#ps i fucking LOVE giving fic recs

[cissyenthusiast010155]

Hi there! Your requests are open again soooo here’s mine (idk if it’s a good idea or not but yeah):

Y/n is a student in Nevermore (prolly Senior year so she’s 18, so it’s legal). She is in her dorm, talking with Enid about each other crush. After a while, Y/n confesses her crush on Principal Weems. Then, Enid cuts the conversation because she has to go to class. But a few seconds later, Enid enters the dorm complaining about the boring class she just left. This is where Y/n runs to the corridor to find Principal Weems winking at her. Later in the day, Principal Weems asks Y/n to join her in her office to “discuss” about what happened earlier (I’m obviously talking about hard smut because we love hard smut).

PS: If you take my request, could you please include mommy, pet and praise kinks (because why not)

Heyyyyy @ionlykneelformilfs!! I changed the story a bit from the rec, but I tried to stay as true to your ask as possible (:

Asking For It~ Larissa Weems xFem Student!reader

Mommy…Master List

Requests & Prompt-List

Warnings: NSFW, 18+!!!, smut, face sitting, cock riding, mommy kink, pet kink, praise kink, shapeshifting dick, etc.

Longer Fic

Enjoy (;

“Cmon y/n, we’ve been sitting here for hours! Who would you fuck??” Enid pressed.

“I told you, no one.” you insisted through your lying teeth.

“I told you about Wednesday!! It’s only fair you tell me about your special someone!” Enid exclaimed.

You huffed, “Fine. But it’s stupid.”

Enids eyes lit up at your defeat, “Who??”

“I’d fuck Weems…” you muttered.

“Who?!” Enid exclaimed even louder.

“I’d let Principal Weems fuck me!” You said, accidentally meeting her volume in voice.

Enid starting squealing and jumping up and down with excitement.

“Enid please!” You tried to calm your friend down, face red with embarrassment.

Then Enid fell to the floor with giggles.

“I can’t… I can’t believe it!!” She laughed while rolling on the floor.

You put your hands over your face, full of embarrassment. That’s when you noticed the clock.

“Oh shit, Enid! Class starts in 5 minutes!” You exclaimed, rushing to grab your bag.

Enid quickly propped herself up with a matching look of urgency, and the both of you ran out of the dorm to your next class, oblivious to the tall, blonde woman who had heard your confession…

Eventually, it was time for lunch, and you made your way to the outside courtyard. On the way there, you walked past the tall, blonde principal. You made quick eye contact only to be met with a sly wink from her. Your blush tenfolded and you quickly scurried away with the events of mere hours ago, imprinted in your brain.

Had Larissa somehow found out?

After having lunch with Enids incessant teasing of your attraction towards the one and only shapeshifter, you were making your way to your next class, when None other than Principal Weems pulled you aside.

With a glimmer in her eye, the blonde said in a hushed tone, “I’d like for you to stop by my office after your classes to discuss what happened today.”

Oh shit, she knew.

“Oh.” Your face stunned, “Ok, Principal Weems.”

With that, Larissa smirked and nodded. After saying that you rushed out of there for fear of anymore embarrassment. The rest of the day, your mind was tunneling on your expected meeting with Larissa. All your classes blurred together as your stomach tightened more and more. There was no avoiding the inevitable.

You sighed, after finishing your classes for the day, and you walked to Principal Weems’ office. You knocked on the door, your hand slightly shaking and heard a light “Come in.”

“Close the door, love.” Larissa instructed as you walked in.

Your stomache dropped at the nickname she gave you as you did as you were told and closed the door.

“Sit.” She said, indicating to the chair across from her and her desk.

You sat.

Larissa sighed and gave a light smile, putting her work away for the moment, and giving you her undivided attention.

Now that her eyes were fully on you, you squirmed in your seat a little.

“I wanted to discuss a curious thing which I heard earlier today.” Larissa said.

Your heart dropped at this.

“Oh…?” You stuttered out.

Larissa hummed in agreement.

She then got up from her chair and leaned against the side of her desk.

“I don’t believe that kind of talk is appropriate… especially for staff.” Larissa tutted, “luckily for you, I caught it and not another staff member…”

You looked down in shame and embarrassment.

“Darling, look at me when I’m speaking to you.” Larissa sternly said, with a turn of tone.

That nickname went straight to your core just like the other one…

You gulped and looked up and you were met by Larissa’s brilliant blue eyes.

“Can I go?” you timidly asked, your hopes crushed.

Larissa’s face washed over with a multitude of emotions in mere seconds.

She nodded.

At that, you got up from the chair and quickly went to the door, wanting to forget this incident for the rest of your life.

“Wait.” Larissa decisively told you, as you were about to turn the door handle, “I just have one last question.”

“Hmm?” You asked, turning around halfway to see her making her way over to you.

Larissa now stood mere feet in front of you.

“Do I make you nervous?” She asked, genuinely curious.

You didn’t answer.

You couldn’t answer.

But you no answering made your answer extremely evident…

Larissa lightly smirked, now effectively pining you against the door.

“I am going to take that as a yes, love, but the next time you don’t answer me…” she lightly growled in your ear, not too much as she still wanted to gauge your response.

At her words and intimacy, you lightly gasped and blushed at the nickname.

This was the deciding moment…

It was now or never.

“You can go if you want.” Larissa purred, putting her arms on each side of your head, trapping you in her hold, “But if your stay, you’ll have to tell me what you want.”

You shuddered, “I… I…”

You couldn’t use your words, so you used your hands instead.

You clicked the lock on the door.

“Oh come on pet… You were so vocal about it earlier…” Larissa taunted.

She then grabbed your chin with one hand and ghosted her lips over your ear.

“Say it. Say you want me to fuck you. I need to hear you say it.” Larissa purred.

Your heart was racing.

You closed your eyes.

And you gave in.

“Fuck me, mommy. Please, I’m your pet, use me.” you mewled.

At that, Larissa’s lips clashed with yours.

Larissa dominated the kiss, eating your mouth out with skill, while still trapping you against the door.

You whimpered and bucked your hips in response to her ravaging your mouth.

Larissa chuckled at your sudden and apparent neediness.

She pulled away from the kiss, eliciting a whine from your throat.

“One more whine and I’ll bend you over my lap and spank you until your screaming my name, pet.” Larissa growled.

“Sorry Mommy…” you whispered.

“It’s alright pet, but your going to have to pay for that whine.” Larissa purred into your ear, “So how about you be good for mommy and lay down on the rug by the fireplace?”

“Yes, mommy.” You immediately responded and nodded, moving quickly to the rug.

Larissa knelt down and crawled on top of you.

“Let’s put the mouth to good use for mommy, hmmm pet?” Larissa purred.

“Yes, mommy!”

Larissa smirked at your eagerness as she positioned her own cunt right above your face, using a nearby chair to steady herself.

You immediately took to your job, lapping at Larissa’s soaked pussy like it was your last meal.

This drew a string of sweet moans from Larissa.

She eagerly bucked her cunt into your face.

“That’s it, pet. Make mommy cum and she’ll make sure ‘fuck’ is the only word in your vocabulary…” Larissa moaned as she was reaching her edge.

Larissa’s legs started to tremble as you furiously ate away at her folds, and pretty soon she came with a delicious moan.

You instinctually cleaned her up with your tongue, and Larissa backed up a bit so that she now had you pinned to the ground with a feverous look.

“Good, pet…” she purred, while licking and kissing the extra cum off your face.

You whimpered in desperate need of some friction in between your trembling legs.

“Don’t worry pet, I haven’t forgotten my promise to you.” She purred as she got off of you.

“Be a good pet and help mommy with her zipper.”

You scrambled up and helped Larissa unzip and step out of her dress, only for her to turn around and you to see she was packing…

You gulped.

She was Shapeshifter. Of course…

Larissa smirked at your dumbfoundness. She grabbed your chin and angled it up to her eyes.

“Mommy’s eyes are up here…” she taunted.

She then guided you by the chin to sit on her lap on the fireplace chair which she had previously used for support.

“Be a doll and take off mommy’s panties for her?” Larissa innocently batted her eyes at you.

You slipped them off and couldn’t not stare.

Fuck, was she big…

By the time you had recovered from your shell shock, Larissa had taken it upon herself to remove her bra.

“You want mommy to fuck you?” Larissa rhetorically taunted, “then ride my dick, pet…”

You whimpered at the sight of her.

Larissa’s eyes gleamed with lust, and she leaned forward, cupping your chin and purred, “What’s the matter, pet? Cat got your tongue…?”

You looked at her, to her massive dick, and the back at her.

“I… I don’t know if I can… fit…” you whispered embarrassingly.

Larissa’s eyes softened a bit at your words of hesitations.

She cupped your chin lightly, “If your up for this, we’ll go slow at first, ok love?”

You nodded.

“Words, pet.” Larissa said, immediately shifting back into her earlier state.

“Yes, mommy.”

“Good girl…” she purred, as she guided you onto her cock.

You slowly sunk down on her dick, Larissa letting you adjust.

“OHhHhh Fuck…” you moaned at her size now almost fully inside you.

“Breathe, pet.” Larissa purred into your ear, “You’re doing so well for mommy.”

Once you had adjusted better, you began to sway and wiggle around, trying to get a rhythm.

“Let mommy help you, pet.” Larissa purred, grabbing your hips and helping you to slowly bob up and down on her length.

You couldn’t contain your moans at this point. And Larissa was groaning right by side you.

“Faster please, mommy…” you mewled, your brain already fuzzy from her filling you up.

Larissa couldn’t help but chuckle, happily speeding up the tortuously slow pace she had been going at.

Pretty soon, Larissa was pounding into you, eliciting multitudes of pleasurable cries from your lips.

“Mommy… please…!” You cried out, overwhelmed and on the edge within mere minutes.

“What, pet? Use your words.” Larissa groaned.

“Please…! Need to cum…!” You mewled, unable to form coherent sentences at this point.

Larissa chuckled at how cock-drunk you were already, “Go ahead pet, cum on mommy’s cock.”

You came with a cry of her name as Larissa thrusted into you, helping you ride out your high.

But she didn’t stop there…

She kept pounding up into you.

“Fuck… mommy… please…!” you came again with a straggled cry.

“You can take it, pet. Take mommy’s cock like a good girl.” Larissa purred.

By your fourth or fifth orgasm, you were spasming from overstimulation.

“Fuck! Please… too much…!” You cried out.

“Give mommy one more, love” Larissa moaned into your ear.

You moaned back in response but it was completely inaudible and incoherent.

Pretty soon you were at that edge again, “Mommy, Fuck!!” you screamed from her hitting your sensitive spot over and over again.

“Fuck, love… mommy’s close too…” Larissa groaned into your ear.

You both came together, your walls clenching against Larissa’s dick, as it spurted hot cum into your cunt. You couldn’t contain your screams.

You both just sat there breathless for a few minutes.

And when Larissa went to take you off her dick, you stopped her.

“What’s wrong? Are you okay, love?” Larissa immediately asked at your hesitation, having dropped her lustful persona.

“No.” You whispered, snuggling into her, “just like the feeling of you filling me up…”

Larissa lightly chuckled and smiled at you.

“You did so well, darling. So well.” She said, while you drifted off to sleep.

[goregraham]

“ Dwelling On Dreams -

The_Sinking_Ship on ao3.

drarry ; a fanfic ramble / rec

✨🕯️🧹 | When was anyone going to tell me that Harry Potter authors on ao3 don’t mess around? I have been up until 6am repeatedly because of this fic - my first ever drarry read mind you - and now I am convinced I have found whatever the literary version of cocain is. Draco was written so *so* well in this fic i actually don’t know how I am supposed to move on and forget him.

"Do you think that without love, we die?"

Draco had brushed him off, as he always did. "We die without air, without water, without sustenance. Love has nothing to do with it."

"Is love not air? Not water? What is love, if not sustenance?"

DO NOT speak to me I am fragile. I didn’t realise how badly I needed this dynamic blaring on my screen while the sun starts rising because what do you MEAN Draco couldn’t move on for ten years when he was the one who left, because how could anyone ever love Draco Malfoy, especially the hero? It’s giving Call Me By Your Name, “is it better to speak or to die”, because for the love of Merlin Draco CANNOT SPEAK !! FOR 14 CHAPTERS

This fic was a lengthy but heart wrenching inner monologue of Draco learning how the fuck you communicate for 130k words and I ate it up. The flashbacks of his teen years in muggle nightclubs, exploring sexuality, then progressing into this painful pining over what he thought he could never obtain drove me insane. I feel like I grew up with him, that’s my baby and I am sorry he is mean sometimes he’s working on it. Like I promise he didn’t mean to say it like that, i can hear his thoughts, please bear with him.

The way I need this fic on paper so I can highlight it and write a million tabs. I cannot wait to throw myself into more of these fics because honestly I haven’t read something this good on ao3 in a while and I needed to talk about it somewhere.

“ Until one day, Draco couldn't remember the feeling of Harry's hands, the colour of his eyes, the way his moans resonated in a dark room. Because the potions didn't just take away the dreams, they took the memories. And not just memories of Harry, but memories of his mother, and school, and the name of his Potions classmates, and in their place, buzzing blank spaces. “

I am on the floor. Don’t pick me up I need to lay here for a little bit ; he was so pained by his dreams of Harry that he made a potion to get rid of them? To find a way to move on, because he didn’t deserve Harry Potter, he is nothing in comparison. Harry is loved and Draco is despised, so he must find a way to let go. MY SHALAAA oh my shalaa I can’t do this anymore.

