be like his father––he would not be the reason his children couldn't make friends.
After gathering more food than he actually needed, he snuck out of the kitchens, speed-walking around as his eyes searched for the familiar stature of his new 'friend,' if he could call you that. How perfect it was that you worked here as well, and that he discovered that fact on a day of Piye's absence.
He searched the entirety of the temple's courtyard, classrooms, and worker rooms and couldn't find you. There was much of the temple left––about half unexplored––but those areas were blocked off. It was then he recalled you weren't from Memphis, and you might not understand the rules of priest-ly areas and citizen areas. He paused mid step, dread dropping his heart into his feet. Priests and oracles were not kind to those who disobeyed their direct rules of the holy.
Even with his royal status, he had to adhere to the same rules when it came to Gods. Sometimes even the Pharaoh was given such commands. But respect had never looked his way, and his desire to see you overcame his reluctance, stewing ideas in his head.
For a good few minutes he waited outside the entrance to the God's gardens, watching to see if anyone would try to stop him. In that time he pretended to eat, and after earning no strange looks, he ducked into the long hallway that would soon lead to the home of Osiris. Today, the massive oak doors were shut tight.
On either side of the hallway were gardens––to his left, a water garden, rife with lotus and reeds. To his right, a garden of date trees, lentils, lettuce, grapes, and pomegranates. The tall arches allowed him to easily see in, and the absence of a roof had sunlight raining down on the golden and green plants. What little light made it through the arches fell on his tanned skin, warming up the cool temple air, that had in times left him shivering.
Unfortunately, you weren't in either garden. He checked for a while, too, worried that he might've overlooked you behind tall plants or thick brush, but to no avail. All that remained was Osiris' home––the inner temple.
He had been in there before––rather recently, as well––but that did not mean he didn't fear it. He was quite clearly not where he was supposed to be, and his break wouldn't last much longer, as he'd spent much of the time making sure he wouldn't be caught. However, if he didn't find you, then it would be for nothing, and with that thought he continued forward.
To his surprise, when he just barely cracked open the doors, no one was inside. Not even the High Priest. The towering statue of Osiris stared blankly forward, the softest of smiles pulling at his perfect lips. Entirely still and cold.
He shut the doors slowly as he left, returning down the thin hallway with a furrowed brow. Perhaps you had left?
As he made to reenter the hall of gardens, a quiet hum reached his ears. He perked up almost immediately, eyes widening as he turned, staring at the temple's door as though it had spoke. He didn't dare move, but the song continued.
With steps of the utmost carefulness, he returned down the hall to the door. Pressing his ear against the wood, he heard nothing, and stood with yet another frown.
The voice had to be coming from somewhere. Further towards the courtyard it grew quieter, so it originated from within the holy ground, but where?
Ahkmen closed his eyes, breathing deeply as he listened attentively to the hum. Centering in on it, he began to follow, paying close attention to the volume. He reached with his hands as he walked blind, and came to a doorway he had never seen before when he opened his eyes. It was barely more than a crack in the meticulously painted wall, but large enough for a person to walk through. How he'd never noticed it before escaped him.
Echoes filled the massive room, entirely unlit with a stone roof above it. Ahkmen had to take a moment to let his eyes adjust, but when they did, he jumped back.
The room had to be larger than the whole of the courtyard, with walls that stretched too far to see the end of them. Pillars of a massive size filled the room, positioned with a graphed precision revered by other nations, each one too large for even Piye to wrap their arms around. And without fail, every single one of them was painted in hieroglyphs small as his fingernails paired to scenes of gory victory.
Music reverberated in his bones, painting the empty air that now thrummed with a thousand voices singing one after the other, yet still faint enough for Ahkmen to be unable to make out the words.
Without being able to track the volume of the humming, finding you would be much harder. This was, undoubtedly, you––your voice, speaking in words you knew well instead of the jargon of Egyptian. He tried his best, and in the end he found you scrubbing the floor mindlessly, staring up at the paintings above you as you murmured songs to yourself.
Hunger of cannibals...
those black-eyed pigs.
"Yogasundari?" Ahkmen said quietly from behind, hoping he wouldn't startle you.
You did jump a little, but you turned around with expectant, not fearful, eyes. Upon recognizing him, you smiled.
"Aganu!"
He thought to correct you, but realized it meant little considering it wasn't his real name anyway.
"Good to see you, as well," he chuckled. "What are you doing in here?"
"They ask me to clean, I clean, and it is quiet, this room. I like it here," you said, leaning back on your haunches as you returned to staring at the high pillar in front of you.
"They let you in here?"
"It is not hard to get in. You got in."
"No, I mean –" he took a moment to think of his words, "– they usually have one of the priests clean the holy places. They let a citizen clean in here?"
You paused, glancing away. "I did not ask," you admitted.
Ahkmen's eyes widened, reaching for you and pulling you to your feet.
"Then we need to get out of here before they punish both of us," he said, not pausing to let you gather your cleaning things before pulling you along.
"My cleans!"
He didn't stop running till he found the crack of an entrance, sneaking himself and you through to the slightly-less-illegal area of the holy gardens. Bright sunlight blinded him, and he squinted his eyes, shying away from the sudden stimulation. He kept the both of you moving though, till you reached the entrance of the hallway to the courtyard.
"You cannot go in such places," he said once he felt as though he had the peace of mind to address your stupidity. "I don't know what you've been taught, but when a priest tells you to do something, you do it. No questions asked."
"That is not a good thing," you said, frowning.
"It doesn't matter if it's good or bad. That's just how it is, and you and I are powerless to stop that. It's easiest to just listen," he said, growing softer as he noted your confusion.
"I..." you trailed off without ever having started.
"I'm sorry. I wish it could be different," he murmured, tucking stray hairs behind your ear.
"Why make all that beautiful if no one can see it?"
"It's for the Gods."
"I saw no Gods in that."
Ahkmen sighed.
"Just – do you understand me?" He asked, resting his hands on your shoulders to force you to look him in the eye.
"I think so," you said quietly.
"Thank you," he said in a rush of relief. "What were you singing in there?"
"A song," you said with a shrug, eyes falling to the ground. "My mother had sing to me. And.. one I heard, in the market."
"You have a very nice voice," he said, carefully watching for your reaction.
"Yes, she was nice," you nodded.
"That's not... never-mind. Here, I brought some food for you," he said as he handed you one of the sweetbreads.
Instantly your face lit up, a toothy grin matching your bright eyes.
"Thank you!" You said, taking and eagerly biting into it. "You are very good."
He chuckled, mumbling a thank-you through his own small smile.
"You know, you didn't tell me you work here. I go to school here," he said, pointing behind his shoulder to the classroom he would soon be returning to.
"That is funny," you said through a mouthful of food.
Your hunger reminded him of his own, and he returned to his own loaf.
"I'm glad you're here. Usually I only talk to Piye, and they can get rather busy sometimes. Do you come every day?"
"Most days. There are days they tell me not to work, no one is here but priests. But I am told to leave at a 'midday'. So I will leave soon, I think," you said, already finishing up your bread. "I go to my house and do my work."
"Your beers and such?"
"Yes!" You said. "My brews, they give me food like the priest. But from market adults."
"Do you –"
Ahkmen had begun to say something, but was interrupted by the tolling of a bell that called him back to class. He sighed, his shoulders falling as responsibility once more came to the forefront of his mind.
"I must go. Can I come visit later today?" He asked, already beginning to walk away.
"Of course! Come buy lots of beer!" You called with a singing laugh.
By eveningtime, Ahkmen's fantasies of you had reached an all-time high, daydreaming about how you would react if he had no qualms of anxiety holding him back. What you would do if he had the courage to pull you into him and kiss you, dipping you as your songs echoed in the silent, might halls of pillars reaching for the clouds.
Nothing the priests said was retained by his fog-heavy mind. The bell rang, startling the Prince, making him move for the first time in hours. He shoved his materials away haphazardly, leaving before any of his classmates and heading straight for your alley.
The sun was at its' low height above the western mountains, casting the shadows of tall graves past the river and onto the shore of the living. Red and gold bathed the land, painted his skin into a bronze, which deepened with a blush as he scaled the wooden crates. Already your hidden home had turned to a sort of oasis, entirely separate from his city.
Myrrh, which was the priest's incense of choice during the midday ceremonies, once again met his senses, swirling round his head as he entered the tent.
"Yogasundari?"
"Wait a bit, I am there in a bit of time," you said from behind one of the walls.
Clattering followed by two voices then came, but Ahkmen recalled that this was your business, and left you to it for the time being.
A few minutes later, you called him into the backroom without coming to see him.
"... are you sure?" He asked. To his knowledge, your customers hadn't left.
"Yes, it is good," you said, failing to elaborate further.
Ahk bit the inside of his cheek, reaching forward to pull away the cloth walls. Warm light came from a wall further on down, and when he pulled it away, the yellow light of fire burst in the tent, safe in an entirely-stone enclosing. A clearly handmade mechanism allowed you to hang four pots over the fire, two of which you tended to at the current moment.
Beside you, two familiar faces stood against one of the walls, quietly discussing with one another. His stare caught Unas' attention, who motioned to Panya that Ahkmen was behind her. She turned, scowling when she saw him.
"Why are you here?" She asked with crossed arms.
"I could ask you the same thing," he said, his mood suddenly soured.
"We're here for expertise on an ore I found in the junkyard," Unas explained with a small smile.
He and Unas weren't exactly friends, but they'd always held respect for each other. Ahkmen admired his ingenuity. Junkyards, however, were not the Prince's scene.
"Fun. I'm just here to get drunk," Ahk chuckled, sitting down on the dirt floor with his back pressed against the stone wall.
The number of colorful fabrics in this room were contained to only the entrance, and from the voices surrounding him, he correctly assumed that the 'walls' that made up this room were simply the closely-built walls of many homes all facing away from the one center point. A makeshift wooden roof had been placed above him, mostly blocking out the dying sun's light.
"I work with many rocks," you murmured, concentrated entirely on the stone in your hand, "but this is not rock. It is too pure. You found this in a.. a... what did you name it?"
"Junkyard?"
"Yes, that," you said, snapping your fingers. "This is very different. Others can come looking for it."
"So it's worth something?"
"I do not know. It is just pure, and that is not normal," you said as you handed it back to them. "I can try hard to name it, but it could be long of time."
"Hmm," Unas said, looking to Panya to communicate with her silently.
"Keep it," Panya said. "If we need it, we'll come back for it, but just concentrate on figuring out what it is."
"I will find it," you assured them with a small bow.
Panya and Unas left a few minutes later after having been served an older batch of beer that had sat to ferment. The boiling pots of beer hung over the fire were not yet ready, even if they smelled good, so Ahkmen settled on one of your specialties; a more alcoholic, sweeter beer.
Most of the beer Ahkmen had in his lifetime was for simple nutrition, thick and quite clearly tasting of sweetbread. At rare times, the Pharaoh would bring in more alcoholic beer, an event saved mainly for festivals where beer was cheaper than distributing wine.
Your brew, though––the sweet flavor of wine, an alcoholic content higher than both, for the price of a regular mug of beer. Ahkmen returned to one of the carpeted rooms, finding himself more comfortable surrounded by your purple silks, pillows and blankets cast beneath his feet. There he sat at your table, content to sip at his drink.
A moment or two later you returned to him, straightening out your long clothes before taking a seat across from him. You folded your hands neatly on the table.
"How long have you been working at Osiris' temple?" Ahkmen asked, setting his cup down on the table.
"I found it not long ago. My work is not much known, so I get little money, little food. So more work lets me eat, keep safe in the city," you explained, eyes cast to the side as you thought through your translations.
"Do you like working there?"
"I do not like the clothes they give me," you said, lips twisting into a pout. "They are not enough."
Ahkmen chuckled, though he hadn't meant to, and sighed to calm the delight in his chest.
"As long as you listen to the priests, you'll be alright," he said as he took another swallow from his cup.
"Have you something eaten today?" You asked, moving to stand.
"Yes. Haven't had dinner, if that's relevant," he said.
"I have slow night this night. Come and make food with me," you said as you offered your hand.
He glanced to his cup, and then to your outstretched hand. There was no option.
Ahkmen found himself in your kitchen, where he had been several minutes earlier, except now the brews of the day had been set to cool in their jars, leaving the fire open for other uses. Your choice ingredients weren't unfamiliar to him, but your method of cooking them was.
In most kitchens Ahkmen visited, pans of vegetables were fried over smaller flames, different oils and spices flavoring them. Slabs or slices of meat were cooked in a similar fashion. Your style consisted mainly of throwing every ingredient into your largest pot and letting it cook in its' own stew. You poured a sort of gravy over it, mixing the vegetables, meats, and other such things.
"You like bread in soup?" You asked, pulling a large knife out of its' storage on your counter.
"Sounds good," he said with a shrug. He'd never tried, but it couldn't be that different from beer.
You took a loaf out from underneath a white square of cloth, setting it on a board as you began to cut into it.
"May I help?" He asked upon realizing this was a task he actually could complete.
"Uh," you looked to him, then back to the bread and knife, "okay. Make in small, good?"
