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nah star trek picard really looked me in the face and told me to take my gay ass to hell lmao. like youâre telling me after making it through a season while buckling under grief and immense trauma they choose each other, get one onscreen kiss and dassit? the most integral and stable parts (maybe. they couldâve broken up the second they left guinans bar in the s2 finale for all i know) of their entire relationship happened between seasons? off-fucking-screen?!? yeah this show ainât fucking serious. at all. they were together (how long? no one fucking knows!) and i ainât even get to see that? sick and twisted lmao. didnât even try. didnât even pretend to try. teased seven and raffiâs relationship for a season and a half only to wrap shit up in 30 secondsâwhat happened to privacy. why was worf even in that scene like he couldnât take a step back? why were they trying to present it as a jokey joke too like star trek picard whatâs funny? nothing exactly. they really said here damn scram lol?????
i just. an offscreen breakup that is still a mystery because ????? because nothing. itâs not like they care so why not just get it over with in episode 1? what was the goal here? a breakup which was telegraphed yet dragged out for no discernible reason. biggest waste of time since idk when. and all this fast tracking time jumping shit they keep doing with their relationship is so transparent and boring. just zero investment. why are they allergic to telling coherent stories! and also joy!
god. what even is there to say about this bullshit that hasnât been said. whatâs the takeaway here? what was gained.
#seven x raffi#worf chiming in was my limit like sir pls go somewhere lmaooo#im def in my feelings but playing that moment off as a joke was so annoying#this showâŚâŚ#star trek picard a tek mi fi eediat#played in my face full jungle gym đ#now i did giggle when worf said he was practicing deception but like hysterically#bc i couldnât believe my mf eyes and ears#theyâre handling this relationship so badly they do not give a fuck#they really couldâve kept it and i hate that thatâs where i am now.#and if they possibly work their way back to each other itâs like#why are we revisiting season two?#another season finale kiss is NOT relationship progression#can they just be happy for a fkn minute like why isnt that okay!#god#wouldnât even have been opposed to actually seeing them end things#w both of their personalities it wouldâve been amazing (or reaaaaally badly written but still)#just nothing.#quite disgusting actually#r7
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Zenitsu agatsuma has got to be the biggest egg I have ever seen in my entire life
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#zenitsu agatsuma#nezuko kamado#thereâs genuinely no way bro doesnât have smth going on with his gender#nezukos bamboo necklace is chewlery btw hehe#I hope I was able to capture the expression of like#just genuine tender yearning#itâs something heâs always had the longing for but never quite understood where it came from#or even what it was#just a very empty hole in his body that he could only ever describe as self hatred and disgust even if he knew that wasnât quite right#I think when theyâre older nezuko would rlly help him like#get comfortable w the idea of actually exploring his identity#heâs spent so much of his life just truly and bitterly hating himself to the core#he couldnât stomach the idea of thinking about who he was beyond the surface level#I think nezuko would make him feel so much more okay with himself and help try to get him to a point of at the very least knowing who he is#itâs a very long road that zenitsu really honestly isnât sure if heâs comfortable with#but he canât help but at least try#if not for himself but for the ache of the child inside himself who has so desperately longed for comfort and love and belonging#he wants to know that child who was so brutally outcasted could eventually find a home#he wants to believe thereâs hope for himself#Zenko chan I love you so much#she is so important 2 meâŚ..#sorry transed your zenitsu. no yeah we canât undo it. yeah heâs a she now. sorry nothin I can do.
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So what do you fellas on tumblr think about rarry??
aka i binged a few potter movies (with this one I had gof in mind) and itâs on my mind, also I really like this fanart I think itâs rad and itâs my best one yet I think
Also please keep in mind I obviously do not condone or support anything jk Rowling has said or continues to say about trans people, I hope thatâs apparent because I am a trans person
#harry potter#ron weasley#rarry#ronarry#fanart#digital art#ehhehehe#theyâre kinda adorable#although quite a few people would disagree#Iâve seen ppl rage in disgust over this ship#itâs stupid#bruh#and then they turn around and scream about how drarry is meant to be#tbh though#I was a drarry boy at heart#I did ship that one for a while#I might ship both actually#idk#maybe youâll see some more of this in the coming days and weeks#depending on how long this fixation stays in my brain#anyway#ronarry is a comfort ship#drarry is a ship for people lusting over mlm relationships just because itâs mlm#which is donât really condone#but they are fictional characters so itâs whatever#drarry is whatever ig#I can see it working better in the fanfic aspect#Iâm not sure#anyway I really like ronarry#iss adorable
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Anger: HYDRATE OR DIE-DRATE!
