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I'm so angry. They told me to wait so Allister could pass things on his own and so little has come out of him they want me to come back but they want me to come in through an appointment in the afternoon instead of the urgent care and, they're literally having me come in 3 hours before they close.
That's not enough time for them to do anything, to monitor him, administer multiple enemas, anything. I'm not even sure the deobstipation is worth it because i guess I need to clarify, that's just a fancy word for "digging stuff out by hand so you can like only get so much out as far as your fingers can reach anyways despite how risky the procedure is"
They genuinely should've just done it like weeks ago if they thought he would need it at all. They kept having me come back over and over and over and over despite me literally telling them I had to crowdfund his veterinary care and now I'm going to be spending almost 2 grand in payment plans over the next year. They could've just spent one day giving him as many enemas as possible until he was empty but then we have to give them time to even work, so....
I kept telling them over and over that there was a risk I would spend so much money on vet care that I couldn't euthanize him and all of these treatments have almost completely drained my funds and then they tell me "oh jsyk constipation is like an extremely agonizing way to die uwu". I would have to forward money and completely empty out my savings account to afford rent and his treatment if they want surgery today. My rent might even be late and unlike my last landlord who was an individual unit owner, this is a management company that will charge you $75 late fees after so many days
Every appointment has been over 100, 200, 300 dollars and I've had like 5 or 6 of them at this point and he's still not pooping, at least not a lot; he's dropping marble sized pieces kind of, everywhere. I just. Jesus fucking christ if he isn't getting better like??? I can't??? Do anything else? I can't be homeless in this area; there are literally homeless addicts breaking into my locked apartment building to sleep in our laundry room and the stairwell. I cannot be homeless again.
I just also. There's trauma there too. I can't do what my mom constantly did and drive myself into debt over an animal and risk my housing if there's not a good prognosis. That abusive crazy cunt literally stopped trimming her aggressive dog's nails until the poor thing literally started becoming paralyzed and then she was working 12, 16 hour shifts and leaving this poor thing along in an apartment to pee on pads and her carpet. And SHE'S the one who has Allister's mom :(
I just. Have to see. Maybe I'll give them a phonecall and see if I can come in earlier. I'm just so mad. They never even gave me a quote for how much it would cost to euthanize him. I might have to put down my happy cuddly baby or wait for him to conpletely deteriorate. I can't wait to open up commissions no one will want or be happy with so I can financially recover from my cat dying.
#im just glad im away from my mom#every single day i remember some different traumatic thing she caused ne to experience#even walking outside this apartmsnt whenever i smell strong dog urine i remember her dog... wasting away#i couldnt even travel for my grandmothers funeral without her having to bring a dog literally collapsing and needing carried#humiliated in front of my cousins and extended family as they politely tell me in private that my mom has to put the poor dog down#not even being able to bond with my family because her dog has collapsed after getting out lf the car#my mom screaming at me in a public parking lot because shes literally forcing me to help her carry her dog and i was so stressed i left#she and my sister honestly deserve each other. ill never speak to either until the day i die
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Ten days into 2024 and it already feels like there's been enough events to fill 5 months.
(Seriously though, it's sad to say goodbye to Mat but I do wish him luck going forward)
(Oh also that's what this post is about btw)
#game theory#matpat#goodbye matpat#and meatcanyon#also like all the other stuff#mickey mouse went public domain and all the chaos that came from that#tetris nes was beaten finally#2024 has been one hell of a 10 days#our flag means death was cancelled#tom scott left too#that thing with Goodtimeswithscar im still not ready to talk about#and now mat leaving after 13 years#2024 has been one hell of a ten days
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Me reading smut in public: *completely blank face*
Me reading fluff in public: *trying to stop smiling, blushing and giggling*
#relatable#reading smut in public with a straight face#currently trying to hold back smiling whilst reading fluff so my friends don't question ne
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i don’t know how you do it but somehow every time you post on patreon i’m like. walking into my college and can’t open it until the end of the day. sort of hilarious and also gives me something to look forward to when i get home
Jshdhfkd i get this a lot. @imdamagecontrol is always somewhere like in line for a sandwich or they’re at school. @solmussa is always on a plane or in public, hiding in restrooms to look. @assclaptherapy i’m convinced has hidden in every single closet known to man. And i’m convinced @greenvlvetcouch just lives at wallmart
#my favorite thing#they always scream at ne#INDI IM IN PUBLIC#well its not my fault you live in NARNIA#mail box
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Controversial idea for the future: Gen Alpha kids and their families should be able to sue the board of education and the state if their kid wound up illiterate.
