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spideypool but it's a comedy of errors
#peter parker#wade wilson#spider-man#deadpool#spideypool#peter is going to have a long hard look at himself in the mirror about his spidey sense not triggering#(you know what else is long and hardâ)#wade: see that metro bus over there?#peter: yeah....#wade: i save. you film#peter: save it from whâ#wade pulling explosives out of his pockets: grab your camera babe we're on a time crunch here#who will write this for me#mine
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Sketches between comms bc im insane
#g man#gordon freeman#half life#yeah im insane#yeah you can shoot me in the ehad#yeah#pull the trigger
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I need to write/draw C!Dream with hoarding/guarding behaviors because you guys have no idea how bad that fucks up your thinking. It makes you into a wild animal.
Techno jokingly reaching for one of Dream's apples while they're chilling together and Dream slapping his hand and becoming super defensive without even realizing. He's just short of growling at Techno, and just a second ago they were joking together
Him trying to act normal afterwards he's a little hunched over his things. A minute later he slides it all back into his inventory, saying that the mess was bothering him
When Punz and Dream are together then Dream will never leave anything of his on view, even while he cooks he angles himself to hide whatever he doing from Punz. He's not even doing it on purpose
Him guarding his territory. Punz rarely enters the prison because Dream always insists they have meetings elsewhere and always has an excuse of why they don't need to go in the prison rn
Having bunker after bunker filled with every type of item and backups for all those bunkers on top of that.
Tommy digs too deep one day and finds himself on seemingly endless hallways that just lead to storage after storage after storage
#I personally have a hard time telling what makes humans and animals different so its extra bad for me#oh yeah sorry idk if you can tell#this is based of my own habits and triggers#dreblr#c!dream#dreamwastaken#.....RT!dream on his creature form covering RT!Q and growling at anything that comes close#dont kill me- *gets pulled away by a incomprehensibly long cane*#C!Dream having a wheat field so big it looks endless#you could walk and walk and walk until the portal house dissapears and still all render distance can see is field#eventually you'll hit the ocean#or a half eaten away mountain#chance is it wont be there anymore next time you come by#tw hoarding#the dog barks#the footnotes
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some time ago i made a post wondering why kakania looks to be pretty proficient with a gun, and @/please-let-this-work-oh-my-god in there said that she probably learned how to for self-defense but also brought up the question of how exactly is isolde good (at the very least, knew how to use one) with firearms too.
and im here to bring my idea to the table. what if kakania was the one who taught her how to use a gun, because much like her own reasons for learning how to, she also wanted isolde to learn out of self-defense.
little did she really know, isolde would use that knowledge in killing theophil, mr. karl, and hofmann.
in the grand scheme of things, this is just one of the footsteps in their joint path of "the road to hell is paved with good intentions".
#isolde#kakania#reverse 1999#certified storm moments#and yeah. there still is the question in how the hell did isolde get her hands on the gun she used in the opera house#for theophil's case he might have had one lying around that isolde could have known and easily gotten#granted on the gun proficiency part i suppose its not really that hard to kill someone with a firearm point-blank. just pull the trigger#i just wanted to throw some more kindle to the tragic doomed dumpster fire that is isokania
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The lionâs ships were Denerim bound Oh, drop him, Lady, drop him! Let the true kingâs call for aid resound Just drop him, Lady, drop him! A soldier lad from the army came Oh, drop him, Lady, drop him! Leading thirty souls in Maricâs name. Just drop him, Lady, drop him! Turn him loose and let him go Down to the rocks and waves below The depths can have that scurvy knave Just drop him, Lady, drop him! When the soldier met the Mistralâs crew Not a word of their great deeds he knew And the Seawolf he took for a servant lass Great Andraste, what an ass! âFore the Seawolfâs ire, no man could stand Soldier felt his death was close at hand Two great steps back did he retreat And the cliff side crumbled âneath his feet.
â World of Thedas, Volume 2, p. 115.
#dragon age#dragon age origins#yeah i guess this is my take on the soldier and the seawolf!!!#i am mentally unwell about the couslands at all times so#this was inevitable#forgive me my cringe singing and mediocre ukulele skills#this had to get out. you know how it is.#happy. um. happy dragon age day#i'm pulling the trigger on this now otherwise i will never post it
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I think there's a misconception among some fans who mostly get their characterisation from ao3, that the reason Cass and Jason wouldn't get along is that Jason kills people and Cass hates murderers. And like. You're 50% right but the key context being ignored is that Cass would literally fight to defend the right of a serial killer to live and change like she believes desperately in second chances no matter how far gone the killer is. She'll knock a man out and break his hand so that he can never shoot and kill someone again but if she sees someone feel bad about their kill or even like. Hesitate to hurt a child. She is all over that like she will fight the world just to save this one kind of shitty assassin and give them a second chance at life where they can do better.