I have never once posted about a fic before. This did it for me, I won’t shut up now and I am currently in a state of mourning because what do I even read after this? Thank you

ps Harry is an endearing hunk with a crooked smile and messy hair in this fic and I love him

“ He went to the kitchen and set the cups in the sink, hovering there for only a moment. Two cups in the sink — one tea-stained mug and one espresso cup with a matching saucer. Never had a mess looked so lovely, of that he was certain. “

[madwomansapologist]

Hi, i was wondering if you could write a smutty Agatha fic based on the song "Hypnotic" by Zella Day? Every time i listen to this song, it makes my think of Agatha and reader 💜

you taking over me | agatha harkness

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synopsis: You were a good person. You spend you live making sure that everyone would think that. A good daughter, a good wife, a good neighbor. You were a good person, but Agatha Harkness didn't care about your goodness. [3K]

warnings: based on "hypnotic", by Zella Day. smut. non-consensual voyeurism (in so many ways). saphic couple. cheating (both you and agatha cheating on your husbands #feminism). oral sex. public sex. fingering. nudes. people pleaser!reader. kinda of manipulative!reader. female!reader. bisexual!reader.

ps: thanks for that rec! i didn't knew this song, and it is sooooo great. that vibe, that clip 🥵 (bisexuality really won that day), it's so Agatha coded. really anon, your mind is amazing. and dear anon, i have a rec for you "eu comi a madona", by Ana Carolina. even if you don't know portuguese or can't find a translation (and if you don't just send me an ask that i will translate everything for you), that song just scream: I WILL EXPLODE IF I DON'T FUCK HER. hope you like it! and i'm open for more songs recs!

You always knew who you were and what you would become. Indecision and uncertainty were not part of your life. You knew what people expect from you, so you gave it to them.

Mom wanted you to be nice. Dad wanted you to be assertive. Friends wanted you to be fun. Colleagues wanted you to be smart. Teachers wanted you to detach. Lovers wanted you to be the one.

It's easy to give people what they want when they are so obvious about their desires. You just needed to formulate yourself, and in response they too would give you what you wanted. It's a fair exchange.

People do so many things for those that reach their expectations. They give them a name, reputation, notoriety. They give them respect. They don't believe when they hear something negative about you, bitter truths become malicious lies for their ears, uncomfortable favors become the least that could be done for someone so kind.

And you always did reach them.

Good. All your life this word followed you around. Good daughter, good friend, good co-worker, good student, good neighbor, good samaritan. Good, good, good. It was only a matter of time until you were a good wife.

And then, when people thought you were the perfect girl with the perfect life, all you had to do was to be happy and enjoy the fruits of your hard labor. Enjoy all the things you build because you had a name, a reputation, notoriety. To enjoy your perfect, carefuly construct dream life. Your perfect home, your perfect job, your perfect husband.

So why are so discouraged? You should be the happiest person on earth, but nothing is interesting. No one is interesting.

Your husband was the right decision. The right man at the right time. He gave you everything you wanted, all the things you didn't even ask for, and made your reputation even better. Your parents love him. He should be the one, he is the one, but every second spent with him is a second you're lying to his face.

He bores you to the bone.

You don't blame him. You spent your whole life practicing smiles, faking orgasms, laughing forcefully so you would have what you wanted. You lied to get him, and you lie to kept him beside you. Why did you expect that after the marriage anything would change? You are the liar and the lie in this relationship, and he is who he always was.

So you resigned yourself to that. If in case to have the perfect life, to have everything you ever wanted, you need to kept pretending all the time... whatever. That's just another tuesday for you. A momentary unhappiness compared to everything else in your life isn't that important.

You were sunbathing the first time you met your new neighbor. And for sure you didn't knew you would met her.

For how long did you lay there, next to the pool, just letting the time pass and your mind wander? You don't know. You can't even try to guess. All you know is that the oil penetrating your skin made you smell like lavander. Your drink made your mouth sweeter and your legs weaker. Your bikini made the calm breeze carress your skin, and the sunglass on your face was helping you starting to fall asleep.

Put even with your guard down and mind free, you still just as able to feel when someone is looking at you. And what you felt made you guess if a burning gaze was trying to break into your soul.

You supressed your smile. Yes, your husband is a pain in the ass, but it's nice to feel desired. To feel wanted. Without opening your eyes, you slid your fingers down your body, the oil pooling against your digits. You could feel his gaze following your movements, looking at what you wanted him to. Behaving like the good pet he is. You lifted one of your legs and played with the tiny string that tied your bikini.

When you started to dismantle the knot, someone else's voice made you shiver. "Hello there, neighbor!"

You searched for the source of the voice, and found her on the other side of your fence. That was the first time you could've done something different. You could have walked away from there, covered your body with an towel, ignored her. You could've closed your fucking legs.

But you couldn't look away from her solstice eyes. You felt hypnotize by them. Her delicate smile, the soft skin of her exposed neck, her purple vintage t-shirt floating with the breeze. The malice on her eyes were so magnetic.

"Welcome, Agatha", she didn't seem surprised by you knowing her name. You took off your sunglasses, a perfect smile decoring your face. "Enjoying your new home already?"

Agatha was clearly working to organize everything. The hair tied in a loose ponytail, the hands dirty with white paint, the lack of makeup. You could see the tiredness, the effort, the dedication to make everything the right way. Agatha was natural. Genuine. You couldn't look away from her.

"Westview is... different. But I have a good feeling about this place", Agatha sounded so confident. So comfortable with herself. "I know for sure that I already love the view."

Your almost couldn't stop yourself from rolling your eyes. To hide your smirk you took another sip from your drink. And still, you couldn't just look away from her. You didn't even tried. "We're counting with your presence for this week's meeting."

"It will be a honor", Agatha took a step back, part of her body dissapearing behind the fence. "See you there."

Now you rolled your eyes, laying back to enjoy the sunlight. You could still feel her gaze lingering on your skin. Part of you wished Agatha was still looking.

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The neighbors meeting wasn't necessary. It never is. And yet, you have a bright smile on your face. No need to say that it was a fake one, but gosh it was beautiful. Charming enough so people wouldn't look at your apathetic eyes.

Your mind was somewhere else. Somewhere way more interesting.

You had just finished getting ready for the neighbors meeting. Your husband wouldn't make it, he always fail to escape the rush. You were locking the main door when you noticed that you forgot to your perfume. With the lights off, you ran upstairs and opened your drawer.

Now smelling like your favorite fruit, you got goosebumps when cold air made its way throught your house. Closing your bedroom's window, you didn't choose to observe the other house. It just happened.

Agatha really liked purple. You think that it was her bedroom that you were seeing. A long bed, with dark sheets kneaded, had a few clothes on it. You could see her old, wooden wardrobe. Her wallpaper remind you of those scenes where movies show witch's houses.

Then Agatha entered her bedroom. Using only a towel.

You could almost sense the warmth of Agatha. The faint mist of the hot bath had followed her. You could see the water running down her exposed back, her hair dripping against the the towel she used to dry it. Her rose cheeks. They look so soft. You wanted to carress them.

You kept on watching when Agatha put oil on her hand and used it on her body. You followed her fingers, seeing the careful way she massaged her skin. And you kept watching as she opened a drawer on her wardrobe and choose her underwear. It was a simple, velvet lilac piece. She didn't put on a bra. And you did kept on watching her when Agatha dropped the towel.

A hot sensation passed thought your womb, a burning wave you couldn't control or deny its existence. You could feel the shiver running down you spine, the way unconsiously your thights rubbed against one another, the way you lose control of your heartbeat. You stopped breathing and didn't even noticed.

You didn't even tried to look away.

Your mind wasn't under your control anymore. Your imagination was free to go whenever it wanted to.

You saw you pressing your thigh against her thigh, begging to taste her. Yourself lost between Agatha's thights, eating her out like she was your last fucking meal. You fingers into her, hers into you, your bodies linked as one. Her smirk against your neck.

She's the kind of woman that deserve to be devoured. On all fours, side, front, back, bottom, standing. You saw yourself smear on Agatha for as long as she wanted you to. Trembling, moaning, cumming.

You watched as Agatha slid her legs into the underwear, choose between the black dress and the blue skirt, perfumed herself. You wondered what her scent would be. You admired Agatha while she chose what earrings to use, what shoe would look better with the dress, combed her hair.

You were late to the meeting. And there you couldn't even understand what they were talking about. All you could do was to focus on the way your womb itched, how a simple movement made your pussy fucking ache, how empty you felt. It was like your body missed her.

It was wrong. You know that it was wrong, and you also knew it while it was happening. And still, you couldn't look away. It was like Agatha put a spell on you. She's your magician, the owner of your eyes, a woman capable of hypnotizing you. You knew it was wrong, you just didn't care.

Hearing your neighbors discussing about why motorcycle's noises were impossible to ignore or forgive, trying to keep up with the conversation in a way to calm your body down from this delirium, you didn't noticed when she got there. You didn't noticed Agatha staring at you from across the room, devouring you without any shame, feeling her mouth full of saliva and desire.

With the pictures of Agatha repeating itself in your mind, your eyes were of no use. All you did was try to listen, and then you felt it. A sweet, not cloying or childish, aroma. You could sense cinnamon, and maybe a scent of apple deep down. It was so alluring.

And still, you only knew it belong to Agatha when you look at who had just sat beside you. Agatha smiled to you, her eyes closing a little bit because of the gesture. "Are you as bored as me?"

That was when shame finally hit you. You felt your throat drying, your heartbeat suddenly so loud in your ears. "We are trying to make this neighborhood better", your words were so empty of meaning. You couldn't think of anything better to say. You felt so dirty.

"We?" Agatha was even prettier up close. Her eyes... they were something. It was like looking at the stars. So alive, so bright, so energetic. "Do you agree that motorcycles should be everyone's priority? That if you don't yell at your neighbor about it the world may end?"

You bit you tongue. "No", you got closer to her, now whispering only for Agatha to hear you. You put your arms on the large table, stretching them. "But I agree that one meeting peer month is way better than a group chat. You should've thank me. I saved you from endless midnight discussions about... well, anything really."

Agatha sat deeper into her chair, her face so close to yours that you could feel her mint breath. Your cheeks prickled. "So you're the neighborhood heroine? That surprises me. You don't look like one."

And for the first time in such a long, long time, you were really interest in something. In someone. "Why?"

"I can see disdain in your eyes."

Oh. Your role was not played as well as you thought. You fixed your posture. Away from her, you crossed your legs and forced a polite smile. "You have a exquisite way to befriend people."

"I wonder what would entertain you", Agatha didn't get her eyes away from you, even if you were no longer facing her. You could feel her gaze. And when you didn't answer her, you felt Agatha's digits on the hem of your dress. "That's the problem, isn't it? You're bored."

"As you said, noise isn't really that big of a problem", you answered her with a dry tone. You could feel your body softening under her touch. You grabbed her hand and tried to take it off your lap, but Agatha just caressed your thigh with her thumb. It was a slow affection, so intimate. "Stop that."

"That's not the first time I see this look in your face", Agatha whispered, somehow her voice got so husky. Her nails scratched your thigh, a movement so slow it almost made you wish she would just rip your skin apart. Any pain would be better than that bitter absence. "Your smile is bright, but no intricate lie ever reached your eyes."

"What are you doing?" Your mouth moved, but no sound came from it. Still, you knew she understood.

Agatha played with a strand of your hair, twirling it around her finger. "Trying to make you open your legs, sweetheart."

You felt your insides squirm. You looked around, your neighbors were still arguing about something that didn't matter. You were in public, close to people who are part of your environment. This is so wrong. But then you stared at the hand on your thigh.

The lilac nails, the delicate fingers, the veins marked in the skin. Her fingers moved with a mixture of affection and teasing, each slightest movement left you wanting more. But what you stared at, what made your eyes return to the immensity of Agatha's, was the golden wedding ring.

And that was what you needed. A sign that Agatha had as much to lose as you.

The first thing that came to your mind when she moved her hand between your thighs wasn't about how wrong it all was, how you had a husband waiting for you at home, how no one there could ever find out what Agatha was doing under the table. When you felt her thumb approach your panties, all you could think about was how Agatha wasn't wearing a bra.

Agatha's fingers rub against the already stiff nerve, her nails sliding over your panties. You moved your hips. You were already so sensitive, and Agatha didn't seem to be in a hurry.

The hand that was playing with a strand of your hair went up to your head, the fingers intertwining with the roots of your hair. She squeezed, clinging to you, and smiled gently. "You will need to be quiet. Can you do that for me?"

You didn't answer her, you just smiled. And your smile was a thousand times more convincing than hers. You took your hands off the table and lowered it to your thigh. Observing the environment, making sure no one was paying attention, you squirmed in the chair to get your panties off. You slid it down your legs, and the fabric fell to the floor. You pulled it with your foot, bringing her closer to you, and picked her up off the ground.

You placed it on Agatha's lap. "Of course I can", you whispered back.

And without hesitation, you placed iy on Agatha's lap

Agatha's fingers were warm. Certain. She explored your lips, goosebumps ran up your spine, played with your pussy. You closed your eyes, the most careless part of you wanting to focus on the pleasure only. When you felt the pressure on your clit, you bit your lips.

You were getting used to the speed, getting used to the delicious pressure between your legs, Agatha simply slid her fingers inside you. Two fingers, without even giving you time to prepare. At a slow, agonizing pace, Agatha opened you up. She curled her fingers, your eyes rolled back, and no matter how much time passes you have no idea how she was able to fuck you so good without anyone noticing.

Agatha is better at it than your imagination convinced you. She's hypnotic. You couldn't think about anything else. All you could do was to make sure your mouth was well shut as Agatha broke into you.

With your mouth locked, eyes open and hands still, no one even imagined that your legs were shaking under the table. Or that when Agatha bent down after dropping her bag it was just an excuse to lick her fingers soaked in your juice.

That night you told your husband that you were going to help your new neighbor with a recipe and then go home. While he slept in the room you shared, Agatha made you hers in the house next door. She ate you, drank you, breathed you.

You both didn't even close the curtain.

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Many people when are caught cheating say it only happened once. That it was a mistake. A moment of weakness. Something that had never happened before and would never ever happen again. If at any point these words come out of your mouth, it means you have finally stopped caring about the truth.

The photos Agatha has prove that you are much more than a bad habit.

You wearing that same vintage t-shirt from when you met her and nothing underneath. The still damp bikini staining Agatha's bed. Your mouth drenched with her juice. Your face contorting as Agatha fucks you

With Agatha, even blood tastes sweet. You couldn't lie with her once and then move on with your life. Who, when given the chance to explore the ocean, decides to swim in the shallows? Not you. Not when it comes to her.

It would never be enough. Agatha would never be able to end your hunger. You will always want something more of her. More, and more, and more.

