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the look we used to give one another in public because we knew we would end up on top of each other later on
#thoughts#quotes#poetry#literature#relationship quotes#writing#original#words#love#relationship#lit#prose#spilled ink#inspiring quotes#life quotes#quoteoftheday#love quotes#poem#aesthetic#i love you#coquette#fashion#pink#pink aesthetic#txt#Pure sex
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Intomysoul
wonderful I could cry 😭
Slow dancing in the dark
Pure Sex
Shakewhatyamamagaveya
Cheesy vibes
DUB Music
In doubt: dance it out
Eargasm
Sexy beats
Bendimina by Orange Blossom 🎶
#like 😭😭😭#orange blossom#Bendimina#slow dancing in the dark#10/2024#dub music#cheesy vibes#pure Sex#violin#eargasm#gif moodboard#gif mood board#moodboard#track of the day#x-heesy#fucking favorite#now playing#music#music and art#spotify#l o v e
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#jennifer anniston#celebrity#gorgeous#actress#stunning#sexy#hot celebs#hottie#celebs#leather skirt#pure sex
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i want people to have an out-of-body experience with this.
#ddolposts#butterflies used to be my anthem for eunseok#but now it's for sungchan#rini songs are so 01z though#just sex#pure sex
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The stars of the night sky are bland in comparison, for your beauty is far brighter than any could possibly imagine...
#anke engelke#germany#actress#comedian#sexy motherf*cka#hot as fuuuuck#this is for my wife lol#how can somebody be so hot by the age of 58#pure sex#gorgeous#speechless
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Mr Mulhern has blessed us with this, and now I think I need therapy. Good lord! 🥵😍
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Stay wild Moon Child 🤘🏾🎧
You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you
Help me; I broke apart my insides
Help me; i've got no soul to sell
Help me; the only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself
I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God
You can have my isolation; you can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith; you can have my everything
Help me tear down my reason
Help me; it's your sex I can smell
Help me; you make me perfect
Help me become somebody else
I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God
Through every forest, above the trees
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive
Closer by Nine Inch Nails 🎧
#My whole existence is flawed#x-heesy#my art#Punks aren’t dead#9/2023#stay wild moon child#pure sex#ne roar#trent reznor#genius#nine inch nails#about fucking time#fucking favorite#music#now playing#spotify#music and art#contemporaryart#neo pop art#pop art#artful quotes#text art#typography#newcontemporary#new contemporary#new contemporary art#l o v e
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Good lord this tomb is full of shitposts 😳😳 pt 1/pt 2
#sorry for the mercy/augustine sex jumpscare but i rly do think they have terrible sex every like. 200 years#they're like “Oh this Sucks I'm never doing this Again” and then hundreds of years pass and they get bored and they're like hmmm#maybe. it wasn't THAT bad.#the idea of bitching and complaining during sex is too funny to me#also my magnus design is pure indulgence#i just wanted to sexualise that old man. and he ended up looking like varric dragon age 😭😭#also also i gave Pal the fancy swoopy glasses that elphaba wears in the wicked trailer cos i think they're cool#okay now i gotta do some actual tagging#the locked tomb#tlt#gideon the ninth#gtn#harrow the ninth#htn#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow nonagesimus#griddlehark#ianthe tridentarius#ianthe the third#mercymorn the first#augustine the first#palamedes sextus#palamedes the sixth#abigail pent#magnus quinn#john gaius#tlt shitposting#oh and i haven't finished Nona. i paused my reading because i found out there isn't a release date for the next book so I'm like#i need to make this last. i gotta ration this book out (<-stupid)
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𝕾𝖆𝖈𝖗𝖊 𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖚
ℑ 𝔴𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔟𝔩𝔢
𝔄𝔫𝔡, 𝔟𝔬𝔶, ℑ 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡 𝔥𝔢𝔯
𝔖𝔥𝔢’𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔣
𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔞𝔯𝔨
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔬𝔫 𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔨 𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔱𝔢 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔨
𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔇𝔢𝔳𝔦𝔩’𝔰 𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔨
𝔑𝔬𝔴 𝔦𝔱’𝔰 𝔄𝔩𝔩 ℌ𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔰 𝔈𝔳𝔢
𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔪𝔬𝔬𝔫 𝔦𝔰 𝔣𝔲𝔩𝔩
𝔚𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔱𝔯𝔦𝔠𝔨 𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱?
