#questions I fear we will never get answers to lmfao

[radiaking]

Rip to anyone that got to meet coop pre-war who has to deal with the ghoul at his worst tbh…..

[7mrcxyz]

03/22/25 — NEW INTRO. I REALLY DIDNT LIKE THE OLD ONE.

HELLO THERE! my name's sebastian. you can shorten it as seb or sebby or whatever you can shorten it as, i dont really care, infact i encourage it. my pronouns are he/him ONLY (you can call me they if you dont know and i dont rlly care but id still prefer he yaknow), im trans and autistic and most likely techum lmfao

soo, what will i do here? yap. im a profreshional yapper. ill yap about games i love, (list of fandoms im in below), or even my own projects! ill try to keep it kinda secret due to fear of it being stolen, but yaknowww. ill post my oh-so-awesome art and potentially even writing from time to time when i actually get the motivation to write something good and srs. future —hopefully successful— game dev if you couldnt tell.

you MAY be thinking, where else can you find me? good question. heres some links. yay.

YOUTUBE (might take a while until i post there, need better setup) — https://www.youtube.com/@7mrcxyz

DISCORD — 7mrcxyz (will most likely not accept random friend requests, you can dm me questions n stuff and i will probably answer, i am most active there)

ROBLOX — CRINGY OLD USER WARNING: kelsey123kawaii, will change when i finally can. i dont know when that will be. i have an alt, lemresluvrr, that i never use.

SWITCH FC — 7434-0432-4817

if theres more you wanna know, like a 3ds fc or something, again, dm me on discord!

im in MANY fandoms, here is a list of them

- Pressure

- Forsaken

- Regretevator

- GASA series (mainly gasa4 yk the deal)

- a bunch of other silly roblox games i cant necessarily think of right now. I LIKE ALOT OF THEM. LIKE UNIRONICALLY.

- Inscryption

- CRK (not as much as when i made this intro. but yea)

- Electric Dreams

- games with robots. ya know. like Stray

- Yokai Watch (CHILDHOOD. CHILDHOOD SPOTTED. I NEVER LEFT IT)

- Coroika/Splatoon (i am not much into the game anymore, but i still love the manga and its characters!)

- Puyo Puyo (i was much more into it last year, almost 2 years ago now i think? but yk that doesnt mean i dont like it anymore.)

im not gonna say everything. but theres that.

PS: i am deadass the ceo of P.AI.nt03 (P.AI.nter x P03). ive literally never found anything about them, other than my shit or my friends’ art, which they only did after seeing MINE. so yea. im awesome and youre not haha (huge sarcasm right here. you and me both. we are both awesome, reader) (this shit sounds like a fanfic)

thats all now. this intro is as nsrs as the last one, but i feel like its better..i felt like faking my personality with the old one for some reason. heres some now outdated art since i changed my artstyle rather recently

thank you whoever is reading this, for, you know, reading this. have a nice day/night, everyone!

[ghvstlia]

🧸Pick A Buddy🧸

“Hellooo!! I’m Lia! I’m currently looking for people who are interested in Love and Deepspace. I’ve been obsessed with it lately and really want to get back into roleplaying while meeting some new people!

I just wanted to post something to gather some people who may be interested in the same thing.

SOME EXPECTATIONS-

I don’t have a lot of expectations—I just want to make sure people understand where I’m coming from.

If you’d like to roleplay, I’d appreciate it if you’re at least 17+. I say this not because I have anything against younger roleplayers, but more so because of my writing style and preferences.

My writing level is pretty advanced, and I tend to write as if I’m crafting a novel. That means I can be pretty detailed and write a lot. You don’t have to match my length exactly, but I’d prefer at least two to three well-written paragraphs. I’m not a fan of one-liners or very short responses—I love detail, small nuances, body movements, and strong dialogue. Body language especially adds a lot to writing, and I appreciate partners who incorporate it into their responses.

I usually trust people who simply DM me—I don’t ask for age or for examples of past roleplays. But if you’d like to see an example of my writing, I don’t mind sharing one at all. And if you want to show some of your writings to me I don’t mind reading and going through it.

I know not everyone wants to write long paragraphs all the time, and that’s completely fine. If I’m unsure about what to do next in the roleplay, I usually aim for at least two well-written paragraphs to keep things moving. If I’m really stuck, I’ll message you to see if there’s anything specific you’d like me to do. If not, I’ll simply ask if we can time skip or add a new part.

I do this because I love drama in roleplays—I like being extra, I love arguments, and I enjoy anything that keeps me fully engaged in the story. (As me and my friend say it. We have to BALLS DEEP in the roleplay to continue 😭🙏🏽)

MY DO’S AND DON’TS-

One of the most common questions I get is whether I do NSFW roleplays, and the answer is yes—plain and simple. I don’t mind a slow burn leading up to it, and I’m also fine if that’s the main focus of the plot.

That being said, I don’t usually make the decision myself—I leave it up to you to decide what you want when it comes to any spicy moments. Like I said, I’m fine either way, so it’s completely up to you.

I’ll always ask about what you’re into and what you’re not—never in a weird way, just to understand your boundaries and make sure you’re comfortable. My biggest fear is making someone uncomfortable, and I want to be a safe space for my roleplay partners.

I’m open to almost any type of roleplay—angst, fluff, NSFW—you name it. Honestly, I don’t mind at all. I’m also open to any plotline. I know some people enjoy omegaverse, and while I’ve only done it once and don’t know much about it, I’m willing to learn if that’s something you’d like to explore.

I’m into a lot of different things, but if you’re not into something I like, that’s completely fine—we don’t have to include it. Like I said, your comfort is important to me.

I don’t mind doing:

• Dead Dove themes

• Dubcon (If you’re unfamiliar, it basically means that there’s consent, and you’ve expressed that you want it, but the scene involves acting as if you don’t. Hopefully, that explanation makes sense! If it’s not your thing, we don’t have to include it—I genuinely don’t mind LMFAO.)

• Age play—but only within reasonable limits. If it involves a 9-year-old and a grown adult, then absolutely not, like fuck no.

Things I WILL NOT do-

• I don’t do anything that involves shit..😟like erm..i had ppl in the post trying to make my oc uh… i guess trigger warning but eat there oc shit.😕 yeah so no . LMFAO

• no feet. no feet. no feet. no feet. NO FEET.

I think that’s all I have in mind for now. If anything else comes up, I’ll let you know. And if something bothers me, I’ll also speak up—I’m very blunt.

I mostly enjoy OC x Character, OC x OC, and occasionally Character x Character, though I prefer OC x Character overall.

I’m also a fan of double roleplay. If you’re not familiar, it’s where I get to do a roleplay with a plot, characters, and themes I want, and you get to do the same for your roleplay. I like double roleplays because we both get to enjoy something we’re excited about. If you’d rather just do one big roleplay with different characters and OCs, I’m totally fine with that too—it’s fun either way.

I want to explain how I do my OCs, even though I’ve had people block me over it (LMFAO).

I use a Google Doc to write my OC’s story, kind of explaining their life in narrative form. It’s hard to explain, but I can share an example with you if you’re interested.

Now, I’m not great at drawing, so I don’t always use face claims. Sometimes I use DC characters or a face claim here and there, but most of the time, I just describe their looks. I do, however, use Pinterest for inspiration—things like clothes, tattoos, hair, etc. Some people don’t like that, but that’s just how I do it. I can write, but drawing is not my thing. If I’m stuck on a description, I’ll use a picture as an example, but I always try to explain things like clothes and hair as best as I can.

Some people find it childish, but it helps me the best way I can.

As I mentioned at the beginning, I really want to do a Love and Deepspace roleplay. I was hoping someone could play Sylus or Caleb—either one is fine, and I’ll usually let you pick whichever character you’re most comfortable with for my OC.

For your roleplay, you can let me know which character you’d like me to play for your OC or any character you want me to portray.

The main thing I’m hoping for is someone to play Sylus or Caleb for my OC.

A few more things to know: If you’re not interested in doing a Love and Deepspace roleplay, that’s totally fine! I’m more than happy to try something else in a different fandom, or we can even do OC x OC. I’m very open, so I don’t mind switching things up

Something important to note: I have a job, life, and school, so there will be times when I’m busy and might not reply to the roleplay right away. I’ll usually let you know if that’s the case.

Also, feel free to take your time with replies—I don’t mind waiting. You can take as long as you need, even a month if necessary.

I’d also love to build a friendship with you, so it’s not awkward. I’m very open and chill, so I’ll probably talk a lot, share random headcanons, or just check in on you from time to time. That’s just the kind of person I am.

I hope all of this made sense! If I missed anything or need to add more, I’ll let you know. But feel free to message me here or on Discord—I’m more active on Discord for roleplays, but I’m totally fine with roleplaying here as well. Just shoot me a message, and I’ll share my Discord user with you.

PLEASE DONT BE SCARED TO MESSAGE ME BRO LMFAOOO. I know most ppl are but I’m promise I’m really chill.

Another thing is if you see this post like a month or two months later and are interested you can still message me and I’ll let you know, but message me anytime.

If you have any questions just let me know and I’ll answer them. 🧸

[chunkymamatam]

The Obey Me! stories were very entertaining 😊

If you dont mind sharing more, I would appreciate it ❤️

Of course Of course!

Again this was all really fast pace when it happened so like if it seems like so much happened at once, it did, now imagine how that shit felt when it happened.

We were at when Asmo got all pissy and defensive when him and Satan asked me who I'm making a pact with next. I was joking like "You, Asmo, obviously, cutie."

The way this man was like "Do you think I'm that stupid? None of us are as Stupid as Mammon"

I was obviously like "It was a joke."

All this man had to say was "oh"

BITCH APOLOGIZE CUZ YOU ASKED AND I MADE A JOKE WHY'D YOU ASK HOE??? This all happened before I made a pact with Levi idk if I mentioned that but yeah. Nah cuz imma be honest it scared the piss out of me to see Levi try to pounce on me because I got all the trivia questions from the anime right and he couldn't believe I wasn't cheating. The others were however giving me easy questions but that wasn't on my command lmfao

He was a pouty baby when he admitted defeat in the observatory /aff, but yeah not long after I went up into the attic I was in the kitchen and Mammon force fed me Beel's pudding. Bro tried to turn Beel on me and I literally started crying bro. This man is huge and I already have a fear of men so this was not helping bro. I also know how food aggressive he is so I dead ass thought this was it. He asks me if I ate the pudding and I threw Mammon under the bus and was like

"He forced me to take a bite. I told him to put it back."

