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Azris AU with Azriel as Erisā bodyguard.
Just Azriel as Erisā bodyguard.

#not a want itās a need#probably gonna write it for eris week#eris vanserra#acotar#azris#azris fanfiction#azriel#azris supremacy#azriel shadowsinger#again modern AU because Iām just girl
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So for the last two weeks I've been really contemplating my writing goals for the year. Reevaluating what makes me happy and what is intrinsically motivating. Gonna ramble a bit under the read more. But the jist is I'll be taking a fanfiction hiatus.
After I finished Let the Light Linger - I sort of had a bit of a crisis and needed to have a come to Jesus moment.
I started writing fanfiction again in October of 2023 because I was really pulled into Elucien and missed writing. Needless to say, the last year and a half I went hard. Harder than I ever have before. I wrote almost 500k words of fanfic and it was all really fun and exhilarating.
About 6 months ago though, I think a shift happened.
My desire to write canon compliant Elucien has been waning. I've done a lot of it, and told their story multiple times. And what I've realized is that ultimately I'm a lot more motivated to write Eris and Alexius or explore little weird AUs for Elucien instead like I did with Carrion Flowers.
And what that made me realize is that I'm not really interested so much in writing fanfic anymore. But rather - I'm more interested in writing original fiction (or Amanda universe fic lol). I think I keep setting up these new ideas and new WIPs distracting me because I've been nervous about going in that direction.
The fact that I want to live in my own world more - with my own OCs or my own heavily altered versions of minor characters like Eris - is really evidence that what I'm doing is not really writing fanfic anymore. But instead trying to fit my own original ideas into the fanfic medium because it's where I'm comfortable.
I think the biggest evidence was toggling between Let the Light Linger and Shackled. Shackled is doing really well in terms of popularity. Which I'm very grateful for. But I kept finding myself wanting to rush through writing chapters so I can write Let the Light Linger instead - which comparatively speaking is not popular at all. It's on par for how my Erixius fics tend to do but the audience for Eris x Male OC is small. And part of me was becoming a little resentful because I wanted my Eris x OC stuff to be as loved because I know it's excellent work.
And then I realized - you dummy. Of course people want to read your Elucien fic more. That is what an ACOTAR fanbase wants. It's what we are all here for. To explore the possibilities of the canon characters we already like. Which is something I had always known and rationalized and made peace with. But suddenly my emotions weren't fitting what I already knew. And I think that was the final push I needed to know that I am ready to write original work now.
It's time to follow what really is driving me instead of what I assume is expected of me. So, for now, my fanfic Shackled will be on hiatus. I might update it now and again if I'm feeling particularly motivated, but I really want to focus more of my time working on an original book. And probably what I'll do is take a lot of the hard work creating OCs that I've done in my Erixius fics and adapt them to this new world. Alexius especially deserves to live in his own space now. And my Eris is really an amalgamation of other characters that I've loved before that are like him. So needless to say, who I create for Alexius is going to be very similar š. Alexius needs a grumpy guy to his sunshine.
I certainly won't be leaving the fandom because I need this ding dong Elucien book. And I'll still be reading fanfic and replying to anyone who does go and read my works and leaves comments. And you might get surprise chapter updates or oneshots from me if I'm feeling any of that motivation. But regular updates won't be happening anymore.
#personal writing stuff#its time to work on a goal I've always had#hope you guys arent too disappointed
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2024 Fic Writer End of Year Roundup
Answer and then tag three or more creators to keep the game going!
Oh, this has taken me some time. Thank you to everyone who's tagged me in their roundups, it has really warmed this shadowed, linty heart of mine ā¤ļø
1. How many words did you publish on AO3 in 2024?
100,802!! I found out juust before the new year that I was missing 6000 words from a 100 000, and as luck would have it, I had a chapter for my secret santa fic that was just that long.Ā Marvelous @neciebee stepped up as beta to help me finish it in time.
2. How many fics did you complete this year?
āCompletedā is a bit of a complicated term, because technically itās four, but I have continuations in the works for a couple.Ā
3. How many in progress or ongoing fics did you start this year?
On Ao3 it looks like I only have the one in progress that was started this year (WWUitS was started on the tail end of 2023), but I have four more docs that Iāve worked on from time to time.Ā
4. What was your favorite thing you wrote?
Autumn Winds Across the Sea continues to be my favorite in its entirety. An old poet took over my fingers while I wrote that. But there are also parts of Words We Use in the Shadows that Iām really proud of and happy with. For instance the poem-turned-song, and the confrontation and ensuing angst, but also the literary references throughout.Ā Thanks to it its patron saint Marcel Proust ā¤ļø
5. What piece was your most experimental or different from your usual style?
Itās probably Autumn Winds! I used aaall the adjectives and synonyms, and cosplayed as a Bronte sister while writing, so the result is quite gothic and picturesque.Ā
6. Did any fics surprise you - either while writing or their reception?
I mean, Words We Use has surprised me so many times. I originally thought it was gonna be around ten chapters, but the story grew legs and ran away from me. Itās currently just out of view, and Iām trying to rein her back in. I was also pleasantly surprised with the recurring readers I got to know, and some of which I now call friends. :)Ā
7. Do you have a fic you wrote and loved that went under the radar? (This is your sign to reblog/repost it!)
I really liked the tiny Prometheus retelling I did for Eris Week, but I think it might have been a little too niche?Ā
8. Who is an artist that inspired you?
There are many, and I canāt possibly remember all. But a few that have made works I have really enjoyed areĀ
@elleybug for her heartbreakingly melancholic depictions, especially of Eris, @palomita-de-la-sangre for her beautifully feral fae, @dawneternal for such wonderful noses, @velidewrites for making them all SO. DANG. SEXY, @thrumugnyr for such excellent incorporations of humor AND headcannons, @queercontrarian for wonderfully detailed character studies, for and the list goes on!Ā
9. Who is an author that inspired you?
SO SO MANY! If I've ever left a kudos or comment on your work, consider yourself included.And Iām getting overwhelmed trying to write something about everyone, so weāre just listing to avoid this staying in the draftsĀ
@chunkypossum @iftheshoef1tz @futurehunt @witch-and-her-witcher @the-darkestminds @jules-writes-stories @ysmtttty @talibunny30 @neciebee @mistandmemories @acourtofladydeath @secret-third-thing @unanswered-stars @withmychainzon @separatist-apologist @beesays @fourteentrout @yanny-77 @ofduskanddreams @nocasdatsgay @pippsmcgee @aurorasleeps-27 @born-to-riotĀ
I APPRECIATE AND ADMIRE ALL OF YOUĀ
10. Who is a new author you discovered?
See above. I think about ā
of the authors are new discoveries from this year, as I only got into Azris in the fall of 2023.Ā
11. Did you do any collaborations? How did it start?
No, but that could be fun :) Hit me upĀ
Though, it is sort of a collaboration to have a beta reader, and Iām very grateful for @talibunny30 , @pippsmcgee and @neciebee for helping me with some of my writing in 2024.Ā Literal/literary ANGELS
12. What accomplishments are you proudest of?
Finishing Your Scars on My Pulse, and developing as a writer. It caused a bit of a writing slump, but Iām getting back in the groove!
13. What did you learn about writing or creating this year?