You were barely breathing. Your entire body shook, every cell of your being changed. Agatha seemed able to decode yourbrain using just her tongue. “Ralph will be here soon,” you said. Or whispered. Or muttered. Or screamed. Or he just thought he said it. You had no idea what your body was capable of at that moment

Agatha didn't move away from your wet pussy. "And I couldn't care less." Her fingers penetrated you once more, searching for another orgasm. "Be a good girl and cum for me again."

You were always good. But with Agatha it wasn't an act.

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[wangxianficfinder]

Fic Finder

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1. Hello! Hope you all are doing well! I hope I’m not confusing this fic for another fandom again, but I was reading the extras and the Yunmeng extra with the ring toss reminded me of a scene in a fic where something like that happened, I think LWJ even went beyond the “boundaries” so to speak?(like there was an area cordoned off with rope) He basically did the ring toss in an even more spectacular fashion than WWX. Wondering if that reminds you of any fics? @betafibiiiiiivviiixiiixxixxxiv

FOUND? 🧡 a stone to break your soul, a song to save it by rikke (M, 179k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Arranged Marriage) it has the ring toss and LWJ throwing a ring around WWX

ps: on that topic, can't stop myself from a small rec of a short funny fic. WangXian troll the jrs with the turtle figurine they won: The Turtle in the Lanshi by Brierilee (G, 1k, WangXian, Post-Canon, POV LJY)

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2. looking for a wangxian fic on ao3 where a non-canon character, I think a disciple from another small clan, comes to Gusu and declares his intention to court LWJ. WWX is also living at Gusu at the time. They sorta compete to court LWJ and of course WWX wins and the disciple gracefully gives up. @whaleyou

FOUND! The Proposal by LFMH021 (T, 93k, WangXian, One-sided LWJ/OMC, Post-Canon, Mutual Pining, Marriage Proposal, Marriage, Courtship, WWX denying his feelings until he can't, LWJ and WWX are dumb idiots in love, Love Triangles, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Attempt at Humor, Light Angst, Eventual Happy Ending, Angst and Hurt/Comfort)

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3.  Hi! I’m looking for this wangxian fic either rated M or E where it was discontinued (the author decided not to write anymore but keep what was already there). Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji dual cultivate together so wwx can develop a golden core. The exact words being like “lwj fxcks a golden core into wwx.”

(this part added to itmf)

Thank you so much for your page! I love your recommendations

NOT FOUND! Truth Will Out (when caught on video) by KizuKatana (E, 41k, WIP, WangXian, WN & WWX & WQ, Canon Divergence, Modern Cultivators, YZY abuses WWX, WWX is expelled from the Jiang Sect, partial core removal, meet ugly, Dual Cultivation, WWX goes viral, LWJ has a Big Dick, no war) KizuKatana's "Truth Will Out (When Caught on Video)" is not discontinued, just not complete yet, but it does use that phrasing for a tag.

NOT FOUND! intents and in tents by mexicantt (E, 12k, WangXian, Explicit sexual material, Canon Divergence - War Time, Dubious Consent, two fucking idiots fucking a fucking lot, Rimming, Fingering, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, wwx's canonical self-lubing asshole, Dual Cultivation, fucking a new golden core into wwx As A Treat, Exhibitionism) it's a one shot but it still has the right tag?

NOT FOUND! A Cup of Tea by Silvers_Hidden_Corner (Silver_Flame_2724) (E, 4k, WangXian, Dubious Consent, Aphrodisiacs, Rough Sex, Rough Oral Sex, First Time, Consensual Somnophilia, Sort Of, YLLZ WWX, Face-Fucking, Canon Divergence, Fix-It of Sorts, Porn with Feelings, Porn With Plot, Golden Core Reveal, Dual Cultivation, WWX Has a New Golden Core, well the beginnings of one, because LWJ fucks one into him, Flustered WWX, Dirty Talk, just a little though, Protective WQ, (implied), Communication, Love Confessions, Virginity Kink) Also, another one shot with the right tag for 3

FOUND! i had to abandon myself (you took all of me) by justdoityoufucker (E, 27k, wangxian, discontinued, canon divergence, burial mounds settlement days, philosophy, demonic cultivation, illness, chronic pain, politics, dual cultivation, LWJ fucks a core into WWX) Number 3 on the most recent fic post is most likely a fic by justdoityoufucker. longer fic in which Lan Wangji dual cultivates a new core with Wei Wuxian, first on hiatus, then abandoned.

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4. Hi! I've been looking for a fanfiction where wwx time traveled in the past but he didn't know and he just woke up in lotus pier and he roamed around for a bit and noticed a crack or something on the floor which wasn't there before because lotus pier was renovated and then jiang cheng called him and the he hugged him cause apparently he died in a night hunt and i can't remember the next. Can you help me find it? Thank you

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5. Hello, I'm looking for a wangxian fic in A-Yuan's POV where Wen Xu is WWX's abusive ex-husband IIRC and in the story Wen Xu was just released from prison and he hurt WWX. I also remember a bit where WWX's pronoun was they/them. Sorry that's all I remember about it T_T. @ksoostrauma

FOUND? how to make your dad fall in love with your high school teacher in five steps; the complete and bulletproof guide by ravenditefairylights (T, 90k, wangxian, modern, coffee shop au, nonbinary LSZ, hurt/comfort, trauma, past abuse, past domestic violence, healing, hurt WWX, found family, hospitalization, therapy, single parent WWX, pining, teacher LWJ, unreliable narrator, chronic pain, queer platonic relationship, genderfluid WWX, autistic LWJ, fluff & angst)

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6. Hi! I'm looking for a fic where basically everything is the same, but Wei Wuxian was a ghost for the thirteen/ sixteen years and he remembers being kinda tortured by the other ghosts (Wen Chao and gang), but the Wen Remnants protect him (Wen Qing specifically, I remember). And Lan Wangji finds out about this during the Guanyin temple showdown because Jin Guangyao knows about it and talks about why Wei Wuxian doesn't talk about those thirteen/ sixteen years with anyone. Thank you for your amazing work on this blog! @istgidek1234

FOUND! whispers of a time (long forgotten) by theninjacat (T, 2k, WangXian, JC & WWX, Implied/Referenced Torture, Canon Divergence, Revelations, Mid-Canon, Angst)

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7. hello again! looking for a fic where in one scene i believe a-yuan or maybe it was jin ling was with i think wwx and lwj and wwx had alcohol. a-yuan/jin ling was a toddler or something and was learning how to pour tea/wine, and wwx told them that to pour wine you had to pour all the way to the brim and then let them try a little knowing they wouldn't like it @betafibiiiiiivviiixiiixxixxxiv

FOUND! Rotten Work by ShanaStoryteller (Not rated, 64k, JL & WWX, wangxian, post-canon, protective WWX, protective JL, JC & WWX reconciliation, reluctant matchmaker JL, pre-JL/LJY) For #7: are you sure it wasn't Jin Ling the one teaching a child how to pour? Because there's a scene exactly like that in Rotten Work, chapter 6 | the scene is with jin ling but he is having mianmian’s daughter pour wine for him and jingyi. but it has the detail of filling the cup all the way to the top and he lets her have a sip when she asks because he knows she won’t like it

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8. Hello! Can you please help me find this series?

It's a dark WWX and dark Nie fic. JFM, CSR & WCZ are in a relationship. Jiangs are sirens. Nies are beasts (i think wolves?) CSR likes to kill people. WCZ is also something like this? In a fic of the series QHJ is described using songbird as a metaphor. WWX is a mix of JFM, CSR & WCZ because they did an ancient BSSR secret ritual or something. @utxqia

FOUND! Monster in Human Skin Series by Nika_Raven_Celeste (T/M, 20k, WCZ/CSSR/JFM, NiecestXu, QHJ/WWX, WRH/WWX, Dark Jiāngs, dark au, grey morality, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Happy Murder Family, Dehumanization, Dark NHS, Dark NMJ, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Non-human characters, Morally Gray WWX, Gūsū Lán Elders Bashing, Dark Gūsū Lán Sect, Solitary Confinement, Touch-Starved, Gaslighting, Victim Blaming, Mental Health Issues, Emotional Manipulation, Mind Break, Mental Coercion, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Age Difference, no WangXian, Literal monster in human skin, Rape/Non-con Elements, Non-Consensual Somnophilia, Imprisonment, Mind Manipulation, Verbal Abuse, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Incest, Stockholm Syndrome, Power Imbalance, Captivity, spoil of war, Post-Sunshot Campaign, Conditioning, Master/Pet, Fairytale elements, Eldritch)

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9. Hi I follow your blog it's been a very great source of amazing wangxian fics , I need help finding a fic . One where lan zhan takes Jiang yanil's place and he gets stabbed instead . Wei Ying doesn't notice for a while but when he does he gives himself up to he disciplined at cloud recess thinking that he's the reason lan wangi is dead but in reality he's alive and being hidden by his brother somewhere . Please help I can't get it off my mind 😭 @b-rabbitsposts

FOUND? If I Could Go Back in Time by Runningbarefoot (M, 122k, wangxian, JC & WWX & JYL, NMJ/LXC, LXC & LWJ, LXC & WWX, canon divergence, role reversal, not everyone dies, pining, angst w happy ending, grief/mourning, loss, YLLZ WWX, hurt/comfort, healing, slow burn, twin prides of yunmeng dynamics)

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10. Fic Finder: The story has WWX wheelchair-bound (because his legs are weak from his days being a street orphan) he eventually makes himself some cool mech legs (inspiration from past Jiang elders, in this story the Jiangs have a lot of disabled leaders. I remember there's a blind elder using war fans and another using something similar like an assassination chord, another also lost their fingers/limbs thus made themselves mechparts). I know i said mech a lot but it's not mech, i remember the story said it's made of wood or something else.

Xue Yang is also in the family as WWX's brother/guide/bodyguard and they went to CR for the teachings, the Biling Lake still happens and WWX (like a true diver he is) went for a swim and his mech legs kinda absorbs the resentful energy? The details were that his mech legs has glowing yellow runes, and it turned red after that incident.

FOUND? Injuries Won't Hold Him Back by Cinder46231 (T, 32k, WangXian, WIP, Wheelchairs, WWX is in a wheelchair, XY is WWX's brother too, Paternal YZY, We have genius children)

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11. Hi! Love your blog, thanks for your hard work! I've been looking for a fic (I think it was on AO3) in which LWJ was an art conservator and WWX started working at the same museum, years after they broke up (I think they were together during college?). They pretend not to recognise each other at the beginning. Towards the end WWX gets injured at work. Could you please help me find it? @blippity-bloop​

FOUND? Pretty sure this one is 💖 Pentimento. by orange_crushed (E, 73k, wangxian, modern, college/university au, art conservation, museums, pining, not actually unrequited love, angst w/ happy ending, misunderstandings, smut, major character injury, hospitalization, hurt/comfort, past incarceration, forgery)

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12. hello! for the next Fic Finder, I have been looking for a while for a fic in which Wei Wuxian is reincarnated in Qin Su's body and he is also pregnant when he is brought back, I know there's a couple like that but I can not find them. I need help :(

FOUND? Everyanything by deliciousblizzardshark, lingeringdust (E, 46k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Franken-canon, Gender Identity, Gender Dysphoria, Trans WWX, Protective LWJ, Accidental Baby Acquisition, Canon-Typical Misogyny, Fluff and Angst, Vaginal Sex, Canon-Typical Major Character Death) WWX isn't pregnant when he comes back, but the birth happened soon before Qin Su did the ritual

FOUND? So You Want to Start a War by JaenysBloodcourt (T, 41k, WIP, MY/QS, MY/WWX, WangXian, Reincarnation, Half-Sibling Incest Mention!, QS does the ritual instead of MXY, WWX as a woman, MY Is His Own Warning, Canon Divergence, Impersonation, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, Please check the notes before reading a chapter, Timeline What Timeline, WWX Has PTSD)

FOUND? QinSu!WWX by stiltonbasket

@shanastoryteller has one that is not 12 but along similar lines. It’s on tumblr tho

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13. hello great mods. i come in need again. this time it's a fic where lwj takes a hit for wwx and is dying so wwx jams the tiger seal into his chest to stop the bleeding or smth. i love y'all so much for all that you do ♥️

FOUND! A Narrow Bridge by FrameofMind, Jo Lasalle (Jo_Lasalle) (E, 700k, wangxian, time travel fix-it, canon divergence, slow burn, getting together, pining while fucking, first time, Burial Mounds settlement days, angst w happy ending, almost everyone lives, epistolary)

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14. Hello, I'm looking for a fic where at the beginning of the story LZ met WWX and Wen Yuan in yiling then they came to Burial Mounds because Wen Ning is waking up and WWX got injured by Wen Ning and i believe he was paralyzed from waist down. Then, when JC and JY met up with him to show her wedding dress, he was in a cart being pushed by WN. WWX didn't get to attend Jin Ling one month anniversary but sent Wen Yuan with Song Lan instead and gave him a letter to be read in the gathering. When SL delivered the letter, WY woke up and saw lanling clothes (gold) around/near him he started crying hysterical and called for LZ. WY was telling eveyone that he is Wei Yuan and he told LZ that WWX said his goodbye to him like his parents and sister and LZ realize that what Wei Yuan meant is he is dead when JY and JZ read the letter of WWX exposing the truth and saying goodbye. JGY showed everyone that what WWX said is true and exposed Jin Clans' true colors to appeal his wrongdoings, and there's a scene in the underground where he called XY with his pipa and when he discovered JGY betrayed him he told eveyone they are too late and WWX is dead. They went to Burial Mounds and saw the truth of Dafan Wen situation and realized that they did wrong them and WQ was almost in coma due to trying to save wwx. I remember later on wei yuan lived with LZ and they tried bringing back Wwx but because of his shattered soul they are having difficulty. LZ and Wen Qing became Chief Cultivators and i believed WQ also married JC. The rest of Dafan Wen lived in Lotus Pier except for Wei Yuan and as punishment for JGY he had to help them bring back WWX. I cannot remember the title of the Fic and i think the author deleted the story in Ao3. I really want to reread this fic whether it's finished or not. @aycee0806

FOUND! bluekittenfire said: #14 is the deleted "When I'm gone" by qiankun_pouch. I have a copy, if you need one.