I've never seen a man's head turn so fast. Man was gonna murder tf out of him. He threw him through the wall and shit. I had to stay in Beel's room for a while cuz that destroyed my room lmfao and pretty soon after that Luke showed up on the doorstep cuz he had a fight with Simeon probably over his prejudice against the demons but I didn't ask so eh. Me and Beel decide to hide him like a good friend and this mfer goes missing. I get there to the basement fast enough that that he's not gonna rock Luke's shit but like he's still pretty pissed so like the traumatized mediator I am, I walk over and grab the book from him and go.

"Hold on, Luke doesn't even know what this is and what it does. There's no need to be hasty, you're a very reasonable man Lucifer. Here's the grimoire back." and I almost had him calmed down enough to see reason and fucking Luke snatched the book out of my hand, I could've beat his ass myself ngl.

I forget what he said to Lucifer but it pissed him off to the point of wanting to kill him again and he threatened as much so Beel jumps in front of him and is like "No punish me instead because its my fault! I let him stay in my room."

So now Lucifer is trying to kill both of them and I tell him no. This man has the audacity to ask my suicidal ass if I wanted to die. I gave this man a look and he realized who he just asked and was like "Actually don't answer that.. One of them is dying. You're going to choose"

I was like "uhm no one is gonna die." This man starts yelling at me that I'm just a human and all this shit about how weak I am. Well, my stubbornness makes up for my lack of physical strength so fuck you lmfao. Anyway he mauled me and I woke up in Beels bed, he looked so relieved that I woke up poor man. He offered me a pact cuz he felt like he owed me and I didn't want him to feel like he was indebted to me or anything so I said yeah to it.

Then the sleep over happened. Man Asmo was wild because he one got us sucked into a labyrinth by his Ex and also he was literally trying to use his charm on me which like why tf are you looking in my eyes like that??? Its hurting autism. Anyway we almost died cuz of his bullshit. That was just the first day too. The next day this man was fucking up the scavenger hunt for the other groups and it was making me and Simeon uncomfortable and Simeon said something which probably hurt his feelings more because they used to be brothers in heaven. He ran off after bitching Simeon out and then I got sent to try and speak some reason to him.

He didn't like that either cuz he was like "You can't tell me what to do. I'm a demon this is what demons do, they ruin things and by the way I'll never make a pact with you." And while he was talking all this shit he was cornering me between the rail and himself. I was so scared he was gonna throw me over and just say I killed myself. Then he has the audacity to be like "Actually if you can get a picture of Lucifer sleeping I'll do it" And I just nod my head cuz I'm fucking terrified bro. I tell Mammon, Levi and Beel we agree to go on and try to do it cuz money, spite, fuck it? idk. but what's important is we got stuck in the dungeon again with Solomon this time. We almost get eaten but Solomon summoned Asmo and did some magic shit so Asmo could better charm this snake. We ended up getting out again but Asmo was whining about his beauty sleep the whole time /Pf. Not long after that (I think? Its been 2 years almost give me a break please sob) during the dinner ball thing that Diavolo did when Lucifer was making his way over to threaten me, I was so violently trying to avoid him. I ended up getting passed to him anyway. I wanted cry man. This man was pretty much trying to crush me against him while saying shit like "I don't know what you're planning but you need to stop before i make you."

BESTIE I HAVE DONE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING INTENTIONALLY PACT WISE OTHER THAN WHAT I WAS FORCED TO AND WHAT WAS NECCESSARY PACT WISE. Nah cuz I shit you not I literally never asked for a pact with any of them other than Mammon and Levi, They all came out and asked me and for one reason or another I was like "fuck it we ball." Anyway, Funny little side note, instead of packing my actually pretty dresses/outfits that were good enough for this occasion Barbatos ended up packing my sequence dress. I've asked him why he hates me on multiple occasions because of it and its our little joke now. He said "I simply did not see the other options" smh time demon, for shame /j

Solomon saved me from Lucifer and the unlocked my magic power for me to use. Well dumb dumb Mammon (/aff) got us stuck in the labyrinth AGAIN and I summoned Asmo and Asmo was like "OOOO Power GIVE. we can make a pact teehee" I'm gonna be honest I agreed to the pact because genuinely that man kinda scared me. We obviously end up getting out and that night Asmo was all up in my bed just looking me over and pointing out all of my details. He was fr even trying to look in my mouth bro ┗( T﹏T )┛

Mammon's jealous ass came in after Asmo basically illuded to trying to fuck. Then one thing lead to another and all of the brothers and Solomon ended up in the room. Someone threw the first pillow and suddenly it was an all out warzone until Lucifer and Diavolo walk in to see what the commotion was. Lucifer wanted to yell at us but Diavolo stopped him and wanted to join. It was no longer a war and just a straight up massacre after that bro.

Lucifer said "hit me if you dare" and obviously I didn't value my life because as him and Diavolo are killing everyone with their deadly ass heat targeting pillows I sneak up behind this man and smack him in the back of the head with a pillow. I shit you not the room froze and he started slow turning I SWEAR HIS EYES WERE GLOWING

I started praying and begging Simeon to help me lmfao I have never run so fast in my life. I managed to hide with Simeon under the covers. I was terrified in the best way lmfao

Okay that's all the mental energy I have for this one. Feel free to ask for more if you want lol

[superfallingstars]

Superfallingstars, will you be mad if I interrupt Snapetober with more Marauders questions? These are halloween themed. If yes, give me some time and I’ll come back to you with Snape and Lily questions. But for now, I’ll stick to what I know!

- Which marauder would be the best at telling ghost stories? And who’s the most scared of them?

- Which marauder is most likely to enjoy horror movies? (Context of your choice - AU or if they ever came across muggle cinema. Horror was popping in the 70s and personally, if someone has never came across movies before, I think they’d be blown away by the magic of editing, music, and lighting!)

- Slasher horror! How would each of them die?

- Halloween party in the Gryffindor room! What are they dressing up as?

- Costumes trick the spirits into thinking you’re something you’re not. Who’s the best at impersonations?

- Who borrows their friend’s clothes the most?

- Who lets their friend borrow their stuff the most?

- We know Remus’s boggart. How does fear materialises itself for James, Peter, and Sirius?

- Which marauder was the most likely to befriend the Moaning Myrtle?

- Who had the most symbiotic relationship with Peeves?

Spooky stuff. Love to hear what you think!

Hiii I’m happy to answer Marauders questions and I would love Snape and Lily questions! This gives me a great excuse to keep procrastinating on Snapetober (not that I want to but omg I'm burnt out... I keep drawing things that I just fucking hate lol). October has been a ridiculously busy month in my personal/work life and it is totally cramping my style. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, where is my daily 12 hours of thinking about Snape time? Ugh. Anyways I’ll stop yapping now and get to the asks (where I will do more yapping but this time it’ll be relevant)

Which marauder would be the best at telling ghost stories? And who’s the most scared of them?

I love the idea of Sirius telling ghost stories to an absolutely terrified Peter. Sirius certainly has a bit of a mean streak, and I think he would derive great joy from making Peter quake in his boots. And this gives James the perfect opportunity to quietly slip away from the group so he can sneak behind Peter and make him scream lmfao. Also I think Remus would be the least frightened because he basically lives the plot of a horror movie every month. Speaking of...

Which marauder is most likely to enjoy horror movies? (Context of your choice - AU or if they ever came across muggle cinema. Horror was popping in the 70s and personally, if someone has never came across movies before, I think they’d be blown away by the magic of editing, music, and lighting!)

My only reference point for horror movies are shitty monster B-movies from the 50s and earlier so I feel rather unprepared for this question lol. Though I think maybe the answer is just Remus because again, he feels seen and affirmed by them. I could totally see Remus and Peter wanting to go to the movies and talking it up, fully invested in the magic of cinema, meanwhile Sirius and James are like wow people are actually scared of this shit? But at least they would all enjoy the popcorn (and probably figure out a way to steal some to take for later)

Slasher horror! How would each of them die?

Well James has to die first of course. He’s the one who checks out the mysterious noise in the closet at the end of the dark hallway and gets got. Or maybe James and Peter are cornered by the killer and Peter has the chance to save him and instead he pushes him into the arms of the killer and runs away crying lmao. Also Peter needs to lose a finger in the skirmish. Remus either dies a pretty nondescript death or there's a grand twist where it is revealed that he was actually the killer the whole time and didn't know it (how brutal). But if Remus dies then Sirius gets to be the final girl, laughing maniacally as he tries to cope with all of the horrors he just witnessed <3

Halloween party in the Gryffindor room! What are they dressing up as?

Ohhhh good question… I would love James to dress up as someone culturally relevant (like, some hot famous person) but I don’t know enough about the wizarding world in the 70s to pick someone. I think Sirius would either dress up the same as James, or do a couples costume with James, or he wouldn’t dress up at all (he's too good for that)… but he could be convinced to smear some fake blood on his face at the last minute. Or wait maybe he does something really insensitive and dresses up as a werewolf djfhksjdkhfdhk. I mean, it would be cute for them to dress up like their animagi, though I doubt Remus would want to participate… but I’m extremely enjoying the idea of James dressed up as a cute little deer. Also one year they should be the Beatles (Peter is Ringo, Remus is George, but I’m torn between who should be Paul and John… James is a loverboy like Paul but he kinda dies like John lmfao so idk. But Sirius and James are sooo Paul and John coded, I'll stand by that hfsjhfjks).

Costumes trick the spirits into thinking you’re something you’re not. Who’s the best at impersonations?

I think it would be fun to give this trait to James. I’ll admit I’m only choosing him because I don’t think the rest of them would be very good at this, but I think it would fit his mischievous yet charming vibe.

 Who borrows their friend’s clothes the most?

Sirius/James for sure. Meaning Sirius borrows James’s clothes (he never asks permission but he knows it's fine) and James borrows Sirius’s leather jacket when he knows he’s going to see Lily that day.

Who lets their friend borrow their stuff the most?

