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i wish your love was real
#pretending to love someone is the worst#keep your sweet nothings and ingenuine care to yourself#my concerns let alone my feelings mean nothing#just writing about past feelings#mine.txt#orignal post#q#queued for when im not here
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me n moze say good morning to the world !!! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ
art by @rabbbitseason of course <3
#🐦⬛🐕 .#<-#hehe i took inspo from kai’s rb of my mb:>#MY FIRST MOEVIE COMM#this is queued#im asleep (at least i should be by the time this is posted) but it’s a mystery as to how i will fall asleep knowing i would have to#close my eyes and not actively stare at this for the rest of my life#full factory reset i really don’t know what i would even say to this 🥹 im just#things i would do for bitti : anything! i cannot think of something i wouldn’t do for her#i gave her the most cursed ref known to mankind and she came up with this im so 🥹 thank you so much … your art blows me away every time ….#i may pass out seeing him in your style … the way you did his hands and he’s so big#this is me -> ໒꒰ྀི o̴̶̷̤ ̯o̴̶̷̤ ꒱ྀི১ at this HSJDNCN aaaaaa 🥹#i will also state the very obvious and say that bitti is such a pleasure to work with ajsnxnkck ….. please im on my knees#when i saw this- my stomach literally flipped inside out and my ears were ringing .. and my heart was beating a million beats per second#if bitti’s comms were open for eternity & i won the lottery- i would commission so many mozes ….. the world would be full of bitti’s mozes.#^ though that sounds terrible for bitti … im so sorry#i swear that won’t happen i would never do that to you#he is sooooo yum in your style (severe & outrageous understatement)#but what i can do is stare at this all day#THANK YOU BITTI UEUEJJSJS 🥹🥹🥹 I HOPE UR PILLOWS R ALWAYS COLD !!!#not even aventurine’s shield can protect me from the 100000000 damage i took from this /pos#such a shield doesn’t exist in the hsr realm or the real world !!!#evie.ss#IM KIND OF ANGRY THAT I KNOW THERES NOTHING I CAN SAY TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL !!!!! WHAT COULD I SAY >:#WHAT AN ODD FEELING WHERE I AM reduced to my knees but from positive emotions alone …#im so dizzy /pos let me stop here this is already so long omg 🥹#edit: dude /gn my screen time is gonna skyrocket because im still staring with such a dopey smile on my face ahsndnxkc gosh im happy :’) th#thank you so much bitti …. this means so much to me#i literally can not put into words how much this has made my entire year :’)) im so soft im so happy
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getting heartbroken is way cool
#homestuck#dirk strider#roxy lalonde#jake english#talkshow boy#watch as i preform my own tracheotomy#admin draws#fanart#blood#this has been on my todo listfor literal months and i finally up and did it on stream a little while ago#im no longer in the feverish state of talkshowboy listening that i was when i first queued this but#revisiting the music has been fun!#conveniently timed for me reaching 900 followers on twitter- and i guess 1900 here! thank you!!
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Made this ages ago for fun, the characters pictured are both different versions of TLOZ link one being mine and the other belonging to @linked-maze
I think they both deserve to kill a man
#my art#linked maze#fractured timeline#loz au#tloz#i was still learning procreate when i made these so dont mind how sloppy it all looks XD#im not here this is queued
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#one piece#sanji#black leg sanji#everysanji#ch594#summit war saga#jfc queuing from my phone temporarily bc i havent had internet for TWO WEEKS!!!!!#i still have 2 weeks in the queue but its making me nervous so here i am#goddddddd just so many things falling into the wrong place#like my entire router died. the guy who could have addressed the problem#didnt come the day i reported it but instead waited until after his 5 day vacation#and then it was put off for another day bc he had to catch up on other stuff#then we find out the issue is with the router itself so we had to order a new one#and then when they tried to install it today there were more issues#so now i have to wait until tomorrow and im so fucking mad#well anyway
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"Stop saying Crowley won't help Aziraphale in S3 he'd go back to him in a HEARTBEAT and nothing would stop him" I get it no one likes the idea of Crowley being bitter after what happened for a long period of time but like can we at least acknowledge that he's currently going through probably the most emotional pain in his life since falling? Can we agree that he's opened his heart entirely - something you couldn't pay him to do unless the world is literally ending and he's desperate - to Aziraphale, and got shot down? Can we understand that he did it AGAIN only to lose Aziraphale again? Not that what Aziraphale did isn't without Crowley's own shortcomings (hiding the truth of Heaven's cruelty from him) but like,,,,
The appeal here isn't Scorned Crowley Doesn't Love Aziraphale Anymore, or Never Wants To Help Him Again, the appeal here is Crowley learning enough self respect to not just walk back right to Aziraphale like nothing happened after Aziraphale has had a pattern of consistently refusing him. Going years ping-ponging between "We're not friends I don't even know him" to "That's what friends are for right?" and "We're friends, why would you even say anything?" and "Friends? We're not friends. We are an angel and a demon!"