ℑ 𝔟𝔢𝔱 𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩
𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩
ℌ𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔶 ℌ𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔫
𝔅𝔞𝔟𝔶
𝔖𝔥𝔢’𝔰 𝔤𝔬𝔱 𝔞 𝔡𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔞𝔱 𝔪𝔦𝔡𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱
𝔚𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔑𝔬𝔰𝔣𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔱𝔲
𝔒𝔥 𝔟𝔞𝔟𝔶, 𝔏𝔦𝔩𝔶 𝔐𝔲𝔫𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯
𝔄𝔦𝔫’𝔱 𝔤𝔬𝔱 𝔫𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔬𝔫 𝔶𝔬𝔲
𝔚𝔢𝔩𝔩, 𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔫 ℑ 𝔠𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔡 𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔢𝔳𝔦𝔩
𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔩𝔞𝔲𝔤𝔥𝔢𝔡
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔠𝔞𝔰𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔬𝔫 𝔪𝔢
𝔅𝔬𝔬 𝔟𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥-𝔠𝔯𝔞𝔣𝔱
𝔜𝔢𝔞𝔥, 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔤𝔬 𝔬𝔲𝔱 ‚𝔠𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔦𝔱’𝔰 𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔤
𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫’𝔱 𝔤𝔬 𝔬𝔲𝔱 ‚𝔠𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔯𝔬𝔬𝔱𝔰 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔤
𝔇𝔶𝔢 ‚𝔢𝔪 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨
𝔒𝔬𝔥, 𝔡𝔶𝔢 ‚𝔢𝔪 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨
𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢
𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢
𝔏𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔩𝔢 𝔴𝔬𝔩𝔣 𝔰𝔨𝔦𝔫 𝔟𝔬𝔬𝔱𝔰
𝔄𝔫𝔡 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔠𝔦𝔤𝔞𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔰
𝔄𝔫 𝔢𝔯𝔬𝔱𝔦𝔠 𝔣𝔲𝔫𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔩
𝔉𝔬𝔯 𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔠𝔥 𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔢𝔡
ℌ𝔢𝔯 𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔣𝔲𝔪𝔢 𝔰𝔪𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢
𝔅𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔰
𝔈𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔶𝔡𝔞𝔶 𝔦𝔰 ℌ𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔫
𝔜𝔢𝔞𝔥, 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔤𝔬 𝔬𝔲𝔱 ‚𝔠𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔦𝔱’𝔰 𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔤
𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫’𝔱 𝔤𝔬 𝔬𝔲𝔱 ‚𝔠𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔯𝔬𝔬𝔱𝔰 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔤
𝔇𝔶𝔢 ‚𝔢𝔪 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨
𝔒𝔬𝔥, 𝔡𝔶𝔢 ‚𝔢𝔪 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨
𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢
(𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔶𝔢𝔰 ‚𝔢𝔪) 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢
(𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢)
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲, 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔢, 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲, 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔢, 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔚𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔚𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔚𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔖𝔞𝔠𝔯𝔢 𝔟𝔩𝔢𝔲
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲, 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔢, 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
ℑ𝔱 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔣𝔲𝔠𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔚𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲, 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲, 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲
𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲, 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔶𝔬𝔲
𝔚𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔚𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔚𝔞𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔢𝔞𝔡
𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢
(𝔖𝔥𝔢 𝔡𝔶𝔢𝔰 ‚𝔢𝔪) 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢
(𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢)
(𝔒𝔬𝔥. 𝔶𝔢𝔞𝔥)
𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢
𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨, 𝔟𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔫𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔫𝔢
Black No. 1 (Little Miss Scare -All) by Type O Negative @juggernauette <3
#im freaking the fuck out#type o negative#pete steele#peter steele#x-heesy#my art#my memes#gothic#9/2024#vampire#vampire aesthetic#i waNNa bite ya#halloween#everyday is halloween#goth girl#pure sex#heavy metal#analog music#track of the day#lyrics#nosferatu#fucking favorite#now playing#music#music and art#spotify#YouTube
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don’t get how you can watch iwtv and be a sincere diehard lestat hater. like the world’s biggest lestat hater is louis and that man can’t even commit to it for more than five minutes before literally hallucinating lestat wearing a wedding ring and talking pretty to him. this show is about louis and every road leads back to lestat for that man
#nobody hates lestat like the men who have brain rot about him#like that’s Claudia’s mother their whole thing is far too messy to be reduced to hate#like sorry that was her mumdadbastardparent. too complicated to get it sorted out right#madeleine didn’t even know him#daniel doesn’t know him (yet)#santiago will bend over for any vampire with more power than him unless they don’t like him#(then he’ll seethe while imagining getting fucked) so in another life he’d dickride lestat or seethe at him and louis hardcore#uhhh. who else knows this bitch. his momma dipped she got her own shit going on she don’t really think about him#maybe Louis’ family are bigger lestat haters but they’re all dead#armand hates him but that’s entirely dwarfed by the sex thing and also he’s way more obsessed with daniel. lestat is not touching that thing#so yeah it’s just louis who knows him deep enough to be a true pure hater#and louis loves him so so so much. so it’s kinda over this show is literally about these two#attacking each other and then holding hands. or punishing the other for 77 years#so. yay!!!#this is not the show for you louis gets the mic for like five minutes n he’s immediately going ‘so there’s this blond-’#like we all didn’t know. get off the stage!!!!!! silence on the blond guy. but alas. louis has the mic still so it’s blond guy central#louis de pointe du lac#ldpdl#lestat de lioncourt#loustat#iwtv#interview with the vampire
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orgasming just from the feeling of my clit brushing against my strap combined with the overwhelming rush that came from pleasing and taking in the naked form of one of the most gorgeous people i ever met underneath me will forever top the list of most mind blowing and pleasurable things i have experienced in this lifetime
#i still think about them and it has been 2 years lol#actually probably the best sex of my life#u see the weird individuals who hate pillow princesses will never know the pure beauty and eroticism that is the privilege of pleasing one#on a serious note i really have felt the most safe with my partners who were stone bottoms. they are beautiful people who remain in my life#i am so grateful for them and for the privilege to know and to love them!#ramblings#lesbian nsft#nblw nsft#wlw ns/fw#sapphic nsft#wlw nsft#nsft lesbian
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I think people who are talking about the nonhuman packer discourse, but use "packers aren't sexual" as their primary defense of and reason why nonhuman packers are okay, are actually entirely missing the point of why this discourse is a problem.