Naturally James… I actually quite like the idea of James being very selfless and giving towards his friends, but it’s totally a trait born of blind privilege. Like yeah sure you can have whatever, I’ll just ask my parents for another one LOL

We know Remus’s boggart. How does fear materialises itself for James, Peter, and Sirius?

Ooooooh, this is difficult... I'm really unsure of what their actual boggarts would be (as in, the physical object that symbolizes their greatest fears), but I can at least discuss what I think they're afraid of... I think for James his biggest fear might be exactly how he died lol (aka his friends turning on him). I think of James as someone who is extremely insecure and is always compensating for that trait through big flashy displays of friendship (or hatred, if Snape is around). But overall I think he’s quite desperate to be liked, at least in his teenage years. For Peter, idk probably just death or something... being completely defenseless, with no one to turn to for protection? And Sirius… man idk. I said in the last batch of asks that Sirius is the character I struggle the most with and yeah that’s really showing itself now. The thing is, Sirius basically lives through his greatest fears! What could be worse than going to Azkaban after being convicted for the murder of your BEST FRIEND and then having to essentially be imprisoned (AGAIN) in your childhood home that you hated? Like, James dying probably was his worst fear, and lo and behold…!

Which marauder was the most likely to befriend the Moaning Myrtle?

Gotta go with Remus if only because he canonically 1. befriends underdogs and 2. is a pushover. Also shoutout to this fic that changed my life which has a really great Remus/Myrtle friendship arc

Who had the most symbiotic relationship with Peeves?

Ooooh this is tough. I would say James, but I also think James would get jealous of Peeves trying to be the center of attention…

Wow these were surprisingly challenging, but they were fun! I appreciate the commitment to the holiday theme. Thanks for the ask!

[tetzoro]

qimir lore. NOW. 🤲

what is star wars!aims like.... how do you meet....what is the tension like....how does it culminate....what's the ship name.... all questions that must be answered, stat !!! (pretty please <3 luv u and hope u have been well ! tehe)

ADA MY BELOVED !!! oh im so happy you asked :’) ! i’ve been thinking about this so much and im afraid the answer is long so . apologies hehe. as for the ship name, im still workshopping it i fear !!

okay a little bit about me first. in a sense, i’m a grey jedi but uhh . idk if that’ll last with him around tbh lmfao. i’m proficient in my force abilities and im still narrowing down which specialties i want. my lightsaber is purple ofc bc the users that wield it tend to balance good & evil which fits the vibe here. and yeah !! let’s get into it. i’m putting the rest of the stuff below bc it’s long and well, a little spoilers about his backstory. so BEWARE !

i end up as a youngling in coruscant hehe. i grow up with qimir, we train together to become jedi’s and we both struggle with it immensely as we get a little older. he struggles with his own personal convictions about the jedi order and i struggle to let go of my emotions — mostly circulating around him. the pull i’ve felt towards him ever since we met was strong and as a jedi, you have to cut all your attachments down. i’m not sure how much he outwardly returned my affection, but he definitely felt something. this will be important later hehe

he eventually leaves (abandoning me bye) and well, this is where i struggle even more on my path to the light side. because now im angry, devastated, and i can’t let go no matter how much meditation and training the jedi put me under.

i haven’t decided 100% what i do yet. part of me wants to defect and look for him but the other part wants to stay with the jedi because if he’s alive, they’ll be the most resourceful in finding him. i dont have time to make a decision though because i go on a mission with my master and we run into him. i dont know its him at first though because he wears a mask and i cant see into his head.

he’s incredibly powerful. we all get into it and start fighting. he’s able to hold his own against both of us. i’m able to get his mask off and when we lock eyes i completely falter, as does my master because he also knew him from before. he takes the opportunity to strike the guy down (rip) so now its the both of us.

i’m angry. after all this time he’s finally standing before me. i see how far he’s gone and i can’t help but want to chase after him, but i try to keep myself on the light side. ofc he senses my inner turmoil and tries to feed into it. it makes me snap and i attack him. but the whole time im also yelling about how i felt and yada yada. he’s just deflecting my attacks bc they’re uncoordinated since im so lost in emotion and i end up just stopping LOL. he doesn’t actively attack me the whole time, mayhaps bc… he never wanted to hurt me … mhm mhm

i tell him i would’ve gone with him when he left. (which catches him off guard) so he asks me now and im like … kay (down bad). but tbh i already had mixed feelings about the jedi order and i knew after this little event, they wouldn’t take me back.

SO THATS THE ORIGIN BYE THIS IS SO LONG. i’m not sure where i will take it from here. it’s canon divergent sooo it kinda depends on where the show goes if they keep making more. if not then… we just live happily ever after ig & become evil <3

[shummthechumm]

was kind of hoping g5 would explain where tf the rest of the pony population is, honestly. its hard to believe that every unicorn/pegasi/earth pony was compressed down into their respective towns/cities.

mym had a rough time juggling it's story so im not surprised this was never fleshed out more but--if they had the chance in a future series--i would love to see that. getting more into it below the cut (loosing it i fear):

back when we only had the movie i had a theory that there had been a major conflict that ultimately ended in the pony populations plummeting; and that ultimately fueling twilights decision to seal away their magic in the crystals--which would lead to the races separating after the fact. eventually, by some form or fashion, the crystals were separated (maybe stolen....?) between bridlewood, maretime bay, and zephyr heights.

however opaline being introduced in mym tripped up this theory to the point where it's pretty obvious that's not what happened--or at least not exactly. discord alludes to something too terrible to describe in the comics so there's that? (also "mane-ificent 7"??? lmfao)

not even mentioning how this page utterly destroys the "magic removal resulting in pony exodus" theory; because it seems unified-equestria was able to exist for a while longer after the crystals were created:

perhaps opaline instigated more conflict in the following years (after the mane 6 have died off...?) which ultimately resulted in magic failing the ponies. if not her, then im sure the hard work the of our g4 girlies slowly faded because the equestria became too comfortable, and perhaps stopped fighting for unity. (another point i remember appreciating when we only had the movie to go off of:)

if so, that then brings up the question of HOW DID THE CRYSTAL GET SPLIT BETWEEN THE RACES BEFORE THE MOVIE???

did argyle find the earth pony piece during a history excursion or was it passed down to him??? how did alphabittle get the respective unicorn piece??? the pegasus crystal was literally a part of queen haven's crown--was there a point where all pony types swiped the crystals following the failing of unity to PREVENT the other races from using it against them???

but then???? we had the whole thing with elder flower and her fuckass story about a bat and web and whatever tf that implies that the time passed between g4 and g5 is way shorter than i anticipated??? also "opaline was here the whole time guys we swear. dont you remember our good friend opaline??? the opaline who was CHILDHOOD FRIENDS with LUNA and CELESTIA in SKYROS???"

so maybe the equestria we've seen so far (as of chapter 6) is just a pocket of the current pony population, but if so, does that also imply that the other settlements are ALSO hostile towards other pony types? because wouldn't the unity crystals have been unrestricting magic to some extent (depending on how many ponies/creatures were collectively getting along)? the simplest answer is that the writers failed to think ahead but i wanna give them the chance to reveal a little more because there are still MAJOR things we dont understand.

[se7ens-oc-heaven]

Jakob! (hopefully that's the correct spelling hdjdhdh)

Ok so did this and a bunch of others literally years ago, but for each one I had a question I'd stall on so then I just. Never actually posted. Any of these.

So I'm fixing that now! Context is this was a character ask prompt - might be the template was thanks to @iolitewyvern ? If so lmk so I can link it properly I lost the original post lmao

As for spelling, it can be! Jake's name spelling denotes if he's in the fantasy au setting or not. Jakob is fantasy, Jacob is not. So I answered these based on fantasy Jake!

(Best image I have, but it's normal Jake and also humanized lmfao. He's like. Sonic furry wolf so ykno. Picrew source)

Who are they?

Full name?  Jakob Alhers

Nicknames? Jake

Gender/pronouns? Male, he/him

Orientation? Demiromantic/arospec, gay

Age/Birthday? About 16, birthday is on a separate calendar than ours but is most likely in the local winter months of his home country.

Fun fact! Zodiac? ^^^^ (would most likely be Capricorn)

What’s their personality?

Major good traits? Cares deeply about others around him, dry sense of humor

Major flaws? Very prideful while also having zero value of self

Goals?  Living up to what is expected of him, as royalty and a deity

Fears? Hurting another with his own actions, losing someone important to him

Optimistic or pessimistic? Pessimistic

Introvert, extrovert, or ambivert? Introvert all the way

Empathetic or un-empathetic? Hmm... he can empathize if he's aware, but he struggles to pick up cues... so maybe that's more sympathetic?

Do they wait and plan or dive right in? Bit of both, he tries to plan but if he's panicked or upset enough he'll lose his cool and charge in

Do they go with the flow or forge their own path? He will not go with the flow. Out of spite even.

Relations to the world?

Who’s their family? His mother Allison, and his father Alher

Where are they from? (Gestures vaguely at northern fantasyland)

Where do they live now? (Gestures to same vague region)

Do they have a job? If so, what is it? Crown prince of his country

How are they with technology? He's in your very basic very generic fantasy au so uh. Not great if he ever saw any lmao

Connections to religion or spirituality? Well his dad is a literal god, does that count?

Powers or magic? He has strong ice magic that grows stronger with age.

Fun fact! Connections to the lore? He is in fact a demigod, son of Winter itself

Favorites?

Favorite season/weather? Summer, hot and sunny days

Favorite place? He hides in his room a lot, so it's hard to say.... Maybe his room lmao

Favorite food? Probably some sort of steak dish? Idk, something I'm not familiar with lol

Favorite clothes/accessories? He's limited for various reasons, but highly values sentimental accessories, such as his family crest brooch or jewelry made for him by Pandora

Favorite animal? He's a furry so this is a loaded question to answer lmao. Might not even be an animal as we know it.

Favorite/most frequently used mode of transportation? I think he prefers to walk places himself...? He doesn't usually travel lol

Favorite holiday? Doubt it'd be one we know of, although he doesn't strike me as big on social events like most holidays are

Hobbies? Sculpting, practicing swordfighting

Favorite thing about themself? He takes a lot of pride in his swordfighting skills, at least for a prince ;)

Relationships?