Anger: *aggressively throws a water jug*
Disgust: Uh... what's up with him?
Envy: Heâs trying to yell mental health and wellbeing into us.
Anger: I APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU!
Joy, crying: It's working.
#actual healthy ways to deal with mental health#drink water#sleep regularily#and exercise#quitting social media#learn something new#practice gratitude#inside out#inside out 2#disney incorrect quotes#incorrect disney quotes#disney#pixar#disney pixar#inside out anger#inside out disgust#inside out envy#inside out joy#I also don't like the inside out posts that treat drugs as lighthearted#I'd much rather prefer Riley before doing something that bad#treat herself on vacation gardening martial arts
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Ugh I hate blond Apollo and I think the way Rick wrote him was pretty dirty. Tho I like his character, I still wish he was better writen
#when i say blond apollo i mean v.iria one there are alot of blonde apollo i gen like#for example the hades game one#His pjo official art looks like a racist nepobaby who would practice bullying#not that there are many V.iria art that deviates from this pattern#and he can be very annoying sometimes#That scene where he asked Reyna to date him is just disgusting#what the hell did Rick have in his head to make one of the gods who protects the young flirt with a 16/17 year old girl???#and no he's not a dumb blond man-child or anything like that#HE'S THE GOD OF KNOWLEDGE AND THE BROTHER OF ARTEMIS WHY DID YOU MAKE HIM LIKE THAT?#TOA would be much better if Rick treated him in character for the mythology#tbh all the gods would#and I'm not a defender of the gods or anything like that I find them quite disgusting and authoritarian#I just wish they were more like mythology#still bad people#just more likable bad people#apollo#apollo pjo#trials of apollo#toa#pjo hoo toa#anti perpollo#anti gods x demigods actually#anti luke castellan#rr crit
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+ bonus Lingling honest reaction:
My judgement is right after all. If her brother is like this, then Baijie must be even kinder and more compassionate than you. The Spirealm č´ĺ˝ć¸¸ć (2024) | Ep. 27
#the spirealm#č´ĺ˝ć¸¸ć#kaleidoscope of death#ruan nanzhu#ling jiushi#li dongyuan#xia zhiguang#huang junjie#liu xiaobei#cdrama#cdramasource#kodedit#userhanyi#*gifs:mine#huge fan of whatever is going on between these three QUITE HONESTLY#the way lingling's caught somewhere between slightly amused and absolutely disgusted with them#translation notes: in chinese nanzhu actually says âyour little mouth is so sweetâ but it basically means you're a sweet talker#it is also a lot less sexually charged in chinese than the literal translation is in english lol#i've given up on coloring i'm just replacing the garish yellow filter with a slightly less garish red one
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Okay I need to write something abt Ivy's brain overheating n starting to cook her head bc it overworks and there's no way there's enough space in her super computer brain for an efficient cooling system combined with Tim involuntarily salivating and feeling hungry when he smells burning flesh as a hold over from eating corpses during the Moon War. This is no longer a want it is a need.
#Been thinking about this for DAYS but every time I open a word doc I get so frozen with emotions abt them so I end up writing nothing#ivy alexandria#gunpowder tim#the mechanisms#I can't stop thinking about it#picturing something like Tim just chilling in Ivy's library/archives. like he's got a bad migraine and wants to take refuge in the quiet#but he's leafing through a random shelf- not really looking at the titles- as an excuse to be there.#when he smells it#a harsh scent undercuttng the stale and dusty atmosphere and rising until it is as loud and pounding as his thundering heart#logically he knows it isn't actually that strong. but it's been long since they were planetside and even longer since he had to smell that#it's all consuming. and for a long moment he stands frozen.#Stomach sunk in his chest only for Tim to be filled with horror when he realizes he's salivating.#and then all he feels filled with is disgust.#he stumbles through the shelves. Fully aware that it could only be coming from Ivy.#He's not quite sure if it's the scent that draws him or a bastardized version of concern.#Either way she's researching in the exact same spot she was when he came in. He wants to leave but she's right by the door and his own brai#is screaming at him to check for a pulse and bring her back to the microwave victim pile for harvest.#Nevermind he knows they cannot die and knows they have food and even (logically) knows he's no longer in thise lunar tunnels#nvgtdtfhvhdgchvjcv ahhhhh no thoughts head empty just this scenario
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I love singNsong again reminding people in Side Story that Dokja wanted other people to read TWSA (he wrote reviews and comments! It was his first wish), and he only stopped bothering because people harassed him for it. He didn't gate-keep the story. When he's avoiding talking to Sangah about it at the beginning of ORV, it's because he knows what happens when he tells people about the story, not because he's gate-keeping it from her. He notes he's not proud of his hobby (likely because he's been bullied all through his life, including for reading the thing he loves): he finds it embarrassing to talk about, and better respects her studying Spanish in her free time (learning another language is a generally accepted thing in society). He assumes she won't care or will look at him funny (or worse) for when she learns about the novel he's into.