Like I get it, Crowley is a heartbreakingly forgiving person. Of course he's gonna forgive Aziraphale, I'll be surprised if he didn't forgive him by the time he walked out the bookshop door, but gdi he could at least grant himself the luxury of being at least a little irritated for longer than however long it takes to make a globe and some books float and angrily cry out to God in his flat. But due to the change of pace and dynamic that is establishing part of the conflict for Season 3, I just really like the idea of him for ONCE prioritizing himself and being like "Okay, fine. We'll get back at it when you're ready, then," instead of just taking Aziraphale back like his words and actions meant nothing to him, when clearly they have an effect on him.
What is Aziraphale going to learn if Crowley just accepts what he did so quickly, like he always has the entire time they've been friends? Idk maybe I'm just projecting too much darkness on their dynamic but I mean, if the pattern of Aziraphale pushing Crowley away/disrespecting him one day and then being fine with his friendship the next + Crowley never stopping to be like "Hey, that's not cool, at least give me a little credit" or smth was fine all along and will continue to be fine in the future, then why, after 6,000 years of being friends and loving this demon, can Aziraphale still not accept that Crowley is just fine the way he is, and instead got excited to promote him to an angel in a heartbeat once the opportunity presented itself? You can't blame all of it on Heaven when Aziraphale has demonstrated his free will/defiance to Heaven so many times. Or, I don't know, I guess maybe we can? Maybe I'm just craving too much angst to the point where I'm letting it cloud my analysis of canon. Idk.
#derpy speaks#good omens#good omens 2#no i dont think crowley is gonna ever hate aziraphale for what happened but he's allowed to be angry#he's allowed to be done with it all. he's allowed to be exhausted. just look at his face when he drives away.#meh. idk. but i dont know how i'll feel if crowley just INSTANTLY accepts aziraphale back in a situation involving#idk - ''hey help me stop the new apocalypse''#at least. without like. SOME pushback? it can even be something small like ''are you SURE you want ME to help you? do you really need me?''#doesnt have to be a straight refusal but i'd like SOME kind of action to show that crowley is putting his foot down for once#he deserves that self respect#do NOT reply saying that im insinuating that aziraphale is actively malicious or doing it on purpose.#everything he has done up until now is his own complicated response to all the trauma and guilt he's been through#but despite that crowley is STILL allowed to be upset... it's messy. i can write a whole paper about how this whole thing#is just unfortunate on both ends. again. we didnt get queerbaited we got communication baited 😭#but help me out here. am i just too fandom-brained to have these expectations from the story?#is there something obvious im missing that is making me sound like a complete asshole here? do i need to get my head out of the gutter?#someone please explain it to me if so because whatever it is‚ i can't find it#not queued
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immortality is so lonely
#my art lol#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#lumi vocaloid#'this will just be a warmup!' *spends nearly the whole fucking day lining + rendering it* 😭😭 THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS#i try to tell myself its ok if im no longer speed demon at drawing anymore b/c it means im putting more work into my art now#anyways ive never done smthn proper w/ her before and i wanted to try doing something for funsies#i also immediately turned around and did a shitpost right after this but im not including it here b/c this feels too serious lmaoo#realized her birthday's in a few days so good timing too ig LMAO??#queued this bc WOOHOO FINISHING SHIT AT MIDNIGHT WHEN I HAVE TO GET UP EARLY IN THE MORNING *dies*