Best friends? Nerezza

Closest family member? He's close with both parents, but spends more bonding time with his mom overall

Partner/s? Pandora DeSales

Enemies? He considers the murderous Crow an enemy for constantly attacking his loved ones

What organizations/clubs/etc are they in? N/A

Fun fact! What are they like with their best friend or partner? With his partner Pandora, Jakob drops a lot of his composed and distant persona, he can be a bit childish but is also a lot more casual and easy to make laugh. He's also not afraid to play the sly prank or do other shit he knows he can get away with just to mess with him.

With Nerezza he isn't quite as open in the same way, but the two of them bond over being snarky royal spawn with little affinity for their title or the expectations that come with it. The sarcasm in the room tends to increase tenfold if you put these two together.

[forever-will-last]

Ask game: 15 for PG/ATP Cady

As a bisexual autistic, who also has some of the mental health issues cady faces, this fic has been great for me to process my own emotions and I’m curious to see how cady dealt with that more in depth

Heyyy fellow bisexual autistic with similar mental health issues! You can really tell who I projected myself onto a bit LOL. It's been interesting balancing my own thoughts/feelings/experiences with how I think Cady would handle similar situations throughout the course of this fic series. Anyways, here's the answer!

(Disclaimer from future me, this ended up being WAY longer than I expected. I'll put the stuff about the sex part of the question under the cut!)

15. 😍 - Thoughts on romance and/or sex?

This series began with a point of canon divergence that occurs after Stupid With Love happens, so we can take that prior to Aaron's death, she very much had the same outlook that canon Cady does. I'd also throw in that she had confusing feelings about Regina that she didn't quite understand, and didn't understand that they were similar to her feelings about Aaron, because the thought of being Not Straight had never particularly crossed her mind, but that one's more of a headcanon I have for canon as well LMFAO

Post-Evanston but pre-Regina, it was far from the first thing on Cady's mind, but as she started to get better, she began to allow herself to fantasize again about being in love, although this time, there wasn't anyone in particular. I think she was scared for a long time about developing feelings for anyone, because of her trauma associated with Aaron's death, but the more she exposed herself to romance in media, the less scared of it she became.

Most of her time at home with Betsy in those early years was spent consuming media, primarily TV and movies at first, because it was an easy way to keep her brain occupied and not spiraling. The better she got, the more she got into it, and eventually, began reading again as well. Romance books and fanfiction about her favorite shows were her go-to, and helped her to not only desensitize her to her trauma, but also to start thinking about love and romance as it could pertain to her again.

While romantic relationships in these books, shows, and fics aren't always the healthiest, she often sought out works that were praised for depicting good, healthy relationships, because she really had no examples in her life. She'd never been in a relationship, her mother didn't date anyone until after Cady started dating someone, so her real world examples were practically zero.

This was something she ended up talking about in therapy a lot after years of improvement, as she began thinking more and more about what the rest of her life is going to look like. She had a lot of fears about not being a good partner for anyone (well before Regina's return), and her and Thalia worked on a lot of hypothetical healthy relationships skills together, using examples of fictional relationships they were both familiar with through TV and movies, with the agreed upon understanding that they aren't always super realistic.

After Regina returns and admits her feelings, and Cady starts processing her own feelings about Regina, Cady has to think about it in a more concrete way. She still has her fears about not being a good partner, about not catching cues or understanding things that Regina wants or needs from her, but in reality, it comes up far less than she had initially feared.

Cady, at heart, is a bit of a hopeless romantic. As soon as she starts experiencing the softness of romance, even in more obscure ways, she finds herself happy and comfortable. Even through hardships, she knows she would do anything for Regina, and Regina would do anything for her, because they're in love, and that's what people in love do. It's a very simplified way of looking at it, but it's her way.

When that happiness and comfort isn't available, such as during an extreme crisis like at the end of ATP, it does send Cady into a bit of her own crisis on it. Does Regina really love her if she's not turning to Cady for help in the same way Cady turns to her? All of the soft things said to each other in the past, do they mean anything at all? What is their relationship?

And, well, we'll get to see them start to unpack that in couple's therapy a bit more Soon™️.

(NSFW half of the question under the cut!)

From this ask game! Send me asks :)

Cady's view on sex is something we see develop a lot throughout the course of ATP, and so far, glimpses of it in PG. Cady spent the years following her time in Evanston adjusting to various medications with a number of side effects, including SSRIs, which often lower sex drive as a side effect. It's not that she was never in the mood, but it was certainly very rare. Sex wasn't something she ever felt like she needed to be fulfilled, although the longer she remained inexperienced, the more nervous she got about said inexperience, in both the realm of romance and sex, although significantly more in the romance field.

Just as she turned to media to help bridge some of the gaps in her knowledge and experience with romance, she did the same with sex. Prior to Regina's return, when she was in the mood, she would read erotica, although, this wasn't necessarily always with the intent of using the smut as a masturbation aid. Sometimes it was because the specific dynamics fascinated her, or certain aspects intrigued her. She primarily read straight smut prior to Regina's return, as she was still fairly unaware of her sexuality and had never fully reflected on it in that way. When Regina returns, and she discovers her long-misunderstood feelings about Regina, she starts exploring sapphic smut in a sort of mad-dash to get any sort of basic understanding of it, as the vast majority of this type of "preparation" she'd done over the years through straight smut didn't really translate well to this relationship.

When she and Regina get together, she's very open about this lack of experience and her anxieties around sex. Regina lets her set the pace, goes slow, and makes sure she has a good experience for her first time. Although she's still on the same medications that do still lower her sex drive, those first couple of months, prior to the leaks, she was much more interested in sex than she's ever been in her life. It helps that she had someone to explore with now, and understand what she likes and doesn't like. At first, she assumes the role she felt she always should, bottoming in many of their early sexual experiences together. She plays around a bit with the idea of a role reversal in some early experiences, but she was still feeling inadequate and inexperienced enough to actually take charge. In my view, both of them are true verses in this AU, although they had only just begun to truly explore this towards the end of ATP with the chapter my beta and I have lovingly nicknamed "The Toppening" (Chapter 45).

The Toppening is a very important chapter to me in that I wrote it with the intention of conveying a lot more about the growth of the characters themselves, as opposed to just smut for the purpose of writing smut. Which is certainly valid and great! But I do feel that some of the earlier smut chapters in ATP served primarily as simply an outlet for me to write smut, as opposed to actually driving the narrative and the characterization further. Which isn't necessary in a story, by any means, but the longer this AU has gone on, the more intentional I have wanted to be in where I put smut and why. (Now I have other fics as an outlet for writing smut. Hi, SBAU and psych ward fans!)

ANYHOW, The Toppening serves multiple purposes for the narrative and the characters. For Cady, throughout that chapter, we see immense growth from the beginning of the fic, both in and out of the bedroom. It's the chapter where she finally applies to community college, taking back control of a part of her life that she long, long felt would be impossible to achieve, both due to her mental health and the fees associated with college. It bolsters her independence and confidence, something that early ATP Cady would have shied away from out of fear of failure. That fear is still there, and we've seen a bit of it and will continue to see more of it, but the difference is that now, she has even stronger emotional support and the financial support to know that if, if she does fail, if she cannot do it, if school is truly not for her anymore, she at least knows that she didn't waste her savings or completely ruin her life by leaving her barista job to go to school.

We see this attitude of confidence continue as the chapter goes on, with Cady practically jumping Regina at lunch to make out with her. Importantly, every sexual fantasy they've ever talked about in relation to the workplace has revolved around Regina topping Cady in her office, yet, the first time anything remotely raunchy happens between them there, this make-out session, Cady is the one taking charge in the moment. They're interrupted by Raúl, so it's cut short, but it's another demonstration of her growth and confidence.

And then, of course, we have the actual sex scene itself. Cady is bold and confident, and despite little awkward moments of lightheartedness, very much in control. Regina's into it, which does inflate Cady's ego a bit, which contributes to the demeanor. For Cady, this true role reversal is not only demonstrating her growth in the bedroom, but also symbolizes her growth in their relationship (and her life) in general. She's spent a long time being taken care of by everyone around her, with little bits of independence here and there, but she's been stuck in awkward place in her emotional and social development for the better part of the last ten years. Now, she's navigating a relationship, friendship, a new job, taking back control of her life, and becoming more comfortable in who she truly is, all while still dealing with a lot of mental health problems. She isn't cured, she'll never be cured. But she's not in constant crisis, and she doesn't need to constantly be taken care of like she used to. She can take care of herself, and her partner.

While the Toppening shows Cady regaining control, it's also some slight foreshadowing around Regina's uncertainty in losing control. In the moment, when things are actually happening in the chapter (when Regina finds out about Cady's application, when they're making out, and during the sex scene), Regina is genuinely happy/into Cady taking control. She's genuinely thrilled that Cady applied, and she's very turned on by Cady taking charge in the other two scenes. But after? When things are over, and she has time to process and overthink and analyze every little thing, in the way she always does? She's nervous about the change in the dynamics, and what it means. Or, rather, what her overthinking and spiraling brain thinks it means. Her fears around these changes feed directly into the events of the last couple of chapters of ATP in her big breakdown, although she doesn't quite name it directly in those chapters. We'll explore a bit more of this when we get to the couple's therapy scenes in PG, and how this shift and change effects both of them as individuals and their relationship itself, once it's identified and named. (I know this ask was about Cady, but I couldn't leave Regina's side of the Toppening untouched!)

We'll continue to see how Cady's feelings about and relationship to sex continue to change and adapt, as frankly, after the breakdown, they aren't having any sex for a while. It's far from on the front of their minds while Regina's in the early stages of her recovery, and would probably actively do harm if they did attempt to do anything before either of them are fully ready for that type of intimacy again. Obviously, however, we know from the first chapter of PG, that by the time December hits and they go on vacation, they're fucking like rabbits. We'll see more on how this gets from where they were to where they are as more of PG comes out.

I have no idea how long this is, but I do know it's way longer than I intended... Oops! 😅 I hope this answered your question, Anon, and I can't wait to get back to working on PG and telling more of this story, because CLEARLY I have a lot of thoughts and feelings about the characters in this AU!

[3rddimension]

I'm the anon who wrote the body language thing, back two seconds later to respond to the person talking about the fear of being delusional.