I live in Nebraska, and the government is trying to de-publicize education by increasing funding for private schools and providing sponsorships to approved families as public schools are being left to squander in the trash. I have a feeling that we're on the cusp of a complete collapse of public education here, and we should be allowed to punish the system for destroying our trust and welfare.
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Vault Public Offering NE IPA (Picked up at MOM's Organic Market in Philadelphia). A 4 of 4. Big tropical fruit and orange citrus in the nose and more herbal notes than you usually get in the background. Beautiful hazy body with quite a bit of smooth creaminess to it and a nice slightly bitter and piney finish.
#vault#public offering#ne ipa#hazy ipa#india pale ale#beer#MOM's organic market#philadelphia#4#pennsylvania
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#g0r3c0r3#g0rewh0re#yamikawaii#gore blog#menhera#im going to kms#hello kitty#cokewhore#coca?ne#hehe :3#he has 97 mental illnesses and is banned from most public spaces
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Been thinking about how Jack Stauber handled his Micropops. The concept of making and sharing shorter 1-minute jingles/demos and extending them into full songs later. I think it's a really neat idea in theory. It allows you to brain dump a bunch of cool catchy choruses without getting hung up on one song in particular.
Unfortunately, it also requires some level of vulnerability, and pigeonholes you into getting fans to repeatedly ask that you extend a song you truly don't believe needs extending, or do the opposite and complain that a song was better off on its own.
But also, as for the songs he did actually extend, the way he did it was always very strange. There would be additional verses of course, but also like 2-3 different bridges/interludes tacked on that sounded nothing like the main chorus, giving the trippy effect of sounding like you're flipping through the radio within a single song. That's not an extension my guy, you are just gluing other tiny songs to your tiny song.
#written in the past tense because idk if he ever plans on returning to the public rip#Also some people criticize the lack of focus and consistency in the tone of his music#and i can def see people getting annoyed by that#but honestly i dont mind it.#i think that the stream-of-consciousness tonal shifts throughout that music gives him his characteristic je ne sais quoi i find compelling#jack stauber
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it's funny because I am actually on medication for gender dysphoria lol it's just not T. but does that count as medical transition? am I just a xenogender poser who's going to detransition the second it becomes too hard and leave trans siblings stranded. is me sitting here stressing about this proof that I'm too obsessed with validity discourse instead of focusing on the material needs of transness. Lol
#should i stop talking about how other trans people make ne feel dysphoric because its not their fault#and js this further proof that im a pozer or whatever#ffuck maybe dude#but this is my shitty tumvlr blog and im not a public figure#so who give a shit
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the entire nes library is 287mb. think about that. that’s not even a single gigabyte. in a just world, you could have this on your phone for free, it would just be on there.
#TWO HUNDRED AND EIGHTY-SEVEN FUCKING MEGABYTES. FOR EVERY GAME ON THE NES. AND NINTEND WANTS TO CHARGE MONEY TO LET YOU EMULATE *SOME*#OF THEM????? ITS NOT EVEN A WHOLE GIGABYTE. god. im so sorry. its just so fucked up.#its literally so tiny and theyre like 30 years old and No One Should Be Making Money Off Them. they should literally be like sherlock holmes#books or dracula they should be fundamental parts of our culture that anyone can access.#im being completely fucking serious the fsct that we have a whole artform that has basically Nothing in the public domain. that people can’t#reach back and pull from common characters. mario should be a public domain guy. he should just appear in stories like king arthur does.#its actually fucking awful. it shouldnt be like this.#video game preservation is important to me. im done now.
