#profoundly crazy

[blackashbluephoenix]

I think my favorite Harvey trope is how he does things that are clinically profoundly insane and yet still very practical at the same time.

[dog-teeth]

[front-facing-pokemon]

[my-fancy-hat]

mom [makima] as the heart of the family, the control that ties everything and everyone together in this sand castle we live, the fulfilled life denji though would find. to burn it for what he though would bring him true happiness, to step on the daughter of his grief, to stick faithful to what mama said is the best for him: undeserving of happiness, he had to destroyed it. who is in blame here?

The End of Evangelion (1997), Hideaki Anno; Chainsaw man (2018- ), Tatsuki Fujimoto.

[foolforlover]

the line delivery of all time I fear. ooOOH you so LIIIGHT (smacks) you're like a girrll

[tulpartrials]

THINKING OF TUMBLR IF IT WAS EVIL. LIKE IF IT ONLY SENT YOU NOTIFICATIONS WHEN SOMEONE BLOCKED YOU.

AND THE NOTIFICATION BANNER SAID: “HAHA, GET FUCKED, THIS PERSON DOES NOT LIKE YOU.” AND YOU ALSO COULDN’T SEE WHEN PEOPLE LIKED YOUR POSTS OR FOLLOWED YOU.

AND LIKE, ON YOUR DASHBOARD, IT WOULD RECOMMEND SPECIFICALLY POSTS THAT YOU’D HATE. EVILLY.

[pixiecaps]

i be eeping at 4am and waking up at 12pm like ougughh why am i so tired. GIRL THIS CYCLE IS EATING YOU ALIVE !

[crescentfool]

i love ryomina

no but seriously. even when i’m thinking about other things that captivate my interest, i find myself coming back to them and feeling like i fell down three whole flights of staircases every time i do. they are one of my favorite pairs in media and are very special to me.

it’s the way that ryoji and minato’s lives are inevitably intertwined with each other due to the circumstances 10 years ago on the moonlight bridge. without no minato, there is no ryoji. minato as he is today is because of ryoji. they have irreparably affected each other’s lives that you cannot discuss one without bringing up the other one.

ryoji mochizuki, who is death, pharos, thanatos, nyx avatar, the man of many names and identities, is the perfect summation of p3′s messages and themes.

minato arisato, the wildcard and protagonist, who has boundless kindness in his actions despite the unfortunate cards handed to him.

the two of them complement each other and tell a beautiful story from start to finish.

minato’s personas capture this perfectly. he awakens to orpheus, who’s flames burns bright, is snuffed out by thanatos during the encounter against the arcana magician. a visual precursor of the idea that ryoji stole from the life that minato could have had.

it’s the way that over the course of the game as minato interacts with pharos, talking throughout the dark hour, forging a bond that cannot be broken, that allows ryoji to exist. minato humanizes death.

november. the bells toll, calling the appriser. and yet, it’s peaceful... quiet, and full of life. ryoji, who breaks free from death’s chains, refusing his role, is given the chance to live for a month. to make the most of the humanity that minato has given him over those ten years. and what a life he lived. ryoji’s life is a reflection of what minato’s life could have been like in another universe.

it is the way the two of them are reflections of each other. ryoji with his hair down is just like minato. they are both stubbornly committed to choosing to be kind, to love life, yet are chained down by the cards the narrative dealt them with. they finish each other’s sentences, knowing each other intimately in a way no one else does.

how is that, a boy who lived for only one month, profoundly changes the course of the narrative? he is simultaneously relevant and irrelevant. blink, and you miss it, the beautiful life that he led.

ryoji is horrified at the revelations of being the appriser. he who so desperately wished to forget that his existence was meant to bring the end to all life, was unable to escape the inevitability of death. in a non-human way, of course. he becomes remorseful. a shadow of his brief time as a human who was enamored by the small beautiful things that life had to offer.

he is swallowed by grief. grief knowing that his very existence will take away not only minato’s life, but everyone else’s. the very thing that ryoji loved- life, fundamentally went against the role he was born for- to be the harbinger of death. and unable to grapple with this sadness he believes that the best thing for minato to do is to kill him, so that SEES can live in bliss not knowing about their inevitable end.