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15. I just read "After All I Drift Ashore" (wip) and now I'm looking for ANOTHER fic I remember reading last year where WWX gives the Tiger Seal to the sects and runs away with the Wen Remnants. But instead of Indonesia/south, they had north somewhere? I'm pretty sure LZ finds them eventually, and I think maybe the Jianghu was also in trouble from Jin tyranny? I'm hoping the fic finders find this fic... Thank you so much! @mreisse

#15 is not it, but oh, what a find! Subscribing to that one indeed! I'm almost certain WWX took the Wen Remnants northward and that the Tiger Seal was given to the sects before they ran...

NOT FOUND! Debts to be repaid by marhikit (T, 6k, NHS & WWX, wangxian, good friend NHS, hurt WWX, not cultivation world friendly, not Jiang family friendly, dafan wen is WWX 's family now, Wen Yuan is WWX's son, good uncle WWX, WIP)

FOUND! When the World Comes Crumbling Down, you Will Call my Name by pft_a_Frog22 (Not Rated, 5k, WangXian, stygian tiger seal, BAMF WWX, Demonic cultivation, Cultivation world Bashing, Lan Sect Bashing, Happy Ending, for wwx, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Canon Divergence)

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16. Hello! Thank you for all that you do! I was hoping for help looking for two fits.

A) WWX was married(?) to WRH but it was from NMJ's pov. WWX helped the SSC secretly, but still thought he would be killed.

B) one where LQR time travels and he tries to set up WWX and LWJ. Sorry I don't remember much I exited out before I could read much. I do know that LQR tried to set them up bc he wanted a grandchild

Thank you!

16A)

FOUND? burning camellias by AvoOwO (M, 284k, JC & WWX, WangXian, WWX & WQ, WWX & WN, JC & JYL & WWX, JGY & WWX, WWX & WRH, WWX & WC, Canon Divergence, Sunshot Campaign, Prisoner of War, WWX is a Mess, Genius WWX, Revenge, Torture, Aftermath of Torture, Blood and Violence, Blood and Injury, BAMF WQ, BAMF WWX, BAMF WN, POV WWX, Hurt WWX, Crying, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Non-Consensual Body Modification, Tired JGY, Tired WWX, Resentful Energy, Sentient Burial Mounds, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Attempted Sexual Assault, No Golden Core Transfer, WWX Has No Golden Core, Golden Core Destruction | Golden Core Melting, WWX is a Little Shit, Poisoning, Smart WWX, Protective WQ, WWX & WQ Friendship, WWX is Not Okay, WWX is a Tease, WWX Loves LWJ, Medical Torture, JGY is a Mess, WC Being an Asshole, Cannibalism, WWX & WN Friendship, PTSD, Dubious Consent, Consent Issues, Heavy Angst)

16B)

FOUND? Lessons relearned by Iamnotawriter (T, 44k, WangXian, LQR & WWX, Not Madam Yu Friendly, Time Travel Fix-It, Angst with a Happy Ending, Canon-Typical Violence, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Inventor WWX, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, No Golden Core Transfer, YZY Bashing) 

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17. Hello. I can’t remember what is the title of the fanfic that I had read.

I remember some parts such as it being a MDZS and TGCF crossover. It is where Wei Ying died from the siege. He ends up meeting with HuaLian couple and works for them. He somehow meets with Wen Qing and Jiang Yanli along with Jin Zixuan. Later on Wei Ying meets Lan Zhan and Jiang Cheng in the forms of dreams separately. Then Wei Ying along with Jiang Yanli and Jin Zixuan meets up with Jiang Cheng in a dream taking care of Jin Ling. Later on they solve conspiracies and somehow bring cultivators of different clans to some void with doors that shows the punishments for people’s sins after they die and it scared the cultivators so bad that they are afraid for their lives/afterlives. The almost ending part is when Meng Yao decides to pay for his sins by being a wondering monk and do good deeds.

I think that is all I could remember. Please help me find this. @sakurashineuniverse-blog

FOUND? Of Destruction and Rebirth by demoniqt (M, 88k, wangxian, major character death, rape/non-con, underage, graphic depictions of violence, canon divergence, slow burn, canonical character death, god WWX, BAMF WWX, gods & goddesses au, JC & WWX reconciliation, rabbits, Fix-it, attempted sexual assault, attempted rape/non-con, blood & gore, castration, punishment, hell)

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18. hiiii i’ve been looking for a fic i believe it was omegaverse but im not completely sure

all i remember was that wei ying was betrothed to JC but then their engagement was dissolved and eventually wangxian got engaged

i remember there was a scene in which wei ying was staying at lotus pier and jiang cheng and madame yu try to burn wei ying alive because they don’t like that he got engaged to someone else.

thank u for all ur help🫶🏼

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19. Hi! There's a fic I know I've read but I can't seem to find and I'm hoping you can help? It's a twoshot where Lan Wangji dies from his punishment and when Wei Wuxian finds out after coming back to life he goes to destroy Cloud Recesses but is convinced not to by Sizhui and they leave together. Then in the second chapter they're found by Lan Wangji who's been reincarnated the old fashioned way (it's a few years later I think) and they live happily ever after @aro-ace-from-outer-space22

FOUND? The Second Siege of Cloud Recesses by Cerusee (G, 4k, wangxian, WN & WWX, LSZ & WWX, major character death, LWJ dies, pining, regret, YLLZ WWX) #19 is probably The Second Siege of Cloud Recesses by Cerusee although LWJ's reincarnation is mentioned in the author's notes, not in the story itself

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20. Hello there, sorry to bother all of you again, but I'm searching for this one fic

It's set in modern time. So it tells the story of like WY was in a abusive relationship with someone who's older than him and he got out of it.

The story begins like how he was jn the hospital because of it. Lan xichen was his doctor. And i remember that he was admitted because he was hit with a wine bottle i think.

In the story WY was like not allowed to go outside of his abusive boyfriend apartment and there's a little bit grooming.

And this boyfriend was JYL friend, he's an original character i think.

And the story continues with the recovery and there's this scene where Su She grab his hand at a supermarket? and it reminded him of his ex and i think he panicked.

If you can help me I'll be really happy. Thank you @lil-dusty-rose

FOUND! daffodils to ambrosia by AvoOwO (M, 83k, WangXian, JC & WWX & JYL, WQ & WWX, NHS & WWX, WWX/OC, LXC & WWX, LXC & JC, WIP, Graphic Depictions of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Modern, Florist WWX, Flowers, Language of Flowers, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Manipulation, Emotional Manipulation, Abuse, Past Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Grooming, Past Sexual Assault, Past Sexual Abuse, Domestic Violence, Tenderness, Blood, Violence, Crushes, Blushing, PTSD, Trauma, Hurt WWX, Soft WangXian, Gentleness, Recovery, Healing, Dissociation, Chronic Pain, Headaches & Migraines, WWX Has PTSD, WWX Has a Crush, LWJ Has a Crush, LWJ Has Feelings, Good Sibling JC, Protective JC, Good Sibling JYL, Forehead Kisses, Panic Attacks, Neck Kissing, Dubious Consent, Memories, Abusive Relationships, Kissing, the love of flowers, and healing with time)

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[demadogs]

Hey! Can you rec your favourite snowbaz fics? I keep seeing some posts in between that mention them and i am curious of the names. (Also I know a lot of people in fandom who refused to read the other two books but pls give them a shot. Awtwb is my fav, even more than CO!!)

PS. Shoutout to you and @kidovna for being the only active snowbaz and byler fans i know of! I feel represented!

HELL YEAH I CAN!!!!!!! ive had people ask me for byler fic recs and i couldnt even give them an answer bc literally the only fanfiction i ever read is snowbaz. ive read maybe 4 byler fics total but i read snowbaz fics multiple times a week which is honestly crazy considering i first read the book like 7 years ago and im still wanting more content every day.

most of these arent that long bc i personally like to read something i can read in one sitting or at most 2-3 days. but if you do want a wholeass novel boy do i have an author for you (philaetos).

the wheel by sleepdeprivedphilosopher

this is one of my favorite fics ever and its also by one of my favorite authors. its an au but theres still magic. simon and baz are in this never ending cycle of constantly being reincarnated in a new life together. theyre always rivals and simon always ends up killing baz but every life the situation for why theyre rivals is different. (this isnt a spoiler you find out pretty soon) the reason for this is that the first time simon killed baz he begged fate, who is like an actual personified thing you can talk to, to give him another chance so she “spun the wheel” and allowed him to be able to have another chance every time he messes up and kills him. so theyve been reincarnated for like centuries. its so good that i wish it was a whole book with completely new characters. i hope this author some day actually write a novel like this i love the plot so fucking much. it kinda reminds me of the show dark which is my favorite show of all time.

do as your told by IL46

also one of my favorite authors. they havent posted that much but everything they have i LOVE!!!!!!!! this one is my favorite tho. simon accidentally curses baz with a compulsion spell that forces him to do whatever anyone tells him to do and they work together with penny to try and create a counter spell for this ancient illegal spell that has no current counter. bazs life is pretty much ruined and hes really going through it but simon helps him. lots of hurt/comfort. i really loved this one.

love alarm by nevergonnacallmedarling

my favorite kinds of snowbaz fics are ones with a spell gone wrong and this is one of those. someone casts a spell that makes everyone whos within ten feet of someone theyre in love with have an alarm go off in their heart announcing their love. so baz is fucked and hes avoiding simon at all costs its really fun (not for him).

kiss it better by krisrix

this one SLAPS simon gets slashed by a goblin in the leg and the only way baz could help is with the kiss it better spell but hes so scared to do it bc he has to kiss the wound and ya know vampire and all that. i love this one.

a room just for two by krisrix

another banger by this author. its just late night conversations between the two of them and they slowly become more and more friendly and open up to each other more and more.

dream with eyes open by krisrix

i love this author ok. this ones about simon invading baz’s dreams over the summer break with “psychological warfare”.

sweet dreams by annabellelux

simon has nightmares so baz casts sweet dreams on him every night but that just leads to simon having romantic dreams about baz.

dont hate the player hate the game by annabellelux

i fucking love truth or dare fics

and these are some much longer ones if thats more what youre looking for. i actually am all here for the slowburn and thats it so ngl to you i ditched both of philaetos’ fics after they kissed even tho theres was so much left but i still recommend it because the slow burn slaps.

wondrous and mystical by philaetos

i fucking LOVE philaetos theyre fantastic. this one takes place right after baz gets back from being kidnapped and it really explores his trauma bc the book really brushed over the fact that he was literally locked in a coffin for over a month. so this is simon and baz slowly becoming friends and simon noticing that somethings definitely wrong with baz. i also like fics where simon finds out baz is gay well before they get together and that happens in this one.

ours by phileatos

this one everythings the same but baz has extremely bad internalized homophobia. i havent seen any other fics that arent aus explore this concept and i wish more people wrote it its an interesting take. baz honestly reminds me of mike in this fic.

the truth will set you free by sorbriqette

another classic fucked up spell trope. baz is spelled to tell the truth if hes hiding something he wants to tell someone so naturally he avoids everyone at all costs for weeks

i could recommend so much more honestly there are so many talented writers in this fandom. about the second and third books, im glad you loved them but i honestly will probably never read them for the same reason as me not finishing philaetos’ fics. im here for the slow burn i really dont care about established relationship that much when it comes to enemies to lovers (friends to lovers i eat it up but enemies i just love the angst). and i know they break up in the second book and i just KNOW id put the book down the second they do and never pick it up again even tho i know they get back together eventually. i just think carry on was perfect and i dont want anything to risk ruining it.

[forgotten-daydreamer]

i was going to comment on one of your recent fics (which i kinda liked) until i saw the abrasive author's note berating people for bookmarking without commenting. you don't know why people bookmark things - for many people, it's equivalent to a recs list. just like fic readers aren't entitled to receive fics, fic authors aren't entitled to receive feedback. i'm saying this as both a fic writer and a reader (both long-term, so i have plenty of experience dealing with a lack of feedback). there are many many reasons why readers choose to leave comments (or not), and as a writer you'll be much more content if you can make peace with the fact that there's very little you can do to change that, and instead encourage the commenters that you do get. it sucks, but it is what it is. desperate and abusive author's notes, however, do turn people off. ps: i asked if you read others' fics because i find it hard to believe that you yourself leave a comment on every single fic you read and fanart you reblog. i'd be happy to be proven wrong, but my point still stands - i understand the desire for more comments, but you're going about it the wrong way.

I love when people completely miss the point <3

So, I'm not writing all of this again so go give it a read and come back later. I specified multiple times that ofc saving fics for later without commenting is fine (wouldn't make sense to comment before reading it). And yes, I do comment on every fic I read, multiple times too (I can't guarantee for fics I bookmarked ages ago, but I'm 99.9% sure I always left at least one comment). I don't do it with fanarts because I reblog them compulsively, what I do instead is leave anon messages in the artists' inbox. Although I also leave comments sometimes!

"Abusive" is a strong term, I'm just getting creative because you people are exhausting, as simple as that. As I said in the post I linked (again, read it, thanks) you're all so used to tiktok and such that you think it's okay if people who give you stuff you like for free never get to know your opinion. Wrong. We're humans. We deserve to know what you think. It's the bare minimum.

I'm tired of all that "OMG that fic broke me, I wish I had someome to talk about it with" because we authors are right fucking there.

We are entitled to receive feedback. I've been posting fics for nine fucking years - on an Italian website first, then on AO3 with a different acc that I then deleted, and then with my current one - and reading them for just as long. So excuse me for wanting feedback, excuse me for noticing how the readers' attitute towards giving feedback has shifted now that you're all on tiktok/insta 24/7 constantly bombarded with content that only takes you 10 secs to consume and makes you think "Yeah okay, I can't leave a comment on each and every thing I consume, it'd take longer to leave the comment than to consume the content." (and it's true, like, I know it is)

And trust me, this "if you read without bookmarking you're a jerk" thing is new, check my other fics (I posted over 100 works, but as you can see I only have 40-something now because I delete them compulsively, sorry, orphaning fics isn't for me) and even if you go check the oldest ones (I think the fist fics I posted with my current ao3 acc are from late 2019?) I never said anything. But I'm tired and annoyed. I talked to multiple people here who told me that they'd never thought about this thing until I (and others) shared our honest opinion on it, so, I guess you're kinds on your own in this holy crusade of yours against common decency. Feel free to never read my works again, I'll live.