Whereas Jason believes that sometimes there are bad people that are simply too far gone, too much of a force of evil hurting and draining actual innocents. And the best way to deal with scumbags like that is a bullet. He feels that some people don't deserve to live, and he's comfortable ending their lives. Judge, jury and executioner. Because no one else is going to kill these people and they deserve to die so that they can never hurt any victims again.
Of course all of this is kind of irrelevant in current canon since dc basically skipped over the reconciliation and development and went yeah Jason is a batfam member and he doesn't kill anymore. So currently in canon none of this conflict of ideals is likely to be addressed. But a lot of people are interested in writing fics that actually detail the steps of reconciliation which is great and I love those fics. I've just also noticed a trend of fumbling a little when it comes to Cass.
Because the root cause as to why they wouldn't get along is not just because Jason kills people. If Jason was a random crime lord Cass would probably try to help him get free of Gotham and start over somewhere else. Killing people and having conflicting emotions about it is the easiest way to get Cass willing to be your number one sponsor at murderer rehabilitation anonymous. It's Jason being someone personal to the family, and someone who believes that some deaths need to happen, as long as the person is sufficiently repulsive enough to Jason. Or even just as a means to an end to prove a larger point, if they're pathetic and evil enough. That's what would make Cass see red, because she projects herself on every single killer and Jason dismissing the possibility of redemption for them, writing them off as deserving of death, clashes fundamentally with not just everything Cass believes in, but also her whole sense of self. Of course it's not that deep for Jason like he's not going to believe Cass should die because she killed someone as a child. But for Cass is simply IS that deep and you throw in the fact that they're both Bruce's kids and yeah. They can maybe be civil in a room together with the family right up until one of them actually talks. Because like 99% of what they could say is guaranteed to touch a nerve for the other.
It's like: Damian says something hilarious and rude towards Jason and Jason jokes about that time he shot him and Cass immediately connects that with him not feeling bad about shooting Damian and starts grilling him as to why. Because Damian's Bruce's son? Or because he's a killer? Or just to get to the rest of the family? And Dick, Duke and Tim are so tired like Alfred cooked a nice meal can we all just eat pie for one night without having to listen to you two go at it.
Tim: I've literally shot you before do you think maybe we can cool it on fighting about Jason's personal ethics tonight. Because generally that ends with me in pain even if I do nothing but sit here.
Cass: You shot me with consent. Different.
Jason: How are you even more obnoxious than Bruce? Do you ever get tired of being so exhausting to be around with your bullshit righteousness?
Cass: If you're tired I can knock you out. Nice nap for you and fun for me.
Dick: And that's ten minutes in a room together before any threats of physical harm start flying around! Great job you two, a new personal record.
#dc#cassandra cain#batfam#dc rambles#jason todd#Ironically enough if Jason didn't focus on killing âbadâ people#And instead was just a regular murderer with no greater point except Yeah I need this person to die as a means to an end#Cass is way more likely to look at him and go: Oh hell yes personal improvement project right here#Going up to Bruce like trust me dad he feels bad about killing that guy I saw his hand hesitate for 0.5 seconds before pulling the trigger#Whereas if Jason is like I'm killing this guy to prove a Point. The world is better off without him in it#Cass sees red like congratulations you triggered a solid 70 of her trauma buttons. Hope you like broken bones.
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Fluent Freshman - Part 29
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ï»żâNeil, why do you have Smithâs phone?â Andrew asks as the two of them are setting out plates for lunch. Neil startled and looked down at the phone that he had just sat at the table and furrowed his brow.
âWhat do you mean? This is mine?â Neil asks. He knows his phone even if heâs not really the best with them.
The one that Andrew had given him his Freshman year had died after it got run over by the Maserati when Neil left it on the roof of the car by accident. The second one Andrew had gotten him had been destroyed in rather spectacular fashion earlier in the year when heâd had a bit of a freak out on January 19th. The team knew better than to text him on that particular day now but Andrew had said that heâd take custody of his phone this year. Wymack had stepped in with a phone that same day before Andrew could buy him a new one and that phone had been launched at the Baseball captain that summer.
All this to say, Neil is now looking at the phone in concern because it is highly likely he swapped his with FFâs.
âNo itâs not.â Andrew sighs and points to a corner, âYou cracked yours up here.â He opens the phone and then the contacts and sure enough Neil doesnât see his own contacts but the ones that Nicky had programmed into FFâs the day before.
âOh, I guess I switched them at the hospital.â He says with an embarrassed blush. Maybe he should get a little accessory to differentiate his phone from the other ones that Wymack has gotten.
Thereâs a slight commotion in the kitchen, âKevin, stop trying to add vanilla protein powder to Smithyâs soup!â Nicky shouts.
âHe needs protein to heal properly! That nutritionist might just feed him a loaf of bread since he is using an outdated model!â Kevin argues back.
âKevin the doctor said clear soup also do you want to make Smiths sick? Vanilla protein powder and chicken broth?â Aaron asks disgust evident.