Anon, we're in this together. 100% I get that. I got a spike of it when the "Somebody needs to wife Shayne up fr" confession came up on the stream tonight before Courtney immediately gave up the game with her reaction of pure confusion to it. With how she was so supportive of him dating during their "We're Bad At Dating" show a while back, you'd think if they weren't together she'd immediately be all over a confession of that nature.

Thing is, we obviously never know for sure until they confirm it(which is hopefully soon for my sanity's sake) but you gotta just keep in mind that good evidence is good evidence. Family photos are pretty damn bulletproof, even discounting all the other stuff.

I think all of us see Shourtney on screen and immediately jump to overanalyzing for clues, and when we seeing anything that slightly contradicts our pre-conceived notion of what happens off-screen, we lose our minds our a little bit.

It's important to remember that people had theories that Courtney and Shayne were secretly together back in like 2016 when they were both dating other people anyways, and those theories were cooked up off of the same evidence people are using to theorize about Courtney and SPENCER now. My point is that evidence against Shourtney is often unreliable, things like body language or that confession. Thing is, it's a lot easier to write excuses as to how that confession about Shayne ended up in there and a lot harder to excuse why Courtney was wearing Shayne's ASU sweatshirt or has a Broncos magnet on her fridge.

Hell, I can write excuses for that confession right now:

Somebody just wrote it as a confession of a crush to Shayne, regardless of whether they knew him and Courtney were together or not.

Somebody wrote it as an appreciation post for Shayne.

Somebody wrote it to jokingly fuck with Courtney, whether to just make her protective of her man or to try and pressure her towards engagement.4.

Somebody intentionally wrote it to throw off shippers.

A man wrote it, possibly for any combination of excuses 2, 3, or 4.

Again, my main point is, don't let it get to you. Keep a level head and be rational. Also, if you're ever really unsure, come here and I'm sure this community will already have a million excuses floating around for anything suggesting against Shourtney.

(Since this post wasn't spicy enough on it's own I also wanted to pose the question to the community of who y'all thought wrote the confession, just for fun. I think I would bet real-life money on it being Heidi.)

I think the number 2 is what's happening tbh. For the spicy answer I think it would be all the gen-z crew and Erin or Heidi is a good pick imo. lmfao

[dgaftilwedie]

:3

strange peculiar weird looking fucking thing

i wish i was less annoying 💀💀💀 i feel like all i do is bother people and no one actually really likes hanging out with me because im fucking obnoxious!!!! i wish i didn't think that way but i don't know how NOT to

i do NOT wanna dwell on that rn!!!!!!!

family guy.......... breaking bad............ god i need to rewatch that show i fucking love breaking bad

i don't really have any???

i wanna go back to new york city so bad 😭😭

no one's gonna look out for you so you have to look out for yourself. your friends aren't your friends until they're your friends, yknow??

my hot bio teacher /hj

summer because it doesn't make me suicidal LMFAO

the inside cover of ur favorite cd

im not even gonna lie there's ten songs and half of them are by BTS

coolest guy i've ever had the pleasure of meeting. he's so fun to be around and i'd probably kill somebody for him. he smells like weed and warmth and the 2000s. 10/10 human being i fuckin love that guy

i was in a dodgeball competition with some people at my school that i didn't like but instead of using dodgeballs, we were using tiny water-filled popping bobas. i became a dodgeball god.

pumpkin spice latte 🤤🤤

SWAN SONGS BY HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD. it was the first album i ever got attached to and i've been criminally obsessed with hollywood undead since i was fucking 2!!!!!!! their dove n grenade logo is gonna be my first tattoo :33

idk, getting punched in the face??

i don't really have a favorite painting

uhmmmm scene kid meets teenage boy from 2013 meets white trailer trash chick

what does this question mean

this is lowkey embarrassing but jimmy urine 💀💀 YES I KMOW HE'S A BAD PERSON OK I WAS A LITTLE KID

i've been on tumblr for about 4 years and i don't think the way i've used it had changed very much

it was a piece of shit android but it did what i needed it to do (except for run roblox)

mmmmmm strawberry :3

my uncle dave LMAO i would ask him literally every question under the sun i haven't seen him since i was 6

sandwich.......... but hear me out. you can literally turn ANYTHING into a sandwich. salad sandwich......... pizza sandwich.......... burrito sandwich.......... sushi sandwich......... anythig constitutes as a sandwich

?????? what kind of whavk ass question

POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL POSTAL EEEEEEEEEEEE

shark :33 i love shark :33

stank ass pits

i just think dragons are really fucking cool :33

that scene is turning red where the main character's mom brings her fanart to show the fuckinnnnnnn convenience store worker that she has a crush on the fanart she drew of him 💀💀💀 literally had to pause the movie for 20 minutes to think about if it was really worth watching

uhmmm probably my ancient brokencyde cds

i've chipped one of my front teeth so many times that half the time it doesn't even look like it's there 💀💀 i am the one toothed wonder

never been to one

not in the mood to dwell rn :3

YOLOOOOOOO

all of my habits are strange i do everything in patterns (i am 99% sure i have ocd)

poofesure gameplays 💕💕

uhmmmmmm idkkkkkkkkkk :PPPPPPP

jerk off

making my own original music

idk but i bought this dope ass sonic hat earlier today it's fucking awesome

stupid poopy loser

prettyyyyyyy good B)) i think my relationship with my dad is a little better than my relationship with my mom

the bass

ramona flowers........ not in a manic pixie dream girl all the incels want me way, but in the we're both people who've made mistakes, tried to run from them, and are now trying to face them head on and be better people way

most country just does not float my boat like specifically MODERN country............ the older shit is super mega nostalgic for me cuz i grew up in the country

i would be too excited to experience fear like "OH MY GOD LOOK AT THAT FUCKING CREATURE!!!!!" but the answer is probably ants because i am scared of ants :D

i think most people are overrated

silly blog :3 tell people my thoughts :3 hello world!!!!!!!!!! \(^_^)/

50 Q’s

1.) describe yourself through the eyes of a stranger? 2.) what is a quality you’d like to change about yourself? 3.) what is your worst potential fear for the future? 4.) which television series do you use as a form of escapism? 5.) share a secret about yourself? 6.) if you could choose any place in the world to visit, where would it be? why? 7.) what advice would you give your childhood self? 8.) describe how you envision your ideal life partner? 9.) what is your favorite environmental season? why? 10.) what’s one book you’d suggest every person should read? 11.) what is one song that’s able to bring you to tears? 12.) describe your best friend? 13.) what was the premise of your last dream? 14.) what’s your favorite warm beverage? 15.) name one musical album that greatly impacted your life? why? 16.) what’s your favorite form of flattery? 17.) what’s your favorite painting? and describe how it makes you feel? 18.) describe your personal style? 19.) what was the last concept that inspired you? 20.) who was your very first artistic inspiration? 21.) how long have you used tumblr for? how has your style changed over the years? 22.) what was your first cell phone? 23.) what is your favorite fruit flavor? 24.) whom would you resurrect from the afterlife? which 3 questions would you ask them? 25.) if you could choose only one meal to eat for the remainder of your life, which would you choose? 26.) which of the 7 deadly sins do you struggle with the most? and which the least? 27.) your latest obsession? and why? 28.) if you could domesticate any animal as your pet, which would you choose? 29.) what’s your least favorite smell? 30.) favorite mythological creature? and why? 31.) name a scene from a movie that makes you cringe? 32.) favorite piece of memorabilia you own? 33.) your personal favorite oddity about yourself? 34.) favorite concert/show you’ve attended? 35.) what’s one thing you would tell to the last person who betrayed you? 36.) your favorite mantra to live by? 37.) do you have any strange habits? 38.) what’s your favorite white-noise to fall asleep to? 39.) what is your favorite gemstone? why? 40.) how do you choose to cope when you’re upset? 41.) what are you currently trying to accomplish? 42.) what’s your favorite item you’ve purchased secondhand? 43.) describe your personality is only 3 words? 44.) how is your relationship with your parents? 45.) an instrument you aspire to learn how to play? 46.) relate yourself to one movie character? 47.) least favorite music genre? why? 48.) which animal would you be the most terrified to encounter? 49.) name a public figure you find to be overrated? why? 50.) what purpose do you get out of using tumblr?

[percivaljacksons]

Finally got the time to read the chapter and it's so GOOD.

I am in love and I have so many questions because Percy "His jaw clenches and unclenches so quickly she almost misses it. He smiles. “Like nothing,”" STOP LYING what was that can you feel her? How? And why do the ghosts become mad after a while? What is happening? And how did he die? Did someone push him off a cliff into the sea?? Or he jumped into it to save someone?? How is he gonna come back?? Will he? Or would Annabeth die too and they're gonna be together in that way?

And I love your writing because one sentence you're laughing and smiling and another you get punched in the gut by the most heartbreaking or powerful sentence.

AND PAUL'S PRIUS?? Actually what about Paul and Sally? are they ok? are they searching? do they know something?

Also the food mentions made me so hungry and wishing I could go through the screen to those food places.

And as someone who has never watched ghost whisperer how many people are there who can see and guide ghosts? Are Clarrise and Silena one too considering they know about Annabeth seeing them?

About guiding why can't Percy see a light and what did he want?

Ahhhh I am so invested in the plot and I can't wait for more ANGST and the next chapter!!

Thank you for this baby 🫶

ohohoohoooo what a juicy ask! hello my friend. so glad you're invested enough to be theorizing! a lot of the questions you're asking will be answered, fear not! im planting seeds n shit. in my gardener era.

the next chapter dials up the angst big time lol. lmfao. BUT we also get more food lfgggg this was an excuse for me to go to a bunch of different food places (although another place thats in ch2 has also closed . cry. i am cursing nyc food establishments w my pjo ff).

re: ghost whisperer. they start to go crazy in later seasons with characters who can only hear ghosts or like can just vibe them out idk it was a mess. i'll get into this more, but for the purposes of this fic, only annabeth can. i must keep my brains about me. there will be more clarisse and silena tho, i'll get into why/how they know abt annabeth.

and whew baby there sure is more angst coming down the 2nd ave subway line. love you, mean it, big kiss for you

[servin-up-surveys]

survey #244

Who was the last person who unexpectedly texted you? My sister Ashley sent me a picture that Aubree drew recently, I'm sure because it had spooky factors (it resembled Sally from The Nightmare Before Christmas) so she thought I'd like it, which I certainly did. My sisters don't really text me, so I was very appreciative to see it.