"Of course," he said, taking the knife and positioning it.
He did his very best, concentrating far more than was actually necessary, which you giggled from. You tried to hide it, and though he did spot it he appreciated the effort.
You went to chopping more vegetables, cutting lettuce in long slices that acted like noodles as you poured them in from your cutting board. When Ahk's board got overcrowded with cubes of bread, he set the loaf to the side, sliding the pieces in. He looked to you, stared at you as you worked diligently. The slip-up nearly cost his left middle finger.
His hands shook when he realized his mistake, but he couldn't stop smiling. Not till the both of you finished, and you returned to your spot in front of the fire, slowly mixing the concoction.
"You must do this a lot," Ahkmen said as he sat down on the cold floor.
"What do you say?"
"You do this a lot. Mixing pots over fire."
"Oh. Yes, I... I do. My potions, my beer, and my food can all be in this pot," you said, clanking the edge of it with your spoon. "I think... it is good. I like this moving. I can get tired, but it is one thing I know. We eat now."
It took a moment for his brain to process what you'd said, but he soon jumped to his feet, bringing down two bowls from a higher shelf. You thanked him quietly, asking him to hold them as you filled them up. The warm steam of stew drifted up towards his face, causing his mouth to water before he could even eat.
The two of you returned to the carpeted rooms, seating yourselves on the floor near to one another.
"Have you given mother your necklace?" You asked as you waited for the soup to cool to a bearable temperature.
"Not yet. I said I'd do it this evening, so I'll do it once I leave," he said, attempting to sip at his bowl, only to be burned.
"You eat fast then! You were very drunk for her," you laughed, rocking backwards in your seat.
"You say that like it's a bad thing," Ahk said, grinning pleased when you giggle in response.
"I see you that night, Aganu. You were sick drunk."
"If I acted strangely it was only because you're incredibly pretty," he said, blowing on the bowl of stew before sipping it this time. It helped, however minute.
"I get you drunk again, put you out on streets to walk alone," you threatened with a raised brow. "You still be strangely."
"Don't forget stupid."
"Haha," you leaned forward, pinching his cheek, "funny Egyptian man."
The sun disappeared earlier than usual, as was customary for the cooler months, and the darkness that followed left Ahkmen enraptured in your games. Thought of his mother, of Piye, and of his father faded into you, paying close attention as you described the rules of your drinking games, with which you had unwittingly kept Ahkmen in your home.
His vision had already started to go hazy, blurred by what beer he had drank for fun hours ago. Through that fuzz he saw two large cups and two smaller ones, the smaller filled with beer, and the larger empty. Two thin sticks were balanced in a row on each large cup.
"Now – now put cup on – on cup," you said, your hands swaying as you went to grab the smaller glass. "Veerryyyyy... kavanyamehka."
Ahkmen did his best to copy, and with great concentration, succeeded.
"We do this talk," you said as you curled your fingers into fists, setting them on the edge of the table. "Do this bang-bang. And.. then, it falls, in big cup. We do again and again an' again and... again. Good?"
"Okay," said Ahkmen, who had a very weak grasp on what you just explained.
He copied your fists, and when you spoke, he followed in loud mumbles, caught in the adrenaline you'd suddenly built. In time with your garbled speech, you banged your fists against the table, and the cups began to tremble on the two twigs.
"Enka kapo ai'il kuttika ventu nam, muta'lilvila matten'atai, en tontaiyl uravem en tanllyial entovuetem, nan 'rrakemen viri naiuta ventaum!"
The louder you got, the more incomprehensible you grew, till Ahkmen was assured you weren't even speaking coherently in your home language. Ever dutiful, he matched your energy till his heart pounded and his cup fell into the larger cup. You then let out a shout, throwing your hands into the air.
"You fail!" You laughed. "Funny man."
"We," he reached into his cup and pulled the smaller cup out, "are doing – going again. I actually understand it this time! So you are finished."
You went a second time, speaking in tongues and yelling raucously when you lost, your own laugh fading into the background as Ahkmen spoke.
"I told you!" He snorted, falling back in his cushioned seat.
Three more rounds, in which there were varied successes and losses, and you paused for the best part––drinking the strange mix of different types of beers and alcohols made from the fallen cups. You linked arms, shooting back your drinks as quick as you could.
The flavors you created for your beers mixed wonderfully together, but Ahkmen was too far gone to notice any of his senses except the ones that related to you. His sight, never leaving you, the sound of your voice, the sensation of your uncommon touch. His heart pounded furiously even without him shouting.
There were few people he could legitimately claim he enjoyed getting drunk with, which made his fondness for you all the more special. Already he knew you would be a fantastic drinking buddy.
Hours that felt like minutes passed, and with both of you hidden away from the sky, you had no way of knowing it was far past midnight by the time exhaustion trickled into your body. Before you knew it, you were lying down on your back next to Ahkmen, staring silently at the detailed ceiling, your hands folded neatly on your stomach.
"I think I have not made me better because I am scared I will become a person who is not the person that my parents knew," you said in a voice that croaked.
"There will always be a part of you that is that person who knew your parents," Ahkmen said softly, turning to face you as you stared up. "And you'll always have them with you in your memories."
"But I change, and if my parents are in me, they change too? Then, they are not my parents. They are changed to someone else. I changed them."
"Everything changes. If they were alive, they would have changed over the years eventually. That's one of life's simple natures," he said.
You fell silent.
"I miss them."
Your cat meowed softly as it jumped up to your seats, walking up over your chest to face you directly. You raised a tired hand, petting the hairless skin, still staring at the ceiling.
"How long have they been gone?"
"Years," you said as you raised up your fingers to indicate 'two'. "I do not know they are dead... but I see no words from them."
This time Ahkmen went quiet.
"Do you like learning about things?" He asked when an idea popped into his head.
"Why have you ask this?"
"I like learning about things. It's a distraction, of sorts," he said, fidgeting with his fingers.
"... alright. Better than sitting," you said, grunting as you attempted to rise to your feet.
Ahkmen stood before you did, chuckling as he noted you quietly trying to convince your cat to get off you.
"You do not sleeping forever," you cooed, bopping her nose gently with your fingertip. "I will come back."
Eventually, the warm lights of your home made way for the evening chill, bathing you in darkness halted only by the presence of a half-full moon. This late into the night––or early in the morning––near no one was awake, and if they were, they were contained mainly to their bedrooms within the walls of their homes. It left the streets and walkways vacant as you wandered aimlessly at Ahkmen's side.
Though most everywhere was quiet and unoccupied, there were houses in which lights had been lit, visible through windows that allowed it to pour out onto the ground outside. Those little spots of light illuminated your path, allowing you to skip over rocks that you would've otherwise tripped over.
"Are you religious, Yogasundari?" Ahkmen asked, his hands folded behind his back as he strolled with you.
"A what?"
"Do you believe in Gods, in a life after death," he clarified.
"My family is," you said, kicking a pebble. "They talk to this god, Shiva Pashupati. I am – my name, it is from the Bandha, which – it is to sit in a way as He makes."
"Shiva..."
"Pashupati."
"Right. What do you ask of him? If you do ask anything," he said, glancing between you and the path ahead.
"Food, no danger, you know," you said with a shrug. "I do not know a lot. My parents did not speak about my home a lot. I know... there is more Gods, but I know no names."
"We have many Gods as well. They lead us into a happy afterlife. Has anyone ever told you about who we worship?"
"No, but I want to know."
"For starters, that temple you work at––it's the home of Osiris, who is the ruler of the underworld, where we go when we die. He is a God of power, righteousness, and death. People here are allowed to choose which Gods they want to worship at any given time, but many choose favorites. For example, I am a devotee of Khonsu and Ptah."
The river before you grew nearer till you stood at the bank's edge, the edge of your toes just barely touching the water. You hardly noticed where the both of you were walking, but you recognized this spot, and identified it as the place Ahkmen had washed up the other day.
"Khonsu... and Ptah," you said in deep concentration as Ahkmen pulled you up onto the wooden docks. "What do they do?"
"Khonsu is a God of the moon, of time, and can extend or shorten the lifespans of anyone he meets. Ptah is a creator-god, so he creates many things, like you do," he said, his hand falling from yours as he stopped at the edge of the dock. "He is a blacksmith of sorts."
Ahkmen bent down, kneeling with one knee on the wood and the other raised to his chest. From there he pulled at the rope keeping a canoe in place, reaching forward to steady the boat when it came loose, now slave to the soft currents of the river.
No words were exchanged as he once more took your hand, helping you into the canoe. You grabbed the oars so as to balance yourself, even though it didn't help in the slightest, and took your seat on the bow of the small boat. Ahkmen soon followed, sitting down across from you. He took the oars and began to row slowly away from the shore.
"The Nile is a beautiful thing that brings to us life through the power of the God Hapi, who controls the floods that entail both death and revitalization. But, if you sail straight across, we find our earthly version of the underworld," he said, and the few words you could understand seemed to only confuse you.
"I am not sure I –"
"The Eastern bank is for the living," he said, gesturing to the city behind him. "The Western is where the dead lie forever. It is where the sun casts its' final rays before dying."
"Ohhh," you said with a wide jaw, looking out over his shoulder to the banks ahead of you.
You had, for a time, wondered why the other shore seemed deserted while the one you occupied was so lively. You had also wondered why there were massive pyramids shining a stark white against the warm sand and blossoming trees, their heights a monument of human achievement, jutting out of the desert to remind all who watched that there was greater power than they will ever behold.
"The pyramids out there," Ahk paused to look behind him before returning to you and rowing, "they're tombs. Resting places of great Pharaohs who came before us."
"Those are for one person?!" You asked with wide, shocked eyes.
"Each one is built for one person, yes," he chuckled. "Generally we're not allowed to go here unless it is for prayer, but I don't think anyone will ask questions this late at night."
Crickets and frogs croaked from the safety of bog-like swarms of lilypads, welcoming you loudly to the land of the dead within the land of the living. Ahkmen jumped out of the boat, sullying his sandals and skirt in muddy water as he traipsed through the undergrowth, bringing the stern of the ship to rest fully on the unmoving shore.
Once he finished that, he took your hand, helping you out of the canoe and onto dry land. You thanked him quietly, and in turn led him out of the water.
The distant pyramids had been a wonder to you, but you never gave them much thought. You didn't know what they were used for, if anything, and you had no idea why, or even how, they were built. Now the alabaster pikes remained shadows against a star-lit sky, a painting of a million stars illuminating nothing more than a silhouette of the once glittering pyramids. Your breath caught in your throat as you stared up. They were much taller than you'd originally thought.
"A good long while ago, there was a Pharaoh by the name of Djoser, and he was the first to build any sort of pyramid. Before him, the graves of Pharaohs remained simple mastabas. I look up to Djoser quite a lot... him and his vizier, of course. Imhotep. He was the one who did the most work," Ahkmen rambled as the two of you continued forward, nearing the monuments.
"... how did you.. make these?" You asked in an awestruck voice, murmuring in the presence of great beasts.
"Many years," he said, continuing on. "And much devotion."
Ahkmen went on to explain in great detail what the pyramids contained––their history, their wealth in both understanding the ancestors, as well as the wealth of treasure hidden beneath what seemed like miles of stone. He told you of the different rooms within, where offerings were still placed to this day.
Given the overwhelming size of the pyramids, it took longer than you imagined to get to the end of the long line, where the step pyramid sat. Ahkmen began to approach the tomb, but halted when he noticed you weren't at his side. Turning round, he found you stuck in place, your hands raised anxiously to your chest as you stared at the pyramid.
"Yogi?"
Nothing.
"Yogasundari, are you alright?" He tried, this time returning to you and gently pulling your hands apart, hoping to stop your straining fidgets.
"This is... a King," you said in a quiet voice, the glaze in your eyes slowly disappearing as you came to focus on him.
"Well, yes," he said with a frown. "We do have those, you know."
"Sorry, I... sorry," you murmured, and as Ahk's grip on you fell, you walked on past him towards the tomb.
"Wait," he reached for your wrist, turning you around, "are you alright?"
He had not asked you to apologize for any behavior––he had asked you if you felt okay, and that was the answer he sought.
"I am good," you assured him with a chuckle. "I am thinking on Kings and my family. I do not want to... make dirty of your Kings, but it is hard to think of Kings and to not think of family."
"Oh, don't worry about that," he said, taking your hands once more. "We're actually going to be desecrating holy ground so it's alright to say fuck you to some Kings."
Out of the two options he gave you, you decided to enter the tomb, opposed to scaling the sheen surface of polished limestone. Moonlight from a half-moon reflected off that clear stone, a light that faded away as Ahkmen led you into the earth.
Staircases upon hallways upon staircases led deep into the ground, lined with stray dust and paintings of stories Ahkmen hardly understood, let alone you. The darkness soon came to a high, leaving you in a pitch-black darkness too thick to even see each other. You stumbled forward, bumping your head on Ahk's shoulder, and letting out a small cry.
"You alright?" He said, offering his hand before remembering you would not be able to see.
"I am okay," you said, dirt and sand shuffling as you made your way back to your feet. "We need light."