Basically anyone writing "let's gatekeep ORV" posts because of the anime announcement or because they dislike the manhwa or some other weirdness, y'all are the villains in the scenario.
The literal climax of the story is about sharing ORV with as many people as possible. What story were y'all reading?
#orv#really tired of the stupid gate-keepy bs in some parts of this fandom#omniscient reader's viewpoint#kim dokja#side story spoilers#it's been quite fascinating seeing novel fanatics come out of the woodwork against potential anime fans#while showing how much they hate the manhwa and manhwa fans too#the only actual official English translation we have is the manhwa#acting like we're all in this together like no#I adore the novel and the manhwa#and folks who started with the manhwa or just happen to also like the manhwa but also like the novel see you for what you are#avoiding talking about something is not gatekeeping#it's often recognizing various social cues#like oh this person probably isn't familiar and I don't care to explain#or I'm worried they'll treat me badly if they know#when you're trying to connect with someone you tend to look for things you share not stuff you don't#if Dokja heard about people trying to gatekeep orv he would be disgusted#also NOT gatekeeping orv is literally the climax of the story I am so deeply confused by people encouraging gatekeeping of it#you're making han suyeong mad#she didn't nearly kill herself writing orv in order to share it to everyone they could find so people could gatekeep it#that is literally the opposite of the goal#it's not bad to ask if folks have read the novel because for a variety of reasons folks may not have#but it is bad to act like reading the novel is a fandom requirement especially given all we have is a fantranslation using MTL#or you must love the novel above others or the novel only#I want singnsong to get fucking rich from this story they shared and which I and many adore#gatekeeping does not make that happen#also good luck getting people to buy the Yen Press novel translation when it comes out when you act like this#the manhwa is available in at least seven languages officially fuck off with this gatekeeping crap#don't get me started how a lot of y'all don't even know what twatf is and a good chunk of y'all who won't even touch it when you do know#and that doesn't exactly bother me but it does bug me when book purists get all high and mighty
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i think im preaching to the choir with this one but i am. really fucking mad. anyone who's on here and sunnytwt i am BEGGING you to stop being fucking weird. you can in fact. not do the same shit that these idiots are doing. it's ok.
#im fucking. talking about compiling a fanzine to show glenn how much we appreciated him taking time to talk with fans & answer questions#and then these idiots#quite frankly idgaf how much money you think he has or how famous he is#treating an actual human being like this is disgusting#unlike kit connor he's a grownass man and ive no doubt he can handle it#but that list is so fucking gross and biphobic and all of this is just. its been going on on twitter for too long#behave!!!! behave!!!!!! you are not fucking normal!!!#ada speaks#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#yes its getting main tags im sick of you fuckers
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School is going so great and also I am so exhausted and also I am having an existential crisis
#teaching tag#the kids are great and I think Iâm doing a good job teaching them and also I miss the ones from last year so much đđđđđ#even though I know I will miss these too once theyâre gone like why does đđđ it gotta be đđđđ this way#itâs just a totally different vibe every time#the school year has a new flavor!!! and I hate that!!!!!#change is so bad and disgusting đđđ#but also I think itâs good and Iâm doing a good job keeping them moving#one of the revelations/realizations that Iâve had. is that Iâm just starting to shift my focus#from âŚ. wanting them to be moved to just wanting them to be engaged?#and I think itâs better.#Iâm not quite wholly there. but I mean learning how to actually construct a class so that they are busy and their minds are being stretched#and employed and learning on multiple levels without just saying what I want to happen at them#and itâs a good shift but also a shift thatâs making me sad#for whatever reason#it feels like another sign of maturity#but sometimes I miss my own highs#mostly Iâm just so unbelievably tired lol.#like the physical and mental stamina required that I just donât have yet#is so much.#but some strong starts have been made#and also (dare I say this lol) the effects of my reputation being established are also working in my favor#theyâre a little bit scared. theyâre a little bit more ready to engage and theyâre more on board than they used to be#like. itâs happening faster. in terms of getting the class under control#and thatâs nice. cause I remember it used to take weeks and weeks. months really.#and of course itâs ongoing and unpredictable.#but itâs better this time#anyway just rambling
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re; ask game
how do you feel about the sexualization of certain characters within the fandom, including some of the tributes or most vulnerable people (e.g, finnick, or katniss and peeta?)