When’s the next time you’ll be drinking? *shrug*

Has anyone smoked in your car? I don't have a car, and the car Mom uses is borrowed, too. She doesn't allow smoking in her cars.

Do you think if you want a guy’s attention engaging him then ignoring him works? Oh grow the fuck up.

How long has it been since you’ve ridden a school bus? I haven't been in a school bus since I used to ride home with Jason in high school.

What was the filling in the last doughnut you ate? I hate donuts with filling.

Do you have a large dog? If not, are you afraid of them? No, we literally have a chihuahua lol. I'm not afraid of large dogs.

Has anyone ever told you that they loved you, and you didn’t say it back? Yes, and this is when I knew I really messed up.

Who is your favorite photographer? Anastasiya Dobrovolskaya.

Were you shy in high school? Not really but slightly, I became shy mostly as an adult.

Do you like your girlfriend’s/boyfriend’s parents? I love his mom, never met his dad because he's dead.

Who was the last family member of yours that died? My grandma, I think.

Do you have any gay family members? A distant cousin on Mom's side, that I know of.

What is your favorite jungle animal? Species of tarantulas or snakes.

Are you part Native American? Not to my knowledge.

What are your pets’ names? Roman and Venus are mine. My mom has a dog named Cookie though, whose name we didn't pick.

Have you ever worked two jobs? I honestly think I'd rather die.

Who have you most feared in your life? My dad.

What is your strongest reason for your opinion on abortion? "I value bodily autonomy above many things and I also think children should primarily be had by people who want them and can provide for them. They should not be brought into existence by coercion or force." <<<< This is a great answer. It is literally NONE of my business what others do with their own fuckin' body.

What one natural thing would you most like to see? Aurora borealis. I know we're getting those pretty regularly lately with the sun being at solar maximum or something, but tragically, I sleep at night lmfao. I need to stay up one night when we're meant to get it...

Do you like the game Tetris? No.

Who was your first online friend? I'm pretty sure it was actually a girl named Kat.

Have you ever had a controlling boyfriend/girlfriend? No, I wouldn't tolerate this for five minutes.

Which one of your parents do you think is smarter? My mom is far smarter than my dad.

Do you have a virus scanner installed on your computer? Yes.

Do you think a pretty person with ugly teeth can ruin their appearance? What a shallow question.

Do you like the taste of white chocolate or does it taste kind of fake? I don't like white chocolate.

How would you react if you just found out your mom had an abortion before? I'd be stunned, honestly. My mom actually wanted more kids, she adores children.

Are your pets spayed/neutered? Yes.

Who all have you fallen in love with completely? Jason, Girt.

What’s something you used to believe in that you don’t anymore? It's humiliating that I was once upon a time largely right-wing.

What’s your favorite dinosaur? Spinosaurus! Always has been.

Do you believe in reincarnation? If so, what would you like to be reincarnated as? I don't.

Where would you relocate if you were forced to leave your place of residence? I have NO idea. My mom doesn't have the money for moving. We barely survive in our own house.

Has anyone ever given you a gag gift? I don't think so.

Do you find smoking unattractive? Okay, so my opinion here is weird. In rare instances, I've been attracted to a smoking man, but I'm actually very unattracted to smoking in general. Idk how this works.

Do you think flirting is cheating? Sure do.

Have you ever liked someone who had a girl/boyfriend? Yes.

Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? Big fat nope.

What color is your iPod? Hot pink.

What’s a quality that your sister has that you absolutely can’t stand? My older sister is terribly submissive to men she's dated, and now in her marriage too. She lives by the will of her partner. I just feel bad for her, she has such a bad history with relationships.

Have you ever dated a smoker? If not, would you? Yes, actually. For less than a day, but. I would very much prefer to not date a smoker.

Do you share a middle name with any of your siblings? Yes.

Name one of your psycho exes? I was the psycho ex.

Have you ever been drunk at work? No.

Have you ever taken a pregnancy test? Not one you buy for yourself, but I know I've had one before surgery just because it's mandatory.

Do you have a protective father? No, not really.

Have you ever had to choose between two people? Yes.

What’s the scariest video game you’ve ever played? I love scary video games, but Outlast really played on my fear. There are a lot of chase sequences, and I DO NOT like people being behind me even in real life, it's childhood issues with how two boys used to chase me at school to hug and kiss me. I just freak out when people are behind me, even in games.

If you had the chance to slip through a portal, despite being unaware of any of the effects and/or consequences, would you do it? No.

When someone copies you, are you more flattered or annoyed? It greatly depends on the context.

Which is worse: Stale chips or flat soda? Stale chips. While it's not preferable, I can handle flat soda.

What health problems do you have? I'm just putting my mental health issues all together, then I have hypothyroidism, hyperhidrosis, tremors, I'm obese, I've been having back and hip issues I'm getting checked out... but realistically it's probably because of my obesity. I'm not unaware.

Have you ever had an anaphylactic reaction to anything? No.

Do you have sensitive skin? I do.

Do people's rude comments bother you for a long time? If they hold onto any of my real insecurities, then odds are very high that they will. Sometimes though, especially if I know their comments are total bullshit, then they won't.

Name three things you find boring. Economics, tech talk, and television.

What excites you? Seeing wild animals, pretty sunsets, seeing Girt.

Would you send your kids to Sunday school? If I had kids, you'd literally have to kill me to get them in Sunday school. Deadass. You would have to kill me.

What is the most interesting biography you have read? I've only read Ozzy's, which I enjoyed.

Do you think your life story would make a good book someday? Absolutely not, too uneventful.

Would you ever decorate a room with a travel theme? No.

What insects do you think are pretty? A whole lot! Butterflies, moths, mantises, ladybugs, many beetles, among others. I like insects.

Do you love God? I don't believe in any gods.

Is there an ice cream flavor that you strongly dislike? Which one? Strawberry. Most flavors I honestly haven't tried.

Do you own any books with an image of a cat on the front cover? Well yes, because I read the Warriors series.

Would you rather visit The Eiffel Tower or the Egyptian Pyramids? Pyramids.

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight? She doesn't have my number.

Do you need to lose or gain weight? I want to lose a lot of weight, but I've struggled greatly with that.

Do you think you have a disorder but haven’t been properly diagnosed yet? I could bet my entire life on being autistic, but diagnoses aren't easy to get. I wouldn't be surprised if I was ADHD to some extent, either.

Have you ever put on or lost a significant amount of weight? Both.

On a scale of 1-5, how often do you curse? 5.

Name someone with brown eyes. My boyfriend.

Do you know what your next injection will be? No.

If you had to have a cartoon character tattooed to you what would it be? You know the Simba drawing Rafiki makes on the tree in The Lion King? I've already thought of getting that with his mane with the text "remember who you are," but I'm not totally sold on the idea.

If you could, would you look at your future self? "No. I might see myself doing well and that would be a comfort, but what if I saw myself doing poorly? As difficult as it can be, I'd rather just deal with that unknown." <<<< This is my exact answer. I'd rather not know.

Who was your first serious relationship? Jason, started right before I was 16 and lasted three and a half years.

If you had to cut a parent out of your life who would you cut out? My dad. I cannot imagine life without my mom, I can't. I deeply, deeply dread when she passes away, because I don't know if I can survive without her. I barely see or talk to my dad. I don't WANT to lose connection with him of course, but between the two, it's no competition.

If you had to get a piercing right now what would you get done? Left nostril.

Who is the number 1 person/thing in your life? My mom.

What are two things you wish you never did? Letters sent to Jason after the breakup. Flirting with the boyfriend of my then-best friend behind her back when I was 12.

Would you rather have three personal wishes or world peace? World peace.

What were/is your high school colors? Red, navy, and white.

When someone sneezes, do you say “Bless you,” or “God Bless you?” "Bless you." I've wanted to switch to "Gesundheit" but habits are habits.

Do you live in a house, apartment, or another type of arrangement? A house.

Are you one of those people who like to spell out numbers? Grammatically, you're supposed to do this for numbers below ten. Or maybe it's ten and below. One or the other. I tend to do below twenty.

Do you have Photoshop? If so, how often a day do you use it? I do, regrettably. Adobe is a fucking shit company but yeah. I don't even use it once a week.

Do you watch any shows that you know your parents wouldn’t approve of? I don't watch TV, really.

Do you plan your meals in any way? Not really.

Were you in the scouts when you were young? Yes.

Have you ever made a hole-in-one at mini-golf? I think so.

Truthfully, is there someone you used to date that you miss? A part of me will always miss Jason. But we could never be friends even if he WAS okay with it.

Who came over last? Tobey.

What is your card game of choice? Magic: The Gathering. I'm not very good at it, but it's enjoyable enough.

What is your favourite book series? Wings of Fire.

If you eat oatmeal, do you add water or milk to it and what’s your favorite flavor? I only like it with milk. I like cinnamon apple.

Was the last video you watched on YouTube a music video and if not, what was it of? At the moment I'm answering this question, I'm watching JazzyGuns play Amanda The Adventurer 2.

Has anyone you know personally ever won the lottery and if so, how much did they win and would you or have you ever played the lottery? No, and no.

What was the last thing someone has sincerely thanked you for? I think a friend for listening to them vent about something.

What band, celebrity, etc. do you know the most information about and who would you like to learn more about? Probably Ozzy Osbourne. Or Rammstein, specifically the lead guitarist. Markiplier, if he counts. There's not really a celebrity I want to learn MORE about; I have massive respect for the privacy of celebrities, and things they don't want to share don't need to be shared.

[satinsumu]

first. || suna r.

word count: 2.8k

warnings: MINORS DNI, f!reader, slight slight angst but mostly fluff, language, unprotected sex, fingering, virginity loss, dirty talk, praise, creampie, soft suna is romantic, shy baby’s first time ❤️ 

summary: it’s hard not to get self-conscious being intimate with suna for the first time, especially when he’s far more experienced than you are—but your boyfriend is sure to remind you that there’s nothing to be afraid of.

a/n: what did i say about loving the first time trope lol. also didn’t proofread bc that’s how we do it here (edit: this was so much longer than i’d intended and i ended up getting so much more attached than i’d intended lmfao i want a suna in my life Right Now)

a tingle travels throughout your body as your bare back touches the soft sheets of suna’s bed, your boyfriend’s hands gently moving from your shoulders down to your knees.

he lifts one of your legs up, slender fingers rubbing small circles against your skin, before bending down to press a small kiss to your inner thigh. his greyish, golden eyes—half-lidded and slowly growing darker with desire—flick up to meet yours with such tender intensity that it takes your breath away.