"We'll find a torch soon, we can take that," Ahkmen said.
As predicted, a few steps forward with his hand running along the wall, and he found the end of a burnt out torch. At the next crossroads there would be a vat of oil, with which he could relight it.
"When the Pharaoh, Djoser, built this place," Ahkmen said as he lit the torch, holding it up to see the hieroglyphs above your heads, "he built it with temples outside, courtyards... gardens and houses. It was a city all for his death. And none of it was used until he died. All his life he built this pyramid, and never reaped the benefits."
"Why?" You asked, looking up from Djoser to him.
"It's a purpose in life. At least, that's how I see it," he said, his voice growing quieter. "I think that it is our purpose to leave this world better than when we came into it. This was simply his way of doing it."
"How will you doing it?"
"... I don't know," he murmured after a moment of silence.
His eyes fell to you, meeting your gaze as you simultaneously looked up with a special sort of adoration in the reflection of your eyes. Time paused; his heartbeat, his breath, the flame in his hand. You still waited expectantly.
"I will find my purpose someday," he said. "I'm still young."
"You will say that to the day you die."
The long hallways were much more entertaining with your sight returning, allowing you to scan and absorb the art painted on every surface. It was hard to tell who was who, but those in power were always clearly marked, and those below them would always tremble by their might. You bit the inside of your cheek, tearing your eyes away from the gory scene and following Ahkmen onwards.
"Here we reach the blue chambers," Ahkmen said, his echoing voice calling your attention away from the dark hallway walls.
You looked ahead to him, past him, to the blue strokes of paint shrouding the ceiling in midnight and stars. Your mouth fell open as you looked straight up.
A woman's body was stretched across the center plane of the room, her toes at the door and hands at the opposite end. Her skin was a deep blue, peppered with yellow, five-pointed stars. Massive jars and pots neatly filled the corners of the room, half-buried in dust, the paint still remaining on the surface. Besides that, the room remained empty, cobwebs filling the space, and dissipating wherever Ahkmen held his torch.
From here, there were two directions to choose from; left and right. Painted reeds lined the entrances, captioned by the hieroglyphs far above your head.
"Down that way is the burial vault," Ahkmen said, pointing down to the left, "and down that way is the King's apartment."
"Why would you need a apartment in a death home?"
Ahk snorted, "a tomb, you mean. It's to be used in death. Everything you are buried with comes with you in the afterlife, so those with great riches build homes they want, treasures they want to carry forever. It's a portable home."
"Hmm," you said in a detached tone, wide eyes turning back to the painted walls. "There is so much turns. I do not know how we get out."
"Ah, the layout of the pyramids remains a mystery to all but me," he said with a wide, cocky grin, throwing his arm over your shoulders. "I will lead us safely onwards."
You giggled, covering your mouth as you did. It disappointed him slightly not to see your smile, but he kept to his word, and led you down to the Pharaoh's 'apartments'. He rehearsed the correct path to the living areas, and by the time he came to the split path he recalled which turn to take.
He moved to continue quickly on, but you paused, his arm falling from your shoulders as you stood in place. That quickly caught his attention, and he returned to you.
You were staring at the wall with a furrowed brow, eyes searching the large blue tiles.
"Faience," he told you, sneaking up from behind. You jumped slightly, relaxing when you realized it was him.
"It is beautiful."
"It's meant to look like the palace," he said, easily recalling much of his studies on Imhotep's pyramid. "Mimicks the reed mats and such."
Several passageways and long, detailed hallways later, the two of you arrived in a room stacked with dark, elegant cabinets filled with everything from clothes to chairs. Red and reed carpets covered the floor, broken after their long-lived lives. As with many of the rooms and halls you'd already seen, the room was filled with vases and jars of all sizes, containing everything from honey to bits of unprocessed stone.
Being a home of sorts for the royal family from years ago, it contained a number of comfortable chairs, as well as detailed carpets both hung and set on the ground. Spiderwebs had grown over the edges, crowding the corners of the room with dusty string.
"As long as you know the paths of the pyramids, they can be a good place to find solitude. Sometimes I enjoy studying here," he said, craning his neck to look at the hieroglyphs carved onto the ceiling.
"You do work a lot, I think," you said, your shuffling feet slowly moving to the end of the room.
"Perhaps so. But you cannot claim that without acknowledging you work quite a lot, as well," he said with a smile. His amusement grew when you just nodded, pretending to understand what he had just said.
For the remainder of the evening, Ahkmen set to what he had been planning all along––distracting you from your dissipating drunken haze, as well as from the thought of your parents. Studying and researching had always done well to keep his own mind off things, so he offered the same opportunity for you.
A chart of the night sky hung above the frame of a bed, numerous blankets and pillows cast haphazardly aside upon it. You were reluctant to put any more weight on it, but Ahkmen assured you it would be fine, and pushed you to lie down, staring up at the ceiling.
"Do you see the brightest star?" He asked, climbing over you to sit on your hips, his hands on your waist.
"To that way?" You asked in return, gesturing to the right with your chin.
"Mhm. Her name is Sopdet. When she rises in the night sky in the summer, she brings with her the floods of the Nile," he said softly, creeping closer still, "and the fertility of the land. She is married to Sah, who holds yet another place in the sky. When Pharaohs die... that is where they go."
"What does Sah do?"
"He is one of the largest constellations," he said, a grin forming across his face. Ahkmen began to creep up your body, using his fingers like claws as he gripped you. "He is eaten in the morning and spit out at night––and he rises into the sky to protect his wife."
You giggled, blushing from the intense overacting of the man pinning you to the old bed.
"He is a God who sails the skies. He navigates the stars in a papyrus skiff, and the old Pharaoh's souls go with him. It is a death I yearn for," Ahkmen said, his energy suddenly cooling, his hands less grasping you and more holding you.
"I like to see the stars now. You show where they are, yes?" You asked, searching his eyes as you looked up.
Behind the faint halo of his face, the soft skin reflecting the dying light of the torch, stars painted in gold on a midnight canvas surrounded him. It was him, the life in his eyes against the eternity of the sky––distant, and far enough to only be found in the heart.
"Of course," he said with a smile, crinkling and blushing around his grey eyes.
#ahkmenrah x reader#Ahkmenrah#Night at the Museum#rami malek#rami malek character#ahkmenrah x male reader#ahkmenrah x female reader
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Big Knife Meet Little Blind Ch.1
Xue Yang meets A-Qing before he meets Xiao Xingchen and decides he needs a disciple. Somehow he ends up with a kid, a heart, and an absolute mess of a cultivation world.
Warnings: Gore, Blood, Murder, Questionable Child Rearing, Xue Yang and A-Qing's potty mouth, Xue Yang isn't a good person and needs to get there, will eventually be SongXiaoXue, this is for fun and updates will be sporadic if at all so read at your own risk
The timeline's a little wonky to make it fit better. Xue Yang is 15 and A-Qing meets him at 4 around the time that Wei Wuxian dies. This is a mix of MDZS Novel and The Untamed, mostly the MDZS Novel but I'll take some liberties and cross over.
Read me on: AO3. Chapter Two
There were a lot of moments in Xue Yang’s life where he could look back on and go wow that was fucking stupid. Not that he would ever admit to that and, being fifteen, would absolutely not learn from his past mistakes. Unless it was to kill someone a little better, but that’s not the point.
The point is that Xue Yang managed to acquire a four year old child and he wasn’t thinking about how much of a responsibility that was, so much as he was wondering how long a child had to wait before they could hold a sword. The man who had helped Xue Yang cultivate a golden core a few years back had always chattered on and on about how you needed a young disciple so they’d never listen to anyone else.
That was probably good advice considering Xue Yang had killed him when he turned thirteen for being a general pain in the ass. (If anyone remembered the wild child who had flung themselves forward with a sword to kill the old man after watching him kick a child under the wheels of a cart, they were already dead or had the sense not to bring it up after watching only one person walk out of the scene alive.)
A-Qing was a quiet thing, usually. She’d managed to swindle Xue Yang out of a few coins by pleading about being blind and starving while wearing ragged clothing to sell it better, only to get caught a few minutes later when she ran directly to him to hide from whoever she’d stolen from. Xue Yang was impressed with her almost immediately and simply carried her off with the promise of dinner.
Xue Yang did not have a soft spot for abandoned kids, they weren’t his problem obviously. He did however have an incessant need to have things and he wanted a disciple. One that would be loyal to him and him only. It wasn’t like that was hard to do, people were so eager to give themselves over to someone else. Even the old man had been easy to fool into believing anything Xue Yang had said.
So there he was, fifteen, with a round-faced and probably feral four year old on his knee devouring a loaf of bread, and he finally realized that it may have been a stupid decision. He didn’t actually want to raise a child, what did one even do with a kid?
He was vaguely certain that you had to feed and water them but what else? Train them to sit and stay?
He probably should have taken his chances with someone a little older, around eight or so, so he could just hand them a sword and that would be all.
Then again, he realized with one hand moving to the back of A-Qing’s neck, he could still do that. No one had to know he grabbed the little brat and honestly a quick death was more merciful than dropping her back on the street, probably the only mercy Xue Yang had ever actually known.
White eyes blinked up at him, completely uncomprehending of the danger she was in, and then they flashed with something. She started patting herself down quickly, finding a small purse after a few seconds and pushed it towards him.
“What the hell is this?” Xue Yang grumbled, flicking it open and half expecting to find old food or bugs. Instead it was a pouch filled with money. A-Qing’s eyes were bright with the glimmering all bratty kids had when they got away with something they shouldn’t have.
“That’s why I was running.” She said pleasantly, either unaware or uncaring of any sort of moral dilemma other people would have. “Here. To pay you back.”
Her words weren’t the smoothest, and she didn’t have any idea of how to ‘pay him back’, but somehow his heart managed to soften just enough for him to move his hand from her neck. She was already prepared to steal, she had no problems faking blindness, and she seemed attached to him. He could work with this.
And, well, if he got annoyed he really could just kill her later.
“Well, Little Blind,” He hummed and pocketed the money to offer her a piece of fruit instead this time, “I think we’re going to work well together.”
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Xue Yang thought everything was going well, he trained privately under a new master provided by Jin Guangyao during the day, then he returned to the little shack he had and made sure A-Qing hadn’t died while he was gone. It worked well for them and A-Qing didn’t seem to mind sitting next to the river for hours until he returned home as long as there was food to shove into her mouth.
Every day he’d come home to find her with one of her numerous sticks slapping at the water and the fish playfully. Sometimes she actually managed to trap one and they got to cook it for dinner. Other times she was so soaked with water that Xue Yang made the executive decision that it was Bath day and dropped her right back into the river to scrub both of them off and take the time to scold A-Qing for being a menace and a brat and ruining the nice things Xue Yang gave her.
The scoldings only worked for the first week and by the second A-Qing had turned the scoldings back on him, for coming home with blood on him.
Him. Xue Yang, a well known delinquent and killer, was being scolded by a four year old.
Somehow it managed to be more amusing than annoying and Xue Yang just dropped fish guts on her hair until she yowled like a cat.
For the first year it was rather peaceful and nice, not that Xue Yang would ever say it out loud, to come home to actually have someone there. Not to mention when he managed to wrangle her into half decent clothes and could take her with him into town, suddenly people were much more willing to trade things for half price. He could also release her like a dog and watch her disappear into the crowd and meet back up with her ten minutes later with a purse full of stolen money or whatever shiny ornament they’d seen and wanted.
Once he’d even brought her to his training when he knew he would be experimenting with the fierce corpses. She’d been mystified immediately, holding onto his hand as she leaned as close to the cages as she’d dared and turned to look up at him.
“Are they dead?”
“Yep,” He chirped happily, scooping her up onto his hip and moving closer. “Want to see what they can do?”
At her nod, Xue Yang called out to the corpse closest to him pulling at the resentful energy to command it. It wasn’t as easy as Wei Wuxian had it with his flute, though Xue Yang would do anything to have a chance to talk to him about it, but with the thick needles Xue Yang had shoved in their head the day before it was manageable.
Obeying his commands the corpse turned slowly towards one of the unconscious humans slumped against the wall in the back. Xue Yang walked with the corpse so A-Qing didn’t have to strain her neck, and with a flick of resentful energy demanded that the corpse rip the human open starting with the ribs.
A-Qing screamed when the corpse buried it’s fist in the human’s stomach and gripped the ribs, pulling and pulling until it tore the flesh, a dying scream echoing around the room. Her face was buried in his neck long enough that Xue Yang was starting to think maybe that gore wasn’t good enrichment for children and maybe he really should have read those books the Aunty from the dumpling shop gave him.
He didn’t want to break A-Qing, what use was she if she was broken? But how else could a kid get used to blood if it wasn’t shown to them?
Maybe, he thought with a subconscious stroke of her hair, he should have started with killing a chicken for dinner. Or maybe a cat, though A-Qing really liked cats so he’d have to pick a dog or a bird so she wouldn’t cry too much.
Then A-Qing chanced another glance, fingers still curled into the neckline of his robes, and seemed to be watching in fascination as the fierce corpse pulled out each organ and devoured them. She still shrank away when Xue Yang stepped closer to the cage but she didn’t scream again and Xue Yang knew he had this parenting thing down.