What writing styles that donāt work for me. I tried a couple different ways to draft my stories, mostly in hopes that I would get to the end result faster, but it turns out that my slow and steady way of doing it suits me better. Spewing out words and then revising just makes me frustrated. But itās a great way for me to draft the overall story!Ā
14. What is your advice?
Donāt be so hard on yourself. Sometimes itās very easy to write, and sometimes itās really hard. It might just mean that youāre getting better at your craft, and your writing style is changing as a result, which can cause a bit of a dissonance. Or maybe youāre in a down period. I sure know how difficult it is to write when depressed. Give yourself the grace to get better, and treat your mind and body well. And donāt compare your work or your success to other writers, it only steals joy. Support others the way you would want to be supported.Ā
15. What are your creative goals for 2025?
Finishing Words We Use in the Shadows, and working on more original fiction. I would also like to write something lighter and less serious, but I think I mostly have angst planned, lolĀ
Hereās to a good year!
Lint, laugh, love,
SL
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āØWIP SundayāØ
It's not as satisfying as Wednesday, but life and work is a thing so ta-da.
A couple of things:
After a lot of consideration I've decided to change the name of 'Ghost' to 'Once it Slips Through Clenched Teeth.' You can entirely blame the Iliad because I had an assignment based around it and found the quote "once it slips through a man's clenched teeth" and the whole stanza I basically fell in love with but that part in particular? *chefs kiss* I think it fits the story I want to tell better, and honestly going into this I had no idea what to title it so the song I listened to while writing the first chapter or so was the only thing that came to mind. I don't necessarily like having to change the title, but I'm not happy with it being 'Ghost', feels too contemporary, so y'know what? I'm changing it.
Chapter two is on it's way, maybe I'll just use this list to justify myself to myself lol. ANyway, yes chapter two is in the works it's currently 7k and it's. It's gonna be long because I'm not even halfway through yet so bear with me I'm s l o w and writing clever, scheming people is h a r d.
I'm gonna post my Azris Week stuff on ao3. I thought about doing that during the event week but I was a mess and I've also never reached that level of productivity and probably never will again I was on f i r e. So, I'm doing it now :)
So I leave you with this little chapter two snippet (excerpt?) of the fic hereby known as Once it Slips Through Clenched Teeth -
What catches, sinks in, and drags forcefully a memory from the back of his head is the color of his hair: dark. Near black. It curls at the nape of his neck Eris finds as he completely stills to watch him pass. Little swoops of it brushing against the collar of his shirt.
Eris' hand falls to Fir's head instinctively, ignoring the nudge of his nose into his leg.
Dark hair.
A scream rends through his mind, a ripping sensation curling through his chest as he holds back a gasp through a locked jaw.
'Please!' He had heard someone shriek. Cold under his face, cold under his body, cold everywhere.
Eris clutches at his head, the sudden turn of his stomach emptying it completely so those voices, faceless but for a crimson haze, echo into it freely.
There was another one. The one who didn't scream, or beg, or drag him because suddenly the bruised aching along his shoulders and back makes sense.
What was the voiceā
'She doesn't even know your name.'
A lash through the air, the sting of remembrance along his bones, his back. Eris stiffens until everything hurts. The memory isn't complete, isn't nearly whole enough to know faces or names.
Butā
Touch. He remembers touch like silk dragged over skin. Chills rake through him, as if trying to replicate it. The trees had haloed above his head, stretching impossible, sepia fingers into a watery grey sky. At that point he had figured he was dead already, but the numbing in his feet and hands told him he wasn't quite there yet.
Fir whines, low and distressed as his head presses into Eris's hip. He doesn't move, just lets Eris's hand stay clenched in the fur of his neck.
The picture it made, the trees and the sky, had been broken by a dark head of hair.
Dark like the servant boy, feathered like the wings of a raven, no face under it.
There had to be a face.
Pushing at the dwindling remnants of the memory, he scrambles at the seams of it to find any hint of a facial feature.
"āor lordship?"
Anything. Eris squeezes his eyes further closed, ignoring the wet pressure of Fir's nose digging into his thigh. He runs through the things he knows of this figure; invisible tendrils through the hair, scraping over the voice, but no matter how he angles the picture a face never rises from the dust of it.
Inexplicablyāhe's angry.
"Your lordship, are you alight?" One of the sentries reaches out to grab his shoulder, a friendly shake to make sure he's not going to fall over.
Eris's eyes open with a flash, flicking his hand away in a dismissive gesture.
...
*gestures wildly* See? See?? I work, I do the thing, I am doing the thing I've just never done the thing before so I'm s low but I try and do the thing f ast because I wish to please the lovelies.
Here's the Iliad quote if anyone's interested:
āI say no wealth is worth my life! Not all they claim
was stored in the depths of Troy, that city built on riches,
in the old days of peace before the sons of Achaea cameā
not all the gold held fast in the Archerās rocky vaults,
in Phoebus Apolloās house on Pythoās sheer cliffs!
Cattle and fat sheep can all be had for the raiding,
tripods all for the trading, and tawny-headed stallions.
But a manās life breath cannot come back againā
no raiders in force, no trading brings it back,
once it slips through a manās clenched teeth.ā
- Achilles' reply to Odysseus
#azris#azriel x eris#current wip#for some reason I cannot just make the executive decision#I have to tell you w h y I'm making the executive decision#spare me please I found my praise kink through this šš
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This isnt TST but an idea I had: Your OCs and their plus ones are all going to a halloween party and they come to you for extreme hollywood level makeup/effects/costuming. What do they get transformed into.
Bonus if you wanna write a fic/ramble: After the party you find out you're a Super whose powers are transformstions. All those partygoers are now really what you made their makeup/costumes for...
Ooooooh, thank you!! This will be fun!
Think I'm gonna skip that bonus part, just don't have the mental energy for it right now, but it's a cool idea!!
Talk Shop Tuesday (I'm still counting it lol)
Rae & Warren W: Honestly, I think they'd just be like "gimme the scariest thing you got", they're both pretty daring and adventurous people who are down for just about anything
Robin & Peter M: Frankenstein (it's frahnk-en-steen!) and the Creature from Young Frankenstein, Robin's favorite movie
Madison & Alex: They'd pay extra for all-night makeup service, they've got a plan. Both appear at the party looking completely normal, dressed in fairly plain clothes. Halfway through, they disappear - when they come back, Madison's a little scratched up, Alex has patches of fur and Wolfman claws, and both their clothes are torn. By the end of the party, they both disappear again, and later Madison is found on the floor of the kitchen, covered in blood and gruesome wounds with Bravo (her wolfdog) standing over her looking menacing.
Ophelia & Peter P: Oh, they don't need me. They both show up in intentionally-shitty costumes of the other's hero persona, having independently decided to try and fuck with each other in the exact same way.
Gia & Kate: Assuming Gia would even agree to going to a party in the first place... I could see them going as classic Goosebumps monsters. Gia's the humanoid plant from Stay Out of the Basement, Kate's a scarecrow from They're Alive! Alternatively, I could see them as a genderbent/WLW Seymour and Audrey from Little Shop of Horrors, with Gia's clover mixed in with her prop Twoey (ok ok, that's partially bc it gives Gia an excuse to have her clover with her and fend off a little of that anxiety... but mostly because Gia as a character is based on Seymour originally and I think it's playfully ironic)