“are you okay?” he asks quietly at your silence, carefully setting your leg back down against the mattress as he leans over you, one hand planted beside your head. 

“yeah,” you reassure him. the reply comes out a bit weaker than you’d intended.

“we don’t have to do this if you don’t want to,” suna murmurs, lowering himself to give you a small kiss, right at edge of your mouth. his lips are warm. gentle.

“i do, i’m just—” you quickly answer, but look away with slight embarrassment. “just a little nervous, that’s all... don’t know if i’ll be good.”

the second half of your sentence is just barely above a whisper, and suna’s expression softens.

“don’t worry about that,” he mumbles, pressing another kiss to your forehead, before slowly moving further down your neck and chest. “just want you to be comfortable.”

you feel him stop just above your left breast, the ghost of his breath lingering on your flesh. a sudden, warm sensation washes over you as suna takes your nipple into his mouth and sucks, his hot, wet tongue swirling circles around the bud. you gasp at the feeling and squeeze your eyes shut while his other hand slides down your stomach, hovering just above the thin, silky fabric of your underwear.

suna releases your nipple from his mouth as he pushes himself back up, licking his lips while studying your expression.

“you’re so warm down here,” he says with a small smile. his finger draws a long, slow stripe along your folds, the pressure through your panties just enough to send another tingle traveling all over your body. “can i take these off?”

you nod and grant him permission, shyness burning in your cheeks at how exposed and vulnerable you feel, but also at how careful suna is being. he smooths his palm against your hip bone and drags the garment of clothing down your legs before it comes back up, teasingly squeezing the flesh of your inner thigh. 

“good girl,” suna hums, straightening himself to pull his own shirt over his head. the words make your heart pound violently in your chest.

without another word, he takes your other breast in his large hand, groping and kneading the flesh while his opposite hand begins to make work of your sex. he presses two fingers against your folds and slowly rubs circles against the skin as you feel your clit grow more and more sensitive to the pseudo-contact. 

you tilt your head back, dipping further into the sheets, while a shaky sigh escapes your lips. a small smile rests on suna’s face at the sight—you seem to be feeling good, and he intends on keeping it that way. 

his movements are growing faster now. you can feel your arousal growing wetter, and you know suna can feel it too, with the way his fingertips are coated with your slick. he takes this as a safe indication to finally slip a digit into you—god knows how fucking badly he wishes it were his cock instead—and the little squeak that rolls off your tongue is like music to his ears.

“so tight, baby,” he murmurs, elated at the sight of you clenching around him while trying to keep his composure. how did he get so lucky? “but you’re taking my fingers so well.”

there’s so much going on.

you can feel your boyfriend watching you, but you’re too distracted to think about how your face must look right now. especially when he’s still squeezing your tits, focusing on your pleasure as he continues pumping his finger in and out of your tiny hole. then he adds another, and you sink your teeth into your bottom lip, surprised that suna’s hands are moving with so much ease and also how good it feels. even more so when his thumb continues to rub at your clit in tandem with his other fingers.

soft, lewd squelching noises can be heard in the quiet of his room as both you and suna realize that this won’t be enough. you need more. your pussy is practically begging for it, even if your mouth isn’t.

“think you’re ready, sweetheart,” suna breathes, willing himself to pull his fingers out of your cunt.

you nod coyly in response, slightly irritated at yourself for feeling uneasy in front of your boyfriend; he’s being so good to you, so patient, but you’ve just never done anything so lewd befo—

your brain short-circuits as you watch suna look you dead in the eye before putting two glistening fingers, still covered in your juices, into his mouth. he slowly pulls out, soft pink lips wrapped around them, tongue lapping shamelessly at whatever he missed on his thumb.

he gives you an alluring smirk, and your hands instinctively fly up to cover your flustered face. your cheeks are burning with both desire and embarrassment, but suna grips your wrist and slowly pulls it away.

“look at me, baby,” he says, his body hovering closely above yours. “nothing to be embarrassed about.”

god, you look so fucking cute, he really doesn’t know what to do with himself.

“can i...?” suna trails off, the hardness in his pants growing more and more difficult to ignore by the second as it presses against your leg.

“p-please, rin,” you whisper. the way your innocent, nervous eyes are asking him to fuck you is honestly enough to make him jizz in his pants. 

without another word, suna pushes himself back up, unzipping his pants so that his erect member can finally spring free. he barely has to give it a few impatient strokes—a trait you rarely see in your boyfriend—before it’s fully hard. the sheer size of his cock causes you to gulp, the tiny beads of precum already leaking out from its tip.

suna takes it in his hand, smearing his own arousal over the head before bending over to rub its heaviness over your folds. your clit is already puffy and sensitive from his fingers earlier, and it feels like it’s twitching in pleasure from the contact. 

“o-oh,” you gasp, and suna smiles at the sound, his eyes glossing over your body like he simply can’t get enough. he slowly moves his cock downwards, using all his self-restraint to ignore the throbbing, aching desire in it to just fuck your brains out already.

lining it up with your entrance, he murmurs, “i’m gonna put it in.”

“okay,” you exhale, chest heaving in anticipation.

your hands travel up beside your head to grip the pillow as a means to brace yourself, and you finally feel suna slide into you with surprising ease. every inch of his cock drags along your walls in slow motion, and you’ve never been so physically close to him before. there’s a soft ache—barely noticeable—but it’s not painful... and yet, it’s not pleasurable either.

an unprecedented panic creeps its way into your head at the realization.

what if this doesn’t end up feeling good? what if he doesn’t end up feeling good? oh god, what if he doesn’t even finish? surely, you’d be the only girl he’ll have slept with that could fuck up this bad—who knows how many girls have come before you? (literally.) what if—

“what’s wrong?” suna’s gentle voice snaps you out of your thoughts, his tone tinged with a slight worry. 

“n-nothing,” you shake your head quickly. ugh, you feel like such... a loser. an idiot, really.

“talk to me, sweetheart,” suna murmurs, towering over you as he’s still balls deep inside your cunt. “does it hurt?”

he wants to pull out in case that’s the problem, but also doesn’t want to make any sudden moves, for fear of hurting you.

“no, i’m okay,” you insist in an attempt to reassure him. “i just, i don’t know, i’m being stupid.”

suna’s expression softens, but before he can say anything, you’re already babbling on again, and you can’t even stop.

“what if you don’t end up feeling good?” you quiver, the question more so directed at yourself than at your boyfriend. “what if you don’t even finish because of how much i suck? i-i don’t want to be the only person you’ve been with who’s bad at sex—”

your heart is racing now and the words are tumbling out of your mouth helplessly. you feel so bad for dumping this on him, and your frustration towards yourself brings small tears to the corners of your eyes—

“baby, listen to me,” suna says quietly but firmly, one hand cupping your cheek and turning your face towards him so that you’re no longer avoiding eye contact. his thumb gently brushes away the dampness at the edge of your lower lashline before he continues,

“first of all, there’s no such thing as being bad at sex—and you’re doing great,” he murmurs, planting a quick kiss to your lips. “you’re the only person i want to do this with, and as long as it’s with you, i’m happy.”

you sniffle a little bit, but your heart soars at his words, the tension in your chest slowly easing.

“second of all, don’t worry about me,” he says gently, his eyes filled with a tender adoration as he gazes at you. “it’s really sweet that you’re thinking of me, but i want you to feel good.”

a warmth blooms in your cheeks. 

“and besides, you’re fucking beautiful,” suna continues, leaning down again to press his lips against your bare shoulder. “i could cum just from the sight of you, but i’m trying to hold back because i want you to finish first.”

the bluntness of his words causes you to look away shyly, and suna smiles down at you. 

“so,” he begins again, before giving you a small suck on your jaw. “can you let me make you feel good?”

you nod slowly, and bring your arms up to wrap them around his neck.

“sorry,” you manage a small giggle at the feeling of his dick still inside you—you really have terrible timing, that much you’ll admit.

“it’s okay,” suna murmurs, turning his head to kiss your cheek. “i love you, you know that.”

he’s said those words before, but the way he’s uttering them into your ear right now, in the quiet intimacy that only you two share, makes your heart race and your head spin.

“just let me know if you want me to stop,” he says, before finally, gradually pulling himself out.

suna slides his cock back into you with ease, your juices still coating his member. he repeats the motion a few more times, each time just a little bit more fluidly and rapidly than the last, until you’ve fully adjusted to his size. the sensation is still foreign, but no longer uncomfortable.

he finally reaches a pace where he thrusts himself into you for the first time with a low grunt, the rough penetration catching you off guard. a small “mmf!” escapes your mouth as you bite your lip, embarrassed at hearing the sound of your own voice.

“don’t hold those precious noises back, sweetheart,” suna breathes seductively into your skin, his low voice causing you to clench harder around him. “wanna hear how good i make you feel. the louder the better.”

you nod at his encouragement as small beads of sweat form along your temple.

he gives you another sharp thrust, followed by another, and then another, until he’s steadily rocking into you as the bed creaks with every movement. this time, you can’t help the wanton moans of his name that fill the air, each one prompting him to continue.

“a-ah!” you cry at a particularly harsh snap of his hips, your cunt sucking him back in every time he pulls out of you. “r-rin! rin! rin!”

suna’s never been one to have a big head or a large ego, but the way you’re chanting his name like a mantra makes pride swell in his chest. you look so angelic, eyes fluttered shut with every time he fucks into you, nipples moving up and down with your breasts, hair splayed out against his bedsheets, sopping wet pussy clamping around his cock as your very first time. how could he not be in love with you?

“f-feeling good, baby?” he pants, trying to hold it together. 

“yes,” you gasp as a small dribble of drool leaks out of the corner of your mouth. but you don’t care. you want him. more of him, more, more, more. “want you so bad.”

suna thinks he’s going to lose his damn mind.