And I'm not saying you're just finding excuses, but huh, I just checked and the first note regarding this issue is on day 5 (/10 I've written so far) and that one just says "be decent" before I escalated so huh. Yeah. Holy crusade against common decency.

Be fucking for real. Should I put a tw for strong language next time? Is "piece of caca" upsetting? "Meanie"? The only mean one is "cunt" actually. Like I'd be offended too. But the rest? Be for real.

FYI these are all the instances - I didn't add anything to the notes of the other works because I was running out of space. And again, sorry you totally missed the point. Sorry my notes shocked you to the point that you couldn't even comment :o

Peace.

[lynsburner]

UU, as i said, CERTIFIED NO SKIP. francesca is for sure my favourite song on the album, though first time is a verrry close second.

damage gets done is just so 🤲🏼🤲🏼 like idk how to describe it?? it just gives me shivers. i may be interpreting it differently, but it hits very very close to home for me tbh. i end up teary eyed every time i listen to it. also BRANDI?? automatic banger. i don't make the rules, sorry. (also heard it in a no frills once and had to stop myself from breaking down in tears)

unknown / Nth is heartbreakingly beautiful, it just makes me cry. when will mr. hozier-byrne stop making me so emotional? it’s frankly unfair. maybe i can sue for undue mental anguish…

both first light and i, carrion genuinely might be the most beautiful, ethereal songs ive heard in a MINUTE. like they feel like what you'll hear at the pearly gates or smth, they make me a bit teary, but idk. just love them sm.

i didn't go to any shows, unfortunately. everything is so expensive in toronto atm, it's ridiculous. hozier tickets for $120+?? with what money when groceries are at an all time high?? 😭 maybe next time 😔

i do want some merch, though, i might get some at some point soon. but more than anything i need a UU toque. like, the daisy embroidered on it? would buy automatically, take my money PLEASE 💳💥💳💥

regarding your fics.. lyn, you broke my heart. and healed it, yeah, but still. i had to take so many breaks while reading both HIATT and WKYA just to take a breath. truthfully, going into them i didn’t think anything could top GRATKOL, and now i realize that they don’t have to. they’re all so good in different ways, like GOD. it’s incredible. idk how many times ive reread all of your work these past couple months, they always bring so much comfort, and i love you for that 🥹

anyway, this was long. oops? 🤍🤍🤍

Long questions require long answers, so be prepared.

Let's go Francesca nation!!!!!!! (It came out on my birthday, ok, I hold a special kinship with her). It also (and please don't laugh at me for this) reminds me so much of like a 2008 Jonas brothers song IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE. When I first heard it, I remember texting my friends "wow he's like if Nick Jonas could read." lol

First Light might be one of my favorite album closers ever like genuinely it's so fucking good. And I, carrion was one of the first ones to get me to cry when I listened to the full thing (and did you hear he wrote that for his partner at the time as a gift?????? The song about the TRAGEDY??? My dude are you ok?????)

Also ok I need to admit that UU is not a no skip album for me... only because I skip unknown for my own sake. Seriously, I have only heard it live and I cried both times I did (My friends have made a whatsapp sticker of me crying to it as a joke lmao). The second verse always gets me good ™.

And damage gets done???? Fucking BANGER and just so fun and all about how like younger generations are being screwed by the ones before them like ok???? And shout out to the "Anyway..." in first time like he is truly a fellow millennial.

As for merch, his is.... so bad like I'm sorry I got the poster at my show because it was the only thing his ass did not draw. But I have a friend who does some stuff on redbubble, lemme pass the daisy idea on. And yeah, that ticket price is unfortunately the average down here in the city (and luckily I got paid the day before the 2024 leg went on sale lmao)

As for the writing, thank you so much my friend. Like from the bottom of my fucking heart you are truly so kind and wonderful and complementary and I really do not deserve it. Thank you for all that you do and say and I hope you're having the most amazing day

PS: Work might bring me to Vancouver for some stuff within the next few years. I know you said you're near Toronto, but if you have any Vancouver recs, lemme know!

[roseworth]

Psst. D. Do you have any more fic recs. Maybe some team awesome idk

indeed i do 👀 tbh most of the fics i read are new dream centric so i don’t have a lot of team awesome fics but i’ve got a few favs

- Alchemy Lullaby by Glacecakes

this shit goes so hard omg. there’s so much good fluff and so much good angst and wow every chapter will have you hooked

- this is not the end of me, this is the beginning by Spannah339

MEMORY LOSS FIC MY BELOVED 🥺 i don’t have a lot to say about this one except i love it so so much and i LOVE memory fics :’)

- they’ll never get ya by sky_blue_hightops

such a good hurt/comfort fic with a lil bit of beating eugene up 😌 and eugene and varian both trying to hard to protect each other but also having major Sibling Energy ! we love to see it yall

- Trust fall by Kingrey

protective eugene has a special place in my heart and this is all about him being so protective over varian it’s so sweet 🥺🥺 they’re brothers your honor

[jobean12-blog]

hi :D let me ask you : would you consider writing a (any bucky)bucky x reader that the reader is a virgin and like with size kink and corruption kink and innocence kink you know ? maybe a bit of possessiveness?? —i never had my first kiss even tho i’m 24 and like i am having a hard time finding a fic that fits that ? so i was just wondering pls feel free to ignore this thank u

If I Stay

Pairing: Bucky x reader (virgin!reader)

Word Count: 3,017

Summary: You and Bucky have been seeing each other for a while and he's been more than happy to take it slow but tonight you're ready for more.

Author's Note: Thanks a bunch for this request anon! I wish I could give you this Bucky! I hope you enjoy this and your day! Hugs! ❤️ PS: I wish my first time was like this and I wish it was with Bucky beacuse he's literally perfect and I know that most people's first time is not this good- I wish it was for all of us- but Bucky is my favorite fictional perfect man and therefore if he was your first time it would be perfect. Thank you all so much for reading! Much love always! ❤️❤️❤️Divider by my sweet @firefly-graphics thank you love🥰

Warnings: dom/sub vibes, teasing, light dirty talk, praise kink, Bucky loves that he's your first, fingering, oral (f rec), unprotected sex (wrap it up kids), cursing, smut (18+ ONLY PLEASE!!!)

Gif not mine: Credit goes to @zacharylevis

“Thanks for walking me home Bucky.”

Your nervous hands fumble with your bag as you try to search for your keys, his intense stare sending a wave of heat over your skin.

He smiles. A lopsided grin that spreads his plump lips and crinkles the corners of his eyes before he steps into your space. Your back presses against the door and his chest brushes yours.

“Of course, doll face,” he hums. “Thanks for lettin’ me take ya out again.”

His metal hand rests above your head and along the doorframe while the other reaches up to gently cup your cheek. He leans in and you close your eyes, your breath caught in your throat. With a soft press of his lips, he kisses the corner of your mouth and you feel a slight tinge of disappointment.

Your eyes open as he pulls back and his expression sharpens at whatever he sees in your gaze.

“Fuck baby girl,” he hisses. “Tell me what you want.”

It takes you a moment to find your voice but when you do you boldly slide your fingers along his jacket, grabbing the open ends tugging him closer.

“Kiss me,” you whisper, dropping your eyes to his lips.

Before you can register his movements he has one large hand wrapped around the nape of your neck and the other grazing along your waist. His lips cover yours and you drop your bag, a breathy moan leaving the back of your throat.

His hand tightens at the back of your neck and he groans, his kiss growing more intense and demanding. When you feel the hardness of his cock press against your stomach you whimper and grind your hips.

He breaks the kiss, pulling back just enough to look into your eyes. His own are dark, his lashes lowered and his lips parted with his heavy breathing.

You feel two of his fingers slip under the hem of your dress and then he freezes. Desire and something else wars in his expression and then his hand drops to his side and he leans his forehead to yours. His hand closes around your waist and he tightens his grip.

“Bucky?” you squeak.

His eyes lift and he takes a small step back.

“I’m a gentleman,” he says with a wry smile.

“I know,” you answer breathlessly.

His gaze washes over you and his face has a pained look as he runs a hand through his already mussed hair.

“Fuck,” he grits out. “I need to leave.”

He leans in for a quick and sweet kiss but you grab his arm before he can turn away.

“Wait. Don’t,” you plead weakly.

He stares at you, his metal fingers twitching at his side.

You swallow hard before whispering, “I want you to come in.”

He fills your space once again, his whole body lined up with yours as he takes your chin between his fingers and holds you there.

“Are you sure?” he asks. “I won’t do…”

You cut him off. “I’m sure. So sure.”

He releases you so you can unlock the door. When you get inside you drop your purse and walk into the kitchen, the feel of his heated gaze sending a shiver down your spine.

“Do you want anything?” you ask, leaning against the counter for support.

“Just you,” he answers with a smirk.

He stalks toward you with purposeful steps.

“I want you Bucky. All of you.”

He drags you into his chest, dipping his head and ghosting his lips over yours.

“Fuck,” he mutters. “I’m gonna make you feel so good doll but you need to tell me if anything is too much, ok?”

“Ok,” you whisper.

“Do you want me to stop?” he asks at the gentle press of his lips.

“No,” you breath against his mouth.

“And now?” he asks as his warm breath trails along your jaw and he kisses the spot just below your ear.

You shake your head no and he pauses.

“Use your words for me baby girl.”

“Don’t stop. Please don’t stop,” you gasp.

This time he doesn’t hesitate as he slides his fingers slowly up your thigh. When he reaches the lace at your hip he dips his finger inside and runs it along the material, teasing the outline. He grabs your waist and lifts you onto the counter, spreading your legs and taking your face in his hands.

His nose gently bumps yours as he tilts his head and kisses you, soft at first but when you reach your hand down and palm his cock he growls deep and slides his tongue between your lips.

He toys with the strap of your dress, his fingertips feather light as he pushes it off your shoulder. He releases your mouth and his lips trail down your neck as he removes the other strap and lets your dress fall down to expose the swell of your breasts.

“Please Bucky,” you whine.

“Please what?” he simpers. “What did I tell you about using your words?”

Your lashes lower and you worry your lip between your teeth.

“I want you to touch me.”

His eyes settle on yours, dark with desire but also a softness that steals your breath and when his hand cradles your cheek and he pulls you in for a kiss you melt against him. His long fingers fall to your chest and he massages your breast, pulling down the cup of your bra to carefully pinch your nipple.

You gasp into his mouth, your hips thrusting forward at the contact. His head drops and he takes your nipple into his mouth, sucking gently before rolling his tongue around the hardened nub. You drag your nails through his hair and pull hard, loving the way he moans against your skin.

His lips kiss a warm and wet path back up to yours as his hand slides lower and his finger brushes over your panties. The fabric is soaked and sticking to your skin.

“So wet for me. Such a good girl,” he croons.

You rub yourself along his finger, whining his name. He grabs the back of your neck and pulls you in for another kiss, sliding the lace to the side and softly teasing his finger along your folds. Your body trembles and he pulls away just enough to look you in the eyes, the grip he has around your neck tight enough to keep you from looking away.

He watches you as he slowly pushes one finger inside. Your body tenses as your eyes begin to flutter closed.

“You’re doing so good for me baby girl. So perfect,” he praises.

“Oh god,” you moan, wrapping your arms around his neck.

He drops one hand to your thigh, caressing your skin while he pushes your legs open wider. He pumps his finger in and out, his breath coming in short pants.

“More. Please I want more,” you cry out.

His lips move down your neck as he cranes it back, sucking along the soft skin until he reaches your pulse point. A second finger teases your entrance, his movements delicate and slow as he pushes it inside you.

You drop your hands to the counter, gripping the edge so hard your knuckles turn white as your head falls back.

“Talk to me angel. Tell me what feels good.”

“Slow,” you breathe out, rocking your hips onto his hand.

He slowly pulls both fingers out, the motion languid even as he pushes them back in, going deeper.

“Do you touch yourself?” he asks, looking down between your bodies as his fingers pump in and out.

“Yes,” you breathe out.

“Show me,” he demands.

Your eyes widen and you drop your chin slightly. The hold he has on your hip loosens and he takes your face in his hand, lifting your gaze.

Your hand moves tentatively across your stomach and settles at the apex of your thighs before stopping. His fingers still and you let out a whine.

He gives you a small smirk and waits.

You let out a shaky breath and press your finger to your clit, circling the swollen nub.

“That’s it baby girl. Fuck,” he hums. “Is that what you like?”

You try to squeeze your legs together but he holds them open, his fingers now moving faster. He brushes your hand away and presses his thumb to your clit, repeating your motions until you’re writhing on the counter and clenching around his fingers.

With a chant of his name, you fall apart against his shoulder, your toes curled and your entire body trembling.

“Look at you,” he murmurs. “So beautiful. I can’t wait to get my mouth on you.”

He softly kisses your forehead, brushing his thumbs across your cheeks and tracing your lips. His hands fall away and he kneels, keeping his eyes on you as he drags your panties down your legs. His lips trail up your calf until he reaches your inner thigh and he brushes his nose along your slit. He inhales, humming appreciatively before dipping his tongue inside you.

Your fingernails drag over his scalp and you grab hold of his hair, pulling his face closer. He slides his tongue up to your clit and gently sucks, making your hips buck onto his face.

“Buckyyyy,” you whimper. “Ohhh my god. Do it again.”   

“There’s my good girl,” he sings before he takes your clit between his lips.

He alternates between sucking your clit and sliding his tongue through your folds and it’s enough to have your stomach tightening.

“I want your fingers again,” you mewl…pausing with a deep breath. “Your metal fingers.”

You feel his smile as he slides his left hand along your thigh, the metal a cool contrast to your heated skin. He slowly pushes one inside you and you gasp his name.

“More,” you beg.

He growls as he slides a second finger inside you, dragging out the motion with his mouth still wrapped around your clit. The sounds that fall from your open mouth only urge him on as he devours you with fervor.

“Are you going to cum for me again doll?”

His tongue flicks over your clit and he curls his fingers slightly.

“I want to you to cum on my tongue baby girl. Let me taste you.”

Your eyes screw shut and you thrust your hips onto his face and fingers, riding both until you can finally see straight again. He gently teases your clit, kissing and sucking while his fingers still move slowly in and out.