Jasper & Kyle: Frank N' Furter and Rocky, of course! Kyle brings a robe since it would get a little uncomfortable to just wear the Speedo the whole time, but he does wear it.... the things people do for love, lol
Kestrel & Warren B: Warren's the only one who needs a costume, Kestrel will just shift into what fits with the theme. And honestly, with that freedom, it could be just about anything. Probably something Indiana Jones-themed, since they're Warren's favorite movies.
Katherine & Ahk: Honestly, Kat would probably just revisit her Bastet costume from that first Halloween party and clean it up a little, and Ahk would wear what he normally wears.
Quinn & Billy: I can't imagine Quinn would want particularly heavy makeup, since she would have to have to deal with removing it all after the party (when she's already tired and in pain from being on her feet). Maybe Morticia and Gomez Addams? That would be fun, and if Quinn wears her platforms she can really make the height difference pop (she's 6'3" without heels, Billy is 5'11"). And of course, Billy's so undeniably smitten he doesn't even need to act the part of Gomez.
Eris & Rick: Hm... tough question. On the one hand, I could see Eris getting really into it, spending weeks putting together the perfect costume only for it to be some historical figure that nobody besides them even really remembers. On the other hand, I could see them being pretty open about it, and willing to follow Rick's lead with whatever costume he decides on - as one of Eris' little hidden gestures of how much they care about him. Sorry this one's a non-answer, I just can't really think of something specific for them.
Nikoletta & Abner: Honestly, I don't know that they're the type for costumes. Neither of them really grew up in an environment where they celebrated Halloween much (save perhaps for Nikoletta being exposed to all the tourists flocking to New Orleans for the holiday), so there's not really nostalgia in dressing up, and they wouldn't be motivated to spend their hard-earned and limited money on costumes or makeup. I could see them agreeing to a group costume (probably at Harley's insistance), but they wouldn't come up with anything on their own.
Jimmy & Lars: Honestly, it would be fun enough just to play up the whole Ghostbusters thing. They're something of local celebrities, but with Lars being more of a behind-the-scenes guy and Jimmy being... well, a ghost that doesn't look like a ghost, everyone just thinks it's a damn good costume until they demonstrate the reality of it. If Lars can get his idea for a painless proton stream worked out in time, he'll make a spectacular show of "catching" Jimmy. If he can't, he'll just make a spectacular show of missing.
Spider (pre-apocalypse, attends alone): Would show up with a detailed sketch of a monster of his own devising, something super creative and super creepy. Hell, he's probably got four-leg stilts and an articulated costume tail of his own, just to add to the effect - he's a film guy, he takes Halloween seriously!
#my friends!!!#answered asks#ask game#my ocs#ophelia octavius#oc quinn/aces#oc eris#madison douglas#jasper wilson#nikoletta bordeaux#rae mckinney#robin cassidy#gia pantazis#oc kestrel#oc katherine johnson#jimmy luciano#oc spider#souriya prakash-cooper#witchy-self-shipper
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For the ask gameā¦ š» or š„
(Or, if youāve already gotten those, dealers choice!)
HEY <3
I'll answer š„ again cause I have so many little changes I want to make to canon. And this may be a bit controversial? idk
I really wish Sarah had kept more of Lucien's sarcasm/wit. I understand he's (probably) depressed. And I 1000% know what it's like to be depressed, but the transformation from snarky bestie to wet noodle really disappointed me. I think it's fair to have him more subdued, but he's not going to be a bit sassy? And ESP with the BoE? I miss this for him and hope he gets to outwardly show more joy in the future.
Gonna dealers choice this next one:
š¤ Are non-fandom friends aware that you write fanfic?
I picked this because it's hilarious. Yes. It's actually something I had to disclose to my workplace for legality reasons. So my boss knows and is very supportive. During Eris Week he rented a meeting room for me to use lol. Also my irl best friends know and will regularly read my fics without knowing who anyone is. It's pretty funny.
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Any the dragon prince imagines on the way I need my fix of your TDP imagines I am going crazy?! XD
yea! i have an aaravos smut coming that i did like a teaser for a while ago, and i have some aaravos reqs in my inbox along with a platonic soren req :)
honestly ive been prioritizing my honkai star rail writings over writing for tdp and acotar, which were my original interests, and while i really do enjoy writing for hsr i kinda want to start writing for tdp and acotar more simply bc i have just been more into those lately. DONT GET ME WROMG, IM STILL WRITING FOR HSR! i just have been so caught up in writing for it that i ended up burning myself out and im probably just gonna be posting short fics and stuff for a while :) overall, more is def coming and im excited for some of the stuff in my drafts and inbox!
also i completely forgot ab eris vanserra week and i have to finish all the acotar and eris stuff thats been rotting in my drafts since i was sick aaaa
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about me <3
you can feel free to call me sapph ā she/her or they/them idrc ā twenty-two ā i love reading almost all genres but right now i'm deep in an acotar phase (if you couldn't tell)
hmmm my favorite book right now is probably martyr! by kaveh akbar or madame bovary don't make me pick ā can you tell i don't know what's interesting about me ā i love the artist john singer sargent and i will be writing a modern au fic just to be able to mention him mark my words
oh yes, writing, that's why i'm here ā i have some very serious eris brainrot right now and i need to get it out of my head ā hence why i created this account five minutes ago, to give me somewhere to post it ā idk what i'm gonna write probably (definitely) a lot of angst ā but i started writing some eris week stuff already so
feel free to be all up in my inbox im a yapper ā also i'll make a masterlist maybe, if i every figure out how to do that
oh yeah minors dni my name is literally a play on a brand of gin ā i am an adult please don't be here ā thank you
#acotar x reader#acotar headcanons#acotar x y/n#acotar fic#acotar imagine#acotar fanfic#eris x reader
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1 and 3 for new phone, who dis?
aaahh! Thanks for asking! <3<3<3
Start to finish, how long did it take to plan and write? Did you take breaks during the process? >>For this one....I think it took a solid 3 months? And I Definitely took breaks. The first quarter of it, I busted out pretty quick and then around the point of Lucien's mild drunken misadventures I kinda froze up in how I wanted to play that out. It probably would have helped if I did plan it out, lol. But after I worked through a few things I finished it up in a solid week!
3. Did the idea change at all by the time the fic was complete? >>YES! Especially the ending. Since I cannot plan to save my life, I struggled a bit with how to get the ending to work properly. If I'd had more time, there would have been a few more relevant changes. But of the notable changes, having Elain go to Feyre's EXPO and Lucien drag everyone there, that was the biggest one, I needed to tie things off quickly because I knew I didn't have time to make a part three. And Eris! I don't usually write him/he's not my fave, but he's slowly been growing on me thanks to other writers in the fandom. ANYWAYS. I included him! He was gonna be the cat and real sass pants that puked in Lucien's shoes all the time...alas. I'll need to write another story featuring Flea I suppose...
>>even more fic writer asks!<<
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Character study??
ok so the post 8 just reblogged inspired me to post a short writing peice I made about a year ago that's just pink 243 and blue 312 hanging out (btw if ppl like this I'll finish the second one I started lol)
Btw this is what the characters look like(p.s apologies for bad writing I wrote this a year ago)