so i do fully believe that anybody who wants to have one deserves a rich and fulfilling sex life, whatever that looks like for them. i have absolutely no qualms about people portraying trauma survivors and/or those who are seen as more vulnerable as having sex lives in their fanworks. i think thatâs actually really good and very important to do.
however. if you specifically are sexualizing the characters, i think youâre so, so heavily missing the point. the point is that these characters have had their bodies and their sexuality weaponized and turned against them, and that is included in the story to show the severe effects that trauma and exploitation of that nature can have. a lot of them were getting trafficked (or in the case of Katniss and Peeta, only barely avoided it but were forced into another exploitative situation) while they were still children. it is meant to be disturbing. it is not meant to make you think theyâre hot.
Iâve already talked about how Johanna and Finnick do act very flirty and promiscuous, but itâs because a trauma response. i think people take those character traits at face value and donât really look at why they act like that (and it is very, very clearly spelled out in books that are YA level, so if youâve read them and still are not getting it, thatâs a little on you) and that really contributes to this. obviously the movies didnât help. but what it really boils down to is that people are not understanding the role of the characters in the story at all, and theyâre instead demonstrating how easy it is to exploit them that way. and honestly itâs really too bad because i like to think people have better comprehension than that but you know what? iâve also literally seen someone say they would buy Finnick and iâm like yep weâre done here i got no words left to say.
AMA
#ask and you shall receive#lovely anon#thg#i want you all to know that i literally cracked my knuckles before i started typing it i was like HERE WE GO#also. rpf exists for a reason KSKDJDJDN you all can go do rpf lol#also also. thereâs a reason that i really heavily dislike any fics where Annie buys finnick bc I donât care how you spin it thatâs really#quite disgusting. but I will not go off about that at length unless someone actually wants me to bc Iâm afraid the vultures may descend
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i've been thinking a lot about the word "representation" and what it means and how it's changed over the last few years, particularly when it comes to the writing/publishing landscape but also in movies and tv shows⌠and i really don't like it anymore. to be clear, of course i think it's important to have diversity in your work, i'm not saying i hate the concept of representation. but i do really dislike the way it's used now, and i really just hate the word itself
in a broader sense it's just become a marketing tool. i'm not impressed by any publisher or author who just describes their book by listing all of the minorities/identities the characters represent as if that should be enough. it feels very gross, very exploitative and disingenuous. it also really bothers me because it's always marginalized identities- which i understand Why, but it feels very othering to me (and again. Very exploitative as an advertisement). you would never list out "cishet able-bodied white man" as a character description to pat yourself on the back over. so why do it to everyone else? why insinuate that one is the "default" and the other one is "special"? (and when i say this i'm mainly talking about advertisements/marketing. i understand why people would specify about characters in descriptions with the plot, but i don't like to see an ad that's just "this book has gay people!" with nothing else)
which then leads me to my other point, which is that a lot of people treat "representation" as if it's "too hard." like "oh i don't know enough to write about that, i don't have that experience, etc" which is a fair way to feel! however⌠it's weird that people only say this about writing trans characters or characters of color. i'm writing a story right now with a character who is really into motorcycles. i personally do not know that much about motorcycles, so i researched what parts are what & what different kinds of models there are & what basic bike care looks like. i guarantee Most people will have to google something at some point in their writing process. so what's the problem? it also, again, feels very othering when authors treat certain groups of people as "impossible" to write, "too hard" to understand. they are just.. people. you write them as a person. and then you figure out the rest later.
and i think part of the refusal or fear to write something outside of your experience is because of the way representation is treated as So Special. these characters are So Special that they aren't allowed to be anything other than "representation." they're Not allowed to be characters with complex emotions and interesting motivations, they have to just be Trans or Gay or Disabled or whatever. they're not allowed to be people. which means, at the end of the day, we loop right back around to where we were at the startâŚ.
there is bad representation. there are depictions of certain marginalized people that are harmful and that are damaging, i'm not trying to minimize that or argue against it at all, in fact we should all be mindful of that while writing and reading. but i also think it's possible to swing too far in the opposite direction as well and put certain groups of people on a pedestal and not allow them to do anything at all but be Perfect Representation, if that makes sense.