Kids were easy, you just had to feed and water them and show them some blood and they were happy.
“What do you think? Want to save the tongue for dinner?” Xue Yang teased her, cackling madly when she gave him a disgusted look.
“He didn’t wash his hands, it’s dirty, you said not to eat dirty food.” A-Qing scowled at him like she thought he was pranking her.
“Yes, yes of course, silly me.” He snickered despite himself, turning to place her down on one of the stools and approaching the cage alone. Despite A-Qing’s grumbling he still ordered the fierce corpse to rip out the tongue and bring it to him.
“I’m not eating that.” A-Qing spat when she saw him grab it with his bare hands. Xue Yang barely gave her an irritated look before he was moving towards the small fire pit and snagging a tea kettle.
Say what you want about him, Xue Yang still personally thought that Jin Guangyao was more insane than he was just for the fact that he had an entire set up for tea right next to a corpse cage.
“You’ll eat whatever I give you, brat.” Xue Yang snapped over at her before dropping the tongue into the kettle with water and set it over the pit. “Besides, this isn’t for you.”
He paused as took in the potential consequences of his actions for the first and probably last time of his life. He couldn’t stick a finger on why but he knew he didn’t want Jin Guangshan to find out about A-Qing. He’d been hiding her well, though he was sure Jin Guangyao had an idea, he didn’t want either Jin masterminds to know exactly how close Xue Yang was to her or what she looked like.
If he took the tongue tea to Jin Guangyao then he would want to see what Xue Yang was doing which would lead him right back to A-Qing. But Xue Yang really wanted to watch him drink it. Maybe instead he could ask for a few disciples to see what the effects of drinking human flesh tea vs fierce corpse flesh tea were.
The temptation tugged at him for a while before an actual tug made him look down.
A-Qing squeezed between him and the fire pit and bent down to light it with the flint and steel next to it. She had thought he wasn’t moving because he couldn’t figure out how to light the fire!
Xue Yang didn’t know if he was warmed by that or irritated that she thought he couldn’t do something so simple. Still, he just watched as she carefully set the logs on fire and nearly lost the flint into the inferno as the flames licked at her hands. They were moving faster than her little hands could get away and he knew immediately she would be burnt if he didn’t step in
He covered them with his own on instinct, ignoring the way the heat burned his knuckles and tugged her to the safety of his side instead. He could see the glistening skin on the back of his hands that were proof of his idiotic move and glared down at her. She grabbed for his hands, shrinking down when she saw the fury on his face.
“How many times have I told you not to play with fire? How stupid are you? Look what you did.” He snapped, ripping his hands away from her and staring at the bubbling skin instead. Forget how stupid she was, what the fuck was his problem? Why did he intervene instead of letting her learn her lesson?
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry Yang-ge, I didn’t-” A-qing babbled as Xue Yang cursed at the pain steadily increasing. He kicked the pot of water and tongue over onto the fire and grabbed her by the back of her robes.
She yelped as she was dragged forward towards the exit, Xue Yang slowly getting quieter and quieter even as he radiated fury and killing intent. The hand on the back of her robes was tightening by the second, dragging her so quickly that her feet stumbled and he was hauling her across the floor instead.
She’d felt Xue Yang come home with the aftereffects of resentful energy clinging to him but she’d never felt him like this. It was suffocating and nauseating, but she was too terrified to even scream. Everything changed so quickly she didn’t know what to think, one moment he was laughing and now he.. He .. he was going to....
He didn’t respond when she called out to him, ignoring her yelp when her knees hit the stairs he was climbing.
Xue Yang was actively burning with murderous intent, he hated pain and when he was hurting he wanted others to hurt too. Even something as simple as his own accidental burns was enough to pour gasoline on the constant coals of fury that he held within him. He could almost taste blood in the air and craved being able to do so.
The crunch of bones under his heel was a building urge, and his hand tightened over the robes until it was clear A-Qing was lucky he hadn’t grabbed her by the neck or it’d be snapped. The familiar feeling of his sword plunging into flesh was like a phantom limb and his blood craved to feel it anew. To refresh that wonderful pleasure as he had it memorised and fill his ears with more screams then just echoes.
He finally made it to the last step, flinging open the door and tossing A-Qing in front of him. She flailed and landed in the dirt, eyes shining with tears even as Jiangzai was unsheathed.
“Yang-ge!” She cried, covering her eyes to protect herself.
A moment later she opened them when nothing came. Instead of Jiangzai being plunged into her belly it was buried in the chest of a Jin disciple who’d been unlucky enough to come check what the commotion was when he heard Xue Yang stomping up the steps.
Xue Yang looked at the corpse on his sword with blank eyes, twitching Jiangzai so the man fell to the ground in a heap instead. Usually he’d be slightly more careful so as to not invoke the wrath of Sect Leader Jin or Jin Guangyao, but this disciple had seen A-Qing and so his life was forfeit as far as Xue Yang cared.
He pointed at her, then the direction of home.
“Go home.” He ordered and in a flash she was running off.
He blinked twice to get the image of her in the dirt out of his mind, trying to push away the reminder that not even ten years ago that had been him.
When the thought wouldn’t leave him, he buried Jiangzai into the body of the Jin disciple a few more times and dragged the corpse downstairs to see if he could bring it’s resentful soul back for some fun. He couldn’t hurt A-Qing, but he knew what he could hurt to feed the powerful urge to cause pain.
#mdzs#the untamed#Xue yang#a qing#xiao xingchen#song lan#xuexiao#songxiaoxue#songxiao#songxue#fanfic#canon divergence#cw: murder#cw: character death#cw: gore#cw: blood#I'm not kidding when I say Xue Yang isn't a good person#Xue Yang won't hurt A-Qing but he also won't be nice about getting her out of the way so he doesnt take his anger out on her#Or nice about who he kills and what he does with the corpses
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His Liessa
The scene where Kieran bathes Poppy and Casteel after Poppy is Ascended from Kieran's POV.
Written May 27, 2021
Kieran stepped into the cool cabin, the sound of birdsong fading out as the door closed and the lazy whir of the fan became more prominent. The room was miniscule, containing nothing more than a small bed in the corner and a table only big enough for two chairs. There were no windows, save for the one in the door and the only other source of light was a gas lamp across from the bed that bathed the room in a yellow glow. The whole place looked slightly run-down, as if no one had visited it in years, and vines had started to grow across the outside. But, it would do. It would have to do, at least until his Liessa woke up.
Poppy was bundled up tightly in the only bedcover they were able to find. She hadn’t moved since they’d placed her there, but she would talk every now and then. Nonsense words that were nothing but gibberish. He cherished it anyway. It reminded him that she was alive.
Casteel lay on the floor, sprawled across a bedroll. He must’ve kicked the blankets off of himself at some point because they were several feet away from where they belonged. Kieran was too tense to laugh about it.
The door opened behind him, and Kieran didn’t need to turn around to know that it was Delano and Naill who stood at the cabin’s entrance.
“Where do you want us to put this,” Delano grunted. Kieran glanced at the wolven and nodded his head to the only empty corner in the room.
“Set it over there.”
Delano nodded, backing up slowly as he and Naill carried the large tub into the specified corner. The water sloshed slightly and Kieran vaguely wondered why there was already water in the tub. Filling it once it was placed would have made more sense, though he supposed the wolven was just trying to reduce the noise made. It probably wouldn’t matter either way. Neither Poppy nor Casteel seemed to be waking up any time soon.
After he and Casteel had Ascended Poppy, both of his friends had passed out, one due to significant blood loss the other due to significant blood gain. Cas had woken up a day later just long enough to obsess over Poppy’s wellbeing, feed from Naill and then fall unconscious again. Getting them to the cabin had been a challenge to say the least, but it was one he was more than happy to take on for his Queen.
Delano and Naill set down the tub, nodded to Kieran and then exited the cabin, closing the door quietly behind him. He stood there for a moment, and then took a deep breath, steeling himself.
Kieran’s footsteps were quiet on the stone floor as he quietly made his way over to Poppy first. He stopped, standing over her and taking in her limp frame.
Poppy’s copper hair was streaked with blood and fell in a red halo around her head. He pulled back the covers and forced himself to observe her. Her slip was practically ripped to pieces, barely covering her body. Her skin was crusted with blood and he could see the exact spot where the bolt had gone in, as well as faint fang marks on the side of her neck from when Casteel had taken her blood. Even the amount of blood she had taken hadn’t been able to heal the reminders of what had occurred three days ago. Kieran averted his eyes, unable to look at it much longer.
Her face, much like the rest of her, was covered in dry blood, especially around her mouth. Several times he’d been tempted to lift up her eyelids, or the corner of her lips to check for black eyes or fangs. To see if she had Ascended. Somehow, he’d managed to stop himself each time. The desire to know was well overshadowed by the fear of knowing.
Casteel made a slight noise in his sleep, bringing Keiran back to his senses. He reached into his boot and took out a long knife, using it to carefully cut the remaining pieces of cloth from Poppy’s body. At each blood soak piece of fabric he touched, he shivered, breathing a long sigh of relief when he was done, and she was naked before him.
Carefully, Kieran worked his arms underneath Poppy, and lifted her, holding her to his chest as he made his way silently to the tub. He dipped his fingers into the water, pleased to see that it wasn’t too hot or cold, and slowly lowered his Liessa into the bath. Immediately, much of the dried blood came off and swirled around in the water, turning it a slight shade of pink.
Kieran positioned Poppy so she wouldn’t fall into the water, and stepped away to retrieve a basket of soaps and towels from a nearby side table. He settled onto his knees and rifled through the soaps until he found one he thought Poppy might like. It was a pale purple and smelled of lavender and honey. He hoped she’d approve.
He dipped his hands and the soap in the warm water and waited until the water around his fingers turned a milky white. Kieran lifted Poppy’s left arm, and rubbed the soap across her pale skin. He dipped the bar in the water again and started on her fingers, taking each one individually and scrubbing it free of any red. He repeated this process with her other arm and then her face, using a wet towel to wipe away the soap afterwards.
Kieran wiped at her brow, gently drawing the wet cloth between her eyes. He dipped the cloth in the water again, watching droplets of water drip off of the cloth, trickling back into the tub. Moving onto her fingers he scrubbed away any remaining suds, dipping her hand below the water for good measure.
Poppy’s breath caught suddenly, becoming more uneven, as if she were awake. Kieran’s head snapped towards her face, only to find her at peace once more. She opened her mouth slightly and let out a small noise, but didn’t say or do anything else, only continued to lay there like before.
Kieran didn’t let himself feel the disappointment, instead consoling himself with the knowledge that Poppy would wake up when she was ready. Until then, he would help her in any way he could.
Grabbing the soap again, he moved onto her chest, running the bar along one breast and then the other, then between them, where the bolt had gone in. He ran slippery fingers along the white scar, tracing the ragged edges. The back of his hand brushed her breast and he suddenly remembered that she was naked, and probably wouldn’t appreciate him touching her like this. He removed his hand and picked up the washcloth again, swiping across her chest and stomach.
Once he was done with her upper body, Kieran set down his things, mentally going through all the ways he could maneuver her body to clean her legs. Finally deciding on the only plausible option, Kieran removed his bloody tunic, boots and breeches, shoving them into a small pile beside the tub. He held Poppy upright and stepped into the warm water, groaning slightly as the heat settled into his bones and aching muscles.
Pulling Poppy up into his lap, he leaned her back against his chest, and pulled one of her legs up into the air. He made quick work of lathering soap across her skin, and did his best to do so in a way that wouldn’t embarrass her later. Though, with the current circumstances, he doubted him seeing and touching her while naked would be the first thing on her mind when she woke up. Kieran glanced back at Cas’s sleeping form, snorting a little bit at the string of drool that was hanging out of his friend's open mouth.
He stood up, pulling Poppy with him. The water dripped off of them, falling into the now reddish pool. Kieran stepped out of the tub, droplets flying everywhere as he shook them off of his legs. He grabbed a soft, white towel and wrapped Poppy in it, making sure to dry every inch of her skin before setting her back down on the bed and pulling the covers to her chin once again.
After making sure Poppy was settled, he turned to his former bonded, going through the same process of removing the bloody clothing and choosing a soap Kieran thought he would like. The bar smelled like pine trees.
Casteel wasn’t covered in nearly as much blood as Poppy was, but he was a hell of a lot bigger, and it took almost twice as much time to make sure his golden-bronze skin was free of red than it did Poppy’s.
Outside, the sky was starting to darken, the birds falling silent and the few crickets that lived in the grasses outside, starting their song for the night. Kieran, glanced out the small window in the door, catching a glimpse of silver fur in the distance. His father, patrolling the surrounding forest.
He went through the same motions of drying Casteel, and setting him back onto the bedroll clean and free of blood.
Kieran pulled on his own bloody clothes, throwing the remainder of Poppy’s slip and Casteel’s breeches and tunic into a pile in the corner to be burned later. A knock on the door sounded just as he sat down, and Delano and Naill entered the room, eyes glancing over Casteel and Poppy. They said nothing, only took one side of the tub each and carried it out to be dumped and washed.