I woke up at 730 am on a Friday. I have a day off from work today so I planned to meet my friend pink243 at the coffe shop. I sat up from my pink bed and looked out my large window. The lights from the outer ceiling looked extra bright. I wish our planet had stars at night like other instead after 10 pm all the lights on the roofs of the eri station would go dark. I got up and fixed my long Blue hair by putting it up in clips. And gest dressed for the day. I wear a blue tank top and matching shorts, it is always warm enough you can wear things like that on eri. I Double check that I had worn my silver heart necklace. I put some shoes in before pink3 stopped me " hey are you gonna eat before you leave?"She asked "oh, no ill get some food at the coffe shop" I replied. Pink3 sighed, normally I dint see her in the mornings cause her work started earlier than mine. She is like a mom to me, the closest thing I've had, anyway. She's so cool shes a teacher at the spirit high-school of magic. As one of the oldest spirits in eri She teaches animal magic,the magic she desighned and founded, to other students at my old high school. I was kind a glad to br out of there school was rough for me, I was frieny and tried to be nice but I wasn't very pretty, and Always did my makeup all funny, I just dont wear makeup anymore. I hopped out the front door of our house gently running my hand along the railings on our porch before quickly walking to the coffee shop. When I arrived pink 243 was already there waiting for me. She was sitting at her table. Wearing a eri fashioned jumpsuit. I didn't wear clothes that fit eris fashion style much. Other planets fashion was Far less futuristic and way more comfy. I walked up to my friend and sat at the table next to her. "Hello" she said, waving shyly.i waved back " so, pink, what did you do this week, i really like your hair by the way" she blushed a little at the complement. "Thank you. I've been writing an essay on our history" she replied. Pink 243 has always been pretty blunt, it make it hard for her to find friends in school, she rarely even talked to me when She first moved to this segment of eri, now she's probably the best friend I've ever had. I smile at my awkward friend " that sounds interesting. You should show me sometimes" I smiled "mabey, but I wish I could write about familiar magic." Pinks always been facinated by familiar care. She's even told me she'd like to go into a work field of studying them. I also find them neat but not nearly as much as she does. I'm more ineterst3d in robotics and intend to go I totally feild when i get accepted into one of eris collages. "Do you mabey wanna grab some food from inside?" I asked, remembering why we cane here in the first place. "Yes, let's go" pink 243 replied. Today is gonna be a good day. I just know it.
#ocs#oc#Ender draws stuff sometimes#Ender writes stuff sometimes#my oc art#art#writing#creative writing#writer
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It's 2024!
Since I'm not too much in the D2 fandom I'll probably change my name again.
I do have a few things, resolutions if you please, that I'd like to share for the new year. Nothing too terrible to be honest.
I'll like to draw or sketch something at least once a week. Ive been bad in art block because Ive just been been in a stale part of my life lately. It's nothing to do with my relationships or all that. Ive just been stuck....I think drawing would help me out.
Id like to do the same with writing. It's been even longer than I wrote something. I don't personally care if it's typing on my iPad or writing in a notebook. I just wanna do it to get out of my stalemate with life.
Build a better cosplay. In February (1st to the 4th) I'll be going to Megacon in Orlando. I'm gonna try to go as Pomni (but with a twist) but besides that, I'd like to make some 2.0s of some of my other cosplays. I do have Murtagh (my DaD fursuit) I need to make more room in or make a better head of but RN I wanna focus on cosplay. I'd like to maybe try making my Tiefling/dragonborn Aryes (pronounced like Eris) or even Astarion.
I'd like to try to be more active if I can and lose some weight. Nothing too dramatic as I do have a few health issues (mental and physical) that prevent me from going absolute HAM on this one but I'll try where I can.
DRIVE. I'd like to try to get my damn car fixed so I can get my license. IM GONNA BE 30 THIS YEAR. And before anyone asks, this is actually the first time since I moved here 10 years ago that I have a stable enough car (the last one I had like 7 years ago was a dud and the people that sold it to use knew this and just wanted money). It's nothing too bad and I can fix it myself (with mom's help).
Get out of the house more. That's self explanatory. I need to stop being a shut-in.
Try new food. I love to eat but I wanna try new things too
Learn that it's ok to fail things. Something I was never taught was that it's ok to fail. There was always the big hype for me to succeed and to be good at what I do that no one ever told me it's ok to fail. It's ok that I didn't do it perfectly. It's ok that I didn't get it done. I can try again or now I know that's a bit beyond what I can do.
Take more pictures. Memories.
Enjoy life and be less depressed.
Yeah, as always there's always normal goals like 'Play better videogames' or 'go to the Beach' but those aren't really New Year's resolutions for me. They are just normal things I do everyday.
But I thought I'd just share those with everyone as well as the small update. I'll still be around and as always I'm still on Twitter (I'm not calling it X, f-u Elon) and I do streams on Twitch every now and then. Anyways, have a happy new year guys!
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Tried to sleep early yk but here I am at 1 am because I went to bed too early.
ANYWAY
I promised my little brain I was gonna stop thinking about Comet for a while, (my dumb little dude.)
And when watching YouTube, I got reminded of the Adventure Time Episode, "Thanks for the Crabapples, Giuseppe!"
Specifically, just the poem. And boy. Did I start crying.
What if when Comet dies, he wrote a poem like that for Eris and Hazel?
(btw if you don't know what poem I'm talking about here it is.)
"These are not my tear drops, daughter dear, but just a sheen of dew that lingers here, past other fields where other fathers lie, who kept their daughters better far than I."
IM GONNA CRY. (I say, as if I haven't cried over this silly fictional man and his situation for weeks)
Anyway, if you feel like crying over this man too, here's some angst I wrote for him from an RP.
And here I go, ranting about the parallels between Simon and Comet.
Thank you Adventure Time for giving me ideas that tear my heart out again and again
(also, I need to draw Comet and Simon meeting, they'd get along fast.)
Like okay. I will literally spell it out for you
Both Simon and Comet literally tried to give up their lives (well Comet is actually doing so, he doesn't have a cosmic god of chaos for girlfriend to stop him and make him see reason) for people they barely knew.
Simon with "wanting" to become Ice King again to save an entire universe,
Comet with giving up his soul, his entire life to a demon so that the town he resides in can be protected from a giant threat.
(Comet resides in a fictional town called Uverney. Every resident there is a monster or creature of some kind, and Uverney is meant to be a sanctuary for monsters. But now, there's a group of monster hunters going into the town, and it's not gonna end well.)
Simon doesn't tell Fionna what's gonna actually happen to him when he puts on the crown. Though I don't think this is from selfishness or anything of the sort, perhaps he just doesn't wanna think about it. But STILL!!
Comet doesn't tell his daughters about the deal, or what the price was, he keeps the fact that once it's all over, he's going to die to HIMSELF. He sold his soul to protect an entire town, full of people he barely knows. (I should also mention, he's literally in the dumps right now for a multitude of reasons, the big one being that his coffee shop had been burned down the night before.)
Simon feels his life has no worth or purpose. People literally liked him better when he was consumed by the madness of the crown.
Comet also feels his life has no worth, and now no purpose. If you read the images above, it mentions things he's lost.
Comet lost his dad at 13, after a demon possessed his body and used it to kill his father. He lost friends because not only were they scared of him, but once his dad was gone, he had to move in with his mother. There his only friends were his brother and sister, who cut off contact after Comet turned 18 and left to pursue music.
If you saw my other post about this stupid silly man, you'll know that didn't go well either.
He fell in love with one of the roadie's, a man named Avery. They knew each other for three months, and Comet thought he was in love.
He was, but Avery wasn't.