âIâd use unflavored but this is all thatâs in the house and I am not going shopping until this weekend is over.â Kevin argues back.
âSmiths went out shopping on Black Friday and came back unscathed. He even went out into the worst of it just to get some groceries for baking and breakfast.â Aaron says with a huff.
âHe still got stabbed!â Kevin returns.
âKevin, he was definitely not grocery shopping when he got stabbed.â Nicky shoots back.
âHe needs-â
âPrzywiÄ
ĆŒÄ ciÄ do krzesĆa.â Neil hears Smithâs Grandma cut Kevin off. Her tone is so sweet just like it has been the last couple times she has interrupted an argument between them all. She really has warmed up to them since Andrew confessed.
Nicky lets out a loud bark of laughter.
âAre you okay?â Aaron asks.
âYeah, cutting onions make me laugh.â Nicky returns quickly.
Kevin walks out of the Kitchen with the same gooey expression heâs gotten every time Smithâs Grandma has said something sweet to him but considering how often and how hard Nicky laughs at what she says he wonders if sheâs just sassing him in a sweet tone.
He really needs to pick up a phrase book.
He might like her even more if his theory is correct.
âIt shouldnât be a big problem.â Neil says but he is a bit more careful as he moves FFâs phone away from where it could get damaged. âSmith is definitely asleep. He looked really tired.â Neil says and it twists his own stomach to think about how FF looked in his hospital bed. FF wouldnât take anything more than the bare minimum when it came to pain medication.
Each âIâm fine.â He gave had him coming to a deeper and deeper understanding of how frustrating it is to have someone who is CLEARLY not fine say they are.
âIâm more concerned about who might text you.â Andrew says.
Neil shrugs, âIchirou is more the type to just show up.â Because itâs true. Every time heâs met Ichirou there had been very little warning.
Andrew frowns but then Nicky is coming out with lunch. It was nothing fancy but a home cooked meal always made Neil feel warm. Smithâs grandma had just been using what was in their pantry so far but the two other meals (and her pie) had been amazing.
âLunch is ready. Weâll head back to the hospital afterwards to see when Smithy can get discharged.â Nicky says putting a large bowl of pasta in the center of the table. Aaron came out a moment later with the Parmesan shaker and the protein powder bottle.
âHere you go Kevin, add as much as you want to your own meal.â Aaron says in a sweet tone just like Smithâs Grandma.
âEat shit Aaron.â Kevin scowls now knocked out of his gooey expression as fills his plate with pasta and reaches for the Parmesan.
Neil canât help but let out a puff of laughter at the interaction and lets the worry of being away from his phone slide away. FF was sleeping, he was safe, and Ichirou had not expressed any interest in talking to him.
âPass that to me when youâre done.â Neil asks pointing at the Parmesan as he fills his and Andrewâs plates.
***
There had been a plan.
Nathaniel Wesninski was supposed to be at this hospital at least according to his cell phone location. His future investment was not the best at keeping that device on him though so he was willing to wait when there were no signs of the Wesninski. There would, of course, be a cost for his patience. He had his men go seek out the uninvolved civilian. If Wesninski came back and found his friend threatened due to his lackadaisical nature with his phone perhaps heâd remember to keep it on him.
Except now that very uninvolved civilian is sitting in front of him. The âSmithâ that Wesninski had spoken of.
He sees Wesninskiâs phone sat on the table and his eyes go back to the young man in front of him. He wonders if this was some ploy by Wesninski, some statement. This young man in front of him took out one of the Butcherâs top men on his own.
Heâd confirmed it when heâd gone to see Jackson earlier that day. He went to remind them what would happen if they tried to turn over anything to the Federal agents and to see how two of his biggest headaches had been taken out so suddenly.
Jackson talked about how Wesninskiâs friend hadnât seemed surprised to find him in the alley, had seemed like he had been expecting it and how swiftly he had been taken out. Wesninskiâs guard dog had gone out afterwards and theyâd lead Romero into a trap that resulted in his arrest and this civilian swearing up and down that Romero was the one that stabbed him even though Romero asserts that he never had a firm grip on the knife.
A great way to ensure he was held by the police while they were fully investigated. They wouldnât have much time to investigate either of the Butcherâs remnants. Ichirou was only offering the choice between something painful or something easy.
The young man in front of him offered nothing, waiting for Ichirou to begin the talks. His expression clearly showing that heâd happily wait Ichirou out as if he was long used to tense silences. There is no doubt that this man in front of him knows exactly who he is but he still has the audacity to wait him out.
âWhere is Wesninski?â He tightens his fist at having to ask first.
âThatâs not Captain Neilâs last name anymore.â FF returns with the first hint of expression on his face being a frown.
The first piece of information given. So, loyal to Nathaniel and not to the Wesninski line. Loyal to Captain Neil.