The door closed and the room fell quiet again, the only sound to keep Kieran company the quiet churning of the fan, and the crickets outside. He leaned back in his seat, stretching his legs out in front of him as he scanned the room. Casteel made a noise and rolled over onto his side again, the blanket sliding off of his chest.
Kieran’s eyes once more found Poppy, and that is where they remained as the sky outside turned dark and the shadows danced across the walls. That is where they would remain until she woke up, for she was his Liessa and would be no matter what happened. No matter what.
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Part 2 shit ain’t sweet
You put him over your lap and you pull out the vibe from the side of the bed you shit on it and insert it then once he finally relaxes probably thinking it’s a butt plug you press the control he immediately moans and starts to shake. You take your hand a plays with his dick which makes this even worse for him,coming undone not even 50 seconds later you send it to the highest setting his knuckles red from grilling the sheets you turn him over once again and sink on his dick going fast like your racing the vibe. His eyes roll into the back of his head he comes undone once again you start moaning loud and muttering his name once you do this he loses all self control he shouts up and passionately kiss you to get you to stop it was a good attempt and hot but he cum’s anyways. planning to only make his cum once more you put his dick in between your boob and bounce up and this ruins him it’s one of his favorite parts of you in no time he finishes m. Removing the vibe you have one more quick idea you spit on your fingers and push then into his ass and you curl them finding his g-spot the makes his 1:cum AGAIN and 2:lets out the loudest most pornographic moan you’ve ever plus he called you mommy heard finally thinking he’s all killed by his face red and he’s crying you go get a rag and clean him up you also run some water in the tub. Wiping his face with your finger you tilt his head Up to face you “you okay babe” that name sending straight to his heart he nods his head yes “well come on we gotta bathe” he slowly gets up and you grab his hand leading him to the bathroom you help him get in. softly scrubbing him carefully as if to hard might break him ever now and then you give him little kisses and ask if he’s okay. You put a pink face mask on him on you put his hair in a face wash headband the whole time your doing this he’s just looking at you in nothing but love and amazement. After your done you help him get dressed and you change the sheets putting him in bed covering everything but his head in blanket you quickly run and get some snacks and drinks when you return he’s quietly sobbing repeating “please don’t leave me” you put the food down and hop under the covers with him and you throw your leg on top of his and you repeatedly say “I’m not going anywhere” “I’m right here” he stood sobbing and he cuddles closer to you finally you both get your much needed rest as you fall asleep cuddling Spencer reid.
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YANDERE ! CHISAKI KAI
goodiebag WARNINGS: dubcon/noncon, yandere, abuse, anxiety, eugenics, kidnapping, abduction, manipulation, stalking
BREAKING VASES
“How are you feeling?”
His voice was a blur of sound she fought no battles to make out. Annoying in some sense, antagonizing the base of her skull, poking and prodding at the back of her mind. Yet she managed to piece together what he’d asked after deciding it’d be unwise to leave his query unanswered.
Having broken through the thick haze she’d momentarily been lost in, she didn’t quite know what to make of his words. It was an impossible question. It was an impossible question due to the fact that it had infinite answers. There seemed to be no end to what she was feeling. Robbed, estranged, vulnerable. She was given a robe, but it acted as a weak replacement to the smoke-ridden garments she wore before. Those scented with herbs, dirt, sweat and blood and culture. Those with holes and rips painting a story of the past few years of her life. Granted, they’d probably pose as nothing more but mere rags to anyone else, but to her they posed as something, out of a select few things, that truly belonged to her. Her armor. The piercings that once acted as her weapons, her axes and spears and swords and arrows, were gone too, stolen away, leaving phantom remnants to fill what empty punctures should have been left, however who had miraculously grown shut as though never even there to begin with. Sentiments of those occasions where she’d gifted herself with the cheap jewels; memories she cherished beyond whatever more money could buy her. The feathers and string woven into her hair, her shield, had also been taken, untangled from her locks, letting the dull tresses fall unenthusiastically down around her shoulders. Her scars as well, the blooming bruises on her knuckles and knees and elbows; gone, and the stories of her victories gone with them. Gone, not healed; removed from existence. She even missed the grime that used to coat her skin, the smudged mascara she never bothered to wash away, the soil beneath her fingernails and stuffed between the ridges in her skin. They were as much part of her as the blood simmering through her veins.
She knew she was exaggerating, thinking of her bath in antibacterial as an acidic Armageddon. She’d merely been washed, but it felt as though her spirit and soul had gone down the drain as well. Her body scrubbed to the point where she could have sworn her skin had been torn away, leaving nothing but blood and bones in their wake. She felt raw. She felt lonely. No, worse. She felt left. Reborn but dead in the same moment, yet she was still alive and the fact felt forever unavoidable by the presence of the man sitting before her. The man who looked like some heathenistic God she might have worshipped once if it were not for his demeanor telling tales of what felt like the onset of destruction. The man who demanded to know, what now felt like ages ago, how she was feeling.
He felt he was being generous with his patience, but that generosity would soon shift if she were to keep on being unresponsive to him. Granted, it was a simple question, a question with a mere two answer option. But she seemed to be weighing the world in her pensiveness. She’d answer for her disobedience sooner rather than later, nothing good ever came from delaying the inevitable. But for now, he would kindly gift her with more of his patience, even though it was running thinner by each second spent of his eyes taking in her presence. Her spotless and cultivated purity. He’d shined away for hours on what would seem like coal to the naked eye, revealing what he knew to be a diamond in the rough once he finished. Chipping away at the edges to create the perfect symmetrical shape he knew she could inhabit.
Her shivering didn’t go unnoticed by him nor did the way she averted her eyes from his peering gaze. She had her knees tucked up under her chin, her position placed picture-perfectly in the middle of the bed; her whole being speaking volumes of how alienated she felt being surrounded by the ocean of silk and cotton and pillows as large as herself. Newly washed hair splaying in thick meanders down her shoulders, legs and spine. Not wet enough to be dripping but enough to damp her clothing. A few dry locks irritatingly dancing across her face, making her nose impulsively scrunch up every now and again.
She was cute, he’d give her that. But being cute wasn’t enough to quench his temper. In fact, it merely aided in his frustrating. Spit rising, pooling under his tongue which writhed and lurched at the sweetness of it. Mere seconds away from starting to drool, similar to how a hound would react upon eyeing a slab of meat, and despite him not wanting to act like a wild beast he found more and more just how hard it was going to be to resist the brute force he was in capacity to use.
He'd at some point removed the bejeweled plague-mask, as she saw it now repositioned on a counter-top. Not daring to face the male, letting his frame remain a blur in her peripheral vision. “Naked.” Her voice was tender… meek. It took him a while to understand that it had been her answer. It had come such a long time after he’d asked and the answer wasn’t exactly orthodox. However, as curious as it was, it was at least more candid than he would have hoped, which made him… not exactly satisfied, but… let’s say… less displeased.
Not sure what to make of it, he figured he’d more or less ignore her retort. Refraining from explaining why his remedies had to be done, as he’s sure it wouldn’t help ease any of the woes, worries and feelings of sentimental loss currently flagging behind her eyes. He was never prone to establishing such ridiculous attachments to anything himself, therefore having a hard time understanding her catatonic sorrow, but he could at the very least make an effort to understand their complications. Thinking perhaps replacements were in order. “Would you want more clothes?” He wasn’t dim. He knew that it wasn’t the same type of naked she meant, but more clothes in exchanged for the translucent kimono she was wearing couldn’t hurt. Perhaps she’d even realize that it all was for the better. She couldn’t possibly prefer the filth she wore before above what precious materials he’d bestow upon her now that she belonged to him.
He was wrong, evidently. “I’d like my clothes, please.” There was a hint, a weak hint, of scorn in the request, but it was rather drowned out in timid timber of her soft voice. He enjoyed the caution she spoke with, as though she’d already assessed the situation and come to terms with her new role. Yet, the shy inkling of ire still caused the hairs on his arms to rise in frustration. Not so much because of her meek defiance, but more so due to the fact that the request was based in such silly audacity. The reason as to why she would ever want those cheap rags back was beyond him, and would hopefully soon be beyond her as well.
His brows flatlined to a nonchalant expression as opposed to the low furrow they’d been held before. “I burnt them.” It was still spoken through grit teeth, unable to hide his annoyance completely. She noticed, scurrying her heels closer to herself, trying to better hold onto her frame, not wanting to slip outside the self-made confinement. Her knuckles turning ashen with how hard she was hugging her body. Trying to better balance her fear in hopes of not causing enough uproar as to make the male sitting a mere meter away suddenly pounce like any other predator might. The feeling of her heart in her throat was choking, making her swallow thickly even though her mouth felt dry.
She flinched when he moved, squeezing her eyes tightly shut, trying to find comfort in the blinding dark behind her eyelids, however failing. The sharp padding of his leather shoes across the floor were intimidating enough on their own, enough to make the image of the golden snake-like slits he had for eyes rise up in front of her. His presence was closer when she dared peek a glance through her lashes. Tears glued them together and it was upon seeing it she understood she’d been crying without noticing, but come to think of it, she did feel the salt rivers sting on her freshly scrubbed cheeks.
He’d come back with garments in his hands. Lace she noted; white, expensive, luxurious, revealing lace. And a dress, just as clinically white, yet far from resembling any of the lechery as the lingerie. No, it was rather something she’d expect you’d dress a doll in. Thin shoulder-straps met with a sweetheart neckline which eventually strutted out into a short airy skirt. The fabric detailed in enhancement of the textile, bumps and ridges forming a vague pattern of roses across. In fact, it was so lavish and occasional that, if the skirt had been floor-length, she’d guessed it to be a wedding dress.
She couldn’t remember the last time she’d even worn a dress. She couldn’t even remember the last time she wore the color white. White, in its impracticality, stains too quickly, so granted if she ever even wore the color it wouldn’t remain that way for long. Nevertheless, she reached out. Dainty fingers, what should have been bruise-knuckled were it not for whatever procedure he’d put her through, stretched out in an ever so shy descent from its position atop her knees. But the movement was short-lived, killed with a gasp caught in her throat, for as soon as she brushed fingertips with the displayed fabrics was her wrist tightly snatched from its proceedings and brought forward in an action so rough it made her entire body tumble in the same direction. Promptly pressed firmly and snuggly into his chest as he made quick instalments to secure her new position in his lap. The roughness of his dress-buttons making abrasive contact through the silk of her robe, as the cool metal of his belt-buckle caused similar yet more intrusive discomfort to the place found in between her thighs.
“What do you want from me?” Was the only thing that made it past her quivering lips, granted it was the sole question that seemed to burn with a terror-fueled passion inside her.
“What good would come from stating the obvious?” He said as he cocked his chin to the side. Searing, golden eyes unmoved, or rather amused, by her prominent fear-stricken features. “All you need to know is that my name is Chisaki Kai, and how if you call me by anything but Kai, I will hurt you.” Her wrist felt cold in the pressure of his hold. Her other hand limply placed on his abs. “Do you understand?” Her chest seemed to tighten more and more with the knot tying itself in the pit of her gut, rendering her just barely able to even comprehend what he was saying. Unsatisfied with her blank expression, his eyes narrowed even further. “Let me make it a bit more clear.” His gloved hand rose from the position it had on her thigh and made contact with her face, pinching her chin in an effort to slant her head to the side. “You see that vase over there” He nodded in the direction he’d faced her in. The warm breath of his words tickling the shell of her ear as he spoke. “Watch closely.” She was too afraid to shut her terror-wide eyes, even with the sentiment he’d brought with his words, gently biting into her earlobe as he dropped her wrist. The hand repositioning, palm facing the vase he’d mentioned.
She wouldn’t have guessed it was a vase. Vases were for flowers, but this cauldron could roam at least three liters worth of water. She figured it must have been some ancient artifact, given its placement in the rich complex she found herself situated in. The texture decorating the shell of it resembling that of a toad’s back, bumpy and wriggly and swamp-colored. And it was because of the uneven appearance she didn’t quite catch the moment it all started moving. Ripples, waves, earthquakes seemed to run across the surface of it, before pieces started completely dislodging from the original assignment. Reanimating before his gloved fingers. The sight, acting as the onset of horror, had her guts in turmoil, her stomach folding in on itself, toppling in ways she hadn’t known were possible, as her tongue suddenly felt heavy and foreign in her mouth.
“Do you understand now?” His voice was soft; calculating, yet so very grave in its nature. Turning her head back to face him, fingers making a move to sharply cling to her cheeks yet again, keeping her chin in the palm of his hand. Wishing for a moment he’d removed his gloves, but the regret was too weak to battle the feeling of pleasure at the sight of seeing her lips puckered together between the force of his fingertips and the swimming look of hopelessness displayed so deliciously less than an inch from his face.
“Yes…” The word was only barely audible amidst her quivering, and the display, though brought him great pleasure, didn’t seem to satisfy him. Therefore, quickly adding his name to further her understanding of the rules she’d been giving. “Kai.” He felt his well-fitted pants tighten at that, his member growing hot and heavy, being sure she felt it too.
