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I can’t fucking win but I’m not allowed to stop playing and that’s such fucking bullshit mercy rules exist for a goddamn reason someone put me out of my fucking misery
#depression#anxiety#mental illness#mental health issues#probably should trigger warning this?#I’m having a breakdown over money!#in that I have none!#and never will!#like I have 70$ in my bank account and all of that is from my parents which isnt worse than having no money but makes me feel like comps hi#because they make me feel like shit#even though i literally cannot work because THEY forced me into a degree program#when all I wanted was to fucking substitute teach and figure out my life#but now I’m fucking in my last semester of a three year program and broke as all fuck#and they don’t even really care and since they pay my rent they think that’s ‘enough’#except I literally can’t afford groceries or gas or my other bills#so????? what then?#what about my 200$ a month I HAVE to spend on therapy so that I don’t kill myself?#who’s gonna pay that?#or the 45$ for my adderall so that I can function and hopefully graduate on time#who’s gonna fucking pay that?#cause it’s not MY PARENTS! and I can’t fucking work!!!!!
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#nebula art and doodles#fnaf#fnaf william afton#fnaf cassidy#in honor of the movie coming out soon#and also something i've been thinking of#tw scopophobia#cw scopophobia#tw blood#cw blood#im not. sure what else i should trigger warn tag this as probably gore but maybe not#anyways i bullshitted this in. like an hour or so i decided halfway through i'd animate a little bit to get used to shit again#BUT YEAH THUMBS UP I LOVE FNAF AND SOME PEOPLE FORGET THAT IT'S GENUINELY FUCKED UP WHEN THINKING OF THE IMPLICATIONS#also was gonna animate the second to last frame of the various springtrap personas afton has but#i wasn't in the mood sorry springtrap lovers#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fandom#?? i guess
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help it grew a vague narrative
#Am I lowkey obsessed with the storytelling potention of Maedhros's hair?#perhaps#maedhros#post angband#torture recovery#I feel like there should probably be a trigger warning here but I don't know what exactly?#tell me if you do so I can add it ig#silmarillion#art#Tolkien
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#submission#thank you for submitting!!#tw incest#i’m not trying to insult you op i promise but i genuinely think you should never be censoring trigger warnings cause then it just makes it#harder for the people who blocked the tag to avoid it. i know on tiktok or whatever they censor so it doesn’t get taken down but i’m fairly#certain on tumblr you avoid the tag by blocking the whole thing. censoring doesn’t really help. just for future reference!! i changed it so#there isn’t really much of an issue but yeah#anyways this is probably the best take someone could have gotten from the loki reveal lmao
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So, first off, this is not an attempt to kink shame (dubcon and noncon are great!) but I do keep seeing a thing in fics (I do NOT see this irl in kink spaces nearly as often) where like. A character will interrupt the flow of the scene to check consent
And I don't mean in an "are we still green?" Or "what's your color?" kind of way, but I mean. The author has tagged the fic and indicated via prose and/or author notes that they are doing their Due Diligence to make sure this fic is Righteously Consensual from top to bottom, No Question About It
And a character will ask for full sexual consent either directly or indirectly or renegotiate the boundaries of the kinks being practiced AFTER the sex acts have already begun.
Here's the thing: horny brain isn't great at making decisions! irl in kink spaces, there's often a lot of emphasis on negotiating BEFORE the scene begins, perhaps even with a space between negotiation and the scene if it's with a new/unfamiliar partner (maybe it's a few minutes while things are set up, maybe the partners negotiate a day or more in advance! It depends!), and not changing the parameters of the scene after someone is already horny or god forbid already in subspace.
Again, these are perfectly fine rules to break in fiction, when the author is aware of it (most characters are not going to be fully familiar with safe, sane, consensual practices and the traffic light system, nor would we want them to be!) but I'm increasingly finding fics where the author DOESN'T seem aware, which takes a normal fic (in-character, with reasonable but perhaps even somewhat dubious practices, which the author isn't emphasizing or preaching about) into Red Flag Territory (a character, OOC, yanking me out of the scene to behave like a PSA about consent instead of conforming to the horny tone of the scene, and perpetuating unsafe practices anyway)
If you are writing a master manipulator or someone who wants to have a gotcha, you totally said it was okay on a character they are trying to bone (which is well in the realm of non/dubcon) that's fine! This PSA is not aimed at you. But if you are trying to write someone who Cares Strongly About Consent, then perhaps be more aware of when is an appropriate time to escalate the situation (sexually speaking) or ask for consent!