âCaptain Neil is getting lunch.â He answers, âIâm the only one here for you to talk to right now.â He adds after a moment putting his hands on the table.
Ichirou can understand what isnât being said.
âDoes, Josten, realize youâre here?â He asks taking care to use Wesninskiâs new last name knowing he wouldnât get his answers otherwise. He has a hard time imagining the man who was so loyal to his friends purposefully leaving this one to act as defense for him.
Wesninski had been very clear during his brief phone conversation with him, âSmith was just caught up in all of this. Heâs not a threat to you Lord Moriyama.â He had said voice steady and without a hint of a lie.
âIn the hospital? Of course.â He returns, âDown here talking to you? Heâll probably be upset.â he says after a moment.
âAnd yet, youâre here.â He says mirroring the manâs own relaxed posture.
Loyal but willing to do something that might displease the one he is loyal to if it would keep them safe. Ichirou stops himself from looking to his left where his most loyal man stood. Connor had stepped in front of threats he hadnât seen coming plenty of times, had questioned him even when Ichirou had threatened to cut out his tongue for it, and had always had the courage to look Ichirou in the eye when he explained himself no matter how injured he was or how irate Ichirou was.
Itâs something rare and it seems like it is something Wesninski has found unknowingly.
âYes, Iâm here to talk about Friday night.â He says, âI assume youâve already spoken with Romero and Jackson.â He says moving the conversation away from Wesninski. Bringing Ichirouâs attention and possible ire to himself.
A truly rare find in his world.
âYes, letâs talk about Friday night.â He agrees.
***
What was it about the Smith family and making great food?
It was just a simple combination of canned tomatoes, butter, pasta, onions, cheese, spices and garlic but it had Neil going for a third serving. Smithâs Grandma had really made enough to feed an army and when heâd commented Nicky had just reached over and tried to pinch his cheek fat only for his fingers to find little to grab onto, âYouâre too thin! Eat more!â He exclaimed before repeating it to Smithâs Grandma in Polish who nodded earnestly.
Wymack was at the table after he took a shower. Kevin was still trying to convince Aaron of all people that he should be allowed to put protein powder into the clear soup that was simmering on the stove top for FF. The dietary restrictions someone faced while they were healing from stomach surgery was no joke.
The other Dealer had dropped despite Wymack and Neilâs best attempts to get Lisa to stay. Seemed determined to head back to her small town and rejoin the family cult she had escaped from. Heâd been worried about her going home but she had insisted sheâd be back.
It was unfortunate but it was also Lisaâs choice.
His stomach twists wondering if FF is going to go back to Washington with his Grandma when he gets released. There had barely been a whisper of danger from Neilâs past since Ichirou had put that bullet in Rikoâs head and now one of his few friends that had been entirely uninvolved in that nightmare was in the hospital because of him.
Andrew elbows him.
Neil turns to look and Andrew is carefully putting a penne pasta on each prong of his fork, âI can hear you worrying.â He says in Russian.
âWhat if Smith leaves?â He responds back in the same language.
âHe has the right to.â Andrew shrugs and shoves the pasta into his mouth.
âI donât want him to.â Neil admits, FF is a friend. A good friend.
âHe still can leave even if you donât want him to.â Andrew says as he proceeds to once again put a penne pasta on each of his forkâs prongs. âI donât think he will though.â He adds before shoving his fork into his mouth again.
Neil blinks, âWhy?â He asks.
FF isnât like how Neil was his Freshman year, heâs steady and sure but Neil wouldnât blame the Freshman if âpossibly being killed off by remnants of my Captainâs crime familyâ is a step too far for FF. Wouldnât blame FF if he runs.
âHe still calls you Captain Neil.â He says reaching over and squeezing Neilâs knee with his hand.
Neil blinks.
He thinks.
FF laid out on the concrete as Andrew worked to stem the blood from his stab wound, âItâs a weird sex alley Captain Neil! I donât know WHAT to tell you!â He exclaims ready to make a joke even as heâs bleeding because of a situation Neilâs existence put him in.
FF still floating from the initial large amount of pain medication he was on pulling on Neilâs sleeve, âIâm glad youâre okay Captain Neil.â Before falling back into his drugged sleep.
FFâs eyes softening as Neil offered to get a nurse to give him more pain medication, âReally Captain Neil, Iâm fine.â He says.
He lays his own hand over Andrewâs.
âI guess he does.â He offers a small tentative smile.
âEat your pasta Junkie.â Andrew says in English now.
âYouâre too thin!â Nicky reminds him and Smithâs Grandma must have picked up on the terminology since she nods earnestly in agreement as the two of them were packing up leftovers and the soup Smithâs Grandma had made for him so they could head back to the hospital to keep FF company.
***
âWhy did you go out into the alley?â Ichirou asks.
âIsnât it better that I was in the alley?â The man across from him asks with a raised brow, as if Ichirou was asking a strange question. âIf I had stayed in the club, who knows what would have happened or how many people would have been hurt.â He explains without Ichirou needing to lower himself to asking.