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De manière assez random j'ai repensé à un mec sur qui j'avais un petit crush quand j'étais plus jeune et je me suis dit que j'allais faire ce que je sais faire de mieux c'est-à-dire stalker parce que les seules informations que j'ai sur Facebook ne sont pas suffisante mais quelle n'a pas été ma surprise de ne pas le trouver ailleurs ouin ma vie est si triste
#je ne l'ai pas trouvé sur Insta#mais j'ai trouvé sa sœur#qui est en privé#qui fait encore ça#wsh on est en 2024#mettez vous en public le temps de les investigations
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R.I.P Simon Belmont, he woulda loved the 80s 😔
#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#castlevania fanart#Castlevania nes#simon belmont#castlevania simon’s quest#simon’s quest#castlevania ii: simon's quest#my art#art post#posting these here cause they’ll get absolutely torn to shreds on other platforms lol#the Simon slay is just too powerful for them they aren’t ready for that yet XD#this is gonna be so weird for people on the main tags to run into hahahaha hello general public :3#but I like these!!! I am proud of them!!!#I think I’ll probably draw him in more outfits again soon it’s very fun he looks good in everything#I don’t think he’d wear pants willingly tho#it’d have to be purely out of necessity and he’d be miserable the whole time#ya know that one CV4 artwork of him with the shade completely covering his eyes#yeah he’d look like that and a completely deadpan stare too#so I looked up a bunch of skirts and picked out ones that I thought he’d like :)#the first outfit is very ‘Boys Don’t Cry’ and the second outfit is like ‘Two of Hearts’#but they’re both ‘Dead Man’s Party’ and ‘Head Over Heels’#at least those are the songs I kept thinking of while drawing them#I forgot I drew that little tiny sad Simon so close to these whoopsie doo#yeah anyway hope yall see my vision
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Mon compagnon qui me dit que si je me met à porter ce look au quotidien, il demande la fin de notre relation 😭
#jezatalks#c'est à moitié de l'humour#il aime pas le léopard et n'est pas fan de coupe mullet#mais jamais il ne m'empêchera si je décide d'en porter#j'ai grave envie de chemises ou jupes fluides léopards depuis quelques années#et voir ma sœur en porter l'autre jour a ravivé l'envie#pour le mullet je pense que ça m'irait bien#et j'ai envie de recolorer mes cheveux#ce qui m'en empêche c'est que le bain public où je vais accepte pas les coloration :'c (mais ils sont ok sur les tatoos)
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feeling complicated things this wednesday at 2pm
#thinking abt how at the tail end of high school both friend groups Completely cut me off..one because 1 girl was jealous the other#was soending more time with me and was tired of being essentially bullied by her. but not enough to not cut me out :')#and the other bc the Main Girl decided she didnt like me calling her out for being a jackass so she condemned me and the rest were too#afraid to challenge her lol. they ended up literally replacing me with a kid 2 yrs younger that i had previously been assigned as big siste#to??? lol and even she was happy to be included which. fine she was a kid not really her fault#but then 1 month after graduating wgich i sat thru Alone omi had her 1st stroke and then the hospital failed to notice the 2nd one she had#in their care. so my best and only friend in the world had her life stolen from her and her biggest fear realized overnight.#so ofc i completely shut down and ny mom is so personally offended by this she becomes wildly cruel and bullies the fuck out of ME#and i had already been suicidal for like a decade at that point and was Only staying alive for her sake. suddenly that was all for nothing#so i give up get into drugs and alcohol after having never touched any if it VEHEMENTLY being against it at all but fuck it at that point#which spirals into me dating my ex who was my new boss after my parents forced me to get a new job despite already deciding i was gonna kms#so he sexually harasses me until i say sure fuck it why not . except it turns out i fall in love easily. bc i had never dated before.#and then im public enemy number one for this and all the family friends and STRANGERS regardless of watching ne grow up or not#decide to jump on the lets attack slash be rude to slash bully this kid even more so they KNOW we dissaprove#anyway. its been a very long 9 years.#this is me Still leaving significant shit out too. god lol i was ROBBED of my early adulthood truly
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La pauvre Tatiana Ventôse est entrain de se prendre une douche par la gauche matrixée. On dirait limite qu'elle a conduit leurs parents à Auschwitz.