#like you don't see this shit in the sex pollen tag!#those folks know exactly what they're doing and they're having a great time#and i don't want to call anyone out specifically because like. this is a multi fandom issue#and i see it mostly in fiction space#written by people who are probably not active in their local kink community#but i did just see a really egregious and specific example which triggered this rant I've been sitting on for a WHILE#like. people who are writing heat fics also typically know! if the sub is gagging for any phallus it's not the time to ask for consent!#they're well past that point!!!#it's the fics in between that think they're doing uwu soft romance with a bit of spice#that don't know how to warn for shit and make me very concerned for their safe sex practices in the future#this is 10000% more egregious if you DO write a character who is keenly aware of SSC practices#if your character goes to kink dungeons or has opinions about the traffic light system#they probably should know not to fuck with renegotiating mid scene#this has been a psa
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For your wip game…. MERMAY!!!!! 👀👀👀
Ooooh I love my MerMay WIP so freaking much. Thank you so much for asking~🩵🧜♂️ here’s a snippet!
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Sometimes his mother would even bring back humans—dead ones, of course. One’s that she’s lured to the water's edge with her siren's song before pulling them under and holding them tight until the bubbles stop coming out of their noses and mouths.
Females need their meat to survive—males don’t. His sharp claws and teeth are only to crack shells and defend territories, while the females’ attributes are more equipped for the seduction, luring, and the breaking of the bodies of human men. To mate with them, if they wanted to.
Billy knows this is how he came to be; his mother sang her song to some dumb human who fell face first into the waves, then she’d drug him down to their cove and meticulously tore him open in order to fertilize her eggs. So far, Billy was the only offspring she’d bothered to hatch. He had wondered more times than he can count if maybe she’d only kept him around as long as she did to alleviate her own loneliness.
And even though his mother seemed perpetually disappointed over the fact, Billy’s always been sort of relieved to have been born a male. Because the truth is… he likes the humans. Likes the strange things they drop, likes to way they ride on waves, and then he likes to watch the way they kick and flailing their skinny limbs when they get knocked, trying to stay afloat. Humans are endlessly amusing—Billy’s glad he doesn’t need to consume their flesh.
It seems like something akin to fate that Billy would find his mate in a human.
#TW drowning#TW murder#but hey a mermaids gotta eat#god all my WIPs need trigger warnings#that should say something about me#Harringrove#I swear it gets softer and fluffier in the fic lol this is just to establish Billy is in fact a monster in this fic#sirens are scary yall#mermen who just like shiny things are not as scary but you should probably still be scared of Billy#merman Billy Hargrove#mer billy hargrove#hoping to get a longish fic ready for May! I know that’s a long way off but I’m a slooooow writer#billy hargrove#future Harringrove#my writing#unbeta’d#write Rae write#Billy Hargrove pov#lol casual Neil death mentioned#I can’t stop killing him in my fics
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episode five of Hannibal
#i should probably start looking up trigger warning for this stuff.#the parallels are sooo heavy handed in hannibal#i mean mr hannibal basically makes them happen half the time#but seriously even hto i forget half of what i've watched i do remember that a lot of them have had#blanat shared themes between the crime plot and the everythign else plot#hannibal#nbc hannibal#i said this#chem watches hannibal
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Hello fellow Scum Villain fans! If anyone is bored, loves Moshang and Qijiu (especially Shang Qinghua and Shen Jiu), and would be interested in hearing the details of the very long fic I’m writing, I would love to have a brain or two I could bounce ideas against to make sure they sound valid, interesting, and in character. I have a full outline and around 150,000 words written so far, but there are parts that I could use some insight/thoughts on and I figured other passionate fans might be the right people to ask!