Even when people do consider packers sexual, it does not change the fact that a nonhuman packer is still just as acceptable and harmless as a human-shaped packer. Something being nonsexual does not put it on the "morally acceptable" side of the argument. A lack of sex or sexuality does not make something inherently more acceptable and morally "pure." Sex and sexuality is morally neutral. Kinks are morally neutral. A lot of people, alterhumans included, are sexual beings, and genitals are (usually) a part of that equation - yes, even when they are tentacles or have a knot.
Thinking that weird things are only acceptable if they are nonsexual is a harmful puritanical and anti-queer mindset. Just because something is not your particular cup of tea does not mean it is harmful; yes, even when sex is involved. Especially when sex is involved. This is the exact same discourse that happened in the furry fandom; which has historically been hated because of how queer the community is. Considering the altH community is overwhelmingly queer, why the hell are we okay with bending the knee to anti-sex puritans as soon as something is more involved then missionary PIV sex with the lights off?
Nonhuman packers aren't okay just because "packers are nonsexual." Nonhuman packers are okay because there is literally no harm being done, regardless of if it is sexual or not. And worrying about what strangers do with their genitals is unhinged. Analyze your own disgust reactions I promise you that you will be better off for it.
#People can reblog this but if anybody acts up on this post I am blocking and turning off reblogs#I know most of the people talking about this are like. 12. but for real can we PLEASE stop acting like sex is bad and sinful#and that when things are nonsexual they are ''morally pure/okay''#howls#alterhuman#discourse
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crackship with my own characters yepppp
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#i say crackship but i lowkey wanna make it canon LOL#which i totally could do buuuut idk#these were purely for fun i just wanted to draw limewire#dumb sex joke under the cut i guess#virtual assistants#limewire#movie maker#vlc#gijinka#object head#webcore#digital art#doodle#thought of ship names during these.. moviewire.. movielime.. maybe just an emoji combination like 🎞️🍋🟩 / 🏵️🍋🟩#i feel i need to mention movie maker is nonbinary
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mmmmmm read a disciple shen yuan/shizun luo binghe fanfic about two days ago where the first chapter was the Immortal Conference arc, and SQQ was the one who had to be pushed into the abyss (he was still the villain) except Luo Binghe was refusing and was like, lowkey losing his mind about SQQ being so close to the edge. SQQ ended up having to be the one to fall in himself because of the system's punishment system. The rest of the fic is leading up to that moment. But like, MMM i've been obsessively thinking about that first chapter for DAYS ever since.
now i've been in svsss for a grand total of *checks watch* a week. but god obsessed with that. I want to write/read a fic where disciple SQQ goes a little nuts down there. Like keep all of the things that make SQQ, SQQ, but just. Throw in a little bit more trauma in there. A little bit of a mental break. Let him go a little nuts as a treat. Just a tad unhinged. I wanna see him go, just a little, "god fuck it, i've tried so hard to change this shitty story's outcome and it feels like everything i've done has been for nothing. I'm going to die in this world no matter what I do, I've been doomed from the start, so might as well die the way I want to." and he just, breaks a little! Under all the stress.
He still retains the traits that makes shen yuan, shen yuan, like his overwhelming kindness. But he's just! yk. A little less patient. Paranoid. Jumpy. Colder. A little more aloof and closed off. A little more Shen Jiu. He's no asshole child abuser, but he was a Number One Hater in his past life and he's leaning into that old habit a little more now.