No, Avery wasn't even a real person, a real name, instead it was a fake name created by the demon Amon, and all he wanted from comet was to use his body as a vessel. (I probably haven't explained or made it clear, Comet is a trans man.)
So this tragic little guy!! He's just. Torn apart! He's got nobody, nothing!! He never lets anyone in again, he tells himself not to fall in love anymore because all that does is hurt him.
(which totally sucks because Comet is absolutely husband material btw)
So yeah. Dumb little witch man. Hates himself a lot.
Yeah.
I SPENT 30 MINUTES WRITING THIS???!
jesus
Hold on edit time because now I have more.
BOTH SIMON AND COMET DONT FOCUS ON THE GOOD THEY'VE CAUSED EITHER!
Simon should have realized that his existence was important after Vampire World, because without Simon there to protect Marceline, the world gets run over by vampires.
Comet doesn't think about all the good he's done for others!! I'll just bring up some events from the rp and some from the canon story.
He finds a girl in the forest with the help of his 4 year old daughter at the time, takes her in and takes care of her. 9 years later, this girl is Eris and her and Hazel are like peas in a pod bro.
(WHICH HERE IS WHERE I'LL MENTION, THERES AN ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE WHERE COMET DOESNT FIND ERIS, AND GUESS WHAT HAPPENS?? SHE BECOMES THE ANGEL OF DEATH!!)
Comet finds two hobos living behind his cafƩ, and what does he do? He gives them a job. (this action has consequences later because they're the indirect reason his cafƩ burns down later)
Eris finds a kid in her flower pot and another in the forest who needs help?? She uses her teachings from Comet to take them in and help them just as what was done for her.
Comet teaches both Eris and Hazel how to properly use magic to protect themselves.
A bloodied girl shows up on the front porch to his house? Comet brings her in, patches her up, makes her HOT CHOCOLATE AND SOME SANDWICHES, and EVEN OFFERS HER A PLACE TO STAY IN HIS HOME until she can get back on her feet.
He is a good person, even if he thinks he isn't.
Just like Simon, he is important, and if he didn't exist or wasn't around, there would be terrible consequences.
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ā¤ļø Penny!! :D
ā Mela!! (Eri n Giacomo have really grown on me too!!)
0ļøā£ Kiki n Carmine!!
š„ Iono, Grusha, n Rika
š I loveeee Penny with my entire heart, I didn't think I was gonna love her this much until the day before I got the game I just randomly started hyperfixating on her and the more I learned about her and interacted with her the more I loved her n now she's my absolute favorite Pokemon character and she's been living in my brain since 2022!! I never expected Nemona to be so relatable!! She's so similar to me and she's so adorable and I love her sm!! At first I didn't really like Arven, but after playing a bit of the Path of Legends I realized he's so sweet and he needs a hug (he's my least fave of the three, but I still love him sm)!!
š²Kieran had me in SUCH A CHOKEHOLD. I was not expecting to love him so much, and actually I thought Carmine was gonna be my hyperfixation before playing. I was so wrong. I love them both sm tho. Kieran was so absolutely relatable and Carmine was so funny and so beautiful. Carmine deserves better tbh and I could genuinely go on about how she deserved to have some sort of closure like what Kieran got cuz they never really actually gave her proper closure like Kieran got (Indigo Disk could've been perfect since her and Kieran kinda switched places in it, but Pokemon absolutely flopped with that).
š« I was not expecting to love them sm, but they're literally all so amazing in their own ways!! My top favorite is probably Amarys or Lacey!! Amarys was so relatable (tbh when I saw her in the trailers I thought she was gonna be a teacher and not a student FJEJWK) and I liked her more than I thought I would!! Lacey reminds me a lot of me back when I first started Pokemon cuz I used to use a lot of cute Pokemon and it was my last year of my super overly girly part of my life. But Lacey is so sweet and is very underrated imo!! Crispin is so silly and also was very relatable!! He's basically me if I were good at cooking- And Drayton was def interesting!! At first I absolutely hated his guts for the way he'd treat Kiki, but over time I grew attached to him and I think he's so funny, although I still don't like how he treats Kiki. The idea of him manipulating us also kinda urks me, even tho it was for a good cause, I just don't really like manipulators- š
ā±ļø From Violet I def have to say Iron Valiant!! Scarlet I love Slither Wing (Out of the two slither wing is my fave)!!
š I have a LOT of faves!! Sprigatito's entire line absolutely has my heart, my second fave starter ever (after litten)!! I also really love Pawmi n Miraidon, they're so me, hehe!! Also Ogerpon, she's one of my absolute fave legendaries now!! Honorable mentions have to be the Paldean Wooper line, Tinkaton, n Slither Wing!!
š Starfall Street and The Teal Mask (honorable mention to Path of Legends and The Way Home)!!
š£ļø HERE COMES THE EXPLOSION EVERYONE RU- dude I have so many things to say about this game. First off, I have to thank it for literally saving me. I was deep in my Danganronpa phase, it was looking bad cuz I'd been hyperfixated on pokemon for the longest time and Danganronpa has pretty much killed it off until- BOOM!! I got pokemon violet for Christmas. I was in love with this game. Sure, it's a buggy, glitchy, rushed mess, but the writing, characters, mechanics, and pokemon absolutely made up for that imo. Maybe I'm biased cuz I wasn't there during release week nor did I know much about what happened bug-wise during that time (I was avoiding the Internet until I was able to get the game which I knew was either going to be during the holidays or after them), but still I feel like these games had some of the best writing EVER in the franchise. All of the characters were amazing in their own way (and bonus points cuz none of them were perfect; they all had some sort of flaws) and genuinely they were so modern and human to me. I remember having a convo with a friend and telling them of we were to count video games characters as our friends, then I was counting Penny, Nemona, and Arven (Kiki n Carmine didn't exist yet). Also on the topic of them, can we talk about how they finally nailed the friend group dynamic/trope thing they've been trying to do since gen 5? Honestly, don't get me wrong I love Cheren and Bianca (personally them + the player is my second fave friend group dynamic), but I think ESTABLISHING is as friends rather than forming the bond ourselves is what made it not as special. I haven't played B2W2 so I'm skipping that explanation- XY unfortunately had the burden of being unfinished, due to their scrapped sequel situation, which also caused the writing in that game to suck. The friend group not only was, once again, established, but also the only friend that was even decently written was Shauna (and really that's just the anime writing, I don't remember much about her game writing), the other friends were so bland and 1-dimensional. Gen 7 I can't really tell if they were trying to make us form a friend group or if it was more like we had separate friends. Galar, while I hate to say this cuz they're my 3rd favorite Pokemon friend group, was a combined issue of XY's issue and SM/USUM's issue: it wasn't an actual group and also the characters were pretty 1 dimensional (at least in Bede and Marnie's case; Bede being completely problematic and flopping into completely perfect, and Marnie being ignored for the most part causing her to barely have any writing [justice for Marnie btw, she deserves SM better]). Scarlet and Violet did it correctly. They started out with three round characters who we form bonds with and eventually have us form a group. Then, we take two other round characters we've befriended and add them to the group, making a fun, chaotic group dynamic that I've just fallen head over heels for. Along with this, I absolutely love the fact they make the legendaries feel human.
(Any part after this might kinda be half-assed, I had the rest of the ramble written and I went to save it and it fucking disappeared I'm so mad about it but I really want to participate in it so I'm finishing it and hoping to try to resay what I said)
The legendaries (apart from the treasures of ruin and terapagos) had like BACKSTORIES, not just something out of a textbook but like actual trauma. They also had their own personalities which I really enjoyed!! They were so lovable and it made me really attached to them!! Also, genuinely (apart from the treatment the female rivals get compared to the male rivals), this fandom is so nice and cool!! There's not too many issues (apart from what I mentioned) and everyone has been the most creative I've ever seen from the pokemon fandom in awhile (as someone who's been in it for about 10 years)!! There's so many cool AUs, stories, OCs, artworks, and other things that I've seen ever since SV came out!! I've made so many friends from it, and even met my qpp because of our shared love for Penny!! Genuinely, this is one of the best fandoms I've ever been in. This is not the pokemon fandom I grew up with (/pos), this is the SV fandom and I love it so much!! These games have been absolute sources of comfort for me and I love them so much. These games, this fandom, this is home. I love them so much, they're my favorite Pokemon games ever. They're my greatest treasure <33