#moshang#qijiu#svsss#fanfic discussion#I’m trying to anti-airplane this#my goal isn’t to comment crowdsource like he did but just have some sanity checks#also I should probably provide a trigger warning that Shen Jiu’s past is very much dwelled upon and his trauma explored#and also the disfunction of Moshang in the beginning is explored#this is a pro-Moshang fic though. they just need time to get there#also I have adorable lesbian OCs who I love very much but I promise don’t steal the spotlight#my gay heart just wanted more girls and Shen Jiu needed female friends!#I think all said and done the fic will be longer than the source material#which makes sense since it takes place from 15 year old Shang Qinghua until mid abyss timeline
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Luchasaurus is going through an Oedipus thing. Let me explain:
Lucha had a family. That family included Marko who, yes, acted as his son in vingettes, but in the ring, was more likely to be a watchful, protecting eye. He played the role of Father
Lucha got Christian, who would hug him and JB all the time, providing comfort. He played the role of Mother
Lucha most likely ate Marko (or did something to him that Christian is blackmailing him with) in order to dedicate his life to Christian
By being rid of the "Father", Lucha became one of the first of Christian's fatherless children
#obviously I'm simplifying Oedipus to the barebones themes but my point stands#there's probably a trigger warning I should mention#but if you clicked read more you probably know what Oedipus is in the first place#AEW#Luchasaurus#Jurassic Express
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one of my housemates is so fucking sensitive it turns me into a person I do not like
#like i always thought /i/ was 'overly' sensitive but my god. you cannot say ANYTHING around her#every little thing is too much for her everything is a trigger everything makes her tell you it wasn't okay for you to say around her or not#warning her about first like my sister in christ how the fuck should i have known this was a problem for you#maybe print out a trigger list and send it to all of us or something#but breathing is probably on there so#truly i hate how i sound i don't want to be like this but she's just playing the victim so severely it makes me aggressive it's like. primal#and I don't care when she flees from the room all the time when we're just having normal conversations because honestly I'm glad when she's#gone but she projects her issues onto everyone and everything around her like she cannot comprehend that maybe she has a fucking problem and#should maybe learn to deal with the fucking world#people aren't horrible for simply existing around you being themselves like. ny god it just makes me so furious#like i am AWARE that i have deficits; things that are easy for other people or come natural to them that i have issues with and that's fine#I'm learning to live in my way#and i can still love myself and not blame myself for having these problems without turning everyone around me and the whole fucking world#into the problem instead#i don't know if I'm even conveying what i mean#it's just this fucking victim complex that's driving me up the walls#she sees herself as so innocent and actually she's treating people like shit#man do i wish i could smoke about this
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Six ways Nico says "I love you" to Jason.
this is me cheating legally on @jasico-challenges bingo by using up seven bingo prompts for this six-chapter 5+1 fic: one for each chapter and one for the work as a whole. however i am posting the whole fic together because i think it makes the most sense, and also, i want to.
#jasicobingochallenge2024#fanfiction#tw anxiety attacks and unhealthy coping mechanisms and lots of trauma and guilt complexes and brain problems abound!#jason grace#nico di angelo#jasico#jasico fic#pjo#pjo fic#fic#my fic#if you want more trigger warnings they're in the specific chapter notes#or you can ask lol#stuff#ill probably make a moodboard for this fic at some point and make a new fic post with a moodboard and make it pretty#but icba rn#it's 5pm i have done literally nothing of value today#also oh shit i think i was supposed to do something for work that i didnt do#seriously what is this 'wfh' nonsense. it's a snow dayyyyy#anyway i should get dressed bc im going to a thing in an hour#and i should eat something lest i fuckin starve lol#i have turkey bacon but i dont think i can be bothered to make it#so i will probably have for dinner what i had for lunch: leftover box mac and cheese babey
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It's my birthday week and I already want to die.
#Not like my family cares at all smh#Don't worry I'll probably be fine#Already hate this month even though it should have been great#Dragon Ball Sparking Zero came out#DA:TV is coming out#but I just want to die#personal#tw depression#tw depressing thoughts#trigger warning depression
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I miss my fellow filipino friend who was obsessed with saiki k too 😔😔 The headcanons of how each character would speak in pinoy was so funny. So, um.. filipino trigger warning 🗣‼️
Kaido is definitely a conyo english/filo speaker. He was exposed to a lot of english content for kids. My boy has a hard time answering filipino exams and quizzes, and anything with deep filipino. (He has to really focus when the subject is in tagalog, he's barely hanging onto his grade.)
Kuboyasu is a hard-ass tagalog speaker with formal tones. (He only speaks the way he's used to when joking, swearing and gangster dialogue etc.) I headcanon he's pretty okay with english, maybe it's because his old gang was a diverse group. But, he's not all that amazing with english as well. (He stutters occasionally when reciting in english.)