(On a totally coincidental not-at-all related note, there's not enough SJ-and-SY-are-the-same-people fics out there that i've found. This is totally unrelated...)
The Endless Abyss turns the mind into an over-sharpened blade, and SQQ is both fascinated and perhaps a little excited to explore a place that doesn't have a lot of info on it in the mortal realm, but still terrified out of his mind. And he's no Luo Binghe, he doesn't have the sheer brute strength and power to just bulldoze his way through, so he has to be a lot more sneaky and cunning if he wants to survive.
The fic itself role-swapped LBH and SQQ so that SQQ was the half-demon (which lowkey fucks) and LBH the human, but I'm equally-if-not-more obsessed with the idea that LBH remains the half-heavenly demon and SQQ the human. If only because I keep thinking about SQQ befriending some demons (particularly and specifically a group of succubi) and they grow very attached to this Human Cultivator so through magic plot stuff they create some kind of seal/illusion/talisman that makes SQQ appear as a demon because a human cultivator in the endless abyss may as well be the equivalent of putting a giant neon target on your back.
And iirc Shen Jiu was taught demonic cultivation by that one guy(?? i've only been here a week so im not caught up in ALL of the lore yet) so that could totally happen here.
(On the other end of the realms, poor Shizun Luo Binghe is just. losing his fucking mind over losing his most precious and beloved disciple. About .5 seconds from burning down the peaks himself. somebody sedate him.)
The Endless Abyss sucks and SQQ is having a really terrible time and can feel himself going lowkey mad, but also holy shit look at all this WORLD-BUILDING. look at all this flora and fauna, and oh if he had the equipment for it he'd be writing all of this down. ALL OF IT. He was kinda-sorta-already planning on never leaving the Abyss as some sort of fucked up self-exile and self-preservation thing, but now he might? actually just?? never leave if he can help it, like he lowkey likes it down here.
anyways the next time anyone ever sees SQQ again he's got hair so long its almost touching the ground and he's either in rags and half-feral or he's been completely dolled up by his adoptive succubi sisters and still about three seconds from biting anyone who tries to touch him. (he's also lowkey trying to book it back down to the abyss even if he has desperately missed all of his friends and shizun)
#mxtx svsss#svsss au#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#disciple shen yuan#scum villain#svsss#*points at SQQ/SY* i want him to go nuts. as a treat. let him crumble just a little over the stress of his fate and the stress of survival#and the stress of having a lack of autonomy over a handful of his decisions. starry craves angst and she craves a very specific SQQ angst#he was a number 1 hater back in the day and lbr being a hater takes energyyyy. ive heard that this man was the BIGGEST hater i wanna#see him rip a man to shreds with nothing but his tongue and a voice that could cut marble clean in half. skin a man alive sqq you deserve i#*mortal kombat voice* FINISH HIM#i love without-a-cure but unfortunately i dont think SQQ would be able to have WAC and also survive in the abyss.#the succubi nest that adopted him tried seducing him at first. it didn't work. but he did somehow charm them with his cringefail ways#so now they have a brand new mortal big/little brother to dote on. SQQ is frankly delighted to learn all about succubi culture that doesnt#revolve around sex. he makes quite a few friends/allies in the abyss because of his pure fascination and unbiased desire to learn about#demonic culture and all the different niches and nuances of it across species. he's still going insane tho. like that's not stopping.#there's a single LBH pov chapter in the fic and its frankly so unhinged it was fantastic. he's so possessive. he straight up goes:#'oh SQQ isnt gonna be the next peak lord. he's ascending to heaven with me when i do :)' when Sha Hualing (also peak lord) told him that he#couldn't keep his disciple in the bamboo house all the time. what was SQQ gonna do when LBH ascends and he becomes the new peak lord?#gosh that first chapter is rotating around in my mind so bad. LBH was SO unwell. like losing his actual shit over SQQ near the edge.#i so want to write a oneshot abt this where SQQ is also in hysterics (albeit over slightly diff reasons) and tells LBH on his knees:#'this disciple deeply apologizes to his shizun. for he will not be ascending to the heavens with him.' right before he falls into the abyss#this au being disciple SY is for shits and giggles but i can also see it happening for regular SQQ bc 'fuck it im a dead man either way'#frothing at the mouth at this idea also being a SY-is-SJ au too. for the extra angst of SQQ trying to bear the weight of multiple lives on#his shoulders and trying to figure out what is real and what isn't and if he's meant to suffer in all of his lives no matter what he does.#not once in his life has he ever been free to do what he likes has he? self-hatred to the max. he's going mad. poor boy :]
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