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THE VOICE ACTING IN THE ENTIRE KUUKOU VS HITOYA CONFRONTATION GETS ME GOING EVERY TIME
#vee queued to fill the void#IT GIVES ME SOME INSANE HEART ARRHYTHMIA FROM THE VERY MOMENT IT STARTS I CAN TALK ABOUT THIS SCENE ALL DAY#CAUSE IT STARTS KINDA LIGHTHEARTED KUUKOU AND HITOYA AND JOKING AROUND FROM THE MOMENT KUUKOU ENTERS THE SCENE#BUT HITOYA IS IN A VERY BAD MOOD LIKE ITS IN HIS VOICE AS WELL AS HIS ACTIONS#SO WHEN HE TELLS KUUKOU TO GET LOST#THE MOMENT KUUKOU TAKES A SEAT AND TELLS HIM HE STILL WANTS TO TALK AND!!!!!! THE SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC KICKS IN RIGHT THERE!!!!!!!#ITS THE LANDMINE!!!!!!! THE DANGER!!!!!!!!! A LOT IS RIDING ON THIS INTERACTION FROM HERE ON OUT#SO KUUKOU GETS HITOYA TO OPEN UP AND HITOYA TELLS HIM WHAT HAPPENED#KUUKOU TELLS HIM THE EXACT WORDS HE DIDNT WANT TO HEAR AND IS STILL RESOLVED TO DOING WHAT ISNT BEST#AND THAT DANGEROUS MUSIC STOPS THE MOMENT KUUKOU GETS UP AND STOPS HITOYA ITS WHAT THE SCENE WAS BUILDING TOWARDS#AND THEN THE ACTUAL FIGHT ITSELF IS US WITNESSING KUUKOU AND HITOYAS HEARTS FULLY CONNECTING AND AGAIN ITS IN THE MUSIC#ITS IN THE BEAT THAT BUILDS THE MORE THEY BARE THEIR HEARTS#HARMONIOUS COOPERATION IS TOO POWERFUL OF A TRACK IM GONNA DIE LMAO
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#hmfcu#riley savage#graydon weaver#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#furry#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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hello; i just wanted to say i respect you immensely for the resources you publish on a daily basis. i'm sure you have your own motivations for doing so, but if it ever becomes hard for you to manage, please take some time to care for yourself and your health. you are far more important than i feel you give yourself credit for.
You are so sweet, dear Anon. No worries, though! About +90% of my posts on this blog are now queued. It seems like I'm always on here, but I'm not. Usually you can tell I'm here when I answer replies on posts, or messages like this. But sometimes these are queued too. Or is it.
#anonymous#yup this one's queued too i'm actually not here (maybe) when this posts#sometimes i log on here in between “life” & im just here for a split sec to answer a few qs then im gone again (like rn)#& the queue does the heavy lifting#like i can leave this blog alone for days & uh there WILL be posts (did this a few times alr & so sry if it seemed i was ignoring messages)#& bc i need to space out my posts bc i used to get messages that i post too much like someone said im the only one they see on their dash#& my “motivations” for this is that a lot of this has been in my drafts and old files too long - just wanted to organise them initially#but uh yeah theyre still a mess --- work in progress for me !#& was more of a mess when i accidentally clicked the “shuffle” queue --- that one time#so at first i q'd 1 post a day but then the queue ran til like 2027 & i was like i need to q more per day#so im soooo sry for littering ur dash -- i have the sideblogs for those who want a less chaotic posting sched#no but seriously thank you for this lovely message#i hope you're taking care of yourself too & i really appreciate you taking the time to message me#ok i talk too much be back again soon ---- bye#<3
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Amber, Bundled, Cardigans xx-Blush
Hi, Blush! I hope you’re doing well! Thank you so much for the ask! I think this autumn version is especially cute! ૮꒰ྀི⸝⸝ ˃ ᵕ ˂⸝⸝꒱ྀིა ♡
Amber - what's something you do every day?