Saiki would talk formally in normal tagalog but with slight english to be seen as normal since it's the trend right now.
Teruhashi would mostly speak english to be prettier, but would speak fluent tagalog when the subject is filipino. Everyone admires her for being so perfect with both languages. (She probably knows spanish, too) (She has a bit of an accent, but it's like fluent english with a slightly rough filipino tone).
Nendo talks slightly like Kuboyasu, but more vulgar since Kuboyasu is trying to keep on the "straight and narrow". Nendo does NOT care to regulate his way of speaking. He probably speaks english only to mock aircon humor. And no, he would not speak english during the class itself. (It earns him a lot of minus points on his grade since you are required to speak english in all english classes).
Hairo is really good with tagalog. He's not great at english. He speaks little english, and it always takes everyone a second to understand what he's saying 'cause he speaks deep filipino. (It's helping everyone improve their tagalog, and everyone becomes more inclined to talk in filo.) (He knows Kapampangan but doesn't speak it, and no, I'm not saying this because I'm half-Kapampangan... maybe..)
Saiko speaks fluent english with an american accent. He speaks filipino but only a little of it. Kinda similar to Kaido, but he doesn't really have a hard time with it. (He knows Bisaya and grew up Cebuano, but he doesn't let anyone know that because he's embarrassed it'll ruin his american-english reputation.)
(More coming, maybe.)
#filipino trigger warning ⚠️#saiki k#tdlosk#yellow talks#hey cloud i miss yew#omg kuboyasu probably had genggeng music taste and its rubbing off on kaido#one day kaidos mom is just confused hearing some rnb song abt a very jejemon way of falling in love in his room#and he gets a scolding for it bc that type of music taste is for troublemakers 😭#edit: thinking whether hairo should be bulakenyo instead
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read the scratch upd8. little too close to home
#tw vent#in tags at least#when i was reading hs like 3 ish years ago i related a lot to vriska and terezi cause i was in what i think was a really destructive#friendship qpp thing with my best friend online and a boy who liked both of us but mostly her.i was incredibly isolated irl as was my friend#and all my other online friends. i really should have seen that something bad could happen but i didnt and i got into a really deep#depression for like 3 months after but. my dearest friend girl decided to start befriending a 30 yo man and i. like an idiot. followed her#like a lovesick puppy even though all the warning bells were going off. we were in a gc with him that we texted in at all times of the day &#night and we shared selfies and dreams and our daily problems with isolation or hw or whatever. he got more and more creepy and my dearest#friend lashed out at him because she was scared while i sort of stopped talking as much because i was scared but. he still talked to me lots#in dms. he talked shit about the authority figures in our lives and isolated us from our ither online friends he made creepy picrews of me &#my friend getting married and he talked about moving in with us one day. we blocked him but sometimes he still tries to contact me. after it#blew up my friend left me and discord which is probably best and after my depression time i eventually got an irl friend or two but. i never#got over it. he did it to other people too we found out later. he always complimented me on being so sharp and talented and it was nice caus#it was really my first compliment from an adult who wasnt my family and. ig it got to my 14 yo head. anyways. the update made me cry. i had#read that it was bad and knew it would be bad for me specifically cause doc scratch always reminds me of that time in my life but. i didnt#think it would be that bad. i dont blame hs2 creators or anyone else and ig im glad i braved the storm but it was really painful to read#gonna go watch a more light hearted thing now.#if anyone sees this dw ill get over it#anyways. believe the warnings this update is very triggering and you can skip it if you want#glad i have like 5 followers rip
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going to see deadpool & wolverine with my brother and his wife today.
shockingly, i haven't really had anything spoiled for me beyond That One Scene, and i don't even know what the context for it is.
edit: i checked the trigger warnings on does the dog die, and now i know more about the plot of the movie. not that it bothers me, but i figured i should make a note that i'm not going in COMPLETELY blind anymore.
#i mean i ship it as much as anyone else but it's hilarious how i know literally nothing else about the movie#except at some point there is a small ugly dog#i should probably check does the dog die for trigger warnings though
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38. Childhood career choice
Eheh, when i was a kid i used to say i wanted to become commander of a Soviet submarine claas Typhon with special silent propultion. Because i was obsessed with that movie. I didn't really know what that meant, but the adults around me did, and were a mixture of surprised and concerned.
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