His hands sank from their endeavors of holding her face in place and of rearranging the vase, and, whence lowered, was placed back on her thighs, stroking a path upwards as to push the silk away from her skin, exposing the cooling soft skin. Soon pulling at the end of her belt, which easily fell away, opening the curtains so that he could peek more clearly at what was found inside. A chill wafted flush against her skin, goosebumps springing to the surface of her breasts; nipples perking as the soft material rubbed across them before being removed. His hand wandered further, inside the kimono to untangle the last tie found by her waists.
“Are you gonna kill me?” Her words lacked momentum, void of purpose, laced with defeat instead, as though she’d already answered the question herself. And if he at all heard what she’d said, he didn’t feel the need to show any indication of it. “Once you’re done with me?” She furthered the question, and at that the man seemed slightly shaken.
She had no doubt what she was there for. If his current actions weren’t any indication, the past hours certainly were. She’d been prepared for him. Groomed to fit his idea of perfection. It was all evident now. His eyes still trained over her body, never once showing any further acknowledgment for her words. “What makes you think I’ll ever be done with you?” It was as though he weren’t even speaking to her. It looked more as though he were speaking to himself, ignoring the growing terror he was increasing by the second. His hands exploring with his full attention at their disposal. Gloved fingers running over smooth skin, having the new foreign urge to remove the protective garments.
He moved slowly, controlled, yet she could see the fidgety urge he possessed to get the gloves off as quick and effortlessly as possible. Pulling each gloved finger halfway off. The act soon became a strange type of clumsy; childish, as if he couldn’t quite do it fast enough. However, despite his hurried movements, whence the gloves were fully removed he took the time to place them neatly beside him, as though they were of outmost importance, too good to be thrown on the floor in the fit of his impatience.
Momentarily mesmerized by the strange actions of the golden-eyed boy, she shook out of her stunned state. “Toys break… and broken toys are no longer fun to play with.” She didn’t know when she gained back her confidence, perhaps somewhere along perceiving him nearly trip at the mere strive to remove his gloves.
“That’s true.” He stated, naked fingers hesitantly making first contact with unresearched, untested skin. Yet, once his fingers only barely brushed past the thin peach-fuss found on her hips, unscathed in their venture, there seemed to be nothing keeping him at bay. “Only… you’re not a toy.” It was hard to believe the sentiment when he was poking and prodding and playing with her flesh as though she were some type of doll. Still and withal, despite it being unwanted, the touch wasn’t unpleasant… at least not for now as he went on with the tender cautious ticklish strokes of a child. As if in reverence or savory or relief or all of them at once. Though, it would soon turn into possessiveness.
His hands were soft, to her great surprise. Just as soft as the silk she wore before. His nails were long, sharp, groomed, manicured. The talons sinking into her skin more so than his fingertips, in an amateurish fashion, giving off the impression he hadn’t ever done such a thing before or that it had been a very long while since he had. He seemed confident despite it, or… any grain of angst was thoroughly outmaneuvered by his curiosity.
“What am I then?” She feared the answer as she eyed the growing lust in his starry irises, as his pupils seemed somehow a darker color than black beside the godly glow of gold.
He had half the mind to repeat the answer she’d first given him, given that it was now true in all its information, but decided against it. It would be wrong of him to mock her when he was the one nearly drooling at the sight of her in such a state. He took a breath, surprised to find it uneven. “Perfection.” It was only barely above a whisper. Frightening adoration and unwanted worship over-seasoned the one word.
Her brows furrowed at the endearment, it feeling so foreign an adjective to describe her of all people. Confusion wafting over her, nearly replacing the fear. “I think you’ve kidnapped the wrong person.” She didn’t exactly think he’d stop, yet the light-hearted smirk that soon quirked at the corner of his lips still came as a surprise, it serving as a convinced resolution, disagreeing with her foolish accusation. She guessed it was the certainty that surprised, or scared, her more than anything. The way he acted as though nothing was out of place, as though she was exactly where she belonged, just another relic, quite like that vase, he’d get to manipulate to his will without her having any more courage than ability to stop him. “I’ll disappoint you.” She said, more as a warning than a fact. He eyed her as though she were some sort of angel on earth, still with his entitled godlike gaze, yet she knew she was no less human than faults themselves. She was far from perfection, far from wanting to be either.
She sucked in a breath, her hands crinkling into the bedsheets as a thumb rubbed across the nib of her breast. “Impossible.” He spoke with resolution now, yet again eliminating her doubts with more grave timber added to his already gravelly tone. “Besides…” It was the first time in a while where he re-gifted her with his gaze. Sharp, golden eyes fixated onto her teary orbs. “I fix things just as easy as I break them.” She was reminded of the vase and how it so eerily represented her situation. Images of it being her demise spilling, flooding her mind, causing her brows to rumple. It was no question to it being a threat and if she’d been standing she was sure her knees would have given out under her. Especially as his chin prodded forward and hers was once again caught firmly between his fingers. The action stopped in its tracks upon her pouring words.
“I don’t understand, this makes no sense, you’re…” She shook her head as she spoke, words tumbling from her lips like speedy rain, as though she were shaking them from the confines of her mind, however pausing in her process, biting her lip as if what she was about to say were too insensitive, as though genuinely not wanting to hurt the feelings of the brute man before her. “Not to sound superficial, but…” She bowed her head in apology for her next words. “You’re…” She looked around, at the expense surrounding her. “Rich.” Her eyes found his again, as though searching for something her words had aggravated, but found nothing but attentive eyes staring back at her. “And you’ve pretty lashes.” She added, more on a spur than anything. Shaken out of her puzzlement for a brief second before finding her way back to it. “I don’t... I don’t understand… why go through all this trouble?” Her body shifted as she spoke, and the movements did not go unaccounted for by Chisaki. However, the current bewilderment strewn on the girl’s face called for more entertainment. “You can have as many girls as you wish, willing girls who’d love a rich guy like you-” She was stopped, her sentence caught in the air, unable to finish.
“It has nothing to do with quantity.” She had to think for a second to remember the meaning of the word, finding she felt uncertain by what she decided upon. ”But everything to do with quality.” That word she knew well enough, yet it left her even more puzzled than the confusion his previous statement gifted her with.
“If it’s the acid bath you’re talking about…” She queried cautiously. “You’d be surprised how much people will put up with for cash.” He wouldn’t, he knew very well of people’s adamant desperation. How often it made him sick.
His head tilted, giving her words more time than they needed to breathe. Yet, time he needed to evaluate and admire the freckle adorning her neck. “You possess something other people lack by lacking something everyone has.” His hands felt heavy on her thighs as she was once again left puzzled beyond comprehension, leaving room for the pressure in his grip to come to mind as she rummaged her brain for the meaning of his riddling words.
“A quirk?” She said it with too much enthusiasm, caught in her split-second satisfaction for cracking the mystery, before reeling herself back into reality. “You want me ‘cause I’m weak?” Her nose scrunched at the thought, gut winding like livid snakes. “That’s sick.” She hiccupped in her oncoming cry, feeling the desperate hopelessness of her situation hanging around her, the air itself becoming suffocating to take into her lungs.
His hands made a sharp stir at her words, nails briefly poking into her skin at how twisted her reality was. “I desire you because you’re pure.” He didn’t let his guilt shine through in his tone, making it sound ridiculing instead, as though she were stupid to question his intensions, despite her suspicion being nothing but unfounded and sound. “Quirks are a disease not a blessing, you’re spared from its corruption.” He spoke so matter-of-factly, lecturing her as though she were clouded by some ignorance he saw past. It was the tone more than the words that had an effect on her. The lump in her chest, resembling that of shame, rose in her throat. Though, she weren’t stupid; the undeserving condescension vanished once awareness of his manipulation came as a realization in her head. Clarity of the situation soon finding its footing in her mind, no longer feeling insecure in the clouds of his judgement.
She decided to play his game. Having a strong feeling that no amount of questions or arguments would have her leaving her current imprisonment in the house, let alone her position on his lap. “I have conditions.” She quipped quickly, trying to sound assertive in her command, however it playing off as what it actually was, which was insecurity.
A curious glint flashed in his golden orbs as well as a humored tug at the corner of his lips. “You have conditions?” He had half the mind to inform her she was in no such position to demand anything, but he figured there’d be no harm in hearing her out. “Amuse me.” A brief and terribly low chuckle erupted from somewhere deep in his throat, a noise similar to what she’d imagine an old heavy door creaking would sound like.
“I want a garden.” She said first and foremost and what would soon be revealed as last.
Although he didn’t enjoy the messy past-time of hers, some part of him had understood it was something more than that in his time stalking her. How he’d seen her treat her plants as though they were something precious above being mere dirt. “Already provided.”
“Really?” She looked astonished, happy even. “Well, uhm…” She skimmed her brain for more commands, more because of a yearning to exercise the power to command than actually having anything further to request.
“You have nothing else to ask for, do you?” He gave a knowing look. A look of content endearment. “Such a humble creature you are.” The smile, though rather flat, still exuded an inane amount of awe, so much so it made her feel even more exposed than what she already was.
“Don’t call me creature.” She said, more as an attempt to wipe whatever frenzied state he’d escaped to than from actual discomfort by the word itself.
Her attempt didn’t seem to do the trick. “Hmm, anything else?” He started leaning toward her again. Her lips trembling from his exhales. “No?” It would be wrong to say she had no more desires, however those which she had seemed out of reach or strangely punishable if mentioned. “Well, if there’s anything you might feel the need for, do not hesitate to ask.” She most certainly would hesitate before asking for anything from the man, however… she figured it was more or less a purposeful joke than a genuine sentiment.
He hesitated once again as he did when he first touched her, lips only barely brushing over each-other, hovering in the presence of one another’s breath, before primly pressed together. It felt like fire against her freshly scrubbed raw and swollen lips, but she made no effort to stop him as he pressed on. Teeth seemed like fangs as they tugged at the sensitive chunk of flesh, grinding it between them, his tongue soon accompanying her own inside the comfort of her mouth.
It was strange; foreign. She’d kissed, been kissed and shared kisses before, yet the sensation was always adorned with the scent of smoke in the air and on her breath, and the taste of bitter beer swirling and pooling on her tongues. But this, this transaction of something that was purely them, left her feeling barren and at a complete loss for words. With nothing else to cling to sept for the taste of him on her and the even stranger feeling of him desperately trying to taste her.
She felt like a rag-doll, a toy more or less, as she made no effort to move; limp and only barely lively as he laid her beneath him on the bed. Lips caught in each-other’s embrace all the while. His hesitance diluted quickly, turning rougher and painful in a sense, as though he were in some sort of hurry, or as though he couldn’t quite satisfy whatever yearning had awoken in him as fast as it was building. His large hand wrapping around her throat, squeezing to paint a clearer point of who it was that were in charge. “Look at me.” The talons made their presence known, digging crescent moons into the delicate flesh of her spine. Growling accompanying the act, beckoning whimpers from the small thing beneath him. His other hand helping him hunch over her, acting as a pillar for his weight to rest upon. One of his knees soon diving between her legs, prompting her thigh on top of his, preforming the same maneuvers with the parallel leg. Having her knees spread to either side of his hips, nuzzling between them. Her windpipe seemed to bend more than break beneath his viscous hold, yet the sensation felt no less painful.
As lips continued to clash and teeth started to do more than just graze, small hands made to push at his tough chest. Not in an effort to shove him away but to subdue whatever frenzy had taken ahold of him, as a weak attempt to get her discomfort across. He didn’t seem to notice how he’d started biting, or of her rather obvious distress, and if he did it would seem he’d elected to ignore it all, as his weight remained unmoved by her desperate actions.
He didn’t know what he was fussing about before. She clearly respected his authority. How could he ever think that a creature like her, quirkless and infinitely vulnerable, would ever have the heart to disobey him? The mere thought of it was laughable now, as she made such feeble attempts to simply soothe him and not at all in an effort to make him stop. Too kind in her nature to ever want to deliberately upset him. It would be cruel of him to not answer to her prayers of making the ordeal more comfortable, especially when she was being so sweet in her request, in her begging. She should be rewarded, not ignored, he resonated, deciding to go slower, softer.
His hand moved from cramping around her neck to cupping the side of her cheek instead, fingers spreading to either side of her ear. The hand keeping him in a menacing stance, towering over her petite frame, bent at the elbow, lowering him down to rest more intimately against her chest. Feeling her hands move instinctively away from his chest to grasp his shoulders instead, an inkling to perhaps tangle them behind his neck burning in her thoughts, but she was left at a loss for how far she was willing to sell her freewill, but also because she had no way of knowing if such an action would please him. The doubt was soon answered as he assisted in placing her hands above her head, one large hand securing her wrists in a firm yet strangely delicate lock.
Newly free of anything to do, his other hand repositioned to grasp her breast. Lips soon joining as he slobbered a wet path down to her exposed nipples. She fought the urge to scurry away, knowing there was nowhere to go and how nothing good would come out of it, or if it would at all change the events of what was currently in motion. She wasn’t sure just how far his temper reached, but she wasn’t at all that inclined to find out. Besides, he’d already installed the measures to keep her from doing anything of the same caliber of foolish, her position unmovable beneath the inescapable presence of him.