Thereâs truth to that.
Itâs been on the news that the remaining Wesninski inner-circle had been captured but since thereâd only been one injury it had been largely overshadowed by news regarding the mass injury incidents surrounding Black Friday. If Romero had started had gotten the general public involved this would be much harder for him to silence the ones involved.
StillâŠ
âThis has caused me quite a bit of trouble. It does not look good that I am not the one who found them.â He says because thereâd been talks from some of the old men he had yet to rid himself of from his Fatherâs time. They had wanted the remaining Wesninski men to be brought back into the fold but there was little chance of that happening now. Ichirou planned on disposing them after showing that they were worthless and using it as an excuse to start removing some of the dead weight from his fatherâs time.
Ichirou was not a man who tolerated incompetence.
âIsnât it better that they were taken into custody like this?â The man across from him asks, âThey were some of the Butcherâs best from what Captain Neil has told me. The fact that it only resulted in me going to the hospital and they were taken out by Andrew and I is one of the better outcomes.â He says.
Ichirou pauses and considers it.
The two men that those relics had wanted for their âcompetenceâ and âabilityâ had been taken out in a way that showcased what Ichirou had thought of them. They were sloppy, they were over-confident, and worst of all they were incompetent.
âBefore I forget.â Smith says and his hand goes to the bulge in his jacket pocket.
Ichirou can feel Conner tense behind him and he wonders where this had gone wrong or how the conversation had broken down but he doesnât have long to wonder about it as Smith pulled something out that was unmistakable as a toy with itâs bright yellow coloring. Smith sets it on the table between them and Ichirou cannot help the confusion that must show on his face despite his many years of training to keep his face blank.
âWhat is that?â Conner asks sounding utterly bewildered behind him.
âI used this to temporarily blind Jackson during our fight. I figure it would be useful evidence for you.â Smith says.
He hears a bark of laughter to his right as Michael reaches for the toy.
Useful evidence indeed.
It would be easy to show this as a sign that those relics could hardly be trusted to have an opinion in how he ran his empire. Those men they so prized taken out by a childrenâs toy.
This has gone to his benefit.
âSo it would seem.â He finally says, âI will make sure to reward your assistance.â He says wanting a stronger hold over the man in front of him, a tie of some sort to the Moriyama family.
Smith shakes his head in the negative. âI didnât do anything noteworthy. Whatever it is should go to Captain Neil.â He argues.
Rare find indeed.
âIt will be done.â He says and figures with the additional cash flow eliminating the search for the Wesninski men, the removal of his fatherâs hanger-ons, and the blood he can squeeze from the family Romero and Jackson had intended to go to ( a supposedly allied family) he could more than afford to drop what his three Exy investments owed him as a percent.
His eyes shift over to Smith across from him and finds that he was even more willing to lower those percentages if he could not only drop the dead weight of his fatherâs empire but perhaps gain someone useful. âStill, I like to reward those who have directly benefitted me. We will take care of any and all hospital fees related to this incident.â He looks to his right and Michael nods.
Smithâs face doesnât give much away, his pokerface was quite exceptional.
âThank you." He accepts and says nothing else so Ichirou decides to make his offer.
âI have heard that you are studying languages.â He says.
âI am.â Smith says.
âWhich ones do you know?â He asks.
Smith blinks, surprised by the question, âFluently? French, German, Spanish, Polish, Dutch, Italian, R-â he pauses and shakes his head, âRecently, Iâve been studying Japanese, Chinese, and some Korean.â He says strangely stumbling over a word for the first time this entire conversation.
A useful skill.
âIf you ever find yourself looking for work,â Ichirou snaps his fingers and Conner had a card in his hand in an instant, consider reaching out.â He says before he offers it with both hands and is pleased when Smith accepts it with a slight bow before taking it with both hands. âI see you are also studying the etiquette.â He adds.
Smith looks up from the business card and he looks paler but Ichirou chalks it up to the fact that bowing slightly with his current stomach status likely hurt far more than he had let on. âIf you donât know the etiquette you only know half of the language.â He says and Ichirou quite likes the sentiment.
âTell Josten that I no longer need to speak with him. Our conversation was satisfactory.â Ichirou says as he rises to his feet.
âI will do thatâŠLord Moriyama.â Smith says bowing his head politely.
***
The sight of Ichirou Moriyama was always going to be one that made Neil nervous.
The only good thing about seeing him right now was that Kevin had gone with Coach and Aaron in a separate car so that the two of them could continue their argument about protein powder in FFâs soup and Andrew had snagged a spot up front while Coach would have to park farther back.
âLord Moriyama, I did not expect to see you here.â He greets head down and he almost goes to his knees if it wouldnât have attracted the sort of attention that Ichirou hated from the public. He just hopes that Andrew isnât scowling and that Nicky and Smithâs Grandma can keep quiet.