“You’re perfect,” he whispers, giving you one last lick before he pulls his fingers free and stands. “Did so good for me doll.”

His lips meet yours, his tongue coated with your juices so you taste yourself.

“See how sweet you taste?” he hums when he pulls away.

Your cheeks are flushed and you lick your lips, giving him a coy look.

“What if I want to taste you now?” you muse.

The muscles along his jaw clench tightly and your lips lift into a small smile.

“As much as I want my cock in this pretty mouth it’ll have to wait doll. Tonight, is about you.”

“But why can’t I just have a little taste first. I want to know what you like too,” you whine.

“Fuck,” he grits out, closing his eyes and burying his face in your neck.

He peppers kisses up to your ear before pulling the soft lobe between his teeth. You arch into him and whimper.

“You can’t because I said so,” he murmurs.

With no room left for argument you let out a little huff but concede, scraping your nails down his neck and holding him to you.

“Are you going to fuck me then?” you sass.

“So good,” he whispers into your skin.

He lifts you into his arms and carries you to the bedroom, gently laying you across the bed. He’s still fully clothed so when you sit up and push the jacket from his shoulders he doesn’t protest. It falls to the floor in a heap and you grab his shirt, pulling at the tight material until it joins his jacket.

Your fingers trace the chain of his dog tags before following the dark trail of hair under his belly button and reaching his jeans. You pop open the button and slowly pull the zipper down, moaning when you reveal his boxers and his hard cock pressed tight against the pulled fabric.

“Oh my,” you whisper, panting as he slides his jeans over his thick thighs and kicks them off. “Do you think it will…? You’re so big.”

He chuckles as he watches you, your eyes still trained on his cock.

“I’ll make sure you’re ready for me baby girl and remember we can always stop if it’s too much,” he says softly.

You reach out for him, hooking your fingers into the waistband of his boxers. You pull him closer and trail soft kisses down his chest and stomach. With deliberate movements you slide his boxers down, breathless when his cock springs free and rests against his abs.

“Bucky…” you moan, wetting your lips.

He wraps his metal fingers around his cock, slowly stroking the length as he kneels on the bed. You lean back on your elbows and squeal when he grabs the hem of your dress and pulls it free of your body. Your legs fall open invitingly and he settles between them, reaching behind your back to unhook your bra.

His hand closes around your breast and he kneads the soft flesh, his mouth lavishing kisses along your jaw and neck. He rocks his hips, positioning himself between your folds and sliding his cock through your wetness.

He continues rocking his hips, gently at first but the more you moan his name, your nails scratching down his back he moves faster.

“Fuck doll. Feel what you do to me? I’m ready to cum and I’m not even inside you yet,” he hisses.

His hand moves from your breast, caressing your stomach until he reaches your thigh and pushes it down to the bed, leaving you wide open for him. He takes his cock in his hand and teases your entrance, pushing in only a little.

“So good baby girl, such a good girl for me,” he purrs. “Tell me if you need me to slow down.”

He pushes in a little more and your eyelashes flutter closed, kissing your cheeks.

“Don’t angel,” he pleas. “Open them. Let me see how good I make you feel.”

Your eyes open and he holds your gaze, his metal hand grazing along your collarbone as he pushes in more. You suck in a breath, the burn of the stretch making you wince.

He immediately pulls out and kisses you, whispering sweet words of praise.

“Nice and slow doll. You’re so tight,” he murmurs, pushing in again.

You whimper his name, your pussy clenching as he goes deeper.

“That’s it doll. Taking my cock so well.”

With languid thrusts he fills you up, inch by inch until you’re stretched around him and the pleasure overwhelms any discomfort. He doesn’t move and every time you squeeze his cock he throbs inside you and mutters a curse.

“You feel incredible. Can I…?”

“Yes Bucky, God yes, please fuck me.”

His metal fingers ghost along the base of your throat and you grab his wrist, pushing it higher until his hand closes around the delicate column. He pulls out, pushing slowly back in at the same moment his hand tightens at your throat.

“Fucking hell,” he croons, rocking his hips again.

“Yes Bucky, just like that. Please don’t stop.”

“Look at you baby girl. Fuck. I love watching my cock disappear into this perfect, tight pussy,” he praises when lifts his torso to look between your bodies.

You gracefully accept his praise, reveling in his sweet words and the look of awe on his face.

He starts to move his hips faster, releasing your throat and sliding his hand down to your clit, rubbing it in just the right way.

“Oh my god,” you cry out, your thighs squeezing his waist.

“That’s it angel, squeeze my cock. Soak it. I want to feel you cum.”

His words send you over the edge and your release hits you like a wave, your body quivering as it as it pulses through you.

“Fuck baby girl. You feel so good, so perfect. You’re gonna make me cum.”

You feel him spill inside you, the pulse of his cock dragging out your pleasure. He sags on top of you, supporting his weight with one hand while the other softly strokes your sweaty skin.

You sigh with contentedness, your body completely pliant under his as your fingers card through his tussled hair.

“You did amazing doll. You’re such a good girl for me.”

He kisses you sweet and slow, savoring every touch of your lips.

“I can’t wait to do that again,” you giggle.

He throbs inside you, your breathy moan making his cock twitch and his hips grind against you.

“Fuck, I love all those sounds you make.”

He does it again and you whimper, meeting the next thrust of his hips.

“We can do this all night if you want baby girl but I need to take care of you first,” he says softly, lifting your hand to his mouth to kiss your palm. “Stay right here and I’ll get a warm cloth and clean you up.”

He pulls out slowly and you whine at the loss of him but your body is too sated to do much and you try to wait patiently until he returns. The warm cloth feels nice against your skin and his touch is gentle.

“So beautiful,” he murmurs, dipping his head to shower kisses along your inner thighs. “Let’s get some rest so you’ll be ready to sit on my face and ride my cock later.”

You rub your thighs together at the thought, your body tingling but your eyes drooping as you slip into a blissful rest in his arms.

@book-dragon-13 @christywantspizza @dreamlessinparis @hiddles-and-skittles @hiddles-rose @jhangelface0523 @loricamebackyetagain @lookiamtrying @loki-laufeyson-1054 @goldylions @maladaptivexxdaydreaming @nano--raptor @rebel-stardust @randomfandompenguin @breakablebarnes @weekendgothgirl @justile @seitmai @suchababie

[prettyboybillyhargrove]

A/B/O Harringrove Fic Rec p1

Okay since I’m pushing my a/b/o agenda lately and saw people are interested in it I wanted to recommend some of the fics I liked. / Most (probably all ngl) of this contain Omega and bottom Billy. Read at your own risk. Also, this is absolutely not in any order.

Ps: Okay this is part 1. Part 2 is gonna be multi chaptered ones. Also a couple of more one shots. Cause apparently there's soooooo much i wanna share.

i’m used to feeling that fire by cursedtobechaos on ao3   Words:10553  

Billy’s not used to feeling like prey. Especially not prey for Steve fucking Harrington, the same alpha he beat the absolute crap out of not too long ago.

"You are not fucking me in the showers,"  Steve in fact, fucked him in the showers(kinda). Alpha Steve came to school when he’s in his rut and Billy gives him a hand (or mouth, and more)

Upside Down, You're Turning Me by @ImNeitherornor on ao3 Words:7885  

“Let me get this straight. You want me to go into the middle of the fucking woods in below zero temperatures to find someone who is probably high as a kite and just having the time of his damned life?”  

Sex pollen fic we all need.

None Brighter Than Your Eyes by Doodsxd on ao3   Words:9991  

Sex Ed course came once again, and, for the first time, Billy listened.

He listened, because it started to match and make sense with what Max’s little troup told him over and over again.

Apparently, it was biology which dictated that omega jewelry wasn’t just a futility or decoration, or even a signal that the omega was taken. It wasn’t a trade, sex for jewelry, like Neil had taught him all his life. No: scientists had found back in the sixties that omega jewelry has a soothing effect, especially during heat, as a reminder of love and affection; something tangible and available at all times, even when no one is.

This is so fucking poetic and pretty. You MUST read!

Misunderstanding by prettyboiiharringrove on ao3  Words:1503  

Harringrove Halloween Countdown // October 11 — Billy has always been a grumpy asshole, so the kids typically let most of his behavior slide, for Steve's sake, but as the clues get weirder it's obvious something is up with him, and they have to fix it before Steve finds out.

This is a mpreg story. The sauna scene with a little twist. I cry while reading this I’m not kidding. Also, you can read this whole series if you guys wanna read more mpreg billy.

A Start by ImNeitherNor on ao3   Words:5574  

The quarry was always Steve’s go to when he needed a place to breathe, an area where the smells weren’t in his face and he could think straight. It was strange how one person’s heat could trigger another. Steve, a slightly cowed alpha after Hargrove rolled in, was done with the overpowering scents and the looks that were being thrown around.  

DOM STEVE BILLY IN HEAT WHAT MORE I NEED TO SAY?

Hold Me Tight Or Don't by BTSBlossom on ao3     Words:4808    

Billy has some news for Steve, he just doesn't know how to tell him. At least he knows he's got Ms. Byers on his side. She'll be there for Billy if Steve isn't.

This is more about the pregnancy than a/b/o, Joyce being a good mom to Billy UwU also tw: talking about abortion

sandman by Rebldomakr on ao3   Words:2226  

Steve’s not a fighter. He sucks at it, actually. He’s a little soft, but he isn’t totally weak or awfully tiny. He’s a good Alpha in many of the ways that count! Just because he isn’t running around sleeping with anyone willing, picking fights, and beating people to death doesn’t mean he’s a bad Alpha. And though Billy might do all that, but he isn't a bad Omega.

some short cute porn lol (steve has a breeding kink what a surprise lmao)

Silk by Rebldomakr on ao3   Words:3393  

In Indiana, Omega suppressants are banned. Billy runs out after a while.

tw: neil hargrove

Moaning Lisa Smile by trashcangimmick   Words: 3,735  

Billy maybe kind of hides the fact that he’s an Omega because he’s too queer, and too pretty, and would rather not deal with a bunch of idiot Alphas trying to screw the gay out of him. But Steve’s not an Alpha. Steve is also very pretty.

beta steve/omega billy, wet and messy, SEX BEHIND THE CAMARO FUCK YEAH also in the shower fşldkfkd

+ one Alpha/Alpha

with them indiana boys (on them indiana nights) by ToAStranger   Words: 4,842  

The thing is, when Billy first saw Steve Harrington, he knew.  

He grew up knowing.  It was hard not to, with all of those hormones and instincts running through his fucking veins.  He knew, one day, he’d run across someone that smelled so right, so fucking perfect that he’d want nothing more than to bury his face against their scent gland and breathe in until the smell becomes a taste becomes a sensation becomes--

Well.  The thing is, he’s always known.

"But you're my omega."

Steve falters, shaking his head, teeth catching on his lower lip and despite it all, Billy wants to kiss him again.

"No." Steve says. "Billy, I'm an alpha. Always have been. I'm-- I'm sorry. I thought you knew."

Tagging:(according to my post about a/b/o fic rec you guys seemed interested) @shprka @disdaidal @wixterirox @madsexcellency @andromedaspark @stedilly @billyhargrovesupsidedownshadow @ariamariastark1 @eddiebillysteve

[wavy-gorl]

i generally hate dragon/dragon shifter/etc x human aus where there's some sort of like "dragon hoard" or like the dragon character is super possessive of the other person in the relationship and all consent and like basic autonomy is weird and shit (fairy tail fandom, i'm looking at YOU GUYS, i have NOT forgotten the nalu fanfics that traumatized me when i was 13)

but the one ship i really like it for is kiribaku

like fantasy au dragon shifter kirishima x traveler/barbarian/prince/whatever bakugou

chef's kiss

And it's because literally neither of their personalities allow for any sort of weird consent or lack of autonomy bullshit, their personalities fit the au so well and it's fucking perfect

Like can you really tell me that Kirishima "ray of sunshine, 'i think bakugou is so manly because he just effortlessly does whatever', cries when his friends cry, proud of bakugou's character development" Eijirou could really genuinely look ANYONE in the eye and be like "you have to do what i say bc im a dragon and ur my mate" or whatever bullshit you find in those weird fics

And can you really fucking see Bakugou "told the actual League of Villains to get on their knees and beg him to join them, will only do something if you ask him to do the opposite or challenge him to it, has to be kept in check or he might commit murder who knows" Katsuki even ALLOWING Kirishima to say something like that to, not just him, but ANYONE?