Pokemon Scarvio themed reblog/tag game!
-- ā¤ļø: Favorite character?
-- āļø: Favorite Team Star member?
-- 0ļøā£: Favorite DLC character?
-- š„: Favorite Gym leader/Elite four?
-- š: Opinion on each of the Zero Crew? (Arven, Penny, Nemona)
-- š²: Opinion on the Kitakami siblings?
-- š«: Opinion on the BB league members?
-- ā±ļø: Favorite Paradox Pokemon?
-- š: Favorite Paldean Pokemon?
-- š: Favorite storyline? (Ex: Mochi mayhem, Starfall street)
-- š£ļø: Anything you want to say about Scarvio? (Infodump a rant, or just other thoughts)
Feel free to infodump alongside your answers! Anyone is allowed to reblog :3
#also possibly off topic but one of my friends talked about this in her response to this so i just wanna tapk about it too#paldean winds was so good and is so underrated i love it sm and i wish it had more episodes#yk how cool a penny episode or a Kitakami sibs episode would be?#also justice for Carmine#her writing was so half-assed and she deserves the same closure thenother rivals got#it feels like she was only made to help trigger the events of the story and nothing else#also can we talk about how overhated penny is?#i could go into these but I'm a bit drained from the stupid incident that happened that i explained in my ramble FJSJKA
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Can you do a yandere older brother shinsou in the yandere erasermic family (before eri) where he catches reader trying to sneak out but he lets her go for 20 minutes b/c he did the same thing his first week? You can change it if you want thoš
You snapped the lcoks of yo ur window open, it was only a day ago that they had given you the freedom of locking and unlocking them to see the sunlight in the morning, you were totally going to use this to your advantage and get yourself out of here for the night, you didnāt really ah e anything planned, like seriously, no plans at all, probably just going to wander about the streets of Tokyo at night. Without your parents, or sister, or brother around to tell you to keep away from things they deem ādangerouseā, which was the outside itself, meaning you wouldnāt even be able to edit the premises.
āYesā you congraduated yourself as the window opened without making much noise, you swung your feet out and landed on the roof, where a certain purple haired, baggy eyed teenager stood, his arms crossed, startling you to a whole new extent.
āWhere you goin?ā He spoke, eyebrow raised in amusement as he watched your face drain of color. He was almost suprised you were able to find something in your closet that wasnāt a baby shade of pink, even more so that you had gotten anywhere near your window without alerting any others in the family. The atmosphere was completely awkward as you stared at eachother.
āIām.... going out. Please donāt tell them! You must have done the same thing at some point right? Well both get in trouble if you tell.!ā You whisper yelled at him, waving your arms about, trying to prove your point that he should jsut let you go, you both knew that even if you did succesfully escape, they would just find you in minutes wandering aimlessly through the city you knew nothing about, you werenāt even aiming for escape right now, just a breath of fresh air. A small smile of sympathy formed in his face.
āThatās true, Im Doing this because I love you. Okay? Know that. I did the exact same thing my first week here. I saw nothing, you better be back in thirty though, Follow the rules, be careful, goodbye.ā He warned, then disappeared, you stared in shock that he even let you go.. any other member wouldāve dragged him back in your room and forced you to read some childrenās book with them. Yeah, shinso is Totally your favorite now.
Jumping off the roof entirely, you made your way past the gates, staring back I. Suspicion, wondering if he really hadnāt snitched on you.
āāā
Your thirty minutes were almost up, and you were on your way back, when you reached the gates, you only had like 2 minutes to get back in to us bed or shinso would tell, oh good you were gonna be in SO much trouble if he told.
Climbing up the gutter on the side of the house, and unla Ching your window with such haste that you almost cracked a finger, you heard voices in the hallway. Shinso and probably one of your dads. You panicked immediately, flinging āgrownupā clothes off your body and tugging on the silky pink pajamas that you had previously been wearing that night. The footsepts got gradually closer as you buttoned up the shirt (incorrectly).
āI told you dad, sheās Probably sleeping and weāre just gonna wake her up when we barge in there.ā You could hear shinso speaking just out of your door, shoving the clothing back in your closet, you jumped in your bed, pulling the covers Iover your shoulders and tugging th giraffe plush close to your chest, closing your eyes and turning the other way with a small groan, trying to imitate the sound of a moving sleeper.
āIf i donāt see her in that bed, you both are going to have a lot of explaining to do.ā Another voice, clearly aizawas due to the gravely tone to it, spoke. The doorknob started to make clicking noises, signaling you that it was opening when two of the figures barged in the room, quite loudly if you did sya so yourself. You you sat up slowly, rubbing your eyes like a child would.
āDaddy? Is something wrong?ā You questioned, meeting eyes with Shinso,then bringing your gaze back to the previously fuming āfather of yours. His eyes softened at your adorable sleepy-looking state, all suspicion was thrown right out the window when he saw how comfortable you seemed to be, he made his way to your bed and tugged you back down onto the pillow, pulling the blanket back over your shoulders. He planted a firm kiss on your forehead.
āNo darling, I was just worried about you. Go back to sleep nowā
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Thank you for requesting! It was pretty fun to write.
(This is unedited so sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes)
Have a great day Anon!
#yandere aizawa#yandere my hero academia#yandere daddy#yandere erasermic family#yandere erasermic#yandere shinso#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere platonic#platonic obsession#platonic yandere#yandere Tokyo#yandere family#sneaking out#Tokyo
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BnHA Chapter 316: We've Had One, Yes, But What About Second Explosion
Previously on BnHA: Deku was all ā[powers up like whoa because itās time to end the fight]ā, and he saved Overhaul from getting not-shot, and then smashed up Nagantās arm with the power of his new rechargeable super knees. Nagant was all āyoooo this kid is crazy strong whaaaat, itās like heās some kind of protagonist or something.ā Deku was all āI AM A PROTAGONIST, ACTUALLY, DO YOU WANT TO JOIN FORCES AND FIGHT BAD GUYS WITH ME?ā Nagant was all āah shit why the hell no -- ā and then AFO was all āSURPRISEā and everyone was all ā?!?!?!ā and AFO was all āTIME TO EXPLODE NOWā and made Nagant explode because heās an absolute fucking dick. And then Hawks showed up, because Horikoshi just wanted to stuff as many plot points as humanly possible into a single chapter I guess.
Today on BnHA: Hawks is all āgood job giving motivational shounen redemption speeches Deku but Iāll take it from hereā and screams very earnestly right in Nagantās face until she finally wakes up. Nagant is all āoh hey itās my successor, you seem surprisingly unfucked-up from your own HPSC tenure, how did you manage that?ā Hawks is all āfandom is going to love hearing this one, but basically itās because Iām very upbeat and also I had the worldās best role model Endeavor to look up to,ā and I swear this man stirs the pot on purpose, but damn it I still love him so damn much. Overhaul is all āHELLO AGAIN, JUST A REMINDER THAT, THE BOSS!!ā and Deku is all āMAYBE TAKE TWO SECONDS TO REFLECT ON HOW YOU TORTURED A LITTLE GIRL,ā which, thank you, lol. Nagant is all ābtw AFOās hiding in a house in the woodsā, and so Deku and the gang go to the house in the woods. Video recording!AFO is all āhi Iām AFO welcome to Jackassā and blows up the house. Sometimes I wonder if this manga is just a weird dream.
I am once again reading the Bean version because I think it was actually the best out of all three translations last week. and that is surprisingly including Vizās. āfauxā is not nearly as entertaining as āknockoffā, and also I have literally no idea why Caleb thought Deku was saying the Thirdās lines lol
oh hey, Endeavorās here too! not that youād ever be able to tell from this first panel lmao