âPerhaps if you kept your phone with you then my appearance would not be such a surprise.â Ichirou comments idly, âThough I suppose I did have a very beneficial conversation with Smith. Quite a bright young man you have as a friend.â He compliments and Neilâs head shoots up in surprise at it.
Ichirou had spoken with FF.
FF who was fading in and out of consciousness.
âI have faith that he will not reveal anything.â Ichirou adds and Neil clenches his fist and wants desperately to ask what happened. Wants to know what state heâs going to find his friend in. âI have not done anything to harm him, you are lucky to have aâŠfriend like that.â Ichirou says as if physical damage was the only thing that Ichirou Moriyama was capable of.
âYes Lord Moriyama, he is a very talented and skilled defenseman.â He says hoping that if nothing else Ichirouâs desire for Neil and Kevinâs future profitability would have him reconsider doing anything in the future to FF to ensure they would have good showings for the professional teams.
âYes, he was quite talented in your defense.â Ichirou nods, âI will reach out with details of our new deal once some affairs have settled. Take care of your friend, Josten.â Ichirou says before continuing out of the hospital.
New Deal?
Neil banished the thought from his head. They needed to get up to FFâs room and he needed to make sure his friend was okay and find out what exactly had happened.
Andrewâs hand came to the back of his neck and squeezed, âCalm down.ïżœïżœ Andrew ordered voice soothingly blank even if Neil could feel the way his grip stuttered. âLetâs go.â
***
The Nurses were saying something about âaggravating stitchesâ and âlucky nothing toreâ but it was all white noise to FF as he continues to think about the business card burning a hole in his pocket.
Ichirou Moriyama.
Heâd just had an entire conversation with Ichirou Moriyama.
His stomach was already hurting from his ill advised walk but the moment heâd seen that name on the business card he had accepted his insides had been pure acid. He missed his Pepto Bismol more than anything right now, what he would give for just a single hit of the sweet pink relief.
He couldnât figure out what was worse.
The fact that he had given over EVIDENCE to the head of a Yakuza group (was it a yakuza group or was it a mafia group?).
The fact that heâd been right in his thoughts from the abyss that the man in the cafeteria looked like a Yakuza member (was it a Yakuza or Mafia?).
The fact that heâd just seen a Japanese guy and thought âOh, must be the Japanese FBI guy Iâm supposed to talk toâ which means heâd still been kind of racist.
The fact that he just realized that he had Captain Neilâs phone and not his own meaning that Ichirou had been telling Captain Neil to come to the cafeteria and FF just showed up like a dipshit trying to pitch their lie about the alley.
Finally there was the fact that Ichirou Moriyama had apparently been impressed enough to offer him a spot within his Yakuza group (Yakuza or Mafia?)
Would it be weird to ask during the interview process? Is there an interview process to join organized crime? Do they have benefits? Wait a crime family is paying for his hospital stay right now. This is too much.
He considers asking the nurse to yes please crank up the pain killers and just let him slip into a nice not embarrassing coma but then Captain Neil and Andrew were rushing into his room. âSmith!â Captain Neil exclaims.
Well, too late to ask for that coma.
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Polish in this chapter:
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ĆŒÄ ciÄ do krzesĆa = I will tie you to a chair
#Fluent Freshman AU#MAN that was a long one#Also just like having to build that misunderstanding took forever#I need a nap#which is to say that I'm going to bed since it's 2 AM#Not pictured is Michael pointing the McDonald's Happy Meal Toy at Conner and pulling the trigger#And Conner going Shit that's bright#And Michael now has to drive the car#The Moriyama men who were looking for Smith absolutely got a talking to#Like a man of THAT caliber got within spitting distance of Lord Moriyama? Unacceptable#Just be grateful he wanted to TALK.#Also not pictured is Kevin and Aaron continuing that argument in the car as Kevin tries to rope Aaron in#to making the perfect protein supplement for Smith's recovery#Kevin is thankfully so focused on this that he just flat out misses that they parked like four cars away from where Ichirou Moriyama is#Neil may Velcro his phone to him now.#Man can you imagine Neil having his Josten Jorts(tm) and he's added a velcro strip to all of them#Andrew just looking on like yeah I still think he's hot and sighing to himself#This is where you've laid your affections Andrew#DEAL WITH IT#Alright it's like 2:20 AM after doing the tags and @-ing everybody#AFTG#AFTG AU#AFTG OC#Andreil#FF - Pt. 29
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thirteen is incredibly aware of how her actions are perceived and incredibly unaware of how her identity is perceived. like. thatâs the Point of her meeting the fugitive doctor. that she can stand next to herself and not know herself. but she knows her own actions. the real recognition of herself in fugitive isnât when she unearths the tardis or when fugitive calls herself the doctor. its when fugitive hands someone a loaded gun that will backfire and kill them only if they shoot at her first. because thatâs what thirteen would do. you know?