SEES is left rattled, calling into question what the meaning of life is and what they do when faced against the inevitability of death.

and!!! minato chooses!! for ryoji to live!! even in spite of what ryoji is MEANT to embody, minato still stubbornly chooses to defy death itself! and if that’s not cool i don’t know what is!! minato wants everyone to have the chance to live!!

so he climbs. he ascends tartarus, to meet ryoji, again, who is now the nyx avatar. and i just think there’s something so so beautiful about being able to use messiah, minato’s ultimate persona, against nyx avatar.

messiah, being the fusion of orpheus and thanatos is peak ryomina to me. because ryoji and minato have established an unbreakable bond from having been entwined for 10 years, minato still has a piece of death with him, and by proxy!! ryoji is able to defy and rebel against nyx trying to bring the fall! and i think that’s fucking cool shit if you ask me!

even when all of the arcanas have been gone through, it’s still not enough to stop the fall. and yet. minato knows. in the way that ryoji was sealed in minato 10 years ago by aigis... minato becomes the great seal so that everyone can live. it comes full circle.

march rolls around. he fulfills his promise to SEES on graduation day. minato dies from exhaustion. but goddamn does his sacrifice make me weep- he’s had such, such a tiring journey. he’s been through so many things because he was at the wrong place at the wrong time. but at the end of it all, he’s reunited with ryoji in death.

and i think this is why ryomina continues to evoke so much emotions for me, to this day. the relationship that they have embodies so much of persona 3′s messages and themes that it makes me feel like a microwave with nothing running in it.

p3′s message is very hopeful, for me. my favorite takeaway from it is that even if death is inevitable, appreciating the life that we were given and choosing to live as best as we can with kindness (even if we can’t feasibly do everything), is just? really nice? and you see this manifest in both ryoji and minato’s personalities and what they do for the other characters.

ryomina just feels so distinct to me, the flavor that their relationship ties back to my favorite takeaways from this game and im just!!  god!! i love you minato arisato! i love you ryoji mochizuki! im so glad that i could meet them! i’m happy that they changed my life! they made me want to appreciate the connections in life even if they were fleeting! they made me!! want to pay attention to the good moments in life and cherish them!

i love ryomina so much!!! i’m so glad that these two could bring so much joy into my life! and i hope that others can have this joy too! 💛💙

[wickershells]

once again you guys crawl out of the woodworks to blame anyone and anything but the infectiousness of right-wing ideology, the reality that your country is rotten to its core. its very foundations feed on selfishness. people have observed for months the world getting crueler, and when it escalates such that you see and feel the effects of it, you blame the ones observing; for altering tactics and eschewing that status quo in preparation for it. voting was and is never going to save any of you. maybe you’ll finally understand that come the next election cycle. maybe you’ll help build something meaningful

[jade-of-mourning]

as far as i interpret canon, kaminari denki radiates "abandonment issues"* and "as a child i killed a man once (accidentally)"**

*citing the entirety of TUM 35 and every time he runs after kiribaku and his willingness to do literally anything for his friends

**citing every incident where he's concerned about hurting his friends in the crossfire and oh wait that's basically his entire hero growth arc that exists far in the background

[royalcommunistthor]

Thor has so much patience actually. He has endured a lunatic like Loki for thousand years

i don't think that's patience as much as it's just a very specific cocktail of mental illnesses, some of which have yet to be discovered.

[incesthemes]

Okay okay okay . Hi! I just started following and I was curious! Is this your first time watching through supernatural? Or is it a rewarch? *u*

hi!! thanks for following...!!! i love your blog a lot 😊 this is technically a rewatch i guess??? i saw the first 9 seasons back in high school like over a decade ago, but i've forgotten a lot of what happened, especially after the first 5 seasons. so most of what i'm watching now is more or less ""new"" to me, and after season 9 i don't even have a clue what's coming

high school me was also kind of a major idiot because somehow i didn't pick up on literally any of the shipbaiting whatsoever (for any relationship. i'm so serious. i didn't even know dean and jo were supposed to be a teased romance), so i hope that gives you an idea of what kind of memory i'm working with here too

[wizardfvcker]

steadily putting off a breakdown about going back to work in 2 weeks. it's fine for now but lol

[caluski]

I think people hated on this song way too much. Ive never been a Lorde fan, and while at first I thought it was really funny (everyone put her on this ridiculously high pedestal, it was inevitable), but seeing everyone turn on her SO much was just awful and made me feel so bad for her.... I don't have much of an opinion on the album in general but I always thought the song was super pleasant! It was nice to hear her being happy about something! Anyway. Sunny mornings hello, solar power back on love and food playlist. A sweet feeling of hopefulness

[lilacerull0]

can't believe they took s5!11 from me and gave me s6!11

[rpfisfine]

u don’t like barbie movie?

i mean i went to see it when it came out and had a pretty reasonable amount of fun bc of like the songs and dances and how colorful it was etc but overall i wasnt blown away by it like as soon as i got out of the movie theater and went on tumblr to read what everyone else was saying abt it it was actually like legitimately insane to see ppl talk abt what a lifechanging experience the movie was for them and how it deep down was actually like a profoundly feminist & progressive masterpiece thats gonna liberate women all over the world just by existing like damn its crazy that at the end of the day it was rly just a toy commercial. lol