He was broad. Not thick, but thick with muscle to a sense where her legs where thoroughly spread by the mere diameter of his torso. Her knees tightly hugging him because of it, unable to spread even further without it becoming an uncomfortable stretch.
She felt strange. So unavoidably naked. She’d done it before, shamelessly more times than she could count, proudly shared her body with past lovers and friends, yet this seemed a strange type of surrender more than an understanding. Perhaps because she was fully naked whereas he still wore his black suit-pants and matching black dress-shirt with the contrasting white tie. Or, perhaps being naked had nothing to do with it, and the explanation laid solely in the fact that he had taken her from her home without hindrance from both herself and the law it would seem, bathed her and groomed her and dressed her and taken claim of her as some type of belonging all without her being able to object. She was powerless. He was living proof of her hopelessness, helplessness, weakness. Weak and fragile and infinitely exposed beneath him. Inferior, but… it would seem… desirable to some unfounded extent as his golden attention locked on her where nothing else seemed to be worth any significance.
His lips again finding their way up to her throat, his gelled hair tickling her chin and cheek before his breath splayed across the tender skin of her ear. “I undressed you…” He whispered matter-of-factly in the seductive tone, lips brushing against her earlobe at the sentiment. “Time to return the favor.” He shuffled back and made to kneel between her legs, helping her prop herself up with both hands at her waist, pulling her so close she was made to sit on his lap again with her legs cradling him behind his back. His hands serving as the only leverage in keeping her position upright and from falling back onto the bed.
It was selfish and greedy of him to want to test her obedience, especially when she was shaking so violently like a leaf caught in a hurricane. Her head bowed, afraid to meet his height, yet her eyes still peered back up at him through the thick veil of lashes.
She felt his hands tighten around her waist, fingers and talons digging into soft plump flesh as large, glossy eyes stared at him for far too long without her acting on his command. For it was a command. “Need I remind you of what happens when you disobey me?” The belt-buckle seemed a frozen or electric type of cold against her clit as the threat boiled in the back of her mind. She shook her head, or… that was the intention, yet her whole body seemed to quake with the movement.
Hesitant hands and fingers that seemed far too frail for this world reached out to undo his tie. Once he reassured himself she knew what she was doing he tilted his head to lean in for another kiss. He was sure she didn’t do it on purpose, yet he needed to inform her of her mistakes as she seemed to use his tie as some sort of rope that would keep her from falling as she leaned backwards away from his antagonizing lips. His hands once again digging calloused fingertips into the doughy flesh of her waistline.
As though shocked from her transgression she did the opposite action of averting his kiss and came back to meet him. Sniffling as she loosened the tie, reciprocating the unwanted kiss. The realization of how hopeless her predicament coming down on her, as well as the impending events of violation and perhaps unwanted stimulation wracking through her with a vengeance. She couldn’t help but start crying, only this time she noticed the tears as they streamed hot and heavy like silent waterfalls down her face and neck, dripping from her chin onto her chest and falling down further in soundless rivulets, streaking her skin with reddened irritation. He must have tasted it on her lips, for soon his kisses turned sloppier, as though elevated and somehow frenzied by the display of her struggle. His tongue, flat and all-capturing, soon licking up her cheek to better taste her tears, making her cry with increasing fervor. Clutching onto his tie in false comfort as though it were some lifeline. “Put it on.” He demanded as she lifted it above and off his head, hesitating for a second, scanning his eyes for humor but finding nothing sept for lustful impatience. She complied and the once false lifeline turned into a very real noose. She whimpered as one of his hands left her waits to grab onto the tail of the tie, pulling her closer to his face in a choke-hold. “Come on.” He growled against her lips, referring to the still movement of her hands, the hands that were supposed to be halfway done with the unbuttoning of his shirt.
She hurriedly undid the buttons, nimble fingers working precisely despite it. And, although he was under no illusion her hurry was a product of his threat, he could fantasize the rush was of the same desperation he felt festering inside him. However, it was hard to imagine when she finished unbuttoning the shirt, her hands hovering above his pants, left yet again at a loss for what to do.
With his patience running thin, he let his temper get the best of him. The last hand leaving her waist to grab her face with a growl. However, upon seeing the tearful, terrified look displayed swimmingly in her orbs, his snarling features softened. He could pretend she didn’t know how to unbuckle his belt. He could pretend it were some inconceivable contraption you needed to be familiar with beforehand to ever hope understanding. He was good at pretending.
She yelped as he dropped her back onto the mattress, his weight quickly followed suit as he kissed a trail down the valley of her breasts, before rising back up and admiring the sight of her in his tie and the blooming love-bites that had formed from his teeth’s last encounter with her skin. He decided, in his constant growing impatience, to go back on his command, granting her one mercy by removing his belt on his own.
Not wanting to see or find out if she’d disobey more of his clear commands, he placed one careful yet firm hand around her throat, strong fingers pressing into the sides of her throat as so to keep her in her place. Feeling her precious little heartbeats drumming against his palm. Eyes locked with each other. Fearful, tearful, spiraling eyes seemed to take up half her face as she searched his business like, monotonous features in a desperate scramble for hope or escape. Blotchy, red, screaming skin surrounded those gorgeous round eyes of hers. Tear-slicked lashes seemed thicker, hugging each other close for comfort. Nose a blossom shade of pink, nostrils flaring in the meekest of flutters each time she sniffled. She didn’t mean to whimper as Chisaki stroked his middle finger over her neck. She was reminded yet again of the vase from earlier. The vase that was meters away, yet broke apart easily despite the distance and how she was infinitely closer to his destructive hands. How expensive that vase must have been and how priceless in the sense of carrying no expense she was. The possibility of him breaking apart her anatomy similar to the vase was uncertain, on purpose or even by accident.
He made no further moves, just feeling up her pulse beneath his fingertips and watching her eyes go rounder and wider with fear of what he might do. She had completely lost her composure now, and he knew the sight should have awoken some form of regret inside him, some form remorse or guilt, yet the only thing he seemed to think was about how pitifully beautiful she looked in her helplessness beneath him, how undeniable his ownership now was, and how victorious he felt.
To her it felt as though he were oblivious to her discomfort, as though he didn’t even register the tears streaming down her face or the ever-present tremble in her body. How her stomach toppled in on itself, how she was afraid to even as much as move her hands from their places on either side of her head, how she felt as though the sheets swallowed her whole and how the whole atmosphere seemed too strange, too foreign. How the smell of bleach in the air had all five of her senses in utter turmoil, how the cleanliness of everything made her skin crawl, how the silk tie around her neck was both the softest and roughest form of embrace she’d ever felt. How the love-bites on her body represented bullet-wounds, how he’d poked holes through her skin into her very core, how she felt as though the remnants of her soul seeped out through them, spilling onto the fresh bedsheets. How his eyes oddly looked like the eyes of God despite her not believing in such things, how even in her fear she found herself wondering why his lashes were so long and why his skin looked like porcelain and why on earth would a divine creature like him ever show such a devoting interest in the likes of her.
The sharp clashes of an unbuckling belt weren’t enough to shake her from her rambling thoughts, nor was the unbuttoning of his pants or the sound of the textile being thrown on the floor. Fingers however, fingers easily brought her out of her own mind. Fingertips grazing tender, unprotected, wet skin. Slender-veined, long, striking fingers that reached farther inside her to that spot she couldn’t ever hope reach on her own. Fingers that easily entered through the slick of building wetness, pooling with the rush of blood that had celebrated by the countless accidental, conditional and intentional feather-touches she’d received throughout the events of her time in his presence. It felt good. Undeniably so, in spite of her fear, maybe even in product of her fear. Two digits buried knuckle-deep inside her, slithering, bathing, curling, stretching, molding her walls to their liking.
With his face inches away from her, with the fingers of his hand dancing curious choreography inside her and his thumb drawing careful patterns onto her clit, she couldn’t help put moan past the hand tightening around her throat. His hot breath fanning over her face she felt him grow restless at the lewd sounds she made. There was a still present stretch in the outer ring of muscle despite her growing wetness, but her insides fluttered, happily and welcomingly sucking on the guests taking up space within her. Her knees pressing harder into his sides in an impulsive desperate attempt to rub her thighs together, hanging onto every precise move his fingers made, wanting more, needing more.
“Look at me.” Eyes wrenched shut at the unwanted yet much enjoyable pleasure, peeled open at the threat of his words and the tightening enclosure of pressure her vocal cords sustained beneath the grip of his hand.
She had at a point tangled her hands around his neck, despite her dilemma with the movement earlier. Teeth adamantly biting down into her bottom lip as she proceeded in getting lost in his eyes and at the pooling sensation of his fingers pumping in and out of her. Un-allowed to look any other place but his eyes, un-allowed to move when his digits disappeared and the soft velvety tip of his cock nuzzled at her entrance, feeling warm and much bigger than the expanse of his fingers.
He made a sound. A low, guttural moan which reverberated through his chest and erupted somewhere deep within his throat; hungry in its conviction and greedy in its quest, making the girl beneath him whimper as his swollen cockhead kissed past the lips of her pussy, beginning to push through into her plushy walls. His hand soon finding its way to cover her mouth, muffling each pathetic little whimper that came with his throbbing cock tearing through her constricting walls with its monstrous girth frustratingly slowly, the small sounds vibrating, tickling him in the palm of his hand. The frustrating slow move letting her feel every ridge, every vein, every prodding rift on his bulging cockhead.
Nails belonging to small hands dig into the back of his neck as he thrusts the remaining length of his cock inside her, his pillow-like tip bumping into her cervix, bottoming out in one quick movement of his hips furiously slamming up against the underside of her thighs. She gasped at the intrusion, her velvety walls fluttering around the size of his, moaning whence he pulled out ever so slowly. He groaned blissfully, lolling softly into her. Her eyes once again closing, falling into the back of her skull, but that couldn’t be allowed. “Look at me while I make you mine.” It was hard to bring herself back, it was hard to even open her eyes and even harder to focus on keeping eye-contact as he continuously buried himself inside her. However, the throaty growls and moans and croaks, that somehow deafened the wet creamy squelching of his shaft driving into her sopping folds, served as enough a wordless threat to keep her attention tethered to him.
The pace was slow, agonizingly so, but he drove deep. And as the speed picked up, she couldn’t help that her needy walls began clamping around the girth of his length, sucking his cock right back inside her warmth each time he reared his hips back, as if he belonged there. Her struggle was unnecessary as he eagerly slammed his pelvis back into her, creating an ear deafening smack with each bone-shattering thrust. Her back arching into him as her warm walls seized up around his cock rapidly pumping in and out of her, feeling the early building fluttering of her orgasm closing in, chasing her in her bliss. His hand still tightly enclosed around her neck, the space dividing their faces nearly nonexistent as his hot breath fell upon her face each time he grunted and groaned with the thrusts of his hips.
She moaned his name, trying to find the words to warn him of her upcoming release, but between his thrusts she had had to prioritize breathing above anything else and as the feelings inside her spurred violently she was rendered unable to even as much as think about anything but the bliss. Her legs cramped around his torso, bringing him close and holding him there as her body convulsed in earth-shattering spasms. Moans slipping past the fingers on her throat, forgetting they were there for a moment. All movements stilled before she opened her eyes to find those weighty eyes staring back at her, feeling an inclination to apologize but having the words choke in her throat by both his hand and once again picked up speed, as he slammed into her with a newfound vigor. Her orgasm still ricocheting, pulsating, crippling her body in warm heat and fuzzy shocks, the tingling contrasting with his sharp and angled thrusts into her swollen walls, riding her through the feeling. Her crying had partially subsided, however started returning. His pounding so crucial and stinging she sobbed at the brutality of it, her throat feeling sore beneath his fingers.
He bit into her neck, stuffing her again and again with his cock, heavy balls hitting against her ass in wet slaps. He drove harder, making her hiccup and scream at the force of his shaft tearing a hole through her abdomen. She begged him to stop, but he was chasing his own form of release. Her hands slamming and pushing at his shoulder, but he was neatly and snuggly slotted against her, in no hopes of moving without wanting to himself. His hand descended to gripping the underside of her knees, spreading her further out for him to rut into. Face buried in her chest as he selfishly groaned and moaned and grunted like some animal, ignoring her spluttering cries. His noises grew louder, uncontrolled, building to one final croak, feeling his cock spur in warm twitches, ropes of white thickness sprouting from his pulsating tip into her, creaming up her walls and dripping out of her crammed hole.
He sighed contently, continuing to slot his cock inside her warmth however slowly, feeling his cum run down the length of his and she felt it smear her thighs in stickiness. Her hands shook, clinging to him for comfort from the relenting attacks, her entire body aching. He pulled out all the way only to fill her up again, his cock keeping its size and length without faltering in the slightest, she was afraid he wasn’t done, but he seemed content relaxing into her chest, eyes closed and resting. He lied there for a bit, cock going limp inside the comfort of her warm walls, before he rolled off. A large hand still left on her stomach.