#anyways. is this anything#sorry i dont have anything insightful to say at the end here i just wanted to ramble#especially abt the way ppl market books now it like. genuinely disgusts me#cannot imagine marketing tnp in that way. my characters are many things AND they are trans. and their transness#is not just a flashy feature for attracting attention#also i do understand the fear of 'getting it wrong' but that's why you have beta readers or even actual sensitivity readers#that's why you ask for feedback. especially in this space like... people will give it#that's what makes sharing your process and early draft in this community so rewarding#and there's also just the reality that no matter what you do some people will Not like it đ¤ˇ#and ime a lot of ppl look at representation very individualistically#as in it's only good representation if it represents Me#which sucks. and you're never going to please those people#ANYWAYS also to be clear this is not a vague or meant to be targeted at any one person please don't be fucking weird#this is just some thots i've had recently esp since ive seen the representation conversation pop up quite a few times#and since i've been doing research for characters in my other project#personal
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if i have to sit through one more conversation in which i have to listen to someone chirp about the benefits of AI, i am going to stab someone
#my teacher is gonna make us have an AI unit đ¨đ¨#what the fuck even is an AI unit#this is ethnic studies#and every time i have to sit there and act like the other person has a point when they're all just saying the exact same thing#âoh but it's impressiveâ yeah that's cause it's copied off the uncredited works of actual writers you dumbass#âyeah but i just use it to write quick emailsâ that's so fucking embarrassing what do you mean you can't write a fucking email#âi only use it as a toolâ a tool for what? generative AI is a sad inefficient excuse of a 'tool' just use google it's not that hard#it's actually quite sickening not even gonna lie#i'll be talking to people who are supposed to be good at their job#and fully grown adults who i expect to be at least moderately competent when it comes to writing and they're out here relying on chatgpt#and i'll see people using chatgpt as a source too#like what happened to citing our sources? what happened to using credible sites? chatgpt is not a source#this is like basic middle school level media literacy#and not only that#but what also disgusts me is that these people don't even seem to care that AI is awful for the planet#it doesn't matter if your ugly fucking art is draining a whole goddamn lake because it's âprettyâ and âimpressiveâ#fucking hell#give me a break#fuck generative ai#me and the homies hate ai#anti ai#mxpotatoposts#jesus christ these tags are like 10 times longer than my actual post lmao
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i'm afraid i'm going to wake up like this tomorrow
#my chiropractor was not actually able to fix the thing that is screaming in my neck#because the entire area is quite literally hard as a rock#but he pulled on my head a couple times and got an enormoid and lowkey terrifying pop at the base of my neck#which I've felt like i needed for years#pretty sure that corrected an injury i got 3 and a half years ago finally lol#apparently the disgusting sensation was my bones separating and allowing the displaced disc back in#so that is alarming that it has sat in that state so long i guess#it feels great but also all#the muscles around it are FREAKING OUT#so im definitely going to be sore but am i even going to be alive who knows#wow how did enormous end up enormoid and how did i not catch that
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kevan knew exactly what he was doing during the voice lines for the countdown ending. trust me, the sadistic pleasure of seeing someone who has wronged you suffer is a hard thing to fake.
#ace writes#his mad and condescending laughter is insane actually#the disdain and disgust in the âyouâre going to die anywayâ OUGHHH#hahahahâŚoh Stanley#youâre in for quite the disappointment#JESUS CHRIST#I would like to remind myself and everyone that he is canonically (as far as we know) just a voice#thank you mr brighting#also sorry for all the tsp posting itâs just a hyperfixation itâll pass#maybe#tsp#tsp narrator#the stanley parable
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i hate being self-aware (i'm not, really, and i don't know why i'm saying this; or why suddenly i'm correcting myself and making an attempt at using proper punctuation; here, would you look at that, an oversaturation of semicolons; what a ciceronian sentence this has become; how so.)
#random thoughts#i overcorrect myself because i'd rather be a concept in your minds. a correlation.#i sympathize with him in some aspects but i wouldn't dare say most. i like the belief that i am him.#a silly and lighthearted idea because of our similarities.#but if i start to actually believe it then it will factor into a trinity.#myself and god and then him. because he's quite an idol to me now.#anyway. post cancelled (or however one spells it). i love you franz kafka!!!!#and i'm sorry for even saying that as a puerile sot myself.#you would chronically despise me for admiring you i'm aware.#to this point would disgust you. but i suppose i am meant to disgust. i am a creature in some respects.#my simple existence disgusts many for various reasons.#but you are dead so we cannot confer. if possible it were for you to see this you'd know it's about you.#and hate me.#why don't i post about my beloved boyfriend instead of a dead man who would have despised me anyway.#(sorry if you wouldn't have i am just assuming. very seriously sorry again.#ought to write an album on my trifecta of false delusion surrounding us and god.)
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