glad you received All Mightās call, mysterious unidentified glowing smudge
oh snap he says heās weaker in the rain. is that why AFO told Nagant to attack then?? except that as we discussed the other day, I believe that AFO fully intended for Nagant to lose the fight, so him giving her info that would give her an advantage doesnāt really fit in with that. maybe he wanted Deku to be separated from Endeavor and the rest for maximum angst, though
btw Dekuās eyes are unsurprisingly back to the new normal here

alas, the angst continues. I say, pretending like Iām not totally eating it up each and every week and writing essay after essay about it lol
anyway so apparently Hawks canāt actually fly lmao. he was just yeeting himself with style


for some reason this is the funniest fucking thing Iāve ever seen omfg. wave to Hawks, kids! say ābye, Hawks!ā
j/k of course Deku is catching them. -- except???

wow so he was just running on fumes there at the end. well, good to know there is actually a limit to his shenanigans, particularly regarding this new āknockoffā 100% OFA. it will definitely not alleviate any of the discourse, but itās good for my own peace of mind because itās solid confirmation that he still needs his pals in order to win this thing
anyway, but on to the rest of this conversation, which is basically Deku deducing what we all deduced last week -- AFO implanted some sort of trap into Nagant when he gave her Air Walk. though Iād still like to get the actual details from AFO and/or Horikoshi, because this was particularly wild even by quirk standards lol
omgggggg

she still has a face after all!! so itās confirmed, Horikoshi has no idea what āblowing upā actually means. we might have guessed, based on what happened to Toga in the MVA arc, and also based on everything Katsuki does ever, but shhh
so now Hawks is all āNAGANT PLEASE WAKE UP, IF I SHOUT MY NAME AT YOU WILL THAT DO THE TRICKā

this is actually kind of touching though because even though we all know (or most of us acknowledge at any rate) that Hawks is a pretty caring person, itās rare to see him actually panic over someoneās welfare like this
oh shit Horikoshi is really doubling down on it

I wonder how much Hawks knew about what really happened between Nagant and the HPSC. regardless, he probably sees her as a kindred spirit of sorts, and Iām more than happy for Deku to pass the redemption torch onto him now that heās on the scene. like no offense Deku but they actually know each other and stuff lol
DAMMIT NAGANT CANāT YOU SEE HOW LOUD HE IS YELLING

apparently being freed from his HPSC shackles has finally given Hawks the space to embrace his own inner shounen protagonist. is there anything more shounen than trying to motivationally scream someone awake when theyāre lying in your arms inches from death?? 100% guaranteed to work
!!! IS THIS NAGANTāS POV OMG

SO SHE IS ALIVE. THANK GOD. Horikoshi doesnāt want to meet with my emotional distress lawyer today after all
love how sheās all ājust gonna stir up the weekly Hawks Discourse pot here by implying that he probably committed a lot of Atrocities just like I did, so now people can get all hopped up about that, even though thereās no evidence heās ever killed anyone aside from that one horrible ādamned-if-you-do...ā situation with Twice.ā no one asked for your provocative speculation young lady!! trust me Nagant, our rabbles donāt need the rousing lol
but nice save there with the āso how are your eyes so untaintedā well you see itās because even when he was following the HPSCās orders he always went to great lengths never to go against his own moral compass. which just to be clear was incredibly difficult, and led to a ton of pain and suffering on his part, because the life of a spy is basically just one impossible situation after another. but in spite of that he never stopped trying to do his best to help people. I donāt really know where this tangent came from or is leading to, lol, but anyway p.s.a. I love Hawks a lot and heās a good kid dammit
oh shit??!?

how is the League always able to swing all these fancy forest mansions. where do they find them. how many do they have
so Dekuās dropping them -- very roughly, not sure if he was reacting to finally getting AFOās location, or if his energy really is giving out -- and now Nagantās saying that AFO hired other villains as well. well of course he did. gotta keep chipping away at OFAās ninth successor little by little
now Nagant is asking Hawks how heās able to keep making āthatā face. I assume sheās again talking about the fact that he somehow didnāt let the HPSC wear down his spirit
oh my god???

thanks for stuffing this chapter to the brim with good nutritional Hawks Feels, Horikoshi. what a good. he just keeps on trudging forward undeterred no matter what bullshit comes his way. what a steadfast little guy. I WILL PROTECT YOU FROM DISCOURSE MY SWEET SUNSHINE
lmaoooo

āSPOTTED THIS DUDE JUST CHILLING OUT THERE ON THE ROOF WITH NO ARMS, SEEMED PRETTY SUSā good job Endeavor
anyway so you donāt really need me to tell you that Overhaul is immediately starting in with the āBUT THE BOSS WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO TAKE ME TO THE BOSS YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD TAKE ME TO THE BOSSā stuff again. but I will go ahead and tell you anyway. so yeah. heās doing that
OMG YOU GUYS LOOK AT DEKUāS āof all the fucking assholes to just randomly drop in on my life once again why did it have to be youā FACE THOUGH, OMG

fun fact, if you go back to chapters 124 through 160, there was an entire story arc where Overhaul imprisoned and tortured a little girl. yeah, I know!! suuuuuuuuper evil. anyways just an interesting little anecdote for you all thatās somewhat relevant to the current situation
OMG, YES. FUCK YES, DEKU

THEN WHAT ABOUT SPARING ONE FOR HER!!! YES!!! EXACTLY!!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, SOMEONE GETS IT
HEREāS THE PANEL OF DEKU SAYING THE EXACT SAME THING IāM SAYING LOL

(ETA: so apparently thereās some discourse about this because some people are interpreting this as Deku saying āyou should apologize to Eriā, which would obviously be a terrible idea even if Overhaul actually wanted to do that, because Eri shouldnāt ever have to see him again. however I just want to point out that there is a HUGE difference between saying āit would be nice if you could direct that feeling of regret/being sorry towards Eri as wellā, vs saying āyou should also apologize to her.ā all Deku is doing is rightfully pointing out that Overhaul has hurt way more people than just his boss, and if he really is remorseful, then he should extend those feelings of remorse to Eri and the rest as well. itās not a directive to take any specific action, and Iām 1000% sure no one at U.A. would let Overhaul within 100 miles of Eri ever again.
tl;dr ātry feeling remorse sometimeā =/= ādo you want me to fly you over to U.A. right now to surprise the little girl you traumatizedā, lol.)
[slings an arm around Dekuās shoulders] youāre a good kid. I like you. I donāt know if I tell you that enough, but itās true
meanwhile here is Overhaulās āspare... a thought... for Eri...???????ā face sigh

the struggle is real yāall
(ETA: and thatās... the last we ever saw of Overhaul, I guess? well all right then. I assume Deku will make good on his promise, so we know heāll get that little bit of closure before going back to jail or whatever, and I confess Iām more than fine with leaving the rest of it open-ended, especially given his characterās history. I think this was pretty generous all things considered.)
lmao holy shit