Hell fucking no

Bakugou would like murder him and he knows that, I think it's pretty safe to believe that everything between dragon kirishima and human bakugou is safe, sane, and consensual (that's a joke, while i personally believe that they're older in the fantasy au bc yknow travelling the world on their own, they're still basically 16 or something in the canon so weird stuff is still kinda weird)

So the concept of like

after a long period of travelling together, Kirishima is like "hey man, do you like wanna be bonded together? it's like a dragon thing and it's this whole ordeal and we'll literally be bound by our souls and it's a huge commitment so i get if you don't wanna that's fine, but i just think it would be really cool"

And then Bakugou is like "yeah sure, I literally hate everyone on this fucking planet except you, i'll get magically married to you"

LIKE YES THAT'S THE SHIT I WANT

AND IT'S THE SHIT I GET WITH THIS SHIP

like, oh my god, bakugou being like "yeah i guess you can tag along" but internally he's like holy shit i'm travelling with a fucking dragon and kirishima sees right through it but lets him have his moment

and them like FIGHTING TOGETHER??? and then one of them gets hurt and it's like "no i promise im okay" and it's like "dude you are literally dying please let me softly wrap this bandage around your hand"

that's all, i would just like to wish a very i love you you are wonderful to all the fanfic writers who have been able to give me this very concept

<3

(ps if you want a rec, Wild and Free with You by dragontrappedinhumanskin on ao3 is my fave xx)

(pps i'll love you forever if you drop your own recs)

edit: here is a link to a collection of fantasy au kiribaku bc ily <3 (it's not my collection but whoever it is that made it is amazing and wonderful)

[alittlebitoflovin]

ranking my favorite bellamione fics:

through sand and sea by looktotheedges

a home at the end of the world (+ dog star) by ludling

stay series by hustling_rube93

taken by surprise by looktotheedges

the world we knew by hustling_rube93

the weekend series by am_bellanoire

catching midnight by deepforestspecter

betrayer by chipperdyke

ruin by quillghost

arsonist's lullaby by quillghost

glass silence by zarrene moss (mensozarres)

11 vials by cerrone

i've read so many other good ones but these are my absolute favorites!

on my to read list:

fractures by n. blackman (2/15 i just finished reading this omg what a trip. sad that the sequel got abandoned just when it was getting so interesting)

self prevention by useful_oxymoron (2/16 I LOVED IT!)

the world we knew by hustling_rube93 (2/20 MY GOD WHAT A WORK OF ART! i read it in one day and left the author 4 maybe 5 comments because i couldn't contain my feelings anymore. i legit cried, it was THAT good. oh wow, definitely one of my top 5 favorites now!)

arsonist's lullaby by quillghost (2/19 WHAT THE FUCK this is so good i'm adding it to my favorites idc if it's unfinished)

heavy is the head that wears the crown by killingxrangers

the last 3 are incomplete but they seem really promising so i still want to give them a go (even if it'll most likely break my heart - at least the world we knew seems like it's being continued)(idk why i'm putting myself through this when those gilded chains we wear being abandoned literally hurt me)

i'm new to the fandom (only been here a month!) so if anyone has recommendations please let me know! i prefer completed works if they're multi chapters but if they're so good i'll give them a go even if they're unfinished. also i'm not into non magic AU sm (except catching midnight that shit is GOLD) unless again they're really good. i really like the ones where bella was actually a spy/defected from voldemort but my absolute favorite is when bella goes through a redemption arc.

hmu if you have fic recs i'm absolutely OBSESSED

ps. if y'all see a "doughnutwhore" leaving kudos, going wild in the comments on your ao3 fics that's me lmao

UPDATE (2/7):

i just finished reading glass silence by zarrene moss (menzosarres) and oh my god it's SO GOOD. i'm a bellamione shipper of course but the cissamione scenes were fucking amazing i couldn't help but also ship them on the side!

thanks to the people who recommended this story! i'm going to read the others in the series before i move on to the next fic

[ggukkieland]

📕BTS Fic Reads - 2021 April pt. 1

Thank you dear authors for these gems. Words are not enough to express how much I appreciate these stories 🥰 And if you’re a reader who stumbled upon this list and liked any of the fics, please don’t forget to show appreciation by reblogging their work or giving positive feedback to these authors 😉.

Note: Most of fics have smut content. FOR MUSLIM READERS, THIS IS NOT RAMADAN-SAFE (only few fics are SFW).  A lovely reader requested for SFW fic recs so please enjoy these lists instead:

🌷 Fic Recs (SFW) Fluff/Angst Stories:

Part 1 (Recommended Authors + selected fics) for fluffy/angst content (SFW)

Part 2 (Recommended Fics)

Taehyung | Jungkook

 Tip: If link doesn’t work, click on author and go to their masterlist

🥕 S - smut | F - fluff | A - angst

🌷 with reaction/review on some completed fics (if reading these help)

--- Some are new, some re-reads, while some are past reads that haven’t been reblogged yet. Mostly mature (minors dni).  M x F pairing.

🥕[Ongoing Series]

Ongoing fics will be in a separate post moving forward so I can better keep track of them. All fics listed are completed series or one shots I enjoyed reading and re-view-blogging this month.

🥕[Completed Fics/Series]

Namjoon

Always in my Dreams @sunshinekims - one shot | 15.4k | Soulmate AU, Dream AU | F, S, slight A 🌷

A Very Personal Assistant @mintjoonlep - one shot (with follow up drabble | 7k | CEO AU, Assistant!Reader, Idiots to Lovers, contract personal companion | S, F 🌷

Bewitched, Body & Soul @kithtaehyung - one shot/drabble | 4.2k | Pride and Prejudice AU, Husband AU, PWP | S (full fic to be posted)

Break Up with Your Girlfriend @lovetrivia - series [3/3] | 16.5k | College AU, TA!Namjoon, Tease OC | S, F 🌷

Closure @namjoonchronicles - one shot | 3.7k | hurt/comfort, Established Relationship, Husband AU | A, F

Discolorare @akinnie75 - one shot | 22k | Fantasy AU, Beast!Namjoon, accused witch Reader | F, A  🌷 #holygrailfic

Empiricism @papillonsgf - one shot | 7.5k | Med Student AU, Strangers to Lovers, Enemies to Lovers (themes) | S

Gardenia @tangerineyoongles - drabble | 1k | Florist AU, Strangers to Lovers | F 🌷

There’s a First Time for Everything - @jcwriting - one shot | 2.8k | Idol AU, Namjoon never experienced bj before | smut, pwp

Seokjin

Made Up Love Song @floralseokjin - series [10/10] | 94.9k | Single Dad AU, Teacher!Reader, CEO AU, dilf!seokjin | F, S, A 🌷

Royally Fucked @couture-kookie - one shot | 14k | Royalty AU, Prince AU, Personal Assistant, Hybrid AU, Dragon!Seokjin, Black Panther!Reader | S, A, F 🌷 (this is amusing too)

View @noteguk - drabble | 2.1k | CEO!Seokjin, Lawyer!OC, exhibitionism, established relationship | S 🌷

Withering Away @agustdjoon - one shot | 10.8k | Hanahaki AU, Idol!Seokjin x Staff!Reader, Heavy Angst | A

Yoongi

Come Home @kookiesjoonies - one shot | 3.2k | Exes AU | S, A, slight F (reblog of old faves)  🌷

Cut Me Open @hayjeon - two shot [2/2] | 30k | Divorce AU, Marriage AU, Doctor AU, Surgeon AU | A, S, F (reblog of old faves)  🌷

First Loves @yukheii - drabble | 2k | Dad!Yoongi, Daughter!Yoona (wife is mentioned), seriously this is adorable | F, F, F!  🌷

I Don’t Wanna Love You @moonnightyoongi - series [3/3] | 18.5k | Break Up AU, College AU | A, slight F

Playing With Fire @houseofdemi-blog - series [8/8] | 21.4k | Fake Dating AU, Rich Girl AU, Producer Yoongi, Bad Boy AU, lin | A, S, F (reblog of old faves)  🌷

links per chapter lead to author’s old url. to access the chapters, I posted the hyperlinks here

PS I Woof You @gimmesumsuga - one shot | 26k | Fur Parents AU, Pet Owners AU, Neighbor AU | F, S  🌷

Quickie in the Closet @xlovelyyoongix - drabble | 930 | established relationship, idol au | S, pwp (kind of crack-ish in the end) 🌷

Sticky Notes @threeletterslife - one shot | 5k | established relationship, on the rocks | A, slight F 🌷

Tears of a Villain @jimlingss - one shot | 15.3k | Superhero AU, feat Villain!Seokjin, don’t be fooled by the cute description this is Heavy Angst 😥) | A, F (an old read  and I don’t know why I tortured myself reading this again)

Upgrade @joonsgalore - one shot | 4.1k | FWB AU, feat FWB!Taehyung, one night with Min Yoongi was enough to ruin you for absolutely anyone else 🔥 | S (reblog because of an ask)  🌷

Hoseok

Coin Flip @flowerwrites06 - two shot | 17k | Butler!Hoseok, Spy AU, Royalty AU | A, S 🌷

Dance to This @bobagukk - one shot | 3k | dancer AU, fuckboy AU, kind of dom!reader | S, pwp 🌷

Get Wet @prolixitae - drabble | 2k | established relationship, shower sex, pwp | S (this is so amazingly written! As I was putting this list I just realized it’s only 2k and yet the level of details in the scenario ugh what an amazing writer) 🌷

Make Me a Match @btsarmy9593 - one shot | 4K | Dystopian AU, Arranged Marriage AU | F, S 🌷

Not Interested @sehunpeachy - one shot | 20k | Enemies to Lovers, Swimmer!Hoseok, Coach Assistant!Reader | A, F, S 🌷

Say, Cheese! @artaefact - drabble | 1.3k | photographer!hoseok, strangers to lovers, brokenhearted OC | F (really cute) 🌷

To The Beat of my Heart @jeonggukingdom - one shot | 7.2k | Dancer AU, mirror smut | S 🌷

Jimin

Lost & Found @alpacaparkaseok - series [17/17] | 62.3k | Soulmate AU, Idol AU, red string of fate (OC cut the string) | A, F 🌷

Mile High Club + Business Meets Pleasure @geniuslab - two shot | 9.8k | Co-workers AU, Office AU, kind of strangers to lovers (both assigned to attend the conference and OC doesn’t interact with PJM before the “airplane smut”) | S, F 🌷

Moon Karaoke @singguks - drabble | 2k | Coworker AU, sudden outage | F (cute) 🌷

Sanctuary @chimchimsauce - series [16/16] | 20k | Hybrid AU, Wolf Hybrid!Jimin, Barista!OC, feat sanctuary staff Taehyung, hurt/comfort | F, A 

Unloved Letters @mintemps - one shot | 3.2k | break up AU, epistolary (letter form, but there were long dialogues in the letters, so more of half-letter?) | A

Taehyung

Allegro @ironicarmy - one shot | 10.9k | Enemies to Lovers, College AU, Music AU, Choir AU | F, A, S 

All That Glitters @/bobagukk - drabble | 1.6k | hybrid AU, dragon hybrid!taehyung, sugar daddy AU | S

All This Stigma @army-author | two shot | 14.9k | Heir AU, FWB AU, College AU, Unplanned Pregnancy AU, Arranged Marriage AU | A, F  🌷

Bibliotheque @joonbird - one shot | 15k | College AU, Librarian!Taehyung, Literature themes, Enemies to Lovers (more of rivals over scholarship) | F, A,S (a reblog of old faves) 🌷

Black Magic @chickenkooks - one shot | 18k | College AU, Magic AU, Magic School, Outsider!Taehyung, Fantasy AU, Witch AU, feat. annoying Jimin 🤭 | S, A, F (the smut scene in the magical world is 👌) 🌷

Do You Want More? @7deadlysinsfics - drabble | 1.6k | actor!taehyung x maid!oc, pwp | S

Guess Who @silhouetted-beauty - two shot [2/2] | 6.8k | established relationship, idol AU (I guess?), threesome with a mystery member (That was the fun part! Guessing who the other member is) | S 🌷

I Choose You @btsqualityy - one shot | 5k | abo dynamics, werewolf AU, Mating AU, soulmate AU | F, S 🌷

Komorebi @jungkookiebus - drabble | 1.1k | strawberry farmer!Taehyung, sensory fic (This is amazing! The way it was written has a real calming effect. Not much on plot but it is a sensory-focused writing 😅) | F 🌷

Love or In Love @rookiegukie - drabble | 1k | doctor AU, persistent Taehyung (really cute) | F 🌷

Moon Breaker @magicalsalamander - one shot | 17k | Werewolf AU, sort of forbidden love (humans and werewolf mates bring misfortune), Alpha!Taehyung - (part of my Taehyung Werewolf fiic recs) | F, A,S (reblog of faves) 🌷

The Time Traveler’s Playbook @/threeletterslife - one shot | 6.5k | Time Traveler AU, 389 times for Taehyung to set things right | A, F 🌷

The Watcher @yandere-society - one shot | 4.3k | feat Hoseok (it’s actually more on Hoseok x Reader but there’s a twist. Please, this is sooo goood), Yandere themes, Established Relationship (Taehyung), Ex!Hoseok | A 🌷

You + Me @full-of-jams - drabbles | 3.8k | ex-friends, longing, pining | A, F 🌷

Jungkook

posted here (had to separate due to bulk of fics)

🥕 posted: 2021 Apr 23

🥕 link to other reading lists

🌹   I love to read so feel free to recommend a fic =)

[rebeccccccaaa]

𝚃𝚠𝚘 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝙳𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚢

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𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢 𝙱𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚜 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛

𝚁𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍: ANON Hey you ❤️ Could I request an imagine with Bucky where you are his non-avenger girlfriend but you got really distant towards him lately as you found out you're pregnant and you're scared of his reaction? But then he finds out and is all happy and all other avengers are happy for you and insist on taking care of you and it's just all fluffy ? Thank you a lot ❤️

𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: really fluff smut 18+ (praise, daddy kink, slight mommy kink?, breeding kink, oral fem!rec, age gap, etc), slight angst, cw: mentions of eating disorders (no one has one but bucky thinks this)

𝙰𝚞𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚛’𝚜 𝙽𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜: listen…. The idea of kids and having kids getting pregnant all that jazz, yeah. It fucking terrifies me! LOL! But nonetheless I really do see the appeal and sometimes i catch myself reading these kinds of fics so i really hope you like it anon! :)

PS: updates are going to slow down cuz i don’t have any drafts ready for upload and also things are a little crazy personally so yeah hope y’all understand :)

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“You like that baby?” Bucky groaned in your ear.

“Yes daddy! Oh my god,” you moaned.

“You’re being such a good little girl for your daddy. Fuck, daddy. You're gonna make me a daddy. I’m gonna come inside you and you’re gonna get all swollen and round with my baby. You want that? You wanna be a mommy; make me a daddy?” 

Bucky and you both expressed in the past that kids were something you both wanted but with Bucky still heavily involved with missions and the avengers, and you were in college studying to get a PhD in biomechanics and computer engineering, something that would let you understand and work with Bucky specifically very closely. You were too young to have a baby but that didn’t stop you from playing into fantasies of having a family with the man you were so in love with. 

“Daddy,” you moaned.

“Give it to me, baby,” you looked him into his eyes.

Bucky kissed you hard as you both came and after cleaning yourselves up you had showered together, ate dinner quickly, and soon went to bed. 

That was two months ago. 

Three weeks after that night, Bucky was gone for about two weeks on a mission with Steve. You and the girls were drinking wine but you opted out for the tempting glasses feeling nauseous that entire week. 

As a joke, the girls were saying you were pregnant but you were sure that you and Bucky were always cautious when having sex. It wasn’t a good time to have a baby. So you joked that all three of you should take a pregnancy test and when yours came out positive you freaked out. 

“Oh my god! Bucky’s gonna kill me!” you panicked.

“Hey, relax. It’s ok,” Nat comforted you.