#shakes thirteen. IDENTITY ISSUES GIRL!!!!!!!#and its like this hyperawareness of what she Does rather than what she Is plays into the timeless child thing too.#because she doesnât break out of the matrix by. i mean she has an âim the doctorâ moment. its Not an âim the timeless childâ moment.#which feels pointed! and makes when she faces the master later and claims that Yeah This Was Good For Her Actually. Sheâs More Now. like!!!!#I know what you are!!!! liar!!!!!!!!! liar putting up a facade to someone who has hurt you deeply and whose perception of you has been#suddenly proven to be more deeply rooted in what you are than what you do!!!!!!!!!#and then when she gets back to her tardis sheâs Not fine about it because. how could she be.#but hey. she still proves herself to be the doctor in the end. because she canât pull the trigger.#but sheâll sure as hell let someone else do it and run away from the consequences.#GOD I LOVE HERRRRRR#thirteenth doctor
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KILL!!!!!!!!!
#my post#this is so mean. why did i make this#but also....... the gun is in your hands now#i'll admit that it's my fault for putting the gun in your hand... however i've no say in what you choose to do with it#will you pull the trigger and accept whatever happens from now on? will you give yourself into the role forced upon you?#no one will know anything if you don't say anything. there will be no consequences or repercussions to this choice#but you will know. and you will need to live with that knowledge for the rest of your life#a gun not fired is like an itch not stratched#in the end i have no control over what you do... but free will is a funny thing#the brain is very susceptible to suggestion... everything we see and experience will remain with us in some way#if that's the case then how much control do we really have in our lives? how do we separate what we really want vs what we're told to want?#things like hunger... desire... they're all things the body asks for. but are they things that we truly want?#or are they merely a mechanism built into us for the sake of survival?#everything blends into everything. your past actions will inform your current actions. you're the only one who's ever lived your life#you're the only one who will ever live your life#little variables and experiences we all share... but the order varies greatly from person to person. everything is just a series of events#the way i see the world is different than the way you see it regardless of how similar they are#what choice will you make now? and how does it differ from the choice you would've made a week ago? a month? a year? does it differ at all?#does free will truly exist? i think it does... but not in the way most people think it exists#you and i... we might differ on that thought. or we might not.#regardless of whatever i've been rambling about right now... refusing to make a choice is still a choice you make. life is ironic like that#does one of them really have to go? that's for you to decide now#i've merely chosen to put the gun in your hand. to make you aware of the possibilities#so i hope you realize what power your choices have#dca fandom#daycare attendant#yeah sometimes i just say things that i think are deep but they're really not#i hope the choices i make have an effect on others. even if it's just one person...#if i can make even just one person think about something they wouldn't have normally thought about then isn't that a win?#life is a series of choices... ''it'd be great if you could see a figure of light by the time you die'' âĄ
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okay im gonna lie down for a bit but if i don't get up and finish this fic and post it tonight im exploding myself for REAL. hold me accountable guys
#it's just a fluff fic i don't know Why im struggling so hard with it. and yet.#but unfortunately i just spent several hours in the heat running some errands and stuff and i have died. badly.#(<- guy who gets migraines from heat and just spent the last 5.5 hours running errands with a car that has busted ac.)#(it's 93f. which is a marked improvement from last week's 105+ temps but still. i have died badly)#but i want to be done w this fic so i can do other things. so if im not done with it tonight....... đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„#so yeah. if im not finished up and editing in like 2 hours time pull the trigger piglet#rimi talks
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Pac finding the reports around the disappearance of worker WB011 and the signed yet not sealed report saying Bad is innocent, slooooowly replacing it with guilty. Changing it back, but not leaving the page, not leaving the book. Deliberating with a huge, huge amount of power he now holds in his hands against the man whoâs been nothing but off putting at best, dangerous and an attempted kidnapper at worst. Who has been entirely suspicious and hostile.
He swaps innocent out for suspect, and leaves everything where he found it. Of course he did, not only does he find actual reasons Bad is super suspicious, but itâs the decision that gave him some options, some sort of agency in this whole back and forth theyâve got going on.
For once, Pac has control, he has the final choice. He could fuck over Badâs entire plan with those few changes. The power is finally in his hands.