“you like that?” his voice borders on a growl, and his strong arms snake beneath you to pull you into a hug before one of them props his body up against the mattress so he can angle himself into you with even more intensity. lord help him, he wants to cum so fucking bad with how hot you look, your nails digging into his skin as he fucks you into tomorrow.

“n-ngh!” you groan, tossing your head back at the way suna is driving himself in and out of you as his eyes flit down to your heaving chest. “i-i think ‘m c-close...”

that was all suna needed to hear as he laid you back down, flat against the bed as one hand travels urgently down to your heat. he takes two fingers and begins rubbing your folds again, one dipping past them to play with your clit, the stimulation causing you to see stars. suna presses an open mouthed kiss against your lips at the sight of them parting, taking the opportunity to slide his tongue across yours.

he picks up the speed of his thrusts again, his other hand now preoccupied with kneading your breasts and pinching your nipple as you cry out for him, and only him.

“r-rin!” your voice rings in his head, your gasps broken up into needy pants. 

“doin’ so good, angel,” he mutters against your lips, still mercilessly slamming his cock into you. “taking my cock so—ngh!—well, wanna keep this pussy all to myself.”

you don’t even have time to process the lewdness of his words before your back is arching, suna’s fingers rubbing your clit at an unbelievable pace as he simultaneously slides himself in and out of you, the slapping sounds amplified by your juices.

“cum for me sweetheart, you can do it,” suna urges, his eyes fixated on your face. “show me just how good i make you feel—”

a sudden wave of bliss floods over you as you feel the tension in your body release, your clit throbbing with pleasure at the sensation. suna’s eyes widen at the way your jaw grows slack, trying not to cum at the mere sight of your fucked out expression while he helps you ride out your orgasm.

“h-hah,” you gasp, still chasing your climax while suna continues thrusting into your cunt, his cock twitching with arousal. after a few seconds, he picks up his own pace, chasing his own high with your body.

“god, you feel so good around me,” he mutters, clenching his teeth at the way your walls continue to suck him in. 

“want you to cum inside, r-rin,” you whine into his ear, the syllables broken up by how hard he’s fucking you as your whole being practically bounces around his cock, his balls clapping with wet slapping sounds against your ass. “f-fill m-me up?”

you don’t need to say anything else as suna finally snaps, pushing himself so deep into you with an almost primal urge as cum shoots out of his cock. you can feel the warmth all the way in your belly as you look up at your boyfriend, sweaty and out of breath, panting into your neck before finally pulling himself out of you.

he catches your lips with his as he gives you a long, passionate kiss, before breaking away and giving you a quick peck on both cheeks, then your nose, then your forehead.

“you did so good, baby,” he murmurs, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear, that had found its way to stick to your face. an affectionate warmth brings a small smile to your lips as you nuzzle your cheek into suna’s palm, and he feels himself lose his breath at the sight of you.

“be good and stay here, okay?” he mumbles, reluctantly pulling himself off of you. he could stare at you forever. “i’ll go get a towel and clean you up. i love you.”

[dejwritesarchived]

❪ ♡ ❫  ───  ⠀ ⠀⠀ best i ever had  ⠀ 〳 ⠀ k.arashi  ‵

♡ ˙ ˖ ✧ — warning !! afab reader, her/she pronouns, female anatomy described, fem pet names (babe), reader is black coded, been thinking about benkei heavy lately, suggestive content (but it's not much), mentions of unprotected sex, benkei being Mr. comedian, kinda short, this is me creating soft content for black readers, one of my mutuals mentioned him being a sweetheart and my talk with aisha inspired this lmfao, profanity, mentions of children and future with each other (all that lovey dovey crap), fluff, aftercare, college au, a little humor at the end lol, tr men being soft and expressing their love for their partner >>>>, inspired by best i ever had remix by drake & nicki minaj

TEXTBOOKS AND LOOSELEAF PAPER WERE SCATTERED ACROSS YOUR DORM ROOM FLOORS. The neon lights that were around your room are currently set on the pink lighting that went well with your sophisticated themed room. You let out a faint giggle feeling Benkei's nose brush against the crook of your neck. You never understood that a man his size still thought it was okay to be all on you. His large stature cuddling against you like a big bear protecting its cubs. Despite it's being minutes after coming down from your temporary bliss of seeing stars and feeling your cunt pulse around him, he still found it his mission to practically live in your skin.

The scent of Tobacco Oud by Tom Ford and sweat lingered on your skin as you stared up at the ceiling just basking in the moment of being with Benkei. Midterms week had the two of you running around campus like madmen. Only being able to give each other quick kisses as one was entering the lecture hall or dropping off food in the library as the other was cramming in a late-night study session with their study group. Once midterms week was up, it didn't take long for you to sign him in during visitation hours. Although usually, you bent the rules for yourself due to you being an R.A, you still wanted to be safe just so that moment wouldn't be ruined.

"Kei?" You asked.

"Hm?" He hummed. You could feel his hum vibrate against your marked-up collarbone.

"Do you see us being together when we graduate?" You asked.

The clock was ticking, you only had two more semesters together. You feared what life would be like once you walked across that stage. You've heard countless stories about friendship groups and couples going their separate ways once they threw their caps in the air to celebrate those long years of undergrad.

"You want the honest answer or?" His voice trailed off as you could feel his callous fingertips tracing his name on your skin.

"What do you think?" You sarcastically questioned.

You could feel him let out a sigh as he was snuggled up against you. It wasn't particularly a sigh that could cause you to worry, but a sigh of comfort. Relaxation. It was as if those hard walls he displayed as he walked around campus always came tumbling down when he was with you.

"Yes." He confidently said. "I see a future with you (Y/N)," He admitted. He would lift his head up off your boobs and look at you. "I'm dead fuckin' serious."

You didn't know what to say. Expecting him to say something along the lines of, 'guess we'll just see when the time comes' or 'we shouldn't talk about this right now'.

You rubbed your lips together before your lips parted to speak, but Benkei interrupted you. "Cliche as it sounds, I knew you were the one when I first saw you at that study group."

You kissed at your teeth and playfully rolled your eyes at his comment. "If that was true, that would mean you fell for my looks before getting to know me."

He thought about it for a second, "That's beside the point I'm trying to make. So can I continue?"

"Okay." You giggled. "We really don't have all night before I have to kick you out."

"You just were different and yes, you may have heard that in that horrible Netflix movie you made me watch that one time. But it's true. Your smile lights up every room you walk into. You hold your head up so confidently when you walk into the room that it causes everyone to demand their attention to be on you. I can go on if you like?" Benkei says.

"The cockiness in me would tell you to continue, but I'm not." You joked.

"I love you and I know I'll be in your life in the future after we graduate."

Your face scrunches up at him before your arms wrapped around him in a loving manner. If you squeezed hard enough, you would probably have suffocated the larger man. Although, you were sure he wouldn't mind due to his face being buried in your bare boobs that were decorated with his bite marks and love bites.

A knock was heard on the door and the two of you never hopped up so quickly. Tossing each other clothes to slide on in a quick motion as if the president of the university was about to walk in. When you motioned for Benkei to stay right there, you walked towards the door cracking it open. You saw one of the students that lived on your floor.

"Um— Ms. (L/N)-"

"I told you, you don't have to call me that," You corrected as you stepped a bit closer, but not fully out of your dorm room considering that you were only wearing the shirt Benkai formally was wearing. "What's up? Please don't tell me you locked yourself out of your room again Shailene." You let out a sigh.

"No."

"Then what's wrong? Is someone bothering you? Cause I told you I don't mind—" The sophomore cut your words off sharply.

"Do you have a condom?" Shailene quietly asked. You could see her play with the silver fingers on her fingers and she soon looked down at her yellow-colored crocs.

"Oh." Your lips formed a perfectly shaped 'o' shape.

You felt your dorm room door get tugged open a bit just to reveal Benkei. When Shailene saw him, her eyes grew big. "I'm sorry if I was interrupting you two," She says as she looked between you.

"Here you go." Benkei gave her the condom with a charming smile on her face. "We don't really use them anyway."

"Kei! Shailene, just make sure you sign your guest out on time!"

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[milqueandsugar]

Ok hear me out-

The song "Masochism Tango" by Tom Lehrer with Revivedbur, BUT the reader is the complete opposite of what the song is about

Like...c!Wilbur doesn't fear death anymore and you can't tell me that he wouldn't be a little bit of a masochist. The reader being an absolute pacifist and not wanting to do harm to anyone-

Just imagining a crazed and obsessed Revivedbur trying to get reader's heart/love back does something to me lmfao

🏵 Your Tea Is Ready 🏵

Warnings: Mentions of violence/injury

Genre: fluff

| Bandaids and Bouquets |

" There, all done " you hum clicking the safety pin in place around your lovers bandaged hand. Raising his hand to your lips you press a chaste kiss to each one of his bruised knuckles, a sigh coming from your lover making you tense with worry.

"Sorry! Did I hurt you?" You whimper, pulling away from him much to his dismay. Wilbur shook his head, groaning slightly as he sat up in the bed, the bandages around his chest hindering his movement slightly. That or it was the burns. "No, no not at all my flower" he assured, closing in with a bit of your help, your hand on his waist, guiding him into a soft kiss. Pulling away he pecked your nose. "You could never hurt me" he whispered against your skin, making you smile at the ticklish feeling.

"You say that, but you always end up hurt, I don't remember you being this reckless before we were dating" You tease, helping him stand with a huff of effort. The man laughed dryly, his voice hoarse from smoke. Stretching his arms above his head he regained his composure. "I've always been a thrill seeker" He dismissed, limping across the room to retrieve his sweater and jacket.

Shaking your head you wandered over to the bouquet he had nearly killed himself getting for you. Twirling a singed leaf in your hands your turned back to him. "But going all the way to the nether for some flowers-?" "You're favourite flowers" He correct, pulling the wool sweater over his head. "We're already dating, Wilbur. You don't have to impress me" you explain, taking one of the flowers from the bouquet before returning to your lovers side.

"When you have valuables, do you put a lock on them or do you leave them out in the open" He questioned, though you gave no answer. Resting a hand on his chest you place the flower in his jacket pocket. "You never have to worry about your valuables being stolen" you breath out, your gaze softening at your lover.

"Because of the lock-"

"Because I love you, you ass"