Part of her told her to simply fall asleep. Her aching body begging to find rest in the soft sheets, yet the almost wild need to get as far away from the man at her side outgrew her need for comfort, as it usually did. She stirred from her position, slipping out from under his hand, yet the movement was quickly silenced with the hand coming to snatch her wrists instead. “Where do you think you’re going?” His voice was calculated despite groggy and tired, annoyed in some sense yet desperate in another. She opened her mouth to speak but the words fell stillborn on her tongue. “You’re not going anywhere.” He pulled her towards him again and she was sure he wanted to go another round, but found that instead of lining her up with his cock another time, she was instead firmly placed against his chest. One arm coming to wrap around her, whilst the other made to grab the duvet from its place at their feet, draping the both of them in sterile white cloth. “If you move during the night, expect to wake up to a punishment.” He added softly in her ear. His fingers delicately dancing across her cheek to brush a tress of hair behind her ear. His lidded eyes intently locked; admiring, the curves and slopes of her face, even as the red and teary confusion started back at him. He was glad to see no hints of hatred or scorn laced with her gaze, or perhaps he was just too tired to notice. Though, she did as commanded. Keeping her frame neatly placed where he’d positioned her. Her eyes scanning the man’s features until sleep as well soon brought her to her knees. And she would like to dispel the notion, but the truth wasn’t easily buried. Despite the burning swollen soreness found between her legs, the soft comfort of clean pillows and covers and sheets had her body relax more so than she knew she should. The smell of bleach accompanied by lavender and lilac soon aiding her in her relaxation as well. And when all was said and done, the warmth of Chisaki’s body was a strange type of welcoming consolation despite it also being the reason to her aches.
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WiP Thursday
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tagged by @kunstpause @dismalzelenka @noire-pandora and maybe more? (I’m sorry!( Thanks!
Hi all, Happy Thursday. I think this chapter of IWD cooperating so of course the next one isn’t. I wasn’t going to share smut but hey, here’s some bath time smut.
She undressed and slipped inside, the water warm and her magic keeping it warmer. She outstretched her hand to where he stood to tug the seam of his tunic, wanting him with her. He obliged, undressing as she scooched down for him to sit in front of her. Long baths were frivolous luxuries once, Cullen accustomed to quick and utilitarian washes and not long and drawn-out soaks. Pools of water poured down her hair. As she often did for him he washed and lathered her hair, drawing soft moans as he scrubbed with the pads of his fingers. He followed the rinse with a kiss against her neck, and then another, biting softly at the skin. She pressed her back against his front and he answered by taking the washrag and rubbing it between her breasts. He washed at first without intended to arouse, though his hand gliding over her breasts and between her breasts aroused anyway. His hands were talented.
She arched and leaned further against him, safe, secure. She took up space but he took up more to shield her, make her forget everything save the two of them. One hand pinched and caressed her breast while the other slipped between her. “You’re so good,” she said with ragged breaths, resting one ankle on the rim of the basin, his other hand gripping her neck. Water splashed out of the tub as three fingers rubbed circles against her. Not enough, she needed harder to make her remember what he felt like when she was alone.
He tilted her chin toward him, kissing her deeply. “I’ll make you remember more than that.”
poor girl has to go to the Deep Roads. Tagging @juliafied @jentrevellan @kemvee @charlatron @cartadwarfwithaheartofgold @musetta3 @wardenari and anyone else!
#I SWEAr#one day I will do a tag list#wip whenever#cullydia#IWD#thanks!#under construction#also this was what the bathtime gifs were for#thanks Manka!
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I saw one request slot was open soooo,, can I request Arthur Morgan x F!Reader and Arthur comes back from like a two week job extremely frustrated and what not and you just happen to be in the right time at the right place (Reader isn’t his S/O *yet* but they both have major crushes on eachother) and Arthur can only make up the sentence “need you now”. Sorry if that’s too weird hahah, thank you
Anonymous said: For the last request about Arthur being frustrated and going animalistic.. I forgot to mention that I’d like it if he was usually high honor but something inside him just snapped lol
Snapped (RDR2 Fanfic, Arthur Morgan x F!Reader, 18+)
Summary: You've been with a gang for a while, and let's face it: you've got it bad for a certain enforcer. Much to your surprise, he has it bad for you too, but you don't find out until he snaps.
Author’s Notes: It took me so long to fulfill this request, but I just didn't have a good idea until now. Thanks for your patience, anon!
Tags: high honor Arthur, smut, passion
AO3 Link is here.
Word Count: 1882
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You had joined the Van der Linde gang not too long ago, probably a few months at this point. Ever since you had met Arthur, time had flown by, every moment you had with him wasn't long enough, and every moment without him felt like an eternity.
Unfortunately, you were not sure if he felt the same way. Sure, he was kind, funny, surprisingly gentle and sensitive when he wanted to be. He was quick to help you out around camp, and he never let anyone get away with giving you shit.
But you saw that he was kind to everyone. You would watch him as he shuffled around camp, checking in with people, making sure they were alright, seeing if they needed anything from him. For a man with a bounty on his head and blood on his hands, he was incredibly caring to those he called family.
Family. That's all you'd ever be to him, you thought. He probably saw you the same as he saw the other ladies in camp: women who were only friends, not women to court. Mary-Beth, who had confessed to having had a small crush on Arthur when she first joined the gang, had told you that he had no interest in romantic love after his heart was broken by the last girl he courted.
But that didn't stop you from feeling the way you did. You cared for him, wanted him to see you as a woman, wanted him to take you and show you how much of a man he was.
If you had some time alone, as rare as that was with the camp being as large as it was, you would snake your hand down your skirt and caress yourself, mouthing Arthur's name, imagining his big hands wrapped around your waist as he thrust inside of you, taking you mindlessly, moaning your name as he spent himself inside of you.
Those lurid thoughts kept you warm, they kept you sane for a time. But they did not assuage the longing in your heart.
***
Two weeks had passed since the last time you had seen Arthur. Time had slowed to an insufferable crawl, each passing day making your mood more anxious, more grumpy.
"He'll be back," Tilly said, patting your shoulder as you scrubbed the laundry mindlessly, your eyes staring towards the forest path that led to camp.
"I, uh, what?"
Tilly laughed. "It's all over your face. You miss Arthur."
You stared down at the basin of water and shrugged. "Doesn't everyone?"
"Not as much as you, clearly."
Sighing, you picked up the shirt you were washing and started wringing it dry. "If it's that obvious, has he noticed, you think?"
Tilly shook her head. "Probably not. All the girls have been sweet on him at one time or another, but he's never made a move, and they all move on. The sooner you let him go, the sooner you can move on too."
You sighed again. "I don't know if I can."
Tilly gave you a sympathetic smile. "I understand. Just… think about it."
***
As the two of you finished hanging up the laundry to dry, you heard hoofbeats in the distance. Looking towards the trail head, you saw a familiar silhouette against the disappearing sunlight.
Unable to help yourself, you ran towards him.
"Arthur!" you called out, happiness lacing your voice.
He pulled up his horse and looked at you. His face was twisted in a frown, but when his eyes landed on you and recognition registered in his mind, he blinked. And then his eyes were stained with a dark hunger and his lips curved ever so slightly. It made him look incredibly sexy, especially since he had turned his look upon you. His gaze raked your body and you felt as if you had been set on fire.
Reaching down, he wrapped his hands around you and pulled you onto his horse.
"Arthur?"
Turning his horse around, he galloped out of camp without a single word, with you seated in his lap, wondering what was going on.
***
"Back so soon? Need another bath…?"
The hotel clerk trailed off when he saw you behind Arthur, his eyebrow raising in question. You just smiled and stepped closer to Arthur, indicating that you were not in any danger. He nodded discretely as Arthur threw down a dollar and all but dragged you upstairs.
When the two of you were finally alone in the hotel room, you turned to him.
"Arthur, what–"
"Need you. Now."
That was all you got out of him before he stepped forward and engulfed you in a tight embrace as he claimed a kiss from you. He spared no time for pleasantries, his hands wandering down to your backside, pulling you close. You could feel his body, hard and hot against yours, and you ached to feel more. Reaching up to his shirt, you began unbuttoning, your nervous fingers trembling.
Taking your hands in his, he brought them to his lips and kissed them before helping you remove his shirt. You ran your hands along his broad shoulders, his chest, feeling the texture of his chest hair as you traced the happy trail down past his navel, finally reaching his belt. You looked up at him to find his eyes dark with lust.
Arthur reached up to the collar of your shirt and began undoing your buttons, his need to feel your skin battling with his desire to take his time and enjoy the sweet gift of your surrender. As your shirt came fluttering off your shoulders, he let out a breath of admiration as he leaned down and kissed your collarbone. His hands cupped your breasts through the thin fabric of your chemise, his thumbs rubbing your sensitive nipples. You let out a small noise of pleasure at his touch.
Then as if something had snapped in him when he heard your moans, he suddenly grabbed the shoulder straps and pulled your chemise down, exposing you to the open air. He continued stripping you down, quickly getting your skirt and drawers off with a speed that belied his earlier languid movements.
Standing nude before him, you swallowed and looked shyly up at him. He let out a soft growl before wrapping his arms around you, lifting you up and carrying you to the bed, where he lay you down gently before stepping back, his hands lingering on your skin. He stood and stared at you as he removed his belt, his pants, his boots, his short drawers, everything, until he was naked, towering over you, hard and ready.
Without a word, he crawled over you until he covered your body, his hands digging into your hair. His hips rolled forward, the length of his shaft sliding along your slit, coating himself with your fluids. Keeping a steady pace, he kissed you again and again, barely stopping for air.
Then he angled himself and pushed inside of you. You felt him spread you open, felt him taking you over, felt his breath on your face as he stared at you, sinking inside of you, making you his. The intense dark gaze zeroed in on your lower lip as you bit down, trying not to cry out too loudly.
“Arthur,” you moaned.
He rumbled wordlessly in return and slowly began a primal rhythm, picking up speed as he felt your arms and legs wrap around him and pull him close to you, your hips rising to meet his. Each time you cried out, each time you grabbed at his body, Arthur’s control was chipped away until he became nothing more than an untamed beast, ravenous for the pleasure only your body could give him.
Arthur’s lips traced a line down your body, never breaking contact with your skin. He left a trail of wet kisses along your jaw and down your neck before nipping your collarbone, leaving love marks as he furiously pounded into you, drawing out more of your mewls of pleasure.
He sloppily kissed his way back up your neck to your ear, then he lifted himself up, took your legs and placed them on his shoulders. Leaning back down, he bent you nearly in half, his cock sinking deeper inside of you.
“Oh lord!” you yelped when he fucked you from this new angle, his face contorted with feral need. Deep rumbles reverberated in his large chest as he gripped you, his large hands holding you firmly as you started to writhe, your climax fast approaching.
Feeling you tighten around him, Arthur wrapped his hand around your throat, his other hand digging into your hair. He leaned forward until the tip of his nose touched yours, his eyes mesmerizing you with pure need.
“Mine,” he snarled ferociously.
As if his declaration triggered your release, you came with a strangled cry, your body shaking as the pleasure shot through you like a lightning bolt. Arthur didn’t stop, didn’t even slow down as he watched you come apart under him, memorizing this moment when you became his.
You looked up at Arthur with a smile and satisfaction in your eyes, and he gasped. With a shudder and a low moan, he pulled out of you and spent himself on your belly, thrusting his hips against you as he shot his spend onto your skin, not breaking eye contact with you for a single moment. As he slowed, he let your legs fall to either side of him before collapsing next to you, catching his breath.
A few minutes passed, as the only sound in the room was both of you breathing ragged, recovering from an intense release. When you finally turned to look at him, he blinked once, twice, then suddenly sat up. “I… I’m sorry darlin’, I don’t know what came over me,” he preemptively apologized as he started to move away from you.
You grabbed him and pulled him back into your arms. “Don’t leave. Stay with me. Please.”
Looking back at you with disbelief in his eyes, he shook his head. “You don’t want me. I’m just an old fool who took advantage of ya.”
You hugged him tighter. “Are you saying I don’t know what I want?”
“I’m sayin’ you don’t know me that well.”
“And I’m saying I want you, because I do know you.” Taking his face into your hands, you turned him towards you, forcing him to look at you directly. “You’re kind, smart, funny, handsome, and most of all, a good man.”
“I—”
“Don’t you dare argue with me, Arthur Morgan.”
He swallowed. “Yes ma’am.”
You pulled him back down onto the bed, and he let you. He let you wrap your arms around him. He let you kiss him on his stubbled cheek. He let you whisper to him about how good of a man he was.
“I’ve been sweet on you for a while, Arthur. Make no mistake, now that I’ve had you, I’m staying with you. You’re going to need a crowbar to get free of me.”
Arthur smiled gently at you, finally succumbing to your sweet words of endearment. Pulling you into a tight hug, he buried his face in the crook of your neck. “My sweet darlin’. I ain’t ever lettin’ you go.”
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End Notes: It was hard to keep Arthur silent until the end! I kept writing naughty dialogue and then deleting it because I had to remember that I had a theme of just silent beastly lust this time around. Hope this fulfilled your request, anon!
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