I read everyday! I used to read a lot of books growing up but I’ve switched to manga, manhwa, webtoons, manhua, etc… I am always reading something (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ
Bundled - describe your ideal date.
I think this really depends on the season, so since fall is approaching I’d have to say a nice, cozy kind of date. I’m thinking of those Pinterest (or even tumblr) posts where you see fall leaves in the background and in frame is just two people holding hands and they’re wearing the softest, coziest looking sweaters… sounds kinda cliche now that I think about it haha - oops ૮꒰ྀི⊃⸝ ⸝ ⸝⊂꒱ྀིა
Cardigans - favorite autumn colors?
I just really love the super warm, saturated colors associated with fall. So deep oranges, reds, purples, greens, etc… I even think there’s a fall version of blue and pink(?)! In general, I think most warm fall tone colors are pretty (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.゚
#again thanks so much for the ask!#I love getting these!!#I hope you’re doing well!#please make sure to take care and stay hydrated!#ilysm <3#!!!#autumm#ask#cute asks#anon#anonymous#ask me anything#ask game#anon ask#q#queued for when im not here
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guess who turned 18........ meeee :3
#belovedstill dear#belovedstill dear art#my art#rosmp#rosas smp#trust smp#sona#ok when im queuing this im PRAYING this wont upload TODAY (nov 5th)#< this happened last year#why do i tag a dead smp? (trust smp)#thats literally my daughter jester and you WILL respect him ok?#but also bel and beck are here#yknow. from the rosmp#ermm the yapping yapper#anyway
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Adventures in dog sitting Circa Jan 28th
#my art#im not here this is queued#was looking through my drafts and found this#i was dog sitting in place of my sisters#starving#and ill#i was trapped with no essentials and two dogs who were CRAZY#i also had woken up with two charlie horses and had like 2 hours of sleep total#so when this happened i lost my mind
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Person being [to my mind] a bit overly familiar. Okay. If we are so familiar now will u allow me to be deeply neurotic about that, kicking and screaming.
#some shit#.... purging demons here i took normal somewhat communicative steps and steer back to common interests#just giveeeee me time i am an extrodinarily presumptive and impulsive person with regards to. (handwave) interaction#IF. u pass my test where its okay if im neurotic. gestures. the cat who doesnt allow pets to vibe check ppl.#except its not just deliberate choice but also response to.#(gestures) everything feeling so much and all the time.#WHATEVRE. WHATEVER. fine whatever. let me BLOGG ABOUT. that will fix my problems.#(has another activity queued up for when i feel less. urgghhh. see? steps)
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ishmael time :)
we're 3/12 of the way through the sinners! a full quarter
dunno when im gonna get time to do the next ones tho so heres some doodles to tide you over
#limbus company#i keep going to write limbus corporation on mistake...#project moon#ishmael limbus company#ishmael lcb#i like using the blunt damage characters hehe can you tell#peanuts comics#...do i tag this with gregor? hes just here lol#nahh#you can if you want tho#im not ur boss!!#i know i said i dunno when im gonna get time to do the next one#but secretly#ive been queueing these posts up as i do them#queuing? queueing?#i think its the former#anyway hello from the 24th!!#i hope youre having a wonderful time in the future
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attack on @vampire-on-main of his oc adren (he/they) ! i hope our mc house gets overrun by spiders <3
#digital art#vampire-on-main#artfight#that feel when the race suddenly has bisexual lighting man where did that come from strange#[redacted] behavior out here#HI SYNTH IM SORRY I THOUGHT I QUEUED PLEASE STOP BITING ME#YOURE CHEWING OFF MY ARM I NEED THAT TO DRAW AAAAA---
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