#smth about pac finding power in something that isnât just. like. entirely self destructive hfjskfls#how heâs just kinda. never the one in charge in situations? always swept up in the power or confidence others have?#he had the power. that book in his eyes is a loaded gun and he could finally be the one pulling the trigger#changing events instead of being the one changed#and yeah he does gen think bads been sus as fuck but itâs like. thatâs not all thatâs going on rn#heâs got power and he will deliberate for forever but heâll end up using it#edit: it doesnât entirely matter if this changes the Feds investigation or not because to Pac it just might yknow#itâs more personal than anything#mcyt#qsmp#q!pactw#pactw#bbh#q!bbh#z speaks
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i know i won't be leaving here with you
#tricked yall. this isn't actually about thorsten and victor it's about those two rabbits from the opening scene of tödliche tarnung#tatort stuttgart#(that was a lie this is my thorsten/victor thesis statement)#are they GOOD for each other? debatable. did they spend 90% of their acquaintance lying to each other? absolutely. are they both really#competent in their respective fields and really good at working together when they want to? yeah. is there something more than a little#homoerotic about all of it?#yes <3#the thing about take me out is that it's a rival snipers song and it's a song about machinery and knowing only one of you is getting out of#this alive . the thing about take me out is that it's about the moment before you both pull the trigger#still very annoyed by the GAPING continuity fail in spiel auf zeit btw. i'm sorry you're gonna base a whole escape plan on victor faking#there being a daughter thorsten doesn't know about. when tödliche tarnung TOLD us that victor has a daughter and OH YEAH thorsten (or chris#is her GODFATHER#come on. guuuuuyyyssss#i like making vids that feel a little like they're spiraling. repeating the same scenes (but not quite the same moments) over and over#again until it resolves into something either further up or further down but not far away from where we started#flashing back and back unable to look directly at the key moment until it passes and it becomes possible to move on#i ALSO like sebastian's silly little gazelle hop in that scene right after victor saves thorsten's life. symmetry would have demanded i add#some sort of baustelle instead on exactly that beat but no damn you. not throwing out the silly gazelle hop
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boss lady doodle that i started during cringetober but didnt finish (i rewatched way of the househusband yet again.) nya
#way of the househusband my beloved comfort show way of the househusband#i highly recommend it! its on netflix. selling points:#its hilarious. youâd think they would run out of jokes but they never do#it has a cool style where its basically a very elaborate comic dub of the manga so the episodes are compilations of skits. ideal for adhders#gender roles ehe#it has kitty cats#it has a kickass metal intro#yeah.#its sooooo funny#the plot is about a yakuza who left to become a househusband#and as the show goes on we see more ex yakuza working at the grocery store and walking their dogs and being absolute losers#also the women characters are written like people so its a good anime đ#tatsus autistic swag is unmatched#me and the bad bitch i pulled by being covered in blood#the rewatch triggered a bigger project that ill post soon#get hyped i guess#YIPPEE YAY HIBARI TORII I LOVE YOU i can be your sleepy loser husband if you want#art#my art#gokushufudou#way of the house husband#way of the househusband
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So I've been planning to get a kitty cat for a while now... and a close coworker of mine is currently fostering four kittens and their mother... and every morning I wonder if I should message him on Teams like "so about those kitty cats..."
#like yeah im sure the organization they're from would want to thoroughly vet me#and im totally open to that#just like... wondering if i should pull the trigger now or...#chrissy speaks
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Thinking about that time when a popular artist was a prick to me personally (claimed that I "baited" them for a conflict when all I did was pointing out something in lore contradicting their claim, without any rudeness or condescension, and basically told me to go hang out with other autists instead of bothering them) but the reason I blocked them was not that, it was the fact that they've admitted on not even caring about the source material and just using scraps from it to do their own thing. Priorities hfngkfngj
#fandomry rambles#I can excuse asserting ego at my expense and acting as though my knowledge of lore is an offence but-#-I draw the line at taking advantage of an IP to get attention easier instead of 'just making an OC'#there is a line between creative liberties and not caring about source material!!! they are not the same thing!#and FANdoms are places for FANs of something! not for some pricks to advertise themselves!#again I just pointed out something that seemed like honestly forgetting or not knowing#and I instantly commented on how alternative they suggested wasn't bad and how it could still work!#but because they have super frail ego they perceived it as a personal attack apparently#and since Anna unblocked me right after to stalk me it just feels like they mocked me within their group later#again I wonder why popular artists with high skill but very little care for canon are SO insecure?#everyone admires them everyone wants to be their friend everyone draws fanart of their designs and ships#and yet slight event out of the line makes them turn into that one Wojack with a crying face behind smug mask#like how do you shovel notes and have more attention than what you can give back and STILL are this-#-insecure? really popularity can't heal you#if you fellow nobody artists feel as though your art being noticed would heal you: no it would not#honestly as for care for canon they already gave signal by boasting about prettyfying micolash because-#-they preferred 'aesthetic'#it is just something I've neglected because I was looking at redesigning characters differently#but seeing awful bimbo marikas for two years taught me better ngl#really I am dying to see them try to pull this one out with a female character#no really. try to pull the 'she looks ugly but I want me aesthetic so I polished her'.#hate double standards regarding drawing the character depending on their gender#but yeah in case you could not tell touching Bloodborne with ten yards stick just triggered a bad memory#I just.... I still love that game story and characters. I can feel it looking at these posts.#I really am the 'just make an OC' person#they should become friends with Eugene (champion of not caring for the source material) if not already
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