Je pense qu'ils font une réaction épidermique au faut que ses arguments se tiennent. On pourrait répliquer sur le terrain des idées mais ça demanderait du temps, de l'énergie, de la culture historique, philosophique et politique, et un sérieux examen de conscience. Or, la plupart des militants et sympathisants de gauche ces derniers temps sont des ressortissants de la gauche-caviar et ils fonctionnent à la croyance plus qu'à la pensée. Ils ont leur credo et ça leur suffit.
J'aime mieux la dernière vidéo de Tatiana, qui est plus élaborée, plus soutenue que la précédente, et donne meilleure matière à la critique — en ce sens qu'il va falloir charbonner pour la démonter intégralement. Ce qui me fascine sans doute le plus chez la rouquine du Nord, c'est cette manie qu'elle a de ressusciter la Gauche à l'ancienne, travailliste, patriote et populaire, et qui passe aussitôt aux yeux du gauchiste moyen (j'emprunte le terme à Lénine, ça date d'un siècle avant la dernière campagne vraiment socialiste de Mélenchon) pour un discours d'extrême-droite.
C'est rigolo, quand même. Les pillards font chaque nuit la démonstration de leur inféodation volontaire au capitalisme le plus décérébré ; ils vandalisent des équipements publics et des écoles ; ils appellent au meurtre des blancs, des juifs, des homosexuels, des policiers ; ils le font généralement au nom d'une religion qui cause des ravages dans la majeure partie du monde à l'heure actuelle ; et pourtant, curieusement, la Gauche presque tout entière prend leur défense, toute prête d'ailleurs à reprendre son discours de complaisance pour réclamer que le contribuable expie une faute originelle imaginaire en payant pour restaurer le mobilier dégradé, en professant sa compassion pour les racailles qui l'accablent...
Je suis en train de me disputer dans la section commentaires de mon dernier billet avec des gens certes charmants mais que j'estime redoutablement à côté de la plaque en termes d'analyse sociopolitique de la situation française, parce qu'ils croient notamment que les Français se seraient détournés de la Gauche véritable ; or, c'est une inversion des valeurs absolument tragique quand on considère le mode de vie des uns et des autres face aux discours gauchistes.
Je vais faire pire que donner raison à Tatiana Jarzabek, je vais donner raison à François Asselineau ! Lequel s'enquérait récemment de savoir pourquoi personne à l'Assemblée n'avait fait ne serait-ce qu'évoquer l'article 68 de notre Constitution prévoyant la destitution du Président de la République en cas de manquement à ses devoirs ? Certes, il y avait peu de chance que cela se fît mais les « Insoumis » ont déjà déposé suffisamment de motions de censure stériles pour craindre réellement l'échec législatif...
#tous les bons éléments du front de gauche ont été évincés et remplacés par des petits jeunes aux dents longues pétris de postmodernisme#tu m'étonnes que la gauche ne fasse plus recette#à la limite on en trouve encore assez de traces chez ruffin#mais ruffin président les gens savent fort bien qu'il se constituerait un gouvernement à gauche et l'on reviendrait à la case départ#de toute façon les gens sont épuisés et appauvris#ils n'ont pas envie de payer les pots cassés qui d'ailleurs sont cassés très littéralement là#et la gogôche ne fait qu'empiler les humiliations et les insultes#les gens veulent que la tragédie en cours cesse et ils n'écouteront qu'un discours ferme et sans concession pour les hooligans#tatiana ventôse#n'a pas un discours de droite mais un discours républicain#ce qui n'est pas synonyme de démocratique#mais nous ne sommes pas à un moment où il faudrait faire de grands discours misérabilistes sur les pauvres jeunes de banlieue#qui ne peuvent jamais dealer tranquilles et braquer des vieilles sans qu'un flic fasse du délit de faciès#nous nous sommes plus là#là nous récoltons les fruits de quarante années d'incurie des pouvoirs publics#donc la réponse appropriée n'est sans doute pas de rester les bras ballants#en pleurant sur le sort d'émeutiers qui risquent le profilage racial quand ils gueulent qu'il faut casser du “pd” au nom du coran
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