“We can get through this. Now did Bucky explicitly say he doesn’t want kids?” Wanda asked.

“No, we both want kids it’s just, ugh, life is so fucking crazy right now and I’m still in school, Bucky’s going on missions all the time. It’s just not a good time to have a baby.”

“Ok think about it this; if life for us was normal, as boring as that is, would Bucky be upset if you were pregnant?” Nat reasoned.

“No, he would be so happy. He wants to be a dad, it’s just so sudden,” you said in distress.

“It’s always sudden with this situation. But what’s more important is that you have support. Whatever your decision is in the end we'll all support you, even Bucky,” Nat told you.

Bucky came back home and immediately knew that there was something that was upsetting you. You promised him that you were alright but you were conflicted. You tried to tell him, you really did, but there wasn’t a good time. 

One night Bucky tried to initiate sex when you two had the tower to yourselves. You were instantly distant with him afraid he’d take one look at your naked body and know you were pregnant and that freak you out. 

“Baby, are you ok?” Bucky asked that night.

“Yeah, I just don’t feel good,” you didn’t actually lie, the pregnancy did affect your appetite drastically and many foods you used to adore before were repulsive to you. 

“Oh ok, do you need anything?” he was concerned.

“No, I think I’m ok.”

Now present day, you and Bucky hadn’t had sex since. It’s been a little over two months and Bucky wasn’t frustrated per say but he missed you; he missed having his hands on your warm and soft skin. He missed the way you squirmed under him and the little whimpers you made. How good your walls felt as he thrusted in and out of you torturously slow. 

You two were in the kitchen sitting with some of the other team members. So far only Nat and Wanda knew about your pregnancy as hard as it was to not tell Vision or Steve or literally anyone. You stared at the breakfast sitting in front of you; it used to be your favorite but looking at it and smelling it was making you extremely nauseous. 

“Baby?” Bucky rubbed your back.

“Hm?”

“Why aren’t you eating? It’s your favorite,” he said.

“I’m not too hungry,” you said.

Bucky wasn’t convinced but because you were in front of other people he didn’t want you to feel embarrassed like a father scolding a teenager. His hand rested on your thigh and immediately felt your leg tense up. 

You retracted and stood up walking away without saying a word and Bucky was confused and followed you quickly shoving as much food in his mouth as he could and tossed his plate in the sink. 

“What’s going on with them?” Steve asked.

“Oh no are they gonna break up?” Sam asked with genuine concern, as much as he fucked around with Buck he did admire your relationship. You are really good for him and he loved you unconditionally.

“No, it’s just-” Wanda started.

“Wanda,” Nat warned. 

“I wasn’t going to say anything,” she rolled her eyes, “There fine. Y/n’s just not feeling well and she doesn’t want to be bothered.”

Bucky walked into your shared room and found you changing into yet another hoodie. That’s when he started piecing things together; or at least he thought. You were always wearing very big clothing and covering your body; that he thought was the most beautiful he’d ever laid eyes on. You were constantly nauseous and refused to eat even some of your favorites dishes and meals. You wouldn’t let him touch even though he’s initiated a couple of times.

“Y/n?” Bucky asked.

“What?” you played dumb.

“Y/n, what’s going on?”

“Nothing, I told you I don’t feel good.”

“That seems to be your excuse a lot.”

“What does that mean?” you asked.

“Y/n, be honest with me. Are you starving yourself?” he had tears in his eyes; he couldn’t even think about you doing this to yourself.

“What! Bucky no! I’m not, ugh, just,” you stuttered.

“What is going on, please tell me, baby?”

“I’m pregnant!”

Silence. Bucky was shocked. You were pregnant? How long? Why didn’t you tell him? 

“I’m so sorry, Buck,” you started crying.

“No, no, no, no, don’t cry babygirl,” Bucky hugged you tightly while you sobbed into his chest.

“I’m happy, I’m really happy and excited for us. We’re gonna be a family,” he smiled.

“You’re not mad?”

“Why would I be mad?”

“I don’t know, I know we talk about this and having a family but not now. I thought you’d be mad at me.”

“Well, I’m a bit bummed that you didn’t tell when you found out but no; I’m so happy. I love you from the bottom of my heart and I would do anything for you. I’m gonna be here every step of the way and we’re gonna get through this together, ok?”

“Ok,” you sniffled. 

“Are you ok? Do you need anything?” Bucky already started going into protective dad mode and he just found out.

“No I just need you,” you whispered. 

“God, I love you,” Bucky picked you up and laid you on the bed littering your face in kisses.

“Does anyone else know?” he asked you.

“Well, uh, the girls,” you said.

“You told the girls?”

“Well, they were drinking and i declined because I was feeling sick and they joked that I was pregnant so we all took pregnancy tests as a joke but mine came out positive. I took two more and they were all positive,” you started tearing up.

“Hey don’t cry, it’s ok.”

“Sorry,” you laughed.

“We’re gonna be ok, right baby?” he whispered.

“Yeah, I love you.”

Bucky leaned down again and pressed kisses to your neck making you giggle. His warm hands trailed under your shirt making your skin burst into chills. Bucky’s lips continued their assault on your neck and before you knew Bucky started lifting your sweater over your head.

You did the same to Bucky and your chests were pressed against each other instantly as he kissed you hard. Bucky trailed kisses down your body slowly, hands rubbing your skin softly, lips staying longer than usual around your stomach for obvious reasons. 

Bucky peeled your sweats from your body and didn’t hesitate to dive in. His tongue licking a long strip against your pussy. You moan softly and your hips wiggled under him. He pressed down on you to keep you from squirming but you were getting very close to your orgasm and it just felt too good. 

Bucky brought his fingers and circled your entrance before inserting a finger slowly. He looked up at you moaning at his fingers and this encouraged Bucky to insert another one. His fingers slipped in and out with ease with your arousal practically dripping from you. 

Bucky leaned forward and circled his tongue around your clit. The obsecene sounds of Bucky finger fucking you echoed in the room and you finallly climax, cumming all over his finger. Bucky crawled up your tired body after taking his pants and boxers off. 

Bucky didn’t bother putting a condom considering you’ve been his only partner the past couple years and he got you pregnant. He pumped his cock a few times before grabbing your legs to wrap around his waist and easily slipped between your folds. 

“Fuck, baby girl. You feel so good,” Bucky moaned in your ear.

“Oh shit, yes,” you whimpered.

“Oh you’re gonna be so beautiful when you're all big and swollen, shit. You’re gonna be the sexiest mommy in this whole fucking world.”

“Ugh! And you’re gonna be such a sexy daddy,” you smirked and cupped his face.

He leaned down and kissed you passionately. He thrusted into you harder and your back arched into his chest, moaning high pitched and loudly. Your hands tugged on his hair and Bucky groaned in your mouth. 

“Oh Buck, I’m gonna come,”you said against his lips.

“Let go, baby. Come for me, mommy,” Bucky said. 

You came hard; your body contracted and trembled, your stomach tightened, your toes curled, and your legs pulled Bucky deep inside you, hot spurts of his cum coating your walls. Bucky settled on you but bounced back afraid he was crushing the baby.

He went to the bathroom, well practically sprinted, and returned with a warm towel to clean you up. Your body laid still while you were cleaned and you just watched Bucky with adoration. He left again and returned wearing boxers and held a bottle of your favorite lotion that you usually saved for special nights or for Tony’s parties.

You smiled and got comfortable as Bucky poured some lotion in his hand. His hands spread the lotion evenly on your body; thumbs skimming your sensitive nipples, gently caresses all over your stomach, teasing grazes along your inner thighs. You closed your eyes and felt euphoria. 

The love of your life was really pampering you and you felt so good. 

“I love you,” you whispered.

“I love you, too,” Bucky kissed your forehead, crawling into the bed with you.

“Let’s stay in all day. My girl is pregnant and she’s gonna need all the rest she can get,” Bucky joked.

“But what about-”

“No, who cares,” bucky interrupted.

“But-”

“No buts.”

“What are we gonna tell the rest of the team?”

“Oh, well. It’s your body, your comfort. You tell them when you feel it’s best. But I do hope it’s soon because I’m so happy and I don’t think i'd be able to keep this a secret for long,” Bucky dived his head in your neck making you laugh.

“Ok,” you whispered.

“Man, I’m gonna be a dad,” Bucky sighed happily.

“You’re gonna be daddy,” you said innocently.

“I’m already your daddy,” he playfully growled.

“Then you’re gonna be two types of daddy,” you smirked.

“Two types of daddy.”

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[whattabuck]

Since my Buddie fics folder is quite full I think that I'm going to arrange a post for every Monday until the show comes back. I don't really know if I'm going to have the time to do it every week, but I'll try at least every 15 days. So let's begin with this one.

PS: You can find my recs under the goblinessence buddie fic rec tag or on the top post on my blog.

Life sure can try to put love through it [Words: 20353] by @capseycartwright

Words cannot properly describe how much I love amnesia fics and how much I loved this one.

Listen - the panic attack Buck had, it was fully justified. As far as he knew, it was 2021 - and Eddie was standing next to him, telling him that he’d forgotten the last three years of his life. He felt he deserved a moment to have a panic attack, thank you very much. or - after an accident at work, Buck forgets the last three years of his life. Mentally, he's back in 2021 and in the midst of a failing relationship with Taylor - but actually, its 2024 and he's married to his best friend, Eddie. Navigating amnesia is pretty heavy work, as it turns out.

The Aftermath of Liberation and Love Confessions [Words: 17267] by @elvensorceress

I got so emotional reading this fic. As always I love the way some of you are able to catch all the nuances that make Eddie Diaz such a good character.

After a very long year of one terrible thing after another, Eddie has a brand new life strategy. It’s called not giving a shit.

There’s the fire of a challenge in Buck’s eyes and a clench in the set of his jaw, and come on, it’s not as if Eddie forced Buck into dating the reporter. Not like he pays it any mind whatsoever. It was doomed from the start. She’s not good enough for him. She’s a terrible fit for him. Buck’s clearly been miserable for months. Still, Buck says, “Yeah, Eddie. Why don’t you teach us. What would you say if you were professing your love?”

You mean something besides, “In the event of my untimely death, I made you legal guardian of my child”?

Eddie stares back at him. He breathes deeply, and since his renewed life philosophy is not giving a shit and not being ashamed and finally reaching freedom, why the fuck not...

~~~

In which Eddie comes out, sexuality is complicated but coffee is not, Buck makes an excessive salad and is also roasted, everyone has a love confession, and December is the most dramatic time of year.

Ten, twenty, fifty [Words: 5090]

This one is perfect for overwhelming days. It has the power to calm me down.

“Look you,” Buck began, pausing as Eddie turned his attention back to him. “I know you’re dating because you want to find someone to be your life partner, someone who would raise Chris with you, right?”

Eddie nods in response. He’s unsure as to where Buck’s taking this, but he nods nonetheless.

“Well, why don’t you try this. Close your eyes, and imagine your life ten...twenty...maybe fifty years from now,” Buck says and Eddie follows, closing his eyes as he listens to Buck.

Or: Eddie has an epiphany, and it's the best kind.

Until my dying breath [Words: 4099] by @on-maars

“I broke up with Taylor.”

Eddie stops scrubbing, and looks up at his best-friend with a frown. “Why? I thought you liked her.”

“I did.” Buck answers. “But she wasn’t what I wanted.” He adds. Eddie takes a sharp intake of breath. “It couldn’t have worked out.”

“Okay.” Eddie answers. He wishes he could say more, but the words just don’t come out. And that’s not even the worst part. No. The worst part is hearing his best-friend sigh next to him, like he’s resigned, like he’s giving up on him.

Eddie lets out a shaky breath and scrubs the plate harder, in the hope that it stops his hands from trembling. And for a few minutes, it works. Eddie stays focused on the task at hand and Buck puts the dishes away, knowing his way through the kitchen like it’s his own. Eddie tries not to think about that for too long.

“You know I used to think we were going somewhere, you and I.”

Echoes [Words: 2299]

This one takes place after 5x10 and it broke my heart but it is absolutely beautiful.

Buck smiles, blinking the tears away, trying to see through the heavy smoke. He’s going to be fine. Eddie is going to save him.

It’s the last thought he has when his grip on the ledge slips away and suddenly he’s falling. One second ago he is still clutching to the ledge and the next the fire from the window beside him bursts and he’s tossed into the air.

He stares into the sky above him, his arm still reaching for safety, waiting to feel the telltale sensation of familiar fingers wrapping around his wrist. But it never comes. Neither does Eddie.

-

Or in the aftermath of Eddie leaving, Buck can't seem to let go of him.

[stephissalty]

Hi could you please make another hyunsung fic rec please? I've read every single one of the fics you've recced at least six times now and I love your taste please please please. PS Jilix and/or Minchan/ banginho too if you read it

i'm so glad you loved all my hyunsung recs! supernova and open your eyes and see especially hold a special place in my heart.

and, i'd love to

...if i had any more to give :( i don't read skz super often these days, so all i have to give are my second-tier fics. i'm pulling directly from my fic spreadsheet here. more mixed ships, more shorter fics.

hyunsung

*don't read the last page - hyunsung - 7k

new year's eve fic

tired of ads? - hyunsung - 6k

jisung walking spotify ad

*kkamigamergirl611 - hyunsung - 12k

minecraft bfs

when the sea rises to meet us - hyunsung - 24k

ocena prince, magical realism, tattoo hjs

other ships

*certified freak, seven days a week - jilix - 15k

jisung epically fails doing the wap challenge

jfc this is so fucking funny

summer sun in our eyes - jilix - 5k

pure fluff

*tracing the treelines - minsung - 9k

minsung secret relationship

everything by thisismk is really good, so i rec everything by them

*phasianidae - changjin - 15k

tattoo artist hj, prince cb

this one is really good, please read it

darkfic

this is to a lesser degree than in the last rec list - this is less dark but still shouldn't be put with the rest of the ship fics

dyed carnations - hyunsung* - 22k

case fic, detectives, serial killers

nothing else because spoilers

tw: unhealthy relationships, emotional manipulation

i hope this isn't too much of a disappointment :( - i just don't read too much skz or hyunsung these days, so i don't have an updated/more recent list. i've marked the ones i most highly rec.

i hope you're doing well

-steph