All Might what did you do to those tiki torch guys?? did you thrash them. did you give āem those hands. did you deliver their own asses to them complete with a sticker reminding them Amazon Prime Day is on June 21. we missed out goddammit
so Endeavor, who wasnāt the one he was asking, is telling him that they captured (well letās be real, Deku captured, give the credit where itās due) Nagant and Overhaul. and so I guess theyāre going to take Nagant to the ER now

fire is no oneās weakness
-- oh my GOD I scrolled down and audibly gasped

[is politely but firmly approached and asked to remove my arm from Dekuās shoulder by the physical manifestation of all this Dekuangst] āweāre sorry, heās not allowed to have visitors right nowā oh shit, my bad. [goes to stand behind a police barricade]
lmao what. did you run out of room on the previous page

what an exaggerated fade to black lmao
-- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I actually canāt see what heās reacting to so maybe Iām just seriously jumping the gun here lol, but THE HELL WITH IT. the next panel appears to be a cut to Haibori Forest, so Iām just gonna go ahead and declare that Deku ran off on his own all wounded to go have more Dekuangst, just like I manifested. now go call Katsuki goddammit
[scrolls three more inches down] oh

yeah so like I said, Deku is walking very slowly a few feet in front of Endeavor, whoās telling him to wait up. yep. weāve all gotta be so careful to not just jump to conclusions. I know weāre excited but still
anyway, so! welcome back to Mt. Lady and Kamui Woods (ARE YOU GUYS DATING) and Edgeshot! have fun walking into this obvious trap lol
dammit Deku why are you so determined to tempt fate

[monkey puppet meme faces]
OH MY GOD THIS IS PURE GRADE-A CHEESY COMIC BOOK VILLAIN 101 SHIT AND IāM HERE FOR IT

thatās such a weird way of clapping who claps like that
unlike certain other people who shanāt be named, AFO doesnāt feel the need to inexplicably take his shirt off when recording sinister villain monologues. I think weāre all pretty grateful for that
high fives to everyone who called it!! yep yep
anyway so this whole scene has major booby-trap vibes, which Iām enjoying immensely even though I donāt think anything is really going to come of it lol. probably just another long-winded AFO Speech. but wouldnāt it be funny if like the ceiling started lowering down to try and squish Deku afterwards lol
(ETA: well the explosion was still pretty funny too ngl.)
ffff

[āDekuangst is the trapā intensifies]
anyway so yeah. heās just hitting up all of his usual villain talking points. we get it, youāre so smart and you see right through the thin veneers of society and people who donāt conform are left to fend for themselves and labeled as villains and history is written by the victors, and blah blah blah dude are you just jumping randomly from one soundbyte to another lol. literally what are you talking about. what does this have to do with you blowing up Nagant
-- holy shit??

[āDekuangst is the trapā intensifies MORE?????]
LOL WHAT

BRO. WHAT IS WITH YOU. DONāT YOU KNOW HOW TO LAY ANY OTHER KIND OF FUCKING TRAP GOOD LORD
āYOUāRE NEXTā THE CALLBACK?? THE PARALLELS?? THOUGH WHEN ALL MIGHT POINTED HE MADE IT LOOK WAY COOLER. AFOāS POINTING JUST LOOKS LIKE SMOKEY THE BEAR
HAS ANYONE CHECKED IN ON KAMUI WOODS I HEAR HE IS WEAK TO FIRE?? THE ONLY ONE WHO IS, APPARENTLY
r.i.p. to this particular forest mansion. donāt worry they have a ton of backups
remember last week when I said maybe AFO thinks explosions are gauche. well never mind. he fucking loves explosions
anyway so thatās the end of BnHA, everyone. hope you enjoyed. it was a good ride while it lasted. see you all, good luck in your travels
#bnha 316#hawks#takami keigo#lady nagant#midoriya izuku#all for one#bnha#boku no hero academia#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#makeste reads bnha#manifesting 317 opening with a slightly modified version of my previous fantasy scenario lmao#'WHADDYA MEAN THEY BLEW UP THE NERD'#that's *his* job#sorry lol I kid I kid
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10 Anti LO Asks
1. I kinda hate how Hades has only had 2 relationships before Persephone and one being his brotherās brother and the other being toxic on both ends. I sorta wish Leuce was in there as like an ex with no drama like the two just didnt work out or something chill (break ups are hard but thereās less dramatic break ups). Idk I just feel like a little internal conflict like that would have some spice to the story but also make me root for the couple a bit more.
Going deeper into it, as a reader we know Minthe as his evil gf whose never gonna work out and Hera and Hades are toxic secret affair, but what if Hades did have a functional relationship with someone who wasnāt toxic but they didnāt work out and she didnāt want to stay in the underworld/be queen. I just feel like that would add a complex layer to the story, not making it all black and white.
With Persephone having more dating experience itās kinda hard because everyone wants her BUT they arenāt allowed to date her to keep her pure/her mother would kill them/TOGEM. But if RS ever wrote more Persphone and Hermes Iād just want them together like forget hades.Ā
2. Ive seen some LO fans say "NOW the actual myth will begin" and it's like??? Wasn't that already done in the first three episodes? Why would you RESTART IT? More so, it is objectively awful writing to publish nearly every week for FOUR YEARS to actually get to the main point of the story, which even then will probably take month at best to even start. This is just such a train-wreck in terms of planning, writing, development, and even basic story creation yet the fan will insist it's genius!
3. What I find so aggravating about LO and its fans is they are convinced it's the most unique, groundbreaking work ever, when it's anything but that. Modern settings, Technicolor skintones, "humanizing" the gods, etc have all been a Thing for decades, sometimes even centuries before LO even existed. Even the idea it "deals with heavy topics' is false since the original myths already did so and didn't treat it as haphazardly like Rachel does. They want it to be anything but what it really is.
4. I see so many of the fans excuse Rachel making it just modern NYC as "it's a fictional world so she can do what she wants" Ā begs the question: do they think Ancient Greece is a fantasy land that never existed? It very much did, and had cultural and social differences from modern day. Even modern Greece is different from America. She does't even try to keep any of it intact despite it being set in that exact time and place. At some point we have to admit the "Greek" part is lip service at best.
5. the "anti" community for LO is overwhelmingly queer, BIPOC women and NBs who used to like the series who where in turn forced out of the fandom because of the almost entirely cishet, white fanbase who refused to even court the idea of differing opinions. The idea all of us marginalized people are "oppressing" a privileged white woman and her entitled fanbase because we critique how she' butchered countless real issue and a real country's stories for her white "feminism" fantasy is laughable.
6. i do not get why all the new book covers we're getting for lo are so boring?? like at least the first normal cover was visually grabbing (even if just lie about what the comic is actually about and has some questionable symbolism in it) but the newer ones are so boring. they don't even have backgrounds now and the logo is so randomly placed and I don't get why. they have book cover artists on staff surely they could help her do it? or work off her sketches and make something better?
7. rachel retweeting a single old picture from cyprus: see! i can about greece! anyway let's ignore that while I retweet 20 pictures in a row about how eris is literally an apple and how hades just needs so many babies RIGHT NOW.
8. rachel spends more time posting about her nails on twitter than even bothering to retweet even one post from her co-workers to give them a needed promo to her massive audience. it's just off putting to me how every other webtoons creators minus her, mongie, and snailords will do anything to support and promo each other while they refuse to do the bare minimum even as the webtoon company bends over backwards to make sure they get them everything they want while ignoring the rest.
9. Even ignoring the issues Rachel added into the story for her own weird reasons, how naive are her and her fans to think whitewashing and romanticizing perhaps the most infamous of all Greek myths into an idealized romance aimed towards pre-teens at the youngest wouldn't come with built in criticism? Like there's a reason the myth is so hotly debated, and it's not because of "misogyny", it's because of how misogyny is used to demonize a mother for the sake of a romanticizing a male abuser..
10. I love how LO fans say "hera only cheated with one person! so that's different from zeus's many affairs!" like no it's not lmao. a person who killed one person and serial killer both get life in prison regardless of how many victims they have. rachel also seems to be implying hera is having an emotional affair with echo which by her own in comic logic is just as bad as a physical affair, so wouldn't that be at least two people? regardless two wrongs do not make a right, hera is also bad here.
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